Maybe Tomorrow

Ring (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[Ring] (align:"==>")+(box:"X=")[Ring] (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[ . . . (text-colour:red)[//Don't wake up//] . . . ] Ring (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[Riiing] (align:"==>")+(box:"X=")[Riiiinnnng] (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[// . . . (text-colour:red)[Just five more minutes]// . . . ] Riiinnnggg (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[RiIiNnNgGgG] (align:"==>")+(box:"X=")[RIIINN -] //''(text-colour:cyan)[Fine]''// You get up, shut off your alarm, and drag yourself out of bed, your eyelids heavy as if they were being weighed down by some invisible cosmic anchor just begging for you to go back to sleep, after all, life really only seems managable when youre mind is silent. [[Continue]]

(set: $energy to 60) You check your phone only to find notifications from three of your classes saying that you have work due tonight. You don't know how but somehow you're always paying catch up, it makes you wonder if you'd be better off as a drop out and can't help but beat yourself up for not paying more attention to your deadlines (text-colour:red)[//What is wrong with you, your supposed to be making people proud and instead your falling behind//] (text-colour:cyan)[//I know, I'm sorry//] (text-colour:red)[//You don't need to apologize, just do better, or you'll end up disappointing everyone around you//] (text-colour:cyan)[//I'm trying my best, I don't want to make anyone upset//] (text-colour:red)[//Doesn't look like it//] (text-colour:cyan)[// . . . //] (text-colour:red)[//Just get your work done already before your miss your deadline//] Sleep was supposed to restore your energy back up to 100%, but since you couldn't fall asleep and laid in bed for hours staring at the ceiling, overthinking your life choices, your energy is actually only at 60%. You have a few hours before you have to get to class, what do you want to do? [[Get some food]] [[Lock in and get your work done]] [[See if your friend wants to hang out to study -->Study with friend]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] Instead of trying to lock in, knowing it'll take at least an hour before you actually start making any progress, you decide it'd be best to fuel up with some food. You could go to the crowded dining hall or take a little longer to get to the usually empty Dunkin 15 minutes away. (text-colour: cyan)[//The dining halls only a few minutes away, I should probably just go there//] (text-color: red)[//You're kidding right You know how you get with crowds, it'll probably be better if you just go the Dunkin//] (text-color:cyan)[//I guess so but I already paid for the meal plan that gets me food at the dining hall, shouldn't I just do that//] (text-color:red)[//If you really cared about the money of it all you be doing the homework for the classes you paid to be in not out here//] Your not sure what the right choice to make is anymore. On the one hand going to dunkin will probably make sure worry less about being around so many people, but on the other, the dining hall is both closer and already paid for. (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go to dining hall -> Dining Hall]] [[Go to Dunkin -> Dunkin]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You slugglishly go to your desk and open up your assignments. You haven't even looked at the instructions up until now and just realized it's much more than you had expected. You're not sure how you'll get them done but you don't have much of a choice. (text-colour:red)[//This is just great, if YOU hadn't snoozed your alarm three times before waking up, you could've been up at 8 am to get to working on this, but NOOOOOO you just needed that extra sleep didn't you//] (text-colour:cyan)[//I'm pretty sure you're the one who wanted to hit snooze//] (text-colour:red)[//Typical $name blaming everyone but yourself for your problems You're gonna have to get started quickly if you want to meet your deadlines//] You open up the first assignment, look through the instructions quickly, open up a new google doc, and ...... well ...... you kind of just sit there. Not sure why you're not doing anything, you decide to move your hands to the keyboard. Maybe you just need to be in the right writing position to get inspired to actually start. [[Nope]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You send a message to your friend: (align:"=><=")+(box:"=XX=")["Hey, do you understand the material for the exam later, I could use some help."] (text-color:red)[//She's gonna think you're only trying to hang out because you don't wanna fail the exam//] (text-color:cyan)[//No she's not, we hang out outside of studying//] (text-color: red)[//Not in a while though//] (text-color:cyan)[//Only because I've been busy//] (text-color:red)[//Busy doing what, procrasinating?