//My eyes are
A (text-color:grey)[[baptism->tear]]
Oh, I am fuse
And sing her
Into my thoughts
Oh, phantom elusive thing
//
Oh, all (text-colour:yellow)[[flowers]] in time bend towards the sun
I know you say that there's no-one for you
But here is one
(text-style:"underline")[All flowers in time] bend towards the (text-colour:orange)[[sun]]
I know you say that there's no-one for you
But here is one, but here is one...
//aah, ooh...
one that can never be known
either all drunk with the world at her feet
or (text-colour:purple)[[sober]] with no place to go
Keep it going in me, wicked (text-colour:lime)[[traveller]]
Fading farther from me
With your face in my (text-colour:cyan)[[window]] glow
Oh, where will you (text-color:grey)[[weep->tear]] for me?
(text-colour:magenta)[[Sweet willow]]//
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^^(text-color:grey)[[Aug 1994->Timeline]]^^Looking out the door I see the rain
Fall upon the (text-style:"underline")[funeral] mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations
As their shoes fill up with water
Maybe I'm too young
To keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so... (text-color:magenta)[[sweet willow|all flowers]]
Ohh..... lover, you should've come over
Yes, yes, I feel too young to hold on
And I'm much too old to break free and run
Too (text-colour:grey)[[deaf, dumb, and blind]] to see the damage I've done
Sweet lover, you should've come over
Oh, love well I'll wait for you
Lover, lover, lover
Lover, lover, lover, lover, lover, lover
Lover, lover, lover you should've come over
Cause it's not too late
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^^[[1995->Timeline]]^^Her love is a (text-color:red)[[rose]], pale and dying.
Dropping her petals in land unknown
All full of wine, the world before her, was (text-color:purple)[[sober|all flowers]] with no place to go.
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^^[[1994->Timeline]]^^You're a (text-color:magenta)[[woman]], I'm a (text-color:lime)[[calf]]
You're a (text-color:cyan)[[window|all flowers]], I'm a knife
We come together
Making chance in the (text-color:yellow)[[starlight->star]]
Meet me tomorrow night
Or any day you want
I have no right to wonder
Just how, or when
You know the meaning (text-color:cyan)[[fits->Moon]]
There's no relief in this
I miss my beautiful [[friend]]
I have to send it away
To bring her back again
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^
<img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20170327080119im_/http://jeffbuckley.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/And-Though-The-Meaning....jpg">I once was open and one with a travelling (text-color:lime)[[heart]]
I loved this sweet guide
Just like affection rushing in your (text-color:red)[[riverbed]]
Arise like applause in my head
And in the half-(text-color:orange)[[light]] where we both stand
This is the half-light, you see me as I am
Just like the ocean, always in love with the moon
It's overflowing now, inside you
We fly right over the minds of so many in pain
We are the smile of light that brings them rain
In the half-light where we both stand
In the half-light you saw me as I am
I am a railroad track abandoned
With the sunset forgetting I ever happened
That I ever happened
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^He had been to England for a week over the (text-color:orange)[[new year]], to visit Elizabeth Fraser, the singer with Cocteau Twins, whose voice, he told me, stopped him in his tracks. “It sounds like (text-style:"underline")[light],” he said.
