<<once>><img src="photo.jpg" width="500px" height="300px">\n<small>debbie and i, //sept. 1990//\n\n<img src="photo.jpg" width="500px" height="300px">\nmitch and debbie's place, //dec. 1988//\n\n<img src="photo.jpg" width="500px" height="300px">\nme trying to fix the tent, //june 1988//\n\n<img src="photo.jpg" width="500px" height="300px">\nlawrence and cassidy's wedding, //may 1988//\n\n<img src="photo.jpg" width="500px" height="300px">\ndebbie on the porch, //sept. 1987//</small><<becomes>>sorry.<<becomes>>sorry, sorry.<<endonce>>

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<<once>><small>Do you want to see me?\n\nI wish I could see you.\n\nIf you like, please use this guide to find me.\n\n<<replace>>www.home.com<<becomes>>i can't<<endreplace>>\n\n<<replace>>www.help-here.com<<becomes>>i can't<<endreplace>>\n\n<<replace>>www.my-son-my-son-my-son.com<<becomes>>please forget me<<endreplace>></small><<becomes>>There's nothing left.<<becomes>>I can't show you a way through.<<endonce>>

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<<once>><small> <<timedreplace 4s >>Do you remember a house? <<becomes>>I missed you in this house<<endtimedreplace>>\n\n<<timedreplace 6s>>With stained-glass set in the front door<<becomes>>I was on the highway headed south again.<<endtimedreplace>>\n\n<<timedreplace 8s>>With grey carpet on the back steps<<becomes>>The curse was on my tail again.<<endtimedreplace>>\n\n<<timedreplace 10s>>Cedar in the front yard<<becomes>>I spit teeth into the toilet bowl in a highway truck stop.<<endtimedreplace>>\n\n<<timedreplace 12s>>Honeysuckle in the back<<becomes>>And when I did I thought of you.<<endtimedreplace>></small><<becomes>> sorry.<<becomes>>i know, i know<<endonce>>

<big>//Welcome, My Son//</big> <small>[[know more »]]\n\n<<once>>How I have longed to know you.\n\nI resent greatly that I could not watch you grow up.\n\nI did not leave by choice. The curse was upon me…\n\nI could not let it take you over. Twist you into something inhuman.<<becomes>>I did not leave by choice. The curse was upon me…<<becomes>>I held you once when you were small, and you felt so heavy...<<becomes>>I don't expect forgiveness. I just mean to tell you what I never could<<becomes>>there is nothing here<<endonce>></small>\n\n

<<once>><small>I can't make up for all <<timedreplace 3s>>the<<becomes>><strong>519</strong><<endtimedreplace>> time lost between us.\n\nI <<timedreplace 5s>>had<<becomes>><strong>642</strong><<endtimedreplace>> dreams of a red wagon.\n\nOf snowball fights <<timedreplace 7s>>in<<becomes>><strong>2?</strong><<endtimedreplace>> a family yard.\n\nWho did you think of <<timedreplace 9s>>o<<becomes>><strong>?</strong><<endtimedreplace>>n father's day?\n\nWhat w<<timedreplace 11s>>a<<becomes>><strong>?</strong><<endtimedreplace>>s this town to you?</small>\n<<becomes>><<timedreplace 1s>><<becomes>>5<<gains>>?<<gains>>9<<gains>>-?<<gains>>4<<gains>>2<<gains>>-2<<gains>>?<<gains>>?<<gains>>?<<endtimedreplace>><<endonce>>

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