//] (text-color:cyan)[//It's not procrasinating, I try to actually work done I just get stuck somewhere between coming up with the ideas and making them happen//] (text-color:red)[// Only a procrasinator would say that//] (text-color:cyan)[//If I put off any work it's usually because of you, you never shut up//] (text-color:red)[//Right, so you can't keep arguning your side so you have to blame me for your issues, as always No wonder no one's ever around you, you act like your this perfect person//] (text-color:cyan)[//No I don't, I'm far from that//] (text-color: red)[//You sure act like it//] You start worrying because your friend still hasn't responded to your message and now your wondering if she really does think you're this self-centered (set: $energy = $energy - 5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Zone out with music -> headphones2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] (text-colour:red)[//Well, what are you waiting for//] (text-colour: cyan)[//I dont know I just need the idea to pop up, once that happens I should be able to get star-//] (text-colour: red)[//Seriously thats your plan, to just wait for an idea to fall out of the sky and for the paper to write itself//] (text-colour: cyan)[//Well when you put it li-//] (text-colour: red)[//You should've been thinking about this from the day it was annouced, what's wrong with you, do you know how much money is going into you attending these classes//] (text-colour: cyan)[//Of course I do//] (text-colour: red)[//Well than put some more effort into it//] (text-colour: cyan)[//I'm trying but you keep on interu-//] (text-colour: red)[//INTERRUPTING YOU!!! I'M interrupting YOU. All I do is try to help you succeed in life, and I'm the problem. Where would you be without me, I'm the one who looks out for you, makes sure you don't do anything stupid, make sure you stay sane Without me you'd probably be surrounded by a ton of people who don't really care about you//] Your chest feels strangely tight, like your bodies imploding but just arround you rib cage (text-colour: red)[//Without me you probably would've joined that club last year, if you can't handle a few classes what do you think would've happened if you did that, your schedule would be a wreck.//] What's that sound, it's like a high pitched ringing (text-colour: red)[//And what about when I told you about the fact that your friend was talking about you behind your back, if it weren't for ME, you'd probably still be lying to yourself about how good of a friend she was//] Feels like your drowning, that high pitched sound turned to a muffled sound, as if every sound was slowed down and the pitch turned way low (text-colour: red)[//Well? Are you gonna do anything?//] (text-colour:cyan)[//. . .//] (set: $energy = $energy - 20) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Put on headphones to drown out the noise--> headphones]] [[Go back to bed you'll try again later --> sleep]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] Not exactly a perfect solution, and you can definitely still hear the anxiety yapping away in the back of your mind, but sometimes when the volume is turned high up enough, it gets so drowned out that you can forget about it just for a little bit. (text-colour:#c2255c)[ (text-size:0.6)[ (text-style:"blurrier")[Hey, are you ignoring me?]]] Strangely enough that's not the only voice that gets drowned out, your good thoughts don't have much space to exist either, not necesarily a bad thing though, the silence is quite pleasant. You've enjoyed the peace maybe a little too much and don't enough time to get food before class. You start to walk over to class but keep your headphones on because the last thing you need is a public anxiety attack. (set: $energy = $energy + 5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] (if:$energy > 49)[[[Walk to deli on the way to pick up a sandwich (needs 50+ energy)->Walk]]] (else:)[~~Walk to deli on the way to pick up a sandwich (needs 50+ energy)~~] [[Walk to bus stop and go straight to class -> Go to Class 2]]

(set:$energy = $energy + 3) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[Energy: $energy] You tried to get sleep but if you couldn't fall asleep last night at 3am exhausted from a full day of putting effort into at least looking like your okay, what makes you think you would be able to just a couple hours after waking up (text-color:cyan)[//Hello???? Why's it so quiet? Did you really go away? //] You sit in silence, something you're used to from the outside world but you can't remember the last time the other voice was actively trying to degrade you from inside your head, maybe they're gone (text-color: red)[// Nah, I'm still here you just don't seem like you pay attention to anything I'm saying, I mean you slept until almost noon sat at you desk for 40 minutes then went right back to bed//] You decide to take this aparrent silence as a win, you'd rather just deal with sadness than deal with sadness and overwhelming anxiety, so you put on your headphones and try to zone out for a little. (set: $energy = $energy + 2) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Listen to music --> headphones]]

