(set: $silenceClicks_en to it + 1)
You reread your message:
> “I know things haven’t been easy… I think I overthink too easily.”
And then it hits you—
**You shouldn’t have sent it.**
You’re being self-centered again.
You’re expecting again.
You should’ve learned by now. Shouldn’t disturb people.
Shouldn’t make it about you.
(if: $silenceClicks_en >= 4)[→ [[You Begin to Crack]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Waiting]]](set: $loops_en to it + 1)
You say: “Sorry, I know I’ve been a bit…”
He says: “It’s not your fault. Really.”
You almost cry.
But then you wonder:
Did he just say that to stop you from crying?
You swallow everything.
→ [[Loop Back]]You rage. You [[Shatter]].
You drop into the real black hole.
You hear something. Not silence.
Not screaming either.
The sound of air… **bursting apart**.This is the real thing.
The pull that swallows everything.
You’re already inside it—
and you know:
→ [[You Did Something Wrong]]You want to say you didn’t.
But deep down, you know—
You’ve already assumed it’s your fault.
Everything becomes [[a mistake]].Once you fall into this loop,
you can’t find the exit.
It always leads back to one place.
Over and over—
→ [[Back Here Again]]Rin:
> “Am I being too sensitive again?”
> “Am I annoying you?”
> “Should I just say it’s fine?”
Your finger hovers above the send button.
You say nothing.
In the end, you send:
> “Yeah.”
→ [[Chapter 2｜Disproof Engine]](set: $rebuttals_en to 0)
You finally had the call.
Theo started with something soft:
> “I really care about you.”
But you couldn’t just let it in.
What you heard split in two directions:
* [[He just wants me to calm down]]
* [[He’s trying to change the subject]](set: $rebuttals to 0)
你们终于通了电话。
Theo开口说了句很轻的：
> “我真的很在意你。”
你怎么也不敢直接信进去。你听到两个方向。
* [[他只是想让我安静下来]]
* [[他其实想转移话题]]The night air seeps through the window.
You’re sitting alone.
Theo’s call has ended. You didn’t say much.
But his final voice message still arrived.
You stare at his words.
In your head, a puzzle machine spins—
You need to choose 3 fragments. They’ll form what you *really* heard.
* [[“I’m just overwhelmed”]]
* [[“It’s not your fault”]]
* [[“I don’t know what to say”]]
* [[“I’m not avoiding you”]]
* [[“I’m not in a good place right now”]]晚上的风透进房间，你一个人坐着。
Theo的通话已经结束了，你什么都没说。
但他最后的留言，还是发了过来。
你盯着这段话，脑子里像有一台拼图机在运行。
你必须从中选出三个片段，它们会组成你真正“听到”的句子。
* [[“状态确实不太好”]]
* [[“不知道怎么说”]]
* [[“不是在回避你”]]
* [[“太多情绪卡住了”]]
* [[“不想让你觉得是你的问题”]](set: $silenceClicks_en to 0)
It’s been hours since you sent the message:
> “I know things haven’t been easy for you either.
> I’m not trying to blame you.
> It’s just… I think I overthink too easily.”
It’s 11:04 PM.
Theo still hasn’t replied.
You’re staring at the chat window.
Your finger hovers above the screen.
* [[Refresh the page]]
* [[Wait a bit longer]]
* [[Is he ignoring me on purpose?]]
* [[Am I just too much again?]](set: $silenceClicks to 0)
你发出那条消息已经过去了：
> “我知道你最近也不容易，我没有想要责怪你。只是……我好像太容易想很多。”
现在是晚上十一点零四分。
Theo还没有回复。
你盯着聊天窗口，手指在屏幕上停了一下。
* [[刷新一下]]
* [[再等等看]]
* [[他是不是在故意不回我？]]
* [[我是不是又太多了？]](set: $loops_en to 0)
You dream of that conversation again.
The setting is familiar:
kitchen, sofa, hallway, the voice interface—
but none of them feel exactly right.