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^^[[Jan 1995->Timeline]]^^
''Road, River and Rail''
Road, river and rail
So unblemished and natural
As mother's daughter
Today she'll follow road, river and rail
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(text-colour:#c92a2a)[[1990->Timeline]]Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Feathers on my (text-color:grey)[[breath]]
(text-style:"underline")[Teardrop] on the fire
Of a confession
Feathers on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Feathers on my breath
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(text-color:grey)[[1997->Timeline]] (text-color:yellow)[[milk and kisses]] for the first man
my (text-color:lime)[[old man->husband]]
love and a (text-color:magenta)[[thousandfold]] rose for Buckley
my [[Rilkean Hearted->heart]] friend
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^^(text-color:white)[[Back to Timeline->Timeline]]^^
11/29/93
Bloom inside, my beautiful (text-color:yellow)[[flower|all flowers]]
If you feel your blood moving under your skin
Then let it kiss every inch of you
Let the friction of its rushing through your (text-color:red)[[riverbed]]
Arise like applause in your (text-color:red)[[breast]]
And sparkle like kisses upon your (text-color:green)[[belly]]
Close your eyes and fly
Stretch your legs and (text-color:magenta)[[sing]]
Because inside you the sea is swelling in love with the (text-color:cyan)[[moon->Moon]]
No such things as self defense or (text-color:purple)[[bondage]]
Or regret from the past, the ocean only lives and creates and flows
But always in love with the moon
Speak out to me
My beautiful sparrow
In the morning you fly over a city
Of lunatics walking in pain and waiting for betrayal
All you know is the wind
The rhythm of the fragrance of the world
Only, you can sing me awake
Sing it to me with the smell of your back
Sing it to me with the heat of your lips
Kiss me where you want and the song is all I can hear
Inside you the [[sea]] is swelling over
Spilling over my head
And I stay submerged
Waiting for your (text-color:red)[[rose]] to open to me
(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[And your song to sink into my skin->Song To The Siren]]
*Jeff Buckley - His Own Voice (P.142)*
^^[[Back to Timeline->Timeline]]^^
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The then shallow she
Earth as we know it
The then halo she
A sky for the sacred
(text-color:yellow)[[Stars in my->star]] eyes
Stars at my feet
Womb in the (text-color:lime)[[belly->scars]]
Capital place
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^^(text-colour:#087f5b)[[1982->Timeline]]^^''Blind Dumb Deaf''
My mouthing at you
My tongue the stake
I should welt should I hold you
I should gash should I (text-color:red)[[kiss->mouth]] you
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^^(text-colour:#087f5b)[[1982->Timeline]]^^Little (text-color:yellow)[[flowers]] in the dirt
And gladness will fill me in your hand
You hold and surround me in gold
Myself into
It finds a thread
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^^[[1995->Timeline]]^^True self is what
Brought you here, to me
A place where we can
Accept this love
(text-style:"underline")[Friendship] battered down by
Useless history
Unexamined failure
But what am I still to you
Some thief who (text-color:lime)[[stole->woman]] from you?
Or, some fool drama queen
Whose chances were few?
That brings us to who we need
A place where we can save
A (text-color:red)[[heart->sing]] that beats as
Both siphon and reservoir
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Calfskin Smack''
I have to follow my heart
Life, it, it just seems right, now
And when I had you
I didn't always want you, baby
I'd cry myself out
But you survived and this amased me
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^^[[1996->Timeline]]^^At least the (text-style:"underline")[sea] where liberty
Will stand in place to seek and rule the world
Sea, Swallow Me (The (text-color:purple)[[Moon]] and the Melodies)
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^^(text-colour:#5f3dc4)[[1986->Timeline]]^^sweet [[black]] mother of death
why did you have to take her away from me?
it's stupid all the words (text-color:cyan)[[fit->window]] together
where now is nothing
why did you have to bring us together,
under such dirty circumstance?
i have a molotov
let's bomb the (text-style:"underline")[moonlight] and dance
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^Night, night of matter
(text-style:"underline")[Black] flowers blossom
Fearless on my breath
Black (text-color:yellow)[[flowers->all flowers]] blossom
Fearless on my [[breath]]
You're stumbling in the dark
You're stumbling in the dark
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^^(text-color:grey)[[1997->Timeline]]^^''Seekers Who Are Lovers''
Let's fight gracefully
A love as big as a (text-color:purple)[[risk->half-gift]] fills you up
And you can't move on
The (text-style:"underline")[breath] of God in my (text-color:red)[[mouth]]
A love I can taste
My head fell off and (text-color:lime)[[the sky it crashed->purity]] into my palms
Jesus, God, Valentine
You are a woman just as you are a man
Grief and hungers
It's a magic lovelife
Like a flash-flood of heat
I was choking on the blood
Which camouflaged a (text-color:yellow)[[flock of soul]]
Whose misty fire amuses so
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Orange Appled''
Wait at sea for [[waves]] of (text-color:orange)[[light]]
Always (text-style:"underline")[stars] see what, once you're free,
He hopes will be the very last time
He loves you more than this
The stars let you know all's right and bright
And he loves you more than this
Ego lets him know just how much more was gained
Wait at [[sea]] for waves of light
Always stars see what, once you're free,
He hopes will be the very last time
He loves you more than this
The stars let you know all's right and bright
And he loves you more than this
Ego lets him know just how much more was gained.