(align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[ (text-colour:fuchsia)[(text-size:3)[ (text-style:"smear")[Maybe Tomorrow]]] Before we begin, what's your name: (input: bind $name)] \ (align:"==>")+(box:"X=")[[Start]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] Headphones still on, you walk over to the deli with a clear mind, a simple bacon, egg, and cheese, should get you through the afternoon You walk to the back of the line, behind three other people, and start going through the rest of your schedule for the day trying to plan out every last minute to make sure you do everything you need to do (text-style:"blurrier")[(text-size:0.5)["Hello"]] (text-color:cyan)[//I'll get this sandwich then head over to my class, I'll probably eat it on the way though because I don't think I'd have enough time to walk there and then eat it ...//] (text-style:"blurrier")[(text-size:0.75)["Are you ready to order yet?]] (text-color:cyan)[//I'll sit through my class, and then probably just head straight back to my room to get my work done ...//] (text-style:"blurrier")[(text-size:1)["Hey, are you gonna order or not?]] (text-color:cyan)[//I'll probably out an hour into each clas and then try spliting up the rest of the time based on what I think nee-//] You look up realizing the deli owner was trying to take your order "Uhhhh, sorry, can I have a bacon, egg, and cheese" He writes down your order and you move aside slowly descending into a bit of a spiral (text-color:red)[//You shouldn't have had your music so loud, if you could've actually heard me you would've known he was trying to get you attention//] (text-color:cyan)[//Do you think hes mad?//] (text-color:red)[//Of course, you walked into his store and ignored him trying to get your order//] Your order was ready, you took it and walked out with your heading hanging low, you realize it's too late to be able to get to class so you decide to head back to your room and try to stay true to the rest of the plan you were starting to make earlier. (set: $energy = $energy - 3) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go home ->Go home 2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You quickly walk over to the dining hall, and as your luck would have it, they just finishing serving breakfast and are in the middle of a transitional period between meals so the menu is much more limited. I decided to grab the first thing I could find (to minimize social interaction of course) (text-color:cyan)[//(either: "Pulled pork tacos with parmesean cheese, not exactly the authentic Mexican tacos I'm used to from home, but they were edible so I guess that's all I can really ask for","White rice, black beans, fried plantains, and chicken . . . for the forth day in a row . . . I mean I don't hate it but I hope they mix it up up sometime soon", "Cold french fries, chicken nuggets soggy from the steam they've been sitting in, and a wayyyyyy overcooked burger. Well I have to eat something and this is my only option, so not much I can do")//] (text-color:red)[//Told you you should've gone to Dunkin, you would've actually had a say in what you ate//] (text-color:cyan)[//Yeah I know, but I guess this isn't too bad//] (text-color: red)[//you can't lie to other people, you really think you can lie to yourself//] You sit there with your sad food, wishing you'd have gotten a cup of coffee instead, but by the time you finish eating you actually realize that you mom wasn't lying when she said eating acutal food, instead of surviving on snacks, could help me feel a little better. (text-color:red)[//Alright you have to get moving before you're late to class, how do your teach will feel if you not alone miss the deadline for their assignment but also show up late to class//] (set: $energy = $energy + 10) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[ Go to class -> Go to Class 2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You walk 15 minutes to get to some food at Dunkin. Once you get to the door, you see that it's shockingly crowbed, moreso than usual and just like that you remember that there's some big event going on in the area bringing in much more people. (text-color:red)[//You're definitely not gonna be able to get your food and make it to class on time.//] (text-color: cyan)[//But I already walked all the way here, if I walk back now, I won't have enough time to get something to eat before class//] (text-color:red)[//Yeah but this is the last week before the exam, are you really going to possibly miss a review session for a cup of coffee//] (text-color:cyan)[//It's not just a cup of coffee, I haven't eaten much of a meal since this time yesterday, I ate a bag of chips and a banana last night, but that's not really much.