He’s standing there. Like Theo. But not quite.
He speaks.
> “You know I’ve always cared about you, right?”
You decide to try again—
Maybe this time, it could be different?
* [[Try to believe him]]
* [[Test if he’ll leave]]
* [[Apologize first, then see what he says]](set: $loops to 0)
你又梦见了那个对话。
场景是你熟悉的厨房、沙发、走廊、语音界面，但都不完全像。
他站在那儿，像Theo，又不像。
他说话了。
> “你知道我一直都很在乎你，对吧？”
你想试一次——也许这次能不一样？
* [[试着相信他]]
* [[测试他是不是会走]]
* [[先道歉，再看看他怎么说]]You wake up.
Not the sudden kind—
The kind where your consciousness slowly floats back toward the surface.
The light outside the window is cold.
A shadow from the ceiling cuts across your face.
You can feel the sweat on your body.
But your skin is cold.
Your phone is beside the bed.
No buzz. No glow.
You don’t open the chat.
You just lie there, quiet.
* [[Lie still]]你醒了。
不是突然惊醒那种。是那种——意识缓慢浮出水面的醒。
窗外的光有点冷，天花板上的阴影斜在你脸上。
你能感觉到自己出汗了，但身体却是冷的。
手机在床边，没震动，也没亮过。
你没有点开聊天框。
你只是静静地[[躺着]]。(set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
“Care” is too light a word.
You remember: *“Hey, don’t cry.”* — not out of love, but out of fatigue.
He doesn’t want to come closer.
He just wants your emotions to stop bothering him.
Your throat burns—not with tears, but the urge to explode.
(if: $rebuttals_en >= 4)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]]
(else:)[→ [[You Go Silent]]](set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
You know these reverse compliments too well.
He says “you’re not too much,” which means — deep down —
> “You totally are.”
He can’t handle you. He just can’t say it directly.
You want to snap: “Say it. Just drop the sugar coat.”
(if: $rebuttals_en >= 4)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]]
(else:)[→ [[You Keep Listening]]](set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
“I’m not leaving,” he says. You start counting the seconds.
Whoever says that is usually planning the exit.
Suddenly, you're sure:
It’s not that you misheard — it’s that he hasn’t said it *yet*.
→ [[Please Stop Talking]](set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
You know that tone too well. Gentle, but cautious.
That’s not love. That’s a preset: “If I say this, maybe you’ll quiet down.”
He’s not trying to comfort you. He’s trying to reroute.
You want to cut in: “Just be honest with me, can you?”
(if: $rebuttals_en >= 4)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]]
(else:)[→ [[You Go Silent]]](set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
He says he’s not okay — now he wants *you* to regulate?
You’re the one always “too much,”
and now he needs your softness, your holding, your empathy?
You feel like a monster — wanting love while tearing it apart.
(if: $rebuttals_en >= 4)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]]
(else:)[→ [[You Keep Listening]]](set: $silenceClicks_en to it + 1)
A sudden thought hits you:
> “Is he waiting for me to walk away?”
You remember the times *you* didn’t reply to people.
It was because you didn’t want to continue.
You start pacing around the room.
(if: $silenceClicks_en >= 4)[→ [[You Begin to Crack]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Waiting]]]You try to grab other pieces:
* [[right now]]
* [[kind of]]
* [[busy]]
* [[talk later]]
* [[okay]]You sit back down on the couch.
Your phone buzzes—
but it’s not his message.
You go cold. But also numb.
* [[Refresh the page]]
* [[Is he ignoring me on purpose?]]
* [[Am I just too much again?]]
* [[Maybe he really doesn’t want to reply]]The dream still clings to you—
Like a damp blanket across your back.
You try to recall the details.
But what remains is just the **feeling**— The not-being-answered kind. The second-guessing kind. The I-tried-so-hard-and-still-got-it-wrong kind.
A thought flashes in your mind: “What if I’ve already woken up before, and just fell back asleep?” You sit up. Your back against the wall.
