Lilly's Secrets

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?question_portrait ---- ???: "Hey, you! Wait for me!" ---- It's the first day at the new university. You are entering your first lecture and you hear this girls voice behind you. Convinced that she is talking to someone else - girls never talk to you - <<link "you keep walking.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?question_portrait ---- ???: //Patting you on the shoulder// "Hey, I said wait!" ---- <<link "You turn around." "Intro2">><</link>> <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- ???: "My name is Lilly. I saw you at the semester opening party yesterday." //smiles at you// ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "Uhmm... I- I..." //stammering// ---- Indeed you were at the party yesterday. But you are not good at parties so you had been standing in a corner mostly watching the other students have fun. Now you recognize her. She surely had fun that evening, laughing, flirting - probably the whole campus knew her already. Lilly has brown hair, a beautiful face with dark eyes, a mouth that seems to be always smiling and a fit but curvy body. She is just... for lack of a better word... hot. [[Wait for her to say something|Intro3]]

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?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Let's go to the lecture together, shall we?" //keeps smiling// ---- You are to surprised to say anything and just <<link "follow her into the room.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Let's sit down here." //gestures to a pair of free seats// ---- [[You sit down next to her|Intro4]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

For the most part of the lecture you try to concentrate, noticing that Lilly keeps looking at you which makes you nervous. <<link "Keep taking notes.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Look... Weird question, but..." ---- She hesitates as though thinking about something. [[You wait, saying nothing.|Intro5]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you want to be my... boyfriend?" //grins at you// ---- You are so surprised you drop your pen. Your face turning red immediately as you look at her grinning at you in that knowing, almost... well pitying way. No body ever asked you this. You never had a girlfriend before. You don't know how these things work. Panic washes over you as you realize this may your chance and you don't want to screw it up, but you are <<link "too paralyzed to speak.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "What is it?" //still grinning// ---- You can't seem to look at her face. Your face is as red as a tomato, you are sure of it. [[Look down at your notes.|Intro6]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

You know she is waiting for an answer but you can't come up with the courage to look up and speak. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Well..." //thinks for a moment// ---- She takes her pen and begins scribbling something down on your notepad. //Student Apartment 301// //Garden Street 12// //Today at 7 pm// //<3// // // ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "If you show up I will take that as a yes to my question." ---- She gets up, takes her things and leaves the room. The lecture is almost over anyway, but she is the first to leave. [[Continue|Chapter1_1]]

!!Chapter 1 - In Lillys apartment Of course you are at her apartment door at precisely 7pm. For a minute you are just standing there wondering what you are doing here. She is probably just messing with you. This is all part of some kind of joke. <<link "Finally you knock on the door.">> <<replace "#textArea">> You hear footsteps inside. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //opens the door// "Hey! So it's a yes? That's wonderful." //grinning again// ---- She grabs you by one arm immediately and pulls you in. [[You stumble after her into the apartment.|Chapter1_2]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

The apartment is small, but cozy. You are currently standing in the living room that has a small open kitchen built into it. Two doors lead from the living room, probably bathroom and bedroom. A couch with a lot of red pillows is standing in the middle of the room, a TV at the wall. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Let's sit down." //drags you to the couch and sits down herself, facing you// ---- You sit down too. Your gaze darts around the room and you can't help it and [[look at her cleavage for just a second.|Chapter1_3]]

?d_cleavage_1 She immediately giggles and you blush again. You feel like she is making fun of you somehow. ?your_portrait ---- You: "Uhmm... Are you... well are you serious about this boyfriend thing?" //stammering// ---- [[Wait for her to say something.|Chapter1_4]]

Without answering she leans in and gives you a short kiss on the mouth. You can taste her cherry lipstick and smell her perfume. Your mind goes blank immediately. As she withdraws you keep staring at her. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //asks softly// "Is that enough proof that I am honest with you?" ---- [[Say "Y-yes..."|Chapter1_5]] [[Say nothing.|Chapter1_5]]

?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //giggles silently// "You are so cute." ---- She lays one hand onto your knee. It feels warm and you shudder. You begin looking around the room again not sure what to do, and <<link "your eyes get stuck on her breasts again for just a moment.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ?d_cleavage_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you like what you are seeing?" //gives you a seductive look// ---- You feel a warm feeling in your stomach and slowly you are getting a boner. You try to fight it but it's no good. No girl ever looked at you that way. [[Say "I'm... sorry..."|Chaptare1_6]] [[Say nothing.|Chaptare1_6]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "It's no shame. You can look all you want. I know you like me. You know why?" ---- <<link "Ask Why?">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: //eyes wandering down// "Because of this." ---- ?d_index_touch She raises her second hand and with her index finger she touches the small bulge in your pants, lightly pressing down on it, looking at it directly. [[You gasp.|Chaptare1_7]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?d_index_touch You gasp and before you can control yourself your dick twitches beneath her touch, responding to her like she pressed some kind of magic button. ?lilly_portrait_2 ---- Lilly: //pretends to be surprised at the sudden movement in your pants// "Ohhh? What's that? I think that's confirmation that you find me attractive." //grins again, looking at your face now// ---- She takes her finger away. It left a tingling feeling in your stomach and in the tip of your dick. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "What do you want to do now? Watch a movie?" ---- [[Say "yes"|Chapter1_8]] [[Say nothing|Chapter1_8]]

