My Time with her

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This is a diary of a young man and his girl and their first experiences with loving femdom, humiliation, chastity, pain... and similar. NOTE: Please adjust in [[Chapters]] what view you would like to read, boy or girl perspective for the first 30 chapters. Reading both in parallel is "awkward". Both contain the same story - only the perspective is another! [[Double diary|Double1]] (30 'chapters' -> then single 'boy' chapters up to 100) /* or [[The visual novel (incomplete)|Intro]] (1 'chapters') Configure Settings in [[Chapters]]. */

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Soul mates & Kinks

/** Free will: $freewill Door key: $key1 <progress @value="$freewill" max="200"></progress> <meter @value="$freewill" min="20" max="300"></meter> */ <<if Number($VN) == 1 >> Her love = $HerLove Her lust = $HerLust Time of day = $CurrentDayTime action = $localAction His lust = $HisLust <<else>>\ <</if>>\

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<<set $debug = false>> <<set $isDouble = true>> <<set $displayBoy = true>> <<set $displayGirl = true>> <<set $BiancaBTaken = false>> <<set $girlIsMean = 0>> <<set $manSub = 1>> <<set $manBetraysTrust = 0>> <<set $InaAniLoss = false>> <<set $freewill = 100>> <<set $key1 = false>> <<set $girl = "Ina">> <<set $boy = "Ani">> <<widget "strangerSays">><span style="color:#999999">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "sheSays">><span style="color:#FFA0A0">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "heSays">><span style="color:#A0A0FF">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "ppSays">><span style="color:#90C0C0">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "jenSays">><span style="color:#FFffa0">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "hhSays">><span style="color:#6060FF">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> <<widget "heThinks">><span style="color:#A0A0FF">"//<<print _args[0]>>//"</span><</widget>> <<widget "heThick">><span style="color:#A0A0FF">"''<<print _args[0]>>"''</span><</widget>> <<widget "sheThinks">><span style="color:#FFA0A0">"//<<print _args[0]>>//"</span><</widget>> <<widget "letter">><span style="color:#A0FFA0">"//<<print _args[0]>>//"</span><</widget>> <<widget "grayText">><span style="color:#A0A0A0">"<<print _args[0]>>"</span><</widget>> // all from 0 to 100 <<set $ManBroken = 1>> <<set $HisLove = 50>> <<set $HerLove = 50>> <<set $HisSelfless = 80>> <<set $HisLust = 20>> <<set $HerLust = 20>> <<set $VN = 0>> <<set $localAction = 0>> <<set $CurrentDayTime = 0>> <<widget "IncreaseHerLove">>\ <<set $HerLove = $HerLove + Number(_args[0])>> \ <<if $HerLove > 100>>\ <<set $HerLove = 100>> \ <</if>>\ <</widget>>\ <<widget "IncreaseHerLust">>\ <<set $HerLust = $HerLust + Number(_args[0])>> \ <<if $HerLust > 100>>\ <<set $HerLust = 100>> \ <</if>>\ <</widget>>\ <<widget "IncreaseHisLust">>\ <<set $HisLust = $HisLust + Number(_args[0])>> \ <<if $HisLust > 100>>\ <<set $HisLust = 100>> \ <</if>>\ <</widget>>\ <<widget "wmanBroken">> /* Initialize sexTracking array if not already defined */ <<if $ManBroken is 0>> $ManBroken <<else>>\ <<print $ManSelfless+$ManLust>> <</if>>\ <</widget>>\ <<widget "wmanBroken2">> /* Initialize sexTracking array if not already defined */ <<print _args[0]>> <<if Number(_args[0]) > 120 >> more <<else>>\ less <</if>>\ <</widget>>\ <<script>> Template.add('BrokenValue', function () { if (variables().ManBroken == 0) return 1; return variables().ManLove + variables().ManSelfless + variables().ManLust; }); <</script>> /* Define a function template with two names, ?color and ?Color, whose output changes based on its name. */ <<wmanBroken>> <<wmanBroken2 <<wmanBroken>> >> /* this does not work! */ ?BrokenValue ?TestValue2 <<wmanBroken2 TestValue() >>

[img[pics/TitleRemakeSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>- The End -<</if>> This was not the end of her devil. She still ruined me more often than not. It is just hard to milk a man dry on 'normal' orgasms. She kept ruining me but often finished with a real one. Also her experiments did not end. We hardly had Devils Days any more - but sometimes she still let her devil out. I did get to experience the hot rub... I lost my consciousness to her grinds. But we had a much better understanding of ourselves, our needs. And she was able to give me pleasure - she could release the tight grip on me - and still be sexually aroused! [[Some more chapters were added...|Part30]]

[[Home]] Last edit date: 1st of Juli 2024 Enter the name of the girl <<textbox "$girl" "Ina">> Enter the name of the boy <<textbox "$boy" "Ani">> Double columns: <<checkbox "$isDouble" false true autocheck>> Display male Text: <<checkbox "$displayBoy" false true autocheck>> Display female Text: <<checkbox "$displayGirl" false true autocheck>> Mean girl: <<checkbox "$girlIsMean" 0 1 autocheck>> Debug: <<checkbox "$debug" false true autocheck>> <<return>> L = Loveable M = Mean If none then Loveable [[Double1]] L/M $girl visits $boy, -> choice between lovable and mean [[Double2]] L/M First orgasm ever [[Double3]] Her feelings [[Double4]] L/M Second orgasm - she is hooked! [[Double5]] L/M Routine and red spots [[Double6]] L/M Living together, discovering a dick [[Double7]] L/M Penis is cool and masturbation is bad [[Double8]] Discover your kink, orgasms are only for girls [[Double9]] L/M Chastity and 'kiss my feet' [[Double10]] L/M Testing the cage [[Double11]] L/M [[DoublegetADick]] M [[DoubleTheDickArrives]] M Routine with a cage - and losing virginity [[Double12]] Your dick is comfortably numb [[Double13]] The twin dick and the movie [[Double14]] Remorse and love [[Double15]] Edging, being a goddess [[Double16]] L/M Nightly pleasures and SyncFuck [[Double17]] First training [[Double18]] How to ruin him, first letter to Ingrid [[Double19]] Ruined orgasms [[Double20]] Remorse and no remorse [[Double21]] Learning to love cum and riding the stallion [[Double22]] Wank for me! [[Double23]] Three drops of pee [[Double24]] The Fuck exam [[Double25]] Angle day [[Double26]] Devil day [[Double27]] Another devil day - with suffocation [[Double28]] Talking about devils [[Double29]] Devil continues... and $boy cums [[- The End -]] [[Part30]] After weeks - the devil is back [[Part31]] Remorse and Knight Protector [[Part32]] Ruining in the morning [[Part33]] She is not completely satisfied [[Part34]] Inventing a slave day [[Part35]] Slave day... piss day [[Part36]] Slave day continued... whipping [[Part37]] A twelve hour blowjob [[Part38]] Be my loving mistress [[Part39]] A fucking prank [[Part40]] Our love [[Part41]] You want a spiked dick? [[Part42]] You get spiked anyway [[Part43]] Learning to drink [[Part44]] I miss proteins, therefor I whip you [[Part45]] I'll make you cum [[Part46]] I love you, I torture you [[Part47]] Peace at the ocean [[Part48]] Injuries and going home [[Part49]] The adoration theory and an orgasmic dream [[Part50]] Blue ball deluxe, your tongue in my ass [[Part51]] Wank and ruin yourself, you must not cum [[Part52]] Edged every day, licking her to sleep, ending the torment [[Part53]] Haggling for orgasms, and passive orgasms [[Part54]] Telling Bianca, Amagnifyre and thousand times in one second [[Part55]] Letter to Ingrid - our story [[Part56]] Letter from Ingrid - enslave him [[Part57]] Letter to Ingrid - are there other devices? [[Part58]] Letter from Ingrid - MCUs and FCUs [[Part59]] Letter to Ingrid - talking about rabbits [[Part60]] Letter to Ingrid - talking about rabbits 2 [[Part61]] Letter from Ingrid - I am falling for you, I invented pee pills [[Part62]] Letter to Ingrid - only proxy communication [[Part63]] Ingrid tries to manipulate $girl [[Part64]] Letter from Ingrid Angry [[Part65]] Letter to Ingrid Calm down [[Part66]] Letter from Ingrid I want her [[Part67]] Bianca [[Part68]] Bianca becomes a slave [[Part68b]] Bianca in my room -> choice [[Part69a]] or [[Part69b]] Bianca and $boy [[Part70]] 2X before breakfast [[Part71]] Matrimony and branding [[Part73]] [[Part73a]] [[Part73b]] [[Part73c]] [[Part73d]] Being a dog! [[Part72]] No memory loss [[Part74]] Loving day - and space out [[Part74a]] [[Part74b]] [[Part74c]] [[Part74d]] [[Part74e]] Party at Jenny's [[Part75]] [[Part76]] [[Part77]] Switch [[Part78c]] [[Part78d]] [[Part78e]] [[Part78f]] Bianca in love [[Part79a]] [[Part79b]] [[Part79c]] A Week of torture [[Part80]] Overdoing it - new set of rules [[Part81]] Two girls own one man - with tasty cum [[Part82]] Ten hour boner and no male orgasm [[Part83]] Denial in the night [[Part84]] Dojo history [[Part85]] Jenny visits [[Part86]] First date with Jenny [[Part87]] Second date with Jenny [[Part88]] Single cuck time [[Part89]] Fucking Jenny [[Part90]] Charlies Angles - $boy's Bitches (Betrayal choice) [[Part90a]] Jenny's POV [[Part91]] The missing semen conundrum [[Part92]] What do I get out of this? [[Part93]] Honest talk with Jenny [[Part94]] A little bit of Peter [[Part95]] The last Devil - Choice Despair -> [[Despair_1]] Destroying Love Despair -> [[Part96]] Breaking up Despair -> [[Part97]] Guessing the causes Despair -> [[Part98]] Five years later - Jenny Despair -> [[Jenny_Rules]] Jenny rules! Salvation -> [[Salvation_1]] Rescuing Love Salvation -> [[Part96a]] Confession Salvation -> [[Part97a]] Soul mates & sex mates Loss -> [[Loss_1]] ... the first three parts are the same as Despair Loss -> [[Part98b]] Soul mates - in good and bad times [[- Epilogue -]] Original Epilog [[SlaveShoes]] M [[Circumcision]] M [[BreakingHim]] M Not Used [[U1]], [[U2]], [[U3]], [[U4]] M [[Part99]] Techno - unfinished -> choice

[img[pics/ShavingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part30<</if>> <<sheSays "I have been such a good girl lately, haven't I?">> <<heSays "You have always been my favourite girl - you know that.">> <<sheSays "Sure, sure - but you know... since we found out, that I can let you cum... I have hardly done anything bad - have I?">> <<sheSays "You know, that my kinks haven't gone away... yes, you sex me up every day... and that is wonderful... but you know...">> <<sheSays "Once in a while... do you think... a tiny little Devil day... for old times' sake? ">> <<heSays "Oh... a few weeks ago is now 'for old times' sake?' ">> <<heSays "I never said no to your kinks, I never took any promise back I made. If you think you need that... You know that I will go with you all the way...">> <<sheSays "I don't NEED it - but I do have a craving sometimes... ">> <<sheSays "I... still get turned on, when thinking about humiliating, hurting or denying you...">> she excitedly and sadly said. <<heSays "You know damn well... that I'd do nearly anything for you, especially if it turns you on - or gives you pleasure.">> <<sheSays "We haven't done any kinky stuff for some weeks now, do you think ... you really are up to it? If it in any way endangers your love... I will restrain...">> <<heSays "You are funny...">> I laughed. <<heSays "Everything you have put me through in the past... could not take away my love... While being in those 'events' - it is terrible - I cannot deny that. But in a weird way they probably have made me love you even more. These things bind us together, experiences shared. It is one way for me to proof my love to you... I do really love you - and I like to show that in all possible ways...">> <<heSays "Promise me one thing... If you ever stop loving me - I want to know. I ... I will live with it... but I want to know that I am not living a dream. I trust you blindly with all my heart and soul. Please - if this is ever coming to pass... I want...">> <<sheSays "Shhh - I promise... but I am certain that will never be the case... it is a total cliché ... but you are truly my soul mate...">> <<heSays "One that you wish to inflict pain on...">> <<sheSays "Only a little... you know how excited I get when I see the fear, panic or pain in your face.">> <<sheSays "... and you are practically forcing me to do those things... when telling me I should use you ... and that you want me to have all the pleasure I can get...">> <<sheSays "There are so many things I can think of that we have not tried... You know you never actually bled... I have not whipped you... there were no streaks on you... I never heard you scream... you were always gagged...">> <<sheSays "There are really cool devices we have not tested... so for example I recently saw a penis ring... which from the outside looked like any other... but on the inside there were tiny spikes... when you get a hard on those would ... a well you know... Just imagine you have such a ring on while I fuck you.">> <<sheSays "Or... I read in a blog... that a woman was glad that it was spring again... she went out to collect fresh nettles... put lots of them in a small sack... and put the dick of her slave in the sack... and made him wear it all day... image the nettle stings he must have gotten on that day...">> she excitedly continued... <<sheSays "hmmm I am starting to throb down there... just thinking about it ...">> <<sheSays "Not to forget about the classic - letting you suffocate... that always brings out the worst in me... you simply cannot hide your panic when you start to pass out...">> <<heSays "You do know, when you talk like that, you sound like a sociopath?">> <<sheSays "Hey... a girl can dream... can't she?">> <<sheSays "And yes... I do know... I wonder where I got that kink from - I can't remember any major rejection as a child... or being hurt or... anything like it.">> <<sheSays "But didn't we agree to be honest... and don't let us self be bothered with negative feelings?">> <<sheSays "... and I promise you... if you do not agree with those things... I will hardly ever do anything to you...">> <<heSays "Hardly ever?">> <<sheSays "With that I mean - only little stuff... like ruining you... light slap in the nuts and such - the things you love me for...">> <<heSays "Those are not the things I love you for - believe me.">> <<sheSays "Whatever - they don't really bother you - do they...?">> <<heSays "No...">> I said after two seconds... <<heSays "These things are 'playful' ... a little bit at least.">> <<sheSays "So... when can I flog you... a little bit...">> <<heSays "hmm">> <<sheSays "Please...">> <<sheSays "I promise, I will most likely stop after you bleed... a little...">> <<heSays "You are crazy, you know that.">> <<sheSays "But I am YOUR crazy... ">> <<heSays "We must wait till we have the house for us alone...">> <<heSays "Next weekend... my parents will be gone on a weekend trip">> <<sheSays "Weekend? Two Days - perfect!!!">> <<heSays "Hey... let's start with Saturday... and if your enthusiasm runs away with you again... I might only last one or two hours - before I crumble and you stop.">> <<sheSays "Thank you! Thank you!">> she jumped me and started kissing me... <<sheSays "I start with the classic... that is easy and fast... and won't hurt you too much... but I sure do have a craving for your panic... hm... nettles or no nettles... hot wax... penis ring... time enough to order one... ">> I rolled my eyes <<heSays "I don't need to hear this...">> <<sheSays "I was just trying to see a glimpse of fear...">> she kissed me again... <<heSays "Nah... not working... I block out the things you tell me... If I overthink what you are talking about... you know negative feelings and such... might be felt...">> <<sheSays "Aawww">> <<heSays "I'll just go with the flow - often you do not even do what you originally planned - so there is no preparing possible anyway...">> <<sheSays "Doesn't the thought get you turned on?">> <<heSays "Being tortured, or torturing ... ?">> <<sheSays "Hm... torture is such an evil word... let's called it hmmm ... 'pleasure events'">> <<heSays "It does not turn me on to be tortured... nor does it turn me on torturing anyone.">> <<heSays "Quite the opposite... I would always intervene, whenever you were in danger of getting hurt.">> <<heSays "BUT!">> <<heSays "What turns me really on is everything that gives you pleasure.">> <<heSays "Soo... in a weird sense - you 'pleasure eventing' me - does turn me on - because I know that you derive lust and satisfaction from it...">> <<heSays "In a weird sense - by allowing you to use me - I am hurting myself...">> <<heSays "Ahhh - my thoughts are circling and ... let's not overthink this.">> <<heSays "I love you...">> and I kissed her fondly ... and she kissed me back... <<heSays "I know what you like...">> I sank to my knees, lifted her right foot and removed her sock and started gently kissing her toes. I needn't look up to know she smiled happily. I turned around, lay on my back placed her foot on my face and started licking her sole... <<sheSays "Ohhh...">> she gasped shortly... I continued for a couple of minutes... and once in a while I could see her face... I saw she loved it... and savoured this. <<sheSays "Stay there...">> she commanded... turned around and in a split of a second she was naked... and was sitting on my face... ---- Saturday ---- We were off to a nice start... we were still lying on the bed... <<sheSays "I was so looking forward for today... I am kind of nervous... I have been thinking about it too much... and I still am.">> <<sheSays "Thinking about it... makes me quite horny... ">> <<heSays "You still have the opportunity to JUST think about it... get horny and... just... keep it that way - you know?">> <<sheSays "Shhh...">> she whispered... <<sheSays "Don't cum...">> she whispered and climbed on top of me... and made herself cum on my dick in a very short time... When she got off my penis was throbbing like mad... <<sheSays "Aww - I see your little stick liked that... too bad it will not be satisfied today... I want to save up your cum... ">> She threw all blankets from the bed... and took my right hand... and kissed it tenderly... and fastened the handcuffs. She did the same with my left arm. After she had fastened me to the bed in the usual way... she lay on top and kissed me again. <<sheSays "We never had a save word, you know? - If at any time ... it is too much for you... say 'Please lioness, stop!' ">> Again... I helplessly lay under her... and those words made me afraid. The time had come, where I could not ignore the fact any more... what was to come. <<sheSays "Sometimes you will probably be gagged. You have to endure those times... since you can't talk.">> <<sheSays "If you do not want to continue... say it now...">> I looked at her and cast down my eyes and said what I knew she longed to hear... <<heSays "Continue... mistress... use me for your pleasure...">> She gleefully padded my cheek. <<sheSays "Wait a moment... don't go anywhere...">> <<heThinks "Very funny...">> Shortly after she came back with that damn gag she liked to use. <<heSays "Really?">> I said <<heSays"...">> Slam! She gave me a resounding slap in the face. I looked dumbfounded. <<sheSays "You are not allowed to talk - unless I explicitly allow you to...">> <<sheSays "Open your snout - why do I have to tell you these simple things?">> She then fastened the gag onto my face. She took the paper clip and put it on my nose again. As usual it hurt like hell. <<sheSays "I thought about replacing the paper clip... but I think it is a nice tradition by now. If it hurts you - why should I care?">> I could not breathe. She lay on top of me... face to face and looked into my eyes... seeking out my fear and any possible approaching panic attack. <<sheSays "You are so fortunate to have a nice mistress like me... I'll let you breath as soon as you are unconscious...">> <<sheSays "You need not fear anything dear...">> Those words - although I knew were true - were no help against the incoming waves of panic. You cannot explain away suffocating. Your body just reacts to the loss of oxygen. Involuntarily my chest started to move up and down in a vain effort to breathe... I started to make noises... screaming inside as best I could... She slightly parted her legs and started rubbing her waist against mine... her vagina against my dick. <<sheSays "Be a dear and don't pass out just yet... I want to enjoy this...">> I only distantly noticed her rubbing against me... I had other things on my mind. My eyes started bulging... in an imitation of a breathing notion, I lifted my head... <<sheSays "STAY!">> she yelled at me... And my eyes rolled up... and I blacked out... When I came back, I breathed heavily... She slapped me again. Although she could not hit me very well - the gag was in the way. <<sheSays "How dare you pass out before I cum!">> <<sheSays "We have to train you more... so you can hold your breath longer...">> <<sheSays "You are so useless...">> <<sheSays "You know... I have a boyfriend... he is just wonderful...">> <<sheSays "I love him and I truly care about him. I decided to take better care of my body for him. I know he adores me like I am... but I want to show him my appreciation.">> <<sheSays "Just so you are aware of your situation... I screwed off the top of the gag... there is now a hole above your mouth with a diameter of about an inch or so.">> <<sheSays "This can ideally be used as a little trash can...">> She stood up... and fetched some stuff... sat on my chest and opened her manicure set. She first cleaned, then filed her toenails... right above my mouth... and I could feel those little bits falling into my mouth. There was no way to avoid the stuff - since the gag opened my mouth wide and try though I might... I could not close it. After finishing her feet... she continued with her fingers. She got up again and returned with a towel and two glasses of water - and some other stuff I could not make out. She sat on me again... and started to apply shaving creme to her legs. <<sheSays "I think he likes smooth legs... and I really do want to look my very best for him!">> With that she started shaving her legs... she cleaned her razor in one of the glasses... and continued. After she finished with her legs... she rubbed them with some lotion... <<sheSays "Ah... I nearly forgot...">> She picked up the glass with the water, shaving creme and her hair... and poured it into her trash can. There was no other way for me than to drink it all. Luckily I could nearly taste nothing... due to my closed nose. She then took out a pair of scissors... and began trimming the hair between her legs. To my knowledge she had never done so before... <<sheSays "He will love this... and I bet I feel even sexier afterwards. I know he loves my 'bush' but he loves it in any stage... and I guess something new can't hurt...">> As expected she placed the cut pubic hair in the trash can. After she was content with her new hairstyle... she got the shaver out again and finished her beauty hour with shaving her vaginal region and the little stubbles in her armpits... Cleaned her shaver in the second glass of water... and poured it in me afterwards. I was actually sort of thankful - since it helped me to finally get rid of that public hair in my mouth. She looked absolutely gorgeous though. Her boyfriend would very much appreciate that new style. <<sheSays "It seems like I found a use for you after all - you make a terrific trash can... I will have to remember that.">> <<sheSays "Why have you still a hard on?">> She incredulously asked? Because you are gorgeous and sexy and even while shaving, your lovely slit was never more than a few inches away from my mouth? I thought? <<sheSays "Make it small!">> she commanded <<sheSays "Now!">> <<sheSays "Or I will make it small and you will not like that!">> I closed my eyes and tried concentrating... but I knew my efforts would be in vain. <<sheSays "This one is on you - SLAVE!">> She stood up... and kicked me in the balls. She waited a few seconds... <<sheSays "I will continue to kick you every ten seconds... until you shrink!">> It took a couple of minutes ... I cringed and tried screaming every ten seconds... and after some time... my penis started to shrink into a defensive position. The pain was terrible - but not comparable to The Ball Crusher. When I was small enough... she put the cage on me. <<sheSays "I did not have any breakfast yet... so will go downstairs... and eat something. You have already eaten... so you don't really need anything.">> <<sheSays "But I don't want you to be bored... So the cage will accompany you...">> She removed my gag... I was just starting to say something... when I remembered that I was not allowed to. I lowered my eyes. She had watched me... and knew I restrained myself just in time. <<sheSays "Very good slave... you actually can remember something you are told!">> <<sheSays "To make it easier on you - and to be clear. You are not allowed to talk. But if you need to scream at any point... you may do so - just no coherent words! Animals like you are not allowed to speak!">> <<sheSays "Look up!">> She showed the settings of the cage. Five seconds, one millisecond, edging, repeat. <<heSays "NO - PLEASE!">> <<sheSays "WHAT???">> Bewildered she looked around... saw something on the floor and picked it up. It was one of her leather girdles. <<sheSays "Didn't you hear what I said ten seconds ago?">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' With full force she swung her leather belt and whipped it onto my chest. <<sheSays "Why do you make me do this!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' She took some breaths. <<sheSays "You worm better learn to pay attention!">> She showed me the settings again... which had been reduced to 3 seconds. I knew these settings were horrible - I would not be able to stand them... so cried out: <<heSays "Please lioness, stop!">> <<sheSays "You SPOKE again?">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "YOU">> <<heSays "AHHRRRGG!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "REALLY">> <<heSays "OOOHRRGG!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "BELIEVED">> <<heSays "GGGGGGGGRRR!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "IT">> <<heSays "AHHRRRGG!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "WOULD">> <<heSays "HMMMMPPPPPP!">> ''<span style="color:#00FF00">"WHIP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "SAVE YOU?">> <<heSays "YIIIIIH!">> She stopped whipping... <<sheSays "I am getting exhausted - and I am hungry.">> <<sheSays "But edging is too good for you... I should have known what an ungrateful scum you are...">> She changed the settings again... and showed me: 10 seconds, "The Ball Crusher" strength 6, repeat. <<sheSays "6 is the movie setting - just so you know!">> I did not say a thing... but I was shocked... frightened and I panicked, wiggling in my chains... She switched it on... and left the room. ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<heSays "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRRRGG!">> It was the first time I experienced "The Ball Crusher" with no gag on. <<sheSays "I can hear you!">> It was more than terrible. This was no plaything - this really was torture. But $girl knew - that strength six was too much for a length of time. The next was probably five... or so... ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"Bamb!"</span>'' <<heSays "AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHRRRGG!">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bamb!"</span>'' <<heSays "Oooohm!">> The kicks grew less harsh and I think they were even further apart. ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "ORGGG!">> But my balls were very sensitive now - and even ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> small kicks hurt like hell - and I could not refrain myself but to give a howl of pain each time. ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> ... ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> After what probably was only a few minutes - but felt like an eternity, $girl came back with a sandwich in one hand - and a coffee mug in the other. ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> She nestled in next to me... ate the sandwich and now and then took a sip of her coffee. ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> <<sheSays "I calmed down a bit...">> ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> <<sheSays "I'll finish my coffee - then we can continue.">> ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> ''<span style="color:#FF7070">"bam!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWWG!">> After finishing the coffee... she switched the device off... and removed it. <<sheSays "You are allowed to thank me... ">> <<heSays "Thank you mistress, you are so kind to stop... I deserve more punishment... but you are so merciful...">> <<sheSays "Shut up!">> <<sheSays "I noticed while the cage was active - that you have way to much room to wiggle.">> <<sheSays "I think I like it better if you are more restrained.">> She got up... and from somewhere produced a couple roles of gaffer tape. She put it around me and the bed. She nearly mummified me with it... and I could hardly wiggle or move at all. Even my head was very strictly held in place. She additionally put tape under my chin and fastened it somewhere behind my head. Though she left most parts of my chest and stomach free... <<sheSays "In case I desire to whip you again... I wouldn't want the tape to soften the blows, you know.">> <<sheSays "Also you got already quite beautiful red stripes there... it's nice to see the result of my efforts.">> She also spared my dick. She sat on my chest again... and started playing with it, rubbing it... stroking it. And despite my past ordeal - which still had not completely faded - I quickly had one hell of a boner. She kept on stroking... but it did not feel good. She had applied no lubricant and she was none to gentle either. She lowered her head to it... and took the tip of my dick into her mouth. She started to close it and I could feel her teeth on it. She slowly and very softly - at first - started to actually chew on it. I tried wiggling... but all I achieved was a little shaking. <<sheSays "Don't you like it any more when I take it in my mouth?">> She asked rhetorically. She continued to treat me with her teeth... and with ever more power. I soon started panting... <<heSays "Please don't - less violent... you are hurting me...">> <<sheSays "I know... ">> she giggled... <<heSays "Ahhh... please...">> <<sheSays "Stop being such a pussy...">> <<sheSays "I'll stop as soon as I taste blood - I promise!">> <<heSays "Ahhh... ... are you mad... ">> for some reason... my penis was rock hard during all of this ... and throbbing like mad... <<sheSays "I think your little stick actually likes it!">> <<sheSays "Oops... I think my canine just scratched it...">> She stopped... looked up at me... and I could actually see a little blood on her mouth. <<sheSays "Don't worry... ">> she said calmly <<sheSays "I read somewhere... that a dick heals really fast...">> I felt much abused again... and the tip of my dick hurt quite a lot. <<sheSays "But you know... this was just preparation for the next act. I wanted to open your pores to be extra responsive to the lube I promised quite some time ago...">> <<heSays "Nooo - you can't do that... in that state... it will burn like hell - please don't do that... lioness... mistress please...">> <<sheSays "No... I want so see your reaction... I bet it is HOT!">> She got up... and fetched the stuff she needed. Put on latex gloves... put a huge amount of hot rub onto her hands and started to massage it onto my penis. The first touch was actually very nice. Since it was missing any lubrication and it had been mistreated ... it burned... and feeling something cool and slippery on it... was nice. But soon the first sensation could be felt. After a minute the violated parts of my dick started feeling the heat... and it fast became burning hot. <<heSays "Stop... get it off... please... it is burning... wash it off - fast!">> <<sheSays "No... don't worry... though it just started... and after a couple of hours it will fade...">> She got a condom and generously put more hot rub in it. She changed the gloves to new ones... and carefully put it on me. I could not move a single inch... I was totally helpless bound by shackles, ropes and gaffer tape. After she finished with the condom - she put on a penis ring... <<sheSays "We don't want you to get soft on me... do we?">> She secured the whole setup at the base with gaffer tape... <<sheSays "I don't want any of that rub on me... you certainly understand...">> She got up... and slowly inserted my penis into her. <<sheSays "Aww.. I waited for that... I am so horny... you cannot believe it... all your screams and pains...">> <<sheSays "I will massage your dick with hot rub and while you provide me with your suffering ... I will cum... again and again...">> She slowly started riding me... I had started sweating profusely... and I cried all the time... <<heSays "Please mistress make it stop... it burns... I cannot bear it... please... ">> I could not move myself and my penis was on fire. It was not only on fire it was dipped in a bucket of hot lava... just it did not shrivel and burn away... the pain continued and continued. Suffering and being helpless - screaming... and pleading... is more exhaustive... than one might believe... after several eternities - which probably were only a few minutes... I could only whimper any more... I cried... my nose was running... and my mouth in feeble attempts still begged for mercy... I could not concentrate on $girl ... but I was sure she already had cum a few times... Sometimes I could hear her lustful moans... as another particular strong orgasm shook her body. After some time she lowered herself to me... the pain and the burning was not fading in any way... since her movements were still rubbing the fresh supply of hot rub from the condom into my skin. She looked at me... saw my tears... my pain... the sweat and suffering. She heard my whimper... I saw a mixture of sadness and excitement in her expression... and she kissed me... <<sheSays "I love... YOUUUuuu.. awwww....">> she spasmed a few seconds... <<sheSays "You are so awesome... your dick hmmmm... feels so good... it is so hard in me... ">> <<heSays "Please stop this...">> I could barely say... <<sheSays "You know as well as I do... even if we stop this... it will not help you one bit... the rub is on... there is no other way now... than to go forward...">> <<heSays "I... the ball crusher... is nice ... compared to this...">> I let out an incomprehensible wail... ... this continued for another ... two ... hours... or more. Every few minutes $girl had an orgasm... most of them she intimately shared with me... screaming or moaning or whispering in my ear. I would guess, she easily set a new personal record this day. I could not pay as much attention to $girl as I would have with a clear mind. But the pain in my dick... was just unbelievable ... and after some time I escaped into a state where I hardly could see, feel or hear anything. I again fell into some kind of lethargy... my body switched to an automatic mode... where it would still suffer and provide my girl with suitable suffering input needed for her pleasure... but my mind... was blocked off. The pain at some stage lessened... and at the same time... $girl was getting more and more exhausted... until she finally only lay on me. My dick still in her... but she was not intentionally moving any more. She lay on me a couple of more minutes... and drifted off to sleep. My dick still held in her ... unable to shrink due to the ring she put on. Although she had ridden me for more than two hours, I never ever would have been able to cum. I was so preoccupied with burning... that any other feelings were just impossible. I still could not move any part of my body. But being in her... the burning sensation finally fading... and feeling her happy exhausted body on me. I also slowly calmed down again... and could find some peace. When she woke up... she cut the tape with a knife... freed me of the shackles and cuffs. <<sheSays "Can you... please... put these away...?">> After a few seconds our bed was clean... and we cuddled. Her head on my chest... <<sheSays "You need to talk about it?">> <<heSays "No...">> I sighed. <<heSays "It is fine... you got what you needed... and I still love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you too... please hold me...">> I did. [[continue|Part31]]

[img[pics/KissLyingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part31<</if>> But she needed to talk. In the afternoon when we both had cooled down a bit, we lay on our bed. I had showered a few times... and my genitals felt sort of 'normal' again. She started: <<sheSays "On a scale of 1 to 10... how bad was it?">> <<heSays "Dunno - perhaps 12ish?">> <<sheSays "What... what was the worst...?">> <<heSays "Ahhh... the order was quite well chosen...">> <<heSays "With each one I thought... it can't get any worse... but you actually managed to create a 'strictly monotonically increasing' series of pleasure events - mathematically speaking.">> <<heSays "Well - except the trash can. Which was humiliating... but at least it did not physically hurt me.">> <<sheSays "I am sorry... I got a little overenthusiastic.">> <<heSays "Don't be... I still consented...">> <<sheSays "Don't stop me... and you DID NOT consent. You told me to stop and I didn't...">> <<sheSays "I... I did so terrible things... I have those images in my mind... you suffering... and me being horny and hurting you more... and more...">> <<sheSays "I want to get them out of my head... when I close my eyes... I can hear you scream... and I can see me happily eating a sandwich... ">> <<heSays "Look at me!">> I grabbed her face and held it close to mine. <<heSays "Open your eyes... look at me...!">> She opened here teary eyes. <<heSays "Look into my eyes... see me... I love you... no matter what...">> <<heSays "See my brown loving eyes... remember these instead.">> She cast down her eyes <<sheSays "Your... wonderful, bleeding ... burning cock inside of me. I can hear you pleas from under me... as I took one orgasm after another from you. Damn those feelings... those orgasms...">> <<heSays "Look at me!">> I repeated. <<heSays "I love you... everything is fine... you are my girl... shhhhh... I love you... shhhh">> I tried soothing her. She continued to sob. After some time... she looked up at me. <<sheSays "I must be punished for this.">> <<heSays "No... you are fine... everything is fine... ... I'll put some music on... stay with me... we just hold each other... love each other... come here...">> She jumped up... <<sheSays "I know my punishment.">> <<heSays "Stay... please... what are you up to?">> She came back... naked... and handed me one of her latex gloves. <<sheSays "Put that on.">> <<heSays "What? ... Why?">> <<sheSays "You must punish me... for what I did...">> <<heSays "No, I don't want to punish you! Never!">> <<sheSays "Get that glove on!">> I slowly put it on... <<heSays "What are you planning?">> She quickly put a large amount of hot rub on the glove. <<sheSays "Rub me with it...">> I closed my hand... <<heSays "ARE YOU MAD!">> <<heSays "I will never ever do that.">> <<sheSays "You must... I want to know what you have been through and I ... I want to make it up to you...">> <<heSays "Listen lady... I know exactly what it feels like - I can tell you more about it later - ">> <<heSays "- but never in my entire life will I allow this creme to touch you there.">> <<heSays "I love you, I will not hurt you - or stand by while you are being hurt - or try to hurt yourself. Even more certainly will I protect your vagina from something so vile. Not gonna happen. NO!">> <<sheSays "I need to suffer for what I have done... DO IT!">> I breathed in deeply. <<heSays "Do you need this...?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "You will not stop until this creme touches your genitals.">> <<sheSays "No!">> <<heSays "Damn!">> <<heSays "Ok. This will hurt like hell.">> <<heSays "I'll help you... but we must prepare.">> I carefully slid off the glove. <<heSays "Lie on the bed.">> I slowly handcuffed her... put the shackles on... and the ropes as well. She looked so beautiful laying there... my little precious sad girl. <<heSays "Last time... are you sure about this?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> she fearfully said. <<heSays "Ok.">> I sighed. <<heSays "You promise me to give it a rest after this is applied to your genitals.">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "Promise!">> <<sheSays "Yes I promise.">> I put the glove on... carefully as not to spread the creme anywhere. <<heSays "I meant what I said earlier.">> <<heSays "I am your man.">> <<heSays "I WILL protect you - even from yourself.">> <<heSays "You do remember that you claimed my penis for yourself?">> <<heSays "You said: 'this is mine' ">> <<heSays "... and I often said... I am yours, completely...">> <<heSays "Now - see how I apply this stuff to your genitals...">> With my gloved hand, I reached for my dick and started rubbing it. She looked at me in horror. <<sheSays "Nooo! Don't">> Then she realized she was helpless - bound to the bed. I stopped rubbing my dick. Carefully removed the glove... and put on some underwear... and shorts. I would not risk touching her with ... it. I got us some blankets... and I cuddled beside her... as slowly the burning started. It was not as bad as in the morning. I only rubbed it in a little. There was no constant massaging going on. Nonetheless... while holding her - I could not keep still. I probably groaned a few times... and my body was shaking, while trying to suppress the burning heat. I probably also cried a little. But I held on to her... my head on her chest... This time I really wished to hide my suffering from her - more than before. Because I knew - this time my suffering would not give her pleasure. <<heSays "I love you... I WILL protect you.">> [[continue|Part32]]

[img[pics/BlowJob2Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part32<</if>> In comparison the rest of the day was uneventful. After about 3 hours the heat had gone its way. I showered again and took special care of my own genitalia AGAIN. We ate... we watched TV and went for a walk and talked much. But we let the subject rest - and we both were pretty much done with sex - today. All in all the rest of the day felt wholesome --- The next day I woke up with the wonderful feeling of my penis being in $girl's mouth. As she noticed me being awake... she came up to me. <<sheSays "I love you... I love your dick... and its taste...">> With that she kissed me and fought a little battle with my tongue. With a slightly pleading tone she added: <<sheSays "I know about yesterday... but... but can... I ruin you a little bit?">> <<sheSays "It... is not because I want to assert power... or something like that... ">> she quickly started to explain... <<sheSays "I ... just want more of you... when you fully cum... I have to wait so long... for your next load...">> <<sheSays "I ... just ruin you until you are dry... and then you are free to cum... what do you say?">> <<heSays "Will that be your next thing?">> <<heSays "You know cumming... 'fully loaded' feels actually much more satisfying than cumming dry... even if it is not ruined...">> <<sheSays "Oh... ok... I understand... I'll wait then...">> she sounded a little disappointed - but tried to not show it. <<heSays "Ok ... ok... do what you must...">> <<heSays "What you are basically saying is, that you want to let me cum a couple of times... instead of just once... how could I say no to that?">> <<sheSays "THAT's the spirit!">> <<sheSays "Let me explain it in full detail to you...">> With that she went down on me and started sucking my cock again. It felt wonderful... even though I noticed that in truth she was just milking me... it was not all lovingly or for me to enjoy or even playfully. She sucked my cock to get in the least amount of time her load of cum. But knowing she did that turned me probably on more than any loving care could have. Before she got what she wanted though she stopped ... <<sheSays "Listen... when I ruin you, you MUST NOT MOVE!">> <<sheSays "I'll keep my mouth closed over your dick... but will hold it as loosely as I can... I want your cum directly in my mouth. But you still must be ruined ... so I won't suck, stroke or let you feel me in any other way... so don't move! As soon as it is 'over' I'll work on my next load. Understood?">> <<heSays "I ... understand... but you know that my body moves sometimes on its own... especially with my penis in your mouth...">> <<sheSays "Concentrate! Or do you need more lessons... where you learn how to control you penis?">> She put her mouth on it again and furiously started sucking... within only a couple of seconds... I knew I was over the edge... and didn't feel her any more... Involuntarily I moved my hips... and instantaneously got a hard slap on my leg from $girl. I stopped moving... watched $girl's mouth around my penis... and I knew she also had to restrain herself - not to suck... not to swallow... or move her head. This was awkward... we were both frozen in our tracks... and I could feel my cum dripping in her mouth... as I denied myself the real pleasure... It was again all kinds of unsatisfying... and I as usual felt robbed and used. At the same time I felt horny, proud that I could do it and that my girl wanted my cum. A short time later... I could feel her swallow and her tongue on me again... sucking to get every drop off me. She looked up at me... <<sheSays "Awesome!">> With renewed vigour she attacked my dick... and only a few minutes later she was fed again. We knew that the fourth ruin was usually one without cum... or so little that it was not really 'worth' it. Thus when she did it the fourth time... she actually let me cum. I twitched a little helplessly in her mouth... it felt ok'ish. It actually didn't give me much satisfaction at all. But my penis went into a hibernation mode... and retreated. The whole thing probably did not last more than a quarter of an hour... She crawled up to me again... and I could see that she was immensely pleased with herself. <<sheSays "That was so good... you are my tasty little cum boy! I love you! I have to get my books out again... and see if I can find something... so you can produce more... or steadier cum. Perhaps we can train you... and add another quarter of an hour... I know what we will do at the start of each day from now on... You will give me my proteins... and in exchange I let you cum!">> <<heSays "Tell me... is it still exciting for you to ruin me?">> <<sheSays "Sure... although... knowing that I have to get you off in the end... is sort of diminishing it.">> <<heSays "Love... it is great that you love my taste...">> <<heSays "I... if you want it so much... how would I ever be able to say no to what you do... ">> <<heSays "... but honestly... the finishing... that dry orgasm... it is hardly worth it...">> <<heSays "Even if my dick shrinks and outwardly looks satisfied... there is hardly any pleasure in it. Even the non ruin part ... is actually... well not non ruined.">> <<heSays "So if you really want to do this... then do it right. Suck me, ruin me, taste me... let me be ruined. Then at least you get the most out of it.">> <<sheSays "I ... I cannot say ... that I would not want that... but it is again - you giving your lust up for me. Again ... I 'master' you 'puppet' ... I thought... I thought we should perhaps... cut a little bit short on that...">> <<heSays "It is ok with me... you do plan to have more sex with me than ... than just milking me... aren't you? There will be plenty of opportunities to satisfy me.">> <<heSays "And anyway - You know, you can probably cum ten times more often than me any ways ... there will never be an equilibrium.">> <<heSays "... I spent months without cumming... and kept on loving you more and more... I'll easily cope with a morning... if it makes you feel good.">> <<sheSays "Ok then... Let's do it!">> She quickly - too quickly? - agreed to this arrangement ... and looked very pleased. I could not change it - I was enthralled by her - and that also in the original meaning of those words. --- Next Day. Déjà vu. The next day I woke up with the wonderful feeling of my penis being in $girl's mouth. She noticed me waking up and greeted me with a little nod of her head. But she did not interrupt her new morning ritual. She was very vigorous and it felt wonderful. Her mouth fully covering me... sucking... and her lips very tightly pressed together - so I could feel her every move. I would not last long... nobody would... <<heSays "Ohmmm, this is wonderful... where did you ever learn how to do it so perfectly...">> A few seconds later I came... or... would have cum if she hadn't stopped at exactly the right time... <<heSays "No... hmmm no...">> she slightly slapped me again to remind me to keep still. I quickly bit into my left arm... that helped before... and also did help now. I bit so hard that the pain interfered with my need to thrust my penis into her throat... and got over the peek. A few seconds later... after all of my cum had been eaten... the ritual was repeated... I was eaten again... and again repeated. Till she sucked me completely dry. She wriggled up to me... <<sheSays "This is so good... why have we waited so long for this?">> <<sheSays "Feeling you ruined in my mouth... tasting your cum... sucking you dry... that is all so good... and I am so horny now... I could just eat you up, love!">> <<sheSays "Oh... I think I just did... I love you.">> And with that she started kissing me... again and again... <<sheSays "You're so cute... so awesome, so tasty... I want you, all of you... I sooo love you...">> While she said this and kept kissing my face... her right hand wandered down and grabbed my dick. It was still rock hard... as I hadn't really cum yet. Her pussy was just above it... and with the tip of my cock... she kept brushing herself... first a little dip in her vagina and I could feel how much she was turned on by all of this... she was hot... and drenched... with the tip now thoroughly lubricated... She used my cock to rub her clitoris. <<sheSays "ohmmm, you feel ... ahhh ... so great...">> Suddenly she got off me and lied down... <<sheSays "Come on... get up... I want to feel you inside me. I want to feel your powerful, strong dick inside me.">> I got on top of her... <<sheSays "Very slowly... let me have it... slowly... hmmm ... yeesss... your dick feels so good....">> I very slowly ... millimetre after millimetre ... entered her. I could feel her excitement. Hear her breathing and her anticipation in it. When I was perhaps half in her... she started to cum. <<sheSays "Ahhhmmm, yes... further... yes...">> She started heaving her hips against me... and thus sucking my dick into her. Her legs held me from behind and her hand secured me further. I was securely held inside her. <<sheSays "Don't move... hmmm, aahmmm">> She held me... and had me fully in her... I could feel her twitching... and cumming. <<sheSays "Hmmm. hmmm... It feels so great just to have you inside me ... and hmmm">> After quite a few seconds her shivering subsided... and she could speak more coherently. <<sheSays "I get so freaking turned on by you sometimes... right there... it was enough to feel you hard inside of me. My own throbbing and twitching was enough to feel your fantastic dick... how you ... impaled me... and how it was just right and through my own subtle movements I ... it felt better and better. ">> <<sheSays "Stay a bit longer... please... I still want to feel you. I ... want to feel that I am your girl... I have you inside of me...">> <<sheSays "I want you inside me... always ... and again and again...">> We lay close together for some time... we kissed... cuddled... breathed and whispered and quite literally the two of us were one. <<sheSays "You know...">> I laughed... <<heSays "I certainly know... how could I not... I know you so much... and I love you even more...">> With that I started slowly to move again... and I could see her delighted expression.. as I did exactly what she had wanted me to. She whispered <<sheSays "Yes... fuck me... I want to feel you more... don't stop fucking me... ever... I want to have you in me...">> For me it was easier than expected... although she was exceptionally horny... and let me participate in it to the fullest... the ruins and all made it actually easier to restrain myself. I made her cum two more times ... and she would not have stopped if we hadn't run out of time. <<sheSays "This... this is not over yet... I want more of you... just now is not the right time...">> [[continue|Part33]]

[img[pics/FuckMeSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part33<</if>> The next days were crazy I woke up with my dick in her mouth - she would ruin me three times to get her proteins. Then she would make me fuck her... and depending on how much time we could afford in accordance to our daily routines... She would reach her climax three, four or five times. Actually I felt that only time was her limit - the fact that she ruined me... I had no orgasm and 'must' fuck her... she loved my penis... those things taken together... just turned her so on... again and again... It was marvellous to feel so wanted. She always wanted me... I think she forgot about my orgasms... or perhaps she thought 'he will say something... if I overdo it...' A few days later I mentioned something in that regard... but she tricked me with her response... It was a day... when we both came home early in the afternoon. I was already in our room and had just started reading some physics book. I heard her opening the front door... and coming up the stairs. She opened the door to our room and was astonished, I was already home. <<sheSays "Hey, you are home already? I didn't know! - That is great!">> She came over and kissed me long and longingly... while still kissing she started opening my pants and said <<sheSays "y..kn wht ..wnt nw">> ... I could not understand her words... since she was talking with her tongue in my mouth... but of cause I knew where this was going. A few seconds later she was down and sucking my cock. I am not sure that such a greed for a boyfriend's cum is normal or healthy. But it was her way... and I could not say that it did not feel great to be wanted that way. Yes well... there was this drawback... that she usually didn't let me enjoy my orgasm. But seeing her greed and delight ... felt great and compensated to a large extend the other short comings. <<sheSays "I want you now... no time for another dose of your cum...">> She quickly undressed... and so did I. She lay on the bed... and begged me to join her. <<heSays "You are so beautiful, so sexy... I am such a lucky man to have you...">> <<sheSays "I am yours. I love you... I love your body and everything of you... ">> <<sheSays "Claim me...">> and she opened her legs a little bit wider... inviting me... <<sheSays "I want to feel you wanting me... take me... enter me... fuck me!">> <<sheSays "Yesss... that feels so good... again... and again... thrust yourself into me... deeper...">> Damn... how she wanted me... that really was mesmerizing... and as usual it was hard work on my part... to not cum... and concentrate on her. It did not take long... she did not want it to take long. She wanted to cum as fast as possible... so we could start all over again. Why drag one orgasm unnecessarily on... when you are able to have another one right after? As usual she guided me in her pleasure... and after not even a minute she came the first time. She was kissing me and played in my mouth with her tongue as I felt her cum... heard and felt her muffled moan. She opened her eyes and I saw directly into them. I could feel her hip move in pleasure... felt her tongue and her moan and also saw her pleasure mirroring in her beautiful eyes, a scene that is burned forever in my mind. As her body had promised... after a short recreational pause... she - we started again. After another four climaxes... I asked for a pause... I could see a very short disappointed look... but she quickly said... <<sheSays "Sure... let's catch some breath.">> I lay on my side and she on her back... my fingers caressed her body... and although we had sex for quite some time... I could not hold myself back... and I started softly stroking between her legs. <<sheSays "Hey - it seems you are not completely done yet...">> she smiled at me... <<sheSays "This feels nice...">> After lubricating the clitoris, I started rhythmically playing with it... <<heSays "You know the last time... I had something like a real orgasm... was after that ruining on the weekend... and even that I would not count as a 'real' orgasm...">> <<heSays "I... f*... We had sex every day... I... would really like to ... you know ">> <<sheSays "Do... you want to wank in secret again... don't you like it when I have your dick?">> <<heSays "No... that is great... I love it... and it is better than anything else. It is just... that I am not really cumming. I ... my body... really would like a release...">> <<sheSays "I love it when you cum. You know that... and I love your stuff inside me. When you fuck me... you are certainly allowed to cum!">> <<heSays "I... hm... didn't know that... I... would like to do that... I just thought... that you...">> <<sheSays "No worries... as said, I love it when you cum!">> ... <<sheSays "Of course... I probably ... or at least possibly would not cum.">> <<sheSays "You know, I draw much of my excitement from the fact... well... that you give yourself to me. So it might make me a little less excited.">> ... <<sheSays "... and there is the sad but nature given fact... that your dick will be flaccid for some time... and that you cannot continue...">> <<sheSays "I really love it... when you just can continue ... and continue to make me cum. When you go flaccid... then it will be the end of the session...">> She lay the responsibility of me cumming on me... and let me know that her pleasure would be reduced if I pulled it through. That was evil. She knew quite well how I felt... how my mind worked... and how much I valued her pleasure... <<heSays "You are ... so evil ...">> <<sheSays "I know...">> she smiled... <<sheSays "Did it work though... ?">> <<heSays "You know that it does...">> I smiled at her a little defeated. <<sheSays "Don't worry dear... I meant what I said... I also love when you cum... so you can be sure that I will let you cum... eventually...">> With that I climbed on top of her... and she greedily pulled me closer and into her... and we continued our session. Half an hour and a couple of her orgasms later... I held in panting... <<heSays "You... know... this is very... incredibly draining, not in the true sense of the word though...">> <<sheSays "I know... what you mean... orgasming all the time is also deeply fulfilling hmm... I meant.... extremely fatiguing.">> <<sheSays "But it seems I am in slightly better shape than you... I could still go on... a little bit... and I think... your toolkit down their ... is also still in pretty good shape...">> she wiggled her hips slightly... and I sure was still rock hard in her... not surprising though... <<sheSays "Do you really want to stop and leave me here... not completely satisfied?">> Ouch. That hurt. I looked at her... and I could see that she noticed... that what she just said had hurt me. <<sheSays "I'm sorry baby... I didn't mean it... I ... was just greedy... and you are so fantastic in bed... I ">> she drew me closer... and kissed me all over my face. <<sheSays "I'm sorry... please forget what I said... ">> <<heSays "What do I need to do... ?">> <<sheSays "Nothing... you are great as you are... baby... I love you ... ">> <<heSays "I... want you...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... the... only thing you can really do is ... turn me less on... and who would want that?">> <<sheSays "You are not only my soul mate... you are my sex mate...">> <<sheSays "When I am with you... I simply want you... always... your smell... your dick... your movements... your body... feeling you... ... and ... the rest... you know... makes me so horny... I just can't get enough of you...">> <<sheSays "You are a woman's dream come true... Today ... how many times did I cum already? I can't even count... certainly over a dozen times... and not just some little climaxes... but really great ones... ">> <<sheSays "Please baby... don't feel hurt... I apologize... I didn't think...">> <<heSays "I know...">> ... I sadly said... <<heSays "... you didn't think... you just felt... it is that feeling of yours that hurts... the feeling is... more honest... then what you said...">> <<sheSays "I... ">> <<heSays "It is ok... I want you to be honest with me. I want to know what you feel... and where we can enhance ourselves.">> <<heSays "Don't take this wrongly... I am hurt and sad... but please let us always be honest... better than keepings things to ourselves and adding stuff up...">> <<heSays "You are such a horny little minx... I love that you can't get enough of me... I guess that is one thing I have to live with...">> <<heSays "... but that does not mean... that I will not try as hard as I can...">> <<heSays "... I just have to train more... I have to build up my stamina...">> With that I started moving again... <<sheSays "Oh... sweetie... yes... let's us train ... you more... that sounds great...">> <<sheSays "I'll gladly help you... use me as your training partner...">> For a couple of minutes we lay still, next to each other... although naturally ... I could not keep my hands of her... <<sheSays "I really love all the sex we have... is... is this too much for you? Am I stressing you out?">> <<heSays "Most definitely and certainly not... even though my body may be exhausted... I will never tire of you... I can assure you that!">> <<sheSays "Are... are you afraid that ... hm... I'll wear out if we keep going like that - ... and I'll loosen up and my vagina will not feel as good for you?">> <<heSays "Huu? Why would that be? A vagina cannot become loose - as you say. It is built to be stretchable... when you are excited ... and it is also build to retract... it CAN NOT loosen.">> <<heSays "All that can happen is, that your pelvic muscles need training. But I don't think that is the case with you...">> <<heSays "Certainly you read all this in one of your books ... there are training utensils... like yoni eggs or similar... if you want to improve your muscles.">> <<heSays "But from my point of view... you do not need anything to make you feel better...">> <<sheSays "How do you know these things?">> she giggled <<sheSays "I know what you mean and what you are talking about... but I didn't know that you knew...">> <<heSays "With a girl like you... it is better to know the functioning of a woman's body... also - in case you had not noticed... I take great interest in pleasing you... so I also try to learn... and know ... how your body functions.">> <<sheSays "You are my man... you know? I'll never let you escape... ">> With that she turned around... and climbed on top of me... ... and once again had my dick in her mouth... She started off slow... kissing and licking... but after a few seconds... she started 'working' in earnest... and moved her head up and down... while sucking and massaging my penis with her tongue and lips. She didn't use any hands... only her mouth... I grew excited in no time... now wonder... as I had been waiting for a real release for far too long... Then came the point of no return... and I knew it would be over very soon... and prepared for the incoming loss... But she kept going... she pumped my dick with her mouth... and just kept going and going. <<heSays "ARRRRGGGGG... OHHHHMMMM.... ">> I cam in her mouth... for real... she was still massaging me... and my cum did not drip out... but shot out with all force. She stopped moving her head... but her mouth kept massaging and sucking - as not to lose any drop... and I kept cumming... and moaning... My dick throbbed and spasmed in her... and I felt so relieved... ecstatic.... and exhausted... After a little while ... when she knew I was completely finished. She came up to me and cuddled into my arms. Her right hand grabbed my penis and just held it... <<heSays "I... that was great... I wasn't expecting that...">> <<sheSays "I told... you... I might let you cum">>. <<sheSays "You never came in my mouth like that before... it felt awesome, feeling you twitch and spasm... pumping... shooting your load in my mouth... I will certainly do that again... ">> <<sheSays "I love you ... you are ... my man!">> I could not help myself... and a short time later I drifted off into an exhausted and relieved slumber... [[continue|Part34]]

[img[pics/LeadStrokingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part34<</if>> Sometime later I started waking up. $girl still lay next to me... and still held my dick in her hand. Sometimes squeezing a little... sometimes carefully stroking it. As she noticed I opened my eyes she said... <<sheSays "It feels so good... not only in me... but also just touching it... ">> <<sheSays "Listen...">> she excitedly exclaimed... <<sheSays "I had a great idea... to enhance your stamina... and also hmmm... something to excite me!">> <<sheSays "I guess the last Devils Day... I might have been a little bit too harsh with you... but what do you think of a 'Slave Day'? ">> I had just woken up... and could not comprehend her jumbling mind just yet... I intelligently responded: <<heSays "Huu?">> <<sheSays "You know... just little innocent stuff... like kneeling in front of me... licking my feet... training how to properly fuck... a little humiliation here and there... but nothing all to wild!">> <<heSays "Hmm - Hu?">> <<sheSays "Ah... great... that was no 'NO' so it was a yes... when do we have the house for ourselves again... do you know? I have to prepare stuff... I know what I want to buy... for our training... can you give me a little bit of money?">> I knew better than to argue... it was too late... those thoughts had already manifested in her long term memory... and there was no way for me to get them out of there again... <<heSays "I thought we would train more... normally - like every day ... a little more?">> <<sheSays "Aww... love... we will... you know we will... but take Slave Day as a special training day... you will love it ... you will probably want to have another one right after...">> To herself she talked... <<sheSays "What do I need... a collar... a small and a big one... a whip - yes... my girdle is just not right... I wouldn't get blood stains of it... and then those lady parts... they are essential... not to forget...">> <<heSays "You know - I need not hear you planning that... do you?">> <<sheSays "Sure... sure... where was I...">> I laughed inwardly... I had rested... and I had the instruments at hand to stop her in her track... As she still held my dick in her hand... I put mine around hers... and started stroking myself with it... and in seconds... I was erect again... <<sheSays "What are you doing?">> <<heSays "Nothing, I innocently replied...">> ... and started thrusting my dick in counter movement of her hand into it... <<heSays "You know... sometimes we men... regenerate with a short nap... ">> I saw her eyes were now fixed on my dick... as we stroked it... I got more and more excited... <<heSays "I will very soon spill it...">> I announced... <<sheSays "No... you won't">> She unwound her hand and jumped my penis... and started on it with her mouth again. As I knew she would... she ruined me... and some small drops... were eagerly sucked up when it was save. Then I carefully turned her around and lay her on the back... and I could see her surprise and enthusiasm as she realized... that I wanted to entertain her more. <<heSays "I thought we should keep on training...">> and I slowly entered her and started fucking her again... I still had need of distraction... lest I enjoy her too much... so I started... <<heSays "Tell me... what do you need a whip for...">> I actually wanted to tease her a little and also deflect her concentration on her vagina a little... but that was totally the wrong way. Her thinking of a whip and Slave Day and using the whip... was no way to turn her off... I soon realized... <<sheSays "To discipline hmmm, you ... of course... ahhhh. When you are to... keep going... exhausted... it will YES... help to concentrate ... Hmmmm, yes, AHHHH">> and with that... she retreated for a short time in her own realm of pleasure. I loved making her cum... but for some reason... at that day... at that time... I needed her to continue. Usually she wanted me to keep going... she was the driving part for her next session. For some unknown reason... this time... I needed to continue... I did not slow down. I did not let her catch her breath... I continued fucking her... more fiercely... <<heSays "I want you... I need you... feel me...">> She threw her arms around my neck ... and drew me closer... <<sheSays "don't stop this...">> as I wildly pumped into her... <<sheSays "Yes... keep going...">> <<sheSays "This... is ... great...">> and after only a very few minutes she came again... and through her cumming I wildly continued... and she moaned her climax into my ears. <<sheSays "Shh... slow... my little stallion...">> <<sheSays "... don't stop... just slow down a little... keep moving... yes... like this...">> She kept guiding me along... on a slower more tender way... to her next peak... a couple of minutes away... After quite some time... and another couple of her climaxes... we slowed down to a halt. She still held me tight... and I was still in her... catching my breath... <<heSays "Did I hurt you? I... I got very enthusiastic back there...">> <<sheSays "It is fine... you did nothing that I did not thoroughly enjoy... I will perhaps feel a little sore... but that is probably to be expected... after fucking a couple of hours.">> <<sheSays "You were wonderful - as always!">> <<sheSays "Soooo... the whip I was talking about...">> [[continue|Part35]]

[img[pics/PeeMeSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part35<</if>> Slave Day <<sheSays "You are my slave... and you have to do everything I command.">> <<sheSays "If you do not do as I ordered - or not to my satisfaction you will be punished.">> <<sheSays "I will be the judge and the prosecutor.">> <<sheSays "You must not question my orders and not hesitate.">> <<sheSays "You must not speak to me unless I ask you something or you are explicitly allowed to talk.">> <<sheSays "If you are allowed to address me - you always add 'mistress' - or 'my mistress'.">> <<sheSays "Sometime I will restrain you - but even if you are not restrained... you are not allowed to interfere with anything I do to you. You will be severely punished if you do!">> <<sheSays "Sometimes I will inflect pain on you - just because I like you being in pain. In these cases you are especially not allowed to interfere!">> <<sheSays "You always thank me for everything.">> <<sheSays "We are not equal. I am your master - you are my slave. You are not worth the dirt beneath my feet - always remember that!">> <<sheSays "As such... you are not allowed to stand in my presence. You must either be on your knees... or grovel on the floor">> <<sheSays "These are the rules. Do you understand and do you concur?">> I nodded and quickly went down on my knees. <<sheSays "Answer me!">> <<heSays "Yes mistress, I understand... and I concur to everything you said. Thank you for explaining everything to me...">> She positively beamed. <<sheSays "I have quite a program planned, but since this is your first day as a proper slave, I must ensure... that you know how to follow these rules... before I grace you with more difficult tasks.">> <<sheSays "The easiest test is... pain. You are allowed to make noise - but do not speak or hinder me.">> <<sheSays "Lie down on your back... arms and legs beside you.">> Talking to herself.... <<sheSays "You may be my slave today... but you are still the tastiest man alive...">> With that she bend over and kissed my upper left arm... then slowly opened her mouth and started biting me, tighter and tighter... It hurt a lot... but was bearable... <<sheSays "Look at it... I marked your arm as my own...">> I looked at my arm and the imprint of her bite. Small drops of blood formed where her fangs had pierced the skin. She did the same with my left arm, left and right thigh. I flinched once... but all in all I passed her ordeal of pain - or so I thought. <<sheSays "It seems you have some sort of control - but don't think, I didn't notice you flinching, now to the real test.">> Remove all your clothes and lie down again. As I lay down... she grabbed my dick... and started stroking it. It was hard in a couple of seconds. She moved her head down and started kissing my penis. After a few seconds I felt her teeth on my shaft... and I could feel her biting tighter and tighter. It hurt like hell... and I could not help myself... my penis was throbbing and pumping... and each throb tightened her bite. She held on to it for a couple of hurtful seconds. I looked down... and as before I could see the imprint of her teeth... and blood. She had left a trail of blood after sinking her teeth into me. <<sheSays "I marked you as my own... open your mouth...">> I did so... and she spit in my mouth. <<sheSays "Taste your blood - and my saliva - as did I - and so our pact is sealed. You are my slave and I am your master! ">> Involuntarily, it seemed, she drew closer and closer... and started to kiss me. She nibbled on my lips and caressed them with her tongue... her body moved closer at the same time... until she laid fully one me. She did not stop kissing... opened my mouth with hers ... and wiggled her body on mine. Her right hand guided my dick into her. While passionately kissing me... she moved her hips and pleasured herself with me. <<sheSays "Hmmm ... jst lv fckng y...">> she said in my mouth... She did not stop kissing me, as her lust grew... and after only a short time... I could feel her climax approaching... and she moaned lustfully in my mouth... as her forceful and controlled hip movements changed to involuntary tremors... A short time later she lifted her head... and said gently... <<sheSays "That was not planned...">> <<heSays "That was wonderful...">> <<sheSays "I did not give you permission to talk... but I'll let that one slide...">> She gave me a happy little kiss on my nose... and got up. <<sheSays "As a proper slave - you need a visible sign of your inferior status.">> She produced two leather collars... one normal sized and obviously for my neck... and a smaller one - I could only guess - for my genitals. She fastened the collar around my neck and additionally added a lock. Then she put the smaller one around the base of my dick. This one she fastened quite tightly and I would not be able to pull it off unless I removed my testicles in the process. That collar was also secured and locked with a padlock. She fastened a leash to my upper collar... and told me... <<sheSays "Let's go for a short stroll, doggy.">> She put on her bathrobe and guided me on the leash downstairs - we slowly descended - which was not as easy as it may sound, since I was still on my knees. <<sheSays "I never thought I would do something like this... but it sort of fits the situation...">> she murmured to herself. <<sheSays "Come on... you do not expect me to carry a fat mongrel like you downstairs?">> She led me through the living room, across the terrace, into the garden... Arriving at the lawn, she instructed me to lie down on my back. <<sheSays "Now you will learn your position in the world...">> she announced... <<sheSays "Hold still - worm.">> with that she removed her robe and stood over me... <<sheSays "Don't you dare to move!">> with that a spray of urine was unleashed upon me. She moved her body slightly while peeing all over me. She was trying to cover my whole body... After a few seconds the steady stream was reduced to mere droplets... but I sure was wet all over. <<sheSays "Coat your whole body with it, I want every part covered. MOVE your hands! Rub it in! ">> <<sheSays "I want you to know that you are nothing more than a dirty latrine to me...">> I started to spread the yellow liquid on my body. <<sheSays "I am watching - you know....">> <<sheSays "There is nothing between your toes yet...">> <<sheSays "Behind your ears...">> I used both hands to distribute and rub my body with the liquid. <<sheSays "Now... lick your fingers! You better make me believe you enjoy it - or else...">> I suppressed some nature given reflexes... that would most probably be interpreted as some form of repulsion. I started licking my fingers... and made joyful sounds... <<heSays "hmmm, hmm...">> <<sheSays "What about your second hand... ?">> I immediately started on the other hand... <<sheSays "Tell me you thoughts slave!">> <<heSays "Mistress, I am grateful to have been honoured with your glorious gift, thank you mistress.">> <<sheSays "Enough!">> <<sheSays "You are all wet - you need to get dry again.">> <<sheSays "Embrace the filth... start rolling in the dirt! Until there are no wet spots left on your body...">> I obediently started rolling and wiggling on the lawn. <<sheSays "Stop... mongrel - you are more stupid than I thought. You are supposed to dry ... don't roll in my piss... you might enjoy that... but I want you to get dry...">> I actually had not thought about that... and I crawled a few feet away and resumed my grovelling in the dirt. <<sheSays "Awww!">> She exclaimed suddenly excitedly... <<sheSays "Wait here - don't move...">> She went into the house and a short time later returned and slowly put on some latex gloves. She looked so damn sexy. On the lawn with her robe half open in the front... I could see everything there was to see - the sunlight spilled down on her... and she actually had a little golden glow about her. My eyes followed her, admiring her... Until I saw where she was headed... the edge of our garden wasn't as neatly kept as the rest, and there were a few wild nettles growing. That is where she was headed and that was what the gloves were for. She harvested a few stems and came back. <<sheSays "What I'd really like to do... is to utilize these on your own tiny stalk.">> <<sheSays "But you are in luck... this might interfere with some other things I have in mind for later...">> She picked up the stinging nettles and caressed my arms and legs with them. I could not help but flinch a little - each time she successfully managed to sting me. She greatly enjoyed this... and kept caressing me for a couple of minutes. Afterwards she knelt beside me... and took account of her work. <<sheSays "Nettles are so cool - I wonder sometimes if some predecessor of them were actually carnivorous plants.">> <<sheSays "One... two... three ... no this is a double sting... 13, 14...">> <<sheSays "37... fantastic... you can be glad they stung you this much... I read somewhere that nettle bites are good for your health...">> <<sheSays "Do they itch yet? No? Let's give the itch a little start helper...">> She scratched with her nails lightly my arms and legs... and true to her word... soon after - the read marks started itching. She definitely was a little devil sometimes. <<sheSays "You are so lucky I need your dick later... otherwise it would be completely covered... and I would volunteer to scratch it...">> she whispered... <<sheSays "But who knows... perhaps after I have finished with what we have planned... I can gather a few more?">> <<sheSays "You stink ... by the way...">> <<sheSays "Come on... follow me...">> <<sheSays "Nooo... you dirty little scumbag... not on your knees... down on your stomach... slither across the ground like the worm... that you are... ">> This started to be really humiliating... After a few meters... my mistress told me to stop. A moment later she came back with the water hose. <<sheSays "Now we will clean that filthy animal...">> With that she turned the water on... <<heSays "Uggggghhh">> damn that was cold. <<sheSays "WHAT?">> ... <<sheSays "Clean yourself...">> ... and she continued to provide an ice cold shower for me... but I could actually rid myself of the dirt and urine... it was freezing cold... but I could endure this also... <<sheSays "On your knees, slave... spread your legs... come on... I'll get you cleaned up...">> She modified the water stream to be significantly more powerful and pointed it directly between my legs. <<heSays "Ahhrggg... hggg">> - ice cold water pressure was applied to me... that really hurt. <<sheSays "Be still you pig... a little clean up will not hurt you...">> With that she took a step forward... which resulted in even more water pressure. <<sheSays "Your balls are still dirty... I can't reach them with your stick in front of them... lift it up...">> I looked up at her in pain... but an ice queen was standing in front of me... and her demands had to be obeyed. She aimed the jet between my legs... and slowly moved upwards- till the jet pointed at my balls. I could not help but cry out... and toppled slightly over - in reflex protecting my genitals. <<sheSays "STAY UP!">> I pulled myself up... and she started again... I clenched my teeth... the blast hit my balls... <<heSays "OWWWWWHGG...">> and I endured the pain a few seconds... but soon buckled over again. This could not be endured. <<sheSays "I swear if you do not do as you are told... I'll tie you up the way I want - and then I'll unleash hell on you and you can collect your balls from the lawn afterwards. STAY STILL!">> Again I pulled up... I had wide eyes with fear and pain... She took aim... and turned the water on again... and lifted the hose up... and the jet hit my testicles again. I could not help but again scream in pain <<heSays "AWWWWGHHH...">> but I stood my ground... the pain increased steadily as $girl with tiny little shakes of her hand... changed the centre of the blast from one testicle to the other... back and forth... <<heSays "GGGGGGAHHH...">> she continued blasting my testicles for about half a minute. The pain was real. The pressure was probably not as big as a Ball Crusher... but the appliance over a length of time was very stressful. Quite some time later... I could still feel it... I could not help connecting thoughts about "sadism" and $girl"... in my head. A short time later we went back inside. After we passed the door... she said: <<sheSays "Slave Day pause!">> <<sheSays "Are you all right?">> she asked with genuine concern in her voice. <<sheSays "Can I do anything to help you?">> She threw her arms around me... and held me tight and tighter. <<heSays "I am fine... love... it still hurts... am freezing cold... but I am fine...">> <<sheSays "Come with me...">> she led me to the bathroom... and prepared a shower for me... <<sheSays "Let's get you warm again, love...">> and she climbed into the shower cabin with me... and turned the water on... <<sheSays "I'll take care of you... love... relax...">> She shampooed my hair... grabbed a wash cloth and carefully and lovingly cleaned my body from head to toe... warm water from the shower engulfing us... and I could finally relax in earnest. She stood before me - hot water pouring down... she slung her arms around me... and kissed me passionately... <<sheSays "I love you...">> ... <<heSays "I love you too dear.">> <<sheSays "I know...">> A short time later... we had some breakfast... <<sheSays "Why do I always get carried away on my - 'Days'? ">> <<sheSays "Why do I exaggerate - and really hurt you... why can't I stop at being a little bit playful, why do you love me anyway. What is wrong with me? With us?">> <<sheSays "Nothing what I did was planned, except the collar. When a 'Day' starts... something in me makes 'click' and all sorts of additional hurtful, spiteful thoughts start to enter my mind... and I long to make them reality.">> <<sheSays "Why am I so fucked up...?">> <<sheSays "I guess we better stop this Day - before I hurt you more.">> <<heSays "But... didn't you want to do some training with me? Don't you want that anymore?">> <<sheSays "Sure do... my inner devil... hm ... my inner slave master wants this very much.">> <<sheSays "But sometimes I get afraid of myself... don't you?">> <<sheSays "I can guarantee you - if we continue... there will be some whip touching you... are you looking forward to that?">> <<heSays "No. I certainly am not.">> <<heSays "But you talked more than once about flogging... whipping... I think it is one of your fantasies that just has to be satisfied sooner or later...">> <<heSays "I say let's go through with this... I am sure you will patch me up later.">> <<sheSays "Wait a sec...">> she excitedly jumped up from the table... and hurried up the stairs... A few seconds later she returned.... and proudly presented her whip to me. <<sheSays "See this beauty? Naturally I can't have a whip Indiana Jones style, there is just not enough room... and I guess I would need more practice with it.">> <<sheSays "This one is an actual horse whip - I wanted a 'real' whip - not one from a SM shop... where people just play with. This one is made of carbon fibre, it is pretty stiff... it thus can be used at short distance... and it has this cute little extra thingy on top.">> <<sheSays "I never used one with horses... I never would dream of whipping an animal... all bastards that do ... if you ask me...">> <<sheSays "Let me read the little ad for this: ">> <<grayText "The Carbon Fiber Whip is designed with a lightweight composition that is durable. With a firm flexibility rating, it is a great driving tool with little distraction.">> <<sheSays "Before I use it on your real training session... we must have a training session extra for the whip... I must learn to control it... I must know how powerful to strike to achieve what I want. You know only red stripes... a little sting... or draw blood. It will be fun!">> <<heSays "You know that you are talking about whipping me to draw blood?">> <<sheSays "Yes dear... you wouldn't want me to use this on you without me properly being trained with it - do you...?">> I could only roll my eyes at that. [[continue|Part36]]

[img[pics/SheIsGoneSmall.png]] (Original Epilogue) Late at night, I was sitting on our bed... and held $girl in my arms. She looked up to me and said: <<sheSays "I love you!">> <<heSays "I love you too...">> I responded... I looked at her... tears were forming in my eyes... and soon large salty drops ran down my cheeks and started falling on her. <<sheSays "What is wrong? Why are you crying?">> she asked alarmed. <<heSays "Because... you are not here...">> <<sheSays "Nonsense I am here... I'll always be here!">> <<heSays "You are a memory... a memory of my love.">> <<heSays "I don't know you anymore; I only have memories... of you... which I probably embellish and which hurt thus all the more.">> <<heSays "You left me thirty years ago. But to this day I remember you, being with you and how it felt being with you... and sometimes I start crying... because I still miss you.">> <<sheSays "But I am your soul mate... and you are mine! How could I leave you... ?">> <<heSays "For some years I was - and for my part you still are...">> <<sheSays "What happened?">> <<heSays "I blame myself... or the universe... we were young, inexperienced...">> <<heSays "You loved me so much... that at one stage I... took your love for granted... and didn't put enough effort in our relationship anymore... I played computer games... and did stuff that you had no relation to...">> <<heSays "You were lonely... while being with me...">> <<heSays "... and over the years ... even your love started to slowly fade...">> <<sheSays "No...">> <<heSays "You started a new job in another town. You had your own apartment... and we saw each other only once or twice a week.">> <<heSays "Additionally your love had faded very much already... and there were other guys at your work...">> <<heSays "We actually were engaged at that time...">> <<heSays "I remember as it were yesterday... a friend of mine had gotten a new apartment and we were wallpapering the walls. When I got your call...">> <<heSays "You broke up with me on the phone...">> <<sheSays "No...">> she cried unbelieving... <<heSays "I did not realize what really had happened... I... I don't know... I thought it was some sort of freedom phase you had to go through...">> <<heSays "I did what I thought was right... in remembrance of the saying...">> <<heSays "If you love someone, set them free.">> <<heSays "If they come back they’re yours;">> <<heSays "if they don’t they never were.">> ''<<heSays "You didn't come back!">>'' tears rolling down my cheek... <<heSays "I ... I wanted to give you the time you needed...">> <<heSays "... a couple of days later I was told you had a new boyfriend...">> <<heSays "... it was too late to fight... in every respect...">> <<heSays "Due to my own failures... I lost you... you had a new love... you had no need to feel any loss over me... because you already had a replacement...">> <<heSays "I was broken... for a long time afterwards...">> <<heSays "I could not eat... for weeks... I lost 60 pounds...">> <<heSays "I could not concentrate or learn... I failed my university courses.">> <<heSays "... and several other things I'll not mention...">> <<sheSays "We - you! ... wanted to have children...">> <<heSays "You have! ... two boys... men now...">> <<sheSays "You?">> <<heSays "No... it didn't work out that way for me...">> She had again tears in her eyes. <<sheSays "I am only your imagination?">> <<heSays "Not ''only'', you never were any kind of 'only' for me ... and no... part of what is written down... is our true history - from my point of view.">> <<sheSays "My kinks... is that true?">> <<heSays "No ... but other things... are... occasionally embellished...">> <<sheSays "Why did you make me do those horrible things to you... ?">> <<heSays "I don't know... it is not that I am masochistic... I guess I like to think... that my love for you would have been strong enough to endure those.">> <<heSays "... perhaps I need even now to proof my love...">> <<sheSays "Are we still in contact... do you know anything about the real 'me'?">> <<heSays "Sometimes... but very seldom... each time I see you - it tears my heart... so I actually avoid you if I can. I am pretty certain... that you do know, I love you still... and I am also certain... that there are parts of you that still love me.">> <<heSays "We live in different parts of the country... you are happily married with two grown 'children'. I live together with my 'wife' ... for nearly 20 years now... I love her...">> <<heSays "I am fine - most of the time - except when those heart wrenching memories kick in - and I start crying over you...">> ... <<heSays "Hold me... please...">>

[img[pics/whip2Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part36<</if>> We went upstairs... after we entered our room, she turned and kissed me and then whispered... <<sheSays "Slave Day unpause">> I immediately sank down on my knees ... lest she grew angry with her slave at the first moment of her reign. <<sheSays "Good dog... well done!">> and she patted my head. She sighed... <<sheSays "You know what we talked about downstairs. No need to postpone the inevitable - so let's get on with it.">> <<sheSays "Lie on your stomach on the bed. I need to train my whipping skills.">> I lay down... and prepared mentally for what was to come. <<sheSays "First strike... full strength...">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "AWOOO... damn...">> that was a good one. It felt more like she used a steel rod than a whip. That carbon fibre was some pretty tough stuff. She bent down to me... <<sheSays "Look at me... are... is, are you all right?">> her eyes were a little watery... her voice had a terrified note in it... <<heSays "I'm fine mistress. Thank you for the opportunity to help you train.">> <<sheSays "I... um... sure... slave...">> She bent over and whispered ... <<sheSays "In case you wondered... one can make someone bleed with this whip...">> She pulled herself up ... <<sheSays "Ok...">> ''<span style="color:#FF5050">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "AHhh...">> <<sheSays "Even with less strength... there are still bloody marks...">> she murmured ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Ahhm...">> <<sheSays "Even less strength... only red stripes...">> ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip!"</span>'' <<heSays "...">> <<sheSays "Light whipping... the slave gives no vocal indication anymore... still red stripes... but not as pronounced...">> ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip! Whip! Whip!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Light whipping... continuously on the same spot, slave gives again vocal indication... stripes more pronounced...">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARRGH!">> <<sheSays "Full force again. Same result. Slave now has a bloody red cross on its back. It gave a satisfactory howl!">> <<sheSays "Stay. Don't move.">> She got a wet and a dry towel from the bathroom. She whipped me with the wet towel and cleaned up the mess she made... I was impressed with how red the towel turned. After that she dried my back... and applied an antiseptic cream. <<sheSays "We wait a couple of minutes... before continuing... I'd like the bleeding to run dry...">> She sat on the bed beside me... <<sheSays "You can lick my feet in the meantime...">> I did as I was told. There were definitely parts of my slave life... that I did not dislike. <<sheSays "Slave, does your back hurt?">> <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "How bad is it...?">> <<heSays "It is not bad mistress... I thank you that my body could be used as an instrument for your learning.">> <<sheSays "The pain... would it hinder you from fucking me?">> <<heSays "No, mistress.">> <<sheSays "You are such a nice slave. Tell me - what would prevent you from fucking me?">> <<heSays "Death, rendered immobile due to bondage ... mistress.">> She got up... and returned after a short time with a glass of water. <<sheSays "Open your mouth!">> she put something into it. <<sheSays "Drink and swallow...">> I did. <<sheSays "That will help you with your upcoming training. I gave you Tadalafil - Cialis. That will help you keep a boner. Not that you had trouble with that... but let's make sure of it...">> <<sheSays "It will take an hour or more to kick in... but I think your natural bonerbility will be sufficient until then.">> <<sheSays "So, slave... what will happen next - we start our training program.">> <<sheSays "The first target is... four hours fucking without significant pause.">> <<sheSays "I want you to be able to satisfy me. I hope that time frame is realistic... but we will see...">> <<sheSays "Since you never have been able to fuck me to satisfaction - I don't really know how much I need.">> <<sheSays "First stage - you fuck me.">> <<sheSays "When you start to exhaust... you will fuck someone else... and I ensure that your exhaustion is properly treated - using my whip.">> <<heThinks "'you will fuck someone else' - what is that supposed to mean?">> <<sheSays "Naturally you are not allowed to cum.">> <<sheSays "If you dare to cum... we will fill the rest of the four hour time... with whipping. I don't care if you have no skin on your back left afterwards.">> <<sheSays "Do you understand?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress, thank you for letting me fuck you!">> I was totally honest there... <<sheSays "What are you not allowed to do?">> <<heSays "Mistress, I am not allowed to cum, thank you mistress for being spared to make a mess with my stuff.">> <<sheSays "Tell me, why are you not allowed to cum?">> <<heSays "Mistress, the answer is twofold, first: that I can keep a boner to be able to further fuck you; second: mistress is turned on by denying me to cum. Because of continuously being turned on, mistress is able to repeatedly reach sexual climax. Thank you mistress, for using me as your tool for your satisfaction.">> <<sheSays "What do you think is the first thing we do?">> <<heSays "Mistress, you will first ruin me a couple of times, the denial, frustration and humiliation I feel, is a catalyst to your own sexual stimulation. Thank you mistress, for the opportunity to be of use for your sexual stimulation.">> <<sheSays "You are such a nice and understanding slave...">> <<sheSays "Turn around... so I can start with it... I would like to get my protein shake... fresh from the spring!">> The usual morning procedure started. I don't know if the general mistress/slave rules have anything in them regarding the mistress sucking the slaves cock... but drawing pleasure from denying and frustrating your slave probably covers it. After sucking me dry... we switched places and my dick entered her more than ready vagina. The slave training had suitably prepared her for this... and with that energy penned up she came after little more than no time. I don't know if it was my penned up frustration, the part where I as a slave had to fuck my mistress or a premature release of pde5 inhibitors. But my dick was rock hard in her. Luckily the stress I endured before helped me a little at my distraction efforts. <<sheSays "Pull out for a second...">> and she took my dick in her hand and grabbed it hard and stroke it a few times... <<sheSays "Awww... you have such an amazing cock... it feels just unbelievable... continue... fuck me...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... faster... I need to cum again... ">> <<sheSays "Ahhh... yes... fuck... hmmm keep that speed... hmmm ... fuck... FUCK ... FUUUU... ">> <<sheSays "Slow now... no... don't stop... just slower for a moment... ">> <<sheSays "I can feel how turned on you are... LOOK at me!">> <<sheSays "Fuck me! I want to see your lust... and the frustration that you will not cum.">> <<sheSays "Look at me slave... I'll never let you cum... again...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... harder... faster now... YES...">> <<sheSays "See my pleasure.., my bliss... that you will never have...">> <<sheSays "You are mine... MINE... you hmmmm, will ... AHhh">> <<sheSays "never... CUUUUMMMM... FUCK... YES... ">> <<sheSays "Pound me with your sticklet... go on... I hardly feel your tiny excuse for a cock... give me your hips at least... move... MOVE... YES...">> <<sheSays "LOOK at me... see me cum... YEESSS...">> <<sheSays "Are you hot for me? SLAVE. AHHHmmm.">> <<sheSays "Kiss me... open your mouth - look at me!">> <<sheSays "Watch me cum - and feel your own denial...">> <<heSays "Mistress... please ... let me concentrate...">> Slam! <<sheSays "Don't talk slave! Didn't I make myself clear?">> <<sheSays "You do as you are ordered - don't stop fucking me - If I tell you to look - you look, if I tell you not to cum you don't cum! - HOW you do that I don't care!">> <<sheSays "Now WATCH me - See my lust! FUCK me!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... YES! AHHHH!">> <<sheSays "I want to see you suffer... HMM... I forbid you to cum. AHMM.">> <<sheSays "Watch me cum... Ohhhh MMh... feel what you are forbidden...">> <<sheSays "Feel my spasm... my bliss... and know you will never have that again...">> She drugged herself in her master-slave trip... and it made her so horny... she came again and again... and gave me a very hard time. <<sheSays "Don't slow down... you dirty fucking scumbag... ">> <<sheSays "I want to feel your hard denied cock pumping me to my next peak...">> This continued for some time... until I started slowing down... from exhaustion. <<sheSays "What? Is that all? You stupid weakling!. Can't you even fuck your mistress to a proper orgasm?">> <<sheSays "Get up!">> she climbed out of the bed. <<sheSays "Continue... fuck the air under you... while I prepare... your training... don't stop moving...">> This was weird... I fucked the air under me... She left the room and from the neighbour room she returned with a life sized sex doll. She lubricated the doll and then she placed it underneath me... <<sheSays "Fuck it. If you have not enough energy to fuck your mistress - perhaps this little darling will help!">> It did not - that plastic thing was an abomination after my mistress. At least I wouldn't have any arousal problems... This thing would not make me cum. <<heSays "Mistress, please I am exhausted... and this... thing...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Ahhh!">> <<sheSays "I said FUCK IT!">> <<sheSays "You still have one and a half hour to go!">> We really fucked two and a half hours already? <<sheSays "Faster - don't slow down!">> ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip!"</span>'' She set down on the bed... right above the head of the doll... legs spread... in my fucking position I was only a couple of inches away from her sweet glittering pussy... <<sheSays "Look at me... if that is an incentive for you... FUCK!">> ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip!"</span>'' I kept fucking that stupid doll... I had no problem to concentrate on not cumming... that was not needed any more. But I had to concentrate on conserving the little strength I had left. Every time I would slow down even slightly $girl would notice - and use her whip. ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Steady now... doll fucker... you don't want me to draw blood again ... do you?">> <<heSays "Please... I ... can't...">> I said, panting heavily... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "I SAID FUCK IT!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' I don't know how this worked... but the pain actually made me double my efforts... and somehow... I could continue. <<sheSays "Listen ... you worthless doll fucker... I'll help you.">> From somewhere she produced her smartphone... <<sheSays "I found an app that is appropriate for this situation; it is call 'iMetronome' ">> <<sheSays "It will help you keep a steady rhythm in your feeble fuck attempt.">> TOK TOK TOK TOK... <<sheSays "Go on... FUCK in that rhythm... and don't you miss a beat... since you will get a beating if you do!">> I concentrated on the TOK... TOK... and adjusted my movements accordingly. <<sheSays "The doll will soon get an orgasm... FASTER.">> TAK TAK TAK TAK... The pacing increased... <<heSays "No... mistress please">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "I SAID - FASTER.">> I sweated profusely ... and tried keeping up... <<sheSays "She is cumming... give her what she needs! FASTER SLAVE!">> TIK TIK TIK TIK... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "FASTER!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' I pumped into that stupid doll... I didn't notice her cumming at all. After perhaps half a minute. <<sheSays "Slow down - stupid - she has to recuperate... steady... slowly but steady...">> TOK TOK TOK TOK... <<heThinks "Oh... sweet slow beat... how welcome you are now...">> ... Somehow... I survived three doll orgasms... then I collapsed and could not get up. $girl sprang up and tried to persuade me to continue... <<sheSays "GET UP - Doll fucker!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "FUCK HER!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "Don't leave her hanging...">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "You can't even satisfy a lifeless doll...">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "What about me! How will you ever satisfy me...">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "I...">> She dropped the whip. Stared at her hands and then at me... I could make out tiny red spots on her hand... where did they come from? <<sheSays "c... c... cut">> she stuttered... She dropped to her knees... tears rolled down her cheeks... <<sheSays "I... didn't ... mean to...">> She crumbled to the floor and wept like a beaten child. She wailed inconsolably: <<sheSays "Noo... I ... love you...">> I started to get up... and only then noticed the pain in my back... it really hurt... I reached back with my hand... and noticed my rear was all wet... I looked around - and saw the little blood droplets on the wall behind the bed and the blood on my hand. It did look gruesome... especially since I came to realize that it was all my blood. <<heThinks "She needs me...">> was all I could think. I got up... and knelt beside her... dragged her up to me and put my arms around her. <<heSays "Shhhh... everything is fine... I am here... shhh...">> <<heSays "Don't cry little baby... don't cry... we are fine...">> <<heSays "It is all over... I love you... I love you... I love you...">> I gently held her... caressing her... I lovingly touched her hair, attempting to offer comfort. She buried her face in my shoulder and couldn't stop crying. I let her emotions free reign for a couple more minutes... then I slowly lifted her face up to mine. I looked into her tear-stained eyes... <<heSays "I will heal! You will heal. WE will heal.">> <<heSays "I do love you with all my heart - in some terrible mind fucking way - you needed this.">> <<heSays "We can go forward from here.">> <<heSays "Let us clean up this mess - ok?">> She said in a very timid voice: <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<sheSays "First... your back.">> <<sheSays "Lie down... I'll fetch that stuff again...">> A short time later she cleaned my back... put the antiseptic cream to good use again. Once in a while I could feel a tear drop on my back. I couldn't tell her... that salt water in a wound... additionally hurt... so I maintained my composure. <<sheSays "I ... don't know what else to do... I'm unable to bandage the wounds, they're too extensive.">> <<sheSays "You... must get real medical care...">> <<heSays "How many cuts?">> <<sheSays "Ten - twelve?">> she sobbed <<sheSays "Perhaps even more...">> <<heSays "I'll see one tomorrow.">> <<sheSays "No... the sooner the better!">> <<heSays "I will not leave you alone now. No arguing!">> I put on a wide T-shirt... to cover me up a bit but still let fresh air to the wounds. <<heSays "Let's keep tidying up.">> <<heSays "Do you want to keep this?">> I held up the whip. <<sheSays "No.">> Somewhere $girl got a pair of scissors from... and suddenly she attacked the doll with it. It inflated quickly after the first attacks. I took the scissors from her. <<sheSays "Easy...">> ... After we cleaned up... we cuddled on the bed... me awkwardly lying on my stomach... as lying on my back was not an option just now. <<heSays "$girl, do I have to be afraid that you will break up?">> I somewhat fearful asked. <<heSays "I gather this was a traumatic experience today... and I am concerned that you might rush to unwarranted conclusions.">> <<heSays "I... I just want to tell you - that I love you no less than yesterday... I have always known that you are crazy... I am not afraid of you... and in my eyes most of your crazes are loveable.">> <<sheSays "You are the one who is crazy. Especially if you love me still.">> <<sheSays "Why would I love you less than yesterday... you didn't do anything else than encourage me to whip you. It is me who should be loved less... I did the actual whipping!">> <<sheSays "Bla bla bla... I love you... you love me... we love us.">> <<sheSays "One question... though...">> <<heSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "Can I hold your penis... You know how it soothes me.">> <<heSays "Sure!">> I turned around... and felt every wound on my back. I ignored the pain... and $girl clung to my penis. And everything was right again. [[continue|Part37]]

[img[pics/69Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part37<</if>> After that Slave day... for a long time we did not have any kind of "Day". $girl was a little subdued for some time. But I let her feel my love wherever I could. We both recuperated from our wounds... and were soon our usual selves. Her desires and our ways were still the same. In the morning she got her milk shakes and orgasms. When we found the time in the afternoon or evening... we continued the training and after a few weeks she actually asked me the first time to stop fucking her after a long wonderful session. Every other day or so... she let me cum... in her mouth or at the end of our session... or even at the start. I would never know... Since she was still so turned on by denying and ruining me and other fantasies... she kept her lustful self and the average orgasm ratio between us was probably around 30:1 - but being like she was, that still meant several releases a week for me. But - sometimes - she waited... and put me on hold for a week or two. She still fancied demonstrating her power over me. A few weeks later she invented theme-days. Not like the other Days we had before. But she liked to spice things up once in a while. One weekend I woke up and found our room cluttered with provisions, drink and similar stuff. <<sheSays "Go - to the toilet...">> <<heSays "I need not...">> <<sheSays "Go! - You will not be able to for the next 12 hours... so go!">> When I came back... she declared... <<sheSays "Today is themed... suck his cock...">> <<sheSays "The day will be twelve hours... ">> <<sheSays "During this time - your cock will not leave my mouth.">> <<sheSays "It will be interesting to eat and drink during this session... but we will manage.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You heard me... don't you like the idea... having me dangling from your cock a whole day?">> <<heSays "Sure... but ... where did this come from? Why...">> <<sheSays "I love your dick... I want to show you how much...">> <<sheSays "... and don't think that will only serve your own comfort...">> <<sheSays "How does... twelve hours cock sucking sound... if I add 'without release' ">> <<heSays "Ah - THAT sounds more like my girl...">> I grinned... <<heSays "and... tell me... next weekend is themed 'tongue in pussy'?">> <<sheSays "...Might be?">> She laughed... feigning innocence <<sheSays "Or... 'cock in pussy' ">> <<sheSays "... 'girl on boy' ">> <<sheSays "... 'boy kissing ass' ">> <<heSays "... 'boy kissing breast' ">> <<sheSays "... 'girl on boys face' ">> ... we didn't find out a valid method how she could really eat something with my dick in her mouth... We could fumble some Yoghurt in her mouth... and some spoons of Nutella but nothing that needed chewing. Drinking went surprisingly well with a straw. Her mouth had to be closed tight... and then ... sucking... The start of the theme day was actually just a normal day. She went down on me... and ruined me. Swallowed her share of cum... and kept going with her morning program. After I went dry ... she continued for some more ruins... I hadn't had more ruins than our usual program in a long time... and I hated those dry ones - more even than the wet ones. But $girl was in her element. Her jaw did not hurt yet... and she knew how much I 'liked' those ruins... and that was exactly what she wanted. After a couple more of those... she turned around... and her pussy said hello to my mouth. The old friendship of them was quickly renewed and my tongue found its way into her. I savoured her delicious taste and kept playing with her clit. She really got her share of excitement out of me ... and it took less than a minute for her to cum. I quickly stuck my tongue into her vagina while my chin rubbed her clit. I could feel her hip movements... and having my tongue in her while she came was absolute heaven for me. At precisely that time she ruined me again... and I could not help... but to move my own hips, which I had promised to not use while being ruined. That earned my a hard punch on my thigh and another on my balls. I felt very reminded... and immediately stopped my movement... all the while feeling her vagina around my tongue slightly trembling. She was so hot! We repeated this several times... my face was blissfully soaking wet with her juices. After some time... she slowed down a bit ... and just held my dick firmly in her mouth... With one hand she reached out under the bed... and searched for something underneath. She could not look down... since she wouldn't leave my dick alone... After some fumbling she produced my second penis... already fastened to the harness... <<sheSays "Phhut thhhat onnhh.">> she said <<sheSays "I whanna fthhuckk youthh.">> I put the gear on... which was not as easy as it sounds. Usually she put it on... and the buckles to fasten the thing were on the back ... it took some time to close them all correctly. But I finally finished it. If $girl could have jumped me... she would have. Immediately I felt her hand on my second dick, guiding it into her. At once she started fucking me mercilessly. My dick in her mouth was held by her teeth to not lose contact during her wild ride. It hurt quite a lot - but compared to other things she was capable of... it was nothing. She quickly reached her climax ... and sat down fully on my face... only slightly moving her waist forcefully forth and back. <<sheSays "Hmmm Ghhhha">> <<heSays "Ahhhhrggg">> I screamed... as she involuntary bit harder. <<sheSays "SHHORRY! Hmmmm!">> She kept her position for probably over a minute... trembling, sitting tight on my face... pressing against me... I could not breathe... but luckily she relaxed in time... and heaved up a little. My ruins before had fully charged her. She repeated this a couple of times... till she finally slowed down... and we rested a little. One of my dicks in her mouth... the other in her vagina. She would not remove either... she just rested... I even think she slept a couple of minutes... after some time... she suddenly bit me... <<sheSays "SHHORRY! HHAGAINH, IHHT HWASSH SHOME HREFHLEXSH.">> It was funny feeling her speak with my penis in her... Then she started sucking again... and I knew she wanted to get another ruin... <<heSays "DDD YYY HV T?">> <<sheSays "YESSSH!">> <<heSays "Nnn dnt... ggggr">> I swear I could see her vagina above my face twitching slightly as I was ruined. Probably producing new juices... At once after I finished not really cumming... she vigorously attacked me again... and also ruined me again.... and that was her trigger to ride my face again. I loved her. The sexual energy she so easily extracted from me directly into her own lust... was wonder some ... I envied her for that but I also loved it. For me - all my sufferings were worth it... We continued that procedure quite some time. With extensive resting pauses... we probably spent 7 to 8 hours loading her sexual batteries up with my frustration and afterwards discharging them again with licking, riding or grinding. But 12 hours... that was a long time... we rested some more... nevertheless the last two hours were stretching out longer and longer. At some stage I had removed my headgear - at least I could speak again. But I had not much to say really... I spread her legs a little... she was still above me... grabbed her bum and started kissing her... I did not really want to turn her on again... I just wanted to kiss... her ... smell her... enjoy her wonderful body... her womanhood. I drew her closer and started caressing her bum and covered her with little loving kisses. I knew she liked that. She started slowly massaging and licking my penis, also not to get me off or to ruin me. She loved my dick as I loved her vagina... and we just showed us... and felt our love by gently fondling each other. These were deeply intimate, tender and loving moments - we just appreciated each other. After twelve hours $girl left my penis... kissed it a couple of times... and came to my side of the bed. <<sheSays "Twelve hours - that was long. My jaw will hurt tomorrow... and I am hungry.">> We put some clothes on... and went downstairs to get something to eat [[continue|Part38]]

[img[pics/KissAssSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part38<</if>> After looking at the fridge and its contents we decided to call our favourite Italian delivery service and ordered a couple of pizzas. <<sheSays "What do you think of our theme time?">> <<heSays "Like we said before - it was a couple of hours too long. Strangely enough I really enjoyed the non sexual part of the overtime very much. Just being tender and loving to you without watching out for each reaction and having to make you cum - was very great.">> <<heSays "Also - sexually ... what can I say... twelve hours of ruining and edging... is very hard... and not really something that a man enjoys.">> <<heSays "Your greed and sexual energy on the other hand was fabulous... Your orgasms... the count and quality were fantastic... was it over twenty? I didn't count. Anyway... any discomfort I might have felt, counts as nothing compared to that.">> <<heSays "I don't know why - whether it is this day... or just something in the air...">> I stepped closer to her... and dropped to my knees... <<heSays "I need...">> <<heSays "I have the desire to lay myself at your feet and submit myself to you...">> <<heSays "I love you so much... I ... I want to be yours... I want you to know that I want to be yours...">> I buried my head in her lap... <<heSays "Please... just hold me... let me be yours.">> She didn't say anything straight away... she put her hands on my head... caressed me and pressed me slightly against her body. <<sheSays "I accept you... of course I do... you are mine... for quite some time now... dummy...">> <<sheSays "Stand up...">> I stood up... and looked at her... she was a head smaller than me and I had to look down to gaze into her eyes. <<sheSays "I am yours too... you know that... don't you?">> <<sheSays "I love you! Not just because of the sex we have. With you I feel complete. Without you... I am less than half of me... Having experienced our being together... I cannot... I want not imagine how life without you would feel like.">> <<sheSays "It... we... we just belong together. It is that easy.">> <<heSays "I want you to be honest with me.">> <<heSays "I want to be honest with you.">> <<heSays "Don't understand me wrong... we have always been honest. What I mean...">> <<heSays "I want us to be able to talk to each other about everything...">> <<heSays "I don't want to be someone who has to watch his mouth... because his girlfriend is listening...">> <<heSays "I don't want to have secret cravings... not in respect to you any ways... I want to be able... to be completely open with you...">> <<heSays "I want you to be completely open with me also... no prejudices... ">> <<heSays "I want us to be able to tell each other everything without fearing judgment... we listen... and can honestly express our opinions without hurting the other.">> <<heSays "Can we do that?">> <<sheSays "I... I do that already... so sure... can do!">> <<sheSays "Don't you?">> <<heSays "... actually ... I think yes... except...">> <<sheSays "Except...?">> <<heSays "What... I said before... that I want to belong to you...">> <<heSays "After today... perhaps just now... I ... I can't really put it in words...">> <<heSays "... do you still have the slave collars?">> <<heSays "... I want to be visibly yours... I... I crave the feeling of being completely owned by you.">> <<heSays "... is that ... bad? I... feel insecure... expressing this... I am... afraid you might think of me as some kind of weakling... or ...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... ">> She kissed me... and at the same time pulled me down... till I was on my knees again. <<sheSays "What we do in our 'kink' time has nothing to do with the outer world. I know you are my man, my protector... my knight. I feel save when I am with you. I trust you and I rely on you... and that will not change.">> <<sheSays "You live with and engage in my 'kinks' and you love me with them... and sometimes you love them too. Surely... there is nothing for you to fear... especially if your own kinks play right into mine. Didn't I say we belong together? This is part of it...">> <<sheSays "Kiss my feet, love.">> I went down... and kissed her lovely feet. <<sheSays "Come upstairs...">> She produced both collars... and put them on... <<sheSays "Lock?">> <<heSays "Yes... please. Mistress.">> <<sheSays "You... need not...">> <<heSays "I know mistress, but tonight...">> I rummaged through my own stuff. <<heSays "Mistress, I have something for you.">> I gave her the whip - which I had kept hidden. <<heSays "I cleaned it; it is as good as new... if I remember correctly it was only used once.">> <<sheSays "I ... don't...">> <<heSays "You know what they say about pilots surviving a plane crash... they should get up in the air soon again... lest, over time, the fear renders them unable to... ">> <<heSays "This is the same...">> <<heSays "An accident happened... but I know you love the whip... you must fly again... sooner or later...">> <<heSays "I give you two free strikes... do with them whatever you want.">> <<heSays "If you need a reason... just think about the fact... that during our twelve hour theme your orgasm count didn't reach thirty...">> I turned my back on her... and prepared. <<sheSays "...I can see your scars...">> <<heSays "It did not kill me... it made me stronger...">> <<sheSays "...are you sure... ?">> <<heSays "Yes - mistress.">> ''<span style="color:#FF3030">"Whip!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Ahhm...">> <<sheSays "I... are you alright?">> <<heSays "Sure... blood?">> <<sheSays "No... I don't want blood... now.">> <<heSays "See! ... you handled it well.">> <<heSays "Are you fine?">> <<sheSays "Yes... actually ... yes really...">> she definitely sounded happy. <<sheSays "It was thirty two... you know - twelve hours is a long time.">> she whispered into my ear. Soon after, the Pizzas were delivered... I hastily put some clothes on - went to the door and collected the pizzas. I think the delivery girl looked suspiciously at the collar around my neck. But I could not be bothered, strange ornaments were not uncommon. When I approached the table, $girl asked <<sheSays "Are you still inclined towards being my slave?">> <<heSays "I'll always be enthralled by you.">> <<sheSays "I know dear... Ditto. But I meant... collar... kissing feet and such...">> <<heSays "Sure, mistress...">> <<sheSays "As you wish... come here... turn around...">> With that she handcuffed me behind the back. <<sheSays "You do know that slaves do not eat at the table with their mistress don't you?">> With that she took my pizza and put it on the floor. <<sheSays "Feed on that!">> She went to the kitchen and shortly after placed a bowl of water in front of me. I guess I had asked for this. I tried eating my pizza - but that soon got really messy. I got up... <<heSays "Open the cuffs...">> She looked a bit astonished at me... but complied... It took my pizza and put it on the table and began to eat it normally... <<heSays "I know you enjoy treating me as a slave... that is ok... and doesn't bother me all that much...">> <<heSays "You are often so 'absolute' - we talked about this before... you have 'Days', 'Themes', 'I must NEVER cum' ... you know what I mean.">> <<heSays "I like it more flexible... certainly there is a time for everything... and we can fully engage in your kinks again...">> <<heSays "I... I WANT to be your slave... but... I want to be a slave that loves his mistress. A slave that is also loved by his mistress that does not mean, that you cannot beat me... or that I not still must do things I despise...">> <<heSays "If you do this for me... don't so much role play to be a strict mistress... be yourself... be $girl who loves me and who knows that I love her too. $girl that knows that I am her slave and that I am hopelessly devoted to her and will do anything she asks. If you so much as whisper or blink... I will do it...">> <<heSays "Do you know what I mean... ?">> <<sheSays "I think I do. I am afraid of it though...">> <<sheSays "If I role play... I can still tell myself... it is not me... it is all a game... I myself am a nice person... this is all play...">> <<sheSays "If... if I role play less... I can't find any excuses for my behaviour... then I must face the fact... that I am a crooked person...">> <<heSays "You definitely are not!">> <<heSays "Those aspects you mention... they only come to bear in our relationship. True or not?">> <<sheSays "True">> <<heSays "Didn't we say we wanted to be honest?">> <<heSays "I did accept your role playing 'self' - how can your own self be worse?">> <<heSays "Don't be scared... you know I love you, I always will.">> <<sheSays "I want to fuck other men!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Can you live with that?">> I stared at her bewildered... my heart missed several beats... I had several panic attacks... all in one horrible second... I could only stare at her... I could not say anything, my mouth was dry... <<sheSays "See?">> <<sheSays "Don't worry... it is not true... but as an example... there might be things... that are hard to say... or accept.">> I barely heard her. I was still processing other things. <<sheSays "HEY!">> <<heSays "Hm?">> <<sheSays "Did you hear what I said?">> <<heSays "Barely.">> <<sheSays "Listen... I never in my life had an orgasm or sex except from or with you.">> <<sheSays "I give you my heartfelt promise that I want to keep it that way... the prospect of being with other men appals me.">> <<sheSays "It was just an example.">> <<heSays "It is not rational... but... I could not stand sharing you with another man... I'd sooner end it. Rationally thinking it might work out... You could still love me... I could love you... I would keep my orgasm count... possibly most of my time with you... you'd probably have even more sex... rationally... physically... but... I could not.">> I said... still panicky She came over and held me... <<sheSays "Shh... calm down... my sweet slave boy... you are my one and only...">> <<sheSays "I couldn't even use a dildo that was not you... ">> <<sheSays "There is nothing to fear... you never need to share me with anyone... I promise...">> <<sheSays "Except...">> <<heSays "... ?">> <<sheSays "When we get children... you must share me with them...">> <<sheSays "Now... eat your pizza...">> <<sheSays "And... ok... I'll try to be more myself... perhaps you must help me sometimes... remind me...">> We ate some time in silence... I started... <<heSays "Me too.">> <<sheSays "Love?">> <<heSays "I am devoted to you... more than you probably know.">> <<heSays "Since that day you caught me wanking...">> <<heSays "I never had an orgasm that you were not part of...">> <<heSays "There is no better sex than with you. I want to say it out loud.">> <<heSays "I promise you... to never have sex with anyone but you, including myself.">> <<heSays "Will you take care if me?">> <<sheSays "Sure!">> That felt somehow anti climactic. <<heSays "Just 'Sure!' ?">> <<sheSays "Yep... It's no big thing... and I do it already, for how long now?">> With an evil grin she added... <<sheSays "You know... it's not a big task anyway... you cum so seldom...">> <<sheSays "I gather it is rather more stressful to take care of me... what's the current ratio?">> <<heSays "30:1 or so... but I could cum certainly more often...">> <<sheSays "Nah... it's ok... let us just say, that you are nicer than me... and keep the ratio as it is!">> <<sheSays "Or... who knows... I could let you become even more nicer... I think I like to have a nice slave.">> ... <<sheSays "Aww...">> <<heSays "Mh?">> <<sheSays "I would really like you to fuck me just now.">> <<heSays "No problem... the thought of it is enough to get me ready...">> <<sheSays "Men!">> <<sheSays "Brain between the legs...">> <<sheSays "No... I can't or won't... Your artificial dick... pounded me enough today... I don't want to get more sore... we have to postpone it...">> <<heSays "Aww...">> <<sheSays "What about this... we still have the house to ourselves... we indulge ourselves in the living room... I sprawl on the sofa and watch some tv... and you massage or kiss my feet.">> <<sheSays "If you do a good job... I may let you kiss my bum.">> <<heSays "Love it!">> We retired to the living room... I fetched some sweets for provisions and $girl soon lay naked on the couch presenting her beautiful body to the world... or just to me. I sat down at the other end and took care of her feet. Her legs were a little apart and while kissing her feet I could not help but being distracted by her wet look. <<heSays "Are you horny?">> <<sheSays "Sure... when you treat me like this... I easily get aroused... but what you are goggling at... is creme... I needed to make some amends to my nether region...">> <<sheSays "Be a dear... and lie down - on your back ... I need you to lick my soles... and that is for me the most comfortable position.">> I lay down... and soon received her foot on my face. I started licking it... <<sheSays "Hm... that feels nice...">> After a few minutes, she tried to insert her big toe into my mouth. I opened my mouth... and started sucking and kissing... <<sheSays "Hm... I love this... ">> She grabbed a bag of chips... and savoured them with delight. All the while... I sucked her toes... by then she had put several more toes in my mouth and it started getting crowded... <<sheSays "Sweetie... I just had some delicious paprika chips and my fingers are covered in the seasoning. Would you mind if I wiped them on your cock - I even may stroke it a bit as thanks?">> I removed her toes for a couple of seconds... <<heSays "You are still into torture? Would it help if I said 'Yes I do mind a lot?' ">> <<sheSays "No!">> With that she grabbed my penis with her seasoned hands... <<heSays "Ahh... that burns.">> <<sheSays "Wait a moment...">> She grabbed a couple of chips, crushed them in her hands... and vigorously stroked my dick with the crumbled chips. <<heSays "Damnn... ahhhh, that hurts...">> <<sheSays "I thought so... You want me to continue?">> <<heSays "No... it burns... please stop...">> ... and she kept going... <<heSays "AHmmm it is getting worse... please...">> ... and she kept going... <<sheSays "I will not stop as long as you stay where you are... you know...">> I quickly left the site of torture... and went to the bathroom... to try get that stuff off. It was no hot rub... but still - I could feel that seasoning quite some time later. <<sheSays "You did rather well, slaveling... you are promoted for tonight to bum kisser.">> She lay on her back and presented her cute bum to me. <<sheSays "Go on, kiss me... I don't mind licking either...">> <<heSays "Thank you, mistress.">> She giggled ... <<sheSays "You really mean that, don't you?">> <<sheSays "It really feels great to be appreciated... even worshipped like that...">> After about half an hour... I was really devoted to her ass... she asked... <<sheSays "Love... you haven't cum all day... and I won't need your dick any more today... so there is no need to save it...">> <<sheSays "I won't use my mouth either... I never thought I would say that... but today my mouth also needs some rest from your cock.">> <<sheSays "But I could use my hand... I'll even wash it before I touch you...">> <<heSays "As your slave... it is not my place to cum... when you can't. Especially as I know how much you love my cum. If I climax now... this largely goes to waste.">> <<heSays "So no... I don't want to cum.">> <<heSays "But - I also know that your hand this day did not have much opportunity to hold me... and you usually like that... and we wouldn't want any part of your body to feel underprivileged.">> <<heSays "So... my offer is this... you can edge me with your hand... what do you think ... love?">> <<sheSays "You are so considerate... yes - that sounds great - I love your dick, and I love to not let you cum and I love your frustration and despair...">> With that she prepared a little nest... piled some cushions behind her back, spread her legs and motion for me to sit in front of her. She leaned me back onto her body... and from behind grabbed my hard on with her right hand. She hadn't washed her hands though... and a few spice particles were left on her fingers and I felt them soon - but it was bearable. She slowly started stroking me... and it felt wonderful. The powerful grip of my owner... made it totally clear who was master and who slave. My penis had to obey her grip. <<sheSays "I love this position... I just realized... It gives me so much power over your dick...">> she whispered. Her head was right beside my ear. <<heSays "That feels so good. Your hand... the grip... ">> <<sheSays "Remind me to look for a 'straight jacket'... I would love you to be helplessly bound in this position... and utterly vulnerable to my hand... ahhh.... love it...">> <<heSays "This... oh... mistress... watch out...">> <<heSays "I'm ... oooh... Yes... Ahhhhh nooo please mistress...">> She giggled and happily whispered... <<sheSays "That was quick... ">> ... and grabbed my cock again... <<heSays "Cautious ... I ... oh my god... please don't stop... noooo">> <<sheSays "I love this... you helpless... poor little man... ">> <<sheSays "Prepare to suffer...">> She kept on edging me for over an hour... keeping me only moments away from bliss. Always breaking off at exactly the right time... and starting right again to not let my arousal drain. It was blissful hell and hellish bliss. But overall we both were exhausted from today's 'work' - at some stage it had to end... and we decided we needed to stop. Stopping was very frustrating for me... my body finally realized... there would be no climax... and provided me with additional cravings for anything touching my penis. <<heSays "Damn... I would give up a kingdom if I had one... just for ten more strokes from you...">> <<sheSays "I know sweetie... and love your frustration... tomorrow will be another day for me...">> with that she vigorously stroked my dick a couple of times... just to refresh the feeling and renew the following frustration. <<heSays "Ohh... hm... you devil... ">> <<sheSays "Wait till we are in bed... I'll sleep with your dick in my hand tonight...">> We got up... straightened all things and cleaned up. There was a little wet stain where $girl had sat. I loved how easily she got turned on from our 'games'. Later when we lay in bed... ... and my dick was secured in her hand... <<sheSays "Tell me... is it normal... that we have so much sex?">> <<sheSays "I mean... look at today... it is not that we continuously were orgasming...">> <<sheSays "But in some way or another we were sexual active for 15 hours or so.">> <<sheSays "Yes, it was a theme day... but our 'normal' days usually also have a couple of hours sex in them.">> <<heSays "I absolutely do not care if it is normal or not. I love it.">> <<heSays "We have been together for over eighteen months now... and our... your sex drive steadily increases... that is absolutely amazingly fantastic.">> <<heSays "I guess we are young people... that have found each other... I dearly hope other people have this also... but if not... ">> <<heSays "In thirty years our bodies perhaps cannot keep up any more... so it will slow down... or when we really have kids...">> <<heSays "Let us just enjoy the time we have...">> ... <<sheSays "I know I said I would never do it... ">> <<sheSays "... and you said... you'd throw up...">> <<sheSays "... but I'd like to try it!">> <<heSays "What are you talking about love?">> <<sheSays "Pee... I have this image in my head: You kneeling in front of me... your mouth between my legs. I... releasing... it.">> <<sheSays "Can we? Try that?">> <<heSays "Yep.">> <<sheSays "Just 'yep' - what about retching... disgust... repulsion... nausea...">> <<heSays "Don't be dramatic... it might come to that. We'll see. I can't guarantee that I'll drink it... like it... or anything...">> <<heSays "But I am willing to try... and that is what you asked.">> <<heSays "Why do you think, that anything you ask, can shock or appal me anymore.">> <<sheSays "I don't want you to pee on me.">> <<heSays "Fine... I still do not want to pee on you.">> <<heSays "We are not symmetric... you don't have to do what you want me to... and vice versa... that is totally ok.">> <<heSays "You suck cock all the time - I will never ever do that... see... totally different...">> ... <<sheSays "You still have both collars on... can you sleep with them?">> <<heSays "It's ok... certainly it would be more comfortable without... but I'll get used to them. It is nice to be yours.">> <<sheSays "You want to keep them on?">> She asked astonished. <<sheSays "The day is over...">> <<heSays "If I want them removed, I'll tell you. If you do not want me to wear them any more... you remove them.">> <<heSays "But until one of these occur, I'd love to keep them. I love this outward sign of my love... devotion... to you.">> <<heSays "Is that... too submissive for you... do you want to remove them?">> She pondered this a little while. <<sheSays "No... this is hot. I love owning you.">> Giggling she enumerated <<sheSays "Soul mate">> <<sheSays "Sex mate">> <<sheSays "Property">> <<sheSays "What comes next?">> <<heSays "Wow... what a catalogue... if everything works out as you plan - then I'll next be your toilet.">> This earned me a punch on the arm. [[continue|Part39]]

[img[pics/RestrictedSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part39<</if>> The next day I woke up when $girl just returned to our bed. <<heSays "Need some clean up?">> <<sheSays "No... sicko... everything is fresh like a morning breeze.">> Her hand went between my legs... <<sheSays "I see you are awake...">> <<sheSays "I still want to give my mouth some more rest.">> <<sheSays "Let us use your mouth this morning to turn me on...">> <<heSays "Gladly...">> I glid down to my destination and started kissing her. I admired her beauty. I tenderly kissed her and playfully used my tongue. She placed both my hands on her breasts and held my head in position... she loved it, when I played with her tits while licking her. Soon I could taste her arousal... sucking her clit tenderly and giving her now and then small breaks as my tongue went deeply into her vagina. I so loved to taste her... <<sheSays "Suck... ">> A couple of seconds later I felt her hands locking my head in position and her trembling body pressing against me... Soon after she said... <<sheSays "Come up to me... I want some other part of you in me now...">> I crawled up to her... and she guided my cock into her... she was ready. Her hand fumbled at my dick... <<heSays "What are you doing love?">> <<sheSays "I... was feeling you collar... it stretches your dick somewhat... it feels funny... not bad... but different...">> <<sheSays "You may start now... to satisfy my needs... ">> she kissed me... <<sheSays "Hm... I love your cock inside me... remember... YOU must not cum.">> <<sheSays "I forbid you to cum...">> Her tongue was in me now... and I knew what she wanted from me... and I did exactly that. I moved in the rhythm she guided me to with her hands. <<sheSays "Look at me... open your eyes...">> <<sheSays "I want to see... how hard it is for you to restrain yourself... I want to see... that my command is more important to you... than your lust... fuck me...">> I looked in her face... saw her indulge in her lust... delighted moans escaped her mouth... <<sheSays "Hmm... this is so good... I want you to keep fucking me...">> <<heSays "Cum... love... You'll get more after... cum...">> With that I drove my cock with strength in her... not fast but determined and powerful. <<sheSays "DAMN! You are my sex... toyyy... Ahh mmmmhh.">> She came strongly... and I quickly shut my eyes and kept reciting prime numbers. Seeing, feeling her cum... that was the hardest thing. She started giggling... still in thrall of her orgasm... <<sheSays "haha.. hmmm... you nearly came.... didn't you.">> <<heSays "...">> I was still thinking hard about prime numbers between 800 and 900. She licked my nose... then my closed eyes... <<sheSays "Hey... hmmmm... I am cumming... here... watch me... you are missing out on the best parts...">> With a last shudder... <<sheSays "Hmmm... slower my brave stallion... let's enjoy a little pause... before you must make me cum again.">> <<sheSays "She folded her arms around my neck and drew me even closer.">> <<heSays "You little devil...">> <<sheSays "You ain't seen half of it... my sweet little darling slaveling...">> <<sheSays "You are mine! You will not cum, before I want you too... and that is a long way off...">> <<sheSays "You will be on your knees and grovelling before me... begging for a release... and I will deny you further... and further. While I keep having the best orgasms over and over again...">> <<sheSays "I will use your denied cock... whenever it pleases me ... go on fuck me ... and let me watch you despair.">> <<heSays "Please, mistress have mercy...">> <<sheSays "No... you are my sex toy... you live to satisfy me... not the other way around...">> <<sheSays "Faster, hmm, yes...">> I could feel her relishing my dick in her... <<sheSays "LOOK!">> <<sheSays "I want you to see in me - all that is forbidden to you. Hmmm...">> She was unbelievable hot... and I could feel with every sense how turned on she was... and that soon she would already reach another climax. <<sheSays "DON'T YOU DARE CLOSE YOUR EYES!">> I could feel her body heave up under me... and she screamed an explosive <<sheSays "AAAAAAHHHH">> as she climaxed again. I had a very hard time... I kept my eyes open... but I couldn't think of any prime number... I was hypnotized by her face... contorted in pleasure... and I was transfixed on her heavy breathing mingled with delightful moans. Somehow I survived this... I cannot fathom how... but I did. She kept on trembling and heaving beneath me... but I got past the peak and did not cum. A few seconds later she breathlessly whispered. <<sheSays "AWSOME!">> <<sheSays "Did you see me? Feel me? That was a damn fantastic super orgasm. It is so good to have you as my fuck boy... I'll never let you go.">> <<sheSays "You earned yourself some reward for this... and for the fact that you made it through... I know how turned on you get when I cum.">> <<sheSays "What kind of reward would you want?">> I could only think of one thing... of course. I was so turned on... I was still in her... she occasionally still shuddered from her orgasm. <<heSays "Please, let me cum... I so crave you, your body... a release... please mistress. Please $girl.">> <<sheSays "Hahaa... that is not unexpected... the horny sex driven slave wants to cum...">> <<sheSays "Come on... then... keep fucking me... let's see how that fares...">> <<sheSays "I allow you to cum... only one rule... I forbid you to cum while I am cumming... and ten seconds after...">> <<sheSays "Let the race begin...">> I started very slowly... I had all the time in the world... and I wanted to feel her and watch her freely... without having any other images or numbers disturbing my brain. I watched her... closely... her sparkling eyes... her devious grin as she watched me. I could see she enjoyed this immensely - not only me fucking her... but this 'game'. She whispered... <<sheSays "There is no way you will cum today... I'll squash each of your attempts with my own climax... try me... I love you... thank you for this...">> Louder she said... <<sheSays "I'll drive you crazy with my lust... till you cannot hold off... then I will cum... and you MUST stop your own orgasm... damn that is hot...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... I can already cum any time now... try me!">> She knew about her power of whisper... so she drew me closer... <<sheSays "I can feel your hot rod in me... it feels so good... mhhhh">> It drove me crazy... she need not have said anything at all... the little moan she added, whether on purpose or not... I had to move faster... I could not help it... <<sheSays "Yes... feel me...">> <<heSays "You feel so perfect... your cunt... she... grabs and holds my dick...">> <<sheSays "What did you think? ... we are sex mates... we each fit perfectly the other... ohhhmmm">> <<heSays "Fuck I am cumming...">> She looked at me... to see if I faked something... Then she came... <<sheSays "Ahhhh... Hmmm... yeeaaahhh fuck...">> and I swear her vagina was pumping my dick... I panicked... I was not allowed to cum... In old practice... I bit into my right arm... deeper and deeper... all the while my girl shaking and moaning beneath me... her pussy trying to milk my dick. This was unbelievable... My arm was hurting... blood dropped down on $girl's face... <<heSays "You win... I cannot do this...">> I defeatedly said. <<sheSays "After only one try? I thought we could do this for... some time?">> <<heSays "I know you... you are right... I will never be able to escape you.">> <<heSays "Better stop while I have an arm left...">> <<heSays "Let's pause for a while - ok?">> <<sheSays "Awww...">> ... <<heSays "Why do you torment me like this?">> ... <<sheSays "Twofold:">> <<sheSays "First - you know how crazily I crave this and how it turns me on.">> <<sheSays "Second - and that is probably the more important reason - you want me to.">> I started to object: <<heSays "...">> but held in. <<sheSays "I cannot really forbid you anything. To say 'forbid' is just a choice of words. I could easily say 'wish'... with the same result...">> <<sheSays "You are the one restraining yourself on my 'command'. I could, without technical help, never enforce this.">> <<sheSays "There is no way I could stop you to cum... when you are in me. Sometimes I wish you would cum... It feels fantastic when you cum in me... your twitching dick... your semen in me...">> <<sheSays "I love the feeling... of being your woman... of taking in your semen...">> <<sheSays "One day, one of your little friends will find its way... and impregnate me... and we will be family...">> <<sheSays "That is something to look forward to - not now... not in the next few years... but I want that...">> <<sheSays "If you REALLY want me to let you cum more often... I am sure we can arrange that.">> <<sheSays "But I think at this stage in life... you want me to control you... you want to be my sex slave... you WANT to be sexually denied by me. Isn't that so?">> ... <<heSays "You're probably right. When I look at it from a distance - definitely! But being in these situations... is sometimes really terrible...">> <<heSays "I get desperate... so... so damn frustrated...">> <<heSays "While at the same time I am in awe of you... of your power over me.">> <<heSays "I... have to look where this goes... for now... I do not wish to change anything... mistress.">> ... <<sheSays "Come on... give me one more climax... after I cum... you can continue as you wish... how is that?">> <<heSays "Sounds fantastic...">> I slowly started on her again. <<sheSays "There is one other thing I love about your denial state.">> <<sheSays "You are always horny and willing. If for some obscure reason your dick is not up ... I know I just have to kiss you... touch you... let you smell me... and seconds later you have a hard on.">> <<sheSays "That is so... lovely... feeling this immediate girl power over you...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm.">> <<sheSays "Kiss me... I want to feel you in my mouth as I feel you in my pussy... fill me...">> I kissed her... and played in her with both my tongue and my dick... till a short time later she peaked again... Feeling her cum... being in her and not being restricted any more felt fantastic. I relished every single move of my hips... <<heSays "I love you... this is so great... your feel so fantastic...">> I tried to prolong me freedom to fuck her without restraints... But it was so hard... I was so near her... smelled her... her sex... her sweat... <<sheSays "Cum... my dear, cum... feel my body embracing your climax...">> I looked at her... and her encouragement sent me over the edge... ... or... would have... She jerked her body a couple of inches upward... and my penis was all of the sudden free. I desperately tried finding her again... but I was held back... my hips moved in empty air... and I realized... she had tricked me again... she would not let me cum today. She laughed... not an evil or malicious laugh. A clean joyful laugh about a prank well played. A loving laugh... her head closed on me and as my excitement faded she kissed me. <<sheSays "You know... your lower collar has its uses... I can restrain your movements in bed with it... isn't that fantastic?">> <<sheSays "I bound your collar to the bed... and you cannot move further upwards...">> <<sheSays "You should have seen your face when I took myself out of reach... that went straight to my libido... and I will savour it... I love you honey, you helpless little sexless drone...">> [[continue|Part40]]

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[img[pics/SleepySniffSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part40<</if>> I woke up, opened my eyes and saw $girl's face directly in front of me. She was still sleeping. The room was already bathed in morning light; I looked at her familiar, beloved face, framed by night-tousled blond hair and observed the fine golden down on her cheeks. In summertime, even her eyelashes turned blond... My heart was overflowing with love for her. I felt so happy, so lucky to be lying next to her, knowing we belonged together. She was close enough for me to feel her breath on me... I put my arms around her, softly kissed her on the forehead, nuzzled my nose in her hair, and enjoyed her scent. Still sleeping, she unconsciously drew closer and put her left arm around me... while her right hand - as usual - rested on my penis. For quite a while, I simply lay there, motionless, savouring the moment and the closeness to $girl. Finally she began to stir... and whispered... <<sheSays "You are awake!">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "What are you doing?">> <<heSays "The usual... watching over you, smelling you... loving you.">> <<sheSays "It's so cosy in your arms...">> She looked up, pulled my head down to her and kissed me... <<sheSays "Good morning love!">> <<heSays "I love you!">> <<sheSays "I love you!">> <<heSays "I mean it... I love your smell, your body, your humour. I love how I can be honest with you, that you sometimes know me better than I know myself. I love your kinkiness, your big heart and how much you care for other people. In so many ways, you are different from me - and that's why we complement each other. I don't even want to mention the fact that we are sex mates.">> <<sheSays "I know you love me. The way you look at me, your posture... you literally radiate love when you are next to me.">> <<sheSays "I also mean it... I'll not list all the big and tiny things I love about you... I just repeat what I said before... you ARE my soul mate... we just belong together...">> <<sheSays "We found each other and there is more than an ordinary bond of love between us. Each of us makes the other whole.">> There was not much more we could say. We just held each other for a long time and felt our love. [[continue|Part41]]

[img[pics/PleaseNoSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part41<</if>> <<sheSays "I am two minds about something... I need your advice.">> <<heSays "Yes dear... what is it.">> <<sheSays "You know I adore your cock. I love how it feels in my hand... how it grows... the power in it... when I ride you... ">> shuddering... <<sheSays "... just everything about it...">> <<sheSays "It provides me with your precious cum.... and all.">> <<heSays "I am glad you like it...">> <<sheSays "On the other hand... I also adore you being helpless... your frustration, when I deny you. The power I have over you and your orgasms, to control you and have you squirm in frustration at my feet. Your willingness to please my every whim... when I deny you just long enough...">> <<heSays "Hmm... I don't like where this 'advice' talk is heading at...">> <<sheSays "I ... love the thought of... denying your penis to function...">> <<sheSays "You not being able to cum... not even being able to get a hard on.">> <<sheSays "Say for a month... or two... ahh... just the thought of it makes me so hot...">> <<sheSays "The thing is... I'll be denying myself also... your cock... and that... I really don't like the prospect of that...">> <<sheSays "You see - I have bought this tiny thing here...">> She presented a small ring; it had a latch and thus could be opened and closed. On the inside of the ring - little sharp spikes protruded. <<sheSays "This special ring can be placed just below your glans in the so called coronal ridge.">> <<sheSays "It only fits when you are not erect... and it actually will prevent you from getting an erection. It effectively restrains the size of your cock and even if there is danger of it becoming too big... the spikes will soon tell the rest of your dick... that it feels much better to shrink than to grow.">> <<sheSays "Commanding you to wear this thing... will effectively block your ability to get an erection. Also... it allows me to tease you very easily and get you into a state of pain.">> <<sheSays "Since you know me... you know how much I'd love you to wear this.">> <<sheSays "But... I deny myself the pleasure of my most cherished cock...">> <<sheSays "What do you think!">> While her describing what might be the direct future... my horror grew. I knew my best chances to pass on this was to stay cool... and not show my real emotions. <<heSays "You know that I am here to please you. In my opinion - the obvious choice is to not make me wear this.">> <<heSays "Just think... for a month you will not get any proteins from me... never experience my dick in you... and for what?">> <<heSays "Only to have a little bit of denial?">> <<heSays "You can deny me in so many other ways - and I'd still be available to you for the mentioned options...">> <<sheSays "True... true...">> <<sheSays "But you know what... you strongly advocating against it... that shows me... how much you hate the thought of wearing this ring.">> <<sheSays "... and you having such strong feelings against it... makes an absolute terrific argument to actually do it...">> <<sheSays "Thank you for your advice... you WILL wear this!">> <<sheSays "You will obey me... won't you?">> I sank to my knees. <<heSays "Please mistress - don't!">> <<heSays "I'll do anything ... to please you... please don't make me wear this.">> <<sheSays "Will you obey me?">> <<heSays "SyncFuck... mistress - you loved that... please SyncFuck me again... I am in much better shape than last time... I will last longer... please!">> <<sheSays "WILL YOU OBEY?">> I looked at her... saw her determination... I sank to my knees in defeat... I looked up at her, sadly and fully devoted. <<heSays "Of course I will... you need not ask.">> I sank lower... and kissed her feet. She lovingly said... <<sheSays "I know... come now... come to bed with me... let us celebrate some sex and let us make you cum... I want you to remember what pleasures are denied to you.">> We had great, satisfying sex. First she gave me one hell of a blow job. She too would be missing my dick... she edged me for half an hour... before she finally let me cum in her mouth, really cum I mean... not ruined. She gave me a little pause after - but soon encouraged me to proof that missionary was our favourite position still. My cock was in her and I could see her enjoying every bit of it. She did not allow me to cum for five "rounds" which she thoroughly appreciated. But the last round was without restriction ... and at last we came together and had a double orgasm that proved in every way that we were sex mates. It was absolutely awesome. <<heSays "That was absolutely wonderful - why can't it be always like this?">> <<sheSays "Because I am a wicked bitch.">> <<sheSays "It was wonderful, I absolutely agree. If I were not who I am, I would be totally happy with it.">> <<sheSays "The sad truth is - by living out my kinky side... I have other great experiences. Have you ever had a dozen orgasms in a row? Or more? It is another kind of great and wonderful... and you want me to have that too... so....">> <<heSays "Yes... and you are MY wicked bitch!">> After the sex... my penis was quite small. <<sheSays "Ready?">> <<heSays "No!">> ... and with that she put the ring on ... ... and we went to bed ... [[continue|Part42]]

[img[pics/PRingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part42<</if>> The next day... we were already both awake... She sighed... <<sheSays "I already miss my morning drink...">> ... <<sheSays "How is your dick feeling?">> <<heSays "I try to avoid looking at you... smelling you... hearing you...">> <<sheSays "That will not work for long!">> She snuggled closer to me... started kissing my face... and her right hand carefully stroke my dick. <<heSays "I love feeling your touch...">> <<sheSays "I wanna see how this works...">> With that she began stroking more fervently... but stayed below ring... After a couple of strokes... she threw away the blankets and crawled down to watch what was going on... She sucked the tip of my cock... <<sheSays "Come... come... get up little cock...">> She played my cock with her tongue... and I could not help but to get more and more aroused. She wiggled her tongue at the head of my cock... it felt awesome... at the same time... I could feel the ring tightening... or my penis expanding. It grew tighter and tighter and soon I could feel the little spikes digging deeper into my soft tissue. <<heSays "Ouch... that hurts...">> The pain increased... and actually countered my arousal. <<sheSays "Don't give up... little cock...">> With that she started to suck my dick in earnest... trying to get it bigger. <<heSays "Ahhh stop... it hurts!">> <<sheSays "I know!">> She grinned... and continued sucking... I started backing away... protecting my dick... getting out of reach... of her vicious mouth. <<sheSays "KEEP STILL!">> I froze. <<sheSays "I know it hurts dear... now try to pump as much blood in it as you can. I want to see if we can make your cock bleed.">> <<heSays "Please no...">> <<sheSays "Do it!">> I concentrated... and tried doing as I was told... it hurt like hell... But try though I might... I always reached a "border" that I could not pass. Gratefully there was also a border of pain. <<sheSays "This is disappointing... I had hoped we actually could get cocky to bleed a little.">> <<sheSays "Hm... I wonder if it would help if I turned the ring a little... the spikes then might be able to tear the skin.">> I stared at her in horror... <<heSays "You are not serious...!">> She grabbed my dick in one hand and the ring in the other and tried turning the ring a little. In reflex my hands went down and tried stopping her. <<sheSays "Do I have to tie you up? STAY AWAY!">> I tried to calm down... and lay back. While she carefully twisted the ring... but the soft skin and flesh followed the movement - and skin wise the ring stayed in place - even though she twisted it. Finally... she hold my dick in full force... and the ring in the other hand and with a sudden motion, she twisted the ring... A piercing pain erupted from my cock... my body twitched and my hips jerked involuntary away... <<heSays "AAAARGHHH!">> /* <<heSays "Bitch - what did I do to deserve this...">> */ <<sheSays "Hmmm... finally... some cock blood...">> With that she went down on me again... and licked me clean... until no new blood came forth. The pain slowly subsided... and for now she was content. <<heSays "Was that really necessary?">> <<sheSays "Sure... I want you to be able to fear me... how can you fear me, if I do not really hurt you?">> <<heSays "I only want to love you...">> <<sheSays "I need your love... but you know... I also crave having power over you and fear is one of the instruments of power.">> <<sheSays "Do you want me to restrain myself?">> <<sheSays "You know I will... if you want me to... I'll do anything for you, love.">> <<heSays "It hurts... sometimes... no, if you want it yes... I consent...">> <<heSays "All I really need, is to know that you love me.">> <<heSays "It sometimes... just does not feel like you love me.">> <<heSays "I'll endure anything for you, love... but it would be easier for me... if ... if I could still feel your love.">> <<sheSays "... I ... yes - I can see what you mean...">> <<sheSays "... I have to think about this... I never really thought about how to cause pain, humiliation and frustration to you in a 'lovable' way... ">> <<sheSays "That is quite a challenge...">> <<sheSays "Anyway...">> <<sheSays "Not 100% what I expected - or hoped for... but I am pretty certain... the main point - you being unable to cum or getting a boner... is taken care of.">> <<sheSays "But I certainly hoped for a little more pain... and on the border of getting a boner... blood...">> <<sheSays "But I am sure we can have a lot of fun with this.">> <<heSays "It does hurt a lot... would it help you if I complain more?">> <<heSays "Those spikes... are evil... the thing would have the same effect without them. The spikes are only added to cause pain.">> <<sheSays "I know!">> She grinned. <<sheSays "Isn't that great?">> <<sheSays "Now... would you please put on your strap on?">> <<sheSays "Since your dick is now completely useless, you have to facilitate some other means to satisfy me.">> Pain, blood, frustration and dominance... that was a recipe that really turned $girl on. She was quite insatiable for about three hours... I had to continually fuck her. I don't know how many times she actually reached her climax... but it was many times. Seeing her in nearly continuous ecstasy did not go unnoticed by my dick... again and again... it tried to wake up, but was always received with wicked pain from the spikes. It was torturous... to say the least... and $girl saw, heard and knew it... and it made her want more... For me this was a vicious circle. <<sheSays "We have to keep up your training... I don't want you to relax too much!">> <<sheSays "Dear... your dick feels so much better than this piece of rubber, even if it was made to the likeness of your cock.">> <<sheSays "It is still a piece of plastic, not the cock of my sex mate.">> <<sheSays "Your own fantastic tool... fits always perfectly... it knows by its nature what size, power, hardness I require.">> <<sheSays "I enjoyed this very much... but I am certain I'll be sore later... that would not be the case with your little drone cock...">> <<sheSays "There is nothing, that can replace you!">> We rested a little... <<sheSays "While you fucked me... I thought a little more about the month that is to come.">> <<sheSays "It will be a special month... anyway... for the fun of it - we may pile a bit more kinkiness on it.">> <<sheSays "I had following thoughts... I would like to try the pee thing... that we talked about.">> <<sheSays "My wish would be... that you CAN actually drink it. I know it sounds bad... and I will not force you... hm... not force you much.">> <<sheSays "I would actually favour it most... if it were the only drink you would consume... but that is not possibly due to health reasons.">> <<sheSays "But once in a while... is ok. So a realistic approach can be... ">> <<sheSays "When in bed... at night... I would like to not need to get up to go to the toilet... but that I could use you... you understand?">> <<sheSays "Of course you'd have to learn to be really good at it... so not to spill anything...">> I stared at her ... not believing what I was hearing... <<sheSays "Also... I would like you to only consume food that comes out of me!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<heSays "I... you know ... I am devoted to you... entirely... but I cannot do that!">> <<sheSays "Huu?">> <<heSays "Eat shit... that is what you are asking... isn't it?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "No!">> <<sheSays "Of course not... that is disgusting!">> <<sheSays "I meant our - mother-like-feeding.">> <<sheSays "All of your food will come from me. You will be totally reliant on what I provide you with.">> <<heSays "So... I get my food from you. I get my share of pussy juices from you. I'll get my drink in form of urine from you...">> <<heSays "... and since it is unhealthy to rely on urine... I get to drink something 'real' too?">> <<sheSays "Brilliant!">> <<sheSays "Thank you for your input... ">> <<sheSays "No - I think we will actually do this... you will - at night - be my pee toilet. BUT everything you get to drink during the day... will actually receive some pee flavour of mine.">> <<sheSays "That means EVERYTHING - you consume, comes either from me - or contains something from me.">> <<heSays "Are you sure, you love me?">> <<sheSays "Absolutely!">> ... <<sheSays "Ha!">> <<sheSays "I know what we do!">> <<sheSays "I don't have to pee in every drink you take... we ... we will make pee ice cubes for you.">> <<sheSays "... and with every drink you take... you just have to put one of your own special ice cubes in it!">> <<heSays "Ehm... I thought it was not decided yet, whether we do that stuff at all?">> <<heSays "Didn't you want me to try it first?">> <<sheSays "Nonsense!">> <<sheSays "You will love it... ">> <<sheSays "... and if not straight away... then with time... a few days... weeks... months - you just have to do it long enough...">> <<sheSays "... if worse comes to worst... then I'll command you to love it... and we are done with it.">> <<heSays "Why do I have the impression, that I don't have a voice in this matter anymore?">> <<sheSays "There is a very easy answer to that - you don't!">> <<sheSays "You will be my little piss drinker slave... and you will love it!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... thinking about this... I need a couple more orgasms ... ">> <<sheSays "Go down on me... and lick me! NOW!">> [[continue|Part43]]

[img[pics/PeeMe2Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part43<</if>> Later in the day we adjourned to the garden so I could start practising to drink from her. <<sheSays "Since we decided that you are able to drink my pee... ">> <<sheSays "We don't really need to test that, do we?">> <<heSays "Hmm">> I responded somewhat unenthusiastic. <<sheSays "What do you think works best?">> <<sheSays "Should I lie on my back and you cup your lips over me?">> <<sheSays "Or would you lie on your back and I climb you... and face fuck... I mean... face pee you?">> <<heSays "Mistress, I have no say in this.">> I replied sardonically. <<sheSays "Very well, SLAVE... ">> <<sheSays "Then I will lie on my back. It is a more natural approach and being sleepy at night... I probably don't want to climb you.">> <<sheSays "To the point!">> <<sheSays "There are two things you have to learn:">> <<sheSays "First. Don't spill pee... as the sicko you are... you'd probably enjoy some of my byproduct on your sheets - but I don't!">> <<sheSays "Second. Sometimes I might have to pee a lot - that is only natural... you have to swallow fast enough... to not 'overflow'. Nobody likes a clogged toilet - you understand?">> She went back into the house and fetched a large towel and lay on it. <<sheSays "We can spot 'spoils' easier on this - and I need not lie directly on the lawn... so...">> She lay down... <<sheSays "Slaveling... come here!">> I started lowering myself to her... but before I could place my head between her legs... she pulled me up to her face and kissed me. <<sheSays "I love you honey... do... do you want us to stop this?">> <<heSays "You would like me to continue - don't you?">> <<sheSays "Yes... I'd love to...">> <<heSays "Then we will...">> I made my way down... I could not help it, I had to stop every few inches... and kiss her beautiful body... but I finally made it. <<sheSays "When you are in position... squeeze my butt...">> <<sheSays "If you need a pause... squeeze again...">> <<heSays "Can we please start 'slow'? Perhaps only a mouthful? I think I have to get used to it a little.">> She slightly disappointed... replied: <<sheSays "Aww... ok... certainly...">> I placed and braced myself... and squeezed her butt. I waited... <<sheSays "This is not as easy... as I thought...">> <<sheSays "This is not a position my body is used to for this... and I also am not used to YOU being down there for this...">> <<sheSays "...just a moment...">> <<sheSays "here it comes... DRINK!">> Then for a few seconds... a warm liquid entered my mouth... it was salty and somewhat bitter... and luke warm... probably around 37 degrees Celsius... I had a hard time... swallowing a first helping... but eventually I did. I think it helped much, that I did not smell anything... the piss went directly into my mouth... so there was no smelling involved... After I finished swallowing the whole load... and thinking of what I just had done... I sprang up... and began to gag... but ultimately managed to suppress the nausea. The thought of swallowing urine... and the aftertaste... made me gag. On the other hand... I discovered to my surprise thinking of whose urine this was... $girl's ... made me quiet down. After a minute I returned to $girl and got on my knees and started to get into position again. With honest concern in her voice she asked. <<sheSays "Don't you like it?">> I looked at her... with slightly red and watery eyes from gagging... I - not totally honestly - replied... <<heSays "I certainly like it very much! Now I want more...">> When I was in place again... I squeezed her exquisite butt again and shortly after she again released number one on me. I hadn't expected her to go all the way... so her stream very quickly filled my mouth. Frantically, I started to swallow... but since I started to late... and I probably still was too hesitant... I 'overflowed' ... and made quite a mess. Her toilet - as she would say - was clogged. Nonetheless - she enthusiastically said... <<sheSays "That was great! You nearly got it all... We could not expect it to work right from the start...">> <<sheSays "Also... I don't really mind practising this more... it sort of turns me on.">> <<sheSays "Now... lick me clean... clean the towel and brush your teeth.">> <<sheSays "Right now... it is not possible to train you more... but this WILL continue...">> [[continue|Part44]]

[img[pics/MasturbateSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part44<</if>> The second day of our month was surprisingly 'different'. The complete routine had not been established yet. There were no ice cubes yet - since all available liquid had been used for training sessions. For one reason or another she had not started on the feeding routine... What stayed the same though was - how much my dick was hurting with the device on it. The day started 'juicy' - after waking up, I more or less immediately crawled under the blankets to my favourite spot - between her thighs. I woke her up with a first climax... and happily continued for several more. After just two more... she tapped on my head and signed me thus to come up to her. Immediately she started kissing me all over. <<sheSays "I miss my proteins... I... I want something of you... ">> With that she opened my mouth with hers and kissed me longingly... She climbed on top of me... <<sheSays "I want to fuck you... ">> ... and started rubbing her waist against... mine... <<heSays "Arg... please don't...">> The spikes were enthusiastically at work... <<sheSays "I don't care... I want you... in me...">> <<heSays "Let me get the strap on... ">> I wiggled myself free... and tried getting up. <<sheSays "No ... I don't want rubber... I want you...">> <<heSays "That is not possible... I will not get big enough... and the pain... it is excruciating.">> She looked at me... clearly disappointed... <<sheSays "But...">> <<heSays "I can lick you, finger you... you can ride my face... anything love! You name it.">> <<sheSays "No... it's ok... let us just have breakfast.">> We didn't speak much during breakfast. When we were finished cleaning up... she said: <<sheSays "I am a little frustrated just now.">> <<sheSays "I have to blow off some steam...">> <<sheSays "Will you help me with that?">> I put my arms around her... and kissed her. <<heSays "Of course I will... I love you... I'll always help you.">> <<sheSays "It will not be pleasant for you...">> <<heSays "Oh?">> <<sheSays "Come along, I need to tie you up.">> After we went upstairs... she told me to stand in the doorway... she then applied the shackles. My arms and legs were spread and fastened. I again was in a very vulnerable position... and my girl had to blow off steam. She came up to me... held my face in her hands... and kissed me. <<sheSays "I want you! I need you... ">> Her head wandered to my left shoulder... she kissed me... opened her mouth and bit me, harder and harder... until I started bleeding. She turned to face me again... <<sheSays "I told you... I need something of you...">> Again... she kissed me... opened my mouth with hers and deeply invaded me with her tongue... She kissed my forehead ... and licked it... she returned to my shoulder where two drops of blood had formed. She eagerly cleaned them. <<sheSays "You are mine!">> she whispered. She stood in front of me... put her hands on my chest... and slowly moved down and crouched. Descending slowly, she pressed her nails into my chest... her nails raking me, leaving bloody marks on my skin. <<heSays "Ouuuch...">> <<sheSays "Don't be dramatic... these are love scratches...">> She slowly moved up again... her tongue on my body... following the scratches... <<sheSays "I love you... ">> she whispered again, when we were face to face again. With that she fetched the gaffer tape from her drawer and put some over my mouth. <<sheSays "If you want me to stop... just say 'stop' at any time you like. Ok?">> <<heSays "Hmmpf">> <<sheSays "Not like that... you clearly have to say 'stop'!">> <<heSays "Hm mm hhm!">> <<sheSays "I see we understand each other...">> She then fetched another piece of rope and fastened it to the collar around my neck - yes I was still wearing the collars. She fastened the rope at the other end of the room - but not without thoroughly tightening it. Same procedure with the collar around my penis. I was now in a very uncomfortable position. My arms and legs were bound behind me... and my neck and my penis were bound in front... I could hardly stand... but I also could hardly move at all... my arms were stretched very tight and soon began to hurt. ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmmpf!">> Somehow she had gotten the whip. She slapped me across the chest with it. My body tried to flinch away... but was so securely tied that nothing much actually happened. <<sheSays "Yes... this is good.">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> I tried wiggling ... freeing myself ... to no avail... <<sheSays "Tell me... how can I show you that I love you while I whip you?">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> She stepped closer... held my head... caressed me... and kissed my forehead. She then continued whipping my legs... Left... ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> Right... ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> Breathing was getting harder... since my mouth was still secured... I started sweating... Chest ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> She stepped back. Squatted on the bed... and somehow had my second dick in her hand. She spread her legs and inserted my dick into her pussy... and started masturbating... Every now and then she would quickly get up and... ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMPFF!!!">> ... whip me again. After a few minutes however... she gave up. <<sheSays "This is useless... I don't want this rubber shit...">> I could clearly sense... that she was at least as frustrated now as she was from the start. She stepped closer again... took my face in her hands... saw the tears that streamed down my cheeks... pain... being unable to breathe sufficiently... not being able to move... I had not been able to hold them back. She kissed me again... licked up my tears ... kissed my sweaty forehead... <<sheSays "You're salty all over!">> She said thoughtfully. She removed the ropes around my collars... removed the gaffer tape. Then she knelt before me... and touched my dick. <<heSays "Please, love... don't hurt me... more...">> She very carefully opened the device ... and removed it... freed me. She looked at my penis... then at me... <<sheSays "I am sorry... love.">> She got up... fetched the - by now well used - diverse ointments and applied them to my battered, wounded dick. She opened all shackles and helped me to lie down and rest on the bed. We lay there together for quite some time... before she started to speak. <<sheSays "I might have a kink... but ... I am too soft for this...">> <<sheSays "Seeing you suffer certainly gets me aroused - most of the time - today not at all...">> <<sheSays "But it also breaks my heart...">> <<sheSays "I have read much on various websites, blogs and such.">> <<sheSays "I might have a kink... but I am not into femdom...">> <<sheSays "I might like to play 'domination' but I can't live like this.">> <<heSays "I can only repeat myself. Be yourself... don't force yourself to be someone that somebody else has defined somewhere.">> <<heSays "Embrace yourself... be yourself... you are such a wonderful person... you absolutely have no reason to be someone else! Don't follow any 'defined' rules, not rules defined by your own mind - and certainly not any defined by strangers.">> She looked at me... and then loosened both my collars... <<sheSays "Perhaps some other time again... not today!">> <<sheSays "I guess you are still not enthusiastic for a sex mate fuck - are you?">> <<heSays "Actually - yes... I would prefer if I could heal a bit longer...">> <<sheSays "Ok. But tomorrow... you fuck me like there is now other tomorrow... yes?">> <<heSays "Certainly!">> ... With that the "month" was finished after about two days. [[continue|Part45]]

[img[pics/Mission2Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part45<</if>> <<sheSays "Yes! Today is yesterday’s tomorrow!">> After $girl woke up, she immediately went down to say hello to my dick... I mean ... literally! <<sheSays "Hello dick my old friend.">> She kissed me. <<sheSays "I promise, you will never have to wear this nasty thing again.">> <<sheSays "- unless I want you to...">> the last part she whispered and was barely audible. She spread my legs and let her hands stay on my thighs... and lowered her face to my dick... and eagerly picked my cock up with her mouth... sucking... massaging it with her lips and her tongue. It felt fantastic and it took only a very few seconds for me to be rock hard. She looked up to me... <<sheSays "I apologize in advance... I just HAVE to ruin you...">> <<sheSays "I wish I could just let you enjoy this... but ... I need your wonderful dick elsewhere too...">> <<sheSays "Ok?">> <<heSays "Anything dear... after the last days... anything you do... will be pure bliss...">> She didn't wait for my answer... but greedily continued to milk me... the fastest way she knew. What she didn't know... everything she might have done... would have been the fastest way. Not too many seconds later I came. Of course she ruined me... and it was especially difficult to restrain my hips... but I learned to appreciate the things I actually could get. The few seconds of her sucking me... were bliss... my semen came out... and all that without pain. She moved up to me... <<sheSays "Your dick is just the best... and your taste... unbelievable... I had never thought I would get that addicted to it - after my first tasting.">> <<sheSays "I missed this... I'll throw that ring away... I want to have access to you... you were right in your advice... I was stupid...">> <<sheSays "And I certainly missed THIS...">> with only a very few movements of her hips I was in her... We did not move... only gazed in each other faces... <<sheSays "Isn't it amazing how good this feels?">> <<sheSays "Only this simple thing... your penis in my vagina... not even moving... or stimulating... ">> <<heSays "You are so perfect honey... ">> ... <<heSays "Say it!">> She smiled at me... and whispered in my ear... <<sheSays "Fuck me... I want to feel you even more!">> I carefully turned us around... I started moving my hips and I could immediately feel her responding... <<heSays "I want to try something different today...">> <<heSays "Don't start getting angry with me... if not everything is always exactly to your liking... when we are finished... I will be open to suggestions... ok?">> She rather dubiously said... <<sheSays "Mh... make me cum... please...">> <<heSays "Not right away... let me play a bit with you.">> I continued treating her with my cock... until I knew she was only moments from her climax. Then I slowed down... <<sheSays "Go on... don't stop... please I am so horny... fuck me...">> <<heSays "You will cum... love... don't worry... I'll never take that from you...">> <<sheSays "Hm... yes... now faster...">> She was on the verge of cumming... but... I knew her body so well... what she needed... and what not. <<sheSays "Fuck... ahmmm">> She started to move her hips... to reach her goal... <<heSays "Shhh love... don't move.">> <<heSays "I want to keep you right at the brink...">> She obeyed me... and I slowly kept on... keeping her at the threshold of orgasm. <<sheSays "I am so randy... please make me cum... fuck me... ahhh mhhh.. please...">> I sped up a little... <<sheSays "Yes... yes... keep going... hmmm... I'll cum...">> I slowed down... again... and longingly kissed her... <<sheSays "aww.... are you edging me... ?">> I kept moving... <<heSays "Not really... I am brinking you... I know you will cum... any moment I want you to... only two or three thrusts... and you will be a screaming bundle of lust in my arms...">> <<sheSays "Let me cum - please... hmm... your cock feels so good... keep on... yes!">> <<heSays "I learned... that the longer I brink you... the stronger your final orgasm will be...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... finish me... love ... your dick... in me... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I could have cum 5 times already... will it be that good? Fuck me...">> I continued a couple more minutes... <<sheSays "Please love... let me cum... I can't take it any more... the sheets... are soaking... I must cum... please... baby... please... fuck me... ">> ... I was correct... three final thrusts... and she exploded... <<sheSays "AAAAAAAHHHHHH">> <<sheSays "DAMN, FUCK ... YES... AHHHHHH">> She never had been this loud before... I kept on ... following her movements... and her spasms... <<sheSays "YES... AHHHHHH, HMMM">> Her whole body was shivering... trembling... she clung to me... and her body demanded more cock... more movement... and I gladly obliged... She kept on and on... at one stage she held her breath... her face was a lustful mask... her eyes pressed shut... and her head slightly banging on the sheets... mimicking the convolutions of her body. Finally after her head already turned red from the lack of air... she started to relax. I still kept on moving... but slowly... not to trigger her again... more to sooth her... Occasionally she still spasmed... and shuddered... <<heSays "Welcome back!">> I grinned at her. <<sheSays "That ... was ...">> <<sheSays "I am lacking words for it...">> <<sheSays "Thank you...">> <<heSays "You know... I love it, when you say something like 'fuck me' - 'make me cum' ...">> <<heSays "You might think that is 'only' a horny exclamation...">> <<heSays "It is not!">> <<heSays "Coming from you it means so much more...">> <<heSays "It is...">> <<heSays "I love you.">> <<heSays "I am hot for you.">> <<heSays "I trust you.">> <<heSays "I trust you to take care of me.">> <<heSays "I trust my body to you.">> <<heSays "I know you love me too.">> <<heSays "I am attracted to you.">> <<heSays "You are great at sex.">> <<heSays "You know me well enough to know what I need.">> <<heSays "...">> <<heSays "and so much more.">> <<heSays "For me it is the greatest compliment... you can give.">> ... <<heSays "Do you want a couple more 'smaller' orgasms?">> <<sheSays "I thought you'd never ask.">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... make me cum... again ...">> she said... grinning. [[continue|Part46]]

[img[pics/InTheBallSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part46<</if>> There were days... when $girl was just in a mood... She almost never missed out on her morning proteins... It was 'quickly' done, fed her with the favourite meal and left me frustrated and horny. Since it was most efficient and perfect - that part of our daily routine was pretty constant... But depending on the weather... the moon or the time in her period... things might get different... for the better or the worse. These special days were not too often... at maximum once or twice a month... It was more 'dangerous' when she knew we had time on our hands... Most of these kinky days sooner or later turned out to be stressful for me. On the whole however... I loved her even for the bad ones - she always kept things fresh, interesting, dangerous... There were days... where I just was 'dehumanized'... I was wrapped in gaffer tape so I could not move... my dick collar would be chained to the wall... and I had to stand there for hours. I'd have my cage on... and every so often she would use me as a sperm donor. She would come up to me... place one hand below my cage... set the damn thing to ruin me in five seconds... got the load in her hand... slurp it up... and would be gone... she would leave me standing there... waiting for her next visit. Or... I would be placed beneath our desk... which would represent some kind of dog kennel... with a pillow for me to rest on. I was muffled (when not required to lick her) and chained to the wall. In that scenario she often was working or playing games on the computer. I had to lick her feet for a few hours... while she was occupying herself. I didn't really mind though - I loved her feet - as everything else of her. We had a special kind of chair... where she could easily place her hips in front... and her body weight would be held by her knees... resting on some sort of wooden 'knee stand'. In that position... I could conveniently place my head between her legs... When concentrating on work... I was not allowed to make her cum... but I was required to have my tongue in her pussy - this sounds great... but sticking out your tongue for any extended period... is not so easy. Or... Sometimes she just wanted to torture me. There also were different settings... mostly variations of already well-established ways. This included... but was not limited to ... automatic ruining/edging with the device for an extended period... uncomfortable positioning... sensory deprivation... ... blind folded, nose blocked, ear plugs with white noise... then I was chained up in some way... and left to rot... for an extended period of time. In that scenario... she would sometimes "sneak" up on me and hit me in the balls... Which left me for the rest of the time... in constant fear and apprehension... Sometimes... the white noise would be cancelled... and I would hear $girl masturbating with my second dick. In her account that was still in agreement with her only cumming through me... since it was "my dick" after all. She would tease me... by telling me what she was doing... and how much she enjoyed it... and what she would do - or not do - with me. I don't think she realized... that these interruptions of the white noise was most welcome. I always enjoyed her sexuality... and I enjoyed her cumming... and I most certainly enjoyed her voice... she could have read the phone book to me... and I would have listened transfixed on her voice... Or... Pain. ... <<sheSays "Hmmm... this is always just delicious!">> she crawled up from her morning meal. She sprawled out with pleasure.. <<sheSays "It is one of these days again... do you mind if I use you a bit?">> <<heSays "Sure love... always... what is it this time...">> <<sheSays "Not much... I don't think it will take up the whole day...">> <<sheSays "Just a little bit 'pleasure eventing' you...">> <<heSays "Oh my...">> She came closer, lay on me and her face was next to mine... She kissed me... and leisurely bit my nose... <<sheSays "Only... the good stuff... you know... perhaps something breath taking... or the device TBCing you a bit... or a bit of horse play...">> It did not SOUND bad... but I knew her euphemisms by now... something breath taking... was suffocation... TBC meant "The Ball Crusher" and horse play was not traditional pony play... it was using the 'horse'-whip on me. <<heSays "So - to be clear... you want to see fear, panic and pain in my face - and thus feel empowered... and derive lust and satisfaction from that.">> <<sheSays "You make it sound so negative...">> she sullenly said. <<sheSays "As an incentive... may I offer you some sex afterwards?">> <<heSays "We have sex every day... is that really that much of an incentive?">> <<sheSays "That remark earned you at least ten strokes with the whip... mind you.">> <<sheSays "You will not take me - or sex with me for granted.">> <<sheSays "We might as well start just now!">> Her hands went down to my balls and grabbed them. <<sheSays "Do you like it when I have your balls in my hand?">> <<heSays "Sure... ">> I rather dubiously said... <<sheSays "Still?">> She squeezed my balls... <<heSays "Love, please...">> <<sheSays "What? Now I am love again... and seconds before I was your whore you took for fucking granted...">> she squeezed harder... <<heSays "Argh... please... it hurts...">> <<sheSays "Don't you say... do you think that is news to me?">> <<sheSays "What about that...?">> She released my balls... but instead boxed them... a couple of times... It did not feel playful at all... she hadn't restrained herself... and hit me with full power... and I involuntarily balled up... <<sheSays "Don't ball up on me...!">> She yelled... Suddenly I had her tongue in my mouth... and she passionately kissed me... I relaxed and straightened up... a little... While still kissing me... I could feel her hands moving toward my balls again... she took them in her hand... and punched again... <<sheSays "YYY R MN!!!">> She had still locked her lips on mine... and while I was making sounds of pain... she told me that I was hers... and kept on kissing me. Somehow the remark that we had sex every day... had made her really furious. She ordered me... <<sheSays "Lie on the floor! NOW!">> <<sheSays "I'll teach you... to take me for granted... you dirty scumbag...">> <<sheSays "You... you lowlife...">> She squatted over my face... <<sheSays "DRINK this! Drink my piss... you ... slave.">> <<sheSays "If you spill one drop... I'll make you lick the floor clean!">> This escalated very quickly somehow... I was bigger and very much stronger than her... I could have intervened and put a stop to this at any time... we both knew this. But that was not our way... I lifted my head... and sealed my mouth to her body... and shortly after a stream of warm liquid entered my mouth and I franticly started to swallow... there was more and more... and I had to concentrate hard to keep up... I could not breathe... I had to swallow as fast as I could... But finally... she was done... she squeezed the last drops into my mouth... and was about to get up... when I tenderly held her back. I cleaned her up... and 'accidentally' touched her clit a couple of times... also I had to ensure... that no urine by chance was left in her vagina... I could taste her other juices... and with that I knew she was starting to be turned on... so I continued my cleaning mission... after only a couple of seconds... I could feel her hips moving... as she synchronized with me licking her. It didn't take her long... she came a couple of minutes later... I could hear her moans... while she moved her hips back and forth over my face... and I revelled in her lust. After she was done with me... she got up. I quickly turned around... I kissed her feet... <<heSays "Mistress... I am sorry... I did not mean to upset you. I never took you for granted. Thanks for teaching me my place.">> She lifted her foot and placed it on my face... so I could lick her sole... <<sheSays "I know dear ... I was looking for a trigger... and you provided one...">> She did not move her foot... I continued to lick. After a couple of minutes... she gave me her other foot. <<sheSays "In so many ways... this feels good.">> <<sheSays "Seeing you grovelling in front of me... seeing your worship... ecstatically licking my feet...">> <<sheSays "Love... when did you have your last real orgasm?">> <<heSays "Nine days, eight hours... and hmmm ... about twenty three minutes ago...">> <<sheSays "I knew it... you are always so nicely devoted to me when you are denied long enough...">> <<sheSays "I really should not let you cum again...">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... get up... lie on the bed... on your stomach...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Look at me!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "Please...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "It hurts... what have I done?">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<sheSays "You have done nothing wrong... why?">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "Because ... it feels like you are punishing me!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<sheSays "Dear... I told you... this is one of those days...">> <<sheSays "You didn't do anything wrong... I just want to whip you... ">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "You are sick... stop it...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "Damn!">> <<sheSays "Why don't you get up... and stop me?">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<heSays "Because I love you... and you sort of need this.">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGHH!">> <<sheSays "Then... you are sick too...">> This continued... for about half an hour. It really hurt... especially as she continued... and hit the same spots again and again. But I had to give her that... she DID restrain herself... she didn't draw any blood. <<sheSays "Gee... that gets exhausting... I think we should pause a bit...">> <<heSays "Pause...?">> <<sheSays "Pause!">> <<sheSays "Look at me!">> I looked at her face... <<sheSays "Further down...">> I looked at her tits... <<sheSays "Further down...">> I looked at her pussy... damn... she was wet... I could see her juices... and was hypnotized... I scrambled out of bed... sank to my knees and could not help but to indulge myself in her juices... I pressed my face against her and smelled her, rubbed and wiggled my face against her to get her stuff all over me... After a minute or so... she grabbed my face and forced me to look up. She smiled at me... a proud... lusty smile... knowing I completely adored and worshipped her... <<sheSays "That is nice... but the little drone must fuck me now...">> <<sheSays "You must not cum! I want you denied longer... much longer!">> I got up... I lifted her up... and carried her to the bed... her arms around me... smiling. she loved it... when I showed off, how much stronger I was... that I could lift her easily... carry her... I gently put her down... and she hesitatingly released her arms... but immediately sprawled on the bed... and invited me with her whole body to join her... to satisfy her sexual needs. She was on a roll. The events in the last hour made her one lusty bitch. Denying me... having me grovel at her feet... making me drink her... whipping me... smelling her own juices when my face was near her... all these things combined... For the next two hours or so... she was insatiable... it was good that I was trained by now. She had me fuck her again and again... Her juices were not stopping to flow, she trembled, spasmed, writhed and moaned from one climax to another. When she had a more lucid moment, her hands grabbed my back and pulled me further onto her... and she heard me groan as her hands touched my whipped back... and my pain directly fed her libido... and thus she was energized again. After the said two hours...: <<sheSays "Let's pause a bit... I am getting hungry...">> While breathing heavily... <<heSays "Pause?">> <<sheSays "Pause!">> <<sheSays "I am not done with you yet.">> <<sheSays "So, what will you prepare for me as lunch?">> <<heSays "Mistress, I thought a fresh season salad... with oil and vinegar dressing... I also thought about baking a fresh bread to go along with it... if it pleases you...">> <<sheSays "Sounds good... just don't take too long... I am starving...">> <<heSays "At once, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Hey! You stay naked... nobody allowed you to put on clothes!">> <<heSays "Certainly, mistress - my bad... my apologies... I didn't think...">> <<sheSays "Of course you did not think...">> <<sheSays "Wait... come here...">> She closed her hand around my balls again... and pulled me down. <<sheSays "Kiss me slave...">> I kissed her... tenderly, lovingly... and she responded in kind... our tongues were playing... battling... and for a few minutes... were just 'normal lovers' kissing each other... Then she squeezed my balls so hard... I went to my knees. <<sheSays "So you don't forget... that your mistress is waiting... you can go now!">> She really was in a strange mood that day. Half an hour later... lunch was nearly finished... she called me out... <<sheSays "SLAVLING! COME HERE!">> She was sitting on the toilet... <<sheSays "A thought just occurred to me... fetch me a glass please.">> I returned with a glass... <<sheSays "Watch me... I'll also provide some ingredients for YOUR meal...">> She urinated in the glass. <<heThinks "What is up with all the urine lately?">> When the glass was nearly full she handed it to me... but she hadn't stopped her stream... she splashed some on the toilet... and on the floor. It looked very much as she had done that on purpose... <<sheSays "Oops, I'm so clumsy!">> <<sheSays "I'll take the glass... and prepare some ice cubes...">> <<sheSays "CLEAN UP!">> I started getting some toilet paper to clean... <<sheSays "You are not seriously wasting good toilet paper on THAT?">> <<sheSays "When I said clean... I of course meant LICK it clean!">> She set the glass aside... got hold of my neck and pushed my head to the toilet seat. <<sheSays "Lick it slave!">> Gee today... she was really showing her best sides. <<heSays "Of course mistress, I... I am sorry... I am so stupid...">> <<sheSays "Stop talking and start licking...">> ... <<sheSays "Now the floor. I don't want to see a single drop!">> I bent over to lick the floor clean... but I guess I did that a little too soon... before my mistress left the room. In that position... she could get a damn good view of my balls dangling between my legs. In her present mood that was a provocation in her eyes... <<heSays "Arrrhhh!!">> She had kicked me in the balls from behind. <<sheSays "Stupid drone...">> she muttered... and left the room... to finally make her special ice cubes... After I finished cleaning... I soon finished preparing lunch... I took the bread from the oven... and set the table. <<heSays "Sweetheart - lunch is ready!">> <<sheSays "Sweetheart?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress, you are my sweetheart and I love you!">> She grinned at me. <<sheSays "You better! I love you too!">> She stood beside me... put her hand between her legs and scooped up the juices that were left from the last action... surprisingly the hand was still glistening wet... she held her hand over my salad... hand 'washed' her juices with the rest of the urine off - into my salad as a special dressing flavour. She went to wash her hands... I could not help the situation... so after she returned I surprised her and said: <<heSays "Thank you darling... I was afraid to ask this... I love your taste - my lunch just got so much more delicious!">> We ate lunch... and the taste was not to bad... the oil and vinegar covered most traces of urine... the special seasoning was more symbolic than anything else. <<heSays "So... what has gotten into you today?">> <<sheSays "You... more than two hours...">> she grinned <<heSays "Not what I meant... am I being punished for something... or is it just the peckish side of you that got the upper hand...">> <<sheSays "It has nothing to do with you... apart from the fact that you are my soul mate, my sex mate, my property... and my urinal.">> <<sheSays "You know I love you... I just have my mad days... and you know me... and I know you.">> <<sheSays "In the end... you always love me... and you want me to live out my kinks. I get cravings... and I live them...">> <<sheSays "If it is too much for you... you can always stop me.">> <<sheSays "As long as you don't stop me... you consent... or even enjoy it also... so...">> <<heSays "You do know that some things really hurt. Not only physically... also... emotionally?">> <<sheSays "That is the whole point!">> <<sheSays "Certainly on one level it is 'playing'...">> <<sheSays "But on another level... it has to be real... I must hurt you... I wouldn't get a kick out of it... if I tenderly caressed you with a whip.">> <<heSays "I understand that... and I am ok with it... really...">> <<heSays "It is just... that I always have an underlying fear... that I could lose your love. Sometimes it just feels so real...">> <<heSays "You can put me through hell as much as you like... if you get a kick out of it... I usually have no qualms about these things.">> <<heSays "The greatest horror I can imagine is losing you... losing your love.">> <<heSays "Please... never play with that.">> <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<heSays "No!">> <<heSays "Not Ok. Promise me! Never to play with our love.">> <<heSays "If you ever say 'I don't love you any more' ... it must be real.">> <<heSays "Don't gamble with that!">> I could barely talk; my voice was trembling, and I was fighting back tears. I saw she finally recognized how earnest and concerned I was... she stood up and knelt before me. <<sheSays "Honey, I cannot imagine that I will ever stop loving you.">> <<sheSays "Even though, if not imaginable circumstances that prevent me from loving you ever occur - I will tell you honestly.">> <<sheSays "I promise you - I will never gamble with our love in any kind of kinkiness or role playing or what so ever...">> <<sheSays "I love you with my whole being, soul, spirit and body. You are my soul mate, dummy you know that.">> <<heSays "Thank you... I needed that.">> She held me in her arms and caressed me... ... <<sheSays "Since when are you so afraid...?">> <<heSays "I'm not... usually not. But I guess... your days also leave some kind of impression on me...">> <<sheSays "Come now... eat your fine urine salad... and then I'll suffocate you for some time...">> <<heSays "Yeaii! You certainly know the right things to say, to brighten the mood!">> <<sheSays "Slave... go upstairs. Put gaffer tape on your mouth... and start shackling to the bed... when I come upstairs... I only want to fasten your right hand... understood?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress, please be merciful.">> <<sheSays "Hurry! ... and I won't!">> I did as I was told... and a couple of minutes later my mistress arrived in the room and only my right hand needed fastening to the shackles. She was in a good mood... and was softly humming some song... as she fixed me up. <<sheSays "The usual rules apply - just say stop - and I'll stop.">> <<sheSays "In case you can't articulate 'stop' I'll use you as long as I wish.">> <<sheSays "I really like this scenario... because now you are not helpless by you own will - but you are truly at my mercy.">> <<sheSays "What would you do me first?">> <<sheSays "Kick your balls for a couple of minutes?">> <<sheSays "Doggy... cannot ball up... doggy is tightly fixated...">> She snapped her fingers at my balls... <<heSays "Hmmf!">> <<sheSays "Don't you like it if I caress you?">> Snap! Snap! <<heSays "Hmf!!!">> I started wiggling. <<sheSays "Yea, yea... wiggle all you want... I can do anything now.">> <<sheSays "Doggy was not well-behaved at all today! No, no!">> <<sheSays "Doggy said... mistress was a whore and he fucked her everyday... and that he takes it for granted that mistress has sex with him.">> <<sheSays "I am very cross with you... and therefore you'll get a cross ON you!">> She took her whip... measured carefully... and hit me full force with it diagonal across the chest... <<heSays "HMMMPPFF!!">> I reared up and breathed heavily... She stepped to the other side... measured... and hit me again... full force the other diagonal. <<heSays "HMMMPPFF!! RRR YY MD???">> <<sheSays "You must never take me for granted! Remember that - scum.">> With that she spit in my face. I had a bleeding red X across my chest. I looked at her in pain. She looked back. <<sheSays "I don't think you understand yet... how hurtful you have been.">> She came close to my face... and menacingly said. <<sheSays "I will make you understand!">> <<sheSays "Wait here... don't go away...">> She went downstairs... and shortly later re-emerged. She lay down beside me... licked her spit from my face... or rather she spread it with her tongue. <<sheSays "I love you... but you must not hurt me. Don't take me for granted.">> <<heSays "... KNW ... M SR!">> <<sheSays "Yes, yes now you are sorry... but I need you to remember... so that there is no need in the future to be sorry again...">> With that she bent over my chest... and licked my bloody cross. Then she presented a simple household item... our salt dispenser... Humming softly to herself... she sprinkled salt onto me... after she finished... she snuggled in my arms... and started slowly rubbing the salt into the wounds... <<heSays "HMPF... STP! DNT!! ARHG!">> <<sheSays "What did you say? It hurts... yea, yea... there are things we do... that hurt our partners... aren't there?">> <<sheSays "Don't worry though... it is not hurting really much... yet!">> <<sheSays "I've been told the pain increases... the longer the salt stays... it dehydrates the wounds...">> <<sheSays "When I release you... I will allow you to take a shower... and clean your wounds... until then... you better man up!">> She kept 'caressing' my chest... or in other words... she kept rubbing salt into the wounds. <<heSays "PLS... STP... PLS...">> <<sheSays "No no no... we haven't even started yet.">> <<sheSays "Tell me... left or right? Look into the direction you chose!">> <<sheSays "Ok... right it is. First choice is your mouth you know...">> She produced a small glass with a suspiciously well-known yellow liquid... and two tampons in it. With one move... she removed the gaffer tape... <<sheSays "Open your mouth...">> <<heSays "Please mistress... I am hurting... stop this...">> SLAP! <<sheSays "Ok... more precise - don't talk... open your mouth!">> <<sheSays "Don't swallow... this is just for tasting!">> I opened my mouth... and the urine soaked tampon went inside. I was sealed shut with gaffer tape. She got up and crouched on the bed... and removed two tampons... from her pussy. <<sheSays "Pretty wet... ey? - You still turn me on… you know...">> ... <<sheSays "Now stop groaning... I will not remove the salt... that totally is on you! Be a man. Once. Only once - ok?">> She made herself comfortable on me... and with that naturally rubbed more salt into my wounds... but soon I would forget about those... <<sheSays "Now... slaveling... I will see panic and fear again.">> She came close up... and her face was only inches away from my own... With that she put first one of the juicy tampons in my nostril... and then the other... This happened so fast... I was only aware of it... when I couldn't breathe any longer... She grabbed my face tightly in her hands... kissed me on the mouth and locked my face into this position... also holding the tampons in place with her own face... She looked straight into my eyes... I hadn't really prepared for it to happen this fast... I did not have much oxygen... and I was running out very fast... and soon my chest again started heaving... trying to breath. I started wiggling... trying to move my face... 'blowing out' the tampons... but they were held securely by $girl's locked face... I tried to scream... to make any noise... but without air this was a helpless effort... my eyes started bulging... and I could not help feeling panic... as my girl suffocated me... again... ...after what seemed an endless struggle... but probably was only a couple of seconds... I blacked out... When I came back... $girl was still on me... watching me... <<sheSays "That was so great... wasn't it?">> With a swift movement... there were again two tampons in my nose... and she had locked me again in her embrace... kissing the gaffer tape and holding the tampons in place... I shook my head... trying to scream "NO, NO, STOP THIS" - but to no avail... she looked me straight in the eyes again... waiting for my panic... the fear was already there... but she wanted more... it did not take long... she hadn't given me any time to collect a stock of oxygen... and I think I passed out in less than a minute this time. I woke up... shook my head to clear my mind... and at once had again two tampons in me. <<sheSays "You know... stuffing you directly again... is so efficient... I don't have to wait for so long... come deary... suffer... suffocate... I won't let you die... I just want your desperation...">> And with that she locked her face onto mine again. I nearly immediately started panicking... she hadn't given me any time to recuperate. I blacked out… again. I took a deep breath... and another... no not another... when I tried to take another deep breath... she caught me... just as I had exhaled and was about to inhale again... two tampons entered my nostrils again. <<sheSays "I am getting good at this don't I?">> <<sheSays "This will be the last one... I am so wet and turned on now... ">> ... She probably said more... but I did not hear it... I again lost consciousness... When I came back... she was still lying on top of me... her mouth near my ears. <<sheSays "Breathe love... in... out... in out... see... this is how breathing is done.">> I was so relieved... that this ordeal was over... I even started to recognize the pain in my chest again. She had been right... I had totally forgotten my cross... and the salt. She kept whispering... <<sheSays "You know... I now need your dick in me again... I need to cum... many times...">> <<sheSays "If you want... you can cum too... you have my permission...">> Something was off... that did not seem like her... <<sheSays "Let me prepare you...">> She went down... <<sheSays "The permission to cum... does not extend to the upcoming ruining... hold on tight love!">> With that her mouth attacked my dick... and in less than a minute she ruined me... and sucked my semen out of my cock... She put a penis ring on my dick <<sheSays "So you do not shrivel when you pass out!">> <<heThinks "What? You said it was the last?">> <<sheSays "I hear you thinking!">> <<sheSays "I said it was the last one - yes - the last one where I will not fuck you...">> <<sheSays "So... my plan is to fuck you. I will start cumming when you start panicking... when I am finished with my orgasm... you may pass out. Ok?">> <<sheSays "Don't pass out early... concentrate honey!">> <<sheSays "If you pass out early... I may be orgasming... and while I am cumming you wouldn't expect me to save your worthless life... instead of enjoying the ride... would you...?">> She sat down on her favourite spot... with my dick in her... I could not fail to notice how perfect she felt... my sex mate... my torturer. She started moving her hips... <<sheSays "Just a little warm up... see this?">> She held up the well-known clip... <<sheSays "Better than the tampons when I ride you!">> <<sheSays "Ten seconds... get your oxygen slave...">> I started breathing heavily... CLIP! <<sheSays "Now we are talking...">> With that she started moving in earnest... and I could feel the way she moved... that she would be ready in less than a minute... after getting a good load of oxygen... I knew she would have to postpone her orgasm... at least something I could tease her with a little... <<sheSays "You feel so great... my sex mate... with the perfect cock... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Aww... I could cum already... why did you breathe so much... ">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... you did that on purpose... now I must punish you... awww...">> With that she lustily began to scratch my chest... reopening the wounds... fucking me... rubbing salt in my wounds... fucking me... My time was running out... I needed air... I panicked again... scrambled, wiggled... <<sheSays "AAAHHH, YES... HMMM, MORE....">> My hands, ankles and knees were already sore from all the struggling... but... hurt though it might... panic is panic... and I could never not panic. <<sheSays "Struggle... slave... HMMM... YES... Y...">> I blacked out. SLAP! <<sheSays "Damn you... can't you do one thing right?">> <<sheSays "Just leave me a bit of time, will you?">> <<sheSays "Either panic earlier... or last longer...">> She was still trembling from her climax... <<sheSays "I want to enjoy myself here...">> ... This continued for quite some time... I never suffocated quite right... but honestly - could I really be blamed for it? She was really, REALLY cruel that day. I stopped counting after a while... it turned her on... to have this kind of power over me. I was helpless... I could not move, I could not escape, I could not talk... I was bleeding from several wounds... and my denied cock betrayed me by being rock hard for her all the time. It must have been well over twenty times altogether. One might think, with that kind of number... you may get used to the feeling. You don't! It is always a struggle for life and death. I am not sure... that these events did not leave scars behind... that would not heal. $girl had a knack for overdoing these events. Suffocating me more than twenty times... that was exaggeration. I really wanted her to thrive and live her kinks and get as many great orgasms as possibly. But this was not an erotic asphyxiation game. I struggled for life... I was rendered unconscious. The sheer count of over twenty times... that was first degree torture. <<sheSays "You are free... go take a shower... you reek of piss.">> She unshackled my right hand. <<sheSays "I am so exhausted...">> I took some clothes and went to the bathroom. I showered... cleaned my wounds... put on the clothes... got my wallet and silently left the house and drove away. I needed some alone time... [[continue|Part47]]

[img[pics/AloneSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part47<</if>> I did not know what to do. I needed some alone time. I did not know what I needed it for... yes... thinking. <<heThinks "But about what? $girl is everything to me... I'd never leave her for something as trivial as being tortured by her.">> What did I need to think about? Only thing might be - to talk about her "days" - she nearly always exaggerated in one way or another... A couple of suffocations might have been "ok"... vaguely. <<heThinks "When did she become so 'obsessed' with pee?">> <<heThinks "Do I want her to change at all?">> I mainly had to calm down... and sleep over it... <<heThinks "Perhaps time might help me... perhaps I need to revive some neurons in my brain as well.">> <<heThinks "She googled it... a little unconsciousness did not hurt... she said. I wonder if that was altogether true. I probably never blacked out more than a couple of seconds...">> <<heThinks "Where can I go to now? A friend? My sister?">> That night I did not want to be found. I had some money... so I guessed a cheap hotel might be best. <<heThinks "Friends and family is always the first stop... when someone looks for somebody.">> <<heThinks "But first I drive around... listen to music... playing really loud... giving me a brainwash... of sorts.">> I drove on and on... without really thinking... instinctively I drove north... and after about 5 hours... it was night already - I reached the coast. I realized that only a few miles earlier. <<heThinks "That is good!">> <<heThinks "Wandering the beach... feeling the breeze... listening to the soothing waves...">> I parked the car... and wandered aimlessly around the beach... enjoying the nature and the solitude... and BREATHING! It was late in the night when I returned to my car, too late to find any kind of hotel. I was tired to the bone and I could easily sleep right there - and that is what I did. ... I woke quite early in the morning, sleeping in a car is in general not really all that comfortable. Also my back hurt - I had been extensively whipped. My chest also hurt somehow I had a bloody X printed on it. I did feel sorry for myself. I went again to the beach and took pleasure in the sunrise. The fresh air was fantastic. <<heThinks "I wish $girl were here.">> I suddenly thought. I am hopelessly romantic; I suddenly felt lonely and I yearned to have her by my side. I sighed. Looked down... and saw a beautiful seashell... I scooped it up. I noticed my stomach; the last thing I had eaten was a 'delicious' pee salad. I got up, got into my car and started looking for a place where I could find something to eat. The only place I could find was a fast food restaurant. It had to do, I was hungry. I ate my food fast - I longed for $girl; I wanted to go home. After another five hour drive I reached home. It was about noon, I still did not know more than yesterday. I knew I loved her, I did not know what to say to her. [[continue|Part48]]

[img[pics/WelcomeBackSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part48<</if>> I opened the front door and entered. Everything looked normal. I went up the stairs... to the living room, kitchen... nobody at home so it seemed. I went up to the second floor and entered our room. It looked rather messy... tissues were scattered everywhere. $girl was lying on the bed... sleeping... she had a T-shirt of mine in her hands, it seemed like she had been cuddling it till she fell asleep. I slowly removed the "heavy" clothes. I saw myself in the mirror - I was a little dishevelled... and a bloody X could be seen on my T-shirt. I lay on the bed... removed the shirt from her grip and replaced it with myself. I cuddled next to her... breathed in her familiar scent. I was home. I was with $girl. I closed my eyes, realizing I was again exhausted. The sleep last night had been too short and too uncomfortable, combined with the ordeal from yesterday and a ten hour drive. I soon drifted off. ... Quite a while later, $girl woke up. She was quiet and did not wake me on purpose. But under circumstances I can be a light sleeper. I immediately woke up, when she moved. <<heSays "Hey there - sleepyhead.">> <<sheSays "You are back...">> I could hear her relief. As we looked at each other I noticed her red rimmed eyes, she had been crying - a lot. <<heSays "Where would I go?">> <<heSays "My place is with you... at your side.">> <<sheSays "Is it? Really?">> <<heSays "Yes. It is. Really!">> <<sheSays "You need to talk about yesterday?">> <<heSays "You probably know already everything I would say. Don't you?">> <<sheSays "Probably.">> <<sheSays "Nonetheless. Tell me your thoughts.">> <<heSays "Hm. Ok.">> <<heSays "There is only one thing to say.">> <<heSays "With your 'days', your 'themes', your 'living out your moods'...">> <<heSays "... it runs through all these events as a common thread: You overdo it!">> <<heSays "I am truly ok with all your kinks, with your needs, with denying me...">> <<heSays "But - you should be aware that there are borders that when crossed may have consequences. Hundreds of ruins in a few hours... is torture... Whipping the skin off a person... is torture. Suffocating people dozens of times in a row... is first degree torture.">> <<heSays "I allow you to do all those things to me. Because I trust you and I love you and you 'need' them. I allow you to torture me.">> <<heSays "Yesterday... these breathtaking experiences... were just too much. You don't know how horrible it is to run out of air. To not being able to breathe... seeing stars before your eyes, being helplessly bound, feeling that you will black out, not knowing if you wake up - under the watchful eyes of the person you love. Again and again... and again... You start wishing... to not wake up any more. You want to stay in your blackout zone, and if this means death... then at that moment death is a welcome friend.">> <<heSays "I consent to all this freely... but dozens of times... it... leaves an injury behind. An injury in my soul, in my mind.">> <<heSays "This... this might sound pathetic... but it is true nonetheless.">> <<heSays "Yesterday - you injured me. The wound is still open... and when it heals, it will leave a scar.">> <<heSays "I love you more than anything in the world.">> <<heSays "If you truly love me too... don't overdo it. Do not let your kinky side get the better of you. I'll not restrict you - but I want you to know... you can truly injure me and if there are too many of those injuries... it will change me - probably not for the better.">> <<heSays "Mind you - I am not saying that I want you to stop living your different sides... I am just telling you about the consequences if you overdue it.">> <<heSays "After the ordeal yesterday - I... I just needed some 'alone' time, to clear my head.">> She looked at me. Big tears were slowly appearing in her eyes and rolling down her cheeks. <<sheSays "I didn't mean to...">> I broke her off... <<heSays "No... that is not true... you DID mean to...">> <<sheSays "I didn't realize... I didn't think... I... just did...">> I took her into my arms. <<heSays "I know love... you are so enthusiastic about things... sometimes you stop thinking and just do... and it actually is one of the things I love you for. Only... there are times... and actions... where it would be better... to reflect upon them some more.">> She was still sobbing... <<sheSays "Can... we get naked...">> <<heSays "You want to fuck?">> <<sheSays "No... I want you to make love to me... I want to feel you... be as near to you, as I possibly can. I don't even need to cum... I want us to be one.">> We removed the few clothes we wore... she looked at me... <<sheSays "What about those... marks...">> She pointed at my X and the stripes and bruises on my back. <<heSays "Don't worry about them... those are love markers...">> She could not help but smile... <<sheSays "Love markers... ok...">> I kissed her between the legs... checking if she wanted me to enter her directly... or rather a short time later. But I was sure... I would not hurt her... so I continued to our favourite position. When I was face to face with her... I slowly entered her... <<sheSays "I was wrong...">> <<heSays "Honey?">> <<sheSays "Now I DO want to cum... how could I not... with you inside me.">> I fucked her long... lovingly... gentle... it took her full five minutes before she grabbed my ass and shoved me inside her in a fast and frantic rhythm... that made her cum in a few seconds... <<sheSays "YES... HMMMM, damn... MOVE... go ON!">> <<sheSays "HMMM... AHHHH... HMMM...">> I let her finish... and when her spasms grew further and further apart... <<heSays "I love this greedy side of yours...">> <<heSays "Now... to the hard part.">> <<sheSays "Hm?">> <<heSays "You remember the pilots... and the crash... and them needing to fly again... as soon as possible?">> <<sheSays "Sure... what are you hinting at...?">> <<heSays "You got to chain me up... and take my breath away...">> <<sheSays "NO!">> <<sheSays "I can't do that!">> <<heSays "... and this is exactly why I want you to... once... only once!">> <<sheSays "no...">> <<heSays "Honey! Do it - this is not open for discussion - this is an order!">> <<sheSays "Yes, master.">> She said submissively. <<heSays "I 'need' this as much as you do... not the suffocation. But I... am actually very much afraid of being helpless again... chained... at your mercy...">> <<heSays "I... have to learn to trust you again...">> <<heSays "Now... get on with it!">> ... After I came back from my blackout... <<sheSays "It is still 'working' you know. Seeing... feeling you... gives me the thrills still - even under these circumstances.">> <<heSays "Good! I didn't want to rob you of any of this.">> She loosened my shackles. <<heSays "What about the whip. Do you need reassurance there too?">> <<sheSays "I don't think so...">> <<heSays "Ok. Then I declare processing yesterday’s events as finished.">> ... <<heSays "Love, can I go home now?">> <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "Do you still not know where the centre of my home is?">> <<sheSays "I am not sure what you mean...">> <<heSays "The essence of feeling at home - for me - is right between your legs.">> With that I placed my head right where it belonged. I smelled her, cuddled her... and soon my tongue was in her... tasting her - yes... for me this was the essence of being home... secure, nurtured, sheltered - save! <<sheSays "You are a strange man...">> [[continue|Part49]]

[img[pics/StraightJacketSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part49<</if>> I was happy. I was with $girl again... and I embraced being close and intimate with her. Although... after a couple of minutes of delight... my tongue went exploring and I could not help myself... I started licking her... <<sheSays "Just wanting to be home... hu?">> She teased me. But at the same time spread her legs a little wider to give me better access... and somehow her hands were on my head... making sure I stayed right where I wanted to be... <<sheSays "Hmmm, this is lovely...">> She started moving her hips... and I could taste, she grew aroused more and more and it did not take her long to reach her climax. After she cooled down a bit... I asked her... <<heSays "Do you mind... if I just continue... I love this... I am so close to you...">> <<sheSays "Not minding at all... ">> <<heSays "... not long... only a couple of hours or so...">> I really meant it... I wanted to stay there... for as long as she allowed me to. And I did... several hours... I relished being so close to my love. There were times... she came very fast within a couple of minutes. Other times - I licked her for over half an hour before she was close again. I guess her mind was wandering... and whatever she just imagined... stimulated her additionally ... or not. To my surprise... it was actually I who finished this 'session'. It must have been in our fourth hour... when I headed up to her... <<sheSays "Enough home?">> <<heSays "Never... just pausing.">> <<sheSays "You expected me, to push you away... sooner or later, didn't you?">> <<heSays "Actually yes... it is great that you didn't though...">> <<sheSays "I love your adoration... you worshipping me - and of course the orgasms I get.">> <<sheSays "There are quicker - or more efficient ways... but I loved every second of it... and the time I would have stopped you had not nearly come.">> <<sheSays "With you ... you made me a perpetuum orgasmilee... - or nearly... ">> ... <<sheSays "What would you do if I asked you to suck my toes for an hour or so?">> <<heSays "You know the answer... I would be grovelling at your feet in a second and you'd have me sucking.">> <<sheSays "What would you do if I asked you kiss my ass for the rest of the day?">> <<heSays "You know the answer... it is the same.">> <<sheSays "What would you do if I asked you to put your tongue in my ass?">> <<heSays "I'd... do it...">> I said a little ashamed of myself. <<sheSays "Do you know WHY you would do all those things?">> <<heSays "Sure... because I love you.">> <<sheSays "That is only one third the correct answer.">> <<heSays "Oh - wise 'I know it all' be so good and enlighten me.">> <<sheSays "No need to be ironic... I know it... and I use that knowledge all the time. I use it to shackle you... far beyond mere ropes or metal cuffs.">> <<sheSays "The shackles hold you tighter to me than anything else... and the twisted thing - for you - is... you love them.">> <<sheSays "Little puppet, you dance to my tune any time I want you to. Isn't that great?">> <<sheSays "In the correct order... the lower priority would not be relevant if the higher order would not be true...">> <<sheSays "The first reason is easy and you know it too - you just didn't say it. It is because I am a woman and you are a man - and we are heterosexual.">> <<sheSays "It is simply a force of nature... that you are drawn to me - and I am drawn to you. It is our nature to want to be together.">> <<sheSays "The second reason is that you love me. You want to nourish and cherish me, make me happy. You want sex with me, which goes hand in hand with reason one... you want to procreate - it feels great when you have sex and you want it as often as you can and you want us to enjoy it. You like to smell me, taste me - my pheromones draw you unconsciously to me.">> <<sheSays "The third reason, the one you perhaps did not realize as being important, is denial. Denial is not part of our nature. If we have a partner we want to mate as often as possible. Being in denial leaves your body - and your basic instincts to procreate - in desperation. Your instincts, your body, your mind... it craves to have sex... to spread your semen and breed.">> <<sheSays "In that state you as a man revert to a dumb ape...">> <<sheSays "If I tell you lick my feet... your unconscious mind connects the dots... Feet... naked feet, naked female... pussy - Yes I lick her!">> <<sheSays "If I tell you lick my ass... ass... naked ass, ass is near pussy... pussy - Yes I lick her!">> <<sheSays "In that state... you just adore and worship every part of me. Because in your little ape mind... everything I ask of you connects to procreation with me... and I can make you do nearly anything - and the fun part is, you do it willingly and happily... because your little ape mind actually gets a little sexual satisfaction out of it!">> <<sheSays "It is important to realize, all three reasons are nearly animalistic instincts. It does not work on a conscious level, your basic instincts take over and you can't really control yourself.">> <<sheSays "I love this 'power' I have over you. I love your adoration; your puppet eyed looks in my direction. I love that when you just see an ass cheek of mine - your dick jumps up in anticipation.">> <<sheSays "You are way smarter than me, we both know it - there is no denying it. But you are helpless against this - even now that I tell you. Even with your intellect - you cannot control it.">> <<sheSays "In the past I denied you... to satisfy a kink, to have you 'sacrifice' your own needs for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "I will still deny you - more often than not - but the reason entirely shifted. I still have power over you... but this feels more like a 'good' kind of power.">> <<sheSays "Tell me - honestly - don't you enjoy being hopelessly devoted to me, to adore and worship me, to fulfil my desires and needs. To see and feel how happy and satisfied it makes me.">> I could not help myself... perhaps it was the unconscious denial thing and my ape mind. But I went immediately down on my knees. <<heSays "You know I am yours.">> I tiny spark of free will was left in me... and I added. <<heSays "Please... take better care of me.">> <<sheSays "I will, soul mate. I will also let you cum once in a while... we still want children... don't we?">> She chuckled. <<sheSays "In a couple of years you will cum again.">> <<heSays "I stared at her...">> <<sheSays "Gee... a joke!">> ... <<heSays "I found something - I'd like you to have...">> I gave her the seashell. <<heSays "I took a walk on the beach... and I missed you and in that moment I looked down... and there was this seashell. It wanted to be found for you.">> <<sheSays "You were at the beach?">> <<heSays "Yep - I just sat in the car and let it decide where it wanted to go... listened to loud music to get my head clear... and five hours later... I saw the sea, walked on the beach - fresh wind allowing me to breathe freely - and listened to the sound of waves breaking.">> <<heSays "It was beautiful... but I was late... and I slept in the car, which was pretty bad... on the other hand, I could watch the sun rising... while sitting and watching the sea... that's when I missed you - I wanted to share the beautiful moment - but you weren't there...">> <<sheSays "Sounds like you had a good time... while I was crying over you.">> <<heSays "Not working...">> <<sheSays "Hm?">> <<heSays "Trying out the guilt trip thing... I needed that time - and you know it.">> <<sheSays "Thank you - it is beautiful.">> <<heSays "Love... cheer up. What can I do to make you happy again?">> <<sheSays "Come here... let's cuddle, that ought to do the trick.">> She grabbed my dick... put her other arm around me and somehow her tongue was in me. We kissed long and passionately... and then more. <<sheSays "Don't run away from me.">> <<heSays "I am here.">> <<sheSays "I won't injure you again. I promise.">> <<heSays "Don't promise something you might not keep. It is enough if you promise that you try not to. You live in the moment... you are spontaneous and enthusiastic - that is great. Don't change that.">> <<sheSays "Hm...">> I smelled her hair... I smelled traces of shampoo... a little bit of sex... and her own private scent. Somehow... I kept sniffing at her... I could not help myself. I smelled her face... her arms... her armpits... a trace of deodorant... she could use a little freshen up... but I loved her own smell. For me that was not needed. <<sheSays "What are you doing - weirdo?">> <<heSays "Smelling you... ">> I kissed her stomach... and traced it with my nose... went down between her legs... I touched her with my tongue... and got intoxicated with her fragrance... I kissed her thighs, knees - a tiny scent of a body lotion... she tasted salty... her feet - funnily I smelled nothing there. I kissed her feet... and because I knew she liked it... sucked on her toes. <<sheSays "Love... can I buy you another chastity cage?">> <<heSays "What's wrong with the two we got?">> <<sheSays "Nothing... they are fantastic. But they are more useful at home... to discipline you... or something like that.">> <<sheSays "When you go out... to college or so... and I am not with you... I'd like you to wear a normal one.">> <<sheSays "Did you know that there is a newer model of our device? It supports GSM. That means I can control your dick from anywhere... Imagine you sit in your collage class - and I send you a 5 seconds ruin. Hmmm I think we need one of those too.">> <<sheSays "Anyway - I want also an ordinary one... with a padlock and a key. I want to wear that key around my neck - for everyone to see.">> <<sheSays "They won't know what it is for... but I will know!">> <<heSays "Sure - if you want it... get it. But you do know that I do not intend to use my dick on anyone else but you. I don't really need this 'support'.">> <<sheSays "I do... I want your dick secured. It's mine anyway... so I get to decide.">> I was between her legs again... and kissing her. <<sheSays "Didn't you need a pause a few minutes ago?">> <<heSays "I had one - didn't I?">> I couldn't get enough of her... and she did not stop me. I kissed her for another few hours. I finally crawled up to her again. <<sheSays "You should wash your face... you are completely covered in my juices...">> <<heSays "I can't find any reasoning in that statement... for washing my face!">> <<heSays "Tell me - you perpetuum orgasmilee - is that normal what we do here?">> <<heSays "I licked you for six? seven? hours now. How many times did you cum? Let’s say you had an orgasm every ten minutes... then just today you had way over thirty...">> <<sheSays "Jealous?">> <<heSays "A little bit - but I can say... I let my partner cum thirty times today!">> <<sheSays "True - and that is fine for you. You revel in making me happy. I actually like orgasming very much.">> <<heSays "Do you have any friends that you talk with ... about sex? Girlfriends I mean?">> <<heSays "You are my first girl - I have no comparison whatsoever... is it normal for girls to be ... this ... 'active' I am lacking the correct vocabulary here.">> <<sheSays "No. I believe it is not normal. Not at all. I have friends who have problems to cum at all - with their boyfriends. Others cum now and then. I know one girl who is proudly telling everyone that she cums every single time she is intimate with her boyfriend - which amounts to a couple of times a week.">> <<sheSays "I would never tell them that in one week alone I usually step well in the three digit range. They wouldn't believe it anyway - and if they did believe me - they'd probably want to seduce you... no way I'm telling them the truth.">> <<heSays "So... we are sexual weirdos?">> <<sheSays "No - I think not. We are sex mates. We fit perfectly.">> <<sheSays "Please don't get too full of yourself, but YOU are remarkable. You are romantic, considerate and empathetic. You didn't push me, force me to do anything I did not want. You opened all the right doors for me. You never judged me or put pressure on me and you are willing and actively trying everything to constantly improve our sex life. Your own 'kink' to please your girl in every conceivable way... all this 'unlocked' me - made me who I am now... and ruined every other man for me.">> <<sheSays "You probably think you love me more, than I love you.">> <<sheSays "Perhaps I show it less... I don't crawl at your feet; I don't read every wish from your lips... I don't even let you cum often.">> <<sheSays "But I too am over the moon in love with you. You 'serve' my needs and your own kinks - and I do the same. I serve your needs and my kinks. And luckily for us sex mates - even these things 'fit'. We are just perfect for each other.">> <<sheSays "Whenever we meet another perfect couple... we ask them how their sex life goes. You can't really compare us to those 'not perfect' couples.">> ... <<heSays "Are you starving too?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "Blueberry pancakes?">> <<sheSays "Aww! I love you!">> Half an hour later... I had set the table and made several pancakes... I called out to her. We set down to eat... each of us also had a glass of water in front of us. I had put one of 'her' ice cubes in it... I raised my glass to her. I saw that now she noticed. I drank from my glass and asked: <<heSays "Tell me... yesterday - or still today? - You were very into ... your golden juices. Is there something I should know? In the past you were rather reluctant, but yesterday you were more... anti-reluctant?">> She actually blushed a little. <<sheSays "I don't know... it was my kinky self...">> <<heSays "Which we both know... is also very much the same YOU... go on...">> <<sheSays "It... feels incredible... powerful... master/slavery... it turns me on... to see you consume it. It... makes you a second class person... an underling. It makes me the master.">> She was ashamed to say those things. But she was honest... and that was good. <<heSays "You want that feeling...">> <<sheSays "Yes. I long to... subdue you.">> She very quietly said. <<heSays "You do realize... that this is just in your brain... and if I 'submit' that it is only to fire your braincells. That I am not REALLY a second class person...">> <<sheSays "I know that... yes... it is my kink that gets off on that...">> <<heThinks "Kink my ass - it is her... she knows it... but she denies it still...">> <<heSays "Ok... let's play this game... but be aware of yourself - ok?">> <<sheSays "Ok!">> I took one of the pancakes and placed it on my plate. I looked at her - waiting! <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "Sweetie... we can do this... but you know - even underlings do not put themselves down on their own free will. Speak after me: 'Hey - get the cube from your drink... and rub it onto your pancake... know your place - dummy!' ">> <<sheSays "Oh...">> <<sheSays "Hey - get the cube from your drink... and rub it onto your pancake... know your place - dummy!">> <<heSays "Yes... certainly...">> I took the yellow cube and rubbed it over my pancake - where it left non tasteable traces of my girlfriend’s urine. <<heSays "How is your libido - dear?">> <<sheSays "I have a wet spot on my bathrobe now.">> <<heSays "Tell me... when you start mouth feeding me... will you flavour those things with your urine as well?">> <<sheSays "Uhm...">> I giggled... I got her there... After we finished eating - and drinking. <<sheSays "Come here... I know your tongue must be tired by now... nonetheless...">> She opened her bathrobe... put both feet on the table... and spread her legs. <<sheSays "I need at least one more now...">> <<heSays "Of course... tell me - why didn't you introduce those ice cubes a year ago...">> I sank down... and buried myself again between her legs. After three orgasms she began to push me away... <<heSays "Did I really finally wear you down...">> <<sheSays "Never... ">> she grinned. <<sheSays "But what you don't know is... we didn't finish what I had planned for yesterday.">> <<sheSays "Come... follow me... be a good dog...">> When we got upstairs... <<sheSays "Shackle your feet and the knees on the bed.">> <<heSays "Really?">> <<sheSays "Yes really... I am not going to hurt you. I promise.">> <<sheSays "Actually - I honestly hope you will like it - kind of.">> We entered our room... and I started shackling myself... it kind of hurt... since yesterday I multiple times tried in panic to free myself from exactly these shackles. $girl was building some kind of 'nest' at the end of the bed. She loved 'nests'. When I was done securing myself... she said... <<sheSays "Close your eyes.">> <<sheSays "I got a new shirt for you - I want you to wear it... here let me help you.">> She put my arms in the shirt... and clothed me... multiple times I could feel her breasts on my face... that was nice... I tried kissing them... but giggling she withdrew... <<sheSays "You can open them now...">> She tied the ends of the arms around my back. I had been put in a strait jacket... and was again helpless. <<sheSays "This is more comfortable than the shackles - isn't it.">> <<sheSays "I still have to find something suitable for your legs though... I want them spread... I want access to your dick.">> <<sheSays "Originally I wanted to gag you... but I think at this time... this is not a good idea.">> <<sheSays "'Please, lioness stop!' Is still our save word. I promise, I will heed it this time and you will be able to say it - Ok?">> <<heSays "I am afraid, mistress.">> <<sheSays "You need not.">> <<sheSays "You can tell me now to stop if you want.">> <<heSays "Please, lioness stop!">> I said. I needed to know - if she really would stop. <<heSays "Keep your setup... we can do this another time.">> <<heSays "After yesterday... the shackles... my knees hurt... let me heal a bit... ok?">> <<sheSays "She put her arms around me. Ok. Another time then.">> She kissed me... loosened the jacket... and removed the ropes and shackles... <<sheSays "I am sorry... again I didn't think this through. Of course your wounds still hurt.">> <<sheSays "I even never properly cared for them.">> <<sheSays "Lie down... rest a bit... I'll care for you.">> She knew how to care for people; she started her training to become a paediatric nurse half a year ago. ... After she treated my wounds... she lay down beside me, caressed me... and kissed me. <<sheSays "You remember when we sat on the couch in the living room?">> <<sheSays "First you kissed my feet, then you were promoted to bum kisser.">> <<heSays "Sure.">> <<sheSays "You remember how we finished that evening?">> <<heSays "Yea... you edged me for an hour... then we both were exhausted and went to bed.">> <<sheSays "I told you we needed a strait jacket... and that I loved sitting behind you... having you helpless in my hands and edge you...">> <<sheSays "That's what I had planned...">> <<heSays "Sounds nice... but I honestly think... the rope and shackles would really have distracted me...">> <<sheSays "Yea... as I said... I again didn't think this through. I didn't think about you and your current situation. I was selfish. I am sorry - I need to focus more on you.">> ... <<sheSays "Will... are... will you begin your toilet duties tonight? Or do you want to wait some more days.">> <<heSays "My throat is not sore. If you need me tonight... I am all yours.">> <<sheSays "We talked about the other girls today...">> <<sheSays "Sometimes I wish I could just tell them everything. Brag about you... what a fantastic man I have.">> <<heSays "You know... what we never really 'embraced'?">> <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "Getting you off with my hands or fingers.">> <<heSays "I am so oral fixated... I always want to lick, smell and taste you. I never really thought about my hands.">> <<heSays "It might be a thing worth learning. Imagine we take a long bus trip one day... or a flight on a plane.">> <<heSays "If I would have the skills... I could satisfy you on our seats... without anyone being the wiser.">> <<sheSays "Hm, you got a good point there. Not letting me cum in those boring situations seems like a great waste of time.">> <<heSays "See!">> <<heSays "Should we train a little bit for that?">> <<sheSays "You REALLY need to ask me - if I'd like to train sex with you?">> <<sheSays "Where is my boyfriend - what have you done to him?">> <<heSays "You know we never really talked about what you like and what not, what is better for you and what turns you off or what even might hurt.">> <<heSays "I just followed my instincts... and it seemed to work fine.">> <<sheSays "You are my sex mate - your instincts are perfect - what can I say?">> <<heSays "Anyway - if I do anything wrong... or could do better... please tell me - ok?">> She took my hand and placed it between her legs. <<sheSays "Just start already...">> I was kind of nervous though. <<heSays "Clitoris or rather vagina?">> <<sheSays "Will you stop talking now and just follow your perfectly well developed instincts?">> She was right... of course. I slowly started circling around her clit... stopping every now and then to get some of her juices as a natural lubricant. Soon I noticed her breathing slightly changing... she got more aggravated... and I sped up my circling motion. At the same time my mouth discovered her breasts... and I started kissing and sucking. Her stomach heaved up slightly... and her breathing got faster... and I thought I even heard soft moans. I slowed down a little... <<sheSays "Hmmm... keep going... faster...">> One of my hands played with her left breast... my mouth sucked, kissed and loved her right one... and my fingers carefully, fast and well lubricated sped over her clitoris. She lasted another twenty seconds... and then exploded... <<sheSays "AHHHHH, HMM, YESSSSS... slower now... less pressure... hmmm... aahh">> Half a minute later... her spasms were nearly gone. <<sheSays "I told you... your instincts are just fine...">> <<sheSays "Sucking my tits... was great to...">> <<sheSays "Give me a minute to cool down ok?">> <<heThinks "One minute for what?">> She turned around... and one hand 'probed' my dick... which naturally was rock hard. Ten days of denial... dozens of orgasms of my girl today... and my hands still wet from her. There was no way I was not rock hard at her side. <<sheSays "Good.">> <<sheSays "I need to fuck you now.">> <<sheSays "I need you denied longer... so don't cum!">> I did not expect that, damn she sure was a lusty bitc... girlfriend. She climbed on top of me... and I swear... my dick automatically entered her. Neither of us guided it... or was even already prepared. <<sheSays "Ohmmm, damn... this will not take long...">> With that she started to ride me. Lustily... enthusiastically - where did she get the energy from... to ride herself to the maybe fortieth climax? She was unbelievable. She was out of her mind... I could see she was in another space... and could only feel my cock in her... stimulating her... she sat on me... rode me... her hands clenching at my chest. As she frantically moved her hips. <<sheSays "AHHHHH, HMM, YESSSSS... OH MY GODDD... AHHH">> She threw herself on my body... keeping my dick in her. In slower movements rubbing her chest and stomach against me... she slid on my body up and down... and thus moving my dick in and out. With every movement down - my penis into her - she moaned <<sheSays "AHHHHH">>. She kept stimulating her in this way... probably another minute... the spasms slowly fading. She opened her eyes and looked at me. <<sheSays "Oh... you are here too? I didn't notice... anything... anyone in the last minutes... I was totally spaced out.">> <<sheSays "Damn... you know... licking me for eight hours was bloody fantastic... and I certainly want you to do that again... I wouldn't mind daily.">> <<sheSays "But your dick in me... is something different. Damn that was good.">> <<sheSays "I actually wanted to fuck you some more rounds... but right now... I am done.">> <<heSays "Then sleep baby... I'll be here, I watch over you. I love you!">> She was drifting away... sleepily she said... <<sheSays "In the morning... I'll get my proteins... you must be full of them... you were not milked today...">> She was still laying on me... she didn't even move... my penis throbbing in her... captured in her fantastic, needy, hot slippery vagina. I lay still. I did not want to move... my penis enjoyed her. She was not heavy... The love of my life lay on me exhausted from having sex. I would never put her away. I fetched the blanket... covered her... and put my arms around her. For a long time I could not sleep... but that was good. My girl was in my arms... and my damn cock did not stop wanting her. It did not help... that every now and then she slightly twitched... Even the slightest movement was taken as stimulation by my treacherous cock. But at some point... I did fell asleep. ... <<sheSays "... the blue.... take the blue...">> <<heSays "hu?">> I woke up... I slept very lightly... she was still lying on me... and my dick still strongly in her... <<sheSays "umbrella... the tree...">> she sluggishly whispered... She was dreaming... so cute. She was quiet again... I watched her, held her... I tried to sleep again. <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> <<heSays "Yes love...?">> She slightly moved her hips. What was he doing? <<sheSays "... the sun... island... hmm">> Her hips moved... only slightly... but steadily... rhythmically. <<sheSays "Yes... hmmm... the green... hmm">> Damn... she was sleeping... and dream fucking me... <<sheSays "hmm... hmm...">> This was hot... I was getting so aroused by her. Her movements were slow... even subtle... but continuously... with every of her movements... she dreamily whispered, moaned. <<sheSays "The clouds are... hmm... hmm...">> She must have a weird dream... but she obviously was enjoying herself. I wondered... who she had sex with... was it me - or someone her fantasy produced for her. I was in good training. I could easily restrict my own arousal. But this was something else. She unconsciously... ground herself on my still hard erect cock. It had been in her for hours now... Always hoping for some action... and now it was... there. I knew she still wouldn't want me to cum. So I tried to hold it. But her dream self was relentless... She kept moaning in my ears... <<sheSays "hmm... hmm... yeahhh, hmm...">> She took her time... longer than in her lucid state... I also did not want to awaken her... I wanted her to enjoy this dream... I wanted her to reach the unconscious climax, satisfied... beyond the usual... She kept going... steadily... moaning... minutes... and some more minutes... Suddenly... without any prior notice... speed up... or any change... she came. I heard her slightly different moans. Felt the spasms of her vagina... she still kept her steady pace... but it was overlayed with her orgasmic trembling. <<sheSays "ohh... hmm... yeaa... ">> Her hip movements slowed down even more... till she lay on me very still. Occasionally a slight shudder went through her body... <<sheSays "hmm... close... the... door...">> Was the last I heard of her. I had gotten through this. I did not cum. But my dick was still throbbing in her... waiting to be released or fucked. But neither came to pass. I held her... smelled her... I was happy with her... and several minutes later I fell asleep again... ignoring the desperate pleas of my cock. ... A couple of hours later... $girl woke up... and I nearly at the same time. <<sheSays "Did you leave me on you?">> <<sheSays "Was your boner in me the whole time?">> <<heSays "Hm... What? Yes ... it seems so...">> My cock was still enjoying his hot 'cage'. <<sheSays "That is so cool! Even when sleeping your dick lusts after me. I love it!">> <<sheSays "I'm sorry... but I have to climb down now... poor dick. It must be so disappointed... it waited so long.">> <<sheSays "You know... I don't really need to... but since we are both awake anyway.">> <<sheSays "Get down there and receive your drink. Honey.">> <<heSays "Of course, mistress.">> I went down, locked my face and lips in position and squeezed her butt. I swallowed fast... But it was not really much. True to her word... she probably didn't need to. She just wanted to manifest my toilet status. I licked her clean... and climbed up. <<sheSays "What are you doing?">> <<heSays "Going to sleep?">> <<sheSays "Go! Brush your teeth! I don't want you reeking of pee in my bed.">> <<sheSays "It is me - who stays comfortable in bed. You must clean my toilet. GO!">> <<heSays "There was a certain logic here... I was still so sleepy... I couldn't think clearly... but it would be nice to not have her urine taste in my mouth for the rest of the night...">> <<heSays "Of course, mistress.">> As I stood up... <<sheSays "Slaveling.">> <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Thank you!">> <<heSays "You are welcome, mistress.">> I cleaned the toilet... and went back to bed. The rest of the night was uneventful. [[continue|Part50]]

