Ton souhait le plus cher

[[Que cette nuit est belle.->Le ciel est parsemé de poussière étincelante.]]

Le ciel est parsemé de [[poussière->L'air glacé au contact de ta peau nue te donne de délicieux frissons.]] étincelante.

L'air glacé au contact de ta [[peau nue->Les secousses et frottements de ton corps font plier l'herbe et remuent la terre humide.]] te donne de délicieux frissons.

L'herbe se plie sous le poids de [[ton corps->Tu baisses les yeux.]]. Les secousses qui agitent ton dos remuent la terre humide.

Tu baisses les [[yeux->Lui]].

La lumière de la lune se reflète sur sa peau perlée de sueur, accompagnant chaque courbe de sa silhouette. Chaque gémissement qui s'échappe de ses lèvres est un cristal qui t'es donné en offrande. Ses mains explorent fébrilement ton corps, comme pour chercher à s'en emparer. [[Tu le sens bouillir.]]

Tu le sens bouillir au creux de toi, flamme brûlante mais douce, qui te caresse de l'intérieur et te transporte, te fait [[monter->te fait monter,]],

[[monter...]]

...tandis que ses mains se posent doucement sur ton cou, ses doigts fins enlaçant lentement [[ta gorge]]...

[[Il sert les doigts...]]

[[laisse-le faire, comme prévu]] [[Arrache ses yeux.]]

Tu sens ses doigts se resserrer de plus en plus. Sa flamme te caresse toujours, sa brûlure se fait plus intense. [[c'est bien]] [[Arrache. ses. yeux.->Arrache ses yeux.]]

Tu projettes tes bras vers lui et plonges tes doigts dans ses orbites, cherchant une prise. La surprise lui fait relâcher son étreinte. [[Tire.]] [[qu'est-ce que tu fais?]]

Un hurlement de souffrance surgit de sa gorge. Le sang coule le long de ses douces joues, noyant ses lèvres pulpeuses. Tu tires, tu tires... [[TIRE!]] [[pourquoi?]]

Un hurlement de souffrance surgit de sa gorge. Le sang coule le long de ses douces joues, noyant ses lèvres pulpeuses. Ce n'était pas ce qui était prévu. Pourquoi lui fais-tu du mal? [[TIRE!]] [[pourquoi?]]

Tu tires d'un coup sec et arraches les deux globes rouges et gélatineux. Ils reposent dans le creux de ta paume, inertes, vidés de l'éclat que tu aimais tant, autrefois. Il continue de hurler, cachant son beau visage ensanglanté derrière ses fines mains. [[Dévore-le.]] [[il est le seul à avoir jamais voulu te toucher->le seul transition]]

Tu tires d'un coup sec et arraches les deux globes rouges et gélatineux. Ils reposent dans le creux de ta paume, inertes, vidés de l'éclat que tu aimais tant, autrefois. Il continue de hurler, cachant son beau visage ensanglanté derrière ses fines mains. C'était à lui de s'occuper de toi. C'est ce qui était convenu. Tu vas tout gâcher. [[Dévore-le.]] [[il est le seul à avoir jamais voulu te toucher]]

Tu engloutis les deux globes, les avalant d'un coup. Son hurlement s'est perdu dans ses sanglots. Tu saisis doucement ses deux mains, les écarte, et approche tendrement ton visage du sien. Tu poses tes lèvres contre les siennes, et goûte le nectar rouge qui s'échappe de lui. [[Dévore-le.->dévore suite]] [[tu me répugnes]]

Tu laisses tomber les deux globes sur l'herbe tachée de sang. Son hurlement s'est perdu dans ses sanglots. Tu saisis doucement ses deux mains, les écarte, et approche tendrement ton visage du sien. Tu poses tes lèvres contre les siennes, et goûte le nectar rouge qui s'échappe de lui. [[Dévore-le.->dévore suite]] [[guide-le.]]

