degeneration

my body is [[a decommissioned aircraft|what]] [[an abandoned tent|what]] [[a failed state|what]]

what brings you in here today? [[pain|where]] [[pain|where]] [[pain|where]]

where is the pain? [[here|please]] [[here|please]] [[here|please]]

please take a seat on the table. you can lie back. take a deep breath. [[in 2 3 4]]

tell me where it hurts. [[→|image1]]

please take a seat on the table. you can lie back. take a deep breath. in 2 3 4 [[out 2 3 4]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/36befbc468b2603774480bdd6ddfd3d1/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-5a/s2048x3072/94537aa14310ab1c3499ed4d6469d0cc5a58b874.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> are you on any medications? [[when i remember|hurting]] [[i try not to think about it|hurting]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/ab33b813427d4c0720e8cad0efba86c1/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-07/s2048x3072/a5599ba964b75dd3c6f4ead356b1c5cf59a4ac43.pnj" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> when did it start hurting? [[1997|afraid]] [[1857|afraid]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/139b2bf8edc30ede226b76b12d9e75fa/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-5c/s2048x3072/50aaeefa7abe6169e604b5ab198373b6e1c6a528.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> what are you afraid of? [[that it's going to feel like this forever]] [[that it's not going to feel like this forever]]

it's going to feel like this forever. [[→|image3]]

it's not going to feel like this forever. [[→|image3]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/c1e5631754281a54681ed1307f0bb659/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-20/s2048x3072/81fe49dbae1cc1557c8965de880d1596bc7e9fb0.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> you're experiencing muscle spasms in your back. [[ok|breathe]] [[ok|breathe]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/7405586b5c57f6a93ae43203faae74b6/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-dd/s2048x3072/4797b4906d0250659527955996e224e516bbfe9f.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> they're affecting your ability to breathe. [[ok|special]] [[ok|special]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/7efefdafc533e44ddf0a1d646ca5622d/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-3b/s2048x3072/db8a569549c72e07da82692105d02c1a2be860af.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> you should make an appointment with a specialist. [[sure|upset]] [[whatever|upset]]

don't feel too upset about your spine. what isn't in a state of collapse these days? [[haha|leave]] [[i guess|leave]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/e29bbec131e757c012bf58a72036eb27/94074210fe7c751e-36/s2048x3072/0ccae51ef1b9dba1d9913415713bd792fabb1566.jpg" alt="Photograph of dark red leaves on a tree"> you leave the clinic. [[→|leaves]]

my body is [[a dried-up river|end]] [[a leaking battery|end]] [[a buried landmine|end]]

fin.

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/b9460adfd15f36d63f6db5ff1250e5a0/d8d8bbdf8319ea78-81/s2048x3072/a49bbcc73555ee9472b32f506598acf1d6861d00.jpg" alt="Red and black artwork that looks half like meat and half like an alien landscape"> [[→|image2]]

<b>Disintegration</b> A 2-minute game about a doctor's appointment. Be advised that there are images in this game that may disturb those who are squeamish about meat and flesh. Click the links to move through the game. The links appear as either red bold text or red arrows at the bottom of each page. [[→|Untitled Passage]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/d2b0fae1da2c0df5d8c4e776368ce3de/1a97a4fb86725a90-f2/s2048x3072/51ec7014435470191bb3891b8a37aa392710db51.jpg" alt="Photograph of dark red leaves on a tree"> they crunch beneath your feet as you walk. [[→|move]]

<img class="responsive" src=" https://64.media.tumblr.com/d61912beb7dffe0a2e6094a92148c9d5/2c1b778de1bdaa4f-14/s2048x3072/4fcd75047502ae5320e70067504776401c16ad98.jpg" alt="Photograph of dark red leaves on a tree distorted until unrecognizable"> you can't move without something disintegrating. [[→|disintegrating.]]

<img class="responsive" src="https://64.media.tumblr.com/3109a4497f5f61641d8cb00d7efcc26f/1a97a4fb86725a90-92/s2048x3072/6de1d97fe7d41642e1dcf40bb88d12187af3db1a.jpg" alt="Photograph of dark red leaves on a tree"> it is november. the street is flooded with fallen leaves. [[→|crunch]]