[img[pics/AssLickerSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part50<</if>> <<heThinks "I am in heaven...">> <<heSays "hmm... that... feels... so good...">> <<heSays "Love... this is wonderful...">> She sucked my dick with such vigour and eagerness... and I had been so deprived of my own sexual pleasure... it was pure bliss feeling her loving my dick. <<heSays "Please ... hmm... keep going... this... is hmmm... so...">> <<heSays "Please, PLEASE... NO! HMMMGGGF ... PLEASE!">> She let my lust, bliss and all these wonderful feelings... drip in her mouth. Collected my cum... my euphoria... and as soon as the 'danger' of me experiencing orgasmic pleasure was gone... she would convert it into her own, and afterwards suck the remaining traces out of me to insure there was nothing left for me to enjoy. Then she started all over again and repeated her suck and deny morning ritual - and again. Three times over... the standard. After sucking me dry and additionally effectively converting my lust to her own, she needed me in her. The longing, craving and need to cum was hers now. I was degraded to the status of her sex toy. I knew at this stage - after her first act... even if I would cum now... it would not be satisfying. She had converted me to a slave of her own lust... and the greatest satisfaction I could now get... was to satisfy her. She knew that... I was her helpless thrall now... and with all my being I now longed to make her cum... get my own little piece of satisfaction from pleasing her. She was positively voracious. The impressions of the previous day and night were lingering in her. I licked her eight hours yesterday... I was her pee drinker, her toilet. Half the night she had my dick in her... knowing that I was in her... the whole time... my dick craving for the tiniest of her movements. Me being in denial for nearly two weeks now, hearing... feeling how desperately I had wanted to cum. All these things clicked in her mind... over and over again... At the same time I was the sex toy at her disposal... fucking her, not allowed to cum... and each of her own orgasms added to my denial account. Knowing I was her helpless sex slave... and I even enjoyed my slavedom as I longed to pleasure her. It was a virtuous circle for her... and I was allowed to fuck her for more than four hours. I think it was a new record... I was in good training... At the end we both were sweating heavily... and we decided nearly at the same time... we needed a rest. I rolled to the side and watched her... breathing heavily. <<heSays "You are so wonderful.">> My ape mind was still drawn to her. I gently licked the charming sweat beads from her breast. <<sheSays "God... you are so devoted to me... this is almost eerie... but I love it.">> <<sheSays "Go on... taste me... but I will lie here still and rest... I am totally spent just now.">> I kept tasting her wonderful body... the tiny little salty proofs of her orgasms all over her... <<sheSays "You do know that I love you - don't you?">> <<heSays "I hope you do...">> <<sheSays "Don't pretend to be so insecure. You know I do.">> <<sheSays "Do you honestly think, what we did just now - I could have done with someone I didn't love?">> <<sheSays "Your incredible dick. You cute little ass. You nose... eyes. Your lips ... your kisses. Your love and devotion. Your brains...">> <<sheSays "Please... you must know... this kinky stuff... slavery, pee, denial, pain. That is just sugar on top. You allow me this... but even if you said 'no more!' you'd still be my one and only man.">> <<sheSays "If you out of the blue decided... that you wanted to cum 5 times a day... and I am allowed only once a week... You would still be the man I wanted to stay with for the rest of my life.">> <<sheSays "Of course you would not do that - because the wonderful, romantic, caring man you are.">> <<sheSays "What kind of 'proof' can I give you - that I love you?">> <<heSays "Love is not about proof. It is trust and freedom and home.">> <<heSays "I must admit... You lost some of my trust... the day I went to the sea.">> <<heSays "You can't do much about it... it will probably heal - eventually - it needs time.">> <<heSays "You are right... it left me feeling a bit insecure.">> <<heSays "I'm sorry... that I am not ... 'stronger'... ">> <<heSays "I am a bit clingy at the moment...">> She had watery eyes now... <<sheSays "No - don't be sorry... it was totally my fault and I know it. I cannot undo it.">> <<sheSays "I... will heal you... I'll care for you... always.">> <<sheSays "Come here... let me hold you... ">> ... <<heSays "Tell me... can you remember any dreams you had last night?">> <<sheSays "Hmm... no... not really... ">> <<sheSays "I remember you begging me to let you drink from me... and you brushing your teeth later... but that wasn't a dream, was it?">> <<heSays "Even earlier than that... you were talking in your sleep... something about an umbrella... an island... clouds...">> <<heSays "Does it ring any bells...?">> <<sheSays "No...">> <<heSays "Do you remember fucking anyone in your dreams?">> <<sheSays "What? No... I think I would remember that...">> <<heSays "It seems you don't...">> I grinned. <<sheSays "What? - What aren't you telling me.">> <<heSays "At night - when you were still lying on me, my cock kept worshipping you on its own. You had this dream...">> <<heSays "... and occasionally you'd utter some words... you started moving your hips... started moaning... ">> <<heSays "... this continued for quite some time...">> <<heSays "... and you finished with a beautiful sleep orgasm...">> <<heSays "... you even fuck me in your sleep. You are so hot!">> She stared at me... unbelieving... <<sheSays "You are kidding me... aren't you?">> <<heSays "No, believe me... you did exactly that.">> <<sheSays "Do you... was I... the man, was it you?">> <<heSays "I don't know. It doesn't matter though... you can dream whatever you like.">> <<sheSays "I sleep fucked you. That is so... so awesome.">> <<sheSays "That gives a whole new dimension to the saying 'you are the man of my dreams'.">> ... <<sheSays "Do you mind if you address me as goddess?">> <<heSays "Goddess? That's new!">> <<sheSays "You worship me... don't you? That is the language we use in our 'community' of men worshipping women... don't you know anything?">> <<sheSays "Am I your goddess?">> <<heSays "You are everything to me... sure... that includes goddess as well.">> ... <<heSays "Goddess... when... when will you let me... cum again?">> <<sheSays "When I want to - and only then.">> <<heSays "We just fucked four hours or so... I... I still can't stop thinking about you... I always want to touch you. Kiss you. I can't help myself.">> <<heSays "Don't you get sick of me... being so... so clingy... needy?">> <<sheSays "No. This is one of the reasons you are denied. To have you following and adoring me with every step I make... I love it!">> <<sheSays "... and if you get too clingy... I just chain you up somewhere...">> I put my head between her legs... and rubbed my face on her... smelling her... <<heSays "You said... you didn't mind... goddess.">> After a few minutes she pulled me up... <<heSays "Aww.">> She grabbed my penis and started stroking it... slowly. <<sheSays "It’s awesome - how well we got you trained by now.">> <<sheSays "You can now nearly fuck me endlessly - and at the same time restrain yourself.">> <<sheSays "I want to play with you a bit. Don't restrain yourself... if you can cum... do it.">> <<sheSays "I won't make it easy for you... all I want is to edge you... but if I make a mistake... you might get lucky... ok?">> She kept stroking... <<sheSays "Look at... imagine... me cumming... you licking me... savouring my juices. Feel how I enjoy your attention... listen to my moans... as your tongue gives me so much pleasure ... I'll cum soon...">> <<sheSays "hmmm, ahhh, hmmm, yes...">> she whispered in my ear. Then she stopped. She knew I was about to cum. <<heSays "Goddess...">> I pressed out... my dick twitching in preparation to cum... my hips heaving up... She knew me too well... her moaning in my ears... even faked... would set me off - she knew that. <<sheSays "' didn't make it yet - did you...">> she kissed me. <<sheSays "That's ok... I'll keep playing...">> she laughed and kissed me again. She went down to my cock... which eagerly awaited her touch. Her mouth was on me... one second... two seconds... <<heSays "Please...">> She separated herself from me... and watched me spasm as my orgasm escaped me again. <<heSays "Goddess - please.">> After a couple of seconds... she gently touched my glans with her tongue. Only the tip of her tongue... she lightly sped over my most sensitive area... it could hardly be felt... but it was enough... I knew it... I was fast approaching bliss again... and again she drew away... <<heSays "No... no no... please... just a second longer ... please goddess!">> She came back to my face... her hand grabbing my dick... keeping it on the border. <<sheSays "Look at me... I only need to do this for two seconds... and you will shoot your load. Orgasm... bliss... being denied... so long... you will think you are in heaven... only this...">> For two seconds... she flicked her tongue at my nose. <<sheSays "It would cost me nothing, NOTHING at all to let you cum.">> <<sheSays "But I will not. I will not even give two seconds of wiggling my tongue.">> <<sheSays "You are my slave... not even worth a tongue wiggle...">> With that she withdrew her hands from me... <<heSays "NO... Please... mistress... goddess... I am your slave... I do anything... please continue...">> My dick twitched again... helpless at the empty air... reaching out for any kind of touch... <<sheSays "No... not even two strokes for you... ">> she grinned. She was enjoying this tremendously. Feeling my arousal with her own hands. Knowing that not only her commands had the power to deny me. But also her hand... mouth... feet... vagina... her whole body... could deny me, if she just used it with the right timing. She started slapping my dick with her hand. These were not hard slaps... my dick enjoyed them... for it... these were very fast, strong strokes... I would get off on them... if she just kept going... <<heSays "Ahhh... no... goddess... slap me... again... please...">> Why did she always know when to stop? How is that possible? Giggling... <<sheSays "Do you listen to yourself... you sex crazy ape... you beg me to slap you... ">> <<sheSays "See this... she wiggled her hand in front of my face...">> <<sheSays "This has the power to make you cum... but I won't let you cum.">> <<sheSays "I will let you stay in your ape state... worshipping me.">> And with that - she grabbed my dick... squeezed it very powerful... wanked me with full force for five seconds... <<heSays "Ohhh... goddess... you are so cruel... please...">> helpless twitching... arching in the empty air again. <<sheSays "I am not cruel... I am having fun!">> ... She continued edging me... endlessly - one and a half hours... which very much felt endless... It was wonderful... and horrible at the same time. <<sheSays "Ok... that's enough for now...">> <<sheSays "Wipe your tears away... that does not look very manly... you know?">> Yes I had some tears of frustration in my face. <<heSays "Sorry goddess... at once.">> <<heSays "Can... can you do me a favour.">> I sank to my knees in front of her. <<sheSays "I am not letting you cum... I thought you understood that by now.">> <<heSays "I know... you... decided not to... thank you for the time you spent with me... ">> <<heSays "I... I made a promise... to only cum from you.">> <<heSays "Please help me. Cage me... after this... I... I will not be able to not touch myself...">> I was pretty ashamed to admit this. I craved an orgasm so much... I just had to have one... I would not be able to restrain myself. <<heSays "Please... I ... want to keep my promise... ">> She smiled at me... a happy, devious, being the master smile... <<sheSays "You beg me to cage you?">> <<heSays "Yes... if you don't I'll wank as soon as you leave the room... I will not be able to restrain myself... I am a helpless male... I need a woman... my woman to control me... for I cannot.">> <<heSays "Please, goddess, take care of me.">> She looked at me... her expression... joy, anticipation... devious... Haltingly she said: <<sheSays "Trust me... you don't want me to do this.">> <<sheSays "If I cage you know... knowing the state you are in...">> <<sheSays "I will not be able to control myself... I'd set the cage to edge you for the next few hours... ">> I looked at her in horror... <<sheSays "I'll take care of you... Here... put this one on... we didn't use it yesterday...">> she got up and handed me the straight jacket. <<sheSays "Put it on!">> I did ... and she fastened the loose ends... and I could not move my arms any more. I would not be able to wank... wearing this. <<sheSays "See? You are not wankable any more... problem solved.">> <<heSays "Come to bed with me honey... let's watch a movie.">> We did... but I can't remember what movie it was. Asking her to restrain me... triggered something in her. She would not let go of my dick... she teased me the entire time. Sometimes edging... sometimes... only caressing... But my yearning for a release was held up high by her. After the movie finished... she asked... <<sheSays "Can you fuck me?">> <<heSays "Perhaps for ten seconds... yes!">> <<sheSays "Damn... I allowed you to 'release' yourself. I guess it is hard to restrain you just now... isn't it?">> <<heSays "My body and I ... so much crave a release... not possible... nope. You stroking and edging me all the time, is not helping.">> <<sheSays "But it feels so good... your horny dick... the denial... I don't want it to stop.">> <<sheSays "Well... there are other ways I guess...">> <<sheSays "Move down... a bit. I want to sit on your face.">> <<sheSays "I need to show you what an orgasm looks like... you probably forgot...">> <<sheSays "When was your last one again?">> She teased me... and laughed... I didn't say anything... only moved down a bit. I was about to receive the juices of my beloved girl. I wouldn't want to miss out on that. She grinded... and I licked... her to three wonderful orgasms. All the while... she kept on edging me. After that... she lay next to me. <<sheSays "If I let you cum now...">> <<sheSays "it will probably be a great orgasm for you... but you know... it will be all over in less than two minutes.">> <<sheSays "Would you want that?">> <<heSays "The orgasm is quickly over - you are right.">> <<heSays "But this relentless continuous craving will be gone... by now that is nearly more important than the orgasm itself.">> <<heSays "I want that craving gone. If I only just needed orgasms... I would be content with you... your provide me with dozens of them.">> <<sheSays "Your worship state is so well developed now... I don't want to lose it... and wait several days for it to re-emerge.">> <<sheSays "Will you... will you drink from me tonight... even when I let you cum?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "Sure... you say that now... you'd say anything to spill you semen.">> <<sheSays "Promise me... that you will be able to drink from me.">> <<heSays "I promise.">> <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<sheSays "Love... what would you like most.">> <<heSays "My dream would be to fuck you... missionary... what else... I'd be able to make you an orgasm... I would see you; feel you as you cum... and when you have finished... I would be triggered to cum in you... give you my semen... feel that you are my woman... get lost in you and share my own orgasm with you...">> <<heSays "But I don't know if I could last long enough for this.">> <<sheSays "I like that scenario. You want to share your climax with me...">> She was silent for some time... Finally she said... <<sheSays "No... not today.">> <<sheSays "If I let you cum today... it feels like you have a say in it.">> <<sheSays "That cannot be. I am your goddess - not the other way around.">> <<heSays "I... understand...">> but could not hide my disappointment. <<sheSays "Lie next to me... let's just cuddle and kiss... and enjoy each other...">> <<heSays "It is not that I didn't enjoy you the whole day... but I happily will keep enjoying you longer...">> We lay next to each other... she had placed my dick between her thighs... she just would not let me get some rest... We kissed... talked... caressed each other... and she made sure my dick was throbbing all the time. <<sheSays "I love you... you sweet helpless drone. You are such a nice toy.">> <<sheSays "Did you know... that I nearly always take count of my orgasms? I can't help myself. It is probably one stupid idiosyncrasy of mine. I have nothing really to compare it to. I just take pride in the numbers.">> <<sheSays "At one stage I have to make some graphs... it has been steadily increasing from the day we met.">> <<sheSays "I don't think it will increase much more though. It just isn't possible at one stage.">> <<sheSays "Our crazy four hour fuck session this morning... and the few after... I count already 41 orgasms today. No wait... 42... I forgot the sleepy one.">> <<sheSays "If we keep going like this... in a couple of weeks I'll enter the 5 digit range. Isn't that awesome? ... and it never ever gets boring! Ever! I always want more.">> <<sheSays "Are... you jealous of me... that I... use you like this... that I can cum so often?">> <<heSays "No. Sure I wouldn't mind cumming more...">> and with that she moved her thighs to remind me... <<heSays "But no... I love satisfying you. That you are so... 'lusty' plays right into my cards. I love being intimate with you for hours. I can't get enough of you... or your orgasms. That is pure heaven... and even when we are not 'doing it' I am still daydreaming about you. If you let me... I'll be all over you... even in non-ape state.">> <<sheSays "I know! I know that... sex mate... every orgasm... comes from you... and I want to keep it that way...">> <<sheSays "Hm... 42 - today... I have today already cum more often than you in our entire relationship - minus your wanking... I have no numbers from that.">> <<sheSays "You came 37 times... I think that also is quite an impressive number... at least for someone who is as denied as you are.">> <<sheSays "The overall ratio... is about 1:200... hmm... rolling those numbers in my head... makes me hot again.">> <<sheSays "What do you say... would you like to go 'home' a little?">> <<heSays "Certainly...">> I started crawling down... <<sheSays "No nonono...">> <<sheSays "Turn around... you didn't really think I'd let go of your dick... did you...?">> <<sheSays "Come on... a little edging and playing around... won't hurt you...">> I started kissing her... and she put me into her mouth as well. I could hardly concentrate on her... After only a few seconds... she released me... <<heSays "Hmmm... hm, please...">> <<sheSays "It is nice to see it twitching in agony from so close...">> My cock was only a few inches from her face... She teased me with two fingers... stroking very carefully... but forceful. ... and stopped... <<heSays "Goddess... I...">> I nearly came... my helplessly throbbing penis over her face... <<heSays "I ... can't concentrate... on you...">> <<sheSays "You are such a spoilsport.">> She tugged me away from her face... put her hand around my dick... and just held on tight... and I could concentrate on licking her. I seldom licked her in this position... usually I was between her legs... now I came from 'up north', it was a different perspective. I liked this too. She spread her legs a little further apart, to give me better access... and at the same time... I could feel her hand... toying with my dick. She just wouldn't stop teasing me... and it was working. <<heSays "Hmm... I feel ... that...">> <<sheSays "Is it working?">> <<heSays "No... not at all...">> I lied... perhaps I could cheat and she would let me cum on accident... <<sheSays "You are a bad liar...">> She stopped... and again... I did not cum. <<sheSays "You!">> <<sheSays "Make me cum now!">> I vigorously started sucking her clit... <<sheSays "YES!">> <<sheSays "FUCK! YES... I'll CUMMM!!!">> She lost the grip on my dick... put both her hands on my head... and pressed me against her. While cumming... she rubbed my face on her... not to gentle... <<sheSays "Hmmm... ahhh... TONGUE... OUT... YES HMMM!">> After a minute or so... she heaved my face up to her... <<sheSays "That was very nice!">> She looked straight at me... <<sheSays "I want your tongue in my ass now.">> <<sheSays "Fuck my ass with your tongue... and finger me while doing it.">> <<heSays "I...">> <<sheSays "I am clean... don't worry... dear...">> <<sheSays "Do it, now!">> There was not much room to argue. She lay on her side... spreading her legs wide... and from behind... I bend down on her. I had to swallow hard... it required a lot of determination from me to actually get near her opening number two. She smelled clean... actually she smelled great... other juices had frequented the place and left traces... she smelled sexy. That helped... a lot. I carefully kissed her... and very carefully stuck my tongue out. Licking her. She flinched briefly... it was unfamiliar territory for both of us. I tasted nothing... or perhaps a little bit of her vagina juices. I was very relieved. <<sheSays "This feels weird... go on...">> I very slowly pushed my tongue against her rosette... and entered her... she flinched again... several times... but she did not shove me away. I wiggled my tongue a bit... and slowly got used to this new position. My right hand moved to her vagina... I put my thumb in her... and I synced my tongue movements... in and out. After a few moments... I pulled out and lubricated her clitoris with her wetness. All the while... my tongue kept fucking her asshole. I played with her clit. <<sheSays "This... is... so...">> <<sheSays "Weird... wonderful... hmmm">> <<sheSays "I can't... hmm, believe you are actually doing this...">> <<sheSays "Deeper... go deeper... hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm...">> <<sheSays "She started to softly moan in the rhythm my tongue entered her.">> <<sheSays "I... ahhhhh... hmmm. damn, hmmm">> She came... and while cumming her ass contracted... and I was shut out... I tried entering her... but I couldn't find the right timing with her spasms... All I could do was licking her instead... I licked her asshole... and she kept cumming. <<sheSays "go on... ahhhhh... hmmm. Damn, hmmm">> <<sheSays "don't forget my clit... ahhhhh... hmmm, yes, hmmm">> <<sheSays "hmmm, yes, hmmm">> <<sheSays "hmmm">> <<sheSays "That was cool!">> She said after she finished cumming. I started to get up... <<sheSays "Keep licking... get your tongue in there again...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... this is so sick... you are such an... ass licker...">> <<sheSays "... hmm I thought you being my toilet was as low as you'd get...">> <<sheSays "This tops it... you are such a degraded man... it feels wonderful to humiliate you... to know you diminish yourself for me... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Lick me, clean me... stick your tongue up my arse.">> She had me lick her for another couple of minutes. If there were such a thing as a mental orgasm... she'd have had one. She was totally hyped by my humiliation. <<sheSays "Come up here...">> she finally said. <<sheSays "I'm sorry... ">> <<sheSays "When I am saying those things... it is my kink speaking... and I feed it. I don't think any less of you... you know that - do you?">> I laughed. <<heSays "I know... I don't mind you humiliating me... if it suits you... you can do so.">> <<heSays "I am very self-aware, and for me, it's more a sign of my own strength that I can do something like this, rather than feeling humiliated. I do it to please you, not because I'm weak.">> <<sheSays "I know! I just wanted it to be clear...">> <<heSays "Your kinky side really thrives by humiliating me, hu?">> <<sheSays "Yea... it’s the ultimate master slave thing. Being my toilet... sticking your tongue in my ass. I don't think it can get worse... can it?">> <<heSays "There are always things to make it 'worse'...">> <<sheSays "What? Now you got me intrigued... What can be worse? - Or 'better'...">> Laughing... <<heSays "There are many things... the first thing coming to mind... is going public.">> <<heSays "I bet you'll get a mental orgasm... if I kiss your feet while other people are watching.">> <<sheSays "Aaahh, don't go planting those thoughts into me... you are mine... mine alone. I don't want other people intruding... or getting the idea you are 'public' you are mine, MINE alone!">> <<sheSays "How is your dick coming along.">> <<heSays "You were concentrating on humiliation... so thanks to that it got some rest. The brutal craving subsided.">> <<heSays "I just want to fuck you really, really bad just now.">> <<heSays "The feeling 'let me fuck you or I'll die' thankfully retreated somewhat.">> <<sheSays "You want me to edge you another hour or so?">> <<heSays "Goddess. Please don't. It will drive me crazy... do you want a stupid brain dead fool next to you?">> <<sheSays "Would you still be able to fuck me like you do?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "Naa, then I don't want that.">> She kissed me. <<sheSays "Ahhh... I just remembered where that tongue had been.">> I laughed... and grabbed her... kissed her... and put my tongue in her mouth. She also kissed me. <<sheSays "Will you do it again... for me?">> <<heSays "Sure... it wasn't as bad as it sounds or as one imagines. You were clean... and all I tasted were your yummy vagina juices that went there before and you know I love those.">> <<sheSays "I promise... I'll only ask you... when I know I am clean. Ok?">> <<heSays "Thank you. I appreciate that.">> ... <<sheSays "It is getting late. Did we do anything else today but having sex?">> <<heSays "Nope! Well - there were short periods where we caught our breaths.">> <<sheSays "What do you say... we fuck one last time... to celebrate the day and get a glorious finish and then we go to sleep. I am sure we need to gather strength... tomorrow will be a very sex intensive day again.">> <<sheSays "Let me climb you... claim you... I want your cock... cockgasms are the best...">> I was up in a split of a second... and so was $girl. <<sheSays "Don't cum...">> She whispered. <<sheSays "... I need your worship... still...">> <<heSays "I won't love... use me for your pleasure... that is all I want and need.">> <<sheSays "You are such a dear...">> With that she started moving her hips... slowly and sensually. Needless to say... I was at once entranced... and needed counting prime numbers. I was so loaded... after that day. <<sheSays "Nonono... don't go away. I want you with me. I want to see how much you like me fucking you. I want your adoration... When you look at me... I know I am the perfect woman for you... I want that...">> <<heSays "You are... everything you just said... you'll get me into trouble... you know?">> <<sheSays "No... I won't... you promised you will not cum. You always keep your promises... I know that.">> <<heSays "I already see a bloody arm dangling from my shoulder... hmmm... slow woman...">> <<sheSays "hmmm. How is it possible for you to feel so good?">> <<sheSays "Damn... I really wanted to fuck you longer... but...">> She sped up her movements... At the same time... I put my hands on her ass... explored her... found some natural lubricant... and slowly... carefully inserted a finger in her second opening. <<sheSays "What... oh... ohhhh!">> I moved my finger in sync with her hips... <<sheSays "That is damn... AHHHHH! HMMM. YES... DAMN IT... AHHH!">> I could feel her orgasm with my dick... and with my finger. I started moving my hips also... helping her to keep her pace during her convulsions. I also kept moving my finger... although her body tried to lock it in place. <<sheSays "YOU'R HMMM SO GOOD... HMM.">> She lay herself flat on me... she didn't move on her own any more... but expected me to carry her orgasm onward... with my hips and my finger... pleasuring her till the end of her spasms. <<sheSays "Yes... don't stop yet... hmmm, hmm... ahhh.">> ... <<sheSays "You are such a great lover...">> She got off me... pushed me aside... and lay on her back. She grabbed my dick... <<sheSays "Come on... don't you want me?">> <<heSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... unrestrained... I want you semen in me...">> <<sheSays "I want to feel your lust... how much you want me...">> I got on top of her. I entered her. I checked that I had no collar around my dick. She smiled at me... <<sheSays "Come love... let's un-ape you a bit!">> With the first thrust, unrestricted thrust, I knew I would not last long. <<heSays "Aww... this will be over so quick... I want to fuck you for an hour or more. Just indulge in you... but that stupid dick of mine just wants to shoot. That's not fair.">> <<sheSays "You feel great! It... I feel your lust... not just wanting to please me... I feel you want to fuck to cum... you are so hot!">> <<heSays "Love... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "Use me... use me as your sex toy... enjoy my body... fuck me... sexy... fill me with your cum.">> <<heSays "Oh... hmmm... I...">> <<sheSays "Yes... sweetie... fuck your brains out... I am yours. My precious pussy is yours to conquer... take me...">> <<heSays "can't hold it... hmmm... god...">> <<sheSays "Do you feel how wet I am? For you... that your dick can use me to cum. Fuck me... Let it all out... Your dick feels so fantastic in me... oh... ohhh...">> Then she came... <<sheSays "AHHH... GOD... HMMMM... I... CUM LOVE... HMMM">> I felt her rear up... as she came... spasming impaled on my cock. I was not given any chance... I came a second after her first shout. <<heSays "LOVE, YES... HMMM, AHHH, MHHH">> <<sheSays "AHHH... HMMMM... HMMM">> <<heSays "AHHH... HMMMM... HMMM">> <<sheSays "LOVE, YES... HMMM, AHHH, MHHH">> We kept moaning... thrusting... cumming. Until finally after quite some time... all was quiet again. I was still on top of her... she still held me tight in her. We were so close... we were one. I had tears in my eyes... and a few dropped on her... <<sheSays "Darling... what is it?">> <<heSays "Nothing... these are tears of relief... joy... relaxation, tension floating away.">> <<heSays "Your denying... is ... terrible.">> <<heSays "If I promise to be clingy... pee drinking... ass licking... adoring and worshipping... ">> <<heSays "Could you be a bit less 'deniable'?">> <<heSays "I am not demanding it... you are my mistress.">> <<heSays "But with the kind... and amount of sex we have - two weeks of denying me... is like two years of denial with 'ordinary' couples.">> <<sheSays "Hm... that is probably true - I never thought of it that way.">> While we were talking she reached between her legs... collected my cum which was oozing out of her... and ate it. I watched her... and laughed. <<heSays "You are as sick as I am... you know?">> <<heSays "Are you eating my cum?">> <<sheSays "Sure am... you know I love it!">> <<heSays "I so love you!">> <<sheSays "Listen... I'll think about it. But I won't promise anything.">> <<sheSays "I love you too!">> [[continue|Part51]]

<<if $debug>>U2<</if>> <<sheSays "Did I ever tell you, that I get turned on by domination, master/slave things?">> <<heSays "Really? No You haven't and I never would have thought you'd be into this kind of stuff. How did you discover this - and why now?">> <<sheSays "Yea, yea... anyway... what do you think of introducing some kind of rituals into our lifes. Some, hm, that would perhaps serve this?">> <<heSays "What are you thinking about now sweetie?">> <<sheSays "Nothing much... only small things that mark me as your mistress.">> <<sheSays "1. When you come home or I come home... when I enter our room the first time - You kiss my feet.">> <<sheSays "2. When you leave the house without me - you wear a chastity device.">> <<sheSays "3. When you are to lick me... I'll first piss in you mouth... a few drops at least.">> <<sheSays "4. Each night before we go to sleep, I want to feel your tongue in my ass at least 10 minutes.">> <<sheSays "5. We go to bed together... and when I feel like it I'll sleep on you with your dick in me.">> <<sheSays "6. When you do something that I do not like - I have the right to either squeeze your balls, hit you in the balls or kick you in the balls.">> <<sheSays "7. At any time I can order you to kiss my butt or my feet.">> <<sheSays "8. I have the right to demand you make me up to 40 orgasms a day.">> <<sheSays "9. I can gag you with my dirty underwear or socks up to half an hour each day.">> <<sheSays "10. I can command you naked any time I want to.">> <<sheSays "Old rules apply also:">> <<sheSays "I can deny you as long and as often as I want.">> <<sheSays "You are my pee toilet at night.">> <<sheSays "I can demand you to use ice cubes for any food any time I want.">> <<sheSays "I can command to feed you any time I want.">> <<sheSays "As you can see - these are all reasonable demands. Do you concur?">> <<heSays "I don't know why you need a formal set of rules/duties. You know already that I would do each of those things if you just wish for them. Sure I concur!">> <<sheSays "Wow! Just like that?">> <<heSays "Yes. Just like that. I wouldn't mind adding some more, like:">> <<heSays "There is a minimum of 4 hours per day, that your tongue is in my pussy or on my clit.">> <<sheSays "I have the right to be fed with your semen at least 5 times per day - either ruined or not ruined.">> <<heSays "Every time you see me naked for at least two seconds - your dick must be a boner within the next ten seconds.">> <<heSays "Each time you look at me - your expression must either be love or awe or worshop or adoration.">> <<heSays "The last two I'll do in any case... I can't help it.">> <<sheSays "Gee. I really am you goddess, aint I?">> <<heSays "I am just helpless, I absolutely adore you. I know it is unhealthy and sick. ">> <<sheSays "Ok. No... damn rules... no rules. Take above points as 'thoughts' - I do not want them as rules. When it suits us... we use them as 'hints' there is no punishment... or 'must' - ok?">> <<heSays "Ok... would you please pee on me a little, so I can start licking you?">>

<<if $debug>>U1<</if>> <<sheSays "Love, do you remember when I asked you if you would ever grow tired of me sucking your dick?">> <<heSays "Sure.">> <<sheSays "What did you answer?">> <<heSays "That I would never tire of it even if you did it 24/7.">> <<sheSays "Did you know that the other way around - it is the same?">> <<sheSays "You licked me - how many hours today?">> <<heSays "Can't say exactly... probably more than five though...">> <<sheSays "That is not nearly 24 - you know...?">> <<heSays "What are you getting at? I thought we were going to bed now.">> <<sheSays "I love you down there... what would you say... if I offered you to lick me now...">> <<heSays "That you are a crazy, sexy woman who can't get enough. That I would be glad to be of service and I love you - and I would go down at once.">> <<sheSays "I don't need to cum... would you just lick me... sooth me...">> <<sheSays "I want to feel you... I want to go to sleep while you are licking me.">> <<sheSays "Can you do that?">> <<heSays "All night? Or just till you are asleep?">> Laughing... <<sheSays "I certainly would prefer all night... the thing is you probably just have to sleep at some point, otherwise you wouldn't be much use to me tomorrow.">> <<sheSays "Lick me to sleep, love... but stay down there... when I wake up in the middle you'd want to continue... wouldn't you?">> <<sheSays "Go down. Now. Worship me.">> <<heSays "Yes mistress, thank you!">> <<sheSays "Actually - wait.">> <<sheSays "I think I'd like to be this a little bit more strict.">> <<sheSays "Come dear... fetch me your collars - will you?">> <<sheSays "I know you like it, when I own you - don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes! With you without collar - you know I am completly yours. But you know I love to show it.">> <<sheSays "This will be more than show.">> <<sheSays "Now fasten your lower collar to the rear end of the bed - and hand me the key.">> Than she fastened the upper collar in the middle of the bed. I hadn't noticed before how well she had prepared this. I was firmly locked to the bed. my bottom half was held by the collar around my dick, and my head was locked to the bed by the collar around my neck... there was not much room to move. <<sheSays "I know you would have licked me if I just had asked you to.">> <<sheSays "But I love the knowledge... that you are now also FORCED to stay in that position.">> With that she lay on the bed. My head forced between her legs. The fixation would in no way ruin my licking her. I was bound with chains to her far more profound than any collar or rope could be.

<<if $debug>>U3<</if>> <<sheSays "You know that I absolutely love denying you?">> <<sheSays "I love how desperate you get, how clingy!">> <<sheSays "That you get addicted to my orgasms as surrogates for your own inability!">> <<sheSays "The power and knowledge that I can and do deny you the greatest bodily pleasure you can have and that you love me nonetheless!">> <<sheSays "Haarggg - I just LOVE this!">> <<sheSays "There are two things holding us back in this regard.">> <<sheSays "I'd be missing your dick - because the rubber ones can just not compete.">> <<sheSays "... and that I want to taste you sperm every fucking day.">> <<sheSays "Now... there is a dildo manufactuery I found that gurantees life like feelings or money back gurantee.">> <<sheSays "I want to try that!!!">> <<sheSays "Also I read about ejaculation... and whether I could possible extract your stuff without you getting a boner or an orgasm. ">> <<sheSays "It is not guranteed - but many men are able to produce ejculate when the prostate is massaged right. No orgasm, no boner... just the stuff!">> <<sheSays "I want to learn that... PLEASE, please, please...">> <<sheSays "Can we try that? Please!">> <<sheSays "Just imagine! I could cage you in one of these minimal cages - where your dick only has one inch or so space! You COULD not get a boner. I could get my stuff and you could satisfy me with a real reproduction of your dick.">> <<sheSays "I could deny you for MONTHS! I could deny you getting a boner - and I would still be able to feed on you!">> <<sheSays "Oh... I am so excited.... please... !">> <<heSays "What about me?">> <<heSays "Do you know how terrible those cravings are if I do not get a release once in a while.">> <<sheSays "But that is the point! You suffer and I get orgasms!">> <<sheSays "You will not be able to restrain yourself... you will be grovelling at my feet... begging me to let you make me cum!">> <<sheSays "It will be your utter slavedom - my pussy will be the only thing you can think of.">> <<sheSays "I could even deny you my pussy to let you suffer further. I could use your second dick to get me off without you... or force you to watch me...">> <<sheSays "I could... later... deny you my body entirely... you would not even see me naked anymore...">> <<sheSays "I could make you suffer, craving so much... ">> <<heSays "$girl! No!">> <<heSays "You can stop this train of thoughts right away.">> <<heSays "If this is your final goal - You can pack your things and leave, NOW!">> <<heSays "We are supposed to love each other and CARE for each other - what you are talking about is utter egotism.">> <<heSays "What you describe is not LOVE anymore.">> /* <<heSays "How do you plan to prevent me to commit suicide?">> */

[img[pics/1Small.png]] <<for _i to 0; _i < 1; _i++>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* ********** INIT ********* */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ /* action 0 first time visit */ \ <<if Number($localAction) == 0>>\ <<set $CurrentDayTime = 0>>\ <<set $HisLust = 20>> <<set $HerLust = 20>> <<set $Done1 = 0>>\ <<set $Done2 = 0>>\ <<set $Done3 = 0>>\ <<set $Done4 = 0>>\ You are in your room. $girl came over and you are having a great time. You are both lying on your bed and have been talking for some time now. You can sense that $girl is very comfortable since she is snuggling close to you and now and then touching and steeling kisses. Although it is winter and cold outside your room is warm and the cumbersome winter clothes have been removed. Both of you are wearing T-shirts and pants. $girl lives about 3 miles away and she walked over in the snow. She still radiates with heat from her walk and a mixture of perfume, deodorant, shampoo and her own smell lies in the air - and literally dazzles you. <</if>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* ****** TIME IS UP ***** */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ <<if Number($CurrentDayTime) > 6>>\ Time is a heartless bitch. Tomorrow is a school day for her and you have college. You kiss each other one last time then you must let her go. <<if Number($HisLust) > 70>>\ <<IncreaseHerLove -5>>\ You briefly think about walking her home - this would be the gentleman thing to do - but at the same time your dick bulges your pants and you are eager for a release. The smell of $girl is still lingering in the air... You walk her to the door embrace and kiss her passionately and a few seconds later she is gone. You storm up the stairs... lie on the bed... and within seconds your pants are down... after very little time you cum... thinking about $girl all the time. [["Next day"|IS_1Loop][$localAction = 0]] <<break>> <<else>>\ <<IncreaseHerLove 5>>\ You bring $girl to the door... embrace and kiss her passionately. As you open the door you notice the cold weather. It is pitch black and snowing slightly. One glance at the outside is enough to decide - you can't let her go alone. You grab your winter clothes and a torchlight... You walk her home, holding hands. Sometimes talking but most of the time in silence. Despite the cold and the darkness you feel comfortable holding her close and protecting her from the woes of the dark path. <<sheSays "Thank you for walking me home. I'm glad I wasn't alone.">> With that she kisses you, turns and enters her parents’ house. [["Next day"|IS_1Loop][$localAction = 0]] <<break>> <</if>>\ <<set $localAction = 0>> <</if>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* **** 1 ACTION TALK *** */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ <<if Number($localAction) == 1>>\ <<set $CurrentDayTime = $CurrentDayTime +1>>\ <<set $Done1 = $Done1 +1>>\ <<IncreaseHerLove 1>>\ <<if $Done1 == 1>>\ You tell her about your college day. Some of your teachers seem not to notice the students at all... they just talk monotonously about their subject like they were actually reciting a script. Questions not welcome... if a student does not understand what is going on - one can buy the book and read it up. <</if>>\ <<if $Done1 == 2>>\ You get to know about $girl's best friend - Bianca... who sits next to her in almost all classes. They are very close and apparently she too recently got her first boyfriend. You get the feeling Bianca will get to know your relationship pretty closely... <</if>>\ <<if $Done1 == 3>>\ She tells you about her brother. In some ways he is quite different. While $girl is a very orderly person, her brother is exactly the opposite. Which drives her mother mad. Yesterday her mother found some old yoghurt carton in his room - which actually already grew green mould on it... <</if>>\ <<if $Done1 == 4>>\ She tells you about the problems they had at home in the past. Due to health issues of her parents they could not care for their kids as would have wished. As a result $girl went to a boarding school for a number of years... a catholic girl only school. But it was fun and she still has the time in good memory. <</if>>\ <</if>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* ** 2 ACTION CLOSER * */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ <<if Number($localAction) == 2>>\ <<set $CurrentDayTime = $CurrentDayTime +1>>\ <<set $Done2 = $Done2 +1>>\ <<IncreaseHerLove 3>>\ <<IncreaseHerLust 5>>\ <<if $Done2 == 1>>\ You put your arms around $girl and lie your head on her shoulder. Her smell is mesmerizing. You read somewhere that the brain decides whether it likes a person or not is amongst other things depended on the smell. Either your brain likes the smell or not. It then puts two and two together and you are either repulsed or drawn to someone - and all this in less than a second. You are definitely drawn to $girl - her smell is from another world. You bury your nose in her shoulder and breathe her scent... slowly not to obvious - you don't want her to think you are some kind of weirdo. But you just can't get enough of her. <<heSays "Hmm, you smell so good.">> She laughs... <<sheSays "Just then, I thought exactly the same...">> <<sheSays "I... mean, ... you smell wonderful - I couldn't help but kissing your head just now... and...">> <<else>>\ You both enjoy being close to each other and continue to cuddle, snuggle and nuzzle. <</if>>\ <</if>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* **** 3 ACTION KISS *** */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ <<if Number($localAction) == 3>>\ <<set $CurrentDayTime = $CurrentDayTime +1>>\ <<set $Done3 = $Done3 +1>>\ <<IncreaseHerLove 1>>\ <<IncreaseHerLust 10>>\ <<IncreaseHisLust 10>>\ <<if Number($HerLust) > 50>>\ <<set $Done4 = 0>>\ <</if>>\ <<if $Done3 == 1>>\ You put your arms around her, draw even closer. You hold her tight and can smell her hair. She looks up to you, smiles and pulls you nearer and kisses you. She opens her mouth and carefully brushes your lips with her tongue. Slowly as not to scare her away, you also open your mouth... and immediately you can sense her entering... seeking out your own tongue. The kiss lasts several minutes, your tongues keep exploring each other... You can't help it - this kiss went straight to your cock and it is hard erect now. <<else>> You continue kissing intimately. You are concerned $girl might notice your boner and so carefully and slowly move your hips backwards so there won't be any accidents. You enjoy being this close to her. You cannot only smell her but also taste her, feel her. You nearly get dizzy from so much "HER" - but in a good, very good way! <</if>>\ <</if>>\ \ /* ************************ */ \ /* **** 4 SECOND BASE * */ \ /* ************************ */ \ \ <<if Number($localAction) == 4>>\ <<set $CurrentDayTime = $CurrentDayTime +1>>\ <<set $Done4 = $Done4 +1>>\ You continue kissing... and caressing $girl. You nuzzle on her shoulder and tenderly stroke her stomach. With a playful touch, you remove her T-shirt from her jeans, craving the sensation of her skin. Playing with her belly button until she says: <<sheSays "That tickles...">>. You move your head up... and look in her beautiful blue eyes... your hand very slowly moving upwards... $girl also looks at you... <<if Number($HerLust) > 49>>\ <<IncreaseHerLust 20>>\ A slight smile appears on her lips... <<sheSays "Wait a second...">> She briefly sits up, executes two or three skilful movements, and threads her bra out from under the shirt... then leans back again. <<sheSays "Better now...">> Encouraged by her manoeuvre you slowly trace a path from her stomach upwards... carefully touching her. Your right hand holds her left breast. For the first time in your conscious life you touch a girls breast. Your thoughts tumble in a mixture of different emotions, nervousness, excitement, awe. $girl breast are so soft and perfect... <<heSays "I never touched... this... feels so great...">> For several minutes you caress her. They feel soft and warm... and firm at the same time... as you continue to play with them you notice, her nipples grow harder and more discernable. <<sheSays "I am nervous... I never let anyone touch me...">> <<heSays "I... if you don't want to...">> <<sheSays "No it's fine... it actually feels nice when you touch them...">> <<heSays "Can I...">> She shyly nods at you... You pull her T-shirt further up and expose her chest. You have never been this close... and in your eyes... $girl is the most beautiful being you have ever seen. Her breasts are neither too small nor too big. Her aureole is slightly wrinkled and her nipples are quite erect now. She has perfect skin, no flaws, smooth and round. Some blond down can be seen against the light as well as some cute freckles. <<heSays "You are so beautiful... so perfect...">> you whisper... ... as you are magically drawn closer to kiss and feel her body with your lips. [["Continue..."|IS_2][$localAction=0]] <<break>> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Don't... this... is too fast for me...">> <<heSays "Sorry... I... didn't want to pressure you...">> <<heSays "I... am a bit nervous... I guess.">> <<heSays "I haven't really been close to a girl before...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... it is fine... I... we'll get there...">> she whispered. <<sheSays "Kiss me...">> <<IncreaseHerLust -10>>\ <</if>>\ <</if>>\ [["Continue talking..."|IS_1][$localAction=1]] [["Wrap her arm around her and nestle even closer..."|IS_1][$localAction=2]] [["Draw closer and kiss her passionatly... (French)"|IS_1][$localAction=3]] <<if $Done4 == 0 >> \ [["You can't hold yourself - go to base 1 and fondle her breasts..."|IS_1][$localAction=4]] <</if>> \ <</for>>

You are a young man who just finished school and started college. You had two girlfriends in the past but while these relations had been fun and were exciting - it never went further than a few kisses. You now have a new girlfriend, $girl. She is a year younger than you and equally inexperienced. You have known her only for a couple of weeks now but you liked her the first moment you lay an eye on her. She very much responded in kind - and for a few days now you two are 'official'. [["In your room"|IS_1][$localAction = 0]]

[img[pics/SleepWankSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part51<</if>> It was just another ordinary 'work' day. We woke up, I provided proteins and four orgasms to $girl. Breakfast, college / nursing school. As usual I was home first and prepared dinner. After some time I heard the door... and her calling out... <<sheSays "Love! NOW!">> It was one of those days. Sometimes when she got home... it could not wait. There was no time to waste... her "NOW" meant I was to strip now... and lie down where I was... and wait for her. It usually was no "wait" at all... since she would storm up the stairs... drop her things and have her pants open while still climbing. By the time she found me she'd be mostly naked... The only thing in question at that point was what she'd do... Sit on my face... Ride my dick... Being fucked... Usually her greedy self would do the first... it was the fastest, since my dick had to grow a few seconds to be fully accessible and the passivity of the last would just not fit her needs... in that state she needed to participate actively and at once in her satisfaction. So I lay down on the floor a few feet away from the stairs... she stormed up the stairs threw her bag in the corner and a second later had her pants down... and my tongue in her. I loved this. I loved how needy she could get. I loved that I was her target and she would use me to get off. It did not take her long. She ferociously rode me. My tongue tried to either get at her clit or in her vagina - sometimes succeeding - sometimes not. It did not matter much... her climax was not far away and probably not more than a minute later her ecstatic claims filled the air. <<sheSays "I needed that - so much, thank you love!">> <<sheSays "Half the day I was preoccupied thinking about you - us.">> <<sheSays "The bus trip home... gave me the rest. I knew I would be with you soon. I kept on day dreaming and one dream led to another... until I was soaking wet and I was throbbing in anticipation.">> <<heSays "I am your humble servant... ">> <<heSays "What kind of hunger would you want me to take care of next?">> <<sheSays "Let's go upstairs...">> She leaned over and whispered... <<sheSays "I hunger for your cock inside me!">> Scooping up her clothes... <<sheSays "Follow me... dear.">> I climbed the stairs right behind her... her cute butt wiggling right in front of me. I could not help it... with each step I took, I bent over and kissed one of her cheeks - each step, a smack left, right... left, right... She looked back... and smiled at me. We entered our room; she set on my bed and had me stand in front of her... my dick nearly in her face. She looked up to me and said... <<sheSays "Having you in this position... you know what I must do... don't you?" >> <<heSays "Sure you want to suck me... and let me cum in your mouth..." >> <<sheSays "Nearly! I'll ruin you... and let you semen drip on my chest... and then slurp it up!" >> <<sheSays "That is a better plan, isn't it?" >> <<sheSays "Don't you want me to be happy?" >> <<heSays "I sure do... but a man can also dream - you know?" >> <<sheSays "Sure you can - but you do realize that you had an orgasm yesterday... I am not thinking of letting you cum for... hm the next two weeks at least." >> <<sheSays "I'd rather prefer it, if YOU do the work now..." >> <<sheSays "Would you - gently - fuck my mouth?" >> <<sheSays "... and take your dick out in time to be ruined?" >> <<sheSays "... promise!" >> <<heSays "You are cruel!" >> <<sheSays "I am having fun!" >> <<sheSays "Promise!" >> <<heSays "Very well... for you... I promise." >> She sat before me - her mouth opened... waiting for me to enter her. I slowly entered her mouth. I had never 'fucked' her mouth - and I was rather reluctant, concerned. I would not risk doing anything she was opposed to. I knew she had sucked, swallowed, slurped, wiggled... gentle and rough also. But it was something totally different... for me to do it. I did not want to hurt her. I did not want her to gag or feel uncomfortable. I very carefully moved my dick... like she said... gently. It felt great. As soon as I entered... she sealed her lips... and started sucking and playing with her tongue; I slowly moved back and forth... but never pulled out. It was so hot... seeing her sucking, me fucking her mouth... I noticed her enjoying this. I was getting more and more turned on... this wouldn't last too long. Her hands were on my testicles now... first only lightly... but soon she kneaded them... and it grew more and more hurtful. <<heSays "Love..." >> However she did it... she smiled at me with my cock in her... and directed my hip movements now with her hands... still holding me, but less tight. She moved my hips by grabbing my balls, slowly back and forth... Firmly now - slightly too firm, it was uncomfortable but did not hurt. She started to quicken her pace and pulled me deeper into her. <<heSays "Hmmm... I..." >> Then she pulled me back - placed her head out of my reach and I was ruined. She kneaded my balls in earnest now, as if she was trying to squeeze more cum out of them. <<sheSays "STAY - don't retreat..." >> <<heSays "Ahhg, you ... that ... ooooohg..." >> She continued her cruel massage, as cum dripped from my cock onto her chest. <<sheSays "Get it out... I help you... get it all out - on me!" >> She kept squeezing my balls... and the longer she did it... the more it hurts... <<heSays "Please ... stop..." >> <<sheSays "Stop being such a baby I'm only milking you..." >> With that she put me in her mouth again... sucked the last traces off... and released me with a last cruel firm grip. She lay back on the bed... my cum all over her upper body. <<sheSays "Come love, feed me... feed me with your precious cum." >> She never wanted that before... I was looking at her, my face a question mark. <<sheSays "Come dear... slurp it up... and then give it to me..." >> <<heSays "I'd rather not..." >> <<sheSays "Afraid of your own cum?" >> <<sheSays "Don't be ridiculous... you taste fantastic... do it." >> <<heSays "I..." >> <<sheSays "DO IT! NOW!" >> Very - very - reluctantly, I drew nearer. I kissed her breast... licked her nipple - and placed my mouth over one of the sperm pools, placed my lips around it, closed them and had my stuff in my mouth. I quickly kissed $girl, who enthusiastically opened my mouth with hers and let the juice flow into her... <<sheSays "More... give me more - I want it all!" >> We repeated that till no traces were left on her. <<sheSays "See... that wasn't so bad, was it." >> <<heSays "Hmm" >> I eloquently disagreed. <<sheSays "Aw... come now spoil sport... fuck me! - make me squeal with delight...">> I wanted to go down on her... to get my own taste out of my mouth... just a little mouth wash with her juices... <<sheSays "No... don't you dare... you are going to fuck and kiss me - and I want to taste your stuff all the time..." >> <<sheSays "Come now... how long do I have to wait?" >> She lay on the bed... her hands again grabbing my balls, drawing me onto her. <<heSays "You are so sexy, so beautiful...">> I admired her... <<sheSays "... and I am all yours..." >> <<sheSays "Yes..." >> she sighed as I finally found my way into her. <<sheSays "Build it up... slowly at first..." >> <<sheSays "Hmmm..." >> <<sheSays "Do you want to cum today? Sweetie..." >> <<heSays "Yes... I'd love to..." >> <<sheSays "Hmmm... faster now." >> <<sheSays "You won’t. Today is my day... this is $girl day... you must please me..." >> <<heSays "Of course I will... " >> <<sheSays "I love your cock in me... go now... make me cum... hmm" >> I sped up... she held on to my butt and made sure that with each move I would enter as far as I could... <<sheSays "Geee... I love you deep inside of me... hmmm..." >> <<sheSays "YES! HMMMmm... Hmmm... " >> ... <<sheSays "Keep moving... you don't think after just an hour I'd have enough..." >> <<sheSays "... and I don't want to hear any prime number..." >> <<sheSays "hmmm... fuck... yes..." >> <<sheSays "Why didn't you kiss my feet when I came home today?" >> <<sheSays "hmmm... go on..." >> <<heSays "Mistress... you yelled 'Now' - you clearly wanted something else..." >> <<sheSays "hmmm... but after my first climax..." >> <<sheSays "YES.... HMMM... faster... AHHH... DAMN... HMMMMMM!" >> ... <<sheSays "Hmmm... There was no time to kiss my feet - not a single second...?" >> <<heSays "Mistress... forgive me... your body... your needs... they blinded me... I could not think..." >> <<sheSays "hmmm... don't slow down... hmmm" >> <<sheSays "A good excuse... slave... " >> <<sheSays "Nonetheless..." >> She moved one hand to my balls... grabbed them... <<sheSays "Hmmm... let's have a little pleasure and pain..." >> <<sheSays "Hmmm... my pleasure... your ... aww... you feel so good..." >> <<sheSays "Keep fucking... ">> she rhythmically squeezed my balls again... <<heSays "Arghh... mistress... please..." >> <<sheSays "Don't you agree that you must be punished?" >> Squeeze! <<heSays "Yes I deserve it... " >> <<sheSays "Hmmm... keep it up... YES... faster now..." >> <<sheSays "Don't let your dick shrivel on me... " >> Squeeze! <<sheSays "Hmmm... yes... so hot...... so hard in me..." >> <<heSays "Argggg" >> Squeeze! <<sheSays "Hmmm... I love it... feel my grip... hm" >> <<heSays "Argggg" >> SQUEEZE! <<sheSays "Hmmm... louder... " >> <<heSays "ARGHH!!" >> SQUEEZE! SQUEEZE! SQUEEZE! <<sheSays "YES... HMMM... I .. CUMMING... HMMM" >> <<heSays "ARRGGGGHH!! PLEASE! ARGHH!!" >> ... <<sheSays "That was a nice touch!" >> <<sheSays "I love you!" >> ... I fucked her for three hours. Despite the occasional pain... I loved it. <<sheSays "I am exhausted..." >> <<heSays "Me too..." >> ... <<sheSays "I just want to relax a bit... move over... I want to lie beside you." >> <<sheSays "Now... all I need is another little sperm drink from you." >> <<sheSays " ... but I am too lazy to milk you..." >> <<sheSays "I give you permission to milk yourself... but - you must ruin it... no cumming." >> <<sheSays "Promise!" >> <<heSays "But mistress... " >> <<sheSays "There is no discussion... I am too exhausted... I just want to lay here... watch you being ruined... and have a snack afterwards." >> <<sheSays "This is $girl's day... do it!" >> <<heSays "But..." >> <<sheSays "Now - and promise!" >> <<heSays "I... promise..." >> I started wanking... I never had ruined myself... I didn't know if I could do it... and I was so hot for her... and exhausted... <<heSays "Mistress... when the time comes... can you help me...?" >> <<heSays "I never ruined myself..." >> <<sheSays "Gee... it seems I know your dick better than you do yourself..." >> <<sheSays "What low level man are you?" >> <<sheSays "Do you know on what end of your dick you have to stroke - or do you need me to teach you that as well?" >> She lay next to me... and while I was stroking to 'not get off' she whispered... <<sheSays "You are such a sicko..." >> <<sheSays "You wank at the command of your girl..." >> <<sheSays "Would a real man do this?" >> <<sheSays "On the command of your wife, you ate your own sperm..." >> <<sheSays "You put your tongue in your girls ass..." >> <<sheSays "You get spanked, kicked in the balls..." >> <<sheSays "Eat you own cum... what kind of man does this?" >> <<sheSays "You are nothing but a low life slave... yes a slave... living at the mercy of your mistress... " >> <<sheSays "STOP!" >> <<sheSays "See... weakling... how your cum dribbles out of your dick..." >> <<sheSays "You are not even able to make yourself cum properly..." >> <<sheSays "Now... scoop it up... put it in your mouth and feed your goddess!" >> ... <<sheSays "More... " >> <<sheSays "... start again... " >> <<sheSays "WANK! Slave! " >> <<sheSays "Feed your goddess!" >> ... <<sheSays "More... start again... WANK! Slave! Feed your goddess!" >> ... <<heSays "Goddess... please... there is no more..." >> <<sheSays "I don't care... perhaps your pathetic body might produce more..." >> <<sheSays "WANK!" >> <<sheSays "If you can't even produce more sperm... it is only evidence of what a loser of a male you are..." >> ... <<sheSays "Again nothing... then we must try harder.">> <<sheSays "WANK! Slave!">> <<sheSays "If I am not fed... you at least can feel what a dysfunctional male you are... ">> <<sheSays "WANK!" >> ... She made me ruin myself about ten times... she really came through with humiliating me. She knew that... and she thrived... It hurt me... but I also knew... that my true humiliation feelings were the "best" for her. I was experiencing very strange mixtures of feelings. <<sheSays "Ok..." >> <<sheSays "You have proved now over and over again... how useless your really are." >> <<sheSays "I am not sure if that knowledge really seeped into you yet... so I'll make it utterly clear what your life means to a real human." >> <<sheSays "Put your tongue in my ass..." >> <<sheSays "No... I am not sure whether I am really clean today..." >> <<sheSays "I know I promised not to do this... but I give you a choice..." >> <<sheSays "If you really want to please me on $girl's day... you just do what you are told." >> <<sheSays "If you don't care about me and my feelings - you may clean me thoroughly beforehand... then you decide how clean you want me to be." >> <<sheSays "Either way... you WILL end up with your tongue up my ass." >> <<sheSays "Understood?" >> <<heSays "Yes, mistress..." >> <<heSays "Mistress... I know it is not my place... but I know how much you'd love option one." >> <<heSays "If I do option one... will you kiss me afterwards?" >> <<sheSays "I..." >> She was not prepared for my answer. <<sheSays "Wait... slave..." >> She went to the bathroom and spent several minutes there. ... <<sheSays "Slave... the answer is 'yes'!" >> I went down on her... she smelled very clean... On my way... I collected some of her vagina juices... which were freely available... and lubricated her hole number two. Then I started kissing her... taking in her juices... circled in... and stuck my tongue into her tight little asshole. I could only taste her sexuality... I knew she ravished me licking and tongue fucking her ass. She even became speechless... I imagined her... lying on her side... legs spread wide... me between her legs and licking... tongue fucking her ass... her eyes closed... mouth a little bit open... breathing heavily... and just enjoying both her body feeling my tongue in her... and her mind experiencing my humiliation... As last time... I slowly started caressing her clit... lubricated... and circling... <<sheSays "Hmmm... I love that... hmmm..." >> <<sheSays "don't stop... please... hmmm" >> I was not thinking about stopping... I continued... massaging... licking... tongue fucking... satisfying her... She came fast... lasting not two minutes... I could feel it in full intensity. Her ass muscles were much more powerful... and there was absolutely no doubt where those spasm came from... even if I hadn't heard her lustful moans. I kept on... as long as I was in this position anyway... she tasted still great and I could make her more than happy... I slowed down... but kept continuing passed her last throbs... and I could soon notice another build up... ... I made her cum four times... then my tongue grew too tired... fucking her ass... was much more demanding than ... well using my tongue differently... I wormed my way up to her... As we lay next to each other... she kissed me... <<sheSays "Love ... that was fantastic... thank you." >> <<sheSays "Is everything ok? Did... did I overdo it?" >> <<heSays "Everything is fine love. I love you... I love your lust and your ways. It was great giving you this pleasure. I love it." >> She literally lit up... it seemed she did have second thoughts about her treatment... <<sheSays "Thank you. Thank you... thank you... I love you... " >> She kissed me... and again... and yet again... <<sheSays "What do you say... we get a little bit to eat... and then I allow you to lick me a couple of hours... it is still $girl's day." >> <<heSays "Sounds great... only one thing though... isn't every day in our relation $girl's day." >> <<sheSays "Darling... it sure is! Would you want to be it any other way?" >> She smiled at me. For dinner, I prepared mozzarella with tomatoes and basil, accompanied by fresh ciabatta. It was a light meal and it energized us. <<sheSays "Honey, this was just the meal I needed. It was delicious!">> She came over, sat on my lap and started kissing me. <<sheSays "You take such good care of me... I love you." >> <<sheSays "Can I get me a little desert?" >> She sank down and opened my pants... and took out my cock. <<sheSays "Goddess... I'd love you to have some... but I don't think there is any left..." >> <<sheSays "Aww... yes, right... your little wanker party..." >> <<sheSays "Ok... then I will just suck you a little. I love your dick - with or without cum!" >> With that she took my cock into her mouth... and soon - very soon I was ready to cum... <<heSays "Goddess... your mouth... I hm..." >> Of course she stopped right then. <<sheSays "Since you won't give me your cum as desert..." >> <<sheSays "I'll edge you for desert... You know I love your frustrated dicky... " >> Talking to my penis now... <<sheSays "Don't you dicky... you love it when I suck you... you are twitching in applause to my efforts... brave little wiener..." >> ... and closed her mouth on me again... for only ten seconds... and my dick 'applauded' her again. <<heSays "Goddess... I love and hate this... please let me cum..." >> <<sheSays "Of course I'll let you cum... you are my man..." >> <<sheSays "...next week or so...." >> <<sheSays "...give me..." >> ... she greedily grabbed my dick with her mouth... She enjoyed edging me for another 15 minutes or so. She loved it... and the intervals my frustration could emerge were so short... she never really let me relax... she could edge me a few times a minute if she was careful. She WAS careful and she really knew my dick - handling it better than me. She came up... sit on my lap - slowly moving her hips against me - so that I could still feel her... <<sheSays "From now on I'll edge you a couple of times a day..." >> she kissed me... <<sheSays "I want you to get so horny for me... you will start grovelling, begging me to touch you... begging me to let you touch me... you will worship your goddess in any way she likes." >> She kept moving her hips... <<heSays "Goddess... I will..." >> I kissed her... I didn't want her to leave... I wanted to smell her, feel her... <<heSays "I want you so much..." >> <<sheSays "Hmm... I love it... you are getting so clingy and adoring again... you little sex slave..." >> <<sheSays "Now... go down... kiss my feet... it is about time..." >> She sat down on my seat and I lay down below her to kiss her beloved feet... <<sheSays "Yes... know you place... turn around..." >> I lay on my back... and her feet were on my face... <<sheSays "Go on... I need not tell you everything... use your one brain cell... and figure out that you want to lick me..." >> I started licking her feet... Soon her right foot drifted off... between my legs... where my boner protruded from my still open pants. She started toying with my dick... rubbing me with her foot... sometimes 'grabbing' me with her toes... This was exciting... <<heSays "Goddess!" >> I was frantically licking and kissing her foot... as I grew more and more excited... her work on my dick... it felt incredibly... and I would soon... ... be edged and left alone again... ... ...again she edged me a couple of times, working with her foot on me... <<heSays "Please goddess... anything... " >> <<sheSays "Anything? Oh... you are getting desperate... aren't you?" >> <<sheSays "I have something special for you..." >> With that she climbed down and pulled her pants... set on my face... <<sheSays "Drink my slave... taste your goddess..." >> I didn't expect this... but my head immediately went up... and my mouth sealed around her tiny delicate piss hole. I squeezed her butt... and she let go. She gave me only a few drops... <<sheSays "Just to remind you of my taste... you forgot your cubes... dummy." >> <<sheSays "Did you swallow?" >> I nodded. <<sheSays "Then again... and don't swallow... only when I allow you to. You must keep my golden juice in your mouth and taste it... understood?" >> I nodded eagerly. I squeezed her butt and she gave me her pee again. I did not swallow. <<sheSays "Stand up... lean against the wall.">> <<sheSays "I'll suck your dick... edge you - naturally!">> <<sheSays "You are not allowed to swallow until I release your dick.">> <<sheSays "When you are about to cum... you drink my piss... understood?">> I nodded, adoring her. <<sheSays "I will make you love my piss... I will fill your brain with so many wonderful feelings... with pee in my mouth... your animal brain will soon associate my taste with bliss. When you taste me... images and feelings of my mouth on your dick will automatically appear... you will get addicted to it... and beg me for the taste...">> She went down on me... <<sheSays "Only when I leave your dick... you can swallow... from NOW!">> With that she engaged on my dick. Sucked, stroke and massaged it. She did not edge me right away... otherwise this would have been over very shortly. She actually started edging the edge... She went faster and slower... always changing when my excitement grew too much. She was a dick expert... and she wanted this to last... She played with me another quarter of an hour... before the final edge... and she left my penis plop out of her mouth... twitching violently begging to cum... after fifteen minutes... only a few seconds longer... was that too much to ask for... I finally swallowed. <<heSays "Goddess - who made you so cruel?">> <<sheSays "Aww... little toy did not cum...">> <<heSays "I am not cruel... you love it.">> <<sheSays "Did you expect to cum?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "Did you enjoy it?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "What are you complaining about?">> <<heSays "May I drink something... I still don't like the taste...">> <<sheSays "Yes... but I am sure you will at some stage... the brain is funny that way... you can imprint associations... so easily...">> She smiled at me. She was confident indeed. <<sheSays "You know... I like to seek out new ways to humiliate you...">> <<heSays "Hm - It figures.">> <<sheSays "I think I found one... I am expecting a new cage one of these days...">> <<sheSays "I have been in correspondence with the cage builder... and offered them an idea I had.">> <<heSays "Gee... that can't be good...">> <<sheSays "The new device we are getting will have some updates... first the GSM thing I told you about... total remote control of your dick... Awww... I get goosebumps thinking about it.">> <<sheSays "... and what I came up with... and they said it was easy to implement... they even said it was a genius idea...">> <<sheSays "Well - a genius idea for us women who love to control their sex toys...">> <<sheSays "By the way... the boss of them... one 'Ingrid' ... has written to me. It seems she and I are a bit a like... we already wrote a couple of times... and are exchanging ideas and experiences.">> <<heSays "You are talking to 'strangers' about us?">> <<sheSays "It is still kind of anonymous... she lives far away... and it is kind of nice sharing ideas... ">> <<heSays "I thought this... us... was private.">> <<heSays "I don't like you involving third parties. I really don't.">> <<heSays "Please honey... I thought you also wanted to keep this private.">> <<sheSays "I... was... but...">> <<heSays "Please!">> <<sheSays "I see your point... b.., ok... you are right. I'll make this private again.">> <<heSays "Promise?">> <<sheSays "Yes, I promise. Sorry... I should have asked you first. You are right.">> <<heSays "Love you!">> <<sheSays "Love you too.">> <<sheSays "Anyway... my 'invention' - tada! - Bladder control!">> <<sheSays "The new device can make you pee on the press of a button!">> <<sheSays "Can you imagine what kind of humiliating possibilities this will open for us?">> <<heSays "?">> <<sheSays "I even can control how much!">> <<sheSays "Full pee, a few droplets... ">> <<sheSays "It can even be combined with other features...">> <<sheSays "So I could count down to a pee event by light ball crushing you... let me picture you an example... you are in your college class. I'll send you a message... three hits - then you pee... five seconds apart...">> <<sheSays "Then you have time to panic... you know after 15 seconds after the next incoming ball crusher you will pee - whether in class or on the toilet.">> <<sheSays "If we are at a party... and I see you talking to another girl... I can make you wet your pants in front of her... THAT should teach you to not leave me alone...">> <<heSays "Somehow I cannot share your enthusiasm.">> <<heSays "You would do that to me?">> <<sheSays "Sure!">> She drew closer... looked up at me... <<sheSays "You know... ">> she seductively whispered... <<sheSays "There IS a way for you to get out of these predicaments...">> <<sheSays "You could, for instance, wear diapers... then nobody would notice that you don't have your bladder under control... and only I would know that you're walking around in your own piss all the time.">> <<heSays "You want me to wear diapers?">> She innocently replied... <<sheSays "I did not say that... it is only an option...">> <<sheSays "You know... one can also randomize it... say twice in a day... then you would not know... when it hit you... and a wise man is prepared...">> I stared at her incredulously... <<heSays "You wouldn't.">> <<sheSays "Would that be humiliating for you?">> <<heSays "Damn right it would...">> <<sheSays "Then why do you think I would not?">> <<heSays "You devil!">> SLAP! <<sheSays "You go to far.. slave...">> <<sheSays "On your knees!">> She dropped her pants. <<sheSays "Tongue in my ass, NOW.">> I quickly obliged. <<sheSays "I take care of you... and this is how you thank me?">> <<sheSays "Keep your tongue in!">> <<sheSays "I tell you when you are allowed to leave!">> As punishment she kept me in that position a few minutes. I could not help... I had to touch and caress her vagina ... it was so conveniently near. She was again soaking wet... all this... turned her on so much. I guess it was worth it after all. <<sheSays "Ok. Have you settled down a bit?">> <<sheSays "Now I would like you to tell me what a fabulous new device this will be.">> <<heSays "Certainly goddess. You are a genius when it comes to humiliating me. I am so proud of you.">> <<sheSays "True... true...">> <<sheSays "But you are not quite done yet.">> <<sheSays "Get your pants on. Let’s go into the garden. Come on... follow me... come... little boy toy...">> When we were outside... <<sheSays "I guess... after your little tantrum just now... it is better that you prepare for what is to come. It seems we have to take things slow with you.">> <<sheSays "Now... stand over there.">> <<sheSays "Good.">> <<sheSays "Now... pee!">> <<sheSays "Stupid… no! Don't open your pants!">> <<sheSays "Start peeing! I want you to keep your pants on - you're supposed to learn to pee in your pants!">> <<heSays "$girl please!">> <<sheSays "Do it... sooner or later I WILL make you do it!">> <<sheSays "NOW!">> <<heSays "Please!">> <<sheSays "Do you ever want to cum again?">> <<sheSays "If I don't see you wet your pants in the next ten seconds... you can forget about that.">> <<heSays "I...">> <<sheSays "DO IT!">> I dropped to my knees... <<heSays "I... can't... I... it is not coming out... please... goddess...">> <<sheSays "Here... I help you... ">> She removed her own pants... <<sheSays "Warm fluid... often helps... it is called... 'immersion diuresis' - things you never knew or wanted to know - but learned in nursing school.">> <<sheSays "Let me pee on your hands...">> <<sheSays "Give them to me... hold them out.">> I held out my hands... and she peed on them... <<sheSays "Now dear... let go... pee...">> she almost gently said... It worked... I could let go... and wet my pants in front of $girl. I had never felled so ashamed in my life. This was again close to the "edge"... it might have been differently if I REALLY had been into humiliation myself... but I did nearly all of this for $girl's sake. Wetting my pants before the woman I loved, adored... brought up conflicts in my mind that I didn't know I had... I dared not to look at her. <<sheSays "There... see... it worked.">> ... <<sheSays "Dear... look at me...">> I kept staring down. <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> <<sheSays "I wanted to humiliate you more... I wanted to say things like pants pisser... toddler training... leaky pants... and worse.">> ... <<sheSays "But dear... I love you... you know!">> She lay down beside me... pulled me onto her... my wet pants... on her naked skin... <<sheSays "I do this... because I am fucked up. I crave the feeling of the power I have over you.">> <<sheSays "I love you nonetheless... I am not - and I never will be appalled by you... or anything of you.">> She caressed me, kissed me... rolled to the side... <<sheSays "Let me help you with that... and she started taking off my pants...">> <<sheSays "I love you... with and during all of this I always love you.">> <<sheSays "Now... let me take care of our clothes... you jump into the shower... I'll join you shortly... ok?">> <<heSays "Ok.">> ... After we finished showering we went upstairs. <<sheSays "Would you like to go home?">> <<heSays "YES.">> <<sheSays "I would like that too.">> <<sheSays "Come lover let me enjoy you... and you enjoy me...">> For the next couple of hours I was allowed to enjoy her wonderful womanhood. She came a lot... I felt needed, loved and home. Eventually... <<sheSays "This is wonderful... but I can't help getting tired...">> ... <<sheSays "Would... would you...">> <<sheSays "... just continue?">> <<sheSays "Just... licking me... soothing me...">> <<sheSays "I'm too tired to cum any more...">> <<sheSays "But I love having you so close... worshipping and adoring me...">> <<sheSays "Can you lick me.... to sleep?">> <<sheSays "When I am asleep... you can continue as long as you want... I would love that.">> <<sheSays "But I guess I must accept the fact that you need your sleep as well...">> <<sheSays "When you have to sleep... can you just stay there anyway...">> <<sheSays "I want to feel you all night... feel you loving me...">> <<sheSays "When I wake up... feeling your head in my lap... I ... I would love that...">> <<heSays "Mistress, goddess... I will... you make my dreams come true... I'll worship you all night. Nothing will keep me from you.">> <<heSays "I love you...">> [[continue|Part52]]

[img[pics/FootJobSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part52<</if>> In the following days, she followed through with her plan. Still we were starting the day with ruining me a couple of times... Which, although not eloquently described any more... was taking its toll on me. The original plan for these ruins was that I would cum in the next sexual activities over the day... so that these ruins would be ...compensated... But now... I was again held on a very short leash... $girl just would not allow me to cum. Starting off each day... directly from sleep to being awoken with the immediate awareness of forbidden sexual release... with the frustration and still on-going sense of degradation and humiliation - was hard. I tried not to show it... but being denied and starting each day with a couple of ruins... over weeks and months... was 'damaging'. In those days on top of the ruins came scheduled edging sessions, a couple of them each day sometimes only two, sometimes three of even four. Each session lasted between a quarter of an hour up to one hour. Keeping in mind... that these edges could be done - if she put her mind to it - a couple of times per minute... She knew my penis and my sexuality so well... she never failed or let an accident happen. The sessions in one sense were wonderful. I was hard and she was completely concentrated on my dick... I got handled, stroked, licked, wiggled, fucked, tongue played... everything... the feelings were unearthly good... but also cruel... since she never actually fulfilled the promises made by her actions. True to her predictions... due to my own lack of sexual release... I more and more relished her, needed her, worshipped her. It was like I was under a constant spell or a trance. My whole being evolved around sexual denial and me being drawn to $girl who was the source of it... My body and mind knew she was the only possible solution to my predicament. Either in the form of her allowing me to finally cum - which she categorically denied. Or that she was the only person that would let me participate in sexual relief at all - HER sexual relief. With that she made me truly her submissive slave. I craved every single touch of her, the slightest whiff of her wonderful scent. Whether her ape theory was true or not... the effects were true. If I was but allowed to touch her feet I would grovel in front of her... and eagerly lick her toes or soles or whatever she wanted me to. There were days, when I licked her delicious vagina more than ten hours. She of course could not have orgasms all the time... but she loved my devotion to her. If she wanted me to, I'd lick her ass, her body, armpits... everything. I could not restrict myself... every wish of her... would be followed. It was uncanny. When she came home from work... I would kneel and kiss her feet and wait for any kind of recognition. Of course she also still had the hots for me... and most of the time she would immediately have me satisfy her... But sometimes even though she herself craved sexual release, she wanted to hear my desperation. She wanted to hear me plead, cry or beg to let me satisfy her. My despair to not getting a sexual release was then topped by additionally denying me to touch her, keeping me from my home, her throbbing, wet and wonderful vagina. Of course this never lasted long... intellectually I knew this. But the underlying fear 'it might happen' never lost its power. At first I hated her pee training... most of the mentioned edging sessions now were at the same time pee training. While being edged I always had my mouth full of her golden juice. But also true to her word... after the first dozen or so sessions... I didn't really mind her taste any more. I even 'needed not' to wash my mouth afterwards... and after another couple of sessions... I grew still more accustomed to it... until I finally had to admit to myself... that her treatment actually had won me over. I did not tell her - but she probably noticed - but I began to look forward to at least that part of the edging session. Who would have known that the pee of my woman would be so delicious? I was becoming sleep deprived... Every night... I licked $girl to sleep now. I loved it. I really did... some things I had to learn to relish... never her vagina. It had always been and will always be the most holy temple of my goddess. Nonetheless... the time I spent licking was missing from my own sleep time. Often I literally fell asleep while licking her. But then again... there could not be any better way to start ones dreams. -- After about ten days... I asked her the first time, when I'd get a release... and she said 'soon'. I kept waiting... she started new experiments. Usually before - I was only ruined after waking up. $girl now went on to explore how long it takes my body to produce a full refill on my sperm output. As a means to her experiments - I was now ruined a couple of times a day - in fixed intervals. As it turned out... a full "refill" takes me about 24 hours - so our daily business was actually quite well placed. But after about four hours 'rest', a ruin could produce already 'snack adequate" quantities of fluid. So depending on her and me being at home, how eager $girl was - I was now additionally milked a couple of times per day, ideally about four hours apart - with a nightly rest of eight hours (if she didn't set an alarm clock for the middle of the night, which ridiculously as it sounds - she sometimes did). I know and often felt that she loved me. But more often as not I felt like I was a "thing". A thing that could be milked, that could be used for her orgasms that would worship her. -- After 14 days I asked again... instead of an answer... she just asked 'would you like a drink?' - And I could only say 'yes' and knelt before her and received her golden blessing. She didn't inflict any bodily harm on me, no whips, no ball crusher she did not shackle me nor was I put into any of my former prisons (dog panel, sensory deprivation...). It was 'just' edge and denial and my utter devotion to her. The denial - although in relation "short" to the beginning of our relationship - where I didn't have any sexual release for months... was much, MUCH worse. This denial was planned and it was consciously enhanced by methodically ruining and edging me. She fully on purpose made sure that I always felt my sexual craving, either by edging/ruining, by her words and actions or by allowing me to give her hundreds of orgasms and sharing them with me and mocking and belittling me. In my wake time there never was an edging/ruin more than a very few hours away - she constantly made sure my sexual craving was most profound. -- After three weeks $girl thought of something that made it worse still. After our morning ritual she announced that she would not tolerate seeing a flaccid dick any more. That I had to have a boner all the time - after all I should be at her disposal at any time she wanted - and if she wanted me to fuck her, the two or three seconds I sometimes needed to get an erection were just too long. This verdict was for our home environment - at college she allowed me to be flaccid. The start day was a Saturday where we both could stay at home the whole day. After her protein shake, she immediately put a couple of penis rings around my dick to ensure solidity. Then - as usual - she made me fuck her several rounds - my inner diversions when fucking her still worked most of the time - so that was not really a problem. It was weekend - and we had time on our hands... so after she ended her first fuck session she whispered <<sheSays "Thirty three - not bad! Your current - situation - makes me so horny...">> <<sheSays"Get off me - I need to recuperate... you can sooth me by kissing - not licking - my pussy, get down there...">> She slowly drifted off to sleep... Half an hour later she suddenly exclaimed: <<sheSays "Show me your dick!">> It was still up... although it turned bluish. <<sheSays "Let the blood flow a bit... then put them back on - I need some more rest. Later I'll keep it busy...">> Through the rest of the day she kept her word. I had to fuck and lick her a couple of more hours... during our meals I had the rings on... At night before we went to sleep she said... <<sheSays "I slid you another Cialis pill into your meal - so in general you should not have any difficulty holding up your boner.">> <<sheSays "I'll fuck you now... and then do the trick we did before... I'll sleep on you and keep your dick in me - with the Cialis and your ape-hormones you should be able to hold your boner the night...">> <<sheSays "Perhaps - if I am in the mood - I might even fuck you a couple of times in the night...">> <<sheSays "Sixty two by the way - your state is good for my libido! - So is the weekend of course...">> She held her word... She slept as described... woke me two times in the night... not really on purpose... but I woke up while she was satisfying herself on my boner. It didn't really work that I kept erect ALL the week - but pretty much. It was rather stressful... and thus a full month had passed in denial and torture... -- After one month... I had come to grips with myself. This could not go on... I felt I was being injured again - and I had to intervene. Somehow $girl lacked the sensitivity to know when to stop - and this had gone too far. On another Saturday morning I got up before she got to milking... went downstairs made breakfast and then waited for her. <<sheSays "LOVE? WHERE ARE YOU?">> <<heSays "DOWNSTAIRS! I MADE BREAKFAST!">> By now she would know something was different... A short time later she came downstairs... and sat down. <<heSays "We need to talk.">> <<sheSays "...">> <<heSays "From my point of view - you are doing it again - exaggerating and with that injuring me.">> <<sheSays "I... I know.">> <<heSays "You know?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> She ashamed admitted. <<sheSays "I was not able to listen to myself. I just... could not stop.">> <<sheSays "You are the better one of us... if I cannot stop myself... I need you to stop me.">> <<sheSays "Why have you waited so long... you should have stopped me weeks ago...">> She stared at the table could not look into my eyes. <<sheSays "Of course I am not blaming you... but damn... you sure are able to withstand suffering...">> I was baffled... <<heSays "How could I have known that you needed my help... you never said anything...">> <<sheSays "One part - the wicked part - was enjoying herself IMMENSLY... I - you could not have known. You tried doing everything right. I know you did.">> <<sheSays "My other part was always hoping that you'd put a stop to this... but ... I was paralysed...">> <<sheSays "Can... can you still love me...? How much damage... Have I done this time?">> She still would not look into my eyes. <<heSays "Some... but not too much - I certainly love you!">> <<heSays "What do we do now?">> <<sheSays "Hm. The first step is obvious and easy - the next steps I don't know about... I hope you... we will figure something out.">> <<heSays "What is your first step?">> <<sheSays "You say you love me, I love you too - I always will.">> <<sheSays "You make me your woman again... then we both can think more clearly...">> <<sheSays "Come love...">> <<sheSays "I wanted that for weeks now...">> She stood up, came to me and looked me in the eyes the first time today... I saw her love for me... in that clarity for the first time in weeks - it had been well hidden. She offered me her hand... I took it and she led me upstairs. Then - in the true sense of the word... we made love. -- <<heSays "This is what I'd like...">> <<heSays "A holiday from your kinks... perhaps a month or so.">> <<heSays "No pain, no denial, no ruin, no edging...">> <<heSays "I would like to try out a period of 'normal'.">> <<heSays "Ok. Relatively normal... there are some kinks of yours that I am quite accepting of... since they play into my cards.">> <<heSays "Soo... licking you for hours... fucking you for hours - and me cumming last - this I can gladly do.">> <<heSays "You know - even tongue fucking your ass and drinking your pee - is sort of 'normal' now.">> <<heSays "But I could use a holiday from humiliation and pain and 'forced denial'.">> <<sheSays "Yes, that sounds good.">> <<sheSays "I'd like that.">> <<sheSays "Perhaps you must help me along the way... I might fall back into old structures... please help me... remind me... will you?">> <<heSays "I will...">> <<sheSays "One thing... though...">> <<sheSays "Get a mouthful...">> She climbed up and offered herself to me... I positioned myself and squeezed her butt... and got my mouthful. <<sheSays "Now the REAL training starts... you swallow... when I do... understood?">> I nodded... She went down on me... sucked me dick... and I came within two minutes. While $girl was feasting on my cum... I swallowed and tasted her stuff... <<sheSays "Grinning she reappeared.">> <<sheSays "This is how I wanted to train you all along... when I am done with the training... you will start leaking as soon as you taste me...">> She kissed me... <<sheSays "Love...">> ... <<sheSays "Did I ever let you cum two times within five minutes?">> <<heSays "No - I think not... that was ... NICE!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... I wonder how often I can let you cum in a day...">> <<heSays "Gee ... you can't live without experiments or extremes - can you?">> <<sheSays "Would you hold me back if I started that experiment...?">> <<heSays "Hell no...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... I still get to milk you then...">> ... <<sheSays "Would it be too much to ask... if... can you...">> <<heSays "Of course... I will not cut short on you...">> I went down... home... and made her cum... many times - although I still did not fancy my own taste... [[continue|Part53]]

A couple of days pass. You can't get $girl out of your head. You do not want to appear to clingy but you can hardly await another of her visits. Usually it is her who visits... her own family is not so "easy" to deal with and you being her first 'real' boyfriend does as yet not produce a friendly environment. Luckily you have very tolerant parents... [["In your room"|IS_1][$localAction = 0]]

[img[pics/LieOnHimSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part53<</if>> <<sheSays "Please...">> <<sheSays "I know we said kink free... ">> <<sheSays "But... can't I at least... milk you a little bit... ">> <<sheSays "I just woke up... and you know... for months now I have eaten you daily... every morning...">> <<sheSays "Please, love, just three shots... is all I ask...">> <<sheSays "Don't you love me sucking your cock... ?">> <<heSays "You know I love it... but you'll ruin me again, won't you?">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... well... three shots you know... how else...">> <<sheSays "I'll let you lick me afterwards, ok? Please!">> <<heSays "So... you mean... just an ordinary day?">> <<sheSays "Well... why should we change things that are perfect.">> Without awaiting any further answers... she went down... and got her usual proteins. I didn't really mind though. She felt fantastic, I was used to it... and it actually felt really good that she wanted my taste so much. After a couple of minutes and me being thoroughly drained... she came back up to me... face to face. <<sheSays "I love this so much, sucking you dry... eating my beloved man, tasting you - love it! Knowing I am eating your... your sex, I can coax it out of you in just a few minutes... all of it.">> I grinned at her... <<heSays "This is not going to work... you know?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "You and I, living without kinks... it's in your nature ... and I love it.">> <<heSays "Screw this holiday, love... I am yours, completely, always! - But if I think you go too far... I'll intercept. Is that ok?">> She smiled at me... grabbed my dick... <<sheSays "Does that mean, I can edge you, ride on your face, use your dick to make me cum, make you lick me, train you further...">> She eagerly continued to count all things she wanted to do with me... <<heSays "Within reason... yes... what about... you keep being the lovable, adorable, sex-crazy girl and if you go too far for my taste, I just tell you... and you listen to me. Is that ok? ... also - once in a while you let me cum, I don't always want to intervene for that.">> <<sheSays "Is once a month enough?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "Every other week then?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "But you do know that I love to deny you... ?">> <<heSays "Tell you what... you chose a number between one and one hundred, and you try to keep the ratio of our orgasms at that.">> <<sheSays "What about... one to five hundred?">> ... we haggled like on a marketplace... Had I known where this would lead... I'd have started lower. After some time... <<heSays "Ok... between one and one hundred fifty... chose!">> She looked at me... <<sheSays "What is there to choose, why did we haggle? ... 150!">> <<heSays "You are evil.">> <<sheSays "No... I am the woman you love.">> She silently spoke to herself... but so I had to hear it... <<sheSays "Hm... if I reduce my orgasm count to only about 7 per day... then I get three weeks of denial...">> I laughed... <<heSays "You are not able to do that... you know...">> <<heSays "When have you been below thirty last time?">> <<sheSays "Long time now... but other women do actually survive with less... I know that for a fact...">> <<heSays "YOU don't... and I love you for that!">> <<heSays "One thing though... ruins do not count as orgasms!">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "I thought that was clear!">> <<sheSays "You never said that... ok... I guess that was implied... somewhere...">> ... <<sheSays "Still - you came yesterday twice within five minutes... in average that means I get to have three hundred big O's without you being able to complain.">> <<heSays "... or we say... it starts from now!">> She slapped me with pillow... <<sheSays "Stop haggling... will you? Three hundred! Deal?">> <<heSays "Ok... ok.">> She threw herself over me... <<sheSays "I love you... you tasty male... I'll eat you up and will use you to my liking... this is great!">> ... <<sheSays "Wait!">> She hopped out of the bed... and returned a couple of seconds later with a small box. <<sheSays "I wanted to try that some time now...">> <<sheSays "You know... I always liked that your second dick had a vibrator in it...">> <<sheSays "I always wanted your dick to vibrate too... but... well you know... you just never grew a vibrator of your own and an operation just for that seemed to be too much...">> <<sheSays "But look at this!">> She showed me the small device in the box... it was a sort of penis ring... but on one side it had a small extension to it and at the end of the extension was a small buckle of sorts. <<heSays "Thank you... for not operating a vibrator on my dick...">> I sarcastically said <<sheSays "If worn correctly... that small buckle should vibrate right on my clit.">> <<sheSays "Cool, ey?">> <<heSays "Ok... but, love you are so... easily stimulated... when I fuck you... do you really need this?">> She smirked... <<sheSays "Aw... dummy. This is not for when you fuck me, you are right... I don't really need anything else than... your cock is heaven in me...">> She drew closer... <<sheSays "This is for when you 'passively' fuck me...">> <<sheSays "When I lie on you, your hard cock inside me... and you are not allowed to move.">> <<sheSays "Then I'll switch on this little darling... I lie on you, feel your perfect dick in me... and get stimulated by this... and in a short time I will cum, with your cock inside me... you will feel me twitching in pleasure. I will moan in your ears... you will feel my whole body on you... feel every wave of my pleasure. But you are not allowed to move your dick... you will just drown in my pleasure... and after I cum... I'll just continue and cum again... and again...">> <<heSays "Yes... that sound like you...">> <<sheSays "I just hope the battery will hold till I am done with it...">> <<sheSays "Say... do you want to try this perhaps? I mean...">> She got hold of my dick again... <<sheSays "... your boner seems ready for it!">> <<sheSays "... and you love it when I cum... I'll moan in your ears... and you are allowed to hear me... you can even place your hand on my butt... what do you say...?">> <<heSays "Sold!">> <<heSays "Come on... climb me... I know you are ready...">> With that she placed the, let’s call it 'pleasure ring', around the base of my shaft... switched in on... and lay on me... <<sheSays "Ohhh... yes this is going to work... I feel it... it is exactly in the right place... my favourite dick in me... nice and strong... and my clit is being worked on... hmmm...">> Her head was on my shoulders, slightly tilted upwards... and as if to reward me, I heard her continuous soft moans as she lay on me. I placed my hands on her butt - it was so soft and firm. I caressed it and revelled in the fact that this perfect girl used me for her pleasure. She first came after a very short time... I heard her getting more and more turned on, her breathing got faster and louder... her soft moans getting less soft and more energetic. Her body lay very still on me... <<sheSays "Feels so good... just lying here... not working... but getting stimulated... and your dick in me... hmmmm.... ohh, AHHHH, YES, FUCK YES.... HMMMMmm">> With that I could feel her spasm around me dick... actually not just her vagina, but her whole body shivered... and she kept whispering, moaning. <<sheSays "Yes... hmm, yeeessss... aww.... it doesn't stop... hmmmm...">> I couldn't help... but say... <<heSays "This... you... are so beautiful! I so love you...">> After a minute or so... her throbbing and shivering subsided... <<sheSays "This is great... I'll just idle around... and wait for the next...">> This continued... for the better part of an hour... then the clit vibrator stopped... <<sheSays "What... no... not yet... please... no...">> She was just short of another climax... I felt it... she wanted it... now... <<heSays "I won't let that thing deny you - love...">> I threw her on her back... and fucked her... for less than a minute... until she came with another of her wonderful climaxes... She laughed in pleasure and glee... <<sheSays "Thank you... love... I knew I could count on you...">> ...after several minutes... <<sheSays "That thing is great... but giving up after not even an hour... is not fair...">> <<sheSays "Say... You are so good with electronics... couldn't you... perhaps... add a power supply?">> <<sheSays "If that thing could work longer... I would assume... we could also turn this into an all-nighter... once in a while...">> <<sheSays "Please, love... can you look into it... make it last longer... will you?">> <<sheSays "Here... a little incentive...">> ... and in a, by now well trained exercise, she swooped up her juice... and fed me... <<sheSays "Please?">> <<heSays "Ok... I'll look into it... shouldn't be too hard to add a small power supply via USB... but you'll not be able to use it under the shower any more...">> <<sheSays "No worry... I can buy another one for that... but make it last longer... I mean... make it not stop...">> ... <<heSays "You know... it was lovely... feeling you so close... with no distraction... just feeling your pleasure and your reactions... I love it when you cum... and share your ecstasy...">> <<heSays "I played with your cute butt all the time... I wanted actually to tease you with my fingers... but... you are so soft... and so ... hm just great... I didn't have the time... or the will to actually draw my hand away for something else...">> <<sheSays "Oh... yes... do it next time... I want your finger in my butt hole... next time, yes? That will add another layer... will you? ... Aww... I want it now.">> <<heSays "You are so greedy...">> <<sheSays "Don't you love it...">> <<heSays "I do... come here...">> ... and with that I turned her around... spread her legs and licked her cute butt hole and played with my free hand with her vagina and clit... till she had another couple of orgasms... After we finished... <<sheSays "And you say I AM greedy...">> <<sheSays "YOU are at least as greedy as I... you just want me to orgasm all the time...">> She drew closer... and whispered <<sheSays "...and that is another reason why I love you...">> [[continue|Part54]]

[img[pics/O1small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part54<</if>> We were lying in our bed after a workday. Absentmindedly $girl played with my dick... as usual. <<sheSays "Love...?">> <<heSays "Yes...">> <<sheSays "You know my friend Bianca?">> <<heSays "Sure, small girl, freckles, dark short hair - I am not sure I like her though.">> <<sheSays "I know her for a very long time now. Yea, she has a snobbish and arrogant streak which you probably don't like.">> <<sheSays "You are so down to earth, pragmatic and open minded... ">> <<sheSays "Anyway - you know I can be a blabber mouth sometimes...">> <<heSays "Go on.">> <<sheSays "I... hm... might have hinted something... that perhaps I should not have... ">> <<heSays "Oh dear...">> <<sheSays "We were talking about movies - very harmlessly.">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "Somehow we diverged to erotic scenes... and she gave some examples...">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "Those were all harmless... and I just chatted with her...">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "Then she started talking about 'Knight of the Cups', you know the movie with Christian Bale an Natali Portman, you know - where he nibbles at her foot...">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "Ehm, ... I didn't really think about it...">> <<sheSays "I said something like, yes that feels great...">> <<heSays "Ok... not something I'd like her to know - but that seems not so bad.">> <<sheSays "Ehm, ... I might have used slightly different words...">> <<heSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "... something like... worship...">> <<sheSays "... and... slave...">> <<heSays "I see.">> <<sheSays "... she got really curious then...">> <<heSays "I wonder why.">> <<sheSays "I then...">> <<heSays "STOP!">> <<heSays "You are so hesitant... to talk... are you afraid?">> <<sheSays "A little bit... I talked to a third party about US and we said it is private...">> <<heSays "Love, no matter what you do - I want you to be honest with me and certainly not be afraid to talk to me. That is more important than anything else.">> <<heSays "We said this before and I will always stand to this - I want us to be able to talk about anything, I want us not to be judging the other or being afraid of reactions or whatever.">> <<sheSays "I know love. I want the same - nonetheless there might be times this is easier than at other times.">> <<heSays "Ok, she got really ... curiouser and curiouser ...">> She laughed... <<sheSays "She certainly was at least as dumbfounded as Alice...">> <<sheSays "Ok. I told her nearly everything. You know what - I loved it. I always wanted to brag about our relationship - and I never could, but once the dam was broken...">> <<heSays "Ok... what is 'everything'?">> <<sheSays "That you love me, that you are my slave, that I can use you for whatever I want.">> <<sheSays "I deny you, cage you, let you lick me for hours, I sit on your face and kick you in the balls.">> <<sheSays "I whip you, suffocate you. That I have you stuck your tongue in my ass and drink my piss - everything!">> <<sheSays "By the way, please lick my breasts...">> <<sheSays "The only thing I did not tell her is that I love you more than anything and that you are willing to do all these things for me willingly and out of love.">> <<sheSays "She thinks now I am a mean bitch and have you under total control and you are my helpless thrall.">> <<heSays "Interesting... why didn't you tell her?">> <<sheSays "To fuck with her mind. You were right... she is so stuck up.">> <<heSays "Will she tell others about us?">> <<sheSays "I don't know - I certainly told her not to - but I am not sure we can trust her on that.">> <<sheSays "You ARE my slave - aren't you?">> <<heSays "Certainly.">> <<sheSays "You will do everything I order you to?">> <<heSays "Yep!">> <<sheSays "If I order you to fuck her - will you?">> <<heSays "Nope!">> <<sheSays "You do know these two answers contradict each other?">> <<heSays "Yep! - I lied - once!">> <<sheSays "Which one?">> <<heSays "Wouldn't you like to know?">> <<sheSays "Now suck a little...">> <<sheSays "I know to which one you lied... because you are mine... and mine alone.">> <<heSays "I am. If at all possible - I will not be with another girl... or boy... or whatever.">> <<sheSays "You do not promise I will be the only one?">> <<heSays "Nope - you might die... what should I do then?">> <<sheSays "You are so... so... unromantic... but yes... in that case I give you my blessing...">> <<sheSays "Would you lick Bianca?">> <<heSays "Nope!">> <<sheSays "How can I brag with you - if you are not willing to pleasure her?">> <<heSays "Do you really want me to?">> <<sheSays "No - most certainly not... you are mine... and mine alone - how often do I have to say that?">> <<heSays "You do not have to say that at all! It is a given thing!">> <<heSays "I can fuck you a few hours in front of her...">> <<heSays "Or if you feel more devious minded - you could whip me in front of her...">> <<heSays "Or have a movie night with me licking your feet during the session...">> <<heSays "Since she knows anyway - I have no qualms about that. If it helps you 'fucking her mind' ...">> <<sheSays "You would?">> <<heSays "Sure - I don't care what she thinks of me - and I am quite self-confident in case you have not noticed.">> <<heSays "You did not tell her that you love me?">> <<sheSays "No... not this time... I probably have before... but at that occasion - I was only your mistrees.">> <<sheSays "Put your hand to use... massage my clit..">> <<heSays "Didn't she ask?">> <<sheSays "She didn't really say much... she was quite speechless... after some time...">> <<heSays "Did you at least tell her that I am also your knight and protector?">> <<sheSays "Oh love, you are! But no - that too would not have fitted to the rest I told.">> <<heSays "Probably... So in her eyes I am a total loser and slave and you have full control of me?">> <<sheSays "Yep!">> <<heSays "Cool!">> <<heSays "Did you give her any explanation as to why I behave like I do?">> <<sheSays "Not really - you are probably just a weakling who found a sadistic bitch that you can't escape from, mentally ill and need a master. Something like that.">> <<heSays "Do you think she would try to take me away from you and use me for her own?">> <<sheSays "Yep - I think she most probably would.">> <<heSays "Do you want to stay friends with her?">> <<sheSays "I don't know... yea, probably - we go way back. I know her quite well I think - she is not a BFF. But I think I would miss this connection to my past.">> <<heSays "You want her as your slave?">> <<sheSays "WHAT? No!">> <<heSays "I will not share you sexually you know that.">> <<heSays "But are you sure you wouldn't enjoy another power fantasy and have her as your pet?">> <<sheSays "Stop that!">> <<heSays "Her kneeling in front of you... begging you...">> <<sheSays "I said stop!">> <<heSays "She sounded very interested in your telling.">> <<heSays "If you ask me - she is into this, either as a slave or as a mistress.">> <<heSays "What do you think - which one is it?">> <<sheSays "I don't know...">> <<heSays "Try it - if she is a slave... you will notice it in her.">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, faster...">> <<sheSays "I didn't notice in you!">> <<heSays "I am no slave - I just love you - completely - and for that I am willing to give you my everything.">> <<heSays "You will not sex her up, nor use her for your orgasms nor make her use me or vice versa. I want to be and stay your only sex mate!">> <<sheSays "Love - as you said - that is a given thing. That will never ever change till one of us dies - perhaps even beyond. You know that!">> <<heSays "Still - I like to hear it. I love you!">> <<sheSays "As do I - to both your claims.">> <<sheSays "Would you mind her seeing you naked?">> <<heSays "What you mean is - would I mind her seeing me caged?">> <<sheSays "Yep.">> <<heSays "Watch but do not touch... that is ok. I do not have anything to hide and she'd probably seen a naked man before.">> <<sheSays "Can I buy a special cage for that occasion?">> <<heSays "So you already have it all planned out?">> <<sheSays "No not really... but the more I think about it... ">> <<heSays "What special cage?">> <<sheSays "You know... there are these really, really flat cages - where one wonders where all the trunk has gone. Impossible to get even a hint of a boner in. They look so intimidating... so... so... slavery... so you are not even a male anymore...">> She got goose bumps envisioning me in something like that. <<heSays "You don't really want that for her, do you? You want me to live out your dominance fantasies and unman me.">> <<sheSays "YES!" she hissed.>> <<sheSays "And on that flat cage we screw your artificial dick and you fuck me for hours... and not feel a thing... hmm - that will be so awesome.">> <<heSays "Yea - awesome. Actually I understand your fantasies... and it might look 'good' ... and mentally you can enjoy it.">> <<heSays "But I can assure you - fucking you with my real dick and being not allowed to cum is much more cruel than pumping at you with a plastic dildo attached to my loins.">> <<sheSays "Really?">> <<heSays "Absolutely, positively really!">> <<sheSays "Why don't you do it then?">> <<sheSays "Slave! Fuck me! But don't you dare to cum!">> I did - she climaxed a couple of times - I didn't. <<sheSays "I love you - slaveling.">> With that and her hand around my dick... she drifted of to sleep. <<sheSays "Hey... love... wake up!">> <<heSays "Hu?">> I sleepily replied. <<sheSays "I need to feed you!">> <<heSays "´Love you!">> I said, as I wormed my way down to receive her blessing. ... after ... I dropped out of bed... dragged myself to the bathroom and brushed my teeth... and shuffled back to bed. ... <<sheSays "I feel bad...">> <<heSays "Love, what’s wrong, can I help you?">> <<sheSays "No... I am a bad person...">> <<heSays "You? Never! You are an angle in the disguise of a human... what makes you even think that?">> <<sheSays "I... you... we - said that my 'kink' is only in relation to you - my love.">> <<sheSays "But... I can't get the picture out of my head... Bianca, at my feet... you know...">> <<heSays "I know love... it's fine... I love you... shhhh">> I wrapped my arms around her. <<heSays "What do you want from her? Sex?">> <<sheSays "No! YOU are my sex mate!">> <<sheSays "Just... humiliate her a bit... a little pain perhaps, sexual denial, frustration... nothing too bad.">> <<sheSays "Perhaps I could use her to hurt you... flogging you... while I get off.">> <<sheSays "Is that bad?">> I swallowed. <<heSays "I am not enough for you?">> I sadly asked. <<sheSays "No! Yes! - I mean you are! You are enough - more than enough - for me!">> <<sheSays "This has nothing to do with our love or sex or - I just don't know.">> <<sheSays "I'm messed up. I ... just want to feel the power over her. This has absolutely nothing to do with you - or us - or our love!">> <<heSays "Why then, I quote, 'flogging you... while I get off?">> <<sheSays "... I don't know...">> <<sheSays "Because I get hot, when my love is in pain for me and because of me. That is not new; Bianca in that case would only be a tool I use - like any other tool.">> <<sheSays "... and ... perhaps ... because I have a witness... a witness makes it even more real...">> We lay for a while in silence, my arms wrapped around her trying to comfort her. A tear dropped onto my arm... then another... <<heSays "Baby... don't cry...">> <<sheSays "I am so messed up.">> <<heSays "You are who you are. I am fine with that - I love you!">> <<heSays "We found each other - I accept and embrace you with all facets of your being.">> <<heSays "Perhaps you will change one day, perhaps not.">> <<heSays "You should accept who and what you are! Being sad will not change anything.">> <<heSays "I do not really believe that you can change yourself by your own will.">> <<heSays "You can suppress yourself, your nature your reactions and actions, but that will not change you inside.">> <<heSays "I truly want you to be yourself and embrace your being.">> <<heSays "True changes happen over time and/or with experiences - not by being sad or wanting to be different.">> <<heSays "Give yourself time, give yourself experiences - these may or may not change you - but nothing else will.">> <<sheSays "Come, claim me - let us become one. Let me feel you.">> ... <<sheSays "Slow... move really slow... please...">> <<sheSays "I don't need to cum... soon...">> <<sheSays "I just want to feel, that I am your woman... just want to feel you inside of me.">> ... I very, very slowly fucked her - my denial boner in her... filling her... <<sheSays "Love... can I write to Ingrid again?">> <<heSays "Why?">> <<sheSays "I think... she thinks like me... also I'd like to discuss some ideas...">> <<heSays "You want to talk about us?">> <<sheSays "Slower... stallion...">> <<sheSays "No, - unless you allow it.">> <<heSays "I... it sounds dumb when I say it out loud - but I feel threatened by her...">> <<heSays "Did you ever tell her how much you love me?">> <<sheSays "No.">> <<heSays "See? That is what I mean.">> <<heSays "If you feel she is a kindred spirit - for god sake write to her.">> <<heSays "I can't forbid it anyway.">> <<heSays "I would only like two things, be honest! And don't let yourself be corrupted by her.">> <<sheSays "Honey?">> <<heSays "Hm.">> <<sheSays "I am looking for a word... that implies love... but has the meaning of something even 'bigger', more profound than love. Is there such a word?">> <<heSays "I don't know any. Perhaps in another language? In English you could say perhaps 'true love' or describe aspects of love in its different forms, like adoration, devotion. But no, I can't.">> <<sheSays "Invent one - please!">> <<heSays "That is not easy - at least not to get right. See there are different things to consider...">> <<heSays "The most used and strong words - or most obvious 'human' words in our language usually have only one syllable...">> <<heSays "Love, Fear, Hate ... Arm, Leg, Hand... you see?">> <<heSays "For creating new words you usually use 'old' words and connect them.">> <<heSays "Like dunno: Amagnifyre - Amara Latin for love, Magnify... obvious and Fyre symbolizing passion or intensity...">> <<heSays "But something greater than love should be one syllable... because it is so powerful...">> <<sheSays "You are such a nerd sometimes! - But I love that you did not stop fucking me...">> <<sheSays "I amagnifyre you!">> <<sheSays "Yea... that does not really come easy... or passionately... - keep searching!">> <<sheSays "Give me your shoulder...">> …and with that she sank her teeth in my shoulder and bit me till all four of her canines drew blood... <<sheSays "Hmm... so tasty...">> <<sheSays "You did not even grunt... but I felt your pain... your dick told me...">> she whispered. <<sheSays "Now the other...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... I love your twitchy moves when you are in pain...">> <<sheSays "I have no secrets before you... and I don't want to...">> <<sheSays "Tell you what, when I write to Ingrid - I'll do it with you... WE communicate, not I... how does that sound?">> She dug her claws - I mean nails in my back - and scratched full force downward. <<heSays "Aarrg">> that was unexpected. <<sheSays "Your back seems to be bloody - dear!">> <<sheSays "Now - stallion... make your woman cum!">> <<sheSays "Kiss me... and fuck me...">> She slung her arm around me and began setting her needed rhythm by grabbing and guiding my bum. I kissed her, longingly and passionately. My mouth worshiping her gorgeous face - while I listened to her aroused breath. Her nails dug into me... as she forced me to move faster and faster... and pressed me into her. This continued... for probably only half a minute... then I heard her scream... <<sheSays "YEES, GO ON... AHHHH, DAMN... MY GOOOOOOD... HMMMMM ... DON'T... STOP... FUCK... FUUUUCK">> She spasmed like wild beneath me... her nails drew blood again... Her uncontrolled movement continued... but she held her breath... her face turned red... and finally released a long moan... <<sheSays "AHHHHHWWWWW...">> She lay still... twitched... still... twitching... <<sheSays "Hmmm... hmmm... slowly now... only... want... hmmm ... feel ... you... hmmm">> She lay beneath me... my dick still in her... slowly very gently moving... every ten seconds or so her body still involuntarily heaved up. <<heSays "You are so... wonderful ... beautiful...">> <<sheSays "Phuuu... that was great... - and so unexpected...">> <<sheSays "I am so tired now... what time is it?">> <<heSays "Dunno - perhaps something like 4am?">> <<sheSays "Fetch me your cage... will you?">> <<heSays "Why?">> <<sheSays "To cage you - dummy!">> <<heSays "But...">> <<sheSays "I am to tired right now... I wanna sleep.">> <<sheSays "But I want to edge you a little... hear you moan and breath... your silent dismay.">> <<sheSays "Now that you say it... also get my dirty undies and some gaffer tape.">> <<heSays "I didn't do anything wrong did I? I am not being punished... am I?">> <<sheSays "No love... you were perfect... more than perfect you were perexcelent!">> <<sheSays "I am just a mean bitch - and I want to sleep, while you suffer next to me - is that ok with you?">> <<heSays "If I promise not to say anything till you want me to - can I be spared the gag?">> <<sheSays "Yea... that is ok.">> <<sheSays "How do you want to suffer?">> <<sheSays "Perpetual kick in the balls - or endless edging?">> <<heSays "Endless edging sounds healthier... I am not sure the 'feelings' are better though...">> <<sheSays "I would not be sure either...">> <<sheSays "One minute and one microsecond...">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I said one microsecond...">> <<heSays "But...">> <<sheSays "Yea... it's cruel I know.">> <<sheSays "Now... promise you will not say anything... and promise you will not touch the controll... ">> <<heSays "I promise... to both things.">> <<heSays "Wait... can I say one word...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "No - I mean can I say 'no' - I think... I am afraid I might do that automatically.">> <<sheSays "Oh darling... no - you are not allowed to say 'no'.">> <<sheSays "If I hear you only breathe one word... I'll truly make you suffer.">> <<heSays "Yes mistress... of course mistress...">> <<sheSays "I see you understand...">> <<sheSays "It starts now...">> <<sheSays "If you ball up... I'll wrap my arms around you while I sleep... it will give you some comfort...">> <<heSays "Thank you mistress... ">> <<heSays "hmm... nnNN">> <<sheSays "Hush baby... it only just started...">> <<sheSays "I'll sleep so well... having you quivering in my arms...">> <<heSays "nnNN">> my body shuddered again, as another edge was reached... and I was denied... the second one... of hundreds to come... this night... <<heSays "I love you...">> <<sheSays "I know dear...">> <<heSays "Sleep well hmNNN...">> Being edged continuously was terrible... but the true torture was that I promised silence... or at least something similar. After the first hour - perhaps a little earlier... I started crying again... or sobbing. <<sheSays "There, there love... please don't make so much noise.">> I tried to distract myself from the edging... I caressed my $girl, sniffed at her. While being wonderful... it did not really distract me. I crawled out of the bed... <<sheSays "Love... stay... I can't feel you trembling...">> <<heSays "I'll be back... NN!">> I got down on the floor and did 50 push ups... to exhaust and distract me... but <<heSays "NNN!">> I could not escape the torture of my cage. I so wanted to cum. I had been edged over a hundred times now... and my brains only thoughts were spurts of cum. Sexual frustration is way too small a word for what I felt. At one stage my body frantically fucked the carpet beneath me in a desperate attempt to cum or trick the cage - of course it changed nothing. <<sheSays "Are you fucking the floor...?">> <<heSays "Please... finish this... I...">> <<sheSays "Why would I? - Great show! Keep rubbing your dick on the floor... I like that.">> <<sheSays "Hand me your second dick... will you?">> <<sheSays "Now... keep fucking the floor... this is just to good to pass.">> <<heSays "Please... baby... use me... my cock is alive! I belong to you... Nnn! Please...">> <<sheSays "Keep to the floor I said...">> She made me dry hump the floor for her. <<sheSays "Aw... your dick feels so good... I switched on both vibrators and the pumping... awwww yes... that will not take long... hmmm... yes...">> <<heSays "Mistress... please...">> <<sheSays "hmmmm... come... up...">> <<heSays "Yes! ... Mistress! ...">> <<sheSays "Take the control hmmmm, yes... ">> <<sheSays "Set it to 10 seconds... keep the rest... awwww... damn... this is so good...">> I trembled... <<heSays "Mistress I... can't... ">> <<sheSays "Hmmm.. yes... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Wait... why are you still up?">> <<sheSays "You useless little piece of shit... do I have to do everything on my own... don't you see I am in the middle of something?">> <<heSays "Please...">> <<sheSays "Give that!">> She fondled with the settings... A wild powerful vibration pulsated through my lower body - a crescendo of lust and denial vibrating thru me... for a split of a second... I yelled out involuntarily... my body heaved up with wild spasm ... and I was left unconscious. I woke up with my head in $girl's lap... she sat and watched over me, caressing my face... and tears dropped down from her face onto mine... <<heSays "W..">> - I wanted to say 'what' - but couldn't quite get the words out. <<sheSays "You are awake! ... are you fine? How do you feel? Does anything hurt? I love you! I am sorry... damn me... I...">> She poked me in various places... <<sheSays "Do you feel that?">> I nodded... She grabbed my dick... <<sheSays "Do you feel that also?">> I nodded again... <<sheSays "Thank god... can you speak...">> <<heSays "Perhaps... if you stop blabbering...">> <<sheSays "Yes...">> and with that she kissed me... all over... <<sheSays "I love you, I love you, I love you, you are my everything...">> She caressed my whole body... making sure I was all right and felt everything... <<sheSays "Are you sure you are fine... should we see a doctor?">> <<heSays "I think I am fine... what happened...?">> <<sheSays "When I grabbed the control from you... - your dick was still in me... I was so randy and grumpy... and ... ">> <<sheSays "I set the dial... to the wrong position... and ...">> <<sheSays "You were... ehm ... denied each 1 millisecond with a breakoff of one microsecond...">> <<sheSays "Basically you were edged one thousand times per second...">> <<sheSays "But you didn't really make that second... you twitched, screamed and went unconscious in no time...">> <<heSays "I think tonight you might have been exaggerating it a bit again...">> <<sheSays "But you are so sweet to suffer for me...">> <<sheSays "... of course you are right - I know that... ">> <<sheSays "But I do what you told me to. I am embracing myself ... I have such good feelings when you are in my power.">> <<heSays "Here...">> I placed her hand on my dick... <<heSays "That is all the power you need. No power is greater than that - your body on mine.">> <<heSays "Love... I am soo tired. Can I please just go to my home and rest?">> <<sheSays "Of course dear...">> We lay down... I nestled between her legs, my face against her vagina... I smelled her... felt secure, loved, home... and fell asleep in a few seconds... $girl watched over me... caressed me, loved me. [[continue|Part55]]

<<if $debug>>Part55<</if>> <<letter "Dear Ingrid!">> <<letter "It has been some time, since I wrote. I want to apologize. It was nothing you said that made me stop writing.">> <<letter "My slave and I had promised each other that we keep the kinky part of our relationship private - and I broke that promise with some of the things I told you.">> <<letter "I don't know what kind of relationship you have with your slave. ">> <<letter "I probably have been a bit lacking describing mine. So I will write some lines in an attempt to describe it. You might then perhaps understand why a promise broken to him is a terrible thing for me.">> <<letter "My slave, my partner is my one and only love. He is the world to me. He is not 'only' my slave.">> <<letter "He is my partner, my soul mate, my sex mate, my property - and funnily enough often my toilet also my knight and protector.">> <<letter "When I am with him, I feel loved, save, cherished and worshipped. To me he is the perfect partner.">> <<letter "I had my first orgasm with him and I intend that my last orgasm will also be with him. As a matter of fact - I never ever had a climax without him being involved. And - that is the way I want it to stay.">> <<letter "He is the most intelligent person I know, very self-confident and in his nature is per se nothing submissive.">> <<letter "I feel unconditional love towards him, a love that I cannot imagine will ever fail. The words 'soul mate' were invented for us.">> <<letter "He feels the same way towards me.">> <<letter "That is a short sentence but no further elaboration will enhance it.">> <<letter "Just read the above passages again and switch him with her and vice versa.">> <<letter "Early in our relationship we discovered my kinks - my inclinations, that I get sexually aroused when denying my partner or humiliate him or causing him pain.">> <<letter "My partner on the other hand also has some sort of kink. He absolutely loves everything that gives me pleasure - sexually or otherwise. For him there is no higher goal - than keeping me happy and satisfied.">> <<letter "Keeping in mind that I absolutely love having orgasms - that I get off on hurting, frustrating, denying my partner AND have a partner that quote: 'will do anything so that I can have as much pleasure as I can possible get' - we are a couple that fits perfectly.">> <<letter "That 'fits' perfectly also is true for our bodies. His dick is perfect for me. There can be no better - I have absolutely no need to try anything else.">> <<letter "Keeping all that in mind - just to provide some numbers...">> <<letter "We are still quite young - we have been together now for little more than twenty months. My slave had 41 orgasms in that time - my orgasm count recently reached the five (!) digit range - yes! Well over ten thousand!">> <<letter "If we set our minds to it - e.g. I let him lick me for eight hours a day... I can get more than fifty or sixty orgasms. I know this sounds absurd and unnatural... I don't think I am however. I account most of my sexual prowess to my partner.">> <<letter "He was the first man for me... and he led me into my sexuality with uttermost consideration and respect. He did not force me to anything and let me develop and was ever open to all things. We explored and learned and experimented and never overstepped boundaries the other was not willing to.">> <<letter "But I wouldn't know what boundaries my partner would set that he would not cross for me.">> <<letter "With one exception - but this goes for us both - we can't except that the other has sex with someone else. But neither of us wants that anyway - so that is no boundary at all.">> <<letter "I get aroused by various things as told above... a limited selection of things we did:">> <<letter "Denial and a couple of hours edging per day - about a month at a time">> <<letter "Flogging - my man now has some scars on his back, I needed to learn my own strength">> <<letter "Dehumanization - furniture... footstool...">> <<letter "He regularly drinks from me - mostly at night (pee)">> <<letter "Sensory deprivation">> <<letter "Ruined orgasms - I so love his cum... I milk him whenever I can!">> <<letter "Suffocation - I deny him to breath, till he is unconscious - I love to see the panic in his eyes">> <<letter "There is probably more... but I can't write it all down.">> <<letter "There is one other thing I'd like to mention. He always keeps his promises - and if at all possible, he obeys me. This is most notably during sex.">> <<letter "We often just fuck - I love his dick inside of me.">> <<letter "If I tell him not to cum - I can trust that he will not.">> <<letter "He can fuck me for several hours and I'll cum every few minutes - but he is not allowed to. I can feel his desperation to cum, his need, his frustration... but he always obeys me. I can keep him denied and me satisfied quite long.">> <<letter "The power I have over him is built on love and trust!">> <<letter "One other thing about me - sometimes I act without thinking to much. I just do. Sometimes I overdo things and I do not notice.">> <<letter "There were several occasions in our relationship where I went overboard. Where I injured my partner not only physically but also mentally. I sometimes need his help to set me straight - and I am thankful that he does.">> <<letter "Although his willingness to suffer on my behalf is probably to big... he should intervene sooner.">> <<letter "A couple of examples.">> <<letter "To get my partner to the physical fitness he now possesses (fucking me for several hours straight) - we setup a program.">> <<letter "One part of the program was ... well ... fucking. First me - and when he got tired he had to fuck a rubber girl and I would encourage him to continue - encourage with a whip - a real horsewhip by the way.">> <<letter "The last half hour at that stage was really difficult for him... and as he could not perform anymore... I ... ehm ... slightly overused the whip.">> <<letter "I... felt very ashamed... the bed was bloody... blood stains on the wall, on my hands... his whole back was a red mess.">> <<letter "...and just to show you what kind of man he is...">> <<letter "The first thing he did when I realized what I had done - was to comfort me. He said that everything was fine. That he would heal... that I would heal... that in the end it would make us stronger. He comforted me as his blood kept dripping on the floor.">> <<letter "Weeks later he 'forced' me to carefully whip him again, he said I had to learn to fly again - lest I would get afraid of myself.">> <<letter "Another time - I suffocated him.">> <<letter "See - when I suffocate him - I have to tie him up - otherwise the pure animalistic survival instinct kicks in and he'll stop me.">> <<letter "If he is tied up - he is helpless.">> <<letter "He usually has a sealed gag in his mouth and I hold his nose until he is unconscious. I lie on him... look him in the eyes and see his panic - suffocation is nothing you can get used to - your body panics. It is so hot having his life in my fingers... seeing him suffer. Seeing him like this makes my vagina flooded in seconds.">> <<letter "Anyway... what is really cool and gets me off, is when I ride his dick during this. He needs a penis ring - lest the penis shrinks when he blacks out.">> <<letter "So I ride him... apply the paperclip and soon after - the wild stallion beneath me begins to panic and his body aches, tries throwing me off... but instead of throwing me off - I use his panicky convulsions to my own needs... it is so hot... I just can't help but to cum from his panic.">> <<letter "As I write this down... I think I might be a little sick after all...">> <<letter "Anyway... he still loves me... and believe it or not... he is more or less even ok with this - because he knows what extraordinary orgasms I reach from this.">> <<letter "Only thing is - once I slightly overdid it... a teeny tiny little bit.">> <<letter "I suffocated him perhaps about thirty times in a row...">> <<letter "When I released him... he said something about Geneva conventions, first degree torture, it feels better staying dead... etc...">> <<letter "You may wonder why I write to you again.">> <<letter "Fact is - I sensed a familiar soul in you - at least in respect to my kinkiness.">> <<letter "I do not have any people except my partner - with whom to talk about this. Also I would perhaps like to place some ideas I might have concerning your products.">> <<letter "The fact that I broke a promise when writing about my partnership did not leave a good impression of you on my partner - actually he literally said that he 'felt threatened' by you.">> <<letter "My partner and I we trust each other blindly - and we share everything we do. Since I would like to keep up my correspondence with you I suggested that he'd be included.">> <<letter "So be advised, that he will read (and perhaps write) my letters to you and he will probably read your replies.">> <<letter "Please don't get the impression this is forced on me and that he pressures me. He doesn't - he realizes that if I WANTED to keep our communication a secret that I easily could. But I do not want to - I will always share everything with my love. If you do not want my love to read what you have to say - I do not want to keep up our correspondence.">> <<letter "$girl">> <<letter "PS">> <<letter "Yesterday using your cage - I accidentally applied a wrong setting.">> <<letter "I wanted to use the edging on my love. I already had him edged for a couple of hours with the setting one minute one microsecond...">> <<letter "I love to feel him quivering in desperation beside me while I sleep...">> <<letter "When I woke up I used his dick to get me off while watching him suffer. - Little explanation here... My brain is really locked on my love... I cannot use ordinary dildos - or perhaps I don't want to... I have dildos that are replicas of my partner’s dick... so when I say here I used his dick to get me off - I mean one of his replicas.">> <<letter "Anyway - one thing led to another and as I was getting closer - I wanted him to suffer more and I wanted to set the edging to ten seconds and one microsecond. - Don't you love it when your slave howls in frustration and denial?">> <<letter "The thing is - I accidentally set the edging to one millisecond and one microsecond. There was a sharp yelp and he lost consciousness. He came back after a few minutes- and seemed to be ok... his dick was also fully functional. Can you perhaps elaborate if that setting had any negative consequences? I surely was afraid when he lost consciousness for a few minutes. On the other hand - one thousand denials per second ... is quite a number!">> [[continue|Part56]]

<<if $debug>>Part56<</if>> <<letter "Dear $girl,">> <<letter "First: Hahaha!">> <<letter "When I read 'There was a sharp yelp and he lost consciousness.' - I couldn't help laughing out loud... I still have joyful tears in my eyes.">> <<letter "I admit - I never tried the setting you described - it IS a little extreme after all. But no, there probably are no consequences. After the first few hundred denials with that setting he just blacked out. Perhaps he gets an extreme blue ball syndrome (he wants you even more than usual) but as your letter suggests you'll be able to cope with that.">> <<letter "I am glad you wrote again, I love talking to you - I see in you - excuse my very personal phrasing - some kind of 'kinky-daughter' we seem to be similar in many ways.">> <<letter "I envy you in many ways - but not in any bad way. I am happy for you that you found a good and healthy way and have a partner that loves you.">> <<letter "I just wish I was young again, had a soul mate and not the burden of a company behind me. And I most certainly wish to be able to cum as often as you do.">> <<letter "I am more than twice your age - and - I never really counted - am probably not anywhere near ten thousand orgasms - which you seemingly reached in less than two years.">> <<letter "I know about my kink since I was about your age - but I didn't know about it when I had my first partner(s).">> <<letter "My first relationships thus were actually really a let-down. Sure I liked those boys/men - but sooner or later we had sex. They had orgasms and I didn't - I took that as a sign that these people weren't the right ones for me - which they probably weren't since they didn't really care whether I was satisfied or not.">> <<letter "My first orgasm with a man, was with a man I hated! He was the office stud - and thought he could have any woman he wanted. He was a real jerk.">> <<letter "A friend of mine had a short relationship with him, but as soon as he got his semen in her - he broke off, he just wanted to fuck her and expand his conqueror list.">> <<letter "I wanted to revenge her - so I set up 'traps' for him - and let him think he could get me on his list.">> <<letter "One thing led to another... and at one stage I had him cuffed to his own bed... I wanted to blue ball deny him... and perhaps humiliate him by taking pictures and spread them. Not totally legal but in my book back then totally acceptable.">> <<letter "Then this funny thing happened. When he was secured to his own bed - helplessly - his boner dangling useless in front of him. I was getting more and more aroused.">> <<letter "I climbed onto the bed... not touching him... drew down my pants... and masturbated in front of him... his eyes bulging... his stupid dick aching for my cunt.">> <<letter "I came so hard like I never had before.">> <<letter "I was a little ashamed... packed my stuff... threw the keys to his handcuffs into the toilet and left. I have not seen him since; he never came back to the office.">> <<letter "I have had a multitude of sex partners since then. Some to fuck, some to beat, some to use. Since I have become more successful and wealthier I can chose my men more selectively. I have broken several men in my time - some are very delicate creatures. There are very few men I can honestly respect. I have absolutely no qualms about manufacturing devices build to control and hurt men.">> <<letter "I have a very low opinion of men in general.">> <<letter "I will not deny that there can be and are exceptions to the rule - but I hardly know any.">> <<letter "As you describe your mate - he does seem exceptional. I hope he stays that way.">> <<letter "Just a warning - do not break him. As said... men can sometimes be delicate and be broken. I tell you here and now - once broken, he will be useless to you. Whether you love him or not.">> <<letter "You seem to be very enthusiastic... on the one hand that is good!">> <<letter "But if you sensed you 'injured' him already... be very careful. Breaking him... will also break something in you.">> <<letter "I don't mean to not let him suffer for your pleasure... just keep it sensible.">> <<letter "Suffer... did you use hot rub on him yet? I find the results on helpless men very pleasing!">> <<letter "Personally I would also suggest forced cuckold - especially if he loves you. A man suffers greatly when his love fucks another man in front of him. Perhaps something for later in life... at the moment you two seem to still be very clingy.">> <<letter "You know... when you deny a man for a certain time... he becomes so nice worshippy... he follows you everywhere... always wants to be of service... etc.">> <<letter "You get even better results by not only denying him a release... but also denying him to get a boner!">> <<letter "A man that cannot even get an erection... is nearly per default a perfect slave.">> <<letter "There are also 'darker' methods... not strictly illegal - but greyish.">> <<letter "There are things you can implant ... that give you nearly total control of his sex organ.">> <<letter "You can make it that he always has a boner - or never.">> <<letter "You can make it that he is unable to cum... but always needy...">> <<letter "You can make it that he produces more or less sperm... if you love milking him... you can greatly increase the output of your slave.">> <<letter "If he consents to this... it is legal.">> <<letter "But I can also provide you with a pill... that makes him sleep ... very well... and the operation is minimally invasive... if you let him sleep for another 24 hours... he will not even notice or feel a scar or pain. It will just give you control over him without him ever noticing.">> <<letter "When he is not aware of it... you can tease him additionally... e.g. if you set him to not being able to get a boner... you can taunt him that he is not even a male anymore... ">> <<letter "...you see my point...">> <<letter "In your case I would actually suggest to do this in secret... a slave that is not submissive by nature should be a slave by force - I can provide you with the needed resources!">> <<letter "Hey! Slave! -> Feel threatened by me yet?">> <<letter "Oh... the time... I have a meeting in a few minutes I better get going...">> <<letter "Write again soon...">> <<letter "Love I.">> [[continue|Part57]]

<<if $debug>>Part57<</if>> <<letter "Ingrid, ">> <<letter "Great that you wrote back so soon.">> <<letter "Please do not try to drive a wedge between my slave and me.">> <<letter "I will never ever cuckold him - the very thought is appalling to me.">> <<letter "I also don't think the operation is a thing we will try... there are so many ways I can make him suffer without invading his body... I think we will do quite well.">> <<letter "About hot rub... yes we used it... but it was one of the times I exaggerated a bit.">> <<letter "I first misused his dick... rubbing without lube... biting it bloody... the usual. So that it was quite sensitive already, then I massaged him with half a tube - till it was really hot. I then put loads more of the lube in a condom - made him wear it... duck taped it... and rode him for two or three hours... all the while massaging new loads of hot rub into his dick while riding him.">> <<letter "It was lots of fun for me... and I can't even remember how many times I came - while he was whining and crying beneath me. It was excellent!">> <<letter "But I even then knew... that I exaggerated again... making his skin extra sensitive... biting his dick even bloody... using that huge amount of lube. He was a wreck afterwards.">> <<letter "I actually grew a conscience at that point - and was determined to punish myself - so I would not do something like that again. I commanded my slave to use the rest of the hot rub on me... I wanted to experience what I had caused.">> <<letter "But as said, my slave is also my protector - he promised to never let anything hurt me if he could help it.">> <<letter "So he on purpose twisted the meaning of what I said. He shackled me - as was to be expected... and let me promise to not pursue the subject further when he really applied the hot rub to my genitals... I agreed and promised.">> <<letter "He then rubbed his dick again with the hot rub - in his account his dick belongs to me, and so he applied the hot rub to 'my' genitals.">> <<letter "He then unchained me... I kept my promise... and held him the next few hours, as he again suffered the effects of the hot rub. I was not aroused one bit by that.">> <<letter "I totally get the 'not let him get an erection' thing.">> <<letter "I would absolutely love doing that to him. A fantasize about that all the time. But I can't. I even tried it!">> <<letter "I have one of those devious small rings... you can put it on his penis directly under his glans - it has spikes on the inside. If his dick gets to big... the spikes cause pain ... and shrinkage. It works quite well! And if you stroke him while he wears it - he howls nicely like a little dog just kicked.">> <<letter "But I myself was a wreck after him wearing it two days only!">> <<letter "I couldn't get my protein shakes from him - aka I usually ruin him a couple of times per day... . His cum is my favourite food by now!">> <<letter "Also... there is no better tool than his penis. His dick is so perfect for me... I love it inside me. I just could not deprive myself for an extended period. Neither his delicious semen, nor his godly cock. He probably still had it harder than me... but only barely.">> <<letter "Sperm. Initially I hated it.">> <<letter "He never forced or suggested that I should swallow any...">> <<letter "But I wanted to. I could see him wallowing in my juices... licking and enjoying everything he can get. He is so into my taste - that I was nearly jealous, that I could produce something he so adored and I had nothing.">> <<letter "That was at a time I didn't even know there was such a thing as ruined orgasms.">> <<letter "Once I learned that - I wanted his cum - more than anything.">> <<letter "That was still in the beginning of our relationship... at that time - a few months in, I already had a couple of hundred orgasms - and he none at all.">> <<letter "I didn't want him to cum - at all! So how could I get his sperm? And then we learned of the ruin... and I was fire and flame.">> <<letter "It was such a let-down, when I first tasted him... I even spat it out - I think that hurt him a bit.">> <<letter "But I forced myself to keep trying and trying... and after some time, I started to like it. By now I love it, need it - it is my favourite taste and food - and all provided by my love!">> <<letter "Actually... I am trying a similar thing on my slave.">> <<letter "I try to condition him to me pee.">> <<letter "But since I just can't bring myself to let him cum more often... this is slow going.">> <<letter "What I am doing... he must keep my pee in his mouth... all the while I give him a blowjob - ehm... I mean... I milk him directly into my mouth.">> <<letter "When I swallow - he is allowed to swallow.">> <<letter "Soon now - very soon, my slave will be conditioned to get a boner when he tastes my pee. This is so sick - I love it!">> <<letter "Anyway... as you can see... I love the dick of my man.">> <<letter "This is something I wanted to ask you about.">> <<letter "Do you have any products, that leave the natural dick exposed - but provide me with some sort of control?">> <<letter "Like the ruin band - I absolutely loved that! For me it is redundant now. I can read my man better than any electronic. I know how to always ruin him perfectly">> <<letter "Imagine for example a 'pace maker band' - with that I mean... that I can set a certain speed... and if he is not fucking in the speed I want him to... some pain is added to his experience... the further away the speed is, the greater the pain.">> <<letter "Not only would that be great to ensure your slave fucking you in the correct speed.">> <<letter "But think out of the box! If you set that band to a speed while not fucking you... your slave is forced to 'fuck' something else! While you watch your favourite TV series... you slave is forced to dry hump the pillow in the corner - lest he suffers pain... I am getting wet while writing this!">> <<letter "On a completely other note.">> <<letter "A short while ago... I talked to an old friend of mine... and my blabber mouth slipped. She now knows about the relationship my slave and I have.">> <<letter "She got so interested, that I suspect she is either into dom - or sub herself - unconscious yet.">> <<letter "I talked about this to my love... and he has no qualms if I try to enslave her. There will be no direct sexual component in it for us - since like I said before - we have each other.">> <<letter "But I wonder about myself... whether I would not enjoy another slave. Not for sex, but only for pain, frustration and suffering.">> <<letter "This leads to two questions - do you have experience with that?">> <<letter "And do you have chastity devices for females, with similar features as the cage? (like endless edging... yeaih!)">> <<letter "My partner at the moment feels no threads at all.">> <<letter "He trusts me. And he is right to do so!">> <<letter "Love, $girl">> [[continue|Part58]]

<<if $debug>>Part58<</if>> <<letter "Dear $girl,">> <<letter "what you are talking about, we call a MCU, a 'male control unit'.">> <<letter "Yes in our product line we also have MCU's that do not enclose the genitalia and leave access to it.">> <<letter "In general our MCU's have even more sensors and actors than we provide with the cage, as that is only a public consumer product.">> <<letter "A movement sensor is per default included in most our non-consumer products. The application you suggested needed a tiny software update.">> <<letter "But right now I have one of my slaves sitting in the corner and he is humping like a rabbit... for a few hours now... he is exhausted but cannot stop... he reeks of sweat and he hates you. But I love you! Once in a while he tries to stop... but howls in frustration and pain... and continues... You are such a dear, $girl!">> <<letter "You cannot usually buy our non-consumer products, they are manufactured for ... ehm ... special government forces.">> <<letter "I must sincerely warn you about these. They are not really meant for sexual pleasure or dom/sub purposes - although I naturally use them for exactly that. They are meant to make people suffer and actually break them. You can do REAL harm with them - are you sure you are responsible enough to use such a tool on your 'love'? Going overboard with a tool like this WILL leave your 'love' dysfunctional.">> <<letter "For your innovative ideas and your spirit - and because you are a kindred mind - I am willing to provide you with means - not usually available to the public. Actually whether you render a male dysfunctional or not - I do not really care... they are a dozens to a dime. But for the moment you seem quite attached to your current toy... just saying.">> <<letter "Yes, we also have FCU's - female control units - in general we offer two versions for females - one product which is intra vaginal only. It is not quite as efficient as the other... which obviously consists of two parts, intra and extra vaginal.">> <<letter "For 'normal' female compliance application a pure intra vaginal solution should be sufficient - it can e.g. also block clitoral orgasms.">> <<letter "You know what? Even if I send you a single piece of this stuff - it will be illegal. So I might as well send you a full set, and you can do with it what you want - just don't tell.">> <<letter "I will send you a full set for male and female control. Each of those sets allows you to control up to five people. If you want to extend your operation... you will be able to. A cool thing is that you can link these devices... so if you later have five male slaves lined up... you can punish them all together by just pressing a single button!">> <<letter "I will send you these as standard sets - meaning it will include manuals and documentation also a development kit. If you are a little geeky - you can program the devices with new functions... like that 'rabbit' thing you invented. Just be sure to give me feedback - so I can try this stuff too!">> <<letter "The female tools - as the male ones - can also be used for 'good' - not only bad. Bad examples would be: orgasm denial, edging, vagina closure, absolute dryness, pain.">> <<letter "As good stuff you could count - wetness control, orgasm control, vaginal muscle control, intruder pain">> <<letter "The last two might need some explanation, vaginal muscle control - allows you to well - control your muscles. Your muscles actually are powerful enough to hold a man inside you... he will not be able to withdraw if you don't want him to. The muscle control can also be programmed to - for example - deliver a massage to anything inside your vagina.">> <<letter "Intruder pain - this is a euphemism. It just means that you can deliver pain to a penis inside your vagina - this is scalable.">> <<letter "It is quite satisfying to get fucked by a man having him howling in pain because of your vagina.">> <<letter "I would not recommend this to use with your so called 'love' as you discovered - men can easily be conditioned. Once a man is fearful of vaginas - his dick will not be useful to you anymore.">> <<letter "The devices can be controlled via remote. But the newest generation can also be controlled via voice commands. You have to register your voice via the remote... you wouldn't want the wrong person to be in control. ">> <<letter "Let's keep the communication up, I love hearing stories of your innocent experiences.">> <<letter "Love I.">> [[continue|Part59]]

<<if $debug>>Part59<</if>> <<letter "Ingrid, ">> <<letter "thanks for your trust in me! Yes I'd like to own the things you mentioned.">> <<letter "I hope I can use them responsibly. Since they are so dangerous, I'll probably hand the controls of the MCU to my slave. He has better judgement than I.">> <<letter "You might find it strange that this is an option for me. But remember my slave is in this position on his own free will. I have no intentions to break him - ever.">> <<letter "He will set the settings to what I wish... I trust him with that. If I go overboard... he can rescue us - he is my protector and he WILL protect me from losing him.">> <<letter "As I told you - he is absolutely loyal to me - and does what I wish. After you told about your friend in the corner of your office... it really intrigued me.">> <<letter "My own slave is also sitting in the corner... and humping... what did you say... yes - like a rabbit. He is so gorgeous and helpless... using his tool on a pillow. I also forbade him to cum... so for a few hours now he is actually humping and edging himself.">> <<letter "Wait a moment... an idea...">> ... <<letter "Ah... even better now. I put one of my undies... with a little pee on it in his mouth and gaffer taped him. He can only breath through his nose now... and is pumping like mad. I have a wild randy rabbit fucking in my corner that sounds like a steam engine... perfect environment to relax and write to you!">> <<letter "I am very intrigued by the possibilities your device offers. The options to make his dick stand up and go limp at a button press is so cool. I bet I can program that as well... I could use my slave as a watch... and his dick would indicate each second that passes... up down, up down... haha... for a few hours, each half hour a kick in the nuts with strength three and every full hour... That is so funny thinking about it... his face... when it goes up and down without him being able to do anything about it!">> <<letter "I can humiliate him... we walk in the streets - him wearing only lightest sportswear... and as soon as he sees an old hag... his dick will jump up... and she will notice that it is because of her... HAHA...">> <<letter "Or the practical uses in the house... I order his penis to be standing up right... and use it to hold the toilet paper... another great furniture use. Love it!">> <<letter "The overload function... where blood is pressed into his dick more than usual. What did you say - the penis can grow up to nearly double its normal circumference?">> <<letter "Don't get me wrong I love the size of my slave's dick - I don't need to change it... but I am so intrigued by what you said about the pain this causes him... just image his pain when he additionally fucks me... hmmm I get goosebumps ...">> <<letter "My mind is jumbling from one thing to another again... and now that I have the opportunity to talk to someone of your calibre.">> <<letter "For quite some time now... I have this fantasy... that ... I want my slave to drink my pee. At night in the comfort of the bed - he does already. But I know it is unhealthy for him on a steady diet. Is there anything that I can do to make him able to drink exclusively my pee without causing him any harm or damage? Preferable directly from the source?">> <<letter "Oh... he collapsed... I guess I should look after him...">> <<letter "Later...">> <<letter "$girl">> [[continue|Part60]]

<<if $debug>>Part60<</if>> <<letter "Ingrid, ">> <<letter "I am back... my male 'rabbited' - I love new word inventions - himself unconscious... gagging him and forcing him to breath only through his nose... did not work out to well. I removed his gag and he is ok now - licking and sucking my feet in appreciation for me rescuing him.">> <<letter "A question to the experienced female. What kind of action can I make him do, that asserts my domination over him? It need not be hurtful - but I don't mind him suffering a little bit either.">> <<letter "I often let him lick my feet, drink my pee - or have his tongue exploring the inside of my ass - all things quite enjoyable and this always gives me a power rush to varying degrees. But I bet you know more things that I can make him do.">> <<letter "Sorry... gotto go now. He is driving me crazy... I have to drown him a bit in my juices... and let him fuck me for a couple of big O's.">> [[continue|Part61]]

<<if $debug>>Part61<</if>> <<letter "Dear $girl,">> <<letter "I'm falling for you - honestly you are such a sweet innocent dear. I can absolutely understand why your current toy loves you.">> <<letter "I want to be open with you - and I don't care if your slave reads this or not.">> <<letter "I want you to develop, for the beautiful butterfly in you to emerge completely - right now I can only see a corner of your wings - and it is already extraordinary!">> <<letter "Once you realize that your so called 'love' is only a needs to an end you can also stop worrying about going overboard - you can enjoy your toys without second thoughts. If you do go overboard as you say - I say enjoy yourself to the fullest - just get another one! They are worth shit to you!">> <<letter "You having only one man to play with, is such a waste - you must learn of the euphoria you can get from using other people too. Especially watching your slaves vying for you... how they make each other suffer just to get a moment of your attention...">> <<letter "You are playing right into my cards in suggesting to get another slave, female or otherwise. ">> <<letter "I want to teach you so much! I will write to you... suggest things - your fucking toy can read all he wants. He can't truly read your mind. I'll write in ways and suggest things so that he can still cling to the hope that you love him... You can act towards him... so that he believes you - I know he wants to believe you. But inside I will plant seeds that will bear fruit in due time... and you will grow beyond using only him. What did you say - he will do anything so you can experience the most pleasure? Let us indulge him - and discard him along the way. You don't need him!">> <<letter "I am looking forward to the time - when he is only furniture in your bedroom, still madly in love with you... and you get fucked by other men multiple times a day... and each time afterwards you stand before him - laughing about his pathetic tears.">> <<letter "We will do this together... I know we will...">> <<letter "Love you!">> <<letter "Ingrid">> <<letter "PS">> <<letter "Your toy knows now what I want - and what I will eventually get.">> <<letter "You might be certain you will not be corrupted by me because your love is all so 'true'!">> <<letter "I know I will get in the end what I want - and so does your toy.">> <<letter "The only way you can save him - is consequently end our communication.">> <<letter "I will respect that - knowing that sooner or later you will be back again. Perhaps in days, weeks or years - but I know you will.">> <<letter "It is your decision - write to me - and I'll make you a queen! Don't and stay content with your toy and the feelings you now call pleasure.">> <<letter "PPS">> <<letter "Even if you don't answer, you will still be my protégé. I will supply you with stuff you need. I send you pills your slave must swallow. Thirty pills for thirty days, but he must eat one each day. These are retard pills and dissolve over time when they come in contact with pee. With the pills in him he will be able to drink (exclusively) your pee for thirty days and not take harm. I'll continue to send you those. I developed them for my own use... but I'll gladly share them with you.">> [[continue|Part62]]

<<if $debug>>Part62<</if>> <<letter "To the evil entity that calls herself Ingrid,">> <<letter "do not get your hopes up to high, this is not $girl writing but her Knight Protector. ">> <<letter "Excuse the silly choice of words. But I want to stress the fact that I will guard my soul mate at whatever cost.">> <<letter "$girl at once wanted to terminate all communication with you, not willing to endanger our partnership in any way. She sensed your determination and also fears that you might succeed - even if she is now one hundred percent standing with me.">> <<letter "But she is not dumb, she knows a person can wear another one down, she knows about conditioning - and uses this with herself and me, as you already know.">> <<letter "She knows that one can influence other people to change - given time and experiences... people change.">> <<letter "Life is not a standstill and we are aware that we will evolve into different characters over time, But given a choice we don't want her to evolve into something you are hinting at.">> <<letter "$girl is so beautiful the way she is now - and I don't mean her body! I am talking about her mind and soul. She is so pure and good and loveable - I cherish her beyond anything else. I don't want her to be corrupted. Her - let's call it - 'kinks' might for some people be a terrible thing.">> <<letter "On paper - her kinks make her an evil, even sadistic person. But she is not! Her kinks are a part of her I also cherish; it makes her even more special. Amongst other things it enables her to get pleasures she otherwise would not be able to have - and I love to provide her with those.">> <<letter "Anyway - even though she said she wanted to terminate all communication with you at once. I sensed regret in her. She likes writing to you, sharing her experiences with another female with a similar disposition. She also values your opinion, knowledge and experience.">> <<letter "So here we are - in a dilemma.">> <<letter "For now we decided to proxy communicate. Perhaps I let $girl write to you directly. But be advised that every word you write will be filtered by me! If I sense any corruption in your answer $girl will not read it!">> <<letter "So... either be damn good about it - or stop it!">> <<letter "Additionally to my engineering studies I will take up psychology courses - I think I should learn more about the human mind and any possible abyss waiting within.">> <<letter "$girl knows of this letter and sends her blessings.">> <<letter "No regards from me though.">> <<letter "Knight Protector">> [[continue|Part63]]

[img[pics/O2small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part63<</if>> Not many days later a couple of parcels arrived. As declared by Ingrid there were five sets of control units for males and females. Instructions, coding documentation and general advices. The female devices - as mentioned - could amongst other things be programmed to give the wearer orgasms for as long and as many as programmed. But $girl adamantly refused to even try this. She declared again that she wanted only orgasms made by me. Even if I was to program the device - she only ever wanted natural orgasms from me. I would have loved to give my girl orgasms without end - but some part of me was also glad that she insisted on only using me. What she did however was to order me to take my 'urine-pill' as she called it. She demanded that the only fluid I was allowed to drink from now on would be her pee. Strangely this brought us even closer together. Each time I became thirsty - I had to crawl up to her... beg for a drink. Kneeling in front of her, kissing and licking her feet - begging for a tiny bit of her piss - was certainly degrading. But it was wonderful at the same time. Knowing she would nourish me - being totally dependent on her - but also knowing she would care for me - provide me with her very own substance. The act of drinking was a new kind of worship - I was kneeling in front of her... she would grab my head and gently hold it against her vagina - or urethra to be exact. She would release her stream on me while I knelt in my worship position. For me it was an act of complete and utter devotion. I began to love it. I could show her how much I loved and adored her. The new MCU was a very solid seeming device - a ring that could be opened and closed and was settled at the base of my dick... behind the balls - so when closed there was no way to get it off. From now on I was to wear the device 24/7. I also learned to program the devices and could soon implement new features. The limit was only her (our) imagination. The first project was indeed the clock she fantasized about. We couldn't actually use a one second rhythm for my dick to go up and down... the blood flow could just not be regulated in this short time. In the end we had five second rhythm. My dick became hard every five seconds. Each half an hour I received a ball crusher strength three. Each full hour I received a ball crusher strength five - at twelve a clock I was edged ten times in one minute with one microsecond - that was the worst of all. It assured that she would not miss twelve a clock... I never could restrain howling in frustration and begging for mercy. Thankfully her fun for her new clock faded after a couple of days. When we were alone at home - I was now to stay naked all the time and nearly all the time my girl forced me to have a boner. It could not be helped - I tried everything. The device totally could control my dick. It could make my dick stand upright, or shrivel. It could send jolts of pain. It could (on paper) make me orgasm - but I never experienced it. It could edge and ruin me. It could force me to leak my sperm - which was very intriguing to $girl - but here she also wanted to stay natural and preferably ruined me herself. The device could also make me pee or dribble... and other things I will not tell of right now. $girl was very reluctant to try a female CU. She did not want any artificial joy - and certainly she did not want pain or discomfort. The only thing we actually used it for a couple of times was to control her wetness. When she wore it... and we set the wetness to higher levels... her vagina produced her juice in high quantities. She would hover over my face and actually let her juices drip in a steady flow on my face or directly into my mouth - she was so delicious... the few times she did it were always a highlight in my adoration of her. She did that for me... so I could have pleasure - the wetness did nothing for her... she was not feeling more randy or anything... she just produced more juice. I wish she would have had more fun with it - other than knowing I loved it. We tried her vagina muscle thing once. It is a strange and amazing thing, feeling your dick inside a vagina and not being able to pull out - to be captured and helpless. She also massaged my dick with her vagina - which was one of the most wonderful experiences I ever had. Hadn't she stopped it - no force in the world would have kept me from cumming. No man on earth can withhold cumming while being vagina massaged - I am sure of it. But sadly making me cum was never one of $girl's goals - quite the opposite. Also conditioning me to fear her vagina was certainly totally out of question. $girl wanted my dick every day... a few dozen orgasm each day was the utter minimum. Naturally none for me though. We almost never used the control unit anymore. Ingrid had provided a small wireless microphone. $girl wore it around her neck; it looked like a cute little ornament. She could utter short voice commands. The commands itself could be configured. I programmed the commands she would use most, like "Penis up", "Penis down", Penis pain level 3", "Penis Edge 10 1" etc. We configured her voice pattern for master level 2 control. But we also configured my voice as master level 1 - for an "overboard" - situation - my commands would supersede even hers - should I ever utter them. This was our failsafe - but it was not planned to ever have to use it! A few days after, I noticed $girl getting more aggressive in her sexual needs. It were small things at first. Usually she still enjoyed missionary the most - seeing my contorted face when fucking her. Me trying my best to keep my arousal controlled... being denied for several weeks now. She also wanted me to watch her own pleasure... whispering her moans into my ears... keeping me part of her orgasms. Now $girl more often then not... wanted to ride my face. She certainly did that before too - once in a while. But now she rode me brutally. Not caring at all whether I could breathe - was in pain or anything. She would tie me up. Sit on my face and ride me for several hours... making herself orgasm over and over again with my tongue and or nose in her. I several times blacked out due to lack of air - and I am quite certain she didn't even notice. This became worse and worse - also noticeable with other incidents. My balls were literally blue - not from denial... but each time she passed me... she would whack me so hard that I automatically dropped to my knees. She just smiled at me then... and whispered... "know your place - slave!". It took me several days to figure it out - but thankfully it was not too late. The necklace the microphone was fastened to - had actually a tiny little speaker build into it. The necklace could also sense whether $girl was asleep or talking and I don't know what else. One night when $girl hat been particular nasty to me... I crawled up to her and lay next to her to find solace in being near to her. I then heard a very soft whisper... at night - when she was asleep, Ingrid actually talked to her... influenced her... tried to turn her against me. I removed the necklace - but let her sleep. I examined it and found the little speakers and sensors. The next day I showed $girl what I found and told her what happened - and how she changed and neglected me. I had never seen her so furious in my life. If Ingrid had been anywhere near - it would have come to physical violence - I am sure of it. If it hadn't been for this incident - the next couple of days would have been perfect - for me! $girl insisted that she'd make it up to me. That we should strive to get nearer again and more tender, gentle and affectionate. She was determined to reverse any effect Ingrid might have had on her - by doing the exact opposite of what Ingrid had made her do. The next couple of days for heaven for me! $girl cared for me in ways she never had before. She woke me by licking my dick and actually having me orgasm in her mouth. She held me in missionary and would use her FCU and vagina massage me to bliss. All the while watching me enjoy it... kissing me... breathing in my lust. At one stage she actually told me - that she could now understand why I so much loved making her cum. She fucked me several times a day... and would always let me cum in her... and she laughed and was joyful and full of love for me. But as fantastic as this "holiday" was... it could not last. $girl was barely aroused during this time. I think she actually would have kept on far longer... she loved me - and enjoyed that I had a good time. But I wanted her to cum... I missed her orgasms. I missed how she used me for her pleasure. So after she gave me something to drink and I was in my worship position. I actually begged her to deny me - I begged her to let me care for her, to let me again be the source of her pleasure. I did not have a MCU on my dick - she had quite an aversion to it at that time - but later we would use it again... She asked me if I truly wanted that... and that she would not care for me the way she had done the last couple of days - if she was her old self again. I dropped deeper ... kissed her feet and begged her to return to her old self. I needed her lust... her orgasms. And I gladly traded my own for hers. She produced an old fashioned chastity cage from one of her drawers. I took it... put it on... pressed my face against her bosom and pleaded to her to use me for her own pleasure. <<sheSays "I need to get in the mood though...">> <<heSays "Use me, goddess - however you see fit!">> <<sheSays "Go to the bathroom, remove any rugs on the floor, then lie down and wait for me.">> <<heSays "Yes goddess.">> I did as I was told. She kept me waiting a couple of minutes... when she appeared she was naked and had the whip in her hand. <<heSays "I need to physically and mentally establish our old bond - slave, fasten these!">> She handed me my collars... and I fastened and locked them... <<sheSays "Lie on your back - spread your legs!">> <<sheSays "Your dick received far too much positive attention the last days... time to replace these with negative attention.">> She stomped on my dick... I balled up... involuntarily protecting my balls... <<sheSays "Did I allow you to move?">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' A read stripe appeared on my chest. <<sheSays "I am sick of having to do all the dirty work. Hit yourself in your useless balls. Hit so it hurts. If you do not hit hard enough I'll use the whip on you. NOW!">> I hit myself - but it is very hard to actually hit oneself hard in the balls. Nature is against you at that point. We tried several times... but it always resulted in... ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' She finally decided to do it herself again... and kicked me several times... until I started howling and begged her to stop. <<heSays "ORRRGGGG! Please goddess. Please I beg you to stop.">> <<sheSays "You finally find the right tone to address me... very well.">> <<sheSays "Lie on your back...">> She stood over me... and started to pee on me. Not in my mouth but on my body. Her treasured fluid - my only source of liquid splashed all around me - wasted. <<sheSays "Oh... it seems I forgot to target your mouth properly... naughty me.">> <<sheSays "Lick it up! Everything! If I see one drop... I'll flog you like I never did before... and just so you know I'll do it... ">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' She whipped me full force on the chest... it started to bleed... her urine entering the wound and biting additionally. She walked over to the stool we always have in the bathroom and sat on it... watching me, revelling in her power and me dutifully executing her commands. <<sheSays "Slave! I think I stepped in your drink. Lick my soles clean... I don't want your pathetic drink on me...">> I started licking her urine from her soles. When I was finished... she stood up - and 'accidentally' stepped into one of the poodles. <<sheSays "Oh no! I did it again... dumb me.">> <<sheSays "LICK!">> That was repeated several times. When she finally grew tired of me licking her beautiful feet... I started on the poodles themselves. A delicious mixture of cold by now slightly stale urine and dust from the floor. As I licked it up she came over, placed her foot on my head... and said <<sheSays "Here... let me help you...">> She pressed my face into the poodle... I couldn't really continue licking... but I don't think, that was her point. When I was nearly finished... she spat on the floor... <<sheSays "Lick that up as well...">> She spat again... <<sheSays "... and that!">> She span around... and randomly spat on the floor... I grovelled on the floor, hurrying from one wet spot to the next... cleaning after her. Finally she sat on the toilet... <<sheSays "I think I have some drops left...">> And she peed... <<sheSays "Come over slave... drink from this now... I think in the future I'd like you to drink from the bowl - not from me.">> ... and now finally she actually made me drink from the toilet. Now I was not even worth being her toilet. <<sheSays "Finish cleaning up - especially yourself... I await you...">> I cleaned the complete bathroom, took a shower and returned to my goddess. <<sheSays "Come here...">> <<sheSays "Did I go to much overboard?">> She asked, tracing with her fingers along the wound on my chest. <<heSays "Did you need it? Did you get aroused?">> <<sheSays "Yes... and yes... see?">> She dipped her fingers between her legs... and rubbed my lips with it... <<heSays "Delicious - as always!">> I smiled. <<heSays "Then it was well worth it!">> <<sheSays "Make me cum, slave">> - she said the magical words... and opened her legs for me.. I crawled submissively to my true home ... and licked her wonderful body... it took a while... but when she finally did cum... her moans of pleasure were like voices of angles in my ears. I was in heaven! ... After a couple of hours - and a dozen of orgasms for her later we lay in bed. Together - I held her and she still enjoyed the satisfaction flowing through her body. <<sheSays "I am glad for the last few days. I enjoyed being able to finally give you 'unlimited' sexual pleasure. The thing is - it did not arouse me. I need you suffering, denied and being my slave - to get aroused.">> <<sheSays "You know that I love you... you know now what kind of pleasures you are missing out on.">> <<sheSays "I want to be with you no matter what... if you want that... I'll give it to you. I can be your woman, your woman that will satisfy you. I won't get satisfaction myself... But I'll always love you... it ... I'll stay with you always.">> <<sheSays "Do you want that? Shall I be your little girl?">> <<heSays "NO!">> <<heSays "I do not deny that it was wonderful... and perhaps we can go on 'holiday' every other year or so...">> <<heSays "But no force in the world will bring me to deny your pleasure.">> <<heSays "I need, I NEED your orgasms - more than my own. I need to hear you moan, groan and scream with pleasure. I love your convulsions... your greed and need to cum. I would not trade that with any imaginable pleasure I could have for my own.">> <<heSays "In a sick way... this experience might even give you more pleasure in the long run. You now experienced what kind of pleasures you can give me - what kind of pleasure you deny me. Don't you find that hot?">> <<sheSays "Yes...">> she hissed... <<sheSays "I do...">> <<sheSays "Come on slave... I only experienced your tongue... give me your dick...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... again and again... and don't cum...">> <<sheSays "I want to see your face contorted with lust... and hear your moans of denial... FUCK ME!">> [[continue|Part64]]

<<if $debug>>Part64<</if>> <<letter "Give her back!">> <<letter "You stupid sun of a bitch! You will suffer for doing this to me!">> <<letter "You don't know what my connections are, what I am capable of doing.">> <<letter "I will have her!">> [[continue|Part65]]

<<if $debug>>Part65<</if>> <<letter "Shhh... slow there... calm down...">> <<letter "You didn't expect me not to fight for her?">> <<letter "The necklace was clever... if I had kept sleeping between her legs - like I usually do - I would not have discovered it.">> <<letter "But we love each other... and also hold each other at night... that is what people do that can feel love!">> <<letter "I heard you... and we rectified the situation. Deal with it!">> <<letter "If I may ask - why do you bother with her?">> <<letter "I know I love her - I always will, she is such a beautiful delicate creature she is so honest, good and pure, her kink is nothing else than a feature that makes the other things stand out even more.">> <<letter "But why do you want her? In the overall scheme of yours, isn't she just one girl like any other?">> [[continue|Part66]]

<<if $debug>>Part66<</if>> <<letter "You stupid...">> <<letter "No. She is far from ordinary. She is exceptional!">> <<letter "I am trained to recognize people and their thoughts, abilities and moral.">> <<letter "How can I make myself clear to a simpleton stupid male peasant like you.">> <<letter "Did you ever play Dungeons and Dragons?">> <<letter "Moral in the game is very simple, good/evil/neutral even without further explanation you might understand that.">> <<letter "The characters have a second trait which describes their 'behaviour' or the kind of action they take - lawful/chaotic/neutral - those two attributes combined describe a characters view on the world.">> <<letter "In very simple terms, $girl is lawful/good.">> <<letter "But she is also a sadist.">> <<letter "These traits, lawful/good and sadism do NOT coexist - ever!">> <<letter "Except in her! She is a torn creature - but like you said beautiful in her own account - and unique!">> <<letter "I want her!">> <<letter "If you are more familiar with movies - 'Interview with the vampire' she is sort of Louis - I am Lestat - and you are a blotch of blood in the corner... or will be soon!">> [[continue|Part67]]

[img[pics/A1small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part67<</if>> Today - in the Evening - Bianca would visit. $girl's declared goal was to get Bianca to submit to be her slave. It was a typical start to our day. She drained me three times - naturally without any pleasure for me. This - also normal - added to her sexual greedy nature - and as soon as I was dry... she flipped me over... inserted my dick into her and made me let her cum a couple of times... forbidding me a release. Since today was one of our 'free' days... she revelled in that a while longer... and her count for the day started off higher than usual. She commanded another flip of positions. <<sheSays "Love - relax a bit... I want to edge you... so stop with your prime numbers.">> <<sheSays "Look at me... look how your lovely wife fucks you!">> She kissed me enthusiastically... and moved her hip with me in her... she felt so awesome. <<sheSays "Look at me... love...">> She kissed me all over the face - again and again... whispered to me... <<sheSays "Relax love... let me ride you... I love you... feel me...">> Hearing her this close... commanding me to relax... feeling her wonderful body... I could not hold myself... <<heSays "I'm cum...">> She literally jumped off ... a split second before I could let completely go. <<heSays "Pleaaaaseee!">> I wailed... <<sheSays "No sweetie... ">> she whispered... her face close to mine again... <<sheSays "I said edging... not cumming... ">> <<sheSays "Your dick is so awesome... let me get another hold on you...">> She grabbed me... wanked me... <<sheSays "Cum love... let go ... cum">> she whispered... again... driving me crazy with her voice and hand... <<heSays "Ahhh... yessss - nnooooo please, please love... ">> I wailed... ... and she shattered my hopes... I could feel her wonderful strong grip on me... slowly stroking... <<sheSays "I love this... driving you mad with lust... and denying you... cummmmm... hmmmm ... love...">> she whispered... ... and again... she would release her hold on me... just in time... I kept wailing... pleading... begging... to no avail... she kept pushing me again and again to the brink of bliss... and kept me denied... When she finally finished... after more than an hour... and probably a hundred edgings later... <<heSays "Mistress... please... finish me off... I beg you... I can't even think coherently... I ...">> <<sheSays "Love... of course you can't think coherently now... You think only with your loins - now you do not think at all... your body wants a release... you are a mega ape now... I love it.">> <<heSays "Mistress... ">> <<sheSays "You want a release?">> <<heSays "Yes... please... I... ">> <<sheSays "I love it when your dick... pulsates like this... see that? With each heartbeat of yours... it jumps a little up and down...">> She again... played with my dick... I heaved my hips up... in a fruitless effort to get 'more' of her... <<sheSays "Oh sweetie... I will give you a release... several actually...">> <<sheSays "Turn around">> She giggled... joyfully! <<sheSays "Oh this is so great... seeing your hope fade... ">> <<sheSays "Come on... lick me... I'll release myself while you lick... make ME cum!">> This wasn't the worst solution... I loved licking her. I loved making her cum. It would distract me from my own needs... <<sheSays "So... eager... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Worship me...">> I licked her... tasted her wonderful juice... I covered my whole face with it... she was dripping wet... I wallowed in her... and licked her... sucked on her clit... pressed my face against her... my tongue deep in her holy vagina. <<sheSays "YEEES... GOO .... ONNN... AHHHH... AHHHHMMMMMMMMMMMM">> <<sheSays "hmm... keep on... hmmmm... ">> For over a minute she continued to cum... I savoured every second of it... her trembling... heaving... moans... there was no greater thing than to make her cum... I loved it... <<sheSays "Sweetie... that was great... you don't know what you are missing out on...">> <<sheSays "Worship me more... with words... tell me what you feel for me... what I taste like... ">> <<heSays "Mistress... there are no words that can describe your magnificence... but I'll try...">> <<heSays "Your taste, your smell... is a thing beyond this world... fresh like a spring... a bit salty... in a good way like a summer breeze coming from the sea - and the best of all, you have a distinct taste of your own. I can't compare it with anything else - but a mere whiff of it makes me a willing slave to you.">> <<heSays "Your skin feels like pure velvet, your soft downy hair gives your skin a golden gleam and is mesmerizing to look at...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... don't stop...">> <<heSays "You have eyes in which I can lose myself... blue, loving... and ice cold as it fits my mistress.">> <<heSays "Your body is the pinnacle of the female form... I cannot take my eyes of you - your perfect female features which automatically distract me whenever I see you. Your delicate feet are loveable and it fills me with pride and gratitude each time you allow me to caress, kiss and lick them.">> <<heSays "You are perfect my love!">> <<heSays "I feel undying, unconditional love for you - you are my one and all. I would do anything for you... all anguish, suffering and pain you give me, I embrace willingly because I want you to be happy and I know you need it.">> <<sheSays "Love... please kneel before the bed - and worship my feet.">> I got up... and down... and kissed her lovely feet... licked them... kissed them. I nibbled on her toes and kissed her soles. I did not lie - she had lovely feet - and I did LOVE them. Leisurely she said... <<sheSays "Penis up">>... and my dick jumped to attention... and filled with blood... <<sheSays "Penis down">>... and my dick shrivelled... <<sheSays "This is so cool!">> <<sheSays "Penis up">>... <<sheSays "Penis natural">>... <<sheSays "Hey it stays up... it makes you hot licking my feet... doesn't it?">>... <<heSays "Mistress... you make me hot... everything about you... certainly your feet too.">> She turned herself over and lay on her stomach. <<sheSays "Love - kiss my bum... lick it too.">> I turned my attention to her bum... <<heSays "Love - you have a perfect bum... so soft and smooth... but also firm and sexy... hmmm...">> I kissed and licked, she smelled wonderful... and I would not move away for the world... I loved kissing her. Very slightly she moved her legs apart... and I knew I was invited to explore further... I licked further... and my tongue moved to her crack... and slid up and down... <<sheSays "Ohhh... love... hmmm">> I knew what she'd love next... and I was happy to oblige... I pressed my face on her bum... and my tongue circled her hole... and after a short while I entered... and tongue fucked her ass. <<sheSays "Ohhh... yes... yes... stay there... slave... stick your tongue up my arse... ">> <<sheSays "Penis edge 10 seconds, 1 mirco...">> <<heSays "Msstrs... nnn! pls nnn!">> <<sheSays "Stay there... I want to feel your denial in my ass...">> For a couple of minutes... she kept the setting... and I was cruelly edged... every ten seconds. I... groaned... and begged to stop... with every edge... But all I could hear... were her lustful exclamations... <<sheSays "Yes.... hmmm ... ohh... yes...">> ... <<sheSays "Penis natural">> <<sheSays "Come... lie next to me...">> <<heSays "Thank you mistress...">> She lay on her side... opened her arms in an embrace... and let me lie next to her. <<sheSays "I so love you...">> she kissed me... affectionately... lovingly... her lips so soft... She whispered into my ears... <<sheSays "I love you...">> and I was in heaven... loved by this wonderful girl... ... and continued... <<sheSays "Penis pain level 4">> <<heSays "Arrrghhh... whh... why.... damn please...">> <<sheSays "Penis up">> she whispered She then climbed me... and slid my dick in her overflowing vagina. <<sheSays "Lie still sweetie...">> she whispered <<heSays "Argh... the pain... can't lie... still ">> I had to move... trying to escape the pain that was exuding from my dick... I shivered... moved restlessly... <<sheSays "I know baby... I feel you trembling in pain... you turn me so on... hmmm">> she whispered <<sheSays "I want more... hmmm">> she whispered <<sheSays "Penis pain level 5">> <<heSays "ARGHH ... B. BABY... PLEASE... Uhh PL...SSS">> <<sheSays "Uhmmmm, your dick and your... pain trembling HMMM... better than any vibrator... awwwmmm">> It probably did not take her long to cum... I guess less than a minute... But the pain in my dick was very real... and it felt very long... She came with a wonderful orgasm... screaming in joy and lust... while I howled in pain. I could not really enjoy her orgasm... I was pretty preoccupied... After her orgasm slowly ebbed down... she released me of my pain... sort of... <<sheSays "Penis pain level 3">> My breath relaxed... but... <<heSays "Baby why ... it still hurts... please...">> <<sheSays "I know it hurts... baby... poor hurting puppet...">> <<sheSays "Do you love me?">> <<heSays "I do - you know I do.">> <<sheSays "I love you to... man up now... and endure the pain... or not... I love hearing you whimper... and begging...">> She still lay on me... the 'penis up' command still in place... and my boner still deep in her... She heaved her upper body up a little... and looked me in the eyes... <<sheSays "Cuddle me... love...">> <<heSays "Arghh... baby... please">> <<sheSays "Awww... if you continue whining... you will make me hot again... please... do!... beg me to stop your pain... and I will fuck you again... ">> Tears of pain... appeared in my eyes... <<heSays "...please...">> Suddenly her expression changed... as if she remembered something... her expression softened... <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> she hastily said... I visible relaxed... <<sheSays "I'm sorry... love... I... ">> I cuddled her even more earnest than before... stroked her hair, caressed her back. <<heSays "I know baby... I am fine... don't worry... I love you... everything is fine... I love you... I love you...">> <<sheSays "I'm sorry... I love... you... and your dick... and your sex... all of you...">> she sobbed. <<heSays "My dick... is still commanded up...">> <<sheSays "I know... it is so lovely inside of me... can I keep it a moment longer...?">> She unconsciously moved her hip slightly on me... she just always wanted to feel me inside her... ... <<heSays "Love... this morning...">> <<heSays "I... had to endure quite a bit... your edgings... I still feel quite apishly...">> <<heSays "I had not a release in a long time now. Your enthusiasm to edge me... increases the longer you frustrate me.">> <<heSays "It is wonderful when you take care of me yourself... even if it apes me more than anything. But the pure mechanical endless edging from the MCU... I feel injured, raped... it is 'not a suffering for you' it is pure punishment. ">> <<heSays "... and the pain ... my dick - the dick that you say you love... it really hurt... do you want to condition me with pain, when I feel your vagina? If you keep up with this... I will fear what I now love... do not take away my love for your body.">> <<heSays "Can you ... care a little better for me? I know I endure all this willingly... and your joy, enthusiasm and arousal is intoxicating and beautiful.">> <<sheSays "Love... No.">> <<heSays "What... no?">> <<sheSays "It makes me so hot, when you suffer... I know you do this willingly... and that is so fantastically awesome of you.">> <<sheSays "But what love would that be - if I refused the gifts of your love?">> <<sheSays "Also... I need these - you say 'mechanical' tools. When I ride you - or when you fuck me, lick me or whatever... I can't always touch your penis myself. You know I love it - I really do! But sometimes... even I have to let go of it... to relax and receive what you willingly give to the fullest. At that point I need the help of something... else...">> <<heSays "Oh... sure love.">> I said... sadly, realizing that the life ahead of me would often be painful. <<heSays "One last thing...">> <<sheSays "Yes Love... ?">> <<heSays "When... will you... I mean... when will you let me cum... I so need it?">> <<sheSays "I'll ruin you every day. I promise!">> <<heSays "No I mean... when will you let me really cum... with my own sexual pleasure...">> <<sheSays "Yea... I thought about that too... I think it would be best... if you expected nothing like that any time soon...">> <<heSays "But... you said... you'd take care of me... that you will not go overboard again... that you can give me an orgasm once in a while... didn't we say each hundred fifty of your own...">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... I know we said that.">> <<sheSays "But this... what we have now... works so well, doesn't it?">> <<sheSays "Your worship of me, the pure adoration... you grovelling after me... your desire to fulfil my wishes, your constant hovering around me trying to please me in any way that you can.">> <<sheSays "Isn't all that worth it... worth of the small sacrifice of having no orgasm.">> <<sheSays "I promise you... and I will never step back from this promise... each and every time you feel the need of an orgasm. You can come to me... and I will provide you with one. I will let you also chose how... your tongue, your fingers, your dick... I will never deny you my orgasms.">> <<sheSays "Will you accept that I alone will be in total control of your orgasms - being aware - that I might never let you cum again?">> <<heSays "I...">> She took hold of my dick... which was still ordered up... She slowly started stroking it... her hand strong ... pulling... pushing... I felt a powerful rush... a yearning... for her... for her continuing... she knew exactly how to grip me with maximized effect... I could not remember to have ever felt this dominated by her... so totally in her hands... <<sheSays "Will you accept that I alone will be in total control of your orgasms - being aware - that I might never let you cum again?">> <<heSays "Y... ">> I could only feel her hand... her grip on me... it was not only around my dick... it was around my whole being... in her strong wonderful caring hands... luring me in to pleasure... all encompassing... <<sheSays "Will you accept that I alone will be in total control of your orgasms - being aware - that I might never let you cum again?">> <<heSays "Yes">>... I whispered. <<sheSays "You promise you will never cum - unless I explicitly allow you to!">> I was totally and unrecoverably in her hands now... <<heSays "Yes">>... I whispered. <<sheSays "Will you, by your own free will, be my slave, for as long as I want you to. You cannot change your status without my consent.">> My being... my penis... was one... one with the hand of my mistress... <<heSays "Yes">> <<sheSays "Will you accept me as your only mistress - and do what I order you to.">> <<heSays "Yes">> <<sheSays "I promise, I will be your mistress. I promise you will be the only person in the world that will make me cum. I promise I will not have any relationship sexual/bodily/loving with anyone but you. I promise I will love you and care for you. I promise I will not let you die by my hand. I promise you will suffer pain, frustration and hardship for my pleasure. I promise you are allowed to make me orgasm at any time you wish.">> <<sheSays "Do you accept my promises?">> <<heSays "Yes">> She release my penis... and after a few seconds the spell was broken. I now realized what we had promised. <<sheSays "Is everything clear now?">> <<heSays "Yes">> <<sheSays "By the way... naturally I expect you to follow my orders... ">> <<sheSays "But it would not be much fun... if you ALWAYS just do what I say... I expect you to speak against me sometimes... and fight... how else could I feel my domination... when you never speak against me!">> <<sheSays "... and who knows... perhaps I even will let you cum someday...">> <<sheSays "I love that you are OFFICIALY my slave now.">> <<sheSays "Come here slave...">> she tapped at a point next to her... <<sheSays "lie down...">> I lay beside her.. <<sheSays "Penis natural">> <<sheSays "Look at me...">> <<sheSays "Take the initiative... seduce and fuck me... be my alpha male... I am your price... claim me... stallion...">> Somehow she was sending mixed signals here... I placed myself over her... looked at her exquisite body... I tenderly kissed her lips... and moved down to her breast... kissing... circling her nipples with my tongue... sucking lightly... and a little, careful bite... <<sheSays "Ohh...">> I kissed her lips longingly... invaded her with my tongue and in a split of a second conquered her mouth and played with her. My hand moved her legs apart... I grabbed her bum... squeezed it tightly... and drew her body closer to mine. My dick carefully entered her... she was well prepared... her cunt was more than wet... and welcoming. When I was sure I was in the right place I rammed my dick into her... I instinctively knew that was what she wanted. I leaned on my right arm - lying over her. My face centimetres above hers... as I thrust myself into her... a loud <<sheSays "AHHHH...">> escaped her mouth. I started pounding her... my left hand still holding her bum... pressing her body with each trust closer to mine. <<sheSays "AHHHH... STALLION... FUUUUCK">> <<heSays "I'll fuck you brains out... ">> <<heSays "Don't cum... I'll fuck you more...">> <<sheSays "AHHHH... ">> I pounded her hard for quite some time... I knew this was taking a toll on her... she could have cum long ago... <<heSays "Get on your knees...">> I released the grip on her bum... and turned her around. I wanted to fuck her from behind... but when I saw her bum... I just could not resist... I picked her up... her head still resting on the bed... but the rest of her tiny body I lifted easily... her legs slightly spread... I put my face between her legs... two three quick careful swipes at her clit... then my tongue entered her vagina... entering deeply... getting a full taste of her... but only a second... then I withdraw... and my tongue entered her other hole... and my tongue fucked her ass... entering as deep as I could... Below me $girl was in a state of euphoria... incoherently she just uttered noises of lust... <<sheSays "Hmmm... aaahhh... yyyyyyeee... ">> After some time I lowered her... placed her before me... and my dick entered his home again... I did not need a command 'Penis up'... my dick was up ... way up in her. I pounded her again... ramming my dick into her as far as I could. I knew she loved it... she always wanted me as deep as I could. I slapped her bum... once ... twice... hard... her soft skin turned red... but her reaction... were cries of <<sheSays "YEESSS">>. Her body was sweaty now... as was mine... <<sheSays "FUCK FUCK... YES... FUCK... DON'T STOP... FUCK...">> She now wailed in a staccato. I tried to speed up even more... pounding her... and one of my fingers found her other hole again... and I fucked her cute little bum as well... in counter movement to my dick... Being fucked in the ass with my finger... and her cunt with my dick... sent her over the edge after a very short time... She was breathing hard... now... but yelling out her mighty orgasm... to the world... <<sheSays "AHHHHHHHHHHHH.... YEEEEEEEESSSS... DOOOONNNT STOPPPP...">> <<sheSays "FUCK ME... FUCK ME... DEEPER... AHHHHH.... MORE... MORE... ">> <<sheSays "HMMMM AAAAAHHHHH... MORE... AHHHHH">> She went absolutely wild. I had never heard her in such beautiful agony... <<sheSays "MORE... MORE... FUCK ME...">> <<sheSays "more.... fuck... more">> <<sheSays "...fuck... ... ... fuck... ... .. more... ...hmmm... hmm...">> She was totally spent... I slowly... carefully continued to move my dick in her... and with each move I could still feel her shudder... so I continued... to slowly move in her... give her the final throws of her orgasm... <<sheSays "...fuuuuucccckkkk ...">> She finally wailed... and let herself drop onto the bed... and lay still... sweaty... radiating heat... content... and this time deeply satisfied... ... After a minute or two of catching breath... she said. <<sheSays "THAT was something else... where did that come from...?">> <<heSays "You said you wanted an alpha male... I don't really know what that is... but I tried to by more alphaish... did I do well mistress?">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... if that is what an alpha male does... I wanna be your slave... and you my master... that was... fantastic...">> <<sheSays "Come here slave...">> she tapped at a point next to her... <<sheSays "lie down...">> she said as before. <<sheSays "It is nice... that your dick always stands up for me... I do not have to order it... ">> <<sheSays "I love ordering it... and you being unable to resist... but I also love that you do it any time you see me anyway.">> She took hold of my dick again. <<sheSays "Hmmm - I so like having you in my hands... your ... masterpiece... ">> She stroked it... <<sheSays "Your strong... wild... manhood...">> <<sheSays "You feel so magnificent... so... manly... so animalistic natural... your dick is a force of nature... ignited by me! hmmm...">> She wormed her way down... <<sheSays "I need your cum now...">> <<sheSays "You made me cum like I did not before... now I want to feed on you... seal our pact, our contract... with the finest brew ever... your semen...">> <<sheSays "Give me...">> ... and with that she closed her mouth over my dick... and started to ruin me... extract my semen... She felt so good... It... had been so long since I last came... and I just promised to be her slave... and not to cum... possibly forever. Still even without actually cumming... this was heaven. Who needed to cum... if one had this lovely and perfect girl sucking ones penis... for the time being I was in heaven. She sucked my dick... letting it enter deep into her mouth... way deeper than I thought possible. She worked on me hands free... she knew I loved this most, to only feel her delicate mouth on me. Her strong hands were fabulous too... but they distracted from the soft gentle skills of her tongue. I would not last long... I had endured so many edgings today. So many fucks... and I was not forced to withhold... as I knew this was ruin. She would take care of me. She would stop herself and until then... I could just relax and enjoy. Better savour any enjoyment when it happens... the next suffering will wait just around the corner... a ruin for example. I was building up... it would soon be over. I ... she would stop any moment now... any... <<heSays "What WHAT... AHHHH... OHHHHHHHH MMMYYYYYY GOOOOODD!">> <<heSays "AHH... AHHHHHH. HMMMMM">> I came... my semen spurted out... and with every spasm waves of pleasure flowed through my body... $girl had released me from her mouth and was stroking me now... watching in wonder as my stuff shot out in spurts... clinging to her... her breasts, the bed ... on my stomach ... I was still shooting... and with every shot I embraced the orgasm... the relaxing spasm, I could feel my energy draining... I could feel the ever present urge fleeing. Still my cum was spurting out... the last drops anyway... A calmness... engulfed me... I was deadly tired from one second to another... and tears of relaxation, relief and gratitude started to appear in my eyes. <<heSays "Thank you... love.">> I whispered. <<heSays "Hold me.">> I begged. She crawled up to me... smearing my cum everywhere along the way neither of us cared... and lay next to me. I embraced her... cuddled my head between her shoulder and neck... I laid her arms around me... I felt so save, home, relaxed, content and happy. Two seconds later I was fast asleep. ... <<sheSays "Bianca... tonight... I want her as my slave... perhaps you need not suffer so much when I have her...">> <<sheSays "Let us try the following...">> We talked a lot of what was to come. ... It was one of those nights where we had the house to ourselves. I had prepared some food... arranged the living room that we would be able to comfortably watch a movie - or just chat... We had already started planning this night a couple of days ago - although $girl had introduced some more changes today. Today I would be allowed to drink something different than her special golden juice - we were a bit dubious about that when other people were around. The solution for me to drink something else probably would other people also leave cringing in disgust - but honestly I was just glad I could taste something different. I would be allowed to drink Mens-Tea. Which very much sounded like it was a tea for men. We would certainly not tell anyone otherwise. 'Mens' actually was an abbreviation of menstruation - and the actual 'tea bags' that we used were used tampons - put directly into the freezer to keep them 'fresh'. I didn't mind to much - sick as it sounds - I ate her out during her time of the month... I loved it - and was used to it - it was nothing else really - was it? I would prepare Rosehip tea for the girls... which pretty much had the same colour as my drink - so none would be the wiser. $girl and I were a bit nervous... it could very well be - that she would lose a close friend tonight - a friend that she knew for over 10 years and in which she confided in... ... Bianca arrived in the early evening - as expected. $girl opened the door and let her in. They embraced each other... <<sheSays "Glad you could come by, it has been a long time since we did something together.">> <<ppSays "Thanks for inviting me... yea... it has been a long time - after we last talked I just needed to see you again.">> <<ppSays "And your toy">> she whispered <<sheSays "Hush... he doesn't know you know... here he comes.">> $girl whispered back. I walked down the stairs and greeted our guest... <<heSays "Hey Bianca - nice to see you again - long-time no see!">> <<ppSays "Hey - you look well - I remember $girl said that you were not feeling so well... something you ate or DRANK...">> barely hiding a giggle. I lifted my eyebrows in astonishment... <<heSays "No... I'm fine... well - actually!">> <<heSays "Please... come upstairs... make yourself at home...">> <<ppSays "Thanks... I will cum...">> Inwardly I rolled my eyes ... what a bitch. We entered the living room - where $girl had made our 'nest' for the movie night. On the couch, which could comfortably seat three people, there were also three blankets. Beside it, various drinks were prepared. In small bowls, there were candies and other snacks. <<sheSays "Please make yourself comfortable... we can make it nice and cosy... and have a full movie night.">> <<sheSays "You want a drink? Everything is ready... ">> <<sheSays "Here love - I made you a tea... your stomach... you should still be careful...">> <<heSays "Thx! Gee what kind of devil brew is that! Well medicine I guess...">> <<sheSays "I thought you liked the taste?">> <<heSays "Just teasing honey... - love it... especially since you MADE it for me!">> <<ppSays "What is it?">> <<sheSays "Rosehip tea with - I read it is good for the stomach.">> Bianca looked at my cup - and I could see a disappointed frown on her face - when she saw that my tea was reddish... <<ppSays "Aww">> <<sheSays "What'd you like to watch... we have something of everything... comedy, action, adventure, horror, romantic - or even something a little naughty...">> <<ppSays "Hm... to get in the cuddle mood - perhaps romance to start with?">> <<ppSays "Do you remember ... this one time, at band camp...">> and they started chatting their girl chatter... and I was shut out completely. They soon sat on the couch... <<sheSays "Cutie - set up the blue ray... dim the lights!">> She set a first bait - no please... only a command to me. When I was done... <<sheSays "Hand me the remote!">> <<sheSays "Now sit down... next to me!">> <<sheSays "Bianca - everything fine? Or do you need a refill...">> <<ppSays "Yea... but wait I can get it myse...">> <<sheSays "Nonsense - you are our guest... You heard her... ">> <<heSays "Certainly...">> I looked at her... slightly astonished again... <<heSays "Bianca... the same?">> <<ppSays "I ...">> <<sheSays "How about a glass of wine... we never drink wine - but today we have a guest...">> <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "Sure... yes, why not.">> <<sheSays "Go!">> she pointed at me. Bianca looked at $girl... a smile on her face, that she could not supress. <<sheSays "See... it is so nice...">> she whispered to Bianca. When I came back from the kitchen, two glasses of wine in my hands... they giggled and looked at me. <<heSays "Here you go ladies... but better let it breathe a few minutes... I just opened the bottle.">> <<ppSays "Thank you">> only Bianca said. <<heSays "You are welcome.">> <<sheSays "Shall we start?">> <<ppSays "Yea">> $girl used the remote... and soon we were all watching the movie... After a minute $girl nudged me... and whispered... <<sheSays "Close the curtains!">> ... loud enough that Bianca would hear it... To her she said: <<sheSays "It's getting dark... I don't like the neighbours watching us...">> Bianca eyed me as I immediately got up... and obliged... When I was about to set down again... <<sheSays "It was such a long and hard day... can you massage my feet a bit? Please love...">> <<heSays "Are you sure...? My eyes pointed at Bianca...">> <<sheSays "Oh... sorry... I forgot - does it make you uncomfortable...">> <<ppSays "What? No... of course not why should it... You two love birds... I knew I would be a third wheel...">> <<ppSays "Gee... no I am joking...">> <<sheSays "Really?">> <<ppSays "Yes... really...">> <<sheSays "Love... down you go.">> <<heSays "Ok...">> I tried to put the connotation of 'I'll do it but it will make me feel awkward' into that 'ok'... $girl stretched her legs ... if I wanted to massage her feet - I had to get off the couch... on my knees or cower in front of her. I took her foot... and massaged it... I could not watch the movie while doing this - but $girl seemed oblivious of that fact. <<sheSays "Now the other...">> After a couple of minutes... $girl and Bianca had moved closer together... and occasionally whispered to each other while watching the movie... <<sheSays "Watch this...">> she whispered to Bianca... <<sheSays "Love... take off my sock... it feels better without them">> Another minute passed <<sheSays "... and this...">> she again whispered to Bianca... <<sheSays "Kiss my toes...">> <<heSays "But ... Bianca...">> <<sheSays "That is none of your concern... KISS!">> <<sheSays "See?">> to Bianca... Bianca did not watch the movie ... she stared at me. I watched her. <<sheSays "You are making our guest uncomfortable... don't stare at her... close your eyes and start using your tongue!">> I closed my eyes. I kissed her toes... licked then caressed them with my tongue... <<sheSays "I told you... he is my slave.">> <<sheSays "If you are more comfortable with it - I can blindfold him... and make him wear earplugs... so we have some privacy.">> <<sheSays "But actually I myself would prefer not to... you are the first I can show off to... and I love that he experiences this... I love his humiliation... and talking about my slave in front of him... hmmm... it feels nice too.">> <<ppSays "I ... thought you ... were ... just bragging...">> <<sheSays "Nope... I found a pathetic male... that does everything I tell him.">> <<sheSays "Slave... open your mouth...">> ... and she shoved her foot into my mouth... <<sheSays "Do you enjoy that? Slave?">> She took her foot out... so I could answer. <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Want to see something cool?">> <<ppSays "Hm mh...">> Bianca nodded. She spat out... beside the couch on the floor. <<sheSays "Clean it - slave!">> I crawled over... and licked the floor clean. She whispered to Bianca... <<sheSays "I could have pissed there... he would also clean it in the same fashion.">> <<sheSays "Wouldn't you - slave?">> she turned to me. <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Go back... worship my feet again...">> I crawled back... and loved her feet. ... <<sheSays "Soo... how do you feel about this?">> <<ppSays "It is awesome!">> <<ppSays "I feel... mega excited... blushing... breathing heavily... this is true... I have never seen something like it.">> $girl watched her closely... Bianca still stared at me... $girl [[asks Bianca, whether she would like to try me out?|BiancaBadEnding]] $girl [[commands Bianca to lick her feet!|Part68]]