The two of you watch a movie together. You cant concentrate as you can't stop thinking about what happened just now. It's past 11pm when the movie wraps up. Lilly has laid her head on your shoulder for a while and that feels really nice. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "So... Do you want to stay the night here?" ---- [[You stay silent for a moment thinking about that.|Chapter1_9]]

She looks up at you. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "But no sex. I want to wait till marriage." ---- Now your confusion is complete. You just stare at her. Not that you really thought about the possibility of having sex with her. Not really at least. <<link "But still this confuses you.">> <<replace "#textArea">> Suddenly she bursts out giggling. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "You should see your face! It was a joke." //still giggling// "But for real, you should go home. We don't need to hurry through this, do we?" ---- [[Say "Sure!" without really meaning it|Chapter1_10]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

When you get home you can't stop thinking about what happened at Lillys place. [[Continue|Chapter2_1]]

!!Chapter 2 - Sneaking into her bedroom As you check your phone the next morning, having had almost no sleep because of the events of yesterday, you see a message request from Lilly. You immediately open it. //"Hey, you! Want to come over again tonight? Will be fun! See you at seven! XO Lilly"// You get excited immediately, but you are also incredibly nervous the whole day. [[Go to Lillys apartment|Chapter2_2]]

At precisely seven, you knock onto Lillys door. She opens it almost immediately. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Hey come in." //gives you a short welcome kiss on the lips// ---- She leads you to the couch again. <<link "Wait for her to say something.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "I hope I have not made you embarrassed yesterday." //winks at you// ---- [[Lie saying "Uhmm no - not at all!"|Chapter2_3]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?your_portrait ---- You: "Uhmm... N-no not r-really." //stammering// ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Good. I just want to make sure you feel good."// ---- //'She knows that nobody touched me like that ever before'// you think to yourself. [[You look around the room, embarrassed.|Chapter2_4]]

As you look around you can't help but look at her beautiful breasts again. ?d_cleavage_1 ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "You want to see them?"// ---- <<link "You just stare at her.">> <<replace "#textArea">> She winks at you again. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "Do you want to see them like... naked?" ---- [[Say "...Y-yes..."|Chapter2_5]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

In one, well-practiced motion she takes off her top and after that her bra. There they are. Hanging in front of your face. Beautiful, glistening, magnificent. ?d_bear_breasts_1 Immediately you feel the tingling feeling in your stomach and your dick slowly gets hard again. <<link "You just stare at her boobs.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you like them? ...I can see you do. You are so easy to read." //smiling at you// ---- [[Say nothing.|Chapter2_6]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

And again she raises her index finger, your body already tense expecting what is to come, and puts it on your bulging pants. ?d_index_touch ?lilly_portrait_5 ---- Lilly: "Do you like it when I touch you there? ...Come on say it. Don't be embarrassed it's totally normal." //giving you an encouraging smile// ---- [[Admit "Y-yes..."|Chapter2_7]]

Suddenly she starts moving her finger, rubbing you through the fabric of the pants. ?d_index_touch <<link "You gasp.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "Does that feel good, baby? Admit it." ---- She called you 'baby'. It's hard to describe the feelings you have right now. The tingling in your stomach is swelling up and you already feel that if she keeps going like that you will have an orgasm right there in your pants in no time. [[Say "A-ahh... y-yes."|Chapter2_8]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?d_index_touch ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "No need to hold back. Just relax and let it happen." ---- You slowly relax into the couch letting her finger do their work. Your body feels as though it is gonna explode into fireworks. The tip of your dick twitches when her finger rubs over it. [[The orgasm washes over you.|Chapter2_9_1]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Let's watch a movie." //turns on the TV as though nothing happened// ---- You are sitting on the couch watching some movie you can't concentrate on with your pants soaked in cum with a bear breasted girl sitting right next to you. It is the weirdest situation you have ever been in. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //says casually// "You can sleep here tonight, if you want. On the couch. For now." ---- [[Agree|Chapter2_11]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "O-okay." ---- After the movie is over, Lilly goes to the bathroom. She stays in there quite a while and when she returns she hands you a blanket. Then she gives you a short good nights kiss and leaves into her bedroom. Your pants are still wet with cum. So you take them off and lay down on the couch. You ask yourself 'what is happening here?' before [[drifting off to sleep.|Chapter2_12]]

