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A CIRCLE OF CHARITY
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UNKNOWN 🗨 i looked through as many drives as i could.
UNKNOWN 🗨 almost every file was recovered,
UNKNOWN 🗨 but there was some corruption...
UNKNOWN 🗨 so some parts might be missing.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...
UNKNOWN 🗨 i can't promise that nothing has been edited, either.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...sorry.
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UNKNOWN 🗨 it's all sorted chronologically,
UNKNOWN 🗨 so start from the files at the top, and work your way to the bottom.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...or else it won't make any sense.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...
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UNKNOWN 🗨 i hope you can find whatever it is you're looking for.
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🎮 game_choice log_23/10/2003.txt | cafeteria_menu.html | ecg_output.dat
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☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'heaven' })
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OCTOBER 23rd 2003
BEGIN LOG
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel' })
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CHARITY 🗨 "alright"
CHARITY 🗨 "...here we go."
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☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'fully_connected' })
RED 🗨 "..."
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'interviewer_room' })
RED 🗨 "Hey!"
RED 🗨 "Can you see us now?"
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CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "finally lol"
BLUE 🗨 "That's good!"
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry it took so long."
BLUE 🗨 "The connection here is pretty bad."
CHARITY 🗨 "no worries"
CHARITY 🗨 "i have nothing better to do anyway"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
RED 🗨 "Haha"
RED 🗨 "Well first off,"
RED 🗨 "Thank you so much for this opportunity."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah! I have so many questions for you..."
BLUE 🗨 "Don't even know where to start!"
RED 🗨 "How did our supervisor even arrange this, lol"
BLUE 🗨 "I'm slightly more surprised he paid for this coffee..."
RED 🗨 "Haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm excited too"
CHARITY 🗨 "as for your supervisor..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's funny really"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just happened to hear his prayers one night"
BLUE 🗨 "That's so cool!"
RED 🗨 "Haha, sorry if we're a bit excited"
RED 🗨 "It's not every day you get to talk to-"
BLUE 🗨 "An ANGEL!"
RED 🗨 "...Yeah!"
CHARITY 🗨 "aww, don't apologize"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fine"
CHARITY 🗨 "don't be scared"
CHARITY 🗨 "or uh, as they used to say"
CHARITY 🗨 "be not afraid"
CHARITY 🗨 "ha"
BLUE 🗨 "Ha!"
CHARITY 🗨 "so yeah... feel free to ask me whatever"
CHARITY 🗨 "i have permission from God to tell you about... most things"
BLUE 🗨 "Well what's heaven li-"
RED 🗨 "Um"
RED 🗨 "I think you should tell us about yourself first"
RED 🗨 "Just to get us started"
RED 🗨 "If that's okay!"
BLUE 🗨 "-aw."
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
CHARITY 🗨 "sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "well let's see..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been an angel girl for..."
CHARITY 🗨 "well. a while now"
RED 🗨 "So cool!"
BLUE 🗨 "So, do you still have memories of your old life?"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "it took a while, but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i basically got them all back"
CHARITY 🗨 "piece by piece"
CHARITY 🗨 "even memories i hadn't thought about in a long time"
CHARITY 🗨 "...disturbing stuff, to be honest."
RED 🗨 "Whoa."
CHARITY 🗨 "well, it's all okay now."
CHARITY 🗨 "for the most part,"
CHARITY 🗨 "my old life doesn't bother me."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's been recontextualized now, i guess."
BLUE 🗨 "That's good."
CHARITY 🗨 "anyway"
CHARITY 🗨 "my unlife has been much busier as an angel"
CHARITY 🗨 "i've made lots of friends"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i did a bunch of cool angel stuff"
RED 🗨 "Oooo."
CHARITY 🗨 "that stuff i'm not allowed to tell you about"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe."
BLUE 🗨 "Aw."
CHARITY 🗨 "so yeah..."
CHARITY 🗨 "things are much nicer for me now, like this."
BLUE 🗨 "That's great!"
BLUE 🗨 "Hmm... what next..."
BLUE 🗨 "Oh!"
BLUE 🗨 "What about your charges?"
RED 🗨 "Huh?"
BLUE 🗨 "You are the worst student ever..."
BLUE 🗨 "Charges! Like, guardian angels and stuff...?"
RED 🗨 "Oh, right..."
RED 🗨 "Like people you take care of, yeah?"
BLUE 🗨 "Yes."
BLUE 🗨 "This is a major part of my thesis, actually."
BLUE 🗨 "It's very interesting how angels take care of their kin."
BLUE 🗨 "I'm really excited to hear about this."
CHARITY 🗨 "haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "i do have a couple girls i look after"
RED 🗨 "Cool..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i guess it was inevitable, really"
CHARITY 🗨 "i mean"
CHARITY 🗨 "for my whole life, people sort of instinctively trusted me"
CHARITY 🗨 "they would share their secrets and anxieties with me"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow... was that a sign of your latent divinity?"
CHARITY 🗨 "ehh sort of"
CHARITY 🗨 "i mean"
CHARITY 🗨 "i was definitely unhappy for many reasons"
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "as a human i couldn't help people very much."
CHARITY 🗨 "the social role i was given sort of precluded that"
CHARITY 🗨 "made it... harder."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i really liked taking care of people whenever i could, though."
RED 🗨 "Mhm, that must have been difficult."
BLUE 🗨 "It must still be pretty difficult now, too, right?"
BLUE 🗨 "In a different way, I mean."
BLUE 🗨 "Angels aren't easy to deal with... or take care of."
BLUE 🗨 "Er, I-"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fine. no offense taken"
CHARITY 🗨 "and yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "it can be hard sometimes, for sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "nobody else is going to do it"
CHARITY 🗨 "i can't do very much but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i try to help when they feel down"
CHARITY 🗨 "support them where i can..."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I couldn't do that..."
RED 🗨 "Dunno"
RED 🗨 "I can help a little I guess"
RED 🗨 "But... it can get out of hand."
RED 🗨 "Sometimes people just need professional help or something."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah, I understand that..."
RED 🗨 "Especially when talking to them starts hurting me as well..."
RED 🗨 "Not proud of it but"
RED 🗨 "I've had to block or cut off some people"
RED 🗨 "Like, when their situation became too out of control to deal with."
BLUE 🗨 "Right."
CHARITY 🗨 "...well"
CHARITY 🗨 "i don't blame anyone,"
CHARITY 🗨 "for thinking that way"
CHARITY 🗨 "but i see it differently"
CHARITY 🗨 "angels have it difficult"
CHARITY 🗨 "and if you're born in a minefield,"
CHARITY 🗨 "you're just gonna have to dig lots of victims out of the rubble."