[img[pics/O3small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part68<</if>> <<sheSays "Bianca! Go down and kiss my left foot! Now!">> Bianca stared at $girl. Digesting what she just heard. <<ppSays "I... I must go now!">> Bianca stood up... staring at $girl's left foot, staring at me - as I continued loving the right foot. Slowly she turned and moved away. We heard the door close - Bianca was gone. <<sheSays "Hmmm... that did not end well...">> <<heSays "Don't know love... give her a few minutes...">> <<heSays "You were not very diplomatic...">> <<sheSays "You want me to beg my slave to go down on me?">> <<sheSays "Ohhh I love that... yes... lick right there... stay there.... mmhh">> She purred like a cat... she was so sweet... <<heSays "You want me to take a peek?">> <<sheSays "Will you?">> I got up to the kitchen window... I left the light off - to not scare anyone outside. <<heSays "She is still in her car... she seems to contemplate things...">> <<heSays "You want me to get her? YOU should not go... you are the queen.">> <<sheSays "Yes dear - fetch me a new slave.">> I went down... went outside and to Bianca's car. I knocked on her window and she opened it. <<heSays "Your 'door' is not closed... I see you haven't left yet...">> <<heSays "Come back inside... kiss my mistress's feet... you will see - it will set you and something in you FREE!">> <<ppSays "I... I want a slave...">> <<heSays "... but you also want to relinquish control... I see that in you...">> <<ppSays "Yes...">> <<heSays "Get up... submit to my mistress... and we will talk... you will feel good - I promise!">> <<heSays "You will also feel bad... I promise that also... but feeling bad is often feeling good too - even if that sounds totally nonsense...">> <<heSays "Follow me - sister...">> She looked at me... and decided. She got up... and followed... I whispered to her... <<heSays "When you enter the living room, go to her... kneel and kiss her foot.">> <<heSays "If you need to - tell her that you submit - but kneeling and kissing is enough for $girl to recognize you.">> Like in trance... she walked into the living room... her eyes fixed on $girl. She walked up to her... and slowly sank to her knees. Her eyes fixed on $girl's eyes... $girl didn't meet her halfway at all - it rather seemed as if she made Bianca bend lower and lower with her gaze. Finally Bianca’s mouth touched $girl's foot - and with a barely audible 'smack' she kissed it. At once... both girls seemed to relax. Bianca finally able to draw her gaze away... looked at girl's feet... kissed them again... and again. <<ppSays "You have beautiful feet... ... mistress ... I never realized ...">> <<sheSays "You!">> she pointed at me... I knelt and took hold of her right foot again - and kissed it... caressed it again. Bianca did the same with the other foot. <<sheSays "Yes... I so wanted this... don't stop...">> and for a few minutes... Bianca and I licked and kissed $girl's feet. <<sheSays "Bianca what do you really know about D/s?">> <<ppSays "D/s? - mistress">> <<sheSays "D/s? - Dom/sub Domination/submission?">> <<ppSays "Nothing really... till we last talked I never even thought about it at all.">> <<sheSays "We neither - or just a very few basics.">> <<sheSays "You are a 'switch' a person that can submit - but also dominate.">> <<sheSays "Know - that with us and with us I mean ME - you will always be a non-capital 's' - if you want to dominate you must seek out someone else.">> <<sheSays "A good Dom... cares for her subs. I don't, I am not a good Dom - at all. You might not have seen that side of me - but I am rather sadistic... and love causing pain, frustration, hopelessness. It is not that I am intrinsically evil - I ... I see it as a kink. It turns me on and gets me high.">> <<sheSays "My male here... is not a sub - not really.">> <<sheSays "He just loves me - really loves me - I mean really really really.">> <<sheSays "What he does, endures and gives... he does because he knows I find pleasure in it - and because of his love for me - and probably a kink of his own - he wants me to be happy, content, satisfied.">> <<sheSays "I love this man... beyond the world - he is everything to me. We are soul mates. There will never be anything between us.">> <<sheSays "I will not throw his willingly given gift away... he suffers for my pleasure, When the suffering is done - he revels in the fact that I found pleasure in it.">> <<sheSays "He is my slave and will do anything I ask of him.">> <<sheSays "We both agreed to never have sex with anyone else. We will never even have an orgasm with another person but us.">> <<sheSays "This was in a very condensed form what we are.">> <<sheSays "Do you want to be my submissive girl?">> <<sheSays "Being aware of what I just told you and the consequences thereof.">> Bianca looked at us in astonishment... all this had been news to her. <<ppSays "Yes.">> <<ppSays "Mistress">> I wonder why she agreed... <<sheSays "There is more...">> <<sheSays "Darling - remove your clothes.">> I removed my clothes. <<sheSays "Look at him!">> <<ppSays "Damn... that is hot... what is it? Mistress">> <<sheSays "It is one of his chastity devices.">> <<ppSays "Where... where is his trunk... he can't be that small... Mistress">> It was one of these tiny, tiny cages - flat on one side... that looked like I had no dick at all. <<sheSays "I love these tiny cages... he is not able to get even the slightest erection in it. It is really un-maning him.">> <<sheSays "You do not believe how worshippy men get when they are denied. ... and multiply that by a factor of ten - if you deny them even getting a boner...">> <<sheSays "But... that is not the point yet... wait...">> <<sheSays "She fumbled a key out of one of her pockets - and removed the 'cage'.">> <<sheSays "See that ring at the base of his cock... that is what really matters. That is a device with which I can CONTROL his genitals.">> <<ppSays "What? Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Penis up">> My dick filled with blood and grew in a couple of seconds to its full size. <<ppSays "How... damn! How do you do this!">> <<sheSays "Now this!">> <<sheSays "Penis down">> Blood was drained from me - and I shrivelled up. <<ppSays "You can really control his dick?">> <<sheSays "Yes... voice controlled.">> <<sheSays "Unless I release his dick... he now cannot have a boner... whatever you do.">> <<sheSays "Penis pain level 3">> <<heSays "Arggg... ">> I fell on my knees. <<heSays "Please mistress... ahhh ">> <<sheSays "I can hurt him... voice controlled... sometimes... just for my pleasure ... to hear and feel him suffer, The right kind of pain mixture and he trembles... and I can use his body parts like a natural vibrator... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<heSays "Thank you mistress...">> <<sheSays "You will wear a device similar to his - for a female!">> <<sheSays "Do you want to be my submissive girl?">> <<sheSays "Being aware of what I just told you and the consequences thereof.">> She swallowd hard - took her time to answer. <<ppSays "Yes.">> <<ppSays "Mistress">> <<heSays "May I ask - why?">> <<ppSays "I don't know. I somehow have the urge to say 'yes'. ">> <<ppSays "If I want to quit the arrangement - will you let me?">> <<sheSays "Yes - once.">> <<sheSays "If you wish we can remain friends - I certainly do. But if you quit your submission to me - it is final.">> <<sheSays "Final question - again - yes or no?">> <<ppSays "Yes, mistress!">> <<sheSays "We know each other well - but I need you to answer some questions - and you will answer truthfully!">> <<sheSays "I hold no - NO! Secrets from my man here... so whenever or whatever you say, you can say in front of him as well.">> <<ppSays "Yes, mistress!">> <<sheSays "Your sexual orientation?">> <<ppSays "Hetero, mistress ... or... a tiny little bi... mistress!">> she kissed $girl's foot. <<sheSays "How many orgasm did you have till today - an estimate">> <<ppSays "A couple of thousand... at least one every day - for a few years now.">> <<sheSays "How many self-administered?">> <<ppSays "All of them.">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<ppSays "Shitty boyfriends - really.">> <<sheSays "Poor girl. I wouldn't know the difference... I never masturbated - for all my orgasms I have him. But honestly - I can't imagine it can be better.">> <<ppSays "What?">> she mirrored $girl's reaction. <<sheSays "The best boyfriend ever - really.">> so did $girl <<sheSays "Love - I know we said... we don't do this - but would you consider making her cum once in a while.">> <<heSays "No. I never had an orgasm from another girl than you and I never made another girl cum - I am yours and only yours - I do not want to change that">> <<sheSays "If I ordered you to... would you do it then?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "If you were faced with severe punishment - would you do it then?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "Are there any circumstances you would consider making her cum.">> <<heSays "Only theoretical circumstances.">> <<sheSays "Such as?">> <<heSays "If you were endangered, or in pain or otherwise hurt and due to some weird coincidence - pleasing her would help you, yes than I would immediately start on it.">> <<sheSays "He is such a dear...">> <<sheSays "You know I can arrange such circumstances...">> <<heSays "Please don't love... I knelt before her...">> <<sheSays "You would suffer if I made you do it... wouldn't you?">> <<heSays "Please mistress...">> <<sheSays "I keep that in mind...">> she smiled at me. To Bianca she than said. <<sheSays "I am not sure that you will cum often - or at all with us.">> <<sheSays "It seems none of us wants you to get off.">> <<sheSays "Perhaps I'll let you masturbate once in a while...">> <<sheSays "But first I must explore how worshippy a girl will become...">> <<sheSays "Can you get multiple orgasms?">> <<ppSays "I don't know.">> <<sheSays "Hm. how many orgasms did you have in a short time frame...">> <<ppSays "There were days when I had two or three - very seldom four, but these were hours apart.">> <<sheSays "I see - my slave here can make me cum a couple of dozen times in a row... or well... minutes apart.">> <<sheSays "A pity - for you - that he doesn't want to train with you.">> <<sheSays "What happens when you do not get your daily orgasm allowance?">> <<ppSays "I get restless, horny... I want to touch myself... look at guys lustily... my thoughts spin around sex and cumming.">> <<sheSays "After how many hours after you last orgasm does this start?">> <<ppSays "Hours? Ugh... I'd say it starts after several days... but I very seldom let it come to that.">> <<sheSays "We'll see - you have me now, to decide that for you.">> To me... <<sheSays "Get her device!">> To her... <<sheSays "Strip!">> She stripped - I got the device - and handed it to $girl. <<sheSays "Put it in her.">> <<heSays "You do it - I don't want to touch another girl there... I am yours!">> <<sheSays "Damn - I am the dominant here - remember... ok ok... I'll do it.">> <<sheSays "This will go deep into your vagina - you will not feel it - and it will not hinder you in any way.">> <<sheSays "It slightly 'sucks' itself to you inner walls - it can only be safely removed via my command.">> <<sheSays "Remember that - I mean it! - You not only endanger your health when you try to remove it - you WILL ruin your health!">> She knelt down in front of Bianca... <<sheSays "Spread your legs!">> <<sheSays "This is awkward... ">> $girl finally got it inserted. <<sheSays "SEALED - you are mine now!">> <<sheSays "Some other words of advice - the devices are called MCU and FCU - Male and Female Control Units.">> <<sheSays "This is military grade stuff... amongst other things you can torture people... These things can destroy your genitals and kill you with the pain they inflict.">> <<sheSays "Do not ask me how I got these!">> <<sheSays "But I must stress the fact - they are potentially dangerous.">> <<sheSays "They are voice controlled - MY voice.">> <<sheSays "Vagina - wet level five.">> After a few seconds... Bianca literally started to drop her juice in front of us. <<ppSays "What the fuck.">> <<sheSays "Vagina - reset">> <<sheSays "I told you!">> <<sheSays "Vagina - Pain Level 3.">> <<ppSays "AAIIiiii...">> Bianca sank to her knees - her face contorted in agony... <<sheSays "Vagina - Pain none.">> <<sheSays "Ohhh - this will be so lovely torturing her...">> Bianca looked at $girl in horror. <<ppSays "Mistress... how many levels of pain?">> <<sheSays "Ten - but with ten you will die in a few seconds. Pain three is actually quite low.">> <<sheSays "I sometimes have my male here... at pain level 3 when I go to sleep. It is so soothing... hearing him whimper through the night.">> <<sheSays "But you have to quiet down a bit... to serve me in that regard - your screams are not really soothing.">> <<ppSays "Mistress... ?">> <<sheSays "Where was I... yes... as you can see I am one sadistic bitch.">> <<sheSays "Thing is I get very enthusiastic when I let others suffer and... well sometimes I overdo things... in my ecstasy...">> <<sheSays "Love - turn around - let her see your back...">> I turned around and let Bianca see my scars. <<sheSays "He whipped him... and I ... well as you can see I slightly went overboard.">> <<sheSays "The walls, bed sheets, my hands... were all covered in blood - his back was a bloody mess.">> <<sheSays "Sometimes I can't control myself... I know that - and it is a serious and dangerous fault of mine.">> <<sheSays "I have done other things to this poor man here - of which we will not talk about now.">> <<sheSays "I tell you this - in regard to the dangerous device inside you - we have a save guard.">> <<sheSays "Vagina - Pain Level 5.">> <<ppSays "AAAIIIIIII, AHHHH... PPPPPPPLLLLLL.....">> <<sheSays "End it!">> <<heSays "Vagina - Pain none">> Bianca... was a mess on the floor... crying... <<sheSays "Get up - Pain 5 is extreme - it was used for demonstration.">> <<sheSays "He - my love here - can save you. He is our failsafe.">> <<sheSays "I trust him with my life - you can trust him with your life.">> <<sheSays "He has the master level for the voice commands. If I do something stupid - he can and will save us - his commands overrule mine!">> <<sheSays "But I must say... he never ever did. He endures much for me. But he surely has a soft and generous heart. I wonder if he will intervene more often now that he is not the one to endure the suffering.">> ... <<sheSays "Enough talk now... I want to enjoy myself.">> <<sheSays "Sweetie? Does the rabbit program work with females?">> <<heSays "Yep.">> <<sheSays "Excellent!">> <<sheSays "Bianca - here is what is going to happen to you now!">> <<sheSays "I will activate the rabbit protocol on you - this means - you have to fuck like a rabbit. I will give you a pillow and you can fuck the pillow - right in front of me.">> <<sheSays "I will set a speed you have to fuck with. The twist is - you MUST fuck with the given speed - otherwise you will feel pain. The closer you match the given speed, the less - or no - pain you will feel.">> <<sheSays "Essentially you MUST fuck - keep your hips moving - or you are in pain.">> <<sheSays "Vagina - Rabbit, Pain 5, Speed 3">> <<sheSays "Move it SLAVE!">> <<ppSays "Ahhh... damn...">> Bianca hastily grabbed the pillow and started humping... <<sheSays "This may not seem difficult now... just wait... one or two hours and you will be desperate...">> <<sheSays "But I am not cruel - I'll also give you something in return...">> <<sheSays "Vagina - slow arousal to 99 percent, stay on peek, no orgasm">> <<sheSays "This will get you aroused by your 'fucking' - and you WILL be so horny - and you will stay horny, all the time! ALL THE FUCKING TIME but YOU WILL NOT CUM!">> <<sheSays "Sweetie - come here... let's watch her getting desperate...">> We watched Bianca... she had to move her hips three times per second to avoid pain... that was a hefty setting - at least if kept for a longer period of time. After a short while it became apparent, that she became aroused by her fucking. Her face contorted - not only by her exertion. We started hearing soft moans of pleasure... and it looked like she would have humped even faster - if that didn't cause her pain. <<sheSays "Is it pleasurable - slave?">> <<ppSays "Yes... mistress.. I... love it... ">> <<sheSays "You just wait...">> She continued fucking her pillow in front of us... <<ppSays "I ... need... to ... cum...">> hump, hump, hump <<ppSays "Ohh... why can't...">> hump, hump, hump <<sheSays "Honey... you cannot cum, unless I allow it...">> <<ppSays "Ohh... please... I must... I">> hump, hump, hump <<sheSays "No... you are mine... you cum when I say!">> <<sheSays "... and you will NOT cum for a long time...">> <<ppSays "Please... ohh... mistress.... ohh... I ... must... please">> hump, hump, hump <<sheSays "Dear... I think now Bianca starts to enjoy herself... ">> <<sheSays "Please lie down... I want to sit on your face and watch her.">> <<sheSays "You lick me to a couple of orgasm... while I watch her... not getting off.">> ... Quite a time later - $girl had seven orgasms while sitting on my face... most of the time she just sat and let me lick her. Watching her new slave getting more and more desperate... hearing the pleas, seeing her getting more and more drained and struggling to keep up the humping... all the while her orgasm just out of reach - made me nearly drown in her juices below her. She would announce each of her orgasm to Bianca... so she had to watch in envy when $girl screamed, spasmed and moaned with pleasure. Occasionally she would simulate Bianca’s humping on my face... and tease her... if she would just do it like herself - she might cum... and then made Bianca again watch her triumph. I myself didn't notice much of Bianca - I was in a position where I could not really see much, nor hear much. But I was happy ... my girl would orgasm, I could smell and taste her, I was her instrument of pleasure. It became more and more apparent however, that Bianca was getting more and more exhausted - physically exhausted. She started slowing down... and through her pleas to let her cum - more often than not howls of pain could be heard. She finally broke down... lay flat panting... howling in pain as she could not get up anymore. $girl waited another ten seconds... than the sighed... <<sheSays "Vagina pain and rabbit reset.">> Bianca immediately relaxed... and lay in a lump of pity before us... silently crying. Without pain now... her lust slowly fading... but too weak to even try to bother doing anything about it. <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "Hmm?">> <<sheSays "You are mine now! I will use you like I want, better get used to it!">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress.">> $girl smiled at her. <<sheSays "You were a good girl there... I think a reward might be in for you...">> <<sheSays "Crawl up to me... lie on my right side... and let me wrap an arm around you... place your head on my shoulder and rest... listen to my lust and satisfaction ...">> <<sheSays "You may look at my body and admire it...">> She lay on her back... spreading her legs provocatively... <<sheSays "Slave, on your knees! Worship me! You are nothing but a tool to me. Get your tongue out! Put it into me... and move your head.">> One arm still around Bianca... the other now on my head... leading me... forcing me as her tool to face fuck her. My tongue in her, as good as I could... but all the while my whole head grinding her by the force of her hand. <<sheSays "This is ... how to use your slave... hmmm">> She was now grabbing my hair... pressing my face against her... rubbing it up and down... my tongue always seeking her wonderful tasty vagina... my nose stimulating her clit. She kept going... my breathing was getting more difficult... but neither she nor I cared much. I wanted her to cum. I loved it when she was so greedy to orgasm that she forgot the rest of the world... and her only thought was how to cum. She now also had unwrapped form Bianca... using my head with both her hands. Forcefully rubbing my face against her... moaning... <<sheSays "Ohhhmmm, tongue.... hmmm, in ..... MEEE....">> Then she came... all of the sudden, holding my face still but very forcefully against her. My tongue lashing in and out... deep into her, as deep as I possibly could... she stopped breathing... until she literally exploded in an orgasmic scream... <<sheSays "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, FUCK,...">> With that explosion... her face red now, breathing heavily and moaning... she crossed her legs over my back... held me against her... locked me in place... and moved herself against me, used my head to continue her stimulation through her cumming... she held me so tight... I could not breathe... and while moving her body, her hips spasming against me... She had a wonderful orgasm... which lasted nearly too long... due to lack of air I nearly fainted... but while her movements slowly faded, I was starting to be able to breathe again. <<sheSays "Hmmm... I love this... how was that for you Bianca...">> <<ppSays "You were wonderful mistress...">> and a deaf and blind man could notice how she envied $girl. <<sheSays "Hmmm... Yes... I love cumming.">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... please continue... slowly at first...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... come to me... lie beside me... you can watch me cum some more. I allow you to masturbate if you wish.">> I licked $girl - as she had ordered - slowly at first. But as I could not get enough her - neither could she. She basked in me licking her - I knew her needs, her rhythm, the places she wished my tongue. I knew what a tremendous effect my finger in her anus made... I stole some natural lubricant from her vagina... and started circling around her other hole... and while still licking her clit - and tasting her vagina, I slowly but determinedly entered her. I was rewarded... by a barely audible <<sheSays "Yes... hmmm ... keep going...">> That additional stimulation was all she needed. After only some few minutes... she had another orgasm. Not as explosive as the last - clearly as enjoyable. A very sensual moaning escaped her mouth. She slowly heaved her body up - against my face. Again she held my head in place - but not with the prior force - she held me to indicate that she was cumming... that I was not to leave... and to slowly keep licking - stimulating her clit... as with every slow tongue movement of mine her body received waves of pleasure. <<sheSays "Ohhhhh, mmmmhhhh, hmmmmm">> Her pleasurable sounds continued.... a while... until they finally stopped. <<sheSays "Hmm... you are so my sex mate.">> All the while Bianca was rubbing at her clit... desperately trying to get off herself. But although $girl had stopped the rabbit and the pain, she had not revoked the command "no orgasm" - Bianca could not cum... the device would not let her. <<sheSays "Hey, Bianca - I just had another wonderful orgasm - why don't you cum as well, don't you want to?">> <<ppSays "I ... can't... I 'm ... trying ... I can’t ... reach ... it...">> she very aroused - and out of breath said. <<sheSays "I know!">> $girl smiled a devilish smile at Bianca... <<sheSays "I love it!">> <<sheSays "Love... let us show Bianca what cumming looks like.">> <<sheSays "Get your dick up... and fuck me. I want to feel you inside me now...">> <<sheSays "BIANCA! Stop that now... and watch me!">> <<ppSays "Arrrhhh... yes... mistress.">> My penis was erect in one second... I spread $girl into our favourite position and slowly entered her... <<sheSays "Shhh... stallion... slow beginning.... hmmmm - your cock is just the best...">> As I lay on her... I fucked her slowly... so she could build up her lust again. She felt wonderful... wet, hot... like $girl - and that was just the best. <<sheSays "You know Bianca...">> she started talking to Bianca - while I fucked her... <<sheSays "This day is so special... in many ways... hmmm - slightly faster... hmm">> <<sheSays "This man here... finally submitted willingly and all-encompassing to me.">> <<sheSays "Before today... we had an agreement... that once in a while he might cum.">> <<sheSays "Today, I demanded of him to fully submit to me. In the most easy and for him devastating terms, this means - that I will not ever let him experience an own orgasm again.">> <<sheSays "He willingly agreed to that. I am his mistress... the only orgasms he will every feel, see or experience - are MY orgasms.">> <<sheSays "He knows that... do you understand how greedy this man now is - to give me orgasms. He needs, yes NEEDS me to cum again and again. So he has a chance to get a tiny spark of orgasm himself... the scraps of my own orgasms - I feed him.">> <<sheSays "He is totally mine now. He knows it. And he submits willingly to me.">> <<sheSays "This is so hot! The thought and the consequences of his devotion and my power make me all tingly.... and with his dick inside me... make me...">> <<sheSays "CUMMM... OOOOOHHH, AGAIN... hmmm,... keep moving.... fuck me... Hmmmmm">> Bianca stared at her... unbelieving of what she heard - unbelieving, that in the last twenty minutes $girl had three wonderful orgasms. Envy in her eyes - but also awe and wonder. After her orgasm faded... Bianca asked me... <<ppSays "How... how can you not cum? Is it your device?">> <<heSays "No... I love her... I promised her not to cum. I keep my promises.">> <<heSays "... she also finds more pleasure in it... if I have to restrict myself... having the device restrict me... is too easy... she feels more empowered... if she just commands me and I obey her. But truth to be told... She has been training me - so I can hold my own.">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... what are you folks babbling...?">> <<sheSays "You are not done yet fucking me! I want a grand finally.">> <<sheSays "Also Bianca is feeling left out... so she will help you.">> <<sheSays "Move it love... slow at first... you know it...">> She beamed at me... welcomed me with her body... again - I so loved her. <<sheSays "Bianca, get up... stand behind him - and take this whip.">> <<sheSays "You will whip him, while he fucks me.">> <<sheSays "You have to get used to it... don't hit too hard... I don't want him bleeding... today.">> <<sheSays "The closer I get - the harder you hit him - but without blood.">> <<sheSays "You achieve more pain, when you hit the same places multiple times in a row.">> <<sheSays "Hit the back - and don't hit me - or my hands... sooner or later I will grab him... watch for that.">> <<sheSays "The pain will make his body twitch... I love the feeling... him inside of me... fucking me... twitching in pain...">> <<sheSays "... and with you at his back... I can fully concentrate on my pleasure... ">> <<sheSays "Yes... love fuck me... give me your fantastic cock... fill me... hmm">> <<sheSays "Hit him... now!">> <<sheSays "Hmm... yes...">> <<sheSays "Harder...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me... ">> <<sheSays "Harder... more pain... I want to hear him groan...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me faster... ">> She lay her hands on my butt, pressed me into her... gave me the rhythm she wanted. <<sheSays "FUCK ... ME... HIT ... HIM... OOHHH... ">> This continued for a couple of minutes... I went ever faster... and Bianca became more confident with the whip. More often now hitting the same places again... and again. I flinched... gasped and winced - and each time I let the hurt show... I could see $girl under me thrive... <<sheSays "HIT HIM... HARDER... HMM, I ... WANT... HIS.. PAIN... HMMM....">> <<sheSays "NEARLY ...OHHH... THERE.... FUCK! YES">> <<sheSays "WHEN I CUM... hmmm ... hit hard... make him bleed... HMMM, I want his blood on my hands... YEESSSSS... HMMMM, NOW!!!">> Bianca hit me three times... probably as hard as she could. I gasped... and nearly stopped fucking... <<sheSays "YEESSS.... HMMMM... ">> I could feel her hands gliding over my back... feeling the sting as her hands passed my wounds... I could see - she was looking at her hands... and I could feel her body shuddering... in extra strong orgasmic spasms... as she saw that her hands were red with my blood.... <<sheSays "AWWWWWW.... HMMMM, DAMNNNN, FUCKKKK">> <<sheSays "FUCK ME, FUCK ME... DON'T... ever stop...'">> <<sheSays "YEEE... AHIIII....FUCK ME, FUCK ME... DON'T... STOP... HMMMM">> Another particular strong orgasm. $girl was on a roll today. After some time... her pleasure ebbed away... and she lay panting beneath me. <<sheSays "Hmmm... that was great... ... and taxing... I think... for now this is enough...">> Bianca looked in horror at my back. <<sheSays "Don't worry dear... he will heal... he always does.">> <<sheSays "Wait... I fetch something for the wounds.">> ... Sometime later... my wounds were dressed. The girls had finished the movie. I had been allowed to rest... my head between $girl's legs... at my home. <<sheSays "You are welcome to stay the night... if you'd like to.">> <<sheSays "You'd have to sleep on the floor in my room though.">> <<sheSays "You understand... slave and all...">> <<sheSays "But if you wish... you can also go home.">> <<ppSays "Will I miss something when I go home...?">> <<sheSays "You will always miss something, when you are not with your mistress - dummy!">> <<sheSays "My plans are... to edge my man... till he starts crying.">> <<sheSays "Than I will put his dick in me... and sleep on him.">> <<sheSays "Usually he then will be awake the complete night with his dick, twitching and screaming for a release... inside me. While I sleep knowing I have a suffering man under me... suffering because nature wants it so... because I have a vagina which he cannot resist... and he has a penis - that cannot become smaller in me.">> <<sheSays "Truth to be told so... I'll probably put a dick ring on him too ... ">> She smiled thinking of it. <<ppSays "Damn - you are cruel!">> <<sheSays "You love it - don't you?">> <<ppSays "YES, and I'll stay... I want to see this and listen to his agony.">> <<sheSays "You are welcome!">> <<ppSays "Do you do that every night?">> <<sheSays "Nah - only as often as I can... on a normal day with him studying... this is not possible... he must be able to concentrate... but on the weekend - or special occasions...">> ... <<heSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Yes dear?">> <<heSays "I am really thirsty by now...">> <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<ppSays "What? Here? Now?">> <<sheSays "Don't worry... we have lots of practice... he won't spill a drop.">> $girl shifted her position slightly... and I placed my mouth in position. I squeezed her butt... and after some time... she let go... and I drank from her. Bianca watched us intensely. <<ppSays "I don't know if I feel disgust - or turned on...">> <<sheSays "It is harder letting go, when an additional person watches.">> <<sheSays "Love - clean my toilet!">> I went and brushed my teeth. [[continue|Part68b]]

<<if $debug>>Bad_Ending1<</if>> After another couple of days... I asked $girl whether she would assist me with an experiment. She was still very much against any technology that came from Ingrid... but I tried to convince her, that technology per se was not bad - only the uses. <<heSays "Please! I built this for you! Trust me - I want you to try this... and if everything works out as planned - you will love it!">> <<sheSays "What will it do?">> <<heSays "That is a surprise for you... trust me!">> <<sheSays "Ok...">> she said dubiously <<heSays "Please insert your FCU... it probably won't hurt...">> <<sheSays "PROBABLY???">> <<heSays "Just do it - love!">> I put on my MCU. I spoke the command I invented... <<heSays "Sensation inhibition and translocation, male sender, female receiver - start!">> <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "Now love, get your hand on my dick - and make me orgasm.">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "You heard me...">> I grinned. <<sheSays "But you are my slave... I don't do that!">> <<heSays "Would you please trust me - just once!">> <<sheSays "Hmmpf...">> She started stroking my dick... after several seconds... <<sheSays "Oh... ohhh - this is nice!">> I didn't feel anything... I could see her using my dick... but no arousal sensation at all... there was just her hand stroking me... but it did absolutely nothing for me. Sad - but intended. <<sheSays "What is this?">> she removed her hand... <<sheSays "No don't stop... it felt good...">> <<heSays "If you like it - then just keep going...">> Since I didn't really get any pleasure anyway - and thus was not distracted - I could as well explain what I had tried to build - successfully so it seemed. <<heSays "I was able to connect our two devices wirelessly. Both devices can give pleasure - and cancle pleasure.">> <<heSays "My device keeps track of the pleasure I feel on my dick... my body actually experiences the pleasure... but the device is able to cancel it out.">> <<heSays "My dick and the nerves in it - are actually getting aroused by what you do. But the 'messages' of the arousal never get to my brain - the device cancels them. I do not feel anything of what you are just doing - or I should say, my brain feels nothing.">> <<heSays "But as said - the device in the process measures the sensations it cancels - and sends the data to your FCU. Your unit is programmed to receive the data... and to translate it and to feed the data into your actors.">> <<heSays "Effectively you receive the pleasure that I should feel.">> <<heSays "I programmed it thus, that your ACTORS receive the data, not your simactors.">> <<heSays "What this means is... the feelings you get are not simulated - your arousal and well-being you feel is an actual body function of yours - it is not faked.">> <<heSays "The translation routine - male pleasure to female pleasure probably has to be fine-tuned - and needs further experiments...">> <<sheSays "AWWW... YES... DAMN... hmmm">> My dick exploded with sperm - it shot out... and $girl caught some in the face... <<sheSays "Yes... damn... more... hmm ">> she kept stroking... slowing down... But her body kept twitching in the orgasm she just received, and while she kept stroking... small waves of pleasure that should have been mine... were given to her. A minute later... <<sheSays "That was so cool and good - what did you feel?">> <<heSays "Nothing at all... I was really detached and could observe.">> She absentmindedly looked for sperm drops and ate them. <<sheSays "That means... instead of ruining you... I can now give you a blowjob - receive your sperm and have an orgasm at the same time?">> <<heSays "Yes">> <<sheSays "What happens when you fuck me... and I allow you to orgasm.">> <<heSays "You will receive an orgasm... from me...">> <<sheSays "What if I just came a few seconds before... ?">> <<heSays "You will receive a second orgasm...">> <<sheSays "What if I manage for you and me to cum at the same time...?">> <<heSays "I am not sure... but my best guess is, that you will experience a double orgasm - meaning both orgasms would add up - and the pleasure you get would also double.">> She gleamed in delight! <<sheSays "I want that... now - and then again - and again!">> <<heSays "We have to wait a bit...">> <<sheSays "Why? I want it - slave DO IT!">> <<heSays "I can't help it - it is nature. My body just received a real orgasm. I did not feel it - but nonetheless.">> <<heSays "We are restricted with the orgasms my body can produce... for you.">> <<sheSays "Oh.">> she sounded very disappointed. <<sheSays "But... you can cum so seldom... at least compared to me...">> <<sheSays "I can probably get at most ten double orgasms a day...">> <<sheSays "Can't the device give you more!">> <<heSays "No - it does not work that way... the normal device functions... only simulate orgasms. It feels the same in my brain... but you cannot use that to translocate the sensation to you.">> ... <<heSays "Love?">> <<sheSays "Yes dear.">> <<heSays "I have given you now the ultimate... feature to deny me for your own pleasure. I will not even be able to feel any sensation leading up to the denial.">> <<heSays "If you don't want me to - I'll never even feel sexual arousal - and probably no real frustration.">> <<heSays "Would you please care for me. Sometimes... give me sexual feelings... even an orgasm I can feel - or a ruin... or just an arousal by caressing me?">> She looked at me - and I saw her eyes soften. <<sheSays "Yes, I will dear - you are my love, I will not have you broken. I will take care of you.">> [[LastLetter]]

<<if $debug>>PartPart99<</if>> !PLACEHOLDER! I was still intrigued by the devices Ingrid provided us with. Being science trained and a part time computer geek - I could understand most of it quite well. The programming interface was well described and it was easy to implement new programs. The devices could communicate wirelessly - otherwise the commands via the control or the microphone had not been possible. What I had seen nowhere described was whether or if at all - the devices would be able to communicate amongst themselves - without needing an additional hub, like the control. It took me some time to debug the routines... but eventual I found a couple undocumented functions to send and receive 'general' wireless signals. I built my own library around those functions and at the same time I secured them further - as not to allow stray 'outsiders' to connect. I had now a male and a female device wirelessly connected - they could 'talk' to each other... but what would they talk about? It took me a couple of days... to figure something out... that could possibly change the orgasmic world of $girl and me. Good for her - bad for me. But 'we' wanted it that way. The devices had amazing sensors and actors. The sensors could detect nearly any bodily reaction around the genitalia. The actors could invoke nearly any bodily reaction around the genitalia. Additionally to sensors and actors there were also simactors - these could 'simulate' reactions - and influenced the nerves directly instead of muscles. The simactors were for example used to create the artificial orgasms in just moments - or pain. Feeling almost identical to real ones - but were actually only simulations to fool the brain. Reading up of what one could and could not do with these things - a plan started to form - and I started programming and hacking... and measuring on myself... [["Continue down the technology path?"|Bad_Ending1]] [["This technology is too dangerous - better leave it be!"|Part99a]]

<<if $debug>>LastLetter<</if>> <<letter "Ingrid,">> <<letter "when you read this - the beautiful creature that once was $girl is dead.">> <<letter "I followed her shortly after - but using other means.">> <<letter "We did not heed your warning concerning your technology enough - we fell into a trap we did not anticipate.">> <<letter "You know about the nature of our relationship.">> <<letter "Ever since I knew $girl I had been on a quest to make her happy.">> <<letter "I examined your technology and discovered a way to wirelessly connect a MCU to a FCU. After I worked that out I discovered that sensors and actors could transfer data... from one CU to another.">> <<letter "I thought this would open a new cool way, that my love would be able to deny me orgasms while herself receiving orgasms by doing so.">> <<letter "In principle the MCU recorded my genital data, cancelled out the sensations to my brain... I felt nothing...">> <<letter "The data itself was transported to the FCU and using a male/female mapping it was applied to the actors.">> <<letter "$girl could make me 'orgasm' - I would feel absolutely nothing - but she would get the sensual feedback from me - and my orgasm was transferred to her.">> <<letter "The first few days this technology made her more than happy - she would suck my dick - eat my cum - and experience my orgasms... at the same time.">> <<letter "But $girl was not dumb - and she soon asked me... if the data was transferred... could this data also be recorded? And if so, couldn't the data also be played back? And if so, couldn't the data be played back multiple times? On the press of a button or in a loop?">> <<letter "I said 'yes' and that was the final nail to her coffin.">> <<letter "We learned in the past what we had to do, to give her the most intensive orgasms... it was trying for us both... and often we just made her cum ten or twenty 'normal' ones... instead of one huge...">> <<letter "But this time... we set down and I made her a huge orgasm. We recorded it. She played it back. Then again... again...">> <<letter "Hundreds and hundreds of times over the next days - she was in perpetual bliss, each day one gigantic orgasm... day after day...">> <<letter "But even that was not the end of it... in her addiction... she asked me to also build a signal amplifier...">> <<letter "This enabled her to further regulate the intensity of her recorded orgasm - and she knew only one way ... more ... more ... more.">> <<letter "Half an hour ago the most beautiful creature this planet has ever seen - left.">> <<letter "I feel, I am responsible for this - and I cannot live with this - there is nothing left of me anyway.">> <<letter "I ... I could not see any way I could have stopped her - lest she hated me. I ... just could not... I am sorry... world.">>

[img[pics/BiancaKilling_small.png]] <<if $debug>>BiancaBadEnding<</if>> <<sheSays "You want to try him out?">> Bianca mesmerized stared at me. <<ppSays "Yes!">> she slowly answered. <<sheSays "Slave, the next five minutes - Bianca is your master - you do everything she commands?">> <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<ppSays "You said he is caged... can I see it?">> <<heSays "For now he is yours... command him to strip... and you will see!">> <<ppSays "Strip - you pathetic... $girl - can I ...">> <<sheSays "He's yours... you can call him anything you want... I don't care.">> <<ppSays "Strip - you pathetic worthless piece of shit.">> <<ppSays "Aw... this feels so awesome...">> to $girl. I stripped... and like we planned I had this really tiny chastity device on... flat... Bianca laughed as she saw me... <<ppSays "Damn... what is that? Did you cut off his trunk?">> <<sheSays "Nah... but he can't even get a hint of a boner in that thing. I love it... it totally unmans him. He is more an 'it' now!">> <<ppSays "Soo cool!">> <<ppSays "I want one... where do I find one?">> <<ppSays "You... 'thing' - lie on your back... open your mouth...">> Bianca... towered over me... leaned down... and spat into my mouth ... again... and again... <<ppSays "Swallow you piece of shit... ">> <<ppSays "Now thank me for spitting on you...">> <<sheSays "Thank you!">> I said. <<ppSays "What? I am goddess Bianca. When you thank you - you better mean it. ">> <<ppSays "Can I discipline him...">> to $girl. <<ppSays "Sure...">> Bianca stomped on my balls... she did not hold back. <<ppSays "Thank me!">> I balled up, as pain shot through my lower body. <<heSays "Thank you goddess Bianca.">> I whimpered. <<sheSays "Time is up... slave - you are mine again.">> <<ppSays "Awww... what else can you make him do?">> <<sheSays "Lie on your belly slave.">> <<sheSays "See those scars... Those are from flogging. It is nice when he starts to bleed. The howling of his when the whip touches him... is phenomenal.">> ... $girl was now really in a bragging mode... and did not really think of the original plan. <<sheSays "And watch this... wait...">> She took a key from her pocket and removed the chastity device. <<ppSays "Nice little cock...">> <<sheSays "Penis up">> My dick filled with blood and grew in a couple of seconds to its full size. <<ppSays "How... damn! How do you do this!">> <<sheSays "Now this!">> <<sheSays "Penis down">> Blood was drained from me - and I shrivelled up. <<ppSays "You can control his dick?">> <<sheSays "Yes... voice controlled. See the device around it.">> <<sheSays "With that device I can control his genitals ... totally.">> <<sheSays "Unless I release his dick... he now cannot have a boner... whatever you do.">> <<ppSays "Penis up!">> <<sheSays "MY voice... not yours!">> <<ppSays "Aww.">> <<ppSays "Make it go up again.">> <<sheSays "Penis up">> <<ppSays "and down...">> <<sheSays "Penis down">> <<sheSays "Watch this...">> <<sheSays "Penis clock!">> <<sheSays "Now it goes up and down each 5 seconds. Every half hour he feels pain... every hour...">> <<ppSays "Pain?">> <<sheSays "Sure...">> <<ppSays "Show me.">> <<sheSays "Penis pain level 3">> <<heSays "Arghh... mistress please!">> <<ppSays "Hush... slave!">> <<ppSays "3? How many levels?">> <<sheSays "10">> <<ppSays "Set it to 10... I want to see that!">> <<sheSays "No. The device is very powerful. Only a few moments of ten will disable his dick. Keeping 10 for a longer time... and he will die of pain... heart failure.">> <<heSays "Mistress please!">> <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<heSays "Thank you mistress">> I sank to my feet and kissed her feet. The evening did not go as planned. It seemed Bianca was in the lead here... not $girl. What should I do? <<ppSays "His clock is still ticking! Ha ha...">> <<ppSays "How is he in the sack? - he looks enjoyable!">> <<sheSays "He is... his tongue is adequate in my ass or in my vagina.">> <<sheSays "His dick is also tolerable... and he has got stamina... he can fuck you for hours.">> <<ppSays "Can you make him leak his stinking sperm?">> <<sheSays "Yes...">> <<ppSays "I want to see it... do it!">> Hey - who is in command here! <<sheSays "I... can't remember the command... wait... I have to look in the instructions...">> <<heSays "Mistress... a word...">> <<ppSays "Be still you worthless scumbag... ">> She kicked me in the nuts again... and I sank to the floor. $girl did not intervene... <<ppSays "Don't move... or ... else...">> $girl went upstairs to look for the instructions. Bianca followed a few seconds later... I was still balled up on the floor... when I realized, that several minutes had passed. <<heSays "$girl!">> I shouted! <<ppSays "Cumming!">> Bianca responded. She stood in the door. <<ppSays "Penis pain level 8">> <<heSays "AAAAHHHRRR... ">>I went down on the floor... could only feel pain... could not move coherently. She dangled the microphone before my head. <<ppSays "I'm aware I'll never have you. Yet, I don't wish for $girl to have you either.">> <<ppSays "Therefor - I will destroy you.">> <<ppSays "Enjoy the pain! Till $girl comes down... might be a few minutes...">> I wailed on the floor my body being on fire and the source was my dick... it spread through my body... and I screamed... <<heSays "AHHHHHRRRRR AHHHHHHRRR">> I could not even plead for mercy... no words would form in my mind... there was only pain... Endless pain... not diminishing... I was still screaming my lounges out... could not stop... could not even black out. From far away... I heard Bianca... say... <<ppSays "I think she finally comes down to us...">> Between my screams... I shortly saw $girl in the doorframe... a bruise on her head... The last words I heard were: <<ppSays "Penis pain level 10">> The crescendo of pain multiplied again... for endless seconds. Then I was dead.

[img[pics/o7Depthsmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part70<</if>> <<sheSays "Hmmm, yess.... honey... Hmmmm... awwww... more... hmmmm... yes... lick.... suck... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Don't, hmmmm stop.... hmmm, yeessssss... hmm... hmm">> She was panting slightly... her moans subsided... I crawled up to her, my fingers carefully massaging her clit further... <<sheSays "Ohh... dear... I love this...">> <<sheSays "It is just passed eight in the morning... and I am in the two digit range already...">> She snuggled against me... but kept her legs slightly apart so I could still reach her easily. <<sheSays "Nature is a funny thing, isn't it.">> <<sheSays "You literally licked me thousands and thousands of times now.">> <<sheSays "Do you ever grow tired of it?">> <<heSays "Never, ever will I grow tired of it... not your taste, not your smell or your lustful sweet vagina or clit... ">> <<sheSays "Me neither, I love orgasming... I love having you between my legs... licking me...">> <<sheSays "Promise me... even in fifty years from now, when I am old, have grey hair and am all wrinkled up... ">> <<sheSays "Promise me... you will still keep licking me... will you...?">> <<heSays "I will crawl out of my wheelchair, kiss your wrinkled feet... and will satisfy you... as I will have been doing for the last fifty years.">> <<sheSays "Or... I'll come to you... put a strap on in your lap... and ride you in your wheel chair...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... imagining stuff like that... is not really a turn on... is it?">> <<heSays "Perhaps something else...">> <<if $BiancaBTaken>> \ <<heSays "I had my last orgasm 11 days ago... in the morning when... that other girl was with us...">> <<else>> \ <<heSays "I had my last orgasm 11 days ago... in the night when... that other girl was with us...">> <</if>> \ <<sheSays "Are you suffering from denial - dear?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<heSays "Why would I?">> <<heSays "Only eleven days!">> <<heSays "... and you never edged me more than 7 or 8 hours a day... why would I suffer...?">> <<sheSays "Hmm, I must have totally misunderstood you then.">> <<sheSays "I thought all that begging, grovelling and the tears... were related to that.">> <<heSays "All just tears of joy... you know I enjoy that you are happy.">> <<sheSays "That is good...">> <<if $BiancaBTaken>> \ <<else>> \ <<sheSays "You know - I told you I had an orgasm, when I last whipped you...">> <<sheSays "By the way, you back is nearly completely healed... we could do it again... ">> <<sheSays "Anyway - not what I was getting at.">> <<sheSays "Even though I can get orgasms when I torture you...">> <</if>> \ <<sheSays "My favourite torment for you is... and probably always will be... DENIAL!">> <<sheSays "I get so cranky and needy myself even after only a few hours that you don't make me cum.">> <<sheSays "I imagine it must be unbearable... to not cum for days... or weeks... or forever...">> <<sheSays "In addition to that my edging... always bringing you to the brink of bliss - only to take it away...">> <<sheSays "It must be hell, I would literally go insane with lust... and need.">> <<sheSays "It makes me so hot... just to speak of it... the torment I can give you... I just have to strip and show you my body... and I feel you aching for me.">> <<sheSays "Just kiss you... flick my tongue over you... and I can feel your dick harden... crying out for me... ">> <<sheSays "... and I hear your dick crying... and I respond... NO!">> <<sheSays "Your denial is better than any whip... ">> <<sheSays "When you grovel at my feet... lick my toes in the hope I will let you near my cunt... so that you get a whiff of me...">> <<sheSays "Smell my sex... but knowing you will not cum... only ever lust after me...">> <<sheSays "Feeling, seeing me cum... again and again... dozens and dozens of times a day... we had not even breakfast... and I had already twelve orgasms...">> <<sheSays "Ohhh... I need to ride you now...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, your dick... feel me... feel how I want and need your precious dick. Awww... yes... so hard... so big... so needy... it feels so great...">> <<sheSays "But not allowed to cum, unless I say so... ">> <<sheSays "Aww... you are so great... fuck, yes... hmmm... you are my fuck toy... I will fuck you... again and again... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Before we have breakfast... there will be a two in front of my digits...">> <<sheSays "... and all the next big O's with your dick... I will fuck you till you beg me to stop...">> <<sheSays "Beg me... because your lust for me will become unbearable... you will wail and cry beneath me... while I will cum again and again... and you NOT!">> <<sheSays "YES... AAAAAHHHHWWW... HMMMM... fuck, fuck.... ">> <<sheSays "hmmmm... I am not finished... HMMM... NOO...">> <<sheSays "I'll fuck you.. .more hmmmm.... ">> <<sheSays "WATCH ME!">> <<sheSays "See how I cum... this is the only orgasms you will get!">> <<sheSays "ENJOY THEM!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, yes... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "How does it feel ... when I rabbit you... from one orgasm to the next... orgasm... MY ORGASM ... hmmm">> She leaned down to me... kissed me... her tongue in my mouth passionately... still fucking me... rabbiting me... She felt so wonderful... so greedy, sexy... she WAS my goddess... she kept kissing me... her tongue played with mine... seeking my mouth, exploring... fucking my mouth with her tongue as she did with her hips... <<sheSays "MHHH, HMMM, YYYYYYY, MHHHHH">> She had her next orgasm... still kissing me... sharing her lust with her kisses... she was driving me mad... she knew it... and that was one of the reasons she fucked me like she did... She wanted to drive me mad with her lust and my denial... ... <<sheSays "Mhhh.... hmmm...">> Her head was now beside mine... her mouth next to my ears... she was panting from her constant rabbit fucking... at the same time moaning from her last orgasm... <<sheSays "Hmmm, oohhhh... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Your... dick... your bloody fantastic dick... it never gets smaller when I deny you... hmmmm... your balls might explode... but your dick stays... hmmm it ... feels so... great... hmmmm, god yes... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "ARRRGGGGG, GOD, YES... AGAIN... HMMMMM, MY GODLY FUCKTOY... HMMMM....">> <<sheSays "Fuck... fuck.. fuck... I love you...">> She was panting like mad now... ... <<sheSays "Enough of your laziness...">> <<sheSays "Turn around... now you... fuck me... like it is the last time... make me squeal... make me scream... make me cum so hard I will faint... ">> <<sheSays "Yes... move your hips... fuck your goddess... satisfy me...">> <<sheSays "Don't make me feel like you... don't want me as needy as you... do you... ?">> <<sheSays "Worship me with your dick... fuck me... I want more... more of you more... fuck me... oh god ... god YES...">> <<sheSays "Faster... faster... FASTER, deeper... ohhh">> <<sheSays "I won't break... deeper... your cock is mine... it was made for me...">> <<sheSays "Deeper, faster... HMMM, GOOODDDD">> <<sheSays "ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGG, DONT STOP...">> <<sheSays "FASTER... ARRGGGGGGGG... YES, YES.... AWWWWWW GODDD!">> <<sheSays "Don't stop... fuck don't stop... AHHHH.. YES, hmmmm">> <<sheSays "hmmmm, hmmmm... hmmm, hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I could make so much money... if I was to rent you out... you are soooo good...">> ... <<sheSays "Keep fucking... nobody said stop... I want a '2' don't you remember...">> <<sheSays "hmmm, yes... keep fucking... stallion... ">> <<sheSays "I feel that..! Your dick twitches in me... you don't want to cum... do you?">> <<heSays "No... I ... ">> <<sheSays "Do you want to cum... in me? You want to let go... release your restraint...">> <<sheSays "You want to cum in my warm... welcoming cunt...? She loves you... she loves your cock... loves your cum... you want her... don't you... feel how wet and welcoming she is... for you.. only for you and your dick.... feel me... fuck me...">> <<heSays "$girl...">> <<sheSays "Feel me... fuck me... throw your dick into me... feel my sex, my greed for your dick... know that my body loves yours...">> <<heSays "$girl... please...">> <<sheSays "Come on... fuck me... fuck me... yes... fuck me... my stud...">> She was teasing me... I knew... unless she explicitly said "cum" or "you are allowed to cum..." I was not allowed to... she wanted my desperate need... and she so easily was able to get it... <<sheSays "I can see in your eyes... how you feel... fuck me harder... yes... YES...">> <<sheSays "Feels better still... doesn't it? Harder... faster... stallion fuck me...">> <<sheSays "I can see your desperation... your need to cum...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... nature is a bitch ain't she? She forces you to suffer... she wants you to impregnate me... make babies... but I do not allow you to cum...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... keep going... yes... ohhh... poor boy... keep the sperm inside... will you... hmmm... yes... fuck yes... hmmmm, hmmm">> Her vagina tried to milk my cum... I cried out... as $girl moaned under me... <<heSays "Please... please... I need...">> Her vagina... kept pumping my dick... and I could feel $girl watching me in my predicament... my body... wanted nothing more than to cum... But she forbade it... and I would obey her, regardless of how difficult it was for me... I simply had to... I had to! Tears ran down my face... as my mind forced my dick to comply... <<sheSays "Keep moving... fuck... me hmmm, fuck... me hmmmm">> My dick fucked to cum... my will forced him to keep still... I was so desperate and torn... it hurt... I groaned... a tear dropped on $girl... <<sheSays "AWWWW, ARHHGG, YES... look at me... AAAAAHHH... YES... FUCK ME... FUCK ME... HMMMMM,..">> <<sheSays "KEEP... FUCKING... FUCK ME... DON'T STOP...">> <<sheSays "I don't care if you suffer... fuck me... hmmmm, yes... yes... hmmmm ">> <<sheSays "AWWW.... YEES... FUUUCK... LOVE IT... AHH, HMMMM, hmmmm, aww... ">> <<sheSays "hmmmm, hmmm.">> ... <<sheSays "Phhewwww... that was nice.">> <<sheSays "Makes me look forward to the time after our breakfast... pheww... ">> <<sheSays "Your dick is free now... it may leave me...">> I lay next to her... my dick rock hard... pointing to the ceiling... trying to get even harder with each heartbeat... I wiped away my tears... glad this was over... It had been wonderful no doubt... but also hell. <<sheSays "I must say thank you to your great little friend...">> She got down... grabbed my dick... and it felt wonderful. She knew exactly what she was doing... ...she had different ways to "grab" me... but this... dominant, strong grip she used now. She knew exactly that my dick loved this. Immediately it wanted more... wanted to feel her moving... longing for her hand... ... and of course she moved... she stroked me... god that felt good... I was so hers... I belonged in her hand, it felt so right... her hand was godly... <<sheSays "Thank you my cute little friend... thank you for all the orgasms you make me...">> ... and with that... the top of my dick was in her mouth... Oh my god. I thought we were going to break fast... No... she wanted to edge me further... what had I done... to deserve this... it was so wonderful feeling her... By unspoken agreement... when she edged me... it was her responsibility for me not to cum... When I fucked her - it was my responsibility not to cum. I could let go... I had not to watch myself... not force myself to anything... I could just lie back and enjoy her... ...theoretically... She never made mistakes, she never let me cum by accident... she kept me on the edge... never paused more than for a few seconds... never letting me cum... edge, edge, edge... and again... edge, edge, edge... and again, again, again... For another half an hour... and probably hundreds of edges... or one huge... however you want to call it... <<sheSays "Thank you again... dicky...">> ... and with a last smack she was gone... and soon... I might find a little peace... She crawled up to me... grabbed - of course - my dick... She nestled into me, and we lay there... deep in thought, relishing the nearness of one another... without a hint of stress... <<sheSays "Love... you do know I am still punishing you... and that your punishment only just began...">> <<heSays "What are you punishing me for?">> <<sheSays "Bianca - of course.">> <<heSays "But isn't that past now? Wasn't everything I did things, you commanded me to do?">> <<sheSays "No! Yes.">> <<sheSays "But I learned from you... that a mistress need not be fair... not only that... sometimes she needs to be unfair... it makes her unpredictable... and more fearsome.">> <<heSays "How long?">> <<sheSays "As long as I wish.">> <<sheSays "You are so apish again... I love it. It is absolute worship mode you display, I so love it...">> <<sheSays "When I come home, you grovel at my feet...">> <<sheSays "When I tell you to get my shoes off... and make you do that handsfree with your mouth... it is such a sight to behold...">> <<sheSays "You lighten up, when I give you the honour to spit in your mouth... when you are my toilet and lick me clean... when I clip or file my nails and you eat everything that comes off... and enjoy it!">> <<sheSays "When I remove the calluses from the soles of my feet and you can just not wait for your little meal...">> <<heSays "Listing all those things makes it sound truly messed up.">> <<sheSays "Aww... don't say that, you are just sick...">> <<sheSays "Love sick, for everything that is or was me.">> <<sheSays "I absolutely love it... I want you to be love sick for me...">> <<sheSays "I love it when you lick my feet... when accidentally some pee is on my feet and you lick them clean.">> <<sheSays "When I did my exercises... and you cannot wait to taste my sweat...">> <<sheSays "... and let us not start about fucking my second hole with your tongue...">> <<sheSays "Why, why would I ever want your love sickness to end?">> <<heSays "Goddess - I love you... I love all the things you just listed and more. I know you will care for me. I will do - whatever you plan for me.">> <<sheSays "She suffers too, you know?">> <<heSays "Who?">> <<sheSays "Bianca of course...">> <<sheSays "She still wears the FCU, the last commands were 'Vagina dry, no arousal, no orgasm'.">> <<sheSays "She can't have any form of sex or release.">> <<sheSays "Would you want me to ease her suffering...?">> <<heSays "I don't really care... she is a little sadistic, evil bitch... for all I care she can suffer.">> <<sheSays "Good boy!">> <<sheSays "You have my permission to cmc... I know you love that... you are such a good boy...">> I loved to 'cmc' her. "cmc" stands for "cuddle my cunt"... it basically meant I was allowed to go home... just a tiny little more. She would spread her legs... and I would kiss her... not to make her cum... but because I loved her... I would worship and adore her... rub my nose over her lovely vagina... I would smell her, breathe her fantastic scent... I was addicted to her... there was no other word... I could do that all night long... she was so soft... her pubic hair... neatly trimmed... She would read, watch television, or just sleep or listen to music... while I would enjoy her. Always kissing and smelling her... rubbing my face, my nose... on her... I loved every tiny detail of her and just could not get enough of her... never... never ever... [[continue|Part71]]

<<if $debug>>BreakingHim<</if>> <<sheSays "You know you are mine - don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress!">> <<sheSays "I have warned you plenty of times in the past.">> <<sheSays "I told you, today was going to come.">> <<sheSays "But you never really believed it - did you?">> <<heSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Today is the last day of your torture.">> <<heSays "Really? - Mistress - Thank you!">> <<sheSays "Yes... thank me...">> <<sheSays "Today I will break you.">> <<sheSays "Today you will give yourself fully to me.">> <<sheSays "Today I will destroy you, you will be a wreck and you will be useless to me.">> <<sheSays "In the future I will remember this day - and if all goes well, I will get enjoyment and arousel from it for the rest of my life!">> <<heSays "Mistress, why are you saying those things? You make me afraid.">> <<sheSays "You are chained up now. You cannot move or escape. You are helpless. You cannot change your fate anymore - I gave you plenty of chances to escape - now it is too late.">> <<sheSays "I think there was a time, when I honestly liked you - perhaps even loved you. But that time - is long since gone.">> <<sheSays "For a long time now, you have only been a tool to me. Now? Now I only tire of you.">> <<sheSays "This is our last day - and we will depart in a bang. You will be destroyed - and I will finally have some feelings with you again - and be free of the burden you have become.">> <<heSays "Mistress... I love you... please...">> <<sheSays "That means nothing to me... or wait... it does - it means that you will suffer more... and that is a good thing!">> <<sheSays "In the years of our relationship - you have not cum once!">> <<sheSays "For the last eighteen months I have prevented you from getting a boner at all. You are no man!">> <<sheSays "In your life your only once felt the inside of a woman... can you remember it?">> <<sheSays "We lost both our virginity that day. What a bloody honour for you.">> <<sheSays "I never pleasured your dick, I only touched you to make you suffer, deny you, frustrate you - one way or another.">> <<sheSays "In the beginning I used to tell you - that I am not ready for your dick, that I was afraid of it!">> <<sheSays "Did you believer that?">> <<heSays "Certainly mistress... why shouldn't I?">> <<sheSays "By now you know - I LOVE dicks. I love fucking dicks! I love giving head and swallowing cum! Did you know that?">> <<sheSays "You licked me - every one of my holes. You ass fucked me with your tongue... I rode you with dildos...">> <<sheSays "Did it ever occur to you - that I love a good REAL dick in me?">> <<sheSays "I love the feeling, when a men shoots his semen into me!">> <<sheSays "In my pussy, in my mouth... I just love it!">> <<sheSays "I always had other lovers beside you!">> <<sheSays "The last year... every, EVERY day I had several sperm donors - emptying themselves in me.">> <<sheSays "Often when I kissed you - you must have tasted sperm.">> <<sheSays "When you licked my cunt - probably half of 'my' juice was sperm of another man!">> <<sheSays "Haha! I once made you DRINK another man’s pee!">> <<sheSays "You are such a pathetic... oh... I nearly said man... but you are not... you are an IT.">> <<sheSays "You are not believing me - you think this is just another mind game of mine...">> <<sheSays "Peter? Come in!">> A man came in. <<ppSays "Hi looser!">> <<ppSays "Bitch - on your knees and suck!">> He opened his pants... got his dick out... and took the head of $girl - and forced her to suck his dick. Force... she was willingly forced. She enjoyed being his fuck toy. He brutally fucked her mouth - in between more than once she gagged - had tears in her eyes... but she always kept going... Till after probably a quarter of an hour later... he finally released her... his sperm in her mouth... and also covering her face. She looked up at him... she honestly seemed happy... <<sheSays "This was great, Peter - thank you. Yummi as always...">> She came over... touched my face with hers... smearing his cum all over my face... With her tongue she spread the thick cum over me... and actually pushed a small load of it in my nostrils... <<sheSays "Smell his cum... you will like it - you tasted it before!">> She then got up and moved over to Peter. <<sheSays "Hmm, Peter you have such a fantastic dick.">> She took it in her hand and stroked it... and despite him just having cum... he was soon rock hard again... and grunting in pleasure... as MY girl wanked him... She knelt in front of him... his dick firmly in her hand... stroking and pleasuring him. Her tongue playing with him... <<sheSays "Yes... I feel it... you will cum again... give me your orgasm... show my pathetic 'boyfriend' what it looks like, when a real man cums!">> I still could not believe this, the scene that unfolded around me. My girl - my love - my one and only - was sucking this stranger in front of me. Slowly it dawned on me. This was real... this... my girl... that girl over there... It did not feel angry, not jealous ... I only felt sadness. Something which I had - my life, my love, my everything - slipped away. No, it did not slip away - it never was - my life as I knew it - had never been real. My girl had another load of jiz in her mouth. She came over again... and let it flow out of her mouth onto my dick. <<sheSays "See! This is what it feels like - to have semen on your dick - it has been years - since your dick experienced it - and after today - it never will again!">> She now stood over me... and kicked me - full force - in the balls. If I had been able to - I would have balled up - but I was securely held by my restraints. <<heSays "UUUUUGGGG, NOOO... AHHHH!">> I howled... <<sheSays "Hm... love that sound...">> KICK! <<heSays "PLEASE... AAWWWWWWWW">> <<sheSays "please... please... please... is that all you have to say... asshole!">> KICK! <<heSays "STOP... ARRRRRRR">> <<sheSays "Peter... thank you for stopping by... on your way out, can you send Andrew in please?">> After Peter left - another male came in. Girl only said... <<sheSays "Please, Andrew fuck me - I need a real dick in me... don't bother about the vermin lying here...">> They got naked... and the next half an hour... $girl was thoroughly fucked by that Andrew guy. I heard them scream in pleasure... $girl came, I think, eight times... Andrew 'only' two times… <<sheSays "Hm... it is so good - to have a real dick inside of me...">> <<sheSays "Andrew... thank you for stopping by... on your way out, can you send Matthew in please?">> ... This continued for a couple of hours. $girl had invited a dozen of other men - of whom I never ever heard before. Each of them fucked her... with each of them $girl came several times... and all of them put their cum into her. She gleamed - and revelled in it. ... After 'Bill' left - we were alone again. My tears had long since dried out. My world lay in shatters around me. <<sheSays "It has been too long since I had a fuck session like this... must have been a couple of weeks now. But it is always sooo bloody good - to be fucked by a dozen men straight. Hmmmm!">> <<sheSays "Are you still there?">> She rolled onto the edge of the bed and looked down on me. She removed the gag - she had gagged me during Andrew time - when my swearing disrupted their pleasure time. <<heSays "Why?">> Is all I could get out. <<sheSays "Because I can? Because I enjoy hurting you. I get 'mental' orgasms when I torture you. It is THAT easy.">> She got up... got hold of her whip... and started flogging me... <<sheSays "Scream in pain - you piece of dirt...">> She did not hold back... dozens of whip lashes landed on me - full force - they all drew blood. I could do nothing to defend myself... my shackles held me tight. All I could do again... was scream. <<heSays "UUUUUGGGG, NOOO... AHHHH!">> <<heSays "HMMMMM, AAAAARRR!">> She shifted her poseur - and now whipped the soles of my feet... <<sheSays "Oh, you got thick hide under your feet...">> But after a couple of vicious lashes - she would also draw blood... <<sheSays "I will peel your skin off! SCREAM, ASSHOLE SCREAM! I want to hear your pain!">> <<heSays "HMMMMM, AAAAARRR!">> <<heSays "UUUUUGGGG, NOOO... AHHHH!">> I screamed for a couple of minutes... but after some time... I could only whimper. <<sheSays "Are you exhausted? - Gee I am.">> My body hurt like hell. <<sheSays "Let me clean your wounds... love...">> I knew what was to come... She pissed on me. Her urin now in all of my wounds. I could not help but to think... <<heThinks "Wasn't some urine antiseptic... perhaps this is a good thing?">> But I bet hers was not... also her cunt was still dripping sperm of a dozen men. While peeing on me... she also added those flavours. <<sheSays "Hey... piece of shit...">> <<sheSays "Can you still think clearly - do you hear me...?">> I bearly did - and I actually was not inclined to answer. My world was destroyed, my body hurt, I was bleeding and exhausted. My voice was gone from screaming all the time. My body was burning in pain... everywhere... <<sheSays "Do you remember - the first time we put the chastity device on you!">> <<sheSays "I promised - that one day - I would use the special feature on you.">> <<sheSays "You know - the one where the male is conditioned to be unable to have orgasms - ever again!">> <<sheSays "Now is the time!">> <<sheSays "I know you haven't cum in a couple of years.">> <<sheSays "I also know that for a very long time now I have denied you even getting a boner.">> <<sheSays "Probably you are dysfunctional anyway... but I want to make sure of it.">> <<sheSays "You will never, ever, ever again have an orgasm! I will make sure of it!">> <<sheSays "I will savour every moment of it.">> <<sheSays "I will lie next to you... masturbate... have orgasms... while watching you losing the ability to ever feel that again. I will cum again ... and again... while the device steadily imprints your brain. You will associate sexual arousal and orgasms with pain. Your brain will automatically block out arousal and bodily pleasure... and you will never feel those feelings again.">> <<sheSays "While you scream in your 'cleansing' pain... I will moan in your ears with pleasure. The pleasure I get from your destruction and my own hand masturbating...">> <<sheSays "Let the fun begin!">> The following hours were hell. If I thought the pain I experiences with her whipping me was bad - this experience told me wrong - very wrong. The pain I experiences was excruciating... and there was no place to flee, to cancel it. The device... started its arousal and countered it with pain. Again and again... always more excruciating... the first hour I tried screaming - although my voice had been gone long before. Between peaks of the pain... I could hear $girl panting beside me. I could not and wanted not concentrate on her... but the noises she made... actually could distract me from my pain... distraction was good... I knew she had more than ten orgasms... but it might have been twenty... I could not really count. I lost consciousness several times... the pain was just too much. But as soon as I woke up - the device continued. After what seemed an eternity... the pain was gone. I could not tell when it stopped. There had been pain for so long... I think I still felt it for several minutes after it stopped... I just could not recognize it stopping. <<sheSays "Are you finally done?">> <<sheSays "Gee I didn't think it would take so long - to disable you.">> <<sheSays "Lets test it...">> She removed the device and started stroking my dick. After a couple of minutes she put my dick in her mouth... She tried inserting it in her vagina. To no avail... My dick didn't rise a millimetre - and I didn't feel any kind of arousal. <<sheSays "Hm... it worked!">> <<sheSays "What do you think of this!">> She posed for me. She showed me her beautiful body. Her perfect female features. Her gorgeous breasts - hard nipples. Firm but not to big breasts. Her perfect round ass - tight and without any flaw. Her perfect skin - her cute hair. Her body was still perfect in every conceivable way - but I could not get interested. <<sheSays "I love it...">> <<sheSays "You are so broken.">> <<sheSays "I would so love to experience a couple of years with you in that state. So you can fully grasp what I have done to you... so I can fully experience your suffering.">> <<sheSays "But I fear, I might get in legal trouble - when you tell anyone what occurred here today.">> <<sheSays "So - there is one final step I must take.">> <<sheSays "I must take away the rest of your mind also. I have to guide you into insanity.">> <<sheSays "So that you will not be able to file any accusations at me!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... so speechless?">> <<sheSays "Perhaps your mind has already slipped?">> <<sheSays "Doesn't matter - I'll make sure, it will be completely and unrecoverably gone.">> <<sheSays "So - here is what comes next.">> <<sheSays "I will secure your body even more. That you cannot move a single muscle.">> <<sheSays "I will blindfold you.">> <<sheSays "I will gag you with my urine soaked panties and gaffer tape it onto you.">> <<sheSays "You will wear earplugs with white noise.">> <<sheSays "I will rub smelling salts under your nose">> <<sheSays "Effectively you will feel nothing, see nothing, smell nothing, hear nothing, your will not be able to move.">> <<sheSays "You will wear your device again. I switch it to pain level six.">> <<sheSays "Level six is excruciating - but it will not kill you - even after extended application - seven will kill you by the way - I have these values on good authority!">> <<sheSays "Then I will leave you alone for several days.">> <<sheSays "In that scenario - which was tested by the said authority - nobody kept his sanity longer than twenty four hours.">> <<sheSays "I want to make sure your mind is completely gone - so you will AT LEAST have forty eight hours.">> <<sheSays "This might not seem long now. But I promise - in severe sensory deprivation state AND pain level six... your mind will be gone.">> <<sheSays "After that I will heal your body... and in a couple of weeks I'll cart you off to a mental place... you will live out your life - perhaps the next fifty or sixty years in an asylum.">> <<sheSays "Don't worry about me... I have many men to serve my body... ">> <<sheSays "Bye dear!">> Then she did what she just described... I felt horrible pain ... for the rest of my life...

<<if $debug>>SlaveShoes<</if>> She wanted me as her slave. And she wanted me to feel like her slave - a lesser human being. As a sign for me being inferior to her - she demanded, that I must not walk upright. <<sheSays "A slave always has to be lower than the master...">> she said. I tried to stay below her - but as nature goes - I was just used to walk upright. Sometimes when I stood up - well I just stood up - I did not sink immediately to my knees. She noticed this - and did not like it - at all. She gave the situation some thought - and came up with a devious plan. She bought some sandals for me... drove three nails through the soles into the shoes, one nail placed at the heel and the other two in front. She made me wear those shoes and additionally added a padlock - so I was unable to remove them. The special shoes were now my footwear - needless to say, I never again forgot to not stand upright. If I were to stand - the nails would drill into my foot and injure me. These shoes forced me to always be on my knees - a dream come true for my girl. - A couple of weeks later - as a means to punish me - or just further humiliate me, she did the same with a pair of knee pads. She added the nails - going to the inside... and also found a way to fasten them on my knees and adding a padlock. When I wore these - I could not use my feet to walk and neither could I crawl on knees. The only chance to get from one place to another - without seriously injuring myself - was to awkwardly wiggle 'sideways' in a caterpillar style. She loved that. To be continued - this eventually leads to: [[Circumcision]] and [[BreakingHim]]

<<if $debug>>Circumcision<</if>> <<sheSays "Today at work, I was to help with a surgery... I... more or less just watched, since I am still nurse in training...">> <<sheSays "Don't get me wrong I wasn't turned on by anything... but it gave me ideas for things we could do for fun at home!">> <<sheSays "I watched a circumcision...">> <<sheSays "... and it occurred to me you are not circumcised, so you still have your useless foreskin">> <<sheSays "In my break - when I needn't be concentrating anymore... my mind began to drift... and I thought of all the wonderful things we could enjoy.">> <<sheSays "I could do a circumcision on you!">> <<sheSays "But of course... your foreskin is useless - and once I decided you don't need it anymore... we might as well play with it a bit...">> <<sheSays "In the end it will all come off - we can stretch the enjoyment a little bit - what do you think?">> <<heSays "Hmmpf...">> <<sheSays "What do you say... how 'much' foreskin you have... a couple of centimetres?">> <<sheSays "I could cut off each month a millimetre... ">> <<sheSays "We could enjoy the wound on your dick... perhaps for years...">> <<sheSays "Another thought - that I just can't get out of my head... I would like to staple your skin - foreskin - to the... hm... door?">> <<sheSays "Then I could jump you from behind... and just yank you back...">> <<sheSays "Hm... I wonder what such a torn of foreskin would look like...">> <<sheSays "Probably not so nice... but I am quite good with scissors... I could probably repair the sill attached foreskin... by cutting a nice looking pattern in it.">> <<sheSays "Or... Hmmm... this is also cool. I just staple your foreskin together... so it is really closed up.">> <<sheSays "Then I wait till you have to pee... drive a needle thru it... and watch how your pee sprinkles thru the new holes...">> <<sheSays "Ah... I don't have to decide today... we have plenty of time... and your foreskin is not going away on its own... you need my help for that...">> <<sheSays "Good times... good times...">> To be continued - this eventually leads to: [[SlaveShoes]] and [[BreakingHim]]

[img[pics/O4small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part68b<</if>> <<sheSays "Ok... then let's adjourn to my room.">> We cleaned up the living room... and went upstairs. $girl built a small nest of blankets and a pillow next to our bed. She still loved building nests. <<sheSays "Oh. One thing Bianca - you remember that I often have a jumbled mind... too many things in my head... that all want out.">> <<sheSays "I am still like that... and I often decide from one moment to the next... and change plans...">> <<sheSays "I often say one thing now... and in a minute another... I just am like that.">> <<ppSays "Ok... of course I know that... you were always like a flighty butterfly...">> <<ppSays "Any particular reason why you remind me now? Mistress.">> <<sheSays "Actually - yes.">> <<sheSays "After you decided you would join us tonight... I thought how lovely it would be to have YOU suffering through the night... while I get to listen... and my man here licks me... or fucks me...">> <<ppSays "Oh. Of course mistress, what a genius thought of yours.">> But somehow her voice lacked real enthusiasm... <<sheSays "Please dear... lie down get comfortable... let’s all get naked... shall we?">> <<sheSays "Bianca... please, don't cover yourself up yet, I want to look at you.">> <<sheSays "Vagina, edge one minute, one microsecond, repeat.">> <<ppSays "Oh. Aww... hmm this is nice!">> We both were lying on our bed... Bianca 'beneath' us. <<sheSays "Look at her... isn't she beautiful?">> I couldn't help but agree... <<heSays "Yes... she really is cute... I never really saw it...">> <<sheSays "Hey... you are mine... remember that.">> <<heSays "I am - completely and that will never change... you know that.">> <<sheSays "Hush... watch her - now.">> <<ppSays "Yes... I'm cu... AAHH... mistress - please! NO!">> She wiggled wildly... rubbed her clit like mad... and desperately wanted to cum - yet she could not. <<sheSays "Shhh... Bianca... enjoy it... you will cum every minute... em - I mean, not. That is a fact - regardless of what you do. That is MY command!">> <<sheSays "You are welcome to wail... and plead - you are expected to... it will make me hot... and serves my needs.">> <<sheSays "Love... let's watch her a bit...">> After two more edges... $girl removed my cage... She still lay on her side... eyeing Bianca's struggle... <<sheSays "Fuck me from behind... and caress my clit...">> I embraced her... spread her legs a little... and carefully entered her. She smelled so sexy... and she felt so wonderful. I slowly moved my hips... fucked her really slow... but I sensed... that she would enjoy this more, than frantic fucking. <<sheSays "Bianca... look at me...">> <<sheSays "Look how my slave fucks me... how I enjoy his dick in me...">> She described Bianca what we were doing, forced her to watch us, while she herself... was denied her release. After a couple of minutes, Bianca ever so often crying out... <<ppSays "Please... mistress... make me cum... I need it... AWW.. NO!">> She had not lasted ten minutes yet... and tears of frustration were already rolling down her cheeks. $girl reached out... and captures one of her tears and tasted it... <<sheSays "Hmmm... desperation tears... not even ten minutes in... you are such a naughty, needy girl... Bianca...">> <<sheSays "You do know... there are several hours ahead of you... don't you... hahaha... ">> <<sheSays "Love... do you want to taste a tear of hers...">> <<heSays "No... you are enough for me... tasting you is all I need...">> <<heSays "If you enjoy her... that is enough for me...">> <<sheSays "Yes... BIANCA... LOOOOK, MMMHH, AT MEEE. AWWWW, HMMMM YES... FUCK... FUCK... YEESSS.">> <<sheSays "Get down... NOW... LICK ME...">> I hurried down... and had my tongue in her in only a few seconds... She continued her orgasm now with my tongue in her. Her taste was from another universe... I just loved it... I would not have stopped tasting her - even if she had ordered me... I needed her. <<sheSays "YEESSS... DEEPER... SUCK... MY CLIT... HMMMM YESSSS.... Hmmm.. awww...">> <<sheSays "Slower... continue... but slower... hmmm">> I continued on her... slower... but she still twitched in the last throws of her orgasm... and with each flick of my tongue I could still feel her hip pressing against me... and heard her breath... enjoying me... enjoying herself... <<sheSays "hmmm, hmmm... yes.... hmmm">> she continued softly moaning. I was sure she was still feeling the last stretches of her cumming... but I was also sure... that her noises were for Bianca's benefit. She wanted Bianca to hear pleasure... to hear the delight and bliss she felt - that was denied to her. She let me enjoy her another few minutes... I literally bathed my face in her juices... the delicious artefacts of her lust. I knew she loved it, when she could feel how drawn I was to her... how I loved her completely... every smell, every part and product of hers. <<sheSays "Hmmm... dear.... I love it when you just bath in my lust, when I can feel that your worship is so absolute...">> <<sheSays "Come up to me... I want to cuddle while listening to the despair of my new slave.">> <<sheSays "Shhh... slow dear... work your way up to me... worship my body... love me... let me feel your love...">> She need not tell me twice. With a twinge of regret kissed her adored vagina... and kissed my way up to her navel. Touched and smelled her soft skin... kissed and worshipped every millimetre of her beauty. I slowly crawled up to her breasts... fondled them, kissed them... traced them with my tongue, licked up a tiny drop of her precious sweat. I stretched her arms upwards and planted kisses on her armpits. It had been a long day for her... but every smell of her was filled up with pheromones... I adored her scent... and I knew she equally enjoyed the fact that I did. She knew she was perfect for me... there was nothing of her that I did not uncompromisingly love. I finally reached her face... kissed her... and she kissed back... her tongue entered my mouth and I could feel her loving me... longing for me. She spread her legs... <<sheSays "Enter me... love... I want to feel you again in me... I so love your dick in me... ">> <<ppSays "Please! NO!">> <<sheSays "Don't mind her... she just wants us to feel good... enter me... ">> She than whispered... <<sheSays "Fuck me... love me... give me your semen... I want to feel you cumming in me...">> <<sheSays "She need not know... fuck me...fill me up... make me your wife... while she despairs beneath us...">> <<sheSays "When I tell you to not cum... it's for her sake... I want your semen in me...">> <<sheSays "Put your fantastic dick in me...">> she than told me... <<sheSays "Pleasure me... make me cum - but don't dare to cum yourself... keep your semen where it belongs... I am the only one who will feel real pleasure - not my slaves...">> <<sheSays "Faster!">> <<sheSays "Tell me you love me... tell me how good I feel... how perfect I am...">> <<sheSays "Edge yourself on me - and don't cum!">> <<ppSays "AAAAAHHH... PLEASE ... I... CANNOT... I MUST... aaahhh nooo">> <<heSays "I love you, you feel so fantastic, hon... please... let me cum... please...">> <<sheSays "Don't you dare! You will hold back! If you spill a single drop... fuck me... fuck me for my pleasure... and keep yourself restrained... hmmmm...">> She drew me closer... <<sheSays "Cum love... cum in me... give me... I want it... ">> whispering. We played with each other for quite a while... She passed me a blank fare ticket and I was determined to use it to its fullest potential. I wanted to experience my fuck-freedom. I wanted to feel her, feel her wonderful womanhood - without prime numbers or physical laws. I wanted to look in her eyes and see how she enjoyed me - I wanted her to see how much I wanted her, how much I relished feeling me inside her - knowing I was allowed to let myself go. I wanted to drown in the pleasure that was being in her. I wanted her to know she was all that I ever desired and I wanted to give her everything I could. I had given her my pain, my anguish and my desperation... I also wanted to give her my lust. I wanted her to feel that all that I ever needed was her - that she was my one and only love. <<heSays "Please baby... let me... ">> <<sheSays "Love no... you know you must not cum... keep fucking me... it is wonderful... your balls are so full... and blue... and desperate... and I will come soon... and you won't... I love this...">> <<ppSays "AAAAAHHH... PLEASE ... I... CANNOT... I MUST... aaahhh nooo">> <<sheSays "Cum... baby cum... ">> she whispered... whispered in my ears... knowing well I could not withstand her. <<sheSays "BIANCA... LISTEN!!!">> <<sheSays "YEEESSSSS - YOUR DICK! FUCK, YES... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH HMMMMMM.">> <<heSays "Mistress... please...">> I silently filled my woman with my semen - as she cried out her bliss. <<sheSays "FUCK, YES... FUUUUCKKK... FASTER... FUCK... FUCK... HMMMMMM.">> I kept pumping into her... faster as she demanded... Words cannot describe how good it felt to release myself in her. Seeing, hearing her moans... knowing she wanted me... knowing she loved having me in her... filling her... as she would say, making her my woman. <<sheSays "MORE... FUCK ME... YEEAAAAAA... HMMMM...">> <<sheSays "Hmmmm... yeaa... hmmmm">> her body shuddered beneath me... her vagina... again and again trying to milk more cum out of me... <<heSays "Mistress... you are so wonderful. I love you!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... I know... but you will never cum again... hmmm, aww....">> <<sheSays "never... but you feel so good in me... hmm... never ever... will you feel what I just did... ">> <<sheSays "Keep slowly fucking me... fuck me to sleep baby... hmmm, hmmm">> ... and she really drifted off... <<ppSays "Please... help me... end this... please... please... please... I'll do anything... let me cum... or stop... but not this... please...">> Bianca started crying in earnest now... as she realized, that $girl had drifted off. That she was to spend the rest of the night suffering... and not even being noticed by her mistress. <<heSays "Bianca... I know exactly what you are experiencing... believe me.">> <<heSays "But I cannot act against my mistress...">> ... and I felt so good... my penis in her... satisfied... knowing my stuff was in her... and she loved it... slept with me in her... trusting me completely... My mistress had made me cum two times today... I was so happy and grateful and in love with $girl. <<heSays "Make the best of it... you have one minute of pleasure... that is something... better than one minute under a whip...">> <<ppSays "Please... hmmm... hmmm... NOOOO... please stop... no please let me cum... please...">> <<heSays "Bianca... You really have a beautiful body... you know...">> <<heSays "Why don't you have a boyfriend - they must be lining up to be with you...">> <<ppSays "I am an asshole magnet... please stop this...">> I looked at $girl... <<heSays "She is so adorable, isn't she?">> I got up from her... I thought it would not be comfortable for her - having me on top the rest of the night. I put a blanket on her, when I lay next to her... she automatically snuggled close to me... and her hand was on my dick. It seems that was automatic by now. <<heSays "I love you...">> I whispered... <<heSays "She has her kinks - I am not really into those... but they enable her to reach heights of pleasure she otherwise would not have. For her pleasure... I'll cope with anything...">> I contemplated... more to myself than to Bianca... To Bianca... <<heSays "Did she tell you - one of her kinks is - she counts her orgasms.">> <<heSays "If you ask her... she can tell you exactly how many orgasms she had in her life... the ones she knows about... anyway.">> <<heSays "If I recall correctly... last week she had experienced her 10000th orgasm.">> <<ppSays "What? Noo... NOOO... Please... please... ... please... no...">> <<ppSays "Ten thousand... you are not serious...">> <<heSays "I am... all of them - except one - she got with me... or part of me.">> <<ppSays "What about the one?">> I guess she wanted to tease me... that I did not give her all... <<heSays "My dick was actually in her that time... so perhaps I can also take credit for that.">> <<heSays "... she... she actually had an orgasm while sleeping on my dick... I don't know who she dreamt of... she says she can't remember any of it...">> <<heSays "... I so love her ...">> <<heSays "Good night Bianca...">> <<ppSays "Good night... HEY! Stop this... please before you drift off - don't let me suffer like this...">> <<heSays "You will live... trust me... I know...">> <<ppSays "Please... please... ... please ... ... ... hey?">> <<ppSays "Please?">> <<ppSays "...">> <<ppSays "Please? ... ohhhhh">> I also drifted off to sleep... while Bianca continued to have no orgasms... Sometime later... $girl woke up... A second later I was awake too. Regarding $girl I was always a light sleeper... Perhaps that was my 'protector' instinct... but I would always wake up when she did. She knew that ... and loved it. She knew... as soon as she was awake I would be at her disposal... she didn't need to feel guilty... I was awake anyway. <<sheSays "Listen to her...">> she whispered. <<sheSays "She is still on it...">> <<heSays "You are being cruel to her...">> I whispered back. <<sheSays "I know... it is awesome... isn't it?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "Spoil sport...">> <<sheSays "Here... let me help you enjoy the situation...">> Her hand which held my dick, started stroking... <<sheSays "Hmmm... I knew you would see it my way!">> <<sheSays "Let me get you off - but be quiet... we don't want her noticing...">> <<sheSays "Kiss me...">> She began to plant kisses on me, passionately and lovingly and at the same time her hand worked on me... demanding me erect... forcing me to enjoy her... Not long after... her passionate kisses still continued... she had reached her goal... I can't remember if she ever before made me cum with her hand... but this short episode... her literally milking me was so hot. She knew exactly how to handle me - or it was just the fact that it was her - being allowed and forced to... I came in no time. She stopped her kisses... <<sheSays "That was quick love... I still turn you on - hu?">> She scooped up my sperm... and ate it... <<sheSays "Thank you.">> Loudly she said... <<sheSays "Vagina reset.">> <<sheSays "Bianca... come to us... you need some love now.">> She placed Bianca in the middle of us - 80cm bed - and we placed our arms around her. She snuggled closer to $girl... and whispered. <<ppSays "Thank you mistress...">> <<heSays "You never comforted me like this - after your ordeals...">> <<sheSays "No, I didn't. You are stronger than her... she needs this now. Don't you see it?">> <<heSays "Yes, I do.">> <<heSays "I didn't think you would though. You are wonderful, I love you $girl.">> She now whispered... <<sheSays "Then why don't you see - that she also needs to learn to cum from your tongue?">> [[I will not do this!|Part69a]] [[Please do not make me do this!!|Part69b]]

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[img[pics/KissFeetSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double9<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "9_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "9_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double10]]

[img[pics/KissFeetSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double10<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "10_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "10_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double11]]

[img[pics/2aSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double11<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "11_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "11_female">> <</if>></div>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>> [[continue|Double12]] <<else>>\ [[continue|DoublegetADick]] <</if>>

[img[pics/MissionarySmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double12<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "12_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "12_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double13]]

<<if $debug>>DoublegetADick<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "dgad_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "dgad_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|DoubleTheDickArrives]]

[img[pics/DildoSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double13<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "13_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "13_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double14]]

<<set $girlIsMean = $girlIsMean +1>> [img[pics/1Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Double1b<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "1b_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "1b_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double2a]]

[img[pics/kiss3Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Double2a<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "2a_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "2a_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double4]]

<<if $debug>>DoubleTheDickArrives<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "tda_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "tda_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double16]]

[img[pics/kiss1Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Double14<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "14_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "14_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double15]]

[img[pics/DildoSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double13<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Template]]

[img[pics/KneelClothed2Small.png]] <<if $debug>>Double15<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "15_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "15_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double16]]

[img[pics/MissionaryChastitySmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double16<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "16_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "16_female">> <</if>></div>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ [[continue|Double17]] <<else>>\ To be continued - this eventually leads to: [[SlaveShoes]] or [[Circumcision]] and [[BreakingHim]] <</if>>\

[img[pics/GirlOnTopSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double17<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "17_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "17_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double18]]

<<if $debug>>MemoryGames<</if>> Ingrid gives $girl a pill that will make boy forget the next 6 hours. She than fucks other men in front of him, and revels in his pain experiencing her joy on the dicks of other men. Always and again the first time...

[img[pics/BandB1a_short.png]] <<if $debug>>Part69a<</if>> <<sheSays "I am sorry love!">> <<sheSays "I will not force you.">> To Bianca... <<sheSays "How are you feeling?">> <<ppSays "So horny... my cunt aches... throbs... I want to cum... still... I must...">> Her voice faded into quiet sobbing and whimpering. To me... <<sheSays "I promise I will not hold it against you in any way, if you lick her.">> <<sheSays "I promise I will not use it against you and I will not derive any rights for me to go near other men.">> <<sheSays "She never had an orgasm from a man... another human... don't you see...?">> <<heSays "Why must it be me? I am yours...">> <<sheSays "Because you are here... and nobody else is...">> <<heSays "Why not let her masturbate... why don't you use the device?">> <<sheSays "... I don't ... know...">> <<sheSays "I have no answer to that ... I want it to be you... it must be you...">> <<heSays "I will not do this on my own free will.">> <<heSays "You must order me!">> <<heSays "You must punish me severely if I don't do it!">> <<sheSays "$boy, you know that is nonsense... I cannot order or force you, if you absolutely do not want to. You know that...">> <<sheSays "I will still love you... if you do this.">> ... <<sheSays "You know I love the power you give me, that you are my willing slave, my willing toy.">> <<sheSays "This... licking her... it is not that you share love or sex with her.">> <<sheSays "It is me using you as a tool. Using you as I wish to use you.">> <<sheSays "You are mine... how are you mine, how can I feel having power over you, if you resist my wishes?">> <<sheSays "Do it for me, be my tool, that I can grant or deny to her. Be my slave, do my wishes. Let me have this power over you, over your body. I want that. I want that so much... I beg you, comply with my wishes, carry out what I'm saying...">> <<sheSays "I want you to make her the best orgasm she ever had. Then ... I will have the power to deny her... to deny her access to you. I will be able to grant or deny you to her... and make her suffer...">> <<sheSays "I want that, give me that... be my tool...">> <<sheSays "Let me indulge in my power over you... if you make me happy - what does it matter if she orgasms or not. ">> I stared at her. Certainly... I wanted her to feel good... powerful, I knew how she strived when I did her bidding... I looked in her eyes... she really wanted this... she wanted me to obey her, no matter what. <<heSays "Are you one hundred percent certain you want this...?">> <<sheSays "Yes, my dear slave - I want your obedience... I want you to make Bianca cum, lick her!">> <<heSays "I love you!">> To Bianca... <<sheSays "My slave will lick you... you will cum...">> <<heSays "Bianca... did anyone get down on you before?">> I softly asked. <<ppSays "No...">> she whispered... <<heSays "Why didn't you make them?">> <<heSays "I will start slow, ok?">> <<heSays "I will kiss you softly... and work my way to your lower region...">> <<ppSays "Please... no foreplay... go there... now... I need it so badly... make me cum...">> I wiggled down... Bianca eagerly spread her legs, at once I was engulfed in her sexual scent. I was expecting something slightly repulsive, after all this was not $girl... she certainly smelled different... but very sexy... I could not help it... I liked her smell - it was a little musky... and wild... filled with raw sexual energy. I was ashamed, that her scent actually aroused me... although it probably was only nature. I felt $girl's eyes on me... she watched me... I placed myself between Biancas open legs... and when my head was near her.... she greedily grabbed and pressed me against her. Immediately she started grinding her hips against my face.... <<ppSays "Ohhhh....">> <<sheSays "STOP!">> <<sheSays "BIANCA! STOP! He is to lick you... you must not move!">> <<sheSays "STOP, I SAID!">> $girl grabbed Biancas hands... and held them. <<sheSays "Stop moving your damn hips... or I will order him to leave you alone!">> <<sheSays "He must lick you - nothing else!">> <<ppSays "Awww....">> she sighed. But held still... the thread of me moving away was to great... <<sheSays "Now love... lick my slave here...">> Bianca's pussy was right before my face... her smell drew me nearer... it was not as enchanting as $girl's but still - being forced here - I found it hard to resist. I reached out with my tongue, barely touching her clit... but immediately I could hear Bianca's moan... <<ppSays "Hmmm">> <<ppSays "AWWW... Yes... please... continue... please...">> I softly and very slowly let my tongue glide over her... each movement was rewarded by her sighs of pleasure. Her hips moved towards me... reaching out... I licked her a few more times... then I let my tongue dive deeply into her vagina... now I wanted to taste her fully. She was hot, wet... and needy... when I entered her and wiggled my tongue in her vagina... going as deep as possible... she somehow freed her hands from $girl. Suddenly I could feel them on the back of my head... trying to push me further into her... <<ppSays "AWWW... deeper... hmmmm.... your... tongue... awwwww...">> For a few seconds I kept fucking her with my tongue... tasting her... <<heThinks "Damn... I could get used to this, she's so darn delicious.">> Then I forced my way up to her clit again... closing my mouth around it... sucking it very slightly... giving her a little female blowjob... first slow... but getting steadily faster... I concentrated on my deed at hand... in the background I could hear her wailing... <<ppSays "God... AWWW... YESSS... DON'T STOP... YES... I'll cum... yes, yes...">> I was sucking her little cute clit... in and out, in and out... in full speed. I kept at it... I knew she was on the edge... She would orgasm... I knew it... the moment I altered my current movement... slower or faster - even removing my mouth... any change would instantly make her cum... I kept going... one or two more seconds... to fully charge her up. She was not moaning anymore... only panting... in near ecstasy... she too knew that she was already over the edge... Then I changed... I stopped sucking... I licked her. My full tongue glid over her... from her vagina to her clit... tasting her... stimulating her clit... back to her vagina... as if I wanted to clean her complete sex... again and again... Bianca literally exploded... <<ppSays "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, AWWWW, AWWWW, AWWWW...">> Her hips pressed against my face, her hand locking me tightly between her legs. Still I managed to let my tongue glide over her complete region... every time she responded with wild spasm and screams of relief and pleasure. <<ppSays "YEEEEEAAA, YES... GOD... DON'T STOP... YES, AHHH, AHHHH, AHHH">> When I knew she was slowly fading... I managed to get my tongue in her vagina again... I wanted to taste her again... I wanted to tongue fuck her to her last throes of lust... <<ppSays "AWW,.. YEE, YEE... hmmm, hmmm, ...">> She lay now panting... her movement had ended... only very occasionally a slight shiver ran though her body... My tongue was still in her... her hands still holding me... but neither of us moved. I did not really want to move... it seemed Bianca was also content as it was... I did not know what $girl did or where she was... she had forced me here... now I was here, It was not my home... but a very comfortable hotel room... where I liked resting. ... <<heThinks "What? Where?">> I had drifted off to sleep... where was I... was I home? It felt like it... but smelled different... Damn... I was still hugging Bianca's vagina... I had slept... here? What about $girl? Why had she not taken me? I carefully removed myself from Bianca... she slept like a stone. She did not notice me leaving. Where was $girl? I could not see her? I got up... looked for her... I found her in the living room... where she lay on the couch... alone. I slowly, carefully approached her... sank to my knees... and watched her. <<heSays "I love you... why did you leave me alone?">> I whispered... not expecting her to hear me... <<sheSays "Are you still mine?">> she whispered, with apprehension and insecurity... <<heSays "Of course I am...">> She reached out to me... <<sheSays "Please... I need you...">> I lay myself next to her. <<sheSays "I was so scared... seeing you with her... ">> <<sheSays "I know I made you do it... but...">> She kissed me. Smelled me... caressed me all over... <<sheSays "I love you... I don't want to lose you... ever... ">> She wrapped her arms around me, pressing herself against me, as if she wished to never let me go. <<sheSays "I need you... promise to never scare me like that... again.">> <<sheSays "Love me... please... I am yours... always and ever... yours... only yours... please...">> <<heSays "Honey... I love you...">> She broke into sobs... <<sheSays "Stay with me!">> Her eyes tearful... <<sheSays "Please... I'm yours... I am your woman... don’t leave...'" <<heSays "Shhhh... I love you... you have nothing to fear...">> I tried soothing her. She desperately clung to me... not really listing to anything I said... <<sheSays "I love you... I love you...">> she sobbed again and again... There was not much I could do... I stayed with her... tried soothing her... giving her as much love and reassurance as I could... ... After quite some time she calmed down a bit... she still clung to me... but she quieted down... and her slow regular breathing told me... she had fallen asleep again. ... Again sometime later... I also had been asleep... I heard her? <<sheSays "... like it?">> <<heSays "Hu? What... I'm asleep...">> <<sheSays "Did you like it?">> <<heSays "What... sorry... what are you talking about...">> <<sheSays "DID YOU LIKE LICKING BIANCA?">> she whispered - very loudly. I looked at her... I felt uncomfortable to now get questioned about what she had ordered me to do... <<heSays "Yes.">> I just said. <<sheSays "Did you like her taste?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "You enjoyed making her cum?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "You put your tongue in her vagina while she came to feel her orgasm?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "You stayed between her legs, because you liked it, her smell, her taste, being near to her?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "I could see all that, I watched you.">> <<sheSays "It hurt to see that. It hurt a lot!">> <<sheSays "Am I so easily replaceable by just any other woman?">> <<heSays "Stop this. Now!">> <<heSays "Don't try to guilt trip me. All this was not my idea!">> <<heSays "I love you, you are the only woman I love, the only woman I want to be with.">> <<heSays "Still - I am a man... and I guess men are by nature hardwired to like women.">> <<heSays "Did I like it? Yes! But that should not surprise you.">> <<heSays "But it is not comparable to anything we have. I chose you, always and everywhere. THAT is what counts. Not that my body is hardwired to like women. Like almost every other man is!">> <<sheSays "I know.">> <<sheSays "I know all this. I realize that I cannot hold you responsible... in any way...">> <<sheSays "... the thing is... it still hurts... so much...">> <<heSays "I am sorry about that... you know I never want to hurt you.">> <<heSays "You had me convinced... that it would not hurt you - otherwise I would not have complied.">> <<heSays "I will not do anything like that again. I do not want to hurt you. You are my love. I want to protect you...">> ... <<heSays "Love...">> <<sheSays "Yes?">> <<heSays "A theoretical situation...">> <<heSays "A sadistic bitch... tells her slave to pleasure another woman.">> <<heSays "Then, to her dismay she notices, that her slaves enjoys its job.">> <<heSays "The bitch did not anticipate that... and is now angry with her slave... it is hers after all, and all it should ever enjoy is her - nobody else...">> <<heSays "Her slave made her feel angry and emotional.">> <<heSays "Would it make the bitch feel any better... if she punished the slave? It did make her angry after all.">> <<sheSays "But...">> <<sheSays "The slave - it - did only do what I asked you to do...">> <<heSays "So?">> <<heSays "Since when does a sadistic bitch need to be fair to her slave... the slave hurt the bitch... the reason does not matter... ">> <<heSays "I might venture... treating a slave unfairly... and punishing him unfairly... might even turn on a sadistic bitch... the slave is even more helpless... because despite of fulfilling all her wishes... it still gets punished.">> <<sheSays "Since when did you turn masochistic?">> <<heSays "I am only thinking... theoretical thoughts...">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "Hm?">> <<sheSays "It would help!">> <<heSays "Shit!">> <<heSays "You know... these were only theoretical thoughts...">> <<sheSays "To late now!">> <<sheSays "Come...">> <<heSays "Mistress... ">> <<sheSays "Yes, SLAVE?">> We went to our room - where Bianca was still sleeping... We closed the door - switched on the lights... Bianca slowly started waking up... $girl took out the shackles... and started shackling me to the door frame - exposing my back. <<sheSays "SLAVE?">> <<sheSays "You deserve punishment!">> <<sheSays "You enjoyed your time with Bianca a little too much!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' She whipped me... the first strikes were not to bad... she used not full strength. ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "I only did what you told me to do!">> <<sheSays "So?">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' It started to really hurt, as she now started to whip the same regions... again... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARRRGG!! Mistress - please!">> <<sheSays "please, please, please...">>... she mimicked me <<sheSays "... I don't give a damn - you deserve your punishment!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARRRGG!! ARGGGGHHH...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Don't ever do that again...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Please... too much.... AHHRRRRG... ARRRGGHH">> <<sheSays "To much? I am just starting...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' She hit me again... and again... and again... The pain - this "real" pain... was unbelievable... I thought she had lost it again... All I could do was to endure... and swear to myself to never give her any ideas... Then she put all her strength in the whip. <<sheSays "BLEED!">> <<sheSays "I want you to learn - to not ever hurt me again.">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "BLEED!">> ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF6060">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' I heard $girl panting with exhaustion... <<ppSays "ARRrr... HHMmmm, YYEsssss... .">> No one had put any thought - or restriction - to/on Bianca. She had just reached a climax... trying her best to hide it... but not succeeding. Her hand still rubbing her clit... When I looked at $girl... she had blood in her face, on her hand... on the whip. I looked around... and there were little blood drops everywhere. I was shocked... in pain... and somehow... I did not feel too well... I saw little stars... <<heSays "I... I...">> I blacked out. ... <<sheSays "Just press the cuts together... yes, like this!">> TAK TAK TAK TAK TAK <<heSays "Ouch... what are you doing?">> <<sheSays "You're lucky I'm a good nurse - we're treating your wounds... have cleaned them... we're now stapling them together... it's easier than sewing...">> <<sheSays "I brought some skin staplers from work, you never know when you might need something like that...">> <<sheSays "I recommend to not stretch too much the next days... you need to be carefull until we can remove them in a couple of days.">> <<heSays "How many?">> <<sheSays "Oh... not to worry - only a few...">> <<sheSays "About fifty...">> she quietly added. But I still heard her... <<heSays "FIFTY?">> <<sheSays "Yes fifty! You were a very bad boy, you deserved punishment. Now be quiet and rest... we need to clean the room. You splashed your blood all over the place - not very considerate...">> <<sheSays "If we keep doing this - we might need a special room!">> <<heSays "What about - we DON'T keep doing this?">> <<sheSays "HEY! This one was on you! Now shut up slave - or I will use the stapler on your mouth!">> <<ppSays "Ohh! Can we? Please - that sounds so cool!">> <<heSays "She really is a sadistic bitch... isn't she?">> <<sheSays "Yes she is... lovely... and my slave!">> <<ppSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "His parents will return in a few days... you can stay with us, when they are not at home... if you want to.">> <<heSays "But...">> <<sheSays "Shut up.">> <<ppSays "Can I play with him... it... the slave I mean?">> <<sheSays "Perhaps?">> <<ppSays "Can I make him lick me? Or ride his face?">> <<sheSays "Perhaps?">> I stared at $girl. <<ppSays "Yes - I will stay...">> ... TAK <<heSays "Ouch! Damn!">> <<ppSays "Haha! This is fun!">> TAK <<heSays "Ahhh, stop it!!">> <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "Nothing mistress... I just tried the stapler myself...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<ppSays "It is easy... look - didn't I do well?">> <<sheSays "Yes, looks good...">> <<sheSays "Show me how you did it?">> <<heSays "EXCUSE ME! Can you stop it!">> <<sheSays "Don't be such pussy... let her learn...">> <<ppSays "I took it like this... pressed the skin like you did... and then...">> TAK TAK TAK <<sheSays "Enough now... you did well, but we might need it someday again... you can't just empty it.">> <<ppSays "Aww">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Hm Hm?">> <<ppSays "I... I want to staple his dick... can I? just a few... please?">> <<sheSays "Not now... perhaps another time?">> <<heSays "Are you mad? Nobody is putting staples in my dick?">> Bianca came over to me... and put gaffer tape on my mouth. It only just occurred to me, that I was tied to the bed. <<ppSays "He sometimes just talks to much... doesn't he?">> <<heSays "HMMM, HMM HM MM?">> <<ppSays "Mistress... can I cause him some more pain?">> <<ppSays "I think he hardly feels his back anymore...">> <<sheSays "Don't you think he had enough?">> <<ppSays "Mistress, no - I don't see, why he should not constantly suffer for my... our pleasure.">> <<sheSays "Don't you feel any compassion about him?">> <<sheSays "Yesterday... I know he really wanted you to feel good, he wanted to give you the best orgasm you ever had.">> <<ppSays "He did! It was fantastic... You ordered it... Thank you mistress... he only obeyed you - why should I thank or bother about him? I hope you will allow me to use him more...">> <<ppSays "What exactly has that to do with him suffering for us?">> <<sheSays "Never mind... did you have anything particular in mind?">> <<ppSays "Only things you told me about... salt in the wounds... I could suffocate him... kick his balls, whip is feet, make him drink my pee, hit him, scratch him with my nails... I am also very intrigued by that spiked penis ring you mentioned... making his dick hurt or even bleed when he gets a boner... Cialis, Viagra ... awww...">> <<ppSays "You have so much experience, I can so much learn from you... I'll do anything for you mistress.">> <<sheSays "I think we should step back a little from the pain now. I think it is better you do that with your own slave... in the future...">> <<sheSays "Shall I make him lick you again... would you like that?">> <<ppSays "Is that an option? I thought you wouldn't allow it... you punished him for what he did...">> <<sheSays "I hardly make permanent decisions... I am flighty... remember?">> <<sheSays "My goal is, that you learn to get multiple orgasms...">> <<sheSays "The way he trained me - although we did not know it at the time... He just kept making me cum... whenever we had the opportunity.">> <<sheSays "So... if you get horny... or think your pussy might enjoy something... come to me... and we will arrange something... ok?">> <<sheSays "When you first have... say 5 orgasms in an hour... our training is finished. The rest you will be able to do on your own... with your own slave. Ok?">> <<ppSays "Yes, Mistress.">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Yes?">> <<ppSays "I want to cum... can I ride his dick?">> <<sheSays "No - his dick is for me alone...">> <<ppSays "But I don't want him to cum, I just want to use it for me!">> <<sheSays "I said NO! His dick is OFF LIMITS for you!">> <<sheSays "Understood?">> <<ppSays "Yes, Mistress.">> pouting slightly. <<ppSays "Can I use one of your strapons with him?">> <<sheSays "No! All strapons I have are copies of his dick. His dick belongs to me... and is off limits... all of his clones also.">> <<sheSays "If you have or find a dildo/strapon... that is not a copy of him... then yes... you can use him.">> <<ppSays "Hmmm">> disappointed. <<ppSays "So, I can use his tongue, or grind on his face... that is it?">> <<sheSays "For now... yes!">> They unshackled me. Bianca sprawled herself on the bed... opening her legs lustfully... showing off her glittering wet sex... <<ppSays "See... that? How he looks! He WANTS to look at me. HAHAHA...">> I guiltily looked at $girl - but she held tight to her mask of indifference. <<ppSays "Come here... doggy... sniff me... I know you want it... lick my juice... my precious delicious juice... doggy... come...">> <<ppSays "ON YOUR KNEES! First! KNEEL!">> <<ppSays "Now... lick my feet... open your mouth you stupid dog...">> <<ppSays "You can only think of my cunt... can't you? ... the sweet scent... my delicious taste... in your mouth... IN YOUR MOUTH!">> ... and with that she shoved her foot into my mouth... she was smaller even than $girl... <<ppSays "EAT me!">> <<ppSays "Yes... lick my feet, dog... lick my sweet stinky feet... be my pet, my dog... my slave... lick and kiss... ">> <<ppSays "Don't gag...">> Again... she shoved her foot full force into my mouth. It hurt... she knew it hurt... <<ppSays "Keep licking... worshipping my feet... I see the greed in your eyes...">> <<ppSays "You can't wait for my pussy... I see it... you keep staring at me... wishing your tongue was already in me...">> <<ppSays "Doesn't it bother you, that your LOVE allows me to use you as my pet... allows me... to shove my feet in your mouth... allows me to use you as I wish... what a love you have... hahaha...">> With that she slapped me across the face with her foot... twice... thrice... <<ppSays "Now... come up... I will fulfil your pet wish... as the dog you are... you are allowed to sniff... and lick at things...">> <<ppSays "Smell me!">> She grabbed my head and brutally shoved me between her legs... She took hold of my hair and forcefully whipped my head around her cunt... I was glittering wet... my whole face covered in the juices she had produced. <<ppSays "Tell me... how do I smell... how does my pussy smell for a dog like you?">> <<heSays "You smell sexy, your little snatch wants to cum...">> <<ppSays "Do you like my smell, dog?">> <<heSays "Yes!">> I dared not say more... but she smelled fantastic... <<ppSays "Do you wish to taste me? Put your tongue in my vagina?">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<ppSays "Say it!">> <<heSays "I wish to taste you, I want my tongue in your vagina...">> Her juices all over my face... I smelled her constantly now... her scent... that constantly whispered "fuck me", "lick me", "taste me"... I grew light headed... and wasn't thinking too clearly anymore... <<ppSays "Do you want it badly...">> <<heSays "Yes">> <<ppSays "Beg me!">> <<heSays "Please - let me lick you!">> <<ppSays "That was all? Smell me again... and BEG!">> <<heSays "Please... I need my tongue in you... I want to taste you... eat your delicious cunt... ">> <<ppSays "Smell me again... and BEG! Scoundrel... BEG!">> <<heSays "Please, mistress... allow me your taste... I want it... I need my tongue in you, I want to eat you, wallow in your juices, there is nothing more delicious... than your godly juices... I need it... please, please...">> <<ppSays "Smell me again... ">> I caught another whiff... and I could not hold back... she truly smelled intoxicating... I was hypnotized by her smell - and only heard one command... lick, lick, lick... My head jumped forward, tongue extended... and I plunged into her vagina... and licked everywhere I could... I wanted her juices in my mouth so badly... deeper and ever deeper into her... <<ppSays "YES... HAHAHA... you slave dog... Hahaha!">> She let me stay in her vagina for a couple of minutes... till I was satiated... I was ready for her clit now... she knew it. <<ppSays "Now... dog... lick and suck my clit... make me cum... make me cum like yesterday... but a hundred times better...">> <<ppSays "Be my clit slave... do everything to pleasure me... lick, suck, taste and feel me. You only live to serve my clit... you worthless piece of shit... suck me! ">> I did not know up or down. I didn't know where we were, what time it was. Was I in heaven, in hell, still on earth? All I knew was the clit in front of me and the fantastic smell all around me. My only desire was to serve this little pea in front of me. I flicked my tongue over it... Somewhere far away I heard an excited <<ppSays "Ahhhh">>... but that was not important... I could feel the reaction... I did not need my ears. I could sense the slight shiver I had caused. I kissed her clit... and again closed my mouth around it... and very slowly started sucking it... in and out... like I was taught. Very, very softly... not to overstimulate - but exactly right. I could feel her hips moving against me... Her legs were widely spread... her arms locked behind her head. She did not force me... need not force me... other than keeping her legs apart. I was her servant... I serviced her... I knelt before her... worshipped her clit... tasted her... and could not get away... I was enthralled by her sex, her scent, her lust... <<ppSays "Yes... doggy... lick me... there is nothing more precious to you than my greedy cunt. Service me... be my lick slave... hmmmm">> I played with her clit... minutes... when she was near to her orgasm... I slowed down... I did not want to her to cum so fast... I did not want to stop licking her... I wanted to stay... stay here between her legs... tasting her... making her feel me... making her a lusty slave to her own clit... I could feel her desperate movements when I slightly slowed down again, to preserve her edged state... <<heThinks "Not yet... I'll make you cum... not yet... I want to pleasure you more, longer... hundred times better than yesterday...">> I slightly sped up again... immediately I could feel her throbbing heighten... she so desperately wanted to cum... A short flick in her vagina... another dose of her mesmerizing delicious juice... slightly sucking her clit again... another desperate movement of her hips to keep me going... letting her finally cum. I kept her on the edge for another few minutes... Far back I heard her howling in despair and agony... in pleasure she never felt before... Then I started sucking again... slowly... very, very slowly... and started a Bolero of sucking... faster... more strongly... I did not intend to stop this time. She knew I did not intend to stop... <<ppSays "YES, YES, YES...">> She was nearly there... she knew she would have an earth shattering orgasm... if I kept going... I kept going... faster and faster... sucking her little clit in and out... faster and faster... <<ppSays "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!">> she screamed... Her hips suddenly fucking my head furiously in spasms she could not control. Her upper body arced upwards <<ppSays "YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEESSSSSSS...">> Two deep breaths... then silence... as her complete body spasmed ... she could not breathe... her head banged in the cushions... Finally another... <<ppSays "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!">> Then panting... as she drew in desperately needed air... <<ppSays "FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.... HMMMMM, hmmmm....">> She kept throbbing, spasming and moaning for quite some time. In between, whenever I got a chance I desperately tried to get some of her juices into my mouth... to taste her... soon it would be over... and I would not have another chance... I was careful, I did not want to overstimulate her... or ruin her last throes... After another minute... she was totally spent now... she grabbed my head... and pulled me up. To my surprise she kissed me... longingly... tongue in my mouth... <<ppSays "Thank you!">> she whispered... <<sheSays "THAT, IS ENOUGH NOW!">> Oh... yes... "hello earth"... my girlfriend was also here... <<sheSays "$boy - OUT!">> I got up and left the room. A few minutes later Bianca came out. Fully clothed, eyes downcast... she went downstairs... and downstairs again... I heard the front door close shut, she was gone. $girl came out... threw her arms around me... and led me back into the room. She lay me on the bed - my back hurt - ... threw again her arms around me. <<sheSays "You are mine... and only mine! For ever!">> <<sheSays "We will not speak of this again. This is finished!">> <<sheSays "I love you!">> ... <<sheSays "Do you love me?">> ... <<heSays "I love you! More than anything in the world.">> ... <<sheSays "You never, fuck, lick, sniff, kiss another girl again!">> <<sheSays "Even if I threaten to beat you, or kill you... you will never do it. Understood?">> <<heSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Fuck mistress! You are MY man. I am YOUR woman.">> <<sheSays "Nothing else counts. I will not share you... ">> <<heSays "I don't want to be shared... and I want you all for myself too. I'll never share you, not for one minute...">> <<sheSays "Now... love me...">> Some hours later. <<sheSays "You love me, don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes with all my heart.">> <<sheSays "I must confess something...">> <<heThinks "Oh no... please... love me still... no other men... please...">> <<heSays "You are scaring me... you never started a sentence with that...">> <<heSays "Is there another man?">> <<sheSays "No dummy... are you so afraid of that, that this is your first thought?">> <<heSays "It seems so...">> I was relieved... <<sheSays "You remember that I have a tiny little kink?">> <<heSays "Yea... I have a couple of dozen staples in my back to proof it...">>. <<sheSays "I get turned on, when I make you suffer...">> <<sheSays "Nearly any kind of suffering actually, humiliation, denial, slavery, rendering you immobile, forcing you to do things you don't want to...">> <<heSays "... I know...">> <<sheSays "... and PAIN ...">> <<sheSays "Pain is such an immediate turn on... just watching you suffering, wailing... immediately goes and lightens the fire in my vagina...">> <<heSays "Yes...">> <<sheSays "I... today... ">>. <<sheSays "When I whipped you... my vagina was on fire... I did not want to stop...">> <<sheSays "I whipped you on and on... it just felt so good... for me.. I mean...">> <<sheSays "I really wanted to hit you only a few times... symbolic... even...">> <<sheSays "But somehow... I could not stop... the more I hurt you ... the less I wanted to stop...">> <<sheSays "Remember when I yelled 'BLEED'... and I started whipping you full force?">>. <<heSays "Sure... I feel it still ... staples in my back... you know...">> She crawled on top of me... her face hovering over mine... and looked at me with her large sad blue eyes... and haltingly continued... <<sheSays "I... had...">>. <<sheSays "You... couldn't see me... your back... I...">>. <<heSays "What, love? Tell me...">> <<sheSays "I fuck... I had an orgasm... then...">>. <<sheSays "It... just started before the 'BLEED'... and ... I ... made myself cum harder... when I hit you harder...">>. <<sheSays "I am sooo fucked up...">>. I did not know what to say... <<heSays "Was... was it better... than 'sexual' orgasms...">> <<sheSays "No. It was different... not better, no!">>. <<sheSays "It was unreal... not in the sense of 'bloody fantastic' - in the sense... that I entered another reality...">>. <<sheSays "I had become so absorbed... that I was no longer able to think clearly.">>. <<sheSays "I was out of my mind... a slave of my throbbing vagina, the whip and your pain...">>. <<sheSays "I can't even clearly remember what happened...">>. <<heSays "Do... do you ... need more of these orgasms now? Are the sexual orgasms now 'boring'...">> <<sheSays "No. This was an accident... I got sucked in..">>. <<sheSays "That orgasm was not better - no way. I still want your dick, you tongue your body...">>. <<sheSays "That is no replacement... or anything that is better... it is worse... the 'after'-feellings of guilt make me mad...">>. <<sheSays "I don't want this, I don't need this...">>. <<sheSays "I... just wanted you to know... what happened...">>. <<heSays "Thanks for telling me.">> ... <<heSays "It might not be the right moment to say it. But I just love that you can orgasm so easily... and are able to have so many...">> <<heSays "I still want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can have...">> [[continue|Part69a2]]

[img[pics/69b_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part69b<</if>> <<set $BiancaBTaken = true>> \ <<sheSays "You are a bad boy... love, you know that?">> <<sheSays "You can make her feel good, but you refuse.">> <<heSays "Please, baby - I want to be yours... and only yours.">> <<sheSays "She agreed to be my slave. She belongs to me... and is therefore a part of me...">> <<sheSays "But ok... since you will not lick, I want to offer her something else.">> <<sheSays "She stayed the night, to hear and watch you suffer.">> <<sheSays "Dear... I love you. But in a very short time... you will scream in pain. This is ok with you... isn't? A small price for not having to lick her beautiful delicious kitty... I am sure you will not regret this...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... make sure OUR slave is secured. Ask him what needs to be done. He will tell you.">> Bianca, with my help, secured me to the bed - as usual, hands and feet cuffed with ropes... and my legs spread wide. I was fearful with anticipation. <<sheSays "I am sure he will scream a lot later. We would not want to disturb the neighbours. So we will gag him.">> <<sheSays "Bianca, please get your panties... make them wet with you piss and stuff it in our slaves mouth. Today he is not worth my pee.">> <<heSays "No mistress, goddess, please. I don't want to... ">> <<sheSays "Penis pain level 6">> <<heSays "Arrrrrgggg! NOOO, DAMNNNNNNNNN! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhh!">> <<sheSays "Bianca - hurry up, he is so loud!">> Bianca had to fetch her panties from the other room... but returned shortly after... She sat next to me... and dreamily watched me suffer, as I screamed... <<heSays "PLEEEAAASEEEE, AHHHHHH... ">> <<ppSays "Mistress, can we keep him a little longer in this state... I love his screams... I bet he will whimper soon anyway...">> An evil grin on her face... <<sheSays "You felt Pain 5 yourself... are you sure you want him to stay at 6?">> <<ppSays "Oh yes... please... feeling it myself is the worst... but watching him... suffer... my cunt is drowning. Have you ever tried Pain level 7 on him.">> <<sheSays "No, not yet... but before we do that... we must gag him, otherwise he will probably try to revoke... the command...">> <<sheSays "Fast... make sure he cannot say a coherent word!">> I looked at them incredulously... <<heSays "PLEEEAAASEEEE, AHHHHHH... Mistress.... please... $girl... $girl!!!">> Bianca watched me intently... I was sure if I tried to say something to the device... she would have hindered me... But she didn't want to disable my screams either... I tried concentrating and not to scream for one second... <<heSays "Penis Pain Lev...">> ... and I had her wet panties in my mouth. <<ppSays "Got him... ! YES.">> <<ppSays "Mistress... please... now level 7 then 8 then 9. I want to see the pain in him!">> <<sheSays "Vagina Pain Level 7!">> <<ppSays "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIHHH, NOOOOOOOOOO!">> <<sheSays "Vagina Pain none!">> <<sheSays "Penis Pain none!">> Bianca lay beside me... panting... wide eyed... frightened. <<sheSays "You experienced Pain 7. You want me to apply it to him?">> <<ppSays "If I say no, what have I suffered for? .... yes - make him whimper... I want to see him feel what I just felt... only make it longer... much longer.... hurt him... I want to see his tears of pain... don't you want it too mistress... make him suffer for your benefit ... you want it... I know it... do it... mistress do it... now!">> I watched the scenery... I could not believe what was happening here. $girl never had hurt me like this before. But she also never had a second sadistic bitch to cheer her on. <<sheSays "Penis Pain 7!">> <<ppSays "YES!">> <<ppSays "Suffer... ahhh, look in his eyes... do you hear and feel his grunts!">> <<ppSays "Touch him... do you feel him tremble in pain... it is glorious.">> <<ppSays "More... do pain 8... do it... You want to see it... don't you... see his eyes bulging in pain... let him feel who his mistress is... what a helpless pathetic male he is. Do it mistress! Now, Do it!">> The pain was unbearable. $girl had once told me... Pain 7 applied over a length of time would kill people. It was in the true sense of the word unbearable. I tended to agree... If this lasted too long I would die or lose my mind... I was certain of it. It was made worse due to the fact, that I could not scream any longer and my movements were restricted... So much pain... <<sheSays "Penis Pain none!">> <<ppSays "Aww mistress... ">> <<sheSays "For every second... you yourself withstand Pain 8, I will give him... 5 seconds.">> <<sheSays "Sign me, when you would like to stop... raise your hand!">> <<ppSays "No mistress... please... enough... please...">> $girl frowned... <<sheSays "$boy... you promised, never to cum from another woman.">> <<sheSays "If you cum from Bianca... you will be severely punished. It means I can trust you no longer... and you broke a promise.">> <<sheSays "That will be something, that is unforgivable...">> <<sheSays "Penis Up!">> <<sheSays "Vagina complete reset.">> <<sheSays "Vagina - Rabbit, Pain 5, Speed 3">> <<sheSays "Vagina - slow arousal to 100 percent, no exhaustion">> <<sheSays "Bianca... fuck him. Fuck him like there is no tomorrow.">> As Bianca slowly realized what was commanded... free sex... no restriction... no edging... she was allowed an orgasm... she so missed today... She jumped onto me... and her cunt greedily sucked my penis in and she began to ride me... rabbit me... <<heSays "NNNNNNNNNNN, PLS.... MSTRSSS... NNNNNN...!!!">> <<sheSays "That is the first time our slave feels a vagina other than my own.">> She watched me. <<sheSays "I guess... if he is allowed to fuck other women... then I will have the same right... and in the future I can fuck other men too...">> <<ppSays "MISTRESS... I... HMMMMMMMMMM, YEEESSSSS,... YEESSS... GODDDD, YESSSSSS... WHAT a cock.... Hmmmm... fuck... yes...">> My penis was commanded up... but I did not really feel Bianca. Neither did I want to feel her... I did not care about her... the words of $girl echoed in me... they tore at my soul... I stared at her... unbelieving what I had heard. They had not secured the gag with tape... I was finally able to spit it out... <<heSays "Vagina reset">> <<heSays "Vagina dry, no arousal, no orgasm">> <<heSays "Penis reset">> <<heSays "Disable Master level 2">> I was furious... sad, exhausted, disappointed... <<heSays "Bianca! Get off me, now!">> She jumped off me... without hesitation. <<heSays "Leave the room!">> ... away she was. <<heSays "Open the shackles!">> I commanded. There was no doubt... who the master was in this moment. My shackles were gone a moment later. $girl had not been able or willing to resist my command. <<heSays "I loved you!">> I whispered. <<heSays "Leave! Take Bianca... and go. I don't want to see you right now!">> <<heSays "Fuck her... if you so need to fuck other people...">> <<heSays "GO!">> I yelled. I didn't think all to clearly. I was in a state of shock. My adrenalin was off the charts... I needed to be alone... and would lash out to anyone near me. $girl stared at me... frightened... slowly beginning to realize what had happened here... what she had said and done... and how much it meant to me... She was blushing... breathing heavily... I knew she wanted to talk more than anything. But she also knew there was no way she could talk to me now. She picked up some clothes and Bianca's stuff... When she left the room... she had tears in her eyes... and softly said... <<sheSays "I love you.">> Then she closed the door and was gone. I waited a couple of minutes... I wanted to be sure I was alone. I took the device of... I was a master level one. I could feel Biancas juice on my dick. I could not remember what she had felt like. I did not want that bitches stuff on me. I opened my door... looked out of the window... the car was gone... good I was alone. <<sheSays "I am going to shower for an hour... I don't want her repulsing stuff on my dick.">> It needed to be said loud. <<sheSays "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! DAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMNNN!">> I could not help but scream in frustration. I took the shower. I cleaned my dick... over and over again. It was probably clean after one minute... But... my mind could not settle before scrubbing, soaking and applying a hand brush again and again. It was sore now... and red... and it hurt... but did not feel any cleaner. Nothing could undo the fact that I had been in Bianca. I dried myself and left the bathroom... I felt very sorry for myself and began to sigh loudly... Slowly I went upstairs... into my room. I needed rest... and a quiet place to cry a little bit. This was so messed up again... it was a typical $girl kind of mess. Why could she not think a little bit more before acting... or saying things. Did she really want to fuck other people? Most of the time she would say those things just to hurt me. But she forced Bianca onto my dick... why would she do that? I had made it absolutly clear I would despise that... yet she still made it happen. How could I know now what she desired or wanted. I could not even put my fingers onto it... why it would be so terrible sharing her with others. It just was, it was my nature, my feeling... I could not share her. I'd rather leave her. I was mentally not able to share her with others. The thoughts circled in my head... again and again... ... and like the wimp I was... I started crying... about the situation, about my love to $girl, that would never die... no matter what I had said ... about her desire to fuck other people... about how easily she obviously could be influenced by others... Bianca cheering her on to hurt me more... and more... and she doing it... There was nobody in the house... I cried loudly... it was good to let the feelings out... show them to the world and being certain... no one would see or hear me like this... Later... quite a while later. My head was aching from crying... It probably was already early morning... I was exhausted... I so missed $girl... her warm body beside me... her hand on my cock... her love for me... that she radiated... ... I finally cried myself to sleep. I slept... long... deep... without dreams... When I woke up... $girl lay next to me. Still sleeping... her hand around my dick. <<heThinks "WHAT?">> I removed her hand from me... <<heSays "What are you doing here?">> She woke up... she had bulging red eyes... and looked very much, like I felt... <<sheSays "Sleeping... being near you. Where I belong.">> My brain... ceased to function properly. The first thought that came to my mind was... <<heThinks "I want my tongue in her... she tastes sooo good.">> I shook my head... <<heThinks "No! What happened yesterday... why is she here?">> <<heSays "Why are you here? You went with Bianca...">> ... and my brain could not help but to add a spiteful twist... <<heSays "to fuck her... or find someone else... to fuck.">> <<sheSays "No... I was never gone.">> she whispered, tenderly. <<sheSays "I do not want to leave you alone, ever...">> <<sheSays "I was in the living room, on the sofa...">> <<sheSays "Sorting myself out, thinking, crying...">> <<heSays "I thought I was alone... I... let myself go... a little bit... I felt rather sorry for myself...">> <<sheSays "I know... honey...">> <<sheSays "Come here... let me hold you...comfort you...">> <<heSays "No!">> <<heSays "You are hurting me again and again.">> <<heSays "You say you love me - yet you tell me you have a free pass to fuck others.">> <<heSays "You know me... you know that this is one of the - if not THE worst things you can say to me. You know there is nothing that would hurt me more.">> <<heSays "You know that my body was only for you... I never wanted anyone else but you...">> <<heSays "No... I did not only want none but you... I was yours only... ever... you robbed me of the uniqueness of being yours only - ever... when forcing that bitch on me.">> <<heSays "I was the man that only ever felt, experienced and loved your womanhood.">> <<heSays "Now I also have the cunt of that stupid bitch in my mind. I am not only yours anymore.">> <<heSays "I absolutely loath what you did...">> <<heSays "Pain level six, seven or eight or whatever... I do not speak about those... the pain is felt... and sometime later it is gone...">> <<heSays "But what you did yesterday stays with me for the rest of my life.">> <<heSays "You knew all this - yet you let it happen.">> <<heSays "You let Bianca cheer you on... ">> <<heSays "I love you. I will always love you.">> <<heSays "But right now... I cannot stand you.">> <<heSays "I quit. I don't want to be your boyfriend anymore.">> <<heSays "Go... and fuck around... find yourself a more suited man than me.">> <<heSays "Pack your things and go!">> I turned around, left the room and closed the door. I sank to my knees... and cried again. I did not bother about her hearing me. I was heartbroken. I had not seen this coming. Yesterday at this time... everything was so great. Now this. I could not stop. I lay on the floor, unable to move... to think... to speak. I was just crying... wishing the world would end... and with it all the pain I felt. More pain than any level... After some time... the door opened and $girl came forth. She sank to the floor beside me... put my head in her lap... and caressed me... it felt so good... to be near her, feel her touch... feel her love... She still radiated her love towards me... She held me... a long time. Without saying a word... soothing me... touching me... giving me her love... <<sheSays "I cannot undo, what yesterday happened.">> <<sheSays "I can't promise any changes... not because I do not mean them...">> <<sheSays "... but I know you do not trust me anymore. Promises will mean nothing to you.">> <<sheSays "I love you. You love me.">> <<sheSays "For the time being... we must cling to that.">> <<sheSays "None of us can deny that we truly love the other.">> <<sheSays "I begged of you before... and I do it now again...">> <<sheSays "Be the better one of us. Be greater than me. Do not give up.">> <<sheSays "Please... be my man... I am your woman... whether you quit or not.">> <<sheSays "I will never belong to anyone else.">> <<sheSays "You know in your heart, I only said that to hurt you. It was nothing I felt - ever, I do not ever want another man!">> <<sheSays "I am sorry... what I did with Bianca... I don't know what came over me. But I cannot undo it. I just can't... I didn't think... I didn't realize - that you felt the same way about your body as I feel about mine.">> <<sheSays "I never ever want another man to touch me... I... did not think... again...">> I could not stand up. I could not leave. I could not say anything. All I wanted, was to stay where I was. Being held by her. Near to her. She held on to me... for again a long time. <<sheSays "You are the one who keeps promises...">> she whispered... <<sheSays "You promised to never hurt me...">> <<sheSays "... ending ... US ... hurts more than... anything...">> <<sheSays "Please... don't give up on me... please...">> <<sheSays "We belong together... you know it...">> I was in total statis. My heart yearned for her... wanted to stay, be with her... not lose her. My mind and soul were hurt, had been betrayed and lost any trust. Not being able to trust the person you love... is terrible. $girl knew it was not over yet - otherwise I would be gone... or had forced her out already. In fact she probably knew my heart was stronger than any other part of me. Me staying here for so long actually meant... she had 'won' me. But I still refused to accept that. She held my head... rocked me... caressed me, like she would a small child... and she kept whispering over and over again... <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> We had been there... crumbled in front of the door for probably over an hour. She pulled me up... dragged me to our bed... lay me down... and herself beside me. At once she again wrapped her arms around me... pulled my head onto her chest... and cradled me again. Caressing and rocking me again... <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> She smelled so wonderful... Smelled like $girl, home and love... sex. She still held me... close, not daring to let go of me. Holding me so I could not get lost... I tried thinking about our situation... but I could not focus. I felt so sheltered... I was save and protected from all evil. I wanted to stay here for the rest of eternity. Not thinking, just staying and being here. <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> Not thinking... only being... was good... it calmed me. <<sheSays "I love you.">> I found peace in the safety of her arms. <<sheSays "I love you.">> Her refrain 'I love you' - soothed me into sleep... - This time I did not sleep too long. When I woke up $girl still held me... I still felt save and wonderful and near her. I had calmed down somewhat. When $girl noticed me awake... she crawled down... so that we were face to face... looked at me... looked into my eyes... <<sheSays "I love you.">> ...and then kissed me... <<sheSays "Stay... please... be my man, my one and only man, my one and only partner, my soul mate, my one and only sex mate... let me be your one and only woman.">> I looked at her... my heart had definitely won. <<heSays "I will.">> <<sheSays "Say it!">> <<heSays "I am your man.">> <<sheSays "Strip!">> she commanded. <<heSays "No.">> <<heSays "Things have to change.">> <<heSays "We can't go on like we did. Unless, you want to destroy our relationship... more.">> <<heSays "Do you think it wise to continue where we collided yesterday?">> <<sheSays "N... no - not really...">> <<sheSays "What do you want? What are we going to do?">> <<heSays "I don't know?">> <<heSays "It should not be anything I want... nor should it be anything you want.">> <<heSays "If we are in this together it should be something WE want.">> <<sheSays "I don't want THIS...">> <<sheSays "I don't want to watch every corner I take, I don't want to think about everything 'is it good or bad', I don't want to watch everything I do or say and ask myself... is it right?">> <<sheSays "I want to be what I am, live what I am... and at the same time not to hurt you and go overboard... or being influenced by 'stupid cunts'...">> <<sheSays "I want to love you, fuck you, sex you up dozens of times per day. I want to kiss you, and yes, I want to hit you and deny you for as long as I want. I want you to be desperate for me and my touch and my cunt. I want to feel you cumming inside me... I want to eat your semen and feel your semen in me. I want you to lick my ass and my sweet pussy, I want you to drink my piss. I want you to adore and worship me. You grovelling at my feet and licking me... I want to shove my feet in your mouth and tell myself 'I am your master'. I want to adore and worship you... suck every drop of cum out of your dick. I want to be loved by you. I want you to be my man, protect me from the world and myself. I want to rely on you, live with you, see, feel, smell and taste you every minute of my life. I want to grow old with you, I want a family with you. If anyone ever again dares to disturb us, I will scratch their eyes out, tear their limbs off and drink their blood... I want to learn from my mistakes, I want another chance... and god beware... I hope I never need one... another chance... and another...">> <<sheSays "That is not too much to ask for - is it?">> <<heSays "So... basically you want everything to stay the same?">> <<sheSays "Pretty much, yes... except that I learn - and tear intruders to shreds.">> <<sheSays "I want us to last... I will try my very best to learn. I can - obviously - not guarantee it. But I will give it my best - I can't do more.">> <<heSays "I still can't think straight. I am not certain that is an entirely good idea.">> <<heSays "Let's postpone this discussion... and for now... ok for now let's stay in our ways... plus the experiences which make us learn.">> <<sheSays "Good.">> <<sheSays "Then strip... I want to make your dick mine again.">> <<sheSays "I know you enjoyed Biancas juices... but mine are better!">> <<heSays "$girl!">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Making light of things that are awful or we can't change anymore is our way... isn't it?">> <<sheSays "... and you still have your pants on... don't you want me to claim you, do you want to stay defiled by that bitch?">> I pulled my pants off... <<heSays "I am not in a sex mood... really...">> My dick proved it... it was nice and small... <<sheSays "Penis up!">> <<heSays "I neither wear that ring, nor do you have any authority anymore.">> <<sheSays "Damn.">> <<sheSays "Then the old fashioned way.">> She stood up, stripped and stood before the bed. <<sheSays "LOOK at me!">> My dick betrayed me... as so often. Looking at $girl in all her natural beauty... my dick was hard in ten seconds. <<sheSays "Not interested in sex, hu?">> <<sheSays "Now I am going to rabbit you - like Bianca did last night... and I'll fuck every memory of her out of your brain and away from your dick.">> <<heSays "Do you really need to mention her so often?">> <<sheSays "Yes... we are not going to let her linger in the back of our minds. We face her, destroy her memory... and then naturally she will be gone... for good... no background noise or bad memory...">> <<sheSays "Tell me, how did she feel?">> <<heSays "Honestly? You want to fuck me and I should tell you how another woman felt?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "Actually I can't... I only have images in my mind, no feeling at all. I was so upset yesterday... I didn't feel anything... If it weren't for the command I doubt my dick had been fuckable at all...">> <<sheSays "Good!">> <<sheSays "And how do I feel... rabbiting you...">> <<heSays "The usual...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "Like heaven on earth... actually... you did not forbid me to cum... so here is how it feels for me...">> <<heSays "AHHHHHH,... HMMMMMMMM, YESSS, FUCK... BABY...">> <<heSays "Hmmm... $girl... hmmm">> <<sheSays "What? No! I... ohh... awwww...">> She still moved her hips... ensuring that my pleasure stayed for as long as I lasted... <<sheSays "I didn't allow you to cum either...">> <<heSays "Hmmm... oh, I must hmmm, somehow that had slipped my mind...">> <<heSays "I can take care of you...">> <<sheSays "It is ok... I am glad I made you cum... you are still functioning... that is good.">> <<sheSays "... and having your stuff in me is also nice... I am yours again... and I wiped off Biancas rotten juice... Stay in me... and cuddle... love me...!">> The rest of the day went rather well. Still awkward... but compared to being broken up... it went very well. We were very clingy and affectionate that day... and a couple of days after... but we were both sure of each other - certain that we still loved and wanted another. [[continue|Part70]]

[img[pics/O5small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part71<</if>> <<sheSays "Do you want to marry me?">> <<heSays "Wow, that was sudden - why the rush? - but sure... of course I will - I was just thinking a bit later, once we're earning money...">> <<sheSays "I love you too honey... but... well... I was just thinking...">> <<sheSays "Yes - I do want to marry you... there is not even a question... we WILL marry... of course.">> <<sheSays "I was just thinking about things, us... and somehow... the bond... marriage...">> <<sheSays "I would also want it to be special... special for us... special for our relationship.">> <<sheSays "It would be very painful... and is actually considered a violation of human rights...">> <<heSays "Oh dear - what are your thoughts now?">> <<sheSays "You are my willing slave - aren't you?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "Always?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "See? That is what I thought too... and there used to be this tradition... I know it is bad... in real life this was awful and is rightfully banned...">> <<sheSays "But... in our private environment... if you agree...?">> <<heSays "Just spat it out... what are you hinting at?">> <<sheSays "I would like to brand you... as my property... I'll invent a symbol... you'll get branded on your ass cheek - and I'll get a necklace with a pendant that displays the same symbol.">> <<heSays "Ok!">> <<sheSays "What? Do you know how much that will hurt you?">> <<sheSays "It will be permanent - FOREVER.">> <<sheSays "It is against the law... and...">> <<heSays "Sure... I know all that...">> <<heSays "Hurting? Hahaha... What should I be afraid of... You are my wife - that little branding will be next to nothing... to some things you do to me!">> <<heSays "Against the law? Why would the police be interested in my bum?">> <<heSays "Forever? Forever yours? Gee - why would I refrain from that?">> <<heSays "... and lastly... if you really want it... I can argue till my tongue falls out... if you want it - I will get branded... you can make me do anything you want... you know that - I know that. Why waste time with arguing - so... yes... if you want that for our marriage ceremony... I'm with you!">> <<heSays "Though - I can't image it will be easy to find any official to go through with this.">> <<heSays "Aren't you catholic?">> <<sheSays "It cannot be part of our official ceremony - dummy!">> - <<heSays "Just another thought... what will we tell the kids... when they ask 'Why has daddy the symbol on his ass, that you wear around the neck - mommy?' ">> <<sheSays "Ehm... yes...">> <<sheSays "We need to think about this some more... I guess.">> <<sheSays "But yes! I want it... if you are really Ok with it... I so want you to be mine!">> <<heSays "I am yours... with or without branding.">> ... <<sheSays "What about a tiny mini branding on your dick? So that everyone knows that part is especially mine, I mean - even more mine? Please? Sugar on top? Please?">> [[continue|Part73]]

[img[pics/StandingKissSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double18<</if>> Ruined Orgasms We read about those and even watched porn to learn what this is. We both could not really understand it. From what we saw and read... many of those edging sessions we did though, should have led to a ruined orgasm. I think the true keyword regarding ruined orgasm is "timing"... or "perfect timing" to be even more correct. The more we read the more we came to the conclusion that: Edging Means to break of BEFOR any actual orgasmic reaction in the body occurs. Ruined orgasm Means to go over the point of no return... and have an orgasm. The twist is the "ruin" part. Usually when a man fucks a woman, he fucks, he orgasms and keeps fucking till the orgasm ends. Meaning - while the orgasm is on going... the penis still receives stimulation. That stimulation while cumming gives the real pleasure - not the act of orgasm itself. The orgasm gets more ruined, the sooner after the point of no return the stimulation stops. Ideally immediately after. If stopped immediately after the point of no return - the orgasm cannot be cancelled any more. Sperm will flow, shoot, ooze out of the dick. But without stimulation there is no pleasure at all. There is so much "no pleasure" that seconds later a man can go onto the next round. It is not the orgasm itself that drains a man; it is the stimulation and the pleasure from that stimulation while the orgasm happens. If you stop immediately after the point of no return... it can take several seconds for the orgasm to actually happen. It is - as the name says - a point of no return - not the orgasm itself. In many porn videos you can watch women "ruining" orgasms with stopping stimulation after the first shot comes out. That is not a ruined orgasm. Plainly said, if the woman touches the penis when something comes out it is not really ruined. There might be slight frustration potential left - but no "ruin". The perfect ruined orgasm is actually the same as a perfect edging, only that sperm gets out. They are milliseconds away from each other. The thing is to KNOW when the point of no return is reached. -- <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "18_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "18_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double19]]

<<if $debug>>Part99a<</if>> !PLACEHOLDER! [[continue|Part99a]]

[img[pics/O6small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part72<</if>> The next days were more 'mellow' indeed. No explicit torture, whipping, shackles... I got to lick $girl extensively, I fucked her... and she had wonderful orgasms... and indeed I also felt more loved than on her more extreme days. Of course she did not allow me to cum myself... and she still had extensive edging sessions - but that was by now not out of the ordinary. Only the average day to day torture I was used to by now. Of course I begged and pleaded... I could not help myself... being aroused and denied all day... being edged... only to close it off with no orgasm of my own but with several of hers... was terrible... ... and wonderful at the same time. She enjoyed it so much that I could not help but to enjoy it also. Not in the moment of denial... but in retrospect... an hour later or so... I was glad she could use me the way she did. I was so apish... I could not help that either. Whenever she wanted me to worship her - I would... or when she was near... or I thought of her... I would touch her, smell her... bow, kneel, grovel, lick, sniff... whatever... everything that was her - I worshipped... automatically... I just could not restrain myself. ... Then Ingrid's next care package arrived... within the new pills that promised a few hours of memory loss. ... <<sheSays "Would you mind if we try these?">> she asked several days later. <<heSays "What have you planned?">> <<sheSays "First I want to test them... if they really work... if they do...">> <<sheSays "... I want to find new ways to make you suffer...">> <<heSays "If you ask me... you don't need new ways...">> <<sheSays "I do! I don't want us to get a boring old couple.">> <<heSays "But... if these work... I imagine, the only way you could make me suffer... is to play mind games... gamble with my trust... instil insecurity... make me doubt you...">> <<heSays "You know I love you, I trust you... I have faith in you...">> <<heSays "I need this security in you... as an anchor... for everything else we do.">> <<heSays "If you take that away, gamble with it ... that would not end well.">> <<heSays "You must not take away this foundation.">> <<sheSays "But... that was the plan!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I ... wanted to make you believe I fucked another guy, while I forced you to watch...">> <<sheSays "Of course I would not do this... I would just set everything up... fake a telephone call to him... shackle you... make the doorbell ring...">> <<sheSays "Then you would forget... the next hours...">> <<sheSays "... and the next morning... I'd force you to lick me... and taste cum in my vagina...">> <<sheSays "Playing mind games with you...">> <<sheSays "In reality... in your forgotten time... I would let you fuck me... let you cum inside of me... again and again... as often as you could... giving you a really good time. A good time you would forget... so that the next day... you would be the ape again... worshipping me... additionally crushed... that I had another one fucking me... isn't that a genius plan?">> <<heSays "No... sorry... that is a stupid plan...">> <<heSays "If I thought you had another man... you would be single a moment later... and looking for an apartment to live in.">> <<heSays "Have you forgotten, that this was the one thing to never gamble with - our love, our trust?">> <<heSays "I... this is one thing that is important to me... I am disappointed... I truly am...">> <<heSays "Was that Ingrid's plan? Is she trying to separate us again?">> <<sheSays "No... I don't know... you read her letters... she didn't say it that way, she said the opposite... unless... she is a devious bitch... I wouldn't be surprised if she counted on it... that I would...">> <<sheSays "You know what... here... take the pills.">> <<sheSays "Throw them away... or store them away. I don't want them anymore.">> <<sheSays "I want you to trust me. I don't want you to think I do not love you, I do not want you to think that I would ever be capable of betraying you or your trust in me.">> <<sheSays "Come... love... I want to love you... I want you to feel that I love you.">> <<sheSays "I want to spray all my pheromones over you...">> <<sheSays "Kiss me... smell me... I am yours... for ever...">> [[continue|Part74]]

[img[pics/73_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part73<</if>> <<sheSays "I have planned something awesome for this weekend!">> <<heSays "What, honey?">> <<sheSays "I will totally degrade you... you will be my dog.">> <<sheSays "For the whole weekend!">> <<sheSays "Doesn't that sound like fun?">> <<heSays "Hm. Not so sure...">> <<sheSays "You are my willing slave, aren't you?">> <<sheSays "You want me to have fun - don't you?">> <<heSays "I guess so...">> <<sheSays "You don't mind me... if I am a teeny, tiny bit cruel to you... do you?">> <<sheSays "I want this... I really want you down below me... to force you to the role of my little dog... totally dependent on my mercy...">> <<sheSays "You will do this, won't you? For me?">> <<heSays "Will you stop... if it goes out of hand?">> <<sheSays "No... it's the entire weekend...">> <<heSays "Do we have some sign? 'please lioness'?">> <<sheSays "No... you must be totally under my will and mercy... otherwise... it will not be so good for me.">> I sighed heavily... <<heSays "Ok, ok... I know how much you want this...">> <<heSays "Will I cry?">> <<sheSays "Of course you will! You know yourself what a weakling you are... you always cry...">> <<heSays "I do not always cry... you are always exceptionally cruel...">> <<sheSays "Before we start... you must lick and fuck me for a couple of hours though... I need a head start...">> <<sheSays "I will not be fucked by a DOG... during the weekend I must rely on your twin dick.... so better give me all you can beforehand...">> ... <<sheSays "Wow!">> <<sheSays "That was great! That should keep me going for a few hours.">> <<sheSays "A pity, that you could not cum... hihihi... could not cum... haha... ">> ... <<sheSays "Now... I will make you my doggy!">> She produced a multi-part leather harness. She introduced one of them as calf-to-thigh restraints, one part was fastened to my thighs the other to my calves... then the two were connected... so that I could not stretch my legs any more. Walking of any kind would be impossible... if I were to move... then on my knees. A collar was fastened around my neck - much sturdier than my usual collar. Leather cuffs around my wrists... and the cuffs then were fastened to the collar. I could not stretch my arms any longer... if I was to walk on all "fours" - then on my elbows and knees... my limbs were effectively cut in half. Everything was padlocked... no way I could free myself. <<sheSays "You will crawl... walk like a doggy...">> She then produced a dog tail... a plug for my... ass. <<sheSays "A dog needs a tail!">> <<sheSays "Now... !">> <<sheSays "A dog can only bark or howl...">> <<heSays "No! Not that please... I should have destroyed it... no!">> She put on another smaller collar around my neck. It had a microphone in front. <<sheSays "Pain gag active level 7">> I stopped speaking. This was one thing I programmed for her... some time ago. The microphone would send my voice to the device between my legs... actually ... it probably went first around the world... and got processed. Anyway... if it could identify my voice... and could interpret "words" - any words... it would now send Pain 7 to me... for as long as it detected my voice. Hence the name "pain gag". As long as I would speak... I would be in terrible pain - level 7 was very extreme - $girl wanted to make sure that I would not speak. <<sheSays "A dog does not speak - after all.">> <<sheSays "Still... I allow you to bark or howl or whimper...">> She actually got another device... a little speaker box and a little controller she placed in my hand. <<sheSays "There are a couple of buttons on it... it makes different dog sounds... you have to test them out. That way... you have a way to communicate with me.">> <<sheSays "You know... bark when you enjoy yourself... howl if you are in pain... whimper... whenever I have to walk the dog.">> <<sheSays "Hmm... something is still wrong...">> <<sheSays "Ah, I know your penis does not look really doggish...">> She put some rubber bands around my balls... and around my shaft... <<sheSays "Now... you balls stand out nicely... and I guess your dog penis now gets bluish... better.">> <<sheSays "Now!">> <<sheSays "Listen to me - DOG!">> <<sheSays "You do everything I tell you to.">> <<sheSays "When mommy gives you a command, you obey!">> <<sheSays "You are at my mercy... if you do not do what I tell you... you will receive pain... is that clear?">> <<sheSays "IS THAT CLEAR DOG?">> I nodded... <<sheSays "DOG? IS THAT CLEAR?">> <<sheSays "Penis Pain 4">> AHH, that hurt... damn! <<sheSays "DOG? IS THAT CLEAR?">> What was I to do? <<sheSays "Penis Pain 5">> AHHRGGH!!! <<sheSays "DOG? IS THAT CLEAR?">> In panic... I pressed a button on my control... "WOOF!" <<sheSays "Penis Pain none">> <<sheSays "There... easy... you see!">> <<sheSays "A good dog... licks the feet of its mommy...">> I bent down and licked her feet... <<sheSays "A good dog sniffs at its mommy... to know it is really her... and what mood she is in...">> I sniffed at her... her feet... thighs... her cunt... <<sheSays "Good dog!">> She patted my head... <<sheSays "We will go for a walk soon...">> <<sheSays "You will want to mark your territory... - like any proper dog wants to...">> <<sheSays "Yes good dog... I know you like that... or don't you? You are not wagging your tail... poor dog is something wrong?">> I moved my ass slightly... <<sheSays "Yes... you like that don't you... ">> <<sheSays "Tonight mommy will give a nice bone to chew on... ">> She looked around... and found one of her socks... <<sheSays "Let's play fetch... you are such a friendly dog...">> She spit on her sock and let me sniff it... and threw it across the room... <<sheSays "Go... get it... good dog!">> I turned around... and tried moving... on my knees... and elbows... damn that was restrictive... I looked at $girl... <<sheSays "You better fetch that... DOG!">> I hesitated... she wouldn't really... <<sheSays "Now!">> <<sheSays "Oh... I think I still have to train you!">> <<sheSays "Penis pain 6">> AAAARRGG. <<heSays "$girl!">> AAAAAAAAAARRGG. (pain gag 7) <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<sheSays "Do we understand each other?">> <<sheSays "Go... get it... good dog!">> <<sheSays "Fetch my dirty sock!">> I wiggle/crawled... on knees and elbows to the damn sock... picked it up with my mouth... and wiggled back. <<sheSays "Put it down... fine... doggy... brought mommy's sock back...">> <<sheSays "Good dog... ">> <<sheSays "Are you not enjoying playing with your mommy?">> <<sheSays "Your tail looks so sad.">> <<sheSays "YOUR TAIL LOOKS SAD!">> ... She sighed... <<sheSays "Penis pain 6">> AAAAHHHH! I started moving my ass... <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<sheSays "Ohhh... you enjoy playing with mommy!">> <<sheSays "I love this cute little doggy...">> She scooped up the sock... and threw it away again... <<sheSays "Go fetch!">> ... She repeated this for the better part of a quarter of an hour... I fetched her stupid sock... crawling an all four "paws" to it... crawled back... put it down in front of her... and wiggled my tail. When I forgot one detail... I was reminded with pain 6... what was missing. I was doggy trained... ... <<sheSays "You are quite a young dog... aren't you?">> "Whiiine" (I pressed the button for a whining dog sound). <<sheSays "Those young dogs... are so playful... and energetic...">> <<sheSays "They chew on nearly everything... like the wooden leg of a table...">> I looked at her incredulously... <<sheSays "Get those hints!">> <<sheSays "CHEW, TABLE, LEG!">> ... She sighed again... <<sheSays "Penis pain 7">> AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH! WUFF, WUFF, WUFF!!! <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<sheSays "Chew on the god damn table... till I tell you to stop... or you will feel more of level 7! GO! DOG!">> I crawled to the table... what was I to do... level 7... was unacceptable... I just had to... I bend over... and put my teeth to the table... <<sheSays "Dog... I don't see teeth marks yet... you better be more enthusiastic about it... and I don't see you tail moving either...">> I started to chew... more in earnest... and moved my ass. <<sheSays "Good dog...">> <<sheSays "I let you continue... I know young dogs must sharpen their teeth...">> ... <<sheSays "Such a great dog and so well behaved!">> <<sheSays "Now... let me teach you some tricks...">> <<sheSays "Doggy... roll over... be a nice dog... roll over!">> I stared at her... <<sheSays "Penis Pain level 7">> AAAAAAAARGGGG, DAMN... ... <<sheSays "Penis Pain level none ... you will do as I order... when will you learn!">> <<sheSays "Doggy... roll over... now...">> I tried crawling away... this was going too far... now... really... <<heSays "Sto AARRRRRRRRRGGGGGG!">> - pain level seven hitting me again... before I could even get the word "stop" out. ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ARGH!! "WUFFFF" "WUFFFF" She hit me with the whip. <<sheSays "Roll over... ">> I could not get away... my legs shackled, my arms shackled... on my elbows and knees I would never escape her. ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ARRRRRGH!! "WUFFFF" "WUFFFF" <<sheSays "ROLL OVER!">> I rolled over... there was nothing much else I could do. She bent over... grabbed my chin roughly and whispered dangerously... <<sheSays "Listen... you do what I want, you do it when I want, you behave like a dog!">> <<sheSays "This is not optional... I will beat you, torture you... I WILL make you my dog.">> <<sheSays "As long as I want to.">> <<sheSays "You can start to enjoy this... or oppose me... ">> <<sheSays "Either way... you will be my dog... one happy little puppy, or one beaten and broken street dog... you chose!">> <<sheSays "Do you finally understand?">> "Whiiine", "Whiiine" She had gone crazy... no doubt. But as long as I was restricted as I was... I could do nothing else. She had shackled me good... She let me go... <<sheSays "Now, where were we?">> <<sheSays "Tricks... yes, you wanted to learn some tricks!">> <<sheSays "Stand on you hind legs... doggy!">> I got up on my knees... and stretched my elbows out. <<sheSays "Good dog!">> <<sheSays "Roll over again!">> I rolled over. <<sheSays "Oh... such a smart dog... ">> <<sheSays "Play dead!">> I lay on my side and did not move! <<sheSays "Hihi... such a nice good dog I have!">> She seemed to enjoy herself... at least that was something. She played with me another couple of minutes. I hated it... but I obeyed her. <<sheSays "Now dog... we will go for a walk... I am sure you want to discover your new territory...">> She put a leash on me... and we started descending downstairs. THAT was really tricky in my bound state... "Whiiine", "Whiiine" It took some time to figure out a way that most probably would not end in me rolling down the stairs. I started descending backwards... knees first, then elbows. Still it hurt... and was very slow going. But at least $girl didn't seem to mind... she waited patiently... she saw I was struggling. She then led me into our garden... and she walked me around the lawn. <<sheSays "Now... doggy, lift your little leg and mark your territory... ">> I was dumbfounded... She sighed again... <<sheSays "Penis Pain level 8">> AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!!!! AAARGG! <<sheSays "Penis Pain level none">> <<sheSays "Lift your little leg and mark your territory... ">> I was sweating,... exhausted... the pain had been terrible... consuming... I lifted one of my legs a little... what was I to do? <<sheSays "Penis pee a little">> The command to my penis device was clear... it responded... A short stream of pee came out of my dick. Not really in the direction a dog might have aimed though. <<sheSays "I think we have to train you a bit more!">> <<sheSays "Come on...">> <<sheSays "Doggy... you can sniff the floor... see if you can smell other dogs...">> My head went down... I sniffed at the grass... thankfully there were no other dogs around... <<sheSays "Good dog... keep sniffing... I know a good dog is excited by all the smells.">> She walked on... and pulled on my leash... as I kept sniffing the lawn. <<sheSays "Doggy... here is another edge of the garden... you should probably mark it as well.">> <<sheSays "I hope you remember your territory... you will want to mark it often in the future... to ensure it stays yours!">> <<sheSays "LIFT YOUR LEG, DOG!">> I lifted my leg... <<sheSays "Leave you mark now...">> <<sheSays "Penis p...">> "Whiiine", "Whiiine" I tried... very hard to squeeze a few drops out of me... Yes... Phu... I did it... I did pee a few drops... thank god... <<sheSays "Aww... good dog... ">> <<sheSays "Now come on... keep sniffing... and follow your mommy... good dog!">> We "walked" around the garden... my knees and elbows hurt like hell... I kept sniffing the ground... and I marked my territory on three other places... God, this was terrible. But pain level 8 was far worse. But before we went inside again... she shocked me with another order... <<sheSays "Oh... little doggy... that was a great walk...">> <<sheSays "But you still need to do your business... don't you?">> <<heSays "Wha...">> ARRRRRRRRRRGGGG!!! <<sheSays "Your business,... your little pile... go poop... you know?">> <<sheSays "I let you of the leash... you find your place... I wait here...">> She also removed the butt plug... I stared at her incredulously again... I shook my head. "Whiiine" <<sheSays "Ohh... poor doggy...">> <<sheSays "Penis Pain level 8">> AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!!!! AAARGG! <<sheSays "Penis Pain level none">> <<sheSays "Doggy... don't worry... I'll wait for you... now go...">> ... <<sheSays "Penis Pain level 8">> AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!!!! AWWWWWWWWAAWWWWWWWWW!!! GRRRRRMMPHHHHH!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARG!!!!! <<sheSays "Penis Pain level none">> Tears of pain and desperation were running down my cheeks... I had curled up in the fetal position, the pain was unbearable. <<sheSays "Doggy... I will not relent, DOG! ... either crawl away or face the consequences... I will bend you to my will... even if I must break you.">> <<sheSays "Go!">> "Whiiine", "Whiiine", "Whiiine" I had to go... I could not bear the pain... she had won... again. I crawled away... <<sheSays "Good doggy... you must obey me... do you business, where I can see you!">> I did. I had never felt this humiliated in my entire life. I crawled back to her... she used the water hose to clean my ass... but did not bother to dry me... at least I was clean - and I had a dog tail again... We went inside. "Whiiine", "Whiiine" <<sheSays "Aww... little puppy... why are you sad...?">> She knelt before me, and caressed my head. <<sheSays "We just had a nice walk outside...">> ... The rest of the day kept being terrible She played more with me... gave me a bowl of water to lick from... actually it was not really water... it was her piss water from the toilet. Some things had to stay the same... I was not allowed to drink anything else. I was not fed though... she forgot or never intended to... She ate dinner... I was kept on the floor and whined a bit... I thought I was supposed to beg for some scraps... But she just scratched me behind the ears... said <<sheSays "Good dog...">>... and that was all. In the evening... she put on her panties with my clone penis... it was time for some more orgasms of hers... She played fetch with me... made me do her tricks... and she revelled in the power she held over me... and every few minutes my dick made her cum... Some of this was actually nice... Like a good dog, I was sometimes allowed to rest my snout on her thigh... then I could watch her ... she would caress my head... while she dreamily lay back and let my twin stick fuck her... pleasure her... Later... I somehow managed to crawl up the stairs again... my knees hurt so much... as did my elbows... I was to lay down in my basket under the table... There was no actual basket... but a single blanket. <<sheSays "Doggy! That is your place at night... you sleep there...">> <<sheSays "You have to guard me... you are also my watch dog... if something happens... you bark!">> <<sheSays "Go... roll up... and rest. Tomorrow will be a new dog day... I promise we will have fun!">> She again scratched me behind the ears... and then left for 'our' bed. She put the lights out... ... Some minutes later she stood up... fetched something I could not see... but would recognize a few moments later... She had fetched one of my twin dicks... and was pleasuring herself... I did not count... but she kept going for quite a while... she moaned... breathed heavily and sometimes panted... a couple of times... she groaned loudly in pleasure... At least an hour or so later... she finally quieted down... ... I could hear her regular breathing... she slept... Despite this terrible day... I loved her... I adored her... with all her kinks... with all my pain... she was the one I wanted, more than anything else. I am her puppy... her young dog... What would a young... lonely puppy do? It would go to its mommy... smell her... be near her... Carefully I crawled to our bed... I managed to get into it... despite my restrictions... I lay down... at the end of the bed... A puppy would like mommies feet... I managed to get near her lovely feet... I started to lick them,.. like a good puppy would... ... She stirred... <<sheSays "Ohh... puppy... you love me... you love your mommy - don't you? ...">> ... Then she slept again... I kept licking her feet ... till I fell asleep myself... [[continue|Part73a]]

<<if $debug>>Part69a2<</if>> <<letter "Dear Ingrid!">> <<letter "It is me - I am writing myself... though my love does read this.">> <<letter "A few days back... something happened, that I am deeply ashamed of.">> <<letter "It proofs to me, that my mind is... wired wrong. It made me realize, that I am not a 'normal' - but a sick person.">> <<letter "Tell me... please you must know it - can I be healed? Can I be freed? Will I ever be able to love my man as he deserves to be loved?">> <<letter "Or is he doomed - by loving me?">> <<letter "Can I change myself?">> <<letter "Ok... what am I talking about...">> <<letter "Due to reasons I need not describe here...">> <<letter "I had chained my love to the wall. My intent was to give him a light flogging.">> <<letter "He followed my wishes to the letter - he did not do anything wrong. Nonetheless - as he followed my orders to the letter - the result hurt me.">> <<letter "Not physically - but emotionally.">> <<letter "I felt really bad afterwards... and I could not even punish him - because he did exactly what I had asked... but I hadn't realized beforehand - that it would hurt me so.">> <<letter "Then my man told me something 'wise' - quote:">> <<letter "--">> <<letter "'Since when does a sadistic bitch need to be fair to her slave... the slave hurt the bitch... the reason does not matter... ">> <<letter "... treating a slave unfairly... and punishing him unfairly... might even turn on a sadistic bitch... the slave is even more helpless... because despite of fulfilling all her wishes... it still gets punished.'">> <<letter "--">> <<letter "It helped, I wanted to punish him!">> <<letter "So I chained him to the wall and started whipping him.">> <<letter "I only wanted to whip him a little... more symbolic... you know?">> <<letter "But once I started... it felt really good...">> <<letter "I hit him more... only a little bit... only a very few more...">> <<letter "Oh it felt good... hitting him... seeing his back turning red... hearing his grunts... so good!">> <<letter "Somehow I continued... his back turned from red to blue... and my cunt was overflowing... it felt good... so good, not only my mind enjoyed it... my body responded too...">> <<letter "I just kept hitting him... again... and again... and I felt better... I was so needy, so wet... my pussy was throbbing like mad...">> <<letter "I hit him... again... and yet again...">> <<letter "Then... I had an orgasm... I had not touched myself... there was no dildo or vibrator...">> <<letter "I had an orgasm... from hitting my man...">> <<letter "I knew... if I hit him more... harder... made him bleed... my orgasm would be better still... I needed to hit him...">> <<letter "I hit him with all force I could muster... he screamed... and my cunt exploded in pleasure... I hit him again... and again... it was so good... it felt so good... I was throbbing, and cumming... and spasming... and in reflex I continued hitting him as hard as I could...">> <<letter "Finally... it was over... my vagina... had finished its party... my man hang unconsciously in his shackles.">> <<letter "I am a nurse by trade... I put my wounded man on the bed and stitched him back together as well as I could.">> <<letter "Don't get me wrong... I like causing him pain... he worships me and endures nearly anything I put him through without holding a grudge - for too long.">> <<letter "But in my opinion... what I did - went too far. I feel bad for that orgasm.">> <<letter "The orgasm was good... but not anywhere near the top hundred...">> <<letter "Nonetheless... orgasm is orgasm... and I am addicted to cumming.">> <<letter "I fear... when I get the chance... I will not be able to hold myself back...">> <<letter "I will cause him more pain than I want to... just to get off... I felt so bad afterwards...">> <<letter "If I had my own free will... I would not want those orgasms... I have plenty of others... better ones...">> <<letter "Please help me... don't hold grudges, that I 'dismissed' you, I love my man. He is dear to me. Please don't try to separate us. Help me. Please!">> <<letter "$girl">> [[continue|Part69a3]]

<<if $debug>>Part69a3<</if>> <<letter "Dearest $girl,">> <<letter "so good to hear directly from you again - not from your punch bag.">> <<letter "I so envy you for your body and mind... and the pleasure you get.">> <<letter "You know what my first response is... GREAT!">> <<letter "Keep beating him daily... hourly... make yourself cum over and over again, by destroying your low level useless asshole of a male.">> <<letter "Finally you discovered something you can actually make good use of him!">> <<letter "But... I know you are still in this sad state of mind, where you think you love him.">> <<letter "You still feel moral obligations towards him...">> <<letter "Certainly, my true and honest and most practical advice is clearly...">> <<letter "Use him for your pleasure... don't ever grow a bad conscious because of him.">> <<letter "Just beat him up as often as you like... and get your fair share of pleasure from it.">> <<letter "Ok... you do not want that advice?">> <<letter "Psychologically... can sadism be 'treated'?">> <<letter "Some people say yes, some say no.">> <<letter "There is no simple answer here. Probably some people can change - others cannot.">> <<letter "But all experts are certain, if it is possible for a specific human to change, then it is a process, that takes years of treatment... dedication.">> <<letter "The most important ingredient is certainly, that the person itself WANTS to change. If you do not really want it yourself... then no therapy in the world will help you.">> <<letter "Finding the right therapist is dangerous too, since depending on your behaviour... he/she might be obliged to call in the authorities.">> <<letter "Injuring other people is a crime. If endured willingly or not... does not really make a difference. You injure another person... especially if done on purpose... it is a crime and will result in persecution.">> <<letter "You need to find a therapist, that you can trust COMPLETELY.">> <<letter "To have a chance of success, you must be 100% open to him, reveal everything... even all your 'crimes' and your fantasies.">> <<letter "It will take hundreds and hundreds of sessions... over years and a positive outcome is not certain.">> <<letter "It will cost a fortune for you... no insurance on earth will cover such a therapy.">> <<letter "Personally... I am a sadistic person too, I never wanted that part of my personality to change, it partly defines me. I wouldn't be myself any longer if that part was missing.">> <<letter "But even if I wanted to get rid of it... even if I suffered... I would never trust any other person enough to help me.">> <<letter "I would not be able to bear the thought of years of therapy... a therapy that has as its goal to change my personality.">> <<letter "Do you truly want to change? Ask yourself that!">> <<letter "Isn't it just that you pity your so called love?">> <<letter "Did you talk with him about it?">> <<letter "Is he ok, if you change your personality for him?">> <<letter "You know I don't like your man...">> <<letter "Nonetheless... he strikes me as a person who truly loves you, a person who is honest and open to things. He enjoys you... he enjoys your kinks...">> <<letter "I can't believe from everything I know about him... the HE wants you to be different.">> <<letter "He loves you as the fantastic person that you are now!">> <<letter "If he wanted someone else... there are billions of other women out there... he could find one that suited him more.">> <<letter "No, he wants you as you are now. Ask him!">> <<letter "If you ask me... the smarter thing to do would be... to love yourself as you are.">> <<letter "Realize what a beautiful, perfect human you are.">> <<letter "You should embrace everything you are and feel... learn to love yourself!">> <<letter "There is not much therapy needed for that... perhaps a few meditations... exploration of your feelings... experiencing the love of others for you... as you are...">> <<letter "Here... believe me:">> <<letter "I love you... exactly as you are... don't change darling... you are perfect!">> <<letter "Ask your man... ask him to be honest...">> <<letter "He will say the same. You are loved for what you are... by other people around you.">> <<letter "Love yourself.">> <<letter "I.">> [[continue|Part69a4]]

<<if $debug>>Part69a4<</if>> <<letter "P.S.">> <<letter "With the next pee-pills, I'll send you another cool medication.">> <<letter "You probably read articles about 'rape' drugs of different kinds.">> <<letter "Usually these are defined as drugs that rob people of their willpower... and sometimes make people forget certain passages of time...">> <<letter "I never really used such things. They might leave traces, are illegal, are not proven to work reliably... etc.">> <<letter "I have access to one wonderful drug however, it works one hundred percent. It is bloody fantastic!">> <<letter "I think you can have much fun with it... try it on your slave!">> <<letter "If he swallows one of the pills... he will lose memory of a certain stretch of time.">> <<letter "More precisely... he will lose memory of about one hour before taking the pill, to about 6 hours after... when he sleeps.">> <<letter "So you can even force the pill into him... he will not remember it afterwards!">> <<letter "I think this might be just perfect for you!">> <<letter "Slip him a pill... chain him to the wall... and cuck him... get pleasure from other men, while he watches!">> <<letter "You can watch him agonize with pain, as his love... fucks another man... his tears... his world crumbling apart. He will be destroyed - and you can revel in it!">> <<letter "Then let him sleep... when he wakes up... he will have forgotten everything.">> <<letter "Make him lick your snatch... let him lick the sperm from the other guy from you... let him clean you of your other lovers cum... I promise... thinking about that... you will get an orgasm like never before.">> <<letter "The man... who loves you... licking the semen of your lover out of your cunt...">> <<letter "He of course does not know that... but you do! It will be so HOT!">> <<letter "The best thing... you can do that to him again and again.">> <<letter "Each time... it will be as the first time you cuck him.">> <<letter "Each time... he will feel the same agony... that you have other men but him... each time and time again you can break his heart and crush his soul.">> <<letter "The pill has no known side effects... you can do that every single night... destroy is trust, his love... his life... again and again... so HOT!">> <<letter "Do it love! Try it out... you will love it!">> <<letter "I.">> [[continue|Part70]]

[img[pics/73a_2_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part73a<</if>> I woke up the next morning... I heard her panting... she was working on her cunt again... <<sheSays "Hmmm, I so miss my fuck toy...">> <<sheSays "I think of him... but it is not the same... hmmm">> She kept on... playing with my twin and herself... she had three orgasms... it felt forced... more a needed bodily satisfaction than something she truly enjoyed. I could not help but smile to myself... this was good... good that she missed 'me'... My body in its bound state felt very stiff... and I could not stretch. But luckily the leather straps did not prevent blood flow... and I did not have any cramps either... I started licking her feet again... this was my part... and I enjoyed that... <<sheSays "Ohh... puppy... you are awake!">> <<heSays "Morn...">> AAHHHRRGGGGGGG! Shit... a puppy does not speak... <<sheSays "Awww... that was nice... this helps...">> <<sheSays "Penis Pai... ah... no... I can't use a puppy to get off... damn...">> She sighed... <<sheSays "Ok... enough of bad orgasms... I guess...">> <<sheSays "Let's walk the dog... I guess even a small dog like you has to empty its bladder...">> <<sheSays "Come on... doggy...">> I crawled out of bed... "YEELP!" "WHINE", "WHINE" Damn... my knees hurt... they were blue... a little blood was on them... I let myself fall to one side... and kept whining... "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Ohh... poor doggy... has hurt itself...">> <<sheSays "Wait... I have an idea...">> She went downstairs... and shortly after she came back with knee protectors... we usually wore them for skating... She managed to put them on... <<sheSays "Now, doggy...">> I tried crawling... it still hurt... but at least it was bearable... My elbows were still unprotected... but most of my weight was on my knees... I could live with that... We went downstairs... I tormented myself downstairs - that is. <<sheSays "Now we go for a walk in the garden.">> <<sheSays "I expect you to mark your territory... you know the places, don't you?">> "WUFF!" I wagged my tail! <<sheSays "Hahaha... such a good dog!">> She patted my head... ... We finished our round... <<sheSays "Do you have business to attend to?">> I looked at her... holding my head slightly to one side... <<sheSays "I guess not... you will be a good dog... and scratch at the door... or bark... if you have things you must do... won't you?">> "WUFF!" I wagged my tail again! <<sheSays "Awww... you are such a smart doggy!">> In a perverse kind of way... this was also fun... sometimes at least... After my dick got treated with the water hose to clean up... we went inside. $girl made herself breakfast... I got my bowl of 'water'... and sometimes she would throw a dry bread crust on the floor... which I eagerly gulped up. I drew closer to her... and ... I nuzzled my face along her calves. She always smelled nice... I sniffed at her... She continued to breakfast... I continued to nuzzle... The telephone rang... and $girl answered it... <<sheSays "Hi! ... Is everything fine? ... great... we are fine too... really? Oh... wow, that is really great... no, he just stepped outside... yes, I will tell him... yes... yes... we will... yes... sure thing, I'll tell him that too... ok... ok... yes... you too!, Have some lovely days! ... ok... thanks! ... you too! ... bye!">> <<sheSays "Puppy!">> <<sheSays "Come here doggy...">> <<sheSays "Roll over!">> <<sheSays "Good dog!">> <<sheSays "Stand on your hind legs...">> <<sheSays "Good dog!">> She scratched again behind my ears... <<sheSays "Doggy! I have good news!">> <<sheSays "Mom and dad of my boyfriend... they stay a few days longer...">> <<sheSays "We have the house for ourselves a few more days!">> <<sheSays "Doggy can stay with us for two more days! Isn't that great!">> "WHINE", "WHINE" <<heSays "No!">> AAAAARRRGGGHH! I looked at her... desperate... two more days... that was too long... I could not. She took my head into her hands... held me... forced me to look at her. <<sheSays "The dog will stay two more days!">> <<sheSays "There IS NO discussion... I will make it stay... with all pain that is needed.">> <<sheSays "You have NO say in this... you are my pet, my slave, my dog... IS THAT CLEAR!">> <<sheSays "Just to remind you...">> <<sheSays "You know I hate to do this...">> <<sheSays "Penis pain 8">> ARRRHHHGGGGG!! AAWWWWWWWWW! GGGGMMMRRRMMMM! ARRRHHHGGGGG!! ... ARRRHHHGGGGG!! <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> I lay panting on the floor... on my back... my eyes watering again... this was cruel... beyond cruel... it had been unnecessary... <<sheSays "Shit... this makes me hot...">> she murmured... From one moment to the next... she had a whip in her hand... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ARGH... Where did she get the whip from so fast... "YEELP!" <<sheSays "Awww.... so hot...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' AAARRGGGG "YEELP!", "YEELP!", "YEELP!" "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Yess... this... awww">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' AAARRGGGG "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "STOP! STOP! DAMN!">> She threw away the whip... Got on her knees... and grabbed my head... <<sheSays "Sorry... puppy... sorry...">> "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Doggy... you must behave... I will train you more!">> <<sheSays "You will be a good pet... I know... once I trained you fully...">> <<sheSays "You will be a good... the best pet ever...">> I licked her face... like a dog would... <<sheSays "I love you too... I do!">> I kept licking her... she let me lick her... I loved her... no matter what. ... She kept me being her dog... we went for another walk outside... I marked my territory... we played fetch... she watched TV... I lay in front of her feet... and nuzzled her... Then we went to 'bed'... <<sheSays "Doggy must learn to stay in its basket...">> She fastened the leash... I would not be able to release it... I was to stay under the table on my blanket... No! A puppy would not do that. When the light went out... I started... "WHINE", "WHINE" "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Stop it...">> "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Stop it!">> "WHINE" ... "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Sleep! Doggy!">> I began to move towards the bed... I wiggled on the leash... The table was shaking... "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" I kept pulling on my leash... "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" "KRSCCH" - a bottle from the table fell to the floor... luckily nothing broke... "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Damn...">> <<sheSays "You really are a puppy - aren't you?">> She got up... and loosened the leash... I licked her feet... and wagged my tail... <<sheSays "Hahaha... love you... dog...">> <<sheSays "This is the last time...">> She went to bed... I crawled after her... and lay by her feet... and licked her... <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> ... she did not use my twin... [[continue|Part73b]]

[img[pics/73b_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part73b<</if>> I woke up the next morning... $girl was still asleep. I started licking her feet. <<sheSays "Hmmm... this is no orgasm... but it is nice too!">> <<sheSays "I so miss my man... his dick, his tongue... his voice...">> <<sheSays "I hope he comes back soon...">> <<sheSays "Awww... little puppy... you love me... don't you?">> I kept licking her... A short time later we got up... She had breakfast... I got some dry breadcrumbs. We had a walk, I marked my territory. We went inside... she trained me a little with new tricks... The doorbell rang... what the... we never had visitors. She stood up... <<sheSays "Doggy... you only move when mommy allows it.">> <<sheSays "I'll get very angry at you if you don't obey!">> She put the leash on me again... and fastened it loosely to a chair. She went downstairs to answer the door. To my surprise shortly after she came back upstairs... Bianca was with her. <<heThinks "Oh my god!">> <<ppSays "Mistress. Please... revoke your orders... I am dry, I cannot cum... my body... please mistress...">> Bianca was begging... <<ppSays "We only did, what you ordered... we never wanted to fail you...">> She went down on her knees... and implored $girl... I sprang up... "GROWWWL" I looked at Bianca... <<ppSays "What... why... he...">> "WOOOF" <<sheSays "Doggy... hush... it is only Bianca...">> "GROWWWL" <<sheSays "It does not know you yet... it seems it doesn't like you...">> <<sheSays "Doggy... come here...">> I slowly moved forward... <<sheSays "This is Bianca! Our guest... Sniff her... she is my slave... she won't hurt you...">> I crawled closer... sniffed once at her leg... "GROWWWL", "WOOOF", "WOOOF" $girl pulled on my leash... <<sheSays "Bad dog...">> "GROWWWL", "WOOOF", "WOOOF" <<sheSays "Penis pain 5">> Arrgg!! "YEELP!" "WHINE", "WHINE" I crawled behind the feet of $girl... and set down. <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> I noticed a devious smile on Bianca's face... she was up to something. "GROWWWL" <<sheSays "Enough!!!">> <<ppSays "Mistress... what is the story with ... it?">> <<sheSays "Nothing... just a little dog training...">> <<sheSays "It is tied up, it cannot speak... it has a tail... and it must follow all of my orders or it is punished.">> <<sheSays "I have it 3 days now... ">> <<sheSays "Usually it is pretty well trained now... pain level 8 does wonders... when training...">> <<ppSays "Is ... it doing this willingly?">> <<sheSays "It started willingly... but about ten minutes after I secured it... I left it no choice any longer...">> <<sheSays "I don't think it would be doing a couple of days willingly... ">> <<sheSays "But my grip on him is firm enough... it cannot free itself... and the pain I can cause... makes him do everything I command...">> <<sheSays "You should have come earlier... we just had a walk in the garden... it is too funny - when it marks its territory... leg up... pee... hahaha!">> <<ppSays "Mistress... please... what can I do...">> <<sheSays "Nothing. I want to punish you... as I want to punish my man.">> <<sheSays "He must not enjoy any other woman than me. He must not like the taste of another woman. He must not enjoy making another woman orgasm.">> <<sheSays "YOU... must not kiss him... you must not give him your cunt and feel pleasure.">> <<sheSays "You both HURT me... that must not be... that must be punished.">> <<sheSays "You get not to tell me what I chose for punishment, you get not to tell me how long I keep up my punishment.">> <<sheSays "If it is any consolation to you... he... it... fairs far worse than you.">> <<sheSays "You only have a dry pussy and no orgasm...">> <<sheSays "I torture it every day... for two weeks now... you think you have it bad?">> <<sheSays "Vagina pain 8">> <<ppSays "AIIIIIIIIII... IIIIIHHHHHHH">> <<sheSays "Vagina pain none">> <<sheSays "Do you want his punishment?">> <<sheSays "DO YOU?">> <<ppSays "Mistress... please...">> <<sheSays "PLEASE???">> <<sheSays "I DO NOT PLEASE YOU!">> <<sheSays "Why is everyone saying please!...">> $girl... was working herself up... this would get dangerous soon... "WHINE", "WHINE" I nuzzled her legs... trying to draw her focus on me... "WHINE", "WHINE" <<sheSays "Puppy... sweetie...">> She looked at me... I licked her... She patted my head... She calmed down a bit... good. <<sheSays "I... I... have to go to the restroom...">> she stalked away... When $girl was out of earshot... <<ppSays "So you are a dog now. It suits you!">> <<ppSays "My slit misses your tongue... you truly are amazing.">> <<ppSays "I want that again... and I will get you... ">> "GROWWWL" <<ppSays "You really can't talk any more... that is so cool.">> <<ppSays "Where does she get these tools, the ideas... and the resources?">> "GROWWWL" <<ppSays "I am not totally without ideas myself, you know?">> <<ppSays "Let me show you...">> She took out her mobile... played with it a little bit... <<ppSays "Ahh... there it is...">> ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ...she played back from the phone. She was expecting me to howl in pain... She obviously did not know, that the microphone... was around $girl's neck... how stupid of her... ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' she again played it... a little bit more desperate... "GROWWWL" "WOOF", "WOOF", "WOOF" I launched myself at her... she dropped her mobile... I really felt doggish now... I had no hands to hit with, no legs to kick with... I had only my mouth to bite with... I actually got hold of her hand... and I sunk my teeth into her, bit down hard... and wouldn't let go... The mobile played back $girl's command... somehow on repeat now... ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' <<ppSays "AIIIHHHHHH! LET GO!">> SLAP! SLAP! She hit me... I balled up... but kept my jaw locked on her hand... I tasted blood... I would not let go... <<ppSays "AIIIHHHHHH!">> ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' SLAP! SLAP! <<sheSays "WHAT???">> I heard $girl yell from far away... ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' SLAP! SLAP!SLAP! SLAP! <<ppSays "IIIIIIIIHHHHH, LET GO! DAMN IT!">> Then $girl was there... ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ''<<sheSays "Penis pain 5">>'' ARRGGH! My penis hurt now... the microphone... caught the recorded command. I would not let go of Bianca. Girl scooped the phone off the floor, threw it against the wall... it shattered... <<sheSays "Penis pain none">> <<sheSays "Vagina pain 6">> <<ppSays "IIIIIIIIHHHHH, AHIIIIIII, NOOOOOOO!">> <<sheSays "Pain gag none">> <<sheSays "Let her go.">> She unlocked the padlocks... and unfastened my feet and hands. I was free... but I could not stand or use my hands yet... I needed to adjust... three damn days... <<sheSays "Vagina pain none">> <<sheSays "What happened?">> I lay panting on the floor... trying to get my body to move and feel like a human. I crawled to $girl... I nuzzled her legs... Somehow I needed that just now. $girl stared at me... <<sheSays "I have not broken you... have I?">> <<heSays "No...">> I said with a crooked... unused voice... <<heSays "Let her speak... I must humanize a bit first...">> <<sheSays "You were such a sweet puppy...">> <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "I have nothing to say.">> I slowly stood up. I removed my tail... I opened the leather harness... soon I was free of all things that made me doggy. I told $girl what I had witnessed, about Bianca's talk and her trying to subdue me... and my suspicions about her voice recordings. $girl mused over everything. <<sheSays "A master slave relation is historically certainly not build on trust. In our current culture... when people enter slavedom... it is on their own free will and it must be built on trust. Trust that neither the master NOR the slave behaves irresponsible.">> <<sheSays "I certainly do not fully qualify... but my faults are not out of spite or evil intend... I am sometimes myself a slave to my feelings... that is my fault.">> <<sheSays "You, Bianca... are... evil, you cannot be trusted you do things out of spite.">> <<sheSays "You will not be longer my slave... or my friend for that matter.">> <<sheSays "STAY STILL.">> <<sheSays "Vagina reset.">> <<sheSays "Vagina remove device.">> $girl... then removed Bianca's pants... and then the device. <<sheSays "Dress up... take the remains of your mobile and be gone. We are finished.">> As soon as Bianca was gone... <<sheSays "Do you need to talk now... or can we first fuck a few hours?">> <<heSays "I'll fuck you for as long as you need...">> <<sheSays "Ohh... I need it bad... you better conserve your strength...">> <<sheSays "... and... you are not allowed to cum... that goes without saying...">> [[continue|Part73c]]

[img[pics/73c_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part73c<</if>> <<sheSays "Love?">> <<sheSays "We have not talked about your dog training...">> <<heSays "No we have not.">> <<sheSays "Tell me what you think, share your thoughts... please.">> <<heSays "Are you interested in them... are they worth anything to you?">> <<heSays "Sometimes... I wonder.">> <<sheSays "What? Don't say that, you are my everything... I love you beyond... beyond... I love you so much.">> <<heSays "There are certainly times... it does not feel that way.">> <<heSays "It feels, I have become a simple tool, a slave you use for your own lust and pleasure.">> <<sheSays "I... can understand that.">> <<sheSays "I certainly used you...">> <<sheSays "I thought you were ok with it... I am sorry... I...">> <<heSays "I am ok with it... really... but it is just... ">> <<heSays "... it is just, that it feels so ... 'real'...">> <<heSays "When you are in your 'mood' ... it feels like you are completely devoid of any love for me. That hurts more than any bodily pain you can give me...">> <<heSays "Seeing and feeling how oblivious you are regarding me.">> ... <<sheSays "I know you give so much... you endure so much for me...">> <<sheSays "You suffer willingly, you endure humiliation, and pain... and are following my orders...">> <<sheSays "You are so awesome...">> <<sheSays "Still... there is a small 'but'...">> <<sheSays "You know how lusty I get, when I make you suffer...">> <<sheSays "When I make you do things that one would describe as humiliating...">> <<heSays "...">> <<sheSays "It feels so good to have you at my command... make you do all imaginable and unimaginable things I order you to...">> <<sheSays "The 'but' is ... it feels better still... if you do not do them on your own free will.">> <<sheSays "Yes... this feels pretty good... knowing you are my willing slave... and you do all that because you love me, you adore me and want me to feel good...">> <<sheSays "BUT, it is a whole other level of those feelings... ">> <<sheSays "if I MAKE you do them AGAINST your will.">> <<sheSays "You do not want to do them... because even you think them to be too humiliating.">> <<sheSays "Or they go against your believes, your promises... or the like.">> <<sheSays "My cunt and my mind are hit by bolts of pleasure... when I am able to force you to do things AGAINST your will... if I am able to break you, torture you, till you do my biddings.">> <<sheSays "The feeling of power, the thrill of breaking your will, the knowledge and the actions I do to make you suffer so much, that you act against your own decisions.">> <<sheSays "... that is sooo... GOOD...">> <<sheSays "Showing no love during those times... is needed to succeed.">> <<sheSays "Also... having no save-word... is necessary for this.">> <<sheSays "How can I execute power over you, if you can intervene at any point?">> <<sheSays "Would you have stayed a dog for 4 days on your own will?">> <<sheSays "Would you have stayed gagged and only speak doggish?">> <<sheSays "I don't think so...">> <<sheSays "It was so good, to have you as my real slave. You being REALLY helpless, me FORCING you to do my biddings.">> <<sheSays "Licking Bianca... was also such a forcing...">> <<sheSays "I know you would not have done it on your own...">> <<sheSays "... but you did LIKE it... on your own!">> ... <<heSays "I see...">> ... <<sheSays "Say something...">> <<heSays "I don't know what to say. Somehow... this... makes me sad.">> <<heSays "I wish... that the love I feel and give... and all the other things I like to give... were sufficient...">> <<heSays "... that you would not need to resort to add other people into our life, that you needed not more pain and submission than I am giving you.">> <<heSays "I am simply not enough for you...">> <<sheSays "Honey!">> <<sheSays "Don't say that! Listen to me!">> <<sheSays "I love you!">> <<sheSays "You are the only man I ever want!">> <<sheSays "There is no, NO! being in all the universe I'd rather be with than you!">> <<sheSays "I would do anything for you...">> <<sheSays "If you need me to stop having orgasms... at all... I'd do it for you.">> <<sheSays "There is nothing and no one that is more important to me than you.">> <<sheSays "You are not only sufficient... you are everything to me. EVERYTHING!">> ... <<heSays "That is nice...">> ... <<heSays "I... need to feel what you say. Words are nice...">> <<heSays "We ... I ... need some balance.">> <<heSays "If you use me like you do... if you 'break' me, like you do...">> <<heSays "I need time to heal... time to feel your love... re-experience your love, not only hear it.">> <<heSays "... and with feel, I mean, really feel it... not some performance of 'love'.">> <<sheSays "I never do any performance for you. Never!">> <<heSays "I am just saying... I need some balance...">> ... <<sheSays "Cutie???">> <<heSays "Hm hm...?">> <<sheSays "For your balancing... do you need to cum - or can I deny you longer?">> <<heSays "Need?">> <<heSays "I have no instruction booklet.">> <<heSays "If you cannot or are not willing to let me cum... then that is just a fact.">> <<heSays "Is it so difficult for you to show affection, that you need to haggle?">> <<heSays "I think... I need to get up and make breakfast now...">> I got up... and left... <<sheSays "Love... I did not mean to... ">> <<sheSays "Love?">> [[continue|Part73d]]

[img[pics/73d_3_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part73d<</if>> I closed the door to our room... but did not move... Thoughts were racing through my head... feelings... About thirty seconds later I re-entered our room... <<heSays "I am sorry...">> <<heSays "I said I would be yours... that you are my mistress... that you decide what I need, what I get...">> <<heSays "When I agreed to that... I meant it...">> <<heSays "I did not expect... it to be so difficult sometimes...">> <<heSays "$girl, I am sorry... I am yours.">> <<sheSays "I know you are mine... as I am yours.">> <<sheSays "Come here... dummy... I love you... how can you not see that?">> I lay next to her... and a second later she was on top of me... <<sheSays "I am as much a slave to you as you are to me... you only let me take more advantage of it.">> <<sheSays "What I said is true... the more we dare to do... the more I learn about my kink... I don't think it 'grows' - I learn more about it... what drives it.">> <<sheSays "You give me the opportunities to learn about myself.">> <<sheSays "I am sadistic... I thrive in our master slave relationship, in humiliating and dominating you.">> <<sheSays "Now we discovered, that I even enjoy it more... if it is non-consensual. If I actually force you to do something against your will. Without you being able to intervene or escape.">> <<sheSays "As a matter of fact, if I do this with/to you... I am committing crimes, what I do to you constitutes sexual assault or rape.">> <<sheSays "Nonetheless... you still love me, want to stay with me... accept even this part of my kink.">> <<sheSays "You trust me with your life... ">> <<sheSays "Knowing, that I sometimes cannot really control myself.">> <<sheSays "That I get overwhelmed by my feelings, my lust, my anger...">> <<sheSays "At times I have beaten you unconscious, let you nearly suffocate, forced you to have sex with another woman.">> <<sheSays "You know... that my drive goes so far, I can even get orgasms... if I indulge myself in giving you pain.">> <<sheSays "You still love me. Despite of all that - you still trust me with your life.">> <<sheSays "You are unbelievable... I love you so much.">> <<sheSays "... you know I would stop all this in a heartbeat... I would store this part way down in the back of my mind... and be your angelic wife and give all that you wish from me - if you just ask it of me.">> <<sheSays "But I know you don't want that. I know you want me to live, to experience, to enjoy and learn.">> <<sheSays "I hope there will be a time, where we will enjoy each other equally. At the moment our love-life is unbalanced. I know that.">> <<sheSays "I know what your kink is... you want me... to have as much pleasure as I can possibly get. I know with what I do, I also serve your kink... even if I hurt you. You know it... you want it.">> <<sheSays "Even if I lead you to hell and back... in retrospect, you revel in the things I do with you... because you know how much I enjoy them.">> <<sheSays "I am sure you would feel better, if I enjoyed more 'mellow' stuff... but at the moment... this is not the case.">> ... <<sheSays "This is the truth, isn't it?">> ... <<heSays "Yes.">> ... <<sheSays "My kink... comes in waves. We had a very pleasurable weekend... I guess I am 'satisfied' for a little while.">> <<sheSays "So we will probably have a few 'mellow' days ahead.">> <<sheSays "This is not, because I want to give you some balance... or want to give you some rest... my kink is 'satiated'... it needs not be fed anymore...">> ... <<sheSays "Are we good?">> <<heSays "Yes we are. You are my mine, I am yours.">> ... <<sheSays "I loved my little puppy... it was adorable... how it wanted to crawl into bed with me... and lick my feet...">> <<if $BiancaBTaken>> \ [[continue|Part72]] <<else>> \ [[continue|Part74]] <</if>> \

[img[pics/74_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74<</if>> <<sheSays "... you!">> she whispered. I was still asleep... I was just about to wake up... <<sheSays "I love you!">> she whispered again. <<heSays "$girl...">> <<sheSays "Finally you wake up...">> she laughed... <<sheSays "That was my eleventh 'I love you...'">> <<heSays "I love you too...">> <<sheSays "Isn't that great? I love you... and you love me.">> <<sheSays "The feeling... that I belong right here where I am, next you... that this is the place I want to be... and this is the right place for me... next to you...">> <<sheSays "I love that I love you and you love me.">> <<sheSays "Isn't that awesome?">> <<sheSays "I could just eat you up...">> With that she threw her arm around me... and covered my face with kisses. <<sheSays "Wanna do a 'love' day?">> <<sheSays "No sex, just loving each other? No pain, no humiliation, just love?">> <<heSays "Sure... sounds nice!">> <<sheSays "Don't you want to sex me anymore?">> she then immediately asked - concern in her voice... <<sheSays "Haha... just joking... you should have seen your face just now...">> She then climbed on top of me... and kept kissing me... <<sheSays "I love your face, your eyes... ">> and kept kissing. <<sheSays "Your smell... hmmm">> She kissed my chest... <<sheSays "Hehe... I can kiss your chest... if you kiss mine... it is sex...">> <<heSays "No... that is not fair...">> I lifted her and lay her down beside me... on her back... <<heSays "See! I can kiss your chest too...">> <<sheSays "Yes you can... but my nipples... it is sexy...">> <<heSays "So what? I love it...">> I went further up... and kissed her face also... and somehow my tongue wound up in her mouth... for a couple of minutes... <<sheSays "Didn't we say no sex? Hmmm.">> <<heSays "Yea... I am just kissing you...">> I kept kissing her... <<sheSays "Didn't you notice that your dick entered me?">> <<heSays "Oh... did it? ...must have just slid in... if it hadn't been invited... it would never have entered...">> <<sheSays "So it is my fault now... hmmmm... that I spread my legs?">> <<heSays "No love... you do not have any faults... I love you...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, this no sex... only love... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Does not really work for us... damn you feel good... hmmm">> <<heSays "Oh... you said NO sex... hmmm, I thought you said NOW sex...">> <<heSays "I so love you... ">> <<heSays "Tell you what... we only have sex... for as long as you want... then we continue with the 'love' day...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... sounds good to me... hmmm I love how you love me... Make love to me! Honey...">> It was no frenzy love making... I was on top, held her in my arms... face to face... I kissed her, watched her. I loved her face, the little twitches when I moved in her and she particularly liked it. I tenderly moved in her... I wanted to love her, make love. I did not only want to sex her up, make her cum. I wanted to make her feel loved. Loved by me, by my body... with my body. She was wonderful... I could see how she relished this... how she loved it, how she loved giving me her body and how she loved what I did with mine... Her orgasm was "slow"... I moved in her... steadily... carefully... with every movement I felt her, loved her. I could see her lust building up... with every gentle push into her... I could see her pleasure building... I watched how her mouth already showed a silent moan, even if it could not be heard yet... Her eyes... very slightly closed... <<sheSays "I... cannot move... I don't want...">> <<sheSays "Never stop love... I want this to never stop... hmmm">> I kept moving... a steady slow pace... she was so beautiful... lying there in the thrall of her senses... ... A few minutes later... she had her eyes closed now... with every move I made... a single soft <<sheSays "awww">> escaped her mouth. There were times... when $girl felt completely save and loved... she could let go... let go of the world, of her surroundings... she would close her eyes... and only //feel//. This was one of those times... she did not think... did not want to think ... or move... She only wanted to be... to feel... Her moans were completely unconscious... the bodily signs of her mind being in bliss... She was in another world... feeling only the steady rhythm of my penis in her vagina... each gentle thrust enhancing her sensations... each thrust promising to lead to a perfect destination. I kept going... steadily... I did not want to disturb her trancelike state by changing my movements... she became more and more aroused... her moans... louder... her upper body slightly arcing ... She had not opened her eyes in a long time now... her steady blissful moans <<sheSays "Awwww... ... Awwww... ... Awwww...">> entranced me also. As so often... I was her slave... even if she was not aware of it. My girl, my love... the centre of my world... was lying underneath me... and I could make her feel like she was in heaven... I kept going... a normal 'fuck' would have been finished a long time ago... but the steady slow pace... was not 'normal'... her steady buildup was wonderful... by now it felt like she was already in pure ecstasy... wherever her mind was... <<sheSays "AWWWW... ... AWWWW... ... AWWWW...">>... I kept going... Not too long later $girl 'exploded'... A short staccato of <<sheSays "AW... AW... AW...">> Followed by screams of... <<sheSays "AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG">> <<sheSays "HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM">> <<sheSays "AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG">> Her body... first trembled... then literally she jumped up beneath me... he hips uncontrollably arced upwards... her arms automatically slung around my body... making sure I would not escape... as if I had wanted to... Her body shaking with heavy tremors... and all the while her euphoric screams echoing in my ears... <<sheSays "HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM">> <<sheSays "AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG">> <<sheSays "HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM">> As before I tried keeping my steady pace... although I doubt that she was able to notice... She continued trembling... moaning for quite a while... she was still in her world... not noticing me... or her surroundings... A few minutes later... she returned. She looked at me... she needn't say anything... I knew... She kept silent... kissed me, held me close to her... and let me be part of her... ... <<sheSays "Did you cum?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "Why not? I could not have held you back... actually I am ashamed to say... I would not have noticed...">> <<heSays "I concentrated on you... I... wanted to feel you, see you... drink in your ecstasy... be part of YOUR bliss...">> <<sheSays "You are so weird...">> ... <<sheSays "We are so different in some ways...">> <<sheSays "By your nature you are a 'giver'...">> <<sheSays "I... am a 'taker'...">> <<sheSays "Don't you feel like I'm taking advantage of you?">> <<heSays "Yes, actually I do.">> <<heSays "But you make it sound as if that was a bad thing.">> <<heSays "You are right with you assessment, you are a taker, I am a giver. That seems to be our nature.">> <<heSays "As such... as the giver I am, I feel good and enjoy giving.">> <<heSays "I'm prone to feeling uncomfortable when given or taking something.">> <<heSays "There probably is still a balance to be kept... If I am NEVER given anything, I will also feel treated unfairly...">> <<heSays "But in general I LOVE giving you good feelings, I LOVE giving myself to you...">> <<heSays "I love that you can take what I give without feeling the need to reciprocate everything in detail. That you accept what I give... I give everything on my own free will...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... you are such soul mate... to me.">> <<sheSays "I promise... I'll keep taking from you!">> <<sheSays "I love you - more than anything in the world - you know that, don't you?">> [[continue|Part74a]]

[img[pics/74a_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74a<</if>> <<heSays "Do I really need to attend?">> <<sheSays "I want you at my side. You have to come along, you're my man, I want others to see you and see how great you are, I want to show you off.">> <<heSays "But you do know, that I do not socialize very well, that I am nerdy and most likely will only listen to others talking.">> <<sheSays "Oh, and you will wear a 'real' chastity device today. I want to feel your key around my neck and I want others to see it - even if they don't know what it is.">> <<sheSays "I want the others to see that you love me. Not in an embarrassing way! I want them to be jealous and think about what a great man I have, I want them to be envious of how well we match, and how much you love me.">> <<sheSays "Just be yourself... you will do great!">> <<sheSays "... and if you don't - well... you won't get an orgasm the next two weeks!">> <<heSays "That might be a well-placed thread to other people... but my last orgasm was now 47 days and, hmmm, 13 hours ago. Somehow I get the feeling whatever I do... you will keep up the dry spell...">> <<sheSays "You are always complaining... we have dozens of orgasms each day. Your dick is in my vagina or mouth or hands... for hours almost every day... if you dare... ask other men tonight. I am certain none of them have even a remotely comparable sex life!">> <<sheSays "Come here...">> I stood in front of her, she opened my pants, took out my dick - and in a second I was rock hard... denial does that sometimes. In another second... I was in her mouth... and in a very short time... a load of my semen was in her mouth and she swallowed it gleefully. <<sheSays "There now... you can even tell the guys, that I gave you a blowjob today...">> <<sheSays "Hehehe - you need not mention to them... that I ruined your orgasm though...">> <<sheSays "Or you do... if it turns you on that they know!">> She stood up... and kissed me... I tasted my cum in her mouth... not my favourite taste... <<sheSays "Hmmm... you are so tasty... so sexy... your dick is poking me... mhhh">> <<sheSays "Lie down love...">> she whispered... A few seconds later... she had her pants removed... and she sat on me... riding my dick. I could see and feel that she would not need much time... <<sheSays "You are not allowed to cum...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... it feels so perfect in me...">> <<sheSays "You are mine... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Your dick is mine... hmmm">> <<sheSays "I fuck your dick... mhhh, your fantastic tasty cock... mhhh">> <<sheSays "In me... fuck you... little helpless drone... hmmm, yes, hmmmm">> <<sheSays "Not allowed to cum... ahhhh, while I... hmmmm use you for... awww, my own.... AWWW, needs...">> <<sheSays "YES.... HMMM, AAARRHH.. FUCK... HMMM...">> She let herself finish... got up, put her pants on... <<sheSays "Hush now... quit complaining and look at your clothing... you want to look your best tonight...">> <<sheSays "Uhh, cutie? You have to wear a turtleneck... we don't want the others to see your slave collar...">> <<heSays "Sure thing...">> ... I guess I had to accompany her. It was a party with her colleagues from work... mostly females - but they probably were accompanied by their boyfriends. It would be boring for me... $girl looked absolutely stunning. She appeared incredibly gorgeous, clad in a black dress, her arms exposed showing off her impeccable skin. The cut of the dress showcased her lovely cleavage - tastefully, without being improper, my key dangling on a delicate golden necklace. Her golden locks provided a striking contrast to the black. She was breath-taking. I could not help it... I stepped up to her... knelt in front of her... <<heSays "Goddess, you look breathtakingly beautiful!">> She bent down to me and whispered... <<sheSays "I know... and I am yours... for ever... I also want the other men to envy you!">> She straightened herself... looked down on me... <<sheSays "Slaveling...">> she smiled lovingly at me... <<sheSays "Service me... stick your lovely little tongue in my cunt and spread my juices to my ass hole...">> <<sheSays "Then be my fuck toy... stick your tongue in my ass, deep... lick me clean... fuck my cute little ass. Taste me, taste your goddess...">> <<sheSays "Make your greedy little fingers wet... and work on my clit... rub me... while your tongue cleans my ass... and make me cum...">> I had not expected that... at this moment... She turned around... leaned against the wall and bent over a little so I could better access her... She did not wear any underwear... <<sheSays "Oh yes... my dear man... I want to feel your tongue in my ass... lick me... fuck me with it...">> Despite her talk of cleaning her... she was immaculate... I only tasted her wonderful juices... I did as I was told... I fucked her cute ass with my tongue and played with her vagina and clit... ... and as sure as anything else... she had a lovely orgasm a short time later... ... She took a towel and dried herself... as best as she could... <<sheSays "I feel so sexy and confident with you by my side... I would never go out like this... without you...">> <<sheSays "You will protect me... won't you? You will never let anything bad happen to me...">> <<heSays "I will protect you... always... with my life and everything I can muster. You are save honey...">> She kissed me... <<sheSays "Don't clean yourself... I want you to have my scent on you...">> ... <<sheSays "Awww... I can't wait to get my branding on you... I so love you...">> <<heSays "...">> <<sheSays "Yes?">> <<heSays "Before we go... can... can I get something to drink?">> She smiled at me... <<sheSays "No... I will let you drink from me later... when we are at the party...">> <<heSays "What???">> She smiled at me... again... <<sheSays "I told you... I feel so sexy and confident... this is one part of it...">> <<sheSays "You will kneel before me, and I will piss in your mouth and you will drink my piss to the last drop... while we are at a party with other people... doesn't that thought turn you on?">> <<sheSays "Gee... we have to go at once... otherwise... you would have to kneel... again... and again...">> [[continue|Part74b]]