Tes dents se saisissent de sa langue, et la déchirent. saigne, saigne, saigne Il pleure et geint, mais ses caresses reprennent. Ses larmes se mêlent à son sang. [[Oui.]] [[c'était à toi de mourir]]

Tes ongles s'enfoncent dans son corps, triturant ses entrailles. Tu dévores sa langue goulûment. Il continue de brûler en toi. Chacune de ses secousses t'envoie une décharge électrique, parcourant ta colonne vertébrale. blanc, blanc, blanc La lumière t'aveugle. [[Continue!]] [[comment oses-tu lui prendre ce qu'il avait tous les droits de t'arracher]]

Tu pleures toi aussi. Pourquoi lui résister ainsi? Il t'as donné plus que quiconque. Il allait t'offrir la seule chose que tu méritais. Tu as tout gâché. [[Continue.->Oui.]] [[sale merde]]

Tu mords sa gorge, tout en agrippant ses tripes chaudes. Tu goûtes sa chair et caresses ses boyaux, alors que ses cris étranglés résonnent dans tes oreilles. Les décharges ont laissé place à une sensation toute nouvelle. Chaleur que tu n'as jamais connue. La lumière t'envahit. Tu te sens rayonner. Le monde s'efface. [[oui.]]

Il est le seul à t'avoir jamais touché. Le seul à t'avoir fait autant de bien. Et tu as tout gâché, petite merde. Tu lui as pris ce que tu avais promis de lui donner. Tout est ta faute. [[sale merde->sale merde suite]]

Les morts sont satisfaits ce soir.

Tes dents se saisissent de sa langue, et la déchirent. saigne, saigne, saigne Il pleure et geint, mais ses caresses reprennent. Ses larmes se mêlent à son sang. Tu pleures toi aussi. Pourquoi lui résister ainsi? Il t'as donné plus que quiconque. Il allait t'offrir la seule chose que tu méritais. Tu as tout gâché. [[Continue.->Oui.]] [[sale merde]]

C'était à [[lui->il est le seul à avoir jamais voulu te toucher]] de s'occuper de toi. C'est ce qui était convenu. Tu vas tout gâcher.

Tes ongles s'enfoncent dans son corps, triturant ses entrailles. Tu dévores sa langue, sans joie. Tu n'es rien. Il brûle encore en toi. Mais tu ne ressens plus rien. rien, rien, rien Tu n'es qu'une merde. Il est le seul à t'avoir jamais touché. Le seul à t'avoir fait autant de bien. Et tu as tout gâché, petite merde. Tu lui as pris ce que tu avais promis de lui donner. Tout est ta faute. [[sale. merde.->sale merde suite]]

Tu mords sa gorge, tout en agrippant ses tripes chaudes. Tu goûtes sa chair et caresses ses boyaux en sanglotant, alors que des cris étranglés résonnent dans tes oreilles. Tu es vide. Tu le sens s'éteindre. Tu l'as empêché de t'offrir la fin qui t'étais promise. La seule chose que tu méritais. Il ne reste plus rien maintenant. Tout est néant. [[Tout est néant.->oui.]]

Tu n'arrives presque plus à respirer, des larmes brouillent ta vision. Tu sens son corps contre toi, en toi. Sa force te domine, entièrement, délicieusement. Tu le sens presser, presser, et tu sais que tu vas bientôt flanchir, céder à sa volonté. T'ouvrir complètement. Lui donner tout ce qu'il souhaite. Puis disparaître. Et cette pensée te réjouis profondément. [[c'est ainsi que ça doit se passer]] [[NON!]]

Les larmes roulent sur tes joues. Tu essayes de lui parler, le remercier, mais tu n'arrives qu'à pousser quelques coassements étouffés. Ta peau se craquèle, prête à s'effriter. Tes yeux roulent d'eux-mêmes dans leurs orbites, tu ne distingues plus rien. Sa flamme brûle en toi, se répand dans tout ton corps. [[c'est la seule solution pour quelqu'un comme toi]] [[Tu vaux plus que ça.->NON!]]

[[BATS-TOI!->Arrache ses yeux.]]