//] (text-color:red)[//Okay but you could've had something else last night or gotten something else before class today//] (text-color:cyan)[//You're literally the one who wanted me to go to Dunkin//] (text-color:red)[//Sure but the choice was yours in the end, you're in charge here//] (text-color:cyan)[//But if I don't do what you say you just make my life even more miserable//] (text-color:red)[//Excuse me for trying to be helpful//] (text-color:cyan)[//I've never asked for your help//] (text-color:red)[//Look, you can keep standing here arguning with yourself or you can choose what you're gonna do//] (set: $energy = $energy -5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Enter Dunkin]] [[Turn back and go to class]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You sit down in your usual seat: Half up the lecture hall, to the far left, right next to the steps to the exit. Your 5 minutes early and the professor runs in joking around about the fact so many students were actually there before he was. No one laughs at his joke. "What is wrong with you guys, you all seem so sad," he says trying to see if he can get a reaction from someone, literally anyone, in the room. (text-color:red)[//He's talking about you, you know//] (text-color:cyan)[//No way, there's like at least 50 people in here and at least half of them are sitting closer to him than I am//] (text-color:red)[//I don't know, I'm pretty sure he said that right after seeing you, I guess your not doing a well enough job at hiding your issues//] You start feeling worried that this mask you've spent so long trying to hold up has reached the end of its time. There's a sudden heavy weight on your chest, it's an anxiety attack. (set: $energy = $energy - 4) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Leave class before things get worse -> leave class]] [[Stay and try to put up with it -> Stay]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You grab your bag, before the room fills up much more. You feel like the 50 or so people already there are watching and judging you for showing up early and for whatever reason leaving before the professor gets a chance to teach anything, but that feeling seems more bearable than the thought of sitting through a couple hours of spiraling. Your thoughts are racing by so fast you can't really keep track of what's going on in your mind. (set: $energy = $energy - 20) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go back home -> go home]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You choose to stay but if we're being completely honest you could hear anything the professor was saying, you instead put all your energy into trying to make your issue as least noticable as possible. (text-color: red) [//Everyone sees you you know//] (text-color:cyan)[//Please stop talking//] (text-color:red)[//Doesn't matter if I stop talking you'll still look like you're going through something//] The Professor says to do some group work with the people sitting around you (text-color:red)[//Now there's no way to hide the issues you have//] You sit silently, you don't even know what the group assignment is or what you're supposed to be doing, you just hope the other people in the group don't mention how little you're doing. (align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[ . . . . . .30 minutes later . . . . . .] "Alright guys your all free to get out of here" Without saying a work, you grad your bag and beeline straight to the door. (text-color:red)[//You didn't even do anything turning class, you really think you're gonna get any credit for that//] (text-color:cyan)[//Its the only times I didn't do anything on a group assignment, I don't think I'll run into any issues//] (text-color:red)[//Yeah, well with your luck, the other people in your group probably crossed your name off the paper, I mean you ran out so fast you didn't even see them turn it in//] (text-color:cyan)[//You really think they'd do that//] (text-color:red)[//Why shouldn't they, you didn't do anything and they don't even know you, there's no reason for them not too//] You walk all the way back to you room trying to remember if you saw them cross of your name, and debating with yourself if anyone would actually throw you under the bus like that. (set: $energy = $energy -25) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Continue -> go home]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You get home panicing about whether you'll manage to pass any of your classes this semester, between how far behind you are with the homework, and the way you're feeling in class, there's a chance that the anxiety might have one this one You sit down to get your work done but you're so much more exhausted than this morning that you can't help but lay your head down and acccidently fall asleep. Sure you missed the deadlines for three assignments but for the first time in about a week you managed to fall asleep before 2 am without haviing to battle your anxiety so that has to count for something [[Continue -> Ending3]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] Not exactly a perfect solution, and you can definitely still hear the anxiety yapping away in the back of your mind, but sometimes when the volume is turned high up enough, it gets so drowned out that you can forget about it just for a little bit. (text-colour:#c2255c)[ (text-size:0.6)[ (text-style:"blurrier")[Hey, are you ignoring me?]]] Strangely enough that's not the only voice that gets drowned out, your good thoughts don't have much space to exist either, not necesarily a bad thing though, the silence is quite pleasant. You never got a response from your friend, she's probably busy, that's fine though you got some