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^^(text-colour:#e67700)[[1986->Timeline]]^^Conscious chosen traps
(text-color:magenta)[[Treasure->woman]] hiding
Scared to trust you
Life got so I was drowning
Deep, without light
Down, down and full of tears
Collective interests count
''Fire hairs had no belly focus
Light the discards
(text-color:cyan)[[Purified->purity]] love
Constancy purifies mistakes''
And with substance
Reproduces fire
Laced with a fire
Your heart (text-style:"underline")[illuminated]
The lips, the heart
Feel the flooding
Feel the flooding
The heart, the soul
Illuminated, illuminated
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]^^This dream you've ridden on turns your world to (text-color:lime)[[explosions->breath]]
I need to be alone to heal this bleeding stone
Now, smell the rain of (text-color:orange)[[london->light]], it still insists
That we beg for our (text-style:"underline")[purity]
As if we are pure in the reign of our contentment
As if i can think of this no more
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^^(text-color:grey)[[1995->Timeline]]^^
<img src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/44eb45e22d6dded13590cf1d3299862d/tumblr_inline_o4g355QWl81r6sqss_500.jpg" width="243" height="328">Lady, all the troubles are my fright, I disgust you
Feel the power you cut the truth into you
Why do you think I did not on this rely
I could (text-color:red)[[kiss->rose]] you with lines of escape in my (text-style:"underline")[mouth]
Please let me bring back these [[gifts]] of mine to the (text-color:magenta)[[woman]]
(text-color:yellow)[[Stars->star]] shined on my back as I slept and knew you
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^^(text-colour:red)[[1995->Timeline]]^^Time takes care of the wound
So I can believe
You had so much to give
<body><div class="contact"><span class="contact-text">You thought I couldn't see</span>
<span class="contact-number">(text-color:purple)[I thought I could receive]</span>
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(text-style:"underline")[Gifts] for boot heels to (text-color:red)[[crush]]
Promises deceived
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
Your eyes and body brighten
Silent waters, deep
Your (text-color:yellow)[[precious daughter->calf]] in the
Other room, asleep
A kiss "Goodnight" from every
Stranger that I meet
I had to send it away
To bring us back again
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^
<img src="https://www.liquidgnome.com/JeffBuckley/images/theft.gif">''Crushed''
Feign for (text-color:red)[[love->rose]]
Fresh aches
Honey they're losing me
Things I'll
Follow
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^^(text-colour:#a61e4d)[[1991->Timeline]]^^
''Wolf in the Breast''
Laughing on our bed
I pretended us newlywed
Especially when
Our rough angel
Unleashed that head
I feel perpetual
I feel perpetual
I feel perpetual
It's surreal
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(text-colour:#c92a2a)[[1990->Timeline]]''Thousand Fold''
I have no desire to make contact with all the thought of "no, no".
I shiver now, to think of how this answer asked her, no.
Long time gone.
I run to my hide out.
There ain't a (text-color:yellow)[[star]] born that brightens
More than you, you always should have known,
I'll (text-color:orange)[[illuminate]] your question,
Long time ago I'd died and gone.
What has brought the question?
Time has brought the question.
Come and call the question, oh, oh, oh.