Tu sens la flamme te dévorer, te consommer. Bientôt plus rien n'aura d'importance. Plus rien à penser, plus rien à faire. Plus d'échecs, plus de déceptions. Tu disparaîtras. Tout dépendra des autres. C'est si bon. [[oui.->seule solution suite]] [[Il y a de la beauté en toi.]]

Non! Non ça ne va pas! Ton cou cède, ta chair se déchire. Non! Ton corps s'ouvre, dans une explosion de lumière. Tout ton être lui appartient. Qu'as-tu fait? Tu sens le néant approcher. non non non non non Tu pensais l'accueillir avec un sourire radieux. arrêtez arrêtez tout [[trop tard.->disparais.]] [[Trop tard.->Je t'aime.]]

Ton cou cède, ta chair se déchire. Ton corps s'ouvre, dans une explosion de lumière. Tout ton être lui appartient. Enfin. Tu sens le néant approcher. Tu l'accueilles avec un sourire radieux. [[prends-moi, efface-moi.]] [[Tu mérites d'être aimé.->mérites transition]]

Le néant t'enveloppe de son manteau glacial. Merci. Merci mille fois. [[Merci.->oui.]]

Le néant t'enveloppe de son manteau glacial. Pardon. Pardon pour tout. [[Pardon.]]

J'ai encore tout gâché.

Ton sourire s'éteint. non Tu t'es trompé. non non non Tu t'es menti à toi-même. arrêtez Ce n'est pas ce que tu voulais. arrêtez tout Tu voulais vivre. s'il vous plaît Mais il est [[trop tard->Tu mérites d'être aimé.]].

[[disparais, sale merde.->Tu mérites d'être aimé.]]

[[Je t'aime.->Tu mérites d'être aimé.]]

Tout en l'embrassant, tu presses ses mains contre ta poitrine. Sa flamme brûle toujours au creux de toi. [[Dévore-le!->dévore suite]] [[tu es à lui.]]

Tu plonges ses mains à travers ta cage thoracique. Il saisit tes organes, tes poumons, ton coeur. Il les palpe, les tord, les presse. Sa flamme brûle de plus belle, et te consume peu à peu. Tu lui appartiens, et ce soir il te prendra. C'est ce qui était convenu. Oublie-toi. [[laisse-toi faire, et tout ira bien.]] [[Non.->dévore suite bis]]

Il saisit ton cœur, qui palpite fébrilement. Tu le sens serrer, serrer... Oui! Tu l'enlaces, l'accueille au plus profond de toi. Plus fort, plus fort! Tu es à lui, tu n'es rien. Laisse-le t'aider à rejoindre le néant. Ta véritable place. [[c'est ton souhait le plus cher.]] [[Tu te mens à toi-même.->dévore suite bis]]

Tes dents se saisissent de sa langue, et la déchirent. saigne, saigne, saigne Il pleure et geint, mais ses caresses continuent. Ses larmes se mêlent à son sang. [[Oui.]] [[c'était à toi de mourir]]

Ton cœur éclate sous la pression de ses mains. Ton corps s'ouvre, dans une explosion de lumière. Tout ton être lui appartient. Enfin. Tu sens le néant approcher. Tu l'accueilles avec un sourire radieux. [[prends-moi, efface-moi.]] [[Tu mérites d'être aimé.->mérites transition]]

[[Your deepest desire->E01]] [[Ton souhait le plus cher->Que cette nuit est belle.]] a short story by une histoire courte par Cass P13

[[What a beautiful night.->E02]]

The sky is sprinkled with glistening [[dust->E03]].

The ice-cold air stroking your [[naked skin->E04]] is making you shiver with delight.

The grass is bending under the pressure of your [[body->E05]]. Your feel the wet dirt trembling as your back is shaking.

You look [[down->E06]].

The moonlight is reflecting on his skin sparkling with sweat, revealing every curve of his beautiful shape. Every moan escaping from his lips is a crystal given to you as an offering. His hands are feverishly exploring your body, trying to possess it, make it their own. [[You feel him boiling.->E07]]

You feel him boiling inside you, a flame burning with sweetness, caressing you from deep within yourself, taking you away, taking you [[higher->E08]],

[[higher...->E09]]

... as his thin hands are slowly placing themselves on your neck, his long fingers delicately embracing [[your throat->E10]]...

