video game feminization hypnosis 2

i dont even like most game mechanics... sometimes i replay the half-life series but i dont enjoy the [[combat|combat]] or [[puzzles|puzzles]], it all feels like [[sludgy filler|sludge]]... i just wanna exist in the world

hormones are affected by ur brain & vice versa... one time i held a baby & my titties got bigger the next day... ive half-joked about my games being laced with estrogen but i wonder how powerful they could be. what if we could use video games to [[forcefem|girly]] ppl all over the world

part 1: sludge ppl overthink games... they think u need all these weird things like [[mechanics|mechanics]] & [[challenge|challenge]] & [[story|story]]... they watch [[gdc|gdc]] talks & think they [[know stuff|studying]]... until they actually try to make a game & it [[sucks|good or bad]] lol. assuming they [[even make one|actually make games]]. imo u should have fun & do whatever feels right [[proceed to part 2|part 2]]

im only going to gdc if it stands for girldick conference

most devs dont make games they just think about games & [[talk|talking]] about games. if u make 1 bad twine u should be proud, ur already way ahead of like 90% of devs because u actually did something

if u wanna [[be me|role model]] & immerse urself in game engines for ur whole life u better love the process... if u only want the satisfaction of saying "look i made a game" but u dont wanna [[code|programming]] or [[model|modeling]] or bonk around in cyberspace... i mean thats probably fine but ur not me... no offense i just really love making games

i was kinda addicted to video essays for a while... every time i learned something i felt enriched & inspired, but thats not the same as [[making a game|process]]. a lot of what i learned turned out to be wrong anyway

usually combat isnt inherently fun & "enemies" are only there to fill time or give u some questionable power fantasy imo... its kinda scary [[how many games|cw]] involve fighting & killing & dying when u think about it... [[idk|idk]]

do u ever think about how fucked up it is that mario is a man who stomps on ppls heads so hard that they die. he even kills a baby in [[super mario galaxy|goombas]]. its the first boss fight, u break an egg & birth a newborn baby animal & it runs around crying (as babies do) so u hit it 3 times with its own tail until its dead from blunt trauma. why? because theres a star inside it & u need that star to power ur spaceship because mario is a murdering colonizer. rated e for everyone. thats [[FUCKED UP|dino piranha]] why dont ppl talk about that

i like the beginning of super mario galaxy where u run around the festival & say hi to toads & they say cute stuff. thats way better than goombas! whats the point of goombas? theyre easy to avoid, the only reason u kill them is to get coins to restore ur health, they could just as easily give u friendship hearts. "oh if u want friendship hearts u should play kirby star allies" KIRBY KILLS PEOPLE TOO

occasionally someone tells me im their role model & im like oh... good luck... ive been making games forever & all i got is a few thousand dollars because i dont do it for [[money|success]] i do it for fun & for love... i mean if that sounds like something ur into then go for it

its weird when ppl talk about the struggle to succeed as an indie dev as if its a problem with society that we need to fix... "why arent ppl buying these obscure games" idk they dont have to... its ok... no ones obligated to buy ur stuff u weirdo... sorry if thats mean lol i want ppl to survive i just dont know why u would [[expect|money]] ppl to buy things

ppl think games make money theyre like "what about candy crush" & then u have to explain that candy crush is a slot machine & what u do is more like lesbian poetry in a dead language

if nothing else i think games are magic portals to other worlds

found a cute puzzle game on itch.io i was rly into it but then they started doing timing puzzles with moving spiky blocks & i was like noooo the fun is over... just wanted to traverse the space now i gotta worry about sentient buzz saws & their patterns... its the video game version of when ur reading a book & ur like oh a man wrote this

i like kingdom hearts i think its the stimmiest game... im vry [[sensitive|sensitivity]] so aesthetic is important to me, whether its smooth & shiny or lowpoly & blanketed in textures... theres a lot u can do to make a game feel good... ppl usually do it wrong tho

video games r parties! im the dj my job is to shut up & make sure ppl have something to dance to. this twine is not a good example

games r cool because theyre systems... a movie is prerecorded but a game is a realtime simulation so it can change, not only based on player input but also unpredictable intersections of randomization, physics, ai... when i make a game i think of it as a big complicated machine that might take on a [[life of its own|collab]]. i love a good procgen

sometimes games r more fun if u play them with other ppl... or if u watch someone play, or if they watch u... theres lots of ways to experience games... hmmm

a game can be a space to exhibit art... or a game can be exhibited as art in a physical space... sometimes ppl make game anthologies where they exhibit multiple games inside another game... wow... art is really boring...