Here are the stars, same thing again
Over, over, over, over, over, over
Over, over, over, over, over, over
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^(text-style:"underline")[Rilkean heart] I looked for you
To give me transcendent experiences
To transport me out of self and aloneness
And alienation into a sense of
One-ness and connection ecstatic and magical
I became a junkie for it
I came looking for the next high
And I'm sorry
I've been putting the search on the (text-color:lime)[[wrong place->friend]]
I understand that you're confused
Feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then
The reality, with cleaning up my emotion of life
And I'm getting in touch with myself
I'm beginning to ground myself
In my own sense of being as an entity
One entity on the planet
Becoming truly self-reliant and become connected
With something beyond me
That is where I have to go
I'm so sorry I've been putting the search on the wrong place
You're lost and don't know what to do
But that's not all of you
That's your reality today
And that is all okay
I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then
The reality
You're lost and don't know what to do
But it's not all of you
That's the reality today
And now it's all okay
I understand that you're confused, feeling overwhelmed
Well that's a feeling state from then
The reality
Rilkean heart
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]] ^^Ooh, fall in (text-style:"underline")[light]
Fall in light, fall in light
Fall in light
Feel no (text-color:blue)[[shame]] for what you are
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel no shame for what you were
As the marrow in your bones
Fall in light
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel no shame for what you are
Feel it as a waterfall
Fall in light
Ooh, fall in light, fall in light, fall in light
Ooh, fall in light, fall in light, fall in light
Grow in light
Stand absolved behind your electric chair, dancing
Stand absolved behind your electric chair, dancing
Past the sound within the sound
Past the voice within the voice
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Leave your office, run past your (text-color:grey)[[funeral->Sweet willow]]
Leave your home, car, leave your pulpit
Join us in the streets where we
Join us in the streets where we
Don't belong, don't belong
Here under the (text-color:yellow)[[stars->star]]
Throwing light, ooh
Fall
Ooh, fall in light, fall in light, fall in light
Ooh, fall in light, fall in light, fall in light
Grow in light
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Summerhead''
My dreams end with us
My tears have run away
Our goal, goal collapsed
Energy of lonesome goal
May pushes, leaves and never feels
Shame casts offense
Shame casts her face
Star reason starring of the place
Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts in order
Safe, fallen down this way
I will be just what I am
Steal more treasures, steal more (text-color:red)[[gifts]]
This'll size creative lies
Until we drop
It won't free you to go look for the key
My consciousness don't look away
What might keep them, but a slave
What might keep them, but a slave
My truth's not even, even half of what's
Safe at last
Seeing my thoughts in order
Safe, fallen down this way
I will be just what I am
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^^[[1993->Timeline]]^^Stay with me under these (text-style:"underline")[waves], tonight
Be free for once in your life, tonight
Your rube(click-replace: "rube")[[[Bluebeard->rube]]] is young and handsome
So new to your bedroom floor
You know damn well where <body><div class="contact"><span class="contact-text">you'll go</span><span class="contact-number">I'll be</br><img src="https://seaswallow.me/media/ae642557eadab356dd4ea1a95739aac1b4b267d88f359065c036047488474ef1.png"</span></div></body></h2>
<div><div class="contact"><span class="contact-text">All young lovers know why</span><span class="contact-number">all my life I have told lies...</span></div>
<div><div class="contact"><span class="contact-text">Nightmares blind their mind's eye</span>
<span class="contact-number">Nightmares fill my mind's eye</span></div>
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Bluebeard''
Aliveness
Exploration
Aliveness
Energy
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my (text-color:lime)[[friend]]?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Aliveness
Exploration
Fulfillment
Creativity
It may be diverting
For some part of him
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?
Naming things is empowering
I balance, walk, and coordinate myself, alive
Aliveness energy
Healthy dependence
And healthy independence
And healthy assurances
This love's a nameless dream
And healthy boundaries
And how long would you miss me
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^^[[1993->Timeline]]^^Below this we'll end here until the end of time
Beyond the moment that ends our (text-color:purple)[[bondage|flowers]]
I am your failed (text-color:lime)[[husband]] contender
I'm your loan shark of (text-color:magenta)[[bliss->pleasure]]
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^^(text-color:red)[[1995->Timeline]]^^
<img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20170327070157im_/http://jeffbuckley.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/12/I-am-your-loanshark-of-bliss2.jpg">“I’d love to sing with (text-style:"underline")[Jeff Buckley] … He is currently making his first album, and if it’s anything like a radio session I heard by him, it should be amazing. He’s written this song called ‘Grace’, which literally makes the hair on my neck stand on end. I was sweating like a fucking June (text-color:magenta)[[bride]] when I first heard him. Music has never done that to me before.”
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^^[[1993->Timeline]]^^"I kissed your scars and I kissed the (text-color:red)[[scars]] of my beautiful (text-color:magenta)[[wife->woman]] before I agreed to leave her life to another one...to fill her body with a precious son"
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^^[[Back to Timeline->Timeline]]^^You didn't leave it all
You made an (text-color:purple)[[even call->half-gift]]
My (text-color:lime)[[belly]] released the (text-color:yellow)[[stars->star]] and (text-color:grey)[[tears->tear]] between the (text-color:red)[[scars|bride]]
Ooooh
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^
''Jewel Box''
I know you are a (text-style:"underline")[woman] by the way you burn below.