[img[pics/74b_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74b<</if>> We arrived a little late... Ass licking takes it's time... also... I would not put it past $girl to arrive a little late on purpose to make a grand entrance. /* It was already wintertime... and we were wearing winter coats. */ \ The party was held at a co-workers place. /* She obviously had wealthy parents, as the house was very large, with many rooms... The parents were out for the occasion, so only party guests were around.. */ \ Holding hands, we walked to the entrance... and were greeted by Jenny at the front door. She welcomed us... I helped $girl out of her coat... and put our garments away. <<jenSays "Wow! $girl - you look stunning!">> <<sheSays "Oh, this old thing... hihihi">> she quoted one of her favourite movies... and laughed... Jenny stepped closer... <<jenSays "Damn girl... is that what I think it is?">> She looked directly at the key around $girl's neck... then looked at me... and back to $girl. $girl blushed... as I had never seen her blush before. <<sheSays "I ... didn't... expect anyone to recognize...">> <<sheSays "Perhaps... we better leave right away...">> <<jenSays "Hahaha... don't worry... I am sure the others won't recognize it...">> <<jenSays "See here...">> She showed us a bracelet she wore... dangling from it was a key very similar to the one around $girl's neck. <<jenSays "Peter, PETER!">> A few seconds later a young man appeared next to Jenny... <<jenSays "Peter... I want you to meet $girl and her partner $boy.">> <<jenSays "Say... doesn't she wear a fascinating necklace?">> <<hhSays "Hi! Oh...">> he looked at $girl and me. <<hhSays "Kindred spirits?">> The doorbell rang... and saved us... <<jenSays "Aww... we talk later, yes? Peter - please show them around.">> Jenny went to answer the door. Peter showed us the house... and finally we entered the living room, where most of the guests sat or stood in small groups chatting away... $girl visited and greeted several of these groups... and I tagged along. She was holding my hand... and she helloed her friends - and I was presented to them. I was polite, answered questions... and did my very best to not be socially awkward. After the round was finished... I kissed $girl... and asked if I could get her something to drink... <<sheSays "Sure love, please get me Daiquiri...">> <<sheSays "Love? No alcohol for you... I'll get you something later, ok?">> <<heSays "All righty!">> When I returned ... $girl was deeply in conversation... I gave her the drink... kissed her neck... and wandered off. Suddenly Peter was next to me... <<hhSays "Enjoying the party?">> <<heSays "Sure... did you organize everything...?">> <<hhSays "Yes, with Jenny...">> <<hhSays "I am in college taking advanced business classes... what are you doing...">> ...we talked for quite a bit... After a stretch of silence... <<hhSays "You are wearing a device right now?">> <<heSays "Gee... you can be direct - can you?">> <<hhSays "Sorry... I didn't mean to intrude or... to be impolite...">> <<hhSays "I just did not meet, or talk... to anyone... I would just like to...">> <<hhSays "talk... know, that we, I... are not crazy...">> <<hhSays "If you don't want to... I can understand... ">> <<heSays "Nah... it's ok... I am a nerd sometimes... but I am not really shy or... we can talk...">> <<heSays "... and ... yes!">> <<hhSays "For how long now?">> <<heSays "This one? Just for today... she wanted to wear the key...">> I smiled. <<hhSays "Oh... then you are more an amateur? Only for the night?">> he sounded disappointed. <<heSays "If you say so...">> <<hhSays "Hmm?">> <<hhSays "When did you last cum?">> <<heSays "About 47 days and 22 hours... ago.">> <<hhSays "Oh.">> <<hhSays "Does she edge you?">> <<heSays "Yep... every day... for quite some time...">> <<hhSays "How...?">> <<hhSays "How do you survive that? If you don't wear your device... how can you not... you know...">> <<heSays "I love her... I am absolutely, deeply, all encompassingly in love with her.">> <<heSays "She... she needs this... in ways I do not want to explain.">> <<heSays "I promised her not to cum, unless she allows me to. I try to keep my promises.">> He gulped... <<hhSays "Are... are you allowed to... f... you know... uhm... penetrate... uhm... her?">> <<heSays "This... is getting more and more explicit... you know...?">> <<hhSays "Come on... please...">> <<heSays "Yes">> I started feeling uncomfortable. <<hhSays "Often?">> <<heSays "Listen... Peter...">> <<hhSays "Please... don't leave me hanging... I...">> <<hhSays "I last came 12 days ago... she only ever wanks me... I did only once fuck her... she edges me... but stops before I cum... please... I want to learn... to... cope with it... I love her...">> <<heSays "Damn.">> <<heSays "This stays between us four, you never tell anyone else!">> <<hhSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "I told you... I love her... absolutely... she is my soul mate.">> <<heSays "See this?">> I showed him my collar... <<heSays "She... needs me to be her slave... this is my slave collar.">> <<heSays "I'll do anything for her... out of my free will.">> <<heSays "But I promised - and I WILL keep this promise - to be her slave.">> <<heSays "She loves me - she loves me as strongly as I love her.">> <<heSays "I fuck her... every day... there has not been a single day in the last year or so, where she didn't have at least thirty orgasms... probably at least half of them from my dick.">> <<heSays "I do everything she wishes, I lick her feet, I put my tongue in her ass and I drink her piss. I let her beat me... I have scars on my back from being whipped unconscious...">> <<heSays "Is that what you wanted to hear?">> <<heSays "How do I not cum? I promised... but we also had 'training' sessions. She taught me... and I explored... ways to detach myself while fucking... it took weeks... perhaps months... but I can fuck her for as long as she needs... without cumming.">> <<heSays "More questions?">> <<hhSays "I... no... thank you.">> <<hhSays "Wait... how... how can you be certain... that she loves you... the way she treats you?">> <<heSays "I love her, I trust her. She always says... we are soul mates and sex mates... we belong to each other... we each are our second halves.">> <<heSays "I truly trust her... but even if I didn't... I...">> <<heSays "I... rather trust and be disappointed... than live without trust.">> <<hhSays "Thank you.">> <<heSays "I ... want to look after her... ok?">> <<hhSays "Sure...">> I looked around... and saw $girl talking with some other girls and Jenny. <<sheSays "Hihihi... yeahh... yoouu rememberrr... wheen...">> <<heSays "Hey sweetie... how much did you drink?">> <<sheSays "Hihi... love... youuu.... r'mber these ladiees?">> <<sheSays "Ahhww... wou... would youuu beeelieve... this... issss ssstill... my first? Haha....">> She was clearly more than a little tipsy... <<sheSays "Thisss... glasssss here... hihihi... issss allwayysh full...">> <<sheSays "Jenny? Dooo you knowww... youuu have maggic glashessss?">> <<heSays "I frowned at Jenny...">> <<jenSays "I... might have refilled it once or twice...">> To Jenny... <<heSays "It is ok... we do not often drink alcohol... two or three glasses is more than enough... ">> <<heSays "Would you mind... finding a coffee... and something salty...">> <<jenSays "Sure... coming right up... I am sorry... I...">> <<heSays "Don't worry... I got this...">> <<heSays "Ladies... for now we need to adjourn to the couch... I don't want a spinning world to crush down on her...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... lovve... you take care offf me...">> <<sheSays "I feel.. sho... lightheaded... hihihi...">> I put my arms around her... and guided her to the couch... <<sheSays "I love you... honey... hihi">> <<sheSays "I sho lovve you...">> <<sheSays "You desherve shomeone better than me... I am allwayssh sho badd to you...">> <<heSays "There is no one better than you, love...">> <<sheSays "JENNY... HoooHoo!">> <<sheSays "Jenny is back...">> Jenny sat down next to $girl... <<sheSays "Jenny... what do you thhhink... of my man...">> <<sheSays "Ishn't he jusht the besht?">> <<sheSays "Jenny... shmell him... go... shmell hish face...">> Jenny ... tried to comply... <<heSays "Don't...">> <<heSays "Love... Jenny need not smell me...">> <<sheSays "No?">> She took my face in her hand... kissed and nuzzled my face... <<sheSays "Hihih, you are right.... I can tell her... hihi...">> <<heSays "Love...">> <<sheSays "Let me!">> <<sheSays "Jenny... hihihi... he smells like me... jusht before we arrived... hihi... I made him lick me... ">> <<sheSays "Hihi... he is such a dear... he alwaysh licksh me...when I want to...">> <<heSays "Love... coffee?">> <<sheSays "I want my Daiquiri... hihihi...">> <<heSays "Jenny... I am sorry... I have never seen her in this state... I didn't know she would get... this 'honest'...">> <<sheSays "Hihi... I am alwaysh honesht... and ...I want my Daiquiri... hihihi...">> <<sheSays "Slave... fetchhh me... the Daiquiri... now... or I musht hurt you...">> <<heSays "Uhm... Jenny... is there a room... where we uhm... can stay a bit more in private for some small time...">> ...and I whispered to her... <<heSays "... and can you make an alcohol free Daiquiri...">> she nodded... I picked $girl up... <<sheSays "Hmmm... love you are sho shtrong... yesh... hihihi... I love when you put your armsh arround me...">> <<sheSays "I want to bite you... love bitesh...">> She softly bit into my shoulder... <<sheSays "Hu... no blood? Where ish your blood... I want to drink your blood.... why don't you bleed... I bit you... ">> <<sheSays "Hmmm ... I love you... my shtrong man... ">> I carried her to the room Jenny showed me... I sat her down... tried inserting coffee... and failed... but at least she ate some crackers... Jenny arrived shortly later... and brought the Daiquiri... <<sheSays "Hmm... yesh... my drink... thank you Jenny...">> <<sheSays "You are sho shweet Jenny...">> <<sheSays "Why haven't we talked more before... Did I tell you about my man... I love him... he ish jusht the besht... he ish my shoul mate.">> <<sheSays "He is alsho my shlave... hihihi... he doesh everything I want...">> <<sheSays "SEE...">> She ripped at my turtleneck... <<sheSays "Hish shlave collar...">> <<sheSays "When I marry him... he will get branded... and be forever mine... ">> <<sheSays "I shooo want him... I love him... he hash the best cock ever... hish mind... he ish so shmart and wise...">> <<heSays "Love... please...">> <<sheSays "Jenny... why doeshn't he bleed?">> <<sheSays "I bit him... but no blood...">> <<heSays "Love... Jenny...">> <<sheSays "Hush... shlave...">> <<sheSays "Hish blood... ish sho shweet... you know?">> <<sheSays "Usually he bleeds... and I lick him... Yes... I lick you... up .. your blood... ash you lick my blood hihihi...">> <<sheSays "Jenny... have you ever tashted ... hihi... dick blood?">> <<sheSays "Biting your shweet, fantashtic... dicky... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "It... tashtes like hish other blood... hihi... but from his cock... hihi... he screams so nicely... when I bite him...">> <<heSays "Oh god...">> I looked helplessly at Jenny... ...she listened intently... she was fascinated by $girl... and her openness... <<sheSays "I am... a bad girl... Jenny... a very bad girl hihihi...">> <<sheSays "I get wet and horny... when I torture him... hihi...">> <<sheSays "He ish my toy... my slave...">> <<sheSays "I tortue him every day... shometimesh more shometimess less...">> <<sheSays "Tell her honey... when did you last cum... tell her how cruel I am...">> <<heSays "I spoke to Peter before... so it does not matter whether I tell it now - or he later...">> <<heSays "... about 48 days ago...">> <<sheSays "Hihihi... that was not the longest dry spell either... hihihi...">> <<sheSays "Slaveling... tell her about edging...">> I sighed... <<heSays "She edges me every day... extensively...">> <<sheSays "Hihihi... yesh... and you grovel at my feet... beg for mercy... with tears in your eyes... hihi...">> <<sheSays "... and when I am done with him... he is allowed to fuck or lick me...">> <<sheSays "Every day... he is denied... and every day... he can watch me cum... dozens of times a day...">> <<sheSays "I love you honey...">> <<sheSays "Show her your scars... slave...">> <<heSays "I don't think Jenny needs to see them love...">> <<sheSays "I whip him... when I feel like it...">> <<sheSays "I once whipped him, till he wash unconscioush...">> <<sheSays "I had to gag him... hihi... and only heard his grunts... when I hit him...">> <<sheSays "but I watched him... twishting in pain... shhhh... so nice...">> <<sheSays "Then... he wash shilent... and didn't move anymore... so saaad... so sad...">> <<sheSays "Washn't it... love?">> <<sheSays "I brought a shtapler from work... and patched him up... more than fifty shtaplesh... hihihi... you should have sheen hish back... hihihi...">> <<sheSays "Itsh... alwaysh... sho much work... to clean the wallsh... nice blood everywhere... sho... hard to clean...">> <<sheSays "Jenny...">> <<sheSays "Do you hit Peter... ish he your shlave...?">> <<sheSays "...or am I the only totally fucked up pershon...">> <<heSays "Love... you are perfect as you are...">> <<sheSays "Shhhh... Jenny?">> <<jenSays "No...">> <<sheSays "It... feelsh good... try it... Jenny... hit him... and make him lick you... after...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Ohh... I'm getting tired now... ">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... hold me while I sleep...">> She grabbed me... and half climbed on top of me... <<heSays "I will... love... you are save... I'll watch over you...">> <<sheSays "I know... love...">> She kissed me... nestled herself in my lap... and seconds later... she was fast asleep. I caressed her head... and loved her... <<jenSays "Was all of that true?">> <<heSays "Yes... she usually does not lie... I never seen her this open and talkative... I think I should better watch out when she is near alcohol...">> <<jenSays "Yea... you probably should.">> <<heSays "She really is such a sweet person... ...well apart from...">> <<heSays "I love you...">> ... <<jenSays "Uhm...">> <<heSays "Yes?">> I looked up. <<jenSays "Dozens of times?">> <<heSays "Yea... she really gets turned on by tormenting me. I hate the torment... but I love her lust and sex... I'd give anything for her.">> <<heSays "Listen Jenny... I don't know what your deal is... I talked to Peter and he was interested how $girl and I fare. So I told him.">> <<heSays "I said he could share it with you... but I seem to have some time on my hand just now...">> I still caressed $girl. <<heSays "So I can give you an account as well...">> ... I told her everything I had told Peter. <<heSays "I don't know about you and Peter... I think he feels insecure... he is not sure you love him.">> <<heSays "Why don't you have more sex with him... use him like $girl uses me? Show him that you love him - if you do.">> <<heSays "I mean... not the torture thing... I mean... use him for... you know... sexual needs...">> <<heSays "I doubt you will or can ever be as cruel as $girl is to me... but I know she loves me... she loves me more than anything. I will endure anything for her... because I love her also. We are honest to each other... I know her needs... she knows mine. We found a way to make it work for us - despite the odds that wanted to tear us apart.">> <<heSays "I could stop her... for me she would restrain herself... but I don't want her restraint... I want her to have it all... if I suffer a little ... so what...">> <<heSays "If you love Peter... just be honest with each other and not be afraid... and if you want him to fuck you and not cum... train him... it will take time... but it is possible... but he must be on board with this... then you can work things out... together...">> <<heSays "Just out of personal curiosity... do you love Peter?">> She looked at me... <<jenSays "Yes... I think so...">> <<heSays "Then keep thinking... and reach a conclusion... be also honest to yourself...">> <<heSays "I know with 100% certainty... without second thought... that I love $girl... and that I will love her till I die.">> <<heSays "I guess I am lucky to know that...">> <<jenSays "She doesn't wear any panties...">> I sighed... <<heSays "What is it with you... this party?">> <<heSays "She usually is not like that...">> <<heSays "She made herself more beautiful than usual... I had to wear my cage and collar... she wore no underwear... who did she want to impress? What is going on here?">> <<jenSays "I don't know...">> I still caressed her... <<heSays "One last thing... she probably wanted you to know... at least with everything else you know about us...">> <<heSays "She has never been with another man... I never with another woman...">> <<heSays "Every... and I MEAN every orgasm she has ever had... was with me... she never masturbated... she has never been touched by anyone but me... and no girl ever touched me... hahaha... although I used to masturbate a lot before her...">> I did not look up... Jenny stayed silent. ... <<jenSays "Can you show me your back?">> <<heSays "Why?">> <<jenSays "I need to see it... to believe what you told...">> ... <<heSays "I... we... do not need you to believe us... do... or don't...">> She slowly stood up and came over to me... stood behind me... and pulled up my sweater. <<jenSays "Ohh...">> <<heSays "Don't hurt her... don't spread word of this... will you? Not many people know of this side of hers. With you two... four people only...">> <<heSays "Even when drunk... she shouldn't have shared this... she seems to trust you... don't betray her.">> <<jenSays "I won't...">> ... <<jenSays "It is getting late... if you like... you guys can sleep here... some others will stay overnight as well... I leave the key on the inside... that will give you some privacy.">> <<jenSays "We can all breakfast together tomorrow...">> <<heSays "Thanks Jenny...">> <<jenSays "You are welcome.">> <<heSays "Jenny... ?">> <<heSays "Are we good?">> <<jenSays "Yeah... sure!">> [[continue|Part74c]]

[img[pics/74c_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74c<</if>> Nothing out of the ordinary happened during the night. At first I watched over $girl... but she was fast asleep... a bomb could have exploded next to her... she would not have noticed... A couch in the room could be converted to a sleeping place... we had some blankets... so I did one of $girl's favourite things... I build us a nice little nest to sleep in. I locked the door... carried her over, stripped her of the dress, lest it got even more wrinkled... and wrapped her in the blanket. I lay next to her... the light was very dim now... a few people outside the door could still be heard... but mostly it was quiet. I watched her... she was so beautiful; I loved her so much... my heart was aching for her... I gently stroked her head... I leaned over to her, to give her a final good night kiss... She suddenly opened her eyes... looked at me... <<sheSays "My toilet - I need to piss, now... go down...!">> Talk about killing the mood... I went down... squeezed her butt... and drank... <<sheSays "My head... is still spinning...">> <<sheSays "Euuch... ">> <<sheSays "I don't want your piss mouth up here... you sleep at my feet...">> <<sheSays "You may puppy lick me... hmmm...">> A few seconds later she slept... again. I found a bathroom... and cleaned up as best as I could... spending a night with urine in one’s mouth... is not really a 'thing'... I dared to lie next to $girl... and sure thing... the moment I lied down... she snuggled close to me and tried grabbing my dick... But she could not... it was locked away behind one of the very flat cages... She sighed... <<sheSays "Awww...">> We slept... When I woke up it was about seven in the morning. I could hear someone buzzing around in the hallway... I kissed $girl... and immediately she was awake... <<sheSays "What?">> She looked around... <<sheSays "Where... ohhhh">> <<heSays "How are you feeling?">> <<sheSays "I am fine...">> <<heSays "No after effects? You were a little tipsy... yesterday...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm?">> <<sheSays "Oh... GOD!">> <<sheSays "Have I said all those things I seem to remember to have said?">> <<heSays "Yeah...">> <<sheSays "Couldn't you have stopped me?">> <<heSays "Haha... no not, really... you were not stoppable...">> <<heSays "All I could do... was to drag you out of the room... so you only talked to Jenny...">> <<heSays "You were absolutely gorgeous - by the way.">> <<sheSays "Oh, my...">> ... <<sheSays "Ok... what is done - is done.">> <<sheSays "I will be self-confident... this is just how I am...">> <<sheSays "Were you ashamed of me?">> <<heSays "Nah... not really... as said... you were absolutely loveable...">> <<heSays "You are right... we are what we are... if they have a problem with it... it is not our concern... but I don't think Jenny or Peter have...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... this is how we are... isn't it?">> She layed me flat on the bed... and lowered herself over my face... <<sheSays "Grinding... or licking...? Any preference? I just want to cum... and I will either way...">> <<heSays "Use me... love... take what you need, let me be your tool.">> <<sheSays "Ohh... I will use you... all right... lick me a little... and then I will ride your face...">> She rode me for a couple of minutes... and then had one of her beautiful orgasms... very quietly this time... she didn't want the others to hear her... <<sheSays "Hmm... a nice start of the day...">> She climbed off me... took some pillows, piled them up behind her back... and sat on the bed... <<sheSays "Now... I need you to worship me...">> /*<<sheSays "Slave... lick my feet, feel your slave status...">> */ \ She suddenly jumped up again... <<sheSays "ON YOUR BACK!">> I lay on my back beneath her... <<sheSays "SPREAD YOUR LEGS...">> I knew what was to come... <<heSays "Mistress, goddess... please...">> She spat on me... <<sheSays "Don't address me... worm.">> <<sheSays "I don't want to hear a single sound from you...">> <<sheSays "And don't ever say 'please' again... 'please', 'please', 'please' WHAT do you think... if you say please I will stop? Forget it! All this stupid fucking pleases... get me more aggravated that's all...">> <<sheSays "You will squirm beneath me... like the worm you are...">> She stepped between my legs... and kicked me in the balls... <<heSays "HNNNGGGG!">> <<sheSays "Not! A! Sound!">> <<sheSays "Spread...">> She kicked me again... and then again... and again... I knew I hadn't done anything wrong... it was one of those days... After she was done... I was balled up in a fetal position... my balls hurt like hell, I was crying... and spit was dropping out of my mouth... Not allowed to make any noises... did not help... She looked around... <<sheSays "I need something to hit you with... damn...">> <<sheSays "There is never a whip when I need one...">> <<sheSays "Ahhh...">> She drew the belt from my trousers... <<sheSays "That will do nicely...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' I tried to supress my pain... it was not good to scream in a house full of people... <<sheSays "Yes! This works.">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Yes!">> She looked around... <<sheSays "Wait...">> She acquired some packing tape from the desk... and wrapped it a few times around my head, covering my mouth... Then she quickly pulled my arms behind my back and taped them together... with enough layers... that it would be impossible for me to tear the tape. <<sheSays "Haha this improvisation is fun...">> She then hastily taped my ankles together... She looked around again... <<sheSays "I can't find anything to make you spread your legs... but you will - don't you?">> <<sheSays "If you don't spread... them when I want to kick or hit you... I promise it will be much worse...">> She stood over me... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Except grunting... I could not make much noise... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' I helplessly grovelled on the floor... but could not really move... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Yes!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "YES!">> I hurt... I knew she tried to hit the same place again... to maximize my pain... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "First RED...">> ARRRGH. ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "AWW! Then BLUE...">> ARRRGH DAMN!. ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "ARGHH YES!! You are getting colourful - sweetheart...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Oh God yes...">> ARRRRRRRGH! <<heThinks "They will hear us!">> She closed her eyes... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "HMMMM,... Squirm... 'boyfriend' ...">> ARRRRRRRGH! <<heThinks "Please... stop this... please...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "FUCK!...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "FUCK!...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "FUCK!...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "YES! GOD... ARRRGGG...">> She dropped the belt... And started to hit me... <<sheSays "HMMM!">> ARRRRRRRGH! <<heThinks "NOOO... ARRRRGHHH!">> In the balls... I cringed... she had not held back... <<sheSays "AAAARRGGGG... FUCK, YESSSS">> My chest... she scratched me with her nails again and again. It hurt... I knew she drew blood... she wanted to peel my skin off... at least so it felt... ARRRRRRRGH! ARRRRRRRGH! <<heThinks "...">> <<sheSays "YES... YES... GOD...">> She continued hitting, scratching... my chest, my stomach, my balls... At last she laid herself on me... I could feel her body twitching... throes ebbing to and forth... <<sheSays "I HMMM, AWWW...">> As a grand finale she sank her teeth in my shoulder... and drew blood again... and sucked at my wound... She twitched a little more on my body... but otherwise she just lay on me... panting slightly... her head still on my shoulder... softly moaning into my ears... ... as she had been in some state of trance... so had I been... it all went by so fast... the pain was so intense... that after a while I could not really discern... where I hurt from... her scratches, her bite, the belt or her fist or hand. Now... as we 'powered down' I recognized the pain... more discernibly. The pain in my balls thankfully I felt less and less... the whipping ... I was still pretty much aware of... but the open wounds done by her 'claws' and her teeth... I still felt more intensely. After some time... she struggled up... Found some scissors and freed me from my bonds. <<sheSays "Now... lick me... We don't have the key to your dick... ">> She leaned back against her cushion wall... her arms behind her back... her legs spread wide... waiting for me. She wanted to be serviced... to just lean back and enjoy me working on her clit and vagina... and make her cum a couple of times... I was hurting like hell... but I had to service her... there was no other way... <<sheSays "Hmmm... my crying... slave in pain... serving me... making me cum... this is so good... lick slave... lick... hahaha...">> I gave her my best... I licked her clit, vagina and ass. I inserted fingers and tongue... I went fast and slow... as I knew she needed it... I wanted her to have the best orgasms... I could give... I knew she knew that... she knew I was giving her all that I could... <<sheSays "Aww... this is boring... always your stupid, useless tongue... damn... I left the key at home...">> <<sheSays "...I'll endure this further... come on... you could at least TRY to make me cum...">> <<sheSays "I hope we have breakfast soon... then I can quit this pathetic licking service of yours... she looked at her mobile... ">> I knew she just wanted me to feel bad... but it is hard to feel bad... when the girl you are licking already had 7 orgasms... and was vastly approaching the next... Just when she came again... there was a knock on the door... <<jenSays "Are you awake? We'll have breakfast in 5 minutes... just so you know...">> <<sheSays "Ohhhh kkkkeyyy.">> $girl finished her orgasm... and was about to kick me away... like a stray dog... But during the movement she suddenly changed her mind... She scooped me up... kissed me... <<sheSays "That was great... love.">> <<sheSays "Before you go... wash your face... you have red eyes from crying...">> <<heSays "Yes mistress...">> <<heSays "Mistress...?">> I stood up... got hold of her... and kissed her with all passion and love that I could put into a kiss... She melted like wax in my arms... <<heSays "I love you... don't forget... I love you... regardless what you put me through.">> <<sheSays "I love you to... more than anything... I am sorry... what you have to endure... but I also... always love you!">> <<sheSays "You must clean up yourself a little... you have blood everywhere...">> She put on her clothes... I put on mine... and we straightened the room and rebuilt the couch. <<sheSays "Love... before we go...">> <<sheSays "I want you to make me cum again... ">> <<sheSays "We are what we are... they might as well know that...">> <<sheSays "You make me cum... and I'll step outside... with a throbbing cunt... and red spots on my body... at least Jenny will read the signs...">> She stepped to the door... leaned against it... <<sheSays "Worship me one more time love...">> I knelt before her... looking up to her... ... and then my head was between her legs... and I was allowed to taste her again... was allowed to smell her, service her... and I made her cum... After the first strong spasms subsided... $girl stepped outside. I knew her body was not finished giving her pleasure... she usually lasted quite long... she walked down the hall... and I knew... she was still trembling... She was such a sexy Nymph... I visited the bathroom... cleaned myself up... ...then joined the others... The table was set for 8 people... <<heSays "Hi! Aw... you should have gotten us sooner... we would have helped!">> I looked at $girl... yes... indeed... she still blossomed some red spots... slowly they were fading... I had nearly forgotten about her orgasmic evidences... <<jenSays "$boy, can you help me with these?">> Jenny called... As soon as I stepped closer... she whispered... <<jenSays "That...">> she looked quickly in $girl's direction... <<jenSays "...is that what I think it is?">> <<heSays "Haha... you will not get an answer out of me... just... sometimes she is a show off... haha...">> <<heSays "She is gorgeous though... isn't she?">> <<jenSays "Your eyes are red... ">> ... <<jenSays "... she gets turned on by...">> <<heSays "This is nothing you should think about... everything is fine...">> <<jenSays " '... and you grovel at her feet... beg for mercy... with tears in your eyes...' that does not only apply to edging... does it?">> she whispered... Jenny stared at me... ... I went over to $girl... helped her get seated... and kissed her hair... <<heSays "Love you!">> [[continue|Part74d]]

[img[pics/74d_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74d<</if>> We were on our way back... <<heSays "Jenny is pretty cool, and smart - isn't she?">> <<sheSays "Pardon?">> <<sheSays "Should I sharpen my daggers?">> <<heSays "Nah... we talked a bit... actually I think ... I did most of the talking.">> <<heSays "But she is quick to figure things out, she watches and notices...">> <<heSays "Just one look at you... and she knew I was in chastity...">> <<heSays "Another look at you... and she correctly identified your red spots...">> <<heSays "One look at me... and she knew how you treated me this morning...">> <<heSays "She really is quick on her feet!">> <<sheSays "You like her?">> <<heSays "Yea... I can appreciate her wits...">> <<sheSays "Is that your way to tell me I am dumb?">> <<heSays "Stop it already, will you? Don't twist everything I say... would you please remember, that you love me!">> ... She sighed... <<sheSays "Hmpf... you are right... as always...">> <<sheSays "I feel bad about the morning... I feel bad about being drunk... I feel bad about everything I said yesterday... ... I am in a sour mood.">> <<sheSays "Listen, I hereby grant you the irrevocable right - just for today - to defy me...">> <<sheSays "It might be... that I want to flog you... hurt you... injure you... I really am in a bad mood. Don't let me injure you more... promise... don't let that happen... will you?">> <<heSays "But... if you need it...?">> <<sheSays "Promise!">> <<heSays "Ok. I promise.">> <<sheSays "Tame me... if I need it... tame me with your love... I know you can do that.">> ... <<heSays "Love, you know what you need now?">> <<heSays "I know I have seldom shown you this side of me before... but you need to listen to music...">> <<heSays "Music can be so beautiful - that you cannot possibly hold on to your dark thoughts.">> <<heSays "Lie down...">> <<heSays "Music from all genres... can be so beautiful...">> <<heSays "Did you ever listen to David Gilmour guitar solo in Comfortable Numb - live in Pompeii?">> <<heSays "U2 - Bad - nearly any of their live performances.">> <<heSays "Another guitar solo - Guns N' Roses - November Rain?">> <<heSays "But - in my opinion - nothing beats the sound of beautiful voices...">> <<heSays "You have never listened to opera... have you?">> <<heSays "It is not so popular in our generation... and I get that...">> <<heSays "Although I often like listening to opera... I am no hardcore fan either... Richard Wagner e.g. does nothing for me...">> <<heSays "But... to begin with... you can listen to 'beginner' songs... ">> <<heSays "Or let's start with crossover... ">> <<heSays "One of the best tenors of all time - Pavarotti did engage himself in those crossovers... and they are beautiful.">> <<heSays "Let's start with this... close your eyes...">> <<heSays "Baby can I hold you tonight... Tracy Chapman and Pavarotti as a duet...">> <<heSays "Close your eyes... listen to the music... be the music... let it flow through you...">> ... I played the song... loud enough to hear nothing else but the music... but not so loud that it hurt... ... <<sheSays "His voice... is beautiful... the contrast to Tracy...">> <<sheSays "Please... again...">> ... I played it again... ... <<sheSays "I... get goosebumps all over me, when he starts to sing...">> <<sheSays "Perdonami...">> <<sheSays "Words don't come easily - Like sorry.">> <<sheSays "Please... again...">> ... We listened to the song at least 10 times... she was fascinated by it... <<heSays "Pavarotti is great... but if you are interested in other crossovers... a female voice...">> <<heSays "Listen to this... 'Segreti' Katherine Jenkins">> ... <<heSays "It is her interpretation of the hit song of One Republic 'Secrets'...">> <<heSays "Or ... Opera 'hits', like Dvořák: 'Song to the moon', Opera Rusalka - actually an adaption of the fairy tale 'Little Mermaid'...">> <<heSays "Catalani: 'Ebben? Ne andro lontana' Opera La Wally... and many, many more...">> ... We kept listening to a wide range of beautiful songs... she had previously never heard of. After about two hours... we grew hungry... <<sheSays "Thank you... that was... unexpected and fantastic...">> <<heSays "You feel better?">> <<sheSays "Yes... my dark thoughts are gone...">> <<sheSays "Love?">> <<sheSays "Perdonami... for everything I put you through...">> [[continue|Part74e]]

[img[pics/74e_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part74e<</if>> <<sheSays "I love your dick.">> <<sheSays "See? I touch it... and it goes crazy... it wants me...">> <<sheSays "It is so masculine... so strong and wild...">> <<sheSays "...and I tame it so easily...">> <<sheSays "It can give so much lust... and frustration... I love it.">> <<sheSays "It gives me lust... and no frustration at all... only ecstasy over and over again.">> <<sheSays "I can make it rain sperm... tasty fountains of sperm... or little ruined rivers... floating gently down the mighty cock peak...">> <<sheSays "It can make you scream in lust or pain or desperation...">> <<sheSays "It is the ultimate source of power over you...">> <<sheSays "I can make you beg for a simple touch...">> <<sheSays "It can make me babies...">> <<sheSays "Cocks are so cool... and yours is the best of all... your cock is mine.">> <<sheSays "It makes you my willing, helpless slave...">> <<sheSays "I can drive you mad when I touch or use it the right way...">> <<sheSays "With your dick in my hand I can order you to do anything...">> <<sheSays "I love your dick.">> It was morning, we just woke up and she held me in her hand... I was rock hard... and with a quick move she sat on me... <<sheSays "It feels so maddeningly good... I know if I just ride you a little... I'll moan in ecstasy...">> <<sheSays "Feel me... is this for you as good as it is for me?">> <<sheSays "Do you feel my needy pussy around your dick... aww...">> <<sheSays "... it fills me so good... you are in me... in my body... it stretches me - but so good... your hard cock in me... stimulating all the right places at once...">> <<sheSays "I'm so needy for your dick in me...">> <<sheSays "How can you not cum... how is it possible to restrain yourself from this...">> <<sheSays "I want to cum on you... again and again...">> <<sheSays "How can you resist the urge to cum... I would go crazy... I must cum... I must...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, yes... ">> She stopped... got herself off... <<sheSays "No! NOO!">> She jumped onto me... <<sheSays "How can you stand not to cum... hmmm, your dick in me... awww...">> <<sheSays "Yes... my fuck boy... I ride you ... HMM... Awww... ">> <<sheSays "I'll fuck you... I feel your dick... Your hard boner in me... give me... Awwww... yes... fuck... You will not keep me from my orgasm... HMMMM, YES... fuck... I fuck you... I fuck you... I fuck... AAHHHHHH, AWWWWW... YES... GOD ... YES YES YES... ">> She came... beautifully as always... She lay on me panting... and moaning... slightly moving still... A minute later... <<sheSays "About 50 days now... till you last came...">> <<sheSays "I can't imagine a worse punishment... torment... ">> <<sheSays "Not cumming for so long... with me always hoping on to you... and using you... edging you...">> <<sheSays "The thought of your desperation alone... makes me want to jump you again...">> <<sheSays "How can you keep your sanity...">> <<sheSays "If you denied me... I... would scratch your eyes out... bite your ears off... ">> <<sheSays "It is so hot... that I can torture you like this...">> <<heSays "It is nothing you ever get used to... the beginning is terrible... the first edges... your first rides on my dick... when you do not allow me to cum...">> <<heSays "It goes from terrible... to more terrible... to unbearable... to maddening... to I lose my mind...">> <<heSays "You know I get apish... I so long for everything that is you... your smell... your hair... your spit, your blood everything that comes from you... is a cherished artefact...">> <<heSays "It is the worst when you... touch me...">> <<heSays "My body... constantly screams in desperation 'I WANT TO CUM'... and each second you do not let me... is like a fist in my stomach...">> <<heSays "Your wonderful, wonderful body... is like an ocean of fresh water... and I die of thirst... standing at the beach... not able to do the last step...">> <<heSays "You swim in the freshwater ocean and see me dying on the beach... and laugh in happyness and joy...">> She moved on me again... intently listening... <<sheSays "Tell me more how you feel denied... baby...">> <<heSays "My dick... aches for you... my whole body... wants to release itself... but I am bottled up... forced by your will...">> <<heSays "It is not a bodily pain... it is a pain in my head a dreadful longing that is always present... it is not like pain from a wound... but a constant in my life by now... that is eating me away... always knawing on me...">> She fucked me... <<sheSays "Yes... baby... describe you pain... hmmm...">> <<heSays "It is like I lost something... something really precious... I always look for it... but cannot find it... I know it is there... I can't stop looking... I miss it.. I miss it so much...">> <<sheSays "Yes... my poor baby... is hurting so much... ohh... yes... hmmm">> <<heSays "Sometimes... I just get desperate... and tears roll down... I try very hard to not show them... I feel a terrible loss always...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... yes... terrible for you... hmmm.. awww....">> <<heSays "It is not... like you cannot let me cum... there is constant hope... each time you fuck me... each time you touch me... I hope... you have mercy... get this burden off me... the constant longing... craving... I cannot help it... there is always the hope... and you always destroy it... ">> <<sheSays "Yes... I destroy your hope... you will not cum... Yes... HMMM... yes... ">> <<heSays "I feel so vulnerable... so helpless... a thrall to your whims... ">> <<heSays "I always feel... intense yearning ... waves of acute frustration...">> <<heSays "Every day now, there's this burning desire, a need that just grows stronger and more distracting. It's all-consuming, and I find myself thinking about it all the time.">> <<sheSays "Keep going... tell me... how much it hurts you... awww... my fuck toy... mhhhhh... yes...mhhhh">> <<heSays "You know that feeling of being really hungry, and someone keeps showing you pictures of food, but you can't eat any of it? That's my life right now, every single day. The teasing... it's intense, your body always there, always hinting, always just out of reach. And it just amplifies everything I'm feeling.">> <<heSays "The frustration, it's through the roof. It's not just a nagging feeling anymore; it's like a roaring fire. I'm burning up with this mix of desire and desperation. It's all I can think about, and it's exhausting.">> <<heSays "The need inside me is growing, becoming this insatiable beast that's consuming my every thought. It's like I'm in a constant state of hunger, but there's no food in sight. The more I am teased, the more acute this feeling becomes. It's not physical; it's seeping into every corner of my mind.">> <<sheSays "Yes... fuck... yes... hmmm... I break you... AWWWW... HMMMM YES... fuck YES... so good... so good, fuck! fuck! fuck!">> <<sheSays "Move your lazy dick! ... work with me FUCK ME!... AWWWWW HMMMM....">> I lasted... as long as I had to... she finished her orgasm... Then my emotions... carried me away... I broke down... and cried... and could not be calmed down... Her forcing me to face all these emotions... the stress... the longing... torment... I cried and cried... and while crying I felt bad that I cried... I wanted to be her strong man... I wanted to live up to what we had said... I did not want her to feel bad about what we did... I knew she needed it... ... and here I was crying... and she felt like an asshole... but she was not... she was my one and only love... and I failed her... ... and then I had to cry more... because I was such a failure to her... I did not look at $girl... After a minute or so... she crawled down... and took my penis in her mouth... and started sucking me... This felt so unbelievable good... she played with me... and it felt so wonderful... I could feel my release... building up fast... I was about to cum... release all pressure... I swear... my cum was already at the tip of my dick... when she stopped... and my balls sucked the cum back into my body... It was a hit in the stomach... she had edged me... and released at the last possible moment... <<heSays "NOOOO... NOOO... WHY?">> She came up to me... set on my dick... careful as to not make me cum. <<sheSays "QUIT Whining. Slave!">> <<sheSays "You promised to be mine... you promised... that I can decide when you cum... even if that meant you will never cum again...">> <<sheSays "You will not order me to make you cum... by losing a few tears of desperation...">> <<sheSays "You are MINE. Your orgasms are MINE. Your dick is MINE.">> <<sheSays "Keep your promise... MAN UP!">> I looked at her... <<heSays "Yes... mistress...">> <<sheSays "Now I will ride you again... you DON'T cum!">> <<sheSays "I will look into your red eyes... and feed on your desperation and torment... and I will cum...">> <<sheSays "... and then I will do exactly the same again... and again...">> <<sheSays "I will use your tears for MY pleasure... hmmm this will be long ride...">> <<sheSays "I love your dick...">> [[continue|Part75]]

[img[pics/StrokingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double19<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "19_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "19_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double20]]

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ We lay on my bed, $girl and I. We had been talking about our daily routine, school, going back and forth, homework and such. She lay next to me and I could tell she was enjoying my attention. I certainly enjoyed hers. We kept looking in each other's eyes and we kept kissing. We were both inexperienced in relationships, despite me being two years older than her. I had two previous girlfriends and she had been with one man before. But we both knew also that our past relationships had been platonic at best - the kind of relationship young, somewhat shy people have. I can't say for sure, whether I loved her at that point, but I was certainly ready for a next step. I kissed her more and let my hands explore her body - and she let me explore. I don't know if she was really ready for this, whether she enjoyed it - or endured it, so she would not disappoint her boyfriend. I am ashamed to admit that I did not think about this at the time. Damn I was touching a girl's body in this kind of fashion the first time! I know if she had told me to stop I would have - but she did not. I tugged out her T-Shirt and my hand went exploring beneath. Somehow we got rid of her bra and I touched and kissed her gorgeous breasts. $girl was still young, but with a body of a woman. Her breasts were firm not small but not too big either - they were perfect! They were mine to touch and kiss - my first! I kept kissing her body, smelling it, her stomach, belly and I opened her pants.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ We lay on his bed, $boy and I, engaged in conversation about our daily routines, school matters, and the usual back-and-forth about homework. I liked being next to him, being the centre of his attention. Talking to him was different than talking to other boys. I could feel he was interested in me - me as a person, not 'only' as a female human. He was so cute, smelled so nice - and his soft lips on mine were feeling - right! He was such a good kisser... his lips firm but not tense... he never 'slobbered' or left my lips unpleasantly wet. When he used his tongue, he did not invade my mouth, but carefully probed and played with me... he was tender and affectionate. I had another boyfriend before him - but that did not last long. It was nice for a time... but I never grew to really love him - and he also always looked out for other experiences. We both decided to end it. I knew of two other girls $boy had been involved with before. He was a bit older than I and was already studying... something with IT. Some might actually call him a bit of a nerd. But a cute nerd! His hands started touching me... it felt nice. I could sense how careful he was, although I knew he had been with a couple of girls before - I didn't think he had much experience either. His hands were caressing me... and slowly started to tug out my T-shirt. He touched my stomach... nice warm hands... not sweaty... smooth. I felt slightly bloated. <<sheThinks "Why did I eat so much?">> stupid thoughts. <<sheThinks "What am I supposed to do?">> Nothing... I let him touch me... it felt nice. I kissed him again. Seemingly he was encouraged... his hand kept exploring... further up. I probably blushed a bit... I didn't really think much... somehow... I removed my bra... why did I do that? He didn't ask me to... I just did. He caressed my breasts... pushed my T-shirt up and kissed me. Again I blushed... but he didn't notice, he kept kissing me... and I watched him. He was entranced by my tits... my nipples grew harder as he played with them. I felt strange... but good strange. I liked this man... he was so tender I felt so good - actually I felt something I never felt before. As he continued... I felt a slight throbbing between my legs. This was embarrassing. His hands kept playing with my breast... his kisses went further down... to my navel... stomach... belly... What was he doing...? One hand opened my jeans... <<sheThinks "No... don't... ">> I thought... and at the same time I moved my hips slightly up... so he could push the jeans down. I noticed my breathing getting more excited...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ She obviously enjoyed me touching and savouring her - but she also did not want me to go too far. Still, she did not tell me to stop. I had come so far - I did not want to stop, I think it went further than she had been prepared to go. I pushed down her pants and her undies also. She was so beautiful, her blond pubic hair calling out to me. I had never been this close and the sight of her nature kept luring me closer and closer. I kissed her belly, went further down, slowly kissing and savouring her sight and her smell. I was intoxicated and enchanted; I cannot find a better word. I do not know what I exactly did other than kissing, smelling, licking her wonderful body. If she had let me, I would have kissed her for hours and then some more, I never tasted a girl like this before I did not KNOW what I was doing. I just knew I wanted this to never end and taste her more and more. After what now seemed seconds - but probably was a bit longer, she yelled at me: ''<<sheSays "STOP">>, <<sheSays "GET AWAY">>, <<sheSays "DON'T TOUCH ME!">>''... I did not know what had happened, what did I do wrong? She dressed up very quickly after that, didn't say any words that I remembered and left. I was shocked and sad. I was thrilled and excited - what had just happened? - Hours later it dawned on me... It was the first time that she had an orgasm and she felt out of control and didn't know what had just occurred, she needed time to process. It was her first orgasm and it was the first time I made a girl cum. It is a treasured memory, one that I will never forget.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I enjoyed his attention... his warm caring hands... his breath on my body. Why did he have to go further down... I didn't want sex... I was afraid of that. He kept kissing me... the throbbing between my legs continued getting stronger... His hands pushed my briefs down... I watched him... his face near my 'bush'... Damn... how did I smell? When did I go to the toilet last... should I have trimmed my hair... what will he do...? <<sheThinks "Don't... ">> and with that thought his kisses continued further down... he kissed my pubic hair... I could see him breathing in my scent. He kept going... The throbbing grew ever stronger... I could feel I was getting wet... He didn't look right or left... I think he had actually closed his eyes... he kissed me... he caressed me with his nose... he seemed almost entranced... He slightly parted my legs... to get better access... I let it happen... it felt so nice him kissing me... I didn't want this feeling... the throbbing to end... I was tempted to put my hands on his head and push him further down... but somehow I wasn't able to move. Now that my legs were slightly apart... he kissed me still further down... <<sheThinks "Ohh... what is that?">> That was his tongue? He... how could he... ? <<sheThinks "Ohh... ... again... this feels...">> His tongue started exploring me... it felt weird... wonderful... what was he thinking? <<sheThinks "I... pee from down there... this is dirty... and feels so... great...">> My vagina was throbbing like mad... I could feel me getting wetter... and probably smellier... I could not stop this... he kept kissing me... licking me... it felt like he never wanted to stop... The feeling... the touch of his tongue on me... licking me... it was feeling better... and better... I could not think straight anymore... all I could feel was throbbing... his tongue and this warm tingling feeling. A few seconds later... I reached a climax... - I never had felt anything like this before. I lost control. I could feel my body trembling uncontrollably... I wanted to scream... but kept forcefully silent... I felt bliss and helplessness, confusion... and these wonderful warm convulsions flowing through my body. I yelled ''<<sheSays "STOP">>, <<sheSays "GET AWAY">>, <<sheSays "DON'T TOUCH ME!">>''... The feeling... ebbed away... slowly, way too soon and not soon enough. That was an orgasm... my first... I never knew... ... I was so confused... didn't know what to think. I needed to be alone now... I put my clothes on... and left shortly after... I don't know if I said anything to $boy... he looked at me with his cute and sad brown eyes that kept asking me... what he had done wrong. Then I was gone. - I just had my first orgasm. Yes I knew about sex and penises and vaginas and clits and and and... But I never had an orgasm before. I never had the urge to touch myself. Damn that was a good feeling. No wonder people wanted to have sex. I didn't know why I was so not ready for it. My friends had told me about their sex experiences... and none of their stories had prepared me... that my boyfriend would give me an orgasm the first time he actually touched me. All they kept talking about were their friend’s greedy dicks... and that they all were on a quest to shoot their load as often as they could. Boys wanted to stick their tool in girls... and then to get off. I had not let it come to that. I had not even touched $boy. I was slightly afraid of his penis I guess. I heard so many stories of boys and their dicks. I was not looking forward to experience this first hand. I really liked $boy... perhaps even more than 'liked'... but thinking of his dick gave me the creeps. I hoped that would change at some stage. Orgasms seemed to be really nice... giving him those feelings... seeing and feeling him enjoy me... yes... that was something to look forward to... later ... but not yet... I felt too young for his penis. Sad to admit perhaps... but no, I was not ready for that.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I enjoyed his attention... his warm caring hands... his breath on my body. He moved further down... kissing... I was anxious but also curious... it felt nice... He kept kissing me... the throbbing between my legs continued getting stronger... His hands pushed my briefs down... I watched him... his face near my 'bush'... <<sheThinks "Damn... how do I smell?">> <<sheThinks "When did I go to the toilet last... ">> <<sheThinks "should I have trimmed my hair... ">> <<sheThinks "what will he do...">> and with these thoughts his kisses continued further down... he kissed my pubic hair... I could see him breathing in my scent. He kept going... The throbbing grew ever stronger... I could feel I was getting wet... He didn't look right or left... I think he had actually closed his eyes... he kissed me... he caressed me with his nose... he seemed almost entranced... He slightly parted my legs... to get better access... I let it happen... it felt so nice him kissing me... I didn't want this feeling to stop... the throbbing... I was tempted to put my hands on his head and push him further down... but somehow I wasn't able to move. Now that my legs were slightly apart... he kissed me still further down... <<sheThinks "Ohh... what is that?">> That was his tongue? <<sheThinks "Ohh... ... again... this feels...">> His tongue started exploring me... it felt weird... wonderful... what was he thinking? <<sheThinks "... feels so... great...">> My vagina was throbbing like mad... I could feel me getting wetter... I could not stop this, I did not want to stop this... he kept kissing me... licking me... it felt like he never wanted to stop... The feeling... the touch of his tongue on me... licking me... it was feeling better... and better... I could not think straight any more... all I could feel was throbbing... his tongue and this warm tingling feeling. A few seconds later... I reached a climax... - I never had felt anything like this before. I lost control. I could feel my body trembling uncontrollably... I wanted to scream... but kept forcefully silent... I felt bliss and helplessness, confusion... and these wonderful warm convulsions flowing through my body. I moaned '' <<sheSays "Ooooohhh!... hmmmm... STOP!">>''... The feeling... ebbed away... slowly, way to soon and not soon enough. That was an orgasm... my first... I never knew... ... I was so confused... didn't know what to think. I needed to be alone now... <<sheSays "That... was... ">> <<sheSays "I need to go...">> I put my clothes on... and left shortly after... I don't know if I said anything to $boy... he looked at me with his cute and sad brown eyes that kept asking me... what he had done wrong. Then I was gone. - I just had an orgasm. Yes, I knew about sex and penises and vaginas and clits and and and... But I never had an orgasm before. I never had the urge to touch myself. Damn that was a good feeling. No wonder people wanted to have sex. My friends had told me about their sex experiences... and none of their stories had prepared me... that my boyfriend would give me an orgasm the first time he actually touched me. All they kept talking about were their friend’s greedy dicks... and that they all were on a quest to shoot their load as often as they could. Boys wanted to stick their tool in girls... and then to get off. I had not let it come to that. I had not even touched $boy. I heard so many stories of boys and their dicks. I was not looking forward to experience this first hand.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ I felt her eyes on me - she was watching my hand, fascinated as I caressed her... feeling my touch on her. I believe - I saw a flicker of pride in her eyes - pride, that her body was able to enchant me. Still, she did not tell me to stop. I had come so far - I did not want to stop, I think it went further than she had been prepared to go. I pushed down her pants and her undies also. She was so beautiful, her blond pubic hair calling out to me. I had never been this close and the sight of her nature kept luring me closer and closer. I kissed her belly, went further down, slowly kissing and savouring her sight and her smell. I was intoxicated and enchanted; I cannot find a better word. I do not know what I exactly did other than kissing, smelling, licking her wonderful body. I felt her hand on my head... held my head, as I kissed her. I could feel it - she wanted me to continue. This was so great! I would have kissed her for hours and then some more; I never tasted a girl like this before I did not KNOW what I was doing. I just knew I wanted this to never end and taste her more and more. After what now seems seconds - but probably was a bit longer, she moaned <<sheSays "Ooooohhh!... hmmmm... STOP!">> I could feel her hips 'shivering' against my face. Her hands still on my head... I did not know what had happened, what did I do wrong? <<sheSays "That... was... ">> <<sheSays "I need to go...">> She dressed up very quickly after that, didn't say any words that I remembered and left. I was shocked and sad. I was thrilled and excited - what had just happened? - Hours later it dawned on me... It was the first time that she had an orgasm and she felt out of control and didn't know what had just occurred, she needed time to process. It was her first orgasm and it was the first time I made a girl cum. It is a treasured memory, one that I will never forget.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ A few days after... <<heSays "Hi $girl">>, I greeted her; I did not know what to say. Last time she left in a hurry and I didn't really know what went wrong. <<sheSays "Hi!">> she shyly replied. <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry if I went too far last time, I ...">> <<sheSays "No, don't be sorry... I ... I didn't expect that. It was all so sudden and I didn't know what was happening, I was concerned about what you did, and all I could think of was ... Why are you kissing me down there? What if I smell bad? Do I look ok? When did I take the last shower... All those thoughts kept racing through my head ... one moment you kissed me and I had these weird thoughts and feelings and just a moment later I nearly blacked out and my body was shaking uncontrollably. At the same time it was such a wonderful feeling. I... I am blabbering. ">> <<sheSays "You must think I am stupid. But, you know, this was the first time I experienced this. Naturally I know what an orgasm is - but I always thought: 'What is the big fuzz?' - I had never had any cravings for sex before and... I ... I guess I am a bit stupid...">> <<heSays "Please, one thing you must know. You are beautiful down there, you smell like heaven and taste like all sugar and honey on earth. Never ever need you be bothered about any of those thoughts you just mentioned, I ...">> <<sheSays "Thanks, Shhh. Argh, - let me continue... I wanted to thank you and apologize at the same time. Thanks for making me more a woman, and apologies for how I reacted... I ...">> <<heSays "Thanks? No, don't thank me. It was the most wonderful thing I ever did. I have to thank you, You are the first girl I have been with in this way... I">> <<sheSays "What do you mean first, what you did felt perfect, you must have had lots of experience to ... hm... kiss like that...">> <<heSays "No. I had been with two girls before - but all we ever did was kiss and talk... very nice at the time - but not sexual in any way.">> <<sheSays "Anyway - where was I - why don't you let me finish, what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "I ... I am sorry... I am not ready for this yet.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I am not ready yet. I don't want to have sex. It ... it feels rushed and wrong somehow. I am sorry - I did not want to lead you on in any way. I ... I let you kiss and touch me... but I feel I can't go any further.">> <<sheSays "I know I will be ready at one stage - but right now I am not.">> <<sheSays "I like you very much - and I want to be your girlfriend... but please, can you accept that I need more time, before we engage in more sexual activity">> I was speechless and did not know how to react... <<sheSays "Say something..." >>, she begged and started kissing me ... <<sheSays "Please...">> <<heSays "I ... but, ... you... you had an orgasm while I was kissing you - and you don't want any more sex - I... don't understand.">> <<sheSays "I can't understand it myself. I am afraid I guess. Please give me some more time.">> <<heSays "... ... Ok">> <<heThinks "I will not be able to stop thinking about her anyway... she will always be in my dreams.... and it’s better to be near her... I hope.">> <<sheSays "Thank you. Come here; let us cuddle a bit">>

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ A few days after... <<heSays "Hi $girl!">> He seemed a little reserved - as he did not know what to expect from me. I guess I had left him rather abruptly last time and clueless as to what I felt. <<sheSays "Hi!">> I shyly replied. <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry if I went too far last time, I ...">> <<sheSays "No, don't be sorry... I ... I didn't expect that. It was all so sudden and I didn't know what was happening, I was concerned about what you did, and all I could think of was ... Why are you kissing me down there? What if I smell bad? Do I look ok? When did I take the last shower...? All those thoughts kept racing through my head ... one moment you kissed me and I had these weird thoughts and feelings and just a moment later I nearly blacked out and my body was shaking uncontrollably. At the same time it was such a wonderful feeling. I... I am blabbering. ">> <<sheSays "You must think I am stupid. But, you know, this was the first time I experienced this. Naturally I know what an orgasm is - but I always thought: 'What is the big fuzz?' - I had never had any cravings for sex before and... I ... I guess I am a bit stupid...">> <<heSays "Please, one thing you must know. You are beautiful down there, you smell like heaven and taste like all sugar and honey on earth. Never ever need you be bothered about any of those thoughts you just mentioned, I ...">> <<sheThinks "What? I am beautiful? I smell good? What is he saying?" >> <<sheSays "Thanks, Shhh. Argh, - let me continue... I wanted to thank you and apologize at the same time. Thanks for making me more a woman, and apologies for how I reacted... I ...">> <<heSays "Thanks? No, don't thank me. It was the most wonderful thing I ever did. I have to thank you, You are the first girl I have been with in this way... I">> <<sheThinks "I was his first? I thought he had those other girls..." >> <<sheSays "What do you mean first, what you did felt perfect, you must have had lots of experience to ... hm... kiss like that...">> <<heSays "No. I had been with two girls before - but all we ever did was kiss and talk... very nice at the time - but not sexual in any way.">> <<sheSays "Anyway - where was I - why don't you let me finish, what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "I ... I am sorry... I am not ready for this yet.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I am not ready yet. I don't want to have sex. It ... it feels rushed and wrong somehow. I am sorry - I did not want to lead you on in any way. I ... I let you kiss and touch me... but I feel I can't go any further.">> <<sheSays "I know I will be ready at one stage - but right now I am not.">> <<sheSays "I like you very much - and I want to be your girlfriend... but please, can you accept that I need more time, before we engage in more sexual activity">> I watched him in anticipation... I wanted him... but I had probably just ended things. He was a man... he wanted more from me than cuddle and kiss... Some seconds went by... <<sheSays "Say something...">>, I begged and started kissing his sweet, cute face ... <<sheSays "Please...">> <<heSays "I ... but, ... you... you had an orgasm while I was kissing you - and you don't want any more sex - I... don't understand.">> <<sheSays "I can't understand it myself. I am afraid I guess. Please give me some more time.">> I couldn't just blurt out, that I was afraid of his dick, afraid he would hurt me, afraid that all he wanted was to get off in me... But at the same time... I wanted to be with him. This cute, sweet, smart nerd - I wanted him to be mine. After long thoughtful moments he finally said: <<heSays "... ... Ok">> It seemed rather reluctant... But what did I expect. I told him, I didn't want sex with him. I don't think many other men would have been even "Ok" with that. <<sheSays "Thank you. Come here; let us cuddle a bit">> I wanted to cuddle him so badly... also to console him... give him hope that at some time I WOULD be ready...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ A few days after... <<heSays "Hi $girl">>, I greeted her; I did not know what to say. Last time she left in a hurry and I didn't really know what went wrong. <<sheSays "Hi!">> she shyly replied. <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry if I went too far last time, I ...">> <<sheSays "No, don't be sorry... I... I didn't expect that. It was all so sudden and I didn't know what was happening. I... you licked me to an orgasm. My first - I ...">> <<sheSays "I didn't know it would feel so... so good!">> <<sheSays "You must think I am stupid. But, you know, this was the first time I experienced this. Naturally I know what an orgasm is - but I always thought: 'What is the big fuzz?' - I had never had any cravings for sex before and... I ... I guess I am a bit stupid...">> <<sheSays "I wanted to thank you and apologize at the same time. Thanks for making me more a woman, and apologies for how I reacted... I ...">> <<heSays "Thanks? No, don't thank me. It was the most wonderful thing I ever did. I have to thank you; you are the first girl I have been with in this way... I">> <<sheSays "What do you mean first, what you did felt perfect, you must have had lots of experience to ... hm... kiss like that...">> <<heSays "No. I had been with two girls before - but all we ever did was kiss and talk... very nice at the time - but not sexual in any way.">> <<sheSays "Anyway - where was I - why don't you let me finish, what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "I ... I am sorry... I am not ready for this yet.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I am not really ready yet. I don't want to have sex with you. I feel... too young. I can't imagine touching your penis... it feels rushed and wrong somehow. I am sorry - I did not want to lead you on in any way. I ... I let you kiss and touch me... but I feel I can't go any further with your dick.">> <<sheSays "I know I will be ready at one stage - but right now I am not.">> <<sheSays "I like you very much - and I want to be your girlfriend... but please, can you accept that I need more time, before we engage in more sexual activity?">> I was speechless and did not know how to react... <<sheSays "Say something..." >>, she begged and started kissing me ... <<sheSays "Please...">> <<heSays "I ... but, ... you... you had an orgasm while I was kissing you - and you don't want any more sex - I... don't understand.">> <<sheSays "I can't understand it myself. The orgasm was so awesome... and of course I want more... but... I can't ... yet... imagine your dick...">> <<sheSays "I... need to start slower... can you do that for me? With me?">> <<heSays "... ... Ok">> <<heSays "What ... exactly do you mean slower... I understand you can't imagine dealing with a dick yet. But you said... that you liked your orgasm - and that you want to have more.">> <<heSays "You smell, and taste so ... fantastic... can I - can I kiss you again? I mean... kiss you like last time?">> <<sheSays "Would you really like that? I mean... I won't - for the time being - go near your dick.">> I wanted to kiss her again... her body... her scent... I never could understand how a single dose of drug could make you addicted... but now I could... I only had once kissed her... and I couldn't think of anything else... <<heSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "I want to taste you again - please, please!">> <<heThinks "Yikes... that was at least one 'please' to many... I sound like a beggar...!">> <<sheSays "But... of course I'd like that... but wouldn't you be frustrated?">> <<sheSays "Frustrated sexually?">> <<heSays "Of course I would... I would probably think day and night about your body... and my penis would yearn after you... badly...">> She smiled at me... <<sheSays "Your thoughts are free - but you will not force me - will you?">> <<heSays "Of course not!">> <<heSays "But given the choice - no sex - or pleasuring you!">> <<heSays "The answer is without doubt - pleasuring you...">> <<heThinks "Your beautiful body...">> <<sheSays "Just so I get this right...">> <<sheSays "You will make me feel what I felt last time... and I get to enjoy you - and you don't expect me to touch your... dick - and you'll get no joy? - and you are ok with that?">> <<heSays "Yes - but I can tell you - I will feel lots of joy touching... smelling... tasting and seeing you.">> <<sheSays "Geee - I am so ok with this!">> She smiled at me with genuine joy... stood up... removed her pants and undies... <<set $girlIsMean = $girlIsMean +1>> <<set $manSub = $manSub +1>>

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ A few days after... <<heSays "Hi $girl!">> He seemed a little reserved - as he did not know what to expect from me. I guess I had left him rather abruptly last time and clueless as to what I felt. <<sheSays "Hi!">> I shyly replied. <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry if I went too far last time, I ...">> <<sheSays "No, don't be sorry... I ... I didn't expect that. It was all so sudden and I didn't know what was happening, I... you licked me to an orgasm. My first - I ...">> <<sheSays "I didn't know it would feel so... so good!">> <<sheSays "You must think I am stupid. But, you know, this was the first time I experienced this. Naturally I know what an orgasm is - but I always thought: 'What is the big fuzz?' - I had never had any cravings for sex before and... I ... I guess I am a bit stupid...">> <<sheSays "Thanks, shhh. Argh, - let me continue... I wanted to thank you and apologize at the same time. Thanks for making me more a woman, and apologies for how I reacted... I ...">> <<heSays "Thanks? No, don't thank me. It was the most wonderful thing I ever did. I have to thank you, You are the first girl I have been with in this way... I">> <<sheThinks "I was his first? I thought he had those other girls..." >> <<sheSays "What do you mean first, what you did felt perfect, you must have had lots of experience to ... hm... kiss like that...">> <<heSays "No. I had been with two girls before - but all we ever did was kiss and talk... very nice at the time - but not sexual in any way.">> <<sheSays "Anyway - where was I - why don't you let me finish, what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "I ... I am sorry... I am not ready for this yet.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "I am not really ready yet. I don't want to have sex with you. I feel... too young. I can't imagine touching your penis... it feels rushed and wrong somehow. I am sorry - I did not want to lead you on in any way. I ... I let you kiss and touch me... but I feel I can't go any further with your dick.">> <<sheSays "I know I will be ready at one stage - but right now I am not.">> <<sheSays "I like you very much - and I want to be your girlfriend... but please, can you accept that I need more time, before we engage in more sexual activity">> I watched him in anticipation... I wanted him... but I had probably just ended things. It also was not entirely true... I wanted to feel again what I felt last time... but I did not want to have sex with him. I did not want to be used by his dick. I really liked him... but thinking of his 'thing'... no. On the other hand... his tongue... had felt so good... Some seconds went by... <<sheSays "Say something...">>, I begged and started kissing his sweet, cute face ... <<sheSays "Please...">> <<heSays "I ... but, ... you... you had an orgasm while I was kissing you - and you don't want any more sex - I... don't understand.">> <<sheSays "I can't understand it myself. The orgasm was so awesome... and of course I want more... but... I can't ... yet... imagine your dick...">> <<sheSays "I... need to start slower... can you do that for me? With me?">> I couldn't just blurt out, that I didn't want his dick... But at the same time... I wanted to be with him. This cute, sweet, smart nerd - I wanted him to be mine. After long thoughtful moments he finally said: <<heSays "... ... Ok">> It seemed rather reluctant... <<heSays "What ... exactly do you mean by slower... I understand you can't imagine dealing with a dick yet. But you said... that you liked your orgasm - and that you want to have more.">> <<heSays "You smell, and taste so ... fantastic... can I - can I kiss you again? I mean... kiss you like last time?">> <<sheThinks "Ohhh... he totally gets me... YES!">> <<sheSays "Would you really like that? I mean... I won't - for the time being - go near your dick.">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "I want to taste you again - please!">> <<sheThinks "Let's make this clear - so we understand each other...">> <<sheSays "But... of course I'd like that... but wouldn't you be frustrated?">> <<sheSays "Frustrated sexually?">> <<heSays "Of course I would... I would probably think day and night about your body... and my penis would yearn after you... badly...">> I smiled at him... <<sheSays "Your thoughts are free - but you will not force me - will you?">> <<heSays "Of course not!">> <<heSays "But given the choice - no sex - or pleasuring you!">> <<heSays "The answer is without doubt - pleasuring you...">> <<sheSays "Just so I get this right...">> <<sheSays "You will make me feel what I felt last time... and I get to enjoy you - and you don't expect me to touch your... dick - and you'll get no joy? - and you are ok with that?">> <<heSays "Yes - but I can tell you - I will feel lots of joy touching... smelling... tasting and seeing you.">> <<sheSays "Geee - I am so ok with this!">> I smiled at him with genuine joy... stood up... removed my pants and undies... <<set $girlIsMean = $girlIsMean +1>> \ <<set $manSub = $manSub +1>> \

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<heSays "You know, ... I have been thinking about what you last said...">> <<sheSays "What about...?">> <<heSays "That you are not ready for sex yet....">> <<sheSays "Please - don't push me.... I thought we had agreed on that?">> <<heSays "Just hear me out... ">> <<sheSays "...ok...">> <<heSays "I know that some part - some major part of you - enjoyed what we did last week, is that true?">> <<sheSays "... well ... ">> <<heSays "So I was thinking... perhaps you are more afraid of me - or my body, my needs... than you are of your own... might that be the case?">> <<sheSays "... I don't know... I ... I don't want to hurt your feelings... but I cannot imagine to... play with your penis. I am sorry - I am sure that will come in time... but I am so afraid of it... and that, when we have more sex... that you will want to put it in me... I don't want that, I am sorry, I am damaged... I should be all over your dick... but I ... just ... can't">> (Tears welling up in her eyes) <<heSays "So... hear me out then...">> <<heSays "I can't stop thinking about you, neither you as my girlfriend... nor your wonderful body... or the fact that I can give you orgasms and that you will not let me.">> <<heSays "I can't stop thinking about how you smell, how you feel and taste...">> <<heSays "If it wasn't the wrong kind of word - I would say I am addicted to you - in a good kind of way...">> <<sheSays "... ">> <<heSays "So... I may have sexual needs of my own. But those are really not that important to me. I can manage those and you certainly do not need to be afraid... that I might do anything that you do not consent to. If that means, that you will - for now - not touch me, sleep with me or any variation thereof - I can live with that.">> <<heSays "But please - If you have the slighted desire, need or are just willing to experiment... let's do that. Without any pressure on your part.">> <<heSays "I am continually thinking about your glorious pussy - please let me kiss you again - and my hope would be - that you can just enjoy it.">> <<sheSays "But... ">> <<heSays "Please...">> <<sheSays "I ...">> I knelt and buried my face in her lap, kissing her carefully and trying to get a whiff of her wonderful scent... <<heSays "Hmmm, please... don't you want to feel me kissing you again?">> <<sheSays "Yes... but... we can try it - this is no promise ok? I will see how this goes...">> I glanced up to her, and I could not help but noticing a glimpse of a strange smile on her face...

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<heSays "You know, ... I have been thinking about what you last said...">> <<sheSays "What about...?">> <<heSays "That you are not ready for sex yet....">> <<sheThinks "Oh, I really thought he accepted that...">> <<sheSays "Please - don't push me.... I thought we had agreed on that?">> <<heSays "Just hear me out... ">> <<sheThinks "What now, how will he try to convince me, that his penis is the best thing in the world?">> <<sheSays "...ok...">> <<heSays "I know that some part - some major part of you - enjoyed what we did last week, is that true?">> <<sheThinks "Certainly... I had an orgasm... what do you think?">> <<sheSays "... well ... ">> <<heSays "So I was thinking... perhaps you are more afraid of me - or my body, my needs... than you are of your own... might that be the case?">> <<sheThinks "Exactly!">> <<sheSays "... I don't know... I ... I don't want to hurt your feelings... but I cannot imagine to... play with your penis. I am sorry - I am sure that will come in time... but I am so afraid of it... and that, when we have more sex... that you will want to put it in me... I don't want that, I am sorry, I am damaged... I should be all over your dick... but I ... just ... can't">> I honestly felt sad. Whenever - in the future - I learned to love his dick... I would play with it... I actually had some tears welling up. I felt that he was torn... that he really liked me... <<heSays "So... hear me out then...">> <<heSays "I can't stop thinking about you, neither you as my girlfriend... nor your wonderful body... or the fact that I can give you orgasms and that you will not let me.">> <<heSays "I can't stop thinking about how you smell, how you feel and taste...">> <<heSays "If it wasn't the wrong kind of word - I would say I am addicted to you - in a good kind of way...">> <<sheThinks "What is he trying to say...?">> <<sheSays "...">> <<heSays "So... I may have sexual needs of my own. But those are really not that important to me. I can manage those and you certainly do not need to be afraid... that I might do anything that you do not consent to. If that means, that you will - for now - not touch me, sleep with me or any variation thereof - I can live with that.">> <<sheThinks "Where is he going with this?">> <<heSays "But please - If you have the slighted desire, need or are just willing to experiment... let's do that. Without any pressure on your part.">> <<heSays "I am continually thinking about your glorious pussy - please let me kiss you again - and my hope would be - that you can just enjoy it.">> <<sheThinks "WHAT? Glorious pussy?">> <<sheSays "But... ">> <<heSays "Please...">> He honestly wanted this! ... I couldn't get over 'glorious pussy'... <<sheSays "I ...">> Then he actually knelt before me... pressed his face against me... and I swear he tried to smell me down there. Was he some kind of sicko? But... I actually liked it... he seemed earnestly to like my smell. <<heSays "Hmmm, please... don't you want to feel me kissing you again?">> YES, I wanted that. Somewhere... in my brain... I slowly started to realize something... fundamental... I was a girl. He was a boy. By his nature - being a male - he was made to love my pussy. Certainly... this boy, this man... also liked me... not only my pussy. For him this part of my body was not 'dirty' or smelly or anything the like. For him this was a central part of my womanhood and as such... he revered it. At least $boy did. I need not let him know straight away my thoughts... so I responded somewhat hesitant: <<sheSays "Yes... but... we can try it - this is no promise ok? I will see how this goes...">> He glanced up to me... and I could see his earnest joy... at the prospect of kissing me again... and I could not help but to smile myself.

[img[pics/75_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part75<</if>> Lately I had been feeling "down". $girl had been hurting me more and more often - always unprovoked and out of a whim. The incident at Jenny's place was just one example... I had been preparing to service her to a couple of orgasms... when out of the blue she sprang up... kicked my balls... flogged me with my belt... hit and scratched me bloody... I know... she had an orgasm doing so... she probably felt bad about it afterwards too. Nonetheless - my life as a punching bag - did not feel nice. My love for $girl did never waver... but that didn't mean I had to spiral further and further down the punching bag tunnel. <<heSays "You know that I love you.">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "The last couple of weeks...">> <<heSays "... have been harder for me than ever before.">> <<heSays "Not only am I being constantly denied... and edged...">> <<heSays "You also hurt me more than before. We had a couple of sessions, where you flogged or hit me... entered a state of frenzy... and even climaxed by giving pain to me...">> <<heSays "I am not sure you were even able to think coherently anymore - I rather doubt it.">> <<heSays "Tell me... what do you think...">> <<heSays "Have you always had these urges... and we are 'only' setting them free?">> <<heSays "Or are you 'evolving' into something... is this a process, a spiral - leading to you becoming a creature to truly fear.">> She looked at me... with sad large eyes... A minute later... after some thought... she answered... <<sheSays "Does it matter?">> <<sheSays "The result might be the same... whether I set free my inner beast more and more...">> <<sheSays "... or I evolve into being more evil every day...">> <<sheSays "The effects on you are the same...">> <<sheSays "Can I evolve into something - that is not yet inherently part of me to begin with?">> <<heSays "If the spiral... has no end...">> <<heSays "You will kill me some day.">> <<heSays "I would die for you... to rescue you... for a greater purpose...">> <<heSays "I don't want to die... because of your eighty three-thousand three hundred ninth or so orgasm...">> <<sheSays "I don't want you to die... not for me... not at all...">> She sighed... <<heSays "We have to step out of our circle...">> <<heSays "Our circle... is both a vicious - for me - and a virtues one - for you - ...">> <<heSays "I see what pleasure and satisfaction you receive from my pain.">> <<sheSays "What do you like more...">> <<sheSays "Licking me to orgasm...">> <<sheSays "or">> <<sheSays "me having an orgasm... maybe from you licking me...">> <<heSays "I... love licking you... I love your orgasms...">> <<heSays "But... if I had to choose...">> <<heSays "Licking you without orgasms would feel 'empty'...">> <<heSays "I think I prefer your orgasms...">> <<sheSays "Despite what you told Ingrid - you never really started with psychology... did you?">> <<heSays "Nah... not really...">> <<sheSays "I am thinking about it... psychology... it is great, perhaps I will study it... at some time... ">> <<sheSays "...anyway...">> <<sheSays "What you just said... you like my orgasms...">> <<sheSays "... is an extrinsic 'reward'...">> <<sheSays "If you had preferred the licking... it would be an intrinsic 'reward'...">> <<heSays "hu?">> <<sheSays "Nerd... ok... in computer terms...">> <<sheSays "Extrinsic rewards... are for example 'achievements' or 'high scores'...">> <<sheSays "You play the game... so that you get an achievement... or you get the highest score... this is your motivation... getting better... playing the game... and get a reward afterwards ... 'yea ... I killed 5000 orks'">> <<sheSays "It doesn't matter if the game is any good... you just want to get the medal of honour... so to say...">> <<sheSays "If you play the game and enjoy it, because the gameplay is fantastic, because it is beautiful and fun... and you can just not put the gamepad down...">> <<sheSays "That is an 'intrinsic' reward... it is something you enjoy while doing it... because in itself it is fun to do.">> <<heSays "Hm... ok... so?">> <<sheSays "I don't know... I'm brainstorming on how we 'tick'...">> <<sheSays "It seems I am more intrinsically inclined... I love when you lick me, I love orgasming, I love hurting you... all that is intrinsic.">> <<sheSays "I don't particular love a blood soaked sheet... I love seeing your blood... tasting it...">> <<sheSays "It is no reward for me if I achieved the goal: 'boyfriend unconscious'">> <<heSays "How do these insights help us?">> <<sheSays "As said... I don't know...">> <<sheSays "You are a giver and extrinsically inclined...">> <<sheSays "I am a taker and intrinsically inclined...">> <<sheSays "We both love each other.">> <<sheSays "I get aroused when hurting/denying you - and don't get aroused by being 'vanilla'.">> <<sheSays "You love it, when I feel pleasure because of you.">> <<sheSays "It seems like I tend to let 'myself' lose more and more.">> <<heSays "Nice summary.">> <<heSays "I know what to do... replace in that summary 'hurting/denying' with 'being licked by' - and everything is fine...">> <<sheSays "Very funny!">> ... <<sheSays "You know... It is not a perfect solution... but we had a short time...">> <<sheSays "...where I was very sexually aroused... and let you cum a couple of times...">> <<heSays "You don't really want to go down that road again... do you?">> <<sheSays "No...">> <<sheSays "But... it DID work... you know?">> <<heSays "... down the line... you want to kill her instead of me?">> <<sheSays "I don't want to kill anyone!">> <<sheSays "But if I really have to kill... then I would prefer any other over you.">> <<sheSays "I promise... I will kill you last...">> <<heSays "$girl!">> <<sheSays "Yea, yea... you can stand being beaten... but dark humour is beyond you...">> ... <<sheSays "If we get her on board again... ">> <<sheSays "There are a couple of things to consider...">> <<sheSays "She might be evil.">> <<sheSays "She wants to deal/see pain.">> <<sheSays "She wants sex.">> <<sheSays "I am the queen.">> <<sheSays "You must fuck and lick her.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "It may not be the world we dream of... but it is a fact...">> <<sheSays "...culturally speaking... fucking a woman is often a means to subdue her.">> <<sheSays "You are my knight... you must fuck her into submission... and sometimes lick her... we have to offer her rewards also.">> <<heSays "But...">> <<sheSays "I will not give her any climax... nor do I want to receive any climax from her.">> <<sheSays "I always want to be and stay yours only.">> <<sheSays "But you are my tool to wield...">> <<sheSays "Chose: Die! - or - Fuck her!">> <<heSays "Ehm... fuck her then... but that can't be the only choice... be real...">> <<heSays "I also only want to be yours... you know?">> <<heSays "Have you forgotten?">> <<sheSays "I have not forgotten.">> <<sheSays "And if you ever fuck another woman, kiss another woman or even smell another woman... I'll go berserk...">> <<sheSays "... unless ... I command you to.">> <<heSays "Haven't we been through this before... even when you command it... it hurts you.">> <<sheSays "No... I have learned my lesson.">> <<heSays "When I fuck her... I cannot help myself... I will enjoy it... once started... I will WANT to fuck her... I will not be able to restrain myself from liking it...">> <<heSays "That has nothing to do with not loving you... or liking/hating the other woman... that is a bodily function.">> <<sheSays "You know what a 'cuckold' is?">> My heart sank through the floor... I angrily said... <<heSays "Yes and I will never ever consent. I will not share you with another man. If you want that - I am out. I told you before! I will not change my view on that - ever!">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... I know - and that is not what I am aiming at... at all.">> <<sheSays "I swear by my love to your dick... I will never ever do that.">> <<sheSays "But ... do you also know what a 'cuckquean' is?">> <<heSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "You should read some of my books... or blogs...">> <<sheSays "A 'cuckquean' is a woman who shares her man with another woman.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<heSays "But the cuck... is the submissive... that is SO not you.">> <<sheSays "Poppycock.">> <<sheSays "I can be whatever I want... but I don't intend to be submissive at all.">> <<sheSays "I will be more a cuckqueen than a cuckquean. You will both do exactly what I command.">> <<sheSays "When I say fuck - you fuck... when I say lick... you lick, you won't do anything I did not command.">> <<heSays "You have that all in your head?">> <<heSays "Why don't you talk with me... about what you feel and want... since when are you thinking about this?">> <<sheSays "Love - I am thinking now. I have not thought about this before. You brought it up - with not wanting to die.">> <<heSays "It sounds to me like a result from some extensive thinking... done without me.">> <<sheSays "No... you are wrong... I just made this up.">> <<heSays "If you say so...">> ... I didn't like where this was going. I also didn't know how long she had been brooding about this... 'just made it up'? Poppycock yourself! I felt the need to assert myself... It was a small thing really - since she hadn't used it in some time... <<heSays "One thing...">> <<heSays "For now we are DONE using a MCU - no MCU anymore.">> <<heSays "If you want to use a FCU on yourself or another bitch - I don't care.">> <<sheSays "But...">> I felt rebellious, I wanted to cum, I wanted to fuck her... I wanted to love her... <<heSays "Also... lose your clothes... tonight you will receive MY blessing.">> ... <<heSays "Did you say something, love?">> She removed her clothes... <<sheSays "No... claim me... make me your girl... give me your semen... fill me.">> She quietly nearly demurely said... She lay on the bed... I removed my clothes... as I positioned myself over her... I realized what she had just said... <<heThick "...claim me...">> <<heThick "...make me your girl...">> She had said those words before... a couple of times... those and others... <<heThick "...tame me...">> She had said... only yesterday... <<heThick "...be my alpha male...">> <<heThick "...I am your price...">> <<heThick "...take me... enter me... fuck me!">> She wanted me to take, claim and fuck her... something clicked inside me... I was absolutely certain... I wondered if she knew... had she hidden it only from me... or from herself too. $girl was a switch... she wanted to submit to me... and so willingly... all I had to do was to say 'lose your clothes...'. Was that true? I had to do some experiments of my own - so it seemed… <<heSays "Yes, you are mine!">> <<heSays "I will fuck you, fill you with my semen...">> <<heSays "But first you will suck my cock...">> I stood before our bed... grabbed her head... and pulled her to my dick... I was not rough handling her... I did not want to hurt her... but I took her head and with a firm and decisive motion, pulled it towards me. <<heSays "Suck... I know you are a pro... open your mouth...">> She complied... my dick was in her mouth... she sucked, used her tongue... her hand around my shaft... it felt so good... <<heSays "Ahhhh... yes... baby... hmmm... go on... yes... this feels so great...">> I needed not restrain myself... I would cum... I would make her eat me all the way... <<heSays "Oh... faster... go on... work for me... suck it... you are so good... so well trained... worship my cock... ahhhh">> I was not used to unrestrained sex... nearly two months after my last orgasm... I lasted only a very short time... <<heSays "Baby... I will cum... prepare... for two months’ worth of cum... Ohhh... ... yes...">> I grabbed her head... I would not give her a chance to break off. I knew she would want to eat everything that came out of me... But I was not sure she would not try to 'edge' me at the last moment. I held her head in my hands... and fucked her sweet mouth... ...and I came in her... I was in heaven... and she sucked and continued and serviced me to a blissful sensation. <<heSays "ARRRRGGHHHH, GODD! YES.... HMMMM!">> <<heSays "Eat my cum! FUCK me with your mouth... HMMMM... DAMN... YES... HMMMM...">> I don't know how much I emptied in her... I imagine it was a lot... but I never saw a single drop... greedily she sucked my cock while I was cumming and cumming... <<sheSays "Hmmm... hmmm... ">> I heard her moaning... as she swallowed load after load... she didn't stop handling me... pumping more cum... and more bliss out of me... <<heSays "Love... this is so great... hmmm it... doesn't stop... hmmm...">> Well... it did stop at some point... but I was not done with her. <<heSays "Lie in your back... spread your legs...">> <<heSays "I need to inspect your sex...">> I laid myself next to her... grabbed her head with one hand... and kissed her... I chose to ignore my own taste... and invaded her mouth with my tongue... I kissed her... longingly... passionately... but also decisively... I was the alpha... she was mine. I felt her melting in my hands... she gave herself to me... she wanted me to invade her... she softly - probably unconsciously - moaned while my tongue played with hers... I had conquered her... just by kissing her. She wanted to be conquered... definitely. My free hand moved along her thigh... up to her genitals... She was drenched... when I first touched her vagina... I could feel her body shiver... and the loveliest soft <<sheSays "awwwww">> escaped her mouth. I stopped kissing her... I wanted to watch her... her reactions... her face... <<heSays "You will cum for me...">> I still held her head tightly... forcing her to look at me... or at least face me... Two of my fingers were in her vagina... massaging her... slowly at first... but forceful... and with slowly increasing speed. <<sheSays "Ahhhh... nghhhh... ">> She tried moving... not to escape... but because her lust demanded it... But I did not let her move... I held her tight... <<heSays "Stay! You will cum... as I want you to...">> <<sheSays "Ahhhhh... hmmmm">> I only worked on her for a couple of seconds... but I knew she was already far gone... <<sheSays "Hmmm... hnngggg....">> She was shivering from lust in my arms... Then I stopped... stimulating her... my fingers still in her... her hips throbbing in desire... <<heSays "Beg me... beg me to continue...">> <<sheSays "Please... continue... make me cum... please...">> I continued... ... for a couple of seconds... <<sheSays "Please... I beg you... make me cum... love...">> <<heSays "That is: '...make me cum... master'!">> <<sheSays "Master please... make me cum... I beg you...">> I continued... and I felt her shiver again with lust... <<sheSays "Hmmm... hnngggg....">> <<sheSays "Ahhhhh... hmmmm">> <<heSays "You are my sex slave... you will cum when I want you to cum...">> <<sheSays "Yes master... please let me cum... I am your slave... please...">> I then sped up... my fingers in her cunt moved with maximum speed... I knew she would cum in only a few seconds... she was such a sweet lusty bitch in heat... <<sheSays "ARRRGHHHHHH..... HNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG.... HMMMMMMMMM">> Strong convulsions shook her body... my fingers still moved in her... and could feel contractions as her whole body writhed within my arms... and she screamed her orgasmic lust in my face... <<sheSays "ARRRGHHHHHH..... HNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG.... HMMMMMMMMM">> Her hips arched up... and my hands kept on moving... and sending waves of pleasure to her... <<sheSays "HNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG.... GOD... YEEEEEEAAAA.... hmmmmm">> I watched her... she looked so ecstatic... so beautiful in her lust... helplessly shuddering, throbbing and moving in the thralls of her bliss. She was marvellous in every respect. I let her finish her orgasm... I still had energy left of my own... two month of yearning... could not be released in one single orgasm... Even if that one had been delivered by the greatest and hottest girl on earth - and by that I meant $girl. <<heSays "Now that you are properly prepared... I can use you for my pleasure.">> I said... aiming to sound like a 'master'. <<heSays "You are mine... my little girl... I will fuck you... for my pleasure...">> <<heSays "You want that... don't you? You want me to fuck you for my pleasure... SAY IT!">> <<sheSays "Mm... Master... I beg you... fuck me... use me... for your pleasure... I am yours to take.">> <<heSays "Tell me to fuck you... tell me to fill you with my cum... tell me to cum inside you... that you need it... that you want it... SAY IT!">> <<sheSays "Master... fuck me... give me your semen... cum in me... use me to pleasure you... please master... please fuck me... please...">> <<heSays "Remember that... I do not want to have to tell you again... you will beg me to fuck you...">> <<sheSays "Yes... master fuck me... fuck me... ">> I was astonished... how willingly she submitted... how honest her pleas sounded... My dick was fully regenerated... her orgasm... watching her cum... her ecstasy, moaning... and screams... had fully awakened me... I had an iron rod to share with my girl... I was going to fuck her... cum in her... on the way to my orgasm... I was going to make her cum a couple of times... I knew how... and her submission seemed to make her as 'energetic' as her dominance and my suffering... I climbed on top of her... and 'claimed' her with my penis... already my first thrust in her was rewarded with one of her delighted moans... I fucked her... I fucked her good... I was in no hurry - my first orgasm in her mouth had supplied me with additional time for my current workload. I made her cum two times in missionary... twice in doggy position... then I returned to missionary... I wanted to cum... and I wanted to face her... look into her beautiful face. I wanted to embrace her and let her feel me cumming with her complete body. I lay on her... her legs crossed over my back; both of my hands cradled her face... I was looking at her... I would cum any second now... but I knew she also was not far away from her next orgasm... so I kept going... I knew how to wait... Her legs held me tight... refusing to let go, not only because I was about to make her cum. She held me close to her, she wanted to be near me, she held on to me, her love... and not let me go anywhere else. I could feel her, sense her... her amazing body... I felt her shivers... heard her moans... I sped up... I knew... a few forceful... 'claiming' thrusts would pull her over the edge... <<sheSays "ARRRRGHHHH">> her wonderful, desperate scream... <<heSays "ARRRRGHHHH">> was accompanied by my own... I did not consciously thrust anymore... my own spasms fed her orgasm... as her lustful writhing fed mine... we both involuntarily moved in passion and lust in the throes of our orgasms... and we both sustained each other... <<sheSays "HMMMMMmmm, OOHHHHHH, HMMMM.... hmmmmm">> <<heSays "HMMMMMmmm, OOHHHHHH, HMMMM.... hmmmmm">> We were literally synchronized in our orgasms... it was the most incredible feeling I ever felt... <<sheSays "hmmmmm, hmmm... hmm">> <<heSays "hmmmmm, hmmm... hmm">> We held each other a long time... much longer than the orgasm lasted... neither of us said a word... our bodies still intertwined... we were one... ... I opened my eyes... I was back on earth... back from heaven. I looked at $girl... <<heSays "I amagnifyre you!">> was all I could say. She opened her eyes... and I only saw happiness, joy and love. <<sheSays "I amagnifyre you!">> [[continue|Part76]]

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<sheSays "You know what... this talk... if you are still willing to... let's try it now... for once. But I have to warn you though, I might be a little wet down there. I'd totally understand if you don't wa...">> <<heSays "Yes!">> Softly laying her on the bed... <<heSays "Do... hm, how do I say that... do you want any foreplay? Do you want me to kiss, caress you... get you in the mood?">> <<heSays "I'd certainly enjoy that - but if you want me to dive straight down - I'd be more than happy to oblige!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "hmm, before I change my mind... go for it! Make me cum! I don't think I need any more preparation...">> <<heSays "Gladly ... if I do something wrong... or to fast... or to slow... or the wrong pos....">> <<sheSays "... get on with it.... before I change my mind...">> <<heSays " ... just tell me... ">> She laid on the bed, here pants and undies gone. She still wore her T-shirt, her legs shyly pressed together - she looked so vulnerable and self-conscious. <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Get down there - and lick me! Now!">> <<heThinks "I loved how needy she sounded... She wanted me to taste her... to caress her little clit... kiss her, smell her... touch her... yes!">> She laid on the bed, her pants and undies gone. She still wore her T-shirt, her legs spread - inviting me... <</if>>\ I knelt on the side of the bed... not wanting to spook her or upset her. I started kissing her thigh and slowly worked my way up. I applied a little pressure to my grip around her thighs and slowly pushed them apart. I could sense her hesitation as she overcame the reluctance to let a 'stranger' see her most private parts. I grabbed her hips and moved her body into a diagonal position - so that from my kneeling position I could have full access to her. I cannot explain the fascination a female body represents to me, all of it, the breasts, the vagina, the bum - the softness of the skin, the smell, the taste. There is no rationality behind it - other than it is a force of nature. I am a man - so I am drawn to women. She was so beautiful, her lips, her blond hair the rose colouring and the glistening wetness that started to show in the lower region. When I placed my first soft kiss on her pubic hair, I could feel how she jerked away a tiny little bit - startled by my first touch. I continued softly kissing her and went further down. I let my tongue play in the region where I suspected her clitoris. I had my eyes closed, I wanted to feel, taste and smell her to the fullest. I kept playing with her and occasionally dipped my tongue into her vagina. That was rewarded with a new load of her fantastic taste which is hard to describe - salty and fresh and ... just ... ''HER!'' I could have done that for hours - but $girl - as last week - came within only a few minutes. This time I could feel her orgasm building, she reared up and stretched her stomach upwards - making it harder for me to reach her clitoris - her body started trembling and a single, very soft <<sheSays "ahhh">> escaped her mouth. She kept on twitching for a few more seconds, as I used the last moments to get a good taste of her. Then she forced me away from her lap and made me lay beside her. I watched her, still breathing slightly faster, the skin around her neck had little red spots, which slowly vanished... She laughed out loud and said: <<sheSays "Well - that was easy and very, VERY enjoyable!">> She started hugging and kissing me - noticing: <<sheSays "So, that is what I taste like ... and you do really like that?">> <<heSays "Yes - very much so!">> <<heSays "But not only that... I love that you trust me enough to let me do this to you.">> <<heSays "That I am the one allowed to be with you, that I am able to make you feel these wonderful feelings, that you share them with me... that... ...now I am babbling...">> <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheSays "Shhh... ">> <<sheSays "Just so you know... what you just did... you will do often in the future...">> <<sheSays "You want that - don't you?">> <<sheSays "Lick me... I mean... again... and again...">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "Good boy!">> <<set $girlIsMean = $girlIsMean +1>>\ <<set $manSub = $manSub +1>>\ <</if>>\

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<sheSays "You know what... this talk... if you are still willing to... let's try it now... for once. But I have to warn you though, I might be a little wet down there. I'd totally understand if you don't wa...">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<sheThinks "Yes! He wants me!">> He guided me to the bed and gently - lovingly lay me down - like I was something really precious to him. <<heSays "Do... hm, how do I say that... do you want any foreplay? Do you want me to kiss, caress you... get you in the mood?">> <<heSays "I'd certainly enjoy that - but if you want me to dive straight down - I'd be more than happy to oblige!">> Why was he still talking... why wasn't his tongue already playing with me? <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "hmm, before I change my mind... go for it! Make me cum! I don't think I need any more preparation...">> <<heSays "Gladly ... if I do something wrong... or to fast... or to slow... or the wrong pos....">> Still talking? Geee you know, one can also be too mindful of others... <<sheSays "... get on with it.... before I change my mind...">> <<heSays " ... just tell me... ">> I lay on his bed... my pants and undies gone. I still wore my shirt though. I was nervous... yes I wanted this - but I also felt extremely vulnerable. I could not help but to keep my legs closed. <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Get down there - and lick me! Now!">> I lay on his bed... my pants and undies gone. I still wore my shirt though. I spread my legs... showing him the goods... inviting him... luring him to me... <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ $boy knelt on the side of the bed his whole demeanour radiating calmness. His presence, his silent adoration of my body and his first soft kisses on my thighs were soothing. He caressed me with his hands, while his lips and face enjoyed the soft touch of my skin. He slowly worked his way up... his soft hands applied a little pressure to my thighs. He did not force my legs apart; his hands suggested that the time had come for me to open up. I was still hesitant... I wanted this... But what if he didn't like the look of my pussy? I was still so hairy down there... natural... I was wet... and he could probably already smell my sex. I parted my legs... I watched him, slightly fearful... I so wanted him to like me... to know that my body was attractive and desirable for him. <<else>>\ $boy knelt on the side of the bed. His presence, his silent adoration of my body and his first soft kisses on my thighs were soothing. He caressed me with his hands, while his lips and face enjoyed the soft touch of my skin. He slowly worked his way up... I was wet... and he could probably already smell my sex. <</if>>\ He moved me into a diagonal position... from that position he had better access to my body. I watched him... He looked at me, I could feel his eyes on me... transfixed on my sex. As if in trance he slowly moved nearer. Very carefully he planted a soft kiss on my pubic hair... not really touching any sensitive spot yet - it was anything but unexpected... nonetheless my body involuntarily jerked away a tiny little bit. I could see and feel him being fascinated by me. He loved what he saw. He kept kissing me... and soon his tongue started playing with my clit. Holy shit... this felt good. My vagina was throbbing all over the place again... and I could feel the wetness between my legs. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Ahh... look at him... down their... servicing me... I love it... it feels so good... not only his licking and my clit... seeing him below me... doing what I told him to do... serving me... serving my pleasure... yes... hmmm">> <</if>>\ It felt so wonderful... his tongue playing with me... then he moved slightly and his tongue suddenly was in me... in my vagina... licking up my wet juice... and I could swear I could feel him purring slightly a soft "hmmmm" as he enjoyed my taste. Then he moved up again to play with my clit... I watched him... he had again his eyes closed. I could see how much he loved doing this. Smelling me, tasting me and feeling me. Again and again, he altered between my clit... and dipping his tongue deep into my vagina to greedily taste me. Watching him... I knew he would continue for as long as I wanted... but I could not. He felt so fantastic - his tongue, his movements... everything he did was just perfect... and my anticipation, my lust grew every second. I was throbbing like mad... my hips could not help but to hungrily heave upwards towards his tongue. After only a few minutes my body started to tremble... a rush of wonderful feelings swept through my whole body... and unconsciously a <<sheSays "ahhh">> escaped my mouth. My body continued to tremble in the throes of the wonderful feelings $boy had given me. In between I noticed his tongue in my vagina... to collect my taste a last time... before I would cut him off. I took hold of his head... forced him up to me... I wanted him next to me. I laughed out loud and said: <<sheSays "Well - that was easy and very, VERY enjoyable!">> I hugged and kissed him - I could taste myself on him: <<sheSays "So, that is what I taste like ... and you do really like that?">> <<heSays "Yes - very much so!">> <<heSays "But not only that... I love that you trust me enough to let me do this to you.">> <<heSays "That I am the one allowed to be with you, that I am able to make you feel these wonderful feelings, that you share them with me... that... ...now I am babbling...">> <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Ohh... you are so mine now. Your tongue will be more often in my vagina than in your own mouth...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... ">> <<sheSays "Just so you know... what you just did... you will do often in the future...">> <<sheSays "You want that - don't you?">> <<sheSays "Lick me... I mean... again... and again...">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "Good boy!">> <<sheThinks "Good pet!">> <<set $girlIsMean = $girlIsMean +1>>\ <<set $manSub = $manSub +1>>\ <<else>>\ I loved, that he loved my taste. I had wanted that! <</if>>\

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ What can I say... from that day on $girl was hooked. We saw each other every day, mostly about 2-3 hours in the evening. The "routine" we engaged in at first went like that: After she arrived we kissed and would soon sit on the bed and start talking - within a few seconds we would lie in each other's arms and cuddle. Again a few seconds later my hand would somehow end up in her pants and while still talking I would slowly massage her soft spot and while still lying in my arms - a few minutes later she would have her first orgasm. Her mouth next to my ear I would listen to her soft moans. I always loved her voice even without moans - we had a time, when we had to use the phone a lot and I discovered that I just loved listening to her voice - after a while we distilled this into a certain sequence of vowels - which was in a way our "I love you". Instead of saying "I love you" she just mouthed "***" (well those vowels which I do not repeat here). /* I have not heard her saying those to me in nearly thirty years now. */ Those soft "ahhhh" moans right next to my ear when she came in her beautiful voice - I loved this so much./* I know this is all youthful nonsense and pretty printing. But this is how I felt and how I remember it. */ For some reason $girl was always easy and quick to satisfy. Usually touching in the right places for only a few short minutes was enough. I often would have liked it even better if it had been possible to work on her longer... but this often was not possible. But we discovered - depending on the moon, the weather or the time of the day - that sometimes the first orgasm would only count as a warm up for more to come. So after the above mentioned initial manual labour I would worm my way down and try to get rid of her pants - If she wasn't in the right mood I was sure she would stop me. But more often than not she would gracefully allow me to go down on her. One bonus doing it in that order was that by now she was already wet from her first orgasm, so that I could fully enjoy her taste. After her second orgasm we typically had some spare time. We would go for a walk, watch television, play a game or the like... When the time came for her to leave, we would spare another 5 minutes to let her cum again. A few days after the initial "trick and treat" she became very orgasm enthusiastic. $girl was actually not a big person, but had a well-proportioned figure - compared to me she was quite tiny. As I started to get to know her better I suspected, that she always felt a little bit insecure. For some strange reason I wanted to empower her - or at least let her feel empowered. Not really consciously but certainly inspired by those thoughts, I one day knelt before her. It was a day when she wore a skirt and due to other activities we engaged in previously, she didn't wear anything underneath. Kneeling before her I wanted to make her cum as best as I could. I placed her hands on my head and let them lead me to the places she wanted me the most. I don't know where exactly I got the impressions from - but I am certain - her seeing me kneeling before her and licking and kissing her, while being guided by her greedy hands really boosted her lust to another level. She would usually have a last "word" by forcefully removing my head from between her legs. Slightly too much force - so we both knew - she was in charge here. Those farewell orgasms were just great. When she was back on the street she usually had some of the red spots left on her... thinking of it - is so hot!

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ $boy had set free my sexuality. Before him I never experienced an orgasm. I will always be thankful for that... and remember what he did for me. Yes - other men would sooner or later also have woken me... but he was just right for me. He did not demand much. He did not frighten me away. He gently guided me to my first orgasms... He adored me... he adored my body... more than was healthy... for him or for me - in the long run. I don't know if he was particularly submissive - but my body... his adoration... the thread I might pull away... or letting him not touch me... I could make him do anything. At first I felt bad about it... ordering him around... making him kneel... using his tongue... for my pleasure only. But he never complained... not once... and I felt so good. I had power over him. My first orders were probably uttered because I was insecure myself... and I was trying to hide it... But the way he responded... was intoxicating... he was my pet... he would do anything... I asked. I was his goddess - right from the beginning... and he my helpless thrall... <</if>>\ I loved having orgasms. I loved that my boyfriend made me cum. I loved that he loved to make me cum. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I started to love him. Not only because of that - but because he was such a dear man, so considerate such a nerd. He kissed like a god and when his crooked smile appeared on his face I knew he wanted me... smell me, eat me... make me cum. Lying in his arms made me feel save, I could listen to his voice and lose myself in it... often I would not understand what he told me... since his nerdy self could not restrain himself to talk about his studies... and why would I care how a transistor works, what the difference between pnp and npn transitions were. But he was so enthusiastic about this stuff... and he wanted to share it with me... I listened... I kissed him... and enjoyed him. He smelled so good... I always wanted to be near to him... Also when I was near him... he automatically touched me... he could not help it... and I loved it... I wanted him to touch me... He was mine... and I was his... and that was great. <<else>>\ He was mine... I could make him pleasure me whenever I wanted to. <</if>>\ Soon a pattern emerged. I visited him daily now. I was always going to his place. I had trouble with my own family - mother specifically - and I was glad to escape to his place. When I arrived we would soon adjourn to his room, sprawled on the bed and conversed or kissed or cuddled. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ After only a very few days we both learned... that I loved to have his hand in my pants as soon as possible. <<else>>\ After only a very few days he learned... that I loved to have his hand in my pants as soon as possible. <</if>>\ While we still talked... his fingers would play with my clit... and a short time later my juices would flow and having lubricant available, his fingers would again play with my clit... our conversation would slow down... further and further... till only a few minutes later my body was trembling in his strong arms. My head would rest on his shoulders and I would shudder and softly moan in his ears... while I had my first orgasm. I knew by now that he loved my voice. Especially when I whispered - or moaned. I could not quite fathom this... but I could see and feel that he did. I could whisper nonsense to him... he would still just shut his eyes, concentrate on my voice... and love it. He also adored my orgasms. I knew he wished... that he would be able to work longer on me. But I could not help but to cum after usually only a few short minutes. Either I was such an easy orgasmic girl - or $boy was just doing everything perfect. Fact was - the first big O was usually a very fast one. But! I think orgasms can be trained - or at least I can be trained. Soon we discovered that my first orgasm need not really be my last! After the throes of my first orgasms had ebbed away... $boy went down... removed my pants and would start kissing me. Sometimes I was not yet able to enjoy it - it was to intense... but soon every day I allowed him to continue. When my pants were removed... he spread my legs... and his eyes were greedily fixed on my vagina... which would be soaking wet from the orgasm just a minute ago. I loved his greed and I knew in a few seconds he would press his face against me and lick my juices like it was the most delicious food he knew. Which perhaps for him it really was. He continued licking me - as usual altering between my clit and my vagina. He started sucking me... and after a very short time I would again be a trembling mess of pure lust and bliss. Pressing his face against me vagina... not letting him escape my grip. I wanted to feel his face on me. After the second orgasm we typically had some spare time. We would go for a walk, watch television, play a game or the like... One evening - still in the early stages of this pattern. I was just about getting ready to leave... I stood up from the bed and was about to get the rest of my clothes - at this time I was only wearing a skirt - nothing else. $boy got up from the bed... and knelt before me. He took my hands, placed them on his head, lifted my skirt and tenderly kissed my pubic hair. I didn't know what happened. Did he know me so well already? Seeing him kneel before me, having my hands on his head, enabling me to guide his head to wherever I wanted him. This... gave me some kind of power surge... that went straight to my vagina - and the known lustful throbbing was immediately awakened. Automatically I spread my legs somewhat - so I could guide his head and his tongue to my vagina. I held him - and rhythmically pushed his head against me and at the same time moved my hips against his head. Seeing him underneath me, guiding - no FORCING! - his head and tongue to satisfy me made me so hot... I came in a very short time. While cumming I held his head forcefully in position. I knew he was not able to breath... and knowing his air running out... made my orgasm even sweeter. After my last throbs had ebbed away I yanked his head off me. Looking down at him. He took a deep breath, finally able again, he looked up and I could only see adoration for me. We did not say anything... but I also smiled at him \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ - I loved him. <<else>>\ - I loved this... him kneeling before me... me just having had an orgasm... his adoring eyes on me! <</if>>\ Only a very few minutes later I was on my way home. This farewell at once became part of our ritual.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ I was helpless regarding $girl. I knew she slowly changed. In the beginning she was so lovely so cute... so good and pure. But as we continued our relationship... her attitude changed. I probably played a huge part in her change. I adored her... I was addicted to her sex... her beauty. It was unreal... I know it was unhealthy... but one wink with her finger... and I would do whatever she wanted. I knew I should be more 'manly', stand my ground. Be stronger... But when she looked at me with her large blue eyes... and whispered: 'Lick!' I responded automatically. I dropped to my knees and worshipped her sweet little pussy. Knowing her demanding gaze upon me... she was smiling in her knowledge of her power over my... I was utterly helpless to her every whim... and I loved it... I loved her beyond anything else... The further our relationship developed... the less I knew her... the less I experienced her gentleness... her love... Rationally viewed she didn't do much that earned my love... Perhaps it was just chemistry... but... I was absolutely devoted to her... nothing would change that... - <</if>>\ Due to circumstances I will not tell here, $girl and I moved together. I was studying, but she was still in school with one year left to go. Since the university was in my home town and money was tight, I still had a room in my parents place. But they were cool and let $girl stay with us. $girl and I had always been close - but now we had to be even closer. We shared a single bed, which was only about 80cm in width. With two people in it - that IS close. But both of us were quiet sleepers. Although today I cannot say how we managed - we did and I cannot remember any discomfort. But being THIS close together $girl could hardly any more ignore the fact that I was a man and I had a penis. I was very happy with my girl. My penis not so much - but it was only being ignored by HER - I myself used to find some private time to... relax a little myself. Due to our agreement she WAS allowed to ignore it - but I could certainly not. That is only natural - and the muscles in my right arm were a little bit more firm than in my left. But moving in together into a 12m^2 room left little room for private activities. We seldom before had sleepovers so a nightly routine had not been established. I always slept naked; $girl usually had a nightgown that could best be described as a one piece romper suit (girl size). She looked super cute in it, but damn that thing was impractical. Anyway, sleeping naked next to the girl you love and desire... it is hard to not get a hard on once in a while - or very often. The first "touch" was by accident. <<sheSays "Oh sorry - I didn't mean to...">> she said... <<heSays "No need to apologize">> I said - <<heSays "Hey this is the first time you touched my penis!">> I could tell she was a bit ashamed. I believe up to that point she never really thought about my penis, sexual needs and what my penis might be used for - she had always been successfully ignoring it. She certainly knew those things... but sexually she was the single centre in our relationship. We had been together a few months by now and to my estimate her orgasm count was in the three digit range - and she never helped me to a relief. It might sound strange - but it really was not that important to me. I could take care of myself - and I loved her and my only desire was to make her happy, I loved to take care of her physical orgasm needs and mentally, spiritually. I just wanted to make her happy in any way I could. By now she was seldom shy around me. But now she was. There was this tiny fragile, lovable girl beside me, ready to go to sleep in a romper suit. She looked up to me asked me in a hushed whisper <<sheSays "can I touch it?">>. <<heThinks "DAMN YES, TOUCH IT, STROKE IT, RIDE IT - EVERYTHING AND MORE!!! PLEASE!">> - I thought. But I whispered: <<heSays "sure, it is all yours">> Very careful she touched my penis. So soft I could hardly feel it. It was all beneath the blanked, touch only. <<sheSays"The skin is so soft, and the flesh so hard.">> <<heSays "May I say a few things as an introduction?">> I offered... <<sheSays "Sure">> she said. <<heSays "The skin is very soft, that is true, I can feel the slightest touch you do - but believe it or not, I do not think even if you grip as hard as you possibly can, that I would feel pain. In the terms of pressure or grip it is not sensitive. Quite the opposite, usually the more powerful the grip on the shaft is - the better it feels - try it!">> <<heSays "Gee, you do have a tight grip - is this as strong a grip as you can do? It felt good!">> <<heSays "The most sensitive spot - like your clitoris - is the top of the penis. Using too much pressure there or rubbing it without any form of lubrication can be hurtful. The testicles are very pressure sensitive. Also - a cool piece of trivia not everyone knows - if a man is close to orgasm, the testicles move 'upwards' a little and the whole shebang down there tightens up. It is hard to discern by looks only - but you can feel it if you grip them - just not to tight.">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, mind if I play with it a little longer? Tell me if something feels good or bad - ok?">> <<heSays "Sure">> After that she petted my penis for quite some time. Often she would caress it - but sometimes stroke it hard, then soft. One time I was actually close to cumming - and I told her. She reached out her other hands and gripped my balls - testing out the trivia I just provided. "It's true", she said, "your balls are preparing a shoot out!" With that she let go of my penis... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "I'm sorry, this was very educational - but I still cannot do this.">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "I still cannot do this.">> <</if>>\ <<heSays "Sure thing" >> I said. After a few moments the excitement started to fade, but the frustration was still within me. Damn I wanted to cum. I wanted sex, NOW! I heard her moving beside me. What was she doing? When I turned around I saw that she striped off her "suit" and she was lying naked beside me. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ She leaned over to me, and whispered: <<sheSays "Please, make me cum...">> <<else>>\ She turned to me and said <<sheSays "I need to cum myself, get your head between my legs, now!">> Somehow my dick had made her hot... I loved this. My dick could turn her on... Yes! I eagerly went down on her. <</if>>\ I myself was sexually frustrated, but this is a funny thing. I don't know how it is with other people but for me personally in case of sexual frustration the next best thing, or maybe even better, is a surrogate orgasm of someone you love. I even daresay it may be better. If I am frustrated and then actually DO have an orgasm - I am sexually satisfied - and consequently am not interested in sex anymore. If I am frustrated and give orgasms to someone else - that provides also some kind of sexual satisfaction, not as immediate but on an emotional level very satisfying - and I am still horny and can deliver more orgasms... In this case to my beloved $girl. I don't know if she knew that, perhaps not on an intellectual level but certainly emotionally. She was in a hurry; she immediately grabbed my head and pushed me down. She spread her legs wide, gripped my head and held me very tight. I licked her as best as I could, but this time she was so into it, that I had a hard time reaching my target. After a short while I realized that this time licking her was not my duty. She held my head in place and moved her hips so that her vagina and clitoris rubbed over my face. I did not need to move at all, I just needed to hold still and let her hips use my face to grind her to orgasm. Near the end, she gripped my face even harder and counter moved my head to her hip movement thus grinding even more effectively. She came hard. One loud '' <<sheSays "AAARGHHH">> '', which probably could have been heard in the house next door, her torso heaved up, my face now very tightly pressed against her vagina. I am pretty sure some head banging was involved at some point as well. With the last of her convulsions fading, my tongue longed for her juices. My whole face was soaked with them - but can there be too much? Easy answer: NO! I lay very still, enjoying my place between her legs. <<heSays "Earth to space station... can you hear me?">> I said... <<sheSays "DAMN, yes - that was intense.">> <<heSays "That was great, I love it, when you are a sex greedy girl, you know you can use me like this any time, do you?">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Thanks, I WAS horny; I don't know what came over me.">> <<sheSays "... any time you say?">> <<heSays "Sure!">> <<sheSays "It's not that I want to do that again anytime soon, but actually as good as that was... there is still something left. Would you mind... you know... just continue licking me a bit longer?">> Wow - good thing I did NOT come earlier, otherwise I would probably not have wanted to, but not having an orgasm does wonders... <<else>>\ <<sheSays "You are such a great cunt licker.">> <<sheSays "You love that... serving me... being my sex toy... making me cum, don't you?">> <<heSays "Absolutely!">> <<sheSays "Go on... I am not done with you yet... LICK! Service me... !">> <</if>>\ <<heSays "One licking orgasm coming up, - or would you like two?">> <<sheSays "One for now - I can't really tell yet if that is enough...">> Long story short. One was not enough; I licked her to orgasm twice more times. The good thing about these multiple orgasm is, each takes a little bit longer. So this night I really had a feast. I was playing with her for nearly an hour. I probably could have taken short cuts and could have finished two orgasms in 20 minutes. But as I said, I enjoyed her so much. By then I could tell her various signs, it was easier to "control" her after she already had an orgasm (or two) and so I deliberately took my time with her. After that a very satisfied young lady slept next to me, she even forgot to put on her suit. Or did she not forget? Was that on purpose? About 3 o' clock in the night my little angle woke me up. She said. <<sheSays "I had such a weird dream, can't remember what it was, but what do you think of this?">> She took my hand, placed it between her legs. Hot! Wet! Needy! I was still half asleep - but it took only a handful of minutes. I licked, she came, we slept again. Everything was good.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ I learned about my sexuality... I tried things... apart from $boy. I masturbated... put things in my vagina... learned what I needed to get off... what felt good and what not. One free day... I masturbated for hours... not because I was exceptionally horny... but I wanted to learn about myself. I came a few times... but not one of my self-administered orgasms came near to what $boy did to me. Certainly it felt wonderful having his tongue on me. That alone would have been better than rubbing my clit with my bare hand. But what really got me going... was that he was my slave... we didn't call it that... yet ... but what else can it be called? He did everything I asked. He pleasured me when I wanted... as often as I wanted... in any position I wanted. I just needed to say 'lick' and he would drop on his knees... and would lap my cunt like any good dog. I was his goddess and I relished it. That made me so horny... - <</if>>\ After some time I started living with $boy. The situation with my mother had become unbearable and he offered that I could move in with him. He was still living at his parents place - his parents were great and they accepted me right away into their family. For them it was clear... their son loved me - therefore I was part of the family - no drama... at all. At that time I was still going to school - but only for less than another year or so. $boy was studying - so money was very tight... and staying with his parents really was the only option. $boy and I had always been very close - but moving in... we were forced to be even closer. His room was only 12m^2 and it was now our room. The bed was a 80cm bed - it was now our bed. Luckily we were both very quiet sleepers so this did actually work. Also it was not really a bad thing to have him next to me... only inches away. We had been together now for a couple of months and everything was going great. \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ Really! I loved him, he loved me. We didn't encounter any major differences and hardly ever had any conflicts. <<else>>\ I really liked him, he loved and adored me. We didn't encounter any major differences and hardly ever had any conflicts. It also helped that he fulfilled all my wishes and I could wrap him around my fingers. <</if>>\ Still... moving in together reminded us both of the fact that $boy had a penis! Well, I am sure he knew it before I moved in - and being a man and having a sexually demanding girlfriend - I am sure he had found ways to compensate my ignorance of his dick. I still could not bring myself to touch him... or undress him. A fact that I was not aware of before, was that $boy slept naked... I did not sleep naked, actually quite the opposite I usually wore one super comfortable garment that covered my whole body and kept me warm. It is not, that I wasn't aware of his dick. I just chose to ignore it. After he licked me and we cuddled I certainly recognized that his pants were tighter. It was also not the case that I was not curious about it... and I accidentally might have placed a leg or a hand in places where I could feel more than my face betrayed. Anyway... him sleeping naked, his girl next to him and him being robbed of the opportunity to relax privately led to the fact that more often than not he had a boner when we were in bed. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<else>>\ Actually I found it sexy. Knowing I could use him to get off any time I wanted and knowing he was lying next to me with his sad untouched boner... I even sometimes placed my butt so that it touched him. I felt his dick... slightly poking me... but pretended not to notice. I knew he loved it... I could feel his dick throbbing through several layers of tissue... I loved it... because he could do nothing about it... I knew he was frustrated... and that was so damn hot... <</if>>\ For the first few days everything went ok... but finally one day I moved in bed... and my hand touched his dick - and somehow in reflex I closed my hand around it... it was an accident... really... <<sheSays "Oh sorry - I didn't mean to...">> <<heSays "No need to apologize">> <<heSays "Hey this is the first time you touched my penis!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Yes... I know... I am sorry - you give me these wonderful feelings... and you get nothing.">> I knew he was right. I felt ashamed, he was so good to me... sexually and otherwise... but sexually... yes. He was all over my body- he fulfilled all of my wishes. And I had not touched him once yet. <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "Yes... I know... It does not feel all bad! Perhaps I should tease it more often....">> <</if>>\ How many times did he make me cum? I knew the count... we had been together three months now - officially. I counted one hundred twenty three orgasms in the last months. I counted. I don't know why I counted. The first ones were so great... I wanted to remember them... then the orgasms became even better and more... and I wanted to remember them also. And now - I just needed to count them. Take pride in the numbers, pride of myself being such a lustful bitch, pride to have a boyfriend who let me cum several times a day. I was surprised that my hand 'automatically' closed around his dick. Why would I do that? Perhaps some part of me actually was ready for his penis - and I was just used to ignore him? I should explore this... This was new territory for me... I actually felt shy... I know he wanted me to touch him... how could he not... <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Let's see how far we can go with this.">> <<sheThinks "While we are at it... I might as well get to know your dick... it feels nice...">> <<sheThinks "I have a chance here... to frustrate you more than ever before... do you want me to?">> <</if>>\ I whispered <<sheSays "Can I touch it?">> I could see his thoughts... plain as if he had spoken aloud: "DAMN YES, TOUCH IT, STROKE IT, RIDE IT - EVERYTHING AND MORE!!! PLEASE!" But he only whispered back... <<heSays "Sure, it is all yours!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ ... and I loved him even more for his answer. <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "Why don't you say what you think? Be a man about it!">> <<sheThinks "Ok then... let's see you getting more blue balled...">> <</if>>\ I carefully touched his penis. I had never touched it before... my fingers felt the soft skin... I could feel it moving... as if it had a life of its own. I lay in his arms now... my hands under the blankets... just feeling him... carefully <<sheSays"The skin is so soft, and the flesh so hard.">> <<heSays "May I say a few things as an introduction?">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Sure">> <<heSays "The skin is very soft, that is true, I can feel the slightest touch you do - but believe it or not, I do not think even if you grip as hard as you possibly can, that I would feel pain. In the terms of pressure or grip it is not sensitive. Quite the opposite, usually the more powerful the grip on the shaft is - the better it feels - try it!">> I closed my hand around his dick again... squeezed it as tight as I could - he asked for it... didn't he? Somehow it felt good squeezing it hard... <<heSays "Gee, you do have a tight grip - is this as strong a grip as you can do? It felt good!">> <<sheThinks "Oh boy... that felt good? That penis is one tough guy...">> <<heSays "The most sensitive spot - like your clitoris - is the top of the penis. Using to much pressure there or rubbing it without any form of lubrication can be hurtful. The testicles are very pressure sensitive. Also - a cool piece of trivia not everyone knows - if a man is close to orgasm, the testicles move 'upwards' a little and the whole shebang down there tightens up. It is hard to discern by looks only - but you can feel it if you grip them - just not to tight.">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Hush... baby... let me feel you...">> <<sheThinks "Did he honestly want to give me a lecture about his dick?">> <<sheThinks "How stupid did he think I was? Stroking it will make him cum. Hitting his balls will hurt him... ">> <</if>>\ <<sheThinks "I think I would like to experience this a bit more... learn how it reacts...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm, mind if I play with it a little longer? Tell me if something feels good or bad - ok?">> <<heSays "Sure">> I started to explore his dick further... it appeared I needed not be concerned about hurting him. I tried different things. Stroking him hard... caressing him... I explored his balls... squeezed them a bit... till I noticed $boy getting uncomfortable... It was good to know what was too much and what not... balls were much more susceptible then the rest of his stuff. From the talks with my friends I knew... dicks liked stroking... they told me all about it. I held his dick now firmly in my hand. Actually it felt good... in more than one way. It was not a small cock by any means but it also was no giant cock. It was fairly straight... and he had his foreskin intact. I had heard, that men needed some sort of lubricant... when they were 'serviced' - well right now and right here I had nothing. I did not as yet look at his thing... but I started stroking him under the blankets. I could feel that he liked it. It was the first time a girl stroked his dick... he just had to like it! I continued... and I felt him getting more and more restless... I knew the feeling. Had he been a girl his cunt would be throbbing and his juices would flow. Being a boy I felt his penis starting to twitch... I felt his own greed, his need for my hand to continue. I loved this feeling... his need for my hand. His body aching for a release... I knew this feeling from myself so well... before the release... the only thing one could think of... was to reach the climax... and cry out and let the lust take over your body... and ... Then he told me - he was about to cum... I reached out my left hand and gripped his balls... I could feel them... his sack tightening... <<sheSays "It's true">>, I said, <<sheSays "your balls are preparing a shoot out!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "Now... feel this... my love!">> <</if>>\ Then I let go of him. I stopped stroking. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>I didn't know why... suddenly <</if>>I did not want him to cum. He would spurt his load into the bed. The girls said... that cum stinks. I didn't want that in my bed. I didn't want that on my skin. And also... I just didn't want him to cum. He realized he would not cum, I saw it in his face... the desperate twinge in his eyes. I felt the power I had in my hand... the power to make him cum or not. The power of taking away his long sought pleasure... Immediately my cunt was throbbing like mad. His lust... I took from him... seeing his dismay and realization that he would not get off... put fire into me. Oh my... I knew exactly what he felt... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "I'm sorry, this was very educational - but I still cannot do this.">> I said... <<sheSays "Give me more time. Please!">> <<sheThinks "Yes, give me time... we will get to this... ">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "I still cannot do this.">> I said... <<sheThinks "Ohh... and I don't want to!">> <</if>>\ Somewhere, someone in the back of my mind was pointing a finger at $boy and laughing at him. Ridiculing him. <<heSays "Sure thing..." >> He accepted it... what was he to do? Rape me? Force me to wank him? I knew him by now. That was not him. He was really, really a nice guy... he would never do something like that. I loved that. I could rely on him a hundred percent. He would never do anything to harm me. Right now... I was not sure if the same could be said about me though. What was going on in the back of my mind? I could see and sense his frustration... and there it was again... my throbbing vagina... I could not help it. He was not going to cum tonight... but that didn't mean nobody would. I was overflowing... and unless I wanted my nightgown to be soaking wet - I needed to remove it. Fast! I stripped... I had to... my pussy was so needy now... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I could not help it... I leaned over to my frustrated man... and whispered: <<sheSays "Please, make me cum...">> I didn't know what I expected. I knew he was frustrated himself and interlectually I would have understood if he had just refused. But he did the opposite... it looked like I had offered him a way out of his predicament... his eyes lit up... and he immediately started moving down... or he would have... as soon as I realized he would serve me... I grabbed his head and shoved it down and forced him between my legs. <<else>>\ I turned to my lick toy and said: <<sheSays "I need to cum myself, get your head between my legs, now!">> I grabbed his head and shoved it down and forced him between my legs. I slightly wondered what he thought about my ruthless command... but he was so eager to comply... I could only think... <<sheThinks "Lick SLAVE - not lick toy...">> <</if>>\ My legs wide apart, he immediately started licking everywhere he could get to... my clit, my vagina... everywhere. I could feel his greed for me... and I revelled in it. But I needed more... I needed more than his tongue... I wanted to feel him everywhere at once... not just his tongue. I held his head tight and moved my hips. I grinded myself on his head. I wanted his tongue, his chin, his mouth his nose... I wanted to feel his whole face on me. My lust totally took over... I grinded myself on him... and it felt wonderful, using his face for my pleasure letting him no chance to escape... I knew I would cum soon... I moved my hips and I now also frantically moved his head - in counter movement to my hips... I was so hot... I... I came hard. One loud '' <<sheSays "AAARGHHH">> '', which probably could be heard in the house next door. My body was shaking wildly, I held his face tightly against me... my hips still grinding in spasmic waves of ecstasy, my upper body jerked up and again and again I moaned uncontrollably... I sank back on the bed... and still the orgasm continued. Rhythmically my head jerked up and down... as I felt his tongue was still shyly eating me out, tasting my lust... I shivered... as my orgasm slowly faded away... As I released the grip on $boy's face... I could see that he was covered in my juices from his chin to his eyes... he was glistening wet... and he looked as happy as I felt. <<heSays "Earth to space station... can you hear me?">> <<sheSays "DAMN, yes - that was intense.">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<heSays "That was great, I love it, when you are a sex greedy girl, you know you can use me like this any time, do you?">> <<sheSays "Thanks, I WAS horny; I don't know what came over me.">> I knew exactly what came over me... and I bet so did he... <<sheSays "... any time you say?">> I was still horny... that was one great orgasm... but me denying him... could not be taken care of in one single orgasm - no matter how great. I wanted more. <<heSays "Sure!">> <<sheSays "It's not that I want to do that again anytime soon, but actually as good as that was... there is still something left. Would you mind... you know... just continue licking me a bit longer?">> I knew he wouldn't mind... and even if he had tried to mind... I was sure... I could unmind him. <<else>>\ <<sheSays "You are such a great cunt licker.">> <<sheThinks "Hmmm... yes... he was good, well trained now!">> <<sheSays "You love that... serving me... being my sex toy... making me cum, don't you?">> <<heSays "Absolutely!">> <<sheThinks "... and you wonder why I think of you as a toy, not as a man?">> <<sheThinks "Wait... you do not even wonder... hahaha... you just ARE my toy... my slave...">> <<sheSays "Go on... I am not done with you yet... LICK! Service me... !">> <</if>>\ <<heSays "One licking orgasm coming up, - or would you like two?">> <<sheThinks "Two sounds lovely! How about three or four? I want more... I am so needy just now, lick me baby... and don't stop!">> <<sheSays "One for now - I can't really tell yet if that is enough...">> Long story short. One was not enough. I made him lick me two more times. I loved it. He loved it! I know he loved it... I could see it... As soon as my dire orgasm needs were fulfilled he sensed it and slowed down... For the last two orgasms ... he took his time... he didn't finish me off quickly... he wanted to enjoy me... and I let him. He deserved it. For the last two orgasms he licked me nearly an hour. After the first two, where I nearly raped his face... the last two where slow and I enjoyed the built up... his playfulness and I sensed he needed something to earth him. ... and it just felt good to have him worshipping me like this. After my fourth orgasm... I really got tired and could not help but to sleep. I felt so good... save, satisfied, loved. I knew my man was next to me... adoring me... he probably still had my taste on him. I knew he would not wash that off. He would keep my scent... sleep deeply... and probably dream of my cunt. I was such a lucky girl. Late in the night - or nearly in the morning I woke up. My vagina was throbbing wildly... what had happened? Did I have dream? I didn't know... What I knew... I needed a tongue in me... now... I turned around and lay on my back... I knew these movements would awaken my little sextoy... <<sheSays "I had such a weird dream, can't remember what it was, but what do you think of this?">> I took his hand, placed it between my legs. Hot! Wet! Needy! He was half asleep but functioning very well nonetheless - it took only a handful of minutes. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "It is so good to have a pussy licker available all the time.">> <<sheThinks "Just a snip of my fingers... and $boy will dutifully lick my snatch.">> <<sheThinks "I love having a slave available... I will make him do more nice things in the future... can't wait... now lick me... make me orgasm, LICK my slave LICK!">> <<sheThinks "Hmmm, yeessss...">> <</if>>\ He licked, I came, we slept again. Everything was good.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ After that night a funny thing started... Each and every morning that I woke up, $girl had one hand around my penis. The first couple of days I did not say anything, but once it was clear she did this on purpose I asked her about it. <<sheSays "It just feels so good, it soothes me!">> <<heSays "Uhm, it is not really supposed to sooth you - actually the opposite! You should be excited or stimulated by it.">> <<sheSays "Yes I know, but can't it be both? You have a wonderful penis, it is just the right size, it is so smooth and yet so powerful, I love it please let me touch it.">> How can anyone say no to that? <<else>>\ The next day - after we woke up. <<sheSays "Do you want me to touch your dick again?">> <</if>>\ <<heSays "Hm, sure - touch it all you want, I love it. ">> <<heSays "... but - you know, don't you think at one stage your interest in it, ehm, might expand to some ... damn ... I sure would like to fuck you!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Hey!">> <<sheSays "Don't talk to me like that. I hate those words - they are so 'ordinary' so dirty in a bad kind of way. I do not want to f*** or be f***ed. I hate that - never say that again!">> I never imagined her reacting in that way. I could tell she was really disgusted by my words. I had not meant to upset her or belittle the ... uh ... 'act of love making'. <<heSays "Hey, hey... come here...">> I called out to her. <<heSays "I am sorry; I did not mean to upset you.">> <<heSays "I will not use the f* - word again...">> <<sheSays "Promise!">> <<heSays "Sure, yes - I promise...">> <<sheSays "ok ... I guess...">> <<sheSays "I don't know - somehow I feel very strongly about those abhorrent words...">> We were still lying in bed next to each other... but her hand had been drawn away from me since I said the f* word. She rolled me over so I was lying on my back and she bent over to kiss me. A devious little smile appeared on her face; she reached out and grabbed my dick. <<sheSays "You still have a hard on? What is wrong with you?">> <<sheSays "You know... that I must punish you now, don't you?">> <<heSays "W... What? ..">> With that she grabbed my balls and squeezed them. <<heSays "Arg!">> It didn't hurt all that much, it was more the surprise that let me groaning - but she didn't need to know. She squeezed my balls slightly more and started shaking them, she whispered: <<sheSays "Promise again, or I rip you balls off!">> I quickly said <<heSays "Yes I promise... I love you; you will never hear those words again... please...">> I know she would not have hurt me; I actually loved it when she took control of me. She loosened her grip... and instead grabbed my hard on again... and started stroking it slightly. A few minutes later, she whispered: <<sheSays "So, you would like to fuck me?">> <<sheSays "Put your dirty little wiener, into my cunt and give me a cream pie?">> <<sheSays "Or would you rather have it doggy style and fuck my ass. How about I give you a little golden shower right now to get you into the mood?">> I incredulously looked at her ... a <<heSays "fuck">> escaped me, when I realized she had been playing me all along. And with another devilish smile she slapped my balls, much harder than before... she laughed out... <<sheSays"You are not allowed to say that!!! - I really don't like that!">> We lay still for another couple of minutes... she then reached between her legs and showed me her moist hand... <<sheSays "Peace?">> she said. I nodded and she let me lick her fingers. And the world was good again. She knew... I was powerless... After another couple of minutes... <<sheSays "About your penis ...">> <<sheSays "I know... I'm sorry, I still feel weird about that. I love it, but except your tongue and an occasional finger of yours there has never been anything of that size inside of me. Please understand... I'll think of something - ok?">> <<heSays "Sure, I love you - no matter what.">> <<sheSays "I have a present for you, you know? You want it now?">> <<heSays "A present for me? Sure, what is it?">> <<sheSays "Turn around...">> As I turned, I heard is a slight rustle of her moving behind me. <<sheSays "Close your eyes open your mouth...">> <<sheSays "Here you go...">> She slowly put her finger in my mouth; the finger was again covered in her vagina juices. <<heSays "Damn, I know what that is, I love it! Thank you!">> <<heSays "So you have finally accepted the fact, that I really do fancy your taste?">> <<sheSays "Well, yes, all facts seem to suggest that you are telling the truth here.">> <<heSays "Hey, might I have a second - I mean - third helping?">> <<sheSays "Only if you go to the source and get it yourself!">> Wush (me going down on her) Slurp (licking, and not stopping) Ahhh ($girl orgasming) In the coming days literature appeared in my, our room. Ah, literature, non-fictional literature. $girl bought several books about sex, how men are satisfied, what fetishes are, what kind of fetishes exist, how women are satisfied, what knowledge is actually myth and what myths are actually reality, what kind of games one can play what kind of toys exist etc. After seeing what she collected, I was starting to get a little bit afraid - but all knowledge is good knowledge, right? One day $girl was not home, I looked through one of her books and one thing led to another. Somehow at some stage my penis was in my hand and I was stroking it. As usual, I could not - and did not want to - think of anything else than me licking and satisfying my girl - this is so hot for me, I don't need anything else. Also as usual I came quickly - but as not usual - after I opened my eyes, I saw $girl standing in the doorway - looking at me. Oops, I felt busted. She must have known that I do this - how could I have survived being around her without doing this occasionally - or hm, frequently. She left the room. I cleaned up. I went down. <<heSays "Can we talk?">> She had tears in her eyes. I went over to her and held her close to me. She was sobbing. <<sheSays "I am not stupid. Intellectually I knew you must be wanking. But it is different knowing things, and seeing things. I can't unsee this. I am so sad somehow, I am not sufficient for you. My man must wank off, because his wife is not hot enough and is not taking proper care of him.">> <<heSays "You are the hottest girl I know, and I can't stop thinking about you. If you could see what I am thinking about while doing it - you would know that I can't think of anyone else but you. $girl I am sorry you feel that way, what am I supposed to do? I live together with the hottest girl... but my penis is useless for you.">> <<heSays "I can live with that - but I need to get off once in a while!">> <<sheSays "Your penis is not useless! I love it, here, see?">> She grabbed my pants, opened the zipper and took out my penis. After a few seconds - even after just wanking off - my penis in the hand of $girl was fully erect. She went down on her knees, kissing it and even putting it in her mouth. I never felt anything like it. She continued, licking, sucking my dick. One hand on my shaft, the other around my balls and her mouth additionally pumping it. <<heThinks "THIS is heaven on earth - I never felt something like it">> - and I knew I would only last another couple of seconds before exploding. <<heThinks "It's there! I will shoot my load in $girl's mouth...">>, she was furiously sucking me ... and just as I was about to cum. She stopped. She stood up, wrapped her arms around me and said <<sheSays "Come upstairs, let's talk for a bit">>. Talk about frustration. Well at least I could say <<heThinks "my penis was in her">> - that was a new one! <<else>>\ <<sheSays "I knew it... so you don't want to honour your promise anymore?">> <<sheSays "The promise that I do not have to touch you until I am ready?">> She sadly said. <<heSays "No - please, yes - the promise still stands! Love - don't feel pressured... please... I just thought... we have been together for quite some time now...">> <<sheSays "Hush!">> <<sheSays "I tell you when I am ready. Is that clear?">> <<sheSays "You don't get to tell me that I am ready for your dick.">> <<sheSays "Just because I allow you to lick me several times a day... it gives you no right to force your dick on me - understand?">> <<heSays "Please love - I never meant to...">> <<heSays "Don't be so angry...">> <<sheSays "IN KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS!">> She became increasingly agitated and her voice grew louder. <<sheSays "The moment we live together - you want to force your dick on me!">> <<heSays "I love you... I'd never...">> <<sheSays "I knew it... good thing I am prepared...">> she stood up... and got something from her drawer. <<sheSays "Put this on - now!">> <<sheSays "Or - I swear, if you don't put that on, I'm packing up and leaving right now!">> <<heSays "What?">> It was a chastity device. She gave ME a chastity device? <<heSays "You can't be serious!">> <<sheSays "I am dead serious! Either you put that on - or I'll be gone in a couple of minutes.">> <<sheSays "You want me to feel save - don't you?">> <<heSays "Sure - but you are save either way!">> <<heSays "I love you - I'd do never anything to hurt you.">> <<heSays "The opposite - I'll always protect you - you know that!">> <<sheSays "Then prove it! Protect me from your lustful dick... Don't tell me - that it doesn't want to enter my cunt. Does it? Tell me! Your dick, does it want to be in me?">> <<heSays "Yes, sure ... but...">> <<sheSays "WEAR IT! NOW!">> I really could not fathom what this was all about. $girl was one hundred percent save - I would never ever do anything without her consent. But somehow - she obviously needed this. I found it a little humiliating... but I put on the chastity device. She locked it - and took the key. <<sheSays "YES!">> <<sheSays "You are mine now! Totally!">> <<sheSays "Lie on your back... I want to sit on your face... you lick me... and I watch your caged dick... that is so hot.">> <<sheSays "Lick me! SLAVE!">> <<sheSays "Use your tongue!">> She sat on my face - and rode herself to an orgasm. It did not take long. She was more than wet from the start... she grinded her vagina and clit on my face, while her right hand held the chastity device. I can't remember much of it - the memory is a blur of her hurting me... roughly riding me... lack of oxygen... and her screams of success, domination and lust. <<sheSays "YES. AHHHH, MY SLAVE... HMMMM... CAGED HMMMM, DICK! ">> After she finished this orgasm... we settled down somewhat... and I could examine myself and the cage... <</if>>\

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I woke up before $boy. I could not help but to think about yesterday. About $boy, about his penis - how it felt. I was not longer afraid of it. But I still did not want it in me. I guess I still had to get used to it. But I had to admit - it felt good in my hand. First - it just did... it FELT good. It was a good size... it felt powerful, masculine. The skin was so soft too - and holding it made certain my man was near. It probably was a primal instinct... I felt save and sheltered, when I was near my man. In some way holding him like that made me also feel sheltered... it soothed me. Second - holding it... holding the quintessential MAN in my hand... handling my man... guiding him, teasing him. Having his sexual centre in my hands... felt powerful. Somehow I started realizing... I wanted that. I turned around... got hold of his penis. I didn't do anything... but it seemed to have a life of its own... it grew in my hand. That felt nice... I took it... and just by touching it... the helpless dick of my man yearned for me... grew in my hand. Waiting for me to give it pleasure... I left it waiting... and waiting... I was the one who could grant pleasure or deny it... I kept his throbbing cock in my hand... I dozed off again... Soon ... whenever I lay next to $boy... my hand would seek out his dick and grab it. It was mine. I wanted it... Just holding it... was great for various reasons. $boy did not really mind - actually not at all - but he asked me why I did that... I just answered: <<sheSays "It just feels so good, it soothes me!">> <<heSays "Uhm, it is not really supposed to sooth you - actually the opposite! You should be excited or stimulated by it.">> <<sheSays "Yes I know, but can't it be both? You have a wonderful penis, it is just the right size and it is so smooth and yet so powerful, I love it, please let me touch it.">> <<else>>\ The next day - after we woke up. <<sheSays "Do you want me to touch your dick again?">> <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "... and you are mine when I hold it... you are in my power... you cannot resist my hand... you helpless man... I love you!">> <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "... and you are mine when I hold it... you are in my power... you cannot resist my hand... you helpless man...">> <</if>>\ <<heSays "Hm, sure - touch it all you want, I love it. ">> <<heSays "... but - you know, don't you think at one stage your interest in it, ehm, might expand to some ... damn ... I sure would like to fuck you!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Hey!">> <<sheThinks "What?">> <<sheThinks "No fucking! I hate that word... and I also don't want to. I don't want you to hurt me. You big dick in my small sweet pussy...">> <<sheThinks "I have to stop that thought right here... no fucking...">> <<sheSays "Don't talk to me like that. I hate those words - they are so 'ordinary' so dirty in a bad kind of way. I do not want to f*** or be f***ed. I hate that - never say that again!">> I saw, that he was surprised by my strong reaction. That was good... he needed to understand that I didn't want his dick in me. He had to know, that was still a taboo... <<heSays "Hey, hey... come here...">> He called out to me. <<heSays "I am sorry; I did not mean to upset you.">> <<heSays "I will not use the f* - word again...">> <<sheThinks "I got you... He loves me... it is so easy to manipulate someone who loves you.">> <<sheThinks "I love him too... can he do that with me also? I wonder... he probably can... but he won't... he is just too good for this world... he just wouldn't">> <<sheSays "Promise!">> <<heSays "Sure, yes - I promise...">> <<sheSays "ok ... I guess...">> <<sheSays "I don't know - somehow I feel very strongly about those abhorrent words...">> We were still lying in bed next to each other... but my hand had been drawn away from him since he said the f* word. I knew he noticed that... I had to test him though... I bet he still had a hard on... he was just so into me... and we were talking about fucking... I rolled him over so he was lying on his back and I bent over to kiss him. I smiled at him... reached out and grabbed his dick... <<sheSays "You still have a hard on? What is wrong with you?">> <<sheThinks "Ha... let's play more games... honey...">> <<sheSays "You know... that I must punish you now, don't you?">> <<heSays "W... What? ...">> <<sheThinks "Hahaha...">> I grabbed his balls and squeezed them. <<heSays "Arg!">> I knew that didn't hurt him... but he needed not know that I knew. Suddenly I realized... I loved what I just did... it was just a little game... but I loved squeezing his balls... knowing such a simple and small gesture could show my power over him. I again squeezed his balls, slightly more powerful... shaking them... <<sheThinks "Ohhh... that felt good... just a small pain for you my love...">> <<sheSays "Promise again, or I rip you balls off!">> He quickly said <<heSays "Yes I promise... I love you; you will never hear those words again... please...">> <<sheThinks "Yes... do what you are told... feel sorry... beg me... ">> <<sheThinks "Gee... what am I thinking... ">> I loosened my grip... and instead grabbed his hard on again... and started stroking it slightly. I continued stroking it... punishment and reward... that is how you train your man... A few minutes later, I whispered: <<sheSays "So, you would like to fuck me?">> <<sheSays "Put your dirty little wiener, into my cunt and give me a cream pie?">> <<sheSays "Or would you rather have it doggy style and fuck my ass. How about I give you a little golden shower right now to get you into the mood?">> He incredulously looked at me ... <<heSays "fuck">>. And with another devilish smile I slapped his balls, much harder than before... I joyfully laughed out... <<sheSays "You are not allowed to say that!!! - I really don't like that!">> We lay still for another couple of minutes... I then reached between my legs and showed him my moist hand... <<sheSays "Peace?">>. He just nodded and I let him lick my fingers. And the world was good again. <<sheThinks "He is so powerless... I love him so much!">> After another couple of minutes... <<sheSays "About your penis ...">> <<sheSays "I know... I'm sorry, I still feel weird about that. I love it, but except your tongue and an occasional finger of yours there has never been anything of that size inside of me. Please understand... I'll think of something - ok?">> I wanted to make peace... give him an olive branch. I also really liked his dick... and perhaps... I needed to think about this more... <<heSays "Sure, I love you - no matter what.">> <<sheThinks "I know... love...">> <<sheSays "I have a present for you, you know? You want it now?">> <<heSays "A present for me? Sure, what is it?">> <<sheSays "Turn around...">> He just had a handful of my juices - but I knew he could not get enough of me. For him - that was one of the bests gifts I could give him... always and ever again... <<sheSays "Close your eyes open your mouth...">> <<sheSays "Here you go...">> I slowly put my fingers in his mouth; my fingers were again covered in my vagina juices. <<heSays "Damn, I know what that is, I love it! Thank you!">> <<heSays "So you have finally accepted the fact, that I really do fancy your taste?">> <<sheSays "Well, yes, all facts seem to suggest that you are telling the truth here.">> <<heSays "Hey, might I have a second - I mean - third helping?">> <<sheSays "Only if you go to the source and get it yourself!">> Wush! (he going down on me) Slurp! (licking, and not stopping) Ahhh! (me orgasming) --- I needed to learn. Learn more about sex... my feelings, my fantasies and urges. I loved $boy and our relationship felt great. He adored me... I adored him. But I had the nagging feeling that not everything was 'normal' about us. I needed to know. Was something wrong with me? Was something wrong with $boy? Was he too nice? I went into a buying spree... I sought out literature about sex, partnership, kinks... Literature, non-fictional literature. I bought several books about sex, how men are satisfied, what fetishes are, what kind of fetishes exist, how women are satisfied, what knowledge is actually myth and what myths are actually reality, what kind of games one can play what kind of toys exist etc. $boy was a bit sceptical about this... I didn't know - did he feel threatened? I kept on learning and realizing what this was all about. How I felt, what I wished, what I needed... One afternoon I came home later than usual... I went upstairs... and was about to enter our room, when I found the door open. $boy was lying on the bed... one of my books lying next to him. His pants down... and he was working on his dick. His eyes were closed... he seemed lost in time and space... but I saw that he would soon be finished. Different thoughts and feeling rushed through my head. I felt a profound sadness... that he needed his own hand that I was not there for him. That I did not give him the pleasure he needed. The closer he got to the release... another feeling emerged... I didn't want him to cum. Cumming was for me! Not him! He must not cum! I finally realized denying him... turned me on. My power of denial, his anguish and frustration... I revelled in it... needed it. His frustration and my denial of him... made me want to cum several times a day... he was my fuel. This realization made me even sadder. I was a bad girlfriend. I took pleasure in his pain. Shortly after... he came. I did not move. Not to stop him, not to help him... I just stood there, watching him, lost in thought and self-loathing. When he had finished... he opened his eyes... and saw me. Then I finally had the will to turn and go downstairs. I waited for him, I knew he would soon come down to talk. <<heSays "Can we talk?">> The sadness had not left... I had tears in my eyes. He came over and held me close. I was sobbing. I tried explaining myself... but I only found the courage for half of it. <<sheSays "I am not stupid. Intellectually I knew you must be wanking. But it is different knowing things, and seeing things. I can't unsee this. I am so sad somehow, I am not sufficient for you. My man must wank off, because his wife is not hot enough and is not taking proper care of him.">> <<heSays "You are the hottest girl I know, and I can't stop thinking about you. If you could see what I am thinking about while doing it - you would know that I can't think of anyone else but you. $girl I am sorry you feel that way, what am I supposed to do? I live together with the hottest girl... but my penis is useless for you.">> <<heSays "I can live with that - but I need to get off once in a while!">> <<sheSays "Your penis is not useless! I love it, here, see?">> I grabbed his pants, opened the zipper and took out his penis. After a few seconds - even after just wanking off - his penis in my hands was fully erect. I loved him, I loved his penis, I went down on my knees, kissing it and even putting it in my mouth. It felt great, I continued, licking, sucking his dick. One hand on the shaft, the other around his balls and my mouth additionally pumping it. I knew he would love this. Actually I loved this... why hadn't I done this before. His dick perfectly fitted my mouth no gagging... no foul taste. Just his strong powerful dick. In me - where it belonged! I loved it... I kept at it... getting more and more aggravated... sucking, licking... Then I felt he was about to cum... <<sheThinks "Oh yes... sweetie... let me make you cum...">> Then a thought flashed in my mind... <<sheThinks "It would be so hot... to break off just now... don't let him cum... his agony... denial... so hot, HOT!">> My pussy was hit by some internal lightning... it started throbbing like mad, from one second to another... I felt so hot... my vagina was vibrating... producing juices... I yanked myself from his dick... and I swear I nearly felt an orgasm of my own... when I saw his distorted face, seeing the realization, that again I would not let him cum... I was dripping wet now... I wanted to climb on his face... and rub my needy cunt all over him. <<sheThinks "SHIT... SHIT... CALM NOW... CALM... CALM...">> I forced myself to calm... hard though it was... <<sheSays "Come upstairs, let's talk for a bit">>. I saw his frustration, his hurt... and it tore my heart... I loved him so much. <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "You won't get away with this... honey...">> <<sheSays "I knew it... so you don't want to honour your promise anymore?">> <<sheSays "The promise that I do not have to touch you until I am ready?">> <<heSays "No - please, yes - the promise still stands! Love - don't feel pressured... please... I just thought... we have been together for quite some time now...">> <<sheSays "Hush!">> <<sheSays "I tell you when I am ready. Is that clear?">> <<sheSays "You don't get to tell me that I am ready for your dick.">> <<sheSays "Just because I allow you to lick me several times a day... it gives you no right to force your dick on me - understand?">> <<heSays "Please love - I never meant to...">> <<heSays "Don't be so angry...">> <<sheThinks "Yes, I got him... he now feels guilty, squirming under my accusations.">> <<sheSays "IN KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS!">> I became increasingly agitated and my voice grew louder. <<sheSays "The moment we live together - you want to force your dick on me!">> <<heSays "I love you... I'd never...">> <<sheSays "I knew it... good thing I am prepared...">> I stood up... and went to my drawer. <<sheSays "Put this on - now!">> <<sheSays "Or - I swear, if you don't put that on, I'm packing up and leaving right now!">> <<sheThinks "Come on... just put it on honey... be mine...">> <<heSays "What?">> It was a chastity device. <<heSays "You can't be serious!">> <<sheSays "I am dead serious! Either you put that on - or I'll be gone in a couple of minutes.">> <<sheSays "You want me to feel save - don't you?">> <<heSays "Sure - but you are save either way!">> <<heSays "I love you - I'd do never anything to hurt you.">> <<sheThinks "I know that... but that does not go both ways... WEAR IT!">> <<heSays "The opposite - I'll always protect you - you know that!">> <<sheSays "Then prove it! Protect me from your lustful dick... Don't tell me - that it doesn't want to enter my cunt. Does it? Tell me! Your dick, does it want to be in me?">> <<heSays "Yes, sure ... but...">> <<sheThinks "He is just too honest... he cannot deny that... hahaha - I know he will wear it... YES!">> <<sheSays "WEAR IT! NOW!">> He looked at me, with large innocent eyes... ... but he fastened the chastity device over his junk. I locked it - and took the key. <<sheSays "YES!">> <<sheSays "You are mine now! Totally!">> <<sheSays "Lie on your back... I want to sit on your face... you lick me... and I watch your caged dick... that is so hot.">> <<sheSays "Lick me! SLAVE!">> <<sheSays "Use your tongue!">> I sat on his face - and rode myself to an orgasm. It did not take long. I grinded my vagina and clit on his face, while my right hand held the chastity device. I was so needy... I locked my boy... I now had power over him... he was helpless and had to eat me out... that felt so great... I rode him rough, I knew I hurt him, but I just had to assert my dominance... and soon I shouted out my lust to the world... <<sheSays "YES. AHHHH, MY SLAVE... HMMMM... CAGED HMMMM, DICK! ">> After I finished my orgasm... we settled down somewhat... <</if>>\

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<sheSays "You know - I have been reading a lot in those books...">> <<heSays "Sure">> <<sheSays "I have not read up on all topics that might be interesting, but nonetheless I discovered a few things.">> <<sheSays "I am not sure, but I might have a sexual fetish, that I have not been aware of before and may be even some kind of phobia.">> <<sheSays "I am not sure about this and I know this is hard to digest. But I want to find out more about this. I love you and I want to be YOUR girl, completely with everything I have and can offer.">> <<sheSays "Can we discover these things together? If I am sick, make me whole again?">> <<heSays "Everything! I love you, I want to be your guy also, with everything I can muster - I'll do anything to make you happy. If you must live out your fetish, I am your man, if you have a phobia, we can fight it together or we can live with it together. I am here for you!">> <<heSays "But tell me, what has that to do with me wanking?">> Tears welled up in her eyes again. <<sheSays "This, this fetish... I seem to have, I don't know if I can fight it. And... and it relates to you ... you... I">> She burst into tears. I took her in my arms, trying to comfort her: <<heSays "There, there... I love you - I will do anything for you">> <<sheSays "But... but, I will also feel bad - in a twisted way... I don't want this...">> <<heSays "Just tell me, what fetish are we talking about? I am sure I can deal with it....">> She looked around, found a book, looked through it... opened a specific page and said, <<sheSays "here - read this:">> <<grayText "The phenomenon where someone becomes sexually aroused by sexually frustrating their partner is referred to as 'sexual frustration' or 'erotic frustration.' It is a specific sexual preference or fetish based on the thrill of control loss or power asymmetry. It's important to note that sexual preferences can vary greatly from person to person and are highly individualistic.">> <<sheSays "I... I... I get turned on, when my partner is sexually frustrated. I... it is even worse, I think I can and only want sex if... my partner - YOU - is sexually frustrated.">> <<sheSays "Up until recently I did not know this, but looking back at our history, this has always been true. The worse I treated you, the more sex I wanted. I love you, you are my partner; I love it, when you make me cum, how you worship my body. But I am not able to give you anything in return. Worse - in order to pursue my own desires I must hurt you. This is not fair! I love you.">> <<sheSays "I just did another test - you experienced it yourself. I gave you a blowjob, I nearly let you cum, I actually wanted to! But... but the closer you were to your orgasm ... my inner devil took hold of me. I could not help it - I had to grab your balls, I felt them. I knew you wanted to cum so much and I wanted you to... but that inner devil of mine was stronger. As soon as I was certain you would cum... it virtually yanked me away from you.">> <<sheSays "I do not know if I can beat him, ever - I want to satisfy you, but at the same time I cannot and I do NOT want to. I want to feel that agony of yours, see and feel your desperate need to cum and get intoxicated with my power to deny you. I fear this devil is stronger than me. That devil wants me to be horny like hell and it will do anything to achieve that.">> <<heSays "You are horny?">> <<sheSays "''THAT'' is what you took from my monologue - did you even listen?">> <<heSays "Yes, I listened I think I understand... but if you are now has horny as I am frustrated by you leaving me standing cold in the rain ... you pants must be soaking wet." >> She cries: <<sheSays "Yes, damn... I am... I want to fuck your face like never before and cum all over you">> still sobbing... <<heSays "Then one step at a time, lets first get rid of your horny devil, then we can talk a little bit more... Ok?">> <<sheSays "Ok">> She started taking her clothes off - <<sheSays"Take your clothes off! Lie down!">> Strangely it felt good to obey her. I stripped and lied down. <<sheSays "Move further down, how am I supposed to sit on your face like that?">> I got a little bit afraid, was that still $girl? She never talked like that before. I wiggled myself further down, involuntarily I had to spread my legs - the bed is only so big. $girl climbed on top of me, placing her vagina right over my mouth; I looked up and into her eyes. I could see she was afraid of herself, I saw that she loved me and I could also see that she needed this very much right now. I gave her a reassuring look... and a second later she started moving... One and a half hours later we lay in each other's arms. Both exhausted like we just ran a marathon. Her first orgasm was very quick - she rode my face in a rodeo of lust. Between her moans she demanded: <<sheSays "stick your tongue out, deeper, lick faster, suck it">>. Apart from the fact that I nearly suffocated during the first ride, it was wonderful experiencing her full lustful force. The second round was brutal for my neck muscles. She ordered me to lick her clitoris - what could have been wonderful, was made very exhausting because she purposefully placed it nearly out of reach, so that I had to lift up my neck and reach out to it. She knew and saw how difficult it was for me to reach her that my neck was in pain after a couple of minutes. And she knew - that I knew that she knew. And all that knowledge and the fact that I was unable to resist her sexual desires and her body turned her on even more. Eventually she came. I cannot say much about that - since when she started cumming she set on my face fully, I heard nothing, saw nothing... I could not breath... In that position even a short time can seem like an eternity. After two or three of those eternities... she got up and I was able to breathe again. What kind of devil had I awoken? I wondered? At that point she was actually satisfied enough - but she nonetheless asked me, if I wanted to start an experiment... and dumb me... said yes, after all I could breathe again - and my neck was starting to feel better. She again sat down on my face, this time the other way around. She just said - <<sheSays "do your thing">> - whatever that meant. In hindsight it did not matter what I did, she would have cum anyway. It was not what I did that made her cum, it was what she did. She took my cock in her hand and starting stroking. Up until then I had been fully concentrating on her - my girlfriend sat on me, orgasmed twice... but I did not even have a hard on, so much did she take up my concentration. But I could not ignore her stroking me. While doing so her hips moved on my face again, slowly grinding. I licked what I could reach, but I might have done nothing at all, it did not make a difference. Nearly having had a blowjob before I was fast up and very well on my way to bliss. Except $girl was giving me this treat. I knew it, when she started testing my balls again. There was no way she would let me cum. Right at the perfect moment she stopped stroking me. I yelled out in frustration <<heSays "Ahh, keep going... PLEASE!">>. But all I achieved was her having another orgasm. I could feel her cunt twitching and her hips moving as she hissed a long <<sheSays "Yeesssss">>. I had to be more aware of my girlfriend's experiments. Since I had still frustration potential in me, she seemed to think that she had another orgasm potential. Instead of getting up after her convulsions ended, she just slightly shifted her position... and said <<sheSays "let's try that again">>. The second season of "stroke your boyfriend but do not let him cum" was slightly worse for me, probably better still for her. I long suspected the more orgasms you have in a row, the better they are (explosive orgasms as the first one here not counting). Anyway - nearly the same procedure - she wanked me, rode me and commanded me. Suddenly she exclaimed <<sheSays "now I see it, they are moving!">> I was in full orgasm preparation mode, ready to finally cum myself, I know for certain - one stroke more and there would be no way back. BAMM! $girl slapped my balls not so much as to be anywhere dangerous to my health, but hard enough to last for minutes and to keep any pending orgasm at bay. Instead of a lustful "ahhhhh", a strangled <<heSays "uuuuffffff">> came out of me - as I twitched beneath $girl not in lust, but in pain... somewhere far away I heard and felt her orgasm. Her whole body was trembling and shaking - I am sure she also made noises - but those did not breach my own. That was the semi-final act. The last act was in comparison very nice, calm and we both enjoyed it very much, it brought us closer together again - although it was still frustrating. But I guess that was the point. $girl as said is much smaller than me, also she does not weigh all that much. Our finally on this day was simple. She lay on me. Took my penis in between her thighs, moved one of my hands to her magnificent breasts to fondle them, and the other hand between her legs. In this manner she stroked and handled my cock and I her breasts and lower parts. By now I was far easier to turn on than she was, within seconds I was hard again - and within a few more seconds I was again nearly ready to shoot. $girl knew my movements and how to read the signs. It was slow going on her part - I am thankful that she decided against punishing my balls again, I don't know if I could have endured that. Seven times (within only a few minutes) she stopped just at the right time. She had me whimpering in defeat by then. No amount of begging would help me. But I was so frustrated; I did not want to give HER the satisfaction of me begging more. It did not matter and was petty on my part, as my body clearly screamed out each time she stopped; I was trembling and twitching in frustration beneath her. Soon she came with a wonderful orgasm; I never experienced her like that. Her full body lay on mine, I could feel her whole body spasm and trembling, I heard her hard breathing and her soft moans, not a single one but more like a slow staccato of many tiny little pleasurable moans. I held her tight, after some time I rolled to the side, spooning her. I told her that I loved her so much... and we both slept for a couple of hours. And no, I did not wank again that night. My dick was completely used up.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I wanted to be honest... tell him what I felt. I knew it would break his heart. But I needed to be honest about the things I discovered about myself. So I started... <<sheSays "You know - I have been reading a lot in those books...">> <<heSays "Sure">> <<sheSays "I have not read up on all topics that might be interesting, but nonetheless I discovered a few things.">> <<sheSays "I am not sure, but I might have a sexual fetish, that I have not been aware of before and may be even some kind of phobia.">> <<sheSays "I am not sure about this and I know this is hard to digest. But I want to find out more about this. I love you and I want to be YOUR girl, completely with everything I have and can offer.">> I was totally honest... I truly wanted to be his girl. Certainly I wanted him for myself too - but I also wanted to be his. <<sheSays "Can we discover these things together? If I am sick, make me whole again?">> <<sheThinks "Please... help me! Stay with me...">> <<heSays "Everything! I love you, I want to be your guy also, with everything I can muster - I'll do anything to make you happy. If you must live out your fetish, I am your man, if you have a phobia, we can fight it together or we can live with it together. I am here for you!">> <<sheThinks "I love you... for everything you are...">> <<heSays "But tell me, what has that to do with me wanking?">> <<sheThinks "Don't you know yet? How I treated you...">> I could not help it... my eyes grew watery again... <<sheSays "This, this fetish... I seem to have, I don't know if I can fight it. And... and it relates to you ... you... I">> I started to cry in earnest now... Facing my inner demons... speaking and confessing to him... I did not want this... I wanted him to be happy... He took me in his arms, trying to comfort me: <<heSays "There, there... I love you - I will do anything for you">> <<sheSays "But... but, I will also feel bad - in a twisted way... I don't want this...">> <<heSays "Just tell me, what fetish are we talking about? I am sure I can deal with it....">> I ... was not able to tell him myself... my lips were not able to form those words... and crush his world... I looked around, and found the book that I knew had a section about different fetishes. I knew it contained a passage of what I wanted him to know... I opened a specific page and said, <<sheSays "here - read this:">> <<grayText "The phenomenon where someone becomes sexually aroused by sexually frustrating their partner is referred to as 'sexual frustration' or 'erotic frustration.' It is a specific sexual preference or fetish based on the thrill of control loss or power asymmetry. It's important to note that sexual preferences can vary greatly from person to person and are highly individualistic.">> <<sheSays "I... I... I get turned on, when my partner is sexually frustrated. I... it is even worse, I think I can and only want sex if... my partner - YOU - is sexually frustrated.">> <<sheThinks "There... I said it... I just destroyed our relationship... lost my love...">> <<sheSays "Up until recently I did not know this, but looking back at our history, this has always been true. The worse I treated you, the more sex I wanted. I love you, you are my partner; I love it, when you make me cum, how you worship my body. But I am not able to give you anything in return. Worse - in order to pursue my own desires I must hurt you. This is not fair! I love you.">> <<sheThinks "Stop talking... you are making it worse... I am such a blabber mouth...">> <<sheSays "I just did another test - you experienced it yourself. I gave you a blowjob, I nearly let you cum, I actually wanted to! But... but the closer you were to your orgasm ... my inner devil took hold of me. I could not help it - I had to grab your balls, I felt them. I knew you wanted to cum so much and I wanted you to... but that inner devil of mine was stronger. As soon as I was certain you would cum... it virtually yanked me away from you.">> <<sheThinks "Stop talking... please... I want to be his girl...">> <<sheSays "I do not know if I can beat him, ever - I want to satisfy you, but at the same time I cannot and I do NOT want to. I want to feel that agony of yours, see and feel your desperate need to cum and get intoxicated with my power to deny you. I fear this devil is stronger than me. That devil wants me to be horny like hell and it will do anything to achieve that.">> <<sheThinks "Ohh... no... did I need to make it THIS clear... ">> <<heSays "You are horny?">> <<sheThinks "WHAT?">> <<sheSays "''THAT'' is what you took from my monologue - did you even listen?">> <<heSays "Yes, I listened, I think I understand... but if you are now has horny as I am frustrated by you leaving me standing cold in the rain ... you pants must be soaking wet." >> <<sheThinks "Well... I was just explaining to you that I am an asshole... but now that you mention it...">> I cried: <<sheSays "Yes, damn... I am... I want to fuck your face like never before and cum all over you">> I was still sobbing... <<heSays "Then one step at a time, lets first get rid of your horny devil, then we can talk a little bit more... Ok?">> <<sheThinks "You really want this? Now... oh... I am throbbing like mad... yes... I will use your head... put your tongue in me... suffocate you with my pussy... wait... what?">> <<sheSays "Ok">> I somehow was in auto-mode... I could not help myself... I heard the magic words... he wanted to get me off... in my current horny mode... I was not able to say no to that... I started taking my clothes off - and commanded... <<sheSays "Take your clothes off! Lie down!">> He obeyed... without any sign of hesitation... <<sheThinks "Oh yes... I will use your face...">> <<sheSays "Move further down, how am I supposed to sit on your face like that?">> I saw... he was a little shocked by my commands... but he obeyed... that was all that was important to me at this moment. He wiggled himself further down, he had to spread his legs - the bed was not long enough for him to stay straight. I climbed him... positioned myself on his face... Like a frightened little puppy he looked up to me... our eyes met. Seeing his gaze... his adoration and willingness to be my toy... frightened me. What was I doing... I used to be a nice person... and now this... I loved him... I honestly did... but my cunt wanted to ride his face so badly... and he wanted to be of service to me... I saw acknowledgement in his eyes and consent. Then I started to ride... - One and a half hours later we lay in each other's arms. Both exhausted like we just ran a marathon. My first orgasm was very quick - I rode his face in a rodeo of lust. Between my moans I demanded: <<sheSays "stick your tongue out, deeper, lick faster, suck it">>. I probably nearly suffocated him, yet I showed no regard, I knew he was far stronger than I... he could have stopped me anytime. So I just used him like I needed to. It was wonderful and I came in no time. But I could not stop after only one orgasm... I needed more... I wanted more... and I wanted him to serve me. I wanted him to not only serve me, but I wanted to feel that he served me no matter what... I was brutal to him... I demanded him to lick my clit but I also heaved up, I put myself nearly out of his reach... so that he had to stretch his neck out to reach me... I took my time to cum... I saw his face contorting in pain, as his neck muscles started to hurt... and again... I lifted my hips up slightly more... I watched him... saw his pain and his eagerness to serve my needs... my lust increased with every groan I heard from him... I was so cruel to him... and it felt so good... Eventually I came. I set down on him fully again... rubbed my pussy on his face. I knew he could not breath... and I continued to cum... knowing he ran out of air. I stayed on him... felt him getting restless even through my own spasm... I stayed on him... it was so hot... But I needed to get up... didn't I? I wanted to stay... I wanted to feel his despair... <<sheThinks "I am so sick...">> I thought... and forced myself upwards. I felt satisfied... the demanding throbbing in my pussy had stopped. But... $boy was so convenient lying under me... a thought occurred to me. We talked about my lust... my kinks... while we are at it... Shouldn't we test things out...? Shouldn't we learn how depraved I really was... how I was functioning... what to expect of me? I was afraid of myself... yes... but I also needed to know. We needed to know... So I asked $boy if he wanted to continue... and experiment a little... ... and my little boy toy agreed... It was a rhetorical question, really. I knew it... I set naked on him... my juices all over him. I orgasmed on him two times... and he had been denied... what could he possible reply other than "yes"? I sat down on his face again... this time the other way around; I could reach out to his dick now. <<sheSays "Do your thing...">> I demanded... <<sheThinks "Keep licking whatever you reach...">> Then I leaned forward and got hold of his flat dick. He had been concentration so much on me... that his dick had forgotten about me. Well - not anymore... I started playing with it... and within seconds... it grew... and I started stroking it in earnest. All the while my hips moved on his face... grinding my pussy on him... I concentrated on his dick... I wanted him to feel my hands... to know I was stroking him to cum... I wanted him to feel me milking him... me demanding him to cum... helpless against the will of my hands... My right hand stroking him... and I could feel and see it... I did well... this boy had no chance against my hands... when I wanted him to cum... he must... My right hand kept stroking him... my left hand started to feel his balls. ... in anticipation of what was to come... my vagina throbbed like mad... I grinded on him with more force... I didn't know whether his tongue was still playing with me... I just fucked his face... I felt it... his junk started twitching... his balls felt different and I knew in a second he would cum... I released my grip... stopped stroking... and my toy yelled out in frustration... <<heSays "Ahh, keep going... PLEASE!">> I felt his frustration, I heard is desperate plea... and that got me over the edge... <<sheSays "Yeesssss">> and I had another orgasm... grinding his face again... my cunt twitching in sweet pleasure on his face. <<sheThinks "Ohh... these experiments are fun... more... I want more...">> Instead of getting up after my convulsions ended, I just slightly shifted my position... and said <<sheSays "let's try that again">>. We repeated the scenario... with a slight alteration near the end. I was learning... I could read the signs of his body better and better. I grinded on his face again... I demanded his tongue... and I ordered his penis erect. My hands forced him again to feel the pleasure I wanted. He knew by now that I would not let him cum... but he was such a helpless male... he could not defy me... not ignore my hand demanding him to a state where I knew his frustration was maximized. My plan was to repeat the process from before... but as I watched him... I SAW... that he would cum soon... that his body was preparing a load... I need not feel is balls... <<sheSays "Now I see it, they are moving!">> ... in a split of second I decided... I did not only want to deny him his release... I wanted to punish him for having 'nearly' an orgasm... That thought again... went straight into my nether region... I could nearly feel my vagina getting wetter. I released his dick... just at the right time... <<sheThinks "Oh no... orgasms are for me! You will not cum. You are mine to use... You want me to touch you? ... here you go! Hahaha!">> BAMM! I hit his balls... and he replied with a very satisfying <<heSays "uuuuffffff">>... His lower body tried to protect his balls... I could feel his pain... his face underneath me tried to escape... but hearing his pain had set me off... While he cringed beneath me... I had another fantastic orgasm... I could not let his face escape, I needed it right there... it belonged under my cunt... so I could feel it... and rub it... pleasure me... It felt so damn good... my whole body was shaking in pleasure and lust... After that I slightly calmed down. My brain and my body... But I learned... that on demand... and using my toys right... I would easily get horny again. I felt bad about $boy. I probably I had gone a little too far by hitting his balls. I wanted... to finish this on a more peaceful note. I didn't really need another orgasm... but I wanted to ... not end this with his pain. I feared I created a gap between us, by using him this ruthlessly - and I wanted us to be close again. I loved him after all. I lay beside him. Kissed him... let him feel I still loved him... I lay myself on him. That was no problem... I was much smaller than him... and I was a lightweight compared to him. I wanted to be near to him. Feel his whole body... I guided one of his hands to my breast... so he could play with me... and placed his other hand between my legs... I didn't need to order anything... as soon as his hands were in place... he could not help himself... his nature made him play with me... He always had the uncanny ability to touch me just right. He knew when to squeeze, when to caress when to use force... my body was made for him... he was perfect for me... Even if I had not used his dick to enhance my pleasure... I am sure I would have cum a short time later anyway... yes he was that good with my body... But I had other plans. I had my desperate male beneath me... fondling my body... His dick could not help... but to grow... I felt it between my legs... and I reached down... and got hold of it... <<sheThinks "Oh... he feels so loaded... so hard... so powerful... and it is mine!">> I began stroking it again... he did not need much... it did not even take a minute... and I could tell he wanted to spurt out his semen again. I stopped... I could feel his body moving in silent desperation... and another bolt of lust went straight into my vagina... <<sheThinks "Oh my god... it is like I am stealing his lust... and transfer it to my vagina... when I deny him... it is so awesome...">> After the previous couple of orgasms I had... I took my time. I stroked him... again... leading him to his heights... only to break of... just before he could finish. Again and again his desperation and frustration fuelled my lust. While his body heaved helplessly up in denial... my own body would at the same time tremble with lust I got from him... I heard his pleas... which soon became whimpers of defeat... and these also fuelled me... I was so horny again... and all the time he did not stop playing me... his hands on me... caressing my tits... rubbing my clit... or entering my vagina to get more lubricant... I was in heaven... ... and finally I came again... It was heaven on earth... my body on his... I could feel him all around me... smell him and my lust... his fingers... doing everything right... my whole body orgasmed... not just my pussy... I trembled... moaned... spasmed. His hands on me... his dick between my legs... twitching in his denial... I knew he felt my orgasm nearly as keen as I did... I knew he loved it... ... and the best... it did not stop... not fast anyway... it kept on and on... my body heaved up... I could not control myself... I probably made noises I never had made before... I did not care... I was in a state of absolute bliss... After some time... it had subsided... I was totally spent... I rolled off him... and lay on my side... soon I would drift off to sleep. I felt him spooning me... he told me that he loved me... and I knew he did. I knew I was crooked somehow... but I knew that he accepted me nonetheless. He loved me... he adored me... as much as I adored and loved him. We were different... in many ways... but I loved him... I felt his body next to mine... and I felt save, loved and home.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ Naturally this was not the end of it. When we woke up we needed to continue our talk. <<sheSays "See... what happens if my devil takes over? How can you live with someone like me?" >> <<heSays "What do you think is the maximum amount of orgasms your body can produce in a day?">> <<sheSays "I have hit you in the balls; I still hear your painful scream.">> <<heSays "What do you think we can do, to give you even stronger orgasms?">> <<sheSays "My devil does not want you to have any sexual release, which is why I took it so hard seeing you wanking. I realized at that moment. If I get any chance to keep you from that pleasure I will - I cannot help that, I do not want to but that is auto pilot.">> <<heSays "I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum that often, so be it. You do know that when a man cums he loses interest in sex for some time? So - if you do not let me cum, you get more orgasms yourself and at the same time keep me interested in sexing you up - isn't that a win/win?">> <<sheSays "Why are you so ok with this? Don't you listen - to what I say? I am basically saying I cannot help myself, I will deprive you from your sexual pleasure wherever I can, and the more I succeed in that, the more I will use you for my own sexual needs. You cannot be ok with that!">> <<heSays "Let's keep it clear and simple.">> <<heSays "As long as you love me and I love you, I will do everything, EVERYTING to give you the maximum sexual pleasure that you can possible have, everything else is second to that.">> <<heSays "Do you love me?">> <<sheSays "Yes I do, I love you so damn much, that is why I am so frustrated - I want you to have all pleasures on earth. And at the same time I know I will deny you wherever I can.">> <<heSays "So this is settled then. You love me, I love you. We need not speak of this again. I hereby give you a 'carte blanche', do with me whatever you like - I am yours completely. I only have one request; please do not injure me more than needed.">> She was stunned by my words. <<sheSays "... ok ... ">> she said in a very small voice, <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<heSays "So... as this is settled ... I have a present that I would like to give you now - the sooner the better">> <<sheSays "Oh, what is it?">> <<heSays "You know I had hoped that you'd agree to what I said before. Therefore early in the morning I went to town and bought something that will keep your devil at rest and give a boost to your lust.">> <<sheSays "What? What? I mean what? I can't think of anything that might help us there...">> I gave her the small package I prepared... After unwrapping it - her eyes grew larger, and also a little devilish smile appeared on her face, which made me feel slightly afraid again. <<heSays "Hm, I certainly never had one of those before, and I actually never expected to use one... but with the given circumstances I think this might do us some good.">> <<heSays "It is a chastity device for men; you put it around the penis and secure it with these rings over here. I can still urinate and I can keep it - and me - clean. The device comes with a lock. It is nearly unbreakable; it is made of special plastic and metal. It is a brand new device - it does not have a simple lock. It can only be unlocked with the correct finger print - YOUR fingerprints, we need to scan them. ">> <<heSays "On the inside it comes with several sensors and electrodes. I don't think I fancy those, but all this is for you to decide, I think you can 'punish' me, or 'pleasure' me with those... although since I want you to feel good, I think I will not experience any pleasure. Probably ...">> She excitedly shouted out: <<sheSays "Let's put it on.">> ... <<sheSays "Now!">> Several minutes later... <</if>> The device was snuggled around my cock. There was no way, I could have wanked with that thing on. It fit all around, there was a tiny urine hole and two other tiny holes to support cleaning. The battery in it would last 2 years and - I didn't expect that - even my balls were completely wrapped up. <<sheSays "You are truly mine now, I know my devil, there is no way back for you now, so there is no reason to feel sorry for you. You wanted this. You are now my pet and I will use you for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "Just so you know, you will never, ever have an orgasm again, my pleasure continually grows with each day that you do not have an orgasm and I will never take a step back.">> <<sheSays "I only glimpsed at the instruction manual, but I know with this device your fate is sealed. So thank you my love - into a new era of my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "Now - so we start learning. Go down on your knees and kiss my feet.">> <<heSays "What?">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bamb!"</span>'' Since I did not immediately do what my mistress wished, she decided to give me the taste of one of the devices features. The Ball Crusher. It felt like the material around my balls spontaneously contracted and thus like I just received a heavy kick in the nuts. I couldn't help but drop to my knees. <<heSays "Uuuuh">> <<sheSays "While you are down there anyway - be so kind as to kiss my feet as I demanded...">> I quickly bent down and kissed the feet of my beloved.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ It was the next morning, when we woke up. My joyful feeling from the previous night was no longer there. Again my thoughts circled around our relationship. The best boyfriend ever... and my own ... kink. I felt so ill at ease within myself. We needed to discuss this further... <<sheSays "See... what happens when my devil takes over? How can you live with someone like me?" >> <<heSays "What do you think is the maximum amount of orgasms your body can produce in a day?">> <<sheSays "I have hit you in the balls; I still hear your painful scream.">> <<heSays "What do you think we can do, to give you even stronger orgasms?">> <<sheSays "My devil does not want you to have any sexual release, which is why I took it so hard seeing you wanking. I realized at that moment. If I get any chance to keep you from that pleasure I will - I cannot help that, I do not want to but that is auto pilot.">> <<heSays "I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum that often, so be it. You do know that when a man cums he loses interest in sex for some time? So - if you do not let me cum, you get more orgasms yourself and at the same time keep me interested in sexing you up - isn't that a win/win?">> <<sheThinks "What is he saying? He can't be ok... with this... do I even want him to be ok with my kink?">> <<sheSays "Why are you so ok with this? Don't you listen - to what I say? I am basically saying I cannot help myself, I will deprive you from your sexual pleasure wherever I can, and the more I succeed in that, the more I will use you for my own sexual needs. You cannot be ok with that!">> <<sheThinks "I want you to be mine... I love you... you sexy, cute nerd...">> <<heSays "Let's keep it clear and simple.">> <<heSays "As long as you love me and I love you, I will do everything, EVERYTING to give you the maximum sexual pleasure that you can possible have, everything else is second to that.">> <<sheThinks "He wants me? Still? How can this be?">> <<sheThinks "Is he broken or what?">> <<sheThinks "Does he... have a kink of his own? He wants to sacrifice himself for me? What is going on here?">> <<heSays "Do you love me?">> <<sheThinks "YES, YES... I so love you... YES!">> <<sheSays "Yes I do, I love you so damn much, that is why I am so frustrated - I want you to have all pleasures on earth. And at the same time I know I will deny you wherever I can.">> <<heSays "So this is settled then. You love me, I love you. We need not speak of this again. I hereby give you a 'carte blanche', do with me whatever you like - I am yours completely. I only have one request; please do not injure me more than needed.">> <<sheThinks "...">> I did not know what to think. <<sheThinks "Wow... he certainly is broken to... Did I break him?">> <<sheThinks "He wants my orgasms? They are more important to him... than his own?">> <<sheThinks "Damn... that is my man... we... we belong to each other... it can't be anything else... this man... was made for me...">> <<sheSays "... ok ... ">> I said in a very small voice, <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<heSays "So... as this is settled ... I have a present that I would like to give you now - the sooner the better">> <<sheThinks "Wait... I still have to process all this...">> <<sheSays "Oh, what is it?">> <<heSays "You know I had hoped that you'd agree to what I said before. Therefore early in the morning I went to town and bought something that will keep your devil at rest and give a boost to your lust.">> <<sheSays "What? What? I mean what? I can't think of anything that might help us there...">> He gave me a small package... <<sheThinks "What is this... what can he have prepared for this... this...">> Conflicting emotions rushed through my head. <<sheThinks "Oh no! YES! How can he? He is mine! Don't... YEY YES YES! I don't want you to suffer... OH - I will use this!">> <<sheThinks "Oh you are so mine now! I am throbbing again...">> <<heSays "Hm, I certainly never had one of those before, and I actually never expected to use one... but with the given circumstances I think this might do us some good.">> <<sheThinks "I know what this is... yes, yes, yes!">> <<heSays "It is a chastity device for men; you put it around the penis and secure it with these rings over here. I can still urinate and I can keep it - and me - clean. The device comes with a lock. It is nearly unbreakable; it is made of special plastic and metal. It is a brand new device - it does not have a simple lock. It can only be unlocked with the correct finger print - YOUR fingerprints, we need to scan them.">> <<sheThinks "Unbreakable... fingerprints... yes, yes!">> <<heSays "On the inside it comes with several sensors and electrodes. I don't think I fancy those, but all this is for you to decide, I think you can 'punish' me, or 'pleasure' me with those... although since I want you to feel good, I think I will not experience any pleasure. Probably ...">> <<sheThinks "What? Not only secured? I have more means of control? YES!">> <<sheThinks "Oh... you poor... toy...">> I could not help but to excitedly shouted out: <<sheSays "Let's put it on.">> ... <<sheSays "Now!">> Several minutes later... <</if>> <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ I bought the device some time ago... It was some new technology... I didn't really read anything about it... I took the first one that I found... <</if>> I had never seen a device exactly like that - not that I had seen many, only in my books... and perhaps on a web site? Or in some porn? I definitly watched chastity porn... guys locked up... doing their mistress' bidding.... hmmm - but none of the slaves had worn anything like this device... The device was snuggled around his cock. There was no way, he could have wanked with that thing on. It fit all around, there was a tiny urine hole and two other tiny holes to support cleaning. The battery in it would last two years and - I didn't expect that - even his balls were completely wrapped up. <<sheSays "You are truly mine now, I know my devil, there is no way back for you now, so there is no reason to feel sorry for you. You wanted this. You are now my pet and I will use you for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "Just so you know, you will never, ever have an orgasm again, my pleasure continually grows with each day that you do not have an orgasm and I will never take a step back.">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Oh no... I said that loud? It's my devil speaking... cutie... I love you... we will find a way...">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "I only glimpsed at the instruction manual, but I know with this device your fate is sealed. So thank you my love - into a new era of my pleasure.">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Shut up, devil... I want to tell him that I love him...">> <</if>> <<sheSays "Now - so we start learning. Go down on your knees and kiss my feet.">> <<sheThinks "Yes... go down... I know you want to... you kneel every time I want you to lick me anyway... worship me!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheThinks "Just obey me, dear... ">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bamb!"</span>'' Since he did not immediately do what I - his mistress - wished, I decided to give him a taste of one of the devices features. The Ball Crusher. It was supposed to feel like he just received a strong kick in the nuts. He satisfyingly dropped to his knees at once. <<heSays "Uuuuh">> <<sheSays "While you are down there anyway - be so kind as to kiss my feet as I demanded...">> He quickly bent down and kissed my feet... My pussy was on fire...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ <<sheSays "You know, we have a little bit of spare time right now, so let us go through the instruction booklet and see what we can do with this new toy.">> <<sheSays "I never knew what fancy toys there are in the world. I will go online later and see what else we might use for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "You know I said, you will never have an orgasm again? I still hold true to that, but perhaps you might be the man who will become responsible for the most female orgasms? Isn't that a better goal to strive for?">> ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' <<heSays"Arrg!">> <<sheSays "Oh, that is the electro-shock. Cool! I hope that did not hurt too much, on a scale from 1-10 this was a 3. Man - I am not sure this thing should have gone through security - they write from 9 upwards there are severe injuries and burns to be expected - so please behave! It is not fun denying your orgasm, when all you have is a penis shaped charcoal stick">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Why is that here?">> <<sheSays "Here is a setting with which I can give you orgasms in short time. How useless.... ">> <<sheSays "Hm, hm, wait - there is potential here.">> <<sheSays "Let me try this....">> I could feel my penis getting erect inside its cage, I looked a bit dumbfounded - but felt pleasure building up, damn that felt good, within seconds I felt a strong orgasm building up, I'd cum, cum, now, NOW!!! ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' My dick was sizzled from within its cage - the pleasure was mostly gone - but a reminder of it stayed, a reminder what could have been the best orgasm ever, I felt immensely frustrated. I saw $girl carefully observing. I knew that she could read me like a book. I knew that she knew what just happened and was certain there would be hard times ahead of me. <<sheSays "Ha ha ha! I like that - at first I thought what a stupid idea to have the device giving you pleasure. But you know what? There is a fantastic additional feature! The sensors inside the cage can monitor the state of your pleasure. This device has a feature, which I switched on just now - it gives you pleasure and will drive you nearly insane with the most lustful orgasm - but the additional feature makes sure, that you will NOT reach the climax, it will be broken off just before you are about to cum. The manual says it will be more frustrating the closer the break happens. I broke your orgasm a third of a second before you would have come. You looked pretty frustrated already - do you know that this device can measure up to nanoseconds?">> <<sheSays "Also - this function can be set to repeat - so I could let you have NO orgasms for a few hours - how is that?">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Oh... there is another feature - ah well, but I will not use that.">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Oh... there is another feature - yes, I will use that at one point - prepare yourself for this! Hahaha! - Slave. You will no longer be a 'male' you will be an 'it'!">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "It is a training feature so that the wearer will be trained to be disabled to have any orgasms at all. It's pretty simple - the pleasure device gives you orgasms and each time you actually cum it will hurt you with ever increasing pain. At some point your brain will block out orgasms, because it fears the pain - no orgasm - no pain. ">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "But don't worry, I want you very much to be able to have orgasms, I just don't want you to have any!">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Hm... There might be more features in the future, the software of the device can be updated ...">> <<sheSays "Now... since you are still kneeling - be so kind as to lick me for a while...">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ That were three kneeling orgasms in a row - she tasted so damn good - and I was hers and she wanted me to be hers, I was home! <<else>>\ That were three kneeling orgasms in a row - she tasted so damn good. <</if>>\

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ Naturally I was fascinated by the device. It offered opportunities that I had not expected. I didn't even know devices with these capabilities were possible. I had glanced at the manual... but studying it was really worthwhile. What I loved most was, that the control unit was wireless and worked over quite a distance. If $boy wore it, I could remote control him from anywhere within the house! I needed to look further into this... I needed to experiment... learn how to use his dick and my power over it. <<sheSays "You know, we have a little bit of spare time right now, so let us go through the instruction booklet and see what we can do with this new toy.">> <<sheSays "I never knew what fancy toys there are in the world. I will go online later and see what else we might use for my pleasure.">> <<sheThinks "I feel so empowered by this... I... need to let him know that... ">> <<sheSays "You know I said, you will never have an orgasm again? I still hold true to that, but perhaps you might be the man who will become responsible for the most female orgasms? Isn't that a better goal to strive for?">> <<sheThinks "That look in his eyes... precious...">> <<sheThinks "I don't really mean that... do I? No I want him to cum... someday... I can't deny him forever...">> <<sheThinks "But he need not know it... now... or the next... weeks?">> <<sheThinks "I wonder how this feels for him...">> ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' <<heSays"Arrg!">> <<sheSays "Oh, that is the electro-shock. Cool! I hope that did not hurt too much, on a scale from 1-10 this was a three. Man - I am not sure this thing should have gone through security - they write from nine upwards there are severe injuries and burns to be expected - so please behave! It is not fun denying your orgasm, when all you have is a penis shaped charcoal stick">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Please... you know I am only teasing you... don't you?">> <<sheThinks "I'd never do that to you... ">> <</if>>\ <<sheThinks "I can make him CUM? WHY?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Why is that here?">> <<sheSays "Here is a setting with which I can give you orgasms in short time. How useless.... ">> <<sheSays "Hm, hm, wait - there is potential here.">> <<sheThinks "Oh... I see... wow... that is so devious... I ... love it... Ohhh, I will use this so much on him...">> <<sheSays "Let me try this....">> I watched him... I set the device, so that he would cum in a minute or so... but there was a second setting that would stop the stimulation... right before he reached his orgasm. I could edge him with the device. Again... and again... automated... for hours if I wished to... My pussy was throbbing like mad again... damn this device was sooo cool. I could see he was getting aroused. I don't know how the device worked... but even trapped in his cage... unable to get a full grown boner... he started to feel his pleasure building up... fast... I saw it... I wonderd if it worked... it better work! ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' <<sheThinks "YES! Look at him! Hahaha... edged with the device... poor thing... you poor, poor man... wait what I have in store for you down the road...">> His face contorted... the device had shocked him... that was a bonus... I had not needed to put a shock at the end of his edge... but I wanted him to go out in a 'bang' so to say. Edged... robbed of his orgasm... and shocked. I loved this... I could read him like an open book... I knew what just happened... and I knew he knew that I knew... and that I caused it. I could see his frustration... and the throbbing in my vagina... did not stop... not at all... <<sheSays "Ha ha ha! I like that - at first I thought what a stupid idea to have the device giving you pleasure. But you know what? There is a fantastic additional feature! The sensors inside the cage can monitor the state of your pleasure. This device has a feature, which I switched on just now - it gives you pleasure and will drive you nearly insane with the most lustful orgasm - but the additional feature makes sure, that you will NOT reach the climax, it will be broken off just before you are about to cum. The manual says it will be more frustrating the closer the break happens. I broke your orgasm a third of a second before you would have cum. You looked pretty frustrated already - do you know that this device can measure up to nanoseconds?">> <<sheSays "Also - this function can be set to repeat - so I can let you have NO orgasms for a few hours - how is that?">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Oh... there is another feature - ah well, but I will not use that.">> <<sheThinks "No... I'll not use it... never...">> <<sheThinks "Quickly... forget it... do not ever think of it again. SHUT YOUR EYES. Not for my man... NO NO!!!">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Oh... there is another feature - yes, I will use that at one point - prepare yourself for this! Hahaha! - Slave. You will no longer be a 'male' you will be an 'it'!">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "It is a training feature so that the wearer will be trained to be disabled to have any orgasms at all. It's pretty simple - the pleasure device gives you orgasms and each time you actually cum it will hurt you with ever increasing pain. At some point your brain will block out orgasms, because it fears the pain - no orgasm - no pain. ">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "But don't worry, I want you very much to be able to have orgasms, I just don't want you to have any!">> <<sheThinks "Yes... not for him...">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Hm... There might be more features in the future, the software of the device can be updated ...">> <<sheSays "Now... since you are still kneeling - be so kind as to lick me for a while...">> I needed to cum then. Reading all this... trying it out. Knowing my love was at my mercy... I commanded him to lick me. He still knelt so conveniently in front of me... I might as well use him. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I knew he liked it too... <</if>>\ I let him lick me to three orgasms... I looked at him... I watched him. I swear he loved it as much as I did... he eagerly pleasured me... he tasted me... I could feel he wanted me... his tongue seeking me out... automatically doing everything right... Even after I had finished and signalled him he was allowed to stop... he stayed in place... his head pressed against my vagina... breathing in my scent... he loved it. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I could not restrain myself... I just had to stroke his head... show him that I still loved him. Even if it was only a very small sign. <<else>>\ I could have told him, that I loved him... or at least touched his head and caressed him - to show I cared about him. But I didn't. Why should I thank him for something he enjoyed? Licking me was his duty... you don't need to thank people for doing their duty... <</if>>\

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ That first day was very frightening, I saw her devil and I truly was afraid of her. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ But the non-devil also was still very much there. It was a very harmonic day and in the evening she even took off the device - she made me promise not to wank, there was a little hint, that the device would detect any major sperm difference and no wanking would go unnoticed. I made that promise and I kept it. The thing is, she truly liked my penis and at night she would crawl over, wrap her hand around it and we would go to sleep. Needless to say, that this was also very frustrating - your girlfriend always touching you, but never getting a release. <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ But I loved her and would have done anything for her. <</if>> The weeks after we had a pretty stable orgasm routine. I came up with the idea of waking her up with one, my alarm clock went off slightly earlier than hers - I persuaded her to wear for these occasions a traditional night gown, and early in the morning I would thus dive under her sheets spread her legs a little while she was still sleeping and started licking her. Doing that while she slept took a little bit longer than usual - but her body was an orgasm wonder - it just worked! And she woke up while cumming. She said it's a fantastic way to wake up. For me it was a fantastic way to start the morning. If we were at home she usually got an orgasm after each meal. Isn't it some sort of saying, that you should rest after a meal? She rested and I continued to feast. The evening was a bit variable - if we watched a movie or something like that I usually went down on her after a few minutes. She continued watching the movie but I was far more interested in her sex than any movie could provide. If the movie turned bad, she leaned back and I'd give her a couple of orgasms, if the movie was bad from the beginning... she needed a little turn on in between so she usually grabbed my penis and wanked it till I did not cum. At one time, there was nothing interesting at all going on - and she was feeling particularly randy. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ She told me to put on the device. <</if>> The said automatic pleasure feature was turned on and I was tortured with it. She set it to orgasm in one minute, break off half a second. Half a second per se is not too bad, frustrating but endurable. But doing that for two full hours is terrible. It was giving me on one hand pleasure and the promise of the greatest orgasm of all time - but on the other hand, I knew it would never come to that. Two hours, 120 broken of orgasms. That was cruel, within a few minutes I begged her to stop. But she was relentless. While I did not have 120 orgasms, she had fifteen or was it sixteen? - My predicament made her horny as hell, and she couldn't stop it. It was also easy going for her, she sat back, spread her legs and let me lick her from orgasm to orgasm. Afterwards she thanked me... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Thank you dear... you are the best...">> <<else>> <<sheSays "Good boy, I enjoyed your tongue... I hope you enjoyed it too!">> <</if>> The seat was soaked with her juices and for a long time after I wanted to sit in that spot, on the seat that was once soaked wet by her many orgasms in a row. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ I was magically drawn to that wet spot. I had licked her extensively... and my face was already soaking wet... I could not help myself... I found myself sniffing and licking he juices from the seat... I was so addicted to her. <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ The "pleasure" feature was one of her favourite. It was truly complicated. On the one hand she was mentally not able to give me any kind of sexual release. On the other hand she loved me. I know she did. She also knew that I absolutely adored her vagina and the juices it produced. More often than not she would give me her taste. In some way it was her way to give me a tiny little satisfaction of my own. She knew I loved it and she found ways to provide for me. The "pleasure" device was one of those ways. She would order me to put it on. And we would go to bed together. She would set the device to something not to cruel - like two minutes and half a second. She knew on one hand, that I would have nearly two minutes of enjoyment - and on the other hand that my frustration would prepare the perfect "meal" for me. She would turn the device on and hold me close. She would feel my excitement grow for nearly two minutes, when the frustration hit me she would hold me and comfort me. She would turn the device on and hold me close. She would feel my excitement grow for nearly two minutes, when the frustration hit me she would hold me and 'drink' my pain and frustration. After a couple of those non orgasms I usually grew desperate. I could not help myself, I begged her to stop this, I pleaded sometimes I even had tears in my eyes. You cannot imagine the depth of sexual frustration. It had been weeks since my last release - and my sweet lovable angel girl, kept edging me on an on. The device never failed, it never let me cum. She was always with me; she held me and 'comforted' me. Often I would lose track of time. Sometimes it would just be half an hour, sometimes considerably longer. When we were done with the first part - there was always the second part. The second part was the opposite for me. I loved it, and $girl knew I loved it and she was glad we actually found something in our crooked sexual relationship that we both could enjoy at the same time. A spectator from the outside would probably just see: a girl gets horny by tormenting her boyfriend and then forces him to sexually satisfy her. But it was more than that. I was her "provider", I was the one who made her orgasm. She never, ever had any orgasm but from me. I never mentioned this before, but that was also her way. She never had another man, she never masturbated. I was the one and only source of her sexual pleasure! After getting me through that hell of not cumming - which I am sure she on some level was also ... nah... she loved it. I know she did. And I am glad she loved it - since otherwise what point would there have been for me to endure it. I am drifting of - after the torment ended she would kiss me and guide my head between her legs. After the torment ended she would force my head between her legs. Every single time she was soaking wet with lust and I could feel her need to cum rivalled my own needs from the last hour. And like she needed my frustration - I needed her satisfaction. She had her fetish; she could not let me experience direct sexual pleasure in the form of an orgasm. I had my own fetish which was the opposite of hers. I needed her orgasms I needed her lust. I would kiss, lick, taste and suck her till she was spent, she usually had several orgasms and the second part often was longer than the first part. She gave me all her lust, all that she could. When she was finally completely satisfied she would push me away... just a little. It was more a sign "I am finished", then a "go away". I would bury my head in her lap while she was already sleeping. And sometimes I would find the right position and sleep as well, my head buried between her legs and smelling her intoxicating scent. Those were the best times... even if part one was pure horror. <</if>>\ - After sometime $girl decided it was time that we should try to put something inside her that was bigger than a tongue or a finger. It’s a big step for a girl to lose her virginity. But $girl was pretty confident that it would not hurt her in any way, she said she used to ride horses for quite some time and often girls had their hymen broken by that, also she claimed she examined herself and that there was nothing in the way. I tended to agree. In the last months I spent days between her legs. I thought she'd be fine. I expected her to find some small dildo to try or ask me to insert two or three or more fingers. What I didn't expect was that she wanted to use my penis for her first penetration. I was shocked, honoured and afraid. I was a virgin myself, I had never slept with a girl and the last thing I ever would want to do was to hurt her... and losing virginity sounds painful. Nonetheless her mind was set. One evening we lay naked on our bed and she said: <<sheSays "Straighten your dick - I want to try it.">> I guess my penis had ears of its own, before my brain could process the thought it shot up and was ready. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ My last orgasm was weeks ago. <<heSays "You know - I have a very full load here. If you use my dick too much, I will certainly not be able to restrain myself">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "You must not cum! You WILL restrain yourself... ">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Oh you will, if you spill so much as one drop. You will wear the device a week, orgasm every 10 seconds with break of 1 nanosecond. Don't you dare ANYTHING!">> <<sheSays "And just to remind you - your penis is mine now, you do not have a say in it!">> She climbed on top of me, and very carefully lowered herself. She was ready! She was relaxed, I saw the surprise in her eyes as she went further and further down. She sat on me, there was no hurt, no blood no anguish. Only wonder and hunger in her eyes. She was a perfect fit. Never have I ever felt anything like it. The first time my penis sank into her wonderful, hot, wet vagina is something I will not forget in my life. In every conceivable way she was perfect. No pleasure device could possibly come close to her body. After only a few seconds I panicked: <<heSays "Get off, now! Immediately! I will not hold it!">> She jerked herself off my penis and not a moment too soon. Had she stayed longer I would have emptied myself in her. Perhaps it was dumb of me to break the spell - but I had promised her. She crawled up to me, pride in her eyes. <<sheSays "You liked that, didn't you?">> <<sheSays "You nearly came after only a few seconds... I did not even move.">> <<heSays "Sorry... you ... you are so hot, so perfect, so sexy... there is no way I will not cum when you have me inside you.">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "I know sweetheart, we will figure something out. That went so well, it felt so good for me to - you are a perfect fit for me. I will enjoy you very much. And now that I got a taste of it - I can't wait to ride you.">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Don't worry sweetheart - this was the first and last time - your dick will ever be inside a girl. I hope you remember it well!">> She grinned at me - and I knew she totally meant it. I was horrified... and I could not help it... tears appeared in my eyes. She saw them... and I saw her evil grin. <<sheSays "You are MINE!">> ... and with that she hit me in the balls... and my body balled up... <<sheSays "There, there... that took your mind away from my sweet litle pussy.">> <</if>>\

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ The first day with his device... I really frightened $boy. I showed him my inner devil and nothing else. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ But my true self was still there... I loved him and it was impossible for me not to... show it. After the first day we settled in a new normal. Yes... I would still have the power over his dick if I wanted... but more often than not - I just left the device off. I still did not want him to wank - he was not allowed to orgasm anymore... but I told him the device would notice a difference in the amount of ejaculate in his balls... and no wanking would go unnoticed. I don't know whether he believed me... but I don't think he ever again tried to relax in private. Also I made him promise. I trusted $boy - I knew he would keep his promise. He always did... and that was another reason to love him. The thing was... I truly liked his dick by now. I wanted to see it, touch it. At night I always had it in my hand. It felt so nice. Even the slightest twitch of my hand would be recognized and rewarded with it growing harder. I knew this was tough on him... me always touching and stroking him... but never letting him cum... but I just loved it... everything about it... not just my power over him... or the feeling his dick... also his frustration... and also his enjoyment of my touch... the whole package... <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I knew he loved me... I knew by now, my cruelty towards him... did not diminish his love for me... I was such a lucky girl! <</if>> Over the time we established some new routine. Perhaps not a routine per se... but best practices. $boy one night came up with the idea to wake me the next day with an orgasm... that sounded really great - although I doubted that it would work... But I did put on a different night gown... so he might have access the next day... To my surprise - it actually worked! I woke up during my orgasm... I had not noticed him licking me... He had been so careful when he arranged my body... and started kissing me very softly... that seemingly he built up my lust while I was still sleeping. Waking up with an orgasm... is... just wonderful. Waking up in bliss, feeling your <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>loved man...<<else>>toy <</if>>licking you... your body feeding his needy tongue... moaning my lust to the morning. I loved it... and in the future he often surprised me with a wake up orgasm. It was not totally selfless of him... he certainly enjoyed my taste... but he also confessed to me, that my build up time while sleeping was longer than usually... and he just enjoyed working on me longer... he was such a dear... I made him satisfy me after each meal. I don't actually know where this originated from. He always joked about it and said something like... one should rest after a meal. I was supposed to rest, while he got to feast on his desert. Whatever... I certainly loved it. The evenings were not a set routine. They were more variable... and sometimes I made him satisfy me the whole evening... If we watched a movie or something like that, he usually went down on me after a few minutes. I needed not make him go down on me... he did that on his own. In his book... my pussy was far more interesting than any movie. I would continue watching the movie and just enjoy him licking me, but if the movie turned bad, I'd lean back and let him service me to a couple of orgasms, if the movie was bad from the beginning... I needed a little additional turn on to last the complete time. I usually stroked his dick to a couple of edges... when he started begging me to keep going... I was ready... I'd give him orgasms... my orgasms... At one time, there was nothing interesting at all going on - and I was feeling particularly randy. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I told him to put his device on. <</if>> I wanted to cum... I wanted to play with him... I wanted him to turn me on like never before. I used the device to edge him... not once... not twice... no. I set the device to one minute... break off half a second. On repeat. Yes, repeat! Even programming these settings made me hot and tingly... I would deny him to cum... edging him to the brink of his orgasm... and then deny him the pleasure of cumming, each minute... again ... and again... repeat... for at least as long as the movie lasted... more than two hours. I knew he would be a tortured mess after this... but... I was so horny... and he wanted it... didn't he? He agreed to wearing the device for me... he wanted my pleasure... I forced him to lick me... his tongue on me... felt so fantastic... listening to his groans when he was denied... His begging which started after only a few minutes... I saw his desperation... as he licked me from orgasm to orgasm... my own lust was energized by his agony of being unable to cum. He started begging me... to end this... but all I could... and wanted to say was that he was to continue licking me. He was a mess between my legs... and I was in bliss... I saw the tears in his eyes... his body heaving up in the expectance of his orgasm... which never was to come... All the while his tongue playing with me... licking, sucking... drinking my juices... I was his queen and he my slave. I came again and again... while he was edged way more than a hundred times... I only climaxed seventeen times. All I felt was bliss... his torture of denial and my continual arousal... When I finally reached for the device... and stopped his edging... I stroked his head as indication that he was allowed to stop licking me. I reached out for him... drew him up... kissed him... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "Thank you dear... you are the best...">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Good boy, I enjoyed your tongue... I hope you enjoyed it too!">> <<sheThinks "Hahaha... you are my cunt licker toy!">> <</if>>\ When I stood up... I could see the seat was soaking wet from my juices... and I knew $boy would have a new favourite spot to sit and watch TV. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ A moment later I noticed $boy rubbing his face on the wet spot... it was sick... but it was my juice and he adored it... I couldn't help but smile... he was so fun to have around... so addicted to me... <</if>>\ The edge setting of the device... was so awesome. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ - My inner devil... and my non devil fought many battles at the time. I loved $boy, I wanted him to feel loved; I wanted to show my love and wanted him to appreciate me. I wanted to give him pleasure. I wanted him to feel good; I wanted to be his girl, his friend. But I also wanted to deny him. My own libido needed his submission, I needed to see his frustration, and I needed my dominance over him. I needed to be the only one to have orgasms and I needed to be the one that was able to forbid him to have any. I needed him to kneel before me and bow his head and follow my commands. Those things sent jolts of energy to my cunt... and made me horny... wet... needy and greedy for sexual release. I knew that he adored me... he loved my scent, he adored my body, he relished my taste, he melted when I whispered in his ears... and of course his own kink... which I served well... he cherished my orgasms - he was devoted to making me cum. I was not able to satisfy him sexually... but my inner devil was not opposed to any other pleasures I could give him. Thus each time I made him lick me... I knew it also gave him pleasure... not the orgasmic pleasure I received... but I would share my juices with him... and he could taste me. When I reached my climax... I moaned more than I needed to... I did not fake anything... but I let myself more lose... I also moaned for him... so he could hear me... and partake in my pleasure. It was my way to provide him with pleasure and a little satisfaction of his own. Often I would use the edging device... for exactly that purpose. I would send him through hell... edge him... tease him, frustrate him. I would put the device on... switch it on... edge him... and just watch him... look in his eyes. I drank his frustration... heard his pleas... held him in my arms and comforted him in his torture... all the while my own needs built up. With each of his denials my cunt grew needier, with each of his desperate pleas to stop - the throbbing grew. When he started to cry... my vagina also began to produce more 'tears'... of lust. I tried comforting him in his desperation... but usually after a couple of his non orgasms... I was just so turned on, I myself could get a glimpse of what I did to him. I grew desperate myself... longing for my own orgasms... Of course... I knew I would cum later... I was just preparing myself. But he knew... he would never get that release... I would turn the device on and hold him close. I would feel his excitement grow and when the frustration hit him, I would hold him and 'drink' his pain and frustration to fuel my own needs. After repeatedly edging him... he grew more and more desperate. He was so helpless... he begged, he pleaded and more often than not he cried in desperate need. He was so in need of sexual release... so desperate... his last orgasm had been weeks ago. And I, his sweet lovable angle girl, kept edging him on and on. The device never failed, it never let him cum. Yes... I was always with him; I held him and 'comforted' him. I knew he would lose track of time, I had no fixed timing schedule for this... sometimes I would torment him for only half an hour... but other times it might be considerably longer. But... When we were done with the first part - there was always the second part. In that second part... I could give him some pleasure... not the pleasure he was so desperately seeking... But I knew he loved it nonetheless. I was glad to give him something in return... something we could enjoy at the same time. He was allowed to satisfy me. To make me cum... He was the only one allowed to make me cum. He was my sole source of orgasms. He knew that. I did not want any orgasms but from him. I did not want to masturbate... I did not want other men... or anything... My sex belonged to him. I did not want anything but him... I did not need it... and I don't think I was even able to use anything but him. He was perfect for me... why should I settle for anything less than perfect? Especially if perfect was always available to me! After I put my man through hell, I offered myself to him. He was allowed to make me cum. He was allowed to worship me... adore me... pleasure me. He was the only one allowed to. He never failed... he licked me... kissed me... tasted me and caressed me. He fulfilled all needs I had. He made me cum again and again. The second half of our setting was often longer than the first... I felt his love for me... and he was able to enjoy me... without any distraction of being constantly denied... he could fully concentrate on me and my orgasms... my lust. After the torment ended I would force his head between my legs. Every single time I was soaking wet with lust and my need to cum rivalled his needs from the last hour. I knew - like I needed his frustration - he needed my satisfaction. I had my fetish; I could not let him experience direct sexual pleasure in the form of an orgasm. But he had his own fetish which was the opposite to mine. He needed my orgasms, he needed my lust. He would kiss, lick, taste and suck me till I was spent, I usually had several orgasms and I gave him all my lust, all that I could. When I was finally completely satisfied I would push him away... just a little. It was more a sign "I am finished", then a "go away". He would bury his head in my lap while I was already sleeping. And sometimes he would find the right position and sleep as well, his head buried between my legs, being exposed to my pheromones all through the night. <</if>>\ <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ - There were moments... When I remembered that I very much liked $boy. Especially at night. I would cuddle him... put his arms around me. We kissed... I smelled him - I liked his smell, the chemistry between us had always been good. I felt save and nurtured in his arms. He always gave me peace and safety... It was nice... remembering that... - <</if>>\ Being near his dick all the time... and me grabbing it at every opportunity... changed something in me. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I loved his dick... <</if>>\ I was a grown woman... I had a fully functional pussy... yes it was functioning very, very well... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>> My body was built for my man. I knew it... my fear of his dick... must be unfounded... There was no other way... his dick just had to fit in my vagina. He was my man, he was made for me - I was his girl, I was made for him. I was sure of it... in all ways we were a perfect fit. His dick just belonged in me... intellectually I knew this. <</if>>\ But despite all the things we had done... I was a virgin. I never had something that big in me. I never even tried... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>and I did not want anything else in me... but my man... usually his tongue or his finger. I didn't want to probe myself with anything else... <</if>>\ Probably... I did not have a hymen anymore anyway. Years ago I was into horses... I had taken lessons... and actually rode a lot... and I heard that can also cause a hymen to rip... I never consciously experienced it... but looking at myself with a mirror... I could not see any 'barrier' down there... Probably... my fear was totally unfounded... I just needed to try it... yes... I would... I told $boy that I wanted to lose my virginity. I told him, I wanted his dick in me. His reaction was not really what I expected. I was told that boys actually 'hunted' virgins... made a personal sport out of the fact how many girls they first popped open. $boy's reaction was different. He was also a virgin... he asked if it were not better to start with something smaller... like not one finger but two or three? Or a dildo... <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Damn was he a man at all?">> I offered my virginity to him... and what did he say.... "try something else?" It is hard to say... looking back in time... but that reaction of his... I think triggered something in me. I had been awful to him before... but his reaction... 'unmaned' him fully. I called him slave, toy or pet before... but he had been my man... my boyfriend. After this... $boy inevitably drifted off to being a thing, a toy, pet... slave in earnest. My emotions... love - if I ever loved him... drifted away. He grew more and more to be a tool to be used. A tool for my pleasure... be it sexual pleasure... or pleasure derived from making him suffer ... more and more. <<sheThinks "You were chosen!">> <<sheThinks "You were chosen to take my virginity...">> <<sheThinks "You will do it!">> <<sheThinks "But after that you will never ever feel the inside of a cunt again...">> I was so MAD at him... <</if>>\ I could sense that he was nervous about this. He told me... that he was afraid of hurting me... he said that losing virginity sounds painful and he did not want to hurt me... ever. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ He was so sweet... <<else>>\ He was such a coward... <</if>>\ But my mind was set... Not only did I want his dick in me... I found it... 'fitting' that we both would lose our virginity in the same act. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>Perhaps even I am sometimes a romantic.<</if>> ... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ One evening we lay naked on our bed and more or less spontaneously I had made up my mind and said: <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Straighten your dick - I want to try it.">> He looked at me... uncomprehending... But funnily his dick... sprang to life immediately... <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<heSays "You know - I have a very full load here. If you use my dick too much, I will certainly not be able to restrain myself">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "You must not cum! You WILL restrain yourself... ">> <</if>>\ <<sheThinks "No no no... you must not cum... this is about me... well you are not allowed to cum at all... but especially now - you are not. NO!">> <<sheSays "Oh you will, if you spill so much as one drop. You will wear the device a week, orgasm every 10 seconds with break of 1 nanosecond. Don't you dare ANYTHING!">> <<sheSays "And just to remind you - your penis is mine now, you do not have a say in it!">> I was so nervous... despite my tough talk... I climbed on top of him, and very carefully lowered myself. <<sheThinks "I am doing it...">> <<sheThinks "I feel him... he is just about to enter...">> <<sheThinks "This works... he... is in me... a small part of him... but...">> <<sheThinks "Yes... this does not hurt at all... lower... lower...">> <<sheThinks "Awww... yes... no pain at all... the opposite... I can feel him... in me...">> <<sheThinks "It feels so nice... I didn't know... aww... I want to move... feel him more...">> <<heSays "Get off, now! Immediately! I will not hold it!">> <<sheThinks "WHAT? NO!!!">> I jerked myself off his penis and not a moment too soon. Had I stayed longer ... I saw in his face... in the twitching of his dick... he would have emptied himself in me. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheThinks "Oh... I can trust him to take care of me... thanks for telling me...">> <<else>>\ <<sheThinks "That stupid cowardly sun of a bitch... two seconds... two fucking seconds... that is all that you give me?">> <<sheThinks "I swear... that was the last time... you ever felt a cunt... TWO SECONDS!!! Well - I hope you are glad... since these two seconds must be enough for the rest of your slave life.">> But... outwardly I kept calm... <</if>>\ I crawled up to him, pride in my eyes. <<sheSays "You liked that, didn't you?">> <<sheSays "You nearly came after only a few seconds... I did not even move.">> <<heSays "Sorry... you ... you are so hot, so perfect, so sexy... there is no way I will not cum when you have me inside you.">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ <<sheSays "I know sweetheart, we will figure something out. That went so well, it felt so good for me to - you are a perfect fit for me. I will enjoy you very much. And now that I got a taste of it - I can't wait to ride you.">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "Don't worry sweetheart - this was the first and last time - your dick ever was inside a girl. I hope you remember it well!">> I grinned at him - and I saw that he believed what I just said... Good! I totally meant it! He was horrified... and he could not help it... tears appeared in his eyes. I saw those tears... I did not pity him... I just smiled. He was mine... <<sheSays "You are MINE!">> ... and with that I hit him in the balls... his body balled up... <<sheSays "There, there... that took your mind away from my sweet little pussy.">> <</if>>\

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ She truly meant it. She wanted my dick in her. Now that she set her mind to it... The next evening was another evening for experiments. She bought numbing cream and a pack of condoms. The way she figured ... a load of numbing cream and two or three condoms... and I would not feel anything. Using latex gloves she generously applies the numbing cream. Put an additional load of it inside a condom and put it on. A few minutes later I nearly felt nothing. I was surprised that my penis was still standing - I could not even feel whether I had one or not. But my little minx had put a penis ring on as well, which prevented the blood flow back into my body. The colour of my dick was a bit darker than usual - but I guess that was normal. She put on two additional condoms <<sheSays "Just to be sure">> she said. Then she climbed on top of me and began lowering herself again. I could not feel a thing down there - I was save, but damn this was so hot nonetheless. She carefully started moving her hips, she certainly enjoyed it. But now I could also sense that she was tense. This was her first time also. She didn't know what she liked yet, didn't know how to move and what to feel. <<heSays "Relax honey; we have all the time in the world. Do you want me to take the lead for now?">> She was still a little shy girl and me goggling at her every move was not helping. <<sheSays "Yes, please - will you?">> <<sheSays "Let me lie down, I want to close my eyes and just feel you inside of me...">> I took the lead and slowly lowered her on the bed. It was also my first time - but I was not stressed out. I did not have to think about my dick, I just had to think about my precious little girl. I would concentrate on her, watch her and react on any signs of pleasure or displeasure. Since I didn't know better, I gently started fucking her in missionary position. Although I myself did not feel anything - other than the joy of being with my girl - I could sense and see that she liked it. She still had her eyes closed, but her mouth was a little open, and I could see that me moving inside her gave her pleasure. <<sheSays "A little bit faster">> she breathed into my ear, her hands were around my neck and I could feel her moving with my rhythm. This continued for some time, I could feel her leaning into me, her hips pressing against me and welcoming my dick. I knew then, that I was doing right. I could feel that she was enjoying this ever more. Her hands now grabbed my butt and showed me the rhythm she now needed. All of the sudden she came, her hands pushing me into her as if trying to take every last millimetre of my penis into her. She moaned and I watched her face while she came. I seldom had the chance to actually see her face during her most pleasurable moments - since most of the time I was just worshipping her somewhere else. It is said, extreme pleasure and extreme pain result in the same facial expressions. That might be the case but since I never saw her in extreme pain and I hopefully never will, I savoured every moment of her expression, her movement and her noises. Another one of these beautiful moments I hopefully will never forget. Missionary position for a long time was her favourite, and actually mine as well, I loved watching her, I loved the way she pressed her body against mine and how her hands drove me further into her - I felt loved, needed, whole and at home. I was not only hers - she was mine as well!