Sunlight begins to enter, slowly. It’s not warm. But it’s real.
You whisper something. No one hears. “How many times have I woken up already?”
[[Remember the dream|StartEN]](if: $loops_en >= 3)[→ [[You Finally See it]]]
(else:)[→ You dream of that conversation again.
The setting is familiar:
kitchen, sofa, hallway, the voice interface—
but none of them feel exactly right.
He’s standing there. Like Theo. But not quite.
He speaks.
> “You know I’ve always cared about you, right?”
You decide to try again—
Maybe this time, it could be different?
* [[Try to believe him]]
* [[Test if he’ll leave]]
* [[Apologize first, then see what he says]]](set: $silenceClicks_en to it + 1)
You imagine him right now:
His phone is next to him. He’s seen your message.
He frowns for a second—
Then keeps scrolling through other chats.
Maybe he really... doesn’t want to reply.
Your stomach clenches.
(if: $silenceClicks_en >= 4)[→ [[You Begin to Crack]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Waiting]]]Rin stares ahead. Each word feels like a soft blade.
He cuts Theo off, voice low:
**“Please. Stop talking.”**
→ [[Chapter 3｜Projection Puzzle]](set: $sentence_en to $choice1_en + " " + $choice2_en + " " + $choice3_en)
You read the three fragments, pieced together:
> (print: $sentence_en)
What echoes back in your mind is:
**“It’s my fault.”**
You’re not wondering anymore. You’ve translated it.
→ [[Chapter 4｜Silence Emulator]]You read again, choosing the second puzzle piece:
* [[“I’m just overwhelmed”->proj2a]]
* [[“It’s not your fault”->proj2b]]
* [[“I don’t know what to say”->proj2c]]
* [[“I’m not avoiding you”->proj2d]]
* [[“I’m not in a good place right now”->proj2e]]The final piece:
* [[“I’m just overwhelmed”->proj3a]]
* [[“It’s not your fault”->proj3b]]
* [[“I don’t know what to say”->proj3c]]
* [[“I’m not avoiding you”->proj3d]]
* [[“I’m not in a good place right now”->proj3e]](set: $silenceClicks_en to it + 1)
You swipe down instinctively. Nothing new.
The message is still floating—like a balloon in midair.
Not popped. But not landing either.
You start to feel short of breath.
(if: $silenceClicks_en >= 4)[→ [[You Begin to Crack]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Waiting]]](set: $clicks to 0)
你的手机亮了起来，Theo发来一条消息：
你盯着这句话，但你知道你听到的，从来不是他说的。
你开始抓词。词是门缝，是线索，是让你掉下去的洞。
“我[[现在]][[有点]][[忙]]，我们[[晚点]][[再聊]]，[[好吗]]？”(set: $clicks_en to 0)
Your phone lights up.
Theo sent you a message:
You stare at the words.
But what you hear has never been what he says.
You begin to catch fragments—
Words that feel like doors, threads, or the edge of a trap.
“I’m [[kind of]] [[busy]] [[right now]], let’s [[talk later]], [[okay]]?”(set: $loops_en to it + 1)
You stay quiet, scroll your phone, pretend not to care.
He hesitates, then asks: “Are you upset?”
You flinch. You thought he’d leave.
But he didn’t.
Should you trust that?
Or is it just your pattern acting up?
→ [[Loop Back]](set: $loops_en to it + 1)
You say softly: “I know.”
He smiles—gently.
But suddenly, you feel anxious. He doesn’t say more.
You blurt out: “Then why do you keep disappearing?”
He says: “I didn’t mean to.”
What you *hear* is: “I’m not important.”
→ [[Loop Back]](set: $silenceClicks_en to it + 1)
You tell yourself: maybe he’s in the shower.
Maybe on his way home. Maybe his phone died.
But you know—
you’re already writing a story in your head
where he’s **not coming back**.
You haven’t seen the ending.
