(align:"=><=")+(box:"X=")[MADE BY CXTCLXW]
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(t8n-time:1s)[[CONTINUE->start]]|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[It was June 6th, 2009.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were a present for my birthday.]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[I remember the first thing I did was grasp you into my little arms,]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[perhaps gave you a treat and played catch.]]
|block5)[(transition: "dissolve")[I loved your energy.]]
|block6)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were about 4 months old.]]
|block7)[(transition: "dissolve")[(t8n-time:1s)[[Keep going.->1-2]]]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[Whenever I woke up you were there, jumpin' into my arms like a ball of fluff, getting your shedded fur all over my pyjama shirts.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[I gave you treats, and you started to successfully do tricks!]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[You learned roll over, sit, and lay. I was so proud.]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were 2 years old.]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[Through the early years of my existence,]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[all you did was chase after me, play with me, do all sorts of things. Even jump on the trampoline sometimes, although looking back, I'm not sure if it was safe for you.]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[You even jumped in the pool once or twice.]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were the light of my life, even though I was pretty young.]]
|block5)[(transition: "dissolve")[Every night, you'd jump on my bed, curl up in between the wall and the pillow next to me.]]
|block7)[(transition: "dissolve")[I heard you snore a lot, but I didn't mind.]]
|block8)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were 5 and a half years old.]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[We brought you with us on a Disney Land vacation.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[It was so awesome experiencing it for the first time, and with you!]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[You got a bit scared at the firework show though, I'm sorry about that.]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[When we got home from the airport we all wanted to just fall over and crash onto our beds, but you wouldn't allow that. I still admire your determination to get us to play with you to this day.]]
|block5)[(transition: "dissolve")[I hope you enjoyed the big-ass bone we gave you, even though it couldn't really fit in your mouth.]]
|block6)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were 8 and a half years old.]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[In 2019-2020, I was pretty sad and stressed.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[But whenever you heard me cry,]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[whenever you heard me hyperventilate,]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[whenever you heard me punch something,]]
|block5)[(transition: "dissolve")[you came into my room and tried to jump on my lap.]]
|block6)[(transition: "dissolve")[And everytime you did, my smile rose up, and brought you onto my bed, and we both had a nap.]]
|block7)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were almost 12 years old.]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[All of a sudden, you stopped eating. You stopped playing. You stopped jumping. You stopped everything.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[We brought you to the vet.]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[They'd figure out you were in late-stage pyometra, a life-threatening infection.]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[I was devastated. I didn't know whether to cry or make peace with it.]]
|block5)[(transition: "dissolve")[I didn't want to cry 'cause I didn't want it to be true.]]
|block6)[(transition: "dissolve")[But it was.]]
|block7)[(transition: "dissolve")[And you had to leave us the following night.]]
|block8)[(transition: "dissolve")[It was so heart-breaking, seeing you lay there on the silver examination table, almost lifeless. I knew you were in pain. I wanted to let you go as soon as possible, but I didn't know if I had the courage to.]]
|block9)[(transition: "dissolve")[I made the decision to go forward with your euthanasia.]]
|block10)[(transition: "dissolve")[I cradled you in my arms, whispering a bunch of memories, and how you'd go to heaven, even though you may not have heard me.]]
|block11)[(transition: "dissolve")[As they injected you with the drug, I couldn't help myself but bawl into your neck fur.]]
|block12)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were gone.]]
|block13)[(transition: "dissolve")[I couldn't believe it.]]
|block14)[(transition: "dissolve")[I cried, and I cried. I stayed there for a couple hours 'till my dad decided it was time to leave you for good.]]
|block15)[(transition: "dissolve")[And I did.]]
|block16)[(transition: "dissolve")[I couldn't sleep that night without you.]]
|block17)[(transition: "dissolve")[And I still sometimes can't.]]
|block18)[(transition: "dissolve")[You were 12 and a half years old.]]
|block19)[(transition: "dissolve")[You died in my arms on June 1st, 2021.]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[I really, really hope I can meet you again in heaven someday, my shabu-shabu.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[<img src="https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/383076313336119296/850943749076942978/E3K25wJX0AELFyo.png?width=479&height=442">]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[(t8n-time:1s)[[Credits->end]]]]
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}|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[A small memoriam made by CXTCLXW.]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[music: (link:"Reverence - Exist Strategy")[(goto-url: 'https://existstrategy.bandcamp.com/')]]]
|block3)[(transition: "dissolve")[Special thanks to Bagenzo for helping with audio troubles.]]
|block4)[(transition: "dissolve")[(t8n-time:1s)[[Back to title screen->start]]]]
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}Reverence: ./test.mp3|block1)[(transition: "dissolve")[a memoriam for a fallen furry friend]]
|block2)[(transition: "dissolve")[A 2 minute novel by CXTCLXW.]]
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