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I could not get his cock out of my head. Feeling my man inside me. That had been awesome... So sexy! Knowing it was his penis... knowing it was my vagina... feeling his boner in me... filling me... I wanted to feel him again... I knew having him in me... would be great... I wanted to feel him move in me. I could hardly wait for it to happen again. But how...? There was one basic fact... he was not allowed to cum. But as he fit perfectly into my vagina... my vagina also perfectly snuggled around his dick... and a few seconds in me... and he would shoot out his load... I googled my problem... and the most practical solution I found was to use a numbing cream and several condoms. Usually numbing creams were not used to prevent orgasm, but to prevent PE. But using a huge amount of numbing cream... several condoms... and a cock ring... should have the desired effect... preventing my toy to feel anything, and keep his boner up for me. I bought everything I needed the next day. I couldn't wait for the evening. The whole day my thoughts circled around his dick... He was in college... otherwise I would have used him again and again... When he finally came home... I needed him at once. I ordered him to strip... lie down... I put on latex gloves and applied generous amounts of numbing cream to my dick. Yes, MY dick. I allowed the cream to set in for twenty minutes. Then I filled up a condom with more cream... and put it on him. I then fitted the penis ring... Even if he would not be able to feel me... I wanted my cock to be erect... I carefully removed all excessive cream... and for good measure I added another condom to the setup. And another condom... I didn't not want him to feel anything... at all. This was for my pleasure... not his! <<sheSays "Just to be sure">> I said. Then I climbed on top of him and began lowering myself again. <<sheThinks "Yes I so want this... why didn't I do that earlier... so much wasted time...">> <<sheThinks "Awwww... so great... ">> <<sheThinks "I want to move... ">> <<sheThinks "It feels good... am I doing this right... is this how you fuck...">> <<sheThinks "Do I move my hips? Should I move my body... he feels good... ">> I felt his eyes on me, he was watching me, and suddenly I felt insecure... <<heSays "Relax honey; we have all the time in the world. Do you want me to take the lead for now?">> <<sheSays "Yes, please - will you?">> <<sheSays "Let me lie down, I want to close my eyes and just feel you inside of me...">> I was glad he suggested that. Yes, he was my toy... yes he was a slave to my wishes... But he also was my man... my strong man, the one I could rely on, my rock, my world actually. He would guide me... he would care for me... I wanted his strong arms around me... I wanted to feel secure... save... He took the lead, literally picked me up and slowly lowered me on the bed. It was also his first time, I wonder why he was so calm about 'it'. I knew he would take care of me... would do everything to make me feel good. I closed my eyes... I trusted him blindly... He guided is penis into me... lay on top of me moved slowly... all I could think of... <<sheThinks "He is fucking me... missionary... this, hmmmm yes... continue... go on...">> I knew he would be watching me. Looking for my signs... He would see any discomfort I felt... and adjust... But I did not... I loved this... feeling his dick in me was fantastic... It felt different from getting my clit licked... different and similar. I knew this worked for me... he filled me just right... <<sheSays "A little bit faster">> I whispered... I put my arms around his neck and automatically my body moved with his rhythm. We kept fucking... this was new... this was great... my body pressed against him... my vagina ... just welcomed his dick. I felt better and better... I knew I would cum... my man was fucking me... and I would cum from his dick... ... and he would not... Another jolt of lust hit my vagina... as I realized... that it was his first fuck... and I denied him any pleasure... I even denied him to feel me... My hand moved down to his butt... pressed him against me... my hand ordered a faster rhythm... and made sure his dick reached deep inside me... it felt so good... <<sheThinks "Deeper... deeper... I want to feel you...">> ...and then I came... It was wonderful... my first orgasm from his dick... the first of many MANY to come. I moaned loudly... still my eyes were closed... I was in my world... I was my vagina... I was my penis... I was a bundle of helpless lust. I kept on... cumming... twitching... I made sure my toy kept fucking me... <<sheThinks "Slower... don't stop... slower...">> I made him comply with my hands... Now and then, I felt another shiver run through my body. His dick... very slowly still moving in me... <<sheSays "I love you...">> I wondered how he felt... what his thoughts were. I finally opened my eyes... I looked at him... I could not see anything but complete and utter love for me. The same feelings I had for him. He was not even aware of the fact that this was his first fuck... and that I had stolen all his own feelings. He loved me... he had watched me... he knew he had taken me to heaven and back. That was all he needed... he was as happy and satisfied as I was. Not his body perhaps... but I knew... he had experienced bliss of his own. I truly loved him. He was my man... I would never let him go.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I loved his dick in me. I wanted more of it... Unfortunately this was pretty complicated, time consuming and very unspontaneous... It needed preparation, gloves, cream and clean up... waiting periods... We tried to put other things in me... to simulate his cock... like dildos, vibrators or other devices. But these did not work for me. Yes... they 'filled me up' - but it just was not him. I needed my man - not some plastic device. I wanted to feel him, HIM! Physically this might have worked... I might have forced myself to cum... but I did not want to force myself. I wanted to enjoy myself. $boy was my man... he was the one I wanted to have sex with... yes, the pure release might also have been nice... but my mind just refused anything else but him. We tried... but before I even was close to any kind of orgasmic feelings a block entered my mind... not like this! ... and we abandoned the act. I always said something like: <<sheSays "No... stop... not this way... this is not what I want, I want you!">> <<sheSays "I don't want a mere stick poking me, I need to know it is you - you are my love... I want you! I need you...!">> Well we had other ways to make me cum... fingers... tongue... face... Then after some weeks $boy came up to me... <<heSays "Love?">> <<heSays "I have again a present for you; it may enhance our sexing again." >> He had a slight smirk on his face. <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "What is it?">> <<heSays "See for yourself - open it!">> I tore the packaging off and investigated the inside... ... and I found another dildo... what was he thinking of? We tried half a dozen already... I actually came to dislike them... <<sheSays "Oh...">> I said disappointedly, <<sheSays "another dildo...">> <<heSays "Yes">> he said, <<heSays "but this one is special!">> <<sheThinks "Yea... very special... penis shaped... and with vibrators... I don't need this crap...">> <<sheSays "Hm, mh, yea, I see, it has some vibrators in it. One on the top and one at the bottom, to either stimulate the vagina and/or the clitoris">> <<sheSays "How exciting...">> I sarcastically said - losing interest fast... <<heSays "Yes, but that is not what is so very special about it...">> <<heSays "I had that one made especially for you!">> <<heSays "It is me!">> <<heSays "It is a model of my penis...">> <<sheThinks "WHAT? REALLY?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheThinks "I must see this...">> <<sheSays "Drop your pants, now!">> <<sheSays "Come on, make it big...">> <<sheThinks "Show me your dick... come on...">> <<sheSays "Let me help you with that...">> I said, and sucked his dick for two seconds - which was more than enough to get him a hard on immediately. I held my new toy besides my old toy... <<sheThinks "Fantastic! It is him... beautiful!">> <<sheSays "Awww!">> <<sheSays "How cute!">> I compared both devices... <<sheSays "It really is you!">> <<sheSays "It is perfect!">> I wanted it inside me... this was exciting... my vagina reacted immediately... I wanted to try this... now! <<sheSays "Try it - now! I want you inside of me...">> I stripped in a couple of seconds... and lied down... <<sheSays "Put it in me!">> <<sheSays "Put it in me!">> <<sheSays "Now!">> After about a minute ... <<sheSays "Yes... this works... ">> <<sheThinks "It feels good... I know it is still only plastic...">> <<sheSays "Keep going... ">> <<sheThinks "But I know it is also him... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Keep going... ">> <<sheThinks "This is hot... knowing his dick is in me... but he has still his pants on... fucking me with his twin... watching me...">> <<sheSays "Keep ... ">> ''<<sheSays "Aaahhh ... ">>'' It was not my biggest orgasm... but it worked well. The mental barrier was broken. We had a dildo to enhance our playground. The solution was simple - it had to be him! <<sheSays "That was nice ... thank you!">> I put my pants back on. <<sheSays "What else is in there?">> I asked while rummaging in the remains of the torn package. <<sheThinks "WOW - COOL!">> <<sheSays "Oh!" >> <<sheSays "OOH!!" >> <<sheSays "Shit - I will certainly use that!" >> There was a remote control for the vibrators and also a strap on which allowed him to wear the dildo over his chastity device. <<sheThinks "Aww... fucking his twin while he is all locked up... can't wait...">> And there was another strap on so that it could be used as a face dildo. <<sheThinks "Shit, fucking his face and dick at the same time... this is fantastic... ohhh... I will ride you... my little stallion...">> I loved sitting on his face and I loved his dick - the prospect of combining both made me smile in anticipation... <<sheSays "What is that?" >> <<sheThinks "That feels funny... is that rubber? A rubber underwear in this package...?">> <<sheSays "Oh!" >> I could not contain myself, and actually blushed a little... <<sheSays "Wicked!" >> As it turned out, one could fasten the dildo in that underwear... it was built not to be seen when worn under clothing. If I wanted to, I could "wear" his dick - combined with the remote control - his penis could bring me pleasure anywhere I liked! <<sheSays "We don't have time for this right now, we must be off soon..." >> <<sheSays "... but thank you ... !" >> <<sheThinks "I want try all this now... Hmmm... love it... thank you... you are so damn great.">> There was a moment of silence and thoughtfulness... <<sheSays "... You know that I want you with me - don't you?" >> <<heSays "What do you mean? I love you - I AM with you...">> <<sheSays "No - I don't mean that... " >> <<sheSays "I mean... when I cum... I want you to be with me..." >> <<sheSays "I don't want to cum alone... I want you to watch over me, I want to feel and smell you, I want you to be there..." >> <<sheSays "... I ... I need you to be with me..." >> I confessed. <<sheSays "I promise, I will never cum without you..." >> <<heSays "You don't have... ">> <<sheSays "No - I want you to know... you are my man... I am yours and all my orgasms are yours as well. I need you to be with me - do you understand?" >> <<heSays "I... ">> --- Over the day my thoughts always drifted to his present... what I could do with it... I fantasized riding him... making him fuck me with his twin dick... while he was all locked up... I was soaking wet half the day... I could not wait for the evening to come... and finally make one of my thoughts come true... Later... in the evening, when we finally had some free time... <<sheSays "Love? Please put your device and some decent clothes on... we are going out tonight!" >> <<heSays "Oh, are we? I didn't know - what are we going to do?">> <<sheSays "There is this movie on - that I always wanted to watch... you know?">> <<heSays "Which one?">> <<sheSays "I... damn ... I can't remember its name right now... but I know it is playing...">> <<heSays "O... k... ?">> He looked sceptical at me... well he certainly was not dumb... it sure was not about a movie at all... but I didn't have to tell him everything right away... did I? We arrived at the cinema and I looked at the program - and I picked a movie which sounded like it would not have many people watching it... <<heSays "What is it about, I never hear of it...">> ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' <<sheThinks "Don't keep nagging me like this...">> <<heSays "Uufff">> He exclaimed, as a bolt of electricity shot through his dick. He cringed and nervously looked around to see if other people had witnessed what just happened. It had been a long time since I used the device to punish him... <<sheSays "Stop asking all those dumb questions... just get the damn tickets!">> Slowly it started to dawn on him that this was not about any movie at all. Yes, the first thing I wanted to try ... getting fucked in the movies... with that underwear thingy... I wanted to go public... no... not public... nobody was to know... I wanted to come... orgasm... with people around me who didn't have a clue what I felt... Once we set in our seats, I handed him the remote control of his penis. <<sheSays "Once the movie starts - you start to fuck me, understand?">> I whispered. He could only nod - a little bit dumbfounded. He examined the control... <<heSays "What is this for?">> The thing had three dials on it, not two as we originally thought it would. <<sheSays "Don't you know how to use your dick?">> I teased him. <<sheSays "This one is for the vibrator on top.">> <<sheSays "This second one is for the clitoris.">> <<sheSays "The third one has it actually pumping a little back and forth...">> <<heSays "Uh, I didn't know it could do that...">> <<sheSays "Well ... you better learn how to handle your dick then...">> <<sheSays "Now ... I think you should start with the clitoris and a little bit of that pumping... will you?">> <<sheSays "And ... I am turned on now... but if you mess up, I can still use my own little remote control here. You know what I'll do to turn me on again. I will just give you a couple of no orgasms till you are a trembling mess...">> <<sheSays "Now - FUCK ME!">> We cuddled together, he laid his arm around me and I snuggled in. There were no people directly next to us, which was a good thing. I did not so much sit next to him, as I laid next to him... my legs stretched out and slightly apart, blocking the access to any empty seats next to us. But we need not worry anyway. There were other people in the room but I chose the movie well, it was anything but crowded. He used the remote control and dialed both the pumping and the vibrator up to level one. <<sheSays "Hmmm. that is nice...">> <<sheSays "Wait a second... ">> I started rummaging in my pocket. <<sheSays "Let's try this one too... ">> <<heSays "Do you really need to ... ?">> <<sheSays "Hush - don't be afraid... I think you will like it...">> <<heSays "What are you doing?">> I turned on his pleasure device... nothing devious - the opposite, I actually wanted him to enjoy the time with me. I wanted to him to feel his own pleasure... a little bit at least. I whispered: <<sheSays "Of course, I cannot let you cum, but I set it to one hour, and five minutes break off ...">> After I settled in again... he repeated what I said before... <<heSays "Hmmm. that is nice...">> We set in our seats and watched the movie... or rather... I had my eyes closed and enjoyed that the device was playing me. But I needed more... the setting to one was nice for a start... Now I would rather prefer more pumping... faster, stronger vibration... my pussy wanted more... <<sheSays "Turn it up a little, it is so slow...">> He ignored me... <<sheSays "Turn it up a little ...">> I whispered a bit louder... He ignored me... <<sheThinks "What is wrong with him... has he gone deaf?">> I wanted more... I needed more... my cunt was aching... <<sheSays "Hey!" >> <<heSays "Yes?" >> He innocently replied. <<sheSays "I said turn it up, I want it faster!" >> <<heSays "Nope" >> He just said. <<sheThinks "WHAT was he thinking...? He was mine... he had to serve my needs... my pussy was throbbing... the vibrations made me aching for more... I needed more... now!">> I boxed his arm... <<sheSays "Do it, NOW!" >> <<heSays "You control my dick; I control your pussy..." >> He whispered. <<heSays "Tell me, will you cum with the current setting?" >> <<sheThinks "I might cum... but I don't want to cum tomorrow... YOU must not make me SUFFER!">> <<sheSays "It will take ages... please dial it up, just a little." >> <<heSays "Nope" >> He said again. Several minutes passed. I became more and more restless. <<sheThinks "NOPE???">> <<sheSays "Please baby... give me more... I ..." >> He did not move... <<sheSays "Please, I ... " >> I crankily begged. <<sheThinks "I said please... how can you do this? HOW CAN YOU DO THIS? $boy?">> I was really getting cranky. Some more minutes passed. I could not stand this... I was so hot... turned on... but I NEEDED more... my pussy agonized in wanting more. How could HE deny MY pleasure... HOW COULD HE? I became irrationally agitated... How dare he? I was the girl... I had the power... <<sheSays "Give me that damn control, now!" >> I whispered furiously. He still hesitated... I saw red... I needed to assert myself here... this could not happen. I became deadly calm... he would pay for this... the evening had started so nicely. I waited the whole day to enjoy my time with my love... and now this... He wanted to torment me? ME? HIS LOVE? My cunt went silent... the throbbing had ceased... I calmly took off one of my socks. <<sheSays "Last chance, give it!" >> He still hesitated... <<sheThinks "So be it... SO FUCKING BE IT!">> Very calm now, dangerously calm, I whispered: <<sheSays "PUT THAT SOCK INTO YOUR MOUTH!" >> This time he did not hesitate, he did not know what was going on... but he knew now that I was furious. He lay down the control, grabbed the sock and stuffed it in his mouth. I took the control he delivered, switched it off, and whispered... <<sheSays "We do not want them all to hear you wailing... do we?" >> <<sheThinks "FEEL THIS!">> <<sheThinks "HOW IS THIS?">> <<sheThinks "YOU MUST NOT DEFY ME!">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' The Ball cruncher. He cringed, in reflex his body balled up to protect his balls from harm. A muffled <<heSays "OHMMMMO" >> was all that was being heard, as his lunges blasted out the air. I could see it hit him hard... he could not move... other than the initial cringe... pain contorted his face... He was panting in pain... still rolled up... I watched him... he had earned this! After a minute or so he slowly started getting that sock out of his mouth... <<sheThinks "You don't think that was all? Do you?">> <<sheSays "KEEP!" >> <<sheSays "IT!" >> <<sheSays "IN!" >> <<sheThinks "TAKE THIS.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<sheSays "You will never!" >> <<sheThinks "FEEL THIS.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Do that again!" >> <<sheThinks "FEEL PAIN!">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' I saw and heard his muffled screams... good! For some time he stopped breathing... sacked down to the floor... I think he even might have lost consciousness. I did not care. I stood up... I hardly could restrain myself... I wanted to kick this treacherous man... punish him further... But the other visitors surely would have noticed... I left him lying there... I hoped the pain would last some while... I read ball pain... very slowly resided... good... I went to the car... I didn't want to go home by myself... eventually he would get to the car. I was starting to calm down... a little... the adrenalin output lessened. ... and slowly I could think clearly again... <<sheThinks "Shit... what had I just done?">> ... about a quarter of an hour later he arrived at the car. Silently we drove home. I tried to ignore him as well as I could. It is very hard to ignore someone you are living with, especially when you share an 80cm bed. There was only one thing I said: <<sheSays "It could have been such a wonderful day - but you ruined it!" >> I did not remove the device. Perhaps I'd need it again.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ While we both loved this way of me fucking her, it WAS a little complicated. It needed preparation, gloves... cream... clean up - which usually took more time than the actual act. We tried some dildos, vibrators and other devices. In my view they were all more or less the same and should have worked well. And if $girl had been a pure "physical" girl any of those would have done their job. But whatever we tried, however turned on she was - she would always break off before cumming. I knew if she had just let me keep going we would have succeeded. But as with so many other things - the mind is tricky. She always said something like: <<sheSays "No... stop... not this way... this is not what I want, I want you!">> <<sheSays "I don't want a mere stick poking me, I need to know it is you - you are my love... .I want you! I need you...!">> Well we had other ways to please her - but I kept on searching what else could be done. Then after some weeks I found something new to try. It was expensive and a little bit embarrassing to get... but it was worth it. <<heSays "Love?">> I said after I received another ominous package, <<heSays "I have again a present for you; it may enhance our sexing again." >> I could not hold back my grin. <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "What is it?">> <<heSays "See for yourself - open it!">> She tore the packaging off and investigated the inside... <<sheSays "Oh...">> she said disappointed, <<sheSays "another dildo...">> <<heSays "Yes">> I said, <<heSays "but this one is special!">> <<sheSays "Hm mh, yea, I see, it has some vibrators in it. One on the top and one at the bottom, to either stimulate the vagina and/or the clitoris">> <<sheSays "How exciting...">> she sarcastically said - losing interest fast... <<heSays "Yes, but that is not what is so very special about it...">> <<heSays "I had that one made especially for you!">> <<heSays "It is me!">> <<heSays "It is a model of my penis...">> <<sheSays "What?">> She incredulously said? <<sheSays "Drop your pants, now!">> <<sheSays "Come on, make it big...">> <<sheSays "Let me help you with that...">> she said, as she sucked my dick for two seconds - which was more than enough to get me a hard on immediately. She held her new toy besides her old toy... <<sheSays "Awww!">> <<sheSays "How cute!">> As she compared both devices... <<sheSays "It really is you!">> <<sheSays "It is perfect!">> <<sheSays "Try it - now! I want you inside of me...">> She said as she hurried to get naked... and lied down... <<sheSays "Put it in me!">> <<sheSays "Put it in me!">> <<sheSays "Now!">> After about a minute she whispered... <<sheSays "Yes... this works... ">> <<sheSays "Keep going... ">> <<sheSays "Keep going... ">> <<sheSays "Keep ... ">> ''<<sheSays "Aaahhh ... ">>'' It was not her biggest orgasm... but it worked well. The mental barrier was broken. We had a dildo to enhance our playground. The solution was simple - it had to be me! <<sheSays "That was nice ... thank you!">> She said as she put her pants back on. <<sheSays "What else is in there?">> She asked while rummaging in the remains of the torn package. <<sheSays "Oh!" >> <<sheSays "OOH!!" >> <<sheSays "Shit - I will certainly use that!" >> She exclaimed as she examined the rest. There was a remote control for the vibrators. There was a strap on which allowed me to wear the dildo over my chastity device. And there was another strap on so that it could be used as a face dildo. $girl loved sitting on my face and she loved my dick - the prospect of combining both made her eyes gleam with anticipation. <<sheSays "What is that?" >> She dubiously asked, as she picked out the last item. It looked strange I give her that... It looked like rubber underwear... <<sheSays "Oh!" >> She exclaimed again, and she actually blushed a little... <<sheSays "Wicked!" >> As it turned out, one could fasten the dildo in that underwear... it was built not to be seen when worn under clothing. If $girl wanted to, she could "wear" me - combined with the remote control - my penis could bring her pleasure anywhere she liked! <<sheSays "We don't have time for this right now, we must be off soon..." >> <<sheSays "... but thank you ... !" >> She virtually radiated with excitement and joy. There was a moment of silence and thoughtfulness... <<sheSays "... You know that I want you with me - don't you?" >> <<heSays "What do you mean? I love you - I AM with you...">> <<sheSays "No - I don't mean that... " >> <<sheSays "I mean... when I cum... I want you to be with me..." >> <<sheSays "I don't want to cum alone... I want you to watch over me, I want to feel and smell you, I want you to be there..." >> <<sheSays "... I ... I need you to be with me..." >> she confessed. <<sheSays "I promise, I will never cum without you..." >> <<heSays "You don't have... ">> <<sheSays "No - I want you to know... you are my man... I am yours and all my orgasms are yours as well. I need you to be with me - do you understand?" >> <<heSays "I... ">> Later ... in the evening, when we finally had some free time... <<sheSays "Love? Please put your device and some decent clothes on... we are going out tonight!" >> <<heSays "Oh, are we? I didn't know - what are we going to do?">> <<sheSays "There is this movie on - that I always wanted to watch... you know?">> <<heSays "Which one?">> <<sheSays "I... damn ... I can't remember its name right now... but I know it is playing...">> <<heSays "O... k... ?">> Something was off... We arrived at the cinema and $girl looked at the program - and picked a movie I had never heard of before... so I asked... <<heSays "What is it about, I never hear of it...">> ''<span style="color:#FFFF00">"ZZZZZZ!"</span>'' <<heSays "Uufff">> I exclaimed, as a bolt of electricity shot thru my dick. I cringed and nervously looked around to see if other people had witnessed what just happened. It had been a long time since she used the device to punish me... <<sheSays "Stop asking all those dumb questions... just get the damn tickets!">> Slowly it started to dawn on me that this was not about any movie at all. Strangely enough - the first thing she wanted to try was that underwear thingy. I honestly thought the face dildo would be her choice. Once we set in our seats, she handed me the remote control of my penis. <<sheSays "Once the movie starts - you start to fuck me, understand?">> She whispered. I could only nod - a little bit dumbfounded. I examined the control... <<heSays "What is this for?">> I asked. The thing had three dials on it, not two as I thought it would. <<sheSays "Don't you know how to use your dick?">> She teased me. <<sheSays "This one is for the vibrator on top.">> <<sheSays "This second one is for the clitoris.">> <<sheSays "The third one has it actually pumping a little back and forth...">> <<heSays "Uh, I didn't know it could do that...">> <<sheSays "Well ... you better learn how to handle your dick then...">> <<sheSays "Now ... I think you should start with the clitoris and a little bit of that pumping... will you?">> <<sheSays "And ... I am turned on now... but if you mess up, I can still use my own little remote control here. You know what I'll do to turn me on again. I will just give you a couple of no orgasms till you are a trembling mess...">> <<sheSays "Now - FUCK ME!">> We cuddled together, I lay my arm around her and she snuggled in. There were no people directly next to us, which was a good thing. She did not so much sit next to me, as she laid next to me... her legs stretched out and slightly apart, blocking the access to any empty seats next to us. But we need not worry anyway. There were other people in the room but she chose the movie well, it was anything but crowded. I used the remote control and dialed both the pumping and the vibrator up to level one. <<sheSays "Hmmm. that is nice...">> <<sheSays "Wait a second... ">> she whispered, as she started rummaging in her pocket. <<sheSays "Let's try this one too... ">> <<heSays "Do you really need to ... ?">> <<sheSays "Hush - don't be afraid... I think you will like it...">> <<heSays "What are you doing?">> I could not see what measurements she adjusted, but I soon had a tingling feeling in my dick - and I knew she turned on the pleasure feature once again. But this time it was different! She must have set it to some very different values... It was actually very nice. Building up very, very slowly... She whispered <<sheSays "Of course, I cannot let you cum, but I set it to one hour, and five minutes break off ...">> After she settled in again... I repeated what she said before... <<heSays "Hmmm. that is nice...">> We set in our seats and watched the movie... or rather... I had my eyes closed and for once actually enjoyed, that the device was playing me. I noticed $girl getting more restless... she stretched and moved her legs... as if to adjust... <<sheSays "Turn it up a little, it is so slow...">> I ignored her... <<sheSays "Turn it up a little ...">> She whispered a bit louder... I ignored her... <<sheSays "Hey!" >> <<heSays "Yes?" >> I innocently replied. <<sheSays "I said turn it up, I want it faster!" >> <<heSays "Nope" >> I just said. She boxed my arm... <<sheSays "Do it, NOW!" >> <<heSays "You control my dick; I control your pussy..." >> I whispered. <<heSays "Tell me, will you cum with the current setting?" >> <<sheSays "It will take ages... please dial it up, just a little." >> <<heSays "Nope" >> I said again. Several minutes passed. I could sense her restlessness. <<sheSays "Please baby... give me more... I ..." >> I did not move... <<sheSays "Please, I ... " >> I noticed her voice changing. She was really getting cranky. Some more minutes passed. <<sheSays "Give me that damn control, now!" >> She whispered furiously. I hesitated... She calmly took off one of her socks. <<heThinks "What the heck is she doing now ... ?" >> <<sheSays "Last chance, give it!" >> I still hesitated... Very calm now, dangerously calm, she whispered: <<sheSays "PUT THAT SOCK INTO YOUR MOUTH!!" >> This time I did not hesitate, I did not know what was going on... but I knew she was furious. I lay down the control, grabbed that sock and stuffed it in my mouth. She took the control I delivered, switched it off, and whispered... <<sheSays "We do not want them all to hear you wailing... do we?" >> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' The Ball cruncher. I cringed, in reflex my body rolled up to protect my balls from harm. A muffled <<heSays "OHMMMMO" >> was all that was being heard, as my lunges blasted out the air. I had never been hit as hard before, my balls were on fire, I could not move, as every move would make the pain more intense. The pain was unbelievable. For a minute or so I lay their ... rolled up and in pain... Then I started getting that sock out of my mouth... <<sheSays "KEEP!" >> <<sheSays "IT!" >> <<sheSays "IN!" >> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<sheSays "You will never!" >> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Do that again!" >> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' I could not breathe. I had stars before my eyes; I think I even lost consciousness for a few seconds. I cannot describe the pain. I was in a prison cell, with walls of pain; I could not see, hear or feel anything but pain. It must have been minutes before I even noticed that $girl had left. I kept lying on the floor; seemingly no one else had noticed anything. It must have been at least another fifteen minutes till I crawled up on my seat. The pain ever so slowly subsided. When I thought I was able to walk straight again... I stood up and left the room. She was waiting in the car. Silently we drove home. It is very hard to ignore someone you are living with, especially when you share an 80cm bed. There was only one thing she said: <<sheSays "It could have been such a wonderful day - but you ruined it!" >> She did not remove the device.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I woke up in the middle of the night, $boy bent over and kissed me. <<heSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "Hmmm?">> I was not fully awake yet... <<heSays "I said: I love you. - dummy...">> Now I remembered... oh my god... last night... I had been so furious with him. I had calmed down. I was ashamed of my actions, I went totally over board hurting him like I did. Pain level six with the ball crusher - four times. Thinking about it... hearing his muffled screams of pain... lying unconscious on the floor... Unconscious because the pain I caused him. I loved him... why did I do such a terrible thing? He said... he loved me? <<sheSays "Still?">> <<heSays "Every day, every day I love you more!">> <<sheThinks "Why does he still love me, I am bad for him, I have done such wicked things to him.">> <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry what happened tonight. I am not sure what I did so terribly wrong. But I clearly triggered you, I am sorry for that.">> <<sheThinks "He is sorry that he triggered me? Well he did - but I am the one to feel sorry that I could be triggered at all...">> <<sheSays "Does it still hurt?">> <<heSays "Actually - yes, I can still feel it - but it is ok! - now">> I bent over and kissed him - and kissed him again -and again, all over his face tiny, loving kisses. I was so sad that I treated him so badly... I started to cry... my love... what he had to endure with a girlfriend like me... my tears dropped onto his lovely face. Between dozens of tiny speckled kisses I whispered <<sheSays "I am sorry!">> <<sheSays "So sorry!">> <<sheSays "Can you forgive me?">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<heSays "What did really happen?">> He reached out to touch my cheek, and caught one of my tears, tasting it... <<sheSays "I, I lost control.">> I whispered as I kissed his brows. <<sheSays "I.. I know, I put myself into your hands ... I wanted to...">> <<sheSays "but - I don't know - I could not believe it, when you said 'Nope!'">> <<sheSays "I worked myself up, and got angrier and angrier.">> <<sheSays "... and then I just snapped...">> I had to warn him... I needed his help... he had the potential to trigger me again. <<sheThinks "Please help me! Do not let me be like this...">> <<sheSays "Please... never let me be this again. I know it was all my fault and I will work on it. But help me, please - if you ever see those signs again, just relent... don't be stubborn just for the sake of it. Be the bigger one of us.">> <<heSays "You have some temperament, I give you that.">> <<heSays "But if you think, that I would stop loving you, just because you ripped my balls off... you are wrong, you are my one and only girl.">> <<sheThinks "I love you... I love you also for still loving me...">> He lay on his back now, and I snuggled against him. I reached between his legs, I wanted his dick ... wanted to feel it... be near him... I sought out shelter in his arms... he would protect me... from my evil self. <<sheThinks "Damn... that stupid cage...">> <<sheSays "Gosh...">> ... and with one touch of my fingers the device came off and my hand came on. <<sheThinks "Hmmm... yes... my man...">> A few seconds later we were fast asleep again. ... A few hours later I woke up again. It was nearly morning... but still not time to get up. My brain obviously processed last night... I bent over to my love... He lay there - so peacefully, so cute... I loved him... I watched him sleep and my heart literally ached for him. I bent over and very softly kissed him, I did not want to wake him. He needed his rest after last night... sleep will heal him further. <<sheSays "I love you,">> I whispered very softly... <<sheSays "I love you so much...">> <<sheSays "I am so sorry; I am mean to you...">> <<sheSays "I hurt you so much yesterday, I am so sorry... ">> <<sheSays "... and it was so hot, I felt so empowered, seeing you balled up and crying... I was so mad... and so horny... ">> My inner devil could not keep quiet though... The images kept returning... and thinking about him cringing on the floor... made my greedy pussy throb again... <<sheThinks "Stop this... now! Don't get horny while thinking of his pain...">> But the throbbing in my pussy grew more pronounced... <<sheSays "I am so twisted... ">> I continued covering him with my kisses. He smelled so good... and kissing him felt so good too. He started waking up... thank god, that he didn't hear me... <<heSays "W... what did you say?">> He sleepily murmured <<sheSays "N... nothing dear, I just kissed you and said I love you - you know... because I do ... ">> <<sheSays "Since you are awake now... would you, would you mind... to ...">> <<sheThinks "Oh my god... keep quiet... can't I let him wake up in peace...">> But before I could even finish the sentence his tongue was playing with me. <<sheThinks "Ohhh... yes... cutie... I need that...">> In less than a minute... the tongue of my man had me twitching in orgasm. I tried to be quiet... but I could not... when the orgasm hit me... I moaned loudly... I so needed that... it had been such a long time since my last orgasm, nearly 16 hours... and the cinema incident... had left me wanting. When my body finally calmed down... I could feel $boy... still between my legs, licking me, playing with me. Very slowly... he knew me so well... He carefully guided me to my next climax... building it up slowly. I could not help but smile. He wanted me to cum again, I wanted to cum again and I would, what a great start into a new day. I petted his head he was mine again...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Later in the night I woke up. I turned around, and watched her sleep. I didn't know why yesterday went to terribly wrong. I knew what triggered it... my own stubbornness... but why did that enrage her so much? I wished I had just conceded to her wishes. I only wanted her to enjoy the time at the movies. I wanted to prolong the time of her stimulation ... in hope of getting a more powerful orgasm. I certainly did not mean to get her angry. I sighed, bent over kissed her cheek and whispered: <<heSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "Hmmm?">> she muttered, slowly waking up... <<heSays "I said: I love you. - dummy...">> <<sheSays "Still?">> <<heSays "Every day, every day I love you more!">> <<heSays "Listen, I am sorry what happened tonight. I am not sure what I did so terribly wrong. But I clearly triggered you, I am sorry for that.">> <<sheSays "Does it still hurt?">> <<heSays "Actually - yes, I can still feel it - but it is ok! - now">> She bent over and kissed me - and kissed me again -and again, all over my face tiny, loving kisses. I also felt her tears dropping down. Between dozens of tiny speckled kisses she whispered <<sheSays "I am sorry!">> <<sheSays "So sorry!">> <<sheSays "Can you forgive me?">> <<sheSays "I love you.">> <<heSays "What did really happen?">> I reached out to touch her cheek, and caught one of her big tears. It tasted salty. <<sheSays "I, I lost control.">> she whispered as she kissed my brows. <<sheSays "I.. I know I put myself into your hands ... I wanted to...">> <<sheSays "but - I don't know - I could not believe it, when you said 'Nope'">> <<sheSays "I worked myself up, and got angrier and angrier.">> <<sheSays "... and then I just snapped...">> <<sheSays "Please... never let me be this again. I know it was all my fault and I will work on it. But help me, please - if you ever see those signs again, just relent... don't be stubborn just for the sake of it. Be the bigger one of us.">> <<heSays "You have some temperament, I give you that.">> <<heSays "But if you think, that I would stop loving you, just because you ripped my balls off... you are wrong, you are my one and only girl.">> I lay on my back now, and she snuggled against me. As if nothing at all happened, she reached between my legs, grabbed my dick. <<sheSays "Gosh...">> ... and with one touch of her fingers the device came off and her hand came on. A few seconds later we were fast asleep again. ... It must have been nearly morning... I woke up, while $girl was gently kissing my face. <<sheSays "I love you,">> she whispered very softly, as to not wake me up. <<sheSays "I love you so much...">> <<sheSays "I am so sorry; I am mean to you...">> I continued to pretend to sleep. <<sheSays "I hurt you so much yesterday, I am so sorry... ">> <<sheSays "... and it was so hot, I felt so empowered, seeing you balled up and crying... I was so mad... and so horny... ">> <<sheSays "I am so twisted... ">> she was still kissing... I needed to stop this... her tears dropped on my face ... they started itching... <<heSays "W... what did you say?">> I said in my most sleepy sounding voice. <<sheSays "N... nothing dear, I just kissed you and said I love you - you know... because I do ... ">> <<sheSays "Since you are awake now... would you, would you mind... to ...">> Before she could even finish the sentence my tongue was playing with her. She had been right... she was still very much aroused. The first time, she did not even last a minute. I heard her loud short moans, pressed out while trying to be quiet but not being able to hold back. Her body trembling and her hips rhythmically pressing her vagina in my face as she finally got the release that was penned up for too long. I let her finish, ... waited till the throbbing subsided... then I started on her again, slowly carefully as to not scare her away. And I know a pleased and happy smile would be on her lips... as I did exactly what she wanted and needed... She petted my head and I knew I was hers again...

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ A few days later, it was another weekend and early in the morning. We had just woken up... I lay in his arms and as usually I was playing with his penis. I just loved this hard piece of my man... always aching for me. I was on a quest to not give - or allow - my man any orgasm. Orgasms were mine! Since his last wanking job - weeks had past, and I secured my standpoint with his chastity cage and by taking his promises not to cum. But that did not mean that I didn't love his dick. Or that I would ever restrain from touching it... no, no, no - he had to react on my girl presence. He better be hard each time he saw me, I touched him - or he even smelled a whiff of my scent. I was his girl - he better react to me! ... he always did... he was such a nice... randy... denied boy... <<sheSays "I really like your man stick - you know?">> <<sheSays "Do you like me touching it?">> <<heSays "Do you really need to ask?">> I smiled... <<sheSays "No!">> <<sheSays "The device... the cage you like to wear so often... it edges you... if I program it.">> <<sheSays "Do you like that?">> <<heSays "Yes and no... the build-up is awesome... it is 'artificial' not like your physical touch...">> <<heSays "I am absolutely helpless when it starts... I don't know how it works; I don't even need a boner.">> <<heSays "It just infuses me with stimulation that cannot be countered or disturbed or diminished.">> <<heSays "... and when it stops... it leaves the yearning for more... for a release... it promises unspeakable delight... then stops it right before fulfilling the promise... ">> <<heSays "The break... and the fact I am caged and can do absolutely nothing to continue... is terrible...">> <<sheSays "Hmmmm... that sounds lovely. You talking about it - inspires my cunt to start throbbing a little.">> <<heSays "Oh dear...">> I crawled closer and whispered into his ear... <<sheSays "Can I try it? Please... can I edge you?">> <<sheSays "I want to feel your needy cock twitching in my hand... and see how the twitching subsides as you step back from the edge.">> <<sheSays "I want to watch you, as you feel my hand stroking you to bliss - only to take it away at the last moment. I want to see your need... your desperation. I want to hear you beg me to continue and I want to look into your eyes when I say 'no'.">> <<sheSays "I want to suck your cock and feel your throbbing anticipation. See you thrusting your denied cock at me, but not reaching me... and see and feel your helplessness.">> I whispered into his ears... I knew he would never decline my request... he was not able to reject the possibility of me touching him. He was such a helpless male... His girl wanted to play with his cock... in his state that was all he could hear, all he needed to hear. <<heSays "Yes... please.">> <<sheSays "You are such a nice pet. I will keep you!">> I laughed and kissed him... and began to stroke his dick in earnest. <<heSays "Hmmm... love... this is ... so great... hmmm...">> He felt so good in my hand... so strong and powerful - and yet so helpless. <<sheThinks "Ohh... I want to ride him so badly now... ">> <<sheThinks "Why is it that he always wants to shoot when in me... I want to ride him and cum myself... without him interfering with his own useless orgasm...">> <<sheSays "Wait for it... ">> <<sheThinks "I will deny you so badly... you will be my whimpering slave... you are so predictably easy to manipulate... I love you...">> <<sheThinks "I will just moan in his ears... this drives him crazy... hahaha...">> <<sheSays "Yes... feel me, hmmm, hmmm, feel, hmm...">> I could see it... watching him... he was unable and unwilling to resist me. I could feel his orgasm building up... <<heSays "Yes... Ahhh.... please... more... touch me... please...">> His hip heaved upwards, seeking the hand that had been there moments ago... not finding it... He wiggled... desperate movements... his right hand... went down - to finish what was started... <<sheThinks "No... don't you dare...">> I grabbed his arm with both hands, sat on it... not allowing it to move further... <<sheSays "NO! Don't you DARE, denying me your desperation... DON'T!">> <<heSays "Baby...">> He breathed heavily... But the moment of absolute desperation was gone... he relaxed a little... <<heSays "You are so cruel...">> <<sheSays "My cunt... is inspired by this...">> Yes... it started being tropical... in my pussy... rain season was fast approaching.. <<sheSays "Wait... I have got more for you...">> He was still very much agitated... it didn't need much and he would be on the edge again... I went down... and started sucking his cock... His delicious cock... tormenting it with my tongue... sucking it... knowing it would drive him crazy. I thought about how it would feel if he actually did cum in me. Would I like his taste? Would I love it, like he loved my taste? I wanted that... I wanted to love his cum... then I would milk him... every day to feed me... After less than 10 seconds he was on the edge again... I let his dick plop out of my mouth... crawled upwards... and watched him... His delicious agony... his helpless, useless begging... <<heSays "NO, no, no... please... you feel so great... love... please.">> <<sheSays "No! My pet - look at me! No! Hahaha!">> After a couple of seconds... I hovered myself over his throbbing dick. I took it in my hand, teased my clit with it... <<sheSays "How is that for you ... your cock inches from heaven’s door...">> <<sheSays "Beg me! Beg me for more my lovely pet...">> <<sheThinks "Oh yes... beg me... slave... slave of your dick, slave of me...">> <<heSays "Please... love please...">> I wiggled his hard cock over my lubricated clit... it felt amazing. <<sheSays "More... beg in earnest... say mistress to me! Beg... ">> <<heSays "Mistress... please... end my torment... make me cum.">> <<sheThinks "Oh yes...">> Rain season had definitely started... it was pouring... I shifted my body slightly... and with a quick move his dick was in my vagina. Ohhh, this felt so good. The live, hot, needy, twitching rod of my man in me. I wanted that... I wanted to keep it in me... for ever... But I couldn't... even if I had kept it inside... that needy boy would cum... and shrink his dick... and would be useless to me... Twice I moved up and down. Then I had to let him go... such regret... I wanted this to never end... but one second later I let him go... He was now a helpless begging mess of a man beneath me... <<heSays "Ahhhh! Mistress... Anything... love... I'll do anything please! please...">> I kept one hand on his dick... keeping him on the edge... gliding one finger over the freshly lubricated skin. I stretched one foot into his face... <<sheSays "Kiss me...">> He kissed my foot. <<sheSays "Lick me... lick my feet, PET!">> <<sheThinks "Ohhh... this is so great... he can't resist any command now... he is so my slave...">> My finger playing with him... he could not help but moan... <<heSays "AWWW... mistress... ">> I continued... moving one single finger on him... a tiny little bit only... it drove him crazy... A little longer, or more pressure or more fingers... he would cum... <<sheSays "SUCK!">> I shoved my foot in his mouth... <<sheSays "SUCK pet, suck my toes... my foot...">> This felt so good... knowing he was so helpless, commanding him to humiliate himself... ... and actually - I never knew - my feet loved his attention... He would have done anything, as long as my finger kept up its tiny movement on his dick... He sucked everything I shoved into his mouth... I saw, all he cared about was my finger... its tiny little movements... barely touching his dick, keeping him on the edge and made him my willing slave. I had both of my feet on his face now... he was sucking, licking, kissing everywhere he could... and my finger was bliss on his dick... he was nearly on his peak again... I had to be careful now... <<sheSays "Pet! Do you want your mistress to ride your dick to orgasm?">> <<heSays "YES... mistress, please... yes">> <<sheSays "Now?">> <<heSays "Mistress, please... yes">> <<sheSays "Beg me! Make it convincing... why should I ride you?">> I saw that he would cum any second now... he needed a pause from my finger... lest his slavedome would soon be over. I stopped... <<heSays "Mistress... I'll do anything... name it... I will do it. Please...">> I continued to pet his dick with my finger... he was on the edge again... He was totally desperate now... tears in his eyes... <<sheSays "Will you be my slave... do my biddings...">> I could ask anything of him now... <<heSays "Yes... I AM your slave... please...">> <<sheSays "Suck my toes and address me as goddess!">> <<heSays "Goddess yes... ahhh... continue... please... ride me! Ride my dick... I'll grovel at your feet, I'll worship you... I'll lick you as often as you want me to... anything... please, please, please...">> <<sheSays "You will do all that? When I ride you to orgasm?">> <<heSays "Yes... ">> he howled... <<sheSays "Promise... and don't you forget 'goddess' - or this is all void! PET!">> <<heSays "Yes, goddess, I promise goddess, I'll do everything I said goddess... please...">> <<sheSays "Ok! That's fair... I'll ride your dick... to orgasm... If you beg me so nicely...">> <<sheThinks "Oh you stupid pet... only thinking with your dick now... what do you expect me to do... actually make you cum? NO! Hahaha, never! Stupid, lovely pet...">> I stood up, got the strapon harness, fixed it around his hip... fastened his artificial cock on it... <<heSays "Goddess?">> <<heSays "GODDESS?">> <<heSays "What are you doing? Please - you said...">> <<sheSays "... that I will ride your cock to orgasm...">> I pointed at the strapon... <<sheSays "That is your cock in there... isn't it?">> With that I sat down on his twin cock... It felt nice... especially with the twist of his denial... him watching me... and realizing I was using his twin... not him. But his cock had been so much better... <<sheSays "... and now I will ride it to orgasm... MY orgasm!">> <<sheSays "What did you think this was about... SLAVE!">> I watched him... slowly his brain began to work again. I saw him realizing the situation... submitting to the unavoidable fact, that I would not let him cum. I saw him swallow... and his demeanour changed... He was still my helpless pet, my slave... but his brain had starting working again on more than just basic animalistic instincts... <<heSays "Of course goddess, my BRAIN knew that! Please let me be part of your wonderful orgasm.">> <<heSays "Can I do anything to serve you?">> <<sheSays "No... not really... just lie there and let me ride you.">> <<sheSays "Wait...">> I leaned forward so that my face was very close to his. <<sheSays "Kiss me and adore me and love me... while I cum on your dick...">> He kissed me. My lips, cheeks, eyes... he covered me with his love... his eyes burned in adoration. I needed not command those feelings... they were always present... I knew... I was close to him... my face only an inch away, I could feel his breath on me... and when I came I screamed my lust and release out to the world. I let him be part of my orgasm... holding him close... He could not feel his dick in me... I used his twin dick. But he could feel my body quivering and shaking... He put his arms around me to feel me even more closely. My hips still humping his twin. It was fantastic to ride him like this... I would have loved it even more if it had been his real cock... but that was not possible... yet... I rode him twice more... and then had him lick me to orgasm another two times. I was so horny, HE made me so horny. When I finally lay beside him... panting slightly but satisfied... I grew concerned... had I overstepped a hidden border...? <<sheSays "Love... is everything all right?">> <<heSays "Yes - you were fantastic. You greedy, sadistic bitch... I love you. I adore you... my goddess!">> I felt relieved, I bursted out, laughing... <<sheSays "I love you... $boy - I really do, with all my heart.">> <<heSays "Was it all game? Or do you honestly like me licking and sucking your feet?">> <<sheSays "Hmm, both - actually. I said and made you do it in 'game mode' but once you complied... it felt good. It FELT good, but also your submission and humiliation went again straight into my vagina... it turned me on!">> <<heSays "I do not feel submissive, when I kiss or lick your feet. I love the whole you... I certainly love your feet too! You have lovely feet!">> <<sheSays "While that may be right... and I love you for it... I think the general cultural consensus is, that kissing and sucking another person’s feet is a sign of submission.">> <<sheSays "It seems my cunt reacts on cultural consensus, rather than your love... So keep licking my feet... and my vagina will be very happy!">> <<heSays "Who wouldn't want your pussy to be happy? Come here!">> He kissed and sucked my feet and toes again... <<sheSays "Hmmm... oh my god... you are such a good licker... Hahaha!">> <<heSays "What about that slave thing?">> <<sheSays "You are my slave, aren't you?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You do anything I ask you to... don't you? You do not get anything in return. Isn't that one of the definitions of a slave?">> <<heSays "Hmmm... not really, I don't think slaves love their masters, I don't think slaves feel rewarded when their masters feel good...">> <<sheSays "Ahhh... those stupid definitions... Let's make it simple.... Are you my slave?">> <<heSays "Do you want me to be your slave?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "Ok then... I'll be your slave... mistress.">> <<sheSays "Good boy... see how easy this all is...!">> <<sheSays "Now slave... come to me... kiss me... and let me kiss you! I love you! I will provide for you... I'll care for you, I'll let no harm come to you. You are my slave, mine alone. I will not share you. I will always care for you...">> ... and I kissed him... and did not stop kissing him for quite some time. --- I kept reading those books and once in a while I needed to talk about them. <<sheSays "You know, some of these books say, it is not healthy for a man to not cum every now and then.">> <<sheSays "Others do not mention anything like that.">> <<sheSays "Yet other books say, that is an urban myth, made up by men, to get laid.">> <<sheSays "What do you think?">> <<heSays "It's stupid, the only thing that happens if you don't cum, is to be horny all the time.">> <<heSays "Nature wouldn't do that.">> <<sheSays "I will explore that further, I will not risk that me not letting you cum is getting you into any kind of trouble later.">> It was shortly after, that I first found out about the term "ruined orgasm". Somehow the term "ruined" appealed immensely to me, "orgasm" - less, at least regarding him. <<sheSays "Do you know what a 'ruined orgasm' is?">> I asked him? <<heSays "Never heard of it, sounds - ominous, what is it?">> <<sheSays "Let me read this to you:">> I said. <<grayText "A ruined orgasm refers to a sexual experience intentionally designed to prevent or diminish the pleasure typically associated with orgasm. It involves stimulation of the genitals to the point of orgasm, but then abruptly ceasing or altering the stimulation in a way that reduces or eliminates the pleasurable sensations. This can be achieved through techniques such as stopping stimulation, applying pressure to sensitive areas, or using specific techniques to interrupt the orgasmic process. The purpose of a ruined orgasm can vary depending on the context and individuals involved, but it is often used in BDSM or dominance-submission dynamics to explore power dynamics, control, or tease and denial play.">> <<heSays "Damn, except the gibberish, it sounds like this was made for you!">> He laughed. <<heSays "Are you looking for new ways to torture me, my devious little mistress?">> <<sheSays "I do not torture you!">> I sulkily replied. <<sheThinks "Is it torture? It is satisfying my kink... is it torture for him. I love him... I don't... shit...">>. <<sheSays "Do I? Is it torture that I do? Do you feel that way?">> I asked, suddenly afraid. <<heSays "No. I consent to everything you put me through, it is no torture.">> I didn't think that was his entire truth... he just wanted to spare me. I let it go, though... He wanted to protect me... I loved him for that... <<heSays "I love you and I know this 'stuff' brings out the best in you. I want you to have the best you can get. I am yours. I will do and endure anything for you.">> <<heSays "You know that - don't you?">> <<sheSays "Yes, I guess.">> My mood was somewhat on the downside... realizing how 'not nice' I was to my love... Then my love did something unexpected... He dropped to his knees and knelt before me, burying his head as so often in my lap. <<heSays "I am yours, use me as you like!">> <<sheThinks "Aww... thank you... I know you love me... I needed that... be mine... will you?">> <<sheSays "Awww, don't be dramatic, just get up, will you?">> <<sheThinks "I love you too... I will not let your gifts go to waste... I'll use you... ok?">> <<sheSays "I will try to find out more about this." >> <<sheSays "We wouldn't want you to have a real orgasm, would we?" >> <<heSays "Of course not, who would want that?">> he sarcastically replied. I gave him a little clap on the nuts for that - just as a reminder who was in charge.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ A few days later, it was another weekend and early in the morning. We had just woken up... $girl lay in my arms and as usually was playing with my penis. I hadn't been allowed an orgasm for weeks now... and when I was near girl, or just thought of her I was hard erect, that is - when I did not have to wear my cage. <<sheSays "I really like your man stick - you know?">> <<sheSays "Do you like me touching it?">> <<heSays "Do you really need to ask?">> She grinned... <<sheSays "No!">> <<sheSays "The device... the cage you like to wear so often... it edges you... if I program it.">> <<sheSays "Do you like that?">> <<heSays "Yes and no... the build-up is awesome... it is 'artificial' not like your physical touch...">> <<heSays "I am absolutely helpless when it starts... I don't know how it works; I don't even need a boner.">> <<heSays "It just infuses me with stimulation that cannot be countered or disturbed or diminished.">> <<heSays "... and when it stops... it leaves the yearning for more... for a release... it promises unspeakable delight... then stops it right before fulfilling the promise... ">> <<heSays "The break... and the fact I am caged and can do absolutely nothing to continue... is terrible...">> <<sheSays "Hmmmm... that sounds lovely. You talking about it - inspires my cunt to start throbbing a little.">> <<heSays "Oh dear...">> She crawled closer and whispered into my ear... <<sheSays "Can I try it? Please... can I edge you?">> <<sheSays "I want to feel your needy cock twitching in my hand... and see how the twitching subsides as you step back from the edge.">> <<sheSays "I want to watch you, as you feel my hand stroking you to bliss - only to take it away at the last moment. I want to see your need... your desperation. I want to hear you beg me to continue and I want to look into your eyes when I say 'no'.">> <<sheSays "I want to suck your cock and feel your throbbing anticipation, see you thrusting your denied cock at me, but not reaching me... and see and feel your helplessness.">> She whispered into my ears... she had me at 'Can I...'. My girl wanted to play with my cock... in my state that was all I could hear, all I needed to hear. <<heSays "Yes... please.">> <<sheSays "You are such a nice pet. I will keep you!">> She laughed and kissed me... and began to stroke my dick in earnest. I was so ready for this... <<heSays "Hmmm... love... this is ... so great... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Wait for it... ">> She kept whispering, moaning into my ears. <<sheSays "Yes... feel me, hmmm, hmmm, feel, hmm...">> This drove me crazy - combined with her stroking me... I could feel it... I would cum... by the hands of my girl... <<heSays "Yes... Ahhh.... please... more... touch me... please...">> My hip heaved upwards, seeking the hand that had been there moments ago... not finding it... I wiggled... desperate movements... my right hand... went down - to finish what was started... But girl grabbed my arm with both hands. <<sheSays "NO! Don't you DARE, denying me your desperation... DON'T!">> <<heSays "Baby...">> The moment was gone... I breathed heavily... <<heSays "You are so cruel...">> <<sheSays "My cunt... is inspired by this...">> <<sheSays "Wait... I have got more for you...">> With that she went down... and started sucking my cock... After less than 10 seconds I was on the edge again... She let my dick plop out of her mouth... crawled upwards... and watched me... <<heSays "NO, no, no... please... you feel so great... love... please.">> <<sheSays "No! My pet - look at me! No! Hahaha!">> After a couple of seconds... She hovered herself over my dick. Took it in her hands and teased her clit with my dick... <<sheSays "How is that for you ... your cock inches from heaven’s door...">> <<sheSays "Beg me! Beg me for more my lovely pet...">> <<heSays "Please... love please...">> She wiggled my hard cock over her lubricated clit... it felt amazing. <<sheSays "More... beg in earnest... say mistress to me! Beg... ">> <<heSays "Mistress... please... end my torment... make me cum.">> She shifted her body slightly... and with a quick move my dick was in her vagina. She was heaven on earth - hot - needy - wet. Twice her hips moved up and down. My penis never felt anything like this before. I wanted this to never end... but one second later she was gone... A helpless begging mess of a man beneath her... <<heSays "Ahhhh! Mistress... Anything... love... I'll do anything please! Please...">> One hand of hers was on my dick... keeping me on the edge... gliding one finger over the freshly lubricated skin. She stretched one foot into my face... <<sheSays "Kiss me...">> I kissed her foot. <<sheSays "Lick me... lick my feet, PET!">> Her finger playing with me... I could not help but moan... <<heSays "AWWW... mistress... ">> She continued... moving a finger... a tiny little bit only... it drove me crazy... A little longer, or more pressure or more fingers... I would cum... <<sheSays "SUCK!">> She shoved her foot in my mouth... <<sheSays "SUCK pet, suck my toes... my foot...">> I would have done anything, as long as her finger kept up its tiny movement on my dick... I sucked everyhing she shoved into my mouth... My centre was her finger... its tiny little movements... barely touching my dick, kept me on the edge and made me her willing slave. She had both of her feet in my face now... I was sucking, licking, kissing everywhere I could... and her finger was bliss on my dick... only a little more... <<sheSays "Pet! Do you want your mistress to ride your dick to orgasm?">> <<heSays "YES... mistress, please... yes">> <<sheSays "Now?">> <<heSays "Mistress, please... yes">> <<sheSays "Beg me! Make it convincing... why should I ride you?">> I would cum... now... her finger... only two seconds longer of what she was doing the last minute... yes. No... NO! Why did she stop? Could she read my body this well? <<heSays "Mistress... I'll do anything... name it... I will do it. Please...">> She continued to pet my dick with her finger... I was on the edge again... In desperation... tears watered my eyes... <<sheSays "Will you be my slave... do my biddings...">> <<heSays "Yes... I AM your slave... please...">> <<sheSays "Suck my toes and address me as goddess!">> <<heSays "Goddess yes... ahhh... continue... please... ride me! Ride my dick... I'll grovel at your feet, I'll worship you... I'll lick you as often as you want me to... anything... please, please, please...">> <<sheSays "You will do all that? When I ride you to orgasm?">> <<heSays "Yes... ">> I howled... <<sheSays "Promise... and don't you forget 'goddess' - or this is all void! PET!">> <<heSays "Yes, goddess, I promise goddess, I'll do everything I said goddess... please...">> <<sheSays "Ok! That's fair... I'll ride your dick... to orgasm... If you beg me so nicely...">> She stood up, got the strapon harness, fixed it around my hip... fastened my artificial cock on it... <<heSays "Goddess?">> <<heSays "GODDESS?">> <<heSays "What are you doing? Please - you said...">> <<sheSays "... that I will ride your cock to orgasm...">> She pointed at the strapon... <<sheSays "That is your cock in there... isn't it?">> With that she inserted my artificial cock into her vagina... <<sheSays "... and now I will ride it to orgasm... my orgasm!">> <<sheSays "What did you think this was about... SLAVE!">> I would not cum today. Had I been able to think coherently before, I would have known. She would not let me cum, I knew that. I had been thinking with my cock alone. She played me... it had been so obvious... but my cock wouldn't listen to reason... it would only think and throb "I want to cum", “I want to cum", “I want to cum". I swallowed. Internally I hit my reset button. $girl had won... <<heSays "Of course goddess, my BRAIN knew that! Please let me be part of your wonderful orgasm.">> <<heSays "Can I do anything to serve you?">> <<sheSays "No... not really... just lie there and let me ride you.">> <<sheSays "Wait...">> She leaned forward so that her face was very close to mine. <<sheSays "Kiss me and adore me and love me... while I cum on your dick...">> I kissed her. Her lips, cheeks, eyes... I covered her with my love... my eyes burned in adoration. She needed not command those feelings... they were always present... she knew that also. She was close to me... her face only an inch away, I could feel her breath on me... and when she came she screamed her sweet agony at me. I could not feel myself in her... she used my twin dick. But I felt her body quivering and shaking... I put my arms around her to feel her even more closely. Her hips still humping my twin. She was so beautiful in her lust... She rode my twice more after the first one... and had me lick her to orgasm another two times. She was on a roll. I loved her for that. When she finally lay beside me... panting slightly but satisfied... She asked... <<sheSays "Love... is everything all right?">> <<heSays "Yes - you were fantastic. You greedy, sadistic bitch... I love you. I adore you... my goddess!">> Feeling relieved, she practically bloomed, laughing in delight and heartfelt love. <<sheSays "I love you... $boy - I really do, with all my heart.">> <<heSays "Was it all game? Or do you honestly like me licking and sucking your feet?">> <<sheSays "Hmm, both - actually. I said and made you do it in 'game mode' but once you complied... it felt good. It FELT good, but also your submission and humiliation went again straight into my vagina... it turned me on!">> <<heSays "I do not feel submissive, when I kiss or lick your feet. I love the whole you... I certainly love your feet too! You have lovely feet!">> <<sheSays "While that may be right... and I love you for it... I think the general cultural consensus is, that kissing and sucking another person’s feet is a sign of submission.">> <<sheSays "It seems my cunt reacts on cultural consensus, rather than your love... So keep licking my feet... and my pussy will be very happy!">> <<heSays "Who wouldn't want your pussy to be happy? Come here!">> I kissed and sucked her feet and toes again... <<sheSays "Hmmm... oh my god... you are such a good licker... Hahaha!">> <<heSays "What about that slave thing?">> <<sheSays "You are my slave, aren't you?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You do anything I ask you to... don't you? You do not get anything in return. Isn't that one of the definitions of a slave?">> <<heSays "Hmmm... not really, I don't think slaves love their masters, I don't think slaves feel rewarded when their masters feel good...">> <<sheSays "Ahhh... those stupid definitions... Let's make it simple.... Are you my slave?">> <<heSays "Do you want me to be your slave?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "Ok then... I'll be your slave... mistress.">> <<sheSays "Good boy... see how easy this all is...!">> <<sheSays "Now slave... come to me... kiss me... and let me kiss you! I love you! I will provide for you... I'll care for you, I'll let no harm come to you. You are my slave, mine alone. I will not share you. I will always care for you...">> ... and she kissed me... and did not stop kissing me for quite some time. --- She kept reading those books and once in a while we talked about them. <<sheSays "You know, some of these books say, it is not healthy for a man to not cum every now and then.">> <<sheSays "Others do not mention anything like that.">> <<sheSays "Yet other books say, that is an urban myth, made up by men, to get laid.">> <<sheSays "What do you think?">> <<heSays "It's stupid, the only thing that happens if you don't cum, is to be horny all the time.">> <<heSays "Nature wouldn't do that.">> <<sheSays "I will explore that further, I will not risk that me not letting you cum is getting you into any kind of trouble later.">> It was shortly after, that she first found out about the term "ruined orgasm". Somehow the term "ruined" appealed immensely to her, "orgasm" - less, at least regarding me. <<sheSays "Do you know what a 'ruined orgasm' is?">> she asked me? <<heSays "Never heard of it, sounds - ominous, what is it?">> <<sheSays "Let me read this to you:">> she said. <<grayText "A ruined orgasm refers to a sexual experience intentionally designed to prevent or diminish the pleasure typically associated with orgasm. It involves stimulation of the genitals to the point of orgasm, but then abruptly ceasing or altering the stimulation in a way that reduces or eliminates the pleasurable sensations. This can be achieved through techniques such as stopping stimulation, applying pressure to sensitive areas, or using specific techniques to interrupt the orgasmic process. The purpose of a ruined orgasm can vary depending on the context and individuals involved, but it is often used in BDSM or dominance-submission dynamics to explore power dynamics, control, or tease and denial play.">> <<heSays "Damn, except the gibberish, it sounds like this was made for you!">> I laughed. <<heSays "Are you looking for new ways to torture me, my devious little mistress?">> <<sheSays "I do not torture you!">> She sulkily replied. <<sheSays "Do I? Is it torture that I do? Do you feel that way?">> She asked, suddenly afraid. <<heSays "No. I consent to everything you put me through, it is no torture.">> It sometimes was, but I would not tell her that. She was conflicted enough; there was no need for her to hear this. <<heSays "I love you and I know this 'stuff' brings out the best in you. I want you to have the best you can get. I am yours. I will do and endure anything for you.">> <<heSays "You know that - don't you?">> <<sheSays "Yes, I guess.">> She sometimes just needs reassurance. I know I did needn't to do it, but I also knew that in some corner of her mind she relished the power she had over me - and I was more than willing to help her out. I dropped to my knees and knelt before her, burying my head as so often in her lap. <<heSays "I am yours, use me as you like!">> <<sheSays "Awww, don't be dramatic, just get up, will you?">> But I knew I got her, there was that sparkle in her eyes. <<sheSays "I will try to find out more about this." >> <<sheSays "We wouldn't want you to have a real orgasm, would we?" >> <<heSays "Of course not, who would want that?">> I sarcastically replied. She gave me a little clap on the nuts for that - just as a reminder who was in charge. It didn't hurt.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I sometimes woke up in the middle of the night. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ My thoughts drifted from this to that... circling... as usual my hand found my dick... and touched it. So soft... and lovely... <<else>>\ <</if>>\ Letting my thoughts wander... I more often than not thought about $boy and me... what we did, what I wanted to do... and my kinks got hold of me. Then I grew restless... and I knew the only thing that would quiet me down in a reasonable amount of time... was $boy... and the things he would do for me. I can't remember that we ever talked about it. But soon this was just part of us. He accepted... or loved it. I used him and commanded him. I lay awake... woke him up and simple ordered... <<sheSays "Lick my pussy!">> Nothing else. No "Are you awake?", "Please", or any other nice sugar coating. Just my command. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheThinks "I just knew... he was not able to deny any of my wishes. His useless dick inside the cage... was so greedy for me... he would do anything... he was my slave... and rightly so!">> <</if>>\ He was still sleepy, barely aware of his surroundings. But for him it was enough to hear me. As soon as I ordered him, he was on his way to do my bidding. I don't think $boy was a submissive man by nature. Gee he could be a stubborn man... I knew. But regarding me? He loved me... and that made him want to do things that pleased me, he wanted to make me happy any way he could. Oh, well - he also adored my taste... so it was probably not totally selfless of him to jump at my pussy at my command. But boy... he made me feel good. Every single time! He licked, kissed, adored and worshipped me. I felt loved, pretty and attractive in every way. He could not get enough of me and that made me feel great. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ Not to forget my power over him... it is just so hot... to have a slave to do ones bidding... <</if>>\ Sometimes I would hold his head in place... making sure he did exactly my bidding... making sure he knew I would not tolerate him leaving. At other times I wanted him to play with me. I just spread my legs, made my pussy available to him... and let him take me to orgasmic heaven with every means he wanted to apply. Sometimes I would lock his face between my legs and just fuck it... rubbing my sex all over him. There were times, when one orgasm was enough to calm me... other times he had to work for hours. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>I loved him. <</if>>I loved this... but my kinks were always with me. In the end I would make him crawl up to me... hold him in sweet embrace<<if $girlIsMean == 0>> and love him and made him feel my love<</if>>. Other times... when the last throbbing had subsided... I literally kicked him out of the bed. I knew I hurt him with this - not his body... he could endure my kicks... but being thrown away, like a used tissue - hurt him. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>But one of my kinks revelled in it. Wanted him to be hurt.<<else>> That was exactly what I wanted... HURT him.<</if>> Other times I just turned around... didn't care what he would do. I just ignored him. I think the variant he liked most... was the one where I ordered him to stay where he was. To just keep his head between my legs... for the rest of the night... But it was not just my pussy that needed his service. My feet also needed worship, kisses, licking, cleaning. I loved when he kissed and licked my feet... often times I would drift back to sleep, experiencing his soft tongue on my toes... or his sweet kisses on my soles. I loved this... Even when I drifted off to sleep... I'd always notice if he stopped. I'd wake up immediately and order him to continue... how could he stop worshipping me when I was asleep? I often made him work all through the night... I could be a heartless bitch at times. But... waking up in the morning after a complete night of foot worship by my man was so relaxing... It was a glorious start in the day. Same thing with my butt... I made him kiss, caress, and lick my butt... also all through the night. I never was a "butt" girl... but I discovered that $boy loved it. For him my butt was perfect... I would never have known. I loved it... it was equally exhausting for him as my feet were... but I knew he loved it even more. My sweet little ass kisser... I daresay he loved everything about me... and my kinks made use of his willingness to comply... poor him. One of my devils loved pain. His pain. Out of the blue I would grab his balls - my kink devil not me! - would grab his balls and massage them. Starting with only caressing them... but soon I would get more daring. I might whisper to him something like... <<sheSays "Testicles are so cool... they produce semen... are placed outside your body... and can give you pain.">> <<sheSays "Do you think nature places them outside your body... so that women can better handle their men?">> I knew his anticipation of what was to come... grew. He knew he was in for a treat. I then would squeeze them... rolling them in my hand, twisting them. I would steadily use more and more force... assessing his pain. When he tried stopping me... I would say... <<sheSays "Hush... they are mine!">> ...and would continue handle them... rougher and rougher... he would wince in pain... as I continued and I loved his wincing... <<heSays "Why... what have I done... why are you punishing me?">> <<sheSays "Oh... dear... you have done nothing... I am not punishing you.">> <<sheSays "I just want to see and hear you being in pain... you can do nothing about it...">> He once tried jerking away from me... big mistake! My hands were locked on his balls... I just held tight and his movement... trying to escape me... hurt him so much that he cried out loudly... and he winced the next several minutes... <<sheSays "Love...">> I whispered, <<sheSays "do not try to escape me. You will hurt yourself... hmmmm... how does it feel... you feel... tense... hmmmm love...?">> ...and I continued rough handling him... <<sheThinks "Testicles... love them... I love how susceptible to pain they are. Just snipping your fingers at them... if you hit the right spot, makes a man go to his knees.">> <<sheThinks "Nature is so funny... there is a dick an inch away... grabbing it with all my strength only results in lustful feelings... and my man demanding more and more of it.">> <<sheThinks "If I apply the same pressure to his balls - an inch away... and the same man would be a howling mess, incapacitated, in pain for the next days to come... and probably in need of medical care.">> <<sheThinks "Don't worry love... I'll not send you to the hospital... I just want to hear you howl. Only a few minutes of lingering pain after I grab you... I am not asking too much of you... do I?">> I hit his balls... and he responded with a satisfying groan... But hitting him was over so fast. Kneading his balls... feeling him slowly get more and more tense... and finally being satisfied by a long howling noise... seeing his body cringe... when more and more pressure was a applied... Oh my god... my kink sent bolts of energy to my vagina... He continued wincing and groaning... sometimes begging me to stop. But I took my time. I decided when to stop. Not my plaything! After some time... eventually I would be finished with him... I knew the pain would linger in his balls... I revelled in the painful after effects... nature was so cool to us women! After these sessions I usually ordered him to spoon me. I cuddled next to him, wrapping his arms around me and I was happily asleep in a few seconds. I think he really liked that part. I sometimes noticed him smelling my hair... and I knew spooning and holding me in his arms made up for me love-treating his balls. -- <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ Sometimes - not often - I gave $boy a choice. I was certain he would never earnestly consider the choice I gave. But if he made the 'wrong' choice I would have complied. Also - this way I could assert myself - tell myself if I behaved to badly... it was also his OWN choice - not entirely mine. Shared responsibility. <</if>>\ I knew I was often cruel to him. My kinks could be awful. They provided me with nearly unnatural amount of pleasure and sexual energy but always at the cost of $boy<<if $girlIsMean == 0>> and my own conscience. If I could have made them go away with a snip of my fingers - I would have done so. But they were just part of me... and I - and $boy also - had accepted that. But that did not mean, that I did not feel regret about what this did to $boy. Sometimes I stepped over my own shadow and offered a choice. For example that one evening..<</if>>. I sat on the bed and was reading one of those books again. It was a warm night and the heat of the day was still very much present. Our room was in the attic, directly under the roof and in the summer it was just hot. I was wearing only a T-shirt, nothing else... I wanted to tease $boy, walked over to him and said <<sheSays "See something you would like to play with?">> while pulling up my shirt and exposing my tits and actually pushing them in his face. I knew that was a very rhetorical question, whatever he did just then, he stopped it at once and kissed me, sucked... and then I withdrew myself. <<sheSays "Come on... you must earn them. ">> <<sheSays "I am waiting! Get your clothes off!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ After he did just that, I caged his cock. I saw his dismay... <<sheSays "I won't hurt you.">> <<sheSays "I want you to sex me up a little.">> <<sheSays "Thing is... I want to... but down there it is still like sand paper... so...">> <<sheSays "I need a little turn on...">> <<heSays "I could use my tongue?">> He offered. <<sheSays "Nah, I want something else...">> I started playing with the controls of the device. <<sheSays "Just a few minutes of this and everything will be fine...">> <<sheThinks "Do you feel it already, love? I will make you despair... and me wet...">> I set the pleasure and denial to something a little bit cruel. A minute build up... a tenth of a second break off. It was nice to hear him wailing... and my pussy could use the extra juice. I placed him on the bed... made him lie down... and I lay on top of him. I took his face in my hands... and looked at him intently... I didn't want to miss anything. His breath went faster... a little twitch here and there... and I knew the device worked... his orgasm was building up. He started to softly moan... and then cried <<heSays "No! Please! Please...">> This was again so hot... seeing his despair so close... it shot straight into my vagina... stealing his feelings and fueling me... a soft <<sheSays "yes">> escaped my lips, as he was desperately pleading for a release. Again and again I put him through the agonizing ritual of converting his despair into my own sexual greed. I was more than ready for some action now... but it was so good to torment him. I did not want to stop. Even the prospect of having an orgasm came second... just one more round of his despair... one more... <<sheSays "Let's do this...">> I said, as I pushed him to lie down again... <<sheSays "As soon as the first drop falls, we will end this...">> <<sheSays "You know what kind of drop I mean, don't you?">> And with that, I reached between my legs and showed him my wet fingers... <<sheSays "No tasting yet... ">> I teased him <<sheSays "... smell only ...">> and I put my juices under his nose... <<sheThinks "I know you love that... it's from me... my juice...">> <<heSays "Arrrrhhhh...">> he cried at yet another successful edging.. A little while later my vagina indeed flooded over. There was no real drop, but I was positively soaking wet. I actually jumped out of the bed and hopped up and down, till a tiny little droplet escaped onto the floor... <<sheSays "This was taking longer than I thought...">> I giggled. But instead of switching off the vicious edging machine... I made him wear his other penis. <<heSays "Aren't you forgetting something?">> <<sheSays "Nope">>, I said and he was reminded of another 'Nope' and with that ceased the enquiry. <<sheSays "Ahhh - this is soo goood...">> I exclaimed as I started riding him. <<heSays "Please, I am about ..., No... No...! Ahhhhh">> he just couldn't hold on, his frustration... he had to let it out... <<sheSays "Sh shhh, don't rear up like that... how am I supposed to ride you properly... my sweet stallion...? I guess I still have to break you...">> and I started to ride with much more ferocity. <<sheSays "ahh, mhh, yessss">> I was drawing closer to the finishing line... I looked at his face. Saw his agony again... and for some strange reason it did NOT send a jolt of lust into me. I thought: <<sheThinks "How is he doing... how might this be for him? Only a tool to my passion. No pleasure for him, only despair... and loss and frustration...">> Suddenly I took pity on him - and my heart ached. I stopped, removed the dildo and the cage... and sat on his real penis. <<sheSays "Awww... this is still better...">> <<sheSays "Listen...">> <<sheSays "DON'T MOVE!">> <<sheSays "DON'T CUM!">> <<sheSays "Listen... I know I have been cruel... so... I give you a chance to relieve me of my cruelty.">> <<sheSays "You know me by now; I likely will not change any time soon.">> <<sheSays "But this time I give you a chance for me to make it up to you.">> <<sheSays "I know you must be horny as hell by now. I certainly am - and my last orgasm is only a few hours back... yours ages.">> <<sheSays "If you want me to, I'll ride you till you cum...">> and with that I moved my hips a tiny little bit... which drove him crazy - that was easily noticeable. <<sheSays "I will not be able to cum myself then, I know it... but you can finally get some release.">> <<sheSays "Or... you let me have my way with you. You know me... it will be frustrating for you... I will not let you cum... ">> My devil and kink mind told me I was mad to give him such a choice... "Ride him, make him satisfy all your needs... fuck his suffering... you are the only one that counts...". But another part wished him to take over, take this chance... if he decided for his own orgasm... I would make sure he'd never forget this... I wanted to take HIM to heaven and back... at least this one time. After only the slightest pause, he threw me off his penis, as to not endanger any accident. <<heSays "Do you remember what I promised you?">> <<heSays "I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum..., so be it.">> <<heSays "Use me! Take what you need from me!">> My devils and kinks were partying. Fireworks and pizza... <<sheThinks "Aww... I would have given you everything...">> <<sheThinks "Ok... you wanted it... now I will TAKE everything...">> <<sheSays "Aww, sweetie - I love you... I know what we will do.">> <<else>>\ I attached his twin dick to him... so I had a dick to play with... <</if>>\ <<sheSays "I wanted to try that for some time now...">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ I said and put the device and his twin back on. <</if>>\ <<sheSays "I even have a name for it in my mind - I call it 'SyncFuck'">> <<sheSays "This will need some adjustments... but I am sure we can do it!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>Now it was decided... I needed not have any qualms about anything.<</if>> It would be terrible for him... but I was expecting bliss... more than usual... I grew really excited and enthusiastic. <<sheSays "Come on... move it... let's do it missionary style again... you do not want ME to do all the work - do you?">> <<sheThinks "Yes... my love... you will fuck me, I will smell you, feel you, watch... and you will make me cum again and again, and you will not stop... because YOU can NOT cum.">> With that I lay back and guided his twin into me. I adjusted the remote control for his cage and placed it where I could see the timer... I ordered my toy to fuck me... fuck me good! <<sheThinks "I hope I get this coordinated...">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>> I could watch my sex toy was getting loaded again, slower than before - but the end result would be the same... extreme and overwhelming frustration. <<else>>\ I would let the device edge him... never giving him an orgasm... but break it off at the worst possible moment. Then I would use is desperation to get off... I dreamed of SyncFuck before... now I was about it to become real... syncing is denial with my pleasure... <<sheThinks "Aww... yes fuck me... fuck me... my toy... I want it...">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Ahh... slower... not ... yet...">> I looked at the control <<sheSays "Faster now... faster or I will miss it...">> His orgasm was building ... he would cum... I was under him... I could see his excitement, his carnal desire to orgasm... me under him... so close... <<heSays "YEES, Ah AAAAAHHH - NOO!! Please, please...">> The break off was extremely cruel this time. He was so fucking near to cumming. But with his new heights of agony... milliseconds of break off time... he triggered me... as was my plan. <<sheSays "AAAAAHHH - Oohh, Yeees">> I climaxed, <<sheSays "Keep going... Ah... Ahhh, yes, just like that...">> My body shaking uncontrollably as waves of lust rushed through me, I reached out and pressed my body against his... so he could feel my convulsions, and him being as deep as possible in me. I didn't breathe... I just lay there twitching and moaning. After quite some time I started breathing again and exhaled... <<sheSays "that was fantastic..., I think I even blacked out for a moment or two...">>. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheSays "Hahaha... you did not really think I would let you cum... did you... I told you dear... you will never again have an orgasm... never... hmmm... ever...">> <</if>>\ I adjusted the control slightly and said... <<sheSays "Go on dear that was only the first of many to come... be a darling and fuck me to my next orgasm...">> It was a long night. This SyncFuck was wonderful - more than wonderful. Basically it meant, that I timed his edging with my own orgasms in that way, that when he reached his highest frustration level and could not help but to scream for mercy and release... I would use that as a trigger for my own orgasm. This needed every so often slight adjustment... As nature goes, each of my orgasms took slightly longer... but that was not a real problem. The timing of the device was always perfect. And to make sure... that his frustration was sufficient to trigger me... I set it to a very high level. I came over a dozen times that night... that felt so good, my body was an orgasm machine... taking me to height after height. I knew, I was his queen and he adored me without end, he relished every one of my orgasms, all of them were especially strong. But all good things have to end... at one stage he could not help but to actually start crying. He was powered out from continuously fucking me. He was emotionally wrecked from the most terrible edging session he had experienced yet. But even after he started crying... I forced him to one more round one final and it actually was my strongest orgasm of all. Seeing him so broken triggered me even more. But eventually I petted my toys head... and told him to stop. I would have continued further... if my toy had not been about to break. I would have used him longer... for even more orgasms... I was on a roll that night... I wanted to be fucked... again, again... and fucking again. <<heSays "B... but ... you want ... more... I can go on...">> he cried. <<sheSays "Hush my baby... everything is fine.">> I held him in my arms... and a few seconds later he was fast asleep. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ My cunt was still throbbing... but there was no way I would continue this without him. My orgasm also belonged to him... I would not take them from him. <</if>>\

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Sometimes at night I was woken up by $girl. I don't know why - and I actually never asked her - she just wanted me to do things for her. She'd wake me up and command... <<sheSays "Lick my pussy!">> I was usually still numb with sleep, didn't know what time it was... perhaps it was some weird way to assert control over me. I don't think I was the by nature a submissive man. I just loved her so much. I'd do anything for her. If it made her feel good to command me do things - I would just obey her to make her feel good. I never questioned her. When I heard her command - I would go down on her the next second, especially if she commanded me to her sweet adorable pussy. I licked, kissed, adored and worshipped her. Sometimes her hands would hold me fast and tight. Other times she let me totally free reign. Yet other times I was told to hold still and she just fucked my face. She always orgasmed... sometimes more than once. Sometimes she would hold me after. Sometimes she didn't say a word and just slept. Some few times she would kick me away... and told me to stay away from her. That hurt my feelings. She knew that - and it was probably why she needed to do it. It was not only her vagina I had to serve though... Every now and then she ordered my to her feet. Kissing, licking, cleaning them. She had lovely feet ... during those sessions she would usually drift off to sleep again. But she had the uncanny ability to wake up as soon as I tried to stop worshipping her feet - and would order me to resume... at once! After some of these experiences... I continued handling her feet for as long, as she didn't order me to stop. Usually that was in the morning when we had to get up. Those were long nights for me. But $girl woke up so relaxed and happy and loveable - that I dare say it was well worth it. There were also butt nights... which more or less were the same as the nights with her feet - except I was to kiss and caress her butt. Her feet were lovely - I said it before - but her butt was perfect - just PERFECT. Smooth, round, firm, soft absolutely adorable. Perhaps I saw her always through my 'love sick' - sight and she was just a "normal" girl. I don't believe so. She was just so damn perfect for me in so many ways... I just loved her all around... and she knew it... and made sure I did not forget. There were other not so wholesome nightly experiences... Sometimes... she would grab my balls and squeeze them. It started slow... and I woke up, with her just playing with me... She might whisper something like... <<sheSays "Testicles are so cool... they produce semen... are placed outside your body... and can give you pain.">> <<sheSays "Do you think nature places them outside your body... so that women can better handle their men?">> She then would squeeze them... rolling them in her hand, twisting them. She would steadily use more and more force... assessing my pain. When I tried stopping her... she would say... <<sheSays "Hush... they are mine!">> ...and would continue handle them... rougher and rougher... I would wince in pain... as she continued... <<heSays "Why... what have I done... why are you punishing me?">> <<sheSays "Oh... dear... you have done nothing... I am not punishing you.">> <<sheSays "I just want to see and hear you being in pain... you can do nothing about it...">> I once tried jerking away from her... that was a severe mistake. Her hands were locked on my balls... she just held tight and my movement... trying to escape her... hurt me so much that I cried out loudly... and the pain stayed for minutes... <<sheSays "Love...">> she whispered <<sheSays ", do not try to escape me. You will hurt yourself... hmmmm... how does it feel... you feel... tense... hmmmm love...?">> ...and she continued rough handling me... After some time she would be finished with me... the pain in my balls usually stayed quite a bit longer. After these sessions she usually ordered me to spoon her. She cuddled next to me, wrapping my arms around her and was happily asleep in a few seconds. I usually lay awake a while longer... holding her. Smelling her... my nose in her hair... waiting for the pain to go away. Yes - it was pain in my balls, but somehow... especially as it hurt less and less - it was a pain that connected me to her... and the last residual pain that stayed... I grew to actually like. It was like my balls were now aching for her... aching for my girl to touch me... I was probably just sick... -- I don't want you to think, that $girl was a vicious or cruel person. She was not; she was the sweetest, loving person you could ever meet. She was a catholic girl who actually at one stage went to a catholic private boarding school. You know - with Nuns as teacher and such. She truly cared for other people - she later became a children's nurse, worked at a retirement home and even worked for the church in some sort of Third World shop. She was always socially engaged, and not one of those hypocrite people to say one thing and do the other. She was the most caring person I would ever meet, and selfless at that. I was deeply in love with her. That never ended. - <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ What I did not mention yet - she sometimes gave me a choice. She knew she was being cruel to me. And on one level she deeply regretted that. I would never understand, why it could not be both of us - the choice was always "You or Me" it was never "Us both". One evening for example it went like this... <</if>>\ She sat on the bed and was reading one of those books again. It was a warm night and the heat of the day was still very much present. My room was in the attic, directly under the roof and in the summer it was just hot. She was wearing only a T-shirt, nothing else... She stood up, came over to me and said <<sheSays "See something you would like to play with?">> while pulling up her shirt and exposing her breasts and actually pushing them in my face. THAT was one rhetorical question... instead of replying, I stopped whatever I did at once and kissed her beautiful tits, sucked ... and then they were drawn away. <<sheSays "Come on... you must earn them.">> <<sheSays "I am waiting! Get your clothes off!">> <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>\ After I did just that, she caged me. She saw my dismay ... <<sheSays "I won't hurt you.">> <<sheSays "I want you to sex me up a little.">> <<sheSays "Thing is... I want to... but down there it is still like sand paper... so...">> <<sheSays "I need a little turn on...">> <<heSays "I could use my tongue?">> I offered. <<sheSays "Nah, I want something else...">> as she started playing with the controls of the device. <<sheSays "Just a few minutes of this and everything will be fine...">> I was feeling it already, the warm throbbing of an orgasm building up. It is unnatural. I knew she would not allow me to cum. Me NOT cumming was the whole point of this. But my brain always kept telling me 'this time, this time it is real... I will cum..." And each and every time the fall was again from the highest heights. And this time it was no different. She made me so horny, I knew I would cum, Yes... She held my head, next to her, she watched me closely, she saw how close I was, that I would cum any moment now, that I needed it. Then it broke of... and as the desperation grew I cried <<heSays "No! Please! Please...">> She would still watch me - savouring my desperation, knowing she was the one denying me. I swear I even heard herself moan an excited little <<sheSays "yes">>, as I was desperately pleading for a release. As soon as the danger of me cumming was over... the device repeated the procedure. And each time bliss was taken away from me I grew more desperate and $girl thrived. I could feel her anxiousness then; she was more than ready for a little action of her own. But for some strange reason, she still wanted to continue. <<sheSays "Let's do this...">> she said, as she pushed me to lie down... and crawled on top of me... <<sheSays "As soon as the first drop falls, we will end this...">> <<sheSays "You know what kind of drop I mean, don't you?">> And with that, she reached between her legs and showed me her wet fingers... <<sheSays "No tasting yet... ">> she teased me <<sheSays "... smell only ...">> and she put her juices under my nose... <<heSays "Arrrrhhhh...">> I cried at yet another successful edging broke off. A little while later her vagina indeed flooded over. There was no drop, but she was positively soaking wet. She actually jumped out of the bed and hopped up and down, till a tiny little droplet escaped onto the floor... <<sheSays "This was taking longer than I thought...">> she laughed. But instead of switching off the vicious edging machine... she made me wear my other penis. <<heSays "Aren't you forgetting something?">> <<sheSays "Nope">>, she said and I was reminded of another 'Nope' and with that ceased the enquiry. <<sheSays "Ahhh - this is soo goood...">> she said as she started riding me. <<heSays "Please, I am about ..., No .. No...! Ahhhhh">> I again couldn't hold on to my frustration... I had to let it out... <<sheSays "Sh shhh, don't rear up like that... how am I supposed to ride you properly... my sweet stallion... I guess I still have to break you...">> and she started to ride with much more ferocity. <<sheSays "ahh, mhh, yessss">> she was drawing closer to the finishing line... Then - all of a sudden, she stopped. Removed the dildo and the cage... and sat on my real penis. <<sheSays "Awww... this is still better...">> <<sheSays "Listen...">> <<sheSays "DON'T MOVE!">> <<sheSays "DON'T CUM!">> <<sheSays "Listen... I know I have been cruel... so... I give you a chance to relieve me of my cruelty.">> <<sheSays "You know me by now; I likely will not change any time soon.">> <<sheSays "But this time I give you a chance for me to make it up to you.">> <<sheSays "I know you must be horny as hell by now. I certainly am - and my last orgasm is only a few hours back... yours months.">> <<sheSays "If you want me to, I'll ride you till you cum...">> and with that she moved her hips a tiny little bit... which drove me crazy. <<sheSays "I will not be able to cum myself then, I know it... but you can finally get some release.">> <<sheSays "Or... you let me have my way with you. You know me... it will be frustrating for you... I will not let you cum... ">> It was no choice for me. I knew what I wanted, I had made a promise to her - and I intended to keep it. I threw her of my penis, as to not endanger any accident. Do you remember what I promised you? <<heSays "I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum..., so be it.">> <<heSays "Use me! Take what you need from me!">> <<sheSays "Aww, sweetie - I love you... I know what we will do.">> <<sheSays "I wanted to try that for some time now...">> she said while at the same time putting the device and the penis back on. <<else>> <<sheSays "I wanted to try that for some time now...">> she said while at the same time putting my twin penis on me... <</if>>\ <<sheSays "I even have a name for it in my mind - I call it 'SyncFuck'">> <<sheSays "This will need some adjustments... but I am sure we can do it!">> She was so excited, enthusiastic and happy and endearing. <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>I knew I made the right choice.<</if>> <<sheSays "Come on... move it... let's do it missionary style again... you do not want ME to do all the work - do you?">> With that she lay back and guided me into her. She played a little with the remote control and placed it where she could see the timer... I felt my own orgasm building up <<if $girlIsMean == 0>>again, slower than before - but<</if>> I knew the end result would be an... extreme and overwhelming frustration. <<sheSays "Ahh... slower... not ... yet">> What was wrong with her? Since when did she not want to cum as fast as possible? But I slowed down a little. She looked at the control <<sheSays "Faster now... faster or I will miss it...">> And there it was... my orgasm was building ... I would cum... my beloved under me... so hot and I so close. I was certain this time would be for real, she had switched the break off, that's why she watched the timer... <<heSays "YEES, Ah AAAAAHHH - NOO!! Please, please...">> The break off was so cruel this time. I was so fucking near to cumming. I virtually already felt the load. <<sheSays "AAAAAHHH - Oohh, Yeees">> and with that $girl came, <<sheSays "Keep going... Ah... Ahhh, yes, just like that...">> Her body shaking uncontrollably as waves of lust rushed through her, as usual she reached out and pressed her body against mine... and I could feel her convulsions. She didn't breathe... just lay there twitching and moaning. After quite some time she started breathing again and she exhaled... <<sheSays "that was fantastic..., I think I even blacked out for a moment or two...">>. <<if $girlIsMean != 0>>\ <<sheSays "Hahaha... you did not really think I would let you cum... did you... I told you dear... you will never again have an orgasm... never... hmmm... ever...">> <</if>>\ She adjusted the control slightly and said... <<sheSays "Go on dear that was only the first of many to come... be a darling and fuck me to my next orgasm...">> It was a long night. This SyncFuck did wonders for her. Basically it meant, that she timed my edging with her own orgasms in that way, that when I reached my highest frustration level and could not help but to scream for mercy and release... she would use that as a trigger for her own orgasm. This needed every so often slight adjustment... As nature goes, each of her orgasms took slightly longer... but that was not a real problem. The timing of the device was always perfect. And to make sure... that my frustration was sufficient to trigger her... she set it to a very high level. She came at least a dozen times that night... she was radiant, proud and so sexy. She was my queen and I adored her without end, I relished every one of her orgasms I could feel that they all were especially strong. But all good things have to end... at one stage I could not help but to actually start crying. I was powered out from fucking her. I was emotionally wrecked from the most terrible edging session I had experienced yet. She did one more round after I started crying... and it actually was her strongest orgasms of all. I guess seeing me so broken triggered her even more. But eventually she petted my head... and told me to stop. I could sense she would have carried on if I had been able to... <<heSays "B... but ... you want ... more... I can go on...">> I cried. <<sheSays "Hush my baby... everything is fine.">> and she held me in her arms... and a few seconds later I was fast asleep.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I sometimes woke up in the middle of the night. My thoughts circling... often about $boy and my pussy. Yes... sometimes I am just a tiny little bit horny. Depending on my mood, what happened during the day... I don't know depending on what... I had different urges. When thinking about $boy and sex however my kinks never were far away. They seemed to be always present, lurking in the background, waiting for me to recognize them and give them room. I have said it often... and I will say it more often... I loved his dick. Stroking it, feeling it... being able to deny him... feeding my kink that was fuelled by his frustration and desperation. Sometimes at night, I would not just hold his dick, but started stroking it... slowly at first. Feeling it grow and getting hard in my hand. Nature had not given my man any chance to escape my grip... forcing him to be a slave in my hand. Then I would continue... he would awaken and feel me rubbing him... enjoying my grip. Fearing of what was to come. I would edge him. Relentlessly. First time I would just make sure he was rock hard and ready to cum. My first denial with my hand... feeling him shuddering, twitching ... releasing the grip right before he would cum. Hearing is grunted, disappointed moans... felt so great, made my cunt throb and my kink party. When his first edge was done... things got easier for me - not for him. I would more or less keep him on the edge. Following up directly after his chance of orgasm had slipped, stroking another ten times and knowing he would gasp in need and denial again. Or sucking his cock... for a few seconds and watching it twitching... I fucked him with his cock between my thighs, used my breasts on him, my butt or my feet. Always watching him... ensuring he would not come, break off my movements whenever he started twitching and expecting to shoot. I edged him twenty, thirty sometimes a hundred times... he started begging, pleading imploring me to continue. I revelled in his sweet suffering... If I continued long enough he would have tears of desperation rolling down his check... sweet salty tears... I loved those, I licked them from his cheeks... he knew I was vicious. Once I tasted his tears I wanted more... He tried avoiding to cry... but naturally this was one of my goals... my kink inside me had an orgasm of its own... once I had broken my man to tears. This fuelled my own needs... my vagina more sooner than later started to throb. Telling me she was there... producing her lubricant to ensure save entry... when I was done with $boy my pussy was dripping wet. My need to cum... matched the need of my slave... only thing... I WOULD cum. I made $boy go down on me... several times... either licking me or fingering me to orgasm, again and again and again... till my throbbing subsided. Still holding his dick in my hand. On the one hand to remind him of me... and our edging, but also to make sure he would not accidentally rub it on the sheet... or anything. We would not have wanted any sperm on our sheets - would we? -- Yes I loved his dick. We had a latex version, we had means to numb him... but what I truly desired was his pure natural dick. I wanted to feel him in me... his live, throbbing, hard, powerful, masculine dick. I wanted him to feel me, feel my wet vagina, and feel the lust he gave me. I wanted him to lust after me... and deny him with his dick in my cunt. I scheduled "training" sessions. The final goal of those would be him fucking me or me riding him without him cumming. We started very, very slowly. We would both be naked, and he would "prepare" me - he had to go down on me and make sure I was "slippery when wet". He usually didn't need preparation. Seeing me naked was more than enough to make his dick a boner. <<sheSays "Listen, you must not cum!">> <<sheSays "Be sure to always tell me soon enough! Understood?">> <<sheSays "You are mine - and I want you inside of me.">> <<sheSays "You have to learn that, we have to train you.">> <<sheSays "But in this case, here and now you are more important than me.">> <<sheSays "Concentrate, you MUST NOT cum!">> I would then climb on top of him and take him inside me. The first few times he only lasted seconds... as before he yelled <<heSays "GO, NOW!">> I jumped away. After the third time, I began to get a little impatient. <<sheSays "This does not work, I am honoured that you find me THAT sexy... but...">> <<sheSays "Let's try this... instead of you staring at my naked body and watching me. Close your eyes and recite the alphabet in reverse order.">> This actually worked well. Being diverted helped him. He reached letter A and I still sat on him. I had not moved at all though. But it was a success; it probably took him more than a minute to recite all letters... <<sheSays "Ok, glad that worked, but next time... recite them in your head, will you?">> It was not really a turn on, sitting on him, watching and hearing him recite the alphabet. <<heSays "GET OFF!">> - I had moved slightly as I talked. We tried two more times in that session, it went to letter A, after that he tried to remember some physics laws, whatever... works for him... But it soon ended with another <<heSays "GET OFF!">> I sighed... <<sheSays "Ok... I guess that is enough of that for now.">> <<sheSays "It is my turn now...">> I handed him the cage and the strapon with his twin penis. <<sheSays "Put that on...">> It took him a little while to squeeze his dick into the cage. It was funny watching him battling with his boner... <<sheThinks "Haha... trying to make it small, while I am naked next to you... good luck!">> <<sheSays "Awww, this takes too long, next time I will have some icy water prepared that will make your penis crawl into its cage all on its own...">> I could not help but to giggled at my own joke... After he put on the other penis... I would lie down in front of him, my legs spread wide and offering myself to him. <<sheSays "Come ... take me.">> He made a quick stop and got a taste of me - so greedy... <<sheSays "Shhh, I know you want that... but come up come here.">> I said, and grabbed his head and pulled him up. I stretched my right hand longingly to his plastic dick and guided it into me. <<sheSays "Ahh, yesss!">> I moaned, as he started moving. This time I could finally relax and just relish in the moment. No need to suddenly jump away. We loved missionary, the fact that our faces were so close, that we could watched each other, hear every whisper and soft whimper. I was enjoying this immensely, with every breath a slight moan escaped my mouth, my man was fucking me... we started teaching him to use his own dick on me... <<sheThinks "For now this piece of plastic must suffice... but I will have you...">> I came quickly, after only a couple of minutes - I know he enjoyed it too, he always enjoyed it when I was happy, he had watched me, seen me cumming, hearing my moans... hadn't it been for his cage - we would be able to use his boner as a clothes rack... <<sheSays "Stay a little longer...">> I said as he was about to get up, <<sheSays "let me just feel you a little longer">>... He looked a bit strange as I said that. I guess he too would have liked it better, if I had his real dick in me...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Sometimes at night I was woken up by $girl - not only to satisfy one of her mistress-needs, but make sure I felt frustrated enough. She would set aside a quarter or half an hour, and explicitly play with my dick. In my denied state... she had me in seconds rock hard in her hand, in her mouth, between her thighs... or whatever part of her body she wanted to tease me with. In a matter of very few minutes I would be ready to cum. She by no had developed the uncanny ability to know exactly what state my body was in. She never let me cum... but she edged me... brutally. Once I was in near orgasm mode, it was so easy for her to torment me. She would break of exactly had the right time... and continue a few seconds later... to get me on the edge again. She could edge me a couple of times in a minute then - and she did. A quarter of an hour does not sound long... but edging several times a minute... for a quarter of an hour... or a horrible half an hour - was so damn blissfully terrible. Never once did she let me cum... she would suck in my desperate pleas, revel in my tormented moans. She licked up my tears of frustration... I loved it - and hated it. I loved her attention to me, my body, hated that she tormented me. I loved that she loved it. Afterwards I always had to satisfy her own needs... Sometimes licking, her sometimes servicing her manually... my dick still in her hand, making sure I did not rub it 'accidentally' on something... -- She truly loved my penis, she had a latex version now and means to wrap and numb me ... but what she really most desired was the pure natural thing. So she scheduled "training" sessions. The final goal of those would be me fucking her or she riding me and me not cumming. Sounds easy enough - I tell you, it isn't. We started very, very slowly. We would both be naked, and I would "prepare" her - go down on her and make sure she was "slippery when wet". I usually didn't need preparation. <<sheSays "Listen, you must not cum!">> <<sheSays "Be sure to always tell me soon enough! Understood?">> <<sheSays "You are mine - and I want you inside of me.">> <<sheSays "You have to learn that, we have to train you.">> <<sheSays "But in this case, here and now you are more important than me.">> <<sheSays "Concentrate, you MUST NOT cum!">> She would then climb on top of me and take me inside her. The first few times I only lasted seconds... as before I yelled <<heSays "GO, NOW!">> She jumped away. After the third time, she began to get a little impatient. <<sheSays "This does not work, I am honoured that you find me THAT sexy... but...">> <<sheSays "Let's try this... instead of you staring at my naked body and watching me. Close your eyes and recite the alphabet in reverse order. ">> This actually worked well. Being diverted helped. I reached letter A and she still sat on me. She had not moved at all. But it was a success; it probably took me more than a minute to recite all letters... <<sheSays "Ok, glad that worked, but next time... recite them in your head, will you?">> <<heSays "GET OFF!">> - she had moved slightly as she talked. We tried two more times in that session, It went to letter A, after that I tried to remember Newton's three laws, and after that I went on to different formulas regarding waves. But it soon ended with another <<heSays "GET OFF!">> She sighed ... <<sheSays "Ok... I guess that is enough of that for now.">> <<sheSays "It is my turn now...">> She handed me my cage and the strap on with MY other penis. <<sheSays "Put that on...">> It took me a little while to squeeze my dick into the cage. <<sheSays "Awww, this takes too long, next time I will have some icy water prepared that will make your penis crawl into its cage all on its own...">> She giggled at that thought. After I put on the other penis... she would lie down in front of me, her legs spread wide and offering herself to me. <<sheSays "Come ... take me.">> I made a quick stop and got a taste of her, <<sheSays "Shhh, I know you want that... but come up come here.">> She would say, and grab my head and pulled me up. She stretched her right hand longingly to my plastic dick and guided it into her. <<sheSays "Ahh, yesss">> She moaned, as I started moving. This time she could finally relax herself and just relish the moment. No need to suddenly jump away. I loved missionary, the fact that our faces were so close, that I could watch her, hear every whisper and soft whimper. She was enjoying this immensely; with every breath a slight moan escaped her mouth and I caught them, fetched her exclaims with my ears and I also savoured every moment of her pleasure. She came quickly, after only a couple of minutes - but it was pure bliss being with her and being able to give her this, to experience her and to know that I was the source of it. <<sheSays "Stay a little longer...">> she said as I was about to get up, <<sheSays "let me just feel you a little longer">>... I thought, <<heThinks "It is just a copy of me...">> but I said nothing, as I did not want to ruin the moment.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I loved the thought of giving him ruined orgasms. But to achieve that we needed to experiment and these experiments would probably end in some real orgasms. I did NOT like the thought of that! I needed to find a solution... that guaranteed a ruined orgasm... even the first time. I just could not stand the thought of actually making him cum. I read every book that I could get my hands on that might give enlightenment. I searched the net, read articles over articles. But I just could not find an instruction that would guarantee a ruin... without experimentation. I grew quite desperate... I wanted to get sperm out of my man... save sperm... I wanted to taste him... I wanted to love his taste and milk him... and feed myself on his ruins. He had always loved my juices... I wanted juices of my own! I needed help. Guidance of someone who was a ruin expert... but naturally there was none. None that I knew of. It also is not a topic that is openly discussed... I couldn't just blurt out to my friends... "Anyone know a good way I can ruin my boyfriends orgasm?"... But then... as I let the device edge him for an extended time... as I revelled in his agony... my thoughts wandered... and I wondered... If the device can measure his state so exactly... that it can edge him... to microseconds... The same sensors... MUST be able to detect a point of no return... the device knew already all that I wanted to know... we just had to communicate. I searched the internet... I quickly found information about the company that manufacturer the device. But I could probably not write to "info@..." or "support@...". Stupid questions of a 'user' would probably be just thrown away immediately... I kept searching... and found out, that the CEO of the company was a female... a person named "Ingrid ...". I kept thinking... the CEO of a company... that build chastity devices... chastity devices... that not only caged dicks... but also allowed torture... control of many dick-aspects... That 'Ingrid' ... probably was a pretty devious woman... perhaps... I could appeal to her... from woman to woman... from ... mistress to mistress. I had nothing to lose... It did not matter who ignored me... the support people or the CEO... but I saw greater chances of success to write directly to the woman in charge... than to her underlings... -- <<letter "Dear Ingrid,">> <<letter "please excuse me for writing directly to you - and not to your support group.">> <<letter "I have an explicit question and I feel more comfortable writing to a single person instead of a team of support staff.">> <<letter "I am a young woman, nineteen years of age. For unknown reasons I am compelled to deny my boyfriend any form of sexual pleasure and release.">> <<letter "I derive pleasure from denying him... I get sexually aroused by the thought of how many months I have already frustrated him...">> <<letter "Your device was a blessing... I am able to edge him for hours... and not even touch him.">> <<letter "I sit on his face, have one orgasm after another... and relish in the frustration he gets by edging him... I lick his tears of frustration... and the wetness... of his tears is transformed to my own...">> <<letter "Excuse me... I got carried away.">> <<letter "I figured... you, as the female CEO of a company that builds such devices... might understand my question better than any support team.">> <<letter "Lately I have been collecting information about 'ruined orgasms'.">> <<letter "The term 'ruin' strikes a nerve with me - orgasm... less though.">> <<letter "I want that... I want to ruin my man. Again... and again...">> <<letter "Thing is - I have not found a reliable way that I could possibly learn this without him perhaps accidentally cumming... I don't want that. Perhaps you can relate? I just do not want my man to have any orgasms... In our relationship... orgasms are mine... and mine alone!">> <<letter "Anyway... to the point... Your fantastic devices already are able to track the orgasmic state of the male. The devices already have every information I need!">> <<letter "Is it possible to... I don't know... modify the device? Perhaps a green and a red LED... When its - I mean the males - point of no return is reached, the red LED is turned on - and THEN I can stop stimulating... and watch its ruin?... When the way is clear for the next ruin... then the green LED is turned on?">> <<letter "I am not a technical person... perhaps my thoughts cannot be realized... but ... asking... won't hurt.">> <<letter "If you are still reading... thanks for your interest.">> <<letter "If you don't mind - even if you are discarding my thoughts... a very short return mail would be appreciated... so I know you have received my request. A single 'No' would be enough... so I can keep on searching for other ways...">> <<letter "Thank you!">> <<letter "Sincerely">> <<letter "$girl">> -- Ingrid actually not only answered... she SENT an updated cage and a prototype of a ruin device! Unbelievable! It was nearly built following my 'specifications" too! It was a small band that was put around the base of the shaft. Inside it had the same sort of sensors that the cage had. On the outside there were LEDs, which were green while no orgasm was pending and turned red, when an orgasm was on going. If I just stopped when the band turned red - voila he had a ruined orgasm. Now it was only a thing of reaction timing. The device was a start... but my goal was certainly... to ruin him without help... But in the beginning of our ruin training we used the band a lot. For me it was only a means to an end. I used it to compare his reactions, the balls positions, his twitching... so I could learn myself to give perfect ruined orgasms.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ $girl would love to give me ruined orgasms. But to achieve that we needed to experiment and these experiments would probably end in some real orgasms. She did NOT like the thought of that! But she really set her mind to it... and I would never have expected the solution she came up with. What she did... she actually wrote to the manufacturer of my cage! She figured ... if those sensors could so reliably edge me... they should be able to also sense the point of no return. So she asked them for a software update. I would never ever had thought that they would react to such a request. But they actually did! They thought it was a wonderful idea! They send us a second cage with new software and we were beta testers then. They even sent another additional device - especially build for ruining orgasms. It looked stupidly simple. It was a small band that was put around the base of the shaft. Inside it had the same sort of sensors that the cage had. On the outside there were LEDs, which were green while no orgasm was pending and turned red, when an orgasm was on going. If you just stopped when the band turned red - voila you had a ruined orgasm. Now it was only a thing of reaction timing. But $girl was not one for to many electronic devices. In the beginning of our ruin training we used the band a lot. But for her it was only a means to an end. She used it to compare my reactions, my ball positions, my twitching... so she herself could learn to give perfect ruined orgasms.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I thought long about his first ruin, whether to let the cage do it automatically since this might be "safer" and not accidentally giving him pleasure - or to use the ring... as an indicator. In the end I decided in favour of the ring - <<sheSays "I like touching it, and why should I rob myself of the pleasure...">> I really wanted to ruin him. The word 'ruin' alone was so cool. But depending on what articles one believed... a ruin might have even better effect on him than edging. Also I read... that as with edging... one could do multiple ruins... and after a couple of ruins he would not even be able to ejaculate his juice... imagine that! A man having an (a ruined) orgasm and not being able to produce his juice... hahaha - I would be able to ridicule him for that alone! But I wanted his sperm... I had never seen it... never smelled, never tasted it. I wanted juice of my own... I wanted to love is cum... feed on it... ruin him every day... so I could feast on him... ... - The atmosphere was a little bit clinical I guess... My male guinea pig lay before me, I put the ring on his shaft, switched it on and it shown bright green. I started stroking his dick and like a proper scientist, I inquired every few seconds... <<sheSays "How is it?">> <<sheSays "Are you near?">> I watched every move and reaction of him. <<heSays "Are you sure it just turns red? It does not explode or something?">> he would counter... I looked at him... he did not take this serious enough... <<sheSays "This is not easy, you now? I am sitting here and stroking my man to an orgasm. You know how I feel about that!">> <<heSays "Why do you want it so badly then?">> <<heSays "You have plenty of ways to be cruel to me - do you really need another?">> <<sheThinks "How can you say that... I am just me...">> <<sheSays "I am not cruel to you!">> I nearly cried. ... <<sheSays "Yes... I guess I am...">> I sadly admitted <<sheSays "But I don't want to... I...">> <<sheSays "I... just... I just need this...">> <<heSays "Shhhh, I'm sorry I said that. I know you are just the sweetest person - with a little kink!">> <<heSays "You know I love you with or without kink.">> <<sheSays "Yes,... I know...">> <<sheSays "Now - just shut up - and let me work here!">> I enjoyed stroking him... even if only to do research on my little lab-monkey. He felt good in my hands - as always - but I was a little nervous... and could not take my eyes of his band... still green... <<heSays "I am slowly getting there - you know?">> <<sheThinks "How fast do I have to react... tenths of a seconds? - will I be fast enough? ... damn I should not do this manually...">> Then the LEDs turned red... I yanked my hand away... immediately... had I been fast enough? ... my heart was pounding... <<heSays "Ahh, don't stop, quick! go on!">> he howled <<sheThinks "Oh... that sounds promising... hehe">> <<heSays "Please...">> he desperately said, his teeth clenched... I heard him breathing in panic. He actually had the audacious desire to use his own hand. His right hand moved towards is dick... <<sheSays "DON'T YOU DARE!">> I slapped his hand away... Sperm oozed out of his penis. He didn't twitch, there were no spasms. I was fascinated... I had never seen this... I thought there would be a fountain... but instead it was a sad little trickle... a white 'fluid' appeared ... with a gelatinous texture... somewhat thick... from my position I did not smell anything. I did not touch him... and watched in wonder as his sperm oozed out of his dick... so cool... I did it... I shortly looked at him... YES... he looked suitably desperate... so cool... <<sheSays "That was cool!">> I said in awe... and noticed the LED had switched its colour again... Awww... I wanted to do it again immediately... I grabbed my dick... and concentrated on it again... <<sheSays "Hey, it is green again, let's do a second round.">> I never had concentrated on his dick as I did now... <<sheThinks "I must not miss the red light...">> I watched the sperm poodles on his stomach... it seemed like they were getting more and more liquid... His dick... felt as strong as before... it didn't shrink... or get soft... he was still full in action... <<sheThinks "hehehe - as if he had not had an orgasm... Yes!">> I was so entranced in my work... I didn't notice anything around me... I wanked my man... the LEDs turned red... and again sperm oozed out... I heard his desperate cries and pleas... but this was my research... I loved it... it worked... This was as good as I hoped it would be. The light went green again... it did not take long... twenty seconds at most... and on I worked... grabbed my strong, still hard mighty penis... and wanked... I loved this. It also did not take too long to get the red light again... there it was again... in the background... I heard the suffering noises... yes there was my man attached to this penis... but... this was so fascinating... Much less sperm now... only one or two small drops... he started to empty himself... months of waiting... and after only three ruins there was barely anything left... Green again... I continued my work... the fourth time... I ruined him... I did not notice any sperm at all... perhaps there might have been a tiny droplet... but he was "wet" from before... who could tell? How long would it take him to produce another full load... hahaha... now his balls finally had some work to do... Green... yes... let's see if he really is empty... did I drain his balls completely? I would soon see this... still hard as a rock... no sperm left in him... but his dick still going strong... I loved ruining him... this was great - so great... Red... I yanked my hand away again... No nothing... no sperm anymore... he was dry... I emptied my man... totally... I stopped... wanking him... he turned over and lay on the side... I was deeply in thought... I loved this... a new playground just opened... something fun todo with my man. I had not noticed before... but my cunt was throbbing... naturally... I ruined... hahaha - yes I RUINED my man... it was only natural for me to be turned on... I turned around... looked for $boy... I needed him to make me cum... after all he just came five times... it was my turn now... yes! I also had some ideas how we could approve this... I would perhaps shackle him... he nearly had laid hands on himself after all... <<sheSays "Hey, that was great, you know, next time we might constrain you, perhaps some shackles - you nearly got to your dick ... ">> I enthusiastically started... I saw he had pulled the blanked over himself... it seemed he 'balled up'. <<sheSays "Love, what is wrong?">> now concerned. <<heSays "Nothing, everything is fine. Go away.">> he sobbed. <<sheSays "LOVE, look at me!">> now panicky and concerned. I pulled him towards me looked at red eyes and tear stains. What was wrong with him... he looked... broken... I had just played with him... what... I had been so absorbed in my own thoughts... I had not even looked at him - I suddenly realized. Certainly... he had groaned... but that was expected, wasn't it... <<sheThinks "Love.... what is it... love...">>... I suddenly felt ashamed, frightened... will he be Ok, would he love me still... had I gone to far... I had not known... Tears... started appearing in my eyes... I lay down... next to him... balled up also, touched him... and quietly sobbed... what had I done... ... After some time... I could hear his breathing getting more regular... he slept... good... A few minutes later... I also drifted off. Later in the night... he woke up... I could feel him turn to me... letting me under his blanked. He wrapped his arms around me... I snuggled closer to him. He smelled so good... he held me... I was save... I also put my arms around him... held him close... I would not let go of him... ever...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ She thought long about my first ruin, whether to let the cage do it automatically since this might be "safer" and not accidentally giving me pleasure - or to use the ring... as an indicator. In the end she used the ring - <<sheSays "I like touching it, and why should I rob myself of the pleasure...">> Actually I didn't know why she wanted to ruin me so badly... it could not be worse than those edgings. And if it wasn't worse... why would she go through all that trouble with it. And with the danger of me having a real orgasm ... - It was not very sexy at all. I felt like a guinea pig. She put on the ring, switched it on and it shown bright green. She started stroking my dick and every few seconds she asked <<sheSays "How is it?">> <<sheSays "Are you near?">> At the same time she watched every move and reaction of mine. <<heSays "Are you sure it just turns red? It does not explode or something?">> I would counter. Which earned me a stern look of hers. <<sheSays "This is not easy, you now? I am sitting here and stroking my man to an orgasm. You know how I feel about that!">> <<heSays "Why do you want it so badly then?">> <<heSays "You have plenty of ways to be cruel to me - do you really need another?">> <<sheSays "I am not cruel to you!">> she nearly cried. ... <<sheSays "Yes... I guess I am...">> she sadly admitted <<sheSays "But I don't want to... I...">> <<sheSays "I... just... I just need this...">> <<heSays "Shhhh, I'm sorry I said that. I know you are just the sweetest person - with a little kink!">> <<heSays "You know I love you with or without kink.">> <<sheSays "Yes,... I know...">> she replied, still sadly <<sheSays "Now - just shut up - and let me work here!">> I enjoyed her stroking me... even in this 'clinical' environment. I could also feel my orgasm building. Her hand was so much better than the cage. The cage was damn effective... but this... this was HER! <<heSays "I am slowly getting there - you know?">> And a few seconds later - I came... for the first time... in months. But... <<heSays "Ahh, don't stop, quick! go on!">> I howled <<heSays "Please...">> I said with clenched teeth... I could feel the sperm in my shaft... I panicked and involuntarily my right hand moved to my penis to continue. <<sheSays "DON'T YOU DARE!">> she slapped my hand away... Sperm oozed out of my penis. I didn't twitch, there were no spasms. And there were also no orgasmic feelings at all It is hard to describe my feelings. I was an emotional mess. I felt deeply humiliated, unmanned somehow. I found it emotionally much more hurtful than edging. With edging - it is kind of a physical need that the body has that is denied. It is frustrating to the extreme, but it still feels just like a physical body function that is not fulfilled. The ruin goes deeper - for me anyway. I felt, shame, humiliation ... it's probably political incorrect to say - but I even felt raped in some sense - and that is in addition to the usual edge feelings. <<sheSays "That was cool!">> she enthusiastically announced <<sheSays "Hey, it is green again, let's do a second round.">> She didn't notice my emotional pain or she didn't care or she enjoyed it. I didn't know - nor did I care much. Dutifully I let her ruin me another time and another and another and another. I was detached from this world. I observed that my penis functioned correctly - that she ruined me again - that those feelings were repeated. But it didn't affect me anymore. I noticed, that each time less sperm came out of me, the fourth and fifth time even none at all. Somehow not even producing sperm made it worse still. I knew she was done with me for the time being. So I balled up... went under a blanket and at some point started crying. A few minutes later she found me. <<sheSays "Hey, that was great, you know, next time we might constrain you, perhaps some shackles - you nearly got to your dick ... ">> she enthusiastically started babbling. <<sheSays "Love, what is wrong?">> now concerned. <<heSays "Nothing, everything is fine. Go away.">> I sobbed. <<sheSays "LOVE, look at me!">> panicked and concerned. She forcefully pulled me around and saw my red eyes and the tear stains. She literally collapsed and went from being an happy enthusiastic girl to a frightened humbled, ashamed, mess in a second. Great! I was the one being mistreated and now it was my duty to comfort her for what she did? Not this time. I was feeling hurt in more than one way, and I neither had the strength nor the will to comfort her. I turned around again. She also balled up. Next to me - I also heard her sobs. But I lay still. At some point I slept - different kinds of exhaustions took their toll. When I woke up it was night. $girl was still beside me. I had calmed down a bit so I turned around, took her under my blanked and wrapped my arms around her. She immediately drew closer - wrapped her arms around me and held me as tightly as she could. She didn't say anything - I was ready to be near her again. We both took great comfort in each other's presence.

<<sheSays "You know - I think you have a decent dick.">> <<sheSays "I think I would like to have it in me - it felt really good, the size, the structure and everything.">> <<heSays "Honey, that is great news. I am available any time you want to try...">> <<sheSays "Hush... I don't want to drive you crazy... who knows what you will do to me - once your dick is inside me and your brain shuts down.">> <<sheSays "I don't want to be raped by you.">> <<sheSays "Here - look at this!">> She showed me a web page - that advertised dildos. They had one specific ad to which she pointed me to. It was an ad to get a "real life dildo", using a "model you supply" - it was supposed to feel like real, could have in built vibrators, pumps, supported suction-cup, provided a strapon for hip and face and also 'underwear' usage - and the best - it could simulate ejaculation. The full package (all of the above) - for only 999.99$. <<sheSays "I want that - buy it for me!">> <<heSays "Love... you have the real thing here - please. Why waste the money... ">> <<sheSays "Do you love me? Do you want me to feel save?">> <<heSays "Sure... ">> <<sheSays "Then get on that web site - order your 'measure' kit... and buy it.">> <<heSays "Honey... do YOU love me?">> <<sheSays "I love being around you... I live with you... we sleep in the same bed... and I have you licking my cunt... what do you think?">> <<heSays "Ok, ok... I'll do it - for you, love - anything.">> <<sheSays "I knew you would see it my way... this is exciting...">> <<sheSays "Hon?">> <<heSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "I want your tongue in me - now!">> She droped her pants... <<sheSays "Kneel and lick...">> I knelt before her. Immediately her greedy hands got hold of my head and pulled me against her. She spread her legs slightly more and moved her body towards me. She pulled my head back... <<sheSays "Tongue...">> she whispered My tongue started seeking out her delicious vagina - entered her ... as deep as I could. I tasted her wetness - her fabulous sensual taste. I loved this... being used by her for her pleasure. <<sheSays "Clit now...">> she whispered... I used my tongue on her clit... my finger in her vagina, slowly stimulating her... and I started sucking... she loved it, when I carefully sucked her clit. She once said: <<sheSays "Imagine I have a tiny dick between my legs... how would you like me to suck your dick... do exactly that to my clit... suck it... carefully... in out, in out... and in between sometimes lick it... and sometimes get a bit of lube from my vagina...">> That is what I did... I knew she loved it... and a short time later... I heard and felt her cumming. When she finished her orgasm... she drew me up... <<sheSays "That was great! Open your mouth... dear.">> she whispered I opened my mouth... and she spit into it... <<heSays "What... why... what was that for...?">> She laughed... <<sheSays "I know what you did down there... you were giving my 'girl dick' a blow job... and as it is proper... I now ejaculated into your mouth.">> I also laughed... <<heSays "I love you - you know that don't you?">> <<sheSays "Oh, I know... and I'll make use of your love... again and again... I promise!">>

<<sheSays "You know - I think you have a decent dick.">> <<sheSays "I think I would like to have it in me - it felt really good, the size, the structure and everything.">> <<heSays "Honey, that is great news. I am available any time you want to try...">> <<sheThinks "He does not really believe I will let is REAL dick into me again?">> <<sheThinks "Yes, it felt fantastic... but I certainly do not want him to feel anything... or get the illusion, that his dick is worth anything to me... except for his pain...">> <<sheSays "Hush... I don't want to drive you crazy... who knows what you will do to me - once your dick is inside me and your brain shuts down.">> <<sheSays "I don't want to be raped by you.">> <<sheSays "Here - look at this!">> I browsed the web before... and I found a manufacturer of dildos, that advertised, that they were nearly perfect replica of a provided 'sample'. I wanted his dick, I wanted him to know that I used his dick to get me off, I wanted him to know that I preferred an artificial dick over his. I wanted in every way I could to humiliate my 'man'. I showed him that web page. They also provided strapons of various kinds (hip, face, panties) - so I could use it anyway I liked. That stuff was not cheap - but if they could hold their promise... it would be well worth the price. Especially as I had no inclination to pay for that thing myself. His penis - his replica - his money. The full package - for only 999.99$. <<sheSays "I want that - buy it for me!">> <<heSays "Love... you have the real thing here - please. Why waste the money... ">> <<sheSays "Do you love me? Do you want me to feel save?">> <<heSays "Sure... ">> <<sheSays "Then get on that web site - order your 'measure' kit... and buy it.">> <<heSays "Honey... do YOU love me?">> <<sheThinks "I want you to be mine... and use you... what has love got to do with that?">> <<sheSays "I love being around you... I live with you... we sleep in the same bed... and I have you licking my cunt... what do you think?">> <<heSays "Ok, ok... I'll do it - for you, love - anything.">> <<sheSays "I knew you would see it my way... this is exciting...">> <<sheSays "Hon?">> <<heSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "I want your tongue in me - now!">> I droped my pants... <<sheSays "Kneel and lick...">> He knelt before me. My greedy hands got hold of his head and pulled him against me. I opened my legs slightly more and moved my body towards him. I pulled his head back... <<sheSays "Tongue...">> I whispered He stuck out his tongue, as I demanded... and entered my vagina with it. It was ridiculous how good this felt. For once, that this pathetic male did everything I ordered him to. But on the other hand... If I weren't such bitch... I would melt when he touched or licked me. I worked hard not to show him... how good it felt, how much I relished his tongue. I very much imagined his dick would be equally good... but the bitch in me just could not allow him to be 'worth' anything to me. <<sheSays "Clit now...">> He used his tongue on my clit... his finger in my vagina, slowly stimulating me... he started sucking... I loved it, when he carefully sucked my clit. He always tried his very best on me... and always remembered, when I told him how to handle me. I once said: <<sheSays "Imagine I have a tiny dick between my legs... how would you like me to suck your dick... do exactly that to my clit... suck it... carefully... in out, in out... and in between sometimes lick it... and sometimes get a bit of lube from my vagina...">> That is what he did... he knew I loved it... and a short time later... he heard and felt me cumming. When I finished my orgasm... I pulled him up... <<sheSays "That was great! Open your mouth... dear.">> I spat into his mouth... <<heSays "What... why... what was that for...?">> I laughed... <<sheThinks "To humiliate you - stupid...">> <<sheSays "I know what you did down there... you were giving my 'girl dick' a blow job... and as it is proper... I now ejaculated into your mouth.">> He also laughed... <<sheThinks "Yes... you chose to believe what you want... what makes you feel better...">> <<heSays "I love you - you know that don't you?">> <<sheSays "Oh, I know... and I'll make use of your love... again and again... I promise!">>

Several weeks later my dick was delivered. I accepted the package and quickly went to show it to $girl. <<sheSays "Aw - it finally arrived.">> <<sheSays "Give me! - Your dick belongs to me!">> She hurriedly ripped the package apart... and seconds later she held a replica of my dick in her hand. It looked like the real thing, the colour, veins, balls... It felt 'natural' too, even the balls... <<sheSays "Hmm, this is sooo great... wait...">> She disappeared to the bathroom to give it proper a cleaning... and returned shortly after... naked... sucking my dick... <<sheSays "This feels so real - especially now, that it is a little warm from the water...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> she obviously loved sucking my cock... <<heSays "Ehm... if you so like sucking it... there... actually is another...">> <<sheSays "Aw - be quiet... stand there... you can watch - ok? But don't interfere... I waited so long for this...">> <<sheSays "Wait... lick me a bit... make me wet... while I suck your cock a little longer...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... yes... aw... I will make you ejaculate something sweet... that will be so hot... shooting your load into my mouth... hmmm">> I licked for about a minute... <<sheSays "Enough... ">> ... she used her feet to push me away... <<sheSays "Get off me... I want this now...">> I felt hurt... being pushed away from her like that... <<sheSays "Ohhhh... YES... this feels great! Finally... a dick...">> That hurt even more... much more... She fucked herself with my dick... <<sheSays "Hmmm, this is exactly the right size... awwww... it fills me, I... hmmm">> She sped up the pumping motions with her hand.... forcing my dick in and out... I could see how aroused she was... <<sheSays "Yes... yes... FUUUUCK... AWWWWW.... FUCK... LOVE THIS.... HMMM, HMMM... YES....">> After not even a minute... treating herself with my dick... she came. A beautiful, strong orgasm... She spasmed... endlessly... and I could see her joy and pleasure... as she kept slowly pumping my dick in and out of her... softly moaning with each move. <<sheSays "Hmmm... that was great... I needed that... I didn't know how great a real fuck feels...">> <<sheSays "I want more... strip!">> <<sheSays "I need to be fucked now... this is so awesome!">> <<heThinks "Yes!">> I thought... now some real action! She rummaged through the package... and found the strapon harness. <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Hush now... put it on...">> <<heSays "Honey... please... I HAVE a dick right here.">> /* <<sheThinks "Use your brains man! I told you that you will never again feel me pussy!">> <<sheThinks "You might fuck me every day from now on - but NEVER with your own dick.">> */ <<sheSays "I said Hush... this is new... let’s test it out - ok?">> <<heSays "Damn... ok.">> I put on the strapon... and after I did, she fastened my dick on it... <<sheSays "No foreplay needed... I am wet as... as... I am wet - fuck me!">> She lay on the bed... her legs spread... <<sheSays "Missionary... come on... what are you waiting for...">> I placed myself above her... and immediately she grabbed my dick and guided me into her... <<sheSays "Oh... yes... now move. Fuck me...">> /* <<sheThinks "Hmm... better than his own... no fear of semen, no fear of him getting soft or cumming. Just for my pleasure... yes... fuck me!">> */ I started moving my hips... I never fucked a girl... let alone with a strap on. I didn't feel a thing... but I could see and smell her arousal... she smelled fantastic. Her greedy hands were on my bum... guiding me... signalling me how deep and how fast I was to move... After only about two minutes $girl came again. She literally squealed in delight... <<sheSays "AAAAAIIIII, DONT STOP... FUCK.... AHHHH, DONT STOP... KEEP FUCKING... AWWWWWWW... DONT FUCKING STOP.... HMMMM">> She orgasmed for probably over a minute... her hands forcing me to fuck her... She looked so beautiful. I seldom got to see her cumming - usually I was between her legs... but now I could watch her face... the beautiful agony of her orgasm... her moans... her delight... her LUST. She was great! <<sheSays "Slow now... let me... rest.. don't stop... only slower...">> she whispered... still panting slightly... But half a minute later... her hands signalled me again... she drew me onto her again... guiding my hips to move faster... <<sheSays "Ohhh... fuck me again. Your dick is so fantastic... it was made for me... keep fucking me... make me cum again... and again... I love your dick. FUCK ME!">> ... She had three more fucking orgasms... one better than the other... she was totally into it. I loved to be of service to her... But I could not help it... my own dick felt very, VERY neglected... sure... I hadn't cum in months. But this, THIS fucking her with my own replica dick... while being fantastic... it was also ... humiliating? Unappreciative? I felt more neglected than usual. I was feeling hurt... It was my dick that made her feel so good - why could I not have a little pleasure of my own. ... After a couple of minutes... when $girl hat recuperated somewhat... She said... <<sheSays "Dear...">> <<sheSays "That was awesome! I want more of that... every day!">> <<sheSays "Dear?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "You must have realized by now... I have no intention to ever let you cum.">> <<sheSays "You will not masturbate; you will not be able to touch your dick. I will not touch your dick to pleasure you, only to make you suffer... I might even prevent you from getting a boner at all.">> <<sheSays "I will use you for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "I get horny, when I deny you; I get horny when I hurt you. I get horny when I humiliate you. I want you to be my slave - sexually and otherwise.">> <<sheSays "I have sadistic tendencies.">> <<sheSays "You know all that - don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes. It makes me sad - that you are like that - I wish it were otherwise. I love you... I cannot help myself... I ... I must be with you.">> <<sheSays "Dear... this is a chance for you. I offer you an exit. Now.">> <<sheSays "Say it and we part ways here. I don't know if I will ever offer you an exit again.">> <<sheSays "I have so much pleasure with you... it will get worse for you... you will feel pain... I will enslave you further... this is not meant as a threat, this is a fact!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "You will never orgasm again - I promise you!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "You will be caged or shackled. I will never let you touch your dick again.">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "When I say, this might be your last chance - I mean it! I will use devices that will make sure you cannot escape. I will use the cage to keep you enslaved. I will show no pity, if you do not, what I want you to do - you will grovel helplessly in pain before me... I will not relent or set you free - you WILL be a slave! MY SLAVE!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "I ... I can't - No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "So be it.">> <<heSays "Do... do you love me?">> She sat silent for a while... <<sheSays "I don't know. Certainly not the way you love me.">> <<sheSays "I like your body, I like your smell, I like being around you.">> <<sheSays "I like the feelings you give me - I like your adoration towards me.">> <<sheSays "I want you! I want you to be mine...">> <<sheSays "Is that love? Can I feel love?">> <<sheSays "You have to be content, that beside myself - I probably 'love' you more than any other creature on earth.">> <<sheSays "But I am not certain - if you would call that love - could you compare my feelings with your own.">> <<sheSays "I have no qualms, hurting you, causing you pain and suffering. For my own pleasure and lust - is that love?">> <<sheSays "In the end... I will own you totally... I will probably destroy you... break you, break you as much as a human can be broken.">> <<sheSays "Is that love? I hope not. But this is all that I can feel now. Perhaps I can change, grow... but if not... your vicious circle continues... and you will be either dead - or have drifted off to insanity.">> <<sheSays "Still - you chose this - and for you there is no way back now.">> <<sheSays "Come here cutie... I may torture you and deny you... ">> <<sheSays "But I will still use your tongue and body for my pleasure too, you love my taste, don't you?">> <<sheSays "You love the thought of me having an orgasm because of you...">> <<sheSays "Also... I also like kissing you...">> She kissed me... with passion and intense enthusiasm.

Several weeks later $boy came to me and showed me my new toy. <<sheSays "Aw - it finally arrived.">> <<sheSays "Give me! - Your dick belongs to me!">> I could not wait to open the package and finally hold a dick in my hand again. I knew I could have used $boy any time I wanted - but I did not want him to feel me. He was not to enjoy my touch! When I finally unwrapped it completely, I could not believe how real this dick looked, and how life-like it felt. This truly was a replica of his penis. It was beautiful as the original - of course I never would have told him - it felt real, the balls moved in the sack. It was unbelievable. <<sheSays "Hmm, this is sooo great... wait...">> I needed to clean it of industrial residue - I wanted to try it... I vanished into the bathroom and cleaned it, scrubbed it of in warm water. Being warm made it even MORE life-like! I could not hold onto my clothes. I stripped and went to our room again, sucking my new best friend. <<sheSays "This feels so real - especially now, that it is a little warm from the water...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> I loved sucking this cock... <<heSays "Ehm... if you so like sucking it... there... actually is another...">> <<sheThinks "I don't want you to feel anything... I want you to watch and be humiliated and desperate... can't you understand?">> <<sheSays "Aw - be quiet... stand there... you can watch - ok? But don't interfere... I waited so long for this...">> <<sheThinks "But you can be useful for me... ">> <<sheSays "Wait... lick me a bit... make me wet... while I suck your cock a little longer...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... yes... aw... I will make you ejaculate something sweet... that will be so hot... shooting your load into my mouth... hmmm">> I let him lick me for about a minute... <<sheThinks "Yes... my slave... feel your place...">> <<sheSays "Enough... ">> ... I kicked him away... damn that felt good... <<sheSays "Get off me... I want this now...">> <<sheThinks "His look... precious... I don't need his tongue, when I can kick him away...">> I saw how hurt he felt, after me discarding him... it made me more wet than him licking me... <<sheThinks "Yes... now dear... watch helplessly as your love gets off on fucking another dick...">> <<sheSays "Ohhhh... YES... this feels great! Finally... a dick...">> I inserted my new penis... and it felt fantastic... I started fucking myself in earnest now... <<sheSays "Hmmm, this is exactly the right size... awwww... it fills me, I... hmmm">> I sped up... letting my dick glide in and out... again and again... this felt so great... I would cum soon... <<sheSays "Yes... yes... FUUUUCK... AWWWWW.... FUCK... LOVE THIS.... HMMM, HMMM... YES....">> After not even a minute... treating myself with my dick... I came. A beautiful, strong orgasm... I spasmed... endlessly... and it was such a joy, such pleasure... and I kept slowly pumping my dick in and out... softly moaning with each move. <<sheSays "Hmmm... that was great... I needed that... I didn't know how great a real fuck feels...">> <<sheThinks "That was nice... but only the beginning... now I will make use of you... you fuck me... and feel nothing... fuck me with your clone dick and despair for my pleasure... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I want more... strip!">> <<sheSays "I need to be fucked now... this is so awesome!">> I could see the hope in his eyes, that I might use his body... what a stupid man... I rummaged through the package... and found the strap on harness. <<heSays "What?">> <<sheThinks "Hahaha... no not you... you little fuck toy... ">> <<sheSays "Hush now... put it on...">> <<heSays "Honey... please... I HAVE a dick right here.">> <<sheThinks "Use your brains man! I told you that you will never again feel my pussy!">> <<sheThinks "You might fuck me every day from now on - but NEVER with your own dick.">> <<sheSays "I said Hush... this is new... let’s test it out - ok?">> <<heSays "Damn... ok.">> He put on his strap on... like a dog would put on a muzzle... yes that was a good comparison. A dog cannot byte - and my slave cannot use his dick. <<sheSays "No foreplay needed... I am wet as... as... I am wet - fuck me!">> I lay on the bed... my legs spread... <<sheSays "Missionary... come on... what are you waiting for...">> <<sheThinks "Come on... lazy fuck toy... get in me... I need to cum...">> As he placed himself above me... I immediately grabbed his dick and guided him into me... <<sheSays "Oh... yes... now move. Fuck me...">> <<sheThinks "Hmm... better than his own... no fear of semen, no fear of him getting soft or cumming. Just for my pleasure... yes... fuck me!">> He started moving his hips... he never fucked a girl... let alone with a strap on. He was moving somewhat clumsily... I could not really blame him... but I certainly did. <<sheSays "Move your lazy ass, will you... fuck me like a man, not like a ... whatever this is...">> I knew he didn't feel a thing... but he could see and smell my arousal... which only made his not feeling me worse... no ... BETTER! I grabbed his bum... guiding him... signalling him how deep and how fast he was to move... At least he let me guide him... I hoped he would soon learn to give me pleasure without always having to guide him. I wanted bliss for myself, not a lecture for him. Still... I loved being fucked... I guided him and after only a very short time... I could not help but squeal and scream in delight... <<sheSays "AAAAAIIIII, DONT STOP... FUCK.... AHHHH, DONT STOP... KEEP FUCKING... AWWWWWWW... DONT FUCKING STOP.... HMMMM">> My body just could not stop to orgasm... my hands were still forcing him to fuck me... on and on. It WAS bliss. For a split second I thought how nice it might be to share this with him, to let us both feel this and to jointly be in heaven... but I drove that thought away... why should a tool or a slave have pleasure? <<sheSays "Slow now... let me... rest.. don't stop... only slower...">> I whispered... I wanted more... certainly... but I needed to recuperate... <<sheThinks "Now slave... again... and I want more of this... again and again... this is so good...">> Half a minute later... my hands signalled again... I drew him onto me again... guiding his hips to move faster... <<sheSays "Ohhh... fuck me again. Your dick is so fantastic... it was made for me... keep fucking me... make me cum again... and again... I love your dick. FUCK ME!">> ... I had three more fucking orgasms... one better than the other... I was totally into it. I didn't know or cared what my tool thought... I was in heaven... ... After the last throws of orgasms faded and I came to breath again... <<sheSays "Dear...">> <<sheSays "That was awesome! I want more of that... every day!">> ... <<sheSays "Dear?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "You must have realized by now... I have no intention to ever let you cum.">> <<sheSays "You will not masturbate; you will not be able to touch your dick. I will not touch your dick to pleasure you, only to make you suffer... I might even prevent you from getting a boner at all.">> <<sheSays "I will use you for my pleasure.">> <<sheSays "I get horny, when I deny you; I get horny when I hurt you. I get horny when I humiliate you. I want you to be my slave - sexually and otherwise.">> <<sheSays "I have sadistic tendencies.">> <<sheSays "You know all that - don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes. It makes me sad - that you are like that - I wish it were otherwise. I love you... I cannot help myself... I ... I must be with you.">> <<sheSays "Dear... this is a chance for you. I offer you an exit. Now.">> I lay naked before him, my body still sweaty from the orgasms he just made me. Smelling of sex... He was denied and frustrated... how could he refuse to stay with me... his little man brain, mad with lust for me... <<sheSays "Say it and we part ways here. I don't know if I will ever offer you an exit again.">> I spread my legs... showing off my wet, glistening vagina... <<sheSays "I have so much pleasure with you... it will get worse for you... you will feel pain... I will enslave you further... this is not meant as a threat, this is a fact!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> his eyes transfixed on my body... <<sheThinks "I know you can't quit, but it eases my conscience to ask you, to know that yes, I once gave you a chance - but you didn't take it - so everything that follows is YOUR fault, not mine.">> <<sheThinks "Hahaha - you stupid, stupid male... captured by my alluring body... but you will never ever own it...">> <<sheSays "You will never orgasm again - I promise you!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> Very, very slightly I moved my hips... capturing his eyes with my body... <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "You will be caged or shackled. I will never let you touch your dick again.">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> <<heSays "No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "When I say, this might be your last chance - I mean it! I will use devices that will make sure you cannot escape. I will use the cage to keep you enslaved. I will show no pity, if you do not, what I want you to do - you will grovel helplessly in pain before me... I will not relent or set you free - you WILL be a slave! MY SLAVE!">> <<sheSays "You want to quit?">> My fingers played with my clit... a very soft moan underlaid my words... <<heSays "I ... I can't - No - I can't. I love you!">> <<sheSays "So be it.">> <<heSays "Do... do you love me?">> I sat silent for a while... I really thought about this. It was undeniable that I felt something for him. It might even be love... but my kink, my evil side... had become so strong... that I was not able to show him, or myself that. Yes I loved him... but I was certain... that I would never be able to show him. The knowledge of what his submissive side could awaken in me. The feelings of power, that came with degrading, hurting and humiliating him I had... would make it forever impossible to tenderly love him. The thought made me sad... <<sheSays "I don't know. Certainly not the way you love me.">> <<sheSays "I like your body, I like your smell, I like being around you.">> <<sheSays "I like the feelings you give me - I like your adoration towards me.">> <<sheSays "I want you! I want you to be mine...">> <<sheSays "Is that love? Can I feel love?">> <<sheSays "You have to be content, that beside myself - I probably 'love' you more than any other creature on earth.">> <<sheSays "But I am not certain - if you would call that love - could you compare my feelings with your own.">> <<sheSays "I have no qualms, hurting you, causing you pain and suffering. For my own pleasure and lust - is that love?">> <<sheSays "In the end... I will own you totally... I will probably destroy you... break you, break you as much as a human can be broken.">> <<sheSays "Is that love? I hope not. But this is all that I can feel now. Perhaps I can change, grow... but if not... your vicious circle continues... and you will be either dead - or have drifted off to insanity.">> <<sheSays "Still - you chose this - and for you there is no way back now.">> <<sheSays "Come here cutie... I may torture you and deny you... ">> <<sheSays "But I will still use your tongue and body for my pleasure too, you love my taste, don't you?">> <<sheSays "You love the thought of me having an orgasm because of you...">> <<sheSays "Also... I also like kissing you...">> I kissed him many times... with passion and intense enthusiasm.

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[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ The next day was a holiday, so we slept in. When I woke up, she was still fast asleep... I had some time of my own and started thinking about our relationship. My love for her and the things she did with and to me. How often I was brought to the brink of my emotional capabilities. I had desperately cried several times in the last months. I was such a cry baby - how could I be her strong partner, one she could rely on and place her trust in, when I frequently broke down and started crying? She had been so happy so enthusiastic yesterday - and I took that from her. Yes - I remembered - how I felt... it ... it came so unexpected. How would I have known what emotional mess this ruining would leave me in? Things must change... I decided. It could not go on like this... I wanted her to trust me, to rely on me. I had to grow stronger. I did not want to pull her down. I looked at her. She was not in a classical sense beautiful... but for me... she was perfect. She was so cute! Her short blond hair was standing in all directions after the night. If you examined her closer you could discover the blond, soft downy hair her body was covered in, in a nice - very nice and gorgeous way. In the sunlight she virtually had a golden glow about her. I caressed her cheeks, drew her closer and held her in my arms, burying my nose in her hair and smelled her. I held her for a long time and just enjoyed her presence. A while later she started to wake. <<sheSays "Hmm...">> she dreamily whispered as she opened her eyes. <<sheSays "You... you are holding me... is... are.. are you alright?">> <<heSays "Yes... I am fine...">> I caressed her cheek again... <<sheSays "Hmmm... this is so comfy.">> <<sheSays "How long have you been holding me like this?">> she asked and nestled in even closer. <<heSays "A bit...">> <<sheSays "Can you stand holding me longer? For me it just started...">> <<heSays "Ah, ok... I think I can stand you a little while longer...">> I whispered, as I kissed her hair again... and held her... This continued for a few minutes... then she asked <<sheSays "What happened yesterday?">> I let a minute pass and held tightly on to her. I started talking... haltingly at first... I told her how I had felt, words like humiliation, shame and such fell. I told her, that it was so unexpected and that I was unprepared... <<sheSays "I feel so bad... I am so so...">> she started... <<heSays "Shhhh, don't say anything.">> I said, placing my finger on her lips to silence her. <<heSays "Listen, I have been thinking... about us... what is happening between us... your ... your ways ...">> <<sheSays "Don't ... don't break up... please">> she panicky replied. <<sheSays "I'll let you cum, I promise... ... every day ... please don't...">> <<sheSays "I'll never hurt you again... please - I need you! I want you, I ...">> <<heSays "Shhhh... please let me finish...">> <<sheSays "Please...">> she whimpered and held me so tight I could hardly breath. <<heSays "Shhhh... Shh... ...this is exactly what I am talking about.">> <<heSays "There has been so much fear, sadness and other unwholesome feelings in our relationship lately - I want to stop that.">> <<sheSays "No... please, no ...">> <<heSays "Stop that! Let me finish... will you? I am not breaking up!">> <<heSays "I want to remove those feelings - or most of them - from our relationship. I want us to be happy!">> <<heSays "You remember what I promised you, don't you?">> <<heSays "I said 'I'll do anything to make you happy. '">> <<heSays "I said 'As long as you love me and I love you, I will do everything, EVERYTING to give you the maximum sexual pleasure that you can possible have, everything else is second to that.'">> <<heSays "I said 'I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum ..., so be it.'">> <<heSays "I want to reassure you. You need not be afraid. I am your man as long as you will have me. I am completely and utterly in love with you and there is nothing you can do about it. I don't think there is anything in the world that could make me not love you.">> <<heSays "There are a few things I would beg of you to not do, like ... being with other men...">> <<heSays "I know I would still love you... but I know that this would be something that I could not cope with. ">> <<heSays "I... I am sorry... I am sorry, that I have been such a cry baby.">> <<heSays "I will try to man up, and endure the things you put me through, without making you feel guilty.">> <<heSays "I .. I know how enthusiastic you were yesterday... I robbed you of that... I know you would have favoured a couple of orgasms over watching a crying ball of man in the corner that made you feel guilty.">> <<heSays "I... I want you to know... that I'll try my best... no wrong words, ... I want you to know that from now on, this will not happen anymore.">> <<heSays "I always want you to be happy; I don't want to draw you down.">> <<heSays "You can use me, like you want - and DON'T be afraid. Use me and relish what you get. If you feel good, I also feel good - even if I cannot show it directly. Don't be sad because of me, don't ever be afraid to lose me - you will not. You cannot lose me.">> I could feel her loosening up. The tenseness of her embrace relaxed a little and her breathing eased. She crawled up to my face and started kissing me. <<sheSays "You still love me?">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "You are not breaking up?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "I... was so afraid... it felt like falling, a pit in my stomach. ">> <<heSays "Don't be... I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you to.">> she still seemed distressed. Several minutes passed... then I said... <<heSays "But you do know, that you have to cum for both of us?">> <<sheSays "Do I?">> <<heSays "Yes! And may I remind you, that I was the only one that came yesterday? Five times, if I remember correctly...">> <<sheSays "Now?">> <<heSays "Sure!">> <<sheSays "I... later, ok? I... still have to process all this...">> <<heSays "Ok... I will leave you to your thoughts then. Ok?">> I went downstairs and made some breakfast for us. boiled egg, check coffee, check orange juice, check bread roll Nutella and jam, check a small fruit salad, check a muesli with yoghurt , check I put it all on a tablet and went upstairs... a breakfast in bed ... perhaps that might lighten the mood a bit. When I entered, Cutie lay still on the bed, face against the wall. <<heSays "Hey - I brought some food!">> <<sheSays "Aww - I am starving! That looks fantastic">> - she seemed to be in a better shape now. We ate our breakfast and everything was good again. After we finished and set aside the plates... she started to talk. <<sheSays "I have also been thinking... about what you said... and me... and...">> <<sheSays "You know, I will always feel ashamed of myself. I know what we have and do is not 'normal' ...">> <<heSays "I don't want normal - I want you!">> <<sheSays "Why do you love me?">> she asked. Because it made BAM the first time I saw her. What kind of question is that? Is there ever a real reason why one feels love? <<heSays "I just do... there is no real REASON.">> <<heSays "I always want to be near you, you smell terrific, you are cute as a button and you are always nice to other people, you are compassionate and passionate also. I ... I feel you are my second half, your voice, your tiny blond downy hair. Your smile, your lust, your humour and the way you do not just want to have one orgasm but a couple, the way you greedily grab my penis, even your kinkiness - and with all the lust it provides you with - you are still ashamed.">> <<heSays "You are no cold blooded monster, you are a loving girl, I know you deeply care for me, despite all things we do, I feel save and whole with you. You are my home. I don't want to be anywhere else - I want to be with you. ">> <<heSays "Need I go on? I can if you like... for hours ...">> She looked at me with disbelieve... <<sheSays "You are sure, you are talking about me... ?">> <<heSays "Of course dummy...">> <<sheSays "Ok. You know, if we do what you suggest, it will look like I am even more cruel to you.">> <<sheSays "Because I would try to be less ashamed for the things I do.">> <<heSays "Yes, I know. I know you, you will never feel happy about hurting me... it's not you... it is this kink you have, that lets you do those things...">> <<heSays "But I also think, expressing those feelings too often, be it your shame or my humiliation or whatever... giving those feelings room... amplifies them.">> <<heSays "Amplifying bad feelings... I think is not what we should strive to do.">> <<heSays "We both need to accept what and who we are and make the best of it. Wallowing in self pity and hoping the world changes for us... this will accomplish nothing. The world does not change for us.">> <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<heSays "Really?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "Ok... I'll do a count down and then we start our new way.">> <<heSays "Ready!">> <<heSays "Set!">> <<heSays "GO!">> <<sheSays "GO!">> we said together. We kissed... I mean... really kissed. Deep passionate, tongue and all. Then she stood up... searched the floor and the night stand... and finally said... <<sheSays "There it is. ">> she exclaimed... and produced the ruin ring. <<heSays "Really? This is the first thing you wanna do? Wouldn't you like to start with something... hm ... that had me less aggravated last time?">> <<sheSays "I thought we said, that it is your problem to handle that... there is a thing I would try - which yesterday I totally forgot to do.">> <<heSays "What is that?">> <<sheSays "You will see...">> she said while putting the ring on. I could not help noticing how hard my penis already was in her hand... <<sheSays "Relax...">> she smiled at me ... <<sheSays "The first time will be over soon...">> <<heThinks "The first time? Bloody hell!">> She was right though... it took not long. Especially since she additionally "helped" me. <<sheSays "You like it when I use your little stick? ">> <<sheSays "Do you want to cum? Squirt all over the place? You horny little piece of shit. I will teach you... Did you earn it? Why would I let you cum...">> The thing turned red. She immediately stopped stroking, an involuntary <<heSays "Noo...">> escaped my lips. ... then there were these feelings again. Cum was oozing out of my dick... and she started playing with the little poodle of white substance. <<sheSays "There, there...">> she happily beamed. <<sheSays "Tell me, was it as good as last night?">> <<heSays "Yes...">> I quietly said. <<sheSays "Then show it!">> <<sheSays "Why do you think I do all the work here?">> <<sheSays "There are times, when I need you to be strong... but there are times I need you to suffer... you need not cry every time I so much as pinch you... but do not clench your teeth either... that way I'll only think whatever I do is not working on you... and I will do worse things...">> <<heThinks "Oh, no what have I done?">> She dipped her finger into my sperm pool and then in her mouth. She tasted me! <<heThinks "That is so hot!">> I thought... till she wrinkled her face and said <<sheSays "Yuk!">> And to my additional humiliation she spat out. She kept ruining me - until I was completely dry. I tried to show my suffering more... which was not difficult - because I really did - suffer I mean. But it was not like the day before... I knew now what to expect. <<sheSays "Didn't you tell me, the dry ones are the worst?">> <<heSays "Yeah?">> <<sheSays "Good!">> <<heSays "Good?">> <<sheSays "Yes good, now it is my turn then...">> <<sheSays "I probably can't concentrate all too much on your dumb cock all the time... so we will use our new cage to ruin you.">> <<sheSays "All the while I will have a REAL dick inside of me...">> <<heSays "No... you can't do that... I ... hm grmh mphh">> And while I was still pleading... she stuffed the base part of the face 'dildo me' apparatus in my mouth and fastened it. The perfectly fitting penis slid into her and the first soft moan <<sheSays "hmmm">> escaped her mouth. All the while grabbing for the new cage and securing it around my dick. She switched the controls on... and my martyrdom began. She started slow... but her pace soon sped up. Half a minute later she came a first time. Damn that was fast - even for her. <<heThinks "Well, she was on a dry spell">> I guessed... she hadn't cum for the better part of a day. While theoretically I enjoyed being used as a facefuck toy immensely ... the sad truth is - I hardly got any sensual feedback. My ears were made deaf by her thighs. I could not taste her, because I had a rubber end in my mouth. I could possibly smell her... but I had a very hard time breathing at all... so that I didn't really notice any particular smell. The only thing I could see was her perfect bum riding me. While I loved her bum... being suffocated and "raped" at the same time... was nothing I could enjoy. Later thinking about the act - it was damn hot... but experiencing it first hand. Was... how do I say it ... terrible? Horrible? All the while... Cutie was riding me... she certainly had her fun. Above all the wet noises... I sometimes heard her shouts... <<sheSays "It is red again!">> And I knew seconds later my body would involuntarily heave up... seeking a stroke or a mere touch, that would never be found. I moved my hand to my cage and would shake it in frustration... but in the end it did not make the slightest difference. Ah muffled groan could not escape my mouth, because I was gagged. And my lovely girl would soon have another great orgasm for the both of us. I know I promised to be a tough man... but again tears of frustration and desperation flowed down my cheeks. After what seemed an eternity... she slowly lifted her hips up a last time and got off my face. <<sheSays "Aww, did you cry again?">> <<sheSays "Didn't I take into account what a sore little wimp you are?">> She saw the hurt in my eyes. <<sheSays "Ok... perhaps a bit too much...">> She leaned over and kissed my forehead... <<sheSays "I love you... that was great!">> she whispered. <<sheSays "Take off your dick... You can lick it clean now.">> <<sheSays "NOW - we do not have all day!">> She said... as I hesitated slightly to catch my breath. <<sheSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "I am waiting!!!">> It took me a while... then I realized... <<heSays "Thank you! You taste great... thank you for your fabulous juices!">> <<sheSays "Put it on...">> I strapped it on my face again... <<sheSays "Down there...">> she pointed to my caged cock - despite the dozens of ruins... not a single drop of sperm showed. She had really thoroughly drained me before. <<heSays "COME BACK!">> I said harshly. She looked irritated for a second. <<sheSays "I... I'm back.">> she gently touched my face... and removed the last traces of my tears. <<sheSays "Thank you... for reminding me.">> she humbly said... After I finished putting my penis on... she climbed on top of me... and put it back into her vagina. <<sheSays "It just feels so nice">> she said grinning. She laid on my stomach... her arms across my chest and her face nearly reaching mine... nearly... she was such a fragile small woman. She moved her hips slightly up and down as she slowly started to fuck me again. I don't think she even noticed her own movements. <<sheSays "Listen... I have seen it a couple of times now... while ruining you... you reach for your dick and want to help yourself.">> <<sheSays "Just so you know... I cannot tolerate that. Therefore I will buy shackles or ropes of sorts.">> <<sheSays "I think ... that will be good ... for">> her hips definitely moved with more enthusiasm... <<sheSays "my lust... ehm, us I meant us... ahhhhmm">> I could feel her getting turned on by the thought of me being restrained. <<sheSays "... is ... hmmm ... that ok... with ... you? ... hmm">> she was pretty much fucking me in earnest now... <<sheSays "... oh... I love your dick... ">> <<sheSays "And I am very disappointed by the taste of your cum.">> <<sheSays "I was so looking forward to it... ">> <<sheSays "But you know what... I will keep with it... I'll keep ruining you every day now ... ahhhh... ">> <<sheSays "... I will get used to it... and at some stage I will love it...">> <<sheSays "... and ... ahhhhhmmmm, you will produce your cum for me... daily...">> <<sheSays "... and I will milk you dry... every day and feed on you... ">> <<sheSays "... and you still will be my slave and never ever cum CUM HHHHHGGGG!">> With that last cum, her body went wild on me... as she spasmed back and forth, impaled on my cock. <<sheSays "Ahhh.... ">> <<sheSays "Ooooohmm.... ">> She again and again moaned... . Finally - out of breath... she sank back on my chest... <<sheSays "That ... was fantastic... I didn't plan that.">> <<sheSays "By the way... I meant what I said... all of it...">> She was still shaking now and then... <<heSays "Thank you...">> I whispered... <<heSays "... for all those orgasms... it really is worth it...">> <<sheSays "You are welcome...">> she replied smiling...

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ The next day was a holiday, so we slept in. When I woke $boy held me in his arms. <<sheSays "Hmm...">> I dreamily whispered. <<sheSays "You... you are holding me... is... are.. are you alright?">> <<heSays "Yes... I am fine...">> he caressed my cheek... <<sheSays "Hmmm... this is so comfy.">> <<sheSays "How long have you been holding me like this?">> I asked, while I nestled closer to him. <<heSays "A bit...">> <<sheSays "Can you stand holding me longer? For me it just started...">> <<heSays "Ah, ok... I think I can stand you a little while longer...">> He whispered, and kissed my head... he held my tight. I loved being held like this... I was near him, I could smell him, I could feel his warmth and his love. After a few minutes... I needed to ask <<sheSays "What happened yesterday?">> He didn't answer right away... he cuddled me some more... and then started talking... haltingly at first... he told me how he had felt, words like humiliation, shame and such fell. He said that it was so unexpected and that he was unprepared... <<sheSays "I feel so bad... I am so so...">> <<heSays "Shhhh, don't say anything.">> he said, placing a finger on my lips to silence me. <<heSays "Listen, I have been thinking... about us... what is happening between us... your ... your ways ...">> <<sheThinks "No! NO!">> <<sheThinks "What is that... he is cuddling me... he can't really want to break up... or was this just a good bye cuddle?">> I loved him... He must know that... I can change... for him I will change... <<sheSays "Don't ... don't break up... please">> I panicky replied. <<sheSays "I'll let you cum, I promise... ... every day ... please don't...">> <<sheSays "I'll never hurt you again... please - I need you! I want you, I...">> <<heSays "Shhhh... please let me finish...">> <<sheSays "Please...">> I whimpered and held him as tight as I could. <<heSays "Shhhh... Shh... ...this is exactly what I am talking about.">> <<heSays "There has been so much fear, sadness and other unwholesome feelings in our relationship lately - I want to stop that.">> <<sheSays "No... please, no...">> <<heSays "Stop that! Let me finish... will you? I am not breaking up!">> <<heSays "I want to remove those feelings - or most of them - from our relationship. I want us to be happy!">> <<heSays "You remember what I promised you, don't you?">> <<heSays "I said 'I'll do anything to make you happy. '">> <<heSays "I said 'As long as you love me and I love you, I will do everything, EVERYTING to give you the maximum sexual pleasure that you can possible have, everything else is second to that.'">> <<heSays "I said 'I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can, if that means I do not get to cum ..., so be it.'">> <<heSays "I want to reassure you. You need not be afraid. I am your man as long as you will have me. I am completely and utterly in love with you and there is nothing you can do about it. I don't think there is anything in the world that could make me not love you.">> <<heSays "There are a few things I would beg of you to not do, like ... being with other men...">> <<heSays "I know I would still love you... but I know that this would be something that I could not cope with. ">> <<heSays "I... I am sorry... I am sorry, that I have been such a cry baby.">> <<heSays "I will try to man up, and endure the things you put me through, without making you feel guilty.">> <<heSays "I... I know how enthusiastic you were yesterday... I robbed you of that... I know you would have favoured a couple of orgasms over watching a crying ball of man in the corner that made you feel guilty.">> <<heSays "I... I want you to know... that I'll try my best... no wrong words, ... I want you to know that from now on, this will not happen anymore.">> <<heSays "I always want you to be happy; I don't want to draw you down.">> <<heSays "You can use me, like you want - and DON'T be afraid. Use me and relish what you get. If you feel good, I also feel good - even if I cannot show it directly. Don't be sad because of me, don't ever be afraid to lose me - you will not. You cannot lose me.">> I started to relax a little. I crawled up to his face and started kissing him. <<sheSays "You still love me?">> <<heSays "Yes!">> I felt a huge weight lifted from my shoulder... from my heart. <<sheSays "You are not breaking up?">> <<heSays "No.">> <<sheSays "I... was so afraid... it felt like falling, a pit in my stomach. ">> <<heSays "Don't be... I love you.">> <<sheSays "I love you to.">> I still felt anxious... Several minutes passed... then he said... <<heSays "But you do know, that you have to cum for both of us?">> <<sheSays "Do I?">> <<heSays "Yes! And may I remind you, that I was the only one that came yesterday? Five times, if I remember correctly...">> <<sheSays "Now?">> <<heSays "Sure!">> Usually I jumped at every opportunity to cum... but this conversation had me stressed out. I so had feared that he would leave me... I still had to process things. Also... I think I needed to freshen up... I had been sweating profusely... <<sheSays "I... later, ok? I... still have to process all this...">> <<heSays "Ok... I will leave you to your thoughts then. Ok?">> He went downstairs... and I started processing my thoughts... and escaped to the bathroom... I felt relief... he didn't want to leave me... I had been so afraid all of a sudden... I started to relax... and went back to our nest... I meant our bed... and only a few seconds later $boy entered... <<heSays "Hey - I brought some food!">> <<sheSays "Aww - I am starving! That looks fantastic">> - I hadn't noticed... but I really could eat something now... We ate our breakfast and everything was good again. After we finished and set aside the plates... I started... <<sheSays "I have also been thinking... about what you said... and me... and...">> <<sheSays "You know, I will always feel ashamed of myself. I know what we have and do is not 'normal' ...">> <<heSays "I don't want normal - I want you!">> <<sheSays "Why do you love me?">> I had to know! I did not feel very loveable at the moment. Sure I had tits and he was a boy... but that could not be the only reason... <<heSays "I just do... there is no real REASON.">> <<sheThinks "What?">> <<heSays "I always want to be near you, you smell terrific, you are cute as a button and you are always nice to other people, you are compassionate and passionate also. I... I feel you are my second half, your voice, your tiny blond downy hair. Your smile, your lust, your humour and the way you do not just want to have one orgasm but a couple, the way you greedily grab my penis, even your kinkiness - and with all the lust it provides you with - you are still ashamed.">> <<sheThinks "Ohh...">> <<heSays "You are no cold blooded monster, you are a loving girl, I know you deeply care for me, despite all things we do, I feel save and whole with you. You are my home. I don't want to be anywhere else - I want to be with you. ">> <<sheThinks "He really is into me... but is he really talking about me?">> <<heSays "Need I go on? I can if you like... for hours ...">> <<sheSays "You are sure, you are talking about me... ?">> <<heSays "Of course dummy...">> <<sheSays "Ok. You know, if we do what you suggest, it will look like I am even more cruel to you.">> <<sheSays "Because I would try to be less ashamed for the things I do.">> <<heSays "Yes, I know. I know you, you will never feel happy about hurting me... it's not you... it is this kink you have, that lets you do those things...">> <<heSays "But I also think, expressing those feelings too often, be it your shame or my humiliation or whatever... giving those feelings room... amplifies them.">> <<heSays "Amplifying bad feelings... I think is not what we should strive to do.">> <<heSays "We both need to accept what and who we are and make the best of it. Wallowing in self pity and hoping the world changes for us... this will accomplish nothing. The world does not change for us.">> What he said actually makes sense... to the outer world it might look like I am more cruel or care less... but not dwelling on bad things overly... is probably not a bad idea at all... <<sheSays "Ok.">> <<heSays "Really?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "Ok... I'll do a count down and then we start our new way.">> <<heSays "Ready!">> <<heSays "Set!">> <<heSays "GO!">> <<sheSays "GO!">> we said together. We kissed... I mean... really kissed. Deep passionate, tongue and all. <<sheThinks "Ok... that was settled... there was one thing I didn't do yesterday... and I so wanted it...">> <<sheThinks "... and since we just agreed to not feel bad... I will ruin you again...">> I looked around the room, searched the floor and the night stand... and finally... <<sheSays "There it is. ">> I had found the ruin ring. <<heSays "Really? This is the first thing you wanna do? Wouldn't you like to start with something... hm ... that had me less aggravated last time?">> <<sheSays "I thought we said, that it is your problem to handle that... there is a thing I would try - which yesterday I totally forgot to do.">> <<heSays "What is that?">> <<sheSays "You will see...">> I said while putting the ring on. His cock was already hard in my hand again... he was so into me... I loved it! <<sheSays "Relax...">> I smiled at him ... <<sheSays "The first time will be over soon...">> <<sheThinks "Yes the first... I think I might ruin you more than once... I love how frustrated you look!">> I was right... it took not long. Especially since I additionally "helped" him... <<sheSays "You like it when I use your little stick? ">> <<sheSays "Do you want to cum? Squirt all over the place? You horny little piece of shit. I will teach you... Did you earn it? Why would I let you cum...">> Of course I did not mean it... but I loved talking dirty to him... ridiculing him... The thing turned red. I immediately stopped stroking, an involuntary <<heSays "Noo...">> escaped his lips. Cum was oozing out of his cock... I looked at this strange substance... a little milky... the consistency of yoghurt but more clear... It had a funny distinct smell... fresh... sweet... not to bad actually... I started playing with the little poodle of white substance. <<sheSays "There, there...">> <<sheSays "Tell me, was it as good as last night?">> I felt like teasing him. I knew how bad he felt yesterday... but he survived it... and he said he loved me still... so I could tease him as well... <<heSays "Yes...">> he quietly said. <<sheSays "Then show it!">> <<sheSays "Why do you think I do all the work here?">> <<sheSays "There are times, when I need you to be strong... but there are times I need you to suffer... you need not cry every time I so much as pinch you... but do not clench your teeth either... that way I'll only think whatever I do is not working on you... and I will do worse things...">> I dipped my finger into my sperm pool and then in my mouth. That is what I wanted... I wanted to taste my man. I hoped I would like it... then I had sex juice of my own... and I would milk him as often as I could... <<sheThinks "YUK!">> Damn... that was not what I was hoping for... What a strange taste... slightly bitter, slightly sweet... a strange after taste... that let the mouth feel dry? I had to spit it out... I knew he would be humiliated if I did... but I could not help it... and... well.. yes it would humiliate him... why not? <<sheSays "Yuk!">> For that taste... I had to punish him... yes - I would have ruined him either way... but now I really had a reason to punish him... <<sheThinks "There you go... I'll ruin you... hahaha!">> <<sheThinks "... a couple of times... hahaha!">> I kept ruining him... till he had no juices left... that felt good... in more than one way... he kept suffering... and I relished in it... <<sheThinks "Yes... suffer for me... this is so hot!">> <<sheSays "Didn't you tell me, the dry ones are the worst?">> <<heSays "Yeah?">> <<sheSays "Good!">> <<heSays "Good?">> <<sheThinks "I'll let the cage ruin you again and again... while I get my share of orgasms... you are such a considerate boyfriend...">> <<sheSays "Yes, good… now it is my turn then...">> <<sheSays "I probably can't concentrate all too much on your dumb cock all the time... so we will use our new cage to ruin you.">> <<sheSays "All the while I will have a REAL dick inside of me...">> <<heSays "No... you can't do that... I ... hm grmh mphh">> And while he was still pleading... I stuffed the base part of the face 'dildo him' apparatus in his mouth and fastened it. I decided to ride his face while he kept suffering his ruins... it was not much to see for me... but I knew I was riding a frustrated desperate $boy... I was certain to cum... a couple of times... The perfectly fitting penis slid into me and I could not help a soft moan <<sheSays "hmmm">>. All the while grabbing for the new cage and securing it around his dick. I switched the controls on... and started on my way to bliss. I started slow... but my pace soon sped up. Half a minute later I came a first time. I needed it... bad... my man had kept me on a dry spell far to long... I hadn't cum for the better part of a whole day... what was he thinking of? I rode him... long... it was wonderful... I came many times... when I was not cumming... I watched the ruin band... and each time it turned red... I knew $boy was getting ruined again... and my juices flowed... and another big O was approaching fast... this was so hot... I knew he probably could not breath well... after all... only his nose was free... and often I used his nose to rub my clit on it... But... I knew he loved my clit... <<sheSays "It is red again!">> <<sheThinks "Go on... heave your hips in search of an orgasm you never get... hahaha!">> I saw his greedy little hand moving to his caged dick again... but I knew it would give him nothing... so I just smiled at it... knowing he was helpless... After many orgasms... I finally grew a little tired... I guess I also needed more training... I climbed from his face... he had again tears of frustration in his eyes. It wrenched my heart... and I felt bad about my orgasms and my thoughts... But he had said... not to dwell on bad feelings... so I tried to be more cheerful... and said... <<sheSays "Aww, did you cry again?">> <<sheSays "Didn't I take into account what a sore little wimp you are?">> I saw the hurt in his eyes. <<sheSays "Ok... perhaps a bit too much...">> I kissed his forehead... <<sheSays "I love you... that was great!">> I whispered. He earned himself a little reward I guessed... <<sheSays "Take off your dick... You can lick it clean now.">> <<sheSays "NOW - we do not have all day!">> <<sheSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "I am waiting!!!">> Why doesn't he thank me? I gave him so many orgasms... his ruined ones and my real ones... Also I know how much he loved my juice... and I allowed him to lap his dick... <<heSays "Thank you! You taste great... thank you for your fabulous juices!">> <<sheSays "Put it on...">> He strapped it on his face again... <<sheSays "Down there...">> she pointed to my caged cock. How dumb was he? <<heSays "COME BACK!">> He said harshly. What? <<sheThinks "Oh... yes... my 'role playing' the bitch... I... sorry...">> <<sheSays "I... I'm back.">> I gently touched his face... and removed the last traces of his tears. <<sheSays "Thank you... for reminding me.">> I humbly said... He still followed my last order though... After he finished putting his dick on... I climbed him... and put it back into my vagina. <<sheSays "It just feels so nice">> I said grinning. I laid on his stomach... my arms across his chest, my face nearly reaching his... nearly... I was quite a bit smaller than him. I didn't notice until later... but my lower body automatically started fucking his dick again... with slow movements... it was totally natural... <<sheSays "Listen... I have seen it a couple of times now... while ruining you... you reach for your dick and want to help yourself.">> <<sheSays "Just so you know... I cannot tolerate that. Therefore I will buy shackles or ropes of sorts.">> <<sheSays "I think ... that will be good ... for">> Oh... he felt so great... I moved my hips on him... <<sheSays "my lust... ehm, us I meant us... ahhhhmm">> <<sheThinks "Hmm... I will shackle him... he will be so helpless... I will be able to do all the things I want...">> I was getting wetter... <<sheSays "... is ... hmmm ... that ok... with ... you? ... hmm">> I could not help myself... my body wanted to fuck my man again... and it did... his dick in me... felt so great... <<sheSays "... oh... I love your dick... ">> <<sheSays "And I am very disappointed by the taste of your cum.">> <<sheSays "I was so looking forward to it... ">> <<sheSays "But you know what... I will keep with it... I'll keep ruining you every day now ... ahhhh... ">> <<sheSays "... I will get used to it... and at some stage I will love it...">> <<sheSays "... and ... ahhhhhmmmm, you will produce your cum for me... daily...">> <<sheSays "... and I will milk you dry... every day and feed on you... ">> <<sheSays "... and you still will be my slave and never ever cum CUM HHHHHGGGG!">> I fucked him... my own words... and his body... and the plastic artificial twin of his real dick... turned me so on... I had another climax... My body went wild... I spasmed back and forth, impaled on his fantastic cock. <<sheSays "Ahhh.... ">> <<sheSays "Ooooohmm.... ">> Finally - out of breath... I sank back on his chest... <<sheSays "That ... was fantastic... I didn't plan that.">> <<sheSays "By the way... I meant what I said... all of it...">> I was still shaking all over... this man... was a lust machine for me... I loved him... I loved sex with him... <<heSays "Thank you...">> He whispered... <<heSays "... for all those orgasms... it really is worth it...">> <<sheSays "You are welcome...">> I could not help but smile... I was so satisfied... and he so... frustrated...

[img[pics/76_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part76<</if>> We continued lying in each other's arms. I did not want this moment to end. Her legs were still crossed behind my back... my penis still in her... it was not as big and needy anymore... but it definitely was not attempting to leave his fabulous home. My hands still held $girl's head... my face almost touching hers. I hardly ever had felt so near to her as then. We had become one... and reality wanted to tear us apart again. Neither of us wanted to leave, wanted to be alone again. All the sorrow, the hurt, her descent into a darker version of herself... had been cleansed away. At least for now... There was no "down" anymore... only love and closeness. <<heSays "I don't want this moment to end.">> <<sheSays "I don't want this moment to end.">> she echoed my words... whispering... ... Nonetheless... a few minutes later... we were both still a bit sweaty... I noticed it was getting colder. I untangled us... got some blankets... and we built a nest together. To cuddle... lie in each other’s arms more... We did not speak... there was no need. After a while... she made me spoon her... wrapped my arm around her... and we drifted off to sleep... until the next morning... ... When I woke up... she was sniffing me... <<sheSays "We both need a shower... we stink!">> <<heSays "I love your scent... you are my loveable female skunk!">> <<sheSays "I love you too - but I still think you could use a shower.">> I started to get up... <<sheSays "Wait...">> <<heSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "Yesterday... what was that? What happened...?">> <<heSays "Did you enjoy it?">> <<sheSays "Yea... it was bloody awsomemistic fantastic...">> <<sheSays "The end... I never felt so close to you... we were one... it was a perfect moment.">> <<sheSays "I can't get it in my head... what was it...?">> <<heSays "Darling... you are a switch! I realized yesterday... you were begging for months now to be dominated... but I realized it only yesterday...">> <<sheSays "What? No! That can't be...">> <<heSays "Claim me!">> <<heSays "Take me!">> <<heSays "Take the initiative... seduce and fuck me... be my alpha male... I am your price... claim me">> <<heSays "Tame me!">> <<heSays "make me your girl">> <<heSays "make me your wife">> <<heSays "These are all things you said to me... repeatedly in the past">> <<sheSays "Oh...">> <<heSays "In hindsight - that wasn't exactly subtle...">> <<heSays "But as said, I too realized it only yesterday.">> <<heSays "You make a great cock sucking slave!">> <<sheSays "Yeah... I know...">> she actually managed to blush... ... <<sheSays "I have to process this...">> <<sheSays "Slave! Shower! Now!">> <<heSays "Yes, mistress!">> ...I could not help but to chuckle... [[continue|Part77]]

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[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I kept my word... I ruined him again... many times. I loved it! The ruin band was never far away from me. It was so easy to ruin him, since he didn't have a single orgasm for several months now... it would always be quick. If I felt like it... a very few minutes ... were always enough. Once... we "collided" on the stair case... he was coming up... I was moving down. He kissed me... While he kissed me... I opened his pants and got his dick out. In a quick movement... I put the band around his shaft... knelt... and sucked his lovely cock... His denied dick was up in a second... and at maximum a minute later... the band turned red... I continued moving downstairs... and left my man dripping on the stair case... listening with delight to the desperate noise coming from his mouth. He knew better than to use his own hands... if he started laying hands on his junk... he would very fast get an earnest case of blue ball syndrome... he knew that... My fist had 'touched' his balls several times already... In the morning I would kiss his cheek, crawl under the cover - put the band on... and start sucking him. I loved his cock in my mouth... ruining him... also meant that his fluid was released outside my mouth. At that time this played right into my hands. Going down... suck, suck, suck... that was the fastest thing I could do... it would not take more than only a very few minutes at most... to have a steady stream of sperm ooze out of him. He would squirm so nicely... I would hear his desperate gasps... I was very careful to always break soon enough and to not touch him... when the red light went on - I went even so far as to make sure that the blanked did not touch. I think it never got easier for him though. If anything... he got more and more desperate ... since he was continuously denied. For many months now he did not have a real orgasm and his body yearned for one. There was no single ruin... that he did not cry out <<heSays "Please. Don't ...">> Every single time... when he groaned his pleas... I thought... <<sheThinks "Yes... ruined! Again...">> It did not get easier for him... that was all the fuel I needed to do it again and again... each day... My helpless desperate little lover... Often after the red light... I would throw the blanked away, crawl up to him to watch ... as the ruin hit. I watched his lovely face, saw the panic, the desperation and listened to his frantic pleas... and my cunt... my whole body throbbed in anticipation. He saw me, saw that I lit up, beaming with the power I had over him. The more he suffered the more glorious it was for me... and I made sure he noticed it. He was to watch me revelling in his pain... that too ... made my juices flow. I always tasted his cum, but never spat it out again. Very reluctantly at first... but I was determined to prove Pavlov right... gradually... I grew to accept it... and at one stage I actually started to like the taste. I wanted so much to like the taste of his cum... I wanted sex juice of my own... I wanted to feed on him... I wanted to devour part of him... I loved him - even if I was not always able to show him in the way he would like it most. Eating and loving his cum... was one of my ways to show him... that I very intimately loved him. I wanted to love the 'whole' $boy. I knew he adored my own juices. I wanted the same. I ''wanted'' to love his taste... and so I learned it. - I could not help - despite our previous talk - I sometimes still felt sorry for him and the things I did. Although one might not have noticed it - since if anything... I got more cruel. Sometimes we talked about it. <<sheSays "I cannot explain it. You know I love you.">> <<sheSays "At first, I thought denying you was only an erotic thing, something that made me horny. It certainly is... but I think there is more to it.">> <<sheSays "It is not just denying you - that gives me - pleasure... pleasure is not the right word... but let's keep it at that for now. I actually also get pleasure from hurting you, physically and emotionally. It is the combination of hurting you and the knowledge that you love me that you willingly accept me abusing you. Your love makes you endure all those things, your love for me makes you go through hell - for ME. I am so important to you that you endure all those things - just to be with me. If you will... I always need proof that I am the most important thing in your life.">> <<sheSays "The knowledge... and the experience that you love me like you do... it is intoxicating. I am addicted to the feeling 'YES - his love is so big - he endures this for me' - and as with every addiction - I fear it might get worse that I always need more and more... and I will get more cruel... that in the end... I will break you... and finally have the proof that you don't love me enough... that your love was not strong enough... to endure it - or even something worse... ">> <<sheSays "I would never dream of hurting anyone else. It also would not be 'pleasurable' in any way for me. All other people are save ... only the one person I love ... can give me that.">> We talked more... but I don't think he really got me. His world seemed to be simpler than mine... He thought ... I just got aroused and just relished it when he suffered. Suffered by things I did. When I knew, I was the master and he the puppet. - But for some cruel things ... I had an assistant, sometimes $boy had ideas for me... and set them in motion. He really wanted my pleasure even at his expanse... <<heSays "Do you remember the movie incident?">> He asked one evening. <<sheSays "Yes - that is not something I will ever forget">> I replied a little ashamed. <<heSays "Do you also remember the night afterwards? We made peace...">> <<sheSays "Sure, where is this coming from?">> <<heSays "Do you also remember... early in morning... you kissed me, told me that you were sorry...">> <<sheSays "You were asleep, yes... I watched you... and loved you so much, I just had to tell you...">> <<heSays "I also remember you saying:">> <<heSays " '... and it was so hot, I felt so empowered, seeing you balled up and crying... I was so mad... and so horny... ' " >> <<heSays "I remember every word... it was nothing I could easily forget.">> <<sheSays "You heard that?">> I whispered, I was probably blushing... I didn't know he heard me... <<sheSays "And... and you ... you stayed with me?">> <<sheSays "What is wrong with you - you should have thrown me out that very second.">> <<heSays "Don't worry - that is the past.">> <<heSays "I know you wouldn't do something like that anymore...!">> <<heSays "... only if you were furious again ...">> <<heSays "... or I would offer you to ...">> <<heSays "... or you just felt like it ...">> <<sheSays "Will you stop already...?">> I boxed his arm. <<heSays "Listen...">> he started... <<heSays "The pain that day was unbelievable - and I don't need that again.">> <<heSays "But I also want you to thrive... and I thought of something, that you will probably like. I will probably hate it - but I guess that is just the point of it.">> <<heSays "What I am offering is just for you my lovely kinky queen, don't think that I am getting masochistic. If you think it is a bad idea and it will give you nothing... then I will most happily live on.">> He watched me... <<heSays "I know, that you get excited by my pain. There is no denying it - we both know that.">> <<heSays "I... I call it the ' wild stallion' ">> <<heSays "You... know you once called me your stallion... and you had to break me in...">> <<heSays "You... you ride my second dick... and once in a while... you kick me in the balls with the device - but please... not the setting you used in the movies... a little less.">> <<heSays "... you know what then happens. My body will rear up involuntarily... I'll probably groan... and... I need not describe it... further...">> <<heSays "The... the stallion under you... will go wild... and... I... I mean my second penis will be in you... you will feel every 'wild' move I make.">> <<heSays "Need I go on further?">> <<sheSays "Are you sure you'd like that?">> I asked... humbled. <<heSays "I am sure I would HATE that. But that is what you need, isn't it?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> I sadly and also excitedly replied. We agreed to not let negative emotions spoil our fun, not overwhelming sadness or fear - or desperation. I looked at him lovingly - I didn't want to spoil the 'gift' he was offering. <<sheSays "We both know this will work... I am getting excited already, just by thinking about it.">> I whispered. <<sheSays "We need to prepare though, you already made me a little horny... but I think ' the more the merrier ' ">> I giggled... I drew closer to him... and again whispered <<sheSays "I will first feed on you... slave!">> I knew he loved it when I whispered to him... I wanted to feed on my sexy man... <<heSays "Now?">> <<heSays "I ... I was just ... now?">> He asked a little panicky. <<sheSays "Does your offer stand?">> <<heSays "Y... yes... certainly...">> He meekly replied. <<sheSays "STRIP!">> <<sheSays "LIE DOWN!">> <<sheSays "Wait a second... I need to fetch something...">> I came back with padded shackles and a couple of ropes. I had acquired them not long ago... now I would put them to good use the first time... <<heSays "W... what are... these for?">> <<sheSays "You are not stupid... you know what these are for...">> I started applying the shackles to his limbs, the ropes I used to bind the shackles to diverse things in the room. He lay stretched out on the floor. Naked... helpless to my every whim. The sight alone made my pussy throb... <<heSays "You seem more prepared for this than I am.">> He said... trying to make the best out of the situation. <<sheSays "Oh... these things... I had them for a while now... but I was waiting for the right opportunity to use them ... this seems to be one.">> I lay beside him... touched his face lovingly - <<sheSays "Are you sure?">> I asked? <<sheSays "You know me... once I start and I am in the thrall of lust... I can be... very... enthusiastic.">> <<heSays "No. I'm not sure... how can I - but... for you ... ANYTHING.">> I kissed him ... passionately... I loved this man... <<sheSays "There... for starters... there will be more later...">> I whispered again and put my fingers in his mouth and he sucked my juices from them. <<sheSays "NOW.">> <<sheSays "I will remove your sperm and feed.">> I went down... and sucked and stroked... my dick. Only a short time after... the first sperm appeared. He so nicely wiggled in his shackles, helpless - as his hand tried to get near his dick. The typical <<heSays "Please ...">> whimper - which he could never suppress... hung in the air. I moved close to his face... <<sheSays "Good boy. Give me your cum. Give me your desperation.">> and licked his face once from the chin to his forehead, oh... I so wanted him... play with him... <<sheSays "That's the stuff... hmmm">> with relish I slurped up his sperm. By now I really loved it. <<sheSays "MORE!">> I started sucking again... my dick... my precious dick... source of the best sperm ever... I did not only want to ruin him... I immensely enjoyed touching, sucking, licking him. He was my man - and his penis was one of the most prominent symbols for that. I loved him and also his dick, which could bring him - and most importantly ME - so much pleasure. A short time later he 'came' again. I crawled up to him again... watched his futile wails for mercy, feasted first on his desperation... and then on his cum. <<sheSays "Awww... that is already less than before... I need more!">> As I cleaned his belly... and started sucking the dick again. I loved this... I tried getting him to unload again... and at the same time to suck the last remnants of his cum out of him... there just had to be more... more of my delicious food. This went on two more times. The next one produced only a few drops... and the one after... was completely dry. I knew for him the dry ones were the worst. For me it was two fold... I missed my yummy liquid... for sure... but knowing he suffered more when he could not provide any cum... was also good... I loved his suffering... I laid on top of him... my face next to his. <<sheSays "Your dick is now completely useless. It cannot even feed me anymore.">> <<sheSays "It is time for some REAL dick... and for me to use it for MY pleasure.">> <<sheSays "It just is not fair, that you already came four times... and I not once yet.">> <<sheSays "But first... ">> I removed my panties... they were soaking wet... and the few dry spots were eliminated, when I wiped my vagina with it. <<sheSays "Here... feel it, smell it, TASTE it... this is what I will use you for now.">> I wiped his face with my juices... he loved that... I knew. He revered my juices, my scent, my lust! Then I balled it up... and stuffed it in his mouth. I was near him... muffled screams of agony would be sufficient... <<heSays "hmm grm pfff">> He said. <<sheSays "Did you say something? - What did you say?">> <<heSays "hmm grm pfff">> He again tried. <<sheSays "I cannot understand you... if you do not express yourself correctly... I will not help you.">> <<sheSays "... also I have work to do.">> <<sheSays "I must squeeze your useless little stick into the cage and get a real cock on you.">> I got up and fetched some ice cubes and a towel. I lay the towel around his dick and then placed the ice cubes around it and wrapped it up. Haha! His penis didn't know what was happening. First continuing stimulus that never really produced a release and now this. The term I used before 'crawl into the cage on it's own' was laughably true. His dick was deeply offended and shrank in seconds to easily fit into the cage. While I handled his shrinking trunk I ... glanced at him... and heard <<heSays "dnnt.... cld...">> and I could not help but smile - happily. As I started putting on the cage... a thought occurred to me... <<sheSays "You know... I nearly forgot to prepare your balls for what is to come...">> ... with that I grabbed them... kneaded a little and then snapped my fingers on each of them. It was not a tender playful snap - I fully pulled through - I was preparing him for what was to come after all. He was shocked, his body heaved up... tried to ball in but was restrained by his shackles. Explosively he breathed through his nose... and tried groaning <<heSays "GGGRRHMMMM ">> - but even that was denied due to his gag. Oh I loved it. He was truly helpless and at my mercy now. ... and the best was - this all had been HIS idea! After his moves subsided... I finished to put on the cage... and his second penis. Again I whispered: <<sheSays "This will be so good... I love it already.">> I think he started to feel sorry for himself. I did not... I felt great... and hot... hot for my man... I lowered myself on him and guided his dick into me. <<sheSays "Hey... horsey... let's go for a ride!">> <<sheThinks "I wish I had a whip... that would be so good... I need one...">> <<sheSays "Oh... Love... please remind me to put a whip on our shopping list - for the next time.">> Thinking about whipping my horsey made me smile ... dreamily... For some reason his eyes grew slightly wider. I continued to ride him... this felt so good... and I knew what was coming next... I was riding my willing horse... we were on the fields... and there... there was an obstacle that we must jump over... <<sheSays "See that... the obstacle in front of us... we must jump over that...">> I started to 'ride' faster... and the first 'jump' was ahead of us. I held the remote control in one hand... and the jump - of course was him being hit in the nuts. "The Ball Crusher". ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' He exploded beneath me... I hadn't held back... pain level six was the right setting for the fist obstacle... He jumped up beneath me... ramming his twin dick into my vagina... deep... it hurt a little... but felt so good... so damn good... I heard him... breathing... trying to catch his breath... but his nostrils did not provide enough air for his painful screams - which he wouldn't get out anyway because of his gag... his face turned red... his eyes were bulging... and even a bit watery... and I heard his muffled whimmer... He tried crying out... but only a low <<heSays "HMPF PF">> could be heard. It was no game - for him - anymore, he really tried shaking off his rider, wild stallion indeed. <<heSays "NN STP... GT FFF">> He again tried screaming out... ... and I kept riding him... riding his twin dick... and with each stride I knew I would hurt his balls a little... this felt so good... riding... rubbing his balls... knowing and seeing his pain. My cunt was soaked... I watched him intensely. He knew I knew he was not playing anymore... he wanted to shake me off. But I wanted to break my wild stallion and kept sitting on top. I kept riding... grinding on his dick, not oblivious to the fact that he was hurting with every move I made... he knew I was aware... I could see that... with every move of my hips, I put a tiny little extra force behind it... to be sure that his balls were feeling the rider. <<sheSays "... this is ... so good... ahhhh ...">> I involuntary moaned... and my ferocity grew. I kept riding for some time... and although I usually wanted to orgasm in very short time... I took my time. I knew, today I would only be able to ride him once... so I prolonged it <<sheSays "ohh ... hmmm... this is so good...">> I had my eyes closed and just rode on... slowly... I felt $boy relaxing... the pain obviously slowly subsided... finally... I could prepare for the next obstacles... <<sheSays "... finally... hmm ... you... took .. your time...">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' <<sheThinks "Yes! Fuck me deep... fuck me stallion... try to flee your rider... and let me ride you to ecstasy...">> His body again arced up... I could see and feel his pain - so good... <<heSays "HMMMMGGGGGGRRRRG!">> <<sheSays "YYEESS!">>. He tried throwing me off, again and again. Wiggling, jumping... all the while groaning in pain and panic. He could hardly breathe... and was pumping air in and out like mad. <<sheSays "... yes... ohmmm, yes... try to sha ... ohhh, shake me off... ">> <<sheSays "... hmmm .. I will ... I will .. hmmmm, stay...">> It felt so good me riding him... him being helplessly in pain beneath me, trying to throw me of... but in reality giving me pleasure over pleasure... Even after a few minutes... he every now and then I still tried to wiggle and throw me off - to no avail. I could have cum long ago... but this was just to good to end... I loved riding my man for real... breaking my horse... ...some time later... ... my juices were all over his legs my cunt was literally leaking... while riding him... and him trying to wiggle me off. <<heSays "... PLSSSS FNNSH THSS ...">> He tried screaming. <<sheSays "Hmmm, I can't understand you...">> I leaning closer to his face... <<sheSays "I love this... ready to our finale?">> He eagerly nodded... <<heSays "... PLSSSS! ...">> <<sheSays "I am soo hot... I could cum any second if I wanted to... you know...">> <<sheSays "... but the finish of this race track is special... ">> I kept whispering... I only slightly moved my hips... to not lose my own lust momentum... but not too eager to get to higher heights... <<sheSays "You know, your poor jokey is working her nice ass off here...">> <<sheSays "The finish line however... it consists of several obstacles... and these obstacles will be taken by my horsey... and his eager jumps will carry us over the finishing line...">> I kissed him... and watched him closely as the realization of what I just said, dawned on him. <<heSays "... NNN, NN, PLSSSS! ...">> he panicky replied, eyes wide... he started sweating profusely as his fear grew. <<sheThinks "Yes... fear me... fear of what I have planed... I love you... you will survive this... I promise... I love you!">> I felt a tiny little sadistic at that moment... but what I had planned sounded worse than it was. I just had wanted to see his fear, the realization that he was totally helpless to my riding skills... I did not want to hurt him... much more. <<sheSays "... you understand how this is going to end... it will be wonderful - you will see...">> With that I sat up straight and used the remote control... ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' As I knew he would... my stallion reared up again. Immediately lustful moans escaped my mouth <<sheSays "Ahhhhmmmm.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' He couldn't help it... none of my ball crushers... could be denied by him. His body involuntarily arced... reared up and drove his second dick deep into me. ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Yeeessss, more.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Ahhhh...">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "I... aaammm ... cum ... ahhhhh. ... ming..">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' I screamed... as my lust and orgasm overwhelmed me. I spasmed endlessly on his dick... and now and then I again would hit his balls to heave him up again... and give me another push of lust. But I had been merciful. The Ball Crusher, had been set to only very light force. Enough to be felt... enough to cause him to automatically rear up, enough to still be hurtful - but to no extend to what I did before. The first two obstacles were meant to increase my lust... the later small obstacles were in reality just to keep him moving. I removed the shackles and the gag. <<sheSays "Are you ok?">> I asked apprehensively <<heSays "Everything is fine, love. You were wonderful. I just love it, when you are such a lustful, horny... girl... That was a great orgasm... thank you!">> I relaxed, I felt reassured. He wrapped me in his arms and drew my closer. I was still heavily breathing... the wonderful orgasmic feelings were still ebbing away... He kissed my sweaty, happy face again and again. He loved me... in spite of what I just had done to him...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ True to her word, she kept on ruining me. The ruin band was never far away from her. And it was so easy for her. Since I didn't have a single orgasm for several months now... it would always be quick. If she felt like it... a very few minutes ... were always enough. In the morning she often would kiss my cheek, crawl under the cover - put the band on... and start sucking me. Most of the time that was the fastest thing she could do... it would not take more than only a very few minutes at most... to have a steady stream of sperm ooze out of me. She was very careful to always break soon enough and to not touch me... when the red light went on - she went even so far as to make sure that the blanked did not touch. It did not get easier for me though. The loss was always terrible. I would estimate it even grew worse... since my body was continuously denied. For many months now I did not have a real orgasm and my body yearned for one. There was no single ruin... that I did not cry out <<heSays "Please. Don't ...">> Probably that was one of reasons she kept doing it. Often after the red light... she would throw the blanked away, crawl up to me to watch me... as ruin hit me. She watched my face, saw the panic, the desperation and listened to my frantic pleas. I saw her, saw that she lit up, that she beamed with the power she had over me. The more I suffered the more glorious it was for her. She always tasted my cum, but never spat it out again. At first she was very reluctant... but as she predicted... grew to accept it... and at one stage she actually started to like the taste. I don't know why she was so persistent with it. I think it also had to do with her love for me. She wanted to love the 'whole' me. She knew I adored her own juices. She wanted the same. She ''wanted'' to love my taste... and so she learned it. - She still felt sorry for me and the things she did. But if anything... she got more cruel. Sometimes we talked about it. <<sheSays "I cannot explain it. You know I love you.">> <<sheSays "At first, I thought denying you was only an erotic thing, something that made me horny. It certainly is... but I think there is more to it.">> <<sheSays "It is not just denying you - that gives me - pleasure... pleasure is not the right word... but let's keep it at that for now. I actually also get pleasure from hurting you, physically and emotionally. It is the combination of hurting you and the knowledge that you love me that you willingly accept me abusing you. Your love makes you endure all those things, your love for me makes you go through hell - for ME. I am so important to you that you endure all those things - just to be with me. If you will... I always need proof that I am the most important thing in your life.">> <<sheSays "The knowledge... and the experience that you love me like you do... it is intoxicating. I am addicted to the feeling 'YES - his love is so big - he endures this for me' - and as with every addiction - I fear it might get worse that I always need more and more... and I will get more cruel... that in the end... I will break you... and finally have the proof that you don't love me enough... that your love was not strong enough... to endure it - or even something worse... ">> <<sheSays "I would never dream of hurting anyone else. It also would not be 'pleasurable' in any way for me. All other people are save ... only the one person I love ... can give me that.">> This was nearly philosophical. I believed her that only I was in danger. I think she was wrong with the 'proof of love' bla bla... I often looked in her eyes and face when she denied me or ruined me or hurt me otherwise. I saw it - the sparkle in her eyes when I pleaded, or screamed or cried. I think it was just simple this: She got aroused and just relished it when I suffered. Suffered by things she did. When she knew she was the master and I the puppet. - But for some cruel things I was responsible of my own. <<heSays "Do you remember the movie incident?">> I asked her one evening. <<sheSays "Yes - that is not something I will ever forget">> she replied with shame in her voice. <<heSays "Do you also remember the night afterwards? We made peace...">> <<sheSays "Sure, where is this coming from?">> <<heSays "Do you also remember... early in morning... you kissed me, told me that you were sorry...">> <<sheSays "You were asleep, yes ... I watched you... and loved you so much, I just had to tell you...">> <<heSays "I also remember you saying:">> <<heSays " '... and it was so hot, I felt so empowered, seeing you balled up and crying... I was so mad... and so horny... ' " >> <<heSays "I remember every word... it was nothing I could easily forget.">> <<sheSays "You heard that?">> she whispered, blushing <<sheSays "And... and you ... you stayed with me?">> <<sheSays "What is wrong with you - you should have thrown me out that very second.">> <<heSays "Don't worry - that is the past.">> <<heSays "I know you wouldn't do something like that anymore...!">> <<heSays "... only if you were furious again ...">> <<heSays "... or I would offer you to ...">> <<heSays "... or you just felt like it ...">> <<sheSays "Will you stop already...?">> she boxed my arm. <<heSays "Listen...">> I started <<heSays "The pain that day was unbelievable - and I don't need that again.">> <<heSays "But I also want you to thrive... and I thought of something, that you will probably like. I will probably hate it - but I guess that is just the point of it.">> <<heSays "What I am offering is just for you my lovely kinky queen, don't think that I am getting masochistic. If you think it is a bad idea and it will give you nothing... then I will most happily live on.">> She watched me intensely... <<heSays "I know, that you get excited by my pain. There is no denying it - we both know that.">> <<heSays "I... I call it the ' wild stallion' ">> <<heSays "You... know you once called me your stallion... and you had to break me in...">> <<heSays "You... you ride my second dick... and once in a while... you kick me in the balls with the device - but please... not the setting you used in the movies... a little less.">> <<heSays "... you know what then happens. My body will rear up involuntarily... I'll probably groan... and... I need not describe it... further...">> <<heSays "The... the stallion under you... will go wild... and... I... I mean my second penis will be in you... you will feel every 'wild' move I make.">> <<heSays "Need I go on further?">> <<sheSays "Are you sure you'd like that?">> She asked... humbled. <<heSays "I am sure I would HATE that. But that is what you need, isn't it?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> She sadly and strangely also excitedly replied. We agreed to not let negative emotions spoil our fun, not overwhelming sadness or fear - or desperation. She looked at me lovingly - she didn't want to spoil the 'gift' I was offering her. <<sheSays "We both know this will work... I am getting excited already, just by thinking about it.">> she whispered in my ears. I so loved her voice... her whisper... I melted like butter in the sun... just hearing her... the words did not really matter. <<sheSays "We need to prepare though, you already made me a little horny... but I think ' the more the merrier ' ">> she giggled by her choice of words. She drew closer to me... and again whispered in my ear <<sheSays "I will first feed on you... slave!">> <<heSays "Now?">> <<heSays "I ... I was just ... now?">> I asked a little panicky. <<sheSays "Does your offer stand?">> <<heSays "Y... yes... certainly...">> I meekly replied. <<sheSays "STRIP!">> <<sheSays "LIE DOWN!">> <<sheSays "Wait a second... I need to fetch something...">> She came back with padded shackles and a couple of ropes. <<heSays "W... what are... these for?">> <<sheSays "You are not stupid... you know what these are for...">> She started applying the shackles to my four limbs, the ropes she used to bind the shackles to diverse things in the room. I lied stretched out on the floor. Naked... helpless to her every whim. <<heSays "You seem more prepared for this than I am.">> I said... I had come to grips with the situation... and tried now to make the best out of it. <<sheSays "Oh... these things... I had them for a while now... but I was waiting for the right opportunity to use them ... this seems to be one.">> She lay beside me... touched my face lovingly - <<sheSays "Are you sure?">> she asked? <<sheSays "You know me... once I start and I am in the thrall of lust... I can be... very ... enthusiastic.">> <<heSays "No. I'm not sure... how can I - but... for you ... ANYTHING.">> She longingly kissed me... <<sheSays "There... for starters... there will be more later...">> she whispered again and put her fingers in my mouth and I sucked her juices from them. <<sheSays "NOW.">> <<sheSays "I will remove your sperm and feed.">> Wasn't she gonna ride me? She went down... and sucked and stroked... my dick. Only a short time after... the first sperm appeared. I wiggled in my shackles - as my hand tried to get near my penis. The typical <<heSays "Please ...">> whimper of mine - which I could never suppress... hang in the air. She came close to my face... <<sheSays "Good boy. Give me your cum. Give me your desperation.">> and she licked my face once from the chin to my forehead, a lustful smile on her face. <<sheSays "That's the stuff... hmmm">> as she with relish slurped up my sperm. By now she really loved it. <<sheSays "MORE!">> she said and started again her sucking action. I said it before... she really and honestly loved my dick. This was not only to ruin me... she immensely enjoyed touching, sucking, licking me. I was her man - and my penis was one of the most prominent symbols for that. She loved me and with me - my dick, which could bring me and most importantly her so much pleasure. A short time later I 'came' again. She crawled up to me... watched my futile wails for mercy, feasted first on my desperation... and then on my sperm. <<sheSays "Awww... that is already less than before... I need more!">> As she cleaned my belly... and started sucking my dick again. I swear her sucking was twofold... she did not only want to ruin me again... she was virtually trying to suck more sperm out of me. This went on two more times. The next one produced only a few drops... and the one after... was completely dry. The dry ones are really the worst. It makes no sense - but... it feels additionally unmanning to cum - or to be ruined - and not even get some sperm out. It is probably irrational. She laid on top of me... her face next to mine. <<sheSays "Your dick is now completely useless. It cannot even feed me anymore.">> <<sheSays "It is time for some REAL dick... and for me to use it for MY pleasure.">> <<sheSays "It just is not fair, that you already came 4 times... and I not once yet.">> I think there was some kind of double standard here - I didn't feel like I had cum at all. <<sheSays "But first... ">> She removed her panties - I had not realized... that she was still wearing them. They were soaking wet. And the few dry sport were eliminated, as she wiped her cunt with it. <<sheSays "Here... feel it, smell it, TASTE it... this is what I will use you for now.">> She wiped my face with her treasured pussy extract. Then, to my astonishment - and horror - she balled it up... and stuffed it in my mouth. <<heSays "hmm grm pfff">> I said. <<sheSays "Did you say something? - What did you say?">> <<heSays "hmm grm pfff">> I again tried. <<sheSays "I cannot understand you... if you do not express yourself correctly... I will not help you.">> <<sheSays "... also I have work to do.">> <<sheSays "I must squeeze your useless little stick into the cage and get a real cock on you.">> She left the room and a short time later returned with some ice cubes and a towel. She lay the towel around my penis and then placed the ice cubes around it and wrapped it up. That was COLD. My penis didn't know what was happening. First continuing stimulus that never really produced a release and now this. The term she used before 'crawl into the cage on it's own' was laughably true. My dick was deeply offended and shrank in seconds to easily fit into the cage. Also it was so cold it was hurting... and while she worked on it... she glanced up to me... heard my <<heSays "dnnt.... cld...">> and smiled a happy devious smile. As she started putting on the cage... a thought occurred to her ... and she said <<sheSays "You know... I nearly forgot to prepare your balls for what is to come...">> ... with that she grabbed them with her left hand... kneaded a little and she snapped her fingers on each of them. It was not a tender playful snap - she fully pulled through. I was shocked by the force, my balls exploded my body heaved up... tried to ball in but was restrained by my shackles. Explosively I breathed through my nose... and I tried groaning <<heSays "GGGRRHMMMM ">> - but even that was denied due to my gag. After my moves subsided... she put on the cage... and my second penis. She again crawled up to me... and whispered. <<sheSays "This will be so good... I love it already.">> <<heThinks "And I hate it already...">> I thought. In my planning this had been not so bad... but it already started very rough... and I felt sorry for myself again. But this one was on me... With that she lowered herself and guided my dick into her. <<sheSays "Hey... horsey... let's go for a ride!">> <<sheSays "Oh... Love... please remind me to put a whip on our shopping list - for the next time.">> She said with a wicked little smile. My eyes grew slightly wider. As she continuously moved her hips... after a few seconds... she announced... <<sheSays "See that... the obstacle in front of us... we must jump over that...">> She started to 'ride' faster... and the first 'jump' was ahead of us. I hadn't noticed before, but she held the remote control in one hand... and the jump - of course was me being hit in the nuts. I cannot say it came unexpected - because it didn't. On the other hand one just cannot prepare oneself for "The Ball Crusher". ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' My balls exploded. The hit can't have been much less than in the movies - or my memory was fading. I had stars before my eyes... and being able to only breathe through my nose... made it - again - much worse. I tried crying out... but only a low <<heSays "HMPF PF">> could be heard. I would guess my head turned red and my eyes were bulging. As expected my bottom heaved involuntarily up... and really tried shaking off my rider, wild stallion indeed. <<heSays "NN STP... GT FFF">> I tried screaming out... all the while my balls still hurting like mad... and every move my rider did was making it worse - since with every move my balls slightly shifted... and all what they wanted now was to be left alone. She watched me intensely. She knew I was not playing... I wanted to shake her off. But she wanted to break her wild stallion and kept sitting on top. She kept riding... grinding on my dick. She was not oblivious to the fact that I was hurting with every move she did... she was aware.... I could see that... I could see that with every move her hips did, she put a tiny little extra force behind it... to be sure that my balls were feeling my rider. <<sheSays "... this is ... so good... ahhhh ...">> and with her first soft moans... her ferocity grew. She kept riding for some time... and although she usually could orgasm in very short time... she took her time. She knew, today she would only be able to ride me once... so she prolonged it <<sheSays "ohh ... hmmm... this is so good...">> She had her eyes closed and just rode on... My balls... felt a little better... they still continuously were reminded of the mistreatment... but the immediate pain slowly subsided. My body started to relax a bit. That was my mistake... relaxing to soon. She noticed it immediately... <<sheSays "... finally... hmm ... you... took .. your time...">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"BAMB!"</span>'' My body again arced up... and a wave of pain hit me <<heSays "HMMMMGGGGGGRRRRG!">> I still heard her loud <<sheSays "YYEESS!">>. The pain was worse than before - either she dialled it up... or my balls were getting more sensitive by the continuous mistreatment. I tried throwing her off, again and again. Wiggling, jumping... all the while groaning in pain and panic. I could hardly breathe... and was pumping air in and out like mad. <<sheSays "... yes... ohmmm, yes... try to sha ... ohhh, shake me off... ">> <<sheSays "... hmmm .. I will ... I will .. hmmmm, stay...">> I heard her moans through my curtain of pain... I had again stars before my eyes and could not see straight. Even after a few minutes... it hurt like hell... and every now and then I still tried to wiggle and throw her off - to no avail. Why didn't she cum already... this was taking far too long. I knew she was ready to cum... some time later ... her juices were actually all over my legs... she distributed them freely while riding me... and me trying to wiggle her off. <<heSays "... PLSSSS FNNSH THSS ...">> I tried screaming at her. <<sheSays "Hmmm, I can't understand you...">> She leaning closer to my face... <<sheSays "I love this... ready to our finale?">> I eagerly nodded... <<heSays "... PLSSSS! ...">> <<sheSays "I am soo hot... I could cum any second if I wanted to... you know...">> <<sheSays "... but the finish of this race track is special... ">> she kept whispering... I was slowly feeling better... she only slightly moved her hips... to not lose her own lust momentum... but not too eager to get to higher heights <<sheSays "You know, your poor jokey is working her nice ass off here...">> <<sheSays "The finish line however ... it consists of several obstacles... and these obstacles will be taken by my horsey... and his eager jumps will carry us over the finishing line...">> She kissed me... and watched closely as the realization of what she just said, dawned on me. <<heSays "... NNN, NN, PLSSSS! ...">> I panicky replied, eyes wide... I started sweating profusely as my fear grew. At times, I think she was truly sadistic to me. What and the way she told me - was only to see my fear and panic... and my realization... that I was helpless. <<sheSays "... you understand how this is going to end... it will be wonderful - you will see...">> With that she sat up straight and used the remote control on me. ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' As she knew I would... her stallion reared up again. And immediately she started her lustful moans <<sheSays "Ahhhhmmmm.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' I couldn't help it... each hit... could not be denied. My body involuntarily arced... reared up and drove my second dick deep into her. ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Yeeessss, more.">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Ahhhh...">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' <<sheSays "I... aaammm ... cum ... ahhhhh. ... ming..">> ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF0000">"bam!"</span>'' Her wonderful lustful screams filled the room. She spasmed endlessly on my dick... and now and then she again would hit my balls to heave me up again... and give her another push of lust. But she had been merciful to me. The Ball Crusher, had been set to only very light force. Enough to be felt... enough to cause me to automatically rear up, enough to still be hurtful - but to no extend to what she did before. The first two obstacles were meant to increase her lust... the later small obstacles were in reality just to keep me moving. I was very thankful for that. She removed my shackles and the gag. <<sheSays "Are you ok?">> she anxiously asked. <<heSays "Everything is fine, love. You were wonderful. I just love it, when you are such a lustful, horny... girl... That was a great orgasm... thank you!">> She visibly relaxed. I wrapped her in my arms and drew her closer. She was still heavily breathing... and her red orgasmic spots were just starting to fade. I kissed her sweaty, happy face again and again. I loved her so much. It was true, there was nothing she could do to ever diminish that.