You wake up from the sound of the apartment door clicking shut. //click// You look at your phone and it's 01:40 am. Where is Lilly going this late at night you wonder. For a moment you stay in your bed, thinking about it. Then curiosity takes over. Who is this girl? You have no idea, but somehow she wants to be your girlfriend. You get up from the couch and look around the room. ?your_portrait ---- You: "Lilly?" ---- [[Nobody answers.|Chapter2_13]]

Of course nobody answers. You just heard her leave. At first you go to the bathroom. It's clean and pretty normal. A bathtub with a shower installed is in one corner. You get back into the living room and approach her bedroom door. Should you look inside? Probably not. But you are curious. What if she comes back? She just left. Whatever she is doing it will take at least a few minutes. [[Open the door and go into her bedroom.|Chapter2_14]]

You open the door and step inside. It is a small bedroom. Just a normal sized bed for two, a wardrobe and a cupboard. Everything is colored in a dark red tone or plain white. She must have folded the blanket before leaving you think to yourself looking at the perfectly tidy bed. You should just go back to bed. But... [[You open a cupboard drawer.|Chhapter2_15]]

You open the drawer and in it... ?d_toy_drawer are a bunch of sex toys... You feel like you have breached her privacy. But it feels exciting. Just looking at these, imagining what she would do with them. You have seen girls using them in porn. Your dick hardens again already. You think to yourself what a pathetic, needy guy you are, getting hard just by looking at some sex toys. You close the drawer and return to the living room, when you hear a noise outside in the corridor. [[You quickly under the blanket on the sofa.|Chapter2_16]]

Just as you closed your eyes pretending to sleep, the door opens. You can hear Lillys soft steps, the door closing behind her, going to her bedroom. //Oh No!// You left her bedroom door open, you are certain of it. Will she notice? Feeling nervous you wait for her to call you out but she silently closes the bedroom door behind her. [[You go back to sleep.|Chapter3_1]]

!!Chapter 3 - Weird Noises You wake up at 08:00am again. Lilly seems to be sleeping still. You get up and get dressed, realizing you need to go home to change out of your cum stained clothes before attending any classes. You go over to her bedroom door. <<link "You knock on the door.">> <<replace "#textArea">> Nothing happens. Maybe she is still sleeping. You decide you need to change your clothes immediately and scribble down a note. //Need to get something from my place.// You want to write something like 'see you this evening again?' but you don't dare to somehow. [[You leave the apartment.|Chapter3_2]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

The orgasm washes over you like a tsunami wave. Each spurt of semen, which soaks up your underwear and even your pants immediately, is accompanied by a surge of pleasure. It's the longest orgasm you ever had. ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "Oh my... That was an intense one wasn't it? So... cute..." //giggles// ---- You look down at your pants. They are soaked in cum. ?d_index_touch_cum [[Say nothing.|Chapter2_10]]

Back at your apartment you change your clothes and head back to university. Lectures drag on. You can't stop thinking about Lilly, her touching you, her bedroom drawer, you leaving the door open. Again you ask yourself 'does she know I have been in her room yesterday?' Before your last lecture you see Lilly in the corridor talking to some other guy. She is laughing, playing with her hair. You don't know if she is flirting, but you feel... well jealous. You can't come up with the courage to approach her. [[You attend your last lecture.|Chapter3_3]]

Halfway through the lecture you get a text message from Lilly. //"Hey! Didn't hear you leave this morning. I had fun last night. This evening again at seven? XO Lilly" You quickly write back. //"I will be there."// The jealousy is gone. Maybe girls always talk to boys like that. You will see her again this evening and it doesn't seem like she noticed you were sneaking around in her bedroom. [[You go to her apartment at seven.|Chapter3_4]]

At precisely seven, you knock onto Lillys door. She opens it almost immediately. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Hey come in." //gives you a welcome kiss on the lips// ---- She leads you to the couch as always. Both of you sit down. <<link "Wait for her to say something.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Did you enjoy yourself yesterday?" ---- [[You say "Yes!"|Chapter3_5]] [[You say nothing.|Chapter3_5]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I did!" //smiling at you// ---- You look into each others eyes. Then, hesitating for a moment, she leans in and kisses you on the lips, a longer, more intense kiss, her body leaning onto you as she wraps her lips around yours. You taste her cherry lipstick again. She wraps her arms around your neck and you make out like that for a while. Well... To be fair she makes out with you, you do not do much. After like a minute she pulls away slowly. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you want to see them again? ...my boobs?" //giggles// ---- Is this what relationships are? Just hanging out, touching each other, making out? You never realized it was that simple. [[You say "Yes."|Chapter3_6]]