RED 🗨 "Still..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i get it"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fair to complain that you shouldn't have to do it"
CHARITY 🗨 "but at the end of the day..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...who else is going to?"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow..."
BLUE 🗨 "The sheer devotion expected of an Angel..."
RED 🗨 "Hmm."
RED 🗨 "Not sure I agree."
RED 🗨 "...Can that really be what God demands?"
RED 🗨 "It must be pretty hard on yourself, to do all that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "don't worry"
CHARITY 🗨 "...it's actually ontologically impossible for an angel girl to become a martyr"
RED 🗨 "Wow, okay..."
BLUE 🗨 "You won't get a better expression of the Angel mindset than that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hahaha"
RED 🗨 "Um, anyway..."
RED 🗨 "We had some other questions for you..."
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🙂
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TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...so after he said all that"
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'cafeteria' })
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "the professor gave him the weirdest look"
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'hungry' })
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "and he had to explain to him that no,"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "he was talking about something that wouldn't happen for another 5 years"
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CHARITY 🗨 "lolll"
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CHARITY 🗨 "what an idiot"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "idk if he was just showing off or trying to make some weird point"
CHARITY 🗨 "lots of weird guys like that"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
CHARITY 🗨 "well"
CHARITY 🗨 "sounds like everything else is fine at least"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i got all the classes i wanted"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "plus"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "work hasn't been as stressful lately"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm glad it's all going well, darling"
CHARITY 🗨 "if not... then"
CHARITY 🗨 "your big sister can always plagarize an essay for you"
CHARITY 🗨 " ^_^ "
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hhhhh"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you are so dumb..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "why do you say weird victorian shit like 'darling' too..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "i might be cringe but at least i'm free"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "lol"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "very sisterly behavior"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "especially for someone who isn't my real sister"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe well"
CHARITY 🗨 "it sounds kinda stupid but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i still believe all that stuff from the old stories"
CHARITY 🗨 "universal sisterhood of angels"
CHARITY 🗨 "blah blah"
CHARITY 🗨 "once again. cringe but free"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "aww"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "that's cute"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "but yeah, you're sure everything is okay?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah! it's been good"
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's a relief"
CHARITY 🗨 "you can always tell me about anything going on you know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "aww of course i will!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "same goes for you too, okay?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "whenever you need."
CHARITY 🗨 "of course!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
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TEMPERANCE 🗨 "oh hey"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's 3"
CHARITY 🗨 "ah"
CHARITY 🗨 "gotta go then"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hey..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "be careful, okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "huh?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i know she's not doing well but"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "keep an eye on yourself too, alright?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you already visit her so much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...don't worry"
CHARITY 🗨 "it'll be fine"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...say hi for me, i guess."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i just think"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you should be careful"
🙂
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CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel' })
CHARITY 🗨 "patience... you there?"
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☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'patient' })
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PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "of course"
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'connection_catheter' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "never... ever get sleep in here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "too noisy..."
CHARITY 🗨 "right, sorry.."
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're late today"
PATIENCE 🗨 "something... happen?"
CHARITY 🗨 "i had that interview today"
CHARITY 🗨 "remember"
PATIENCE 🗨 "oh... right..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hehehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "what's so funny"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're so sweet"
PATIENCE 🗨 "helping out those two..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...they're nice people."
CHARITY 🗨 "respectful, i suppose."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hahaha"
CHARITY 🗨 "...they just want to know more about us"
CHARITY 🗨 "that's all."
PATIENCE 🗨 "ha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you really are the same as me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "huh?"
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PATIENCE 🗨 "...long ago"
PATIENCE 🗨 "whenever i'd have an appointment here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "there would always be a few residents in the waiting room"
PATIENCE 🗨 "who wanted to examine me"
CHARITY 🗨 "oh..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it was a bit weird but"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, what the hell, right?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i let them ask about whatever"
PATIENCE 🗨 "inspect my fucked up body"
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PATIENCE 🗨 "...i guess we both just like being useful, huh?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...i wouldn't say that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "ha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "sorry..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but cheer up"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're still plenty useful"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you haven't been... forgotten"
PATIENCE 🗨 "yet"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...god"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they're just children"
PATIENCE 🗨 "all of them out there"
PATIENCE 🗨 "very lucky... very sheltered children..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...what do you mean?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they don't know how bad things could get"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they're still young"
CHARITY 🗨 "...we're both still pretty young, patience..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "yes..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but we've gotten close"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haven't we"
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've felt that desperation..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we know what it's like to be so close to losing everything"
PATIENCE 🗨 "that fear of peaceful days disappearing."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "part of me is glad... i'm stuck in here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "the outside is too painful"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i was just waiting out the day"
PATIENCE 🗨 "when this would happen to me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i know."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's hard not to feel like crying sometimes..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it feels like everyone else is taking it all for granted..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...but i'm sure that everything will be okay"
CHARITY 🗨 "those dark times are over for me now"
CHARITY 🗨 "and..."
CHARITY 🗨 "they're gonna be over for you too, soon."
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's what i pray."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and i really do pray for you, you know."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "the nurses"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they took away my estrogen today"
PATIENCE 🗨 "laughed at me too"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they think i can't hear them from here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "calling me a man"
PATIENCE 🗨 "calling me all sorts of nasty shit honestly"
PATIENCE 🗨 "but i can hear them"
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "probably why they stuck me in this shitty room..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "fuck... it's hot in here..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...sorry"
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's.."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's gonna be okay"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll see what i can do, okay?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "it's fine"
PATIENCE 🗨 "doesn't really matter too much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...okay."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll... see you tomorrow."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...don't"
PATIENCE 🗨 "just leave me alone..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...are you sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "i worry about you."
PATIENCE 🗨 "its better if i just go away"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "try to get some sleep"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll be here. i promise."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "......"
🙂
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🎮 game_choice log_17/11/2003.txt | season2.torrent | log_27/12/2003.txt
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🎶 question
NOVEMBER 17th 2003
BEGIN LOG
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel' })
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'fully_connected' })
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RED 🗨 "Mhmff!"
RED 🗨 "This food is delicious..."
BLUE 🗨 "Waah, so tasty~!"
BLUE 🗨 "Erm"
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry that we never invite you-"
BLUE 🗨 "Err, we couldn't find any places in the city that serve food Angels like."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, sorry"
RED 🗨 "We really did try."
