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<<type 30ms>>\
You were never supposed to die [[interestingly]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
The tea’s cold.
The radiator sounds like it’s chewing gum.
You’ve been staring at the same line of a Bukowski poem for half an hour, and you're pretty sure it wasn't this shitty the first [[ten times you read it]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You tap the phone.
It’s a voicemail, not a confession or a death threat. [[Just shame]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You open the file.
“FINAL_final_no_seriously_THIS_ONE.docx” loads like a reluctant witness.
Inside: 88 pages of jagged, half-revised poetry. Some genius. Some garbage. One line that still makes you cry.
[[You scroll]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You crawl into the sheets like you’re returning to earth.
Your body aches in that special way that tells you there’s not much left to ache.
The world continues [[just fine without you]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You call. He picks up on the second ring like he was pacing with the phone in hand.
“Elliot! Still vertical, I see. [[That’s good]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You format the manuscript, attach the file, and write a cover letter that sounds like it was penned by a ghost with low self-esteem.
You stare at the “Send” button for a full minute.
Then, you [[click]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
The press is still around. Barely.
Their website looks like it was designed in a bunker during the Y2K panic.
You fill out the form. You attach “[[Instructions for When I’m Gone]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You dream of words.
[[Your words]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You don’t get up.
Not out of defiance. Not even fatigue.
Just [[inertia]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You open a blank document.
The cursor blinks. It’s not patient. It’s a metronome for [[your failure]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You tell Avery no.
You say the work stands on its own.
He sighs like a man being [[denied an easy payday]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You say yes.
Then you unplug the router.
You go three days without checking your email.
You pretend [[you’re still in control]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You email your nephew, Felix.
Subject: “If I croak, you publish this.”
[[He replies within minutes]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You print the manuscript.
Page by page, it feeds the flames.
Not with rage. With reverence.
You whisper each title as it [[burns]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You reply:
“Thank you. I have a full manuscript. Let me know if there’s room.”
Minutes later:
“Absolutely. [[We'd be honored]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You wake up scribbling lines on a Post-it.
It’s dream-logic. [[Messy and sharp]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You sink back into the mattress.
You hear birds. [[You hear nothing]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
They publish it without edits.
Your preface hits the internet like a nerve.
People call it “searing,” “[[unflinching]],” “too much.”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You rewrote the preface.
Smoothed the teeth. Trimmed the truth.
[[You didn’t lie]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You dial the number without thinking.
She picks up. You recognize the hesitation in her breath like she thought you were dead already.
“[[Elliot?]]”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You write it.
All of it.
It’s raw, jagged, bleeding truth.
You don’t even revise. You just [[finish]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You reorganize your bookshelf by book height.
You alphabetize your old rejection letters.
You make a spreadsheet of all the people who “[[owe you a blurb]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
Felix stands at a lectern, hands trembling.
The room is full. Not standing-room only, but more than you’d expected.
He reads “Instructions for When I’m Gone” in that half-choked voice of [[someone trying not to break]].
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You tell Felix to submit the poem under his own name.
“No one remembers the man who handed Van Gogh his paintbrush,” you write.
“[[Let the words live]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
One last page.
You grab a pen from the drawer, one that barely works. It drags like a needle on bone.
You don’t overthink it.
Just write what hurts. [[What matters]].
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You sit in the smoke-stained quiet.
No music. No notes.
[[The manuscript’s gone]]. The phone is unplugged.
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<<type 30ms>>\
You send the manuscript without a name.
You say, “Let the work speak.”
They accept it. They call the author “[[Unknown Poet of the End Times]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You call Avery just to let him know.
You don’t need him.
[[Never did]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You post the final poem to a forgotten blog. No tags. No bio.
A teenager finds it. Screenshots it.
It spreads. Gets [[misattributed]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You hide the poem in a copy of Leaves of Grass and donate it to a thrift store.
Years later, someone [[finds it]].
They don’t know who wrote it.
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Credits:
Game Design: Dustin Triplett
Narrative Design: Dustin Triplett
Music: Alexandr Zhelanov
Thank you for playing!
