It is the easiest way [[out]].
Buzz. [[Check your phone.]] Go stand on the ledge. [[Pause]].
Sure, it's easy. Is that enough to justify following through? [[Get off]], no wait. [[Do it.]]
What about them? Your [[parents]]? Your [[sibling]]? Your [[best friend]]? Think. Actually, [[forget them]].
The day you came into their life you brought meaning to living. That day your father never cried so hard. Your mother felt complete. Their whole [[world]] wrapped in white cloth.
Here comes the train. [[Jump]].
You're their role model, you know? They meant what they said in their [[speech]]. They're [[waiting]] for you now.
Drown. [[Pause->Pause2]]
"I want to travel the world when I grow up, Dad."
"You can do anything you want, sweetie."
"Mommy, do you believe in me too?"
"Of course. [[Nobody]] can stop you."
Lies. [[Resume]].
Look yourself. Seriously, you're a joke. Nobody needs you around. You're a waste of space. Come on, get it over with [[now->B ENDING I]]. [[Stop->THEM]].
[[10 years later]], you've never loved harder. "I do." You're each other's rock. They rowed with you through those [[tough tides]]. Did you [[feel->baby]] that?
It's a girl. You know what to do. [[Cherish]] her. Don't ever let her feel she's alone because as you're aware now, there's always other sets of footprints in the sand.
It's their big day. Remember [[yours->G ENDING III]]? There's [[mom and dad->G ENDING I]]. The music's playing. [[Here she comes]].
That's what you'll name her. Cherish. Mama would be proud.
You feel it though. In your heart? Empty, but don't worry. They'll show you love when you're [[gone->Do it.]]. That's what always happens.
What are you waiting for? You've been alive for how long and you still can't do anything right. Switch it up. [[Pull the trigger->B ENDING I]]. [[Get to it->THEM]].
(1) Software update. (0) Unread Messages. (0) Missed Calls. See, [[no one cares->out]].
They were the only one's who saw you for [[who you were]].
Wait, remember that rainy spring day? With dad? You and him jumping in the puddles. You were so excited. "Don't tell Mom," Dad said. You felt [[free]]. <audio src="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gg5UK5y-PtM">
Enough of that. Those days are over, now [[go]]. No, please
[[hold on]].
Don't give in. Remember what mama said? You're [[beautiful->Nobody]] and you have [[so much to offer the world->Mirror]]. You can seek [[help]], you're not alone.
They have never been able to truly see your hurt. They have better things to focus on, you know that. [[Hurry]]. Get on with it [[already->hold on]].
You lay in their arms. Their heartbeat like music to your ears. You're at peace. [[Grateful->G ENDING III]].
Doesn't a part of you still feel broken? The pain still creeps up on you, doesn't it? Don't you want to just— "[[I love you]]," they say.
You're stronger now. You did it. [[Live->G ENDING III]]
They're valedictorian. All those late nights that you said up helping them, paid off. "I'm blessed to have a such an amazing person in my life. I would like to thank [[my hero]]. For all you've done for me," they say.
They points at [[you->sibling]]. [[Little did you know though]].
It's her first day. University- they grow up so fast. [[Ring ring]].
Sometimes she's [[embarassed]] of you.
Look at yourself. You're disgusting. Take one more pill. [[It won't hurt]]. There you— [[not yet]].
[[Mirror]]. Honestly, [[who wouldn't->Little did you know though]]?
There's [[another reason->THEM]] to stay.
You see them all now. All at once. The view's [[different]] though.
"I want to make a toast to someone I hold dear to me," they say. "I have you to thank for contributing to who I am today for the better, no matter how hard things have been. I don't know where I would be [[without]] you."
Nobody has stopped crying. You left a hole in their soul, they cannot fill with an explanation as you left with that too. Think about [[them->them2]].
"Hey, do you want to have lunch together?" You [[hesitate]], but [[nod]].
"Are you on your way yet?" "Yes, [[I'll be there->G ENDING II]] in [[20 minutes]]."
There's a bridge over the river by your house. [[Drive into water]]. Don't listen, they're [[waiting]] for you.
60km/h.... 80km/h... 110km/h.... You're almost there... [[Splash]]...
Your head starts to feel dizzy. [[Wash your face]], maybe. [[Go see mom]] one last time.
"Honey, what's the mat—" You black out and fall. She screams. You can hear the sound of the ambulance. They're all crying. You can feel their presences. You might be able to wake up, but you're ready to [[let go->B ENDING I]].
You collaspe. You feel [[nothingness->B ENDING I]].
The water's rising. You can still [[crack the window open]], or [[not]].
Swim up. You see [[the light]].
You're heart is heavy, but what about [[your other half->Ring ring]]?
They can't sow up a cut that goes up along a vein. Now you [[wait->B ENDING I]]. It'll be over soon.
You close your eyes. You can feel the water filling your lungs. One last breath... "I'm sor—," you try to mouth. [[Blank->B ENDING I]].
You are strong. Live.
They're getting older. Sometimes you forget while you get older, your parents do too. Mom says, "We're so proud of how far you've come, baby." "We're sorry we weren't always there, but we're forever in your heart no matter [[how far]] we are," Dad adds.
"Don't ever forget the footprints in the sand, sweetie. Dad and I love you." Mom's meeting Dad soon. It has been 5 years since he has passed. You survived then, and will continue now. Live.
Your [[parents->parents2]]... Your [[sibling->sibling2]]... Your best friend and [[lover->lover2]]...
They don't talk to each other as much anymore. Mom sees a pyschologist. Dad hasn't gone to work in days. They lay at night clutching your photo, it's all they have left. They wish they could speak to you one last time.
They mad at the world. They cut off their friends. They pushed them away. You want to hug them, but you go right through. They feel some presence, not knowing it's you. But hoping. "I hope you forgive me", they say.
"Sweetheart, don't feel you need to hide from us." Dad's driving you to the doctor. Mom says, "[[you're worth it->G ENDING I]]— the breaths you take and the life you're living."
You're just going to ruin their life too. Buy [[the rope]] and go home.
They look at you with eyes of admiration. You feel something in your heart. It's racing. They hold your hand, you feel [[saved->10 years later]]
You set it up. [[Move the chair->B ENDING I]].
They can't function properly. They're losing it. A part of them died when you left. "Until we meet again, my love...," they say every night before bed.