Over the next weeks... I distanced myself emotionally from $boy. I might have loved him at one stage... but not anymore. The 'not loving anymore' drifted off to 'I still like him'... Which gradually changed into 'he is convenient'. Fortunately for him it did not get worse. Overall he was a likable fellow. I still liked his smell. He was not to bad looking. Best of all - he did everything I wanted. Also I discovered... he was quite loaded... financially. His grandparents had left him with quite a lot of money. If I was careful I would never need to work. I had access to all his money... as I had access to everything that was him. He gave me his PIN, his bank account... everything... I was his girl after all. I did not abuse his trust... overly... but it provided me with the means to buy the little things we needed for my games... and to feel save. His parents moved to another house... they also had now more money... inheritance... so this house now actually belonged to me! Well to $boy... but that really was the same. In the first few weeks after he agreed to be my slave... he sometimes tried to be rebellious... but that never really lasted long. He always wore the device... when he didn't do what I wanted... I sent pain in his direction. Twice - he got angry... and wanted to quit the "game" as he said. It was no game... he realized soon. Each time after his rebellion - he spent a night tightly secured in his cage under the desk, hours of pain level 5 made him really submissive. In fact he begged for mercy after a few minutes... but I had to teach him, that opposing his mistress was not something I could tolerate. Eight hours of pain level five... I thought to be sufficient to motivate him otherwise... He was very motivated... for two weeks... then I needed to break him again... he certainly began to realize that I had been honest in saying "I will not give you another chance". His second rebellion I quenched with ten hours pain level five torture. I told him - each time he tried to break free would result in longer periods... and perhaps in higher pain levels... I expected other rebellions - and I would also crush them - with every growing cruelty - somehow he had to learn. Actually I was surprised that - given my treatment - that he still was pretty healthy... his body and his mind. He has not been out of our room for quite some time - apart from the bathroom. I gave him only scraps for food... I kept him in a cage under the desk. I let him out in the day for a few hours to train... being in a cage will stiffen and reduce his muscles... and I did enjoy a nice body. So he had to train. I also trained his tongue, fingers and hips. He was to lick me when I wanted... I fastened my other dicks on him when I wanted a good ride... or made him fuck me with an artificial dick. I never let him put his fingers in my sweet pussy again. But he was allowed to treat my other whole with his fingers... but even there his tongue felt much nicer. I discovered I really liked it when his tongue fucked my ass. Soon not a day passed where I did not have his tongue in my ass for quite a while. It was not only the physical act... mentally it felt so good to have him crawling into my ass with his face. Since we had the house for our own... and there was no thread of other people surprising us in our room... I was able to install quite a lot of 'security' measures. Hooks and nooks and chains... to secure my slave any way I wanted. I had a wide assortment of tools too... whips... things with spikes... things to screw... things with spikes that could also be screwed... blindfolds... shackles... The things one has, to enjoy life with a slave. Giving pain to $boy was fantastic... it got me so wet every time... A few things I had promised... began to haunt me... I promised never to touch his dick. Oh... what I would have loved to screw with it. The kind of humiliation and pain I fantasized about... concerning his dick... needles... pins, spikes... screws... biting... wax... branding... glowing iron rods... But stupid me... I had promised he would never feel anything touching his dick again. I kept that promise... but it was hard... so hard... For an extended period I robbed him of his eyesight... I bought a leather hoody... that I locked on his head... that prevented him from seeing... I kept it on for several weeks... but got bored of it. Through all this time... I had him satisfy me... daily a couple of dozen orgasms for me. I knew he liked that... it was something I gave him. It was the one thing he wanted... wasn't it? He accepted to be my slave... while being entranced by my wet needy pussy... all he wanted was my cunt... ... and I gave it to him... daily... and for hours. I never grew tired of him licking me. Yes we did other stuff... stuff that provided better orgasms... we did those too... also nearly daily... But cumming a few dozen times a day... not every orgasm can be super, mega, fantastic. The majority of my day to day orgasms... were him licking me. Perhaps additionally a finger in my ass... but his tongue had gotten so good... I usually went to sleep with him lapping my slit... First thing in the morning... him lapping my snatch... It was so relaxing...

[img[pics/77_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part77<</if>> <<heSays "$girl, I feel so great! That endless need... the throbbing, the yearning... it is gone.">> <<heSays "I feel so free, so energetic... I love you... I love you so much...">> <<sheSays "I nearly feel the opposite... it has already been more than ten hours since my last orgasm... ">> I instantly dropped to my knees. <<heSays "What can I do? I'll do anything... I lick you... I fuck you... I finger you... you can sit on my face... you can ride me... you can shackle me and use me like you want.">> She sadly smiled at me... <<sheSays "Don't...">> She pulled me up... I stood before her... I was nearly a head taller than her. She put her arms around my neck, reached up and kissed me. <<sheSays "Do you feel it...?">> <<sheSays "I am still your girl, your girl that loves you...">> <<sheSays "Forget master and mistress. Forget slavery and submission and dominance...">> <<sheSays "I love you...">> she kissed me... <<sheSays "I am your woman... and you are my man.">> I kissed her... She jumped me... put her legs around me... her arms still around my neck... I reacted instinctively... and held her as she clung to me... my arms around her. We kissed... long... I carried her... <<sheSays "You will hold me... won't you?">> <<heSays "I will... always...">> <<sheSays "Don't ever let me go...">> <<heSays "I love you... we belong to each other... I will never let you go...">> We kissed... <<sheSays "Put me on the bed...">> <<sheSays "Remember the first time... the first time in my life you made me cum?">> <<heSays "I will never forget... we were so... innocent... we knew so little...">> <<heSays "You enchanted me... by just being you...">> <<sheSays "I had no kink, I was so shy... but I wanted you... I let you touch me... explore me... it was wonderful... I was so afraid... so insecure...">> <<sheSays "It was one of the best days of my life.">> <<sheSays "Love me... love me like you did that day... explore me... again... discover me...">> I lay next to her... I kissed her... our tongues played with each other... somehow my senses were especially keen. I smelled her... her incredible scent... soaked with pheromones that made me dizzy. <<heSays "Wait... one moment...">> I found the playlist... that we heard back then... I put the 'right' music on... <<sheSays "Ohhh... you still know... and you still have...">> <<heSays "Yes...">> <<heSays "You smell incredible...">> <<heSays "I know... I didn't say that... but I thought so...">> <<heSays "I am so drawn to you... like a moth to the light...">> I had to shut up... We kissed again... ... and my hand began to explore her... touching her body... ... slowly caressing her stomach, while kissing her... shyly I moved her T-Shirt upwards... only a few centimetres... so that my fingers could find her soft warm skin. I removed my lips from hers... and watched as my hand explored further. $girl had her eyes closed... Slowly... very slowly... my hand moved upwards... <<heSays "Then... something unexpected happened... without me asking... or suggesting... you removed your bra... and let me explore you further...">> I kissed her lips... as my fingers... touched her breast... it was my first time... the first breast I ever felt... they were perfect... beautiful. I went further down... my lips caressed her breasts... I played with her nipples... and I could feel her breath changing... <<heSays "I remember how surprised I was... when I saw, that you even had freckles on your chest... and how beautiful you were...">> I kept kissing her... and moved further down... kissed her stomach... her navel... This time there were no pants to open... she still wore her PJ's. <<heSays "I unbuttoned you pants... opened the zipper...">> <<heSays "... and you lifted you butt... helping me to pull them down...">> I kissed her... slowly moving from her stomach downwards... I had pulled her PJ's down... Her hair now was trimmed... I kissed her... <<heSays "You pubic hair... blond... soft... so soft... you were aroused... it was the first time... I smelled your arousal... it had me enchanted... I was a slave even then... I could not help myself... I kissed you further... and further...">> I kept kissing her... and moved further down... I smelled her... she was aroused... she would call it 'throbbing'... As I went further down... she slightly spread her legs... shyly... as years before... I kept kissing her... and my tongue slowly started to touch her. I closed my eyes... my senses concentrated on touch, taste and smell... I loved her scent... My tongue explored her... between my kisses... and found the place... where her clit was hidden... I licked her... I had no direct access to her clit... she had not opened up enough... but I kept kissing and licking her... I was enchanted by her... today as I had been years back... I kept kissing her... After only a minute or two... <<sheSays "Arghhhh, hnnnng, ...">> I felt and heard her... I kept staying where I was... carefully continuing... as she shivered beneath me... After another minute, I moved up to her... ''<<heSays "STOP">>, <<heSays "GET AWAY">>, <<heSays "DON'T TOUCH ME!">>'' <<heSays "You yelled...">> <<heSays "And the magic was broken... you left... and I didn't know what I had done wrong...">> <<sheSays "You didn't do anything wrong...">> She sat on the bed and started to remove my shirt... <<sheSays "I should have kissed you... ">> <<sheSays "Should have told you how wonderful it had felt...">> She removed my pants... <<sheSays "How save I felt... even if I was touched for the first time.">> She removed her shirt... and her pants... we were naked. <<sheSays "I should have explored you... I should have discovered you penis... and played with it... kissed it... put it in my mouth...">> She bent over and kissed my penis... put it in her mouth and played with her tongue... <<sheSays "I was so afraid of it...">> <<sheSays "My friends... told me things... and I believed them...">> <<sheSays "I should not have listened... I should have trusted my instincts and my own feelings... but I had been... corrupted... not a good word... but you know my meaning...">> <<sheSays "I wish we could go back... perhaps I had not developed my kink... if I had loved your penis like I do now...">> She gently pushed me down... She climbed on top of me... and set on my chest... <<sheSays "I know you adore my body...">> <<sheSays "Look at me... this is all yours... everything... I give it all to you... my scent and taste... my body... my touch, my tongue, my tits, my cunt, my butt... is all yours...">> She climbed further up... her vagina only an inch from my face... <<sheSays "I know you treasure me... ">> <<sheSays "smell me...">> I burried my nose in her... and breathed in... <<heSays "Hmmmm... hmmm...">> She moved a tiny little... so that her vagina was directly over my mouth <<sheSays "Taste me love... I am all yours...">> I opened my mouth... and carefully licked her... tasted her... <<heSays "Hmmmm... hmmm...">> <<heSays "You are marvellous...">> She let me enjoy her a bit... then she repositioned herself... she sat further down... her vagina now right above my dick... <<sheSays "Feel me...">> ...and slowly she lowered herself... slowly my penis penetrated her... I closed my eyes... <<heSays "Awwwww... $girl...">> <<sheSays "Hmmmm...">> She moved on me... she felt fantastic... I opened my eyes... and watched her... she had her eyes closed... her head tilted upwards... her mouth slightly open... She kept moving on me... and I could see how much she enjoyed it... her sensual expression... barely audible soft moans... It was another moment... that I wished could be preserved for eternity... It looked like - in only a couple of seconds - she had spaced out again... caught up in her sensual feelings... my dick in her vagina... and she riding me. Her movements slowly became more lustful... and I watched in awe as she was captured in her own raw sexuality... She had started out by offering herself to me... for my pleasure... she had wanted me to enjoy her... but a few seconds on my penis... made her forget her surroundings. I know my dick was nothing special... it was her... it was her sensuality... and her love for me... that had her distracted from her original plans. I loved her for loving my dick... I loved her for feeling so save with me that she could forget everything around her. I loved her... for me being able to give her this. She turned me on, she was so hot... only after a few seconds... watching her body using mine... and I could have emptied myself in her. But I was well trained... girls cum first... I would never interrupt her now... Her movements became faster... her moans louder... with every move of hers I now slightly counter moved... this increased her delight... Her sensual movements gradually transformed into a wild ride... she was fucking me in earnest now... her eyes still closed... her expressions spaced out in pleasure... rhythmically she now moaned loudly... tiny pearls of sweat formed on her upper body... She was so beautiful... Then she climaxed... it was not a yell, not a scream... it was more like a powerful lustful long grunt... <<sheSays "RRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG.... AHHHGGGGG HNNNNGGGGG!">> Her movements that before were controlled by some semi-conscious part of her brain now were completely uncontrolled, she helplessly shivered and spasmed on me... I too released my load... I had waited for her... but now I did not want... perhaps even could not hold back any more... I felt my semen spurting into to her... I twitched and trembled myself... But somewhere I noticed her reaction... I am certain she felt my cum in her... and acknowledged... and welcomed it... <<sheSays "Awww... YES... YES... YES...">> - After we finished... she kept lying on top of me. I slung my arms around her and held her. <<sheSays "I felt you cumming... I felt you shooting inside of me... I love that. I love to have your tiny little $boy's inside me... each of them swimming... trying to fertilize me... One day... I let one of them succeed... and you will have a wife with a big belly... for now the small $boy's share their daddies fate... they despair...">> <<sheSays "I love you $boy!">> [[continue|Part78c]]

[img[pics/....png]] <<if $debug>>Part78<</if>> The next day... <<sheSays "Good - you are awake.">> Not really awake yet... <<heSays "Yes it was awesome... like... we were normal...">> <<sheSays "Well... I am a kinky bitch.">> <<sheSays "I still want you to suffer, have my protein shakes without you feeling pleasure...">> <<sheSays "I want to lie on you... cuddle you, love you, kiss you, look into your beautiful eyes and whisper 'penis pain 5' and feel you twitching beneath me!">> <<sheSays "I want that!">> <<sheSays "Here - put on the MCU, the male control unit. You promised me to be my slave.">> She handed me the MCU. <<heSays "Darling, sweetie...">> ''<span style="color:#FF8080">"SLAM!"</span>'' She slapped me hard across the face. <<sheSays "I am not your darling or sweetie, I am your mistress, your goddess - slave!">> <<sheSays "I'll make you my true slave again - then you will fetch Bianca - and you will both feed me with your pain - like it should be!">> ... ... ... [[continue|Part99]]

[img[pics/....png]] <<if $debug>>Part78a<</if>> ... <<sheSays "Bianca... you wanna know a secret?">> <<ppSays "Sure...">> <<sheSays "I love it... when $boy turns alpha on me...">> <<sheSays "I never knew... but we recently discovered... I too can switch...">> <<sheSays "He can be so dominant... I love to be his...">> <<ppSays "What?">> <<sheSays "$boy!">> <<heSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "$boy!">> <<sheSays "I can see me... us...">> <<heSays "What are you talking about?">> <<sheSays "I... I can change... I... I am free...">> <<heSays "Are you drunk? Do you feel alright?">> <<sheSays "Do you want me to be submissive?">> <<sheSays "You can use me, like you want... fuck all my holes... never let me cum... keep me in a cage and let me do all cores. You can lend me out to friends, humiliate me to your liking, I will be your property. You will fuck around. I will be in misery... but so will you... because you will not find what you truly seek - to love and give yourself to a relationship with a woman.">> <<sheSays "Do you want me to dominate?">> <<sheSays "I will be a strict master. You will do my every bidding, never be free and suffer till the end of your life - so that I will have pleasure. You will become a plaything to me... there will be other playthings and you will only be one amongst a multitude. Each minute you will be despair and it will feed my sadistic pleasure - I will be truly evil and probably kill you - cruelly... so very cruelly - the devil itself will be in awe.">> <<sheSays "Do you want me to be 'normal'?">> <<sheSays "A loving girlfriend... we will fuck now and then... give us pleasure - but none of us will be overwhelmed or completely content. We will cheat on each other now and then - but in the end we will stick together - a little sadder for the wear. You will hate me for a while because I enjoyed another dick - or perhaps I will successfully keep it a secret - but then it will continue for years until I finally come truly back to you. We will be family, have kids, grow old - and in the end love each other more than anything. When one of us dies - the other will follow weeks later - broken hearted.">> [[continue|Part78]]

[img[pics/CuffsSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Double22<</if>> <div @class="$isDouble ? 'leftcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayBoy>>\ <<include "22_male">> <</if>></div><div @class="$isDouble ? 'rightcolumn' : ''"><<if $displayGirl>>\ <<include "22_female">> <</if>></div>\ [[continue|Double23]]

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I loved tying $boy up. Having him helpless beneath me - or beside me - or over me. "Helpless" was the keyword. Helpless to all the nice things I could do to him... biting, flicking my fingers at his balls... sucking, edging... giving pain... There were so many things I could use my "slave restraining" kit for! I loved how vulnerable he was... how powerless... One day I wanted again to control and humiliate my love... <<sheSays "You are such a wanker!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You heard me... You know I saw you rubbing your little stick down there!">> <<heSays "What? Where is this coming from? That was months ago... the last time I had a chance to...">> <<sheSays "Still... I never really punished you for that, did I?">> <<heSays "Uhm... actually I DO think you punished me. In case you forgot... that was the last time I had an orgasm... keeping me from any release... It certainly feels punitive to me!">> <<sheSays "Nonsense!">> <<sheSays "I let you orgasm - and therefore release - quite frequently... how else would I get a steady supply of cum out of you!">> <<sheSays "Before you start arguing... do you like it, when I orgasm? Do you take any pleasure from that?">> <<heSays "Certainly! You know that ... seeing, feeling, hearing you cum is... more than wonderful... it... ">> <<sheSays "Stop babbling... then... what are you arguing about? I DO make sure you cum regularly... probably more often than most boyfriends. I also provide you with more times of orgasmic pleasure than you could on your own. You are indeed a lucky man.">> I knew my view of the world was not his... but on some level I was telling the truth... and I knew he revelled in my pleasure... ...he did have his choice... and he chose my pleasure over his own. <<sheSays "Anyway... since you are such a wanker... ">> <<heSays "hey...">> <<sheSays "Can I finish one sentence?">> <<sheSays "Please?">> <<sheSays "Once?">> <<heSays "Ok. ok If you need me to be a wanker... I'll be one...">> He replied sulkily <<sheSays "Yes... you are... my little wanker boy... since I know you have so much experience in wanking... I want to put it to some good use.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You will wank before me!">> <<heSays "Oh ... ok!">> I could see his thoughts... wanking... stroking his lovely, fantastic... awsome, ... ehm... dick... would feel good... give him an orgasm he so craved... <<sheThinks "Stupid male... thinking below the waistline again... he is so lucky to have me...">> <<sheSays "STRIP!">> <<sheSays "STAY THERE!">> I placed him before the door to our room. I started to apply shackles to his feet... and those shackles to hooks I had applied some days ago to the wall. The hooks were very sturdy... no way a single person could rip them off... I also fastened handcuffs to his wrists but only hooked his right hand to the wall... his left hand was still free. I knotted a rope to the left handcuff and put the end of the rope through the upper left hook. So if I pulled down the rope... his hand would be pulled up... I certainly was not allowing him to cum... what had he been thinking? I was in control - and orgasms were mine - not his. I would let him edge himself... and then force his hand away... or perhaps even ruin him... ruined by his own hand - hahaha. <<sheThinks "Yes my pet- I will play you!">> I stepped in front of him... my face close to his and commanded... <<sheSays "WANK!">> <<heSays "I am right handed... you know...?">> <<sheSays "... and why would that be my problem?">> <<sheSays "My knees are right in front of you... you know?">> <<sheSays "WANK!">> <<sheSays "Or some part of me will make contact with your genitals... would you prefer that?">> He knew I was not joking... a part of me wanted him to oppose my commands... hmm... only a small kick ... my knee... his balls... his cries... <<sheThinks "Damn... am I getting really sadistic now?">> <<heSays "You know I always love you touching me...">> He replied... a little peckish ... but started to stroke ... I stepped back and watched. I saw that he did not feel comfortable wanking before me... I so did not care. He had to do as he was told... <<sheSays "That does not look professional to me, you know?">> <<heSays "It's because the left... I'm not used to it...">> <<sheSays "You know what I think? You are even too stupid to wank off yourself!">> <<sheThinks "Please honey... I love you... I am only playing... ... I am... ... am I?">> <<sheSays "WANK! I want to see the red light!">> He kept on... stroking his dick... it had grown large... blood in it... pointing at me... strong and masculine... I wanted to feel it inside of me... I wanted to suck it... ride it... But seeing $boy stroking himself was not bad either... it took longer than expected... the denied cock... was stroked left handed... him standing chained in front of the door... it probably was way awkward for him... Nonetheless... months without orgasm... the result was far from being unpredictable... I saw it - even before the red light started to shine... he twitched... his eyes squinted slightly... he was on the edge... ... and I would ruin him... not allowing him the pleasure of orgasm... taking it away in the last instance... to be replaced with desperation and longing... YES... I had the power to deny him... and so I would... I yanked his hand away... with full force I hung myself into the rope... no way he would reach his desperate stick... With the same motion that I pulled on the rope... I knelt before my lover... careful not to be too near... lest his beautiful needy dick... touch me... and he felt a pleasurable moment of touching my skin. Too early... I will suck my semen from it... but not yet... desperation for you... yummy cum for me... in a few seconds... He wiggled so nicely in his shackles... his left hand trying to reach his dick... again... <<heSays "Touch me... please... anything...">> His sperm started oozing out... and I tried to catch it with my mouth. Succeeding only partly... some went onto my chest. I eagerly swallowed everything I could get... and even whipped my chest clean and slurped it up. <<sheSays "Ohhh, so little only.">> <<sheSays "Any touch you said?">> Oh my... I knelt before him... his lovely dick... still slightly twitching in sad desperation above me... but right next to it... his balls... dangling there... He wanted me to "touch" him... he begged for it... didn't he? <<sheSays "Any touch coming up...">> With that I snapped my fingers against his balls... <<sheSays "Come on... more food please...">> SNAP... SNAP... <<sheSays "It does not seem to work...">> <<heSays "Arrrrggggh">> He howled nicely, tried balling up and closing his legs to protect himself... but naturally to no avail. I let him gather himself... then I unfastened him... <<sheSays "I am so horny now...">> <<heSays "I know baby... tell me, what would you like me to do... you know I'll ...">> My conscience made a comeback... just then... and I felt a sting of sadness and self loathing... <<sheSays "You ... I would like to do something else... something... where I don't hurt you... I am getting sick of myself.">> <<heSays "It's all ok, baby you know that I'll do and endure anything for you ...">> He sounded alarmed... <<sheSays "... don't be overdramatic... I know that and I know you know that I know... ">> <<sheSays "What about this... I want to be near you... I love your cock, I want it in me and I want to taste you...">> <<sheSays "What ... if I lay down... you... crawl over me... lower your penis in my mouth and let me suck you...">> <<sheSays "I ... so ... long for your penis...">> <<sheSays "The thing is, I naturally still want to ruin you...">> <<sheSays "But I would then be in no position to force you to anything...">> <<sheSays "... all I could do... is watch your band while sucking you...">> <<sheSays "if I then... maybe give you a little smack on your cute bum... you have to withdraw...">> <<sheSays "Would you be able to? To withdraw?">> <<sheSays "All you would need to really cum... is to push your dick deeper... instead of withdrawing.">> <<sheSays "Can you do that, ruin yourself? For me?">> <<heSays "I can try...">> I could see... that he doubted himself... and who could blame him. Denied for months... me helpless under him... sucking his dick... <<sheSays "Promise me... please?">> I wanted him... badly... I wanted to feel and taste him... I wanted to be gentle and loving... but... he just ... I ... could not allow him to cum... I just could not. <<sheSays "Please ... promise... I know you will keep your promise...">> I started whispering into his ear... I knew hearing me whisper... It was a not so secret weapon of mine... he melted... I could see him wavering... I kept whispering... and again... without any physical shackles... he was helpless... He was my man... the man I loved... he knew that... <<heSays "I ... promise.">> He promised... sounding fearful... fearful of the promise he just made... <<sheSays "I... want you to keep your penis as close to my mouth as you can... without touching it... I want to drink directly from your body... ">> <<heSays "Counter proposal - I will reach out to the moon, shrink it and give it to you as a present... that somehow seems to be much easier to achieve...">> <<sheSays "I trust you ... you promised... I know everything will be fine.">> <<sheSays "Do you wanna start?">> <<heSays "No...">> he said... and slowly placed himself over me... as I had wished... He was rock hard already by the time my tongue touched his lovely, eager... <<sheSays "A little deeper... I want to relax while sucking you...">> And with that he moved a little further down. <<sheSays "Dnt. Mv, .. wnt t d t...">> I tried saying... but had something stuck in my mouth. He heaved up a little. <<sheSays "Don't move dear... let my mouth do the work here...">> and with that I pulled him down ... I licked and sucked, played with my tongue. Then stopped... pumped again... and let my tongue just play slightly over his tip. He felt so good... so hard... so erect, because of me, for me... I played with him... and loved every second of it... I could still taste a little bit of the previous harvest... hmmm <<heSays "Ohhhh, this feels soo goood...">> he could not help to let out. I did not just want to ruin him again. I wanted to feel him. I wanted him to feel me... I wanted him to know I loved him and his dick. My mouth made love to him... as long as I could... certainly he would not be able to withstand me for long... but I did what I could to prolong my worship of his dick. Yes... I made him worship me... and he worshipped my cunt of his own... but I also loved him... and his magnificent dick... it was mine... <<heSays "Yessss, you are so wonderful...">> He moaned I kept playing with him for the better part of half an hour... again and again I edged him, carefull not to light up the band to red... it was bliss for me... and probably for him also... The time I spent tenderly, lovingly playing with him... was beyond description... beyond bliss. <<heSays "hmmm, yyyees,,, hmmm...">> He now continuously... let out... I think in the end... I either accidentally overdid it... or the stimulation was just too much for his denied body to manage any more. RED! I smacked his butt with quite some force, I made sure he would not be able to misunderstand. As promised... he heaved upwards... and I recognized ... it probably was the hardest thing he had ever done... and I felt the cum dripping into my mouth... and I eagerly devoured every single drop my man gave me. I felt his body shivering... in some kind of self-induced agony... I could not even hear his usual "please..." He had stopped breathing... but I felt his body quivering ever so slightly... After several seconds... perhaps even half a minute... I whispered... <<sheSays "It is green again...">>. He changed position and lay beside me... being greenlit again, I reached for MY cock... and greedily sucked the last remaining sperm out of it. Soon I stopped sucking... but let him stay in my mouth for some time longer... I still wanted him to feel me... he would love his dick in my mouth... after all - he was still horny... I had not allowed him any satisfaction. A little later, I crawled up to him... I noticed the bite mark and blood on his arm. Looked at him... I knew where that came from. With one finger I collected a drop of blood and sucked my finger clean... as I drew nearer to his face <<sheSays "I love you... all of you.">> I was so horny now. My man did already have the opportunity to get his load off TWO times... and my poor lonely vagina... was dripping... I needed some release of my own. Why was my man allowed to spill his yummy semen - and I was held back... I was the girl here... I was the one to cum... and again... I rolled him over... and took my rightful place on his dick.... <<sheSays "I so want to ride you...">> and started moving my hips ... He closed his eyes... ... and I watched him... trying to evaporate thoughts of sex... ... for a few seconds... anyway... <<heSays "GET OFF!">> <<sheSays "Awwww...">> I jumped away... <<sheSays "It is red!!! No! Did you cum?">> <<heSays "NO!.... noooo... FUCK.... I didn't...">> as some small drops appeared on top of his dick, dripping out - again. I waited for the green light... and then eagerly jumped at his dick and sucked him dry - again. <<sheSays "Phhh, boy that was close... I think we need to start your training again...">> <<heSays "You are killing me... ">> <<sheSays "Nah... I use you as my sex toy - and you LOVE it.">> <<heSays "true...">> He humbly replied. I then smacked his balls - after all... he had said "FUCK" - and he was not allowed to! <<sheSays "How many times I told you not to say the F* word?">> <<heSays "Ohhmm, MAN !!!">> He groaned again... <<sheSays "Your girl is still not sexed up - you know?">> <<sheSays "Come here...">> - I longingly said, as I lay back and offered myself to him. I had gathered enough lust... to last for over an hour of intense licking. I made use of my toy... and he carried me from orgasm to orgasm... probably half a dozen times... his tongue and technique was awesome... I could not get enough. Lick me! Yes lick me! again and again... I need this now... lick... He felt just so perfect, PERFECT! For my needy little cunt...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Now that she had shown and used her bondage gear... she thought of new ways to practice with it... several days later she tested it for example with this little scenario. <<sheSays "You are such a wanker!">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You heard me... You know I saw you rubbing your little stick down there!">> <<heSays "What? Where is this coming from? That was months ago... the last time I had a chance to...">> <<sheSays "Still... I never really punished you for that, did I?">> <<heSays "Uhm... actually I DO think you punished me. In case you forgot... that was the last time I had an orgasm... keeping me from any release... It certainly feels punitive to me!">> <<sheSays "Nonsense!">> <<sheSays "I let you orgasm - and therefore release - quite frequently... how else would I get a steady supply of cum out of you!">> <<sheSays "Before you start arguing... do you like it, when I orgasm? Do you take any pleasure from that?">> <<heSays "Certainly! You know that ... seeing, feeling, hearing you cum is... more than wonderful... it... ">> <<sheSays "Stop babbling... then... what are you arguing about? I DO make sure you cum regularly... probably more often than most boyfriends. I also provide you with more times of orgasmic pleasure than you could on your own. You are indeed a lucky man.">> It was twisted... but in some way she was telling the truth. But I still felt that I was missing out on some type of pleasure here... <<sheSays "Anyway... since you are such a wanker... ">> <<heSays "hey...">> <<sheSays "Can I finish one sentence?">> <<sheSays "Please?">> <<sheSays "Once?">> <<heSays "Ok. ok If you need me to be a wanker... I'll be one...">> I replied sulkily <<sheSays "Yes... you are... my little wanker boy... since I know you have so much experience in wanking... I want to put it to some good use.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You will wank before me!">> <<heSays "Oh ... ok!">> the thought of wanking before her was strange... but if I was really allowed to... I would finally ... cum ... for real! <<sheSays "STRIP!">> <<sheSays "STAY THERE!">> I was standing in front of our closed door. She started to apply shackles to my feet ... I had not noticed before... but on all four corners of the door there were now solid hooks in the wall... damn when did she add those? She also fastened handcuffs to my wrists but only hooked my right hand to the wall... my left hand was still free. She knotted another rope to the left handcuff and put the end of the rope through the upper left hook. So if she pulled down the rope... my hand would be pulled up... It now dawned on me, what her devious little game was about... there was no way, that I was going to cum for real. She stepped in front of me... her face close to mine and commanded... <<sheSays "WANK!">> <<heSays "I am right handed... you know...?">> <<sheSays "... and why would that be my problem?">> <<sheSays "My knees are right in front of you... you know?">> <<sheSays "WANK!">> <<sheSays "Or some part of me will make contact with your genitals... would you prefer that?">> <<heSays "You know I always love you touching me...">> I replied... a little peckish myself ... but started to stroke ... She stepped back and watched. Somehow that felt really awkward. <<sheSays "That does not look professional to me, you know?">> <<heSays "It's, because the left... I'm not used to it...">> <<sheSays "You know what I think? You are even too stupid to wank off yourself!">> <<sheSays "WANK! I want to see the red light!">> When the heck did she put the ring on...? I had not noticed it before. It took longer than we both expected... but the light finally turned red. She yanked my hand away immediately... there was no way that I could hold on to my penis her full weight was behind her pull. My hand went up... and she went down to kneel before me. I thrust my body forward trying to reach any part of her body so at least a slight touch could give me pleasure... but as usual, she was very careful. She knelt lower than me and with my right hand fastened above... there was no way I could reach her. In dismay, frustration and defeat... I again tore at my left hand to reach my penis and the notorious wail <<heSays "Touch me... please... anything...">> escaped my lips. My sperm started oozing out... and she tried to catch it with her mouth. Succeeding only partly... some went onto her breasts. She eagerly swallowed everything she could get... and even whipped her chest clean and slurped it up. <<sheSays "Ohhh, so little only.">> <<sheSays "Any touch you said?">> It was too late anyway now. I said nothing... only hang silently on the wall in defeat. <<sheSays "Any touch coming up...">> With that she snapped her fingers against my balls... <<sheSays "Come on... more food please...">> SNAP... SNAP... <<sheSays "It does not seem to work...">> <<heSays "Arrrrggggh">> I howled. Tried balling up or closing the legs to protect me... but naturally to no avail. She waited a view seconds... so I could gather myself. She let me off the wall and we lay down on the bed. <<sheSays "I am so horny now...">> <<heSays "I know baby... tell me, what would you like me to do... you know I'll ...">> <<sheSays "You ... I would like to do something else... something... where I don't hurt you... I am getting sick of myself.">> <<heSays "It's all ok, baby you know that I'll do and endure anything for you ...">> I sounded alarmed. <<sheSays "... don't be overdramatic... I know that and I know you know that I know... ">> <<sheSays "What about this... I want to be near you... I love your cock, I want it in me and I want to taste you...">> <<sheSays "What ... if I lay down... you... crawl over me... lower your penis in my mouth and let me suck you...">> <<sheSays "I ... so ... long for your penis...">> <<sheSays "The thing is, I naturally still want to ruin you...">> <<sheSays "But I would then be in no position to force you to anything...">> <<sheSays "... all I could do... is watch your band while sucking you...">> <<sheSays "if I then... maybe give you a little smack on your cute bum... you have to withdraw...">> <<sheSays "Would you be able to? To withdraw?">> <<sheSays "All you would need to really cum... is to push your dick deeper... instead of withdrawing.">> <<sheSays "Can you do that, ruin yourself? For me?">> <<heSays "I can try...">> I replied dubiously. Cumming in her mouth... the prospect of that... multiple dreams coming true at the same time. I immediately started fantasizing about it. <<sheSays "Promise me... please?">> I felt she really meant it. She needed it. Something non brutal, something where she need not use force to get her way, something... where she could be more her true self. Something more... tender. <<sheSays "Please ... promise... I know you will keep your promise...">> she started whispering into my ear. Damn it. She knew that was one of my weak spots. Her whispering in my ear... Nobody would be able to resist that. Her beautiful voice whispering to me... begging for something - it was a charm spell I would never be able to resist. <<heSays "I ... promise.">> I quietly said... and feared the moment that would come. <<sheSays "I... want you to keep your penis as close to my mouth as you can... without touching it... I want to drink it directly from your body... ">> <<heSays "Counter proposal - I will reach out to the moon, shrink it and give it to you as a present... that somehow seems to be much easier to achieve...">> <<sheSays "I trust you ... you promised... I know everything will be fine.">> <<sheSays "Do you wanna start?">> <<heSays "No...">> I said and did as she had told me to and placed myself above her. I was rock hard already by the time her tongue first touched my penis. <<sheSays "A little deeper... I want to relax while sucking you...">> And with that I moved a little further down <<sheSays "Dnt. Mv, .. wnt t d t...">> she tried saying... but had something stuck in her mouth. I heaved up a little. <<sheSays "Don't move dear... let my mouth do the work here...">> and with that she pulled me down ... She licked and sucked, played with her tongue. Then stopped... pumped again... and let her tongue just play slightly over my tip. <<heSays "Ohhhh, this feels soo goood">> I could not help to let out. I instinctively knew she did not just want to ruin me. She wanted to play with me - she enjoyed herself and my dick. She would prolong this... Not to make it harder for me to finally withdraw but she just enjoyed the undivided tender time with my cock. <<heSays "Yessss, you are so wonderful...">> I moaned She kept playing with me for the better part of half an hour... she again and again edged me without lighting up the damn red light... it was bliss for me... even knowing in the background that it would not end perfectly. The time she spent tenderly, lovingly playing with me... was beyond description... beyond bliss. <<heSays "hmmm, yyyees,,, hmmm...">> I now continuously... let out... I think in the end... she either accidentally overdid it... or the stimulation was just too much for my denied body to manage any more. She smacked my butt with quite some force so I would not be able to misunderstand. As promised... I heaved upwards... which probably was the hardest thing I had ever done. ... and I felt my cum and all the promised but never gotten pleasure drip out of me in the eager opened mouth of my girl. This was one of the few times... that I did not howl a "please" of frustration. I had my right arm before me, lowered my head... stopped breathing and my teeth sank into my arm, I bit myself... as hard as I could. So hard that the hurt I felt was greater than the frustration... together with not breathing for a long time... I made it. She finally whispered... <<sheSays "It is green again...">>. I then lay on my side... a little blood trickled down my arm... as my girlfriend again put my dick in her mouth and greedily sucked the last remaining sperm out of it. She then stopped sucking... but let me stay in her mouth for some time longer.... A little later, she crawled up to me... noticed the bite mark and blood on my arm. Looked at me... and knew where that came from. With one finger she collected a drop of blood and sucked her finger clean... as she drew nearer to my face <<sheSays "I love you... all of you.">> She rolled me over... and guided herself on my dick. <<sheSays "I so want to ride you...">> and started moving her hips ... I closed my eyes ... and started thinking... <<heThinks "Z Y X ...">> <<heThinks "... she feels so ... ">> <<heThinks "W V U...">> <<heThinks "... so hot, perfectly fitting">> <<heThinks "T S R ...">> <<heThinks "... did she moan... this is so hot... she is....">> <<heSays "GET OFF!">> <<sheSays "Awwww...">> she jumped away... <<sheSays "It is red!!! No! Did you cum?">> <<heSays "NO!.... noooo... FUCK.... I didn't...">> as some small drops appeared on the top of my dick, dripping out. She waited for the green light... and then eagerly jumped at my penis and sucked me dry - again. <<sheSays "Phhh, boy that was close... I think we need to start your training again...">> <<heSays "You are killing me... ">> <<sheSays "Nah... I use you as my sex toy - and you LOVE it.">> <<heSays "true...">> I humbly replied. She then smacked my balls <<sheSays "How many times I told you not to say the F* word?">> <<heSays "Ohhmm, MAN !!!">> I groaned again... <<sheSays "Your girl is still not sexed up - you know?">> <<sheSays "Come here...">> - she longingly said, as she lay back and offered herself to me. She had gathered enough lust... to last her for over an hour of intense licking and she five times in beautiful tender agony locked my face between her legs as her body twitched beneath me. I could hear her passionate moans... and wallowed in her lust. She was just so PERFECT.

[img[pics/78c_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part78c<</if>> <<sheSays "I want to try it again - one last time.">> <<heSays "Are you sure? The last time - all three of us got hurt.">> <<sheSays "I believe people can learn - perhaps we have learned.">> <<sheSays "Fact is, in the short time we tried, there were very good events and very bad events. If we can sort it out that only the good events happen - or at least more good than bad events... perhaps our relation can be more in equilibrium.">> <<sheSays "Harsh as it may sound... for us, for YOU - I am willing to sacrifice her a bit.">> <<sheSays "Go! Fetch her!">> <<heSays "What makes you think I can 'fetch her' ?">> <<heSays "You are - or were - her mistress, she will follow you - not me! ">> <<sheSays "Oh boy.">> <<sheSays "$boy, you are usually so smart... intellectually and often emotionally also, but this you cannot see? You have no clue?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "She loves you, dummy!">> <<sheSays "Or - she thinks she loves you.">> <<heSays "WHAT?">> <<heSays "Are you crazy? She is an evil sadistic bitch - she will torture me, the moment she has free reign...">> <<sheSays "Perhaps. But I do that also, and I love you.">> <<sheSays "She is trying to emulate her mistress - me!">> <<sheSays "In a way she is my 'student' - or again - she thinks she is.">> <<sheSays "Naturally she wants to impress me... one way to do it... is to show me she can torture you.">> <<sheSays "She has yet much to learn... she wants to torture you to impress me... not because she needs it.">> <<sheSays "I do not say that she is not a sadistic little bitch... she is... but what she showed us until now are only things that she does to 'impress' me. I think her 'own' needs are probably different from mine.">> <<sheSays "Her 'own' torture will be different - but she must discover this for herself.">> <<heSays "Hm, hmm.">> <<heSays "For me that doesn't really make much difference. If she kills me to impress you or she kills me because she wants it herself... I'll be dead...">> <<sheSays "She won't kill, you - at least not on purpose...">> <<heSays "Oh! That is nice, good to know that when I am dead it was not on purpose...!">> <<sheSays "I say it again - SHE LOVES YOU!">> <<sheSays "She is smitten by you!">> <<if $BiancaBTaken>> \ <<sheSays "There are many signs... but the most obvious ones... the ones you cannot possibly deny...">> <<sheSays "Did you see how she watched you, when you were in pain?">> <<sheSays "Yes, she was trying to impress me, but she couldn't hide everything. How her dreamy eyes were goggling at you...">> <<sheSays "That was not a look at a person that one has no feelings for... definitely!">> <<sheSays "Do you remember how she jumped you, when I gave the slightest chance? How you aroused her?">> <<sheSays "Yes - pure physical stimulation can arouse.">> <<sheSays "But if you love someone, have feelings... the arousal is of a very different quality.">> <<sheSays "You were perhaps to preoccupied... but I saw her face, her expression... when your dick entered her.">> <<sheSays "I have absolutely no doubt. She loves you!">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "There are many signs... but the most obvious one... the one you cannot possibly deny...">> <<sheSays "Her kiss - and her 'Thank you'">> <<sheSays "- after you gave her the best orgasm she ever had.">> <</if>> \ <<sheSays "Believe me - if you go to her and invite her back to us - she will come!">> <<heSays "What about the 'dog incident' - that didn't feel 'lovely'... that felt really bitchy...">> <<if $BiancaBTaken>> \ <<sheSays "She was desperate... sexually denied for a long time. For the first time in her life! Right after she jumped you and nearly had an orgasm from the man she loves. You rejected her so violently... She was utterly helpless...">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "She was desperate... sexually denied for a long time. For the first time in her life! Right after the greatest experience in her life! Sex with you! Her first and greatest orgasm with a man. She was utterly helpless...">> <</if>> \ <<sheSays "In her state she was not able to think clearly - I do not hold it against her what happened that day.">> <<heSays "I...">> <<heSays "I... don't know if I can do that...">> <<heSays "If she really loves me... I cannot, will not deceive her.">> <<heSays "For me, 'love' means trust. Even if I do not reciprocate her feelings, I will not - I cannot - betray her. I wouldn't want that done to me, and I will not do it to anyone else.">> <<sheSays "Oh, sweetie - I love you for what you just said...">> <<sheSays "It doesn't matter though...">> <<sheSays "You can fetch her anyway... Go! Be honest!">> <<sheSays "Tell her that we had a great time with her. That everything that went wrong was my fault and that I am a human that makes mistakes and also must learn.">> <<heSays "Ok!">> <<heSays "I will visit her. I will talk with her. I will decide what to do when I meet her.">> <<heSays "I don't know... I have to 'experience' her again.">> <<sheSays "$boy?">> <<heSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "You will be mine - even when we get her back - won't you?">> <<heSays "Always!">> <<sheSays "I admit I am a little anxious...">> <<sheSays "But we are soul mates... if WE cannot trust one another - who else can?">> <<sheSays "I love you!">> <<heSays "I love you!">> [[continue|Part78d]]

[img[pics/78d_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part78d<</if>> <<sheSays "I give you free reign with Bianca...">> <<heSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "If we are able to establish contact with her again - of which I am pretty sure - you got to give her orgasms anyway...">> <<sheSays "Soo... if she needs it... you are allowed to 'tame' her.">> <<heSays "What?">> <<heSays "I don't want to...">> <<sheSays "Shhhh... you know as well as I do, once she drops her pants... she will probably lure you in...">> <<heSays "Not if you forbid it, or you say it will hurt you again... I don't need her...">> <<sheSays "I know... but we want her back...">> <<sheSays "ONE exception!">> <<sheSays "Your penis is mine! Totally irrevocably and always mine!">> <<sheSays "Neither your dick nor any replica is allowed to touch her!">> <<sheSays "Strip, slave - I will provide you with a special cage.">> She whispered more to herself... <<sheSays "Bianca... not one millimetre of his dick for you... never...">> With some work and ice - she provided me with her new special cage. One of those super flat ones... but additionally inverted inwardly for about 2 centimetres. My dick was actually pushed inside of my body... the device also was held by some girdle that secured it around my waist. Wearing this thing, securely locked, made sure not even the slightest bulge was accessible. <<sheSays "You are my man-thing now!">> <<sheSays "You look so HOT... so submissive... enslaved - I love it!">> <<sheSays "Kneel before me, kiss my feet.">> <<heSays "Yes mistress... I am yours - totally...">> I sank to my knees... bowed my head and kissed the feet of my beloved mistress. -- I did not really know what to do, what to expect - this definitely was not my favourite mission. I did not like the notion of a free pass. I did not like, that my woman was practically giving me away to another girl. Sure - I would enjoy it, if it came to happen - but what about $girl?`What about my relationship with her? I loved her, I did not want to do anything that would endanger "us". <<heThinks "I don't know what will happen, I'll decide what to do when I can...">> She had a small apartment - a tiny one. A mini bathroom, a cooking nook at the entrance, and just one room that served as a living, sleeping, and working space all in one. But - I give her that - she had her own small realm. Her apartment was located in a larger building complex - to which, strangely enough, one had free access. I rang the doorbell... ...a second time... <<ppSays "What! Whoever it is - go away!">> ...a third time... <<heSays "It is me! $boy!">> <<ppSays "$boy?">> <<heSays "Yes! Can we talk? Please?">> She opened the door, stared at me with red rimmed eyes... a split of a second later - when she was sure it was me... She jumped at me, threw her arms around me and slung her legs around my waist and clung to me like a small child. I had not expected this. <<ppSays "$boy!">> She loosened her grip on me - and her feet touched the ground again - she was a little embarrassed by the way she greeted me. <<ppSays "What... ">> <<ppSays "Why... ">> <<ppSays "Come inside - please!">> She led me inside. It looked really trashy, none to clean... clothes on the floor, her bed unmade - a plant by the window... long dead - dried out... I didn't know Bianca all too well - but this did not fit the impression I had of her. <<heSays "How are you?">> <<ppSays "'been better, actually.">> <<heSays "What's wrong?">> <<ppSays "Remember what I told you about my boyfriends?">> <<heSays "Assholes?">> <<ppSays "Yeahh... I got a really big one this time...">> I looked at her... I stepped closer... ... closer - looked at her more intensely... It was hard to see - she had dark hair... I reached out my hand... I touched the side of her head... there was dried blood. <<heSays "Let me see that... ">> She drew her head away... <<heSays "I will not hurt you... I promise...">> I looked at her wound... it was small - but it had bled, and probably hurt. <<heSays "How...">> <<ppSays "I fell, and hit my head...">> <<heSays "Did your 'boyfriend' help you to fall?">> She did not reply... but that was enough answer for me. <<heSays "He hits you?">> Silence. <<heThinks "That is a yes.">> <<heSays "Sorry to ask this... Do you want him to hit you?">> Silence. <<heThinks "That is a no.">> <<heSays "Do you want him to be your boyfriend?">> <<ppSays "No.">> she whispered - ashamed of herself. Then we will get rid of him. How do we find him? <<ppSays "You don't... he will hurt you... I must go through with this - there is no other way.">> I knelt before her - looked into her downcast eyes. <<heSays "Bianca - whatever else the future may hold, trust me - nothing of value can come out of this relationship of yours. It must end!">> <<ppSays "But he will hurt you...">> <<heSays "Bianca, please trust me. I am not afraid and I am pretty sure I can handle your boyfriend.">> KNOCK KNOCK! <<ppSays "It is him! Hide!">> <<heSays "No. There was a time I would have hidden, not anymore - never again.">> I went to the door... and opened it. A young man - about my age, about my height stood in the doorway. <<strangerSays "What? Who are you?">> <<heSays "She is not your girlfriend anymore.">> <<heSays "I claimed her - now go - and do not return!">> He looked at me... puzzled... <<strangerSays "You are joking... aren't you - who are you?">> <<heSays "You hit Bianca - even if you have feelings for her - you are not boyfriend material - go!">> <<strangerSays "You stupid...">> From years of training I automatically whispered: <<heSays "Mawashi Uke">> as I blocked his punch. His second try to punch me <<heSays "Kobo Ittai">>, blocking and striking him in one motion using both back hand and lead hand. A tiny little fight erupted between us, which ended after several seconds - with him on the floor I had him in a hold and asked Bianca very calmly - <<heSays "Do you want me to break his arm?">> He tried to struggle - but my hold on him was perfect - I had not really trained in a long time... but these moves were in my blood. <<ppSays "Can you do that?">> <<heSays "Yep.">> <<heSays "Physics and martial arts together...">> Bianca spoke to him... astonishingly calm. <<ppSays "I don't ever want to see you again.">> <<ppSays "If you ever touch me again - I'll send him over.">> <<ppSays "He will first break your fingers, then your wrist and then your arm.">> To me: <<ppSays "You will do that, won't you?">> <<heSays "Sure! Whatever you say!">> She handled the situation very well... good cop, bad cop... <<heSays "Can't I just break something of him now? So he knows for certain that I'll do as you say?">> <<heSays "Perhaps an ankle of his?">> <<heSays "He would have to crawl back... wouldn't you like to see him crawl away?">> <<ppSays "Tempting... hmmm...">> <<ppSays "No - not worth the trouble. He will probably cry and shout... and that disturbs the neighbours.">> <<heSays "Hm. Bother.">> <<heSays "Ok. GO!">> <<heSays "I don't ever want to see your ugly face again!">> I let him lose... he was high on adrenalin... at first I thought I had to prove myself again... but he scurried away. Bianca closed the door. She looked at me... crumbled onto the floor... and started crying. I knelt beside her... put my arms around her and held her. <<ppSays "I... I...">> <<ppSays "Thank you...">> she whispered with tears in her voice. I let her emotions free reign... a couple of minutes she cried... not in pain... but in relief. I felt a little helpless and all I could say was... <<heSays "There... there,,,">> Her tears slowly ebbed away... <<ppSays "You... you claimed me?">> <<heSays "Ehm... noo?">> <<heSays "I mean... no - I had to say something to him, didn't I?">> <<ppSays "Ohh...">> I had to be deaf to not hear her disappointment. I guess $girl was right about her feelings... at least partially... <<ppSays "Sooo - why are you here then?">> <<heSays "$girl... we... want to offer you to join us again.">> <<ppSays "Ohh...">> <<ppSays "So you helped me... and in return you ask me to be tortured by $girl?">> <<heSays "No. You are free to decide - I do not expect anything back for helping you.">> <<heSays "I hate bullies. I despise people who prey on the weak - your 'friend' had it coming as soon as I saw you.">> <<ppSays "Why do you want me back. In the short time I was with you - I made $girl furious. The way I treated you... was despisable...">> <<heSays "Honestly?">> <<heSays "Yes - what you say is true. $girl admits to have made mistakes with you, with us. Allowing you and me... and then being jealous... it was not fair.">> <<heSays "On the other hand... you acted like a 'buffer' - between us. Even in the few hours we had you... both $girl and I had the chance to experience things... we previously could not without you.">> <<heSays "Yes - $girl will be cruel to you, she will be the capital 'D' and you the lower case 's'. At times you will hate it. At other times you will love it.">> <<heSays "I cannot and do not want to tell you what to do. I do not live inside you and don't know what you feel or think.">> <<heSays "All I can say, we can offer you a return back to $girl.">> <<ppSays "What about you, Do you want me?">> <<heSays "No. Yes. Both.">> <<heSays "I love $girl. I will always love her - more than anything.">> <<heSays "I am afraid of what may happen, when you return.">> <<heSays "$girl will throw us together again - for various reasons. To mock us, to torture us, to reward us.">> <<heSays "I am afraid of what may happen to her, to us, to our love if she sees us together again. If it weren't for her command to come here... I wouldn't be here. She is not as tough as she wishes to be. She is not as tough as she believes she is.">> <<heSays "Underneath her dominance, she is such a dear, fragile, beautiful person... I do not wish her any - ANY - kind of harm.">> <<heSays "I am afraid we - you and I - might harm her.">> <<ppSays "What is in it for me? Besides being tortured.">> <<heSays "Nothing, Everything?">> <<heSays "You will reestablish a connection to one of your oldest friends.">> <<heSays "If we succeed - we will have a very strong bond. We will be US.">> <<heSays "You will feel free, as many decisions will be made for you.">> <<heSays "You will discover things about you... you will learn.">> <<heSays "You will have sex/orgasms and denial.">> <<heSays "You will have a part time slave in me... learning about dominance... also learning what you can do wrong...">> <<ppSays "What about love? Will you love me? Will she?">> <<heSays "No. A little bit.">> <<heSays "$girl is my love, my one and only - and always will be.">> <<heSays "She says it is the same with me.">> <<heSays "If we succeed... the bond we will form... will be strong.">> <<heSays "You probably will feel loved, protected and home.">> <<heSays "But we will not be family. You will not be MY love or HER love.">> <<heSays "If you wish a 'classic' relationship... that will not work with us. You must seek that apart from us.">> <<heSays "But.">> <<heSays "I honestly think - at this stage in your life - with all the boyfriend experiences you made up to now.">> <<heSays "Perhaps it is better not to force anything. Live your life... do not force a relationship... it will come... I hope the best for you.">> <<heSays "Perhaps it is a good thing for you... to try something different for a while... see where it leads you - or to whom.">> <<ppSays "I...">> <<ppSays "Hold me... please... just hold me for a moment...">> <<ppSays "Come...">> <<ppSays "Please... let me rest... and think...">> <<ppSays "Lie down...">> She drew me to her bed... and gently lay me down... <<ppSays "Hold me... I feel so save in your arms...">> We lay on her bed... her head on my chest... she had placed my arms around her... I held her... and I could feel her calming down... We did not talk... for minutes... and more minutes... <<heSays "Are you sleeping...?">> I whispered very softly... <<ppSays "No! I'm savouring being with you...">> She replied, also whispering... <<ppSays "I haven't felt this calm, protected and at peace in a long, long time.">> <<ppSays "I don't want this moment to end... I want to continue feeling save.">> <<ppSays "Can you stay a little longer... please?">> In response I held her a little tighter... closer to me. <<ppSays "I can hear and feel your heart beating...">> <<ppSays "Thrum-thrum... thrum-thrum... it is so soothing...">> <<heSays "Bianca... do not fall in love with me... I am taken... I am utterly and completely $girl's...">> <<ppSays "I know... and... it is too late anyway...">> <<ppSays "You said $girl will allow us to have sex?">> <<heSays "A little bit... she reserves my dick for herself only. No dick, no replicas. Everything else goes... she said...">> <<heSays "Naturally - this inherently includes... I am not allowed any orgasm from or with you...">> <<ppSays "Tongue, strap on, face sitting... ?">> <<heSays "Hm, hmm...">> I agreed... Time passed... I still held her... she still clung to me... <<ppSays "I would love to sleep with you... feeling you inside me... I know you would make me cum, like I never did before...">> <<ppSays "Will I ever have you?">> <<heSays "No...">> Minutes passed... <<ppSays "If I said 'lick me' - you would do it - wouldn't you?">> <<heSays "Maybe...">> <<ppSays "I won't.">> <<ppSays "I will hate myself later... but right now...">> <<ppSays "I don't want to USE you...">> <<ppSays "Can you stay though?">> <<ppSays "Longer... I'd like to remain here... in your arms... for a little longer...">> <<ppSays "Can you?">> <<heSays "I will protect you...">> <<ppSays "Hmmmmm... thank you...">> I kept holding her... I kissed her head... What was I doing here... Why wasn't it $girl that I was holding... Why was I feeling the need to protect Bianca... [[continue|Part78e]]

[img[pics/....png]] <<if $debug>>Part78b<</if>> !SOME STORY PART THAT IS NOT WRITTEN YET! [[continue|Part78c]]

[img[pics/78e_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part78e<</if>> <<heSays "HU?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<heThinks "Where am I?">> <<heThinks "Oh... at Bianca's... shit this is complicated...">> I still held Bianca... she still slept in my arms... her head still on my chest... <<ppSays "Hmmmm - I have never slept that good in my whole life.">> She straightened herself... crawled upwards... lying full on me now, her face before mine... <<ppSays "$boy - I love you!">> Then she kissed me... pried my mouth open with her mouth... and played with me... I was way to surprised to react... She retracted slightly... and then showered my face with kisses... <<ppSays "Love you... love you... love you...">> Smack - smack... smack... <<ppSays "I decided... I say yes... I'll come with you...">> <<ppSays "$girl will dominate us... I'll learn from her... and whenever I get the opportunity... I will love you...">> <<heSays "No - Bianca... please. You will hurt yourself... this can't be good...">> <<ppSays "It is not perfect... but I bet a million - it will be better than any relationship I ever had...">> <<ppSays "In the times I can't love you... I'll dom you... you will be my slave and make me feel wonderfull.">> <<ppSays "Like now...!">> She took off her pants... her shirt... her undies... <<ppSays "Mistress said... you are allowed to aren't you?">> <<ppSays "I accept $girl as my mistress... so... now you are at least a little bit my slave...">> <<ppSays "I love you slave... my slave... my gorgeous... sexy slave...">> <<ppSays "Go down on me... this is my order... pleasure me...">> <<heSays "Bianca... please... don't...">> <<ppSays "My love... in this moment... it is not Bianca... it is mistress...">> <<ppSays "Go Down!">> <<ppSays "Lick my cunt!">> <<ppSays "Let us see - how well my mistress trained you!">> I thought about $girl. She sent me here... she wanted this... I know it was wrong... I should not... Whatever she said... she could not be ok with this... <<heSays "I can't... I belong to $girl...">> <<ppSays "Shhhh... I know love... you are $girl's... as am I...">> She pushed me back on the bed... <<ppSays "Shhh... relax... close your eyes... everything is fine...">> I started to relax a bit... The next second... she set on my face... straddled my head... <<ppSays "Now lick me... ">> <<ppSays "Smell me... I am dripping wet... thinking of you...">> <<ppSays "Yes... taste me... you want it... I know you do...">> She set on me... her vagina slightly pressed against my mouth... <<ppSays "Love... open your mouth... give me your lovely tongue...">> <<ppSays "Taste me... you will like it... I know you will...">> <<ppSays "Taste your mistress Bianca... taste the cunt both your mistress order you to take care of....">> <<ppSays "OPEN!">> I smelled her... her sex... I had to breath... I could not lock her out completely... She smelled nice... more than nice... sexy... the forbidden fruit... Slowly I opened my mouth... A split second later... I tasted her... and my walls crumbled... they were swept away... My tongue entered her... her juices... tasted like heaven. Certainly not better than $girl's - but different - so sexy... so fresh so longing to be licked up... I picked Bianca up... spread her legs and lay her down again... on her back - now her legs spread and me eagerly eating her out. <<ppSays "Yes... eat me... taste me... lick me... ">> <<ppSays "I am yours... I love you... take me... use me to your liking... there is nothing you can do wrong...">> <<ppSays "I love you... hmmm">> <<ppSays "Oh... my sweet sexy pussy licker... I so wanted this... now I have you...">> <<ppSays "Taste me... my sweet, sweet puppet... hmmm">> She tasted so good... I could not stop eating her out... I wanted every drop of her... Automatically my tongue also wandered to her clit... it was natural to me... to ensure my girl’s well-being... Or perhaps I only wanted her juice flow to not stop... I massaged her little bean... and was rewarded with her moans and orders to keep going... I kept going... on and on... tasted her... massaged her... licked her... Suddenly I felt her hands... she took my face... and held me away... away from her heavenly taste... <<ppSays "Shhhh... don't make me cum just yet...">> <<ppSays "I am not $girl... I can't cum continuously...">> <<ppSays "Let me cool down a little... and then continue... I want you to sex me up... long... don't finish me... yet...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... now lick me again... ">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... yes... yes... so good... hmmm">> She let me lick her... several minutes... until she again held me back... cooled down a bit... and then ordered me to continue... <<ppSays "Oh love... I never want you to stop this...">> Sometime later... she ordered... <<ppSays "Get naked... slave... I want you to fuck me now... I want to feel you inside of me...">> I smirked... at least $girl had protected me from this. If I hadn't been in chastity - I would have fucked Bianca... I was dizzy by her sexdrive... I had licked her for over an hour now... I was in a cunt addicted state - without mechanical help I would not have been able to withhold... Nonetheless - I removed my clothes... <<ppSays "Ohhh... that bit... ">> <<ppSays "I mean... oh mistress how clever of you to help your thrall...">> <<ppSays "I want to be fucked now!">> <<ppSays "Wait!">> I could not believe it... she actually produced a strap on... <<ppSays "I am prepared... this is not what I bought it for... but I am glad I did...">> <<ppSays "Now... love... prepared with a new dick... you will fuck me to bliss - won't you?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress...">> <<ppSays "Come to me - cutie... $girl told me how much you love missionary... to look at your partner...">> <<ppSays "Make love to me... look at me - as I look at you... when you fuck me and make me cum.">> <<ppSays "I usually only ever cum when masturbating... but you are different... so sexy... so ... I love you... ">> <<ppSays "Come to me...">> She lured me in... made me climb her... enter her... fuck her... <<ppSays "Hmmm... slowly... I want to enjoy you...">> <<ppSays "Look at me... kiss me... give me your tongue...">> <<ppSays "Hmmmm... yes... slave... love... I feel you... so near... so good... hmmm">> <<ppSays "Slowly... don't make me cum just yet... I want this to go on and on...">> <<ppSays "Feel you... have you close... watch your face... your eyes... your mouth... kiss me... ooooohhh... hmmmm... slower... not yet">> <<ppSays "This is an artificial dick... and still so good on you... how much better is your own dick... hmmmm... you look so cute fucking me... ">> This went on... she was thrilled and ecstatic... she refused to cum... she kept herself on the edge... and wanted more and more... she wanted to feel me... utterly consume me... <<ppSays "Hmmm... yes... make me cum now... lest I get sore... fuck me... my love ... make me cum... make me feel all the love you have for me... yes... hmmm.... yes... more... more...">> She let herself loose. Cut her self-induced restraints... and after not a minute she lay... screaming beneath me... locked her eyes onto mine... and came.... and came... screaming... moaning... writhing underneath me... She pressed her body against mine... always losing herself in my eyes... watching me and moaning at the same time... She grabbed me... her legs now around my waist... her arms slung around my neck... she clung to me... her eyes still fixed on mine... still shivering... in spasms and softly moaning... <<ppSays "You are unbelievable... I love you...">> A few minutes later... when she had quieted down... I untangled myself from her. Removed the strap on and put my clothes on... <<heSays "It is time for me to go... actually it is half a day overdue...">> I started moving towards the door... <<ppSays "Wait...">> <<ppSays "Two things...">> She looked around... found a small piece of cloth... whipped her vagina with it... the cloth was now glistening wet... So you remember me... and know my scent... In an ironic... way she said... <<ppSays "You know... that the good doggy... will recognize me in the future and not bark again... Hehehe! ">> <<ppSays "... and wait a minute... I'll go with you...">> <<ppSays "After all... I must see my mistress... and tell her that I am available and ready to serve!">> <<heThinks "Oh boy...">> [[continue|Part78f]]

[img[pics/78f_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part78f<</if>> A short time later we arrived home. $girl was alone... and when we arrived she was still breaking fast. In reminiscence of our past... I stepped up to $girl... sank to my knees and kissed her right foot. Bianca... also sank to her knees... and kissed her left foot. <<ppSays "I am back mistress - as you wished. Thank you for allowing me to return.">> <<sheSays "Get up... both of you...">> She embraced Bianca and me... <<sheSays "You!">> she pointed at Bianca... <<sheSays "You smell like you just had sex!">> <<sheSays "You!">> she pointed at me... <<sheSays "You smell, like you just ate her out...">> <<sheSays "What the hell took you so long... I was worried!">> I rather guiltily looked at my feet... I opened my mouth to speak... but $girl spoke up again... <<sheSays "Don't worry dear... I am sure you did nothing I didn't consent to... right?">> With that she put her hand in my pants... and made sure I was still wearing the chastity device. <<sheSays "Did you enjoy her taste?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress!">> <<sheSays "Ok... whatever... Bianca... tell me about your last 12 hours!">> <<ppSays "$boy came to visit.">> <<ppSays "I was overjoyed to see him and jumped and hugged him.">> <<ppSays "I was in a bad state - my boyfriend had hit me... and was overall shitty to me.">> <<ppSays "$boy saw that - he claimed me as his own, and drove my ex away... threatening to break several limbs if he ever so much as laid an eye on me again... he was very convincing!">> <<ppSays "I broke down crying... in relief...">> <<ppSays "$boy cuddled me back to sanity... I have never ever felt so safe and protected as when lying in his arms.">> <<ppSays "He cuddled me all night... and I haven't slept so good in all my life.">> <<ppSays "This morning I decided to join you again... and made $boy lick me for one or two hours. Then made him wear a strap on... and he fucked me... and he made me cum... in missionary position... It was the most intensive and beautiful orgasm.">> <<ppSays "I think I love $boy... and I am willing to do anything to be near him.">> <<ppSays "I will serve his mistress as best as I can.">> <<ppSays "$boy made sure that I understand... that you are his one and only love. He had sex with me because you allowed it... and ordered it. He would not have touched me... if you hadn't ordered him.">> <<ppSays "Actually... I had to trick him... nearly rape him... he was quite adamant to not be intimate with me.">> <<ppSays "Please don't be mad at him... he did not want to hurt you.">> <<ppSays "I understand - that my place will be some kind of 'buffer' - which is supposed to enhance your relation with each other. More I do not know.">> <<ppSays "I think you probably want me to suffer... so you can enjoy the pain of another human... and not punish your own love... but a third - me.">> <<ppSays "I will learn from you, as you will learn from me. I am willing to accept this... because I love $boy... and I want him to suffer less.">> <<heSays "Bianca!">> <<ppSays "What? You willingly suffer for your love.">> <<ppSays "I'll willingly do that for mine!">> <<heSays "I don't want you...">> <<ppSays "Shut up! Slave. Don't interrupt your betters!">> -- <<sheSays "So... you think you love $boy?">> <<ppSays "I love him, yes.">> <<sheSays "Do you think he loves you too?">> <<ppSays "Not like he loves you - no.">> <<sheSays "How else?">> <<ppSays "$boy is a romantic... through and through... he knows I love him.">> <<ppSays "That alone is enough to make him care about me.">> <<sheSays "Do you think you can make him love you, more than me, that he at any point will chose you over me?">> <<ppSays "No...">> she sadly said <<ppSays "I don't think that will ever happen... though I wish for it.">> <<sheSays "$boy...">> <<sheSays "Do what your heart desires most... now...">> <<sheSays "Don't lie, don't protect any of us... don't fear any retribution...">> <<heSays "I can't - I am locked up... but I'll do the next best thing...">> I took $girl in my arms... kissed her... teased her delicious little tongue with mine... picked her up... carried her... lifted her up and swung her around. <<sheSays "Love...">> she giggled... I carried her to the couch... sank to my knees... kept kissing her... slowly removed her clothes... kissed her body... everywhere... smelled her... intoxicated myself with the wonderful smell of my beautiful love... I caressed her... I spread her legs... I loved her... I saw her inviting, alluring vagina calling me... I smelled her sex... my tongue touched her... tasted her... and I forgot everything around me. All I wanted... all I ever wanted was right here... my home, my love... the means to take my favourite human being to bliss. I kissed her, licked her... tasted and loved her... Her hands caressed my head and my own hands sought out her breasts... played with her... made her want me more... I desired nothing more, than feel her delight... her hunger for me... and being part of her. I made her cum... and again... again... again... It was $girl... she loved what I did... she wanted it... was such a sexy nymph... I loved her for that too... $girl hadn't had sex for many hours... she was hungry... I felt that she wanted to carry on... I wished I could use my penis on her... she loved that... I could look at her lusty face... why couldn't I? I kept licking and sucking... one of my hands reached for her butt... started playing with her... and eventually found another opening to play with... I was rewarded with a lustful shudder of her... and I kept going... took her again to bliss... and again... again... I didn't know how long I kept loving her... the world was lost around me... and I loved it... ... <<sheSays "Hmmm... Bianca... how long?">> <<ppSays "Little over three hours...">> <<sheSays "How many times did I cum?">> <<ppSays "I think... about 25 times...">> <<heSays "What?">> <<heSays "Oh... I totally forgot her...">> <<sheSays "I know sweetie... everything is as it should be...">> <<sheSays "Isn't it? BIANCA?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress.">> -- <<sheSays "Bianca... if everything works out... we might offer you to live with us.">> <<sheSays "Nothing to decide now... just think about it...">> <<sheSays "This house... it belongs to $boy's parents...">> <<sheSays "They recently got some serious money... and they decided to give $boy this house... and live somewhere else... So... in a couple of weeks... $boy has this huge place all to himself.">> <<heSays "We! We have the place... love...">> <<sheSays "Bianca? Get naked... go upstairs... wait for me...">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress.">> She went upstairs. <<sheSays "$boy - you have some programming to do.">> <<sheSays "I also order you to wear your MCU again... as will she!">> <<heSays "Ok?">> <<sheSays "First... program a security watch... the device must not be allowed to provide pain to kill. Even if I say pain 10 - it will either reduce the pain - or deliver the pain only as long, as it not endangers anyone.">> <<sheSays "This must be enabled for all commands - and not be overwritable!">> <<sheSays "Second">> <<sheSays "I remember you told me that you are able to 'link' two devices.">> <<sheSays "I want you to program a setting of reverse induction.">> <<sheSays "The more pleasurable sensation one device measures... the more pain the other device delivers.">> <<sheSays "It must be invocable separately... and be configurable with an offset.">> <<sheSays "Imagine following scenario... ">> <<sheSays "You lick Bianca... and give her a great time... her pleasure measured by the device rises slowly from zero to ten... ten being the most awesome orgasm she can get.">> <<sheSays "When I order reverse induction half, then you will be rewarded for your service on her with half her pleasure rating - in PAIN!">> <<sheSays "I also want to be able to order 'reverse induction half plus one'... to reward you more... you understand?">> <<sheSays "Both features I want done by tomorrow... so you better get to it!">> <<sheSays "AND ... don't tell her anything about this!">> <<heSays "Yes mistress.">> <<heSays "It might sound complicated... but I will have it ready this afternoon - I think.">> <<sheSays "$boy?">> <<sheSays "I love you!">> <<sheSays "Are we doing the right things?">> <<heSays "Love... I don't know.">> <<sheSays "It was wonderful! - You know?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "You... just then... loving me... you were wonderful...">> <<heSays "I couldn't help myself... you invoke that in me...">> <<sheSays "I know... I love it...">> she smiled happily [[continue|Part79a]]

[img[pics/BIancaSleepingSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part79a<</if>> <<sheSays "Soo... Bianca...">> <<sheSays "Here we are again...">> $girl... climbed into bed... and lay next to Bianca... both of them naked now. <<sheSays "Do you love me?">> <<ppSays "What... n... no...">> <<sheSays "But you like me - don't you?">> <<ppSays "Hmm... yes... actually I think I do!">> <<sheSays "I don't know... how I... we... how it will work what we do...">> <<sheSays "I see you also still as my friend... you will not always be my slave... as $boy is not always my slave.">> <<sheSays "I must have normal people around me... friends... with who I can talk.">> <<sheSays "Can we do that?">> <<ppSays "Yes... how... how do I know when you are what?">> <<sheSays "Instinct? - When I hit you - I am your mistress... I don't know... we will work it out...">> <<sheSays "Right now friends... ok?">> <<ppSays "Gladly...">> <<sheSays "Say... friend Bianca...">> <<sheSays "Would you like to cuddle with your old friend $girl...">> <<sheSays "Not sexy... erotic... but friendly... closely...?">> <<ppSays "We never did that...">> <<sheSays "I know... but I think we can be more open now...">> Biance... drew closer to $girl... <<sheSays "Come here...">> ... they cuddled close together - not sexy... not erotically... two friends... finding comfort... <<sheSays "You know... when $boy and I lie here... I always go for his penis.">> <<sheSays "It is not... because I always want to sex him...">> Laughing... <<sheSays "Who am I kidding... I always want him...">> <<sheSays "But really... apart from always wanting him...">> <<sheSays "I just lie here in his arms... and play with it...">> <<sheSays "It is so soothing... calming... I feel so save with him... ">> <<ppSays "I know...">> <<ppSays "You had him for years... I only spent one night with him.">> <<ppSays "We were fully clothed... but he held me...">> <<ppSays "One night... with his arms around me... my head on his chest...">> <<ppSays "Hearing his heart beating...">> ... <<ppSays "You never mentioned... that he does martial arts...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "No... he doesn't...">> <<ppSays "He does... this 'boyfriend' of mine...">> <<ppSays "He was big... strong... a rough guy...">> <<ppSays "In ten seconds... $boy had him on the floor... deflected all his punches - and held him in a tight grip.">> <<ppSays "He threatened to break his limbs... if he ever came back...">> <<ppSays "The way he had him down in a few seconds... I totally believed him... and so did my ex... he scurried away like a stray dog... tail between his legs...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<ppSays "$boy didn't think... he just reacted... as if these moves were second nature to him.">> <<ppSays "If I ever need a bodyguard... I'll ask him first...">> <<sheSays "What?">> ... <<sheSays "You like it when he licks you?">> <<ppSays "Oh yes...">> <<ppSays "After I decided to come back to you... it occurred to me... that I might sometimes be allowed to be his mistress...">> <<ppSays "I... I just took my chance... and played my part...">> <<ppSays "I ordered him to lick me...">> <<ppSays "... I ... you know... if he truly had been against it... I could never have made him lick me...">> <<ppSays "He could have picked me up... and throw me across the room at any given time...">> <<sheSays "He doesn't do that...">> <<ppSays "No... ... still I took my chance... and he was very reluctant...">> <<ppSays "I forcefully had to sit on his face... and force his mouth open...">> <<ppSays "But once he tasted me... he couldn't or wouldn't hold back...">> <<ppSays "He... he made me feel... so desirable...">> <<ppSays "It felt... as if my scent and taste alone... was the best thing in the world... that he'd do anything... just to be allowed to lick me... so sexy...">> <<ppSays "... and the technique with his tongue... you know... and when he carefully sucks your clit... never overdoing it...">> <<sheSays "Hmmmm... yes... I know... I know...">> <<sheSays "I don't know any other man... still - I know he is the best...">> <<ppSays "Hmmmm... yes">> ... <<sheSays "Bianca...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm...">> she had slept a little - in $girl's arms... <<sheSays "You need to wear the FCU again...">> <<ppSays "Oh... really?">> <<sheSays "Yes... even $boy will wear it again...">> <<sheSays "I can't leave you two alone without any means of control.">> <<sheSays "I trust $boy... I don't know yet if I can trust you... the last times you stayed with us... didn't really support trusting you...">> <<ppSays "Hmm... I guess so...">> <<ppSays "Will you hurt me... much...?">> <<sheSays "Sometimes... or deny you... or force you to do things... you know the drill.">> <<sheSays "But I decide while we go on... I am not set in any kind of stone... you know that...">> $girl got Bianca's device... and put it in her. <<sheSays "Is everything ok?">> <<ppSays "Yes... I don't feel a thing...">> <<sheSays "Don't worry... you will...">> she giggled... ... <<heSays "It is done... uploaded...">> <<sheSays "You are the best... ">> <<sheSays "Put it on...">> she handed me the MCU. <<heSays "Dummy... I can't... I am in chastity...">> <<sheSays "Oh... right...">> She removed the inverse chastity device... and put the MCU on. She could not help herself... but somehow my penis went into her mouth... <<sheSays "Let me help you... to get big again... love.">> <<sheSays "Sweetie?">> <<sheSays "I want you to be unable to remove the device.">> <<sheSays "You stay master level one... but unable to remove it.">> <<heSays "No... it does not work that way... ">> <<sheSays "Hm... then promise me not to remove it...until I tell you.">> <<heSays "Oh dear... ... yes... I promise not to remove the device without your consent...">> <<sheSays "You are the best, love!">> she kissed me! <<sheSays "Listen love!">> <<sheSays "Reverse induction half plus one female male">> <<sheSays "Was that right? Will you now feel pain when she feels sexual pleasure?">> <<heSays "Yes!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm.">> <<sheSays "I don't want her to know that.">> <<sheSays "Don't tell her, don't show your pain to her... that is an order from your mistress... understood?">> <<heSays "Yes mistress.">> <<sheSays "Good, good... hmmm love this.">> <<sheSays "I don't want her touching your dick... I don't want her to give you pleasure or an orgasm.">> <<sheSays "You are only allowed near her, when you wear a secure chastity device - and only I have the key.">> <<heSays "Yes mistress.">> <<sheSays "Fetch me a nice one... one where she can't see or feel you... but I allow you some room we don't want your little wiener to shrink... do we?">> <<heSays "No mistress.">> I fetched a "nice one" - put it on... and handed her the key. <<heSays "I am yours, mistress.">> <<sheSays "Yes, you certainly are.">> <<sheSays "Now... let us join my other slave...">> <<sheSays "I think she is asleep again... she feels so save with us... poor thing...">> ... We entered our room. Yes - Bianca was still on our bed... naked... sleeping... she looked really at ease and peaceful. <<sheSays "She is so cute...">> <<sheSays "Now love... wake her up... slowly... lovingly... spread her legs... and wake her up with an orgasm... lick her... like it was me lying there...">> she whispered <<heSays "Mistress... I will lick her... but I will not, cannot lick her like I lick you - nobody is like you... you are my one and only...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm">> she kissed me... <<sheSays "Now... pet... lick her... I'll watch my pet please another woman... and be in pain while doing so... lick her... my pet... lick... like a good dog...">> I slowly got closer to Bianca... it was warm, she had not covered herself. She lay on the bed... on her back... her arms above her head. I wondered how she could sleep like that... I certainly would not be able to. It was obvious... how save she felt... even her legs were slightly apart. Carefully I crawled onto the bed... uncovered her sex a little more by moving her legs. I slowly lowered my head... her pubic hair tickling my nose. I caught a whiff of her scent. I was so male. I melted... I was drawn nearer. I knew the moment I smelled her sex... only a very firm command from $girl would hinder me to continue. I touched her with my nose... slightly nuzzling her... breathing her in... nearly getting lightheaded... she had that slightly musky scent... that was different from $girl's. I had to admit to myself - I loved her scent. Not more than $girl's... but nearly as much... I kissed her... her clit was still hidden... I made myself more comfortable... my face was on her... I opened my mouth and gently let my tongue touch... I closed my eyes... to concentrate on touch... smell and taste... With slow movements... my tongue sought her vagina... carefully entered her... and licked from her vagina to her clit... I did that very softly... a couple of times... and was rewarded by revealing her lovely little lust centre... She was still asleep... but I could sense her getting more restless. I could also feel my dick being "teased"... it was not much to feel yet... but it proved that my programming was successful. Half plus one... it was probably a tiny one that I felt. $girl had never given me a one "pain"... it felt more funny than painful. I started massaging her adorable clit... slowly... with not too much pressure - but steadily. Still asleep... but now and then a very soft gorgeous little moan could be heard... also my dick felt something like pain three. It became noticeable... it was far from unbearable... also an indicator of my success. $girl leaned over... Whispering... <<sheSays "Feeling the pain yet... hu?">> and a tiny evil sounding giggle escaped her. I kept at my given task. But I wanted something for my own as well... and as was my tradition... I went slightly further down... and my tongue entered her vagina. I was rewarded with her captivating taste... Only a short time my tongue lingered in her... then I went up to her alluring little clit... it kept calling out to me... it wanted me... or rather... I wanted it! I put my mouth over it... and very cautiously started sucking... with a little flick of my tongue now and then... I continued... she was still sleeping... $girl always took longer to cum, when I pleased her while sleeping... I wondered if that was generally the case - or something $girl specific. Certainly Bianca was not the fastest right now. My own pain was pretty high already... at least four... not comfortable... not at all... <<sheSays "Do you still like licking her... PET?">> she whispered again I began to involve a little more pressure... and was immediately rewarded with a louder moan of hers - and a sting in my dick. Yea... she definitely liked that... I kept my pressure... and my pain... Bianca moved restlessly under me... <<ppSays "Hmmm, awwww">> <<ppSays "What? Oh god... don't stop... please!">> She had woken up... she knew what was going on... and melted of pleasure... her hands reached for my head... caressed me... <<ppSays "Hmmm, yes... love... yes... please... keep going... I love it.. I love you... Hmmm.">> This was pain five... it was more than hard continuing... I started sweating... the pain... I started to wish for this to end... As nice as it felt to do this to her... it was definitely taking a toll on me now! I continued... pleasuring Bianca... now that she was fully awake... her finale was fast approaching... I took another deep vagina dive... to fully taste her... and then tackled her to finish... I wanted this to finish now... my own pain... the constant pain... was taking its toll. <<ppSays "YES, YES... I will cum... hmmmm.. YES... please... go on... please... PLEASE...">> $girl grabbed my head and pulled me back... not too tenderly either... <<sheSays "Shhhh... slow... my little girl... let's do a couple of edges... you will see... the end result will be much better...">> <<sheSays "Isn't it so - love?">> she grinned at me... and I saw the devil in her... I was panting... more in pain than exhaustion... I am sure the pain had scratched at 6 a couple of times... <<heSays "Yes... so much better...">> I managed to press out... In her edged state... Bianca still very aroused - I felt that very keenly! <<sheSays "Go on slave... make her feel really good... really good!">> ... this continued for the better part of half an hour... I tried my best to let Bianca cum... but $girl intercepted at the last possible moment... edging Biance... and ensuring I had a continued painful experience... Finally... $girl let me finish... Biancas orgasm was a thing to behold. This exquisite tiny girl... squealed in pleasure and delight... held my head tight and rubbed her lower body against my face... all the while moaning... wailing... I was preoccupied. I had to deal with pain six... the worst pain, $girl's setting allowed. It was good that Bianca kept using my face... I don't think I could have sustained her orgasm on my own... I did not allow myself to make any noises... but I sweated profusely... my eyes hurt... every now and then... the pain had driven out some desperate tears... My whole body was tense... But the pain lessened... The last seconds of Biancas orgasm were "interesting"... as the last waves of pleasure flowed through her body... and made her shiver... The same waves flowed through my body... only with me it was pain. Nonetheless... it was intense to feel her orgasmic waves myself... Although it was pain... it was something fantastically intimate... When Bianca was completely finished... $girl "scooped" me up... and we left the room - before Bianca could see my face... <<sheSays "Excuse us for a second...">> $girl said... and dragged me out <<ppSays "Don't hurt him... please...">> Bianca shouted after us... Which was kind of cute... but she didn't know how much pain she had caused me the last hour... Once out of earshot... <<sheSays "That went well... didn't it?">> <<sheSays "I guess I don't have to ask, whether your programming skills were successful... you look awful!">> <<sheSays "I love it!">> <<sheSays "You piece of shit - you just cucked me!">> <<sheSays "WASH! YOUR! FACE!">> We went to the bathroom... I washed up... <<sheSays "KNEEL!">> And she took my face... and rubbed it over her dripping wet cunt. <<sheSays "I want my scent on you... not hers.">> <<sheSays "Now!">> <<sheSays "Make yourself presentable again... she must not know... remember that!">> ... When I returned to our room... Bianca and $girl were naked on the bed... cuddling again. <<sheSays "How was that for you... it looked intense?">> <<ppSays "Fabulous... thank you for giving this to me.">> <<ppSays "I never have been woken like this before.">> <<sheSays "Listen... both of you.">> <<sheSays "I think we can conclude... that what just happened went rather well.">> <<sheSays "Bianca had a wonderful orgasm.">> <<sheSays "I did not explode in a cloud of jealousy.">> <<sheSays "And I am sure $boy had the time of his life eating out the girl that is in love with him.">> <<sheSays "Therefor I decided two things.">> <<sheSays "First. Bianca can use $boy to get off at any time... and as often as she wants to - as long as I don't use him.">> <<sheSays "Second. I know Bianca often strives to emulate me... I will not always agree - but with this I do... and - Bianca - this is an order:">> <<sheSays "From now on... you are only allowed to orgasm with $boy. No masturbation anymore.">> <<ppSays "Aww! Thank your mistress... Thank you... you are the best...!">> <<heSays "Yeah... great!">> <<sheSays "A little more enthusiasm $boy...">> <<sheSays "Imagine your future life!">> <<sheSays "Eight hours licking me... eight hours licking her... eight hours sleep... this very well may become your life!">> <<sheSays "Hehehe!">> <<sheSays "Joking - of course.">> <<sheSays "Or not?">> ... <<sheSays "$boy - wear your collar... lock it... come here...">> <<sheSays "I sense rebellion in you...">> <<sheSays "Down... kiss my feet.">> <<sheSays "Stay there.">> She then locked my collar... to the floor of our room... there was a ring fastened to the floor... right beneath our bed... I had never noticed it. She fastened the collar to that ring. <<sheSays "You stay there... and think about your behaviour... chained to the floor... make yourself comfortable... today and tonight you will not be released!">> My head was effectively chained to the floor... underneath the bed... where my girlfriend now cuddled with her friend... Somehow I felt degraded... <<sheSays "Hmm... I never cuddled with a girl before...">> <<sheSays "Your skin is so much softer... you feel nice... so soft and warm... hmmm...">> ... <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<sheSays "I never touched a breast, but my own...">> <<sheSays "May I?">> <<ppSays "Yes... mistress">> <<sheSays "I am $girl right now...">> <<sheSays "$girl... please touch my breast...">> <<heSays "I HEAR you!">> <<sheSays "Quiet slave!">> <<sheSays "Oh... gee they feel nice... so soft... so firm... oh... your nipples...">> <<heSays "YES, she is getting aroused... when you fondle her tits... I can tell!">> <<sheSays "Awww... ">> <<sheSays "Thank you Bianca... I think my boyfriend wouldn't like it... if I turned bi or lesbian.">> <<sheSays "But come here... we can still cuddle us to sleep.">> <<sheSays "You smell nice...">> <<ppSays "You smell nice too... thanks for having me here.">> <<heSays "You both smell nice!">> <<sheSays "Shut up!">> <<ppSays "Shut up!">> Then they both giggled. [[continue|Part79b]]

[img[pics/79b_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part79b<</if>> The following days were terrible - for me. Bianca had the time of her life - and $girl revelled in her indirect torture of me. Not only that - I was again more a pet than a human. I hadn't slept in a bed in days... I was punished unfairly... and $girl enthusiastically offered me to Bianca whenever she could. On the fourth day that Bianca stayed with us... both girls were sitting at the table and eating breakfast - while I was ordered to alternately kiss and lick their feet - I asked... <<heSays "Love... one of the reasons we brought Bianca back - was to enhance 'us' - why do you keep torturing me... like never before?">> <<sheSays "Bianca... excuse me a moment, will you?">> $girl went upstairs... when she returned... she ball gagged me. Placed my hands on my back - and put handcuffs on, shackled my feet... and tightly fastened a rope between the handcuffs and my shackles - so that my limbs were all bent backwards... I could hardly move - and it was hellish uncomfortable... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmmmrrmpfff">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmrrrrfff">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmmmrrmpfff">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hmrrmpppfff">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "Hrrmpfff">> Then $girl set down again... and continued straight where their conversation was interrupted <<sheSays "... no actually, I can't remember any dream I had tonight, why do you ask?">> <<ppSays "I... nothing...">> Bianca stared at $girl. <<sheSays "Oh... did he ruin your mood? I am sorry... ">> <<sheSays "I'll encourage him to be more polite in the future...">> $girl got up... ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Don't you...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "... dare to spill...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "...your foul mood...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "...to my friend...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HHHMMRRRMMFF!">> <<sheSays "Ohhh, hmmm">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Yes...">> she excitedly whispered... <<ppSays "Mistress...">> Bianca stared in horror at $girl... but remembered... just in time to not say "please"... <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Oh... Bianca...">> She sat down again... <<sheSays "Bianca... have I ever told you... ">> she continued in her conversational tone... <<sheSays "That I discovered recently... that I sometimes have an orgasm, when I whip my slave...">> <<sheSays "Really... I get off on the pain I deliver...">>. <<sheSays "I usually do not plan it... I just hit him a few times... and while I whip him... it feels better and better... and I can enter a state of frenzy... and I usually whip him bloody... during my orgasm...">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress - I know...">> Bianca had tears in her eyes... but $girl pretended not to notice. <<sheSays "Do you want to whip him a bit?">> <<sheSays "You wanted to learn, didn't you? Here... take my whip... indulge yourself...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... I love him... I don't want to whip him... anymore...">> <<sheSays "I know dear...">> <<sheSays "NOW WHIP HIM!!!">> she yelled at Bianca. Bianca hesitated... <<sheSays "Vagina pain three - WHIP!">> <<ppSays "Arrggh... mistress... I beg you...">> <<sheSays "Just whip him dear... and the pain will stop...">> $girl said lovingly to Bianca... <<ppSays "Arrggh...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "Vagina pain none.">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HHHMMRRRMMFF!">> <<sheSays "Yes, dear... isn't that fun... wait.. a moment... ">> She went upstairs... When she came back... <<sheSays "I have a fun idea... Let's do some morning exercise together.">> She held a second whip... <<sheSays "Let's do this alternately...">> ...and she forced Bianca to participate... $girl ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Bianca ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' $girl ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Bianca ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' $girl ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Bianca ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' $girl ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Bianca ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' $girl ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' Bianca ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<ppSays "MISTRESS!">> Bianca cried in tears... <<ppSays "He is unconscious... he can't breathe with the gag!">> <<sheSays "Oh well... I allow you to remove the gag - until he regains his senses...">> Bianca hurried to remove my gag... <<sheSays "I am getting tired anyway...">> <<sheSays "It was fun though... wasn't it?">> <<sheSays "WASN'T IT?">> <<ppSays "Yes... mistress... it was fun...">> Slowly I regained my consciousness... ... In the afternoon... we were in our room... <<sheSays "Bianca...">> <<sheSays "I have a surprise for you...">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "I will allow you a very special - probably very strong orgasm... what do you say?">> <<ppSays "Sounds phantastic - I love orgasms!">> <<sheSays "Hehe - who doesn't...? Well, apart from our stupid pet here...">> <<sheSays "You will be blindfolded and wear earplugs with white noise... to concentrate fully on your masturbation... and for this special one... I allow you to use one of $boy's replicas... what do you say?">> <<ppSays "Really - you are the best mistress... I dreamed of this...">> <<sheSays "Here... take this one!">> she gave Bianca a rubber dick... <<sheSays "$boy... what do you say?">> I looked at her... I didn't have special orders... <<heSays "You are trying to trick her... you know as well as I do - that the dick you provided her with - is not one of my copies...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "You didn't order me to lie... so I told the truth...">> Her mood... just then took a turn south... <<sheSays "Anyway... whatever... hmpf... $boy... you could not let her have that - could you? Ever heard the word 'placebo' ?">> <<sheSays "Bianca... wear these plugs... wear a blindfold... and start touching yourself...">> <<sheSays "I promise you... nothing bad will happen... to you... I honestly just want you to have a beautiful orgasm...">> <<sheSays "But I need a little undisturbed private time with $boy... ok?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress.">> When Bianca had settled down... <<sheSays "Reverse induction female male">> <<sheSays "You will get her full pleasure this time... isn't that nice... love?">> <<sheSays "Wait a second... I'll tie you up nicely... we wouldn't want you to move to much during her orgasm... would we?">> She fetched her gaffer tape... and neatly wrapped me up. <<heSays "Love... why are you doing this... why torture me...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... love... shhh...">> ...and with that she put gaffer tape on my mouth... She lay on me... and watched me... Biancas state of arousal... was one to one transferred as pain to me... She reached a basic three, four or even level five level... pretty fast... and five already hurt like hell. <<sheSays "Sweetie... I hope you programmed the restriction correctly... otherwise... depending on our lustful friend here... you may die tonight!">> <<heSays "Hmmmrrrpp!">> <<sheSays "Oh... does it hurt...?">> <<sheSays "Does it hurt you... when the girl you cuck me with is aroused?">> <<sheSays "Good!">> <<heSays "Hmmmrrrpp!">> <<sheSays "She probably thinks of you now...">> <<heSays "HMMMPF">> <<sheSays "She loves you... she thinks of you... while fingering her awful stinky cunt...">> <<heSays "HMMMMMPFFFF">> <<sheSays "Do you feel her pleasure... are you at eight... nine?">> <<heSays "HMMMMMPFFFF">> <<heSays "HMMMMMPFFFF">> <<sheSays "Don't you love it... when she thinks of you...">> <<heSays "Hmm!">> <<heSays "Hmm!">> <<sheSays "Haha... she edges herself... to keep going...">> <<sheSays "To draw out her pleasure... this is great!">> <<heSays "HMMMPF">> <<sheSays "Yes... she is on it again... isn't she?">> <<heSays "HMMPFFFF">> <<sheSays "Isn't it nice how much she loves you... how you turn her on...?">> <<heSays "HMMPPPPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMM">> <<heSays "HMMPPPPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMM">> <<sheSays "She is cumming now... isn't she...?">> <<heSays "HMMPPPPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMM">> <<sheSays "You feel her orgasmic waves... don't you...?">> <<heSays "HMMPPPPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMPPFFF">> <<heSays "HMM">> <<sheSays "You are such a good lover for her...">> <<heSays "...">> <<sheSays "Damn... unconscious again...">> She removed the gaffer tape. She waited till Bianca's orgasm was finished... then caressed her softly... and removed her earplugs and blindfold... <<sheSays "Welcome back... It seems like you had a great time... I am glad you enjoyed yourself...">> <<ppSays "What... him?">> <<sheSays "Nothing that should concern you... he is again unconscious... he can be such a wimp...">> <<sheSays "If you are inclined to... I allow you to care for him...">> <<ppSays "Mistress - what did you do?">> <<sheSays "Nothing! - I just talked to him... really!">> ... Another torturous day passed... ... <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress?">> <<sheSays "I want to make you a one-time offer...">> <<sheSays "$boy - has been on a dry spell sexually - for quite some time now... how about... I allow you to make him cum?">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<ppSays "That would be fantastic! I'd love that!">> <<sheSays "Yea... wouldn't you?">> <<sheSays "But!">> <<sheSays "There is a slight drawback... you can certainly understand...">> <<sheSays "That you must give me something in return.">> <<ppSays "Anything mistress... I love $boy... I want to make him feel my love!">> <<sheSays "I want your pain!">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "See... these lovely little devices you both wear...">> <<sheSays "You know they can cause pain... don't you?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress - I am well aware of that... you gifted me with the pain before...">> <<sheSays "See... it is possible to build a connection between the devices...">> <<sheSays "The device works with a decimal system... all settings scale form one to ten.">> <<sheSays "The device can measure your arousal... in a scale from one to ten... and deliver pain from one to ten... do you understand where I am going with this?">> <<ppSays "No... mistress not yet.">> <<sheSays "I want you to sacrifice your pain... for the pleasure of $boy.">> <<sheSays "You will receive pain through the device... in scale of $boy's arousal.">> <<sheSays "I good orgasm usually reaches scale ten.">> <<sheSays "Since I don't want you to die... I will half the intensity...">> <<sheSays "This means... if his arousal is at level six - you will receive pain three... if he orgasms... and you did your job reasonably well - he will experience arousal ten - and you pain level 5.">> <<sheSays "Do you understand?">> <<ppSays "Yes... mistress. I am not good at coping with pain.">> <<sheSays "These are my conditions... and your only chance ever... to return any sexual favours to $boy.">> <<ppSays "Mistress... if the pain becomes unbearable... can I break off?">> <<sheSays "Yes... but at the same time you will leave $boy hanging... ">> <<ppSays "I will do it... mistress... ">> <<ppSays "How am I allowed to do it?">> <<sheSays "However you wish.">> <<sheSays "But I would suggest, that you don't use your vagina...">> <<sheSays "Feeling this kind of pain... once the penis of your beloved enters you... might damage you... emotionally... you understand?">> <<sheSays "But... I won't hold you back - if you want... fuck him... feel the pain... when his dick enters your cunt... yes...">> <<ppSays "Yes...">> <<heSays "Hm, mrr">> <<heSays "Do I have any kind of say in this?">> <<ppSays "No!">> <<sheSays "No!">> <<heSays "I don't want...">> <<sheSays "Shut up!">> <<heSays "...">> <<sheSays "I said KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!">> <<sheSays "Let's move to the bedroom.">> <<sheSays "$boy - get naked!">> <<sheSays "$boy - lie down">> <<sheSays "Reverse induction half male female">> <<sheSays "Bianca - make your love cum!">> Bianca knelt before the bed... looked at me... examined my dick with her eyes... She touched me... and my dick reacted to her... <<ppSays "Oh... I feel it already...">> <<ppSays "I love... that you react so immediately to me... ">> $girl's eyes shot daggers in Biancas back. Bianca leaned forward... and kissed my penis... I was fully erect now... She opened her mouth... and slowly closed it around my dick... She felt wonderful - for less than a second... <<ppSays "Arrgh!">> <<ppSays "Damn!">> <<ppSays "arrg... it... stays... arrrhh">> Bianca looked at me... seeking my eyes... She pressed her lips together in determination... her hand moved towards my dick... and grabbed me - carefully... started stroking me... <<ppSays "argh!... no... arrr... damn...">> She kept stroking... her tiny hand on me... felt good... I hadn't cum for many days... it felt so good.... <<ppSays "ARGH...">> She kept stroking... tears... started appearing in her eyes... <<ppSays "ARGH... $boy... ARGH... AAAA...">> She withdrew her hand... <<ppSays "$boy... I am sorry... I can't... please... $boy... sorry...">> She sank to her knees... crying... I was sure her pain was immediately was gone... the display of her pain... seeing her crying... stopped my arousal from one moment to another. I saw $girl's triumphant glare at Bianca... she had won... <<sheSays "Shhh... Bianca... you know... he didn't want you to touch him anyway... he is not worth your tears... shhh... come here... let me take you away from the source of your pain...">> <<sheSays "Reverse induction male female reset">> she said... smiling... [[continue|Part79c]]

[img[pics/CalmingGirlSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part79c<</if>> My torture... and their daily "business" continued... another three days. Each day... Bianca had a couple of orgasms - with all that implies... I was thoroughly neglected. I even was not to provide proteins for $girl... and apart from the first day... she did not demand... or wished for orgasms of her own. $girl was not only torturing me... she was not herself. I think she was deeply troubled. A tension lay in the air... I doubt that Bianca recognized it... but I was certain... this would not go on for much longer... The last days... I tried getting closer to $girl... talked to her... tried to get her to open up. I loved her... I showered her with my love at every opportunity that rose. I kissed her... I grovelled before her... I cooked her favourite food... I played music... I tried cuddling, caressing her... Everything I could think of. I got the puppy collar... dropped in front her... and licked her feet and made puppy noises... but she did not open... usually she loved "my" puppy... I picked her up... carried her... swung her around... which she usually delighted in... Naturally I also tried talking... <<heSays "I am you man... please open up... I can see you are suffering... I want to help you... please... talk to me. What can I do? I love you. I love you more than anything... honey... please...">> Nothing. ... We ate lunch. I had baked pizza - home-made... selected toppings for $girl of which I knew she loved most. I served the ladies... and resumed my - by now usual - place under the table at their feet. Halfway through the meal... $girl accidentally dropped a small piece of tomato... <<sheSays "Dog... lick it up...">> I did as I was told... but I didn't see the tiny red spot that was left on the carpet... <<sheSays "What is that?">> <<sheSays "DOG!">> <<sheSays "DOG! Are you too stupid to even lick the floor?">> <<sheSays "GET HERE!">> <<sheSays "You fucking stupid son of a bitch... I told you to lick..">> <<sheSays "... all you could think of was a small morsel in your mouth...">> <<sheSays "You could not even be bothered to clean the floor...">> <<sheSays "YOU STUPID...">> Then she slapped my back... pounded me with her fists... <<sheSays "ARRRGGG... ASSHOLE, YOU FUCKING...">> <<sheSays "LICK THIS...">> She took her plate... and emptied it over my back... pieces of pizza flying on the floor all around me... <<sheSays "CLEAN, LICK... YOU SCOUNDREL...">> She slapped me with the plate... till it broke... I started bleeding... the edges of the plate had cut me... <<sheSays "DON'T DIRTY THE FLOOR WITH YOU FUCKING BLOOD...">> I got up... She kept hitting me... using her fists... and nails on me... I looked at her... threw my arms around her... She kicked me... <<sheSays "AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRHHHGGGGGGG!!!">> <<heSays "Shhh... I love you...">> <<sheSays "DON'T! GET AWAY... AAAARRGG!!!!">> <<heSays "Shhh... I love you...">> <<heSays "Shhh... I love you...">> <<heSays "Honey...">> She kept hitting me... kicking me... scratching me... I held her as best as I could... I gently, tenderly caressed her... <<heSays "Shhh... baby... I love you...">> <<heSays "Let it all out... I love you... I love you...">> She struggled... trying to break free... She bit in my shoulder... drawing blood... <<heSays "Let it all out... I love you... I love you...">> <<heSays "I love you... I love you...">> Slowly... her struggle weakened... <<sheSays "NO, GET AWAY... AAAARRGG!!!!">> <<heSays "Yes... I know... I know...">> <<heSays "I love you... I love you...">> I kept petting her... keeping her close... let all my love flow to her... <<sheSays "NO, no, no...">> <<heSays "I love you... I love you...">> <<sheSays "No... you can't...">> <<heSays "I love you... I love you...">> <<sheSays "I am horribly...">> <<heSays "I love you... I love you...">> She started crying... I tried signalling Bianca... to come over... She stared at us in shock... <<heSays "I love you... I love you... sweetie... I'll always love you... ">> <<sheSays "No... ">> she sobbed... and continued crying... I kept holding her close... For two seconds I gently protected her ears... <<heSays "Come here... whatever you hear... you will forgive her... understood?">> <<heSays "Shhh... I love you... I love you...">> Slowly Bianca got up from her chair... and walked over... I looked at her... and she slightly nodded... <<heSays "I'll be with you... stand by you... love you... always...">> Bianca also put her arms around $girl. <<ppSays "Everything will work out... we get through this... we are friends... I'll help you.">> $girl erupted in a new spout of crying... <<sheSays "No... you can't... I am evil... I hate myself...">> <<heSays "No... you are not... you are the best person I know... I love you...">> <<heSays "Why do you think I love you...?">> I kissed her... her head... her hair... her cheeks... <<heSays "You are my one and only love... ever... you are wonderful...">> I picked her up... she clung to me... let me carry her... To Bianca... I whispered... <<heSays "Cuddle...">> <<ppSays "Should I ... go? Leave you two?">> <<heSays "No... you are part of this... you must be part of what comes next...">> <<sheSays "Hold me... don't leave me...">> $girl sniffed. <<heSays "I will always hold you... I love you...">> I carried her to our bed... and we three shared the 80cm... with $girl in the middle. She was to feel that we loved her... or in Bianca's case had friendly feelings. It was one of the times, when $girl hated herself... because of the things she had done. We had to show her, that she nonetheless was loved. We calmed her... wore her down... with kisses... touches... tenderness. After an hour... I put some of my music on... I knew it would sooth $girl further... although Bianca looked strangely at me... when Opera was followed by rock, followed by metal... and Opera again. After quite some time... when I felt $girl was in a sane state of mind... I turned the music down. <<heSays "Tell us... come clean...">> <<sheSays "I don't know where to start... I feel so ashamed...">> <<heSays "Love... we tell us everything... don't you remember? We are not ashamed... we are what we are...">> <<sheSays "Yea, yea... now you have a mouthful... but you know as well as I... that this does not always work - even if you wish it would.">> <<sheSays "I am not as tough as I want to be...">> <<sheSays "I... I hate it... when you sex up Bianca... you are my man... I don't want to share you.">> <<sheSays "I know I said, I wanted it... I like Bianca... I like having her around... being her friend.">> <<sheSays "Damn, I even like talking with her about you... about how it is to have sex with you. Comparing notes... I love this...">> <<sheSays "I want to hurt Bianca... scratch her eyes out... torture her... for being in love with my man... for me allowing her to use you...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... your main torture started a week ago... but I haven't revealed it yet...">> <<ppSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "Yesterday... I offered you to make him cum...">> <<sheSays "I knew YOU would not be able to go through with it... you are not made for pain endurance...">> <<sheSays "The only purpose of this was that you know what the pain feels like...">> <<sheSays "You love $boy - don't you...?">> <<ppSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "I allowed him to pleasure you... I allowed you to use him...">> <<sheSays "I encouraged you to you use him as often as you could...">> <<sheSays "Because... ">> <<sheSays "Each and every time... he was servicing you... that is what HE went through.">> <<sheSays "Each time... you felt great - $boy was in pain... each time you felt bliss - $boy felt excrutiating pain.">> <<sheSays "Not half of it... like your little experience - more!">> <<sheSays "When I had him gaffer taped... he felt your orgasm one to one...">> <<sheSays "Your arousal ten - was his pain ten - with - with death protection though...">> <<sheSays "While you were in heaven... he experienced so much pain... that he passed out...">> <<ppSays "No...">> <<ppSays "You didn't...">> Tears... and self-loathing were in her eyes... <<ppSays "You... you...">> <<ppSays "$boy - is it true? Why didn't you tell me?">> she said crying... <<heSays "I wasn't allowed to...">> <<heSays "Remember what I said downstairs... remember it...">> <<ppSays "I love you... how could she... she says she loves you? What sick kind of love is that... I... I...">> Another girl with a breakdown? <<heSays "STOP!">> <<heSays "BOTH OF YOU!">> <<heSays "$girl I forbid you to be angry at Bianca. I forbid you to torture her.">> <<heSays "I forbid you to be jealous... I promise you have nothing to fear - I will always be yours!">> <<heSays "Bianca! I order you to forgive $girl. It was not you who felt the pain.">> <<heSays "You two... hug it out... now! This is an order from your slave!">> <<sheSays "I will always be jealous...">> <<ppSays "If you hurt $boy like that again... I will kill you!">> <<heSays "HUG!">> They actually hugged. We continued hugging... feeling close... for quite some time. <<sheSays "I had not cum once the last 6 days... another reason why I am so spaced out...">> <<sheSays "The last time... since I met $boy... I never had such a dry spell...">> <<sheSays "$boy... I need you... please... please fuck me!">> <<heSays "You? ... You say 'please'? ... It comes easy... doesn't it? To say please when you want something... nearly automatically?">> <<sheSays "Stop teasing me... will you? Ple... ehm... will you?">> <<heSays "Do I see and hear that correctly? You are begging me to fuck you?">> <<sheSays "Yes!">> <<heSays "I think you can do better... ">> <<sheSays "Baby... sweetie... please fuck my pussy... it waits for you... it has been waiting so long now... fuck me... I beg you... present me with your godly cock... pretty, pretty please! ">> <<sheSays "Or... I will bind you... and whip you... till I have an orgasm of the other kind... FUCK ME! SLAVE!">> <<heSays "Hehe... that's my girl!">> <<heSays "Bianca? Cover your ears... I don't want you to hear what I have to say to $girl!">> <<ppSays "Yes master!">> <<heSays "Good girl!">> <<heSays "Listen... love... ">> <<heSays "Bianca... you scared her... you mentally screwed her... good...">> <<heSays "I want you to make it up to her...">> <<heSays "This is a one-time thing... I will delete the program afterwards... we are not ready for this kind of technology...">> <<heSays "I want you to wear a FCU... I will fuck you... like you wish... like I wish... for hours... you will cum as often as long as you desire... and I will love this... and I will love you...">>. <<heSays "The pleasure you feel... will also be experienced by Bianca... my program cannot not only work in reverse... it can also work directly...">> <<heSays "I want you to heal and to heal her...">> <<heSays "After that I will erase the program, I never want to use it again.">> <<heSays "Are you willing to share with her? To start rebuild your feelings for another...?">> <<sheSays "I hate having a FCU in me...">> ... <<sheSays "... Ok.. this one time...">> <<sheSays "I do it... because you wish me to... I... I still hate her...">> <<sheSays "She wants you... you, my man... my soul mate... my pet, my slave... I want you all for my own...">>. <<heSays "Shhhh... love... I never will leave you, I will never be another ones soul mate... I love you... you are mine...">> <<sheSays "Prepare the bitch... I go to the bathroom and put that horrible thing in me...">> I removed Biancas hands from her ears... <<heSays "Did you listen...?">> <<ppSays "I tried... but you didn't speak loud enough...">> she admitted... <<heSays "$girl has a present for you... she... she wants to repair some of the damage... she has done...">> <<ppSays "She... hurt you... she must not do that... I will...">> <<heSays "HUSH! Don't speak against $girl... she is my everything... don't you dare...">> <<ppSays "...">> <<heSays "Hmpf... anyway... I'll fuck her... you just watch us... and enjoy... ok...">> <<ppSays "Why would I enjoy THAT?">> <<heSays "You will... I am certain...">> <<ppSays "I won't, you should fuck me... not her...">> She came closer... and whispered... <<ppSays "You will like me... I have the sweetest... softest... hottest pussy you will ever get... $boy... I offer myself to you... fuck me... ">> <<heSays "Stop this... now! You'll ruin us more... if you try to continue... you will not have me! I am with $girl... always!">> Then $girl stepped in... she lay next to me... and I whispered - so that only $girl could hear - and the microphone around her neck,.. <<heSays "Induction female1 female2 ">> <<heSays "There you are love... you are so beautiful... hmmm">> I leaned over... and kissed her... played with her tongue... her hands caressed my head... as she held me... <<ppSays "What...?">> I could not help but smile... <<heSays "Really...? Just from kissing...">> I whispered... <<sheSays "Hmm... always love... you know... sex mate... you always make me crazy...">> she whispered back... I kissed her again... she moved her body against mind... till I was on top of her... <<sheSays "Yes love, kiss me more... hmmm">> I kissed her... smelled her... felt her... I felt her greed for me... days she had spent longing... but unfulfilled... <<sheSays "I want you... I need you so much... hmmm">> she whispered... One hand behind her head... the other seeking her perfect bum... I wanted to feel her body... <<ppSays "Ohhhh, hmmm...">> I let go of her mouth... kissed her chin... her neck... moved down... and kissed her chest... stayed a few seconds to play with her... <<sheSays "Hmmm">> and I heard Bianca gasp for air... My tongue made her cute little nipples erect... I moved further down... as my hands kept playing with her breast... <<sheSays "Yes... love... kiss me... I want to feel you... ">> she sensually moaned... I kissed her pubes... <<sheSays "Please hmmm... don't tease...">> Her hand on my head... pushed me further down... she spread her legs... inviting me... begging me... demanding more... <<heSays "I can smell your lust... I love this...">> ... and I dove my tongue in her vagina... <<ppSays "Awww... yes... yes...">> <<heSays "I tasted her heavenly juice...">> <<sheSays "Yes... sweetie... love me... take me... take what is yours... eat me...">> I greedily lapped her sweet, sweet pussy... taking in every taste I could... I could feel her hands tugging at me... trying to guide me to her clit... but my addiction to her taste was not yet satisfied... I could not stop... not yet... <<sheSays "So greedy... you missed me too... didn't you? ... hmmm... yes... taste your mistress... hmmm... I love your greed... your need for me...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... more...">> Finally... I could move on... I would never be satiated... but I was able to move on... to a place I knew I could make my girl cum... I let my tongue slowly glide to her lovely little needy clit... and softly started licking it... <<sheSays "Hmmm yes... yes...">> <<ppSays "Ahhhh">> I knew... $girl would cum dozens of times the next hours... there was no need to hold back... to prolong this... after her first orgasm, she would shortly be ready for her next... She probably expected me to play with her... longer... but I liked surprising her... not being predicable... I flicked my tongue's tip over her clit... with the maximum speed I could... <<sheSays "$boy... what? ARGGGGHH... YES... DAM... HMMM... Hmmm ">> <<ppSays "AWWW, YES... I... FUCK... DAMN... HMMMM hmmm">> This was great... I pleasured my love... she had an orgasm... ... and my probably second favourite female... though far removed... had an orgasm at exactly the same time... and I could hear them... feel them... <<sheSays "Don't STOOOP.... HANNGGGG...">> <<ppSays "AWWWWWWWWWW">> I felt her hands on me... ready to press my face against her sex... But then I would be forced to stop... flicking my tongue... she didn't want that... So her needy hands... just dug into my hair... <<sheSays "Hmmm... HMMM... Hmmmm...">> Her first orgasm nearly finished... I used a short moment to refresh my taste of her... and went on to gently suck my beloved clit... Now... her hands pressed my head greedily into her lap... and I kept sucking... and only a short time later... she nearly continued... to cum... <<sheSays "FUCK... YES... FUCK.... AAAAAHHHH... SUCK.... SUCK... ARRGHHHH">> <<ppSays "WHHHAT.... HMMMM, AAAGGGGG... ">> My girl was on fire... her need to cum... to feel me... was overwhelming... I made her cum... in the next quarter of an hour a dozen times... sucking... licking... rubbing... it was nearly a continues orgasm... she was on a roll... <<sheSays "More... more... my cunt slave... my sexy, sexy man... now I fuck you... ">> <<sheSays "Don't fucking dare to cum... I need your dick... I need it big and wanting... hmmm... fuck...">> She turned me around... and in a single movement... she sat on me... and my dick was in her before I knew what happened... <<ppSays "AWWWWWWWWWW">> <<sheSays "Damn... AWW.. DAMN...">> She rode me... she rabbited me... she fucked me... I observed her... as her hips... greedily moved on me... it looked to sexual... as her body in addictive need moved on me... and she made herself cum on me again and again... Fuck Fuck Fuck.... and a moaning orgasm... and again Fuck Fuck Fuck... her hips rabbiting me... and another orgasm... she was so needy... so greedy... Fuck Fuck Fuck... and her squeals of delight... filled the room... She looked so beautiful... her upper body... wet with sweat... as she worked on me... driven by her desire... and she orgasmed on me... again and again... ... far away... in the background... I could also still hear Bianca... ... as she was swept away in waves of lust and orgasms... For over an hour... $girl relentlessly fucked me... making herself cum... and cum... and cum... I was in awe of her energy... of her lust... her wonderful sweaty glistening body... which used me - her sex mate... Panting... heavily... <<sheSays "Your... turn... lover... I... go... on... love...">> We switched positions again... gently I laid her down... I licked her... her breasts... stomach... arms... neck... every drop of her lovely sweat... earned by riding me... sweat produced by her body... during her orgasms... sweet liquid treasure... not to be wasted... <<heSays "I love you... are so fantastic... I need you.. your taste... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... keep fucking me... I want to feel you... your dick... your desire... your need for me and my body...">> <<sheSays "Don't cum... I want to feed on your desperation... fuck me... my love... fuck me... and deny yourself... for me... for my pleasure... fuck me... fuck me...">> I entered her... we lay in our favourite position... I felt so near to her... with every move of mine... I felt her lust... her pleasure of feeling me being in her. I heard her soft moans... her squeals of delight... her shouts of pleasure... I felt her shivering... clutching me... scratching me... her body yearning for mine... even after dozens of her orgasms... she was unsatiable... I loved it... I loved that I could deny myself... and to be able to give her more and more... I fucked her... again and again... continuously... fast and slow... hard and soft... cradling her... sucking her tits... a finger in her ass... or my tongue in her mouth... She did not want to stop... her body was crazy... crazy for me... but most crazy for my dick... I glanced at the clock... nearly four hours now... this was mad... Yes we had four hours of sex before... but not like this... not this great, crazy ride... I was sure... she never had produced as many orgasms in such a short time... I loved her... I loved her for what was happening here and now... A few minutes later... <<sheSays "Love... love... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Sweet gentle love... I must let you go... your awesome dick... the world’s best sex toy... my slaves pride... I must let it go... I am getting sore...">> <<sheSays "... down... slaveling... lick your mistress... a little more... lick... my toy... my lovely great soul mate, sex mate, toy... lick your favourite taste... and make me cum a little more...">> I slowly went down again... drinking every drop of sweat on the way... she smelled of sex... my lovely skunk female... I probably too... I made myself comfortable... dutifully licked her... worshipped her wonderful hot pussy... adored her clit... sucked and licked... and tasted her. One hand... massaging her breasts... the other hand placed beneath her bum... one finger in her... teasing her cute little asshole... ... and she continued giving me her orgasms... I don't know where she got the energy from... I licked her... rubbed my nose... my lips and my whole face on her... her juice, her scent was all over me... and I loved it... would never dream of trading my place for anything in the world... This was my home... being with her... her adorable, worshipped godly little vagina and clit... both able to take her to bliss... After over six hours... and - we learned later from her - seventy three orgasms... she signalled me to stop. I was so addicted to her... I would have kept going... till I dropped from exhaustion... probably only a few minutes later... I stayed where I was... breathed her scent... did not want to move... I was in heaven. All bad things of the last week forgotten... cleansed away by this act of utter devotion... and long penned up sexual release... We lay sprawled on the bed... $girl panting... still in the nebular of six hours of bliss... and a nearly rubbed raw cunt... Bianca... I don't know what Bianca felt... the orgasmic hurricane she just experienced... had left her speechless and panting too. I just felt exhausted and in heaven... my goddess had used me to her liking... I know I had done good. I was proud... and glad... joyful over both ears to have been able to give her this... ... Minutes passed... <<sheSays "So... Bianca... what do you think of this gift... can you forgive me...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... that... you...">> <<ppSays "I am sorry... I love $boy... that this causes you pain... I cannot switch it off... I wish I could... for you... for me... I can't... forgive me for loving him...">> <<sheSays "I will... someday... for now I only can try my best. I absolutely can understand someone loving $boy... and not being able to not love him...">> <<sheSays "But... I also can't switch off my protector instinct... I want to protect him, us... our love... I might treat you unfairly... I... I am that way... I hope... I will not be too cruel and unfair...">> <<sheSays "This... this is all I can offer now...">> <<ppSays "Thank you mistress...">> <<sheSays "Do you want to stay with us... nonetheless?">> <<ppSays "Yes...">> <<sheSays "You have been warned... dear...">> ... <<sheSays "It is getting late...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... you build yourself a nest... here... beside our bed...">> <<sheSays "$boy will resume his rightful place in our bed...">> <<sheSays "... and tomorrow morning... I'll start to feed on him again...">> ... A little while later... we were all lying in bed... $girl and I in our bed... Bianca in her nest beside the bed. <<ppSays "Mistress... your... your sex... it was... unearthly...">> <<sheSays "... it is him... his love...">> <<sheSays "You only got half of it... you only got my arousal - my orgasms... I felt him, HIM... his dick in me... his desire... his desperation... as for hours he denied himself... to please me... I felt his tongue... smelled him... all of him...">> <<sheSays "You only got a glimpse of us... perhaps only half the pleasure of what it is like to be with him... to be his girl...">> <<sheSays "$boy... you better keep me satisfied... I can cope much better with Bianca... when I am not desperate for you... ">> <<heSays "You know, I love to...">> <<sheSays "I know you love it even more... when you are denied... love...">> <<sheSays "I think a few weeks or months without orgasm... will do you good...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... I am so tired... I feel so content... satisfied...">> <<sheSays "Love... crawl into the slave nest... and tell Bianca to edge you for an hour or two... will you?">> <<sheSays "Tell her... to edge you good... I want to hear you wailing... yes?">> <<sheSays "Bianca... if you let him cum... or he doesn't beg... and after some minutes has not tears of frustration in his eyes... you will experience the whip... understood?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress...">> <<ppSays "I assure you... I will tend to his dick with utmost concentration...">> <<sheSays "Sure you will... just don't let him cum... and be sure he is desperate... that is all I ask...">> <<ppSays "$boy... come to me... come here...">> <<ppSays "Yes... lie down...">> <<ppSays "I get to love your dick... mistress... allows me to touch you... sex you up, hmmmm">> <<heSays "Ohhm... Bianca... what...">> <<ppSays "Hush... $boy... I'm only playing with you... enjoy it... enjoy me...">> <<heSays "Oh god... what are... hmmm...">> <<ppSays "Oh... yes... cutie... feel me... feel how I grip your meat...">> <<ppSays "You feel so good... so needy... bad mistress... didn't make you cum... did she?">> <<heSays "hmmm... oh... hmmm... don't stop...">> <<ppSays "No... I won't stop... I love it... feel me... am I doing good? Say it...">> <<heSays "Yess... damn... yes... I hmmm... I...">> <<heSays "ARRGGH... NOOOO... please... please... go on... ahhh">> <<ppSays "Oh... my cute man... I will go on... in a few seconds... beg me first... beg...">> <<heSays "Please Bianca... touch me... massage me like before... you feel so good...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... shall I? Shall I go on...">> <<sheSays "Make him beg more... make him desperate... he ought to demean himself for you, plead, beg and implore you... he is such desperate wimp... treated right he will do anything...">> <<ppSays "$boy... you heard your lovely mistress... let me remind you... what I can do for you...">> She grabbed my dick... and whatever she did... her technique, or her touch... or it was just herself... it felt incredible... I was unable to resist... <<heSays "Awww... yes... please... don't stop...">> <<ppSays "I will continue darling... yes you will feel my hand again...">> She spat on my face... <<ppSays "Lick it up... cutie... lick my spit from you face... and I'll touch your needy dick...">> <<ppSays "uh, uh - no hands... just your tongue... lick... ">> <<ppSays "Tell me... how you love my spit... how you wish to get more of it...">> <<heSays "I love your spit... give more... please... and touch me... please...">> She grabbed my dick... and it felt like heaven... she stroked me... <<heSays "Awwww... yes... you...">> Her face was over mine... she opened her mouth... and let her saliva drop down... I knew I had to catch it... or she would remove her hand... I could not let that happen... I eagerly opened my mouth and received her blessing... <<ppSays "Good boy... you love my spit down you...">> <<heSays "Yeesss... Awwww... hmmm... so good... how can you feel so good...">> <<ppSays "That is easy... dummy... you are so desperate... a spider could crawl on your dick... and you would worship it...">> <<ppSays "You want to cum... ?">> <<heSays "Yes.... awwww... hmmm... ohh mmmmyyy gooooood... ARRGGGG!">> <<heSays "NOOO - PLEASE... NOOOO.">> <<heSays "please... please...">> <<sheSays "You are good at this!">> <<ppSays "He didn't cum in how many days? ... this is easy... and fun... I love it... right now he is my utter slave...">> <<sheSays "You are doing good... continue for another hour... then let him come to me...">> <<sheSays "Tomorrow... I'll eat from him... he will have stored up so much delicious cum for me... hmmm... well hung so to say...">> <<sheSays "Torture him more... now... I'll rest...">> Bianca did as she was told... She kept me on edge... I would never tell $girl... but she made me more desperate than her. I don't know what it was... she was even tinier than $girl... perhaps it was that. Me, a moderately big man... subdued by this tiny girl... her delicate hands on me... but strong... gripping me... greedily... dominantly... when she closed her hand around my shaft... I was all hers... As predicted... I was in tears before I was allowed back in bed... Bianca... made me lick her sweat... eat her saliva... and ... but be it as it may... I felt... she really loved me... she licked my tears... and kissed me... sometimes she also comforted me... I knew she relished her power... but also enjoyed to be allowed to touch me... Also I knew she wanted more... but was not allowed... and she would not endanger her newly earned position and the tentative trust of $girl. When I finally reached my place beside $girl... and my arousal started to evaporate... I recognized... I was bone tired... I felt $girl's hand seeking my penis... grabbing it... and I knew we were finally home... $girl had found some peace again... and a second later I was fast asleep... [[continue|Part80]]

[img[pics/80_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part80<</if>> When $girl returned home, she took her time to get upstairs, nearly like she wanted to additionally signal us that we were not any priority to her. Before she left for a shopping tour... she had ordered us to stay in bed... with both our devices set to edge and denial - one minute, one millisecond break off. A cruel setting indeed. She had been gone for over three hours. Bianca knew that settings - the first evening she had been with us - she had to endure something similar - but at least then her mistress was watching over her - or was in the same room. Now she was just left alone with her torment - unwatched, unnoticed... and in my judgement unnecessary. I had to endure the same, but I had more practice than she... and I did not start crying after just about ten minutes. This was in my account pure sadism... I never had been particularly submissive... or masochistic for that matter. I could tolerate things if it gave $girl pleasure... I could more easily tolerate things if it was just in relation to me - but Bianca had fallen victim to $girl's whim. I knew Bianca had suffered... and I had not been able to just stand by when she suffered... and do nothing. I had to change something... I had not been able tolerate $girl's behavior... So ... after just about a quarter of an hour I had enough of it. <<heSays "All device complete reset.">> <<heSays "All device disable, remove.">> I had said... I had a microphone of my own... not on my body - but in the room. I had removed my device... and helped Bianca to remove her device also. I had placed both devices on the table... downstairs. As soon as $girl saw the table, she would know something was amiss. In the last nearly three hours... I had comforted Bianca... after the trial she had been so loaded... so horny... I went down on her... and licked her to a much needed orgasm... a little over a minute was all it took... after that she calmed down. She wanted to return the favour... but I declined... I wanted some peace for her... but $girl was my woman... not Bianca... it was tempting though... more than tempting... but I kept firm. We cuddled for over two hours - she savoured my proximity - and I hers. I did not cum - but it was very comforting to lie in the arms of a girl who loved me... and actually feel it. To Bianca... <<heSays "$girl just came home... wait... I get her... we must talk...">> I went downstairs... <<sheSays "Too much?">> <<heSays "Way too much.">> <<sheSays "Thank you... thank you for intercepting then... I... I am sorry...">> <<heSays "It's fine... now... I comforted her...">> Her eyes grew large... <<sheSays "Did you? I mean... are you... we... are we... still 'us'?">> <<heSays "Yes love... after the ordeal - I quickly licked her to calm her down... nothing more happened... only cuddling...">> <<heSays "I love you...">> <<heSays "$girl... it would be best... if we... could slightly alter our ways...">> <<heSays "... do you think that is possible?">> <<heSays "When we are alone... and I consent... I can be yours... I will give you time to dominate me unrestricted... like dog time...">> <<heSays "... but I am not able to let you hurt others the way you tried today...">> <<sheSays "That... that is good... I need you... your common sense... your moral compass... ">> <<heSays "We will do this... I love you honey... more than you will ever know... I am with you... believe me...">> <<sheSays "...">> <<heSays "Let's go... talk with Bianca... I think we should try to find some guidelines... so we all find joy and are content with our relationship.">> We went upstairs... and opened the door to our room... when we entered... Bianca immediately got up... and fell to her knees... <<ppSays "Mistress... I am sorry... I... I have been weak... it is not $boy's fault, ... I ">> <<heSays "Shhh... ">> <<heSays "$girl - join us... let us talk...">> I took Bianca - and went to bed with her... $girl removed her clothes and joined us... somehow I ended up in the middle of the two. <<heSays "Listen... I'll do a tiny monolog now... for the time being... please just listen...">> <<heSays "First some facts... ">> <<heSays "I am not particularly fond being either dom or sub... but it seems I can fit both roles...">> <<heSays "I like it, when others have pleasure because of me... especially my woman... or my secondary woman.">> At the choice of words both started to open their mouths... But I just kept on... <<heSays "Bianca seems to be a 'good' switch - although with us, she usually was a suppressed sub... thanks to $girl.">> <<heSays "$girl, we recently discovered - this might be news to you Bianca - is also a switch... even if we learned this from only one occasion.">> <<ppSays "What?">> <<heSays "Both of you are able in their dominance to truly hurt people, both physically and mentally.">> <<heSays "I have following 'general' suggestion... details have to be discussed further...">> <<heSays "Each one of us... is allowed -or- must be sometimes a dom or a sub.">> <<heSays "Any dom... will try not to truly hurt one of the others... if need be, the dom can be reminded, of what hurts and what not.">> <<heSays "As a favor to the dom - a sub can offer 'unrestricted' access...">> <<heSays "This means, the sub can give a time period to the dom... in which the dom is allowed everything... even hurting... tormenting... of the sub.">> <<heSays "This time cannot be demanded by the dom - but can only be offered freely by the sub... but it lasts as long as the sub beforehand had agreed to... no safe word... no prior stop.">> <<heSays "FCU and MCU can only be used in unrestricted access - or explicitly agreed upon ">> <<heSays "The mode of 'unrestricted' per session can be discussed... and agreed upon... ">> <<heSays "For this to work - the sub must trust the dom completely... or just neglect himself...">> <<heSays "It cannot be held against a sub, if he/she decides not to offer this.">> <<heSays "The dom is not allowed to ask the sub - whether he/she wants to offer this - it is ONLY the subs decision.">> <<heSays "As with everything - talking, communicating will be essential... if all are on the same page - there might for example be an agreement... that certain things permeate through sessions... e.g. if all agree to deny $girl an orgasm for two weeks... then no dom or sub route is allowed to force/allow her to cum.">> <<heSays "Perhaps it will even be interesting to keep a log, or a diary of our actions... so we remember what we agreed upon... it might even be 'hot' to read about our time... at a later date.">> <<heSays "If any of us wants out... at any given time - he/she can. Even in a unrestricted sub time. But out is out... this is no 'safe word' - this is a 'I have enough of us three'.">> <<heSays "I for my part want to be at $girl's side for the rest of my life.">> <<heSays "But if Bianca wants out...">> <<heSays "Or $girl wants out...">> <<heSays "Or $girl wants Bianca out...">> <<heSays "These are conditions for us to split up...">> <<heSays "Personally I would be smashed to pieces if $girl decided to have me out... but I guess that is possible... too.">> <<sheSays "That is NOT possible...">> <<heSays "Think about this proposal... there certainly are still things to 'fine tune'...">> <<heSays "As how to decide who takes what role and for how long...">> ... <<heSays "Discuss!">> <<sheSays "This is not a strict Dom / sub style... more roleplaying... isn't it?">> <<sheSays "How can I be a mistress - If I have to watch for consent on every step I take?">> <<ppSays "You just overdo it so often... ">> <<ppSays "I like being your sub... but... I also want to be appreciated for it... I want a Dom that cares for me... not makes me suffer ALL the time - or at least makes me suffer and the suffering being recognized as such... as my appreciation for my dom...">> <<ppSays "As of now... you are just not a 'good' dom... when I trust you again... and you show me to that you can also be 'appreciative' of your slaves... that you care about us... I'll be at your feet in no time.">> <<ppSays "You know how to torture... how to pull the right strings... but I want to love my master/mistress... I want to know, she/he not only orders me around for his own pleasure... but also takes care of me... of my needs...">> <<ppSays "One of my needs might be to be tortured... in a certain way... and to have the responsibilty of decision making taken away...">> <<ppSays "You make it... so hard for... me to be your slave... mistress...">> <<sheSays "But...">> <<sheSays "I do appreciate... you... you...">> $girl bent over to Bianca... and kissed her forehead... <<sheSays "You are my lovely, needy little girl-slave... don't you know?">> She caressed her... <<sheSays "I love it... when you are moaning... and I do not let you cum...">> <<sheSays "You are so sweet and helpless... ">> <<sheSays "$boy... would you lick her again... and stop?">> <<sheSays "I'll hold her... be with her... be at her side... comfort her...">> I did as $girl asked... went down on Bianca... $girl held her in her arms... and I made her cum... or nearly... I broke of just before it was too late... I too heard Bianca's lovely longing moan... <<ppSays "Awwww... please... please...">> and she heaved her hip... trying to find my tongue again... in vain... <<ppSays "Mistress...">> <<ppSays "Shhh... my little girl... shhh... everything is fine... I am here... I comfort you...">> ... and Bianca nuzzled at $girl's shoulder... <<ppSays "Awwww...">> she still softly moaned her longing... quivering slightly... <<sheSays "You are so beautiful... in your need...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... lie on your back... $boy... kneel over her... so your dick is above her tits...">> We did as we were told... $girl made herself comfortable behind me... and grabbed my dick... ... and ruined me in an astonishingly short time... very efficiently... I too now moaned in wanting... <<heSays "Mistress... please... no... please...">> As my ruined cum slowly dribbled down on Biancas girlish little breasts... $girl crawled to Bianca... and licked her breasts clean... sucked in all of the small poodles of my cum... and lingered und sucked her nipples... Bianca lay there speechless... wide eyed aroused... <<ppSays "Mistress ... ?">> $girl repeated the process... two more times... draining me... frustrating me with ruins... efficiently... humiliating me in front of Bianca... Licking my cum from her body... teasing her at the same time... <<sheSays "Sooo... my needy little slaves... which did not cum... who is your mistress...">> <<heSays "You are... mistress">> <<ppSays "You are... mistress">> <<sheSays "That is right...">> <<sheSays "$boy... now you fuck me... Bianca... you lie next to me... watch me, while I am satisfied... hear my pleasure... let your cunt throb in want... and see me cum...">> We did as we were told... I fucked my beloved girl... of course I didn't cum myself... I only was allowed to make HER cum a couple of times... and Bianca next to $girl adored her pleasure and ability to cum several times in a row... sucked in every lustful moan of $girl... After some time... we cuddled again... $girl in the middle... Bianca and I to both of her sides... $girl's arms around us... and we all felt whole. <<sheSays "Sooo... you spineless little pussies... who is your mistress... your dom?">> <<heSays "You are... mistress">> <<ppSays "You are... mistress">> She smelled so sexy... <<sheSays "That is about right. I love you... both of you... YES... you needy little boy - I love you more... sorry Bianca.">> <<sheSays "Ok... now that was made clear... I think $boy's idea is not bad.">> <<sheSays "I am willing to try this!">> <<ppSays "What?">> <<heSays "Really?">> <<heSays "I thought... you just...">> <<sheSays "Hehehe - I just wanted to know if I could still wrap you around my fingers... and yes I can... that's all I need to know...">> <<sheSays "Soo... Bianca... if you dom us... what are we to expect...?">> <<ppSays "Easy... I want to fuck $boy... and I want him to fuck me... and learn to orgasm like you... and have you watch...">> <<sheSays "... ooo... kkkk... eeeeyyy.... not something I am looking forward to...">> <<sheSays "But I guess giving you 'dom-rights' - you will be allowed to do so...">> <<sheSays "$boy - what about you?">> <<heSays "Hmmm... you know me... I'd probably do something you like - and find pleasure in...">> <<heSays "So I might just go straight alpha... and fuck you... you have to orgasm so often that you beg me to stop...">> <<sheSays "Awww... yes... ">> <<heSays "Hmmm... and... I don't know if I really will enjoy it... but in my mind... I find it HOT to show others...">> <<heSays "I'd be intrigued to go to a party of friends... or a gathering... have my collar on... Bianca wears a collar... and you as our dom... walk into the room with us two on our knees behind you... on your leash...">> <<heSays "That... sounds really 'sub' - but I want to see their faces... I want to fuck with their minds.">> <<heSays "You order us around - as if it were the most natural thing in the world... we lick your feet... I am your chair if you need one... and we all do not give a shit... what they think... we are us... we love each other and live our lives... and most of them will probably envy us... or will try to give us shit...">> <<heSays "Perhaps after two hours... we switch...">> <<heSays "... in the true sense of the word... ">> <<heSays "Perhaps... Bianca will take $girl's place... and now she is our dom... and demands things... and enslaves us... show them... that we are three and one... ">> <<heSays "I'd so like to play with their combined fucked up minds... stuck in their insecure behaviours...">> <<heSays "... I am rambling I guess...">> <<ppSays "Awww... mistress... please... agree!">> <<ppSays "I want to be on your leash... get me nice collar - will you? You can also sit on me... it is not that you are heavy... ">> I looked at Biance... astonishment in my eyes... <<ppSays "Can we perhaps even dom the male together?">> <<ppSays "He beneath us - perhaps we both sit on him... or we make him lick our spit from the floor and all can watch... hmmm">> To me... <<ppSays "You love my spit... don't you?">> <<heSays "Hmmm... love is certainly exaggerated... but well... I kiss you... I eat you out... no... I have nothing against your saliva...">> <<ppSays "Open your mouth - slave!">> I did... She spit into my mouth... <<ppSays "And? Slave?">> <<ppSays "Thank you mistress... you are delicious...">> Bianca beamed in pride and happiness... Leaned over... and covered my face in kisses... <<ppSays "I love you...">> <<sheSays "Ahem...">> she grabbed me from Bianca... <<sheSays "He is mine! Remember!">> <<ppSays "But I am his second favorite...">> <<heSays "Girls...!">> <<heSays "I am sorry Bianca... you are lovely... but $girl...">> She grabbed me again... planted a kiss on my mouth... <<ppSays "Hmmm">> Then let me go... and gave me to $girl. <<ppSays "There you go...">> she said pouting a little... <<ppSays "But you can't make me not love him... even if you are his first...">> <<ppSays "I forgive you $boy... and love you anyway...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... I love you too... a tiny little bit...">> she went down... and kissed her feet. <<ppSays "$boy... come down here... mistress has two feet...">> I went down... and Bianca and I kissed and licked the feet of our mistress... she smiled at us... ... [[continue|Part81]]

[img[pics/81_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part81<</if>> <<sheSays "NO YOU DON'T!">> <<ppSays "I WILL SO!">> <<sheSays "YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO!">> <<ppSays "WHEN I DOM - I WILL DO WHATEVER I FUCKING WANT!">> <<sheSays "I DON'T WANT YOU TO TASTE HIS CUM! IT IS MINE! ALL MINE!">> <<ppSays "I'LL MAKE YOU SUCK HIM... AND FEED ME WITH IT!">> <<sheSays "You will not like it anyway... the first time I tasted him - I spat it out...">> <<ppSays "WHAT? I'LL NEVER DO THAT!">> <<ppSays "Or if... I'll make you teach me to love it...">> <<sheSays "I WON'T!">> <<heSays "Girls... stop it... I...">> <<ppSays "He has no say in this...">> <<ppSays "$girl you want the top? or bottom">> <<sheSays "Bottom...">> Before I could say another word... Bianca took out handcuffs and cuffed my hands to the bed - behind my head... $girl struggled a bit with my legs... but managed to fasten them to the bed too. Both girls then came up to me... put their faces in front of mine... <<sheSays "You! Will make...">> <<ppSays "... us cum... you'll lick me...">> <<sheSays "...and I will ride you...">> and in unison... <<sheSays "You will not cum!">> <<ppSays "You will not cum!">> They giggled in delight... while Bianca set on my face... and automatically... involuntarily I licked her delicious little cunt and clit... At the same time... $girl mounted me... in a second my dick was up... and I felt me in her... as she moved... I could feel her getting lustier... I concentrated on Bianca though... my penis would be up for $girl anyways... no way it would shrink in her... and $girl was a fantastic rider... she would be in her own personal bliss sphere in no time... Bianca however needed my attention... her clit did not lick... or suck itself... She had grown to be quite easy to satisfy too... when she was in the right mood... and I could make her cum in almost no time. She still could not orgasm straight away again... but making her cum... was very easy by now... I had control over Bianca - but no control over $girl... I tried to figure out how far gone $girl was, as best as I could - which was not too easy... with Bianca blocking many of my senses... But I wanted the girls to cum at the same time... So I concentrated on two things. I licked Bianca... and tried feeling with my dick and hips the movements of $girl... how frenzy and lustful they were... but in general I licked Bianca as fast to the edge as I could, so when I felt $girl cumming - I would be able to finish Bianca off in a couple of seconds... I had two girls sitting on my body... $girl on my dick, Bianca on my face both of them moaning in lust... I could feel their bodies on mine... shuddering and quivering... I loved this... I moved my tongue into Bianca's vagina... and tried lapping her juices... her musky, sweet hot flavor... tasted unearthly... the physical evidence of her lust... and I was allowed to taste... <<ppSays "Haha... see our doggy, licking my pussy juice... I love you... loving me...">> <<ppSays "This is exactly what we were talking about... I want to taste you too... keep licking dog... keep your tongue in my sweet, sweet honey pot...">> To $girl... <<ppSays "Mistress... you are so beautiful when you cum... I love how your body shows off your orgasm... those little red patches... slowly fading... so lovely... so cute...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... somehow... having an orgasm... calms me...">> <<sheSays "Ok... I let you taste him...">> She got up... lay beside me... <<sheSays "... let us ruin our... I mean MY... MY! man!">> <<sheSays "Do you listen... $boy is mine!">> <<ppSays "...">> She put her hand on my dick... and started stroking... <<heSays "Oh... god... mistress...">> <<sheSays "Hush... let loose... you might even cum... hahaha!">> She wanked me... and edged me... but did not let me cum... nor did she ruin me yet... <<sheSays "Hmmm... love this... see how he despairs...">> <<heSays "Please... mistress...">> The 'please' - she hated when we said 'please'... earned me a snap in the balls... <<heSays "ARGHHH">> <<sheSays "You know how I think about 'pleases'...">> <<sheSays "Bianca?">> <<ppSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "You want to learn how to ruin him?">> <<ppSays "May I - oh yes!">> <<sheSays "It is hard to describe... and I will not even try to... you will learn the same way I learned...">> She got up... and fetched the old trusty "ruin band"... <<sheSays "This is really easy... we put that band around his shaft... as long as it is green... you keep teasing him any way you like... if it turns red you stop... and do not allow anything to touch his sad little cock... then he will be ruined.">> <<sheSays "To learn how to do it yourself... you watch him... his signs, his eyes, mouth and dick. You look at his balls notice signs of twitching... suppressed moans and so on...">> <<sheSays "In time you will learn to read all those signs... and be able to reliably deny, edge and best of all ruin him.">> <<sheSays "If you ruin him a couple of times... he becomes a real mess... may even start begging and crying... he will get so desperate and needy... and your cunt will be soaking wet ... hmmm.... I digress...">> <<sheSays "Here... take it... put it on...">> Bianca took the band... placed it around my shaft... and took my penis in her hands. I loved $girl's hand on me... she could make me cum in no time... I felt dominated... wanted... it was great... But Bianca's hands... gee... they were unearthly... I don't know what she did that was different... but I could lose myself in her hands... she felt so good... I felt loved... dominated... needed... her hands were arousal come to life. This was the first time that $girl was watching... when Bianca layed her tiny hands on me... dangerous territory... indeed... With the "work" that was done previously by $girl... the ultimate sexy hands of Bianca... on me... I lasted only a few seconds... <<heSays "Bianca... awww....AWWW... NOOOO! PLEASE!!! BIANCA!">> I only endured a few seconds of her godly massage... the band turned red... and her magnificent hands were taken away... <<heSays "Please... please...">> I couldn't stop saying... as my cum trickled down my cock... <<ppSays "Hey! I wanted to enjoy that a little longer!">> <<heSays "... believe... me... me... too...">> <<sheSays "$boy! That was very quick...">> <<heSays "Ehm...">> <<sheSays "Are her hands that good? BETTER than mine?">> <<heSays "Ehm... I... you... you just prepared me so well... mistress...">> <<sheSays "WHAT?">> <<sheSays "A simple question, YES or NO... do her hands feel better than mine?">> <<heSays "Ehm... can I perhaps refuse to answer that?">> <<sheSays "No!">> <<heSays "Damn... yes.">> She spoke to herself... <<sheSays "Calm... now...">> <<sheSays "You don't need a whip... calm...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... still needs her eyes... calm...">> <<sheSays "She will look bad without a nose... calm...">> She stood up... and started to leave... Bianca sprang up... <<ppSays "Mistress... please... ">> <<sheSays "I... am not good at sharing... you know...">> <<sheSays "... hearing my man likes your hands on him more than he likes mine... is hard...">> <<heSays "I did NOT say that. I love your hands on me... more than I like any other hand... and that is because you are my soul mate, my sex mate.">> <<heSays "I want you more than any other person or thing in all of the world... and - sorry Bianca - I can easily live with Bianca never touching me again... but I cannot live without you...">> <<heSays "You question was different however... I can't say it in words... or describe it... but feeling Bianca stroking me... I don't know... her way... her touch... is just out of this world... godly...">> <<sheSays "You are not making it better...">> <<sheSays "Damn... go on Bianca... taste his stuff... it seems you earned it rightfully...">> <<ppSays "Yes... really? Mistress - you know I want it... but ... you are ok with it? I... I can wait...">> <<sheSays "Just get it done... you will not like his taste anyway...">> Bianca dipped one of her tiny fingers in one of the sperm poodles that had formed on my stomach... Twisted her finger a little bit in the liquid... and watched her glistening fingertip... She opened her mouth... stuck her cute little tongue out... and touched her finger with the tip of her tongue... She tasted me... <<ppSays "Hmmm... don't really taste much...">> Her face went down to my stomach... and she stuck her tongue again out... directly into my cum... <<ppSays "Hmmm... this is not so bad...">> She moved her head... and sucked up another few drops... <<ppSays "I like it... he tastes fantastic!">> and with that... she quickly cleaned my stomach of all sperm residue... <<ppSays "I love this...">> and she immediately started sucking my dick... found another last drop... and said... <<ppSays "I want more! Can I milk him again? Please mistress...? Please... he is so delicious...!">> <<sheSays "I god... what have I done...">> ... [[continue|Part82]]

[img[pics/82_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part82<</if>> Bianca closed the door behind her... she would be away for a few hours... As soon as she was gone... <<sheSays "Alone... finally...">> <<sheSays "I really like her... and would miss her... but it is also good to be alone... with you...">> <<sheSays "Come love... let us celebrate us... let me have orgasm after orgasm... and you none...">> <<sheSays "You can watch... and listen to me... I know you love that...">> <<heSays "You know I do!">> <<sheSays "Naked! Bed! Put that modified clit vibrator on...">> <<sheSays "I want to lie on you... and just relax... cum... and cum... for hours.">> <<sheSays "I want your fantastic dick in me... I want to feel you... know you are mine...">> <<sheSays "I want to smell you and feel your arms around me... being save... and near you... and have orgasms and orgasms... with you... hmmm">> <<heSays "That is beautiful... I love you... I want you to feel the best you can... use me like you want... and cum as often as you want... it will be wonderful for me too... just us two!">> I stripped and got into bed... I few seconds later $girl entered the room - naked... <<heSays "Love... you are so beautiful...">> She smiled at me... <<sheSays "Only for you - dear...">> <<sheSays "Say... do you want to concentrate on feeling me?">> <<sheSays "I can blindfold - and white-noise you... but you can also enjoy my orgasmic beauty and hear my lustful moans...">> she giggled... <<heSays "I want to see you... hear you and feel you... I want the whole package...">> She got into bed... kissed my penis... <<sheSays "You are the best dildo a girl can wish for love...">> <<sheSays "You are my toy... aren't you? I can use you to satisfy me?">> <<sheSays "You love and want to sacrifice your orgasms... and feed me with more pleasure...">> <<heSays "Yes love... I am yours... always...">> She sat down on me... my dick in her... she straightened the little vibrator... put the usb cable under my leg... so she would not be distracted by it... <<sheSays "Oh... love... hmmm... yes...">> <<sheSays "Don't move, don't cum... I want to feel your great, needy dick in me... and the virbrator... just in the perfect position...">> She settled herself in... lay on me... Her head rested on my shoulder... bend slightly upwards... she wanted me to hear her moans... her arms around me... and her legs leisurely spread to both sides of my hips... The vibrator in the perfect place just below her clit... and of course my dick in her vagina... She did not move the next two hours... except when her orgasms made her quiver... which happened every couple of minutes... She let me be part of her pleasure... She moaned and sighed in lust... right into my ears... involuntarily... as her body was shaking from waves of pleasure... After her first couple of orgasms... I needed to concentrate on other things. Although she did not move... everything about this made me hot. Her orgasmic massages on my dick. Her intoxicating scent, which grew stronger as this lasted... her warm beautiful body on mine... and hearing the helpless, lovely noises she made when another wave hit her... She whispered... <<sheSays "I feel you... I know you are already restraining yourself... I love - that just me lying on you... makes you so hot that you can barely hold on to not cum...">> She then moved her hips only slightly... the first time since we lay down... <<heSays "Awwww... don't... hmmm">> She responded with a delighted giggle... <<sheSays "Hmmm... love you...">> We lay there... till we heard Bianca entering the house... <<sheSays "Awww... so soon?">> It had been nearly three and a half hours... but I didn't know at that time... <<sheSays "To soon... I want to stay here... hmmmm... just another minute... please...">> What was I to say... I hadn't even heard Bianca... I was concentrating on not cumming... Somewhere far away... I heard Bianca entering the room... <<ppSays "Hi guys... ... Oh... what are you...">> $girl just had another orgasm... and could not really speak... and I was up into prime numbers repeating them endlessly... as $girl's lovely vagina tried milking me relentlessly... she felt so good... <<sheSays "Hmmmm.... Hnng... yes... awww...">> she moaned... Bianca stepped closer... sank on her knees... her head on level with $girl's. <<ppSays "That... you... look like you are in heaven...">> Dreamily $girl replied... <<sheSays "yeeaa... since you left... he is the best dildo ever...">> <<sheSays "I just lie on him... dick in me... vibrator on my clit...">> <<sheSays "Impaled by my dick... vibrating... next to my love... cumming... again and again... sharing with him... he is so far gone now... concentrating on not cumming... I doubt he noticed you...">> <<sheSays "Awww... hmmm... hmmmm">> she shuddered and moaned again... <<ppSays "How many...?">> <<sheSays "Too many for you to believe me... every few minutes...">> <<ppSays "Can I try? Please?">> <<sheSays "Sure... when I am finished... but... honestly... ">> <<sheSays "Awww... hmmm... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I don't want to do anything else... anytime soon...">> <<sheSays "If you don't mind... or even if you do... I'll just stay here... love him... and continue to orgasm for him... and me...">> <<sheSays "You can watch and adore me though...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... I think I might just do that... mistress...">> <<sheSays "ohhmmm...">> <<sheSays "You know... the trick is...">> <<sheSays "To really just lie here...">> <<sheSays "Trying not to move... not at all...">> <<sheSays "... after a short time... feeling his dick... it... earths you...">> <<sheSays "You feel helpless... knowing he is in you... pinning you to this place... helpless to get away...">> <<sheSays "...not moving, bound, held, impaled by him... forced to be here ... and knowing there is no other place you would rather be...">> <<sheSays "Not allowed to move... and at the same time... you clit is stimulated... always relentlessly... no way to escape... being helplessly in thrall of his dick and the vibrations...">> <<sheSays "No way out... the only way is... feeling his dick... and cum... and again... you must cum... cannot flee... cum again... impaled... feeling him... his masculine lure in my cunt... and cum... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I so love this... hmmmm">> <<sheSays "I am his helpless little girl... he placed me on his dick... and a start cumming... again and again... and again... so helpless... just him inside me... and I must cum... never stopping... nobody moves... just his dick in me... it only needs him in me... no fucking... not moving... just him... in me... helplessly cumming again and again for hours... as long as he is willing to keep my vagina around is dick... hmmm... my man... mhmmm... cumming just by lying on him... just being near him... and my pussy buzzes of joy... and my body is in bliss... hmmmm">> She stayed on me for another couple of hours... it had been a long time since we used this device. Somehow it had been forgotten. But that day... $girl was so into it... she had built her own fantasy around it... she was in her world... and it made her feel in heaven. It was wonderful for me too... extraordinary... it was stressful not being allowed to cum... me cumming would have robbed her of her needed "grounding pole"... but it was hard... hearing and feeling her pleasureful releases the whole time. I had wonderful, wonderful feelings... but no release. I loved every single minute of it. Also it brought us so close together again... something we both had missed, since Bianca stayed with us. It was a very intimate private thing we did - even if Bianca kept us company for the second part. I had shut her out... I watched and heard $girl only... <<sheSays "I love you... my man... my soul mate, my sex mate... nobody... NOBODY... has a dick like yours...">> She happily kissed me a few dozen times... then got up... <<sheSays "This was soooo fantastic...">> <<ppSays "Please... can I try it now!">> <<ppSays "Look at him... still going strong... he needs a cunt... look at his denied wiener...">> <<sheSays "Bianca! Be respectful to him... he just served me so well...">> <<sheSays "Ani? wanna help Bianca out?">> <<heSays "Gee... honestly... I have been in constant denial for about 6 hours... and now she wants to jump me again? I’d rather...">> <<ppSays "Oh... thank you! Thank you! You are just the best...">> She said... as she climbed me... <<heSays "Hey! ... but... only a few minutes... please... I...">> <<ppSays "Hush now... love...">> $girl actually helped her to position herself... <<sheSays "Yes... you are a bit smaller than me... but I think this is about it... do you feel the vibration on your clit...">> <<ppSays "Yes... it is awesome...">> <<sheSays "Now... make yourself really comfortable... if you find the right position... stay there... don't move... just feel his dick... and the vibration... close your eyes... and feel FEEEL...">> Bianca... wiggled her hips a bit... and moved... but after a few seconds she had found her spot... She lay her head on my chest... and with a deep longing sigh... she started to relax... <<ppSays "$boy... after these hours... you are quite sweaty...">> <<heSays "Sorry... for being human...">> <<ppSays "Don't be... hmmmmm... love... I like your smell... what is there not to love... when you smell like sex... hmmm">> <<ppSays "Oh... yes... this feels... hmmmm... love your dick in me... I love that I am allowed to have you in me... I dreamed of this... hmmm">> <<ppSays "What?... No... not... yet... AWWWW... HMMM ARGGGHHH!!! CUMMING... HHmmmm... shit.. hmmm... oh ... my god... hmmmm, hmmmm">> She lay panting on me... she was louder than $girl... her body shaking slightly stronger... <<ppSays "hmmm... I... can... hmmm... stay... it is not too much... awww.... love it... hmmm">> <<ppSays "I was afraid... my clit would be over sensitive... but... it's so nice... hmmm... I stay a little longer... yes? hmmm...">> ... Two hours later... <<heSays "Bianca! Please... I must get up...">> <<ppSays "No... please... we... I just started... I will last longer... I never had.. not like hmmm Awwww... ARGGGG... HNGNNNNN.... hmmm... hmmm... please... please... love...">> Bianca was actually able to orgasm again on me... not every other minute like $girl... But I guess... every five or ten minutes? She also enjoyed the time in between... softly moaning... I knew and felt... In a sense she enjoyed it more intensively than $girl... since she usually was not able to get more than one orgasm... but with this... she could continue... She implored me over and over again... to stay... she was so needy... so cute... and loveable... and she orgasmed so beautifully on me... She stayed on me for over four hours... she had about twenty orgasms... by far and wide her personal record... <<ppSays "This... was... so special... so awesome... I love you $boy... I so love you... so sexy... I adore you...">> Both girls... just loved lying on me... not moving... orgasming... and denying me... Oh god... what had I gotten myself into... <<sheSays "Shhh... I am listening... you know?">> <<ppSays "And? I am not saying anything you don't already know... and feel yourself...">> <<sheSays "True... still... please don't overdo it... he is still mine...">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress... I know... thank you for sharing him... and me allowing to be part of this...">> At this $girl smiled at her... <<sheSays "Just shut up... will you?">> <<sheSays "I think we have to feed our toy... and give him something to drink... a dead toy is a bad toy...">> <<heSays "Yes please...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... watch this... look at his dick...">> <<ppSays "Aww... how small... do you think we broke it... by 'riding' him for about ten hours?">> <<sheSays "Watch!">> Since Bianca entered our life... my liquid intake had somewhat normalized... but I knew $girl was about to give me a more intimate drink this time... <<sheSays "Ready love?">> <<heSays "Sure thing... goddess!">> With that she placed herself over me... I squeezed her butt - and she gave me her treasured golden liquid... <<ppSays "It grows! It grows - he gets a boner again - while you piss in his mouth? What kind of sick person does that?">> $girl giggled... <<sheSays "I love this!">> <<sheSays "I trained him... for some time... I gave him blowjobs... he had to have my piss in his mouth while I did it... he was allowed to swallow... when I swallowed his load...">> <<sheSays "After doing this a couple of dozen times... you see the result...">> <<sheSays "I love this... I piss in his mouth and he automatically gets a boner... I feel so appreciated... I am his true goddess.">> $girl really loved this... she was so happy just now... and such a show off... <<ppSays "You ... are... just the best... goddess!">> ... [[continue|Part83]]

[img[pics/83_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part83<</if>> Deep in the night... Bianca was sleeping in her nest below and $girl and I slept in our bed... I woke up feeling $girl's hand stroking me gently. <<sheSays "$boy - you know what still turns me on the most?">> she whispered... <<heSays "I have a pretty well founded thought - yes.">> <<sheSays "Driving you crazy with lust... and then denying you...">> <<sheSays "The knowledge of your desperate lust and need... and my power to deny you...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... what is there not to love about it...">> She went down... and kissed my cock... put it in her mouth... and did what she knew would put me on the edge in the shortest time... <<heSays "Please... you are so cruel... one stroke... only one...!">> <<sheSays "No... I just grew so tired... even one stroke is one to many... so sorry...">> I moved my hips... trying to reach her... but as usual... nothing... She crawled up to me... <<sheSays "I love you...">> she whispered... and with a fluid motion my dick was full in her... <<heSays "Ahhhh">> I moaned... But the next second my penis… now wet from her... was alone again... <<heSays "Please - I do anything... just let me...">> <<sheSays "I know love... you'd do anything... for me... for touching and feeling me...">> <<sheSays "And I take gladly something... your frustration, desperation and unfulfilled longing...">> <<sheSays "I want you to want me... want me more than anything... ">> <<sheSays "If I fuck you now... can you hold it...?">> <<heSays "No way, mistress... one touch of you... and I explode...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm glad to hear that... eat me then... as I eat you...">> She turned hundred eighty degrees... and my tongue was immediately in her... and her mouth on my dick... for a split second only... lest I cum. <<heSays "HMM EEMMHH...">> I wiggled... longing for any touch of her... my dick twitching in need for her... She kissed me... only a very light touch... enough to go crazy with longing... not enough to get a release... She continued and continued with this... till she herself was on the edge of cumming... <<sheSays "You want to cum love?">> <<heSays "YES!...">> <<sheSays "Lick me - make me cum...">> She placed her mouth over my cock... I could feel her hot mouth on me... and it made me crazy again... I licked her... tasted her... and soon her hip twitched on me... she kept pressing her cunt on my face and I could feel her spasms... Her mouth involuntarily closed a little bit... I could feel her lips pressure on me... I knew I would cum in a second... <<sheSays "ARGHHH... AWWW... so great hmmmm">> she had release me before I could cum... <<sheSays "God... Hmmmmm... love... so good... hmmm... awwww... hmmm...">> Her body continued its orgasmic ritual... occasionally she would smack my dick... to keep it twitching in lust and want... After a minute she rotated again... lay beside me... grabbed my dick... stroked it a little... <<sheSays "Hmmm... that was nice... good night love... sleep well...">> She kept stroking my dick... till she had fallen asleep... then her hand just held me tight... not letting lose even in her sleep... I was so horny still... her hand did not help... It took me a long time to finally find sleep again... my stone hard boner in her hand... I only just found a little peace... <<ppSays "I heard you...">> Bianca whispered... ... and I was awake again... <<heSays "Hm?">> <<ppSays "Wait...">> she climbed out of her nest... and fitted herself on my head... <<ppSays "Lick me...">> her cunt was on my mouth... and again my tongue in the vagina above me... Damn - I couldn’t control my tongue... She carefully pried $girl's hand off my dick... and her mouth over me... <<ppSays "I'm not her... after you make me cum... you will too... ">> <<ppSays "Do me... baby... I need it... yes... that's my favorite tongue at work... hmmmm...">> She spent time with my dick... while I ate her out... she was hot and juicy... and tasted nearly as good as $girl... I felt her lips around me dick... she sucked and stroked and I was in heaven too... she stopped a few times... edged me... making sure I made her cum... and not cum to early myself... <<heSays "Please Bianca... don't stop... please... I so need it...">> <<ppSays "Soon... hmmm... very soon... yes... hmmm... don't... hmmm... stop... now...">> A few seconds later I felt her cum... heard her very quiet moans... felt her hips in a similar twitching as a little earlier $girl's. I loved feeling them cum... cum on me... cum because of me... <<ppSays "Now... as promised... ">> Her body still sometimes shivering with her own pleasure... she closed her mouth over my dick again... and started sucking in earnest... It felt so wonderful... in a few seconds... I would release in this girls mouth... and she would keep sucking... and I would finally feel my own bliss again... <<heSays "YE...">> I start to moan... As $girl... yanked Bianca's head away from my dick. <<sheSays "hmmm... no... I think not...">> <<sheSays "Bianca - go nest!">> And she closed her hand around my dick again... slowly but carefully stroking me... just to keep me on edge... not allowing me to cum. <<sheSays "hmmm... love... good night...">> She drew closer... and whispered so only I could hear... <<sheSays "You are mine...">> I whispered back... <<heSays "Always...">> The ritual from before repeated itself... she kept stroking... till she fell asleep. I was horny beyond reasoning... her hand still holding on tight to my dick... ensuring even in her sleep I had a boner... <<ppSays "Thank you... I loved it...">> It took a long time... to find any kind of sleep again... … [[continue|Part84]]

[img[pics/84_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part84<</if>> Some weeks had past... The house belonged now to me alone - my parents had moved out. But the only thing we really changed was, that we moved our "bedroom" to another room and got us a bigger bed. In the new bed we could fit all three if we wanted to... but the room was spacious enough to also house a "nest" for any of $girl's slaves who was to sleep in a lower stationed place. Within our special relationship we had actually been quite mellow in the last weeks - nearly harmonious. I was not fooled by this, I knew $girl - she was able to be quite different from one minute to another - but for now we all enjoyed ourself. All three of us lay on the bed... me in the middle... and both girls were playing with my dick... Bianca had adopted $girl's mannerism and whenever the occasion allowed it - her hand would be on my dick. <<sheSays "I think I can get Jenny on board with what we talked about...">> <<sheSays "I want them all to be jealous of us. I want all they boys tongues lolling out, when they see Bianca and me... and all the girls swimming in their juices when they see my $boy.">> <<ppSays "Our... can you please say our... a little bit he is mine too... isn't he?">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... he is mine...">> She whispered... <<sheSays "...tiny little our...">> <<sheSays "$boy - how long would it take you to show off your abs? Right know they are barely discernable?">> <<heSays "Why... am I an embarrassment to you now?">> <<sheSays "No, I love you the way you are... but I want their jaws dropping... a little preparation will do us all good...">> <<sheSays "So... how long...?">> <<heSays "I stopped my regular training a few weeks before we even met... I don't really look forward going to the gym or dojo anymore...">> <<sheSays "Dojo? Now that you say it - Bianca mentioned it before... you know martial arts she said... You never told me...">> <<heSays "It's nothing... and in the past...">> She grabbed my balls... and sweetly went on... <<sheSays "Love... you know... you can tell me anything...">> <<sheSays "... and if you don't start in one second you will get a not very light ball crush symptom... so please go on...">> Her grip tightened... <<heSays "Ok, ok... ">> <<heSays "In general terms... I did learn Kung Fu, Wing Chun to be precise...'">> <<sheSays "Go on... do I really have to squeeze every sentence out of you?">> She squeezed my balls... <<heSays "I... did that for a few years... and I was pretty good...">> <<sheSays "Pretty good?">> She squeezed my balls... <<heSays "Well, yea... in my age group... I won some national championships... nothing anyone would ever know of - unless interested in Wing Chun...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "What happened... why aren't you doing it anymore?">> <<heSays "...">> She squeezed my balls harder... <<heSays "Argg...">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... you can chose... talk... or have squashed balls... I enjoy both...">> <<heSays "The teacher - pupil relationship in that 'sport' is very... close...">> <<heSays "I had a serious falling out with mine... and after that I quit for good... I never looked back... and do neither miss it nor do I want it back...">> <<sheSays "I want you to train again.">> <<heSays "What? No!">> <<sheSays "You need not go to your dojo - or train with your teacher or other pupils.">> <<sheSays "But I want you to stay fit... don't lose your reflexes... I want you to be able to protect me... ok... Bianca too... a little bit...">> <<sheSays "You have this house - and enough money... you will build yourself a training room.">> <<heSays "... and if I don't want to?">> <<sheSays "This is an ORDER!">> <<sheSays "Apart from that - I know you want it... even if you don't know yourself... there are some things about you... that I know better... than you do...">> <<sheSays "About your abs... you start training again... ">> <<heSays "We, Bianca and I will help you... for your general fitness... we will make sure - that you fuck us at least three hours each day... probably better than jogging... ey?">> <<sheSays "... and YOU will do the fucking... not being lazy beneath us... you will be doing the work!">> <<heSays "Yes mistress.">> ... <<sheSays "$boy - tell me, when did you last cum?">> <<heSays "Twenty three days ago you allowed me to cum... in you... it was wonderful, I so love cumming with you...">> <<sheSays "Good...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> <<sheSays "But is that really the answer to my question?">> <<sheSays "Excuse me - I get suspicious, when the answer to a simple question has some sort constraint in it...">> <<sheSays "I know - that was the last time you did cum with ME!">> <<heSays "Look at me... and answer me again - with no constraint... WHEN DID YOU LAST CUM?">> I looked into her beautiful eyes... <<heSays "Three days ago... I nearly came... Bianca had edged me for about two hours... she then decided to ride me, she wanted an orgasm herself... when she came... with all the edging... I could not hold in... I... ruined my self... withdrew just in time... but my cum dribbled out... I could not hold it in... but... it was a ruin... I promise...">> <<ppSays "Don't punish him mistress...">> <<ppSays "I made him cum... he warned me... several times... I wanted him to cum... I will love it, when he will finally cums in me... I wanted it... I took him...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... please... I would so love him to cum in me... and for you...">> She sadly looked at me... <<ppSays "... and for him... it doesn't make a difference...">> <<ppSays "He... he doesn't enjoy me... as he enjoys you...">> She had tears in her eyes now... <<ppSays "He tries to hide it... to not hurt me... but I know...">> <<ppSays "You know the difference when you orgasms from toys... and orgasms you get from your love... how different they are... how... less fulfilling?">> <<ppSays "Not every person feels that way... but I know $boy does... he is such a hopeless romantic.">> She was in tears now... <<ppSays "He... he is my love... and I enjoy it... but I am ... just a toy for him... he only truly feels satisfied with you...">> <<ppSays "Please mistress... don't punish him...">> <<heSays "Bianca... I...">> <<sheSays "Is that true?">> I looked at Bianca... who had opened her heart just now... I did not want to pile on it... but I also could not deny it... $girl was my love... and there were some things only $girl could give me. <<heSays "Yes.">> I sadly whispered. <<heSays "When you deny me... it is not just bodily... you also deny me... a part of your love... this hurts me more than not cumming... you... withdraw yourself from me... and that hurts... on another level...">> Now $girl was getting sad... <<sheSays "But... I love you... I... only want your... body denied... I love you more than anything in the world... I give myself to you fully... always.">> <<sheSays "I ... just want you to be crazy about me... yes... hurt your body a bit... make you desperate, you know the drill... but you...">> <<sheSays "The $boy inside your body... inside your head... I want you to be happy... satisfied... knowing I am all yours, every bit of me...">> <<sheSays "I never thought of denying you my love... withholding myself from you...">> <<sheSays "Please... honey... make love to me... now... I give myself to you... let us be one...">> I could not help but have a short glance at Bianca... who was still sobbing... but she nodded at me... ... We made love. I felt great... I let $girl cum a few... quite a few... times before I allowed myself to cum with her. We felt very close... and somehow... everything felt better afterwards... ... <<heSays "Bianca, you know I love you too - don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes... you are not my soul mate... like $girl is. I know you wish it to be otherwise - but we couldn't be together like we are... if I did not love you.">> <<heSays "I would never consider fucking you without an explicit order... if I had no feelings for you...">> <<ppSays "I know that... but don't we always want more?">> <<ppSays "Mistress... can I use our pet now? Seeing and hearing you - made me a little horny.">> <<sheSays "What... yes... why don't we all just have orgasms...">> $girl was preoccupied... she tried scooping up some stuff that dribbled out of her cunt... It was always nice to be appreciated... <<ppSays "Pet... fuck me now... and don't you dare cumming!">> With that she grabbed my dick... even as I had just sex with $girl... Bianca's hands... would nearly always get me going... A short time later... after Bianca had one of her loud "show off" orgasms... <<ppSays "I love to be fucked by him... it is so easy to cum... feeling him...">> <<ppSays "So easy... it makes me wonder... why none of my other boyfriends was able to make me cum... hmmm">> <<ppSays "Mistress... I never thought of it... but am I allowed to fuck around? Or are we in a 'closed' relationship?">> <<heSays "If I have any say in it - then closed!">> <<sheSays "Hehe... I knew you would say that... you are so 'protective' of your harem...">> <<heSays "I know... it is probably not fair to Bianca... I am not homophobic per se...">> <<heSays "But I sure am appalled by the idea, that the pussy I am licking has some guys sperm in it.">> <<heSays "You seem to be at least ok with each other’s bodies and their liquids...">> <<heSays "You even want to explore each other... touch the others breasts etc...">> <<heSays "It would absolutely never be in my mind to explore another guys junk...">> <<heSays "Bianca - you are welcome to explore other men... if you want... but I will then be off the table... that is not a thread of any kind... but that is how I feel about it...">> <<sheSays "Bianca... you are free to do whatever you want.">> <<sheSays "But I also stand hundred percent with $boy... and personally I have never had the desire to be with another man. Nor do I want to taste one... or even touch one... or be touched...">> <<sheSays "As said... you are free... only... tell us... so we know... when you are with another man... at that time you will be off limits for us...">> <<sheSays "We won't throw you out... you are welcome to stay... we will still love you... but your body will be a no go zone for us...">> <<ppSays "I don't know what the future holds... it was just a thought... for now I would love to stay as it is... to be part of $boy's harem... as you named it.">> ... <<heSays "Mistress I would like to ask a favour for Bianca.">> <<sheSays "Hu? What is it, why doesn't she ask herself?">> <<heSays "It is a favour I want to grant her... but you must allow it... and you must concur...">> <<heSays "See... for quite some time now... I am trying to give Bianca more than one orgasm.">> <<heSays "But after the first one, she is oversensitive... and she doesn't like it... when I try to continue...">> <<heSays "I don't know if we can train her to be as 'orgasmic' as you.">> <<heSays "I think physiologically her body is made differently... but I would like her to be able to compensate.">> <<heSays "She is also my girl... and I would like her to have many orgasms...">> <<heSays "I would like her to be allowed to ask for me... whenever she might 'need' me... at any time...">> <<heSays "That way... she ... well can receive more orgasms... not just one or two a day...">> <<heSays "If she feels like it... she may just ask... 'lick me'... or 'rub my clit' - and I would service her... ">> <<heSays "You understand what I want... for her?">> <<sheSays "Oh... $boy... if you ask me... you care to much for her...">> <<heSays "Please mistress... let us welcome Bianca... the way she deserves. Let her have this special boon.">> <<sheSays "Bianca... do you understand what he wants for you...?">> <<ppSays "I... think so...">> <<sheSays "Would you like that?">> <<ppSays "Of course I would... who would not?">> <<ppSays "Essentially I just have to ask, and I have a personal clit masseur at my hand... any time I want... that is it... isn't it?">> <<heSays "... well... sort of... yes... I don't think it is fair... to have you deprived of your orgasms... in comparison to $girl...">> <<ppSays "Oh... $boy... you really love me... don't you?">> I glanced at $girl... <<heSays "I didn't say that...">> <<ppSays "Yes... you did... you only used other words...">> she grinned... and was so happy... <<sheSays "Ok... ok... just don't overdo it...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... thank you mistress! Thank you...!">> <<ppSays "$boy... come her... kneel and be so kind and just lick me to an orgasm... I so feel like it now!">> I did that ... and she came in a very short time... ...she loved her new 'rights'... She soon loved to have orgasms 'just in between'. When we watched TV... she would order... '$boy... come here... rub my clit a bit...' and while we all watched... I made her cum... she never needed much time... and I heard her loud moans... then she would very fast dispose of me... lest she got overstimulated... I loved this... it was so casual... and at the same time... sexy and it showed us all, what a sweet horny bitch she was... her orgasm count went up from one or two... to a multiple of that. I loved every single time... that she made use of me... be it tongue finger or real fucking. [[continue|Part85]]

[img[pics/B_teases_J_short.png]] <<if $debug>>Part85<</if>> <<sheSays "Hey! Jenny! Welcome to our humble abode!">> <<heSays "Welcome! Nice to see you again - you look great, fantastic actually...">> <<sheSays "Stop flirting! You are mine!">> $girl whispered - but so loud everyone could hear her.... <<jenSays "Thank you... I hope I am not too much to late... there was quite some traffic.">> <<jenSays "... and $girl... don't worry... I know this cute man is yours...">> <<jenSays "Nice place!">> <<sheSays "It is $boy's!">> <<heSays "Quit trying to show off!">> <<sheSays "Why? When we came together... I was thrown out by my mother... and you were a poor student... living at your parents’ house.">> <<sheSays "Now I nearly finished my education... you are rich and own a house... it is something we can be proud of...">> <<heSays "Jenny - please excuse her... ... and I just came into an inheritance... there is nothing to be particulary proud of...">> <<heSays "Is it always like that? When you two are in each other’s vicinity - $girl exchanges her personality to someone different?">> <<sheSays "Spoil sport! Jenny is also loaded...">> <<heSays "... but she doesn't announce it!">> <<sheSays "...anyway... come in ... upstairs...">> <<jenSays "So... the plan is... you will come to our next party as sub and dom... and mess with everyone?">> <<sheSays "Basically... yes... but to make it more interesting... we will switch in between...">> <<sheSays "Each one of the three of us... will once be the dom.">> <<jenSays "Three?">> <<sheSays "Yea, Bianca... she is with us... ">> <<sheSays "Would you wait five minutes... we will present you with our first 'set'...">> <<jenSays "Sure... who is Bianca?">> <<sheSays "A sweet slave of mine...">> We got up... and went to our room to change. I basically stripped... and put on a loincloth and a leather collar. I also wore a girdle, which amongst other things featured a hook which held one of our whips, a couple of gags, some rope and two handcuffs... better to come prepared. Bianca wore nearly the same... but a small strip of cloth to cover her tiny (but very lovely) breasts. If one didn't know that she was well over twenty... she could have passed as a teenager... She also wore a leather collar. Our dom - $girl - decided to wear something opposite to her role. She wore a flighty little skirt... a blouse - closed up to the top... which looked very sombre... her hair style was quickly changed to feature pigtails... and she now looked a little like a innocent young, but very beautiful schoolgirl. She put two leather leashes on us. We went downstairs... and before we entered our living room... Bianca and I went down... and we entered the room on our knees - on a leash and just behind our mistress. <<sheSays "Jenny - may I present, slave $boy and slave Bianca.">> <<sheSays "Go! Greet her properly!">> Bianca and I crawled over to Jenny... and bent down... to kiss her shoes. <<sheSays "Enough! Her shoes are now dirty enough!">> <<sheSays "Chair!">> I stabled myself... and $girl used me as a seat... Bianca cowered before $girl... took off one of her shoes and slowly massages and kissed her feet. <<sheSays "So Jenny... what do you think of my slaves...?">> <<jenSays "Awesome!">> <<jenSays "This... feels so... real... ">> <<sheSays "Real? This IS real... they are my slaves!">> <<sheSays "You know I like showing off... ">> <<sheSays "What would you like me to have them do?">> <<sheSays "They - will obey me... whatever I ask!">> <<jenSays "Anything? No shame?">> <<sheSays "Haha... we want to go to your party like this... do you think you are able to shame us?">> <<jenSays "I would like to inspect your slaves... have them stand up... get naked for inspection.">> <<sheSays "You heard her... I will not be a repeater... until I say otherwise... just do everything Jenny tells you... as long as it is not against the rules...">> <<jenSays "Rules...?">> <<sheSays "Yes, I made up some rules.">> <<sheSays "A simple one for example... girls must be pretty... boys are strong and must work.">> <<sheSays "This means - girls are never to be hit so hard that any permanent damage is done... no scars... etc.">> <<sheSays "Actually... to make it even easier to not accidentally do something to her beautiful skin...">> <<sheSays "$boy will receive all punishments... even when Bianca does something wrong...">> <<sheSays "But that does not happen often... Bianca loves $boy... so she protects him wherever she can!">> <<jenSays "But... I thought you... don't you love him?">> <<sheSays "I certainly do... but I am meaner than her... I have no qualms hurting $boy... as you already know!">> Bianca and I were now naked and 'presented' ourself... <<jenSays "Gee - how old is she? She looks like a minor!">> <<sheSays "Same age as us... she is just tiny... but so gorgeous... isn't she?">> <<jenSays "Yea... probably... but honestly... I am more into men...">> <<jenSays "Gee... $boy damn... you are a nice piece of meat!">> <<sheSays "Hehe... he always has been... but I ordered some training... see his abs... hmmm">> Jenny came nearer... looked me straight in the eyes... <<jenSays "Can I touch him?">> <<sheSays "Knock yourself out...">> Jenny extened her hand... and grabbed my dick... within a second... she could feel it growing... <<jenSays "Very nice...">> she whispered... so that only I could hear her. She kept stroking me... <<jenSays "His tool... it's not extraordinary... but it seems to be functioning ok.">> <<jenSays "On your knees!">> I sank to my knees. <<jenSays "Take my right shoe off... without using your hands...">> That was not so easy... I worked a minute or two... to open it and remove it... <<jenSays "Now the sock...">> <<jenSays "Now... kiss... lick...">> <<jenSays "… the sole...">> <<jenSays "Your slave... it was quite slow when removing my shoe.">> <<jenSays "I think he needs some punishment!">> <<sheSays "Come here! Bring the whip and the gag!">> I was gagged. <<sheSays "Stand against the wall.">> <<sheSays "Jenny... are ten strokes enough?">> <<jenSays "Make it twenty... he was really slow!">> Bianca stared wide eyed, pleading at $girl... she was on her knees... nuzzling at $girl's calves... <<sheSays "I will hit hard... but I don't think pure laziness warrants blood loss...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' It hurt quite a bit... twenty hits... warranted hitting the same places several times... and that usually was more hurtful. <<sheSays "Remove the gag...">> Jenny came over and inspected my back... <<jenSays "You really hit him?">> <<sheSays "Sure... he will be sore for a few days... but he always heals...">> <<jenSays "Turn around!">> <<jenSays "You are a good slave... aren't you?">> I looked at her... not daring to say anything... She then stepped closer... and before anyone could react I had her tongue in my mouth and she kissed me passionately. <<ppSays "Mistress! Do something! I know two is a very small harem... but I don't want us to grow!">> <<jenSays "Don't worry Bianca... I was just having fun... and so was $boy... can't you see his boner!">> Jenny stepped back... <<jenSays "Very cool! Hitting him is really convincing...">> <<jenSays "I think Bianca should do something stupid... so you have a reason to hit him a few times at the party. This really gives of strong vibes.">> <<jenSays "Bianca... you are a little snake aren't you?">> <<jenSays "You would love scratching my eyes out for having him whipped... don't you?">> <<ppSays "Mistress... can I please kill her?">> <<sheSays "No sweetie... she is organizing the party... we need her...">> Bianca set down pouting... bet never letting go of her mistress. <<jenSays "Haha... you are right she IS gorgeous...">> <<jenSays "Why don't we 'unslave' and talk a bit more?">> We were at home... and that made us feel comfortable and in charge... Bianca and I exchanged a quick look... and we both knew... we would stay naked - if just to 'tease' Jenny. <<sheSays "You heard her guys... slave off.">> <<jenSays "You really need to say that?">> Bianca stood up... and left the room... to shortly later return with a soothing creme. <<ppSays "On your knees...">> I went down and she rubbed my sore back with the creme... shooting daggers with her eyes at Jenny... while lovingly caressing my back... After Bianca finished... she got a towel placed it on one of the seats... and set me down... as not to get any creme on the seat... then she climbed on top of me... and held me close... <<sheSays "Hehe... she wants to make you uncomfortable... she is not above petty revenge...">> $girl from her seat could not see it... but Jenny would... Bianca had placed herself strategically... her one hand was holding my penis... and slightly stroking it... in plain view if Jenny... <<jenSays "Yea... I guess she can be a real bitch... can't she?">> <<sheSays "Yea... but she is my lovely bitch... and $boy and I love her.">> <<jenSays "One day you must tell me - how she was able to join you...">> <<sheSays "That was not an easy ride... and believe me my jealousy and her bitchiness didn't make it any easier for us... but somehow we managed to pull it off. Didn't we?">> <<ppSays "Yes mistress">> <<heSays "Yes mistress">> We said in unison. <<jenSays "Haha... they are always yours... aren't they...?">> <<sheSays "I love it, they love it... but we are all free to choose... and believe me... $boy can be a great dom... when we get him to...">> <<jenSays "So... your act... you said each of you would be doms...">> <<jenSays "What will Bianca do?">> <<jenSays "Such a tiny dom... will be cute... does she have a thing?">> <<sheSays "Actually we are not certain... I love most humiliating and denying... at least the later I can't do 'openly'... for this reason I will largely be humiliating both of them.">> <<sheSays "To have a thing for Bianca... we probably should leave hitting $boy to her... tell me Bianca... will you be able to hit $boy - hard - I mean?">> <<sheSays "Bianca! Stop wanking him... what did I just say?">> <<ppSays "Yea, yea... I can hit him... you know I can... I had his blood on my hands before...">> <<jenSays "And him? What will he do?">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... he can be such a strong alpha in bed... hmmm">> <<sheSays "Well... we might have also problems displaying that...">> <<heSays "You know my thing... I love pleasing my girl... but that is not very good dom behaviour...">> <<heSays "You will just adore me... with every step I take... read my mind when I want something... and the most terrible punishment you can possible receive is a sad or disappointed look from me.">> <<heSays "I am a normal guy... I just need you worshipping me.">> <<ppSays "I will do that!">> <<sheSays "No problem with that... you are the best man on earth... what other man would be worthy of our worship...">> <<jenSays "Oh... stop it, your chatter is just oozing with sap...">> <<jenSays "But ok... seems valid... at least...">> <<jenSays "What about protection... I don't know all the people that will attend...">> <<jenSays "The probability of a wannabe alpha guy pestering you is not null...">> <<ppSays "We have $boy, if he can't protect us... nobody can...">> <<jenSays "Geez, quit adoring him like that, come down to earth, I was being serious.">> <<ppSays "Haha, am I annoying you? Good! That's precisely what I'm aiming for!">> <<sheSays "She is right though... I myself didn't know until recently... but $boy can protect us... he used to be a martial arts national champion... He already drove off Bianca's ex... a real bully.">> <<sheSays "Where Bianca and I am bragging to much... $boy keeps to himself... he is quite closed up... but very capable...">> <<jenSays "He certainly got the body for it...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... she is doing it again... she is flirting with him... make her stop!">> <<sheSays "Hush... need I remember you... that one of our goals is to make other people jealous of what a great man we have... I'd say we are off to a good start...">> <<jenSays "$boy how can you stand those two bickering bitches?">> <<heSays "I love them... and they adore me... that helps greatly!">> <<jenSays "Ok... what about next month?">> <<jenSays "Or do you guys need more preparation?">> <<sheSays "Next month? Seems fine to me.">> <<sheSays "What about you guys?">> <<heSays "Fine...">> <<ppSays "Fine...">> Bianca was sucking on my ear... her hand still caressing my dick. <<jenSays "Ok.">> <<jenSays "One question...">> <<jenSays "I would like to cuck my boyfriend...">> <<jenSays "Can $boy fuck me in front of him?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<ppSays "I knew it... she wants $boy for herself.">> <<sheSays "Can I watch? I want to see Peter suffering!">> <<heSays "Does Peter know and approve?">> <<ppSays "No! NO!">> <<sheSays "Oh... come on Bianca... I know you love seeing other people suffer... let us watch Peter when his love is fucking another man... that will be awesome.">> <<jenSays "No Peter does not know... but if this breaks him... he is not the right guy!">> <<heSays "Do you know by now if you love him?">> <<ppSays "I don't want to share him with yet another girl.">> <<sheSays "He will be just a tool... no feelings... you know... $boy is a great dildo... we use him all the time...">> <<jenSays "No I don't love him... I use him... I have not let him cum again... and he is still in chastity...">> <<heSays "I will not decide this... I need the blessing of my girls... I don't ever want to hurt them... I could fuck Jenny... I quite like her...">> <<jenSays "You like me?">> <<heSays "You are good looking... and very smart... and quick on your feet...">> <<ppSays "Mistress she is stealing him...">> <<sheSays "She can't steal him... he is ours... you know that...">> <<ppSays "But his dick... is mine...">> <<sheSays "It is mine! Not yours...">> <<jenSays "Yes... we have to organize it... but we can make it so, that you can watch.">> <<jenSays "I just want you to fuck me a little... I probably won't cum anyway... but I will fake an orgasm... so he will think I enjoyed it...">> Both Bianca and $girl looked at each other and burst out laughing... <<ppSays "Hahahaha... that was a good one...">> <<sheSays "Hehehehe... you are so in for a surprise...">> <<jenSays "What? What did I say?">> <<ppSays "There is no way... you will not cum... when $boy fucks you... the very thought is hilarious...">> <<sheSays "Haha - she is right... it is not the question whether you will cum... the question is more how often... haha...">> <<heSays "Don't listen to them... but actually... when I fuck you... I want to do it right... not just in-out-done.">> <<heSays "When I do this - I want you and me to enjoy it... I will kiss you... worship your body... taste you, lick you and fuck you... this will not be done in five minutes. I mean... if you say in between you want to stop... ok... I will certainly do that... but my plan would be something we can enjoy... not in/out and sperm on the floor.">> <<jenSays "Oh...">> <<jenSays "Ok.">> <<jenSays "That was not really my plan... that would probably hurt Peter even more...">> <<heSays "Another thing... I... don't like ... hm... other men on my woman...">> <<heSays "Do you fuck around... else?">> <<jenSays "No. I am with Peter... and he doesn't get to fuck me. I am 'clean'...">> <<jenSays "Gee... there IS an alpha in him... isn't there?">> <<sheSays "$boy stand up...">> I stood up... and $girl and Bianca both were on their knees... their hands reaching up to me... on the back and the front... both girls kissing my thighs and looked adoringly up to me... <<sheSays "Yes... there is... We love him...">> My boner in front of me... I probably looked really alpha'ish... freshly trained too... displaying my abs... Jenny looked at us... and even she swallowed... as she looked at me. <<heSays "Enough girls... this is embarrassing...">> <<jenSays "I have to admit... there is nothing really to be embarrassed about...">> <<jenSays "So Bianca... you are the only one against this... I understand this must be an unanimous decision...">> <<sheSays "Actually in my relation with $boy... he cucks me with Bianca...">> <<ppSays "What? No! This is not what this... is... it... it is... isn't it?">> <<sheSays "Yes... it is. I discussed this with $boy before I ordered him to fetch you back to us.">> <<sheSays "I am a cuckquean, a woman who allows her man to fuck another woman.">> <<sheSays "I have no desire to ever fuck another man than $boy.">> <<sheSays "I know $boy would end our relationship if I ever enjoyed another man. I am totally ok with that... I truly meant it... I do not want another man. I would be horrified if $boy would allow me to be with another man.">> <<sheSays "But I wanted another slave... I knew it would fix some things in my relationship with $boy. It was very hard for me in the beginning... you both know that.">> <<sheSays "But right now... I am in a good place. I know $boy loves me more than anything... As hard as it is for Bianca sometimes... she knows that I am his number one... by a very far stretch... She knows there is no space between $boy and me... and we will never separate and have other partners.">> <<sheSays "Yet... we both love Bianca... as long as she wants to, she can stay with us... and by now I have learned to not be overly jealous anymore.">> <<sheSays "Long talk... two things...">> <<sheSays "As a cuckquaen I am intrigued to see a cuckold... I don't know if I ever get the chance again.">> <<sheSays "Sad to admit... I have a sadistic streak... I want to see... what this does to Peter... will he be broken... will he be strengthened... will he accept... will he leave? I want to see this.">> Bianca came over to $girl... on her knees. <<ppSays "I am sorry mistress... I never thought of cuckoldry... I never wanted to demean you...">> <<sheSays "It is fine Bianca... $boy and I discussed this prior your comeback. I wanted you back... and I accepted this as a necessity... and I found my peace with it.">> Bianca was quite shocked by all this... she kept kneeling before her mistress... kept mumbling how sorry she was... and caressed $girl... and kept burring her face in her clothes... sobbing... After about a minute... she turned her face to Jenny... and with red rimmed eyes... <<ppSays "Fuck him... if my mistress agrees... who am I to defy her...">> She then turned to $girl again... buried her face again... and kept sobbing... <<jenSays "For a nasty little bitch... she can get very sentimental...">> she said... but her tone was tender... she did not want to hurt Bianca... <<sheSays "We three have grown pretty tight by now... we care about another... more than outsiders might see at first glance...">> Jenny stayed for quite a bit longer... and we talked about general stuff. We agreed about the cuck date for the next week... we all needed to get a bit of time to get used to the idea. Before the last farewell of the night I asked her... <<heSays "Jenny... if you don't mind... I would like to meet you before the cuck-thing. I don't really know much about you... neither you as a person... nor your sexual preferences.">> <<heSays "As said... I would like for our meeting to be enjoyable for you... so if you don't mind... I would like to know more of you...">> <<jenSays "Ehm... yeah... sure... what about... pick me up after work... and we get something to eat and talk...">> <<heSays "Five pm front door hospital?">> <<jenSays "I'll be there... ">> <<jenSays "... looking forward to it...">> <<jenSays "Bye guys!">> <<ppSays "Now you will also date her?">> <<heSays "Excuse me... when I am to fuck her... I at least want to know her a little...">> <<ppSays "You fuck me every day now... you never took any interest in me...">> she accused me... <<heSays "No?">> <<heSays "I know you were born on 15th of January 2002 in Broadshaw... not in a hospital, but at home. You have no siblings. You love your parents but could not wait to move out and be independent. You favourite colour is blue... not a dark blue... more like the sky on a cloudless day. Your favourite animals are squirrels... and that suits you well... you are also small, cute and always on the run... with your thoughts and your body. Till you came to us... you had a platoon of bad boyfriends. You love pasta but for some reason you hate ravioli. You don't like sports... but you like dancing. You think you breasts are to small... but they are just lovely... you are not defined by your breasts... they are a perfect fit for you. You hate to be a burden to anyone... and you had a hard time moving in with us... and as a safekeep you still have your small apartment that you can flee to. You love plants... and you still have a bad conscience because of the plant that died in your room. You kept it to remind you... that something like this will not happen again. You do not have many friends... and I can find no reason for that. That was one thing why you took it so hard, when $girl left you. You have deep friendship love feelings for her... but you are hetero... but she has a special place in your heart... which would enable you to have sex with her... but you would never initiate it. You have grey eyes - which are lovely... but you wish you had blue eyes. I can assure you - your grey eyes are perfectly fine. There are not so many people with grey eyes - in my opinion this makes you special. The only other person I know with grey eyes is my father... but sadly I inherited the brown ones of my mother... which are also fine...">> <<heSays "Need I go on - or do you believe me... that I also pay attention to you... and I believe I know a great deal about you...">> She looked at me... more shocked than anything else... Then she kissed me... <<ppSays "Thank you...">> [[continue|Part86]]