[[Return to Title|Title Screen]]
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Palimpsest is an interactive narrative about art, ego, rot, and what we’re really asking when we ask to be remembered. You play as Elliot Graves: A modern poet. A terminal patient. A man with too many words and not enough time. In your final months, you’ll decide what kind of mark—if any—you leave behind. Fame before death. Reverence after. Or silence forever. There’s no winning. Just different kinds of aftermath.
[[Press Start|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
That was the plan: obscurity. A slow fade. Maybe a quiet stroke during a reading at the civic library, one last awkward clap from a half-asleep audience. A footnote in a zine no one remembers printing.
But [[now]]?
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<<type 30ms>>\
Now you’ve got cancer. The slow, unsexy kind that sticks around like a bad metaphor.
And wouldn’t you know it, suddenly everyone’s real curious about your “[[body of work]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
Thirty years of chapbooks, bar readings, rejection slips, and one surprisingly well-reviewed poem about a dying pussy cat—all sitting in milk crates by your radiator.
You’ve got six months, [[give or take]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
The question isn’t if you’ll die. The question is if anyone will give a damn.
Your legacy is the only thing you’ve ever [[flirted]] with commitment for.
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<<type 30ms>>\
The tea goes cold. The phone stops ringing.
Somewhere, a rejection email bounces back.
[[You sleep]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You keep sleeping.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Your phone buzzes.
One New Voicemail.
[[From: Avery]] (that lit agent who ghosted you for two years)
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<<type 30ms>>\
You let the notification linger like a stain.
Outside, it’s raining like God’s trying to wash the Midwest [[off his windshield]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Avery’s voice, all polished LA vowels and performative empathy:
“Elliot! It’s Avery. Hey. Uh… I heard. I mean, I saw the post. The one your nephew made. About the cancer. I’m really sorry, man.”
Then there's [[a pause]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Ah, here we go. The real reason:
“Listen, there’s been… interest. A publisher’s sniffing around your older stuff. Some kid on TikTok quoted your ‘Pussy Cat Elegy’ and now we’ve got a…moment. It’s all happening. If you’re still writing, or even just alive. [[Call me back]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You stare at the screen.
A part of you wants to throw the phone in the toilet. Another part wants to ask how many zeroes are in a “moment.”
* [[Call Avery back and ask for details|Avery Call]]
* [[Ignore it. Open the manuscript instead|Manuscript]]
* [[Delete the voicemail. Take the morphine|Sleep]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
There’s a poem called “Instructions for When I’m Gone”.
You don’t remember writing it. But it’s there in six perfect stanzas. Honest. Ugly. [[Beautiful]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You start editing.
Time slouches forward. Hours disappear. The tea is colder. Outside, the rain’s turning to sleet.
* [[Email it to your old professor for notes|Professor]]
* [[Submit it to that small press that rejected you in '98|Submission]]
* [[Delete the whole thing. What’s the point?|Sleep]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
The cursor blinks like it’s judging you.
Two hours later, a reply. That was fast.
“Dear Mr. Graves, Thank you for your submission. We’d love to feature ‘Instructions for When I’m Gone’ in our fall issue. We believe it will [[resonate with our readers]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
There it is: a maybe. A window cracked in a house long closed.
You cough so hard your ribs ache. The morphine bottle watches from the corner like a priest who’s heard this confession before.
* [[Tell your nephew. Let someone else carry the torch.|Legacy Share]]
* [[Print it out and burn it. Purify the past.|Burn]]
* [[Reply and ask if they’ll take the whole manuscript.|Push for More]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You hesitate before hitting send—muscle memory from decades of rejection.
You remember the letter from ‘98.
“We found your work compelling, but ultimately not a fit for our editorial vision.”
You still don’t know what the hell that meant.
You hit [[send]] anyway.
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<<type 30ms>>\
You sit in your chair like it might applaud you for your bravery.
It doesn’t.
The radiator groans. The cursor blinks. The email is gone. The phone rings.