RED 🗨 "We lost our reservation at 2 places after asking them if they'd serve human steak..."
CHARITY 🗨 "lol..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i already said it's fine"
CHARITY 🗨 "this is more convenient for me."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and for the record, ground beef is tastier..."
RED 🗨 "Ha!"
BLUE 🗨 "Ehm, sorry to interrupt..."
BLUE 🗨 "You were saying something serious, but we got sidetracked."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, where were we..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...oh yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "we were talking about people leaving"
RED 🗨 "Ah, shit, right."
BLUE 🗨 "Mhm..."
BLUE 🗨 "Sounds really rough...."
BLUE 🗨 "Losing friends like that..."
BLUE 🗨 "We've all been there, I guess."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "becoming an angel was very difficult"
CHARITY 🗨 "i ended up hurting people in the process"
CHARITY 🗨 "i really don't blame any of them for not talking to me now"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's just something people are allowed to do"
CHARITY 🗨 "...nobody's obligated to be your friend."
RED 🗨 "Well, that makes sense."
BLUE 🗨 "Still a little harsh though..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i think it's one of those things where"
CHARITY 🗨 "people can hurt each other"
CHARITY 🗨 "and it's just best for them to distance themselves"
CHARITY 🗨 "it was almost mutual by the end of it."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I can understand."
RED 🗨 "It's not the kind of thing where you can blame each other."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, exactly."
RED 🗨 "Well, wait a minute..."
RED 🗨 "If that's the case,"
RED 🗨 "I think you've contradicted yourself..."
BLUE 🗨 "Hmm?"
CHARITY 🗨 "how is that?"
RED 🗨 "Well, you said before, right?"
RED 🗨 "If you're born in a minefield..."
RED 🗨 "...Something something blah... I don't remember exactly."
RED 🗨 "But you remember, right?"
RED 🗨 "You said that you take care of people no matter what."
RED 🗨 "That nobody else is going to do it, so..."
BLUE 🗨 "...Yeah. You did say that."
BLUE 🗨 "I don't think that's contradictory,"
BLUE 🗨 "But there's some tension there..."
CHARITY 🗨 "well..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i guess i would say"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's a good thing, to help people to that extent"
CHARITY 🗨 "but it's supererogatory"
RED 🗨 "...Suppository?"
BLUE 🗨 "-Err, it means something is good to do, but not morally necessary to do..."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, exactly."
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry, lol"
RED 🗨 "Ah."
RED 🗨 "...But that still seems... odd."
RED 🗨 "You consider this your duty, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, i do."
RED 🗨 "In that case-"
RED 🗨 "Why is it your duty?"
RED 🗨 "Why aren't others obligated in the same way?"
CHARITY 🗨 "well..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's a path that i've chosen"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i wish more people would go down that path"
CHARITY 🗨 "it would be nice if angels could take care of each other"
CHARITY 🗨 "but i don't blame anyone for putting themselves first."
BLUE 🗨 "...I think I know what Red is really getting at."
BLUE 🗨 "You want to console people, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "well, people isn't the best wor-"
BLUE 🗨 "Yes, yes. There's great philosophical debate over whether angels are people."
BLUE 🗨 "Forget that for now."
BLUE 🗨 "The point is: you're always willing to listen to their troubles, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...as much as i can."
BLUE 🗨 "Now let's say someone felt like they were bothering you by asking for your help."
BLUE 🗨 "Would you feel bad?"
CHARITY 🗨 "of course i would feel bad..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i always try to reassure anyone who feels like a bother..."
BLUE 🗨 "Aha."
RED 🗨 "Here we go..."
BLUE 🗨 "Would you say the same about yourself?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what do you mean?"
RED 🗨 "...I bet you're the kind of person who doesn't like talking about their own problems."
BLUE 🗨 "-Hey, don't interrupt me."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "So, what is it?"
BLUE 🗨 "Are you really doing this out of some lofty, above-human ideal?"
BLUE 🗨 "Or do you just try not to burden others..."
BLUE 🗨 "While letting everyone else dump your problems on you?"
🙂
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🎶 parting
CHARITY 🗨 "...haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "...yeah, i don't mind watching one more"
CHARITY 🗨 "this show is kinda fun"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "only if you want"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah! i do"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay then..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "is everything alright?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you seem kinda out of it"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i'm fine..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...are you sure sweetheart"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey, move over here"
CHARITY 🗨 "i can hold you for a while"
CHARITY 🗨 "if you want"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...no, i said i'm fine."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "can you. stop that"
CHARITY 🗨 "hmm?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i don't know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "don't talk to me like that, i guess"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's uncomfortable"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i'm not your sister or daughter or whatever..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's getting kind of weird"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i don't know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you're just sort of... getting too close"
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "what is it that you want from me?"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey, that's not it at all"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just care about you a lot"
CHARITY 🗨 "...and worry about you, too..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you don't need to worry about me, charity"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "sometimes"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you remind me of my mom"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what?"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm not like that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'd never hurt you"
CHARITY 🗨 "you know that"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i've never... pitied you, or anything like that..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...i don't mean it in that way"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i mean more like..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "do you like having me around?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "someone you can confide in"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "message all the time"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hold whenever you feel lonely"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...tell yourself you're doing a good thing..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's not it"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm your friend!"
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been nice to you, you know..."
CHARITY 🗨 "like, genuinely nice to you!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...sometimes..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "but it still makes me feel weird..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...i'm not some kind of doll or something."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i just feel so smothered sometimes..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "sorry"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "maybe it's best if you just leave me alone for a bit"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "of course."
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "are you sure you're okay"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...fuck, charity"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "please don't worry about me"
🙂
⏳ 1000
☕ endLog(5);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 log_27/12/2003.txt
🎶 question
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'stars' })
DECEMBER 27th 2003
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel' })
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'fully_connected' })
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'interviewer_room' })
BEGIN LOG
CHARITY 🗨 "...i don't remember."
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry..."
BLUE 🗨 "It's that busy time in the semester y'know?"
RED 🗨 "Yeah, sorry..."
RED 🗨 "Feels like we've been running in circles today..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been thinking"
CHARITY 🗨 "and"
CHARITY 🗨 "i kinda don't want to do this anymore"
RED 🗨 "Whaaaat"
BLUE 🗨 "Hey, come on now!"
RED 🗨 "We're just a bit distracted today, that's all."
RED 🗨 "Don't just leave 'cause of that!"
BLUE 🗨 "Plus, our advisor said you agreed to way more sessions..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i know i said that but"
CHARITY 🗨 "...well."