[[He's clenching his fingers...-> Echoice]]

[[let him do it, as it was planned-> sub1]] [[Gouge his eyes out.-> fight1]]

You feel his fingers clenching tighter and tighter. His flame still caressing you, its warmth growing more intense. [[it's fine-> sub2]] [[Gouge. his. eyes. out.-> fight1]]

You launch your arms towards him and plunge your fingers deep into his skull, looking for a grip. Taken by surprise, he lets go of his grasp. [[Pull it out.->fight2x2]] [[what are you doing?->fight2x1]]

You're struggling to breathe, tears are making your vision blurry. You feel his body against you, inside you. His strength is dominating you, wholly, deliciously. You feel him squeeze, and squeeze, and you know that you will soon give up, concede to his will. Open up completely. Offer him everything he desires. Then disappear. This thought pleases you deeply. [[this is how it should be-> sub3]] [[NO!-> fight0]]

Your tears are running down your cheeks. You try to speak to him, to thank him, but you only manage to utter a few strained croakings. Your skin is cracking, ready to crumble. Your eyes are rolling inside their orbits, you can't see anything anymore. His fire is burning inside you, spreading through your body. [[this is the only solution for someone like you->sub4]] [[You are worth more than this.-> fight0]]

[[FIGHT!-> fight1]]

You feel his fire devouring you, consuming you. Soon nothing will matter anymore. Nothing more to think, nothing more to do. No more failures, no more disappointments. You will disappear. Everything will depend on everyone else. It is so good. [[yes.->sub5]] [[There is beauty in you.->late1]]

Your neck snaps, your flesh tears itself up. Your body opens up, in an explosion of light. Your whole being is now his. Finally. You feel the emptiness approaching. You welcome it with a radiant smile. [[take me, erase me.->subfin]] [[You deserve to be loved.->latex]]

The emptiness envelops you in its freezing darkness. Thank you. Thank you so much. [[Thank you.->fin]]

The dead are pleased tonight.

No! No it's not right! Your neck snaps, your flesh tears itself up. No! Your body opens up, in an explosion of light. Your whole being is now his. What have you done? You feel the emptiness approaching. no no no no no You thought you would welcome it with a radiant smile. stop make it stop [[too late.->late2x1]] [[Too late.->late2x2]]

[[disappear, you piece of shit.->late3]]

[[I love you.->late3]]

The emptiness envelops you in its freezing darkness. Sorry. Sorry for everything. [[Sorry.->latefin]]

I messed everything up.

Your smile fades. no You were wrong. no no no You lied to yourself. stop This is not what you wanted. make it stop You wanted to live. please But it's [[too late->late3]].

A shattering screech errupts from his throat. Blood is running down his sweet cheeks, drowning his pulpous lips. This is not what was supposed to happen. Why are you hurting him? [[PULL!->fight3x2]] [[why?->fight3x1]]

A shattering screech errupts from his throat. Blood is running down his sweet cheeks, drowning his pulpous lips. You pull, you pull... [[PULL!->fight3x2]] [[why?->fight3x1]]

With all your strength, you rip these two gelatinous red globes off. They now rest in the palm of your hand, lifeless, emptied of that spark you once loved so much. He is still screaming, hiding his beautiful and bloody face inside his thin hands. He was supposed to take care of you. That was the agreement. You're going to ruin everything. [[Devour him.->fight4]] [[he is the only one who has ever wanted to touch you->nofight1]]

With all your strength, you rip these two gelatinous red globes off. They now rest in the palm of your hand, lifeless, emptied of that spark you once loved so much. He is still screaming, hiding his beautiful and bloody face inside his thin hands. [[Devour him.->fight4]] [[he is the only one who has ever wanted to touch you->nofight0]]

You gobble down both globes. His screams lost themselves in his cries. You slowly take both his hands, spread them away, and tenderly approach your face from his. You put your lips on his, and taste the red nectar flowing from him. [[Devour him.->fight5]] [[you're repugnant->shit1]]

You let the globes fall on the grass tainted with blood. His screams lost themselves in his cries. You slowly take both his hands, spread them away, and tenderly approach your face from his. You put your lips on his, and taste the red nectar flowing from him. [[Devour him.->fight5]] [[guide him->nofight2]]

[[He->nofight1]] was supposed to take care of you. That was the agreement. You're going to ruin everything.