* [[Answer the phone this time|Voicemail]]
* [[Dream of a packed auditorium reading your work aloud|Dream]]
* [[Stay in bed. Stay quiet. Fade.|Fade]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Projected on a giant screen, read aloud by strangers in scarves. A standing ovation for a poem about a drunk fight at an Aldi parking lot.
Someone whispers: “[[He was ahead of his time]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You float above it all. Weightless.
Then: [[The dream shifts]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
The screen is blank.
The people are gone.
Your words [[smear like fog on a window]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You wake up coughing, your mouth dry and your bones buzzing.
The morphine’s worn off. The phone is still ringing.
* [[Finally answer the phone.|Voicemail]]
* [[Write the dream down.|Last Poem]]
* [[Go back to sleep.|Sleep Deeper]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
“They clap for the echo / Not the man / [[Let them]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You write until your hand cramps.
It may be the best thing you’ve ever done.
It may be [[garbage]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You fold it into your will, paperclipped to the insurance forms.
* [[Submit it anonymously online. Let fate decide.|Digital Drift]]
* [[Hide it in a book. Make it an artifact.|Buried Verse]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Yet they tape it to their bathroom mirror.
And tell their friends it saved their life.
Their friends shrug.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You don’t laugh. He doesn't stop.
“So, here’s the deal—Harper-Piccolo wants a retrospective. Collected Works. They’re even thinking audiobook. [[Your voice]]. Gravel and soul, like… Bukowski if he showered occasionally.”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You hear a dog bark in the background. Or maybe a child. Something small and alive.
“We just need you to write a preface. Something raw. Death-bedy. [[Marketable grief]].”
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<<type 30ms>>\
You stare out the window at a man walking a dog wearing a sweater.
One of you is losing your mind.
* [[Agree. Start writing the preface. Sell the pain.|Preface]]
* [[Refuse. Tell Avery to let your work stand on its own.|Refuse Fame]]
* [[Lie. Say yes, but never send it.|Stall]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You type:
“There’s nothing romantic about dying broke and bald, but here we are.”
You delete it. You try again. [[And again]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Eventually, you land on a paragraph so honest it feels like a confession instead of a preface.
You reread it. It feels… good. [[Too good]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You wonder if Avery will edit out the part about shitting yourself during chemo.
The cursor waits.
* [[Send it as-is. No edits. Let them choke on the truth.|Raw Preface]]
* [[Rewrite it. Make it more palatable. Digestible grief.|Market Draft]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You become a symbol for a generation that swallows everything and digests nothing.
Podcasts dissect your use of the word “piss” in a metaphor about [[vulnerability]].
A Hollywood actor cries citing it on a late-night show.
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<<type 30ms>>\
None of them get it.
[[But they think they do]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You die knowing the world finally noticed you.
It’s not love. But it’s not nothing.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You just… rephrased.
The book sells well.
Your face ends up in indie bookstores between poets who’d [[hate your guts]] if they were still alive.
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<<type 30ms>>\
The critics say your work is “curated grief.”
Your obituary uses the word “accessible.”
You get the legacy you wanted.
You just don’t get to recognize it.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
“Suit yourself, Elliot. Just don’t come crawling back when your name ends up on a Reddit thread titled ‘Underrated Poets Who Died in Obscurity’, you dumbass.”
[[Click]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
The silence afterward is delicious. And also terrifying.
You sit in it. You own it.
* [[Call your ex. Say goodbye before it’s too late.|Closure]]
* [[Open the manuscript again. Maybe there’s still time.|Manuscript]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You say: “Hey.”
Then nothing for a long time.
The silence isn’t angry. It’s just [[worn out]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Eventually, you talk.
Not about poems.
Not about cancer.
Just… [[life]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Groceries. Her new dog.
She doesn’t cry. Neither do you.
It’s not reconciliation.
It’s a final line without punctuation.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You spend time organizing your books by smell.
Every night, you lie in bed composing the preface in your head.
It gets better. Sharper. Bleaker.
You never write it.
But goddamn, it’s perfect in your mind.