I'll tell you secrets so good, you'll never tell a soul.
Come closer, that bonfire holds his life like stones
My years, my life unknown.
Diamonds from he pavement
Where the broken glass had been.
Just like this troubles that I'm leaving to the wind.
Like sapphires in boxcars speeding towards the end.
Like thieves, my bad luck grows.
Jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your (text-color:grey)[[tear]]
Crystallize illusion shine, forgot I'm here
Jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
Oh, you left some (text-color:yellow)[[stars in my belly->belly]].
Star crossed child's love on the bands of (text-color:magenta)[[wedding->bride]] golds
Silver studs of promise hide in the (text-color:red)[[red velvet->crush]] folds.
Inaction, intention, like emeralds I (text-color:lime)[[stole->friend]].
My speech of custom gold.
I think I ought to know.
Jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
Crystallize illusion shine, forgot I'm here
Jewel box of sadness, bring to catch your tear
Oh, you left some stars in my belly.
You left some stars in my belly.
You left some stars in my belly.
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^^(text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Flock Of Soul''
Whispers she softly, sweet songs in the bed of dreams:
No answer, sweet song (text-color:yellow)[[light]]
Sing? I'd love to
to sunlight, a song in the (text-color:magenta)[[bed of dreams->pleasure]]
Cover me in Sublime light, with tingles
Sing, and touch me
With sad lust and revealing dreams
Your song light will touch me
Sing nice body, passing through and over me
So find me, come and answer me
We find it deep, this, my minute, (text-color:lime)[[friend]]
Not long before the wisps of starlight,
meet the sunrise through the (text-color:cyan)[[window]] (shining)
From outside, come in to toss me.
Come back now, to find the (text-color:orange)[[sunlight->sun]].
Come back now, put sunlight on, oh
Be with me and dream, it's my minute, friend
Come feel the deep
It's love in a floodlight
Come feel the deep
It's love in a flood
Sing and touch light, satisfying me
The sunlight will touch me
(text-color:white)[[Sing as from me, pass it over me, sublime me and I'll... come back to you.->sublime]]
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^^[[1996->Timeline]]^^Is it like a dream?
Or does it seem grounded and real?
I feel a connection
A deep connection
But it's not reflected
In time spent together
It's reflected psychically
Emotionally
Is it like a dream?
Or does it seem grounded and real?
This (text-color:magenta)[[mountain of pleasure->flock of soul]]
I want to get lost in it
Sleep like a baby
Still close
Still close
Until I don't know where you end
Or I begin
Until I just carry it in me
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Half-[[Gifts->gifts]]
''
It's an old game, my love
When you can't have me, you want me
Because you know that you're not //risking// anything
Intimacy is when we're in the same (text-color:lime)[[place->friend]]
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel,
And who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
Well I'm still a junkie for it
It takes me out of my aloneness
(text-color:purple)[[But this relationship cannot sustain itself|scars]]
Intimacy is when we're in the same place
At the same time
Dealing honestly with how we feel,
And who we really are
That's what grown-ups do
That is mature thinking
I just have to know how to be in the process
Of creating things in a better way
And it hurts but it's a lie that I can't handle it
I still have a world of me-ness to fulfill
I still have a life, and it's a rich one even with mourning
Even with grief and sadness
I still care about this planet
I am still connected to nature
And to my dreams for myself
I have my friends, my family.
I have myself
I still have me
I have my friends, my family.
I have myself
I still have me
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]^^''Primitive Heart''
Though the soul must convey
Some more (text-color:grey)[[tears->tear]] to delete
He is there to your death
Burning as alcohol
Must so live, (text-color:yellow)[[flower->all flowers]] of love
So's psyche in staged
Dialectics
Sneaking out, suitcase shown
(text-color:red)[[Lover->Sweet willow]] must have a man
To quiz of making man
This joy, pain on her heart
Smooth things frame till sugared
(text-color:lime)[[Midnight->traveller]] he'll sing blue
Cuz he's silly
(text-color:magenta)[[What woman can sing
Without loving the primitive heart->heart]]
Heart, heart
Loving the primitive heart
Strain, strain
Clouding yourself by seeing strain
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^^(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]^^“A friend was kind of comforting me on the phone and they were just being so sweet, really. They had empathy for what I was going through, and they said, ‘I wish I could get the poison out of you. I wish I could just take it out of you and replace it with (text-color:yellow)[[milk and kisses|rose]].''’ And I just thought that was really brilliant! It’s beautiful, isn’t it? I kept hearing it and feeling so good about it, it seemed right to use it.”