CHARITY 🗨 "things are difficult for me right now"
CHARITY 🗨 "just some personal problems with friends"
CHARITY 🗨 "haven't spoken to one in a while"
BLUE 🗨 "Damn."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "being analyzed by you two while all this goes on..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's just not helping..."
BLUE 🗨 "Well, 'Analyze' seems kind of harsh."
CHARITY 🗨 "...your questions have gotten a bit personal"
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel less like i'm being interviewed or helping with research"
CHARITY 🗨 "...feels more like i'm being interrogated."
RED 🗨 "Well..."
RED 🗨 "You say a lot of strange things."
RED 🗨 "To be honest..."
RED 🗨 "I'm kinda disappointed."
BLUE 🗨 "...I wouldn't put it that way, but..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "You're not what I expected, that's all...!"
CHARITY 🗨 "well"
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry for not having the right experiences"
CHARITY 🗨 "or being the right person"
CHARITY 🗨 "what the fuck do you even want me to say?"
RED 🗨 "Dunno... but-"
CHARITY 🗨 "listen"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm trying!"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's not easy"
CHARITY 🗨 "there's already so little i can do"
CHARITY 🗨 "there isn't a single day that goes by"
CHARITY 🗨 "without someone pleading for help"
CHARITY 🗨 "or hurting themselves"
CHARITY 🗨 "or disappearing"
CHARITY 🗨 "what am i supposed to do?!"
RED 🗨 "Well..."
BLUE 🗨 "I always thought that angels would be more rightenous, have more purpose..."
BLUE 🗨 "More of a sense of duty."
RED 🗨 "...More of a healthy understanding of what it means to help."
CHARITY 🗨 "you don't think i'm trying?"
BLUE 🗨 "You're definitely trying, but-"
RED 🗨 "I'm not sure *why* you're trying."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah..."
BLUE 🗨 "It doesn't feel like it's a divine obligation."
BLUE 🗨 "More like... I don't know."
BLUE 🗨 "Maybe you want to be around them as a balm for your own loneliness."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "It's not uncommon for broken people to feel that way."
RED 🗨 "To try and give themselves to others."
RED 🗨 "It's self-harm at best. Narcissism at worst."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you."
CHARITY 🗨 "i already wasted enough of my life thinking i was broken"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "this is something that i can do."
CHARITY 🗨 "i don't have money or shelter to give out..."
CHARITY 🗨 "any chance i have to get even a little power is gone"
CHARITY 🗨 "all i can do is be a shoulder to cry on."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and even that i can barely do, it seems"
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry that i can't work miracles."
RED 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "Ah, don't be that cruel, Red."
BLUE 🗨 "It's not like she's being malicious."
BLUE 🗨 "I think... it's mostly part of her gender identity."
BLUE 🗨 "Like when kids play act family, or something."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you too."
CHARITY 🗨 "that's real fucking classic"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think i wanted to be like this?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think i want to feel the way i do?"
CHARITY 🗨 "all the family and friends around me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "they fucked me into their little meek helper-type"
CHARITY 🗨 "that's why i'm like this"
CHARITY 🗨 "their obedient machine"
CHARITY 🗨 "with never a tantrum"
CHARITY 🗨 "or a desire"
CHARITY 🗨 "or even a fucking thought"
CHARITY 🗨 "desexed faggot"
CHARITY 🗨 "...a fucking parody of a woman..."
CHARITY 🗨 "always making sure i took care of them"
CHARITY 🗨 "that i was always whatever they wanted"
CHARITY 🗨 "while they kept what i really wanted out of reach..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...you wanna blame me for that?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think that's something i wanted?"
BLUE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "don't fucking talk to me anymore!"
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck off!!"
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: '' })
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
⏳ 1000
RED 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "...Oh dear."
BLUE 🗨 "...Yeah."
BLUE 🗨 "It's quite sad..."
BLUE 🗨 "This flock of angels is in a sorry state..."
BLUE 🗨 "Nothing noble, like the stories of old."
BLUE 🗨 "Instead..."
BLUE 🗨 "Little broken things,"
BLUE 🗨 "Comforting other broken things."
BLUE 🗨 "Searching desperately for something they need in someone else."
BLUE 🗨 "I hope God can bless their poor hearts with some sense..."
🙂
☕ endLog(6);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 log_select_3
🎶 basement
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'basement' })
🎮 game_choice VOICEMAIL.WAV | FUCK-FUCK-FUCK.VBS.TXT | basement.avi
⏭ $_
🚩 VOICEMAIL.WAV
🙂 blur
⏳ 1000
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "i know you don't want to talk to me but"
CHARITY 🗨 "have you heard from patience at all"
CHARITY 🗨 "like recently?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please please let me know"
🙂
☕ endLog(7);
⏭ $log_position
🚩 FUCK-FUCK-FUCK.VBS.TXT 🏷 fuck
🙂 darkness
⏳ 1000
WHERE HAVE THE LITTLE THINGS GONE?
STILL HERE
RIGHT HERE
DIDN'T LOOK AWAY
FOR EVEN A SECOND
QUICK
ROUND THEM UP
LET'S COUNT TOGETHER
1, 2, 3, ...
LEAD THEM ALL BACK
OUT OF THE WILD
SAFE IN THE PASTURE
4, 5, 6, ...
CLOSE THE FENCE
HUDDLE TOGETHER
WAIT
7, 8... ???
MISSING ONE
COUNT AGAIN
BUT
WE'RE SORRY
THIS ACCOUNT DOESN'T EXIST
WE'RE SORRY
YOUR MESSAGE COULD NOT BE DELIVERED
FUCK
AND I CAN'T EVEN SEE HER FACE ANYMORE
PICTURES AND MEMORIES ROTTING AWAY
TRAPPED IN THE RECYCLE BIN
FUCK
SO I WAIT
STILL COUNTING
FUCK
COME BACK
I ONLY LOOKED AWAY
FOR A SECOND
🙂
☕ endLog(8);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 basement.avi 🏷 basement_1
🙂 carpet
⏳ 1000
🎶 cursed
it's dark
sitting here
the basement of an old house
cracked popcorn texture ceiling
taped up fireplace
musty carpeted floor
waiting for her
it's so, so dark
still
a little light comes in
cloudy sky
sunken sun
still
just a sliver
faded sunlight
from up the stairs
so
i climb up
...
still
it doesn't work
i'm back there
in the basement
again
climb up
...
again and again
...
trying to get up there
...
again and again
still
same shitty ceiling
same dusty fireplace
same disgusting floor
...
again
...
until
🚩 basement.avi_kitchen 🏷 basement_2
🙂 kitchen
⏳ 1000
black and white tile
broken stove
a little more light from the window
still dark
squint my eyes
he's there
(fucker)
but
he doesn't look right
(that fucker)
only an approximation
too much skin for a human
stretched
over his body
far too too too tightly
(i hate him)
beady inset eyes
sunken
but
i have the light now
(light in my hands)
i shine it in his face
his eyes wince
his body adjusts
donning a human shape
short
grey curly hair
he tries to look away
(guilty)
groaning
(can't escape me)
i look him in the eyes
and scream
what happened
what happened
what did you do to her
(all your fault)
he squirms
the light is so bright now
i yell again
light burning his fucking face
what happened to her
what did you do
(i'll kill him)
what the fuck did you do
he turns to look
jaw opens
slowly
HIM 🗨 "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?"