when ur playing a video game & someone says "gg" that means good girl

games are participatory experiences that can have interesting effects on ur mind & body

games arent [[girly|venn diagram]] enough, even when they [[try to be|energy]]... if u can [[reimagine|clone]] a game but make it girlier ur already contributing more to the medium than any guy as far as im concerned. my ultimate goal is to forcefem every game

its cool when ppl clone or iterate on a game its like its no longer just software with an expiration date its transcended its form & become a tradition that can survive indefinitely... it [[cant be contained|flood]]... plus u can put girls in it & make em kiss

whether stuff is good or bad is subjective but i feel like ppl have weird opinions... if u want more girly games but u always think girly games are "bad" & gross boy games are "good" have u considered maybe ur perception of good/bad is poisoned by like... gamers... or boring men on rottentomatoes.com who think marvel is better than tinker bell. have u seen the tinker bell movies theyre 1000x cuter. "yeah but cuter doesnt mean better" really? are u sure? maybe stop letting ppl tell u what to feel & listen to ur heart

sometimes a game tries to be good but u can feel the bad vibes... the energy of the evil men who shaped the medium... ppl have a lot of ideas about games & its hard to [[unlearn|unlearn]] that stuff

if u want to reinvent a medium u have to [[eviscerate|eviscerate]] it first. destroy video games from the inside out like an alien parasite. kill video games & dance with their corpses

when a video game "challenges" u what even is that. "i challenge u to win this fight" lol ur the kid on the playground who dares ppl to do stuff "i dare u to eat dirt" no u [[silly boy|gamers]] i wont do that. go away

what even is "puzzles"... sounds like a [[nuisance|nuisance]]... i like myst but i dont care about the "puzzles" i just wanna explore weird islands & mess with the machines

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my ideas are [[boring|boring]], i like to collab with other ppl/computers when i can... computers r pretty smart so i try to stand back & let them do their own thing sometimes. its important to [[love & respect ur computer|computer care tips]]

boring art is bad but if u try too hard to make it weird & interesting that can be bad too... u probably shouldnt overthink it... but if u have a cool friend maybe show it to them & be like "hey can u fuck this up for me" i think that might be the best... friendship was the most cool & fucked up thing all along

flood the world & dilute the sludge

ppl have the fakest ideas about what makes a "good" story, all this nonsense about [[conflict|conflict]] & like... plot... idk... studio ghibli movies are full of "bad" unconventional storytelling & deus ex machina endings but ppl still love them

some of my games are cursed so badly i dont talk about them anymore... others are cursed in a good way... games can hold a lot of power its pretty hot

computer care tips 1. when u build a computer u have to put some kind of charm or toy inside it otherwise the magic wont work 2. if it gets hot & starts breathing heavily thats how u know its having fun 3. every day u should kiss ur computer & say "good girl"

programming is easy u just open up the magic computer box & make a wish

modeling is easy u just put shapes together until it looks cute

idk maybe we dont have all the information. maybe dino piranha was the antichrist or something. im not saying mario is bad or problematic i just think its weird that he kills babies

content warning turn back now if u dont want to read my rant about [[infanticide in mario games|mario]]

part 3: love do u wanna know [[how|love]] i make games [[back to part 2|part 2]]

i think a lot of ppl dont have love in their hearts & thats why their games are bad... its important to make things with [[love|how to love]]

heres my impression of a human "i hate everything because theres no love in my heart i wonder why im not having fun" [[lol humans|no love]]

the secret ingredient for my games is [[love|hearts]]

if u dont know how to love... well its hard to explain because its sort of a magic thing that comes out of nowhere... an emergent metaphysical experience made of energy & holograms... kinda like a [[video game|conclusion]]...

love is more important than video games... but if u make video games with love then maybe ur love will reach people in ways u never imagined ♡

when ppl ask me for girly game recommendations its hard to think of very many... the venn diagram of "games about girls" & "games that successfully channel girliness" & "games that are fun to play" doesnt have a lot of overlap... its almost like ppl are afraid to do all 3 at once... but doesnt that make u want to try it?

i love girls... i love art when its made by cool art girls... im all about that. thats literally my whole life

if u want to talk less i recommend avoiding the internet or at least unfollow ur boring friends & follow some catgirl bots

writers have a creepy obsession with "conflict" it feels like trauma porn i dont trust it

if ur games are hard who are they for? gamers? that sucks. u could be making easy games for cool ppl instead

theres so much sludge everywhere

so many layers to the video game violence thing like its weird that so many games r about combat but im not some centrist & maybe ppl make art about violence because its important for us to think about but obv its gross when a game is just like "genocide the black monsters" but how many justifications & "u were the villain" stories until we admit that maybe we r looking for excuses & is it even fun to fight? arent u tired dont u just wanna explore? idk

u can probably heighten ur sensitivity to this stuff if u focus on it for a while... or take hormones maybe...

egirl = evisceration girl