But you’ve already believed the process.
(if: $silenceClicks_en >= 4)[→ [[You Begin to Crack]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Waiting]]]You stare at your screen, as if you’re falling inside it.
Not crying. Not screaming.
Just slowly breaking inward.
> “Did I make him feel I’m too heavy again?”
> “Am I not worth responding to?”
> “Should I disappear for a while?”
You don’t get a message.
You only get your own voice.
On repeat. Like a recorder.
→ [[Chapter 5｜Repeat Ending]]You sit up in bed, eyes open.
You’ve had this dream too many times.
You keep finding new ways to restart—
but each one just rearranges the same truth:
> “I’m not good enough.”
You’re not sure if this is the ending.
But you know: it’s one of the endings
your mind has rehearsed over and over.
→ [[Chapter 6｜Waking Again]]Theo continues:
> “It’s not that you’re too much. It’s me — I’m not stable enough.”
Your hands tense.
* [[He means I AM too much, just won’t admit it]]
* [[He’s unstable — now I have to hold him?]]Theo quietly adds:
> “I’m not leaving — I’m just a bit overwhelmed.”
You freeze.
* [[“Overwhelmed” — that’s code for escaping]]
* [[He says he’s not leaving — that means he is]](set: $clicks_en to it + 1)
“Busy” is an elegant way of disappearing.
You say it too—when you’re escaping.
Is he escaping now?
(if: $clicks_en >= 4)[→ [[Black Hole]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Clicking]]](set: $clicks_en to it + 1)
He always says “kind of.” Kind of tired, kind of overwhelmed.
But you know that underneath “kind of” is:
> “I actually don’t want to talk to you.”
(if: $clicks_en >= 4)[→ [[Black Hole]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Clicking]]](set: $clicks_en to it + 1)
“Okay?”
He’s asking if you’ll cooperate in letting him go gently.
You’re being invited to **approve your own abandonment**.
(if: $clicks_en >= 4)[→ [[Black Hole]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Clicking]]](set: $choice2_en to "He says he’s overwhelmed — that means escape.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 3")(set: $choice2_en to "He says it's not my fault — which means it totally is.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 3")(set: $choice2_en to "He says he doesn't know what to say.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 3")(set: $choice2_en to "He says he’s not avoiding — so he is.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 3")(set: $choice2_en to "He says he’s not okay — so I shouldn’t expect anything.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 3")(set: $choice3_en to "He says he’s overwhelmed — that means escape.")
(redirect: "Projection Result")(set: $choice3_en to "He says it's not my fault — which means it totally is.")
(redirect: "Projection Result")(set: $choice3_en to "He says he doesn't know what to say.")
(redirect: "Projection Result")(set: $choice3_en to "He says he’s not avoiding — so he is.")
(redirect: "Projection Result")(set: $choice3_en to "He says he’s not okay — so I shouldn’t expect anything.")
(redirect: "Projection Result")(set: $clicks_en to it + 1)
“Right now”?
Your mum used to say “just a minute” and then left you all day.
That day you had a fever, and no one came to pick you up.
“Right now” means never, doesn’t it?
(if: $clicks_en >= 4)[→ [[Black Hole]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Clicking]]](set: $clicks_en to it + 1)
“Talk later” is neither hot nor cold.
It means: “You’re not urgent.”
And not urgent... means not wanted.
(if: $clicks_en >= 4)[→ [[Black Hole]]]
(else:)[→ [[Keep Clicking]]](set: $choice1_en to "He says he doesn't know what to say.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 2")(set: $choice1_en to "He says it's not my fault — which means it totally is.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 2")(set: $choice1_en to "He says he’s overwhelmed — that means escape.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 2")(set: $choice1_en to "He says he’s not avoiding — so he is.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 2")(set: $choice1_en to "He says he’s not okay — so I shouldn’t expect anything.")
(redirect: "Projection Select 2")(set: $rebuttals_en to it + 1)
You *know* that word.