[img[pics/JennyOutOfHospitalSmall.png]] <<if $debug>>Part86<</if>> I waited in front of the hospital for Jenny. We had said five pm... but I knew from $girl that they seldom finished in time. As was the case with Jenny that day... it was quarter past five when she finally stepped down the entrance stairs. She looked stunning. Her red hair, she kept in a pony tail, her bright green eyes glistened in the evening sun. Her skin was pale and sprinkled with a few freckles... not as many as $girl had... In some way she was a typical green eyed red head... but her features... made her unbelievable beautiful... shamefully I admitted to myself - she was the most beautiful I ever had met. Her appearance was completed with a perfectly fitting outfit. It looked leisurely... but the clothes were explicit... what she wore would easily cost more than she would make in a month... I knew what $girl's salary was. She was dressed in a short skirt and a complementary T-shirt, with colours that matched perfectly. She flaunted her damn gorgeous legs... The T-shirt looked as if it was made just for her... It featured minimal neckline... and wasn't overly revealing... However, it clearly delineated what it enveloped... Her form was impeccably outlined... and would set the heart of even the toughest man racing... Oh my god... and I was set on a path to fuck her... <<heSays "You look stunning... if this is how you look after a day’s work... I can't imagine how you look after a holiday!">> <<jenSays "Haha... If I didn't know that I am fantastic looking... I would say you are trying to sweet talk to me... but since I know... I just say thank you!">> <<heSays "Ehm... Hi!">> <<jenSays "Hi to you too... sorry, you know how it goes... it is seldom that we get out in time.">> <<heSays "Soo... we have several options... since this is a date where I intend to get to know you better... it figures that at the beginning I am flustering a bit.">> <<heSays "We have several options... it is nice weather... quite warm... we can go for a walk... in the city - or in the nature... which would be a short drive away.">> <<heSays "... or we could sit down for some drinks... that again would lead to a new set of choices...">> I grinned... <<jenSays "Actually... now that you mention it... a walk in the nature would be lovely... but I'd get my workshoes for that... that would be another five minutes... ok?">> <<heSays "No problem...">> A short time later we sat in my car... and drove to a nearby forest... that I knew quite well, there even was a lake nearby... and walking by the water - I found always soothing - at least if the insects were not too maddening. It was only a short drive... but damn... something about Jenny... just made my knees weak. I had always been affected by smell... a minute in the closeness of the car with her... the pheromones she distributed freely made me nearly dizzy. <<heSays "How was your day?">> <<jenSays "Oh... business as usual I would say. At the moment I have quite a set schedule... a few hours desk duty... then accompanying the doctor to the visit with the patients, cleaning... distributing meals... and such... nothing out of the ordinary today.">> <<jenSays "What about you?">> <<heSays "Actually I stayed home today - there is an exam next Thursday and there is a lot of stuff to memorize. The subject is called 'formal language theory' - it sounds like it is about computer languages... and abstractly it probably is. But it is actually a mathematical approach... and pure theory. It is awful...">> <<jenSays "Haha - $girl is right... you are a nerd at heart...">> <<jenSays "If I asked you more about it - you would go on and on... wouldn't you...?">> <<heSays "Only if I sensed that you are truly interested... but I know you are not...">> <<jenSays "How did you and $girl meet?">> <<heSays "As it happens so often... through a strange series of events...">> <<heSays "I was part of a committee that was interviewing her for an exchange year in another country...">> <<heSays "I myself had been an exchange student... I have been to Australia for a year...">> <<heSays "The alumni were expected to continue their involvement with the exchange organisation... and one of the tasks was to help in the selection process for new candidates.">> <<heSays "So I went to my first interview... and that was her and her family...">> <<heSays "She actually could have gone... to Mexico - that was her country of choice... but the falling out with her family resulted in a general change of plans... she just couldn't afford to go anymore...">> <<heSays "Anyway... that was how we first met... and we met several times after... well and at some stage we had become a couple.">> <<heSays "You know quite a lot about me... last time at your party... I barely let you say a word... please... indulge me... tell me more about yourself!">> <<jenSays "Yea... ok... where to begin? See...">> ... and as if a dam had broken loose... she begin telling about herself, her family, her brother, how her parents were not impressed with her choice to be a pediatric nurse. She talked about her school years... her holydays... love for horses... her experiences with men... how often she was forced to push their attention away... how she got to know Peter. She knew she did not love him... but liked him... she too had kinks... but for the time she kept them to herself. She had two boyfriends before Peter - but the relationships were mostly unsuccessful... she actually blamed her looks for the bad relations she had had... She feared the good guys... were just too afraid to approach her... so that only guys with the wrong kind of self-esteem talked to her. Peter was the first more or less normal guy - but even he was immediately submissive - in fear of losing something as "precious" as her. It was getting dark in the woods... we returned to the car... <<heSays "Choice time again!">> <<heSays "We still can get our drink... and food...">> <<heSays "...or if it is getting too late, I can drop you off at home.">> <<jenSays "Don't you have enough of me yet?">> <<heSays "Actually - no.">> <<heSays "... and that is something new... I usually get tired of talking and listening... and try to get back to my isolated place and be with myself.">> <<heSays "But... I like talking to you... I have the impression... I understand you easily and vice versa... I don't have to explain things multiple times with a different angle... you understand my angle right away... I like that...">> <<jenSays "Yea... I get what you are saying...">> <<jenSays "But it is getting late... and another hard day will start in the morning... if you don't mind... please drive me home.">> <<heSays "Sure...">> I was a little disappointed... though... <<jenSays "What have you planned tomorrow afternoon... from about... a quarter past five?">> <<heSays "Learning 'formal language theory' hahaha... why? Do you think I should do something else?">> <<jenSays "I don't know... I only know that I'll be at the front door of the hospital at that time...">> <<jenSays "... it would be one hell of a coincidence if you would also be there, wouldn't it...?">> <<heSays "Nah... something like that is not called coincidence... that is called I pick you up after work...">> We arrived at Jennys place... <<jenSays "Till tomorrow then...">> she leaned in... and kissed me. ... Later that night <<sheSays "WHY DO YOU NEED TO DATE HER?">> <<sheSays "YOU HAVE A DICK - AND KNOW PRETTY WELL HOW TO USE IT!">> <<sheSays "JUST FUCK HER - AND THEN IT'S DONE!">> <<heSays "I don't want that...">> <<sheSays "DON'T TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!">> <<sheSays "I just ordered you to fuck Bianca... and you did stick your dick in her...">> <<sheSays "I order you to fuck Jenny and then we get rid of her!">> <<heSays "Yea... and you ordering me to fuck Bianca turned out so well...">> <<heSays "... that now I cuck you with her. Everything easy peasy...">> <<sheSays "YOU ASSHOLE!">> ... <<sheSays "DID YOU KISS HER?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "DID SHE KISS YOU?">> <<heSays "A small good bye smack...">> <<sheSays "ARRRGGHHH! - I KILL HER!">> ... <<heSays "IT IS YOU WHO THROWS OTHER GIRLS AT ME!">> <<heSays "... YOU MUST FUCK BIANCA... I WANT HER AS A SLAVE...">> <<heSays "I WANT ALL TO SEE... WE MEET JENNY...">> <<heSays "I WANT TO SEE A CUCK... GO FUCK JENNY">> <<heSays "DON'T BLAME ALL THAT SHIT ON ME!">> <<sheSays "YOU DO THE FUCKING!">> <<heSays "BECAUSE YOU FUCKING ORDERED IT!">> ... We grew exhausted... <<sheSays "You know what... fuck it... let's just fuck it out...">> <<sheSays "I know you love me... just fuck me... and I'll calm down...">> I was tired and exhausted... But I managed a little fuck session of about two hours... she came about a dozen times... and she actually let me cum in the end too. I was ready to go to sleep now... so exhausted... But during our fucking Bianca had entered... <<ppSays "You do know you only fucked her two hours?">> <<ppSays "You know your schedule is at least three hours.">> <<ppSays "But even if you had already fucked ten hours - I don't care - you bloody damn have to fuck me too.">> Her hands made my penis grow again... ... and I fucked her the needed hour... I edged... she still could not produce more than one orgasm per session... but she loved it nonetheless... she loved being fucked by me... edged... and the certainty to get satisfaction in the end... I had fucked both my women... I felt exhausted and happy... I snuggled close to Bianca... she grabbed my dick... she was more than happy that I stayed with her... and as long as she was awake she showered me with kisses every now and then... [[continue|Part87]]

[img[pics/87_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part87<</if>> At two o'clock I got a text message from Jenny... "Bring some swimming gear..." I picked her up at the hospital... she managed to get out a few minutes earlier than yesterday. She looked fine - but not nearly as polished as yesterday... <<jenSays "Hi!">> <<heSays "Hi!">> <<jenSays "The weather is so good... I thought we'd go swimming... that is ok with you - isn't it?">> <<heSays "You mean - seeing you half naked... your body glistening wet in the sunlight... and me showing of my body... making you hot...?">> <<heSays "Let me think a moment...">> <<jenSays "Jerk...">> but she smiled at me. <<heSays "Let's go... any particular place you had in mind?">> <<jenSays "Yeah... let's get into the car... I'll show you...">> <<jenSays "I am a little... sweaty... sorry... I didn't want you to wait so long... and since we are going into the water anyway... I...">> I bent my head over to her... and sniffed her... she smelled absolutely lovely... and that was not any of my kinks talking... She cringed away a little... <<jenSays "Don't...">> I laughed... <<heSays "Honestly... you smell absolutely lovely... no worries at all... ">> We drove off... and Jenny directed me to place I had never seen... It was a small pond, secluded in a forest - not far from the road. On one side, the water was shallow, excellent for swimming. On the other side, rocks towered high... this gave the whole scene a wild impression... it was beautiful. <<jenSays "It is so close to the road - but very few people know about it... it is just perfect!">> <<heSays "Yes... it is!">> We were even able to park the car easily on the side... and only had to walk a few meters to the waters edge... Since I knew we wanted to go swimming, I had also packed a few towels and a blanket... I took them out of the car... and in the best tradition of $girl... I built a nest on the grass right next to the water... <<jenSays "Hey! You come prepared - that is great!">> <<heSays "Well you said... I even have some drinks and a few snacks... if you want some...">> <<jenSays "Later... now I want to get half naked... and have my body glistening in the sun... wet from the water...">> she teased me. As soon as I finished laying out the blanket... she started to take off her clothes... which did not take long... it was just a T-shirt... her shorts and shoes. She already wore a Bikini under her clothes... and was ready to get into the water in ten seconds. <<jenSays "Coming?">> I chose not to make a dirty joke out of that open invitation... I ripped my clothes off... and since I also wore my swimming shorts underneath - I too was ready in a couple of seconds... <<jenSays "$boy?">> I looked up... She flashed her left boob to me... and ran laughing into the lake... Gee... if that was not an invitation... I ran after her... the water seemed ice cold... but it was a hot summers day... so it was refreshing... and very enjoyable... She dove in the lake... and soon emerged... laughing... <<jenSays "Ohh... this is so great after a day’s work...">> We were waist deep in the water now... I stepped closer... <<heSays "You are quite a tease... you know?">> <<jenSays "No... I don't...">> She drew closer... lay one arm around my neck... and drew my head closer to kiss me... Her other hand was in my shorts... my dick in her hand... <<jenSays "I have seen you naked... played with your dick before... and we already set a date where I will fuck you... ">> she whispered... <<jenSays "I don't think we are doing anything we shouldn't...">> She let go of me... and swam further to the middle of the pond... while I was trying to unpitch my tent... We swam together cooled off our heat and after some time we made our way back to the blanket... set down... and I opened the basked that I had prepared prior... She sat on the blanked... cross legged... and was eating some fruits... when she casually mentioned... <<jenSays "I know you can't keep your eyes of me... you know... you like seeing the outline of my pussy through the bikini...?">> <<heSays "Let me see... I am a male... so - yes!">> <<jenSays "I like teasing you...">> She grinned at me... <<heSays "I like being teased by you... so... I guess everything is working out for us... ">> I also grinned... <<heSays "Just one thing... just to make it clear...">> <<heSays "I don't know what your endgame is here... but I am in love with $girl... and I always will be. She is and always will be my number one.">> <<heSays "She wants me to fuck you... so I'll do it...">> <<heSays "I certainly like you... and you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met... and I wouldn't be able to enjoy being with you if I didn't like you...">> <<heSays "But I can't see any romantic outcome here... so... just so you know...">> Jenny drew closer... <<jenSays "I know... and that is great as it is...">> <<jenSays "I tease you... I fuck you... and then you go back to your girls... and everything will be good...">> <<jenSays "You will be the second man that I fuck... I want this... I only have been with Peter... and I have him in his cage ever since... I want your dick in me $boy... so badly...">> She started kissing me again... <<strangerSays "What is this?">> <<strangerSays "Some love puppies at our lake...">> Two other laughing... <<strangerSays "Thank you for bringing us your little whore... she looks quite fuckable...">> <<strangerSays "NOW BUZZ OF! So we can have some fun with her!">> <<heSays "I hate this... slowly get up... always stay behind me... the water behind you - so they can't circle us...">> I whispered to her... I slowly got up... hands stretched forward... <<heSays "Guys... we are just on a date here... please leave... there is nothing to be gained from this...">> <<strangerSays "Oh... you wanna show off for your dick licking whore?">> <<strangerSays "In a few minutes she will swallow my load and beg me for more... look at her,,, I can see she wants it... wants a real man in her... we are three... she got three holes... how fitting! HAHAHA!">> <<heSays "Guys... back off! Nobody needs to get hurt here...">> <<strangerSays "HURT?">> <<strangerSays "Are you afraid of us - afraid of getting hurt... are your knees weak... I bet they are... Go!">> <<strangerSays "Or we will kick your ass so badly... that you'll be in a wheelchair for the rest of your life!">> <<jenSays "$boy...">> <<heSays "Shhh... Jen... I got this...">> <<strangerSays "You got this? HAHAHA... go boys... take him down...">> I was not afraid... I was confident I could stand my ground... having to watch Jenny was a bit restraining... I would also hurt or break my hands while hitting them... I did not wear any protective gear. But I could not hold back in this situation... hit hard... this is real life, no training... no restraint... these guys had to be brought down... The first guy ran at me... he was just a brute... no finesse at all. I outstepped his attack easily... and he had my foot in his face... my swing and his speed from rushing towards me... He was felled like a tree... immediately unconscious on the ground... damn... my foot hurt now... but I hadn't broken anything... good... The second guy that had been rushing towards me... stopped in his tracks when he saw his comrade hitting the grass. He drew a knife... gee these guys were really annoying... But close combat... that was, what my training had been all about... I carefully walked over to him... He looked astonished... that I drew closer to him... and was not frightened... He stabbed at me a couple of times... but I blocked and deflected each of his attempts... I was pure concentration now... one single oversight of mine... and I would get seriously injured... and god knows what would happen to Jenny. ATTACK. In a sudden move that he had not anticipated... I knocked him out... Again... stinging pain in my main hand... I would have concussions from this... but again... nothing was broken... The third guy looked at me... fear in his eyes... as I sprinted towards him... He attempted to draw something from his back... to late... I saw it was a gun... Jesus - had he used that one earlier... the outcome would certainly have been different... no martial art can help against a gun, no matter what movies were trying to tell us... But he was to late... and I reacted to fast... I kicked the gun out of his hand... it landed in the water... and then I was on him... Not doing any learned technique... I was in rage now... drawing a gun! I drove my fist into his face... he went down... and I kept hitting him - brutally till he passed out... I stood up... panting... Three bodies... lying in the grass... I looked at Jenny... <<heSays "Are you all right?">> <<jenSays "Y...y.. yes... I... think so...">> <<heSays "Call the police... get in the car...">> It was not the right time, nor the right place... but I just could not help noticing the tiny wet spot between her legs... I jogged to the car... Took out a small box... and returned... <<heSays "I wonder what the police will think of this...">> As I handcuffed each of the guys... with padded handcuffs... <<jenSays "What? What are these?">> <<heSays "What do you think they are? You know $girl... don't you?">> <<jenSays "Oh...">> Jen had called the police... and gave a short description as where to find us. She put her clothes on... and was on her way to the car... When she passed the loud mouthed guy... she stopped... He was still unconscious... his face looked rather beaten up now. Then she kicked that guy with full force in the nuts... <<jenSays "He will remember me...">> I too went back to the car... got the first aid kit... and bandaged my hands... The last beating I did... had left my hands bloody... and they hurt like hell. ... A few minutes later, the police arrived. A lucky coincident... one of the junior officers... I knew... Steve... we actually had trained together before... They believed our telling... which even if true is regrettably, not always a given. I showed them where the gun had landed in the water... After all the tension... and adrenalin had run it's course... the guys were secured... we could actually relax... Steve and I even joked about... that the guys had totally gotten the wrong man to fuck with... ... and to see them bound and handcuffed in our play-things... brought many smiles on Steve's - and his colleagues faces... I had to get knew ones... since these were now confiscated as evidence... The whole police thing - took several hours to finish. There was also more to come... some interrogations... and most probably later a trial and witness reports... This was not over... but finished for today... finally... Jenny and I were alone in my car... and I was driving her home... <<jenSays "I didn't believe Bianca and $girl when they said that you were the only protection they needed...">> <<jenSays "I believe them now...">> <<jenSays "Thank you... you were great... today.">> <<heSays "I am sorry what you had to experience today... some guys are just so...">> <<heSays "They wanted to rape you... I would never stand by... to something like this...">> <<heSays "But the matter could have gone much worse... if that idiot had drawn his gun straight away... I might be dead now... and you...">> <<jenSays "Can... ... can you stay with me? Tonight I mean?">> <<heSays "What? No... wait...">> <<heSays "I can't just...">> <<jenSays "Ohh... ok... I understand...">> <<heSays "Wait...">> I stopped the car... <<heSays "They will be on the edge anyway... they expected me sooner...">> <<heSays "Just a quick question... would you consider coming to our place?">> <<heSays "We will all care for you... I promise... but I can also understand... when you would rather be at your place...">> <<jenSays "I'd... rather be home... really... ... I understand...">> I called $girl... explained the situation... and told her I would stay with Jenny tonight... I knew she understood... on an intellectual level she was ok with it... On an emotional level... she certainly was not... <<heSays "I love you too...">> and I hung up... To Jenny.... <<heSays "She understands... agreed... but is not happy... she can be quite jealous at times... even when there never is a reason.">> <<heSays "I don't envy her telling Bianca though... she can be... ehm... slightly overprotective...">> <<jenSays "Yes... I noticed...">> <<jenSays "Thank you... again... ">> We reached her home... went quietly upstairs to her room. <<jenSays "Can I take the first shower...?">> <<heSays "It is your home... be my guest...">> I knew that Jenny lived with her parents in a very luxurious house... I didn't know that her room had a private bathroom though... <<jenSays "Make yourself comfortable... It'll be only a minute...">> She undressed... and went into the adjacent bathroom... but she left the door open... she went to the toilet first... I could hear her... she seemed to be quite open minded... I went to her pile of clothes... fetched her still soaked Bikini bottom... and sniffed at it... I knew she was watching me... <<jenSays "I can see you!">> <<heSays "... and I know that!">> I countered... She laughed... <<jenSays "Haha... I didn't know that... soo... you like what you sniffed there?">> <<heSays "Yep!">> <<jenSays "Boys!">> <<heSays "Haha... you can't fool me... I know you love what I did... and you love that I like your smell...">> <<jenSays "True...">> She stepped into the shower... washed herself from head to toe... and stepped out again... <<jenSays "You want to lend me a hand?">> <<heSays "Sure...">> I stepped into the small bathroom... grabbed a towel... and started to rub her down... Her body was breath taking... <<jenSays "I seems... like I wrap you around my little finger... you know...">> <<heSays "Hehe... yes it might seem so... ">> <<heSays "Did it occur to you... that I want to be wrapped around your finger...">> I knelt before her... my head right in front her public hair... the towel in both hands... I dried her butt... massaged it... with both of my hands... the towel between her skin and my hands... <<jenSays "Kiss me... ">> she put a hand on my head and... tried pulling me to her cute little red pubic hair... I let me be drawn closer... But when I felt her first hair tickle my nose... I rose... <<heSays "No...">> I handed her the towel... stripped... and got myself into the shower... I couldn't hide my boner from her... so I didn't even try. I refreshed myself... stepped out of the shower... found another towel... got dry... picked up my clothes and went into Jenny's room again. She was already in bed... patted the place beside her... and invited me... <<jenSays "Come here...">> I went over... sat down... still naked... <<heSays "I... thought you'd be stressed out... because of what happened today...">> <<heSays "Right now... it seems more like you want to seduce me... and get a little cuck action, beforehand...">> <<jenSays "I... am stressed... I want you near me... tonight...">> <<jenSays "... but I wouldn't mind to ... well... have a little cucking in the process... I guess...">> <<heSays "Jen... I like you... you know I do. But just so you know... this is off the table.">> <<heSays "I am flirty with you... you have a fantastic body... which is more than hard to resist... but I am with $girl... and I promised her...">> <<heSays "To a strangers eye it might look like I am betraying her already with you... but I know I am not... I will keep my promises... so...">> <<heSays "I'll gladly stay with you tonight... hold you... comfort you... talk with you and listen... but sex will be off the table...">> <<jenSays "Ok.">> She said... but did not sound disappointed... <<jenSays "But it is on you to keep your promise... I never made such a promise...">> <<jenSays "If you don't mind... I'll keep trying to seduce you... is that ok?">> <<heSays "Sure... it will be fun... just don't be too disappointed...">> If I caress your dick... is that cheating... <<heSays "On the border...">> <<jenSays "Hu? Not cheating per se?">> <<heSays "It depends... on how you tick...">> <<heSays "I have known girls... that have experienced calming... soothing effects when holding a dick... if that is what you are going for... I would be ok with it... I guess.">> <<heSays "$girl... never sleeps without her hand around my dick... and she sleeps like a baby... she... feels save... feeling me near her... knowing by touch I am there to protect her...">> <<jenSays "Oh... under that perspective... yea...">> <<jenSays "But... you... you still have a boner when she holds you... don't you.">> <<heSays "Well... some things cannot be helped... and the 'strong' masculine sensation... is probably part of the deal...">> She got hold of my dick... caressing it softly... It didn't feel like she wanted to turn me on... so I let her... but of course... she did... <<jenSays "It is so hot in here...">> She got up... opened the window... and came back to bed... lying on her back... arms crossed behind her back... I lay on the side... and watched her... her beautiful breasts stretched up... her nipples barely discernible from the side... I looked at her armpits... there was a very small patch of soft downy red hair to be seen. It suited her... did not look gross at all... <<heSays "You don't shave?">> <<jenSays "Nah... I have nearly no body hair... do... are you repulsed by that?">> <<heSays "What? No! - Not at all... it is adorable...">> I crawled closer to her... nuzzled my face in her armpits... and felt her downy hair on my lips... <<jenSays "You are a bit of a weirdo sometimes...">> <<heSays "I guess that is one of my kinks... I just like the smell and taste of my women...">> <<jenSays "Oh? So I am your woman now?">> <<heSays "Hmm... don't tell anyone... but in this very moment... yes... you are... it might be different in ten seconds though...">> <<jenSays "Then let us make use of the time we have... smell my pussy... and tell me what you think...">> I went down... she spread her legs slightly... and I kissed her pubic hair... and my nose glid further down... I could see that she was a little aroused... and as my nose went deeper... I could smell her. She smelled clean... fresh... salty... I could feel one of her hands on my head... she spread her legs further... inviting me... <<jenSays "Taste me...">> ... and slowly she spread her legs even further... her hips moved up... and her hand pressed me down... I wanted to taste her... she smelled wonderful... and had she not pushed me further on... I would have stayed much longer and enjoyed her scent... but... this... I had to stop... I crawled up to her... <<heSays "You smell fantastic... intoxicating... I am quite certain... if I taste you... you will get what you want... I can't do that... even if in this moment there is nothing more that I want than to taste you...">> <<jenSays "I know... that is why I wanted you to taste me...">> <<jenSays "Your way... even if you keep resisting... you make me feel so desired... special... in a good way...">> I lay on my back now... Jenny had crawled in my arms... her head now on my chest... my arm around her... One hand of her... leisurely played with my dick... my boner to be precise... <<jenSays "Hmmm... I know what $girl means...">> <<jenSays "I feel so save with you now... especially after today... you were fantastic... you were my protector today...">> <<jenSays "What else do you want to know about me?">> <<jenSays "I never told you about my kinks... I avoided the subject...">> <<heSays "You don't need to tell... I trust $girl...">> <<jenSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "She says my instincts when it comes to pleasing a woman... are perfect... she experienced it... and I believe her.">> <<heSays "I trusted her when Bianca joined us...">> <<heSays "Befor Bianca met us... she never was able to have orgasms but from herself...">> <<heSays "Enough to say... that has changed...">> <<heSays "I will use my instincts with you also... after all... if I would be trying not to be myself... it would not come across well at all - I am certain of that.">> <<heSays "That is my big kink... I want to please my women as best as I possibly can...">> <<jenSays "So... I am an open book to you... you already know what you will do... and are certain it will work?">> <<heSays "No... and No... and No again...">> <<heSays "Listen... you are quite an alpha girl... and I imagine there can be circumstances... that you might be rough...">> <<jenSays "You know... I have only been in bed with Peter... and only once... so there are not many stories to tell...">> <<heSays "Yes... I know... this is just a precaution...">> <<heSays "I can put up with quite a lot of pain and mistreatment... but nonetheless... even $girl and I - we have a safe word.">> <<heSays "When I say 'please lioness stop' she knows... she has gone to far... and has to stop.">> <<heSays "Please remember that... if it ever comes to it... and I say 'please lioness stop' you stop... ok?">> <<jenSays "Ok.">> <<heSays "I don't think we will ever need it... since all I want to do is to please you... but anyway... if you ever say 'please lion stop' - I will also stop.">> <<jenSays "Ok.">> <<heSays "Remember that... please... will you? Promise me?">> <<jenSays "Yes...">> I put my other arm around her... and held her even tighter... <<heSays "Aren't you tired...">> <<jenSays "I am bone weary tired... I could sleep any second...">> <<heSays "Why don't you... I'll hold you... keep you save...">> <<jenSays "I know... that is why I try to stay awake...">> <<jenSays "I love feeling you... feeling your arms around me... the safety... your calmness...">> <<jenSays "I don't want to miss out on this... not a minute... so I must stay awake...">> <<heSays "Shhh... grab my dick... hold on to it... close your eyes...">> I caressed her head... and kept soothingly talking to her... she held my dick... and after a minute she was asleep... I kept caressing her for a little longer... nuzzled my face in her hair and smelled her... but soon I also drifted off... When I woke up... Jenny just came back to bed... <<jenSays "I called in sick today... well not sick... I told them what happened yesterday... and they understood I needed a day for myself to recuperate...">> <<jenSays "Soo... where were we? Ah... I remember... I had your dick in my hand... and my head on your chest...">> <<jenSays "...and your arms around me...">> She grabed my arms... and put them around her. <<jenSays "Hmm... I still want sex with you...">> Her hand slowly started stroking my boner... <<heSays "Don't ruin the moment... you now I will not...">> <<jenSays "What I know is... that you want it too...">> <<jenSays "I know your dick longs to be in me... to feel my wet vagina... welcoming it... and my pussy will love your dick...">> <<heSays "I... I need to go now... it is late... early... whatever,.. I need to go...">> Hastily I clothed myself... <<jenSays "Wait... ">> She came to me... and kissed me... I closed my eyes... she felt so nice... <<jenSays "Wait... ">> she whispered... Then she put two fingers in my mouth... <<jenSays "THIS is what I taste like... I know you wanted to know...">> I could not help... but suck on her fingers... she tasted like all the promises her scent had made... absolutely delicious... <<jenSays "If you want more of that... you know where you can get it!">> She kissed me again... <<jenSays "Bye!">> I started to leave... but somehow... <<heSays "You want to come over... tomorrow night?">> <<heSays "You know... all four of us... getting to know us better? Perhaps we might have a peaceful get together?">> <<jenSays "Yea... sounds great... you have to tame Bianca... though...">> <<heSays "Hehe... you probably can guess what taming her implies... ">> <<jenSays "Oh... I don't need to know that...">> <<jenSays "Bye!">> <<heSays "See you!">> [[continue|Part88]]

[img[pics/88_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part88<</if>> I had told them everything that had occurred... including Jenny's tries to seduce me... several times... sleeping in her bed... smelling her... her holding my dick... I was honest with them... so I would not expect anything to backfire. It was not easy for them... but in my eyes I had broken no promises... and they agreed that I hadn't. Of course they had to "clean" me of any kind if reminiscences of Jenny... which meant a few hours of sex with each of them. Including even me having several orgasms... so that "none of my longing for Jenny remained". Jenny's visit put my girls a little bit at easy. The beginning was a bit timid... as Jenny greeted Bianca - who was very well behaved - with something like... <<jenSays "Nice seeing you Bianca - it seems something has tamed your temper?">> and got the response... <<ppSays "Yea... it was a nice long taming... and when you rang the doorbell... my tamer was still in me!">> It would have been easy to go downhill from there... but everything was civil... and I had a feeling that all three of them were a bit surprised how well they got along... when there was no rivalry about me involved. After Jenny was gone... Bianca's loose mouth even said... <<ppSays "You know $boy... I can understand you...">> <<ppSays "Mistress... is a beautiful blond girl...">> <<ppSays "I am a gorgeous brunette...">> <<ppSays "Your harem... needs a fire head... like her!">> <<sheSays "What? No!">> <<heSays "What? No!">> <<heSays "Another girl - are you mad?">> <<sheSays "I don't want another slave!">> <<sheSays "Bianca - you are more than enough...">> <<ppSays "Oh... mistress...">> <<ppSays "I love you... but there are things you just don't want to see...">> <<sheSays "What do you mean?">> <<ppSays "You are our mistress... we love you... we serve you... we are your slaves... and we love it.">> <<ppSays "But the glue... that holds us together is $boy... not you.">> <<ppSays "If $boy wants her... you allow it... and she wants to join his 'harem' - she will be part of us...">> <<ppSays "You are the one to allow of forbid it... but the glue... the centre of us... is him... and you know it.">> <<ppSays "He loves you more than anything in the world... that is why you can decide our future... but it is HIS love... that enables you...">> <<ppSays "Don't you know?">> ... <<sheSays "Yes I know..."> she admitted... <<sheSays "But saying it out loud...dispels us... don't do that...">> <<ppSays "Sorry mistress... I'll shut up. Loose mouth... you know... hmpf...">> ... <<sheSays "$boy... do you want her?">> <<heSays "I...">> <<sheSays "Ok... that was all the answer I needed...">> <<sheSays "Rules!">> <<sheSays "She will be my slave... as you are.">> <<sheSays "You will not initiate it... either she wants it... then she must initiate it... or she doesn't then you will leave her alone.">> <<sheSays "I will always come first.">> <<sheSays "If I say enough... it is enough... we will quit this harem/slave thing... and it will be us two alone again.">> <<sheSays "She will bring no man into this... she may keep Peter as a sexless pet... but no sperm, penis, saliva or whatever... of a man with us.">> When she ended she was in tears... and hurried upstairs... <<ppSays "$boy - sometimes I hate you!">> <<heSays "What did I do? ...she got Jenny into this...">> <<ppSays "Yes... keep telling yourself that... perhaps one day you will even believe it...">> I also went upstairs... obviously there were some things that needed fixing. Damn... how did I get into this mess. As soon as I opened the door to our room... <<sheSays "$boy!">> She jumped me... threw her arms and legs around me... and clung to me. <<sheSays "I love you... so much...">> and she kept kissing me over and over... <<sheSays "Why is it... that every girl you talk to... drops her pants for you...">> <<sheSays "You are mine...">> <<heSays "I am yours... always... you know that... I promise you... listen I promise you... that you are my one and only true love... my soul mate...">> <<sheSays "...and my sex mate...">> <<heSays "You most certainly are...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me then... make those thoughts of mine go away... ">> <<ppSays "Gee... I am not needed for this...">> <<sheSays "No... stay please... Bianca... you are part of us...">> <<sheSays "I will make sure... you get your share...">> <<sheSays "Soon I'll be double cucked... let's enjoy our single cuck time...">> [[continue|Part89]]

[img[pics/J2_short.png]] <<if $debug>>Part89<</if>> The day was finally there... I had met Jenny two more times... there was no question... she wanted me. She flirted outrageously... flashed her tits at me on any occasion that arouse... produced out of the blue her worn panties... and kept surprising me with them from behind... pressing them against my mouth and nose... I always sniffed them... She afterwards would put them somewhere I would find them later... When nobody was watching... her hand was in my pants... she wanted to calm down she said... but I think the opposite was the case. The 'act' would take place in Jenny's room. It would be well lit... several cameras were installed... and Bianca and $girl would be in one of the neighbouring rooms... watching us via several monitors... each for one camera feed. The whole scenery would be recorded. Jenny was to lure Peter in her room... and then secure him with handcuffs and rope... and bind him to the wall. A gag would be in one of the drawer in case we needed one. I felt sorry for Peter... he was a nice guy... I had talked to him at the party... I was not really sure but I told myself... that deep down... he might even enjoy this... at least I hoped so. I mean... he was the partner of a beautiful girl. She had allowed him to sleep with her once... months and months ago... since then he had been kept in chastity... She had edged him extensively... and only once in a while let him cum. As far as I knew the last time was months ago now... before the party even. A person who endured all that... might like being cucked? We were in the neighbouring room... the cameras were switched on already... Jenny was sitting on her bed... she too was a little nervous. The doorbell rang... Jenny got up... answered the door and a minute later she entered with Peter. She slung her arms around him... and kissed him. It must have felt genuine for Peter... but as I watched the scene closely... I saw from her mannerism... her expression and how she touched him... this was all play. I was glad that she was not a better actress... that meant... I had a chance not to be fooled by her. She was damn smart... knew what she wanted... and not shy to go for it... with any means she deemed necessary. She was a dangerous... beautiful woman. <<jenSays "Hm... love... I have a surprise for you... tonight...">> <<hhSays "Really... what has been brewing in your beautiful head...">> So... cheesy... <<jenSays "Something I have wanted for a long time now...">> <<ppSays "She is so beautiful... it hurts... it is not fair...">> <<jenSays "Something very, very sexy...">> <<hhSays "I love the sound of that...">> <<jenSays "It is something especially for you...">> <<jenSays "... and a tiny little bit for me also...">> <<hhSays "What am I to do?">> <<jenSays "Hmm... love... you will be helpless... I want you to be helpless...">> <<hhSays "You will not hit me... will you?">> <<hhSays "The stories you told me about $boy and $girl... they actually frightened me...">> <<hhSays "She hit him... you saw his scars... you will not hit me... will you?">> <<jenSays "Hmmm">> she kissed him again... <<hhSays "No love... I will not hit you... I promise... I will never hurt you like that...">> Peter visibly relaxed... I was glad I could still discern and feel the snake in Jenny... <<jenSays "Come here baby... ">> Peter moved over to her... <<jenSays "I want you to wear these... ok?">> she caressed his head... soothed him... and kissed him... <<hhSays "Sure... ok...">> <<jenSays "You like being helpless for me... don't you...">> <<hhSays "I love you... yes... I submit to you...">> <<jenSays "Yes... you are a good boy...">> CLICK - the handcuffs closed <<jenSays "I also need to secure your feet... you understand...">> <<hhSays "Yes love...">> CLICK - the shackles closed She moved Peter back to the wall... The shackles around his feet were secured to a hook in the wall. Jenny produced a rope that was hidden before... which ran also through a hook... on the ceiling. She fastened the rope on the cuffs... and raised his arms up... till he was stretched and would hardly be able to move... <<jenSays "Comfortable love?">> <<hhSays "No ... not at all.">> <<jenSays "Oh? Sorry!">> but she didn't do anything to remedy the situation. <<jenSays "I will be doing very sexy stuff tonight... and I want to see... if you enjoy it.">> She produced some scissors from a drawer... I will strip you now... naked... I wouldn't be able to see any precum... dripping out of your dicklet... with clothes on... <<ppSays "She is a little mean... now... isn't she?">> Jenny cut off all of Peters clothes... he was naked... and protested... that she destroyed his clothes... <<jenSays "Shhh... love... you will get new clothes...">> <<jenSays "For the record love...">> <<jenSays "How many times did you fuck a girl...">> <<hhSays "What is this... I only had intercourse once... with you... so damn long ago...">> <<jenSays "And after that... I put that little cage on you... ?">> <<hhSays "Yes. I have worn it ever since... for you!">> <<jenSays "But I did let you cum a few times... didn't I.">> <<hhSays "Three times... Three fucking times... in I don't know... nine months?">> <<hhSays "... and that only after weeks of daily edging...">> <<jenSays "But you enjoyed that... didn't you?">> <<hhSays "Yes...">> <<jenSays "What then?">> <<hhSays "Then was your last party... and that little blond monster and $boy arrived...">> <<sheSays "Hey? Is he talking about me? But I am so lovely!">> <<heSays "You are love...">> <<heSays "But saying you are a monster... makes it much easier for what will occur later... I am thankful for that remark.">> <<sheSays "Hmm... I love you... yes... you go and revenge me...">> <<jenSays "Yes... I talked with them... or listened...">> <<hhSays "Since then... you have not touched me once... please Jenny... I love you...">> <<jenSays "Yes... I talked to $boy... and he said I should explore my feelings for you... be true to you and me.">> <<jenSays "If I loved you... I should be honest with you... about my needs and such... and if we are on the same page... we would find a way to make it work... like they did...">> <<jenSays "I thought long about us... I wanted to do it right... and I have come to a conclusion...">> <<hhSays "That is great... I don't know why I am imprisoned... but that is great... I am sure we can work it out from here...">> <<jenSays "You love me... don't you?">> <<hhSays "Yes...">> <<jenSays "You will stay by my side... through thick and thin... no matter what?">> <<hhSays "Yes... love!">> <<ppSays "She is so evil! ... sorry to say it out loud... but I love it!">> <<ppSays "$boy... come here... rub my clit... while we watch...">> /* <<sheSays "Go... she might as well have fun...">> */ During the next minute... I pleasured Bianca... while we kept watching... When she came... I had to hold my hand over her mouth... least her orgasm alerted Peter in advance... <<jenSays "That is so great love... and exactly as I thought.">> <<jenSays "See - I realized... I don't love you.">> <<hhSays "What?">> <<jenSays "But I will love to keep you in misery... and your sad little wiener on a leash...">> Bianca... shuddered... while I rubbed her... <<jenSays "You just said it yourself... you will stay with me no matter what...">> <<hhSays "I... thought...">> <<jenSays "Yeah... thinking is not one of your strong points, I know.">> <<jenSays "Do you now... after you just promised to stay with me... WANT TO TAKE IT BACK?">> <<hhSays "I... I...">> <<jenSays "What... I...I... are you now a stuttering fool?">> <<jenSays "Answer me... will you stay with me? Will you be my lovely pet... to deny? You said you wanted it... didn't you?">> <<hhSays "Yes... I said that...">> <<jenSays "...and...">> <<hhSays "I love you...">> <<jenSays "...and...">> <<hhSays "I... keep my word... I stay...">> he had tears in his eyes... now... <<jenSays "Good boy...">> Bianca... just then had her orgasm... <<jenSays "I have a gift for you now... since you so nicely agreed to be my slave.">> <<hhSays "What I didn't...">> <<jenSays "Yes you did...">> <<jenSays "You know $girl... don't you?">> <<hhSays "That monster girl... yes...">> She slapt him in the face... <<jenSays "She is my friend... and my lowlife slave is not allowed to talk about my friends that way! You understand?">> <<jenSays "... and the only acceptable answer you are allowed is 'Yes mistress' !">> Peter looked at her... swallowed hard... and actually said... <<hhSays "Yes mistress?">> <<ppSays "Is it so easy to get a slave?">> <<ppSays "I want one!">> I was licking my fingers... Bianca was just too tasty to pass... she smiled at me... <<jenSays "She recommended... this thing here... a brand new chastity cage for my slave.">> <<jenSays "With this thing on... your life will never be the same... I promise you!">> <<hhSays "No... NO! Jenny...">> She slapped him across the face... Realization dawned on Peter <<hhSays "No... NO! Mistress... please ... no...">> A truly evil grin appeared on Jenny's face... <<jenSays "Yes... my slave... this is happening and there is nothing you can do about it. I will keep you in misery... and I will love it. Isn't that what you wanted... me being happy?">> She then with a few gestures... exchanged the devices. It was a next generation device... it was also able to recieve voice commands... <<jenSays "Penis pain three">> Peter started howling in pain... Jenny closed in on him... and whispered... <<jenSays "Sweetie... you better get used to this... this is pain three... maximum is ten.">> <<jenSays "You will grovel at my feet... beg me for chores to do for me... you will lick my feet... and the dust from the floor... you are mine now, totally and forever.">> <<jenSays "You better learn to please my every whim... or your will live out your days in pain.">> <<jenSays "Do you understand now...">> <<hhSays "Yes... mistress...">> <<jenSays "Penis pain five">> <<hhSays "ARGGGG!!!">> <<jenSays "Do you understand now...">> <<hhSays "YES! PLEASE... YES... ANYTHING">> <<jenSays "Penis pain six...">> <<hhSays "ARRRRGGGG!!! PLEASE... ARGGGGG!!!!">> <<hhSays "YES!">> <<hhSays "ARRRRGGGG!!! PLEASE... ARGGGGG!!!!">> <<jenSays "Penis pain none">> <<hhSays "Thank you... mistress... I understand... thank you...">> <<sheSays "Not bad... she has got potential... I'd say...">> <<ppSays "I'm so horny again... $boy?">> <<heSays "No time... phase two is coming up.">> <<ppSays "Awww...">> <<jenSays "$boy?">> <<heSays "That is me...">> I changed rooms... <<hhSays "What is he doing here?">> <<jenSays "Penis pain 5">> <<hhSays "ARGGG!">> <<jenSays "You only open your mouth when you are allowed to speak... or to clean the floor... understood...?">> He nodded... <<jenSays "Penis pain none">> <<jenSays "Sorry $boy... he is still in training - it is so hard to find good slaves...">> <<jenSays "A pity you already have a mistress...">> She got the gag she had prepared... and gagged Peter. <<heSays "I didn't know you had planned it that way?">> <<jenSays "I hadn't... but then you invited me over... and I had a nice little talk with your mistress... and she convinced me... how wonderful it is to have a slave... or two...">> <<heSays "Looks bad for Pe... it... my mistress loves me... you don't seem to have much feelings left for it...">> <<jenSays "True... you feel sorry for him...?">> <<heSays "No... the moment that thing over there called my mistress a monster... he lost all sympathy of mine... ">> <<jenSays "Hahaha... I thought so...">> <<heSays "Us two... though... we have a problem now...">> <<jenSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "You wanted to use me... to cuck your boyfriend... that was the agreement...">> <<heSays "You have no boyfriend... no one to cuck...">> <<heSays "No cuck - no fuck!">> <<jenSays "What... but I want to fuck you!">> Peter was breathing heavily... trying to make noises... but nobody reacted on him... on it. <<jenSays "Come in - all of you...">> To Peter... <<jenSays "You... stop making noises... or I'll give you reasons to...">> Peter went silent... Bianca... and $girl came in... grinning widely... <<ppSays "I told you... he wouldn't fuck her... if the agreed upon conditions had been rendered moot... he is just too smart to be tricked...">> <<jenSays "What did you do?">> <<jenSays "You led me to enslave Peter... just so $boy was not allowed to fuck me?">> <<ppSays "Yes... but you were great... I loved how you handled Peter!">> <<ppSays "While you enslaved him... $boy... made me cum... it was glorious...">> <<ppSays "Jenny... can I piss on him... only a little... he is such a fucked up...">> <<jenSays "This is my room... you will not piss anywhere in my room! Damn!">> <<ppSays "Ok... I can see that... but you didn't mention Peter... oh... you need a slave name for him... Peter just will not do... that is not off the table is it...?">> <<jenSays "No... and just shut up...">> Peter looked at Bianca and Jenny with terrified wide eyes... good! <<sheSays "Jenny... I am sorry... I made a mistake offering $boy to anyone outside our group. I will never do that again.">> <<sheSays "We just barely made it out of that dangerous passage.">> Jenny looked sadly at me... <<sheSays "But... I have a proposal...">> <<jenSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Look at us three!">> <<sheSays "We complement each other... blond... brunette... red...">> <<sheSays "Love... evil... smart">> <<sheSays "Humiliation, sadism - and whatever floats your boat.">> <<sheSays "We all love him.">> <<jenSays "I don't love him...">> <<ppSays "Hahaha... she does it again...!">> <<ppSays "In your list... she just has to be 'denial' hahaha...">> <<sheSays "I will be queen... $boy loves me more than anything... he will do whatever I want...">> <<sheSays "You will be my sub... and sometimes perhaps my dom... we told you how we 'work'... but in our 'free' time they all call me mistress... they love it... I love it...">> <<sheSays "I offer you to join us.">> <<sheSays "We don't know if you can enjoy $boy... although we two have no doubt about that.">> <<sheSays "But we can see - how that can be a problem for you... so... a second proposal... you may join us with a one day trial period... then you can decide for real.">> <<sheSays "In that trial period... we suggest you go through with your original plan. See if you enjoy $boy.">> <<sheSays "If you just want to fuck him once... then you will be able to get that.">> <<sheSays "If you want to stay with us... you can enjoy him in the future.">> <<sheSays "If you don't join us... you will never have him again.">> <<sheSays "While you stay with us... no other men. No sex... no blowjob... no orgasms... no saliva... NO other men. You can of course keep your sexless slave... - SEXLESS!">> <<heSays "This is all news to me... do I have a say in this?">> <<sheSays "NO!">> <<sheSays "You hurt me enough already... you have no say in this!">> <<heSays "Yes... mistress... sorry... mistress.">> <<sheSays "It's alright... I love you...">> and she kissed me. <<jenSays "You make it sound so complicated...">> <<jenSays "Yea... sure... I'll take the trial period... fuck him... and then be on my way... that's all I wanted... you could have saved the whole other shebang...">> <<ppSays "She doesn't appreciate our offer at all...">> <<ppSays "We could just take it back... and also be on our way...">> <<sheSays "Have a little trust in $boy... will you?">> <<sheSays "Has he ever disappointed us?">> <<ppSays "Well... him letting her rub his dick... was a let down... for me anyway...">> <<sheSays "Shhh... love you...">> <<sheSays "Come on Bianca... lets leave those two lovers...">> ...and they left the room... <<heSays "Well... talk about killing the mood...">> <<jenSays "You don't feel like sex...?">> <<jenSays "Come here...">> <<jenSays "I am not letting you get away... because of the misery of my slave... or the gossip of the other girls...">> She put her hand in her pants... and returned with two glistening wet fingers... ...and stuck them in my mouth... <<heSays "This... really... tastes like more...">> <<heSays "Come with me...">> I picked her up... carried her in my arms... let her feel my strength... In my head Jenny was an alpha girl... she had always said "I want to fuck you"... but my instinct told me... she wanted to be fucked by me. As my own sweet alpha girl sometimes needed... I thought Jenny also needed to feel helpless sometimes... needed to let go of everything be guided by a save hand... to let her self fall and be caught. That is what I wanted for her... what I thought might be right. I was going to dominate her... against her will... if it was needed. That is why I made sure... we had a safe word... if she was totally against it...she would be able to stop me. I did not want to rape her... I wanted her to let go of everything. For that to succeed I needed her to feel my strength... bodily... and otherwise... <<jenSays "What... ">> she giggled... <<jenSays "... are you doing?">> <<heSays "I want your slave to see us...">> We stood in front of Peter... or what had been Peter... I still held her in my arms... I started claiming her as my own... I kissed her... we had never kissed like this... I opened her mouth with mine... and she willingly engaged... Our tongues... played with another... but I made sure... that every single small battle... was won by me... I had started the kiss... and I ended it... I placed her right in front of Peter... <<heSays "Look at her... Peter... isn't she beautiful?">> <<heSays "Do you know any other girl that comes close?">> <<heSays "Even $girl... is a only a simple garden lily... compared to this red rose...">> I let my hands glide over Jenny's body... both hands caressed her breasts... went down to her stomach... one hand found its way into her panties... and felt her wetness... <<jenSays "Awww...">> Jenny gasped... <<heSays "Did you hear that... the sensual gasp of my girl... when I touched her...">> <<jenSays "$boy...">> she sighed... My hands glid up again... and from behind I opened her blouse... her decollete was displayed underneath... and the small bra... I kissed Jenny's neck... nibbled at her... and smelled her... One hand was inside her bra... playing with her tit... squeezing her nipple slightly... and it hardened between my fingers... I unhooked her bra from behind... and it came completely loose... it was a strapless bra... luck was on my side... <<heSays "See... her beautiful breasts... hard nipples... she is so soft... and firm... ">> Both my hands were on her breasts... massaging them... playing with them... I breathed in... heavily... <<heSays "Have you ever truly smelled her... her scent... her body, her pheromones... are unearthly... intoxicating...">> <<heSays "My dick... can't await to enter her... right now... I am just touching her bum... through layers of fabric... but soon I will fuck her... and truly claim her as mine...">> I made her stretch her arms... reaching out for me... holding my head... close to her... I continued... breathing her wonderful scent... my hands could not let go of her breasts... it seemed she was quite sensible to it... As she moaned while I played with her... <<jenSays "Yeaaa...">> <<jenSays "hmmm...">> I opened her shorts... and they fell to the floor... she still wore her panties... <<heSays "Look at her panties... soaking wet... her body cannot wait till I fuck her...">> <<heSays "Do you see... her body crying out to me... again and again... '$boy fuck me'... '$boy fuck me'... '$boy fuck me'... '$boy fuck me' ">> <<jenSays "$boy fuck me...">> she repeated dreamily... she wanted me... <<heSays "Did you hear that? It is not only her body... that begs me to fuck her...">> <<jenSays "$boy fuck me...">> she begged now... I had expected her to show more resistance... but... she wanted me to lead... My hands removed her panties... I licked the soaked fabric... <<heSays "Jenny your taste is out of the world... hmmm">> <<heSays "Have you ever tasted her? Or did you just stick your dick in her... and be done with it...">> <<heSays "Did you ever appreciate... what a wonderful creature she is?">> <<heSays "Skin like white marble... hair like dusk and dawn... a smell that would waken the dead to worship her... breasts made to be fondled... made to make her squeal in delight - and yes... to feed her children... she is a marvel... and you just stuck your dick in her... and defiled her with your semen.">> One hand fondling her breast... the other between her legs... very carefully massaging her clit... <<jenSays "Awwww... hmmm...">> <<heSays "Do you hear her... her lust... her delight... she is so beautiful... so marvellous... so perfect... how can you not appreciate her...">> <<heSays "She was your woman... you her man... how can you not worship her... make her feel the delight you can give her... look at her... her body was made to give her orgasms... I am just caressing her... loving her... adoring her... and she melts in my hands...">> <<heSays "It comes so natural... she will cum soon... and she hasn't even touched me yet...">> <<heSays "How could you be her boyfriend... and not let her cum... at least a few times a day... look at her... LOOK!">> <<jenSays "ARGGG... HNNNGGGG... HMMM... AWWWW... hmmm">> Jenny twitched helplessly in my hands... I held her... <<heSays "I hate you... for saying $girl is a monster... I hate you even more for neglecting Jenny... the real monster is you!">> While she was in the last throes... I picked Jenny up again... I caressed her head... <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm">> she was still shivering... I kissed her... <<heSays "I will take care of you baby...">> ... kissed her again ... and again... She appeared to be so vulnerable just now... my protector instinct nearly overwhelmed me... <<heSays "Everything is fine... I will take care of you...">> I caressed her... kissed her... I layed her down on her bed... I had several options now... My instinct helped me again... I could not resist... kissing her cute downy red pubic hair... and I smelled her... so wonderful... When I kissed her... a soft <<jenSays "Yes!">> ... escaped her mouth... That told me everything I needed... she wanted more... she was not oversensitive... she would accept me... I wanted to fuck her... feel her orgasm while I was inside her... force her to look at me... hear her moans while I fell into her green eyes... I went down to the end of the bed... knelt on the bed... and grabbed her legs... <<jenSays "What... are you doing... ohhh... hmmm">> Her legs stretched against me... her feet in my face... I kissed them, licked them... sucked her toes... I knew she loved it... she had made me kiss her similarly when I had been her slave for a few minutes... <<heSays "I know you love this...">> <<jenSays "Hmm... I do...">> I let her body cool down a bit... while she enjoyed my attention to her feet... it was not the best alpha gesture to provide... but I didn't care... I knew she liked it. After a few minutes I put her legs down... crawled up to her... <<heSays "You said... I should go directly to the source...">> My tongue entered her vagina... so wet... dripping wet... with her wonderful juice... a treasure chest opened... <<heSays "Jen... hmmm">> <<jenSays "Awww... yes...">> I licked her clit... for a couple of seconds... <<jenSays "AWWW... GOD... YES!!!">> I crawled up... <<heSays "Later more of that...">> <<heSays "Now you will cum for me... I want to hear you scream with delight and pleasure...">> <<heSays "I will make you mine...">> My dick... pressed slightly against her vagina... <<jenSays "Hmmm...">> slightly more... not inside her... <<jenSays "$boy... hmmm">> I whispered to her... <<heSays "Beg me...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... what?">> <<heSays "Beg me...to fuck you...">> I moved my hips... slightly back and forth... varying the pressure on her cunt... but never entering... <<jenSays "Aww... hmm...">> <<heSays "Beg... ">> <<jenSays "Aww... hmm...">> She whispered... <<jenSays "Please...">> <<heSays "I can't hear you...">> I kept moving... <<jenSays "Aww... hmm...">> A little bit louder... <<jenSays "Please...">> <<heSays "HE can't hear you...">> <<jenSays "Aww... hmm...">> <<jenSays "Aww... hmm...">> <<jenSays "PLEASE... $boy... fuck me... please... I want to feel you inside me... I want your dick... fuck me... please... please...">> <<jenSays "AWWWW... YES... YES...">> I finally allowed myself in her... she felt wonderful. The beauty of her body was a match for what my dick felt in her. I would never tell $girl... but this girl here... Jenny... in so many ways... she was beautiful. My penis twitched in delight... and I had to pull all strings I knew of - to not cum. If Peter had felt the same as I... it was obvious... why he nearly instantly had to cum in her. Her body just wanted to suck my semen out of me... with all means... My training had prepared me well however... I was able to withstand her body... I would not cum... today... that had never been my goal. I wanted to give Jenny a blissful night... a night to remember... a night that perhaps would make her opinion of men... slightly better. She was a little bit like $girl... she needn't be fucked for long... after a few minutes... I knew she would cum soon... Time for me to make her helpless... I opened my eyes... and saw her beautiful face... <<jenSays "Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm ">> ... she rhythmically moaned... while I fucked her... Both arms of her around my neck... her legs... spread wide... welcoming me... <<jenSays "Awww... HMM... ">> She grew more agitated... <<heSays "Shhh... open your eyes... look at me...">> <<jenSays "$boy... AWww... don't stop... I'll cum... hmmm...">> <<heSays "Look at me... don't cum yet...">> I kept fucking her... <<jenSays "$boy... hmm... hmm... I... hmmm can't...">> <<heSays "... don't cum yet... sweetie...">> I looked at her... her face in beautiful agony... her mouth half opened... moaning steadily... <<jenSays ".... hmm... hmm.... hmm, awwww I can't... hold it... please... allow me to cum... aww... I am trying...">> <<heSays "... don't cum... you are so beautiful...">> I kept fucking her... I knew by now... she had no chance to not cum... I wanted her to feel helpless... I wanted her to know... when I fucked her... she would cum... whether she wanted or not... <<jenSays "Please... please... hmmm hmmmm awwww.... please... aww...">> <<heSays "NO! STAY!">> I kept fucking her... <<jenSays "ARRRRGGHHH!!! AWWWWW.... HMMMM.... AWWWW....">> <<jenSays "I GOD.... FUCK... AWWWWWWW... I... can't help AWWWW... it... AWWW.... ">> Her body... twitched endlessly beneath me... wave after wave... I felt her... heard her... I kept slowly fucking her... to extract even the last moan... the last shiver... from her. Even after the last of her spasm had run its course... I stayed in her... it was no problem for me... I was rock hard... I had not cum... and there was no fucking way... my dick would ever be able to shrink in her... I kissed her... I just had to... her forehead was wet from sweat... I licked her... <<jenSays "Hmmm... is there anything... of me... that you do not adore...">> <<heSays "Nope...">> She sniffed at her armpits... <<jenSays "I am getting a little bit smelly...">> I licked her armpits... <<jenSays "Don't...">> she giggled... <<heSays "You know... that place is a jackpot for pheromones...">> <<jenSays "You are unreal...">> I moved my hips... <<jenSays "What are you doing...">> <<heSays "Testing you out... I don't know you well...">> <<heSays "I have to learn... are you sore...?">> <<jenSays "No... we only fucked a couple of minutes...">> <<heSays "...yet...">> I kept watching her... She seemed to like what I did... probably unconsciously... she bit her lower lip... She closed her eyes... <<heSays "Hmmm... I think I might be able... to make you give me another of your sweet orgasms...">> ... It took a bit longer... but I knew she enjoyed every moment... In the end... I made her turn around... and I fucked her from behind. I was not an expert in this... since my favourite position had always been missionary... but I wanted to at least try... stimulating her g-spot. If this was indeed the only night with her... I wanted her to have everything. <<jenSays "AWWW... THIS IS GOOD... AWWW... DON'T STOP AWWW...">> It seemed like I was doing ok... <<jenSays "$boy DON'T STOP AWWW... AWWW... please... please continue...">> <<jenSays "AWWW... AWWW... ">> <<jenSays "ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!">> <<jenSays "YEEEEEEEEEESSSSS">> <<jenSays "HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG">> <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK...">> Heavily panting... <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK...">> <<jenSays "HMMM, HMMMM, HMMMM, HMMMM">> <<jenSays "Hmmm hmmm">> <<jenSays "Oh... god... $boy...">> Still heavily panting... <<jenSays "You... are a sex god... hmmm.... hmmm">> I made her lie down... but turned her around... so she lay on her back again... I wanted her to know... without doubt... that I adored her cute little slit... her clit... her smell and her taste... I placed my head between her legs... I kissed her carefully... The whole environment was emanating heat and sex and lust... her pubic hair... was slightly wet... from sweat or from her own juices... I could not tell... What can there be more beautiful than a woman who just had an orgasm... her flesh red... glistening... the vagina still slightly opened... from my penis in her... I kept kissing her... not - yet - to get her aroused again... but because I just had to... and she let me... <<jenSays "You just cannot get enough of me... can you... ?">> I did not bother to answer... the answer was obvious... I placed my mouth over her clit... and kissed her... I opened my mouth... and let my tongue greet her little friend... <<jenSays "Hmm... you... can't, hmmm... ohh... yes... you can... hmmm">> I had won... she would let me stay... I was welcomed... I loved it... I knew girls where different in their needs... I only knew two other girls... so while I had hundreds and hundreds of sexual encounters... it was always with the same two girls... I didn't really know what was the best for Jenny... If she would give me time... I would learn... for now I had to try the things I knew... and hope for the best... I knew both my girls... liked it when I also played with their tits... while eating them out... so I would try the same with Jenny... she had responded well before to massaging her breasts... So I slightly repositioned myself... kept my tongue on her clit... and my hands wandered upwards to fondle her breasts... and nipples... <<jenSays "Hmmmm">> She liked it... <<jenSays "Your third hand on my butt please...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm...">> Another thing to try... carefully sucking her clit... Bianca and $girl loved these 'girl blow jobs' as they called it... <<jenSays "What? $boy.... $boy!!!">> <<jenSays "Awww... damn.... $boy... you... hmmm. can't awww....">> <<jenSays "HNGG, HMMM ARGGG NNGHH NNGHH NNGHH...">> I let go of her clit... that was pretty successful... I again could feel her slight trembling as her orgasm faded... she would still feel the waves ebbing away... Ok... last test... $girl could easily cum several times in a row... slowing down the stimulus for a short time... was sufficient for her to 'refresh'... I wanted to see how Jenny reacted... when I just slowly continued... I kissed her again... very softly at first... she didn't push me away... I very... very softly licked her clit... she reacted with a small shudder... involuntarily... I kept licking for a few seconds... but she did not drive me away... Bianca... could not stand stimulus directly after an orgasm... she would have literally kicked me away by now... After careful licking... I equally careful started sucking her again... she still did not shoo me away... I continued... and after half a minute I felt her hands on my head tightening again... she held me tight to her... I doubted that she knew what she was doing... but it was enough for me. Her body wanted me here... that was all that counted... A few minutes later... she was again a moaning orgasmic girl... I made her cum... another five times... then she finally said... <<jenSays "$boy... I yield...">> <<heSays "Wait a sec...">> I cut the rope that bound Peter to the ceiling... that must have been hell for him... I couldn't let him be in that position all night... he sank to the floor... which probably also was not the best place to rest... but way better than his last position. I hurried back to Jenny... opened the window to let fresh air in... spread a blanked... <<heSays "girls... come here... there is enough space...">> Bianca and $girl came a few seconds later into the room... they made themself comfortable on one side of the bed... but I felt an obligation to stay near Jenny... I took her into my arms... and let her rest. Soon we were all asleep... probably... I didn't know about Peter. [[continue|Part90]]

[img[pics/90_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part90<</if>> I heard something... felt something... where was I? Someone was kissing me... that was nice... I was so sleepy still... Someone whispered... <<jenSays "hmmm... so tasty... ohh $boy... I am falling for you...">> Kisses on my chest... more whisper... <<jenSays "I... can't help it...">> <<heSays "Hmm?">> I opened my eyes... it was still in the middle of the night... all was quiet <<jenSays "$boy?">> she whispered at me now... <<heSays "yea... I... what...">> I was still confused... this was not my bed... Then I slowly started remembering... <<heSays "Jenny?">> I whispered... <<jenSays "Yes... who else...?">> <<heSays "Sorry... I'm only half awake... I am still collecting myself...">> She was half lying on me... she seemed to have kissed my chest... while I was asleep... She crawled up to me... <<jenSays "Awake now?">> still whispering... <<heSays "Yea... nearly... soon... anyway...">> Her head came nearer... she kissed my face... several times... Then her lips were on my mouth... and my mouth automatically opened... I responded to her... We kissed passionately... several minutes... She slowly drew away... with a sigh... <<jenSays "$boy... your kiss... my body... how can you...?">> She drew closer again... and we continued kissing... <<jenSays "Take me! Feel my body... ">> she whispered... <<jenSays "I am yours... take me... please... $boy... please... I beg you... touch me...">> her hot breath was on me... she kept kissing my face... and whispered her pleas... <<jenSays "That stupid trial day... is still on... take me... make me yours again... please...">> <<jenSays "You want it... I know you do... I'll give you my orgasms... all of them... please $boy...">> I couldn't argue with her logic... the trial was still on... and she was so unbelievably hot... I was drawn to her... her whispers of need... her breath on me... her kisses... and pleas... <<jenSays "Yes... ">> <<jenSays "No foreplay... fuck me... your kisses... I am ready... more than ready... please... fuck me... I want to be yours again... I am yours... please... take me...">> I grew lightheaded... Jenny was intoxicating... easily the most beautiful girl I had ever seen... I was just a normal guy... her advances on me... her scent... her begging me to fuck her... damn that felt good. That made me feel so powerful, so wanted and desired... I could not resist the situation... I did not want to resist... I wanted her to cum. I wanted to feel that I made her cum... I wanted her to scream in pleasure because of my touch... I got up... positioned myself over her... and my dick... was just an inch away from her pussy... [[I need to ask|Part90_girl]] [[Jenny needs me now|Part90_jenny]]

[img[pics/91_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part91<</if>> The next days... my girls continued to bond. Not all of it was appreciated by Jenny... at least not while the special bond-treatments lasted. She was made to wear a FCU... $girl edged and denied her for a couple of hours... just to show her what kind of means were available to us - to her. But she also comforted her... cared for her... she made her kneel and lick her feet... but also caressed and supported her. She was able to share me with her... as a reward for services well done... but also as a ritual of bonding between us. We shared sexuality... Jenny was present when I licked $girl to orgasms for hours - she burned hot with jealousy... but when $girl set me free... she would receive her part. She kept - and wanted - to be submissive to me... She wanted to be my helpless girl... the one I would use... I made her cum often... I let her no choice... when I wanted her to cum... she had to... and she always would... She loved it... I was certain of it. I know she wanted more... more than I could give her in our arrangement. She wanted me all the time... around her... she wanted to kiss me, cuddle me... feel my dick... and experience how her body, scent and view made me weak... me - her master. For the time being... I never used her for my own orgasms... I never came in her... with her or from her. She also never asked about it... it seemed, she did not need my pleasure... other than the pleasure she gave me by being my willing slave... and provide me with a steady flow of her orgasms... I was ok with that... I knew... if I wanted to... we could and would... but for the time being... But Bianca... being who she was... honest... to the point... watching and saying things out loud... would certainly approach that subject... in her own very subtle way... <<ppSays "Jen... you say you love $boy...">> <<jenSays "Sure do... I wouldn't be here otherwise... ">> <<jenSays "You know... I like you girls... by now... but if it wasn't for him...">> <<ppSays "Why... have you never shown even the slighted interest... in letting him cum?">> <<ppSays "For me... letting him cum... eating him... experiencing his bodily pleasure...">> <<ppSays "It would be my favourite way... to tell him that I love him...">> <<ppSays "I think he is similar to me in this regard...">> <<ppSays "Every orgasm he gives us... is his way to tell us... that he loves us...">> <<ppSays "It is even more for him... in his heart and soul... he is a helpless romantic... he would not even be ABLE to have sex with us - and enjoy it - if he didn't love us...">> <<ppSays "Each time... each and every time... he lets one of us cum... it is real and substantial proof... that he loves us...">> <<ppSays "You never tried to let him cum.">> <<ppSays "You never wanted to... or ask about it...">> <<ppSays "You tell us that you love him... and I believe you...">> <<ppSays "But in his world... his mind... probably unconscious to even him...">> <<ppSays "You never REALLY showed him... that you love him... you never gave yourself to him...">> <<ppSays "I know... you want him as your master... sure... who doesn't... and if $boy had wanted... his semen would spurt out of all your holes... but you never offered... asked... pleaded him... all you ever give him are your own orgasms...">> <<ppSays "Why is that...?">> <<ppSays "You even let Peter cum in you...">> <<ppSays "To $boy... at least to his subconsciousness... you love Peter more than him...">> <<ppSays "What has he done to you... to deserve this... he gives you everything...">> Bianca was talking herself in rage... now... Her protector instinct regarding me... had awoken during her talk... and the realization... the thinking had led her too. <<ppSays "What has my $boy done to you... that you deny him your love... he gives you everything... and you just keep receiving... receiving... and you do not even appreciate...">> <<ppSays "I... I... love him... you don't deserve him...">> Bianca had started sobbing... sometimes... she could get very emotional... <<ppSays "Mistress...">> She walked over to $girl... laid her head in her lap... $girl soothed her... caressed her... We were all a bit shocked by her outbreak... it had come a little out of the blue... it had not been planned by her and she talked and thought herself into a rage... <<sheSays "Shh... love...">> <<sheSays "Perhaps she is even more like me... than we thought...">> <<sheSays "In the beginning... for months... I would not look or touch or recognize his dick...">> <<ppSays "She is not... she wants him in her all the time...">> <<ppSays "She always wants him to fuck her... give him her orgasms... she claims... but she denies him... she only wants the $boy-mind... he could probably fuck her with a strap on. She only wants to be near him... fucked by him... knowing her orgasms mean so much to him... she is not interested in his sex... only in the thought that he fucks her... ">> <<ppSays "He could fuck her with a dildo... to her it would be the same... for her it only matters that it is $boy who fucks her... his lovely, godly penis does not mean anything to her... nor if he receives bodily pleasure...">> <<ppSays "She has not even tried edging him... denying him... nothing...">> <<ppSays "What she does is worse than denial... she is ignoring him... ... and he... he gives her everything...">> Bianca... continued crying... sobbing... <<ppSays "She edged... Peter... for weeks... and ignores my $boy... how can she...? How dare she?">> To say Jenny was shocked by this outburst... would be a vast understatement... She came over to $girl and Bianca... <<jenSays "Sweet... gentle Bianca... it is not like you said... like you perceived...">> <<jenSays "I love $boy... every day I love him more... and I do not want to hurt him... ever...">> <<jenSays "Look at me...">> <<jenSays "I love him...">> <<jenSays "I want him... I want to feel his orgasm... I want to feel him lose himself in me... I long to feel his semen in me...">> <<jenSays "He fucks me... it's wonderful, fulfilling...">> <<jenSays "I know he cares about me... he says he loves me...">> <<jenSays "But he... he never gave this to me...">> she had now also tears in his eyes... <<jenSays "It... is not my place to ask for it... either he gives me... elevates me... or he doesn't...">> <<jenSays "$boy... never TRULY made me his woman...">> <<jenSays "He... takes me to heaven and back... always... but this... he has always denied me... it is I who is being denied here... not him...">> A tear ran down her cheek... and dropped onto Bianca... <<ppSays "Ohh... I... didn't know... I didn't look at it that way...">> <<ppSays "It... it is so much easier to... think badly about you... than... ">> looking at $boy... <<ppSays "I am sorry... Jen... so sorry...">> <<sheSays "$boy... what have you done?">> <<heSays "I... we... sometimes... we think too much... we interpret to much...">> <<heSays "I have no experience... having a sub... damn... an alpha sub...">> <<heSays "Jenny... I am sorry... I never wanted to hurt you... or deny you... I truly only wanted to make you feel good...">> <<heSays "I am no girl... I didn't know that my cumming or my semen had any relevance... to any of you...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<ppSays "What?">> <<jenSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Where has your emotional... and for that matter GENERAL... intelligence gone?">> <<ppSays "Have you already fucked your brains out? You stupid man!">> <<jenSays "You semen... will be a blessing in me master... please...">> <<heSays "Oh god... this is all so complicated...">> <<heSays "Can't I just play a game on my computer... and forget everything for a while...">> <<sheSays "No! You need to fuck her...">> <<ppSays "Fill her... give her what she needs... what cruel master are you to her? I am ashamed of you!">> <<jenSays "...">> Jenny just looked at me... adoring me... I knelt beside her... now we all more or less knelt before $girl again... <<heSays "Jenny... love...">> <<jenSays "Yes... master?">> <<heSays "Take your clothes off... your master wants sex with you...">> I kissed her... In just a few seconds... she was stark naked and stood before me... she was hauntingly beautiful... and once again I wondered... how I... a simple nerd... was the object of her desire... and she my willing... enthusiastic slave... <<heSays "Now... take my clothes off... kiss me... caress me while you do it... I want to feel your love...">> She began taking of my clothes... and as per demand... and also by her own desire... she kept kissing me... caressing me during the process... After a few minutes... she had completed her task... the last item to be removed were my shorts... and my dick swung up... to greet her... Her hot mouth enveloped my dick... she took me inside her mouth... <<heSays "JENNY... HMmmmm...">> My penis in her... I could feel her smile in joy... as I had not been able to keep still... <<heSays "Girls... I love you all... you know that...">> <<heSays "Each of you is special... and dear to me... $girl... you are my soul mate... my sex mate... my everything... You are my queen, mistress and my goddess... I love you above all else...">> <<heSays "Bianca... you are evil... emotional... and witty... you are gorgeous... in the past your taste has brought my relation with $girl to the brink of disaster... and your lovely tiny hands... have no match... your hands alone can bring heaven to me... You always speak your mind... this helps us all... you are sometimes the mirror we all need. I love you...">> <<heSays "Jenny... you are our newcomer. I never wanted any other girl than $girl. However life is funny sometimes. Even after the first time I met you... at your party... I had to confess to girl that I was attracted to you. I never dreamed or planned of you being part of us... that was initiated by our dark haired evil little princess here.">> <<heSays "You are so smart and witty... you see to the point of things... we often think alike... and I never have to explain things twice to you... our brains work similar.">> <<heSays "You are by far the most beautiful girl I have ever met. For me... it is more difficult to fuck you... and to restrain myself... your sweet little vagina... how it feels... your beauty extends to it... that is probably one of the reasons... why I seem to have neglected you... I have to shut myself down, when I am inside you... lest I cum in a few seconds... and would not be able to pleasure you. Jenny... I love you.">> <<heSays "Jen...">> I extended my hand to her... She took it... and I swept her of the floor into my arms... <<heSays "Let us make love...">> <<heSays "You... ">> I looked at my other girls... <<heSays "Come with us... let us celebrate Jenny this night...">> I carried her upstairs... laid her on the bed... and sat her down... <<heSays "Tonight - Jenny is my favourite... worship her... make her feel she is the queen of the world...">> $girl stepped forward... <<sheSays "Mistress... you are so beautiful... do you have any wish for me...">> She knelt before the bed... and as our universal sign of submission... she kissed Jenny's feet... <<jenSays "Hmm... I love that... you know it well... for now keep on...">> <<ppSays "Mistress...">> Bianca also knelt... took Jenny's other foot... and mimicked $girl. <<ppSays "I am sorry, I doubted you... I hope to have better judgement in the future.">> She kissed and licked the feet of Jenny... who relished the situation... her 'sisters' kneeling before her... submitting themselves to her... <<jenSays "$girl... tell me... are you jealous now? Jealous that $boy will soon fuck me... that I'll cum from him... multiple times... he will gift me his semen... make me his...">> <<sheSays "Yes mistress... $boy ought to be mine... always...">> I placed myself behind Jenny... she leaned back... and the back of her head rested on my chest... I leaned forward a bit... and my right hand caressed her clit... and her vagina... <<jenSays "Hmmm...">> <<jenSays "It is so lovely... seeing you... licking my feet... being my slave...">> <<jenSays "I lean back... into the arms of your love... and he caresses me... soon my master... my master will force me to an orgasm... and I can't deny him...">> <<jenSays "I will cum... have pleasure... while you lick my feet... my body will twitch and shake... because your love... made me cum...">> <<heSays "Jen... you are evil too...">> <<jenSays "Surprised?">> <<heSays "No... But I have to warn you...">> <<heSays "$girl hates you now... but she also loves it...">> <<jenSays "I know... hmmmm...">> <<jenSays "Master... hmmm... I am in your hands... I love you... hmmm">> <<jenSays "What am I to do... with my other slave... hmmmm... she accused me falsely...">> <<jenSays "She apologized... but... what example would I set... if I left that unpunished...">> Bianca doubled her efforts... kissing... licking Jenny's foot... cleaning her soles... <<heSays "She only meant well...">> <<jenSays "I don't care... I am responsible now... I can't AWWWW... let it just slide.">> <<jenSays "A month without orgasm?">> Bianca stared at her... unbelieving... <<jenSays "Lick you lazy slave...">> at Bianca... Or a day of edge and denial... that is a good punishment... I recently was treated with a few hours of that... <<ppSays "Please mistress... have mercy...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... $boy... mmmhh ohhh">> <<jenSays "I have another slave... perhaps I should order her to blow him...">> <<ppSays "Nooo!">> Panic in Biancas voice and eyes... <<jenSays "LICK!">> <<jenSays "BE QUIET!">> <<jenSays "But that particular slave... has done nothing... to grant any kind of reward... quite the opposite actually...">> <<jenSays "Oh... I know...">> <<jenSays "Bianca... I have to punish you for the false accuses made against me.">> <<jenSays "You must spill your precious yellow liquid on my other slave.">> <<jenSays "... and you must make sure... that he drinks at least half of it... otherwise, you will do this over and over again until your debt to me has finally been settled... understood?">> <<ppSays "Yes... mistress... I fully understand... I understand my place now... thank you for punishing me... and teaching...">> she smiled... she knew she had just gotten the permission... to piss on Peter as often as she liked... <<jenSays "Awwmmm">> I had been massaging her clit... relentlessly the whole time... Slightly panting <<jenSays "Slaves... my feet... in your mouth now... I will cum... I want you to feel... me cumming...">> <<jenSays "AWWWW... Master... Hngggg,,, hmmm... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "Hngggg,,, hmmm... hmmm...">> Both girls sucked her toes... and felt her orgasm... as her body could not help but tremble... it had not been the world’s most intensive orgasm... I knew... and felt it... but it had been nice... for both of us... <<heSays "Slave... close your ears...">> I put my hands on her ears... I didn't want her to hear what I was asking $girl and Bianca... <<heSays "Ladies... I want to take her from behind now... she will be my nice little dog bitch...">> <<heSays "Question... and be honest... I will not ask you to do anything you don't want to...">> <<heSays "While I take her... can... you... one on each side... suck her tits... I know she loves tit action... but I would totally understand if you were appalled by this... you are hetero after all...">> <<ppSays "I won't ever suck or lick her cunt... but her tits?">> <<ppSays "I can't really remember it... but I sucked tits before... and I bet I liked it... must have been over twenty years since then...">> <<ppSays "As... an experiment... yea... I'll try it... but I am not sure I want to make a habit out of it...">> <<heSays "$girl?">> <<sheSays "Sure... I'll do it... somehow I like tits...">> <<sheSays "Just make sure she doesn't taunt me again... or I might take a bite...">> she smiled... <<heSays "$girl... is everything ok?">> <<sheSays "Yes... but I cannot wait to fuck you again myself...">> <<ppSays "Oh...me too... I want him...">> <<heSays "Hush now...">> I released my hands... <<heSays "Slave... that orgasm of yours... did not meet our standards... I hope you can do better next time...">> <<jenSays "Sorry master... I enjoyed it very much... I just wasn't as loud... I wanted to see my slaves... and probably got distracted... please forgive me...">> <<heSays "Be still slave... I want a strong loud orgasm... the next time... you can play with them in your own time.">> <<heSays "You are here to orgasm for me... not for talking and watching them...">> <<heSays "Turn around now... I'll take you from behind...">> <<heSays "When I order something... you do not hesitate to comply... understood?">> <<jenSays "Yes master...">> <<heSays "You close your eyes now... and not a word... till I say you are allowed to...">> <<heSays "You can yell, scream, moan and groan to your hearts content... but only if you need to... no fakes... no showing off...">> She nodded... <<heSays "Keep your eyes closed...">> I placed her before me... her perfect bum stretched out... her wet vagina... taunting me... crying out for me to enter... I got myself in position... guided my dick to her vagina... and very... very slowly pushed forward... <<jenSays "hmmm HMMMM AHHHHH ARRWWWWGG...">> I knew my girl by now... I knew I had the right position... when I fucked her now... I would reach her g-spot... I knew she loved that... she would go wild... if I moved right... I so intended to move right for her... I started very slowly to fuck her... placing my dick... where I knew she would feel it right... <<jenSays "Hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...">> she continued... as I slowly stimulated her more and more... In so many aspects she was similar to $girl... Now that her eyes were forced closed by my order... she only felt me... she would space out... only feel her clit, vagina, and her g-spot... she would forget everything around her... and would let all of us be part of her feelings... when she moaned, screamed and yelled them out... without thinking... <<jenSays "HMMM, HMMM, HMMM, HMMM...">> The mantra of her current arousal state... <<jenSays "AWWWW, AWWWW, AWWWW...">> I did my job well... her arousal... her mantra... changed in intensity... and volume... it would not take her long... now... if I continued... I had wanted to stop... had wanted to edge her... multiple times... and then let her have her release... But... if I did that... I would disrupt her trance... she would be forced to return to earth... I did not want that... I wanted to push her... to give her the otherworldly experience... she was now on a path too. I signalled my other girls... they lay on their backs... wiggled nearer to us... and their heads were now both below Jenny's tits... <<heSays "Now... show her what her tits were made for...">> I kept pounding her from behind... and both girls... closed their mouth over Jenny's lovely nipples... and their carefully, stimulated her... <<jenSays "What? HNNNHG... ARRGGGG... HNNNHG... ARRGGGG... HNNNHG... ARRGGGG...">> Her beautiful moan and grunting melody changed again... intensified... I kept fucking her... stronger... harder... she needed it now... she needed me to fuck her to heaven... and I would do that... My girls... still suckling on her... caressed her back and arms... 6 hands, one dick and two mouths were playing with Jenny... her whole body was loved... caressed and fucked. <<jenSays "AWWWWRGGGHNG, AWWWWRGGGHNG, AWWWWRGGGHNG, AWWWWRGGGHNG...">> Her noises... screams of pleasure filled the room... she had not reached her climax yet... but her lust... took all of us with her... none of us was able or willing to stop... our sole goal and purpose was to continue... make sure... Jenny was led to her ultimate orgasm... And a few second later... Jenny 'exploded'... <<jenSays "HNNNNGGGGGGGGNNNN... AWWWWWWWWWWRGGGHHHHHHH!..">> <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWWRGGGHHHHHHH... HNNNNGGGGGGGGNNNN... ">> Heavy panting... A staccato of moans... <<jenSays "AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH...">> Long wailing sounds... <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWWRGGGHHHHHHH... HNNNNGGGGGGGGNNNN... ">> <<jenSays "AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH... AWWHH...">> <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWWRGGGHHHHHHH... HNNNNGGGGGGGGNNNN... ">> <<jenSays "HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...">> Jenny collapsed... the girls under her... struggled away... Slowly I continued to pound her... squeeze the last moans out of her... <<jenSays "AWWRGGGHH... HNNGGNNNN... ">> The sound of fucking her... had changed... my legs felt hot... wet... <<jenSays "HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...HMMM...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm....">> She was still heavily panting... <<jenSays "Oh...my god...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm....">> <<jenSays "Master... master... I love you... my master... I am yours... hmmm... hmmm master... love... hmmm...">> I let Jenny recuperate a few minutes... <<heSays "Cut! Girls CUT!">> <<heSays "Jenny... that... that was unbelievable...">> <<heSays "Girls... do you understand now... why I love to make you cum... I love you...">> <<heSays "Jenny... sorry... I still did not cum in you... that was planned for one of your next orgasms...">> <<heSays "But seeing you are totally powered out now... this has to wait...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "Master... I don't care about your cum just now... I am still somewhere in heaven...">> <<heSays "Jen... we have a first here... you ejaculated... you made me and our bed totally wet...">> <<jenSays "Hm... ?">> Jenny couldn't care less... she was still high and smiling... I tasted her cum... I could probably get used to it... it was not bad... not particularly good either... I could not yet find my usual enthusiasm that I had for all liquids of my girls... If that would happen more often... I would probably make myself worship this as well... <<sheSays "Awww... I was jealous before... but now I totally envy her...">> <<sheSays "$boy... you must make me cum like that...">> <<sheSays "Physiologically the liquid comes from a special gland... in the urethra... it's called Skene's gland... it is the female version of a prostate... it really is our 'own' ejaculate... not pee... as many think...">> <<heSays "Shhh... baby... no lecture now...">> <<heSays "Cuddle time... all of us... I want you all now...">> ... [[continue|Part92]]

[img[pics/92_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part92<</if>> <<sheSays "$boy, what do I get from this?">> <<sheSays "You fuck and satisfy two other beautiful girls. They love you and have now a man at their disposal who willingly does everything they want and they get pleasure from ...">> <<sheSays "What do I get? Two women that I must share you with... two women that make me jealous to the bone.">> <<sheSays "I haven't tortured you in a long time... they even make you cum... and worst.. they eat my limited supply of proteins...">> <<sheSays "The intend, when Bianca joined was, to torture her instead of you... that I was able to torture someone else than you... and let you enjoy us more - I wanted to be able to make you cum more often...">> <<sheSays "I am the loser in all this...">> <<sheSays "I can see how you can't take your eyes of Jenny... she is so damn good looking and smart... and it doesn't help... that your dick is more turned on by her red cunt... than from my lovely blond pussy... either.">> <<sheSays "I can see how you care for Bianca... how you want to protect her... and her damn hands... when they grab you... I can see how you can't resist them...">> <<sheSays "What? What can I do? I feel like I am losing you... each day a tiny bit more... sucked away by their love for you... and your love for them...">> <<sheSays "... and if I say something... try to do something... I'll be the jealous overprotective bitch that everyone will hate...">> <<sheSays "$boy - help me, I feel like I am in a one way street to losing you...">> <<sheSays "I was your goddess, your mistress... your one and only true love, soul mate, sex mate...">> <<sheSays "Now I am only one other woman in your so called 'harem'...">> <<sheSays "What have I done...?">> <<heSays "Then we tell them goodbye... I am sorry you can't feel it... but you are not - and will NEVER be 'one other' to me. You are my soul mate - always and ever. We tell Jenny and Bianca... we are sorry, but it doesn't work the way we planned... and that is it...">> <<heSays "I love you - more than anything else... I never wanted to endanger our relationship... and if Jenny and or Bianca do... then to hell with them...">> <<sheSays "But you love them... you said so...">> <<heSays "I also love pizza... but I would stop eating pizza for you... if for some obscure reason it would secure 'us'...">> <<sheSays "I love the thought that Jenny is just a nice piece of pizza for you!">> <<heSays "Well there is the small difference, that I know she has feelings - and I would not like hurting her more than necessary...">> <<heSays "But other than that... just say the word - love...">> <<sheSays "I think I can live with Bianca... she is my true sub.">> <<sheSays "I don't know about Jenny... is she playing with me? I fear her long term goal is to steal you... If I knew she was my true sub... then I would find ways to handle her...">> <<sheSays "She is to smart... to witty... I am not sure about her...">> <<sheSays "She seems to submit to you alright... but that is easy... you are a blessing of a dom... maybe being your sub is her way of trying to manipulate you?">> <<sheSays "... if you are my sub... and she is your sub - doesn't that automatically imply she must be mine?">> <<heSays "No - I am afraid not, the principle of transitivity does not really apply here...">> <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "A mathematical principle - often used in logic... anyway - no, I don't think this will work...">> ... <<heSays "Talk to her. Explain your situation, your thoughts, your fears...">> <<heSays "We said, we would be honest ... and trust each other... if we really want to do that... you should lay your cards on the table... and see what she says.. then you must decide if you want to try to put trust in her/us... or not.">> <<heSays "I will stand on your side - whatever you decide... I promise...">> <<heSays "Mistress?">> <<sheSays "Yes, love?">> <<heSays "Just so you know... I never had a 'real' orgasm... but from you... and in the past of my own.">> <<heSays "You are still the only girl I have ever cum with... and it has already been again a very long time...">> <<sheSays "They didn't make you cum?">> <<heSays "I... I always circumvented it... I don't know how long I will be able to maintain... this game...">> <<heSays "You are my love... You are the only one I truly want to give myself too... but you keep me away... you... do not allow me... to give myself to you...">> <<heSays "$girl? I love you!">> <<sheSays "$boy - I love you to... I love your orgasms... I'll take better care of you... I promise...">> [[continue|Part93]]

[img[pics/90a_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part90a<</if>> [img[pics/Jenny.png]] \ The last days had been like being in a haze. Somehow I had the idea in my head to make my boyfriend even more miserable. I had him in chastity for months now... edged and teased him... and his last orgasm... well it had been some time. He loves me and he'd do anything for me. For quite some time I thought I might love him too - but since $boy asked me about it... I have been exploring my feelings... No, I don't love him. But I love the idea to have someone at hand that will do anything for me... or endure... I have discovered something in me - that can best be described as an evil streak. Hence chastity and denial... Does it grow? Or am I just exploring? I just crave the idea to make Peter miserable... fuck with his mind and make him helpless, sad, miserable, desperate, I want to see if I can destroy his world... and while he is down... kick after him and make him suffer more. This must be evil... I know - nonetheless I want it. That is why I approached the subject to $girl. I wanted to cuck Peter. I wanted someone to fuck me before his eyes... make him jealous to the brink of madness... actually I wouldn't mind beyond madness... but that is not so easy I guess. $girl - she is so cool. She has so much control over $boy... he'll do anything for her... he is denied, edged... she beats him up... oh I envy her... She says she loves him... I don't understand that... certainly I understand love... but love and torture... I think for me these are two mutual exclusive things... Anyway with her control over him... I wanted her to order him to fuck me. $boy - damn he is an enigma. He adores and loves $girl to an extend - that is unreal. He lets her beat him till he is unconscious... he stays in chastity for her... he hangs on her lips and does anything she wishes. At the same time he cares for her, protects her... He doesn't come across weak or submissive at all - quite the opposite actually... Yet $girl has him neatly wrapped around her finger... After some discussion that I did not really understand at the time - they both agreed that I could use $boy to cuck Peter. A strange dynamic unfolded - I learned that $girl now also has a female slave with who she actually shares $boy... I didn't understand at the time... but I was happy to have $boy available as a toy to make Peter suffer. Then it happened. $boy didn't just want to fuck me in front of Peter - he wanted to do it right - as he called it. He wanted to know more of me... so I reluctantly agreed to go on a date with him, so he would get to know me a little... what that had to do with cucking Peter... I didn't know... Our first date went surprisingly well. He was funny and witty and open. He told me about himself, his life... and I also automatically opened up to him. In some ways we are very much alike... we understand each other immediately... seldom is there need for further explanation... It is so easy to talk and be with him... Even after only that first date... I was sort of smitten by him - or at least damn impressed... if only $girl were not so prominent in his life... The second date was a disaster - and at the same time the most fearsome and impressive event in all of my life. I really liked $boy - I wanted to seduce him... possibly fuck him even before the cuck thing. I knew he liked me too, he flirted with me, smelled me, watched my Bikini intensely... I knew I made him hot... damn he did the same to me - and he never was embarrassed or shy... He liked looking at me - so he looked openly, complimented me... and I knew there was no false in him... only honesty - if I had been embarrassed or had wanted him to stop - I could have told him so - and I knew he would have immediately stopped and made me feel save again... Then those other guys showed up, threatening $boy to beat him and putting him in a wheelchair for the rest of his life... and raping me. I was so afraid... we would not stand a chance against three thugs... the best outcome we could hope for was, that $boy would be smart enough to immediately leave and call the police - and that they would come before the guys had seriously injured me... But something entirely different happened. $boy kept his cool, assessed the situation... gave me instructions... well - and in short- beat all of them up and delivered them to the police. He was not impressed by their muscles, knifes nor a fucking pistol. I was his girl just then, I felt it... he would protect me, at any cost. Those thugs were lucky that $boy stopped after they were unconscious... if he had wanted - he could have killed them. He was a warrior, a fighter, protector ... my shining knight. Seeing him felling those guys - knowing he was protecting me without thinking, the brutal efficiency he was executing... it was embarrassing to admit... but damn, watching him made my vagina ready for him in a matter of seconds... Even hours later I still wanted him... handling the arrest, the police... took time... But I wanted him... so under the pretence of needing him to quiet down... I made sure he would accompany me home. I tried to seduce him with everything I could... I know it was hard for him... But my conclusion about $boy - he is strong and faithful - if you ask me - to a fault. I don't think he will ever willingly betray the trust that $girl places in him. If at all possible he will keep his word. Needless to say - that made him even more attractive in my book... I was falling for him... He was so strong in every respect... not only his body... his mind, his determination, his will... He was one to lean on - and never fall... We went on two more dates... I continued seducing him, he continued to resist... The whole date thing he originally wanted - so he would learn to fuck me better - or so I had understood... Apart from me trying to seduce him and flirting ... we never talked about my sexual preferences... why not? Had he given up on fucking me good? I did not understand him... I wanted him by then... why wasn't he interested in me? Didn't he like red-heads? Why couldn't I just lie in his strong arms? I never wanted a man like I wanted him... but he kept me on arm’s length - away from him... I had the impression he liked me... sometimes he touched me... he nuzzled at me I'm sure he loved my smell... he calmed me... we cuddled... he held me in his arms ... but always at arm’s length... I had once been with Peter... I thought I liked him back then... but when we slept together... I mean... the few seconds his dick was in me before he unloaded himself in me... That was such a let down... I wanted him... I wanted his dick... wanted to be fucked ... I wanted to feel him in me... feel like a woman... bad words... I always feel like a woman... I wanted to feel like a woman with a dick in me... But what I got was ... to be a cum dump for him... he was done so fast - I can hardly remember what his dick in me felt like... It didn't do anything for me... quite the opposite... since then I never was interested in his - or any other - dick again. Wanting to fuck $boy had originally nothing to do with wanting sex... I only wanted to hurt Peter... And from the interest $boy showed in my sexual needs... I didn't expect more from him - really. In spite of him making me hot... yes he did... my defender... how I was soaked after he knocked out the thugs... When I asked him to smell me... I wanted to grab him and press his fucking hot face in my pussy... When I felt his hard dick in my hand... to "calm" me... I wanted him then and there... I wanted to feel him inside me... I wanted him to make me his woman... He didn't use the opportunity... … Tonight was the night... cuck night... Today was the day I had waited for... I wanted to destroy Peter... make him suffer, despair... and break him. My plan had changed though... The other day I had met the trio... $girl and her slaves. I have to admit they are cool together. It appears they truly care and love another. Bianca is a real bitch... but there are things I like about her too - she seems so honest - speaks her mind... not regarding consequences - it is not easy with her ... her protectiveness over the other two, but very refreshing. Of course there is $girl... she is just adorable... so innocent... and cruel... and dominant... sometimes it seems her dominance and alpha attitude is only "show" but even if that were the case - she would still be adorable - I really like her... and actually look up to her - but I would never admit it. What is there not to look up to? She has $boy - damn any girl that gets devotion from someone like him... must be loveable... Then she got Bianca as her willing slave... Bianca also adores her... $boy had been a bait for Bianca... but I think Bianca would stay with $girl even if $boy was no more... These three are "solid" they love and trust each other... and $girl is their queen and all consent to it and love it that way... somehow I envy them for what they have... But I am not sure I could live like they do... I might get a little jealous... and I don't think I would be a good sub... I am to rebellious... How can $boy endure being subdued? Anyways - my last talk to $girl convinced me to not only cuck Peter - but to enslave him. To trick him into entering slavedom on his own will - and then to never let him go... with force, pain, torment... and never again let him out of my rightful ownership over him... Awww - she had convinced me so easily ... I so wanted Peter to be my slave and hurt and torment him daily, break him, dehumanize him, DESTROY him... $girl also gave me the hint of what tools to use... she was so experienced with this... and so matter of fact... I lov... I liked her a lot! Everything went according to plan... Peter "agreed" to be my slave... I equipped him with a new device that enabled me to fully control him... He was bound and gagged and I would soon fuck $boy in front of him - as my special torment of the day for my new slave. I didn't know I had fallen in a trap installed by Bianca. I later found out that Bianca had made $boy admit that he liked me, then Bianca "convinced" $girl that I would be a good addition to their group. A new slave for $girl... a new member in $boy's harem. Then she had $girl make me wish Peter as a slave... A slave is no boyfriend... a "no boyfriend" cannot be cucked so the - cuck-agreement was actually void. $boy as faithful as he was - was not willing to fuck me without his mistress consent - which was now missing... Here Biancas plan continued... as a member of their group... I would be allowed to fuck him... They then offered me a place in there group. Damn - on some level I had wanted it... I craved it... to belong with them... to have trust, faith, love, friendship... On the other hand... I always relied on myself... I could submit to $girl... I could do that... I really liked her... but why? Just to be allowed to fuck a boy... I was sure - if I wanted, I could have dozens of men lining up for me to fuck... So damn special... no $boy couldn't be worth it... He was just a thing for me to fuck to hurt Peter... ... Then they offered a one day trial period... So stupid... of course! I'd fuck $boy and then say good bye... how easy... thank you! What had all that talk and planning been about... why didn't they just say "You can fuck $boy - one day only"? $boy hadn't known about any of this either... Having been played by his girls this way - perhaps me regarding him as only a tool to hurt Peter... something along those lines had killed his sex mood... I could understand ... but was not willing to let go of him now... ... I convinced his body to be hot for me... and ... what followed was unreal... unlike anything I had thought possible... ... $boy had told me before - he would follow his instincts when we would have sex. That then he would decide what he would do with me... that he would do what he thought I needed to get the most pleasure. ... He picked me up... carried me in his strong arms. I was immediately aware how strong this warrior was... he wanted me... he took me... He carried me effortless next to Peter. At that moment - he hated Peter - and he loved me. I knew he did... the way he carried me... he kissed me... He took me, I was his, he owned me... oh I wanted to be owned by him. I did not struggle, put up no fight... he took possession of me... and his instincts were right... I wouldn't have known... but it was exactly what I needed... I surrendered to him... as soon as he took charge... I was his. He then started to destroy Peter. Peter had called $girl a monster... Peter had defiled me - at least in $boy's reckoning. Both things he could not tolerate. He berated Peter... forced him to watch me... as $boy described what a wonderful woman I was... that I deserved to be worshipped... adored and treasured... and he did exactly that... he smelled me... and I knew I smelled like heaven to him... he touched me... my body, my breasts, my butt, my sex... I was the most beautiful girl... and he relished touching me... and told Peter what a ridiculous excuse of a man he was for not seeing me... for not treasuring me... I moaned lustfully in his embrace - for one because he punished Peter... but mainly because I knew all this was real to him... he touched me and I melted in his arms... He revered me... I had never felt so treasured, wanted... so beautiful and female... as in these moments... At the same time $boy possessed me... he took me... did not ask me... I was his girl, he claimed me as his own in front of Peter. His hands were on me... touched me... aroused me... his touch was magic. The knowledge that he had claimed me as his own... I longed to be his... I longed for him to do anything with me that he wanted... I moaned in his hands... I begged him to fuck me... right there in front of Peter... By now his lecture to Peter on how to treat women... drew to an end... I lay in his arms without any will of my own. Through his words and his touch I was a blissful helpless little girl... with a few last touches he made me cum... I was in heaven... I loved this... all I wanted was to be $boy's plaything. He would do everything right... I blindly would trust him... While I was still shaking... I felt his strong arms carrying me again... he kissed me... and told me that everything would be alright... that he would care for me... That made my surrender to him complete... I was his... I would stay to be his... I trusted $boy... I wanted to be taken care of... I wanted him ... I knew he was to be trusted... I slung my arms around him... and he held me... and I was save... nothing would hurt me when I stayed with him... he would be my master... I wanted that... I hadn't known before... but now I was certain... He fucked me - and I had the best orgasm of my life. He fucked me again... and again I had the best orgasm. He licked me after that to another half dozen or so orgasms... all were great... I had never felt so wanted, so taken care of, so adored or worshipped. Everything of me was dear to him and he let me feel it. Sweat, skin, hair, my noises, my smell, my juices, my bum, my feet - everything he adored... he took everything of me... and I loved it... he took all of me and worshipped and adored it.. treasured it... and he made sure I knew that I was dear to him... that I was worthy of adoration... then and there I was his woman - and that was by far the best feeling I ever had ... better than the so called best orgasms. That feeling lasted... I was his... I was dear to him... he was my master... I loved this... I loved him... I would not turn my back on him. Ten orgasms... for some he made me beg... others he made me helplessly cum... What a feeling... he fucked me... forbade me to cum... and I tried to follow my masters orders... but I was helpless ... try though I might... I could not help it... when he fucked me... my body orgasmed... even when I tried not to... I WAS his helpless little girl - and I loved it! I was bone weary... I had to sleep... I felt $boy's arms around me... and a second later I was asleep... and so safe! ... In the middle of the night I woke up. My head resting on $boy's chest. He was here! My love... my master was still with me... I told him I was his... that I loved him... he woke up, we kissed... and in moments I was on fire... I wanted him... my body wanted him. I gave myself to him, offered myself to him, promised him all my orgasms - I knew he adored them... and begged him to take me, to fuck me again... make me again feel to be completely his... <<if $manBetraysTrust == 0>>\ He woke $girl and asked for her permission. Yesterday I would have thought "how weak" and it would have turned down any sexual feelings of mine. Today I could understand $boy... he loved $girl similar to the way I loved him... I wanted him to be my master... it was right for him to ask his mistress. <</if>>\ I was still in my trial day... so $boy was allowed to fuck me... I was allowed to give myself to him... I again had the best orgasm of my life. A little while later ... again... I was "high" for minutes after... $boy was my god. Yes - I joined them - how could I not. I would stay with $boy - there was no other way! [[continue|Part91]]

[img[pics/93_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part93<</if>> <<sheSays "Jenny?">> <<jenSays "Yes mistress?">> <<sheSays "Am I?">> <<jenSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Your Mistress?">> <<jenSays "Yes - I submitted to you, remember?">> <<sheSays "I remember - certainly...">> <<sheSays "I, we... one of the things we do... want... is being honest.">> <<sheSays "I'll be honest to you...">> <<sheSays "$boy - is my life, my love, my everything. I love him more than anything... and that will not change.">> <<sheSays "It is the same for him... he'll do anything for me - if I ask, or he thinks it will give me pleasure... or worse - he thinks I need it...">> <<sheSays "You know I used to torture him a lot... and I had dozens of orgasms each day... I was happy ... and he in pain, denial and desperation...">> <<sheSays "It seemed we were in a spiral... the more pleasure I got - the more I hurt him... vice versa...">> <<sheSays "Then - more coincidental than from planning - Bianca joined us...">> <<sheSays "The goal, MY goal was, to torture Bianca... get my kick out of it... and have my fun with $boy... AND let him also have fun - AKA orgasms...">> <<sheSays "That actually worked quite well... except... that all of us ... suddenly discovered feelings for each other...">> <<sheSays "After I went through several fits of jealousy... that nearly destroyed everything... we came to an equilibrium...">> <<sheSays "Bianca became my trusted sub - and I even can give $boy to her, as a reward... as her sub... I reached a level of trust with them, that I wouldn't have thought possible...">> <<sheSays "I do not have that trust in regard to you.">> <<sheSays "Yet?">> <<sheSays "I truly believe you love $boy.">> <<sheSays "I sometimes believe you are a sub to him.">> <<sheSays "But that may be fake... since being his sub means heaven on earth for you... his form of dominance over you consists of forcing as many orgasms on you, as your body can produce... what sort of dom is that?">> <<sheSays "What happens if he was to deny you a couple of weeks? What when he gives you pain and despair?">> <<sheSays "Will you still adore him? Be his loyal sub?">> <<sheSays "Or are you just using the current situation - for your own sexual advantage?">> <<sheSays "Do you really know that $boy is mine - and always will be? Or are you playing a game with the long term goal being: $boy and you - and nothing else.">> <<sheSays "I am not stupid - that may be possible with long term influence...">> <<sheSays "Jenny - we are OPEN... ">> <<sheSays "I want to talk with you about this...">> <<sheSays "I want to trust you!">> <<sheSays "Be honest with me!">> <<sheSays "Help me!">> <<sheSays "If this works out, we will have one hell of a good time with each other...">> <<sheSays "But it may also become hell on earth for us.">> <<jenSays "Mistress. ">> <<jenSays "I have first seen $boy at my last party... you know that... at once I was impressed.">> <<jenSays "He cleary was your man. There never was any doubt, that he is yours... he adores you... you are his wife... one can see that, no one needs a certificate to know he is yours.">> <<jenSays "He hovers around you, protects you, cares for you - he is, like you always say - your soul mate.">> <<jenSays "He is the strongest, wittiest and perhaps even smartest man I know. He does not care about other peoples opinions... he is his own rock... he is your sub, because he chooses to - not because he needs guidance.">> <<jenSays "I began to have feelings for him, when he without regard for himself defended me, against fists, knife and even a pistol.">> <<jenSays "He defended me, not because I was his love, but because it is inborn to him to be a protector, defender... ">> <<jenSays "The not even thinking about it... jumping to my rescue at once...">> <<jenSays "This makes him so great... makes me feel loved, protected and save... although I know he did not do it out of love for me...">> <<jenSays "I needed protection... he was there... therefore he did... it was natural to him... that makes him so... so... lovable?">> <<jenSays "Then the cuck thing... and you literally forcing him on me...">> <<jenSays "You watched it... how he talked to Peter...">> <<jenSays "How offended he was, the way he thought Peter had neglected me... how he made it clear what his thoughts were, how I - or any woman - should be treated.">> <<jenSays "Then... he showed me... that all he said... was real to him... that he would live up to what he propagated... he worshipped me because I was a woman... he adored my scent, my looks, my vagina, my sweat ... everything ... god - I had never felt anything like it before... yes ... ten orgasms were great... but his appreciation of me... his true and honest adoration...">> <<jenSays "He has shown me another world...">> <<jenSays "Do I love him?">> <<jenSays "YES! I love him, he is in so many ways lovable, adorable...">> <<jenSays "Do I want him?">> <<jenSays "YES!">> <<jenSays "Do I want him for myself?">> <<jenSays "YES!">> <<jenSays "If you ask Bianca - she will also say yes - I am certain!">> <<jenSays "Will I try to 'steal' him?">> <<jenSays "If I thought I would have a chance to succeed - YES!">> <<jenSays "But I know, he will always be yours. He is honest, true, stable - and even if you do your worst to him... I am certain... he will be yours forever. Please mistress do not harm him... you are the only one who truly can... you can destroy or break him.">> <<jenSays "Even with something so small as a simple kiss on another man's lips...">> <<jenSays "Mistress, please - appreciate him, love him, be worthy of him... he is so... so... beautiful!">> <<jenSays "Am I his sub?">> <<jenSays "YES!">> <<jenSays "I want to!">> <<jenSays "He is so strong! I know he will do right with me! I trust him.">> <<jenSays "As long as he can dom me on his own free will... I will do and endure anything he commands.">> <<jenSays "If I sense he is corrupted - e.g. by you - and he does things that are forced upon him... I cannot guarantee to follow.">> <<jenSays "Am I your true sub?">> <<jenSays "No!">> <<jenSays "You are not - at least not yet - true to yourself, not always anyway.">> <<jenSays "You can be sadistic and irrational. I like you, but I do not love you enough to endure everything without rebelling.">> <<jenSays "Perhaps that will change - it seems the trust on both sides of our ends is as yet not strong enough.">> <<jenSays "If that is not enough for you - then I am sorry, truthfully I can offer you no more - now.">> <<jenSays "Will I stay?">> <<jenSays "If you let me - I will stay, probably a long time.">> <<jenSays "The only reason for me to leave would be...">> <<jenSays "You torturing me more than I am willing to endure.">> <<jenSays "$boy declaring he doesn't accept me as his sub anymore.">> <<jenSays "Finding someone at least as 'good' as $boy.">> <<jenSays "The most probably cause for me to go - depends on your behaviour towards me.">> <<sheSays "I want your submission, I want your pain and desperation! I WILL hurt you, the reason for me to share $boy at all, is so HE will suffer less, and the others - Bianca and you - on his behalf. You seem willing - up to a point - to even accept that.">> <<sheSays "True?">> <<jenSays "Up to a point yes!">> <<sheSays "What about... you tell me HONESTLY and with some head start, when I am getting close... so that I am able to rectify myself - and we are NOT getting close to losing you, would that be acceptable?">> <<jenSays "'Please lioness, stop' ?">> <<sheSays "Yes something like that...">> <<jenSays "Seems acceptable.">> <<sheSays "Let us try it then - Ok?">> <<jenSays "Ok!">> <<sheSays "Jenny?">> <<sheSays "That is not all, you know that - don't you?">> <<jenSays "Hu?">> <<sheSays "I like you, I like Bianca. I like talking and sharing with you. Messing up other 'boring' people.">> <<sheSays "I want us to be tight, to trust each other, to be ONE against the outside. I want us to be strong...">> <<jenSays "I know... I want that also... and will work towards that...">> <<sheSays "Jenny?">> <<jenSays "Yes?">> <<sheSays "Thank you - for being honest...">> <<jenSays "You are welcome... just so you know... I like you too...">> ... <<sheSays "He is such a nerd sometimes...">> <<sheSays "When he first told me, that you are the most beautiful girl he had ever seen...">> <<sheSays "I wanted to scratch his stupid eyes out... I mean - how can any man mention something like that to his 'wife'...">> <<jenSays "I imagine it was hard to hear...">> <<sheSays "Yes... but as I was saying... him being a nerd...">> <<sheSays "He actually rationalized it... he said your face, distances... proportions... symmetry... were nearly perfect measures as in some golden ratio... and we humans find the golden ratio ... some 1.6xx... pleasing, attractive... and people whose features reflect those values... we call often beautiful.">> <<sheSays "I have to admit - you are very pleasing to look at.">> <<jenSays "Hm, thank you - I guess...">> [[continue|Part94]]

[img[pics/94_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part94<</if>> Peter was in utter misery. The day after the cuck event, Jenny was cruel to him... Bianca joined her... and they had much 'fun'. After being bound for the whole night... having watched his love being repeatedly fucked by another man... and seeing how she enjoyed it... how she loved it... and how she became my 'orgasm pet'... he was mentally broken. His arms still cuffed... his legs still shackled... Jenny made him crawl to her bathroom. Once Peter tried to resist... but a few seconds of: <<jenSays "Penis pain 6!">> and he started crawling... <<jenSays "You fucking excuse of a slave... you do what I tell you... or you will live the rest of your life in pain...">> <<jenSays "CRAWL now... I will not stop your pain... till you are in the bathroom... obey me in the future... if you don't want pain...">> <<jenSays "GO! You fucking piece of shit!">> he tried crawling to the bathroom.. groaning and howling all the way ... with pain six. Jenny additionall kicked him in the balls... which was not very effective... since he wore the ball incasing chastity device... but I guess it served some symbolic gesture... I usually easily felt pity with others... somehow Peter had slid out of my 'norm'... was it what he had said about $girl? Was it that he had defiled my new pet? Whatever - I had no real qualms how they treated him... $girl came over... <<sheSays "Watching the girls play, love?">> <<heSays "Damn... we are a fucked up group... aren't we?">> <<sheSays "I think they want to do some piss training with him...">> Jenny and Bianca had placed Peter in the shower... <<sheSays "Girls... let's show him... how it is done...">> <<heSays "$boy?">> I knelt before girl... <<sheSays "Worship me love... show him how you love me... all of me...">> I placed myself... and sealed my mouth around her... <<sheSays "No love... I want him to see my stream entering your mouth... and how you enjoy my taste...">> I drew back a little... and placed myself a few inches below her... I squeezed her butt... and she let go. I drank her... her delicious golden liquid... which for months at a time had sustained me... the only source of liquid I had... her stream was life to me... and I loved and adored it by now. Before she had completely finished I moved slightly up... closed my mouth around her... so that her last squeezed drops would not splatter uncontrolled. I had not missed a single drop. I licked her clean... and stayed in my place... kissing and smelling her delicious vagina... <<sheSays "I love you... slaveling... ">> as she caressed my head... <<sheSays "Now... clean my ass with your tongue... show them what a lovely ass licker you are...">> I turned her around... she bent over a little... and without any hesitation... I licked her cute little asshole... my tongue entered her... As always when she asked this... she was meticulously clean... and I tongue fucked her ass... entered her as deeply as I could... a soft moan escaped her mouth... and I kept on... and would not have stopped... but after a minute or so... She called it quits... To the others... <<sheSays "This is how your slave drinks from you ladies... and how he services you... he loves it... he adores it... not one drop has gone to waste... and I am clean now...">> Jenny had not seen 'us' before... she stared at us with an expression that showed disbelieve, disgust, astonishment, envy, longing... and love. <<sheSays "Don't worry too much though...">> <<sheSays "That thing over there is no $boy... he will never appreciate you, like $boy does me...">>. <<sheSays "Don't expect it... to be like $boy...">> <<sheSays "If it doesn't swallow willingly... we will get some instruments... that will help him.">> She stepped closer... spoke directly at Peter... menacingly... <<sheSays "You hear what I am saying?">> <<sheSays "You WILL drink from them... either you force yourself... and do it 'willingly' - or we will force you to do it 'unwillingly'.">> <<sheSays "One of those two options will be very painful and stressful for you... so you better think hard before you let the liquid of these ladies go to waste!">> <<hhSays "Yes mistress?">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "It is allowed to speak?">> <<sheSays "Jenny?">> <<sheSays "His device is calibrated to you... right?">> <<jenSays "Yes, mistress.">> <<sheSays "$boy you installed 'our' own software update?">> <<heSays "Yes... the newest commercial devices are largely compatible with our own control units. They still encapsule the subjects junk... but the software and sensors are mainly the same. Of course the programming information is not openly available... but since we have the dev kits...">> <<sheSays "Hush... I don't need a history lesson.">> <<sheSays "Here Jenny... put that thing around its neck.">> <<sheSays "In principle it is just a microphone... but waterproof... and very resistant...">> <<sheSays "Now repeat after me: Pain gag eight">> <<jenSays "Pain gag eight">> To Peter: <<sheSays "Slave, you will very soon discover what a pain gag is.">> <<sheSays "Just so much... if you try to remove or destroy the microphone... the pain will also hit you... so don't try anything funny... pain eight will give you a heart attack if it is kept over time.... and we wouldn't want you to die... just yet...">> <<hhSays "Wha... ARRRGGGGHH!">> <<sheSays "Yes... slave... when you try to talk... you will feel pain... pain eight...">> <<sheSays "Perhaps your little slave mind... will figure out, why this is called a 'pain gag'...">> <<hhSays "No... ARRRGGGGHH!">> <<sheSays "It is not really a fast learner... is it?">> To Peter she continued... <<sheSays "I'll let the girls now play with you again...">> <<sheSays "Just remember... these are innocent girls... I am the queen.">> <<sheSays "You better never cross me... what they do with you is child's play compared to what I would do to you. Fear me... and be glad that right now... you do not interest me at all...">> <<sheSays "Come on love... while the girls play with their new toy... You can fuck me a little... but please... clean your mouth before you kiss me...">> Bianca and Jenny stared at her in awe... as she left the bathroom. Peter... actually shivered in fear... and visibly relaxed as $girl left the room... <<ppSays "Do you want to piss on it first... or should I?">> <<ppSays "You are its owner... so you certainly can chose... but going second is not the worst option... slaves have to get used to some treatment... it will probably only manage to drink a few drops... of its first stream">> I washed my mouth... I did not understand... why $girl always wanted me to... her piss was so delicious... I went back to bed... she was waiting... <<sheSays "Love... how long since you last came...?">> <<heSays "Over a month... please... can I love you? ">> <<sheSays "I know you want it... actually I think you earned it...">> <<sheSays "But... I am still hurt... how you can adore my other slaves the way you do...?">> <<sheSays "You know... you are 'free' to cum with them... You place that restriction on yourself...">> <<heSays "You know that you are my only true love... I want to cum with you...">> <<sheSays "I know... love... I do... I love you for this... and I won't let you cum today... you need to suffer more... I know you are desperate for me...">> <<sheSays "I love it... when you sacrifice yourself for me... you will feel my orgasms... that is your reward... you will keep yourself at bay... I love you baby...">> She kissed me... pulled me on top of her... put her arms around me... <<sheSays "Hmmm... love wait a moment... don't enter me just yet... I want to feel you... love you...">>. <<sheSays "I love you... penis pain five... I love you... hmmm...">> I restrained from crying out... but my whole body trembled in pain... I knew she did not need my screams... the opposite... she wanted my quiet trembling pain... feel it... <<sheSays "I love you... suffer for me... feel it... hmmm... I feel it... yes... sweetie... keep going... hmmm penis pain six... hmmm">> <<heSays "ARGHHH...">> a yelp escaped my mouth... as the pain grew even stronger... <<sheSays "I can feel you trembling in pain... my love.. my strong man... I love you... ">> <<heSays "Pl.... please... mistress...">> <<sheSays "You know... I don't like 'please'... now you must suffer a little longer... love">> She kissed me... <<sheSays "Hmmm... you are getting sweaty with all your trembling... aww... my cunt is so on fire for you now...">> She was torturing me... <<heSays "Baby....">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... want to say please again? Please do... and we keep this up...">> <<heSays "uuuuggghhh... bbb">>... it was getting unbearable,,, <<sheSays "Yes... sweetie... yeeessss... so hot...">> Her body under mine... her hip moved against mine... if I had been able to feel anything but pain... I would have noticed how hot and wet she had gotten... <<heSays "uuuuggghhh... arghhhh">> <<sheSays "Yes... baby... so hot... love your pain... more... more... suffer... baby... for me...">> <<heSays "uuuuggghhh... arghhhh... rrgggg">> tears of pain... appeared in my eyes... <<sheSays "Oh... my little cry-baby... can't stand the pain anymore? hmmmm">> <<sheSays "Penis pain seven....">> <<heSays "AAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!">> <<sheSays "Yes... that is what I need now... I am melting for you... my cunt... awww...">> I started panting involuntarily... <<heSays "AAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! PPPLLL">> <<sheSays "Penis pain none...">> <<sheSays "Now fuck me... fuck me like it is your last fuck... but don't you dare to cum...">> We fucked... long and with many orgasms - for her. The girls 'played' with Jenny's slave... made him drink their piss... and tortured him otherwise. Finally... they let its piss covered naked body... move itself to its car... and let him go 'home'. Not without reprimanding him... that their ownership also extended to the time he was alone... that he was not to remove the device... and if he tried it would have terrible consequences... They informed him about the GPM module... and what they could do over the net with and to him. To demonstrate their abilities... they made him pee in his own car... just as he was about to drive off... the pain gag was still on... it also could be activated and deactivated over the net. [[continue|Part95]]

[img[pics/95_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part95<</if>> <<sheSays "Girls...">> <<sheSays "I want you to understand where $boy and I come from. Why you are here - and why I am willing to share $boy with you, even if it drives me sometimes crazy with jealousy.">> <<sheSays "I am sharing him with you... so that I can torture you... instead of him.">> <<sheSays "I love $boy... and he has sacrificed much for me... and has never wavered in his love for me.">> <<sheSays "I get sexually aroused by pain and despair - in others.">> <<sheSays "The pain of loved once is especially 'sweet' and it is double sweet when they are helpless and cannot stop me.">> <<sheSays "Screams, yells... and unconsciousness... makes me swim in my juices...">> <<sheSays "$boy... you know him... always wants me to get all the pleasure and satisfaction... therefor he suffers... willingly...">> <<sheSays "Still - we both fear if I use him like this further... or more extensively... that at one point it might damage us.">> <<sheSays "Here you come into play... you will also suffer willingly for my pleasure. So he does not have the burden alone. You love him... I share his love with you... and your payment is suffering for me.">> <<sheSays "Of course this is an act of balance for all of us. So we have to be honest, open and must trust each other.">> <<sheSays "It is likely... that at some point I'll go 'overboard'... I have a tendency for that. I am sorry in advance... please do not bear too many grudges... up to now everyone has survived me.">> <<sheSays "Our original plan... to make you suffer instead of $boy - has one fundamental flaw though...">> <<sheSays "$boy... he is our protector... you know how he ticks... he loves you both... not as much as me... but you know damn well, he will protect you from all possible harm... he would probably give his life for any of us... he... he is just himself.">> <<sheSays "So... since he loves you... he wants to protect you from any harm/pain/suffering.">> <<sheSays "... and the sole reason you are here - is exactly because of that.">> <<sheSays "I am not sure how all this will work out in the end... today... $boy and I will have another 'Devils Day'.">> <<sheSays "Which in general means... I torture him and have as many orgasms as I can.">> <<sheSays "He agreed to this... as he agreed to all the other Devils Days we already had.">> <<sheSays "You are here to watch and learn... what I am capable of - and what $boy will go through... and what may lie ahead of you.">> <<sheSays "We are all free... we can all quit our group...">> <<sheSays "We have grown close... and I will not throw you out - even if you decide you can not 'help' us... ">> <<sheSays "I promise you - today neither $boy nor I will willingly harm you... you are here only to observe.">> <<sheSays "Nonetheless... to participate... I'll bind you and gag you... we don't want you to interfere.">> <<sheSays "Everything understood? Questions? Are you with us - today?">> <<jenSays "I don't want you to torture him...">> <<sheSays "I understand that... that is why you are secured... so you do not try to hinder us.">> <<heSays "Jen... it is ok... it is not the first time I do this... and it will not be the last. $girl needs this once in a while... and it is long overdue... ">> <<heSays "I want her... to have it all... you... can understand that... don't you?">> <<jenSays "hmmm">> <<ppSays "Mistress... I love you...">> <<ppSays "I love him... please don't make me hate you...">> $girl stepped closer to Bianca... <<sheSays "Sweet little girl... I am sure you will hate me... while we are in session... but I hope that will pass...">> Bianca looked at her in fear... <<jenSays "Get it over with...">> <<ppSays "Yes...">> <<jenSays "Mistress - how long will it take?">> <<sheSays "That is really hard to say... my plans usually are for half a day... up to a day...">> <<heSays "But... actually we seldom are in session for more than two hours... usually $girl breaks off sooner than planned...">> <<sheSays "...due to unconsciousness... unbearable pain... heartbreak on my side... seeing him broken... these things...">> I handcuffed Jenny and fastened her to the wall... I gagged her... I kissed her... <<heSays "Be strong... I love you...">> I whispered... $girl had secured Bianca... I also got closer to her... also kissed her and repeated... <<heSays "Be strong... I love you...">> I then laid down on the bed... and got secured also... legs and arms spread... our new bed was strong... and had hooks on the underside... that could be used for exactly these things... Then I was gagged with $girl's favourite gag for these events... and I knew one thing immediately that would be in store for me... repeated suffocation... <<sheSays "I usually plan these sessions beforehand... I know exactly what I want to do with $boy. I love planning out his torture... and while I do, my little dog here laps at my cunt and makes me cum.">> <<sheSays "I never exactly followed through with my plans... because last minute impressions and improvisations catch up... and in the end I do quite different things... usually more harmful to him.">> <<sheSays "I have a plan for today... but I am not willing to share it... ">> <<sheSays "For the beginning a history lesson.">> <<sheSays "This little gag device here... has an opening... and $boy cannot close his mouth. You may have seen him eating all kinds of stuff of my body... pubic hair... skin... urine... spit...">> <<sheSays "All that started... using this device... I used to file my nails above him it... and he had to eat everything I put in there...">> <<sheSays "He is such a dear - by now he eats it without any help... but this is how you can start training your own slave.">> <<sheSays "Also... one can close that mouth-hole tight... and if you then... well... close his nostrils... he cannot breath anymore...">> <<sheSays "If he can't breathe... he suffocates... that happens quite slowly...">> <<sheSays "He gets nervous... he tries to breathe... he can't, I tries to free himself... he panics... tries harder to free himself... gets desperate and more panicky... and at one stage he will be unconscious due to lack of oxygen.">> <<sheSays "He - or anyone for that matter - cannot control the panic... he cannot keep still... it is in the human nature to fight for one’s life. So when I suffocate him... his body will involuntarily fight for its life and wiggle and panic... and try to break free.">> <<sheSays "Sitting on his dick... watching him panic... feeling his nature given urge to free himself... feel him panic under you... as his panic drives his hips up... and his dick deep inside you... this... this... panic fuck... is unbelievable... I love it...">> <<sheSays "A little draw back... as soon as he is unconscious... his dick gets smaller immediately... ... therefor we ensure a pleasurable dick size... with these penis rings...">> <<sheSays "Come here sweetie... let's equip you properly...">> ... and she put a tight band around my shaft... she stroked me a little... and I had my usual boner... I was ready for her... <<sheSays "Shhh... sweetie... now you will die a little for me... won't you?">> She climbed me... sit on me... her cunt was ready... she was wet... she knew what was to come... and she loved it... she was excited... and for her I was happy... She rode me a little to get started... but soon she produced the paperclip... she never had discarded it... it was a piece of our history... <<sheSays "Girls... you can't just hold his nose... when you get excited... and when he buckles... you cannot hold it... and he might breathe... you don't want that...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... yes!">> <<sheSays "I have also used tampons with piss... or blood... Awww...">> I missed my oxygen supply... <<sheSays "Awwww... but you also have to secure... hmmmm.... them... he will blow them out... they do not hooooold... Yes.">> I wanted to breathe... <<sheSays "Watch him... soon he will start panicking... his eyes ... he is searching for help already...">> <<sheSays "Aww... so hot... baby... yes... try to throw me off... free yourself... AWWW...">> She knew this... I rattled at my cuffs... my legs started twitching... my lungs wanted to breathe... oxygen... <<sheSays "Yes... love.... Hmmm... panic... now... and I will cum... hmmm... hmmmm">> I heaved up... tried forcefully to throw of my rider... I panicked... saw first stars sparkling... <<sheSays "AWWWW.... YEEESSSS... GOD... LOVE THIS...">> <<sheSays "FUCK...">> I screamed... or tried to... I still could not make much noises... without any air flow... <<sheSays "FUCK... FUCK... FUCK... AWWWWWWWWW....">> Then I passed out... When I came back... girl was done with her orgasms... or nearly... I felt one or two smaller spasms of hers... She lay on me... my dick still in her... but her face next to mine... <<sheSays "Oh $boy... I love this... I needed a fast one... you make me so hot...">> She kissed me... all over my face... my nose... my nose... MY FUCKING NOSE... She had closed her mouth over my nose... I felt her teeth on my nose... closing it... I could not breathe... She had caught me by surprise... as I had just breathed out... In a couple of seconds... I was out of oxygen... her mouth closing my nose... her eyes locked on mine... I saw her excitement... as she realized the start of my panic... she held me tight... I tried shaking her of... the tip of my dick still in her... I felt rather then heard a soft moan from her... as she kept her teeth locked on my nose... and rendered me unconscious again... Probably seconds later... I woke up... she was riding me hard... <<sheSays "Wait... fuck... wait...">> She searched... found the clip... closed me up again... and continued her ride... while again I could not breathe... Due to coincidence... she again... clipped me... when I just had breathed out... and only a few seconds later I panicked again... and my wild movements... set her off again... and she had her next climax on me... <<sheSays "FUCK... FUCK... FUCK... AWWWWWWWWW...">> <<sheSays "AWWWWWWWWW... SOOOO... GOOD... ARGHHH HNNGGHHH...">> Then I was unconscious again... <<sheSays "... important... even when you are in the middle of your orgasms... to immediately remove the plug... AWWWW.... Hmmmm...">> <<sheSays "Keeping your slave from breathing for too long... is bad for it's health...">> <<sheSays "It may wish to remain unconscious... or die... rather than to go on... ">> <<sheSays "But you must not care about these things... use it for your pleasure...">> $girl... repeated the procedure another couple of times... but then she removed the gag... and I finally could breathe normally again... I closed my eyes... and remained still for a minute... I just enjoyed breathing... and calmed down... <<sheSays "$boy... the ladies watching us... seem a little bit stressed out... how are you doing...">> <<heSays "I am ok... mistress... you had great orgasms... thank you for letting me be part of this...">> <<sheSays "Good boy...">> <<sheSays "See ladies?">> <<sheSays "Love... how about a little pain now?">> A little bit of pain... would probably be quite a lot... But I knew... girl would like it... and showing fear or remorse would help no one... so I said... <<heSays "Sure love... anything you need... ">> <<sheSays "We start slow dear...">> <<sheSays "You know I love you... that I could just eat you up... and I will just do that... ">> <<sheSays "I want to feel your pain with my mouth... I'll bite you again... add another set of canine scars... you love to be marked by me... don't you...?">> She nuzzled on my left shoulder... kissed me... tenderly... lovingly... Then her fangs in one fierce bite tore my skin... and I felt her teeth in me... it came so sudden... even as she had told me what was to come... <<heSays "Arrghhh... honey...">> <<sheSays "Yes dear... you know I love your taste...">> ...and she licked little droplets of blood off my shoulder... She did the same with my other shoulder... and my thighs... She had never bitten me this serious before... <<heSays "Love... you are fierce today...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... my sweet tasting man... you don't know half of it... you know where my fifth bite goes... don't you...?">> <<heSays "Sweetie... no... you can't... you will bite it off... don't...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... panicky again? Afraid I bite more off than I can chew?">> <<sheSays "It is nice to know that you care for my well being... that you want your dick to last... but you know as well as I do... that we have lots and lots of replicas of your cock... so even if I bite it off... I still have something to fill me good...">> My cock betrayed me again... it was rock hard... and that did not go unnoticed... <<sheSays "It wants to be bitten... it wants to give me your dick blood... see?">> <<heSays "Please mistress... don't...">> Suddenly she was searching for something... she found her panties... crawled up to me... <<heSays "Please lioness st...">> ... and I was gagged with her panties... <<sheSays "What did you say love?">> <<sheSays "I could not understand you!">> <<heSays "Pls lnsss stp! Pls pls!">> <<sheSays "Sorry... I don't understand...">> she smiled at me... and watered her lips in preparation of her final bite... The girls made noises... and they shook their heads... but $girl did not heed them... <<sheSays "Hmmm... your tasty little cock... cock blood is just the best... you know?">> <<sheSays "See... how it waits for me?">> She then had me in her... sucked me... and she felt like heaven... <<sheSays "You like that don't you...?">> <<sheSays "Soon I'll have a surprise for it... my fangs are sharpened... hmmm... this lovely mighty cock... I love it... so good... so tasty... hmmm... so... so... $boy...">> <<heSays "HMNMMMPPPPFF!">> Then she bit me... sideways... as usual... her teeth deep in my shaft... I knew immediately that she had drawn blood again... She looked at her work... <<sheSays "Hmmm... right next to the last mark... in a few years... you will have a nice set of scars on your dick... I love it...">> She than joyfully started to lick the blood drops from my dick... and again... and again... <<sheSays "I love your dick... ">> <<sheSays "You make me so horny... love... you just lie there and I play with you... and my pussy keeps throbbing and throbbing...">> <<sheSays "Before I continue... I just have to fuck you again...">> She then set on my face... her undies still in my mouth... and my nose in her vagina. Her hand on my dick... stroking me... her hips fucking my nose... Again I could not breathe... she knew that... my dick in her hand... that felt so good... her grip was fantastic... her hand was made for me... I could not help but think the blasphemous thought... 'nearly as good as Bianca's'. I ran out of air... From far away... I heard ... her... <<sheSays "Panik again? For me...? How sweet of you...!">> ... and I tried to throw her off... to no avail... Then she started to cum.... <<sheSays "YES... GOD... YES...">> For one second... just before I would have passed out... she lifted her hip... I got one quick breath... but that lasted me long enough... she rode my face to the end of her orgasm... and I survived it... <<sheSays "Oh... love... every bit of your body... is so fuckable... I love you...">> Then she jumped up... <<sheSays "Wait... don't go anyway... I have something... something from the old times...">> <<sheSays "Close your eyes, love... ">> I closed my eyes... and she put a leather mask on my face... it had no eyes... and I could not see a thing... <<sheSays "Relaxe honey... I love you...">> She caressed my chest... my stomach... <<sheSays "Shhh... relax... I love you... shhhh ... my love... I care for you... I'll let nothing good happen to you... shhhh...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMMMPPPFFF!!!!">> <<sheSays "YOU DID...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "NOT THINK...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "THAT WAS ALL?">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<sheSays "DID YOU?">> <<sheSays "I will strip you of your flesh!">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "HMMMMPPPFFF!!!!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> She removed my gag... <<sheSays "Scream,,, I want to hear your pain...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "Yes... hmmm...">> <<sheSays "Not hard enough to warrant a real scream...">> ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF4040">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH!">> <<sheSays "Yes... Yes... Yes hmm...">> <<sheSays "You think... I can't hit harder?">> <<sheSays "Feel this!">> ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH! ARGH! ARGH!">> <<sheSays "AWW... YES... FUCK... YES... BLEED!">> ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"WHIPPP!"</span>'' <<heSays "ARGH! ARGH! ARGH! $girl... ARGHHH!">> <<sheSays "BLEED, LOVE, BLEED!!! AWWWW... YES.. FUCK... YES... AWWW!">> She stopped... panting... From exertion hitting me harder... and from her orgasm... <<sheSays "Love?">> <<heSays "Yes...">> <<sheSays "Hold me a little... will you...?">> <<heSays "Sweetie... I can't right now...">> <<sheSays "I'll hold you then...">> She climbed on me... and placed herself on top of me... bloodying her whole body... with the blood she just whipped free... She lay on me... still slightly panting... her face... next to mine... She kissed me... <<sheSays "You know I love you... don't you...?">> <<heSays "I know... I love you too...">> <<heSays "Do you mind patching me up a little?">> <<sheSays "Now? Or do you want the real pain first?">> I swallowed... <<heSays "The real pain? What was what you did just now?">> <<sheSays "A little foreplay... you know... to get you into the mood... and give me a little pain orgasm... it wasn't really planned...">> <<sheSays "Oh sweetie... I have been studying pain... and I found something... very easy to do... and it will deliver so much pain... or so the books say... you will scream and scream... it will be awesome...">> The girls started to rebel again... <<include "ultimateTorture_a">>

[img[pics/....png]] <<if $debug>>Part90<</if>> I heard something... felt something... where was I? Someone was kissing me... that was nice... I was so sleepy still... Someone whispered... <<jenSays "hmmm... so tasty... ohh $boy... I am falling for you...">> Kisses on my chest... more whisper... <<jenSays "I... can't help it...">> <<heSays "Hmm?">> I opened my eyes... it was still in the middle of the night... all was quiet <<jenSays "$boy?">> she whispered at me now... <<heSays "yea... I... what...">> I was still confused... this was not my bed... Then I slowly started remembering... <<heSays "Jenny?">> I whispered... <<jenSays "Yes... who else...?">> <<heSays "Sorry... I'm only half awake... I am still collecting myself...">> She was half lying on me... she seemed to have kissed my chest... while I was asleep... She crawled up to me... <<jenSays "Awake now?">> still whispering... <<heSays "Yea... nearly... soon... anyway...">> Her head came nearer... she kissed my face... several times... Then her lips were on my mouth... and my mouth automatically opened... I responded to her... We kissed passionately... several minutes... She slowly drew away... with a sigh... <<jenSays "$boy... your kiss... my body... how can you...?">> She drew closer again... and we continued kissing... <<jenSays "Take me! Feel my body... ">> she whispered... <<jenSays "I am yours... take me... please... $boy... please... I beg you... touch me...">> her hot breath was on me... she kept kissing my face... and whispered her pleas... <<jenSays "That stupid trial day... is still on... take me... make me yours again... please...">> <<jenSays "You want it... I know you do... I'll give you my orgasms... all of them... please $boy...">> I couldn't argue with her logic... the trial was still on... and she was so unbelievably hot... I was drawn to her... her whispers of need... her breath on me... her kisses... and pleas... <<jenSays "Yes... ">> <<jenSays "No foreplay... fuck me... your kisses... I am ready... more than ready... please... fuck me... I want to be yours again... I am yours... please... take me...">> I grew lightheaded... Jenny was intoxicating... easily the most beautiful girl I had ever seen... I was just a normal guy... her advances on me... her scent... her begging me to fuck her... damn that felt good. That made me feel so powerful, so wanted and desired... I could not resist the situation... I did not want to resist... I wanted her to cum. I wanted to feel that I made her cum... I wanted her to scream in pleasure because of my touch... I got up... positioned myself over her... and my dick... was just an inch away from her pussy... I knew... this would be a huge turn off for her... but still... I would not... could not blend out... $girl. <<heSays "$girl!">> <<heSays "I need you... NOW!">> <<sheSays "What? Hu?">> <<heSays "Jenny...">> <<heSays "She is still on her trial day... she... she wants me to claim her... fuck her... she begs me... I want to... I need you...">> <<heSays "You are my mate... can I, should I... will I destroy us...?">> $girl came over... looked at Jenny and me... saw Jenny writhing under me... her body begging for me... <<sheSays "Fuck her... gently... don't make her cum just yet...">> <<jenSays "Awwww... yes.. fuck... fuck me... please $boy... don't stop...">> $girl lay beside us... bend Jenny's face to her... <<sheSays "You see how this goes... he is mine!">> <<sheSays "I can... and will share him with you... but you must know... I am his first... always!">> To me... <<sheSays "Fuck her... make her cum... till she blacks out or has an heart attack...">> <<sheSays "You did well love... I love you.">> $girl kissed me... not less passionate than a few minutes earlier Jenny had... While I kept fucking Jenny... This was weird... but damn hot. $girl woke Bianca... whispered something to her... and both kept watching us... I doubt Jenny noticed or was interested... I got all the blessing I needed... I concentrated on the girl I was fucking... <<jenSays "Hmmm... yes... awww... fuck... so... good...">> Then she shook her head... as if remembering something... looked to my girls... <<jenSays "Wake my 'boyfriend'... if he is asleep... I am certain he will treasure it when he sees me cumming...">> Bianca crawled over to her prey... nudged him with her foot till he was awake... ... I turned to Jenny again... I wanted to look at her... not the slave that had been Peter. I wanted her to cum... now... or as soon as was possible... I doubled my efforts... I concentrated on her... learned what she liked most... how she reacted to my thrusts... deep, fast, strong, slow, just teasing or ramming her with my pole. I let her feel my desire for her or used her just as a fuck tool... and registered every nuance of her demeanour... and reaction... <<heSays "Now... you will cum for me... I whispered to her...">> I kissed her face... My tongue entered her... as I fucked her... dominantly... strong... not giving her any chance to retreat... or stop me... I felt her sweet surrender... I felt how she wanted to be owned by me... she let herself fall... be fucked... in the knowledge that she was taken care of completely... We still kissed - or should I rather say my tongue was still in her when she came... she tried screaming but my mouth muffled her sounds... I felt her... her entire body quivering... shaking... she struggled in pleasure... I felt her muffled scream in me... I released her mouth... <<jenSays "ARRRGRGGGGHH HNNNGGGGNNN....">> Her legs held me now... her hips franticly moved in our rhythm... and each of her movements was underlined with shivers... and moans... or uncontrolled groans... Right now she was a bundle of pure lust, joy and sexual release... so wonderful to behold and feel... <<jenSays "OHHHHH.... GOOODDDD... FUCK... FUCK... DAMN... DON'T STOP....">> <<jenSays "ARRRGRGGGGHH HNNNGGGGNNN...">> <<jenSays "DONT EVER STOP... ARGGGHHHH...">> <<ppSays "How is it... we all want the same... his fucking to never stop...">> <<sheSays "Hush... let them play...">> Jenny turned her head towards the girls... I am not sure she had noticed them before... <<jenSays "YOU... ARGHHH... AWWW... HMMMM YES... FUCK...">> I turned her head to me again... <<heSays "Feel me...">> <<jenSays "AWW... Oh... I feel you... HMMM... I so... feel you... HMMMM...">> I let her calm down a bit... till I felt the quivering of her body... subside... <<jenSays "$boy... that... was...">> <<heSays "... just the beginning...">> I started to fuck her again... she was such a lusty bitch... I was in instinct mode again... rationally I would have let her calm down... rest... But she was so hot... Yesterday... had been the first time... a man had made her cum... and boy she had been on a roll... ten times she came... and her body was not even used to be sexed up... My inner voice told me... she was able to give me more than "just" one orgasm in the morning... <<jenSays "$boy... no... stop... Awww... you can't... FUCK... can't continue... HMMMM... I...">> I kept fucking her... constantly now... no variation... just relentless steady... fucking... stimulation of her godly pussy... <<heSays "You want me to stop?">> <<jenSays "Stop... don't... awww... fuck.. $boy stop... aww...">> I kept claiming her... I fucked her... filled her out... I knew she loved it... I didn't know why she wanted me to stop... <<jenSays "STOP... please AWWW... HMMMM...">> <<heSays "I will not stop fucking you... You are mine!">> <<heSays "You are mine to take!">> <<heSays "Your orgasms are mine!">> <<heSays "... and I take them from you... as often as I want...">> <<jenSays "STOP... STOP... PLEASE... ARRGGGG... HMMMMM... STOP $boy!">> <<heSays "You want me to stop? ... say it... lioness... say it...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm... STOP... STOP fucking me... please... AWWWW...">> Her eyes... fluttered... I knew she wanted it... her vagina... made sure I was not hurting her... with the liquid it provided... <<heSays "NO! You will cum for me... I will fuck you...">> <<jenSays "Please... lion... AWWW....ARGHHH...">> <<jenSays "AWWW... Please... lion... ">> I kept fucking her... relentlessly... I knew she was close... Her head went up... she looked me straight in the eyes... grabbed my head and yelled... <<jenSays "PLEASE LION... FUCK ME!">> I briefly considered playing games with her... to stop now... now that she truly yielded... to make her beg and grovel... But no... that was unnecessary... the girls would enjoy it - for sure... but I wanted Jenny to cum... now... and I am sure Jenny wanted to... So... I fucked her... ... and she knew... she felt... I was not going to release her... till she had given me her next orgasm... and a couple of seconds later... <<jenSays "ARGGGGGGG!!!!">> <<jenSays "HNNGGGGNNNNNN!!">> <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK... FUUUUCKK...">> <<jenSays "HMMMM... HNGNNHH...">> Her face so beautifully distorted... her eyes pressed together... she was panting and writhing under me... she could not control her body... as it was shaken relentlessly... I felt her hand loosen its grip on my neck... she fell back... panting heavily... <<jenSays "AWW... AWW... hmmm... ">> <<jenSays "AHHHH....">> she laughed... grinned... <<jenSays "Hahaha... this... ARHHHH... haha... this... hmmmm">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "I have never felt something like that before... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "But I missed it... I missed it so much...">> <<jenSays "Fuck... I never felt this good... so alive... in my life...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmmm... still my body...">> <<jenSays "I... I am still high on you... I still... Ahh... awww... do you feel it...">> <<jenSays "Do you hmmm.... feel me... still... hmmm...">> I lay on her... not moving... I felt her... as she said... her body was still shaking occasionally... I kissed her... her sweaty forehead... her eyes... and cheeks... and her mouth... <<heSays "We have seen each other only a couple of times... I know that...">> <<heSays "This is all new... and fast... and exhilarating...">> <<heSays "But we say things out loud... and we do not restrain... and fear... the judgement of others...">> She kissed me... Jenny was always the one quick on her feet... and her and I... we understood each other... without much explanation... Had I met her before I met $girl... things might have been different... <<jenSays "Don't hit around the bushes...">> <<jenSays "You know it already... yes... $boy I am falling in love with you... how could I not.">> <<jenSays "Are you listening girls... yes... I want him... I'll love him...">> <<jenSays "...and fuck yes... if I need to join Charlies Angles... I mean... $boy's bitches... to get him... I fucking will...">> <<sheSays "You will never 'get' him... you will be part of us... and we share him... till I or he or you say stop.">> <<sheSays "Now... come here... submit to me... and kiss my feet!">> Jenny stared at me... and swallowed... <<jenSays "I want YOU... not her... ">> <<heSays "We are 'one'...">> <<heSays "Stop worrying... with us... shove away your pride...">> <<heSays "You will be her slave...">> <<heSays "After you kiss her feet... we will make her kiss yours too... she is our queen... we serve her... we love her... she loves us... and we can rely on another one hundred percent... at least in concern of all outside matters.">> <<heSays "Within our group... we may bitch around...">> <<jenSays "What about her?">> She pointed a Bianca... <<heSays "Don't be distracted by her demeanour... she is smart, honest and evil...">> <<heSays "She was the first one to suggest you join us!">> <<jenSays "What?">> <<heSays "You don't know 'us' yet... not well anyway...">> <<heSays "I hope you will learn to trust us, serve us and dom as we all need and want.">> <<heSays "... well... and if you discover you can't... we will all hurt ourselves - and break up.">> <<heSays "Go... submit to her... kiss her feet... NOW!">> <<jenSays "Yes... m... ... master.">> She took one 'crawl' towards $girl... <<heSays "Wait...">> <<jenSays "Yes?">> I leaned over to her... Tenderly held her face... kissed her softly on the lips... ...and said loud enough so all would hear it... <<heSays "I love you. I care for you.">> She literally lit up... when I said it... she smiled while I kissed her... ... and she kissed me back... several times... longing... loving kissed... <<jenSays "hmm... hmmm...">> I laughed... <<heSays "Go now... or you have to give me several more of your orgasms...">> Gee... what a 'wrong thing to say'... She pulled me closer... laid herself back... grabbed my dick... and made me fuck her again... I glanced at $girl... she shrugged... which in general said... "you brought this on yourself... go fuck her... I'll wait'... ...and my new 'slave' allowed herself to give me three more orgasms... ...after she had satiated me with my orgasmic needs of her... ... she crawled over to $girl... But $girl stood up... <<sheSays "Bianca!... left...">> <<sheSays "Jenny!... right...">> <<sheSays "$boy... You are promoted... I only have two feet... you submit to my pussy...">> <<sheSays "All of you... kneel... slaves... submit to me...">> Bianca immediately went up... knelt and kissed $girl's feet... <<ppSays "Mistress...">> I knelt and kissed her vagina... <<heSays "Mistress...">> Jenny hesitantly approached... <<sheSays "I know... this is a stupid ritual... in some sense... but it will make me happy...">> <<sheSays "Just try it... for a slave... it is also super relaxing... to let loose... give yourself over to someone else...">> <<sheSays "I promise... I'll make you suffer... I promise I'll take care of you and comfort you. I promise... that if we fit... I will find love for you... I like you already... you know that... it is a good basis...">> Jenny knelt... … and ... kissed $girl's feet... <<jenSays "Mistress...">> $girl towered above us... smiled at us... our lovely queen. <<sheSays "Girls... nest time... we have more introductions to make to our sister... she has to know our rules... ">> <<jenSays "Rules?">> <<sheSays "Bad choice of words... traditions, ways... agreements?">> <<heSays "No other men...">> <<heSays "honesty even if it might hurt someone... ">> <<heSays "no bad feelings... ">> <<heSays "Bianca's special needs...">> <<heSays "etc.">> <<ppSays "Jen... did any other man... ever make you cum?">> <<jenSays "Ehm... no?">> <<ppSays "That is great!">> <<ppSays "I mean sad... but great also... that is something we all have in common!">> <<ppSays "$girl never touched or was touched by another...">> <<ppSays "You only had that loser over there... and everyone can tell at a single glance... that he certainly would not be able to make anyone cum...">> <<ppSays "Well... sad to admit... but I have been with a bunch of men... and I can swear by god... you are not missing out on anything... if $boy will stay your only man... ">> <<ppSays "I mean... I know our 'arrangement' will not last eternally... they probably want kids... they even started planning how they want to wed... $boy will be her branded slave…">> <<ppSays "I also want a slave... I mean... love of my own... you probably too... You do realize... $girl will always be his number one?">> <<ppSays "But for the time being... perhaps a few years... I will suck up all of the happiness I can with him... ehm... them... I mean...">> <<sheSays "Gee Bianca... You are babbling like a fishwife... don't overload her...">> <<ppSays "Nah... I won't... what about your ex over there... can we torture him now a bit?">> <<ppSays "We can drag him to your shower... and I can piss on him... I want to see his face... when my piss stings in his eyes...">> <<ppSays "We can remove his gag... and cover his nose... and force him to drink from all three of us...">> <<ppSays "$boy told us... how you kicked your rapist in the nuts? How did that feel?">> <<ppSays "You want to know what that feels like - when the guy is not yet unconscious... we have a nice usable male here!">> <<ppSays "Perhaps $girl can give us tips... I know she often played with $boy... and it included some serious nut kicking...">> Bianca was on a roll... but after some time... the girls actually managed to chat... not only listen to Bianca... they started the first steps to more bonding... that was good... [[continue|Part90a]]

[img[pics/Quadro1_short.png]] <<if $debug>>Part90_girl<</if>> I knew... this would be a huge turn off for her... but still... I would not... could not blend out... $girl. <<heSays "$girl!">> <<heSays "I need you... NOW!">> <<sheSays "What? Hu?">> <<heSays "Jenny...">> <<heSays "She is still on her trial day... she... she wants me to claim her... fuck her... she begs me... I want to... I need you...">> <<heSays "You are my mate... can I, should I... will I destroy us...?">> $girl came over... looked at Jenny and me... saw Jenny writhing under me... her body begging for me... <<sheSays "Fuck her... gently... don't make her cum just yet...">> <<jenSays "Awwww... yes.. fuck... fuck me... please $boy... don't stop...">> $girl lay beside us... bend Jenny's face to her... <<sheSays "You see how this goes... he is mine!">> <<sheSays "I can... and will share him with you... but you must know... I am his first... always!">> To me... <<sheSays "Fuck her... make her cum... till she blacks out or has an heart attack...">> <<sheSays "You did well love... I love you.">> $girl kissed me... not less passionate than a few minutes earlier Jenny had... While I kept fucking Jenny... This was weird... but damn hot. $girl woke Bianca... whispered something to her... and both kept watching us... I doubt Jenny noticed or was interested... I got all the blessing I needed... I concentrated on the girl I was fucking... <<jenSays "Hmmm... yes... awww... fuck... so... good...">> Then she shook her head... as if remembering something... looked to my girls... <<jenSays "Wake my 'boyfriend'... if he is asleep... I am certain he will treasure it when he sees me cumming...">> Bianca crawled over to her prey... nudged him with her foot till he was awake... ... I turned to Jenny again... I wanted to look at her... not the slave that had been Peter. <<include "JennyFuck2">> [[continue|Part90a]]

[img[pics/Quadro1_short.png]] <<if $debug>>Part90_jenny<</if>> <<set $manBetraysTrust = $manBetraysTrust + 1>> \ I entered her... and she felt as good as I remembered from last night... she had the sweetest... hottest little pussy one can imagine. I just had to fuck her then... feel her... make her cum... her cunt... her sex... her body it needed me. I wanted nothing else in that moment than to fuck her and hear her delighted, blissful moans. Jenny oblidged... <<jenSays "Hmmm... yes... awww... fuck... so... good...">> I heard some rustling to my right... but kept concentrating on Jenny... my dick felt so great in her... I briefly considered cumming in her... but this day was not about me cumming... this day was about her! She was to get all pleasure I could give her... and I continued giving her all bliss I could... - The noise to my side had been $girl... who had awoken with Jenny's lustfull moan... she looked at us... saw me fucking Jenny late in the night... after the cuck-event was done. She saw how I wanted Jenny to enjoy me... how I made her cum... I didn't notice her... didn't notice the silent tears that ran down her cheeks... as she watched us. - <<include "JennyFuck2">> [[continue|Part90a]]

I wanted her to cum... now... or as soon as was possible... I doubled my efforts... I concentrated on her... learned what she liked most... how she reacted to my thrusts... deep, fast, strong, slow, just teasing or ramming her with my pole. I let her feel my desire for her or used her just as a fuck tool... and registered every nuance of her demeanour... and reaction... <<heSays "Now... you will cum for me... I whispered to her...">> I kissed her face... My tongue entered her... as I fucked her... dominantly... strong... not giving her any chance to retreat... or stop me... I felt her sweet surrender... I felt how she wanted to be owned by me... she let herself fall... be fucked... in the knowledge that she was taken care of completely... We still kissed - or should I rather say my tongue was still in her when she came... she tried screaming but my mouth muffled her sounds... I felt her... her entire body quivering... shaking... she struggled in pleasure... I felt her muffled scream in me... I released her mouth... <<jenSays "ARRRGRGGGGHH HNNNGGGGNNN....">> Her legs held me now... her hips franticly moved in our rhythm... and each of her movements was underlined with shivers... and moans... or uncontrolled groans... Right now she was a bundle of pure lust, joy and sexual release... so wonderful to behold and feel... <<jenSays "OHHHHH.... GOOODDDD... FUCK... FUCK... DAMN... DON'T STOP....">> <<jenSays "ARRRGRGGGGHH HNNNGGGGNNN...">> <<jenSays "DONT EVER STOP... ARGGGHHHH...">> <<if $manBetraysTrust == 0>>\ <<ppSays "How is it... we all want the same... his fucking to never stop...">> <<sheSays "Hush... let them play...">> Jenny turned her head towards the girls... I am not sure she had noticed them before... <<jenSays "YOU... ARGHHH... AWWW... HMMMM YES... FUCK...">> I turned her head to me again... <</if>>\ <<heSays "Feel me...">> <<jenSays "AWW... Oh... I feel you... HMMM... I so... feel you... HMMMM...">> I let her calm down a bit... till I felt the quivering of her body... subside... <<jenSays "$boy... that... was...">> <<heSays "... just the beginning...">> I started to fuck her again... she was such a lusty bitch... I was in instinct mode again... rationally I would have let her calm down... rest... But she was so hot... Yesterday... had been the first time... a man had made her cum... and boy she had been on a roll... ten times she came... and her body was not even used to being sexed up... My inner voice told me... she was able to give me more than "just" one orgasm in the morning... <<jenSays "$boy... no... stop... Awww... you can't... FUCK... can't continue... HMMMM... I...">> I kept fucking her... constantly now... no variation... just relentless steady... fucking... stimulation of her godly pussy... <<heSays "You want me to stop?">> <<jenSays "Stop... don't... awww... fuck.. $boy stop... aww...">> I kept claiming her... I fucked her... filled her out... I knew she loved it... I didn't know why she wanted me to stop... <<jenSays "STOP... please AWWW... HMMMM...">> <<heSays "I will not stop fucking you... You are mine!">> <<heSays "You are mine to take!">> <<heSays "Your orgasms are mine!">> <<heSays "... and I take them from you... as often as I want...">> <<jenSays "STOP... STOP... PLEASE... ARRGGGG... HMMMMM... STOP $boy!">> <<heSays "You want me to stop? ... say it... lioness... say it...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm... STOP... STOP fucking me... please... AWWWW...">> Her eyes... fluttered... I knew she wanted it... her vagina... made sure I was not hurting her... with the liquid it provided... <<heSays "NO! You will cum for me... I will fuck you...">> <<jenSays "Please... lion... AWWW....ARGHHH...">> <<jenSays "AWWW... Please... lion... ">> I kept fucking her... relentlessly... I knew she was close... Her head went up... she looked me straight in the eyes... grabbed my head and yelled... <<jenSays "PLEASE LION... FUCK ME!">> I briefly considered playing games with her... to stop now... now that she truly yielded... to make her beg and grovel... But no... that was unnecessary... the girls would enjoy it - for sure... but I wanted Jenny to cum... now... and I am sure Jenny wanted to... So... I fucked her... ... and she knew... she felt... I was not going to release her... till she had given me her next orgasm... and a couple of seconds later... <<jenSays "ARGGGGGGG!!!!">> <<jenSays "HNNGGGGNNNNNN!!">> <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK... FUUUUCKK...">> <<jenSays "HMMMM... HNGNNHH...">> Her face so beautifully distorted... her eyes pressed together... she was panting and writhing under me... she could not control her body... as it was shaken relentlessly... I felt her hand loosen its grip on my neck... she fell back... panting heavily... <<jenSays "AWW... AWW... hmmm... ">> <<jenSays "AHHHH....">> she laughed... grinned... <<jenSays "Hahaha... this... ARHHHH... haha... this... hmmmm">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "I have never felt something like that before... hmmm...">> <<jenSays "But I missed it... I missed it so much...">> <<jenSays "Fuck... I never felt this good... so alive... in my life...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmmm... still my body...">> <<jenSays "I... I am still high on you... I still... Ahh... awww... do you feel it...">> <<jenSays "Do you hmmm.... feel me... still... hmmm...">> I lay on her... not moving... I felt her... as she said... her body was still shaking occasionally... I kissed her... her sweaty forehead... her eyes... and cheeks... and her mouth... <<heSays "We have seen each other only a couple of times... I know that...">> <<heSays "This is all new... and fast... and exhilarating...">> <<heSays "But we say things out loud... and we do not restrain... and fear... the judgement of others...">> She kissed me... Jenny was always the one quick on her feet... and her and I... we understood each other... without much explanation... Had I met her before I met $girl... things might have been different... <<jenSays "Don't hit around the bushes...">> <<jenSays "You know it already... yes... $boy I am falling in love with you... how could I not.">> <<jenSays "Are you listening girls... yes... I want him... I'll love him...">> <<jenSays "...and fuck yes... if I need to join Charlies Angles... I mean... $boy's bitches... to get him... I fucking will...">> <<sheSays "You will never 'get' him... you will be part of us... and we share him... till I or he or you say stop.">> <<if $manBetraysTrust > 0>>\ I only then realized, that $girl was awake... and had been watching us. I glanced at her... and probably only I could make out a sadness in her eyes... that I had not seen before... She did not return my look... shit... I had hurt her... by fucking Jenny just then... <</if>>\ <<sheSays "Now... come here... submit to me... and kiss my feet!">> Jenny stared at me... and swallowed... <<jenSays "I want YOU... not her... ">> <<heSays "We are 'one'...">> <<heSays "Stop worrying... with us... shove away your pride...">> <<heSays "You will be her slave...">> <<heSays "After you kiss her feet... we will make her kiss yours too... she is our queen... we serve her... we love her... she loves us... and we can rely on another one hundred percent... at least in concern of all outside matters.">> <<heSays "Within our group... we may bitch around...">> <<jenSays "What about her?">> She pointed a Bianca... <<heSays "Don't be distracted by her demeanour... she is smart, honest and evil...">> <<heSays "She was the first one to suggest you join us!">> <<jenSays "What?">> <<heSays "You don't know 'us' yet... not well anyway...">> <<heSays "I hope you will learn to trust us, serve us and dom as we all need and want.">> <<heSays "... well... and if you discover you can't... we will all hurt ourselves - and break up.">> <<heSays "Go... submit to her... kiss her feet... NOW!">> <<jenSays "Yes... m... ... master.">> <<if $manBetraysTrust == 0>>\ She took one 'crawl' towards $girl... <<heSays "Wait...">> <<jenSays "Yes?">> I leaned over to her... Tenderly held her face... kissed her softly on the lips... ...and said loud enough so all would hear it... <<heSays "I love you. I care for you.">> She literally lit up... when I said it... she smiled while I kissed her... ... and she kissed me back... several times... longing... loving kissed... <<jenSays "hmm... hmmm...">> I laughed... <<heSays "Go now... or you have to give me several more of your orgasms...">> Gee... what a 'wrong thing to say'... She pulled me closer... laid herself back... grabbed my dick... and made me fuck her again... I glanced at $girl... she shrugged... which in general said... "you brought this on yourself... go fuck her... I'll wait'... ...and my new 'slave' allowed herself to give me three more orgasms... ...after she had satiated me with my orgasmic needs of her... <</if>>\ ... she crawled over to $girl... But $girl stood up... <<sheSays "Bianca!... left...">> <<sheSays "Jenny!... right...">> <<if $manBetraysTrust > 0>>\ <<sheSays "$boy... I only have two feet... you can kiss my ass instead...">> <<else>>\ <<sheSays "$boy... You are promoted... I only have two feet... you submit to my pussy...">> <</if>>\ <<sheSays "All of you... kneel... slaves... submit to me...">> Bianca immediately went up... knelt and kissed $girl's feet... <<ppSays "Mistress...">> <<if $manBetraysTrust > 0>>\ I knelt and kissed her sweet little ass... <<sheSays "Get your tongue in there... asshole...">> she whispered... <<else>>\ I knelt and kissed her vagina... <</if>>\ <<heSays "Mistress...">> Jenny hesitantly approached... <<sheSays "I know... this is a stupid ritual... in some sense... but it will make me happy...">> <<sheSays "Just try it... for a slave... it is also super relaxing... to let loose... give yourself over to someone else...">> <<sheSays "I promise... I'll make you suffer... I promise I'll take care of you and comfort you. I promise... that if we fit... I will find love for you... I like you already... you know that... it is a good basis...">> Jenny knelt... … and ... kissed $girl's feet... <<jenSays "Mistress...">> $girl towered above us... smiled at us... our lovely queen. <<sheSays "Girls... nest time... we have more introductions to make to our sister... she has to know our rules... ">> <<jenSays "Rules?">> <<sheSays "Bad choice of words... traditions, ways... agreements?">> <<heSays "No other men...">> <<heSays "honesty even if it might hurt someone... ">> <<heSays "no bad feelings... ">> <<heSays "Bianca's special needs...">> <<heSays "etc.">> <<ppSays "Jen... did any other man... ever make you cum?">> <<jenSays "Ehm... no?">> <<ppSays "That is great!">> <<ppSays "I mean sad... but great also... that is something we all have in common!">> <<ppSays "$girl never touched or was touched by another...">> <<ppSays "You only had that loser over there... and everyone can tell at a single glance... that he certainly would not be able to make anyone cum...">> <<ppSays "Well... sad to admit... but I have been with a bunch of men... and I can swear by god... you are not missing out on anything... if $boy will stay your only man... ">> <<ppSays "I mean... I know our 'arrangement' will not last eternally... they probably want kids... they even started planning how they want to wed... $boy will be her branded slave…">> <<ppSays "I also want a slave... I mean... love of my own... you probably too... You do realize... $girl will always be his number one?">> <<ppSays "But for the time being... perhaps a few years... I will suck up all of the happiness I can with him... ehm... them... I mean...">> <<sheSays "Gee Bianca... You are babbling like a fishwife... don't overload her...">> <<ppSays "Nah... I won't... what about your ex over there... can we torture him now a bit?">> <<ppSays "We can drag him to your shower... and I can piss on him... I want to see his face... when my piss stings in his eyes...">> <<ppSays "We can remove is gag... and cover his nose... and force him to drink from all three of us...">> <<ppSays "$boy told us... how you kicked your rapist in the nuts? How did that feel?">> <<ppSays "You want to know what that feels like - when the guy is not yet unconscious... we have a nice usable male here!">> <<ppSays "Perhaps $girl can give us tips... I know she often played with $boy... and it included some serious nut kicking...">> Bianca was on a roll... but after some time... the girls actually managed to chat... not only listen to Bianca... they started the first steps to more bonding... that was good...

[img[pics/96_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part96<</if>> I opened my eyes. It was dark... I lay on my bed - in my room. In my old bed... in my old room. I was alone. It was dark outside... I looked at the clock... ten pm... the last time I remembered before all this started... was about eleven am. If that was true... then I was missing about ten hours... quite some time! Where was the missing time? Pain? Unconsciousness? Probably the later... but why was I alone? I would never leave an unconscious person alone in a room for several hours... What was happening here? I switched the light on. <<jenSays "What? Oh you are awake! Thank god...">> <<ppSays "$boy... finally... are you ok... I mean... you are not... but... are you ok?">> Jenny and Bianca had been lying in a 'nest' beside the bed... obviously watching over me... well... at this time... sleeping next to me. <<heSays "Stop!">> <<heSays "What happened?">> <<heSays "I can't remember anything... after I was pierced by the four needles... quiet... tell me what happened... Bianca... be still... Jenny - you talk.">> <<jenSays "You... screamed... I have never heard anything like that before... it... it pierced my soul... your pain must have been...">> <<jenSays "$girl watched you... heard you... she seemed sad... but did not move...">> <<jenSays "You kept on screaming... after a few... I guess minutes... such a long time… you screamed… you were unconscious... she got up... freed us... and left...">> <<jenSays "We removed your needles... freed you from your bindings... and basically waited up to now...">> <<jenSays "We didn't want to call an ambulance... to my estimate nothing really seriously damaging had been done... yes painful certainly... but you have no real injuries...">> <<jenSays "So we thought we would just wait it out... but you were unconscious for a really long time... or perhaps you went from unconsciousness directly into sleep... that can also happen... but if so... we wouldn't have dared to wake you up.">> <<heSays "Thank you.">> I decided not to enquire about $girl. <<jenSays "Master...">> <<heSays "I am not your master anymore, Jenny. That part of my life ended today.">> <<heSays "Bianca... same goes for you... I am not your sub, nor your dom.">> <<heSays "Jenny, you are a friend and colleague of my ex.">> <<heSays "Bianca, you are a friend of my ex.">> <<heSays "I loved you... in a very special way... you were and are dear to me.">> <<heSays "But right now... I am a lone wolf... who is better left alone - I don't know whom I might bite.">> <<heSays "You are welcome to stay for as long as you like. But until I say otherwise... please respect my privacy.">> <<jenSays "I... understand... I still love you... and will in the future... if you ever need me... please don't hesitate...">> <<ppSays "So... she finally succeeded in destroying your love. I am so sorry $boy. You both... were special... more than special. I... can't say more... I too love you... and care for you... you know that... I'll call you... when I have another boyfriend that needs to be scared off... I love you... good bye... I... I love you... you stupid... ... love you...">> [[continue|Part97]]

[img[pics/97_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part97<</if>> <<if $InaAniLoss>>\ <<else>> \ I never spoke with $girl again. <</if>>\ After a few days... I packed all her things and put them aside. I was surprised how little stuff she had accumulated over the years. One day when I came home… all her stuff was gone… instead she had placed the key to my house. That probably meant… she had found some other place to stay. I don't know what she thought... what led to what she had done... I can only guess. I know she loved me... like I loved her. I am certain of it. I think the other two girls were, what destroyed us. She invited them... she wanted them... she accepted them... she denied my offer to get rid of them. Yet... I don't think I had ever fully grasped how much it hurt her... when I was being with them. She didn't really tell... or I was to blind to see it... I don't know. I also don't think the devil day went as planned... sure... many things she had planned... but I doubt that the outcome was her plan. She always went with her feelings... in the moment… like a butterfly… The needle and pain thing... probably was planned in some way... but I doubt she ever wanted to quit... or torture me like she in the end did. I much more guess it was a spur of the moment thing. She had me in her grip... all the hurt she had accumulated over the last months came crushing in on her... and somehow the universe told her... this was one way to set things into the right balance... pain versus pain. I think she had not realized how much pain she was to deliver. She probably realized it only after all four needles were properly inserted. After what the girls told me... my screams... must have shown her... what I felt, what I went through... My best guess is... she fell into some kind of statis... torn between showing me her own pain... and relieving me of mine. She looked at me sadly... as she knew things would end between us... if she not immediately stopped this... but she just could not move... she wanted to move... but was somehow routed to the spot... my screams... my pain had paralyzed her... When I stopped screaming... she must have realized it... it was too late... she had not rescued me... her stasis... had destroyed us. She most probably had hurt herself more than she hurt me... she knew it... what just had happened... had cost her... the love of her life... and there was no going back... ever... she freed the girls... ...and I don't know what then happened... and I cannot guess... It must have been terrible for her... thinking about it... I want to hold her in my arms... and comfort her... she had been everything to me… my soul mate… and now… there was only emptiness… I know... I will never be able to let her go completely... and I know neither will she... <<if $InaAniLoss>>\ [[continue|Part98b]] <<else>> [[continue|Part98]] <</if>>\

[img[pics/98_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part98<</if>> Years later... I had finished my studies... moved to another town... worked for a software house... I walked through the streets... the weather was nice, and people were sitting at sidewalk cafes under umbrellas, drinking coffee. I walked past... and saw a red haired girl talking to a man... Ever since Jenny - I had a soft spot for red-haired women. I looked closer... it WAS Jenny... I could not believe it... hundreds of miles from home... and here in the streets... she was... I called out to her... <<heSays "Jenny? JENNY!">> She looked up... she had heard me... looked around... then she saw me. She looked at me... unbelieving... <<jenSays "$boy?">> She stood up... and ran over to me... <<jenSays "Oh my god... $boy... I haven't seen you in ages...">> She threw her arms around me... <<jenSays "What? When? How?">> <<jenSays "Wait... don't move... don't disappear... I need one second...">> She walked over to the guy... obviously... she just made room in her calendar... he did not look happy... But not thirty seconds later she was at my side again... <<jenSays "Now I have some time...">> <<jenSays "You look great!">> <<heSays "...and you are still the most beautiful girl I have ever seen...">> <<jenSays "Yes I know! Some things never change... and I love it!">> <<jenSays "What are you doing here?">> <<heSays "I live here... I finished my studies three years ago... and I am a software engineer... I work for a software house... it is great!">> <<heSays "You?">> <<jenSays "After completing my training as a pediatric nurse, my parents persuaded me to go on to university... and four months ago, I graduated as a pediatrician... and for the past three weeks, I've been in this city, currently working at the hospital to gain professional experience.">> <<heSays "Wow! Fantastic... I always knew you were a smart one!">> <<heSays "Was that your boyfriend?">> She laughed... <<jenSays "It depends...">> <<heSays "It depends? On what? Usually the answer is either yes or no...">> <<jenSays "It depends on you... dummy... are you available... do you find me still attractive... are you solo... do you want a girlfriend?">> She was flirting with me... she was direct... and certainly had not lost her edge... Well I could counter her... <<heSays "So... that was not your boyfriend...">> <<heSays "You want to go for a walk... and tell me about your last five years?">> <<jenSays "Wait another sec... I... need to tell him that...">> <<jenSays "Hi, yes... it's me. Sorry that I do this on the phone... I know it is not fair and all... and I promise we will talk this through. But... ehm... the wedding is off... I am breaking up with you... sorry... really... but... I must go now...">> <<heSays "Uhm... Jenny... did... you just call off a wedding?">> <<jenSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "You know... I am glad to see you... and all... but... after just five minutes seeing each other... don't you think that was a bit hasty?">> <<jenSays "No.">> <<jenSays "Yes. I see that you might think that... no pressure on you...">> <<jenSays "It is... I just realized...">> <<jenSays "When I saw you... my knees went weak... my cunt overflowed... I wanted to run to you... jump you and cover you with kisses...">> <<jenSays "Sorry to be this direct... but I did not have such a feeling in a long... long time.">> <<jenSays "And never with him...">> <<jenSays "It may be that us two... will never be together... be that as it may...">> <<jenSays "I want these feelings... I want that with the man I am together with... I didn't know I could still have it... but seeing you... well... now I know I can... THAT is why I had to cancle everything... I want to have weak knees... I want to adore my man... I want to jump him...">> <<jenSays "Now... tell me everything... first a short version and then really everything">> <<heSays "Actually... the short and the long version is not much different.">> <<heSays "After $girl... I concentrated on my studies... and also did more sports and martial arts.">> <<heSays "Then, I more or less got the job here... and I am working hard every day... since I love what I am doing - and - I am still into martial arts.">> <<heSays "I did not have any girlfriend since then... haha... but got a lot more orgasms... thanks to my friend here...">> I winked with my right hand. <<heSays "I have not talked to $girl since that day... and she never tried contacting me either... but I probably – one way or another – think about her every day still. Now you... short version first...">> <<jenSays "Since you closed with it... $girl and I never talked about that day... and did not have any close contact again. She withdrew herself… she had changed… the butterfly… turned into a caterpillar… She was the best in our class and finished with me. That is all I know.">> <<jenSays "After our ending... I freed Peter... I apologized... but since then did not have much contact... I think he was glad to be off the hook.">> <<jenSays "I had a couple of guys... but nothing 'noteworthy'. As said... my parents finally talked some sense into me... and since I could afford it... I studied... I had some fun in university. I was president of a sorority... and bonded with quite a few 'sisters'. I want to be a private practitioner... but have to get experience... therefor I work at the local hospital.">> <<jenSays "I have a small apartment in the city... and I am glad to be now finally independent of my parents. But actually... my parents are great... they just wanted the best for me... and as young people are... I could not always see that.">> We talked... and walked... the sun set... one thing led to another... <<jenSays "It was great seeing you... talking to you...">> <<heSays "Yes... it certainly was... are you working tomorrow...?">> <<jenSays "No... although weekend is not automatically free in my profession... tomorrow is a free day for me...">> <<jenSays "You?">> <<heSays "I might... I mean... I usually do work... but I can take a day off, I guess?">> <<jenSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "Yea... well... see... that software house... I am working for...">> <<heSays "It is actually mine... I put a lot of work into it... but that doesn't mean I have to… every day...">> <<heSays "Do you... want to come over to my place?">> <<jenSays "My place is only a few blocks from here... if you'd like we could drink a glass of wine...">> I offered her my hand... <<heSays "Lead the way...!">> Later in the night... we had talked... had fun... laughed about us... and were a little tipsy from a bottle of wine... <<heSays "You know I have always liked putting the cards on the table...">> <<jenSays "Yes I know...">> she giggled... <<heSays "Just a heads up... I don't know if I am still the man you imagine I am... five years are one hell of a time...">> <<heSays "The last time I slept with a woman... was with $girl... the relationship ended with me being in hell... alone... I was... in more than one way deeply hurt... and built a wall around me ever since... especially in relation to girls...">> <<heSays "I had been in some sort of D/s relationship... you actually wanted to be my non capital ‘s‘.">> <<heSays "I don't want that anymore. I don't want to be a ‘D‘ nor an ‘s‘.">> <<heSays "I want a woman by my side. A woman that is strong, a woman that I can trust... and will trust me.">> <<heSays "I might have difficulty finding my trust...">> <<heSays "I will never be able to get $girl out of my head… we were so close… don’t get me wrong… there is no way… that we can be together again… but I will always remember her… fond memories… and cruel ones… I never sought another girl...">> <<heSays "You and me... we go back some years... that may be good or bad... I don't know.">> <<heSays "All I can say now is... I find you incredibly attractive...">> <<jenSays "Gee... for a closed mouthed male... you certainly are full of words...">> <<jenSays "You could have said the same thing... without any word at all!">> <<jenSays "Come here dummy...">> She slung her arms around me... and kissed me... and like she said before for herself... I felt my knees weaken... <<jenSays "Isn't that what you wanted to tell me?">> <<heSays "No... not at all... I...">> ... and I picked her up... nearly like I did five years ago... She lay in my arms... I kissed her... tongue to tongue... and we both had victories... all battles with our tongues were victories... for both of us... <<heSays "Hmmm... we don't have Peter around this time... where should I carry you to... ">> She kissed me... <<jenSays "Hmmm... that way...">> she pointed to a door... I opened it... it sure was her bedroom... but the bed was not what I was interested in - yet. As expected... she had a wardrobe... one of the doors was a mirror. I put her down... in front of the mirror... <<heSays "Look at you... you are so beautiful!">> <<heSays "No other girl... comes close to you...">> I let my hands glide over Jenny's body... both hands caressed her breasts... went down to her stomach... one hand found its way into her panties... and felt her wetness... <<jenSays "Awww..." >> Jenny gasped... <<heSays "I love it... when I hear you...">> My hands glid up again... and from behind I opened her blouse... her decollete was displayed underneath... and the small bra... I kissed Jenny's neck... nibbled at her... and smelled her... One hand was inside her bra... playing with her tit... squeezing her nipple slightly... and it hardened between my fingers... I unhooked her bra from behind... and it came completely loose... it was a strapless bra... luck was on my side... <<heSays "I can see... your beautiful breasts... hard nipples... so soft... and firm... ">> Both my hands were on her breasts... massaging them... playing with them... I breathed in... heavily... <<heSays "I remember you so well, your scent... your body, your pheromones... are unearthly... intoxicating...">> I made her stretch her arms... reaching out for me... holding my head... close to her... I continued... breathing her wonderful scent... my hands could not let go of her breasts... She moaned while I played with her... <<jenSays "Yeaaa...">> <<jenSays "hmmm...">> I opened her shorts... and they fell to the floor... she still wore her panties... <<heSays "I see your panties... soaking wet... your body cannot wait...">> <<jenSays "Ani fuck me...">> she said dreamily... My hands removed her panties... I licked the soaked fabric... <<heSays "Jenny your taste is out of the world... hmmm">> <<heSays "You are such a wonderful creature!">> <<heSays "Skin like white marble... hair like dusk and dawn... a smell that could waken the dead to worship you... breasts made to be fondled... made to make you squeal in delight - and yes... to feed your children... you are a marvel...">> One hand fondling her breast... the other between her legs... very carefully massaging her clit... <<jenSays "Awwww... hmmm...">> <<heSays "I hear your lust... your delight... you are so beautiful... so marvellous... so perfect...">> <<heSays "I will worship you... make you feel all delight I am able to give you... look at you... a body that was made to give orgasms... I am just caressing you... loving you... adoring you... and you are melting in my hands...">> <<heSays "It comes so natural... you will cum soon... and you haven’t even touched me yet...">> <<heSays "LOOK!">> <<jenSays "ARGGG... HNNNGGGG... HMMM... AWWWW... hmmm">> Jenny twitched helplessly in my hands... I held her... While she was in the last throes... I picked her up again... I caressed her head... <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm">> she was still shivering... I kissed her... <<heSays "I will take care of you...">> ... kissed her again ... and again... She appeared to be so vulnerable just now... my protector instinct nearly overwhelmed me... <<heSays "Everything is fine... I will take care of you...">> I caressed her... kissed her... I laid her down on her bed... <<jenSays "You remember everything... don't you?">> <<heSays "Yes">> I whispered... <<jenSays "I loved it back then...">> <<jenSays "I love this even more now...">> <<jenSays "In a few moments... you will fuck me... and I will love it...">> <<jenSays "But it will be different.">> <<jenSays "I will be your woman now... there will be no other... you will fuck me... you will make me cum... several times... and then you will give me... what you never gave before.">> <<jenSays "My body was not only made to make me cum... my body was also made to make YOU cum. I want you to give yourself up... lose yourself in me... I want you... all you... I want to feel that your body enjoys mine as much as my body enjoys yours...">> I kissed her... <<heSays "There is one other thing I need to do first!">> <<jenSays "Hu?">> I went down to the end of the bed... knelt on the bed... and grabbed her legs... <<jenSays "What... are you doing... ohhh... hmmm">> Her legs stretched against me... her feet in my face... I kissed them licked her... sucked her toes... I knew she loved it... <<heSays "I know you love this...">> <<jenSays "Hmm... I do...">> <<jenSays "But it... it was such a long day...">> <<heSays "So?">> I kept kissing her feet... sucking... <<jenSays "Hmmm... nothing... nothing important... hmmm">> <<jenSays "It is so nice... to be appreciated...">> <<jenSays "Back then... we only had a few days... really... but I have missed you ever since...">> After a few minutes I put her legs down... crawled up to her... I stopped halfway... My tongue entered her vagina... so wet... dripping wet... with her wonderful juice... a treasure chest opened... <<heSays "Jen... hmmm">> <<jenSays "Awww... yes...">> I licked her clit... for a couple of seconds... <<jenSays "AWWW... GOD... YES!!!">> I crawled up... <<heSays "Later more of that...">> <<heSays "Now you will cum for me... I want to hear you scream with delight and pleasure...">> <<heSays "I will make you mine...">> <<jenSays "PLEASE... Ani... fuck me... please... I want to feel you inside me... I want your dick... fuck me... please... please...">> <<heSays "Shhh... no begging... no submission...">> I finally allowed myself in her... she felt wonderful. The beauty of her body was a match for what my dick felt in her. My penis twitched in delight... and I had to pull all strings I knew of - to not cum immediately. <<heSays "Ohhhh... Jenny... God... I am not used to this anymore... you feel so great...">> Her body just wanted to suck my semen out of me... with all means... I was barely able to withstand her body... I would not cum... yet. I wanted to give Jenny a blissful night... a night to remember... I opened my eyes... and saw her beautiful face... <<jenSays "Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm ">> ... she rhythmically moaned... while I fucked her... Both her arms around my neck... her legs... spread wide... welcoming me... <<jenSays "Awww... HMM... ">> She grew more agitated... <<jenSays "Shhh... open your eyes... look at me...">> <<jenSays "Ani... AWww... don't stop... I'll cum... hmmm...">> I kept fucking her... I looked at her... her face in beautiful agony... her mouth half opened... moaning steadily... <<jenSays ".... hmm... hmm.... hmm, awwww...">> <<heSays "... you are so beautiful...">> <<jenSays "Please... please... hmmm hmmmm awwww.... please... aww...">> I kept fucking her... <<jenSays "ARRRRGGHHH!!! AWWWWW.... HMMMM.... AWWWW...." "I GOD.... FUCK... AWWWWWWW... AWWWW... AWWW.... ">> Her body... twitched endlessly beneath me... wave after wave... I felt her... heard her... I kept slowly fucking her... to extract even the last moan... the last shiver... from her. Even after the last of her spasms had run its course... I stayed in her... it was no problem for me... I was rock hard... I had not cum... and there was no fucking way... my dick would ever be able to shrink in her... I kissed her... I just had to... her forehead was wet from sweat... I licked her... <<jenSays "Hmmm... is there anything... of me... that you do not adore...">> <<heSays "Nope...">> She sniffed at her armpits... <<jenSays "I am getting a little bit smelly...">> I licked her armpits... <<jenSays "Don't...">> she giggled... <<heSays "You know... that place is a jackpot for pheromones...">> <<jenSays "You are unreal...">> I moved my hips... I kept watching her... She seemed to like what I did... probably unconsciously... she bit her lower lip... She closed her eyes... <<heSays "Hmmm... I think I might be able... to make you give me another of your sweet orgasms...">> ... It took a bit longer... but I knew she enjoyed every moment... In the end... I made her turn around... and I fucked her from behind. I wanted to stimulating her g-spot. <<jenSays "AWWW... THIS IS GOOD... AWWW... DON'T STOP AWWW...">> It seemed like I was doing ok... <<jenSays "Ani DON'T STOP AWWW... AWWW... please... please continue...">> <<jenSays "AWWW... AWWW... ">> <<jenSays "ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!">> <<jenSays "YEEEEEEEEEESSSSS">> <<jenSays "HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG HNGG">> <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK...">> Heavily panting... <<jenSays "FUCK FUCK...">> <<jenSays "HMMM, HMMMM, HMMMM, HMMMM">> <<jenSays "Hmmm hmmm">> <<jenSays "Oh... god... Ani...">> Still heavily panting... <<jenSays "You... are a sex god... hmmm.... hmmm">> I made her lie down... but turned her around... so she lay on her back again... I wanted her to know... without doubt... that I adored her cute little vagina... her clit... her smell and her taste... I placed my head between her legs... I kissed her carefully... The whole environment was emanating heat and sex and lust... her pubic hair... was slightly wet... from sweat or from her own juices... I could not tell... What can there be more beautiful than a woman who just had an orgasm... her flesh red... glistening... the vagina still slightly opened... from my penis in her... I kept kissing her... not - yet - to get her aroused again... but because I just had to... and she let me... <<jenSays "You just cannot get enough of me... can you... ?">> I did not bother to answer... the answer was obvious... I placed my mouth over her clit... and kissed her... I opened my mouth... and let my tongue greet her little friend... <<jenSays "Hmm... you... can't, hmmm... ohh... yes... you can... hmmm">> I slightly repositioned myself... kept my tongue on her clit... and my hands wandered upwards to fondle her breasts... and nipples... <<jenSays "Hmmmm">> She liked it... <<jenSays "Hmmm... hmmm...">> Carefully sucking her clit... a 'girl blow job'... <<jenSays "What? Ani.... Ani!!!">> <<jenSays "Awww... damn.... Ani... you... hmmm. Can't awww....">> <<jenSays "HNGG, HMMM ARGGG NNGHH NNGHH NNGHH...">> I let go of her clit... that was pretty successful... I again could feel her slight trembling as her orgasm faded... she would still feel the waves ebbing away... I kissed her again... very softly at first... she didn't push me away... I very... very softly licked her clit... she reacted with a small shudder... involuntarily... I kept licking for a few seconds... After careful licking... I equally carefully started sucking her again... she still did not shoo me away... I continued... and after half a minute I felt her hands on my head tightening again... she held me tight to her... I doubted that she knew what she was doing... but it was enough for me. Her body wanted me here... that was all that counted... A few minutes later... she was again a moaning orgasmic girl... I let her rest a little... then I crawled up... I held her face in my hands and looked at her... so beautiful a little red... and sweaty from her last orgasm... which made her even more beautiful. <<heSays "I love it when you cum... ">> I whispered... <<jenSays "Yes... I too love that...">> she whispered back... She opened her mouth to kiss me... and also opened her legs... <<jenSays "Come lover... I want to feel you inside me again">> <<jenSays "Use my body... to make you cum...">> <<heSays "Never will I use you... I will make love to you... I will make you cum again... and I will enjoy this so much... that I cannot help myself but to cum...">> <<jenSays "That is nice too... now stop talking...">> I gently fucked Jenny... I could have cum after a few seconds... But I wanted her to enjoy her... I watched her... adored her beauty... looked into her eyes as I moved... and after a short time... I could see that I did right... she made no noises yet... but her neck slightly straightened... the position of her head... was slightly more 'offensive' and I knew she loved feeling me... Her body moved with mine... her arms around my neck... Unaware... she slightly bit her lower lip and a beautiful soft <<jenSays "awww">> could be heard. After a few more moments... that single first moan... was replaced by steady... little moans... <<jenSays "awww awww awww awww ">> Oh... I had missed fucking a real woman... the feelings... the noises... the smells... and the ability to make a girl experience heaven... I loved this... If I sped up now... I knew Jenny would cum in only a few moments... I would join her... But I loved this... I wanted to draw it out... I wanted to fuck Jenny longer... I wanted to feel myself in her... longer... I wanted to listen to her lust longer... I kept my steady rhythm... although I knew she would have welcomed something faster... something more "dominant"... I kept fucking her... prolonging the act... she liked it... I knew she did... even if she could have cum minutes ago... her arousal... her panting and her noises... increased steadily... it was a little bit like edging her... Knowing I could make her cum in a couple of seconds... but instead... I kept slowly building up the sensation. <<jenSays "AWWWWW... AWWWWW... AWWWWW... AWWWWW... ">> She probably did not even notice... but her steady moans... had been growing ever louder... she was nearly on the final edge now... either I really had to edge her... or she would cum soon... very soon... I did not want to edge her... she would cum... soon... I would give her a release... I knew she would be loud... she already was loud moaning... <<jenSays "$boy... $boy... god... AWWWWWWWWWW... AWWWWWWWWWW....">> Her loud uncontrolled moan... and the sudden quivering... shaking movement of her body... when she came... brought me at once over the edge... <<heSays "Jenny... AWWWWW HNGHHHH... AHHHH... Jen... Jen... AWWWW... HNGNNNN...">> <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWW... AWWWWWWWWWW....">> <<heSays "AWWWWW HNGHHHH... AHHHH... Jen... Jen... AWWWW... HNGNNNN...">> <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWW... AWWWWWWWWWW....">> <<heSays "AWWWWW HNGHHHH... AHHHH... Jen... Jen... AWWWW... HNGNNNN...">> <<jenSays "AWWWWWWWWWW... AWWWWWWWWWW....">> <<heSays "AWWWWW HNGHHHH... AHHHH... Jen... AWWWW... HNGNNNN...">> This... was so damn good. My first fuck since $girl... my first time cumming inside a girl since $girl and a month or so... I lay on Jenny... my face above hers... both of us... now and then still shivering... both of us happy as can be... we could not help but smile... silly smiles - at each other... this was so relaxing... A few moments later... I lay beside her... nuzzling her armpits... and breasts and shoulder... <<jenSays "Damn... that was good...">> <<jenSays "The last time I was fucked this good... hahaha... was you five years ago...">> <<jenSays "But this time... was even better... this time you wanted to fuck me... this time... you came too...">> <<jenSays "$boy... I know this is fast... it has nothing... or little... to do with what we just did...">> <<jenSays "In only a few hours... I have fallen in love with you again... I can't believe I am saying this... it is way too fast... ">> <<jenSays "But after five years... I don't want to miss another minute...">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<jenSays "Yes what?">> <<heSays "You wanted to ask me... if I can wake you tomorrow morning by licking you sweet adorable pussy...">> <<jenSays "No... Gee... I know you know exactly what I was going to say... you are fucking with me... aren't you...">> <<heSays "Ok... then yes to that also...">> <<jenSays "To what? Say it!">> <<heSays "Gee... so formal today... Jenny... will you be my girlfriend.">> <<jenSays "Yes... you do not need to ask that... certainly I will">> ... <<jenSays "Damn this morning I was engaged... and was planning a wedding... now I lie in the arms of another man... and call him my boyfriend... life is weird sometimes.">> <<heSays "Why did you want to marry him?">> <<jenSays "Well… he asked me… and I didn’t say no. I like him… I thought I loved him. I wanted a … safe haven… I… I don’t know… I want kids… not NOW… but I want them…">> <<heSays "One of the things I treasure from my past… is that I know spontaneous decisions are sometimes the best… the world is crazy… I am crazy…">> <<heSays "Jenny… do you want to marry me?">> <<heSays "I promise I will love you… at least as much as I do now… if you let me…">> <<heSays "I will never touch another woman… even if you beg me, threaten me… or… just anything.">> <<heSays "I will care for you… in good and in bad times… I want to be the father of your children… ">> <<heSays "I promise you can trust me, rely on me… I will protect you… with all means necessary…">> <<heSays "… and saying not ‘no’ – doesn’t count.">> <<jenSays "YES!">> <<heSays "Not even thinking about it?">> <<jenSays "No, like you said… sometimes you have to feel… thinking about it… won’t change what I feel, or want. It rather distracts from the answer.">> <<jenSays "Personally… for me this is a given thing… but I know it is important to you…">> <<jenSays "I love you… I will never be with another man… as long as we are together… I promise you. I’ll stand by your side… I will rescue you whenever you need it… you can trust me.">> <<heSays "I know it will be years from now… but I can’t wait to see you with a big belly… it is hard to imagine you being more beautiful than now… but I know you will be…">> !THE END! [[continue|Jenny_Rules]]

[img[pics/98a_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part98a<</if>> Seven years later. Our life was about to change. Another female would soon participate in our life. I hoped we were able to accept her better than the last girls. Ina had always been beautiful... not the golden ratio perfect like Jenny... but perfect for me... I had never been able to take my eyes of her... Over the last few years, the initial small signs of wrinkles began to show on her face... these only added to her beauty... slight crow's feet around her eyes... gave her a perpetually joyful appearance... early little dimples near her mouth corners... made her seem to smile. I loved her so much... In the last few months... she had gained weight... and her belly had grown considerably... we were expecting a little baby girl. In my eyes she had never been more beautiful than now. I loved that little girl already... we talked... well I talked - daily to her... felt her kicks... I caressed her... kissed her... ...I caressed and kissed my wife’s belly... I held her at night. Sometimes it had been rough... her mood swings were not always easy to handle... especially since we were usually so harmonious. But I tried always to be patient... I envied her to be able to create our daughter... giving life to our child. There was nothing that I would not have done to support her. Being exposed to her whims and enduring them, caring for her... was the least I could do. ... !THE END!

