<header>(enchant: "Rude.", (text-colour:"#990000"))</header>
Everything feels a little wrong right now.
(click-replace: "wrong right now.")[out of place.]
(click-replace: "out of place.")[out of place; as if someone moved all the furniture in the room one inch to the right and didn't tell me.]
(click-append: "didn't tell me.")[<br><br><tw-link class="blatant">[[Rude]].</tw-link>]I think I'm okay though.
(click-replace: "okay though.")[mostly okay.]
(click-replace:"I'm mostly okay.")[I haven't been okay in a long time.]
(click-replace:"I think I haven't been okay in a long time.")[I don't rememember what it feels like to be okay.]
(click-append:"what it feels like to be okay.")[<br><br><br>Its fine.]
(click-append:"Its fine.")[<br><br><br><br><br>[[Its really not.]]]I don't know what to do here.
(click-append: "here.")[<br><br>This is temporary, but *temporary* feels *permanent* when its defined **[[indefinitely]]**.]I don't want to become any smaller.
(click-append: "smaller.")[<br><br><tw-story class = smol>I don't want to become any smaller.</tw-story>]
(click-append:"smaller.")[<br><br><tw-story class = smoller>I DON'T WANT TO BECOME ANY SMALLER.</tw-story>]
(click-append:"SMALLER.")[STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT.]
(click-append:"STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT.")[<br><br>Just [[stop]] this.]I don't want to be small. I want to be so <tw-story class=discomfort>loud</tw-story> it's uncomfortable.
(click-append:"uncomfortable.")[<br><br>I want to scoop out the fear in my heart and make it into a [[weapon]].]I think what attracts so many queers to witchcraft🌙 is there's an idea that through powers beyond our bodies we've found discomfort in, we can respape our worlds. We can respawn our own [[narratives]].<header>(enchant: "light", (text-colour:"#ffffcc"))</header>
We can replace the fear we've held onto for so long in our hearts that its collecting cobwebs with stardust🌠. We can rip open our chests and in the light that comes out we can strike terror in those that have [[harmed]] us.<header>(enchant: "healing", (text-colour:"#990000"))</header>
I think there's power in creating your own ✨magical worlds✨, in regaining your narratives. In the straight world there's an idea to ignore our abusers. That [[healing]] requires absolution of past harms done to you.In this house, we hex abusers.<br>🌙🔮🌙🔮🌙🔮🐱