(text-colour:#fcc419)[[1996->Timeline]]
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https://jeffbuckley.com/personal-stuff(text-style:"wavy-underline")[(text-style:"expand")[Timeline]]
(text-style:"bold")[1982: Garlands] - (text-colour:#087f5b)[[Blind Dumb Deaf->deaf, dumb, and blind]] | (text-colour:#087f5b)[[Shallow Then Halo->belly]]
(text-style:"bold")[1986]: (text-colour:#e67700)[[Orange Appled->star]] || (text-colour:#5f3dc4)[[Sea, Swallow Me->sea]]
(text-style:"bold")[1990-91: Heaven or Las Vegas] - (text-colour:#c92a2a)[[Wolf in the Breast->breast]] | (text-colour:#c92a2a)[[Road, River and Rail->riverbed]] || (text-colour:#a61e4d)[[Crushed->crush]]
(text-style:"bold")[1993: Four-Calendar Café]: [[Bluebeard->rube]] | [[Summerhead->shame]]
1994: (text-color:grey)[[All Flowers In Time Bend Towards The Sun->all flowers]] || (text-colour:#862e9c)[[Forget Her->sober]]
1995: (text-color:#862e9c)[[LYSCO - Live at Chicago->Sweet willow]] | (text-color:grey)[[Vancouver->purity]] (text-color:red)[[(MTV)->bondage]]
(text-colour:white)[(text-style:"underline")[[Twinlights EP->twinlights]]] - (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Rilkean Heart->heart]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Half-Gifts->half-gift]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Golden-Vein->sun]]
1996:
(text-colour:white)[(text-style:"underline")[[Milk & Kisses->milk and kisses]]]: (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Tishbite->pleasure]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Calfskin Smark->calf]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Treasure Hiding->illuminate]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Seekers Who Are Lovers->breath]] || (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Primitive Heart->sing]] | (text-colour:#fcc419)[[Flock of Soul->flock of soul]]
(text-style:"bold")[Sketches for MSTD]: (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Morning Theft->window]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Opened Once->traveller]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Vancouver->scars]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Nightmares By The Sea->waves]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[New Year's Prayer->new year]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Jewel Box->woman]] | (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Thousand Fold->thousandfold]] || (text-colour:#ffd8a8)[[Let's Bomb The Moonlight->Moon]]
1997: (text-color:grey)[[Teardrop->tear]]TWINLIGHTS: Navesink Lighthouse Station... the reflection in the night sky could be seen from seventy miles at (text-color:purple)[[sea]].
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“My love addiction was worse than ever. I was maniacal. Twin(text-color:white)[(text-style:"underline")[[light]]]s is about that man. My ‘last goodbye,’ as it were. I was too needy and he was too much of an avoidance person. Naturally.”
(text-colour:#fa5252)[(click: "last goodbye")[//"This is our last goodbye / I hate to feel the love between us die / But it's over"//]]
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[Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile
'Til your singing eyes and fingers
Drew me loving to your isle
And you sang
Sail to me
Sail to me
Let me enfold you
Here I am
Here I am
Waiting to hold you]
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(text-colour:#495057)[Three is a magic number. ](click: "Three")[(text-colour:red)[[Yes it is.->baby]]]''(text-colour:#ffe8cc)[A man and a woman had a little baby
Yes, they did
And they had three in the family
That's a magic number]''
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(text-color:white)[[~END~->Timeline]]''(text-colour:(hsl:209,0.7717,0.4294,1.0))[Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you hare when I was fox
Now my foolish boat is leaning
Broken lovelorn on your rocks
For you sing, "Touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow:
O my heart, O my heart shies from the sorrow"
I'm as puzzled as the new born child
I'm as troubled as the tide:
Should I stand amid the breakers?
Should I lie with death my bride?
Hear me sing, "Swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you:
Here I am, here I am, waiting to hold you" ]''
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''(text-color:white)[[~END~->Timeline]]''