Your teeth grab his tongue, and tear it appart. bleed, bleed, bleed He cries and moans, but his caresses start anew. His tears are mixing with his blood. [[Yes.->fight6]] [[you were the one supposed to die->shit1x]]

Your nails dive through his skin and into his belly, rummaging through his entrails. You greedily devour his tongue. He's still burning inside you. Every one of his thrusts sends a spark running along your spine. white, white, white The light is blinding you. [[Keep going!->fight7]] [[how dare you steal from him what he had every right to take from you->shit2x]]

You bite his neck while gripping his warm guts. You taste his flesh and stroke his innards, as his strained screams echo in your ears. The sparks have been replaced by an entirely new sensation. A warmth you never knew. The light is overrunning you. You feel yourself blooming. The world is disappearing. [[yes.->fin]]

As you kiss him, you press his hands against your chest. You still feel his fire's warmth. [[Devour him!->fight5]] [[you are his.->nofight3]]

You push his hands through your rib cage. He grabs your organs, your lungs, your heart. He's feeling them, twisting them, squeezing them. His flame burns ever hotter, consuming you little by little. You belong to him, and tonight he will take you. That was the agreement. Lose yourself to oblivion. [[let yourself go, everything will be fine->nofight4]] [[No.->fight5x]]

He holds your erratically beating heart. You feel him squeezing harder, and harder... Yes! You hold him tight, welcoming him in the depths of your verry being. Harder, harder! You are his, you are worthless. Let him help you go back to nothingness. Where you belong. [[it's your deepest desire.->nofight5]] [[You're lying to yourself.->fight5x]]

Your teeth grab his tongue, and tear it appart. bleed, bleed, bleed He cries and moans, but his caresses keep going. His tears are mixing with his blood. [[Yes.->fight6]] [[you were the one supposed to die->shit1x]]

Your heart bursts under the pressure of his hands. Your body opens up, in an explosion of light. Your whole being is now his. Finally. You feel the emptiness approaching. You welcome it with a radiant smile. [[take me, erase me.->subfin]] [[You deserve to be loved.->latex]]

Your teeth grab his tongue, and tear it appart. bleed, bleed, bleed He cries and moans, but his caresses start anew. His tears are mixing with his blood. You are crying too. Why resist him like this? He offered you more than anyone else has. He was going to give you the only thing you deserved. You messed it all up. [[Keep going.->fight6]] [[you piece of shit->shit2]]

Your nails dive through his skin and into his belly, rummaging through his entrails. You joylessly devour his tongue. You are nothing. He's still burning inside you. But you don't feel anything anymore. nothing, nothing, nothing You're nothing but a piece of shit. He is the only one who ever touched you. The only one who made you feel this good. And you ruined everything, you little shit. You took from him what you promised you would give him. Everything is your fault. [[you. piece. of. shit.->shit3]]

You bite his neck while gripping his warm guts. Sobbing, you taste his flesh and stroke his innards, as his strained screams echo in your ears. You are empty. You feel him dying down. You prevented him from giving you the end you were promised. The only thing you deserved. There is nothing left now. Only darkness. [[Only darkness.->fin]]

You are crying too. Why resist him like this? He offered you more than anyone else has. He was going to give you the only thing you deserved. You messed it all up. [[Keep going.->fight6]] [[you piece of shit->shit2]]

He is the only one who ever touched you. The only one who made you feel this good. And you ruined everything, you little shit. You took from him what you promised you would give him. Everything is your fault. [[you piece of shit->shit3]]