HIM 🗨 "DO YOU?"
⏳ 1000
🚩 basement.avi_kitchen 🏷 basement_3
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
...
heavy breathing
a plain, white ceiling
still
awake
...i'm awake.
🚩 basement_2
🎶
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel_dreamer' })
⏳ 1000
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck"
CHARITY 🗨 "what a horrible nightmare"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...where am i?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "h-hello?"
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
⏳ 1500
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'judgement' })
⏳ 1500
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'dome' })
⏳ 1500
🎶 question
RED 🗨 "Hi hi!"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow"
BLUE 🗨 "It's finally time to say goodbye."
CHARITY 🗨 "wh... what are you two doing here?"
CHARITY 🗨 "what is this??"
CHARITY 🗨 "w-why can't i move..."
BLUE 🗨 "Can I just say, first of all,"
BLUE 🗨 "I'm so glad I could experience this"
BLUE 🗨 "All your interviews, I mean."
BLUE 🗨 "Stories like yours are so important."
CHARITY 🗨 "h-huh... what's going on..."
RED 🗨 "I thought it was... interesting, everything you got up to..."
RED 🗨 "Even if you were a bit strange at times,"
RED 🗨 "You were still fun to talk to. Thank you."
CHARITY 🗨 "please tell me what's happening!!"
RED 🗨 "Ah"
RED 🗨 "Well"
BLUE 🗨 "It turns out"
RED 🗨 "We, ah, worked something out with the University..."
RED 🗨 "They said it was unfair that you quit meeting with us."
RED 🗨 "So we get to see this, instead!"
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah!"
BLUE 🗨 "The final descension of an Angel."
BLUE 🗨 "It's sure to be highly educational!"
BLUE 🗨 "Ha."
CHARITY 🗨 "what the fuck..."
BLUE 🗨 "So..."
BLUE 🗨 "I've got some good and bad news for you."
BLUE 🗨 "The bad news is that... Patience is gone."
BLUE 🗨 "...Sorry."
CHARITY 🗨 "w...what?"
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I know. Really sad."
BLUE 🗨 "But the good news is- you're ready for something new!"
BLUE 🗨 "Something interesting!"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what the fuck are you talking about?!"
CHARITY 🗨 "where's patience... i want to see her..."
RED 🗨 "...She's dead."
RED 🗨 "...It was inevitable."
RED 🗨 "A necessary step for what comes next."
CHARITY 🗨 "...what..."
CHARITY 🗨 "you're lying..."
BLUE 🗨 "....She's not lying."
BLUE 🗨 "It's all the truth."
RED 🗨 "...Temperance has been doing pretty well for herself now, huh?"
RED 🗨 "Much more confident and self-assured than when you met her."
BLUE 🗨 "...But you can still sense a certain sadness in her."
BLUE 🗨 "Soon, she'll find her own toy to take care of."
BLUE 🗨 "And then, she'll get to be just like you!"
RED 🗨 "Heh."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck you."
RED 🗨 "Hey, it's not my fault."
BLUE 🗨 "...Don't worry. Temperance won't forget you."
BLUE 🗨 "You'll be the new Patience now, so she'll get to hold your burden in her heart as well."
RED 🗨 "You'll become a broken thing for her to pity, and dote over,"
RED 🗨 "...until she breaks in turn."
RED 🗨 "Just as you did."
BLUE 🗨 "Do you understand now?"
BLUE 🗨 "This is the self-sustaining lifecycle your kind has."
BLUE 🗨 "And we're lucky enough to witness the ending!"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you."
CHARITY 🗨 "..fuck you!"
CHARITY 🗨 "that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "that wasn't the relationship i had..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...with either of them..."
CHARITY 🗨 "you could never understand"
CHARITY 🗨 "you could never ever understand..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i hate you... the both of you..."
CHARITY 🗨 "why can't you just leave me alone!"
CHARITY 🗨 "leave all of us alone!!"
RED 🗨 "Hehehe, I love this..."
RED 🗨 "It's fun watching them squirm."
BLUE 🗨 "Aw, shush now, sweetheart."
BLUE 🗨 "Stop thrashing against your restraints..."
RED 🗨 "You are fully bound. It's useless to resist."
CHARITY 🗨 "aaaaagh..."
BLUE 🗨 "You're just hurting yourself more, struggling about..."
BLUE 🗨 "And you've already hurt yourself so much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please... don't you care?"
CHARITY 🗨 "why would you do this..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please get me out of these..."
BLUE 🗨 "Aaah ah ah, shush darling."
BLUE 🗨 "You're making such a mess."
RED 🗨 "This is getting pathetic, honestly."
BLUE 🗨 "Oh my dear..."
BLUE 🗨 "Your wrists are so bruised, and soaking with blood..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..please...help..."
BLUE 🗨 "Let me lick your wounds, beauty."
BLUE 🗨 "It'll ease the pain a little."
BLUE 🗨 "It's all I can do for you."
RED 🗨 "Heh, hey, are you even allowed to do that?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...get away from me get away get away..."
BLUE 🗨 "I'm sure nobody will notice..."
🚩 basement_3 🏷 drained
CHARITY 🗨 "aaaaaaaAAA aa eughhh uhh hh"
BLUE 🗨 "Aaaah..."
BLUE 🗨 "How heavenly."
BLUE 🗨 "I've always dreamt of doing this..."
CHARITY 🗨 "aaugh... aaah..."
BLUE 🗨 "Hehe."
RED 🗨 "...Disgusting."
CHARITY 🗨 "uuuh..."
BLUE 🗨 "...Goodbye, darling."