She takes off her top and after that her bra again. ?d_bear_breasts_1 ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "Do you want to touch them?" ---- <<link "You just stare at her breasts, saying nothing.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Go ahead." ---- She takes one of your hands in hers and places it on one of her breasts. It is so soft and warm. You can't help it, your dick is already hard again. [[You squeeze her breast softly.|Chapter3_7]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?d_bear_breasts_1 ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //Sighs softly, almost a moan// ---- The sound she makes makes your dick twitch. Her hand wonders down to your pants, opening them slowly. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "We don't want to make a mess of them again, do we?" //winks at you// ---- She looks into your face and you see this look in her eyes. Excited, but also kind of... pityful? Does she think you are just a pathetic virgin groping her boobs, who cums from being touched with one finger only? Surely she wouldn't be here with you then, would she? You abandon the thought. You want to ask her if it feels good when you touch her breast like that, but you can't come up with the courage. [[You touch her second breast with your other hand.|Chapter3_8]]

?d_bear_breasts_1 ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //Sighs softly again// ---- Lilly pushes her chest into your squeezing hands. She has now opened your pants and pulls them down, then pulling down your underwear too. Your boner comes free and jumps out. It is below average size, you were always anxious about it. Again you see this excited, but pityful look on her face. Somehow the look sends shivers down your spine. Lilly wraps one hand around your dick, which covers it almost completely. [[You gasp feeling her touch.|Chapter3_9]]

?d_handjob_1 Her hand is warm around your dick and as you are fondling her breasts she begins to move it up and down ever so slowly. <<link "You let out a small moan.">> <<replace "#textArea">> You feel like you are in heaven, her soft hand around your dick, your hands on her breasts. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "Yesterday you came so quickly." //grins at you// ---- [[You say "...well..."|Chapter3_10]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //whispers into your ear// "It's okay cum whenever you like." ---- ?d_handjob_1 Again you feel like fireworks will be exploding inside you any moment now. You feel her nipples harden, as she sees the pleasure in your eyes. You ask yourself 'How do some guys manage to last more than a couple of minutes at this?' [[You can't hold back any longer.|Chapter3_11]]

You feel your cum shooting out and your body tenses with every twitch your dick makes. Your mind goes blank for a moment and your hands fall down from her breasts. ?d_handjob_1_cum ?lilly_portrait_2 ---- Lilly: "Wow! You came so quickly again. How cute!" ---- You feel embarrassed at having barely lasted two minutes or so. [[You say "S-sorry..."|Chapter3_12]]

After you both are done at the bathroom you sit down to watch some TV show. ?your_portrait ---- You: "Lilly...?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Yes?" ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "I wondered if... You'd want me to touch you... The way you touch me, you know?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //stays silent// ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "N-not... not right now... But in general." ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Yeah... Sure... Sometime." ---- You don't know why but this was not really the answer you were expecting. [[You stay silent.|Chapter3_14]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "S-sorry..." ---- ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "Don't be! It was the second time a girl made you cum, it's normal not to last long." //gives you an encouraging smile// ---- You see the cum dripping down her hand. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I will wash my hands, okay? You can go wash yourself afterwards." ---- [[You say "Okay."|Chapter3_13]]

It's around 11:00 pm now and both of you are tired. Lilly wishes you a good night and leaves into her bedroom. You lay down on the sofa and think about what happened today. She obviously enjoys being with you. You wonder if it is normal that things went sexual so quickly. Or should it be even more sexual? You don't know and again you fear you are messing up this once in a lifetime chance. She is beautiful, smart, interesting. And you are just some nerd. [[You drift off to sleep.|Chapter3_15]]

You wake up from the sound of the apartment door clicking shut - again. For a moment you just stay on the couch. Where does she go at this time. It's around 02:00 am. Suddenly you have an idea. You will just follow her. You get up and open the apartment door stepping out into the corridor. You hear a door closing at the end of the corridor - another apartment? Is she visiting someone? [[Silently you go in the direction of the sound.|Chapter3-16]]

You don't know which door it was exactly. You decide to listen on each door. <<link "Apartment 305">> <<replace "#textArea305">> //silence// <<link "Apartment 306">> <<replace "#textArea306">> //silence// <<link "Apartment 307">> <<replace "#textArea307">> ?question_portrait ---- ???: //muffled voices// ---- Definetely a girls voice. Lilly? You are not sure. But were else could she be. The other voice is only audible once. Maybe male. [[Bring your ear close to the door.|Chapter3-17]] <</replace>><</link>> <</replace>><</link>> <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea305"></div> <div id="textArea306"></div> <div id="textArea307"></div>

The voices are silent now. You hear something rustling inside. Then - a girl definetely - sighs heavily, as if relieved. ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //muffled sigh// "Ahhh-... yees..." ---- Is that Lilly? What is she doing in there? You hear rustling again. ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //muffledsoft moan// ---- //quiet rhythmical thumping// Are they having sex in there? That can't be Lilly then... Can it? ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //muffled louder moans// ---- [[You hold your ear to the keyhole.|Chapter3-18]]