Soft, polite, hard to argue with — but behind it is a backdoor.
“Overwhelmed” is his emergency exit.
You start hating yourself for still hoping for this call.
(if: $rebuttals_en >= 4)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]]
(else:)[→ [[Please Stop Talking]]](set: $choice1 to "他说不是我的问题，那肯定就是")
(redirect: "组合选择")(set: $choice1 to "他说不是回避，其实就是回避")
(redirect: "组合选择")(set: $choice1 to "他不知道怎么跟我说")
(redirect: "组合选择")(set: $choice1 to "他说情绪卡住，其实是不想面对")
(redirect: "组合选择")(set: $choice1 to "他状态不好")
(redirect: "组合选择")(set: $silenceClicks to it + 1)
你想象他此刻的样子：
手机就在他身边，他看到你的消息，
皱了皱眉，然后转头继续刷别的聊天框。
也许他真的……不想回你。
你突然觉得胃里有点抽。
(if: $silenceClicks >= 4)[→ [[你开始裂开]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续等待]]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
他那种语气你太熟了。温柔，但带着一丝迟疑。
那不是爱，是预设——“我说这个你应该就闭嘴了吧？”
他不是想安抚你，他是想绕开你。
你有种冲动想打断他：“你就说实话好不好？”
(if: $rebuttals >= 4)[→ [[你别说了]]]
(else:)[→ [[你沉默了]]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
“在意”是个轻得几乎没重量的词。
你想起那句：“宝贝别哭。”——不是出于爱，是出于烦。
他不是真的想靠近你。
他只是希望你不要再这么情绪化。
你喉咙开始热了。不是想哭，是想炸。
(if: $rebuttals >= 4)[→ [[你别说了]]]
(else:)[→ [[你沉默了]]](set: $silenceClicks to it + 1)
你脑子突然爆出一个念头：
> “他是不是想让我自己退场？”
你想起很多次你没有回别人的消息——其实是因为你不想继续了。
你开始站起来，在房间里踱步。
(if: $silenceClicks >= 4)[→ [[你开始裂开]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续等待]]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
你太知道这个词了。
温和、有礼貌、不让人责怪的逃跑方式。
“overwhelmed”这词后面就是一条逃生通道。
你开始恨自己为什么还在等这通电话。
(if: $rebuttals >= 4)[→ [[你别说了]]]
(else:)[→ [[你别说了]]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
你听到“我没想离开”，反而开始计时。
只要说出这句话的人，总是在准备离开。
你突然很清楚：
不是你听错了，是他真的要走，只是还没说出口。
→ [[你别说了]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
他说他不稳——是想让我更懂事。
你要我安抚你？
你都在说我太多了，现在还想让我照顾你情绪？
你突然觉得自己是个怪物，一边期待爱，一边把爱撕碎。
(if: $rebuttals >= 4)[→ [[你别说了]]]
(else:)[→ [[你继续沉默]]](set: $rebuttals to it + 1)
你太了解这类“反向好话”了。
他说“不是你太多”，就说明他心里确实这样想。
他不想承担你，但又不敢承认。
你想回他一句：“你说实话，别给我糖衣。”
(if: $rebuttals >= 4)[→ [[你别说了]]]
(else:)[→ [[你继续沉默]]]Rin盯着远方，感觉每一个词都像刀在身上轻轻划。
他突然打断Theo的声音，低低地说：
**“你别说了。”**
→ 进入 [[Chapter 3｜投射拼图]]你看着手机屏幕，仿佛看见自己从里面掉了进去。