* [[Write it down. Before it evaporates.|Final Draft]]
* [[Keep pretending it’ll happen “tomorrow.”|Procrastination Spiral]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You attach it to an email.
You draft a short, tired message: “Here. In case it matters.”
[[You don’t hit send]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You fall asleep thinking you’ll do it in the morning.
Morning doesn’t come.
Weeks later, your nephew [[finds the file open]].
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
He reads the first paragraph.
He doesn’t understand it.
He clicks “Don’t Save” and closes the window.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
There’s laughter at the bit about gas station sushi.
There’s silence after the last stanza.
People clap. Not out of politeness, but because [[they don’t know what else to do]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
Someone records it. It gets posted. It goes around.
Your words get tattoos.
You never hear the applause, but your voice echoes for years.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You dream of blank pages.
This time, you don’t wake up.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You think about writing. A lot.
You even make a playlist called “Write or Rot” on Spotify.
[[You rot]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
When you die, your desktop is a museum of half-finished greatness.
None of it goes anywhere.
Not even the recycle bin.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
“Uncle E, holy shit. This is... I didn’t know you were this good. I’ll make sure people know.”
You smile for the first time in days.
The kind that [[hurts]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
A kid who grew up watching you eat crackers for dinner might be the one to carry your name forward.
That’s something. Maybe everything.
* [[Ask him to read it at your funeral.|Funeral Reading]]
* [[Tell him to submit it under his name. Let it live without you.|Anonymous Legacy]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
He hesitates. But he does it.
The poem is published. It wins [[awards]]. It shows up on a syllabus in Portland.
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<<type 30ms>>\
You’re never named.
But in some crooked, cosmic way… you’ve made peace with that.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
“The Stillness in Room 408.”
“Half of My Father is Missing.”
“Pussy Cat Elegy.”
Gone.
Ash flakes float like moths. You don’t cry. You just watch.
* [[Write one last poem. A goodbye.|Ash Poem]]
* [[Sit in silence. Let the memory of it all fade.|Empty Room]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You finish it as the sunrise leaks through the blinds like bad milk.
Then, you set it on fire.
The words curl into smoke.
You whisper the title to the flame:
“The Part They Never Clapped For.”
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You stare at the blank wall like it owes you something.
It doesn’t.
No one comes.
The world forgets you.
You forget the world.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
You feel… something. A pulse. A flicker.
You start editing the rest like it matters.
Like maybe someone will read it and not skip to the author photo.
* [[Tell no one. Let the work do the talking.|Anonymous Submission]]
* [[Call Avery. Rub it in.|Petty Glory]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Critics speculate. Podcasts obsess.
Your nephew knows.
He never tells.
You’re a legend, not man.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Quoted wrong. Parodied.
But somewhere in the mess, someone reads it and cries.
That’s enough.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
The small press handles your book with reverence. They let your nephew design the cover.
It’s imperfect. It’s beautiful.
[[The reviews are good]]. Not glowing.
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<<type 30ms>>\
But real. Earned.
You die with a smirk, your middle finger spiritually extended.
Avery sends flowers.
He misspells your name on the card.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
A life slowly slipping off the hook.
The morphine wears off, but you don’t reach for more.
The voicemail deletes itself after thirty days.
Your manuscript is [[never finished]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You vanish in pieces.
Not a bang. Not a whimper.
Just… gone.
[[Credits]]
[[Return to Title|Start]]
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<<type 30ms>>\
Will they remember you? Misquote you? Put your poems on tote bags? Or will you vanish like the rest of the brilliant, broke, and broken?
Let’s find out, [[Elliot Graves|First Passage]].
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<<type 30ms>>\
You’ve got three things in front of you:
A voicemail from the past.
A half-finished manuscript labeled “FINAL_final_no_seriously_THIS_ONE.docx.”
And a bottle of expired morphine from your last trip to the ER.
* [[Check the voicemail|Voicemail]]
* [[Open the manuscript|Manuscript]]
* [[Take the morphine and go back to bed|Sleep]]
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