⏳ 2000
🙂
☕ endLog(9);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 log_select_4
🎶 cursed
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'basement' })
🎮 game_choice epilogue
🚩 epilogue
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'none' })
MAY 17th, 1999
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'bus' })
⏳ 1000
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'patience' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "...finally...!"
⏳ 1000
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel_dreamer' })
CHARITY 🗨 "god, this bus always takes forever..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "...you okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...can i rest my head on your shoulder"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aww"
PATIENCE 🗨 "of course"
PATIENCE 🗨 "are you cold?"
CHARITY 🗨 "not really, just..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "did you not have a good time today?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...i did"
CHARITY 🗨 "just"
PATIENCE 🗨 "is it that you have a crush on Dilligence..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but you can't tell her..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "maybe i shouldn't have invited her..."
CHARITY 🗨 "shush"
CHARITY 🗨 "just let me talk"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
PATIENCE 🗨 "lol sorry"
CHARITY 🗨 "like i was saying"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just feel. kinda scared"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aw"
PATIENCE 🗨 "why's that"
CHARITY 🗨 "like..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i finally made it, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "i finally feel some kind of peace"
CHARITY 🗨 "self-actualization"
CHARITY 🗨 "whatever you want to call it."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's not that i hated myself all the time before that, or anything"
CHARITY 🗨 "but back then"
CHARITY 🗨 "even when i thought things were okay,"
CHARITY 🗨 "i wasn't really happy"
PATIENCE 🗨 "mhm."
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel truly fulfilled right now."
CHARITY 🗨 "...in a way i've never felt before"
CHARITY 🗨 "and..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm just scared something could happen to take that all away"
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...yeah."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it makes sense to be scared."
CHARITY 🗨 "...huh."
CHARITY 🗨 "i didn't expect you to say that"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, if you wanted to be consoled, i can do that too..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...but just look around"
PATIENCE 🗨 "feels like shit is falling apart"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "......"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to be strong now, charity."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to be really, really strong."
PATIENCE 🗨 "nobody else is gonna do it."
CHARITY 🗨 "...huh?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "...i already worry about a few years from now..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "if i'll just be killed outright for being trans"
PATIENCE 🗨 "and that's assuming i don't get sick before that"
PATIENCE 🗨 "or my body fails me again"
PATIENCE 🗨 "or i run out of money..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it's just the truth"
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to prepare for a life like that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "instability, violence, illness..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i just..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "try to be a little stronger every day"
PATIENCE 🗨 "look out for my friends"
PATIENCE 🗨 "take care of whoever i can"
PATIENCE 🗨 "that's all that we can do..."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "don't need to take the whole world on your shoulders, but...."
PATIENCE 🗨 "just try to help everyone,"
PATIENCE 🗨 "a little at a time."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck"
CHARITY 🗨 "i really don't want you to die patience"
PATIENCE 🗨 "ppffft"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're worried about me?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "why?"
CHARITY 🗨 "don't know..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm scared"
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel really anxious right now"
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aww"
PATIENCE 🗨 "sweetheart"
PATIENCE 🗨 "hey"
PATIENCE 🗨 "nothing bad is gonna happen to me"
PATIENCE 🗨 "and if it does"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, at least i helped everyone as much as i could"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i can rest easy knowing that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i'm gonna be okay, though."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i promise."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hey..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "come closer..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i can hold you for a while"
PATIENCE 🗨 "...if you want."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...okay."
🙂
⏳ 2000
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏳ 2000
click to log off
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
🚩 final 🏷 ending
🎶
🎵 shutdown
⏳ 4200
Thank you for reading.
☕ log('spectacles engine is by sean')
☕ log('music is by fotocopiadora')
☕ log('gifs are from gifcities')
☕ log('special thanks to test readers F. and G.')
☕ log(' ')
☕ log('bagenzo 2003 2023')
...
⏳ 1000
It's now safe to turn off this visual novel.
⏳ 2000
Restarting
in three,
two,
one...
☕ parent.location.reload();
⏳ 99999999
bagenzo')
☕ log('with music by bagenzo and 
fotocopiadora')
⏳ 10
☕ log('made in 
spectacles engine')
⏳ 10
☕ log('spectacles is from 
TWELVE CANNETTES')
☕ log(' ')
⏭ info
🚩 info
🎶 basement
🎮 game_choice IMPORTANT_READ_FIRST(1).rtf | E:\charity\ALL_LOGS | winmine.exe
⏭ $_
🚩 IMPORTANT_READ_FIRST(1).rtf
⏳ 1000
UNKNOWN 🗨 i looked through as many drives as i could.
UNKNOWN 🗨 almost every file was recovered,
UNKNOWN 🗨 but there was some corruption...
UNKNOWN 🗨 so some parts might be missing.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...
UNKNOWN 🗨 i can't promise that nothing has been edited, either.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...sorry.
⏳ 1000
UNKNOWN 🗨 it's all sorted chronologically,
UNKNOWN 🗨 so start from the files at the top, and work your way to the bottom.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...or else it won't make any sense.
UNKNOWN 🗨 ...
⏳ 1000
UNKNOWN 🗨 i hope you can find whatever it is you're looking for.
⏳ 1000
🎶
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ log_select
🚩 E:\charity\ALL_LOGS
⏳ 1000
ERROR
PERMISSION DENIED
☕ post('log', 'log', { type: 'clear' })
⏭ info
🚩 winmine.exe
⏳ 1000
ERROR
FILE CORRUPTED
☕ post('log', 'log', { type: 'clear' })
⏭ info
🚩 log_select
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'basement' })
🎮 game_choice log_23/10/2003.txt | cafeteria_menu.html | ecg_output.dat
⏭ $_
🚩 log_23/10/2003.txt
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'heaven' })
⏳ 1000
OCTOBER 23rd 2003
BEGIN LOG
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel' })
⏳ 1000
CHARITY 🗨 "alright"
CHARITY 🗨 "...here we go."
🎵 dialup
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'connection' })
⏳ 20000
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'fully_connected' })
RED 🗨 "..."
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'interviewer_room' })
RED 🗨 "Hey!"
RED 🗨 "Can you see us now?"
🎶 question
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "finally lol"
BLUE 🗨 "That's good!"
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry it took so long."
BLUE 🗨 "The connection here is pretty bad."
CHARITY 🗨 "no worries"
CHARITY 🗨 "i have nothing better to do anyway"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
RED 🗨 "Haha"
RED 🗨 "Well first off,"
RED 🗨 "Thank you so much for this opportunity."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah! I have so many questions for you..."