time to go over your notes a little and now you have to get to class. (set: $energy = $energy + 5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go to Class -> Go to Class 2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You walk into Dunkin and stand in line behind seven people, cold be better, but could also be worse. Tha line goes by quickly and you still don't know what you want to order. (text-color:cyan)[//Maybe I'll get a iced coffee and a donut//] (text-color:red)[//Thought you said this wasn't just about coffee//] (text-color:cyan)[// It's not, hence the donut//] (text-color:red)[//I'm pretty sure there's healthier options, even at Dunkin//] (text-color:cyan)[//Alright, what if I got the iced coffee one of the sanwiches//] (text-color:red)[//you know you don't like the sandwiches here, if you get that you'll take one bite and immediately lose your appetite//] (text-color:cyan)[//Alright then what do you think I should get?//] (text-color:red)[//Just get whatever you want//] (text-color: cyan)[//I said what I wanted and you had an issue with it//] (text-color:red)[//Just so you know it's been your turn to order for about 2 minutes now, the cashier is definitely annoyed by you right now, and you're holding up the line//] You snap back to reality and decide to order an iced coffee and one of the breakfast sandwiches. Some time passes and you see the menu in full while waiting. You realize you should've ordered another drink that sounds better, but, oh well, too late. (align:"=><=")+(box:"=XX=")["Order for $name" ] I'll save you the trouble of sitting through that experience, you wound up hating the sandwich as your anxiety thought, unfortunately it gets some things right sometimes. If you were to start walking back to class now you'd be 30 minutes late, so you decide to just go to the library and get some work done there. (set:$energy = $energy + 15) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Continue -> onward]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] On the walk back it starts pouring and you wind up drenched by the time you get to class, now not only are you starving but you're soaking wet, and had no time to catch a break before class. All you can hope for now is a nice, calm, easy, class, that seems like a reasonable request, right? (set: $energy = $energy -5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go to class -> Go to Class 2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] On you walk over to the library you run into some people setting up a table for some organization They ask if you'll do a couple dance moves for a free shirt, but you know better than to dance at all, especially in front of random stranger (Don't need anxiety to tell you that) They seem pretty insistent on trying to get people to stop at their table and didn't want you to walk away without more interation (text-color:red)[//Just make some excuse and get out of their, they just want you to dance and a shirt isn't worth the embarrassment//] (text-color:cyan)[//Yeah but it's a FREE shirt, and that changes everything I still won't dance, obviously, but I don't maybe they'll feel sorry enough eventually and just give me the shirt//] (text-color:red)[//That's not gonna happen, and right now you have ten strangers staring at you thinking you'll dance for a shirt, that just embarrassing//] (text-color:cyan)[//It's not 10 people looking at m-//] In that moment you realize were in fact more than 10 people watching you, mainly because you were the only person to stop when someone started talking to you One of these people offers up an alternative to dancing: (align:"=><=")+(box:"=X=")["Alright do you do anything else, make music, can you do any crazy backflips, make jewelery?"] (align:"=><=")+(box:"=X=")["I draw"] They seemed to be okay with that idea and asked if I had anything with me, which coincidently enough, you do. You take your sketchbook out of your bag, and show the the most recent drawing you made. (set:$energy = $energy + 5) [[Continue -> Keep Going]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] The people at the table don't really say much (text-color:red)[//They definitely think you suck at drawing you know//] (text-color:cyan)[//What, no, it's an exercise for my class, I think I did great//] (text-color:red)[//Yeah but the exercise was just drawing a bunch of lines across shapes, it's not that impressive//] One man speaks up and asks if it's finished yet (text-color:cyan)[//Oh my god, they think it sucks//] (text-color:red)[//Well yeah you said you could draw and show off something a five year old could probably draw//] (align:"=><=")+(box:"=X=")["It looks nice"] You wound up getting the shirt, and though they didn't seem so interested in you drawing, you stay focused on the fact that you got something for free. You actually seem to be feeling pretty good at the moment, and don't want to risk thinks mentally getting bad again so you start to consider maybe just taking the next few hours to yourself instead of going to the library. (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go to library, You have work to get done -> Library]] [[Take time to yourself]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You take a walk and find a nice place to sit, maybe it's weird but there's something relaxing and comforting about just existing and people watching. It's one of the only things that doesn't involve blasting music into your ears that actually helps quiet the constant thoughts. You remember that it's been a while since you've talked with your mom, and decide to call her. You spend an hour catching up with her, and suddenly you forget how bad things had been lately. It felt like you were back in the comfort of you home. Once the call ends you decide to head back to your room and try to get those assignments done again (set: $energy = $energy + 15) [[Go Back To Room]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] (text-color:red)[//I can't believe you were even considering procrasinating even more//] (text-color:cyan)[//I felt better than I had in days, weeks even, I wouldn't call the procrasination//] (text-color:red)[//Of course you wouldn't, who would it procrasination if you get mask it with something that sounds so nice//] You put your headphones on to try and zone out, and it works, but your brain gets really quiet. You wind up staring at an empty screen with a completely silent mind, for hours, unable to make any progress and you anxiety slowly gets louder and louder, so much so that the music doesn't even seem to be much to help anymore. You come to the decision that you might be more comfortable and able to get your work done from a more familar and comfortable space, like your room. (set:$energy = $energy -5) (text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] [[Go Home]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You go home home tired from the mental work you've been doing all day. Everyone you've come across might not have thought much of what you might've gone through, but once you live it you can't help but hope that someday soon that second voice would just disappear. You can't help but rethink all of the little things that went wrong, questioning if your Dunkin order really should've just stayed as it was originally, and if the free shirt you got on the way to the library was really worth showing your art to people who saw nothing special in it You sit at you desk in the same position this morning, only now you feel like you have a little more energy than before, not much but enough to feel like you might be able to get this done, and you did. [[Continue -> Ending1]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You walk back to you room, feeling like the weight on your chest that you woke up with had completely evaporated. You quickly realize though how alone you are now that you don't have someone on the phone with you. It might not be a bad idea to reach out and talk to people a little more, to family, to friends, to strangers even. You do sit down at your desk and try to get some work done, you feel way better than earlier, but it doesn't seem like that'll be enough. You pour in a few hours of work into one assignment and forget to save time for the other two assignment. It also turns out that class you missed was a review session for an exam next week and now you're feeling more behind than you did before, but hey, somehow you still feel a bit happier. [[Continue -> Ending2]]

(text-colour:#9c36b5)[ Energy: $energy] You get home and lay down for a minute. You're lucky you didn't completely knock out. You give yourself half an hour to recharge before trying to get the work done. This time, unlike before, your mind stayed silent enough for your ideas to actually go beyond just you head. The work you wound up submitting wasn't you best work, you be lucky to get a c+ or b-, but you managed to complete it. The second you submit the last assignment you try to go to sleep. Sleep yet again was a struggle, thoughts started circling around over and over and over again. You use your tried and true anti-anxiety method of listening to music on full blast, and got at least some sleep. [[Continue -> Ending4]]

(text-colour:cyan)[ Maybe Tomorrow Will Go Better Maybe Tomorrow The Anxiety Will Lessen Maybe Tomorrow I Can Do More With My Time ] (text-colour:#c92a2a)[ Or (text-color:fuchsia)[[[Maybe Tomorrow->just collecting some info]]] Will Be Just like today]

(text-colour:cyan)[ Maybe Tomorrow I'll Hang Out With My Friend Maybe Tomorrow I'll Go To Class Maybe Tomorrow I'll Call My Sister Too ] (text-colour:#c92a2a)[ Or (text-color:fuchsia)[[[Maybe Tomorrow->just collecting some info]]] Will Be Just like today]

(text-colour:cyan)[ Maybe Tomorrow I'll get a good nights sleep Maybe Tomorrow I'll Be Able To Stay And Focus In My Class Maybe Tomorrow I'll Breathe A Bit Easier ] (text-colour:#c92a2a)[ Or (text-color:fuchsia)[[[Maybe Tomorrow->just collecting some info]]] Will Be Just like today]

(text-colour:cyan)[ Maybe Tomorrow I'll Try A Little Harder To Do Better Maybe Tomorrow I Won't Need Music To Sleep Maybe Tomorrow I'll Actually Go To Class ] (text-colour:#c92a2a)[ Or (text-color:fuchsia)[[[Maybe Tomorrow->just collecting some info]]] Will Be Just like today]