?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //louder, almost ecstatic moans// ---- Your stomach drops. You are almost sure it is Lilly. And she is having sex in there with some random guy. Well who knows if hes random. Maybe she was here last night too... ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //moaning// "Keep going! Yeees!!" ---- Even though you feel sick the sounds make your dick hard again. 'How pathetic' you think to yourself. 'How could I have thought this girl really wants me as her boyfriend? I should just go home and never talk to her again.' [[But you keep listening.|Chapter3-19]]

?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //almost screaming// "P-please, don't stop!" ---- You have never heard a girl in pleasure like this. At least not in real life. It would be incredibly hot if it wouldn't be Lilly fucking some othher guy. Well... It's still incredibly hot. ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: //screaming// "A-ahhh I-I'm cumming!!" ---- At this volume the people in the other apartments are probably hearing her too you think to yourself. The boy she is with doesn't make any noises. After she seems to calms down a bit from her orgasm - it seemed to be a long one - the thumping stops for a moment. [[You keep listening.|Chapter3-20]]

?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: "Go ahead and cum on my belly." //in a soft, seductive voice// ---- You hear some rustling for a moment and then for the second time the male voice grunting. ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: "Mhh... yes..." ---- Some moments of silence. ?question_portrait ---- ?girls voice?: "I need to get back to my apartment." ---- You recoil from the door. She is coming. Quickly, silently you run back through the corridor. If you leave now she will guess you have been listening. You left her apartment door ajar and so you stumble inside and get under the blankets. Just a couple of moments later Lilly enters the apartment. //So it really was her behind that door.// [[Pretend to be asleep|Chapter3-21]]

She goes directly back to her bedroom. You lay there feeling like the world doesn't make any sense at all anymore. Her moans echo in your head. Finally after what seem to be hours of sickening thoughts you fall asleep. [[The next morning.|Chapter4-1]]

!!Chapter 4 - Confrontation ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Hey! Wake up. It's nearly 10 already." ---- Lilly is standing at the side of the couch looking down at you. At first you don't remember the events of last night, but then the memory slowly comes back. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "What is it? Are you not feeling well?" ---- She has seen the look on your face. [[You ask "Where were you last night?"|Chapter4-2]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "What do you mean?" ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "You know what I mean..." //sounding tired// ---- She isn't even admitting it. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Did you... follow me?" ---- [[You stay silent.|Chapter4-3]]

?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "I see..." ---- Why is she still smiling? ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Look... I didn't want to hurt you. I'm just... difficult..." ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "You... you..." //close to tears// "I heard you..." ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I really like you... And I want you to be my boyfriend... I know you never had a girlfriend... I am not interested in a relationship with some masculine stereotype dude. But I am sexually attracted to them. And I have a crazy sex drive. I really really like you... I'm sorry... If you want you can leave. I would understand it. But if you stay... It will be fun... For both of us..." ---- Suddenly the words came out of her like a waterfall. You can't really grasp what she is saying. [[You say "I don't understand."|Chapter4_4]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Okay... Let me put it this way. I want a relationship with you. But I'm not really interested in having sex with you. I'm not sexually interested in you - at least not in the traditional sense." ---- //an awkward pause// ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "This has to be hard for you... I'm so sorry... Really, I mean it... I wanted to tell you before, but... You were just so perfect and I didn't want to ruin it." ---- You feel completely lost. How has she turned this conversation around like that. [[You ask "And you think I would be okay with this?"|Chapter4_5]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "And you think I'd be okay with that?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I- I thought so... Somehow..." ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "O-okay..." ---- //silence again// ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I have an idea." ---- [[Look up at her.|Chapter4_6]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "You will go home now. Consider what I said. It's the best I can offer at the moment. It could be such a wonderful relationship. I am sure we are perfect for each other. And maybe I can change for you someday..." ---- //pause// ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "If you still want to be my boyfriend just come back to my apartment any night. I will be waiting for you." ---- You don't know what to say. You don't know what to think. Awkwardly you get up and grab your stuff. ?your_portrait ---- You: "A-alright then..." //is all you can say// ---- [[You leave|Chapter4_7]]

On the way home you feel sad and tired. Is this what a broken heart feels like? You really don't know. The next few days you stay in your apartment, studying, but not effectively. You sit on your bed a lot - thinking. //Did she really like me?// //Was this all a game to her?// //Is she laughing about me with her friends right now?// //Is she having sex with the other guy right now?// On the fourth day you masturbate to the thought of her. At first you think about her touching you, then about her moans you heard through the keyhole. You have a strong orgasm, but feel sad and empty afterwards. [[You start to miss her.|Chapter4_8]]

