[[I miss you]], Chris.[[We all do.]]I am [[SO ANGRY]].NO BE [[TRUE]].CHRIS NOT [[DEAD]].[[Why]]? We don't understand.Why didn't you call [[me]]?[[I loved you]].[[And I let you down]].[[We]] loved you.What could we have [[done]]?[[I'm so sorry]].[[Where are you]] now?[[Oh god...]]WHY? [[Why didn't you ask for HELP]]?Why didn't you reach out and [[let us help you]]?[[WHY, CHRIS, WHY?]]It's [[NOT FAIR]].[[How dare you!]]You wouldn't [[let me die]].[[BUT YOU GOT TO DIE.]] It hurts SO MUCH.