In the darkness of the cave you
trace the soft dust of the floor
with the back of your hand
to feel the temperature.
[[Warmth.]]Warmth means you're close to another.
You hear another's breath.
[[You reach out.]]Your hands move wildly in the permanent midnight.
You feel nothing around you,
But the soft shuffle of wind as someone purposefully
Denies your touch.
[[Another sound.]]In the darkness you hear it closer - a shuffling creak,
an elder.
It moves close to you.
Their mouth moves near your ear,
heated breath whispers,
"Shhh."
...
"Be soft like a small word.
Be soft and easy and give in softly.
Be small."
The voice gives you advice -
"Be kind and graceful.
Let me talk and tell you. [[Understand?]]"The hot breath continues,
"Let me teach you a thing."
The body grazes the back of it's hand down onto the dust floor of the cave.
"Beginning THIS is hard,
to be here,
at the start -
a hard & a rough thing.
To be at the end,
That is much harder."
[[The body sighs,]]
"In the middle,"
"There's nothing to watch over - to cling to.
There's nothing to see and forget yourself to.
That is the hardest part.
The stone part.
The part where there is not yet [[Dust.]]"The body whispers,
"When there is dust,
no matter it's feel.
Cold,
Warm,
It is a sign.
The hardest part -
is already over."
[[The End.]] "But, the hardest part
- the middle.
The part where
'nothing happens'.
Where you lie still,
Waiting,
Being there and being soft
& tiny
& minute
like a small word.
That is the hardest part."
[[It continues...]]