by myself

another day in this body... [[get up ->q2]]

I don't want to, but I know I have to. eat? [[no->q4]] [[yes->q3]]

I force myself to eat, I feel really overweight. [[sigh->q5]]

I'm not going to eat, I don't have to. [[sigh->q5]]

I feel like going outside. [[go->q6]] [[don't go->q6]]

I'm a lazy piece of shit. [[go back to room and turn on computer->q7]] [[go back to room and lay down->q8]]

I wish I could get out more and actually see some of the stuff I look at here. [[check social media->q9]] [[check forums->q10]]

I don't guess I wasn't really gonna get anything done today anyways... [[sleep->q12]]

nothing new... [[lay down->q8]]

no new posts... [[lay down->q8]]

I hate waking up. [[go back to bed and lay down->q13]] [[take antidepressants->q14]]

can I just stay here? it's not like anyone cares... [[sleep->q16]]

these taste terrible... [[turn on computer->q15]]

everything goes away here. [[check the forums->q17]] [[check social media->q18]]

why do I bother... [[turn on computer->q15]]

3 new posts since your last visit. [[check posts->q21]]

hey look, someone liked my post, that's cool, I guess... [[comment->q20]] [[ignore->q20]]

I think I'm just gonna sleep... [[sleep->q24]]

anything I say will probably be awkward, plus, it sounds pathetic when I reply to everyone... [[turn off computer->q19]]

no, nevermind, it's not like these people have anything interesting to say anyways. [[leave website->q22]]

does this medicine even work? it never feels like it... [[fuck.->q23]]

I should get some friends to talk to... it's lonely here... [[check social media->q18]]

I'm wasting my life sleeping...it's not like it matters though, even if I was doing something I don't feel like I would make it anywhere... [[take sleeping pills->q25]]

I don't know why I don't just end it. [[lay down->q26]]

I can't sleep... [[stay here->q27]]

maybe the meds will help... [[take sleeping pills->q28]]

I still can't sleep... [[take antidepressants->q29]]

I'm so worthless, all I do is fucking sleep... I have to get out. [[go for a walk->q30]]

there isn't anyone out today, this sucks... [[go home->q31]]

I need to eat, but I don't want to... I won't. [[go to room and turn on computer->q32]]

same as always, maybe I should change my desktop wallpaper, it looks shitty and low quality. [[check social media->q33]] [[check forums->q34]]

looks like I got a message... [[check the message->q35]]

these guys are funny, but they are all huge douchebags, but so am I so whatever. I'm probably worse than them...I am worse than them. [[turn off computer->q38]]

sksk: hey man, heard you were feeling down... that sucks, I'm here if you want to talk... talk? [[no->q36]] [[yes->q37]]

I don't want to, everything I say comes out wrong... [[sigh->q41]]

I fucking hate everything about myself, I am a lazy piece of shit, I am overweight, I sleep too much, I am poor, I'm not going anywhere... [[lay down->q39]]

I'm so tired... [[take sleeping pills->q40]]

I'm so fucking done. [[sleep->q45]]

no, I have to say something... talk? [[yes->q42]]

sarah:hey sk, thanks for your help, yeah, I have been feeling down lately, I just don't ever do anything but sleep, and that really gets you down, you know? [[wait->q43]]

sksk:yeah, I understand, but really, the best way to deal with these sort of things is to just disconnect and wait it out, eventually you are going to have to wake up one morning and feel good about yourself. [[wait->q44]]

sarah:really? I never thought of it that way... I mean, it hasn't helped so far. [[wait->q46]]

another day in this body...

sksk:wake up. [[send message->q47]]

sarah: wh- [[wake up->q48]]

of course, it's not like anyone actually cares. does this even matter? life has just become a loop, everyday the same thing, why continue? I'll just wait. [[sleep->q49]]

[[wake up->q50]]

[[sleep->q51]]

[[wake up->q52]]

I need to eat. [[eat->q53]]

I feel better now, I mean, better than usual... [[go for a walk->q54]] [[stay home and read->q55]]

no one is out today, this sucks. [[go home->q56]] [[keep walking->q59]]

I'm too lazy to go anywhere though... [[keep reading->q60]]

I need to do that more, I might meet someone... [[go to room and lay down->q61]]

there isn't anything good for me back at home. [[keep walking->q70]]

I don't know why I don't go to the library and pick up new books, I'm getting tired of these. [[drive to library->q72]]

[[sleep->q62]]

[[sleep->q63]]

[[sleep->q64]]

[[sleep->q65]]

[[breathe->q66]]

[[let your breathing slow->q67]]

[[calm down->q68]]

[[sleep->q69]]

another day in this body...

I need to go home now. [[go home->q71]]

now that I'm here, maybe I should just read anyways... [[read->q60]]

[[go inside->q73]]

oh god, there's so maany people here...I need to hurry. [[action->q74]] [[drama->q75]] [[sci-fi->q76]] [[horror->q77]]

agh what the hell, I'll just grab this one and go. [[check out->q78]]

"hey! how are you?" "umm, good, I guess." I need to get out of here. [[drive home->q79]]

[[read->q80]]

[[sleep->q81]]

I should get a job, I'm too lazy though, what if I have to work night shifts? [[wake up->q82]]

I need to eat [[eat->q83]]

[[sleep->q84]]

another day in this body...