You miss the way she looks at you. You miss kissing her. You miss her touch. You miss her smell. You miss the way she always smiles. Everything. You grab your phone. <<link "You type 'I miss you...'">> <<replace "#textArea1">> Then you delete it. <<link "You type 'I miss you!' again">> <<replace "#textArea2">> You press send. [[You lay down on your bed.|Chapter4_9]] <</replace>><</link>> <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea1"></div> <div id="textArea2"></div>

//Notification sound of your phone// You don't dare to look at the screen for a while. <<link "Finally you do.">> <<replace "#textArea">> //Lilly: "I miss you too..."// You put the phone away feeling empty again. [[You go to sleep|Chapter4_10]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

The next morning you feel better somehow. You have missed a lot of lectures over the last days, but it doesn't really matter to you. Something has changed. The way you think about her has changed. She has problems too - like you. Your problem is you can't talk to girls. Can't even look at them most of the time. Her problem is she isn't sexually interested with the boys she wants for a relationship - with the boys she falls in love with. Is she a bad person because of that? Certainly not. Yes she didn't tell you and basically cheated on you, but she seemed cincerely sorry about it. And now you know. [[You continue thinking about it.|Chapter4_11]]

Maybe you could become friends with her? Maybe it could be a friendship for you and a relationship for her. Maybe that's how it could work. //A recipe for disaster// a voice in your head says. You ignore it. But somehow you like the idea of being with her again. Of seeing her smile again. And... yes... the other stuff too... You make a decision. You will be visiting her tonight and just see where things go. You feel way better now. [[You go to her apartment at eight in the evening.|Chapter4_12]]

You knock on the door. //Nothing// You knock again. //Still nothing// Then Lilly opens the door. ?lilly_portrait_2 ---- Lilly: "H-hey! I- I didn't think you'd..." ---- Her face lights up as she sees you. [[You step inside.|Chapter4_13]]

?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //face glowing// "I'm so glad you are back!" ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "Y-yes" ---- Now that you are here you don't know what to say. ?your_portrait ---- You: //looking her into the eyes// "So... Tell me again. How will this work?" ---- It is the most honest question you asked her and you feel like you finally have a real connection with her that you understand and that does not confuse you completely. You don't understand the relationship between you yet, but finally you can seem to talk to her normally - at least a little. [[You wait for her to answer.|Chapter4_14]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Okay... I think it comes down to this: We don't have sex. At least for now. But you are my boyfriend and I will take care of your... needs... from time to time. We will hang out, cuddle, kiss, make out. I will try to restrain myself and... well will not have sex with other boys... I will try... Really... That's my offer." ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "And you will tell me when you feel like... cheating on me?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "S-sure." ---- You notice her hesitation. [[You say "Okay then. I'm in."|Chapter4_15]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "Okay then. I'm in." ---- She immediately wraps her arms around you, pushing her body against yours and kisses you. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I'm so happy!" ---- Her dark eyes seem to sparkle. For the rest of the day you sit together on the couch, watching TV shows. It is still awkward but it feels way better than before now that you understand her - at least a bit. You know now that she always understood you. [[You say "It's already 11, we should go to bed."|Chapter4_16]]

As you are lying on the couch that evening you can't seem to fall asleep. You are wondering if you will be woken up by her leaving again. The hours creep by. 1 am. 2 am. 3 am. Finally around 4 am you fall asleep. [[You wake up the next morning at 9.|Chapter4_17]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //calls from across the room as you get up// "Morning, baby!" ---- Her hair is still wet from the shower and she looks simply stunning. She is wearing the revealing black top again that you already saw come off of her twice. ?d_cleavage_1 You still have your morning boner that shows through your pants and you try to hide it from her - the look of her not making it any better. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //says cheerfully// "Don't be so shy! Every boy has a hard one in the morning." ---- [[You hold your hands awkwardly in front of the bulge.|Chapter4_18]]

She approaches you giggling about how awkward you look with your hands crossed in front of your crotch. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Let me see it. I can help with that." //she says seductively// ---- She pushes your hands away. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Would you like me to?" ---- Without waiting for an answer she pulls down your pants. [[You say "H-hey..."|Chapter4_19]]

Her hand is already around your dick again. ?d_handjob_1 ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Say stop and I will stop." ---- Of course you don't say stop. She moves her hand up and down slowly again. You are standing there, feeling weird, but good. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //says slowly// "You know... I think you have a very... Cute... Dick..." ---- She oviously thinks its small. You feel embarrassed. [[Say nothing.|Chapter4_20]]

?d_handjob_1 You let out a small moan as her hand brushes over the tip. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: //mumbles to herself// "It almost fits into my hand entirely." ---- You feel like she is mocking you. But you are already panting, your body filling up with a warm tingling feeling. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you want me to take it into my mouth?" ---- You are surprised. Of course you want it. But saying it out loud... [[You let out another moan hoping she'd guess that you want it.|Chapter4_21]]