BLUE 🗨 "Don't even know where to start!"
RED 🗨 "How did our supervisor even arrange this, lol"
BLUE 🗨 "I'm slightly more surprised he paid for this coffee..."
RED 🗨 "Haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm excited too"
CHARITY 🗨 "as for your supervisor..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's funny really"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just happened to hear his prayers one night"
BLUE 🗨 "That's so cool!"
RED 🗨 "Haha, sorry if we're a bit excited"
RED 🗨 "It's not every day you get to talk to-"
BLUE 🗨 "An ANGEL!"
RED 🗨 "...Yeah!"
CHARITY 🗨 "aww, don't apologize"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fine"
CHARITY 🗨 "don't be scared"
CHARITY 🗨 "or uh, as they used to say"
CHARITY 🗨 "be not afraid"
CHARITY 🗨 "ha"
BLUE 🗨 "Ha!"
CHARITY 🗨 "so yeah... feel free to ask me whatever"
CHARITY 🗨 "i have permission from God to tell you about... most things"
BLUE 🗨 "Well what's heaven li-"
RED 🗨 "Um"
RED 🗨 "I think you should tell us about yourself first"
RED 🗨 "Just to get us started"
RED 🗨 "If that's okay!"
BLUE 🗨 "-aw."
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
CHARITY 🗨 "sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "well let's see..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been an angel girl for..."
CHARITY 🗨 "well. a while now"
RED 🗨 "So cool!"
BLUE 🗨 "So, do you still have memories of your old life?"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "it took a while, but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i basically got them all back"
CHARITY 🗨 "piece by piece"
CHARITY 🗨 "even memories i hadn't thought about in a long time"
CHARITY 🗨 "...disturbing stuff, to be honest."
RED 🗨 "Whoa."
CHARITY 🗨 "well, it's all okay now."
CHARITY 🗨 "for the most part,"
CHARITY 🗨 "my old life doesn't bother me."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's been recontextualized now, i guess."
BLUE 🗨 "That's good."
CHARITY 🗨 "anyway"
CHARITY 🗨 "my unlife has been much busier as an angel"
CHARITY 🗨 "i've made lots of friends"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i did a bunch of cool angel stuff"
RED 🗨 "Oooo."
CHARITY 🗨 "that stuff i'm not allowed to tell you about"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe."
BLUE 🗨 "Aw."
CHARITY 🗨 "so yeah..."
CHARITY 🗨 "things are much nicer for me now, like this."
BLUE 🗨 "That's great!"
BLUE 🗨 "Hmm... what next..."
BLUE 🗨 "Oh!"
BLUE 🗨 "What about your charges?"
RED 🗨 "Huh?"
BLUE 🗨 "You are the worst student ever..."
BLUE 🗨 "Charges! Like, guardian angels and stuff...?"
RED 🗨 "Oh, right..."
RED 🗨 "Like people you take care of, yeah?"
BLUE 🗨 "Yes."
BLUE 🗨 "This is a major part of my thesis, actually."
BLUE 🗨 "It's very interesting how angels take care of their kin."
BLUE 🗨 "I'm really excited to hear about this."
CHARITY 🗨 "haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "i do have a couple girls i look after"
RED 🗨 "Cool..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i guess it was inevitable, really"
CHARITY 🗨 "i mean"
CHARITY 🗨 "for my whole life, people sort of instinctively trusted me"
CHARITY 🗨 "they would share their secrets and anxieties with me"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow... was that a sign of your latent divinity?"
CHARITY 🗨 "ehh sort of"
CHARITY 🗨 "i mean"
CHARITY 🗨 "i was definitely unhappy for many reasons"
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "as a human i couldn't help people very much."
CHARITY 🗨 "the social role i was given sort of precluded that"
CHARITY 🗨 "made it... harder."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i really liked taking care of people whenever i could, though."
RED 🗨 "Mhm, that must have been difficult."
BLUE 🗨 "It must still be pretty difficult now, too, right?"
BLUE 🗨 "In a different way, I mean."
BLUE 🗨 "Angels aren't easy to deal with... or take care of."
BLUE 🗨 "Er, I-"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fine. no offense taken"
CHARITY 🗨 "and yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "it can be hard sometimes, for sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "nobody else is going to do it"
CHARITY 🗨 "i can't do very much but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i try to help when they feel down"
CHARITY 🗨 "support them where i can..."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I couldn't do that..."
RED 🗨 "Dunno"
RED 🗨 "I can help a little I guess"
RED 🗨 "But... it can get out of hand."
RED 🗨 "Sometimes people just need professional help or something."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah, I understand that..."
RED 🗨 "Especially when talking to them starts hurting me as well..."
RED 🗨 "Not proud of it but"
RED 🗨 "I've had to block or cut off some people"
RED 🗨 "Like, when their situation became too out of control to deal with."
BLUE 🗨 "Right."
CHARITY 🗨 "...well"
CHARITY 🗨 "i don't blame anyone,"
CHARITY 🗨 "for thinking that way"
CHARITY 🗨 "but i see it differently"
CHARITY 🗨 "angels have it difficult"
CHARITY 🗨 "and if you're born in a minefield,"
CHARITY 🗨 "you're just gonna have to dig lots of victims out of the rubble."
RED 🗨 "Still..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i get it"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's fair to complain that you shouldn't have to do it"
CHARITY 🗨 "but at the end of the day..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...who else is going to?"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow..."
BLUE 🗨 "The sheer devotion expected of an Angel..."
RED 🗨 "Hmm."
RED 🗨 "Not sure I agree."
RED 🗨 "...Can that really be what God demands?"
RED 🗨 "It must be pretty hard on yourself, to do all that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "don't worry"
CHARITY 🗨 "...it's actually ontologically impossible for an angel girl to become a martyr"
RED 🗨 "Wow, okay..."
BLUE 🗨 "You won't get a better expression of the Angel mindset than that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hahaha"
RED 🗨 "Um, anyway..."
RED 🗨 "We had some other questions for you..."