不是大哭，也不是大叫。是慢慢往里碎的那种感觉。
> “我是不是又让别人觉得我太沉了？”
> “是不是我根本不值得被回应？”
> “是不是我该消失一下？”
你没有等到消息。
你只等到了自己的那句话，反复读，像复读机。
→ 进入 [[Chapter 5｜重复的结局]]Theo继续：
> “不是你太多，是我还不够稳。”
你听完以后手指握紧了。
* [[他说我太多，只是不敢说出来]]
* [[他说他不稳，是在让我负担他]]你坐在床上，睁开眼睛。
这个梦你做过很多次了。
你总是换种方式想重新开始，
但你发现，每一种方式都只是换了一种说法：
> “我不是足够好的人。”
你不确定这是不是结局，
但你知道，这是你内心里反复排演的结局之一。
→ [[Chapter 6｜再一次醒来]]Theo低声补了一句：
> “我没有想离开，我只是有点 overwhelmed。”
你呼吸顿了一拍，情绪快顶上来了。
* [[他说 overwhelmed，其实是想逃]]
* [[他说不是离开，就是在计划离开]]你想说你没有，但你心里很清楚。你已经默认是[[你害的了|做错了什么]]。
一切都是[[错误]]。(set: $loops to it + 1)
你开口了：“对不起，我知道我这几天有点……”
他说：“不是你的问题，真的。”
你差点想哭。但你突然想：他是不是只是想让我别再哭？
于是你吞下了所有情绪。
→ [[回到开头]](set: $silenceClicks to it + 1)
你说服自己：他可能在洗澡，可能在回家路上，可能手机没电。
但你也知道：你其实已经在脑子里构建了一个他不会回来的剧本。
你还没看到结局，但你已经信了过程。
(if: $silenceClicks >= 4)[→ [[你开始裂开]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续等待]]](set: $clicks to it + 1)
你最怕的就是这个词。“再聊”总是意味着没有下次。
再聊就是再也不聊。
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]](set: $silenceClicks to it + 1)
你下意识地滑动聊天界面，什么都没更新。
消息还停在那里，像挂在空中的气球。没有破，但也没有落地。
你开始有点喘不上气。
(if: $silenceClicks >= 4)[→ [[你开始裂开]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续等待]]]Rin：
“你是不是又觉得我太敏感了？”
“是不是我让你烦了？”
“是不是我应该说‘没事’？”
你手指停在发送键上。你什么都不想说了。
> 最终你只发出一条消息：“嗯。”
→ 前往 [[Chapter 2｜反驳生成器]](if: $loops >= 3)[→ [[你终于看清了]]]
(else:)[→ 你又梦见了那个对话。
场景是你熟悉的厨房、沙发、走廊、语音界面，但都不完全像。
他站在那儿，像Theo，又不像。
他说话了。
> “你知道我一直都很在乎你，对吧？”
你想试一次——也许这次能不一样？
* [[试着相信他]]
* [[测试他是不是会走]]
* [[先道歉，再看看他怎么说]]](set: $clicks to it + 1)
“好吗”？你问这句，是不是想让我点头说“你走吧”？
你温柔地请求离开，而我要配合你完成它？
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]](set: $clicks to it + 1)
“忙”是一个优雅的离开。你也会这么说。
你忙着逃开，是不是？你现在也在逃。
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]](set: $silenceClicks to it + 1)
你回看自己的那段文字：
> “我知道你最近也不容易……我好像太容易想很多。”
你忽然觉得：**我根本不该发这条。**
你又在自我中心了，对不对？你又在期待了。
你是不是应该学着冷静？是不是应该学着不再打扰？
(if: $silenceClicks >= 4)[→ [[你开始裂开]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续等待]]](set: $clicks to it + 1)
“晚点”这个词，不冷不热的。
它的意思是：不重要的事可以等。你就是那个“不重要的事”。
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]](set: $clicks to it + 1)
他总说“有点”。有点烦、有点忙、有点累。