[[Salvation|Salvation_1]] or [[Despair|Despair_1]] or [[Loss|Loss_1]]

[img[pics/Despair_1_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Despair_1<</if>> <<heSays "Love... you make me afraid... it sounds like the kind of pain... nobody wants!">> <<sheSays "But I want to see if this works... and you earned it... for all the times you hurt me... when you fucked them... don't you think... you can give ME something for a change?">> <<heSays "Stop that... you will not guilt trip me... you wanted that...">> <<sheSays "Do you say no?">> <<heSays "I don't say yes...">> <<sheSays "That is no NO...">> <<sheSays "Love... if you need it... scream... don't hold back... I read screaming is an excellent method to release stress... and cope with pain... you will need it... scream for me... baby...">> <<sheSays "Wait... I’ll fetch what I need...">> She got up... and her whole front was bloody... she looked gruesome... she had whipped me bloody again... and I guess... the walls were also bloody... we made one hell of a mess again... She returned a few seconds later... She looked at me... and at herself... <<sheSays "Shit... that looks gruesome...">> She stepped in front of a mirror... looked at her... caressed her bloody body... smeared the blood on her... <<sheSays "Gee... that is so awesome... and it is all yours!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> She climbed on top of me again... <<sheSays "Sweetie... just a quicky... lick me... just a minute... yes... aww... my sweet... bloody... soon screaming in pain... lover... lick me... lick me good... hmmmm... hmmmm... yes... don't stop... yes... suck my little clitty... make me cum... hmmm... hmmm">> She was so wet... so turned on... I tasted my own blood on her... but her lust intoxicated me... I needed to make her cum... and she did... not a minute later... <<sheSays "Hmmm... thank you... dear...">> <<sheSays "Oh well... before we continue... I better patch you up... you are right...">> It took the better part of a quarter of an hour... she used several towels to clean me... and then put a load of staples in me... freed my hands for a few seconds... and put a T-shirt on me... so the wounds were covered... The girls - Jenny particularly - had wide eyes... and looked very frightened... I threw both of them a quick kiss... but soon was secured again... A short time later girl was sitting on me again... <<sheSays "Oh... my cunt is nearly dripping again...">> She held a small box in her hand... she shook it... It rattled as if something small was in it... <<sheSays "Needles love... tiny innocent needles!">> <<sheSays "I read about acupuncture... nerves... where they go... centres of nerves... and so on...">> <<sheSays "Acupuncture needles are too small to cause real pain... you usually also do not apply them too deeply...">> <<sheSays "My needles here... are rather large... they have a nice pin on top... so I can put quite a lot of pressure on them... and drive them half an inch into you...">> <<sheSays "They are sterile... don't worry...">> <<sheSays "It won't cause any lasting damage... I just want your pain... not cripple you.">> She drew closer... <<sheSays "See... there are places in our body... where many nerves come together... little centres of nerves...">> <<sheSays "If you find the right spot... and put a needle in there... and twist a little... or other nice things... you will be in pain... like never before...">> <<sheSays "Imagine a tooth operation... without anesthetics... you can imagine how much that would hurt? Having a needle in your bare tooth nerve...?">> <<sheSays "That is ONE nerve... that is being teased...">> <<sheSays "Imagine a nerve centre... and a needle in it... THAT must be really painful!">> <<heSays "$girl... you can't...">> <<sheSays "Oh I can... and I will... I won't gag you either... I want you to suffer... like never before... you will scream... and I will listen...">> <<sheSays "I know about several nerve centres... naturally I have never done anything like this before... so I probably... have to try it out several times... but we have time to experiment... don't we?">> The girls in the back... were wide eyed... shaking their heads... making noises... I whispered... so only $girl would hear me... <<heSays "Please lioness stop...">> <<sheSays "I can't... I must do this... this time... you must really suffer... you hurt me so much... I... I need this... to find some peace... some equilibrium of pain... you don't know how much it hurts me to see you with them... please...">> she whispered back... <<heSays "We must talk about this... later... fighting pain with pain... is not the best method... this is how wars start... I am not religious... but sometimes... it might be better to live by 'If someone strikes you, turn to them the other cheek also.'">> <<heSays "I don't think revenge pain is the best method to get peace in a relationship...">> <<sheSays "I know... still... please let me do this...">> I was afraid... of the pain to come... But for the sake of the girls... and for all of us... I said... <<heSays "If you must do this... I consent... I love you $girl... whatever you do... if you need this... do it.">> She closed in on my face... kissed me... passionately... <<sheSays "I love you...">> Then she straightened... Fetched a needle out of her box... it was a large needle... about 3 inches long... with a blue sphere on one end... with that, one could apply the pressure that was needed... $girl drew back the T-Shirt from my left shoulder... <<sheSays "Here... in that area somewhere... about half an inch inside... I am sure... we will recognize the right spot...">> <<heSays "Ouch...">> <<sheSays "Now, really? I just poked you a little... that was no 'ouch' yet... let me put it deeper in you...">> <<heSays "Owww...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... that is already half an inch... you don't seem very in pain... I guess it's the wrong spot...">> It took her four tries... then suddenly... as she drove the needle deeper into my skin... I was hit by a wall of pain... <<heSays "ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!">> <<sheSays "YES... finally!">> <<heSays "ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!">> <<sheSays "It doesn't stop... does it?">> I guess she drove the needle deeper a little... and the pain multiplied... <<heSays "GOD NOOO... ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> <<heSays "ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> She kept sitting on me... doing nothing... watching me... and I was in pain... like never before... it did not diminish... it was just there... <<heSays "ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> After a couple of seconds... she handled the needle a little... and the pain was gone... <<heSays "Thank you... thank you... love... that was horrible... I never felt pain like that...">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... that is great... now we only need to find the spot in your other shoulder and your legs... and when we have them all... I can apply them all at once... and you will know what real pain is...">> <<heSays "WHAT? NO! LOVE... PLEASE... YOU CAN'T...">> <<sheSays "I told you... I need this... you are MY man... I'll make you suffer...">> ... she found all four spots that she was looking for. Each one she tested out separately... kept me screaming and pleading for mercy... for about half a minute each... then she withdrew the needle halfway... but kept them in place for later... and sought out the next... When she had found and tested all four places... she slowly and deliberately inserted all four needles together... ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRR!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"NNNNNNAAAAAGGGGGGGGGG"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAA!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"NNNNNNAAAAAGGGGGGGGG"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!"</span>'' I was placed in a world of pain... all around me... I screamed... I don't know if anything coherent came out of me... I could not think... I could not breathe... not see... ... not hear... I was only pain... nothing else... unbelievable... unbearable pain... and it did not stop... it did not diminish... it just was there... pain... all the time... After several agonizing eternities... seconds... minutes... hours... I don't know... I passed out... whether the pain was too much... whether I had run out of air... or from pure exhaustion... from screaming... I don't know... I know I passed out... there had been no kind soul... to release me... to end my pain... to lessen my suffering... I passed out on my own. I had been all alone... no love had helped me out of that horror... no... my love had placed me there... and left me... she had sent me to hell... and had closed and locked the door... I was awake now... my eyes were closed... my body hurt... but the current pain was ridiculous... nothing I would think of twice now. What pain could possibly compare to what I had endured. I am sure... for the rest of my life I would laugh off any pain. I did not move... I remembered... played through what had happened... This was a Devils day - but this time, the devil itself had been present. Additionally we had spectators. What would come next? What would I do? I needed rest... I needed to think. Everything I would do now... would be hasty. I felt... something had broken inside. I did not feel broken... but something in me... felt betrayed... Something that before I was hundred percent certain of... was missing. I thought more... It was $girl... I had always trusted her... in all our ups and downs... she had been my rock. It was not that she again did not heed our safe word... it was not the pain she had put me through... She had left me alone... she had not come to my rescue... she deliberately put me in hell and left me there... she had not ended it... she could so easily have saved me... with four quick movements of her hand... she could have saved me... yet she didn't. Something broke inside of me... as I realized this... it was not I who broke... but nearly. I went through hell... and now... I lost $girl too, in a matter of probably minutes... or however long I had been in pain and unconscious. With what had just occurred... I could not trust $girl anymore... and without trust I could not love her anymore - I probably still loved her... but I didn't WANT to love her anymore... I had tears in my eyes... but I still had them closed. What was happening? Why didn't I hear anything... what time was it? What day? Was I alone? [[continue|Part96]]

[img[pics/Salvation_1_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Salvation_1<</if>> [img[pics/Girl.png]] \ <<heSays "Love... you make me afraid... it sounds like the kind of pain... nobody wants!">> Beating $boy... had relieved me a bit of pressure. Still, the last month... the rage was in me... even if I had outwardly kept calm. $boy had again... and again fucked Bianca and Jenny. He said he loved them... yes... not like me... he said... not like me! NOT LIKE ME! ! ! FUCK YOU!!! He was mine! - He ought to be mine... always! He was not to fuck other girls... I... the more I thought about it... the more rage... built in me. I knew all of this had been initiated by me. I knew Bianca was my friend... I knew I brought her in... by bragging. Jenny... I brought her in also... because I wanted to brag... then... somehow that cuck thing started... and everything fell apart... Bianca 'invited' Jenny to us... and now $boy has a harem... and I am just one of them... How can he fuck them... how can he like their smell? If $boy brought another man... I would vomit before I could touch or smell him... and he... he just enjoys them. ARGGGG!!! I kept calm... outwardly... $boy was secured... the girls were secure... I needed to hurt him... I NEEDED it. It would calm me... it would result in some equilibrium... I... I had to slash out... somehow... nobody was seeing my pain... perhaps they will then... perhaps he will love me again? I loved him... so much... my soul mate... why didn't he hear me...? He loved me... I knew it... how... how could he hurt me like he did... and not see my suffering... I will hurt him... perhaps then... he will see my suffering...? Why can't I talk to him... he offered to get rid of the girls... for good... why didn't I take that path...? I wanted to be strong... I wanted to show him, them... that I was above ... him fucking my slaves... I was better than that... But I am not... $boy... don't you see all my tears? Even if I only cry inwardly? I love you! <<sheSays "But I want to see if this works... and you earned it... for all the times you hurt me... when you fucked them... don't you think... you can give ME something for a change?">> <<heSays "Stop that... you will not guilt trip me... you wanted that...">> Guilt trip... listen to me... I just told you again... how you hurt me... do you honestly think I want to guilt trip you? <<sheSays "Do you say no?">> <<heSays "I don't say yes...">> <<sheSays "That is no NO...">> He does not agree... but he also does not forbid it... he allows me... to proceed... he still agrees... to suffer on my behalf... he DOES still love me... I love you too... <<sheSays "Love... if you need it... scream... don't hold back... I read screaming is an excellent method to release stress... and cope with pain... you will need it... scream for me... baby...">> <<sheSays "Wait... I’ll fetch what I need...">> I got up... went to my drawer and fetched the needles I needed... then I looked at $boy... his body... Shit... what a bloody mess I had made... I looked at myself... blood... blood all over me... $boy's blood. <<sheSays "Shit... that looks gruesome...">> I stepped in front of the mirror... looked at me... caressed my bloody body... smeared the blood... It looked fabulous... it was all his... blood from my love... given to me freely... I was probably sick... but I loved it... it was so... so intimate. As on all devil days... my vagina... just reacted to this... immediately... my pussy was throbbing... seeing what $boy had given me... <<sheSays "Gee... that is so awesome... and it is all yours!">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> I climbed on top of him again... <<sheSays "Sweetie... just a quicky... lick me... just a minute... yes... aww... my sweet... bloody... soon screaming in pain... lover... lick me... lick me good... hmmmm... hmmmm... yes... don't stop... yes... suck my little clitty... make me cum... hmmm... hmmm">> He licked me... eagerly... in spite of the pain I had caused him... he loved me... he loved my taste... and he loved to make me cum... I knew it... I felt it... he still loved me... <<sheSays "Hmmm... thank you... dear...">> <<sheSays "Oh well... before we continue... I better patch you up... you are right...">> It took the better part of a quarter of an hour... I used several towels to clean him... and I fixed his wounds with staples again... freed his hands for a few seconds... and put a T-shirt on him... so the wounds were covered... I knew I was the cause of this... his wounds... he would heal... it had hurt him yes... and it looked bloody... but the cuts were shallow... in a few days I would pull the staples, in a few days more one would hardly see the damage anymore... I loved him... WHAT? DID. HE. JUST. DO??? He threw both of the girls a kiss... ? In that one second I freed his arm to cloth him in a T-Shirt... WHAT? WHAT? FUCKING WHAT? BURNING - HOT - RAGE - INSIDE! Outwardly calm... I sat on him again... told him: <<sheSays "Oh... my pussy is nearly dripping again...">> Believe it... right now... my cunt is spitting sulphuric acid at you... I had the box of needles in my hand again... I shook it... and it rattled nicely... <<sheSays "Needles love... tiny innocent needles!">> Time... to tell him what I had in store for him... you fucking kiss thrower... Gee... do you think I have no feelings? Kissing those bitches while I care for your wounds? <<sheSays "I read about acupuncture... nerves... where they go... centres of nerves... and so on...">> <<sheSays "Acupuncture needles are too small to cause real pain... you usually also do not apply them too deeply...">> <<sheSays "My needles here... are rather large... they have a nice pin on top... so I can put quite a lot of pressure on them... and drive them half an inch into you...">> <<sheSays "They are sterile... don't worry...">> <<sheSays "It won't cause any lasting damage... I just want your pain... not cripple you.">> I drew closer... <<sheSays "See... there are places in our body... where many nerves come together... little centres of nerves...">> <<sheSays "If you find the right spot... and put a needle in there... and twist a little... or other nice things... you will be in pain... like never before...">> YES - and you will feel it. <<sheSays "Imagine a tooth operation... without anaesthetics... you can imagine how much that would hurt? Having a needle in your bare tooth nerve...?">> <<sheSays "That is ONE nerve... that is being teased...">> <<sheSays "Imagine a nerve centre... and a needle in it... THAT must be really painful!">> <<heSays "$girl... you can't...">> YES -I will... you will feel the pain... the pain I felt for the last weeks... you will feel it once now... You will feel it a short time only... but I feel it always... <<sheSays "Oh I can... and I will... I won't gag you either... I want you to suffer... like never before... you will scream... and I will listen...">> <<sheSays "I know about several nerve centres... naturally I have never done anything like this before... so I probably... have to try it out several times... but we have time to experiment... don't we?">> The girls in the back... were wide eyed... shaking their heads... making noises... He whispered... so only I heard him... <<heSays "Please lioness stop...">> <<sheSays "I can't... I must do this... this time... you must really suffer... you hurt me so much... I... I need this... to find some peace... some equilibrium of pain... you don't know how much it hurts me to see you with them... please...">> I whispered back... There... again... I told him... <<heSays "We must talk about this... later... fighting pain with pain... is not the best method... this is how wars start... I am not religious... but sometimes... it might be better to live by 'If someone strikes you, turn to them the other cheek also.'">> But is he interested in MY pain? He just talks theory... he doesn't even recognize my pain... $boy... you used to be so sensible... why can't you see me? <<heSays "I don't think revenge pain is the best method to get peace in a relationship...">> <<sheSays "I know... still... please let me do this...">> <<heSays "If you must do this... I consent... I love you $girl... whatever you do... if you need this... do it.">> He lay before me... secured... I was enraged... and I had the means... I did not need his consent now. Actually I don't think he really said those words to ME... he again... protected the bitches... he told THEM he consented... so THEY would feel better about this. All he does is watch out for the two... what about me... $boy... what about me? I used to be your soul mate... and now I am just a bitch to you... a bitch that the others have to be protected from? I grew sad... I still loved him... I closed in on his face... kissed him... passionately... <<sheSays "I love you...">> I sighed and straightened up... Fetched a needle out of my box... it was a large needle... about three inches long... with a blue sphere on one end... with that, one could apply the pressure that was needed... I drew back the T-Shirt from his left shoulder... <<sheSays "Here... in that area somewhere... about half an inch inside... I am sure... we will recognize the right spot...">> <<heSays "Ouch...">> <<sheSays "Now, really? I just poked you a little... that was no 'ouch' yet... let me put it deeper in you...">> <<heSays "Owww...">> <<sheSays "Hmm... that is already half an inch... you don't seem very in pain... I guess it's the wrong spot...">> It took me four tries... then suddenly... as I drove the needle deeper into his skin... he cried out... <<heSays "ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!">> <<sheSays "YES... finally!">> <<heSays "ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!">> <<sheSays "It doesn't stop... does it?">> I drove the needle deeper a little... and his screams grew more desperate... <<heSays "GOD NOOO... ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> <<heSays "ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> I sat on him... watched him... I knew he was in pain... I don't think he ever screamed this sincere... it was eerie... a cruel satisfaction grew inside me... I had wanted to scream like that... for weeks now... but I had restrained myself. Here $boy was... screaming out his pain... he was allowed to show it... I had to keep my own pain hidden... <<heSays "ARGHHHHH... PLEASE.. ARGHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRHHHH!">> After a couple of seconds... I withdrew the needle a little and he was quiet again... <<heSays "Thank you... thank you... love... that was horrible... I never felt pain like that...">> <<sheSays "Sweetie... that is great... now we only need to find the spot in your other shoulder and your legs... and when we have them all... I can apply them all at once... and you will know what real pain is...">> <<heSays "WHAT? NO! LOVE... PLEASE... YOU CAN'T...">> <<sheSays "I told you... I need this... you are MY man... I'll make you suffer...">> ...I found all four spots... Each one I tested out separately... I kept him screaming and pleading for mercy... for about half a minute each... then I withdrew the needle halfway... but kept them in place for later... and sought out the next... When I had found and tested all four places... I slowly and deliberately inserted all four needles together... ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUGGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRR!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"NNNNNNAAAAAGGGGGGGGGG"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAA!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"NNNNNNAAAAAGGGGGGGGG"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"ARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!"</span>'' ''<span style="color:#FF2020">"UUUUUUUUUGGGGGG GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!"</span>'' I had never heard anyone scream like this before. The pain $boy felt... must have been unbelievable. When he started... I wanted to remove the needles immediately... but I could not move... like in trance I watched him... suffering unbearable pain... After only a couple of seconds... nothing of my own rage or pain was left... all I could think of was to rescue my soul mate, jump to his side and end his suffering. I could not move... why could I not move? My body still... I watched him... I heard the girls panicking... muffled cries... pleas to me to help him... My body... set beside him... made me watch... I could not move a single finger... It was horrible... for him... for me... for everyone... what had I done... the pain I saw... and heard... I wanted it to stop... so badly... I felt a tear drop from my eyes... as I watched my man shiver... scream... he had cramps... and spasms... wiggled helplessly in the shackles I fastened him with... I sent out silent cries for help... I screamed myself... inside my head... but I still could not move... I was forced to watch... I knew... if I could not rescue him... I would lose him... my mate... needed me... to free him... and all I could do was watch his agony... Eternities in form of minutes passed... Please, please... someone stop this... end this... it is unbearable... for him... for me... I died inside... why could I not do anything...? Finally... he was quiet... he had found peace in unconsciousness... thank god... thank you... thank you... I had lost him... I knew... but his suffering was over... that was all that counted now... I sighed... Now. NOW!?! I could move again... NOW? Why not a minute earlier? What cruel trick was my mind playing with me... I turned to the girls... my face a tear stricken mess... They looked at me... pure hatred in their eyes. If I was to watch myself in a mirror... I would look at me the same way. What had just occurred here... was unforgivable... Something inside me... had crumbled... There was no hatred. No rage. Only loathing for myself. My soul mate, my love ... lay unconscious beside me... tormented by me... with unspeakable pain. There was no way... he would trust me again... I had not come to his rescue... no... I had put him in hell... and locked the door. Even if he still loved me... we were done... I knew it. The pain I had before... the feeling of betrayal... was gone... replaced by a black hole of complete and utter loss. The pain before... was nothing compared to what I know felt... I had lost my love... no not lost... I had destroyed it with my own actions... drowned it in waves of pain... STOP! THINK! Can I salvage anything...? I need help? Who can I turn to? - Nobody... my rock, my foundation, my love was unconscious. The only two friends I had... looked at me with deadly eyes... I had no one... I was all alone. Alone. I was completely alone... I could not think clearly... fear, pain, isolation... Ingrid! The only other person... I had been sort of close with... But she was on another continent... and even if I could reach her... she would rather congratulate me... on a deed well done... than help me. Was that what I was to become? Another heartless evil Ingrid? Was that how she started out...? INGRID! HER DAMN... FUCKING... MEMORY PILLS! We never used them... but if they worked like she had propagated... I... I might salvage things... Where were they? I had given them to $boy... I never wanted to use them. But now... now I needed them. Where did he put them? I prayed that he had not thrown them away... I sprang up... looked around... no not here... they would be in our old room. I returned ten minutes later... I had found them. The other room looked now like a bulldozer had run through it... but I found them... that was all that counted. First the girls... I stepped in front of them... Their eyes... still filled with hatred... they could not free themselves... but they wiggled like mad... <<sheSays "Girls... I know you hate me now.">> <<sheSays "Believe me... you can't hate me more... than I hate myself.">> <<sheSays "What I did was horrible... I know that... and there is nothing... nothing that can excuse it.">> <<sheSays "You can't tell me anything... that I have not told myself.">> <<sheSays "I beg you... trust me... one last time... only once again...">> <<sheSays "Please... you must take one of these... I will too... all four of us... must take one...">> <<sheSays "Jenny?">> I removed Jenny's gag. <<jenSays "Are you mad? Never will I take anything from you! You crazy evil bitch... free me... I must look after him... call an ambulance...">> Yeah... I guess I would not trust me either... But I had to be pragmatic now... if they would not take the pill on their own free will... then I had to force them. I went to the kitchen got a funnel and a bottle of water and returned. <<sheSays "Listen... you WILL eat one of these pills. I promise nothing harmful will result of it... as said... I will take one also...">> <<sheSays "You can take one... or I will make you take one... your choice.">> <<jenSays "Then fucking do your best... bitch!">> I got nearer to her... put my good old trusted paper clip on her nose... waited till she needed to breath through her mouth... and inserted the funnel... she could bite all that she wanted... her mouth was open... and I could insert the pill and water... <<sheSays "You swallow! Or you will be unconscious soon... you know I have no problem with suffocating you... now...">> <<sheSays "SWALLOW!!!">> She struggled another minute... then she swallowed... and could breathe again... I filled her two more times with water... just to make sure... that she had swallowed the pill... and had not hidden it in her cheeks. I released her... defeated... she stared daggers at me... I turned to Bianca... <<sheSays "You want to fight?">> I removed her gag... <<ppSays "Give me the damn pill.">> <<ppSays "What is it?">> <<sheSays "Swallow... and I'll tell you...">> I made sure the pill landed in her stomach... <<sheSays "First $boy... then I have time for you... he needs it most...">> I went to the bed... but he was still unconscious... that was bad. I could not feed him when he was unconscious... <<sheSays "He has to wake up or I am forced to improvise a gastric tube...">> <<jenSays "Are you mad?">> <<sheSays "No... this is important... he must get one of these pills... soon... ">> I crawled up to my $boy... caressed his face... <<sheSays "Please $boy... wake up... the pain is gone... I love you...">> <<sheSays "I will never again hurt you... I promise...">> I craddled and caressed him for the next five minutes... Then... thankfully... his eyes fluttered... and he regained consciousness... I did not give him a chance to clear his head... I popped his mouth open... and put one pill in him... and ordered... <<sheSays "Drink love... everything will be ok... I love you... you are save now...">> He drank... swallowed the pill... now... only time... could help me. I looked at my own pill. I decided not to take it. If I was to forget everything that had happened... then I might be able to do it again... I had to ensure... that something like this... would never ever repeat itself... I needed to remember. I threw the pill in the bin. <<jenSays "You don't take yours? What did you poison us with... bitch?">> I looked up at her... sadly... <<sheSays "These pills... they erase your memory... about one hour backwards... and five hours forward. After your next sleep... you will not remember what happened... you will not remember what havoc I have wrecked here.">> <<sheSays "You will probably remember the whipping... but not much more...">> <<sheSays "I wish... I could also forget. I wish I could take the pill...">> <<sheSays "But... I must remember... so I'll never do anything like this again...">> <<sheSays "Giving you the pills... is... if you so will my part of redemption... I want to save you from that horrible incident...">> <<sheSays "I hope... I can salvage my relation with $boy...">> <<sheSays "But for the rest of my life... I will remember his screams... it will remind me... to never hurt him again... I am so sorry...">> Then I cried... long... full of tears... until I had a headache... like never before... <<sheSays "If I free you now... will you take care of him? Will you stay here... comfort him...?">> <<sheSays "I can't stand myself just now... I need to be alone...">> <<jenSays "Yes...">> I freed them... they immediately turned to $boy... freed him... comforted him... lay next to him... I hoped they would sleep soon... [[continue|Part96a]]

[img[pics/96a_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part96a<</if>> I opened my eyes. It was dark... I lay on our bed the others, $girl, Jenny and Bianca around me. The bed in the new bedroom was bigger than the old one... but not THAT big. Four people in it... was crowded. Strangely enough... Bianca laid on my right... and Jenny on my left... $girl laid on the far side. $girl did not look too well... she was still asleep... but I could see she had cried... her hair was a mess. I gently woke Jenny and Bianca... <<heSays "Girls... please give us some room...">> <<jenSays "But it is so comfy here... and we never have you in the morning...">> <<ppSays "Hmmm... three more minutes... please... just a tiny small morning orgasm for your Bianca... hmm?">> <<heSays "Later ladies... I am sorry... but $girl... something is wrong... please...">> They both pouted... and were adorable... but left and found a nest... to continue their sleep. I got closer to $girl... took her in my arms... <<heSays "Love... is everything alright?">> <<sheSays "Hmmm...">> She was still asleep... I took her into my arms... placed her hand on my penis... and just held her close. I thought about yesterday... the devils day... I guess the girls were shocked... suffocation... her vampiric rituals... the flogging... her orgasm while she whipped me bloody... her aftercare and the staples... damn... I was nearly a cyborg... so much metal in me now... but it did not hurt... After that... the... the... hm what came after she stitched me up... damn... I could not remember... I also felt no other injuries... did we just cuddle and sleep afterwards? I could not even remember how she freed me... or what the girls said... strange... <<heSays "I love you...">> I whispered... and kissed her head... <<sheSays "Hmmm... love you too...">> <<sheSays "What?">> In one second she was wide awake... <<sheSays "You love me? Are you sure?">> <<heSays "Certainly... why the surprise? I'll always love you... you know that...">> <<sheSays "I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you...">> She showed me with kisses... seldom had I seen her so enthusiastic... so glad... so joyful... so 'relieved' ? <<sheSays "I... I'll never hurt you again... I promise... I will be the best girlfriend ever... I love you... hold me... never let me go... I love you... I my god I love you so...">> She slung her arms around me... held me tight... kissed me... again and again... and tears droped from her eyes on me... as she just continued kissing me... Her mouth on mine... again and again... and at the same time... she kept repeating... <<sheSays "I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you... I love you...">> <<heSays "Love... what happened? I love that you are so enthusiastic... that you love me... but it makes me wonder a bit...">> <<sheSays "I'll tell you... everything... promise you love me after wards... please...">> <<heSays "Sure... I always love you...">> <<sheSays "Promise you will not leave me... that you'll be my man... my soul mate... my sex mate...">> I laughed... <<heSays "Yes... yes and yes... everything...">> <<sheSays "Girls are you listening?">> <<jenSays "What? We? Listening... Awww... I just woke up... really...">> <<ppSays "Don't pay and attention to her... the snake is lying her teeth out... certainly we are listening... what do you think?">> <<sheSays "Then listen... all of you...">> <<sheSays "I did not show it... some false pride of mine... I wanted to be strong I guess...">> <<sheSays "But... I have been in great pain... for weeks now... emotional pain...">> <<sheSays "I guess... I have kept it well hidden... I... no one of you knew... not even $boy... and he usually is quite good it catching emotions...">> <<sheSays "Ever since Bianca... and then Jenny joined us... and had sex with $boy... I have been dying inside... I am emotionally not equipped to share him.">> <<sheSays "I realized very soon... but pride or stubbornness... or something else... kept me from showing it.">> <<sheSays "Each time $boy kissed you, smelled you... fucked you... touched you... told you he loved you, glanced in your direction...">> <<sheSays "It hurt me... every day... every hour... for weeks now... I... I have been in pain.">> <<sheSays "Inwardly... I cried every day... but nobody saw it... I... I felt that nobody cared about me... not $boy... not my other friends...">> <<sheSays "I grew bitter, resentful... nobody saw my pain...">> <<sheSays "The devils day... yesterday... was my day...">> <<sheSays "I got it in my head... that $boy must feel pain... that if we shared pain... we would be closer again... that we would reach an equilibrium... that... pain plus pain would be love... I don't know... I was stupid.">> <<sheSays "I was hurt for weeks now... and all you around me were happy... and did not see me...">> <<sheSays "We started yesterday... what did my love... my soul mate do?">> <<sheSays "The last thing... he told his two OTHER girls... 'I love you'...">> <<sheSays "...again... so painful...">> <<sheSays "When I cared for his wounds... I had inflicted... for a few seconds only... I freed his hands... what did $boy do?">> <<sheSays "In only a second... he thought of you... and threw you kisses...">> <<sheSays "It seemed... all he could think of was you... I did not matter... I was boiling... enraged... lonely... and in pain... again... unnoticed... I was blind... I wanted to hurt him... he betrayed me... day after day... every hour... even every second...">> <<sheSays "I wanted to hurt him... make him feel my pain... pain that he didn't see... perhaps he would feel it... if I shared it with him?">> <<sheSays "I... gave him pain... more than ever before.">> <<sheSays "He screamed... I have never heard so horrible, desperate screams... $boy was in hell. I knew he was... after a few seconds of his torment... I couldn't stand it anymore... I had led $boy to hell... real hell... and the door was shut... and the key was broken.">> <<sheSays "Something inside me... had broken... I could not move... I could not help... I could not end it...">> <<sheSays "$boy kept screaming and screaming... his body quivered... he had cramps of pain... endlessly...">> <<sheSays "I... could only sit by... watch him... curse myself... but I could not move... my mate... my love... my man... was being wrecked... skinned alive... burned in fire... stung by a million daggers... all I did was watch his agony...">> <<sheSays "I knew... if I didn't help him... his love for me... would be gone... I placed him there... left him... this was nothing... anyone could ever forgive...">> <<sheSays "Eons passed... eons of him in pain... finally he passed out... his suffering ended... but I... had not moved... I... had killed my love...">> <<sheSays "Gone was my rage... gone was the jealousy... gone was any need to ever give pain again... instead a black hole of loneliness... had entered.">> <<sheSays "$boy... and I... I knew we were a thing of the past.">> <<sheSays "I looked up... saw you, Jenny, Bianca...">> <<sheSays "I have never seen such pure and honest hatred... and I knew... I deserved it. I hated myself.">> <<sheSays "$boy... you can imagine... what I did next... after long minutes of self-loathing... I was searching for an exit... help... any kind of help...">> <<sheSays "But my love was gone... unconscious even...">> <<sheSays "The only other two people that I called friends... wanted to kill me... they could not help me...">> <<sheSays "Finally... I remembered one of the presents from Ingrid...">> <<sheSays "I treated you all...">> <<sheSays "Contemplated... using it on me... but decided against it... I needed to remember.">> <<sheSays "I needed to remember the most horrible thing I ever did... to ensure... that I will never do anything like that again.">> <<sheSays "$boy... do you remember... years ago... I told you... I wanted to cause pain... so I would get rid of the need?">> <<sheSays "That happened yesterday... I promise... I will never, never ever hurt you again...">> <<sheSays "Please... forgive me... all of you... I was the devil... yesterday... I truly was...">> <<sheSays "I hope you will never remember what happened...">> She started crying again... A lonely little girl... broken... crying... I took her in my arms... <<heSays "I love you.">> <<sheSays "I hate me.">> Bianca came over... she was quiet for some time. She - who usually talked for hours... could not say... much... She knew... this was the end of "us". There was nothing to say... I felt sorry for her... and for Jenny... we just had started this... and we thought something pleasent... longer... would come of us... but it did not work for $girl. She could not share me... and all of us could understand... Me especially... I could not share any of my girls... least of all $girl. Finally Bianca haltingly said... <<ppSays "You did well to make us forget.">> <<ppSays "I forgive you. I love you. I love you both.">> <<ppSays "For now I say good bye.">> She got up... gathered her clothes and some belongings... and waited at the door for Jenny. <<jenSays "You did your best to reconcile. I don't like what you did.">> <<jenSays "But if a few hours of my memory... saves our friendship and your love. Then you have my consent retrospectively...">> <<jenSays "I forgive you. I'll miss you both.">> <<jenSays "Good by $girl, good bye... master.">> she sobbed a little... ... but followed Bianca. A few minutes later I was alone with $girl. <<heSays "I never thought the pills would be able to do something good.">> <<heSays "I am glad they worked as propagated. I would hate to have lost you.">> <<heSays "I am sorry... I could not see your pain.">> <<heSays "In hindsight... you dropped many hints...">> <<heSays "But you always did it in a light mood... in a joking way... or so I thought.">> <<heSays "I am sorry... so sorry... that I hurt you... I love you... can you forgive me?">> <<sheSays "Haha... I forgive you? Of course... there is nothing to forgive... it is I who wronged you... please... love, can you forgive me...?">> <<heSays "Whatever you think you need forgiveness for... yes... I forgive you.">> <<sheSays "Make love to me... and... and cum... give me all your love... I want to feel it... I want to fall... forget everything... only feel that you still love me... and I still love you.">> <<heSays "I love you. I love you. I love you.">> <<sheSays "Please... keep saying that... I need it... I love you...">> [[continue|Part97a]]

[img[pics/97a_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part97a<</if>> From that day on... $girl was another. I mean - yes she was still $girl - I loved and adored her. She was my soul mate, sex mate... my everything. But everything was different. It was gone... her kinks... it seemed like they were gone for good. There was no denial, no beatings, no controll devices. She still wanted sex... if possible... she even wanted more than before. Someone might say she was clingier... she always touched me... caressed me... tenderly, lovingly. She wanted to feel me... be near to me... she looked at me... and I saw her love for me in her eyes. Playfully... some of the old rituals we kept... because we both loved them. Sometimes I would kneel before her and beg for a drink... sometimes I'd lick her for hours... or she would passively enjoy the clit vibrator and my boner in her... But afterwards... she made sure that no sperm was left in me... but she never ruined me... Well almost never... sometimes we played "old times"... no hitting or hurting... but little stuff... like ruining. I loved this... she was so caring... giving... loving... and at the same time... she wanted me... needed to feel me... Before - she found it hot to deny me... she now strived to let me cum... as often as she could... it was nearly stressfull to keep her away when my dick wanted a pause... She started refusing my replicas... all she wanted was me... or that passive clit vibrator thingy... AND me... I loved her... I could not love her more than before... I had been at my maximum love capacity already... but if it had been possible... I would have loved her more... I wanted everything of her... Where before she 'forced' stuff on me... now I wanted it... licked... kissed... drank... consumed... everything she and her body gave me (no scat... never that...). Everything from her was perfect and adorable. She loved to feel my love... to see how much I wanted her... I kept kissing and licking her feet - not as a submissive... but because I wanted... and loved it... a way to show her, that I loved everything about her. I licked her lovely ass... tongue fucked her hole... and made her cum massaging her clit with my tongue in her back. I wanted it... every way I could show her... that I loved her completly. We grew closer... if that was possible. In a way we also were more lonely than before... we had little contact to other people. But we did not really recognize it... when we two were together... we were complete... whole... we needed no other. We were never bored... we had us... we were just happy as it were... It may sound strange... but the soul mate thing... it was real for us. When we were together... we needed nothing else... [[continue|Part98a]]

[img[pics/Jenny_Rules_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Jenny_Rules<</if>> The next morning I woke up. The first time in five years I woke up next to a girl. I never knew how much I missed this. The change from being in a relationship to be a lone wolf... had been so abrupt... that I had been glad to be alone. But now... years later... calm... not angry anymore... I appreciated lying next to a woman. I smelled her... To say I loved her... would be a lie. I met her yesterday after five years. I liked her... a lot! But I didn't really know her... at least not anymore. In her old days she had been cruel and evil... with Peter. I didn't want cruel and evil... if that streak was still dominant in her... we probably would not work out. But the feelings I had, the vibes I received... if these were true... then I would fall in love with her... before we had a wedding. I asked her to marry me... out of a whim... I did not regret it... the opposite... I was willing to go through with it... and stay with Jenny. If what I felt about her was honest and true... she would be my wife for the rest of my life. I needed to talk with her... it would sound like "ground rules" for our relationship... that sounded bad... I knew... but I wanted it off the table... so we could just enjoy each other and learn all the little things we did not already know about us... But first... I had to wake her up... Slowly... carefully I moved down... the sheets where very light... it was warm outside... and in the room... sheets were not really needed... Jenny didn't notice when I removed them... Damn... she was beautiful... her long red hair played around her shoulders... her skin... a light brown now... she obviously had spent some time outdoors... the tan lines... her nearly pink areolas... and the cute... now soft little nipples... Freckles on her skin... and her light red pubic hair... still she had not trimmed it... but as years ago she had very little body hair... Her pubic hair barely covered her vagina... it was so cute and downy... She lay on her side... not a good position to wake her up as I promised... I had to guide her carefully to lie on her back... and spread her legs at least a little bit. But she was still fast asleep... I could arrange her like I wanted... I didn't know she was such a deep sleeper... or perhaps it was a good sign? Maybe she felt save? When I had arrange her... I crawled up... and my face was just above her sex. I smelled her... images from the past sprang to my mind... when she had asked me to smell her vagina... she wanted to seduce me... wanted me to taste her... I closed my eyes... and just enjoyed her wonderful scent... My face lowered... and her hair tickled my nose... lower... and I kissed her... breathed in... and loved the world... my place here... there was no place I would rather be... I kept my face where it was... touching her pubic hair... my lips were just above her clit... but it was still hidden... she had not opened up to me... I moved a little bit... nuzzled her... breathed... I wanted her to get used to my touch... to not awaken immediately... when I started to taste her... Slowly... I moved... opened my mouth and let my tongue touch her lower lips... carefully licked her... spread her out a little... Very carefully up down... up down... She moved a little... unconsciously? I found a better position... my tongue had more space... and I carefully continued to lick her... I found the entrance to her vagina... and carefully entered... tasted her... hm... and actually tasted something of me... not my favourite taste... but I ignored it... Slowly I moved upwards... and finally I reached the hideout of her sweet little clit... very slowly I played with it... I did not want to wake her up... yet... I wanted to play with her further... I licked her... and got more and more daring. Slow tongue movements changed into faster ones... and still faster ones... After some time... a finger of my right hand slowly caressed the entrance to her vagina... and after some more time... I carefully inserted a finger into her... she was not overflowing, but I licked her... and I had some liquid to spare... I could enter her without any hindrance. I started slowly... very tenderly sucking her clit... and my finger in her vagina... went deeper... explored her... I knew she was very susceptible to g-spot stimulation... I tried to find her spot... somewhere in the front... it would feel a tiny little different than the rest... size of a coin... I kept sucking her lovely tiny clit... Women are so hard to explore... men... grab a penis... and you can't go wrong... whatever you do... Women? Try to find a g-spot... a clit... what does it need? Pressure? Circular motion? Sucking... flicking tongue? Don't get me started on tits... what do they need? Ass? Spanking? Caressing? Kissing? Licking? How would any single man get that straight? I thought of $girl... "you have perfect instincts"... My instincts were so easy... when I saw a clit... I wanted to suck it. G-Spot? Well my dick poked it from behind... so I guess some rhythmic pressure should do it... perhaps a tiny bit of additional movement? That's what I did... I sucked Jenny's clit... and had a finger in her vagina... slowly massaging where I assumed she had hidden her g-spot. Why hide it at all? I loved it... it was so magnificently intimate... I loved playing with her... and after a minute... I noticed her getting restless... Yes, it seemed I was doing something right... I continued, I didn't change my rhythm... I continued... sucking... massaging... stimulating her... My finger in her... felt it first... her body responded... she was getting wet... her lovely vagina... produced hot lubricant... her body prepared her for sex... I loved this... nature was so cool sometimes... Her body... began to enjoy what I did... even though she was still asleep... perhaps she had already lewd thoughts... dreamed of a man that she was drawn to... perhaps in her thoughts she was already fucking someone... I was ok with that thought... that would be her dream... I was content with the fact... that I could make her horny... my touch... It was pure mechanical... stimulating her body... or wasn't it...? Did she smell me? Did her body notice my own pheromones? Did her body know - that a compatible partner was stimulating her? I broke off my sucking... my tongue once entered her vagina... to taste her... and went up to continue... I loved licking and sucking her... damn... this was the first time I sucked my fiancée's clit... I nearly laughed out loud... I continued sucking... and massaging... her cunt was watery... and her body kept moving ever so slightly... her breathing got raspier... My mind kept wandering... Fiancée... had $girl be my Fiancée too? I never thought of it... but we both had been sure... that we would marry someday... did that mean we had been engaged? <<jenSays "Hmmm...">> A tiny moan escaped Jenny's lips... did she wake up? Or would she sleep through this? I sucked a little faster... and put a little more pressure on her spot... ... and continued... her body kept responding... my hand was now completely wet... I wished I could lick it all up... but for that I would have to leave her clit unattended... I didn't want that... <<jenSays "Hmmm... Hmmm... Hmmm...">> Yes... lovely... beautiful Jenny... enjoy this... this is for you... <<jenSays "Hmmm... Hmmm... Hmmm...">> <<jenSays "HMMM... HMMM.. HMMM..">> I loved hearing her... my reward for something that I loved doing... it is the best... being rewarded for something you would pay to do... Who would not want to be in my place? <<jenSays "What? HMM... AWWWW... HNNNGGGGNNN... AWWWW ARGHHH... HMMMM ARGGGGGGGG... GOD.... FUCK... AWWWWWW... FUCK... FUCK... FUCK...">> Her body wanted her to cum... she woke up... right into her orgasm... Her hips moved up... I nearly let go of her... but I kept stimulating her g-spot... and she exploded... in lust... I felt her spasms... heard her moans... and my face was covered with her cum... She squirted right into my face... I had forgotten that... <<jenSays "FUCK... FUCK... FUCK... HMM... AWWWW... GOD... HNNNGGGGNNN... AWWWW ARGHHH... HMMMM... GOD ARGGGGGGGG... GOD.... FUCK... AWWWWWW... FUCK... FUCK... FUCK...">> Her body jerked up... again... and again... I tasted her... her cum... I would learn to love it... I was sure I would... and then I would do what $girl had taught me... I would milk and drink her... and I would love it... and so would she... I continued... massaging her... I kissed her clit... and led her through her orgasm... until she was completely done... and lay slightly panting... but totally relaxed... next to me... <<jenSays "What a way to wake up. God that was good...">> <<jenSays "... and you will do that every day now?">> <<heSays "Hahaha... no probably not... but if you enjoy it so much... yes I will certainly do it again... and often.">> <<jenSays "Hmmm.... hmmm... I am so relaxed... so happy... so safe... you do that to me... in the past... and now again...">> <<jenSays "You made me squirt again... didn't you? I never did that... since... you know...">> ... We talked... and loved us... ... <<heSays "Jen... do you mind if we take a tiny shortcut?">> <<jenSays "What do you mean?">> <<heSays "We will get to know each other... we will talk... and share experiences...">> <<heSays "It will take months and months... to really get close... it is just as it is... and we will take our time... and we will love it...">> <<heSays "Nonetheless... I would like to be a little bit blunt.">> <<heSays "I do not want false expectations from you... or from me for that matter...">> <<heSays "I want to tell you... from past experiences what I can and can't do... and hope that you will share your side.">> <<heSays "Nothing will be final... since we can always change... and I will forget to mention things... and others I will exaggerate... can we take that little shortcut here? I know it is not romantic... and lovely... but I... want you to know...">> <<jenSays "Hmmm... you are a dummy... aren't you?">> <<jenSays "Yes... tell me... tell me all that you want... a little bit I know you already...">> <<jenSays "Don't beat around the bushes...">> <<heSays "I remember your time with Peter... you were cruel and evil... as was I by the way.">> <<heSays "I don't want, or like that anymore.">> <<heSays "I will not wear a chastity device... I will not be denied... well playfully maybe... but not for weeks... or even days...">> <<heSays "I don't want to be hit, hurt or tortured.">> <<heSays "Some things did not change... I want you to have as many orgasms as you possibly can. I want to lick you, taste you, eat you and fuck you... and I want you to love it... and never get tired of it.">> <<heSays "I want you to know... you can access me for sex any time, any place and any way you like.">> <<heSays "I don't want to Dom you or be your sub...">> <<heSays "Although... in some sexgames... that might be ok... if you order me to lick you... I would jump at it... sub or dom... no matter what.">> <<heSays "I want to love and adore you... I want to lick your feet... not because I am submissive... but because I love them... they are gorgeous... lovely...">> <<heSays "I like doing things... that look 'sub'. Yes I learned them with $girl... but I learned to love them.">> <<heSays "I probably like your pee sometime... I'll lick you clean after you went to the toilet.">> <<heSays "I want to kiss and lick and fuck your ass with my tongue... provided you are clean.">> <<heSays "I don't know what impression you got... but $girl was always immaculately clean... I mean... her ass... you know? I am not - and never will be into scat stuff.">> <<heSays "Hm... that is all I can think of... right now... there's probably more... though.">> <<jenSays "I don't ever want to hurt you.">> <<jenSays "I don't think I am evil... but I will act if someone tries to hurt us - and it might look evil.">> <<jenSays "I don't have a slave... and I don't want one.">> <<jenSays "You were my master... I wanted that... and a little bit - you will always be my master. I love you, adore you, I look up to you, I feel safe with you. If we will ever come into a situation that will require me to blindly follow you in complete and utter trust... I will do that.">> <<jenSays "I love that you adore me... my body.">> <<jenSays "I love that you like my smell, my taste... I love that you will lick my feet, my armpits, my ass and want to drink my pee.">> <<jenSays "I don't see that as submissive... I know that you do that because you love it... it is your way to show me... how much I mean to you... that you love every tiny bit of me... even when others might be appalled by it.">> <<jenSays "I love that you are strong... that you can lift me up like a puppet or a little girl. I love to feel safe with you... I love that you are so fit and can defeat people that want to hurt me.">> <<jenSays "I will never be embarrassed by you or your actions. In my view... what you do is right... and strong... well... mostly probably... ">> <<jenSays "Of course I love, LOVE sex with you.">> <<jenSays "You make me cum like no other... I promise I will try to take you up on your offer to have you sex me up whenever I want.">> <<jenSays "I will have to work on it though... you are my master... were... were I mean... I can't order you... I mean it is not my place... shit... I mean... you know... I need to learn to beg you... ehm... ask you... you know what I mean...">> <<jenSays "I want you to cum in me... as often as you can... I want your semen in me... always... you must learn to love your own taste... because I want you also - as you wished - to lick me...">> <<jenSays "There is also probably more...">> <<heSays "Gee... the last one... liking my own taste... that needs some work... you know?">> <<jenSays "You better do it though... I meant it... I am your wife... I want you semen in me... you will fuck me in the morning and in the evening... at least... and I will make sure... that your swimmers find a nice comfy home.">> <<jenSays "... and if you are true to what you said... that you want me to cum as often as I can... well... I don't think after your deposit in me, you will be up to fucking me a dozen times more. ... and don't you think I will accept a strap on... it will always be only you I want...">> I slowly wormed my way down... and started to lick her again... <<jenSays "What do you think you are doing?">> <<heSays "Well... I thought a nice little orgasm...">> <<jenSays "Did you not listen?">> <<jenSays "You will fuck me... I want your dick in me... and you sperm... and I don't want a little orgasm either... I want the $boy treatment... I want a super orgasm.">> <<heSays "Didn't you say I was your master... somehow I got the impression you got it all wrong?">> She looked at me with innocent eyes... blinking her eyes... pleading me... <<jenSays "Master... I beg of you... please fuck me... please give me your godly dick... please...">> <<heSays "... and didn't I request you not to be evil?">> We both laughed... ... and made love ... !THE END - REALLY NOW!

<<set $InaAniLoss = true>> \ <<include "Despair_1">> \

[img[pics/98b_small.png]] <<if $debug>>Part98b<</if>> I continued my studies... although I lost a year... the first year after $girl - was hard. I frequently was overwhelmed by sadness. Didn't want to get out of bed. My house was empty... and there was little that I could find joy in. I lost 20 pounds in the first few weeks after we separated... it was impossible to eat... my mouth just refused food... I was not hungry... I started doing some more sports, but naturally the energy was not available... I still could not eat. My - house everything reminded me of her... I missed her... her touch, her smell... her voice ... everything. Sometimes in the darkest hours I thought about seeking her out... but a part of me always refused to. I was too hurt, could not find any reason to trust her again... and on some level I just did not want to. Months past... some exams for my courses were scheduled... but I just could not concentrate on learning. I had one vocal exam... that went terrible... I had spent days studying the material... but I knew all along that my brain wasn't ready... still, I took the exam... and failed miserably. Messing up a written exam is one thing, but looking your examiner in the eye as you can't answer the questions... as he tries to help you... but you just can't get anything right... that was truly embarrassing. It took me nearly a year to have some semblance of a normal life again. I continued my martial arts training, though I did not participate in any events. After two years I had successfully finished my studies and for a short time I worked at a local software house. But I was soon reassured that my own programming skills - were quite good... I had some clever ideas and money from my inheritance, so I decided to start my own business. For a few years I worked twelve to sixteen hours a day... with nearly no holidays. But I did not really mind... I loved my job, had no girl, no pets... and I was occupied. I made a fantastic breakthrough with an encryption algorithm I designed, got a patent on it... and in an astonishing short time - with licensing agreements I earned some serious money. After about ten years... I had become rich... Then from one day to another I decided... I had enough. Nothing special really had happened... I woke up one day... and I thought... I could just stay in bed... or travel the world... or go to the park... anywhere... just not to my work... I did not work that day... at least not what I had done the last years... I did research... spoke with lawyers, consultants... and over the next few days, based on advice, I spread rumors that my company might be up for sale... Sure enough, after a some more days, several serious buyers approached me. It took months... but I finally sold my business and patents... I was free... invested in different assets... my net worth was now over a billion dollar. A ridiculous amount of money for a single person. Not many people knew about my wealth... I had never been the face of my company... many transactions I had made in the background while I had my lawyers... or financial/legal experts. My family knew... and the few people in my business I did have direct contact with... and probably a couple of people in the patent office. I was glad about this... I never wanted to be popular... in my heart I still was a nerd... that more often than not wanted to be left alone... or just listen. I travelled the world for about two years... and saw many beautiful and interesting places. Relicts of civilizations long gone... wonders of modern technology... monumental creations of mother nature. I climbed mountains, travelled through deserts, breathed the humid air of the rainforests. It had been nearly thirteen years after $girl and I had separated. I had never been with a woman... and I didn't want to. It was not that I wouldn't find them sexy... or would not dream about them... or think about them when masturbating... But I never wanted to get close or intimate. Sometimes I thought about sex and women... and often I was reminded of what Dr. Tyrell said to Roy in the film Bladerunner: "The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long, and you have burned so very, very brightly, Roy." That was $girl's and my love. I missed her - still. But in opposite to Roy... I had grown to be content with the memories of what a fantastic and unique love we had. - My father had passed away at the age of just 66, a few months after he retired. My mother followed him a few years later. The only one I could call family now was my sister. She was two years older than me. We had never been particularly close... but still we were siblings and we cared for each other. After my parents were gone... we tried to keep contact and I usually visited her once every month or so. She was a pretty busy woman, she had three kids and a part time job, also she was the head of the school's parent council where her children attended. I arrived at my sisters place... parked the car... and was just walking up to her front door when I saw a woman leave her house... walking straight at me... It was $girl! I saw her the first time after more than thirteen years... and she looked nearly exactly the same. Slender and fit, blond, half long hair, freckles, blue eyes, not a single wrinkle... That certainly couldn't be said about me... I typically sported a three-day beard now, my receding hairline had expanded significantly, leaving me with very little hair on my head, and the remaining hair was trimmed to a few millimetres... I think it looked okay, but definitely quite different from thirteen years earlier. But at least I had stayed athletic... perhaps even more wiry than before... over the last few years, I had been in the dojo almost daily... the training kept me balanced, it was almost like meditation... I was rooted to the spot... <<heSays "$girl">> I just said... Then she too recognized me... <<sheSays "$boy">> she barely audible breathed out... and stared at me... We were still several yards apart... She started running to me... arms stretched out... it seemed her body instinctively had reacted to my presence. Before she could reach me... she got herself under control, let her arms go limb... and stopped right before me. She looked as if she wanted to say something... but she could not bring out a single word. My heart was racing like mad, thoughts were circling in my head. Why was she here? Should I offer to embrace her? She is so beautiful. I know how she smells! What does she do at my sisters place. Was this planned? I don't want to see her! I missed her. She betrayed me. Slowly, hesitatingly... I lifted my arms... and offered to embrace her... Equally slowly... she approached me... put her arms around me, lay her head in her place between my shoulder and neck. My arms also closed around her... and automatically my face was in her hair. We both breathed heavily, smelled the other... we held each other... felt the other... and neither of us was able to break the embrace. We just stood there... on the pathway to my sister’s house... by now she must have seen me... us... but she hadn't come out. When I embraced her... everything came back... no not everything... only the good things... She smelled like $girl... like sex, like love, like home - long forgotten joy, pleasure, adventure, sex, $girl, love, nature, home, $girl, home, love, $girl, $girl, $girl... Holding her... was like a dream... I didn’t want to wake up... It probably had been more than twenty minutes... <<sheSays "I... don't want to let go...">> she sobbed... I didn't say anything... I didn't know what to say... I held her little tighter... I think my body wanted say something like "me neither..." After another few minutes... $girl slowly shifted... she kept her embrace... didn't loosen... but her head moved from my shoulder to the front. Her arms now around my neck... she lifted her head... we were now face to face... she moved closer... She... wanted to kiss me... Thoughts racing in my head again... Did I want to kiss her? She was a traitor... But smelled so good... She was my home... my true and only home... but so cruel... she hurt me so much... she left me... never wanted me back... I never wanted her back... While all these thoughts were racing through my head, my body had already decided... my lips were irresistibly drawn to hers... and when we finally kissed... all thoughts were wiped away... only one remained... $girl, $girl, $girl, $girl. We kissed... several minutes... I hadn't felt this relaxed... and happy... whole... since a long... very long time... Suddenly... I moved my head... <<heSays "We... can't...">> Her face drew closer again... and her lips again... on mine... My knees felt weak... my body... wanted her... be with her... My head, my mind... refused... I jerked my head away again... <<heSays "Don't... you'll hurt me... ">> Her lips on mine... We kissed... again... My head was spinning... I loved to kiss her... to be kissed by her... I... my mind... yielded to her kiss... no... not to her kiss... to my love for her... <<sheSays "I'll never hurt you again...">> she whispered... We kissed... ... ... After quite some time... She withdrew... slightly... looked up... into my eyes... <<sheSays "This is the first time... I kissed a man... since... since... ...us...">> ... <<sheSays "...">> <<sheSays "For quite some time I considered studying... the truth is... I would have, if I had been able to, but I was alone and had to work for a living. I don't get paid all that well... so I had to do extra hours, just to keep living. With the money I was earning... I just could not afford it...">> <<heSays "I had never cut you off... you had access to my accounts... I did that on purpose... I never wanted you to struggle so hard...">> <<sheSays "I never even thought about it... and even if I had... I would not have taken any of it.">> ... <<sheSays "What do you do for a living these days?">> <<heSays "Oh... I... I saved up some money... and actually have been travelling a lot lately... seeing the world...">> <<sheSays "Lucky for you... you were never a big spender... I guess you still have some of your inheritence left... one day I want to travel too... I just have to save up some money of my own...">> ... <<sheSays "Did... do you... have a wife... kids... a girlfriend?">> I felt how hard it was for her to ask that question... it probably had been on her mind some time... Two hours ago we had finally been able move again... and I had offered her a ride in my car... and to talk... I had been driving north ever since... I had a particular historic spot in mind. <<heSays "No... to all of that.">> <<heSays "There has been no girl in my life... since... then...">> <<sheSays "What?">> <<sheSays "That is such a waste!">> <<heSays "Hey! I could say the same about you!">> <<sheSays "Hm. I guess...">> ... <<heSays "What happened to Jenny and Bianca?">> <<heSays "I had no contact with them...">> <<sheSays "After Jenny completed her training, she continued her studies. After graduating, she moved to a different city and now works there as a pediatrician.">> <<sheSays "We don't have any contact anymore.">> <<sheSays "Bianca... after I left... I stayed with her a couple of weeks, till I could find something affordable of my own.">> <<sheSays "I... did not want her as my slave anymore... and slowly we grew apart... I have not heard anything about her for years.">> <<sheSays "Actually... come to think of it... I have grown to be a lone wolf myself... pretty much like you used to be... there is no one that I would call a close friend these days...">> ... <<sheSays "Did you feel it too?">> <<heSays "What...?">> <<sheSays "When we embraced...">> <<sheSays "We... still belong together...">> ... <<sheSays "Did you?">> <<heSays "In case you did not notice... I am silent...">> ... <<sheSays "That just means, you DID notice... and you are still hurt... and are in denial...">> <<heSays "You! Better not talk about denial... to me!">> ... <<sheSays "Would it help if I told you that I have thought about you every day for the past thirteen years and regretted my actions every single day?">> <<heSays "No.">> ... <<sheSays "Would it help if I told you that in the second I heard you screaming... I wanted to jump up... and remove the needles... I... I was paralyzed... in some weird stasis... I just could not move...">> <<heSays "No.">> .... <<sheSays "Would it help if I told you that since that day... I never had the urge to hurt, submit... anyone?">> I sighed... <<heSays "No.">> <<heSays "I know all that. I have known that for the last thirteen years.">> <<heSays "But all that knowledge... has not been able to give me the trust back... that I once had.">> <<heSays "This goes both ways...">> <<heSays "The trust in myself... to see you... to recognize your pain... and prevent you from suffering.">> <<heSays "You had hidden your pain so well... that I could not see it.">> <<heSays "I could not see, hear or feel it. My soul mate had been in pain for weeks... and I did not see it. I lost trust in myself. How can I be sure - to not hurt you again with something stupid?">> <<heSays "You!">> <<heSays "You did not tell me of your pain... or not in a way that I could acknowledge it.">> <<heSays "You wanted instead revenge or justice or whatever you want to call it.">> <<heSays "You wanted me to truly suffer - not because of your kink... you just wanted to see me in pain... because you were in pain... that... that is not a thing you do to someone you love... not in my book anyway.">> She began to cry... silently... but she did not hide it. <<sheSays "I know...">> ... <<sheSays "I still love you. You are still my soul mate. Every day I am not with you... I suffer...">> <<sheSays "Can't... can't we just... admit ... that we are not perfect... and be together?">> <<sheSays "I... want to promise you... that I'll never hurt you again... right here... right now... this is the utmost thruth... yet... nobody can look into the future...">> <<sheSays "... what... if you grow mentally ill... and kill our children... then I promise you also here and now... that you will die by my hand...">> <<sheSays "All I can say... and that with hundred percent certainty... now I have the intention to never hurt you again... but to love you every day for the rest of my life. That you are my soul mate... that I want to be with you.">> ... <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "Yes, what?">> <<heSays "I felt it. We belong together.">> <<sheSays "I know.">> ... <<heSays "So... that is it?">> <<heSays "We see each other after thirteen years the first time... and three hours later, we are soul mates again... and a couple?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "So... you are my girlfriend now?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "You also want to marry me?">> <<sheSays "Yes.">> <<heSays "Why didn't we do that... hmm... say ten years ago? Thirteen years seems like a great waste of time... come to think of it...">> <<sheSays "We are stupid.">> <<heSays "Hm... certainly a legit explanation...">> ... <<heSays "Say... now that we are engaged... I guess... sex is not off the table...?">> <<sheSays "It is so not off the table... it is very much on the table... on all the tables you can think of!">> ... After a five hour drive... we reached the sea. This was the place I escaped to from $girl before. Where I had gathered my thoughts... and had acknowledged my love... after another bad encounter with her. This particular stretch of beach... a few hundred metres... actually was my property now... I had always been sentimental... and when per coincidence I learned the land was for sale... I bought it. I took $girl's hand... and walked to the beach... we sat down... <<heSays "This stretch of beach... this is where I escaped to... the first time your brutality drove me away...">> <<sheSays "It is beautiful here...">> <<sheSays "... I will not do anything like that again... and you don't need to remind me all the time... that is not making it better!">> <<heSays "You are right... sorry...">> ... <<sheSays "But... we shouldn't stay to long... you read the signs...it is private property now...">> <<heSays "Yea... about that... actually... it is mine... ...we can stay as long as we want...">> <<sheSays "Hu?">> <<heSays "I just had a bit money left... it was up for sale... so...">> <<sheSays "Are you crazy? You should save your money... and not buy... ...sand?">> <<heSays "Hm... I think you better get used to the idea...">> <<heSays "I don't really care about money... I spend it like I want... as long as it is my own... I do with it what I want.">> <<sheSays "What about a family... you have to care for your family... and not throw away money... especially now that you don't have a job...">> <<heSays "Ok... now... listen... I promise... I have enough money... to support a family...">> <<heSays "... and I will keep having enough money... even if I buy a hundred beaches like this one.">> <<sheSays "I don't understand...">> <<heSays "I just happen to be fucking rich! I am rich enough to not be bothered about a million dollars... heck... I even can't be bothered about a hundred million dollars.">> <<sheSays "Shhh... stop joking now... it is not funny either...">> <<sheSays "It is warm... we have a beach at hand... we are alone and a couple...">> <<sheSays "...and we didn't have 'real' sex... in thirteen years... and you even a month longer...">> <<sheSays "$boy... I want you to fuck me now... and I want you to make me cum... and then I want you to cum. And then I want us to be happy.">> <<heSays "Don't start giving me orders... I might be allergic to orders now!">> <<sheSays "Ok... then...">> <<sheSays "Please, $boy... fuck me... make me cum... please... give me the gift of your semen in me... please...">> <<heSays "Don't make me your dom either...">> <<sheSays "Gee... can't do anything right... can I?">> <<sheSays "Hm... wait... I forgot...">> She started to undress... and when she stood before me naked... mother nature gave me the command to fuck her... and there was nothing I could do against that command. ... That night... or one of the other nights... or days... that followed... $girl made true to her old promise... "One day, one of your little friends will find its way... and impregnate me... and we will be family..." !THE END! /* [[continue|Jenny_Rules]] */

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[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ We lay on the bed... and had just watched a movie. It was still summer and I wore my usual home-summer outfit - just a T-shirt and my undies. I loved the freedom - and I knew $boy loved it when I showed off skin... and had nearly direct access to my body. Also I loved watching his dick reacting to me... The film was over and as usual he was touching and feeling my body. This was one of the great side effects of his denied state - the constant carnal interest in me. I loved being the object of his desire... he played with my tits... made my nipples hard... smelled and kissed my belly... rubbed his nose on my panties... and sniffed me out... He tried putting his head under my T-Shirt - which we both knew would never fit... I playfully pushed him away... and a little battle started. By the end of it, I lay in his arms and was giggling and squealing with uncontrollable laughter... at times I was ticklish... and he triggered the right spots... and I just could not controll myself. <<sheSays "Stop...">> I was barely able to get out.. But he didn't stop yet... he tickeld on... while tickling he squeezed my butt and bit my neck... I enjoyed our little fights... they were fun... and intimate... <<sheSays "Stop... already...">> <<heSays "Ok... ok...">> He said, released me and kissed my shoulder... <<sheThinks "Oh oh... damn that is embarrissing... I think I...">> I blushed... a few drops had escapaed my full bladder... when he had been tickling me... <<sheSays "Opps.">> <<sheSays "I need to go to the bathroom.">> <<heSays "What's wrong?">> <<heSays "I know your schedule ... this is not your time of the month...">> I looked at him madly... sometimes he just didn't know when to keep his mouth shut... - interlude - He really knew my schedule. He loved eating me out... at all times... really all times... The first time he suggested to go down on me during my period, I was appalled by the thought of it. But his continuous nagging and telling that he did not mind... wore me down. Then with reluctance I finally agreed to let him taste me... I thought this would end his nagging... once he knew how I tasted... I made him promise to stop at once if he didn't like it...... I let him try... I was afraid that he would find me dirty, bad smelling... and hence would find me disgusting... also at "normal" times. The opposite was the case - he said he loved the fact, that I shared all of me with him. All parts of my life and my body. He just kept loving everything... I - my body - produced. He loved my taste... and I believed him. He certainly made me cum that day - after I relaxed a little and could see that he was his usual self, indulging deeply and enthusiastically in my juices... I let him do his job. I was greatful, that he forced me to let him try. Knowing and feeling how much he enjoyed me... felt great... From there on ... sexually my period made no difference to us, except I would usually say that he should clean his face - I just needed not taste myself... - interlude end - I returned - wearing fresh underwear... <<heSays "Pee?">> He bluntly asked. <<sheSays "You know - sometimes it is better to just shut up">> I replied, a bit snippy... <<heSays "I want to see.">> <<sheSays "Are you sick or what?">> He didn't say anything to that... I didn't know what had happened... I knew he usually was opposed to any kind of feces... - as was I... but it seemed today he was fascinated by my pee... He started trying to explain it... but in my ears he failed... <<sheSays "Ok, it is a fact then... you are a sicko...">> <<heSays "Where did you put it?">> <<sheSays "Don't you dare...">> <<heSays "Ok... I know then...">> <<sheSays "Wait... don't!">> A few seconds later he returned with his trophy. He sat beside me... <<sheSays "Don't... this is nothing you should...">> <<heSays "Aw... don't be silly... you know as well as I do... that we share and taste nearly anything... just let me try this little drop once...">> - interlude - Yes... most things we actually shared, at one time or another. In that respect we were really close. We did not share only the normal stuff, like spit, sweat and the occasional drop of blood. I actually said it quite frequently... I "fed" on him... meaning I milked him for my proteins... and loved the taste of him. Same for him and any fluids that came out of my vagina - he eagerly lapped up. But we also sometimes shared our breath... during long kisses... one of us would relax and breath through the mouth and nose of the other... to accomplish this, one needs some exercise... we discovered it by chance - and long kissing. It creates a very intense private feeling. We would go through the notion... where kissing originated from, mothers feeding small children. Chewing some meal and sharing it from mouth to mouth. We would sometimes do that - again this is such a private thing... you do only with a person you truly love. It gives an unbelievable feeling of closeness and intimacy. I never talked to other couples or people about these topics... but I can't believe that many other people share and live such a close and intimate relation. But perhaps that is just vanity on my part and that I just want our relation to have been so very special. - interlude end - He started smelling the little wet spot... - No reaction on his part... He carefully put his tongue out... and touched it - Also no reaction... He put that spot in his mouth and chewed it through... no reaction? I watched him... fascinated... I was appalled... somewhat... but my cunt thought otherwise... I was wet from one second to another... and throbbing... <<sheSays "That is so hot...">> I whispered - absent mindedly... <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Nothing...">> <<heSays "You like me tasting your pee? Didn't you say you were appalled by this.">> <<sheSays "Yes... I am and I said that. But seeing this... the thought of you tasting me like that... that thought went straight to my vagina... and it is flooding...">> <<heSays "Come...">> He took my hand ... and led me to the bathroom. <<heSays "Pee...">> He pointed to the toilet... <<sheSays "I need not...">> <<heSays "Nonsense - a few drops are always possible">> <<heSays "Pee!">> I hesitatingly stripped... set on the toilet... and after some time... I pressed a few drops out. <<heSays "Stand up!">> I stood up and grabbed the toilet paper ... <<heSays "Don't - this belongs to me now.">> He knelt... and licked me... There was more fluid in my vagina... than I just peed - I was certain of that... There could not have been many traces of urine anywhere. But the whole thing was more symbolism than anything else anyway. <<sheSays "I will never pee on you!">> <<heSays "I will puke if you do.">> <<heSays "But this - as a token of my love and devotion to the most wonderful person on earth, I freely give.">> <<sheSays "Just come to bed with me... I need you for something very similar...">> Two orgasms later... <<sheSays "I cannot help it... the thought of you kneeling before me... cleaning me like this. Is so sexy... This master and slave fantasy... it connects straight to my libido. Are you sure this is alright with you.">> <<heSays "More than: YES!">> <<sheSays "Then... can... can I use you again... sometime?">> I very hesitatingly asked. <<heSays "Yes... mistress...">> He kissed me.

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ We lay on the bed... and had just watched a movie. She wore her usual 'private' summer dress for the house... just a T-Shirt and her undies. The film was over and as usual I was touching and feeling her sublime body. This is probably one of the side effects of being denied - the constant carnal interest in your partner. $girl did not mind, most of the time she enjoyed it - so I played with her breasts... made her nipples stand up... smelled and kissed her cute belly ... and such... I tried putting my head under her T-Shirt - which we both knew would never fit... she started to push me away... and a little playful battle started. By the end of it, she lay in my arms and was giggling and squealing with uncontrollable laughter... it seems I had found a weak spot and continued tickling her. <<sheSays "Stop...">> she squealed... But I didn't stop yet... it was fun, and despite the fact that it was 'uncontrollable laughter' I knew she had fun to. <<sheSays "Stop... already...">> <<heSays "Ok... ok...">> I said, released her and gave her a loving kiss on the neck. <<sheSays "Opps.">> she blushed slightly... <<sheSays "I need to go to the bathroom.">> <<heSays "What's wrong?">> <<heSays "I know your schedule ... this is not your time of the month...">> A stern look in her face told me to better shut up. - interlude - I really knew her schedule. She certainly tasted different... when she was menstruating... The first time I suggested to go down on her during her period she was appalled by the thought of it. But my continuous nagging and telling her that I did not mind... wore her down. Then with some sort of disgust and me promising to stop at once if I wanted to stop... she let my try ... once. I think she was most afraid that I would find her dirty, bad smelling or anything like that and hence would not be as drawn to her as before. The opposite was the case - I loved the fact, that she shared all of her being with me. All parts of her life or her body. I was never afraid of blood... and I certainly never ever had anything bad to say or think about any liquid forming in or coming out of her vagina. She tasted glorious - as always - different but fantastic. I certainly made her cum that day - after she relaxed a little and could see that I was my usual self, indulging deeply and enthusiastically in her juices ... she would let me do my job. From there on ... sexually her period made no difference to us, except she would usually say that I should clean my face. ... and certainly the days when she was not feeling well ... but I guess I really could not help her with that. - interlude end - When she returned - she wore new underwear... <<heSays "Pee?">> I bluntly asked. <<sheSays "You know - sometimes it is better to just shut up">> she replied sullenly, blushing ever so slightly. <<heSays "I want to see.">> <<sheSays "Are you sick or what?">> I had no answer to that. Usually I was appalled by any form of feces. I sometimes had even the urge to vomit from my own urine smell - especially after eating asparagus. Seeing shit made me run away gagging. But the thought of a couple of tiny drops escaping my girlfriend during a tickling session - had me fascinated. I explained this to her... and she incredulously listened. <<sheSays "Ok, it is a fact then... you are a sicko...">> <<heSays "Where did you put it?">> <<sheSays "Don't you dare...">> <<heSays "Ok... I know then...">> <<sheSays "Wait... don't!">> A few seconds later I returned with my trophy. I sat beside her... <<sheSays "Don't... this is nothing you should...">> <<heSays "Aw... don't be silly... you know as well as I do... that we share and taste nearly anything... just let me try this little drop once...">> - interlude - Yes... most things we actually shared, at one time or another. In that respect we were really close. We did not share only the normal stuff, like spit, sweat and the occasional drop of blood. She actually said it quite frequently... she fed on me... meaning milking me for my cum and eagerly consuming it. Same goes for me and any fluids that come out of her vagina. But we also sometimes shared our breath... during long kisses... one of us would relax and breath through the mouth and nose of the other... to accomplish this, one needs some exercise... we discovered it by chance - and long kissing. It creates a very intense private feeling. We would go through the notion... where kissing originated from, mothers feeding small children. Chewing some meal and sharing it from mouth to mouth. We would sometimes do that - again this is such a private thing... you do only with a person you truly love. It gives an unbelievable feeling of closeness and intimacy. I never talked to other couples or people about these topics... but I can't believe that many other people share and live such a close and intimate relation. But perhaps that is just vanity on my part and that I just want our relation to have been so very special. - interlude end - I started smelling the little wet spot... It was so tiny... I didn't smell anything. I carefully put my tongue out... and touched it. Nothing. I put that spot in my mouth and chewed it through... maybe - a tiny little salty? <<sheSays "That is so hot...">> she whispered - totally absorbed in her thoughts... <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Nothing...">> she was blushing again. <<heSays "You like me tasting your pee? Didn't you say you were appalled by this.">> <<sheSays "Yes... I am and I said that. But seeing this... the thought of you tasting me like that... that thought went straight to my vagina... and it is flooding...">> <<heSays "Come...">> I took her hand ... and led her to the bathroom. <<heSays "Pee...">> I pointed to the toilet... <<sheSays "I need not...">> <<heSays "Nonsense - a few drops are always possible">> <<heSays "Pee!">> She stripped and after some time... she reluctantly let a few drops out. <<heSays "Stand up!">> She stood up and grabbed the toilet paper ... <<heSays "Don't - this belongs to me now.">> I knelt... and I licked her ... I can't really believe that there were many traces of urine anywhere. I tasted none and certainly smelled none. But the whole thing was more symbolism than anything else anyway. <<sheSays "I will never pee on you!">> <<heSays "I will puke if you do.">> <<heSays "But this - as a token of my love and devotion to the most wonderful person on earth, I freely give.">> <<sheSays "Just come to bed with me... I need you for something very similar...">> Two orgasms later... she said <<sheSays "I cannot help it... the thought of you kneeling before me... cleaning me like this. Is so sexy... This master and slave fantasy... it connects straight to my libido. Are you sure this is alright with you.">> <<heSays "More than: YES!">> <<sheSays "Then... can... can I use you again... sometime?">> she very hesitatingly asked. <<heSays "Yes... mistress...">> I kissed her.

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[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ I think I was ready. I could recite Pi to the 20th digit, I knew Kirchhoff's circuit laws, and prime numbers up to one thousand. If I concentrated on giving a silent speech about the cold war I could nearly block out all noises around me. Today was my exam day. The exam would be done in two separate ordeals. First Fuck my girl at least five minutes without cumming - and then make her cum. Two hours pause to cool down. Second Let my girl ride me for five minutes - and then let her cum. Naturally - without myself cumming. If I accomplished that - I was certified for the advanced courses... which would - so the course advertisement - lead to 'fuck as long as you want, without cumming'. My teacher would arrive soon. I mentally prepared myself to give my best. <<sheSays "Student?">> <<sheSays "Get up...">> <<sheSays "First we must make sure that the basic conditions are set... as they will be in the real world.">> <<sheSays "Put on this cage.">> I knew this one - this was the 'new' one. <<sheSays "To get the conditions right - you will be ruined twice.">> <<sheSays "We do not have much time - so we will do it with this useful device...">> <<sheSays "Ten seconds should be enough - don't you think?">> This was unexpected and horrific. Ten seconds... that was a horrible fast build up... and the ruin would hit me harder than usual. Usually $girl would tenderly care to me... and it took minutes. She once before tried twenty seconds with the artificial orgasm maker. I was wrecked afterwards. The cage - did not rely on real stimulus - there were electrodes inside - these could deliver even spontaneous orgasms. The build-up time was purely to emulate stimulus... so it could be used with ANY build up time. <<sheSays "Since it would be a waste of good cum - I offer myself up to take care of the fluid.">> She knelt before me - took my cage in her mouth and started the ruin. Ten seconds later my cum oozed in her mouth and I could see how she sucked my cage. <<heSays "No - damn... Noooo Go onnn...">> I took her face in my hand... tried fucking the conveniently near mouth... but I felt nothing... and my cum was oozing out all the while and I could see her sucking and swallowing with an incredible devious and glorious glow in her eyes. <<sheSays "Ok">> - she said after about half a minute... <<sheSays "...the second one now...">> <<heSays "You can't possibly... ohhhmm, ">> She had started the device and in the coming ten seconds my dick was promised all heavens on earth. <<heSays "Nooo - not again - please don't make it stop.... Ahhh">> Again it hit me. I helplessly and desperately fucked $girl's face without feeling anything. But my body could just not believe that a mouth on a penis was not felt... involuntarily I thrust at her again... and again. She all the while sucked my cum - and bloomed under my helpless frustration. She came up to me... and whispered... <<sheSays "My pussy is more than ready now... tell me, why didn't we do it like this before? This was VERY efficient!">> I could offer nothing as a reply - I simply sighed deeply. <<heSays "You are a devious, cruel succubus.">> I lovingly said after some time. <<sheSays "That is true - I am, but I am YOUR devious, cruel succubus.">> She whispered in my ear... and as usual I melted inside, hearing her whisper. <<sheSays "Student!">> <<sheSays "You understand the terms of this examination.">> <<sheSays "At first you fuck your beautiful, horny, dripping wet, sex starved partner.">> <<sheSays "Least fuck time five minutes, after five minutes you must make her cum with your penis.">> <<sheSays "You are forbidden to use any modifications to your trunk, such as numbing creams, penis covers or similar things or any variations thereof.">> <<sheSays "The more your girlfriend enjoys the act - the better the end note will be.">> <<sheSays "Her enjoyment will be measured by the frequency and volume of her moans... additionally the count of her convulsions will be taken into account.">> <<sheSays "Should you cum in the act... you will receive multiple blows to your balls. You will wear the device till removed. You will receive daily kicks in the balls; you will be ruined every hour several times. The punishment has no set termination date - in that case you are at the mercy of your caretaker.">> <<sheSays "If you feel that you may cum - you must withdraw - and stop any stimulus. If need be... slap your balls, it will help break the orgasm.">> <<sheSays "It will not be held against you if you terminate the exam early - you will be examined at some other time again. But you MUST NOT CUM!">> <<sheSays "Everything understood?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "Promise you will break off, if you can't do it.">> she whispered... I knew better than to say anything else but <<heSays "Yes, I promise.">> I whispered back... She positively gleamed... <<sheSays "The exam begins now!">> And with that she lay down before me, enchanting me as so often with the dazzling sight of her exquisite body... legs spread... her eyes begging me to come into her embrace. I crawled up to her... until we were face to face... I slowly entered her... I watched... her eyes grew slightly wider and I could hear a tiny little <<sheSays "Yes">> breath out. This was too much... a bad start... I should already be at "U" or something... it would not end well... looking at her. I drew back... <<heSays "I... I need to start again... one second - sorry.">> <<sheSays "I won't go anywhere ...">> After some seconds ... I had collected my thoughts ... and crawled up to her again. When I knew my dick was in the right position to enter I closed my eyes and started... <<heThinks "Z Y">> <<sheSays "Ahh, this feels so good...">> <<heThinks "XWVU">> <<sheSays "You are so hard... hitting the right spots... Hmmm.. yes... ">> She was not going to make this easy for me... <<heThinks "TSRQPONMLK">> She pressed her body against mine... slowly starting to pick up the rhythm with her own hips. <<heThinks "Oh My GOD!">> <<heThinks "Where was I ... JIHGFEDCBA">> <<sheSays "Ohh... yes ... fuck me... ">> <<heThinks "Pi... Pi starts with 3... and then... 1...">> Her tongue entered my mouth... played with mine... all the while I could hear and now feel her soft moans... <<sheSays "hmmm">> <<heThinks "CONCENTRATE: ... 4, and 1 again... 59...">> Her hips moved against mine... one hand around my neck and her tongue still playing with me... the other on my bum... pressing me rhythmically into her... I tried blocking her out completely... the rhythm she set me to with her hand ... was the rhythm I had to produce numbers with... <<heThinks "2">> forward <<heThinks "6">> back <<heThinks "5">> forward <<heThinks "3">> back and so on... this helped... concentrate on the number... keep them in the rhythm ... <<heThinks "3">> forward <<heThinks "8">> back <<heThinks "4">> forward <<heThinks "6">> back <<heThinks "Ohh... 20 digits of Pi ... what is next? Think, THINK!">> <<sheSays "Ohh... yes ...Ahhhh... no... slower... steady stallion... you must not make me cum for two more minutes...">> I heard her say from far away... <<sheSays "You are doing great by the way...">> Easy for her to say... I was out of digits. <<heThinks "How many prime numbers were this... 168 ... yes.">> <<sheSays "hmmm ohhh, you have such a great dick... fuck me...">> <<heThinks "The highes... how my god she feels incredibly...">> <<heThinks "STOP THIS">> <<heThinks "997 - that is the highest...">> <<heThinks "what is the lowest ... easy 2! ">> <<sheSays "Oonn, one minute... yeees... harder - faster... go hmmm on hmmm ">> <<heThinks "Something in the middle... give me something in five.">> <<heThinks "she is so damn hot... my dick a perfect fit...">> <<heThinks "563... yes that is ...">> <<heThinks "757... that is also a very nice number... yes a 7 in front and a 7 in the back... so cute...">> <<sheSays "YEESSS... AHHHH... ">> From far I heard and felt her cum. She drove my dick into her with all the force she could muster and her convulsions were now the rhythm... <<sheSays "AHHHH... fantastic.... hmmm hm">> <<sheSays "Open your eyes.. look at me....">> I opened my eyes and looked at her... her happy face... her body mostly still now, but now and then still involuntarily reared up against mine. Her face still sometimes distorted when a small after wave hit her. <<sheSays "That was sooo great... hmmm">> And with that I needed to rip myself away from her... lest I cum in the last second. Relaxed and gleefully she laughed <<sheSays "I will deduct points because of that...">> ... I also passed the second exam. It was difficult too... but not as the first one. Being in the passive role - it was easier to detach myself. I could fuck her now... without cumming. She made often use of that in the time to come.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ It had been hard work. For him but also for me. We trained... I wanted $boy to be able to fuck me... pure... with his lovely nature dick. Nothing felt better than his fantastic instrument. I loved when he licked me... for hours. His hands could make me cum at any time... strapons were fine... I could look him in the face and fuck him... and cum while looking in his eyes or breathing his breath... But nothing felt like the penis of my man. Pure... uncondomed... I wanted that... For him it was hard... he had been in me... every day... but was never allowed to cum. He had to find things to distract himself with... he had to overcome his own physical sensations, desires and cut back. I also had a hard time... I could not fuck him like I wanted... I always had to watch out for signs that he might get weak. Often I had to break off my ride... just short of my own orgasm... only because he would not be able to hold on. On the one hand it was flattering... that his body reacted so easily on mine... but... I forcefully edged myself on him a couple of times... and I hated that. When I am horny... I want to cum. Not later... I do not want to wait... I always want to cum straight away... as fast as I can. My body is able to go on right after an orgasm... There is absolutely no need to wait or edge me. Thus I am not used to it, I don't want to get used to it... I need it nice and easy... sex... cum... sex... cum... sex... cum... no edge, no need to hold back... But I had the end goal in mind... and that helped a lot... Yes... I sometimes had not been easy on him... my mood deterioted fast... when I was denied or edged... But after the ordeal I made him satisfy me a couple of times... so the edge was quickly taken care of. The end goal... him being able to fuck me to my own orgasms... and him not cumming... was so sweet... so sexy... so "Hngggrrr"... I wanted it. My personal human dildo... that I could use whenever I wanted... getting bodily satisfaction... and keeping him in denial... I loved... loved... loved that thought... Then the first stage of our training was over... and on a successful exam I would promote him to second level... The end game would be... him fucking me for as long as I wanted... and him not cumming... and me... well... cumming again and again... Hmmm... I got so wet when I thought about it... We trained a lot... and today was exam day. It would be done in two separate ordeals. First He was to fuck me for over five minutes... made me cum afterwards... and not cum himself... Two hours pause to cool down. Second I wanted to ride him for five minutes - and then I would make me cum on him... naturally without any sperm shootout... If he accomplished both - he would be certified for the advanced courses... ... There he was... waiting for me... waiting to fuck me... I loved it... he loved it... But first I had to get the conditions right... for the exam to be valid... my pet had to be horny... very horny... only if he was able to pull it through in his horniest state - the human dildo condition could be perfected... <<sheSays "Student?">> <<sheSays "Get up...">> <<sheSays "First we must make sure that the basic conditions are set... as they will be in the real world.">> <<sheSays "Put on this cage.">> that was the 'new' one. <<sheSays "To get the conditions right - you will be ruined twice.">> <<sheSays "We do not have much time - so we will do it with this useful device...">> <<sheSays "Ten seconds should be enough - don't you think?">> I knew - ten seconds were cruel - perhaps even a bit beyond cruel... ...it was a horrible fast build up... and the ruin would hit him hard. Usually I would tenderly care for him... and it took minutes. I had once before tried twenty seconds with the artificial orgasm maker. He was wrecked afterwards. The cage - did not rely on real stimulus - there were electrodes inside - these could deliver even spontaneous orgasms. The build-up time was purely to emulate stimulus... so it could be used with ANY build up time. <<sheSays "Since it would be a waste of good cum - I offer myself up to take care of the fluid.">> I knelt before him - took his cage in my mouth and started the ruin. Ten seconds later his delicious cum oozed in my mouth and I couldn't help myself... I additionally sucked on the cage to get more out of him... with not much success though... <<heSays "No - damn... Noooo Go onnn...">> He took my face in his hand... tried fucking the conveniently near mouth... but he could not have felt anything... his cum was oozing out all the while and he could see me sucking and swallowing. I loved this... my helpless male... being forced to give me his cum... and not feeling the release himself. His girl around his cock... he not even feeling my mouth... <<sheThinks "Oh my helpless little male... my lovely sex slave... I will milk you so much more in the future... and I'll suck you dry... again and again...">> <<sheSays "Ok">> - she said after about half a minute... <<sheSays "...the second one now...">> <<heSays "You can't possibly... ohhhmm, ">> I started the device and in the next ten seconds, I saw how much he relished the feelings the device provided.... <<heSays "Nooo - not again - please don't make it stop.... Ahhh">> He helplessly and desperately fucked my face without feeling anything himself. I think it was not even a conscious action. His body could just not believe that a mouth on his dick could not be felt... involuntarily he thrust at me.... I all the while sucked his cum - and I delighted in his helpless frustration... and the wonderful taste of his cum... I moved up... and whispered... <<sheSays "My pussy is more than ready now... tell me, why didn't we do it like this before? This was VERY efficient!">> He didn't say anything... - simply sighed deeply. <<heSays "You are a devious, cruel succubus.">> He lovingly said after some time. <<sheSays "That is true - I am, but I am YOUR devious, cruel succubus.">> I whispered in his ear... ...and I saw how he melted inside, hearing my whisper... I just loved him... so much... <<sheSays "Student!">> <<sheSays "You understand the terms of this examination.">> <<sheSays "At first you fuck your beautiful, horny, dripping wet, sex starved partner.">> <<sheSays "Least fuck time five minutes, after five minutes you must make her cum with your penis.">> <<sheSays "You are forbidden to use any modifications to your trunk, such as numbing creams, penis covers or similar things or any variations thereof.">> <<sheSays "The more your girlfriend enjoys the act - the better the end note will be.">> <<sheSays "Her enjoyment will be measured by the frequency and volume of her moans... additionally the count of her convulsions will be taken into account.">> <<sheSays "Should you cum in the act... you will receive multiple blows to your balls. You will wear the device till removed. You will receive daily kicks in the balls; you will be ruined every hour several times. The punishment has no set termination date - in that case you are at the mercy of your caretaker.">> <<sheSays "If you feel that you may cum - you must withdraw - and stop any stimulus. If need be... slap your balls, it will help break the orgasm.">> <<sheSays "It will not be held against you if you terminate the exam early - you will be examined at some other time again. But you MUST NOT CUM!">> <<sheSays "Everything understood?">> <<heSays "Yes.">> <<sheSays "Promise you will break off, if you can't do it.">> I whispered... I could not help it... this was still my utter priority... he must not cum... I am the girl... cumming is for me only... I need his desperation... oh and I needed his dick... I wanted it... <<heSays "Yes, I promise.">> He just whispered back... I could not help but display a joyful smile, he would do anything for me... as would I for him... <<sheSays "The exam begins now!">> And with that I lay myself down before him... opened my legs... and invited him... I put all my desire for him in my expression... it was no play... I wanted him... I wanted his dick... I wanted him to fuck me... I wanted to cum from his dick... my lovely human dildo... would fuck me... for at least five minutes... and I would cum so good... he would make me cum... I would have to hold back a couple of minutes to reach the set time minimum... that would not be easy... but I was willing to postpone my orgasm this time... the exam... and the certainty... that he was able to withhold his orgasm for me... was even more important... than to cum a few minutes earlier - especially... when I was too feel my dick in me the whole time... He crawled up to me... until we were face to face... he slowly entered me... he watched me... <<sheSays "Yes">> I breathed out. This was too much for my pet... my whispered moan - when he entered... He drew back... <<heSays "I... I need to start again... one sec - sorry.">> <<sheSays "I won't go anywhere ...">> After some seconds... he had collected his thoughts ... and crawled up to me again. He closed his eyes... and carefully entered me again... and my dildo began to move inside me... I loved this... ... <<sheSays "Ahh, this feels so good...">> <<sheThinks "I could see how much he concentrated on not feeling me... it was so hard for him... I knew... but he was my pet... he was to endure... and make me cum...">> ... <<sheSays "You are so hard... hitting the right spots... Hmmm.. yes... ">> I was not going to make it easy for him... ... I pressed my body against his... I slowly started to pick up the rhythm with my hips. <<heThinks "Oh My GOD!">> ... <<sheSays "Ohh... yes ... fuck me... ">> I could see his face distorting... My tongue entered his mouth... I played with him... all the while I involuntarily kept moaning... <<sheSays "hmmm">> ... I moved my hips against his... one hand around his neck and my tongue still playing with him... the other hand on his bum... pressing him rhythmically into me... He felt so good in me... I wanted more... feel him more... deeper... his godly dick in me... I kept the rhythm going... ... We fucked... and I had a hard time not to cum and scream out my bliss... just a little more... I was torn... I wanted to cum... so much... now... but he felt so good in me... I wanted to continue to feel his cock... and the exam... had to finish... ... <<sheSays "Ohh... yes ...Ahhhh... no... slower... steady stallion... you must not make me cum for two more minutes...">> ... I can't say for sure he even heard me... he was so far away now... shutting me out... ... <<sheSays "You are doing great by the way...">> ... <<sheSays "hmmm ohhh, you have such a great dick... fuck me...">> <<sheThinks "Yes... oh fuck me... yes... like that... keep going... fuck... fuck... I love this... fuck... my love... my man... fuck yes...">> ... <<sheSays "Oonn, one minute... yeees... harder - faster... go hmmm on hmmm ">> .... <<sheSays "YEESSS... AHHHH... ">> Finally I could let go... with a glimpse I saw the clock... he had done it... he fucked me... more than five minutes... and finally I could let loose... My body went crazy with my orgasm... and I was a bundle of lust and spasms and convulsions and moans... ... <<sheSays "AHHHH... fantastic.... hmmm hm">> ... <<sheSays "Open your eyes.. look at me....">> ... He opened his eyes and looked at me... saw me... my body mostly still now, but now and then still involuntarily reared up against his. <<sheSays "That was sooo great... hmmm">> And with that he yanked himself out of me... lest he cum in the last second. I was so relaxed and gleefully I laughed <<sheSays "I will deduct points because of that...">> ... He also passed the second exam. It was difficult for him too... but not as the first one. Being in the passive role - it was easier to detach himself - so he said. He could fuck me now... without cumming. I would make use of this so damn often in the future... I would cum from his dick... and in my orgasm bliss... I would watch his face above me... and additionally to my bodily pleasure... I would see his direct denial... as I forbade him to cum... he was allowed to watch my bliss... but not to feel it himself... I loved my human dildo...

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[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Angle day 1 <<sheSays "Good morning - sleepyhead, finally awake?">> I took a glimpse at the clock... <<heSays "Uhm, you know it is still early - don't you...">> <<sheSays "I have been awake for several minutes already...">> <<sheSays "I watched my boyfriend... and ensured he would have a boner upon waking.">> I sure did... her hand was playing with me... rhythmically pressuring me... and pumping blood into my dick. <<sheSays "What do you think... can you concentrate already?">> <<heSays "Passive or active...">> I enquired... <<sheSays "Passive for you is just fine - I want to play with you... ">> <<heSays "I think that will be ok... passive is in every respect easier going for me...">> I grinned. We had been training quite a lot ... it was not, that she didn't turn me on any more... if I - or she - wanted to, I could cum in a few seconds. But I actually had now pretty tight control over my dick. Detachment, concentrating on other things... relaxing deeply as not to additional pump blood into it... etc. ... there were different techniques I could use. <<sheSays "Don't overdo it! I still want to feel your desire... I don't want to fuck a lifeless dummy!">> She climbed on top... and started to lower herself... <<heSays "I'll help you...">> as I reached to guide my penis into her... <<sheSays "I am fine... you just want to get your hands on the good stuff...">> <<heSays "That is true... you know it... and you love it...">> as I gently thrust my penis into her... and got my hand wet at the same time. <<sheSays "Hmmm there you are... and now stop moving...">> She grabbed my hand... and licked my fingers clean... <<heSays "Hey...">> I protested... She then kissed me and stuck her tongue into me... sharing her taste... I passionately kissed her back and our tongues battled a tiny battle of dominance... All the while her hips started moving... <<sheSays "You feel so damn good in me...">> She followed up with half a minute of frantic fucking... then lowered her face again to me as she lay nearly completely still - I could only notice the slightest of hip movement. She looked straight into my eyes as she whispered. <<sheSays "I... will... cum... NOWWWW... hmmmm ohhhh mmmmm">> She kept very quiet... I heard her soft moans on top of me. She did not move except the little spasms in her vagina... softly massaging my penis. <<sheSays "sooo... good....">> her head now beside mine... I heard her excited breathing... and the occasional <<sheSays "hmmm... hmmm">> After a couple of minutes of her catching her breath and enjoying every last moment of her orgasm... she lifted her head slightly. <<sheSays "I ...">> she started... but instead ... just kissed me again. <<sheSays "You are still rock hard in me... ">> <<heSays "You did not give me any reason to shrink...">> <<sheSays "Can... I just lie here a little longer... I always love having you inside me. ">> <<sheSays "Do you remember? When I was so frightened of your penis... that I would not even touch it? What a silly me, I have been.">> <<heSays "You needed your time...">> <<sheSays "... and you gave me that time - hadn't you been considerate enough... we wouldn't be here now... You are great, you know that?">> <<sheSays "Would you like to prove, how great you are...?">> <<heSays "Sure...">> <<sheSays "... then throw me on my back and fuck me till I cum again...">> This was a little harder than I thought... but I managed it... Her orgasm was much louder than the last one... perhaps not better - but outwardly much louder and passionate. When I finally withdrew... she immediately grabbed my cock... formed a ring with her thumb and forefinger and with that ring wiped all her juices from me... and offered it to me. <<sheSays "With love from my pussy... ">> I eagerly sucked her fingers clean. <<sheSays "I love it... that you are so into me.">> - Later that day I started to go downstairs... I heard $girl in the bathroom... I could not help myself... I asked <<heSays "One?">>, <<sheSays "Yes!">> We didn't do that often... but that day... probably because of the great beginning... I felt particularly devoted... I entered... and lied on the floor. After she finished her business... she came over. <<sheSays "Hey sicko, you want to do the clean up?">> I eagerly nodded... and she sat on my face. It took me one second to clean up something that could not be seen, tasted or smelled in any way ... she said... <<sheSays "Go on... since you already started... we might use the time and position...">> I licked her to one of her amazing lustful orgasms. All the while she was holding my erect penis in her hand. While cumming... she massaged it intensely... I could barely hold myself. But I made it. - In the afternoon... as I was sitting in front of my computer $girl came up to me... opened my pants and removed them... sat me down again and climbed on top of me. <<sheSays "I don't know what it is with this day - I am so horny.">> She fucked me a couple of minutes... came... and would be gone again. Half an hour later... the same... After her cumming again... I held on to her and asked: <<heSays "Are you reading your literature again?">> <<sheSays "No... I am baking a cake... you know your mum's birthday is coming up... why?">> <<heSays "I have seldom seen you so 'randomly' horny...">> <<sheSays "Haha... yes I know... I am dreamy today, you know I kneaded the dough for the cake - and ... like seeing things in the clouds sometimes... I somehow saw a penis in the dough... and then I couldn't get that penis out of my head... and suddenly I wanted a penis... not in my head but... and one thing led to another... and if I keep babbling about dicks... I will ride you again... I must be going.">> She stood up and left. I could not help but grin very happily. Half an hour later... she opened the door... I looked at her... got up... removed her pants and started licking her and... a few minutes later she came again. As she put her pants on she said... <<sheSays "Hm ... yes... I just wanted to tell you, your parents came home...">> <<sheSays "But this was nice too!">> - For the evening we had nothing special planned. <<sheSays "Anything particular you would like to do?">> <<heSays "Not really - I am not in the mood to go out... anything else is ok with me.">> <<sheSays "Movie?">> <<heSays "Fine.">> <<sheSays "Scrabble?">> <<heSays "Sure.">> I always win, it is not really much fun for her. <<sheSays "Sex?">> <<heSays "Always - do you have to ask? Being denied has for you the advantage that I always want you!">> <<heSays "What about you? You also had your fair share today already.">> <<sheSays "I am a Succubus... remember? I looked it up... we feed on semen and seduce men.">> <<sheSays "I have not been fed yet - and I have nothing against you trying your best to sex me up again">> <<heSays "Give me a little heads up ... do I have to apologize to my balls beforehand?">> <<sheSays "I don't know... let's go with the flow.">> <<sheSays "I never said 'I am sorry' to your balls - you think they would like that?">> <<heSays "Hm... they are pretty afraid of you... Most of the time they prefer to hide from you.">> <<sheSays "Awww. WHERE?">> We were both naked by now. <<sheSays "Do you know the term 'pussy worship' ">> <<heSays "Might have heard it ... what is it exactly - from the sound of it... I definitely worship yours...">> She positively gleamed. <<sheSays "Here... let me read you this:">> <<grayText " 'Pussy worship' is a colloquial term that typically refers to a sexual practice or fetish involving a particular fascination, admiration, or reverence for the female genitalia, commonly known as the vagina. It often involves acts of oral sex, cunnilingus, or other activities that focus on pleasuring and honouring the vagina. The term is used to express a deep appreciation and desire for the female sexual organ, emphasizing its beauty, power, and the pleasure it can provide.">> <<heSays "Then I DEFENITLY am your pussy worshipper, although I think I would like to enhance that wording. I am totally and utterly devoted to your pussy. I am your 'pussy devotee' then.">> <<sheSays "Really? Show me!">> <<heSays "I showed you already several times today - you know? But I am also happy to oblige... as it is a true devotee's holy duty.">> She opened her legs to me... and I went down immediately. I kissed, licked, sucked... entered... till I heard her moan again... and I saw her body tremble... she locked my face onto my object of devotion... and I was in heaven. <<heSays "Is there such a term as 'penis worship' ">> <<sheSays "Yes, actually there is, it is called 'cock worship' ...">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "You really want me to say it?">> <<heSays "no">> I lied... <<sheSays "Ok, ok... looking at the definition above... I am your 'cock worshipper' minus the orgasm part... ">> <<heSays "that's true... - but you don't know what you are missing out on!">> <<sheSays "Now ... don't you start begging for mercy... ">> <<sheSays "You would not be able to fully fulfil your devotee part... if I let you cum.">> <<heSays "that too is true...">> <<sheSays "All this talk... devotee... go on... devote... now!">> Since I was still conveniently placed between her legs... I started on her again. After short while... my face was locked again... and then slowly released a little later. <<heSays "You are positively ravenous today - I love it! Do you know what is causing this? Can we set your passionate energy on repeat?">> <<sheSays "Yes - I think I do... but I am not ready to tell you yet.">> <<sheSays "But... you know that I had more than a dozen orgasms in a row multiple times by now. Can't you remember our 'SyncFuck' sessions? Or the times I edged or ruined you hundreds of times in a couple of hours hmmmm - those were the times... thinking about it.... devotee - will you please again show a little devotion?">> Damn... she was dripping wet. I should watch myself... as great as those sessions she mentioned were for her- as terrible they were for me. Although I was proud as hell what she got out of it. I most devotionally licked my girl to her next orgasm. <<heSays "You know... until you know what you want to do with this evening... would you mind if I just stay here where I am... and continue ">> <<sheSays "I don't mind... doesn't it become 'boring' after so many times?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Boring to always lick it?">> <<heSays "WHAT?">> <<heSays "Are you out of ... sorry ... ">> <<heSays "No... never, ever! Do you want me to start a long and trying monologue on why that never is going to happen... even if I would get a chance at a 24/7 routine - or would you just believe me?">> <<heSays "Are you getting tired of the things we do?">> <<heSays "That I made you cum today half a dozen times with my tongue? Would you like to experiment more? Have you anything else in mind?">> <<heSays "Do you want another MAN?">> suddenly I was deeply concerned. <<heSays "Is that what this is about... are you bored with me?">> <<heSays "Is this wonderful orgasmic day ... the last? Are you dumping me?">> Somehow I aggravated myself... I was truly afraid now. <<sheSays "No! - to everything you just said.">> <<sheSays "Kiss my feet!">> I kissed her feet. <<sheSays "Go up... kiss my legs.. my knees and my thighs">> I kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my pussy, my stomach, my navel">> I kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my chest, again... and again...">> I kissed... She rolled over... <<sheSays "Kiss my soles!">> I kissed and she giggled - she was a bit ticklish... <<sheSays "Go up... kiss my legs.. ">> I kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my butt, again... again...">> I kissed... I kept kissing her cute butt, I playfully nibbled it. <<sheSays "Kiss my back and my neck...">> I kissed... I was stuck on her behind... kissing it again and again... she had such a nice firm cheeks.... <<sheSays "Hey!">> <<sheSays "I said: Kiss my back and my neck...">> I sighed and went up and kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my Hair...">> I kissed... She turned over... <<sheSays "Kiss my fingers, my hands, my arms, my shoulder and my ears...">> I kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my eyes, my nose, my cheeks and my forehead...">> I kissed... <<sheSays "Now kiss ME...">> she opened her mouth longing for a kiss. I kissed... <<sheSays "All that you just kissed ... is yours ... it will not be taken away from you!">> <<sheSays "Tell me... do you think you would get tired of me touching your penis?">> <<heSays "Hell no!">>. <<sheSays "Even if I did it several hours a day?">> <<heSays "Definitely not!">> <<sheSays "For weeks and months?">> <<heSays "You can extend the time period for as long as you want - the answer will always be the same - NO FUCKING WAY will I ever get tired of you touching me.">> She very slightly slapped my frightened balls... I hardly felt it... they crawled away nonetheless. <<sheSays "See!">> With that she took my head in her hands... kissed me again... and guided me back to my original position... and I was so grateful to be near her again... and that I was able to continue... She came twice more that evening. If she had set her mind to it... it might still have been more. But it was a very 'quiet' evening, I would even dare say romantic. We cuddled, kissed and talked a lot. Often I would be down there... but often she wanted to 'just' kiss... When I was face to face to her... she always had my cock in her hand. I had a boner the whole night... I just couldn't help it... Late at night... I was lying on my back and her head on my chest... hand around my penis for at least an hour now... always slowly stroking... she fell asleep. I lay there horny as hell, with her tiny hand still firmly around my dick. Once in a while her hand would twitch slightly... as she probably dreamed of something exciting... Finally I also drifted off.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ Angle day 1 I woke up - it was still early... I felt so great! Waking up next to my soul mate... smelling him... feeling the warmth of his body next to me... and his dick in my hand. It was smaller than usual... a certain sign, that he was still asleep. But I knew... I had only to move my fingers a little... and I would have a full grown hard dick in my hand... I moved my fingers... ...and certainly... after a few seconds... I felt him grow... He began to stir... <<sheSays "Good morning - sleepyhead, finally awake?">> <<heSays "Uhm, you know it is still early - don't you...">> <<sheSays "I have been awake for several minutes already...">> <<sheSays "I watched my boyfriend... and ensured he would have a boner upon waking.">> <<sheSays "What do you think... can you concentrate already?">> <<heSays "Passive or active...">> he enquired... <<sheSays "Passive for you is just fine - I want to play with you... ">> <<heSays "I think that will be ok... passive is in every respect easier going for me...">> he grinned. We had been training quite a lot ... it was not, that I didn't turn him on any more... if I - or he - wanted to, he would cum in a few seconds. But he actually had now pretty tight control over his dick. Detachment, concentrating on other things... relaxing deeply as not to additional pump blood into it... etc. ... there were different techniques he could use. It was glorious... I could fuck him any time I wanted... or have me fucked by him... there was no danger of him spilling his semen... just my pussy... getting pleasure... ...not my only my cunt... I as a whole was pleasured... it was the complete man I loved... <<sheSays "Don't overdo it! I still want to feel your desire... I don't want to fuck a lifeless dummy!">> I climbed on top... and started to lower myself... <<heSays "I'll help you...">> he reached down to guide his penis into me... <<sheSays "I am fine... you just want to get your hands on the good stuff...">> <<heSays "That is true... you know it... and you love it...">> he gently thrust his penis into me... and got his hand wet at the same time. <<sheSays "Hmmm there you are... and now stop moving...">> I liked teasing him - I grabbed his hand... and licked his fingers clean... <<heSays "Hey...">> he protested... I shared my taste with him, I kissed him and stuck my tongue into him... sharing my taste... He passionately kissed me back and our tongues battled a tiny battle of dominance... or a battle over my taste... All the while I kept fucking him... his dick in me... felt so damn good... <<sheSays "You feel so damn good in me...">> I then followed up with half a minute of frantic fucking... just feeling him filling me out... with each movement... so hard... so soft... so good... I lowered my face again and lay nearly completely still - only the slightest of hip movement... I was on the edge... actually I was over the edge... in a few seconds... my orgasm would unfold... I looked straight into his eyes and whispered... <<sheSays "I... will... cum... NOWWWW... hmmmm ohhhh mmmmm">> I kept very quiet... only involuntarily softly moaning. I did not consciously move... only spasms of the orgasm in my vagina... and hips... my cunt softly massaging his penis in adoration. <<sheSays "sooo... good....">> I whispered... a little out of breath... <<sheSays "hmmm... hmmm">> I enjoying every moment... <<sheSays "I ...">> I started saying... but thought otherwise and just kept kissing him... <<sheSays "You are still rock hard in me... ">> <<heSays "You did not give me any reason to shrink...">> <<sheSays "Can... I just lie here a little longer... I always love having you inside me. ">> <<sheSays "Do you remember? When I was so frightened of your penis... that I would not even touch it? What a silly me, I have been.">> <<heSays "You needed your time...">> <<sheSays "... and you gave me that time - hadn't you been considerate enough... we wouldn't be here now... You are great, you know that?">> <<sheSays "Would you like to prove, how great you are...?">> <<heSays "Sure...">> <<sheSays "... then throw me on my back and fuck me till I cum again...">> He did not wait a single second. His strong arms easily lifted me up. Weight wise for him I was only a doll... But he certainly did not throw me... as always I was save in his arms... he carefully laid me on my back... Love and adoration was oozing out of him... as he kissed my entire body... and finally my eagerly waiting pussy welcomed his dick again... and as he knew I wanted it... he fucked me... passionately... hard... and fast... and a few seconds in... I groaned in lust... I was so horny again... feeling him... taking me... feeling his passion... knowing he wanted nothing more than me... at the same time... I knew he would in the end restrain himself... and only I would reach my personal heaven... he would stand back again... for me... as I demanded... and he obeyed... My first orgasm had been quiet... the second... not... His desire and passion... triggered my own... and I could not help but to squeal shout, yell in bliss... it was so wonderful to get fucked by my sex mate... When he finally withdrew... I immediately grabbed his cock... formed a ring with my thumb and forefinger and with that ring wiped all my juices from him... and offered it to him. <<sheSays "With love from my pussy... ">> He eagerly sucked my fingers clean. <<sheSays "I love it... that you are so into me.">> - Later that day I was in the bathroom... I heard $boy through the door calling out to me... <<heSays "One?">> I knew why he asked... he was so addicted to me... he wanted to clean me... By now I even loved this aspect of his devotion... I smiled and answered... <<sheSays "Yes!">> It was so sick... having him lick the pee after my business... but at the same time so hot... so devoted... I could not help it... I felt so... so... so appealing, nearly revered. I loved it. <<sheSays "Hey sicko, you want to do the clean up?">> I offered myself... He eagerly nodded... and I sat on his face and let in lap me... <<sheSays "Go on... since you already started... we might use the time and position...">> He licked me to another amazing lustful orgasm. All the while I was holding his erect penis, massaged it intensely... teasing him... making him feel me... but at the same time watching out... lest he tried shooting semen around... - The next day would be the birthday of $boy's mother... and for the occasion I wanted to bake a cake... as I kneaded the dough... my thoughts kept wandering... today started off so nicely... I had already cum a couple of times... but I could not help myself... my thoughts kept circling around sex... his penis... how he felt in me... how he smelled... and somehow... I rolled out the dough... and perhaps due to my lascivious thoughts, I associated the shape with that of a penis... My cunt was throbbing... I needed help... I needed another release... I washed my hands... and went upstairs... $boy was sitting in front of his computer... doing... whatever... it just did not matter at that point... I opened his pants... got my dildo out... climbed him... <<sheSays "I don't know what it is with this day - I am so horny.">> I fucked him a couple of minutes... came... got up... and went to the kitchen to continue my work on the dough... Half an hour later... the same... After I had made me cum a second time on his dick... and was just about to leave... he held me back and asked: <<heSays "Are you reading your literature again?">> <<sheSays "No... I am baking a cake... you know your mum's birthday is coming up... why?">> <<heSays "I have seldom seen you so 'randomly' horny...">> <<sheSays "Haha... yes I know... I am dreamy today, you know I kneaded the dough for the cake - and ... like seeing things in the clouds sometimes... I somehow saw a penis in the dough... and then I couldn't get that penis out of my head... and suddenly I wanted a penis... not in my head but... and one thing led to another... and if I keep babbling about dicks... I will ride you again... I must be going.">> Sometime later his parents arrived... I went upstairs to tell him... When I entered our room... he immediately came over... knelt in front of me... pulled my pants down... and started licking me... That was not what I was here for... but how could I deny my pet his favourite cunt... he licked me a couple of minutes... and I rewarded him for his efforts with a nice orgasm of mine ... While I put my pants back on... <<sheSays "Hm ... yes... I just wanted to tell you, your parents came home...">> <<sheSays "But this was nice too!">> - For the evening we had nothing special planned. <<sheSays "Anything particular you would like to do?">> <<heSays "Not really - I am not in the mood to go out... anything else is ok with me.">> <<sheSays "Movie?">> <<heSays "Fine.">> <<sheSays "Scrabble?">> <<heSays "Sure.">> He always wins, it is not really much fun for me. I am Ok with words... but the strategic aspect... sometimes escapes me... I usually do only one word... and he has a knack of doing mostly at least two words... <<sheSays "Sex?">> <<heSays "Always - do you have to ask? Being denied has for you the advantage that I always want you!">> <<heSays "What about you? You also had your fair share today already.">> <<sheSays "I am a Succubus... remember? I looked it up... we feed on semen and seduce men.">> <<sheSays "I have not been fed yet - and I have nothing against you trying your best to sex me up again">> <<heSays "Give me a little heads up ... do I have to apologize to my balls beforehand?">> <<sheSays "I don't know... let's go with the flow.">> <<sheSays "I never said 'I am sorry' to your balls - you think they would like that?">> <<heSays "Hm... they are pretty afraid of you... Most of the time they prefer to hide from you.">> <<sheSays "Awww. WHERE?">> We were both naked by now. I had indeed been reading again... <<sheSays "Do you know the term 'pussy worship' ">> <<heSays "Might have heard it ... what is it exactly - from the sound of it... I definitely worship yours...">> I smiled in appreciation... <<sheSays "Here... let me read you this:">> <<grayText " 'Pussy worship' is a colloquial term that typically refers to a sexual practice or fetish involving a particular fascination, admiration, or reverence for the female genitalia, commonly known as the vagina. It often involves acts of oral sex, cunnilingus, or other activities that focus on pleasuring and honouring the vagina. The term is used to express a deep appreciation and desire for the female sexual organ, emphasizing its beauty, power, and the pleasure it can provide.">> <<heSays "Then I DEFENITLY am your pussy worshipper, although I think I would like to enhance that wording. I am totally and utterly devoted to your pussy. I am your 'pussy devotee' then.">> <<sheSays "Really? Show me!">> <<heSays "I showed you already several times today - you know? But I am also happy to oblige... as it is a true devotee's holy duty.">> I wanted him... again... naturally... I opened my legs to him... and he went down immediately. He kissed, licked, sucked... entered... till I could not help but to moan again... my body trembling... I locked his face... made sure it could not escape my pussy... <<heSays "Is there such a term as 'penis worship' ">> <<sheSays "Yes, actually there is, it is called 'cock worship' ...">> <<heSays "and?">> <<sheSays "You really want me to say it?">> <<heSays "no">> He lied... <<sheSays "Ok, ok... looking at the definition above... I am your 'cock worshipper' minus the orgasm part... ">> <<heSays "that's true... - but you don't know what you are missing out on!">> <<sheSays "Now ... don't you start begging for mercy... ">> <<sheSays "You would not be able to fully fulfil your devotee part... if I let you cum.">> <<heSays "that too is true...">> <<sheSays "All this talk... devotee... go on... devote... now!">> He was still conveniently placed between my legs... so he started on me again. After short while... I locked his face... and then slowly released it a little later. I knew he worshipped my pussy. He was not acting... he was not trying to please me by acting... he DID worship my pussy... and I loved it. To him my cunt was the greatest thing on earth. If I wanted to reward him... the best thing I could do for him - was to open my pants... it truly and honestly was the greatest reward he could get... and I was willing to reward him as often as I could... <<heSays "You are positively ravenous today - I love it! Do you know what is causing this? Can we set your passionate energy on repeat?">> <<sheSays "Yes - I think I do... but I am not ready to tell you yet.">> <<sheSays "But... you know that I had more than a dozen orgasms in a row multiple times by now. Can't you remember our 'SyncFuck' sessions? Or the times I edged or ruined you hundreds of times in a couple of hours hmmmm - those were the times... thinking about it.... devotee - will you please again show a little devotion?">> Thinking and talking about it - made me dripping wet. He most devotionally licked me to my next orgasm. <<heSays "You know... until you know what you want to do with this evening... would you mind if I just stay here where I am... and continue...">> <<sheSays "I don't mind... doesn't it become 'boring' after so many times?">> <<heSays "What?">> <<sheSays "Boring to always lick it?">> <<heSays "WHAT?">> <<heSays "Are you out of ... sorry ... ">> <<heSays "No... never, ever! Do you want me to start a long and trying monologue on why that never is going to happen... even if I would get a chance at a 24/7 routine - or would you just believe me?">> <<heSays "Are you getting tired of the things we do?">> <<heSays "That I made you cum today half a dozen times with my tongue? Would you like to experiment more? Have you anything else in mind?">> <<heSays "Do you want another MAN?">> he sounded deeply concerned. <<heSays "Is that what this is about... are you bored with me?">> <<heSays "Is this wonderful orgasmic day ... the last? Are you dumping me?">> Somehow he was getting nervous - aggravated.... <<sheSays "No! - to everything you just said.">> <<sheSays "Kiss my feet!">> he kissed my feet. <<sheSays "Go up... kiss my legs.. my knees and my thighs">> he kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my pussy, my stomach, my navel">> he kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my chest, again... and again...">> he kissed... I rolled over... <<sheSays "Kiss my soles!">> he kissed and I giggled - I was a bit ticklish... <<sheSays "Go up... kiss my legs.. ">> he kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my butt...">> he kissed... He kept kissing my butt, playfully nibbling it. <<sheSays "Kiss my back and my neck...">> he kissed... He kept kissing my butt... ...he could not make himself move on... I loved it... he was so my pet... <<sheSays "Hey!">> <<sheSays "I said: Kiss my back and my neck...">> he sighed and went up and kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my Hair...">> he kissed... I turned over... <<sheSays "Kiss my fingers, my hands, my arms, my shoulder and my ears...">> he kissed... <<sheSays "Kiss my eyes, my nose, my cheeks and my forehead...">> he kissed... <<sheSays "Now kiss ME...">> I opened my mouth longing for a kiss. He kissed... <<sheSays "All that you just kissed ... is yours ... it will not be taken away from you!">> <<sheSays "Tell me... do you think you would get tired of me touching your penis?">> <<heSays "Hell no!">>. <<sheSays "Even if I did it several hours a day?">> <<heSays "Definitely not!">> <<sheSays "For weeks and months?">> <<heSays "You can extend the time period for as long as you want - the answer will always be the same - NO FUCKING WAY will I ever get tired of you touching me.">> I very slightly slapped his frightened balls... he dared to say "fuck" again... stupid lovely pet... <<sheSays "See!">> With that I took his head in my hands... kissed him again... and then guided him back to his original position... he shouldn't leave my pussy alone for too long... really... I came twice more that evening. I probably could have cum still more often... but I also liked cuddling... sometimes even only a dozen orgasms a day are enough to feel appreciated... loved... It was a very 'quiet' evening, I would even dare say romantic. We cuddled, kissed and talked a lot. Often he would be down there... but often I wanted to 'just' kiss... When we were face to face... I always kept his cock in my hand and he had a boner the whole night... how could he not... when his sex mate played with his denied cock... Late at night... my head on his chest... my hand around his penis... always slowly stroking... I fell asleep. I guess he lay there awake a little longer... horny as hell, with my delicate hand still firmly around his dick. I loved feeling my man... it made me feel save knowing he was so near... and his boner also only a slight squeeze away... When I needed him in the night... I just had to roll over... and I was able to ride him...

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[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ Devil day 1 Yesterday had been an "angle day" - a day where I did not do anything "bad" to $boy. I did not hurt him, played no cruel games... Ok... I did not let him cum - but other than that - it was a harmonic day. We felt very close... it was a day of love. Today would be different... today would be a devil day. Today I would let my devil out... and let it play with $boy. I hoped to satisfy my devil - so it would leave me alone. If not forever - then for a long time. $boy would not be happy - but for me... he would endure. For me... well... I would probably strive in his pain... and I would have orgasms... unparalleled sexy... devil-orgasms... I would start with breakfast... my own breakfast... precious... delightful proteins... provided by my pet. He would give me all that he had produced yesterday... I would milk him dry... and feed... lovely delicious white cum... directly... fresh and warm into my mouth... A helpless twitching desperate man on the other end of the dick I was feeding from... a double feast... cum and desperation... so yummy! I went down on my man... he was still sleeping... he would wake up with the wonderful feeling of my mouth sucking his dick... he would love it... and I would ruin him... then I would love it... listening to his pleas... making him suffer... as his milk dripped into my mouth... He woke up... slowly... he greeted me... by gently stroking my head... I knew he would now relax... and just feel me... I sucked his beautiful hard dick... I loved sucking him... loved having his cock in me... I knew what $boy loved most... I made sure... that he enjoyed this... One thing was, that I loved making him feel good... but the devil side also knew... that his "fall" to desperation would be much deeper... if he felt all the bliss I could give him... yes... I was a little devil... and a succubus... I suddenly threw the blanked away and jumped up to him... <<heSays "NO, I thought... noo!">> his hand itched towards his dick ... but was at once held tightly by me... <<sheSays "STOP! I didn't get anything out of you yesterday... today will be different.">> His hips moved... fucking empty air and his cum dripped down in a helpless, joyless stream. <<sheSays "Can you just stop your helpless non orgasmic wiggles... I want my stuff now...">> I went down, sucked the small poodle of cum... <<sheSays "This is mine...">> <<sheSays "and this also...">> and I sucked his dick clean. He was so tasty... and is desperate reaction... so sweet... my cunt started throbbing... when I heard his cry... <<sheSays "I see... after yesterday you seem to think... I will show mercy on you... not today... WAIT!">> I climbed out of the bed and got the handcuffs. <<sheSays "Stretch your arms out!">> I fastened the cuffs, one on each hand and a rope through each and under the bed. His hands each lay on the left and right edge of the bed - he was helpless and could not move them. He lay on his back. I put shackles on his feet. And lastly I fastened a rope around his knees... under the bed and on the other knee - same procedure as with the cuffs. I drew the rope so that his legs were spread wide and knotted it tight. My victim now lay helplessly before me. I could do with him whatever I desired... and I would... He was so helpless - arms spread, feet shackled and legs spread wide. He could perhaps wiggle a little bit up and down, but that was about it... He looked alarmed... I did not care... he was mine... now more than ever. I sat behind him, a cushion in my back... placed my legs beside him and drew him back onto me and whispered: <<sheSays "Now that you are helpless I will relieve you of your delicious cum... without further hindrance...">> I grabbed his dick and started to stroke it. <<heSays "This is actually very nice!">> <<sheSays "Wait...">> I whispered... Soon he would be ready again... my little cum maker... would soon make a delivery again... <<sheSays "I got you... don't worry your cum will not go to waste.">> I ruined him again... He so nicely wiggled in his constraints. <<sheSays "Stop moving... or your balls will be sorry!">> I whispered softly and very matter of fact. Helpless and desperate... he struggled a little... and whined... <<heSays "nooo">> <<sheSays "Yesss - feel it">> I hissed. <<sheSays "Feel the loss and remember what you will never feel again.">> <<sheSays "Your cock is mine - alone... and for my own pleasure I will make you suffer.">> With that I scooped up the few tiny drops of cum that had dripped down... and swallowed greedily. <<sheSays "I know your cock is now completely useless, as it cannot provide cum anymore.">> <<sheSays "I will do you a favour and give it some purpose... it will give me pleasure while reminding you... that you cannot even produce cum.">> I waited a little time, till his cock quieted down. Then squeezed it in the ruining cage. I put on my rubber underwear with the second cock in it. I returned to my position ...and drew him back onto me... <<sheSays "I will give you a present...">> <<sheSays "... one orgasm of mine... with your device switched off ...">> <<sheSays "... to remind you... what you will never feel again...">> I switched his twin on... and felt it at work immediately... nothing like his actual godly cock... but nice enough for now... and I could tease him with it... I kept whispering... <<sheSays "Hmm ... it is pumping me now ...">> <<sheSays "ohh...now the clit vibration set in ...">> I grew ever more excited, my breathing changed... and little sighs escaped me... <<sheSays "Hmm... oooh yeee... hmmm.">> Not long after... <<sheSays "Ahhhhh...">> I let out a loud moan... and my whole body trembled in orgasmic sensation... and I made sure $boy felt my orgasm... as my arms and legs from behind were around him... <<sheSays "Ahhh hmmmm it ohhh, doesn't ... hmm end... aaaahhh...">> I was so randy... and only very slowly the shaking subsided... <<sheSays "hmmm the first... don't worry... you'll fast get me going again...">> I really wanted my pet to suffer today... I knew how much he "enjoyed" being ruined... especially when he was dry already... and suffer he would... and I would love it... and cum... and then I would have some orgasms... and then cum some more... While he would be ruined... dozens of times... and then more... I took out the control for his cage and set the setting directly in front of his eyes... He would tremble in fear... even before we started... when he realized what I had planned... <<sheSays "Do you remember your exam? That was some exciting setting... ">> Ten seconds appeared on the device and I confirmed it. I felt the horror creep up inside him... <<heSays "Please don't - that is terrible I ... I please! I will be a trembling mess... please anything else!">> Just what I suspected... the apprehension building up fast... yes my lovely pet... you certainly WILL be a trembling mess... my trembling mess... I will also tremble... in orgasmic bliss... <<sheSays "Awww... you will not die from it ... repeat... endless confirm yes... I don't want to adjust the setting every few minutes ">> <<heSays "MINUTES?? Please have mercy... stop this... I am ...">> <<sheSays "You are boring... wait...">> Oh this complaining... it would distract me from my pleasure... I had to shut up my pet... I got up ... and a short time later I came back with a piece of cloth in one hand - and gaffer tape in the other... <<sheSays "I don't want to be disturbed by your stupid pleas all the time...">> <<heSays "What No hmghrr!">> I put the cloth in his mouth and secured it with the tape. <<heSays "HHMGG! HHAMhH!!">> <<sheSays "Yes, yes... those were my dirty undies from yesterday by the way... and since I know how you like my pee... I wet them a little... so... enjoy the taste - SLAVE!">> He wiggled and tried screaming - to no avail. <<sheSays "So... where were we... ah yes... 10 seconds, endless repeat and ruin...">> <<heSays "N NN NN!!!">> he kept shaking his head and wiggled in panic in his diverse constrains. <<sheSays "And Go!">> I relaxed... switched my twin cock on... leaned back... and let it massage my cunt and clit... After about ten seconds... I heard a muffled groan from my slave... as he was ruined a first time... his body twitching nicely... I could feel him trembling... as his orgasm escaped him... his dick trying to trickle out milk... that was not even available any more... I felt so good... so powerful... and my vagina was having a blast... ten seconds later... my pet again... gave me a little power surge... as I felt his desperation grow... so good... so damn good... I felt his torment in my arms... while I was pleased by his dick... He trembled in terror... tried wiggling and screaming... but he was held secure by my bindings. He was totally at my mercy... and mercy I had none... he was to suffer while I was to have delight... even his desperate screams muffled as they were... enhanced my own sensation more than they were disturbing... It could not have been more than six of seven of his trembling attempts to cum... when I had my first own orgasm... <<sheSays "That is so hot...">> I whispered in ecstasy <<sheSays "Hmmm I'm cumming... ... you see... this is cumming... not what you do there... hmmm ahhhh so good... one">> <<sheSays "LOOK at me slave... I want to see your ruins">> With that I turned his head towards me... and another ruin hit... he screamed helplessly: <<heSays "NNNN STP THSSSSS!!!">> He trembled again and was still helplessly shaking. <<sheSays "Hmmm yes... dear.... show me... ">> ...another ruin period passed... and he heaved up again... helpless against the agony that hit him again ... and again. <<sheSays "ahhhh so good... yeesss two">> I had my second orgasm... after not too much time... this whole setup was so hot... and the orgasms... so good... feeling my slave's misery... amplified my pleasure... As he trembled in his orgasmic fails... I trembled too - in pure bliss. I adjusted my device... <<sheSays "Faster... deeper... Hmmmm uuuuuh yes...">> ... I kept cumming and cumming... $boy with his never ending ruins... made me so hot, so orgasmic... I already had more than ten orgasms... but I knew I would be able to go much further... I was in perpetual arousal... never far away from my next orgasm... and my little puppet kept on being tormented... kept on trembling with denial and ruins... For some reason... he stopped groaning and struggling... but I could still feel each of his ruins... as his body... still heaved in desperation... and provided me with sadistic pleasure and fed my lust... <<sheSays "Hmmmm... fuck yes... ahhh this is getting better .... AHH. twelve">> Some time ago... I had felt some tears... dripping down from my slaves face... When I realized what it was... I had an instant orgasm... my puppet... my slave was crying in desperation... that was so considerate of him...providing me with the extra orgasmic incentive... But his tears had run dry again... I wondered what he would next surprise me with... for now I just revelled in his continued desperate trembles... every twenty seconds or so... this was so hot... Somehow I thought about time... we probably had been doing this for an hour now? ... and that gave me an instant orgasm again... he had been ruined a few hundred times now... oh... damn... hot hot hot... so hot... <<sheSays "Hmmm again... Ahhh, yes .... AHH thirteen">> Yes... puppet... dance to my strings... another ruin for you... and another... only a few hundred more... and I might be satiated... Tremble... give me your misery... I want to feel it... ... <<sheSays "Dammnnn yes... ahhhh hmmmm .... fifteen">> After my fifteenth orgasms... I decided I needed a pause... it was a little bit strenuous... to cum that often... I needed something to drink... and perhaps a sandwich... $boy hung in his shackles... and did not move... saliva was dripping from his mouth... and he appeared to be not reacting to me... or the environment in general... <<sheSays "I am getting hungry... perhaps we should pause a little...">> I switched his cage off, removed the shackles and the gag. He did not move. <<sheSays "Slave...">> <<sheSays "SLAVE!">> He did not react in any way... kept laying there... . <<sheSays "Damn... don't be such a weakling - man up and meet me downstairs for some food. It is early in the morning and we just started... you don't think I am done with you already?">> <<sheSays "If you are not up in a minute I'll make you get up - I promise!">> I went downstairs... made myself a cup of coffee... and ate a cheese sandwich... A few minutes later I re-entered our room. He had not moved at all, he still lay where I left him. His eyes open and staring in the emptiness... <<sheSays "CUT!" >> I had to break off the Devils Day. It seemed... a couple of hundred ruins were too much for $boy. Damn... I had planned the whole day. But now $boy was more important... after the official "cut" - I snapped myself out of devils mode... Somehow... I only now could see and realize the state $boy was in... He needed me! He needed my love... my care! I had to show him that I still loved him... I stepped closer, lay down beside him and took him into my arms and just held him. Some minutes passed. I send all my love to $boy... caressed him... kissed him... whispered my love to him... ... and slowly started to explain... <<sheSays "Today - I declared devil day..." >> I haltingly started to talk. <<sheSays "As you probably may have guessed... devil day is about... hurting and humiliating you...">> <<sheSays "Soo... to satisfy my inner devil.">> <<sheSays "I... wanted to be ... especially cruel... ">> <<sheSays "I'm ... trying to stop this... I wanted to do these awful things to you... to ...">> <<sheSays "... so I would hate me doing them... to hate them ... and to never want to do them again... ">> <<sheSays "... I want ... I want to get rid of ... the need to hurt you...">> <<sheSays "I ... one day... but we lasted only one and a half hours... and ... you...">> For the better part of another half an hour he just lay still and I held him... I cared for him... loved him... <<heSays "Do... you still ... love me?">> He haltingly croaked - he had a very sore throat... due to his continuous screaming. <<sheSays "Of course I do! You are my man, I love you with all my heart...">> I kissed him. <<heSays "Everything... will be fine then...">> I really had exaggerated... It took him hours to recuperate somewhat. Even then his throat was still sore... and his dick was totally dysfunctional in the sense... that it could not be bonered... I was afraid I might have damaged him permanently... he had never been able to not get a boner... when I wanted it... now... his wonderful dick remained small... still cute... but... small... He told me he would be fine... and that he wanted to help fight my devil... that he would accept suffering... to help me... and he would participate in possible future endeavours. I smiled at him and said: <<sheSays "Not today... there may be other days... but today you have suff... done more than enough.">> - Later... at night when we lay in bed... I as usual took his dick in my hand... and it still did not grow... <<sheSays "Oh my... can I still hold it?">> <<heSays "Tell me... will tomorrow be another 'devil day'?">> <<sheSays "No... what use would it be ... with a damaged dick like yours?">> Some things had to be said with dry humour.... <<heSays "I know I can't deliver all performances you might wish for... but my tongue for example is completely ok...">> He was so sweet... I nearly broke his dick today... and he still wanted to pleasure me... using his tongue... But somehow... even I was not in the right mood... <<sheSays "No... I just want to be close to you...">> He took me into his arms... and shortly after I calmed down and I fell asleep...

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ Devil day 1 I woke up with the most wonderful feeling. $girl was licking and sucking my cock - waking up like that is a most exhilarating pleasure. I could understand why $girl loved waking up while I was down on her. After I said good morning to her by gently stroking her head I lay back and enjoyed her. I did not think much at all - my cock was the centre of my being and it was treated by her with blissful attention. She suddenly threw the blanked away and jumped up to me... <<heSays "NO, I thought... noo!">> my hand itched towards my dick ... but was at once held tightly by her... <<sheSays "STOP! I didn't get anything out of you yesterday... today will be different.">> My hips moved... fucking empty air and my cum dripped down in a helpless, joyless stream. <<sheSays "Can you just stop your helpless non orgasmic wiggles... I want my stuff now...">> She went down, sucked the small poodle of cum... <<sheSays "This is mine...">> <<sheSays "and this also...">> and she sucked my dick clean. <<sheSays "I see... after yesterday you seem to think... I will show mercy on you... not today... WAIT!">> She climbed out of the bed and got the handcuffs. <<sheSays "Stretch your arms out!">> and she fastened the cuffs, one on each hand, and a rope through each and under the bed. My hands each lay on the left and right edge of the bed - I was helpless and could not move them much. I lay on my back. She put shackles on my feet. And lastly she fastened a rope around my knees... under the bed and on the other knee - same procedure as with the cuffs. She drew the rope so that my legs were spread wide and knotted it tight. I felt pretty helpless - arms spread, feet shackled and my legs spread wide. I could perhaps wiggle a little bit up and down, but that was about it... My nuts grew very alarmed. What did I do wrong? Why was I punished today? She sat behind me, a cushion in her back... I was sitting in front of her, as she placed her legs beside me - she drew me back onto her and whispered. <<sheSays "Now, that you are helpless I will relieve you of your delicious cum... without further hindrance">> She grabbed my dick and started to stroke it. <<heSays "This is actually very nice!">> <<sheSays "Wait...">> she whispered... It grew always nicer... till I was ready to cum again. <<sheSays "I got you... don't worry your cum will not go to waste.">> She ruined me again... I wiggled in my constraints. <<sheSays "Stop moving... or your balls will be sorry!">> She whispered very softly and very matter of fact. I tried to stop moving... but trying to restrain myself made the helpless desperate feeling worse... I couldn't help it... a small whimper escaped my mouth: <<heSays "nooo">> <<sheSays "Yesss - feel it">> she hissed. <<sheSays "Feel the loss and remember what you will never feel again.">> <<sheSays "Your cock is mine - alone... and for my own pleasure I will make you suffer.">> With that she scooped up the few tiny drops of cum that had dripped down... and swallowed greedily. <<sheSays "I know your cock is now completely useless, as it cannot provide cum anymore.">> <<sheSays "I will do you a favour and give it some purpose... it will give me pleasure while reminding you... that you cannot even produce cum.">> She waited a little time, till my cock quieted down. Then squeezed it in the ruining cage. She herself put on her rubber underwear with my second cock in it. She came back to the same position as before. ... and drew me back on her... <<sheSays "I will give you a present...">> <<sheSays "... one orgasm of mine... with your device switched off ...">> <<sheSays "... to remind you... what you will never feel again...">> With that she switched my cock on... and kept whispering to me. <<sheSays "Hmm ... it is pumping me now ...">> <<sheSays "ohh...now the clit vibration set in ...">> I could hear her excited breathing... little rhythmic sighs ... <<sheSays "Hmm... oooh yeee... hmmm.">> She came very fast... with a loud <<sheSays "Ahhhhh...">> that exploded near my ears... and I could feel her pressing against me, the whole body trembling. <<sheSays "Ahhh hmmmm it ohhh, doesn't ... hmm end... aaaahhh...">> I heard excitement and randiness in her voice. The shaking eventually stopped. <<sheSays "hmmm the first... don't worry... you'll fast get me going again...">> She took out the control for my cage and set the setting directly in front of my eyes... <<sheSays "Do you remember your exam? That was some exciting setting... ">> Ten seconds appeared on the device and she confirmed it. I felt horror creep up inside of me... <<heSays "Please don't - that is terrible I ... I please! I will be a trembling mess... please anything else!">> <<sheSays "Awww... you will not die from it ... repeat... endless confirm yes... I don't want to adjust the setting every few minutes ">> <<heSays "MINUTES?? Please have mercy... stop this... I am ...">> <<sheSays "You are boring... wait...">> A short time later she came back with a piece of cloth in one hand - and gaffer tape in the other... <<sheSays "I don't want to be disturbed by your stupid pleas all the time...">> <<heSays "What No hmghrr!">> She put the cloth in my mouth and secured it with the tape. <<heSays "HHMGG! HHAMhH!!">> <<sheSays "Yes, yes... those were my dirty undies from yesterday by the way... and since I know how you like my pee... I wet them a little... so... enjoy the taste - SLAVE!">> I wiggled and tried screaming - to no avail. <<sheSays "So... where were we... ah yes... 10 seconds, endless repeat and ruin...">> <<heSays "N NN NN!!!">> I kept shaking my head and wiggled in panic in my diverse constrains. <<sheSays "And Go!">> The next nine seconds were wonderful, such a fast build up promising the best orgasm in the world. A second later the perfect ruin emerged, right on the spot. Just a fragment of a second longer and I'd have been in heavenly bliss... but now I was only reminded, that I'd never reach it. The empty feeling of the perfect edge and denial plus the hollow feeling of a dry completely pleasure less cum. At second fifteen I was wasted... and trembling... and second eighteen the device concluded my ruined, helpless, useless, dispiriting, disheartening orgasm was over - and started the next build up ... and that on repeat. My body switched between arching in preparation for the orgasm and helpless trembling after the ruin. The whole time I pleaded ... or screamed... or tried wiggling myself free. <<sheSays "That is so hot...">> I heard her far away whispering... <<sheSays "Hmmm I'm cumming... ... you see... this is cumming... not what you do there... hmmm ahhhh so good... one">> <<sheSays "LOOK at me slave... I want to see your ruins">> With that she turned my head towards her... and another ruin hit... I screamed my helpless: <<heSays "NNNN STP THSSSSS!!!">> I trembled again and was still helplessly shaking. <<sheSays "Hmmm yes... dear.... show me... ">> another 20 seconds were passed... and I heaved up again... helpless against the agony that hit me again ... and again. <<sheSays "ahhhh so good... yeesss two">> I saw her trembling too ... but she trembled in orgasmic pleasure... she adjusted her device... <<sheSays "Faster... deeper... Hmmmm uuuuuh yes...">> ... <<sheSays "Hmmmm... fuck yes... ahhh this is getting better .... AHH. twelve">> I had lost any conception of time... twelve I would guess would be at least one hour... that meant 300-400 ruins. That could not possibly be true. I had started crying long ago... and the tears had run dry long ago too. I was a hollow husk - every few seconds trembling or from some instinct weakly shaking my useless hands. My spirits, my will to fight and most of my feelings had left ages past I truly now was only a puppet... and I hung on a few strings... or shackles. $girl still drew some excitement from my husk... but why she thought I still cared or had any relevant feelings was beyond me... all that she could see were automatic reactions of my body... induced by the devilish device between my legs. I was way beyond feeling sorry for myself. <<sheSays "Hmmm again... Ahhh, yes .... AHH thirteen">> I didn't care... impressions from the world didn't really come through to me anymore. ... <<sheSays "Dammnnn yes... ahhhh hmmmm .... fifteen">> I just hung in my shackles - I could not imagine what $girl could still feed her hunger from. Or she just relished the fact that I had totally broken down. From far away... I heard her say... <<sheSays "I am getting hungry... perhaps we should pause a little...">> Pause? She switched my cage off, removed the shackles and the gag. I did not move. <<sheSays "Slave...">> <<sheSays "SLAVE!">> I could not react in any way... I kept laying there... in the comforting numbness of total lethargy. <<sheSays "Damn... don't be such a weakling - man up and meet me downstairs for some food. It is early in the morning and we just started... you don't think I am done with you already?">> <<sheSays "If you are not up in a minute I'll make you get up - I promise!">> A few minutes later she came back. I had not moved at all, I still lay where she left me. I had my eyes open and was staring in the emptiness before my eyes. <<sheSays "CUT!" >> whatever she meant by that. She stepped closer, lay down beside me and took me into her arms and just held me. Some minutes passed. A gradual and gentle sensation of being embraced and nurtured permeated my being, slowly kept seeping into me. <<sheSays "Today - I declared devil day..." >> she haltingly started to talk. <<sheSays "As you probably may have guessed... devil day is about... hurting and humiliating you...">> <<sheSays "Soo... to satisfy my inner devil.">> <<sheSays "I... wanted to be ... especially cruel... ">> <<sheSays "I'm ... trying to stop this... I wanted to do these awful things to you... to ...">> <<sheSays "... so I would hate me doing them... to hate them ... and to never want to do them again... ">> <<sheSays "... I want ... I want to get rid of ... the need to hurt you...">> <<sheSays "I ... one day... but we lasted only one and a half hours... and ... you...">> For the better part of another half an hour I just lay still and let her hold me. <<heSays "Do... you still ... love me?">> I haltingly croaked - I had a very sore throat... due to my continuous screaming. <<sheSays "Of course I do! You are my man, I love you with all my heart...">> she kissed me. <<heSays "Everything... will be fine then...">> It took me a few hours to recuperate somewhat. I still had a sore throat and my dick was dysfunctional in the sense... that I could not get it to stand up. But otherwise I was fine. $girl was very concerned about it... but I was confident that I would be fine. Due to our "negative energy" arrangement she did not apologize and didn't show how sorry she felt... and I tried to not show to much suffering. I believed her that she still loved me - and for me that was the only important thing. If I could help her in any way... by suffering and arousing her to sexual heights or by suffering more and thus helping to fight her devil. If it was for her good - I was willing to participate - even if I could not show it immediately or would at times actively try to evade the proceedings. I told her this. She smiled at me and said <<sheSays "Not today... there may be other days... but today you have suff... done more than enough.">> - Later... at night when we lay in bed... she as usual took my dick in her hand... and it still did not grow... <<sheSays "Oh my... can I still hold it?">> <<heSays "Tell me... will tomorrow be another 'devil day'?">> <<sheSays "No... what use would it be ... with a damaged dick like yours?">> That was good... she also slowly found a way back to her biting humour... <<heSays "I know I can't deliver all performances you might wish for... but my tongue for example is completely ok...">> <<sheSays "No... I just want to be close to you...">> I took her into my arms... and shortly after her breathing calmed down and I knew she fell asleep.

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[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ After a good night's sleep ... and most of the following day I was nearly functional again. It was one of the few days in our time that we almost did not have sex at all. Sure - I awoke with my penis in her hand... but it was still in its tiny state and it could not be bothered to wake up yet. A few times during the day I begged her to let me engage in my devotee job description... but she declined. Nonetheless it was a very good day for us, we had lots of fun... and it made us both realize again that not only in bed we were a great team. A few days passed - and we were very much our old selves again. The next day would be a completely free day and we had the house to ourselves. At night she asked <<sheSays "Are you up for another 'devil day'?">> I took her face in my hands and looked at her. <<heSays "Do you need it?">> <<sheSays "I hope it will help us both in the long run...">> <<heSays "Should I prepare for anything?">> <<sheSays "I know I will fuck you... and it will be sooo hot... and I will cum... often. Isn't that something to look forward to?">> <<heSays "It sure is">> - <<heSays "I grinned...">> I really love you... you know.">> <<sheSays "Yes I know... I am already thinking about tomorrow... you know...">> <<heSays "Yes... I know...">> and I had my face in her lap a second later... I let her cum a few times before we finally went to sleep. She lay in my arms ... and my dick was where it belonged... in her hands. - The next day I woke up, $girl was sitting on my cock and riding me. <<heSays "Hmmm - What? Is THIS devils day? I love it!" >> <<sheSays "No ... hmm, not.. yet." >> <<sheSays "I just want to... ahhh, use your hmmm, dick to make ... YESS, FUCK ... make me cum..." >> <<sheSays "and ruin you... ohhh, along the way... yes... HMMM, YESS " >> With that she came... and sank down to me... looked into my face and I could see her face distorted by her lustful contractions. She looked so hot... and I knew I would be soon on the edge too. I knew what she needed - difficult as it was... I helped her... <<heSays "I... am not far away myself..." >> <<sheSays "hmmm... then let my spasm ruin you... look at me..." >> I felt her hot vagina around me... and looking in her face... and knowing what she did triggered me... <<sheSays "I'm off..." >> she laughed and still gazed at my face to see it contorted with loss and frustration... <<sheSays "Good slave... get it all out..." >> I helplessly looked down and saw the flow of my own juices. <<sheSays "It's hard to tell when I can gulp down my meal... when you have no band on... tell me... are you finished?" >> <<heSays "Yes... go on..." >> and she eagerly jumped at me... licked my belly and shortly sucked the last drops out of me. <<sheSays "Did I ever tell you - that you are by now my favourite meal?" >> <<heSays "Not really - but your behaviour suggests it. I love that you like my taste!" >> <<sheSays "You know... I am reluctant to start the D-Day." >> <<sheSays "What do you think... shouldn't we break fast before?" >> <<heSays "Sure - It is not that I couldn't wait to be tortured...">> <<sheSays "Great!" >> She happily came up to my face again - and covered me with kisses. She was in such a light mood - it was contagious. <<heSays "You are radiant today." >> A short time later, we sat at the table... we were only wearing underwear and T-shirts... it was still warm... and while we were eating... she started nonchalantly talking about things we would do later... <<sheSays "You know... I really dig it, when you are helpless to my whims. Later I will tie you up again... you know like last time. I will spread your legs ... so I will have full access to your genitals. I am not sure yet... I might box you in balls... but I guess I will go with the flow. What I am sure about however is... that later you will wear a condom I will fuck you multiple times. I am sure that I will relish fucking you..." >> She excitedly stood up and came over... grabbed my dick... and whispered in my ear <<sheSays "This I will fuck... till I cum... and then again... and again. Hmmm - I am so hot already. " >> <<sheSays "You wanna go upstairs...?" >> <<heSays "This all sounds so good" >> I said suspiciously. <<sheSays "It will be!" >> We were standing in front of the bed. <<sheSays "I love you!" >> she quietly said. <<sheSays "Devils Day!" >> she exclaimed. <<sheSays "STRIP" >> <<sheSays "LIE DOWN" >> Then she fastened all shackles and cuffs and ropes. When I was helpless lying in front of her... she said. <<sheSays "You know... this will hurt you... you will probably be tempted to scream, yell or howl." >> <<sheSays "We have the house to ourselves - you can choose... do you want me to gag you?" >> <<sheSays "I really like gagging you... 'cause you are additionally helpless... and I hear your suffering nonetheless." >> <<sheSays "But hearing you scream your lunges out... also is a really exciting prospect." >> I started to be afraid a little. <<heSays "Gag... I guess. I wouldn't want to risk any neighbours... listening to me enjoying you... " >> <<sheSays "Ok - gag it is... great! - Love it." >> <<sheSays "Wait... I'll get you something.">> She rummaged through one of her drawers. <<sheSays "Oh... I totally forgot I had that..." >> <<sheSays "She glimpsed at me... you wanna?" >> I knew she wanted it... whatever it was... and no matter what I responded... I would experience whatever she had in mind anyway... so I might as well go along. So I confidently said: <<heSays "Sure... you know I secretly love it!" >> <<sheSays "Yes... I know..." >> She took something from the drawer that looked like a special kind of gag... it had a leather strap to fasten and a part that went about two inches into the mouth and ended on the outside in something flat with a round nob in the middle. Probably something could be fastened to it... and it might be used as some kind of face dildo. <<sheSays "One gagging device coming up...as wished!" >> <<sheSays "Open your mouth dear." >> Obediently I opened my mouth. And she put the device in my mouth... I had to open my mouth fairly wide... and once in... there was no way I could close my mouth with this one in it. She fastened the belt at the back of my head... her breasts touching my face while she did so. That was nice! Let me try this... she lay beside me... and gently touched my face and lovingly caressed me... until she pinched the nose shut. <<sheSays "How do you feel, slave?" >> I was running out of air. I started... groaning: <<heSays "Hmmmpff" >> My chest started heaving up and down... trying to suck in air... but I could not. I started to panic. In panic I ripped at the cuffs holding me... my head banged on the bed... trying to shake off her hand... but she held tight. Stars began to appear before my eyes... but before I blacked out... she finally released my nose. I took one deep breath and was ready to start to relax... but after that one breath... my nose was again blocked. She lowered her head and whispered in my ears. <<sheSays "It is devils day... what did you expect?" >> She stayed there... and watched my panic taking over again... <<sheSays "You cannot believe how it feels ... to virtually hold your life in my fingers... I see your panic ... your fear... I relish that... this goes straight into my genitals..." >> as I again started to see stars before my eyes. And then she released me... and fresh air filled my lunges... as I frantically breathed in... always on the lookout for her fingers. <<sheSays "You know... I didn't plan this." >> <<sheSays "It somehow looks unhealthy... I will try to find information about this... " >> She got her IPad and again took place behind me. She started Mumbling <<sheSays "uh ... erotic asphyxiation, ... danger when choking and strangling ... physical danger ... bla bla... unconscious after... 40-120 seconds... danger when more than 4 minutes ... torture ... near death experience... hm ... hmm" >> <<sheSays "hmmm ... let me try this..." >> ... and with that she blocked my nose again ... What the devil... I screamed and yelled at her again... or rather I tried to make noises... But that is very hard without any air moving in and out at all. I panicked... and I wiggled, shook my head... and the ropes cut into my knees. She whispered... <<sheSays "Yes... I just read about this... panic attack... that is normal..." >> and she held my nose tight... I saw stars before my eyes... I tried freeing myself with all force I could still muster... my lungs pumped like mad... but could not get any air... and a few more seconds later... I blacked out... When I came back... probably only a few seconds later... <<sheSays "This... is ... awesome... wait... " >> Shortly later she returned with a quite large binder clip... <<heSays "N NN N!!!" >> <<sheSays "This... might hurt a little... it is rather strong... I am sorry..." >> <<sheSays "I could not find anything else on short notice..." >> <<sheSays "But you will understand... that while I fuck you... I will not be able to hold your nose all the time..." >> <<heSays "WHTT NNN STP TTHS!!!" >> my eyes were wide with horror. She stroke my dick... and I could not resist ... it went straight up... she then lay on top of me in a weird position. My legs still wide apart... but I somehow was inside her nonetheless... must have been some sort of amazon position. She was not merely wet. My dick went into her and felt her hot wet overflowing juices. Despite my horror I could not help... but enjoy her aroused state. <<sheSays "Funny how things go... I never ever had this planned." >> <<sheSays "Take some deep breaths... I want you to last longer... before you lose consciousness again... " >> In fearful apprehension I deeply breathed in and out... <<sheSays "Now deeply in... " >> and she placed the clip on my nose... it hurt like hell... but that was not the worst thing... I could not breathe... again. $girl started to ride me in earnest. The first minute or so I handled well, since I still had a good supply of oxygen in my lunges. The way she rode me... I knew she was close to cumming. If she wanted to she could have. But the longer she waited... I was certain... that she just waited for the panic to set in... and that my movements in terror would be her trigger... I was absolutely helpless. My dick enjoyed her... and could not get in any way out of her. If at all it grew and became harder the closer she drew. <<heSays "STP THS!!!" >> My hands started again to wiggle in the cuffs. I could not suppress my panic... nor could I suppress the need of my body to struggle. <<sheSays "Yesss.... fight... fight slave...." >> <<sheSays "Fight and feel how helpless you are... Hmmmm" >> I tried again wiggling her off... threw my head from side to side - to snap this damn clip off. <<sheSays "Ahhh... that was a nice one... FIGHT!" >> Again I reared up... trying to shake my merciless master off. <<sheSays "I will cum... Ahhh, YESSS..." >> I felt her hips franticly fucking me as she came. <<sheSays "Hmmm, YESSS, AHHHH" >> ... and while she moaned in ecstasy riding my dick... I saw stars from the lack of oxygen... In absolute panic I used my last strength and reared up with all might... <<sheSays "Ahhh, AHHHH... more... give me more... Ahhhh.." >>. Was the last I heard... before I again lost consciousness... When I came back... she still sat on top of me... and I could still feel her shaking a little bit. <<sheSays "hmmmm.. you know..." >> she exhaustedly said... <<sheSays "Your cock flattens immediately when you pass out..." >> <<sheSays "ahhh.... that is really a shame... " >> She laid on me a short while longer to enjoy the last moments of her thrill. <<sheSays "I've got an idea..." >> she got up... and fetched something from her drawer... <<sheSays "This might help ... the next times. ">> <<sheSays "You wouldn't want me to miss out on something... would you?" >> Next times? With that she put a tight penis ring on the base of my cock... and started to stroke it again... <<sheSays "Ah... see your dick is already up for a next round - Great!" >> And with that the ordeal started again... and after that again... and once more. Her orgasms were particular strong... and I think they even took a toll on her. In the end she was quite exhausted herself. The penis ring made her very happy by the way... It helped my penis to stay erect even when I was unconscious - for a short time anyway. My whole body hurt. I had blood running down both knees... where my struggles against the rope had taken their toll. The shackles and the handcuffs were padded - but even there my skin was all red and partially rubbed off. She removed the gag... and said... <<sheSays "I am totally spent... you can't imagine the work I have done here... can we pause a bit?" >> <<sheSays "I haven't really started with what I really had planned for the day..." >> My inside screamed. WORK? You suffocated me multiple times! The Geneva Conventions had also been violated multiple times in the last hour. I had been panicking and fearing for my life... actually it FELT like I had been put to death multiple times. But I knew she knew all that. Some part of her - that she would not show now, was deeply ashamed of what happened... and I would hurt her more if I piled on top of it. So I forced myself to be calm. I just said: <<heSays "That were truly great orgasm you had there... you are such a fantastic, unique woman. I love you - always!" >> She looked at me incredulously... and burrowed her face in my neck... and lay there for some more minutes. Then she whispered in my ear <<sheSays "cut" >>. Loosened all my constraints... and quietly said... <<sheSays "Wait a moment..." >> When she came back she had a bowl of water, a towel... some cremes and bandages. She took care of my wounds... After I was fixed up... she threw the blanked over us and cuddled next to me... into the little nest she had just created. <<sheSays "I cannot go on... today; the sensual experience was unbelievable - but w..." >> <<heSays "Don't..." >> I had been severely mistreated... but the wounds she did to herself were probably at least as severe as mine. <<heSays "You are my love," >> <<heSays "I consented to be here for you..." >> <<heSays "Even if I didn't consent to your ... enthusiasm ... explicitly..." >> <<heSays "I hereby do... I am fine... I love you no less than before..." >> <<heSays "Even in your most devilish mode... you still cared for me... you ensured... that no real damage would be done..." >> <<heSays "There are men out there who would gladly pay for what you did..." >> <<heSays "Everything is fine my love..." >> I kept talking to her soothingly. I held her and caressed her. After some time... she drifted away into a short slumber... she was really exhausted. I nestled her in my arms and held her close. I put her hand on my penis... not because I lusted after her... because I knew it soothed her too. I held her close and kissed her ... till she woke up some time later.

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ It took $boy some time to recover. The next day his cock was still insulted by my actions and would not salute me... but the day after it lusted after me again... and everything was as it should be. That first day after however, was one of the few days in our relationship that we nearly had no sex at all. $boy begged me a couple of times to be allowed to lick me... but somehow I did not want to. Having him in a nearly broken state was not as sexy as it sounds. I was still worried... On the other hand - with sex off the table - we were able to reestablish some other bonds. We talked a lot... went out for a walk, cuddled... The sex we usually have - while being wonderful - also consumed so much of our time together... that some things were left behind. We used the opportunity of forced sex free time to make up for it... we both knew - when we were fully functional again, we wouldn't be able to not make me cum as often as possible... - A few days passed - and we were very much our old selves again. The next day would be a completely free day and we had the house to ourselves. I knew $boy had had a very rough time during our last devils day... and I had nearly destroyed his dick... but damn those orgasms were good... really I mean... So when the opportunity presented itself... I just had to speak up... ... at night I asked <<sheSays "Are you up for another 'devil day'?">> He took my face in his hands and looked at me. <<heSays "Do you need it?">> <<sheSays "I hope it will help us both in the long run...">> <<heSays "Should I prepare for anything?">> <<sheSays "I know I will fuck you... and it will be sooo hot... and I will cum... often. Isn't that something to look forward to?">> <<heSays "It sure is - ">> He grinned... <<heSays "I really love you... you know.">> <<sheSays "Yes I know... I am already thinking about tomorrow... you know...">> <<heSays "Yes... I know...">> ...and with that he wiggled down and did what we loved... He tasted me... licked me... and made me cum a couple of times... I gave him my orgasms in return... When I grew sleepy, he lay beside me... held me in his arms... and I felt safe, sheltered and loved... ...and his needy boner felt so good in my hands... - When I woke up... I started thinking about the upcoming devils day... what I had planned. Sure, I concocted an evil setting, but just thinking about it was so hot... I knew it would be hard on $boy again... and in truth - I already felt bad about it... but on the other hand... hmmm... I wanted it... Ohh... thinking about what was to come... made me so horny... I rubbed my dick for a few seconds... and when it was in position... I got myself also in position... and started riding my cute, little, sleepy stallion. <<heSays "Hmmm - What? Is THIS devils day? I love it!" >> <<sheSays "No ... hmm, not.. yet." >> <<sheSays "I just want to... ahhh, use your hmmm, dick to make ... YESS, FUCK ... make me cum..." >> <<sheSays "and ruin you... ohhh, along the way... yes... HMMM, YESS " >> I had a very quick and wonderful orgasm... I sank onto my man... looked into his face and continued cumming... showing him how awesome his dick felt in me. I kissed him... my body was still shaking... my vagina... around his cock still pulsating in lust... <<heSays "I... am not far away myself..." >> <<sheSays "hmmm... then let my spasm ruin you... look at me..." >> I looked at him... I knew I made him crazy when I used him like this... If I were a good girl... he would cum in a few seconds... but I wasn't... I knew when he reached his point of no return... and I jumped off... just in time... to ruin him... I was the girl... I was the one to have lustful, wonderful orgasms... he was my mate... my orgasm provider... and his frustration was so hot... ... and it was devils day... <<sheSays "I'm off..." >> I laughed and gazed at his lovely face to see it contorted with loss and frustration... <<sheSays "Good slave... get it all out..." >> I watched his cum trickle out of his dick... I so wanted to lick it up... I actually started drooling... <<sheSays "It's hard to tell when I can gulp down my meal... when you have no band on... tell me... are you finished?" >> <<heSays "Yes... go on..." >> ...and I jumped at him... licked his belly and shortly sucked the last drops out of him. <<sheSays "Did I ever tell you - that you are by now my favourite meal?" >> <<heSays "Not really - but your behaviour suggests it. I love that you like my taste!" >> <<sheSays "You know... I am reluctant to start the D-Day." >> <<sheSays "What do you think... shouldn't we break fast before?" >> <<heSays "Sure - It is not that I couldn't wait to be tortured...">> <<sheSays "Great!" >> I was in such a good mood.... I crawled up to his face again - and covered him with kisses. <<heSays "You are radiant today." >> A short time later, we sat at the table... we were only wearing underwear and T-shirts... it was still warm... and while we were eating... I started telling about things we would do later... <<sheSays "You know... I really dig it, when you are helpless to my whims. Later I will tie you up again... you know, like last time. I will spread your legs ... so I will have full access to your genitals. I am not sure yet... I might box you in balls... but I guess I will go with the flow. What I am sure about however is... that later you will wear a condom I will fuck you multiple times. I am sure that I will relish fucking you..." >> I got up... I was excited... about the things I would do later... I grabbed his dick... and whispered in his ear... <<sheSays "This I will fuck... till I cum... and then again... and again. Hmmm - I am so hot already. " >> <<sheSays "You wanna go upstairs...?" >> <<heSays "This all sounds so good" >> He said suspiciously. <<sheSays "It will be!" >> We were standing in front of the bed. <<sheSays "I love you!" >> I quietly said. <<sheSays "Devils Day!" >> <<sheSays "STRIP" >> <<sheSays "LIE DOWN" >> I fastened all shackles and cuffs and ropes. When he was helpless lying in front of me... <<sheSays "You know... this will hurt you... you will probably be tempted to scream, yell or howl." >> <<sheSays "We have the house to ourselves - you can choose... do you want me to gag you?" >> <<sheSays "I really like gagging you... 'cause you are additionally helpless... and I hear your suffering nonetheless." >> <<sheSays "But hearing you scream your lunges out... also is a really exciting prospect." >> <<heSays "Gag... I guess. I wouldn't want to risk any neighbours... listening to me enjoying you... " >> <<sheSays "Ok - gag it is... great! - Love it." >> <<sheSays "Wait... I'll get you something.">> I looked in my tools drawer for something I could use to gag him with... <<sheSays "Oh... I totally forgot I had that..." >> <<sheSays "She glimpsed at me... you wanna?" >> He didn't know what I was holding in my hand... nonetheless... he supported me... <<heSays "Sure... you know I secretly love it!" >> <<sheSays "Yes... I know..." >> I took out a special gag I bought some months ago... it looked so cool and I always wanted to try it - but it never seemed to be the right time... NOW was the right time! The device had a leather strap to fasten and a part that went about two inches into the mouth and ended on the outside in something flat with a round nob in the middle. A dildo could be screwed on to it... or a funnel... $boy would not be able to close his mouth... the device opened endless possibilities to feed my slave... force feed... <<sheSays "One gagging device coming up...as wished!" >> <<sheSays "Open your mouth dear." >> Obediently he opened his mouth and I put the device on... I saw his surprised look, when he realized he would'nt be able to close it again... I fasted the belt behind his back... and accidentally brushed his face with my tits... I knew he would love that... ... and I certainly loved him... As I lay next to him... the mask on his face... He could only breath through his nose... he was helplessly bound... and I was able to do anything... with him... anything... A strange thought occurred to me... that at once made my vagina tingle... so helpless... breathing only possible through the nose... what if... if something was blocking his nose... he was so helpless... my vagina throbbing now... I touched his face... I loved this man... he was so good... honest... I caressed him... ... and he was so HELPLESS to my whims... I pinched his nose shut... <<sheSays "How do you feel, slave?" >> He was running out of air. he started... making noises <<heSays "Hmmmpff" >> His chest started heaving up and down... trying to suck in air... but he could not. He started to panic... He ripped at the cuffs... his head banged on the bed... trying to shake off my hand... but I held tight. The throbbing in my vagina was nearly overwhelming... I had the life of my man in my fingers... his eyes wide in panic... I knew it was sick... but I felt intoxicated with power... life and death at my fingertips... panic stricken eyes watching me... and a pussy that throbbed up to my ears... I could barely move my thumb... but I finally did. I gave my slave one breath - before he would pass out... but one only.... then I sealed his nose again... I could see the fear in his eyes... and my inner devil pointed at him... and laughed... a happy devilish laugh... and my cunt was dripping wet... because my man suffered from my hand... I lowered my head to the slave and whispered: <<sheSays "It is devils day... what did you expect?" >> I was close to his face... drank his features and waited for the panic to start again... <<sheSays "You cannot believe how it feels ... to virtually hold your life in my fingers... I see your panic ... your fear... I relish that... this goes straight into my genitals..." >> His eyes started rolling... and I released him... he frantically breathed in... always on the lookout for my fingers. <<sheSays "You know... I didn't plan this." >> <<sheSays "It somehow looks unhealthy... I will try to find information about this... " >> I needed to know... would I do any permanent damage to him if I continued with this? I got my IPad and again took place behind him. I started reading... <<sheSays "uh ... erotic asphyxiation, ... danger when choking and strangling ... physical danger ... bla bla... unconscious after... 40-120 seconds... danger when more than 4 minutes ... torture ... near death experience... hm ... hmm" >> I could not find anything... that told me straight I would do damage... The warnings I read all had to do with physical damage... while choking... Sure... certainly some few cells were always damaged... But a "normal" bump on the head was probably far worse... <<sheSays "hmmm ... let me try this..." >> ... and with that I blocked his nose again... A short time later he wiggled in his shackles again... I could see he tried screaming... but without airflow... it was just a change in his panicky expression... He would be sore later... in his panic - the ropes cut into his flesh... I whispered to my cutie ... <<sheSays "Yes... I just read about this... panic attack... that is normal..." >> and I held his nose tight... His wiggling took a step to the next level... He reared up and tried with all his might to break free... but he couldn't... and shortly after, he lost consciousness. I immediately released his nose... and he started breathing... and only a few seconds later he looked at me... My cunt was dripping wet... I wanted more... I wanted to repeat that... I wanted to see him panic... see him faint. His panic... his wiggling... the wild stallion version 2.0. I would ride him... use his dick in me... while my wild stallion panicked... his dick would be in me... and drive me with his movements and his panic and my power to the wildest... best orgasm... Yes this was a devils day... you suffocate... panic... while I ride you from one orgasm to the next... timing my orgasms to your blackouts... <<sheSays "This... is ... awesome... wait... " >> I had to get some kind of clip... for his nose... Holding his nose while riding him... would restrict me... he could suffocate without my help... When I returned... my slave tried to tell me something... but I did not want to listen... I wanted to ride him... <<heSays "N NN N!!!" >> <<sheSays "This... might hurt a little... it is rather strong... I am sorry..." >> <<sheSays "I could not find anything else on short notice..." >> <<sheSays "But you will understand... that while I fuck you... I will not be able to hold your nose all the time..." >> <<heSays "WHTT NNN STP TTHS!!!" >> his eyes were wide with horror. I touched his dick... once... twice... and of course he could not resist... I was his mate... his penis was mine... when I wanted it up... it would get up... whether his brains wanted it or not... it was mine! Then I climbed him... amazon style... his legs were spread - after all. A little 'dominant' fuck would not harm him... I was not merely wet. His dick slid into me on its own... Despite everything else I did to him... I knew... right now... my cunt was bliss to him... <<sheSays "Funny how things go... I never ever had this planned." >> <<sheSays "Take some deep breaths... I want you to last longer... before you lose consciousness again... " >> In fearful apprehension he deeply breathed in and out... <<sheSays "Now deeply in... " >> and with that I placed the clip on his nose... I started to fuck him... his dick... his godly dick in me... filling me... reaching all the right places. I just loved sex with $boy... any sex... I moved on him... and felt every part of his body... and his dick... I smelled him... and I knew this was my man... I loved him so much... it was so right to fuck him... I could have cum after only thirty seconds in... but I wanted my stallion to rear up... I wanted to feel his panic... I wanted to break my horsey... So I waited... it took nearly another minute for his oxygen to run low... then he finally started to behave like the wild stallion I wanted... My helpless slave under me... panicking... fearing me... wide eyed... I drank his fear... I felt his panic... I watched his terror... and all of those feelings went straight to my vagina... which rode his dick... his cock... hard... pulsating... in me... did not share the terror... it was there for me... it lusted after me... and gave my cunt what it wanted... <<heSays "STP THS!!!" >> His hands started again to wiggle in the cuffs. He could not suppress the panic... nor could he suppress the need of his body to struggle. <<sheSays "Yesss.... fight... fight slave...." >> <<sheSays "Fight and feel how helpless you are... Hmmmm" >> He tried again wiggling me off... threw his head from side to side - to snap the damn clip off. <<sheSays "Ahhh... that was a nice one... FIGHT!" >> Again he reared up... trying to shake his merciless master off. <<sheSays "I will cum... Ahhh, YESSS..." >> I franticly fucking him... <<sheSays "Hmmm, YESSS, AHHHH" >> ... I moaned in ecstasy riding his dick... ... such a strong and powerful orgasm... the world swirled around me... I was only lust... I felt only bliss... I was my vagina and clit... and my complete body throbbed and was shaking in orgasmic waves... wave after wave... of wonderful feelings radiating from my vagina throughout my entire body. I could feel the slave desperately rearing up with all his strength... This was so nice of him... and another cascade of blissful waves emanated... through me... and had me moaning in pure ecstasy... <<sheSays "Ahhh, AHHHH... more... give me more... Ahhhh.." >>. Then I noticed my tool had lost its consciousness again... immediately his strong wonderful dick in me... loosened... I unclipped his nose... closed my eyes and enjoyed the last moments of that heavenly orgasms... <<sheSays "hmmmm.. you know..." >> I exhaustedly said... <<sheSays "Your cock flattens immediately when you pass out..." >> <<sheSays "ahhh.... that is really a shame... " >> I rested on my slave a short while longer to enjoy the last moments... It was obvious what I had to do... for my next rides... <<sheSays "I've got an idea..." >> <<sheSays "This might help ... the next times. ">> <<sheSays "You wouldn't want me to miss out on anything... would you?" >> With that I put a tight penis ring on the base of his cock... and started to stroke it again... It was so awesome to not let my human dildo cum... that way... it always followed my command to get up... I loved it! <<sheSays "Ah... see your dick is already up for a next round - Great!" >> With that the I fucked my slave again... it was as good as the first one... no... even better... his cock did not shrink after him passing out! And after that I fucked him again... and then once more... It was so fucking, freakingly, bloody awesome... My orgasms were particular strong... Usually I was able to get many... many orgasms in a row... But these super orgasms... were taking a toll... In the end I was quite exhausted. I rode my tool, my slave... my man... my one and only love... my mate... till I was utterly satisfied... I started to regain my own consciousness - as my devil withdrew.... and for the first time in quite some while... I looked at my beloved soulmate... not my sex toy... He was a mess... I could see... his whole body hurt, he had blood running down both knees... where his struggles against the rope had taken their toll. The shackles and the handcuffs were padded - but even there his skin was all red and partially rubbed off. I removed the gag... and said... <<sheSays "I am totally spent... you can't imagine the work I have done here... can we pause a bit?" >> <<sheSays "I haven't really started with what I really had planned for the day..." >> I was afraid what I had done to my $boy. I loved him above all else. He... he allowed me to do a devils day... he knew what he would be in for... but... hadn't I gone too far ... again? My sweet, gentle lover... Once freed of the gag... $boy calmly said... <<heSays "That were truly great orgasm you had there... you are such a fantastic, unique woman. I love you - always!" >> I looked at him incredulously... I burrowed my face in his neck... and lay there for some more minutes. He was just the best... instead of arguing... or scolding me... he had accepted me... forgiven me... he knew... I was having doubts myself... and for that he didn't want to pile on top... He didn't want me to feel bad about what had just happened... I so loved him... for everything he was... I whispered: <<sheSays "cut" >>. I loosened all his constraints... and quietly said... <<sheSays "Wait a moment..." >> I came back with a bowl of water, a towel... some cremes and bandages. I took care of his wounds... After patching my loved one up... I built a little nest for us using a blanked and cuddled next to him.. <<sheSays "I cannot go on... today; the sensual experience was unbelievable - but w..." >> <<heSays "Don't..." >> <<heSays "You are my love," >> <<heSays "I consented to be here for you..." >> <<heSays "Even if I didn't consent to your ... enthusiasm ... explicitly..." >> <<heSays "I hereby do... I am fine... I love you no less than before..." >> <<heSays "Even in your most devilish mode... you still cared for me... you ensured... that no real damage would be done..." >> <<heSays "There are men out there who would gladly pay for what you did..." >> <<heSays "Everything is fine my love..." >> He kept talking to me, soothingly, he held me and caressed me. Why was he so nice to me... I was the one that should cuddle and console him... reassure him... that I still loved him - despite of what I had done to him... After some time... I drifted into a short slumber... I was really exhausted. I could feel $boy... holding me... I knew he still loved me... He even took my hand... and gave me his dick... I loved this... his dick... in my hand... There was never anything more soothing... reassuring... than to feel him...

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ After a short nap... I woke up... I felt so good... so happy, satisfied. My devil had retreated... and I could feel only love for $boy. We cuddled for quite some time. He needed to feel my love and vice versa. I knew $boy was in 'adore mode'... despite of what had occurred... I smelled of sex... orgasms... he loved my scent... it made him horny... and I would be able to get anything from him - should I ask... I would not... I loved his clinginess... I loved being is object of desire... I loved that he could not keep his fingers - or his nose - off me... It probably did not lessen his desire that I kept playing with his dick... even when I was completely satisfied... I loved touching, stroking and caressing it... <<sheSays "It is so freaking awesome... that after what you went through - you are still so into me.">> I continued playing with him... <<sheSays "You want me to stop?">> <<heSays "Hell no!">> <<sheSays "You want me to edge you?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "You want me to ruin you?">> <<heSays "I ... I want to cum... all the way...">> Of course... I knew that... but then his lovely adoration would shift to 'only love'... I relished letting him cum. To be the source and sole provider of his orgasms... I revelled in the knowledge... that I alone was able to make him feel satisfied... I treasured the noises he made, I adored his orgasm expressions... But... Denying him... Gee... I guess a little devil was always present... I LOVED watching him realizing... that he would be denied the most awesome feelings... that I - his mistress - was responsible for him not cumming. I loved... that he kept his puppy attitude... and he kept adoring me... worship me... <<sheSays "Sure... chose ... it is the one of the three I offered - nothing else.">> <<heSays "Damn... then just stop.">> <<sheSays "Ok!">> I said... and continued to rub it. <<heSays "Didn't you say you'd stop...">> <<sheSays "Yep">> He wanted me to stop? I would stop... I certainly would... just when he was on the brink of cumming... then I would stop... and wallow in pride and power and his denial... I frantically stroke his penis... his cumming was building up... I knew... he loved my tight grip... and I kept pumping me... up and down... Then it was there... the point of no return... I could see it so easily by now... he would never cum... unless I wanted... <<heSays "Arrggg... you little devil... stroke it... please... go on....">> <<sheSays "You said it yourself... you told me to stop... there you are now...">> Soon I would feast... His penis could not hold the delicious liquor... I knew it... in a second the ruin would hit full... and my delicious cum... would start trickling down his twitching dick... ... and when I was sure... that he was done... I would lick it up... and then suck and squeeze the last droplets out of him... I turned around... crawled down and waited... at the same time I offered my own juices to my man... he cherished them... I knew, he would not be able to not lick me... My little puppy... once my cunt was near his tongue... he would start lapping... like the good puppy he was... he just could not hold back... I did the same... I slurped up his cum... savoured it... and a few seconds later... I sucked his dick... eager for more... I felt his tongue... dipping deep into me... seeking my juices... trying to get as much out of me as possible... I felt so desired... adored... worshipped... I got up... <<heSays "Awww... I just started...">> I smiled at him... <<sheSays "Ain't I a tasty devil?">> <<heSays "Wait...">> <<heSays "What about today... it is still early... and we have time to recuperate.">> <<heSays "Do you... want to continue D-Day after noon?">> <<sheSays "You are injured...">> <<heSays "We both know... whatever you planned... my current injuries as you call them - are nothing compared to what you had planned.">> <<heSays "The next really private time in this house... will be weeks away... just saying.">> <<sheSays "Let's decide later.">> Didn't he have enough already? I nearly killed him a couple of times... But my devil... had heard what $boy said... and was just starting to peek around the corner of his cell again... - It was a weird day... certainly... Devil Days are always weird... I was sitting at the table... $boy as usual had done the cooking... this was not part of my 'domination' routine... he just liked cooking more than me... Anyway we were sitting at the table... and we were just about to start dinner... I was day dreaming... and in that moment... I wanted nothing more... than $boy down on the floor... licking my feet... I wanted him to suck me toes... feeling him down there... knowing I was the mistress... and the slave... sucking my toes... being so much less than me... ... I forced those thoughts away... for now… - We ate our lunch - omelette with mushrooms and peas. <<sheSays "You know ... feeling the power... your panic... and helplessness">> I said with a full mouth... <<sheSays "... while you suffocate ... it is unbelievable. The feeling is like an orgasm in my head. But it also immediately connects to my libido. Even thinking about it now... ">> I actually had goose bumps on my arms, all the while nibbling on some mushrooms. <<heSays "Yea... you know... having near deaths experiences... it is not so bad as it sounds. Sure... you panic... your lungs burn... and you just wish it to stop. If repeated you just wish to die and STAY dead... instead to have it repeated on you. You know, if it would be a torture to gather information... you could tell what you know and it might end. But having it done to you... only with the intend to make you suffer and panic.... yea... as I said ... it is not so bad as it sounds!">> He said, while filling his glass with apple juice. <<sheSays "I can't get this image out of my head... your mouth sealed shut with gaffer tape... I sit on your face and your nose is in my vagina.">> <<sheSays "I ride you and grind myself on you... all the while you are running out of air, your body is tied up tightly... so you can't really move at all.">> I skewered three peas and absent mindedly pushed them into my mouth. <<sheSays "Then your panic sets in... you can't help yourself but wiggle under me... stimulating my cunt directly with your need for air... your panic grows and grows until you are uncontrollable twitching under me... and make me cum with your frantic movements.">> <<sheSays "Just thinking about it ... makes me shudder in pleasure">> and... I actually did! <<heSays "That sounds great! You'd probably have to watch out... once I pass out... you should probably remove the gaffer tape as well... as I know you ... you will have produced so much juice... that my nose might actually be full of it... and that I still wouldn't be able to breath">> chewing some carrots. <<sheSays "True... I can get juicy... but you love that... don't you?">> <<heSays "Sure do.">> For the observer this must have been a really weird conversation. It was our way though. It was honest. It was making light of things or being ironic. It was also sparing us many of those bad feelings. The meal was over. <<sheSays "You know... there are also 'Angle days' - I have not really told you about them explicitly. But for example a few weeks back there was an angle day where you made me orgasm at least ten times.">> <<heSays "What are Angle days?">> <<sheSays "Days when I do absolutely nothing to hurt you, humiliate you or anything like that. Angle days are also great - because I never feel bad about them. I can just care and love you... and as said... even sexually they are pleasing.">> <<sheSays "The thing is... they are just 'sexually pleasing.' ">> <<sheSays "Devil days... are way beyond 'sexually pleasing', so bad I feel about them in some ways - the sexual arousal they create is addictive.">> <<sheSays "What I really want... is Angle days with the sexuality of Devil days... and also to be able to allow you to cum.">> <<heSays "Why are you thinking in those strict ranges?">> <<heSays "Why define Devil days and Angle days?">> <<heSays "There is nothing wrong with mixing things up...">> <<heSays "Only as an example... at the moment I know... every time you touch me... you will not let me cum. It is still always frustrating. But I know it from start.">> <<heSays "But if you let me cum ... once in a while... I would always have hope... that THIS time you will let me cum... might be worth thinking about.">> <<heSays "When you tie me up now... I know something terrible will happen to me. I still consent to it - because I love you... and I know it gives you this extra kind of pleasure.">> <<heSays "But would it hurt - just for example - to tie me up and cuddle two hours? We do that anyway... It still might give you a little power surge - but the next real torture would be more unexpected.">> <<heSays "Don't think in so narrow ways... I know there is my cock speaking now... but even if you'd let me cum... you could still decide if it is ten times per day or once a year, or a ruin or an edge. I really don't think with all the things you can and are allowed to do... that your libido is actually much influenced by me cumming or not. ">> <<sheSays "This Devil day... I wanted to trick your mind. I would you have wearing a condom - as said. I would fill the condom with creme - and I would have made you believe that it is numbing creme. But in reality I wanted to fill the condom with hot rub. I'd put on the condom - naturally while you are tightly secured... put extra gaffer tape around the shaft so to not let any hot rub escape and touch me.">> <<sheSays "Then I would have massaged your penis ... and watch you slowly realizing that it was not numbing creme but the opposite... creme that makes you feel much, much more.">> <<sheSays "I said it would be HOT - and I meant that for both of us. Hot rub on your foreskin - must hurt like hell. With your gag in your mouth I would have you as a whimpering lump of self pity beneath me.">> <<sheSays "While seeing and feeling that - I would ride you from orgasm to orgasm... while massaging the hot rub ever deeper in your most sensitive skin. Ahhh... this sounds so hot.">> <<heSays "Why are you telling me this?">> <<sheSays "To show you what I think about... how my mind works.">> <<sheSays "I adore your body... I love your dick... I am addicted to your cum. ">> <<sheSays "I often think about you... our sex and often when I see or hear other things - my devious little mind connects the dots. New ideas come to mind... and I keep rolling them in my head - until I just want to try them!">> <<sheSays "As of today... my mind jumbles if I think about sex and you.">> <<sheSays "I had the plan I just told you about... then came the gag idea...">> <<sheSays "You know - the gag I used... it is special in the way, that you cannot close your mouth... and in the middle it has a little hole, with a stopper to seal it... as soon as I remembered the gag ... I just thought about forcing you to drink stuff you really didn't want to...">> <<sheSays "You know... close your nose up, put a funnel in the hole and force feed you... a good measure of pee came to my mind first...">> <<sheSays "But as soon as the gag was in place... I, just for fun, blocked your nose... and you know the rest...">> <<heSays "I love you!">> <<heSays "I trust you - I know that you can and will do terrible things to me - all the same, even if I panic or nearly die. I still trust you implicitly. I know in the end I will always be glad to have been and be your partner.">> <<heSays "We don't need Devil or Angle days... if you have the desire to tie me up. Do it. If you want to try new things - I am your man. If you want to cuddle two days straight - I would love to.">> <<heSays "I don't want to come across as the guy who is passive and does everything you want. But more often than not... I think that is actually what you want! If it is not - then tell me! You are just the master type and I am gladly you puppet.">> <<heSays "If you ever want to switch - we can. It is not so much, that I do everything you say... it is more... I love you so much... I love everything with you... and so I am able to fill any role you need... because it is not the puppet thing I love. I love that I can make you feel happy by me being your puppet. Do you understand what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "Let us go upstairs... somehow this talk... needs to be continued with less clothes on.">>

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ After she woke up we cuddled for quite some time. She needed to feel my love and vice versa. She smelled like heaven... actually she smelled like sex. She had several intense orgasms and went straight to cuddle mode after... she intoxicated me. But this was not the right time to be horny for her. Only... my dick thought, this was a fantastic time. The whole time we cuddled... I had a boner. $girl knew that... she didn't really help by stroking it continuously. <<sheSays "It is so freaking awesome... that after what you went through - you are still so into me.">> She continued to play with me... and it kept feeling better and better. <<sheSays "You want me to stop?">> <<heSays "Hell no!">> <<sheSays "You want me to edge you?">> <<heSays "No!">> <<sheSays "You want me to ruin you?">> <<heSays "I ... I want to cum... all the way...">> <<sheSays "Sure... chose ... it is the one of the three I offered - nothing else.">> <<heSays "Damn... then just stop.">> <<sheSays "Ok!">> she said... and continued to rub it. <<heSays "Didn't you say you'd stop...">> <<sheSays "Yep">> She then frantically stroke my penis... my cumming was building up... I felt her tight grip... and she kept pumping me... up and down... She stopped... I hadn't noticed myself... but $girl knew... I was passed my point of no return... <<heSays "Arrggg... you little devil... stroke it... please... go on....">> <<sheSays "You said it yourself... you told me to stop... there you are now...">> She slowly crawled down... no need to hurry... as my cum was still helplessly flowing out. She opened her legs and pressed her wet vagina on my mouth. In reflex I started licking her ... spreading her lower lips further apart with my tongue and welcomed her juices. I couldn't stop digging into her again and again... and each time carrying her wonderful taste into my mouth. She finished her own meal by nibbling on my cock... and then got up. <<heSays "Awww... I just started...">> She smiled at me... <<sheSays "Ain't I a tasty devil?">> <<heSays "Wait...">> I said. <<heSays "What about today... it is still early... and we have time to recuperate.">> <<heSays "Do you... want to continue D-Day after noon?">> <<sheSays "You are injured...">> <<heSays "We both know... whatever you planned... my current injuries as you call them - are nothing compared to what you had planned.">> <<heSays "The next really private time in this house... will be weeks away... just saying.">> <<sheSays "Let's decide later.">> - We ate our lunch - omelette with mushrooms and peas. <<sheSays "You know ... feeling the power... your panic... and helplessness">> she said with a full mouth... <<sheSays "... while you suffocate ... it is unbelievable. The feeling is like an orgasm in my head. But it also immediately connects to my libido. Even thinking about it now... ">> she actually had goose bumps on her arms, all the while nibbling on some mushrooms. <<heSays "Yea... you know... having near deaths experiences... it is not so bad as it sounds. Sure... you panic... your lungs burn... and you just wish it to stop. If repeated you just wish to die and STAY dead... instead to have it repeated on you. You know, if it would be a torture to gather information... you could tell what you know and it might end. But having it done to you... only with the intend to make you suffer and panic.... yea... as I said ... it is not so bad as it sounds!">> I said, while filling my glass with apple juice. <<sheSays "I can't get this image out of my head... your mouth sealed shut with gaffer tape... I sit on your face and your nose is in my vagina.">> <<sheSays "I ride you and grind myself on you... all the while you are running out of air, your body is tied up tightly... so you can't really move at all.">> She skewered three peas and absent mindedly pushed them into her mouth. <<sheSays "Then your panic sets in... you can't help yourself but wiggle under me... stimulating my cunt directly with your need for air... your panic grows and grows until you are uncontrollable twitching under me... and make me cum with your frantic movements.">> <<sheSays "Just thinking about it ... makes me shudder in pleasure">> and... she actually did! <<heSays "That sounds great! You'd probably have to watch out... once I pass out... you should probably remove the gaffer tape as well... as I know you ... you will have produced so much juice... that my nose might actually be full of it... and that I still wouldn't be able to breath">> chewing some carrots. <<sheSays "True... I can get juicy... but you love that... don't you?">> <<heSays "Sure do.">> For the observer this must have been a really weird conversation. It was our way though. It was honest. It was making light of things or being ironic. It was also sparing us many of those bad feelings. The meal was over. <<sheSays "You know... there are also 'Angle days' - I have not really told you about them explicitly. But for example a few weeks back there was an angle day where you made me orgasm at least ten times.">> <<heSays "What are Angle days?">> <<sheSays "Days when I do absolutely nothing to hurt you, humiliate you or anything like that. Angle days are also great - because I never feel bad about them. I can just care and love you... and as said... even sexually they are pleasing.">> <<sheSays "The thing is... they are just 'sexually pleasing.' ">> <<sheSays "Devil days... are way beyond 'sexually pleasing', so bad I feel about them in some ways - the sexual arousal they create is addictive.">> <<sheSays "What I really want... is Angle days with the sexuality of Devil days... and also to be able to allow you to cum.">> <<heSays "Why are you thinking in those strict ranges?">> <<heSays "Why define Devil days and Angle days?">> <<heSays "There is nothing wrong with mixing things up...">> <<heSays "Only as an example... at the moment I know... every time you touch me... you will not let me cum. It is still always frustrating. But I know it from start.">> <<heSays "But if you let me cum ... once in a while... I would always have hope... that THIS time you will let me cum... might be worth thinking about.">> <<heSays "When you tie me up now... I know something terrible will happen to me. I still consent to it - because I love you... and I know it gives you this extra kind of pleasure.">> <<heSays "But would it hurt - just for example - to tie me up and cuddle two hours? We do that anyway... It still might give you a little power surge - but the next real torture would be more unexpected.">> <<heSays "Don't think in so narrow ways... I know there is my cock speaking now... but even if you'd let me cum... you could still decide if it is ten times per day or once a year, or a ruin or an edge. I really don't think with all the things you can and are allowed to do... that your libido is actually much influenced by me cumming or not. ">> <<sheSays "This Devil day... I wanted to trick your mind. I would you have wearing a condom - as said. I would fill the condom with creme - and I would have made you believe that it is numbing creme. But in reality I wanted to fill the condom with hot rub. I'd put on the condom - naturally while you are tightly secured... put extra gaffer tape around the shaft so to not let any hot rub escape and touch me.">> <<sheSays "Then I would have massaged your penis ... and watch you slowly realizing that it was not numbing creme but the opposite... creme that makes you feel much, much more.">> <<sheSays "I said it would be HOT - and I meant that for both of us. Hot rub on your foreskin - must hurt like hell. With your gag in your mouth I would have you as a whimpering lump of self pity beneath me.">> <<sheSays "While seeing and feeling that - I would ride you from orgasm to orgasm... while massaging the hot rub ever deeper in your most sensitive skin. Ahhh... this sounds so hot.">> <<heSays "Why are you telling me this?">> <<sheSays "To show you what I think about... how my mind works.">> <<sheSays "I adore your body... I love your dick... I am addicted to your cum. ">> <<sheSays "I often think about you... our sex and often when I see or hear other things - my devious little mind connects the dots. New ideas come to mind... and I keep rolling them in my head - until I just want to try them!">> <<sheSays "As of today... my mind jumbles if I think about sex and you.">> <<sheSays "I had the plan I just told you about... then came the gag idea...">> <<sheSays "You know - the gag I used... it is special in the way, that you cannot close your mouth... and in the middle it has a little hole, with a stopper to seal it... as soon as I remembered the gag ... I just thought about forcing you to drink stuff you really didn't want to...">> <<sheSays "You know... close your nose up, put a funnel in the hole and force feed you... a good measure of pee came to my mind first...">> <<sheSays "But as soon as the gag was in place... I, just for fun, blocked your nose... and you know the rest...">> <<heSays "I love you!">> <<heSays "I trust you - I know that you can and will do terrible things to me - all the same, even if I panic or nearly die. I still trust you implicitly. I know in the end I will always be glad to have been and be your partner.">> <<heSays "We don't need Devil or Angle days... if you have the desire to tie me up. Do it. If you want to try new things - I am your man. If you want to cuddle two days straight - I would love to.">> <<heSays "I don't want to come across as the guy who is passive and does everything you want. But more often than not... I think that is actually what you want! If it is not - then tell me! You are just the master type and I am gladly you puppet.">> <<heSays "If you ever want to switch - we can. It is not so much, that I do everything you say... it is more... I love you so much... I love everything with you... and so I am able to fill any role you need... because it is not the puppet thing I love. I love that I can make you feel happy by me being your puppet. Do you understand what I want to say?">> <<sheSays "Let us go upstairs... somehow this talk... needs to be continued with less clothes on.">>

[img[pics/Boy.png]] \ After we entered our room she threw her arms around me and kissed me passionately and whispered afterwards: <<sheSays "Devil hour">> <<sheSays "STRIP - PUPPET!">> <<sheSays "You will do everything you are told!">> <<heSays "Yes Mistress.">> <<sheSays "Kneel">> I knelt <<sheSays "Kiss my feet!">> I kissed her feet <<sheSays "Suck my toes!">> I sucked her toes <<sheSays "Lie on the bed">> I lay down <<sheSays "I'll be back... shackle your feet and fasten your knees again - I don't care that it hurts.">> She left, with clenched teeth I did as I was told. When she came back she was carrying a tablet with different things on it. Things I recognized from our talk downstairs - a glass with suspicious yellow fluid, a small funnel, condoms and a little tube with hot rub. I looked at the tablet with big eyes. But I said nothing... and tried not to think about what was next to come. <<sheSays "Lean back... I must still fasten your hands.">> After that she scooped up the gag... <<sheSays "Open your mouth.">> <<heSays "Yes Mistress.">> I opened my mouth - and the gag was put into it. <<sheSays "Devil pause">> she whispered in my ear. I turned my head and looked in astonishment at her. <<sheSays "I will feed you now; I can further fasten your head, so that you will not be able to move it, but if you promise not to wiggle and trying to spill anything. I will not. Nod if you promise me!">> I nodded. She removed the little nob in the middle of the gag and put the funnel in. After that she applied the clip to my nose again... that still hurt like hell. I could still breathe through the small hole and the funnel. <<sheSays "Now... carefully - you promised - don't spill it.">> She carefully poured the liquid into the funnel... and it directly went into my mouth. It collected it my mouth... but if I wanted to breathe any time soon... I just HAD to swallow it... no other way. I actually could not taste all that much, since my nose was being shut down. <<sheSays "Swallow! Now!">> She watched me gulp it down. <<sheSays "How do you like it?">> <<sheSays "That was once part of me... you should be so glad I share it with you!">> She looked in my eyes... as I slowly swallowed... <<sheSays "Yes... drink it... you are mine... you will swallow ... what I give you ... slave!">> <<sheSays "You know - I suspect you secretly like this... drinking my pee.">> She whispered in my ears. With that she poured the rest of the glass in the funnel... and I was forced to drink the rest. <<sheSays "It is soo hot, that you drink what I piss...">> she continued to whisper. <<sheSays "There is another kind of wetness now... where this comes from...">> <<sheSays "... and something to clean up...">> she reached for a bottle of water under the bed... and filled the funnel with a fair amount of water. <<sheSays "That was pretty hot... but I don't want to kiss you right now.">> <<sheSays "Now comes stage two I guess... let's see what have we here, a condom and a tube of hot rub...">> <<sheSays "Actually... ">> ...she started unfastening the gag... <<sheSays "I think I am hot enough right now...">> She also freed my hand... <<sheSays "Untie yourself... and put those things out of our bed.">> She kissed me - and reached between my legs. <<sheSays "Good boy, you are ready.">> <<sheSays "Yuk... I didn't want to kiss you... but actually... I don't taste anything... ok.">> She longingly lay on her back... <<sheSays "... come... I want you...">> I prepared myself mentally... and guided my cock into her. <<sheSays "Ahmmmm, you always feel so good... tell me - why do we really do anything else... this feels so great...">> <<sheSays "Listen... I just want a couple of orgasms from the real you... It doesn't matter what or how you do it... you are only allowed to pull your dick out, if I explicitly say so - understood?">> I nodded, my mind was elsewhere. <<sheSays "Now fuck me. I want to feel your dick moving in me.">>. <<sheSays "Yes exactly... go on... hmmm">>. After less than a minute she came. <<sheSays "Fuck yes! YES, FUUUCK... Ahhh mmmmm.">> She grabbed my face forced her tongue into my mouth... and while her body spasmed beneath mine I felt her tongue playing with me, at the same time I could feel and hear her moans, little <<sheSays "hm, hmmm, hmm.">> forming somewhere in the back of her mouth. She opened her mouth and commanded <<sheSays "Keep going... hmmm, don't stop... ahhh">>. After a few more seconds her convulsions drifted away. <<sheSays "Phuu... that was so good... I needed that... slow now little stallion... I need to catch my breath...">> I heard all that from far away... I needed to concentrate on Newton now. <<sheSays "Hey! Open your eyes!">> I forced my eyes open... and saw directly into her radiant blue eyes. <<sheSays "Stay a little with me... slowly... very slowly...">> <<sheSays "Yes... that is nice... give me a little build up time... ">> <<heSays "You are so beautiful.">> I could not help but say. <<sheSays "Sure... said the man to the girl he is fucking...">> she laughed. <<sheSays "You know that I will rip your balls off if you say anything else ...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me...">> I closed my eyes and sped up my movements... she placed her arms around my neck. <<sheSays "Hmmm... you so know what I need.">> <<sheSays "Hey... open your eyes. I want to see your brown eyes... I love them... the adoring expression as you watch me. Look at me!">> I looked at her. This was getting more difficult... How can I recite prime numbers... when I watched her getting ever more excited? She again kissed me... my forehead... my eyes <<sheSays "Fuuuck... that is so good keep going...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... give me your tongue... I want to suck it... ahhh... ">> I was getting more and more excited... how could I not. <<sheSays "Now hmmmm... give me everything FUCK ME!">> I sped up again... and fucked her wildly, strangely enough... I think that helped me. This frantic pace was her pace not mine... If it would be left to me alone... I probably would slow down and... enjoy every single push into and out of her. Then she came again. Loudly this time. <<sheSays "AHHHHHHHHH. OH MY GODD.... AHHHH.">> Her hand grabbed my bum again... and franticly pushed me deeper and deeper into her. <<sheSays "YOU ARE MY FUCK MACHINE... AHMMMMM... GO ON... ON...">> After the first outburst a few minutes ago... I wouldn't have thought she would top that... but... she just didn't stop twitching and heaving her body against mine. This must have been one of her longest orgasms ever... a minute or two later... long after she told me to slow down again... her body now and then still jerked upwards. <<sheSays "DAMN... just awesome...">> I now really had a hard time... <<heSays "Listen... this... your ecstasy ... it's taken a toll on me...">> <<sheSays "Hush... just keep going... slowly for now...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... yes... nice slow... loving... ">> <<sheSays "Open your eyes... look at me...">> <<sheSays "Listen... fuck me so that I can enjoy every single push into and out of me... I want to feel you.">> Damn... that is my pace... How on earth was I supposed to keep going. <<sheSays "Look at me... fuck me... feel me... love me... ">> <<heSays "Hmmm... ">> <<sheSays "Do you feel my hands on you... let me guide you...">> She guided my bum to her intended rhythm. This was so hot... with every push into her... my dick moved to ecstasy... she was so damn perfect. <<heSays "Ohmmm I... ">> <<sheSays "Look at me... ">> I looked at her sweaty happy, face... her eyes sparkling... loving me... <<heSays "I... hmm.. hmm hmm ">> <<sheSays "I did not say to stop... fuck me... make me cum again... slowly... lovingly... ">> She nestled her face on my neck... <<heSays "hmm... hmm, hmm ohmm ">> She whispered into my ears... with her beautiful voice. <<sheSays "Cum love... give in... cum... ">> I could never resist her whispers... especially not this one. She looked up ... watched me... <<heSays "AHHHHH... ">> I came... I lost total control... my dick kept fucking her all on its own... Never have I felt anything like this release, penned up for so long... Uncontrollably I moaned. Kept pumping into my love... I felt me cum inside her... and her hands kept forcing me back into her again and again - welcoming me... My body twitched back and forth... I saw flashes of her astonished, radiant... beautiful face - as I sometimes had my eyes open... then closed again... as my wildest orgasm continued. At some point I rested on my arms in the fear that I would black out. Only a few seconds into my orgasm... I felt that $girl too came again. Somewhere in the distance... I heard her... but I can't really say much about that... I was totally preoccupied. I too continued... jerking infrequently long after the actual orgasm. <<heSays "Thank you... ">> <<heSays "If... you want more now... We have to use my tongue... my penis just went away to a party... and is nowhere to be found...">> <<sheSays "That was... damn bloody fantastic...">> <<sheSays "You know I am sooo stupid.">> <<sheSays "My devil - or ... just me... I always wanted to dominate you... have you helpless and me the master... have you lose your control and give it up to me.">> <<sheSays "What I just realized... you will always be my little puppet. I don't need a whip or shackles.">> <<sheSays "All that I need... is to be a woman... when I have you in my arms like this... you melt like butter. ">> <<sheSays "All I have to do... to make you dance to the tune I sing... is whisper into your ear, ... against all your will... you are helpless and give me everything - because you are MY man and I am YOUR woman .">> <<heSays "... you only have to whisper... nothing more... ">> <<sheSays "That simple realization of my eternal... nature given power over you let me cum straight again.">> <<sheSays "You are MINE... you poor helpless man. Just because I am a woman and you are a man... that is all that is needed.">> <<sheSays "I love you... and dear... you will cum more often from now on... I can tell you that...">>

[img[pics/Girl.png]] \ I wanted to resume our Devils day, why not... $boy obviously wanted me to... so... I threw my arms around my love, kissed him passionately and whispered: <<sheSays "Devil hour">> I loved feeling being in control... I loved being the master and ordering my slave... <<sheSays "STRIP - PUPPET!">> <<sheSays "You will do everything you are told!">> <<heSays "Yes Mistress.">> <<sheSays "Kneel">> he knelt <<sheSays "Kiss my feet!">> he kissed my feet <<sheSays "Suck my toes!">> he sucked my toes <<sheSays "Lie on the bed">> he lay down <<sheSays "I'll be back... shackle your feet and fasten your knees again - I don't care that it hurts.">> I knew he hurt... the wounds of the past ordeal were still there... I ignored it... I wanted to be his mistress... he was to do what I wanted... I was going to fetch the funnel... creme, condoms... everything I told him about... I even peed in a glass... yes - once I had been appalled by it... now I wanted my slave to drink from me... I wanted to know for sure... I was the mistress... and he was just a dirty scumbag... allowed to live by my will... drinking my waste... He inspected the tablet with big eyes. But said nothing... what was there to say... he was helpless... he had accepted it... he knew what was to come... obviously he wanted it... he was so sick... <<sheSays "Lean back... I must still fasten your hands.">> I got the gag... <<sheSays "Open your mouth.">> <<heSays "Yes Mistress.">> he replied submissively. I gagged him. His head was not securely tied. If he wiggled hard enough... He would spill the liquid I wanted him to swallow... I could certainly tie him better... but... <<sheSays "Devil pause">> I whispered... He turned his head and looked at me with astonishment... <<sheSays "I will feed you now; I can further fasten your head, so that you will not be able to move it, but if you promise not to wiggle and try to spill... I will not. Nod if you promise me!">> He nodded. I removed the little nob in the middle of the gag and put the funnel in. Then I applied the clip to his nose again... He could still breathe through the small hole and the funnel. <<sheSays "Now... carefully - you promised - don't spill it.">> YES - I would now pour the drink I had made for him... <<sheThinks "Drink my love... drink what I piss - and be utterly devoted to me!">> I carefully poured the liquid into the funnel... and thus directly into him. It collected in his mouth... if he wanted to breathe any time soon... he just HAD to swallow... there was no other way. <<sheSays "Swallow! Now!">> I ordered... I gazed at him with anticipation... <<sheThinks "I love you so much... drink from me... love me... be my slave... ">> I watched him as he gulped it down. I had to ask... <<sheSays "How do you like it?">> <<sheSays "That was once part of me... you should be so glad I share it with you!">> I looked in his eyes... as he continued to slowly swallow... <<sheThinks "So hot... so obedient...">> <<sheThinks "No... not so...">> I realized... he was not my slave... I was utterly in love with me... he trusted me... he would do anything for me... Perhaps that was also slavedom... But this man before me... was mine... not because I was stronger or better or higher stationed... He was mine... because he wanted to be mine... he loved and adored me... I nearly started crying then and there... But I pushed those thoughts away... for the time being... In some sense we were playing a game... and I wanted to continue... but inwardly my heart was also bursting with love for $boy... <<sheSays "Yes... drink it... you are mine... you will swallow ... what I give you ... slave!">> <<sheSays "You know - I suspect you secretly like this... drinking my pee.">> I whispered... With that I poured the rest of the glass in the funnel... and forced him to drink. <<sheSays "It is soo hot, that you drink what I piss...">> i continued whispering. <<sheSays "There is another kind of wetness now... where this comes from...">> <<sheSays "... and something to clean up...">> I reached for the prepared bottle of water under the bed... and filled the funnel with a fair amount. <<sheSays "That was pretty hot... but I don't want to kiss you right now.">> <<sheSays "Now comes stage two I guess... let's see what have we here, a condom and a tube of hot rub...">> <<sheThinks "I love you...">> The thought again appeared in my head... <<sheThinks "I want to feel your love...">> <<sheThinks "I don't want to hurt you... not now...">> <<sheThinks "I want to give myself to you... feel your love in another way...">> <<sheSays "Actually... ">> ...I started unfastening the gag... <<sheSays "I think I am hot enough right now...">> I also freed his hand... <<sheSays "Untie yourself... and put those things out of our bed.">> I kissed him - and reached between his legs... probing for my dick... my lovely hot dick... <<sheSays "Good boy, you are ready.">> <<sheSays "Yuk... I didn't want to kiss you... but actually... I don't taste anything... ok.">> I sprawled myself before him... I wanted him... I was so hot for my man just then... <<sheSays "... come... I want you...">> I saw him thinking... he knew what was expected... He knew I wanted to be fucked... to many orgasms... and he was not allowed to cum... I saw him mentally preparing... getting his prime numbers and physics laws in place... I felt him entering me... Always... the first time he enters... even after years... felt so good... <<sheSays "Ahmmmm, you always feel so good... tell me - why do we really do anything else... this feels so great...">> <<sheSays "Listen... I just want a couple of orgasms from the real you... It doesn't matter what or how you do it... you are only allowed to pull your dick out, if I explicitly say so - understood?">> He nodded, his mind was elsewhere. <<sheSays "Now fuck me. I want to feel your dick moving in me.">>. <<sheSays "Yes exactly... go on... hmmm">>. After less than a minute I came the first time. <<sheSays "Fuck yes! YES, FUUUCK... Ahhh mmmmm.">> I grabbed his face forced my tongue into his mouth... and while my body spasmed beneath his, my tongue played with his, I could not hold back. While kissing him I moaned my orgasm in his mouth... I felt so good... complete... as blissful shivers ran through my body... <<sheSays "hm, hmmm, hmm.">> <<sheSays "Keep going... hmmm, don't stop... ahhh">> <<sheThinks "Never... ever stop fucking me... loving me...">> After a few more seconds my convulsions drifted away. <<sheSays "Phuu... that was so good... I needed that... slow now little stallion... I need to catch my breath...">> I am not sure he heard me at all... he was fully concentrating on something unsexy... to distract himself... <<sheSays "Hey! Open your eyes!">> He forced his eyes open... and saw directly into mine... his beautiful brown hazel eyes... <<sheSays "Stay a little with me... slowly... very slowly...">> <<sheSays "Yes... that is nice... give me a little build up time... ">> <<heSays "You are so beautiful.">> <<sheSays "Sure... said the man to the girl he is fucking...">> I laughed. <<sheSays "You know that I will rip your balls off if you say anything else ...">> <<sheSays "Fuck me...">> He closed his eyes again and sped up his movements... I slung my arms around his neck - I wanted to feel him... any way that I could... <<sheSays "Hmmm... you so know what I need.">> <<sheSays "Hey... open your eyes. I want to see your brown eyes... I love them... the adoring expression as you watch me. Look at me!">> He looked at me. I could see how difficult it was for him not to give in to his desires... He would not be able to recite prime numbers... while fucking AND watching me. I wanted him... I wanted this strong man to succumb to his lust, for me... I wanted to torture him... different than before... He was to fuck me... feel me... see me and be a slave to his sexual desires. I forbade him to cum... but he was to fuck me... and fuck me.... and fuck me... and not cum... again I was his mistress... and he a slave to my will... because he wanted it... I continued kissing him... his forehead... his eyes... <<sheSays "Fuuuck... that is so good keep going...">> <<sheSays "hmmm... give me your tongue... I want to suck it... ahhh... ">> I knew he was barely holding it together... But he had to continue... he had to fuck me... and restrain himself... This made me so hot... <<sheSays "Now hmmmm... give me everything FUCK ME!">> He sped up again... and fucked me wildly... I loved it when he went wild on me... I was going to cum again... in a couple of seconds... I could not resist the cock of my sex mate... I would cum... soon... so good... Nonetheless... I knew... $boy's speed was different... I loved his frantic love making... but I knew... he enjoyed it more when things were a bit slower... He loved feeling me... he enjoyed my body, my cunt more when he could sense every tiny bit... every movement... not the frantic pace where every motion was a blur... This frantic fuck... would drive me to an orgasm in a few seconds... but for $boy it was easier to hold in... I came again. Loudly this time. <<sheSays "AHHHHHHHHH. OH MY GODD.... AHHHH.">> My hand grabbed his bum again... and franticly pushed him deeper and deeper into me. <<sheSays "YOU ARE MY FUCK MACHINE... AHMMMMM... GO ON... ON...">> I was so into it... into $boy... I came loud... and strong... I was in bliss again.. could not think... only scream and moan in lust...I just couldn’t stop twitching and heaving my body against his. This must have been one of my longest orgasms ever... a minute or two later... long after I told him to slow down again... my body now and then still jerked upwards. <<sheSays "DAMN... just awesome...">> <<sheThinks "Hahaha... you wanted to make it easier on yourself with that frantic pace... but my orgasm made it much more difficult...">> He now really had a hard time... <<heSays "Listen... this... your ecstasy ... it's taken a toll on me...">> <<sheThinks "No, no, no... you just keep fucking me... watching me... I want you to despair from lust for me...">> <<sheSays "Hush... just keep going... slowly for now...">> <<sheSays "Hmmm... yes... nice slow... lovingly... ">> <<sheSays "Open your eyes... look at me...">> <<sheThinks "Look... feel... I'll make you mad with lust... I love you...">> <<sheThinks "Now... I'll make it double hard on you...">> <<sheSays "Listen... fuck me so that I can enjoy every single push into and out of me... I want to feel you.">> <<sheSays "Look at me... fuck me... feel me... love me... ">> I knew I was asking the impossible... I knew he was growing desperate... I loved it... He could not resist his sexual desire... need... But he also did not want to break his promise... My poor, poor man... He was fucking the girl of his dreams and he was in blissful hell... <<heSays "Hmmm... ">> <<sheSays "Do you feel my hands on you... let me guide you...">> I guided his bum to my intended rhythm. I knew... I felt him... he was on the brink... <<heSays "Ohmmm I... ">> He was not able to get out a coherent word... he kept fucking me... <<sheSays "Look at me... ">> He looked at my sweaty happy, face... he knew and saw... how much I loved him... <<heSays "I... hmm.. hmm hmm ">> <<sheSays "I did not say to stop... fuck me... make me cum again... slowly... lovingly... ">> I nestled my face on his neck... I wondered how he could still keep fucking me... I knew he was tight as a string... he gave me everything I demanded... For months now he had not cum... for me... because I thought I needed it... He was my love... my one and only eternal love. <<heSays "hmm... hmm, hmm ohmm ">> I loved him... no orgasm in the world would destroy my love... or my lust for him... I wanted to give him everything... this dear, dear man... who suffered so much for me... I wanted him to cum... I wanted his cum in me... Giving up my virginity again for him... the first semen in me… I wanted to feel how well his and my body fitted... we were made for one another... I knew it... I wanted it... I whispered into his ears... <<sheSays "Cum love... give in... cum... ">> I had not finished... whispering... when I heard him... <<heSays "AHHHHH... ">> I felt him cum... I felt him like never before... his dick had a will of its own... it twitched and fucked... and I could feel his fluids in me. It felt wonderful... the first time I felt him in me... the first time he had an orgasm with me... His stuff... in me... at the right time... and we would be family... - where did that thought just came from? I wanted to experience his orgasm to the fullest... every twitch... every moan... every thrust and spurt... But a few seconds in... his lust... his utter enjoyment of my body had triggered me too. I also had another wonderful orgasm... it was carried by his involuntary lustful movements. His orgasm... made me cum... so hard... Why? Why hadn't I let him cum before... it felt so wonderful... feeling his bliss... knowing that I was the cause of it... ... <<heSays "Thank you... ">> <<heSays "If... you want more now... We have to use my tongue... my penis just went away to a party... and is nowhere to be found...">> <<sheSays "That was... damn bloody fantastic...">> <<sheSays "You know I am sooo stupid.">> <<sheSays "My devil - or ... just me... I always wanted to dominate you... have you helpless and me the master... have you lose your control and give it up to me.">> <<sheSays "What I just realized... you will always be my little puppet. I don't need a whip or shackles.">> <<sheSays "All that I need... is to be a woman... when I have you in my arms like this... you melt like butter. ">> <<sheSays "All I have to do... to make you dance to the tune I sing... is whisper into your ear, ... against all your will... you are helpless and give me everything - because you are MY man and I am YOUR woman .">> <<heSays "... you only have to whisper... nothing more... ">> <<sheSays "That simple realization of my eternal... nature given power over you let me cum straight again.">> <<sheSays "You are MINE... you poor helpless man. Just because I am a woman and you are a man... that is all that is needed.">> <<sheSays "I love you... and dear... you will cum more often from now on... I can tell you that...">>