But she only laughs. ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //laughing// "You wish, baby! My hand has to be good enough!" ---- Somehow this mocking, degrading statement sends you over the edge. Your legs twitch as you shoot out your load. She has let go of your dick so it jerks up and down by itself. You gasp for air and Lilly keeps giggling. The cum stains the floor in front of you, she has quickly moved out of the way. ?d_cum_1 [[You continue panting as your orgasm subsides.|Chapter4_22]]

She grabs some paper towels and cleans up the floor while you wash yourself in the bathroom. As you return Lilly is sitting on the couch. You sit down next to her, still feeling weird about how casual this has been again. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I wanted to ask you something..." ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "Yes?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Do you imagine it feels different cumming inside a girl compared to cumming from like a handjob?" ---- You blush immediately but try to answer truthfully. [[You say "Y-yes... of course... I've heard so at least..."|Chapter4_23]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "Y-yes... of course... I've heard so at least..." ---- ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Maybe one day..." ---- She looks into your eyes, her dark eyes sparkling again. You suddenly realize how much she has been enjoying teasing you, embarrassing you while jerking you off. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "Maybe one day... You will cum inside of me? Who knows?" //laughing cheerfully// ---- Again you feel attacked and this time humiliated too... But you keep quiet. You are still to shy to object. And what should you say? You agreed to all of this. [[You say nothing.|Chapter4_24]]

This night you don't watch TV but talk about university. You realize that she is a smart girl. She managed to keep up with lectures really well and is ahead of you on some topics. You admire this. [[You manage to fall asleep quickly, not worrying too much about being woken up by her again.|Chapter5_1]]

!!Chapter 5 - Soaked and Ashamed Over the next days you do everything together. You sit next to each other in lectures, have lunch, talk to other people. You even kiss in public from time to time. Somehow though you feel like a distance is growing between the two of you. Lilly is quieter around you than normally. She hasn't 'taken care of your needs' as she calls it ever since you came onto her floor a couple of days ago. But she is not sneaking out at night either - at least you have not noticed. You wonder if you should ask her whats wrong and tell yourself you will do so tonight. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I have to do some shopping and you need some fresh clothes from your place. Meet you at mine at 8?" ---- There is this weird look in her face. [[You say "O-okay."|Chapter5_2]]

Back at your place you wonder if she is hiding something from you today. Is she really shopping? You realize you do not trust her completely and decide to check. [[You pack your clothes together quickly and leave for her place.|Chapter5_3]]

You arrive at her apartment door at 06:30pm. You think you can hear something inside. <<link "You put your ear to the keyhole, like you did the night that changed everything.">> <<replace "#textArea">> ---- Lilly: //moans loudly// ---- Your stomach drops. She is doing it again. And at her apartment. But maybe... Maybe she is only masturbating... After all she had some toys in that drawer. ---- Lilly: //moans loudly again// ---- [[You hear rustling and thumping. You can't help yourself but listen.|Chapter5_4]] <</replace>><</link>> <div id="textArea"></div>

---- Lilly: //a softer, muffled moan// ---- You are already rock hard again and have this exciting feeling in your stomach. Maybe she is really masturbating. Maybe she just wanted some space for herself after the days you spent together. [[You rub your dick through your pants.|Chapter5_5]]

---- Lilly: //moans// "Ahhh Y-yeeees..." ---- and then ---- Lilly: //screams// "F-fuck... Fuck mee! I'm almost there!" ---- You can feel your heart sinking. She is not alone in there. ---- Lilly: //moans// "Y------yesss!! Ughhh..." ---- You hear the sound of something slamming against a wall. ---- Lilly: //panting// "You are so big!" ---- [[You don't know why but you keep rubbing your dick to this.|Chapter5_6]]

---- Lilly: //moans again// "A--ahh h-harder..." ---- You are feeling your orgasm coming, listening to your so called girlfriend getting pounded behind a closed door. Hopefully no one comes along the corridor. ---- Lilly: //screams// "I- I'm comiii---ing!!" ---- A male voice makes a long grunting noise. You begin to cum in your pants, soaking your underwear, while you thinking about the face she is probably making right now, knowing how pathetic you are. ---- Lilly: //screams in ecstasy// "A--hhhhhh----nhhgg!!" //then panting// "Mh- mhh- hhh-" ---- //a long silence// //rustling sounds// Footsteps approaching the door. [[You quickly hide around the corner.|Chapter5_7]]

You hear the door opening and then heavy footsteps leaving the other way through the corridor. Then the door closes again. You don't know how to feel. You feel ashamed that you were turned on by this. You are also angry and sad about Lilly cheating on you again - without even telling you. Should you knock right now and see how she reacts? [[You wait for 10 minutes.|Chapter5_8]]