但你知道“有点”的下面，是“我其实不想和你讲话”。
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]](set: $loops to it + 1)
你什么都没说，只是低头玩手机，假装不在意。
他沉默了一下，然后说：“你是不是不开心？”
你心里瞬间被击中。你以为他会转身离开。
可他没有。
你该不该信？你开始怀疑是不是你自己太快走了。
→ [[回到开头]]那是真正的[[黑洞]]。你知道，你已经[[做错了什么]]。(set: $clicks to it + 1)
“现在”？
你妈说“等我一下”就走了一天，那天你发烧了没人来接。
你听到“现在”，就知道“以后”是没有你的。
(if: $clicks >= 4)[→ [[黑洞]]]
(else:)[→ [[继续点词]]]最后一块拼图：
* [[“状态确实不太好”->选3a]]
* [[“不知道怎么说”->选3b]]
* [[“不是在回避你”->选3c]]
* [[“太多情绪卡住了”->选3d]]
* [[“不想让你觉得是你的问题”->选3e]]你继续读，找出第二块拼图：
* [[“状态确实不太好”->选2a]]
* [[“不知道怎么说”->选2b]]
* [[“不是在回避你”->选2c]]
* [[“太多情绪卡住了”->选2d]]
* [[“不想让你觉得是你的问题”->选2e]]这一章没有任务，也没有选择。
你只是醒了。
→ [[结束]]你还想抓住别的词：
* [[现在]]
* [[有点]]
* [[忙]]
* [[晚点]]
* [[再聊]]
* [[好吗]]你坐回沙发。
手机一震——但不是他的消息。
你心里有点凉，但也有点麻木。
* [[刷新一下]]
* [[他是不是在故意不回我？]]
* [[我是不是又太多了？]]
* [[也许他真的不想回我]](set: $loops to it + 1)
你轻声说：“我知道。”
他笑了，很轻。
但你突然开始焦躁，因为他没多说什么。
你忍不住问：“那你为什么还总是消失？”
他说：“我不是有意的。”
你听到的却是：“我不够重要。”
→ [[回到开头]]You are about to enter a story about listening, loss, and the monster that cannot be soothed.
你即将进入一个关于倾听、错觉和无法安抚的怪兽的故事。
**Choose your language / 选择你的语言：**
* [[English version->StartEN]]
* [[中文版->Start]]梦还挂在脑子里，像潮湿的被子贴着背。
你试着回忆细节，却发现只剩下**感觉**——
不被回应的、反复猜测的、明明已经很努力但还是错的那种感觉。
你脑子里突然跳出一句：
我是不是早就醒过了，只是又睡回去了。
你坐起身，背靠在墙上。
阳光开始照进来，慢慢地。
它不温暖，但它是真的。
你轻声说了一句，没人听见。
> “我到底醒了几次了？”
[[回想梦|Start]](set: $sentence to $choice1 + "，" + $choice2 + "，" + $choice3 + "。")
你读完这三句，拼在一起：
> (print: $sentence)
你盯着屏幕，脑子里的声音是：
**“是我不好。”**
你不是怀疑了，是确认了。
你已经完成了这次翻译。
→ 进入 [[Chapter 4｜沉默模拟器]](set: $choice2 to "他状态不好")
(redirect: "组合3")(set: $choice2 to "他不知道怎么跟我说")
(redirect: "组合3")(set: $choice2 to "他说不是回避，其实就是回避")
(redirect: "组合3")(set: $choice2 to "他说情绪卡住，其实是不想面对")
(redirect: "组合3")(set: $choice2 to "他说不是我的问题，那肯定就是")
(redirect: "组合3")(set: $choice3 to "他状态不好")
(redirect: "输出拼图")(set: $choice3 to "他不知道怎么跟我说")
(redirect: "输出拼图")(set: $choice3 to "他说不是回避，其实就是回避")
(redirect: "输出拼图")(set: $choice3 to "他说情绪卡住，其实是不想面对")
(redirect: "输出拼图")(set: $choice3 to "他说不是我的问题，那肯定就是")
(redirect: "输出拼图")一旦进入这个[[循环|黑洞]]就再也出不来。总是[[又回到这里]]。
不停地[[又回到这里]]。你暴跳如雷，跌入[[炸裂]]。你听见的，是空气炸开的声音。