After waiting for 10 minutes you knock on the door. Suddenly you realize that you are still in your cum soaked pants. But its too late now. You panic a little trying to rub the front of your pants dry with your shirt. It does not work. The door opens. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "H-hey! You are... early..." ---- You can see her face is still red and hot with excitement. But she also seems a little nervous. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "D-did you just arrive?" ---- [[You decide to play oblivious.|Chapter5_9]]

?your_portrait ---- You: "Yes. Why?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "Oh nothing, nothing." ---- She averts your eyes and pulls you inside instead. She is only wearing a shirt which is long so it covers her panties, but no bra - you can see her still hard nipples poking through the white fabric. ?your_portrait ---- You: "I thought you went shopping?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: "I- I did. But I was quicker than I thought." ---- You don't know what to say. Should you confront her? [[You decide not to confront her.|Chapter5_10]]

Her gaze wonders down your body slowly. You try to hide the wet spots in your pants, but you don't manage to. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "W-whats that?" //confused// ---- ?your_portrait ---- You: "N-nothing..." ---- You can see her processing what probably happened slowly. [[You say nothing.|Chapter5_11]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "You... you arrived early didn't you? You-- heard me again..." ---- She doesn't seem to be angry about it. After all she broke her promise. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "I- I'm sorry. I couldn't control myself. I'm sorry I didn't tell you." ---- She looks down and you can see she is sincerely sorry about it. Why didn't she tell you then? Suddenly she looks up again and there is this incredibly hot look in her eyes. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "But you enjoyed it didn't you? You masturbated to the sound of your girlfriend getting pounded by someone else." ---- [[You look down in embarrassment.|Chapter5-12]]

?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "You heard me and couldn't resist to touch your small, cute dick..." //now grinning// ---- You look down, somehow really ashamed and embarrassed. Again she manages to make you feel bad for how pathetic you are while she should be the one feeling bad for cheating on you. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: "Honestly... That's... more than I could have hoped for. You enjoy my little secret. I'm happy I can make you... feel good this way too..." ---- [[Say nothing|Chapter5-13]]

Suddenly she throws her arms around you and gives you a long kiss. She tastes a little bit salty and you wonder... but you don't want to think about it right now. Her still hard nipples press against your chest as she presses her body against you and you can feel your dick getting hard again inside your cum soaked underwear. She breaks the kiss and brings her mouth to your ear. ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //Whispering in your ear// "Did you hear me orgasm? He made me cum so hard..." ---- Her words hurt you. But they also make your dick twitch as you remember the sounds of her screaming in pleasure. ?lilly_portrait_4 ---- Lilly: //Whispering in your ear// "I bet you wanted to see my orgasm face in that moment..." ---- It's like she read your thoughts while you were outside the door. [[You say "Y-yes..."|Chapter5-14]]

She pulls back a little and giggles. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "Well, maybe one day you will. But don't get your hopes up that it will happen soon..." ---- Her face is red with excitement and yours is red with shame. You can see her looking down again to the small bulge, right in the wet spot in your pants. ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: "But I want to see yours now..." ---- [[She pushes you onto the couch.|Chapter5-15]]

You already know whats coming. She puts her index finger on you again and starts rubbing. The soaked pants feel weird against your dick and you are still very sensitive from your orgasm. ?d_index_touch Slowly she rubs up and down, left and right, making sure to reach every spot. You squirm beneath her and soft moans escape your mouth. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //speaking softly// "I thought about you... While I came on his dick... I thought about your small cute dick, twitching in your pants -- so helpless and pathetic... " ---- Your dick already feels so tingly and you are so embarrassed yet aroused by her words, that you are sure you will cum again in no time. [[She pushes her index finger down with more pressure now.|Chapter5-16]]

?d_index_touch You feel your orgasm is building up already. You are panting and Lilly is obviously enjoying seeing you in this needy, vulnerable state. ?lilly_portrait_1 ---- Lilly: //speaking softly// "If you hold back long enough - maybe for one more minute - I will let you see me in underwear. You want to see that right? So don't cum yet..." ---- Of course you can't hold back. [[You cum into your already cum soaked underwear and pants again.|Chapter5-17]]

?d_index_touch_cum You feel incredibly ashamed about not being able to hold back your orgasm for just one minute even though you just had one twenty minutes ago. ?lilly_portrait_2 ---- Lilly: //acting surprised// "Ohhh-- oh my... You are a really quick one, aren't you?" ---- ?lilly_portrait_3 ---- Lilly: //giggling// "Well then you will have to wait to see me in my underwear for a bit longer." //winks// ---- Lilly gets up from the couch, leaving you sitting there panting in your uncomfortably wet pants, wondering if you have ever felt this ashamed of yourself. She goes to the bathroom and you decide to leave. You need to get some new clothes. [[You go back to your apartment.|Chapter6_1]]

!!Chapter 6 !!!Coming Soon... [[Back to Chapter Navigation|ChapterNavigation]]