⏳ 1000
🙂
END OF LOG
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🎶 meeting
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...so after he said all that"
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'cafeteria' })
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "the professor gave him the weirdest look"
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'hungry' })
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "and he had to explain to him that no,"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "he was talking about something that wouldn't happen for another 5 years"
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CHARITY 🗨 "lolll"
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CHARITY 🗨 "what an idiot"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "idk if he was just showing off or trying to make some weird point"
CHARITY 🗨 "lots of weird guys like that"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
CHARITY 🗨 "well"
CHARITY 🗨 "sounds like everything else is fine at least"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i got all the classes i wanted"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "plus"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "work hasn't been as stressful lately"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm glad it's all going well, darling"
CHARITY 🗨 "if not... then"
CHARITY 🗨 "your big sister can always plagarize an essay for you"
CHARITY 🗨 " ^_^ "
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hhhhh"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you are so dumb..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "why do you say weird victorian shit like 'darling' too..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "i might be cringe but at least i'm free"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "lol"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "very sisterly behavior"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "especially for someone who isn't my real sister"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehe well"
CHARITY 🗨 "it sounds kinda stupid but"
CHARITY 🗨 "i still believe all that stuff from the old stories"
CHARITY 🗨 "universal sisterhood of angels"
CHARITY 🗨 "blah blah"
CHARITY 🗨 "once again. cringe but free"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "aww"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "that's cute"
CHARITY 🗨 "hehehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "but yeah, you're sure everything is okay?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "yeah! it's been good"
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's a relief"
CHARITY 🗨 "you can always tell me about anything going on you know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "aww of course i will!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "same goes for you too, okay?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "whenever you need."
CHARITY 🗨 "of course!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
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TEMPERANCE 🗨 "oh hey"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's 3"
CHARITY 🗨 "ah"
CHARITY 🗨 "gotta go then"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hey..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "be careful, okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "huh?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i know she's not doing well but"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "keep an eye on yourself too, alright?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you already visit her so much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...don't worry"
CHARITY 🗨 "it'll be fine"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...say hi for me, i guess."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i just think"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you should be careful"
🙂
⏳ 1000
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⏳ 1000
🎶 cursed
CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
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CHARITY 🗨 "patience... you there?"
⏳ 1000
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⏳ 1000
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "of course"
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'connection_catheter' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "never... ever get sleep in here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "too noisy..."
CHARITY 🗨 "right, sorry.."
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're late today"
PATIENCE 🗨 "something... happen?"
CHARITY 🗨 "i had that interview today"
CHARITY 🗨 "remember"
PATIENCE 🗨 "oh... right..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hehehe"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "what's so funny"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're so sweet"
PATIENCE 🗨 "helping out those two..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...they're nice people."
CHARITY 🗨 "respectful, i suppose."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hahaha"
CHARITY 🗨 "...they just want to know more about us"
CHARITY 🗨 "that's all."
PATIENCE 🗨 "ha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you really are the same as me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "huh?"
⏳ 1000
PATIENCE 🗨 "...long ago"
PATIENCE 🗨 "whenever i'd have an appointment here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "there would always be a few residents in the waiting room"
PATIENCE 🗨 "who wanted to examine me"
CHARITY 🗨 "oh..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it was a bit weird but"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, what the hell, right?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i let them ask about whatever"
PATIENCE 🗨 "inspect my fucked up body"
⏳ 1000
PATIENCE 🗨 "...i guess we both just like being useful, huh?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...i wouldn't say that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "ha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "sorry..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but cheer up"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're still plenty useful"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you haven't been... forgotten"
PATIENCE 🗨 "yet"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...god"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they're just children"
PATIENCE 🗨 "all of them out there"
PATIENCE 🗨 "very lucky... very sheltered children..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...what do you mean?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they don't know how bad things could get"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they're still young"
CHARITY 🗨 "...we're both still pretty young, patience..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "yes..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but we've gotten close"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haven't we"
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've felt that desperation..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we know what it's like to be so close to losing everything"
PATIENCE 🗨 "that fear of peaceful days disappearing."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "part of me is glad... i'm stuck in here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "the outside is too painful"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i was just waiting out the day"
PATIENCE 🗨 "when this would happen to me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i know."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's hard not to feel like crying sometimes..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it feels like everyone else is taking it all for granted..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...but i'm sure that everything will be okay"
CHARITY 🗨 "those dark times are over for me now"
CHARITY 🗨 "and..."
CHARITY 🗨 "they're gonna be over for you too, soon."
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's what i pray."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and i really do pray for you, you know."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "the nurses"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they took away my estrogen today"
PATIENCE 🗨 "laughed at me too"
PATIENCE 🗨 "they think i can't hear them from here"
PATIENCE 🗨 "calling me a man"
PATIENCE 🗨 "calling me all sorts of nasty shit honestly"
PATIENCE 🗨 "but i can hear them"
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "probably why they stuck me in this shitty room..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "fuck... it's hot in here..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...sorry"
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's.."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's gonna be okay"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll see what i can do, okay?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "it's fine"
PATIENCE 🗨 "doesn't really matter too much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...okay."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll... see you tomorrow."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...don't"
PATIENCE 🗨 "just leave me alone..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...are you sure"
CHARITY 🗨 "i worry about you."
PATIENCE 🗨 "its better if i just go away"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "try to get some sleep"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'll be here. i promise."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "......"
🙂
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🚩 log_17/11/2003.txt
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🎶 question
NOVEMBER 17th 2003
BEGIN LOG
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⏳ 1000
RED 🗨 "Mhmff!"
RED 🗨 "This food is delicious..."
BLUE 🗨 "Waah, so tasty~!"
BLUE 🗨 "Erm"
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry that we never invite you-"
BLUE 🗨 "Err, we couldn't find any places in the city that serve food Angels like."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, sorry"
RED 🗨 "We really did try."
RED 🗨 "We lost our reservation at 2 places after asking them if they'd serve human steak..."
CHARITY 🗨 "lol..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i already said it's fine"
CHARITY 🗨 "this is more convenient for me."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and for the record, ground beef is tastier..."
RED 🗨 "Ha!"
BLUE 🗨 "Ehm, sorry to interrupt..."
BLUE 🗨 "You were saying something serious, but we got sidetracked."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, where were we..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...oh yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "we were talking about people leaving"
RED 🗨 "Ah, shit, right."
BLUE 🗨 "Mhm..."
BLUE 🗨 "Sounds really rough...."
BLUE 🗨 "Losing friends like that..."
BLUE 🗨 "We've all been there, I guess."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah"
CHARITY 🗨 "becoming an angel was very difficult"
CHARITY 🗨 "i ended up hurting people in the process"
CHARITY 🗨 "i really don't blame any of them for not talking to me now"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's just something people are allowed to do"
CHARITY 🗨 "...nobody's obligated to be your friend."
RED 🗨 "Well, that makes sense."
BLUE 🗨 "Still a little harsh though..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i think it's one of those things where"
CHARITY 🗨 "people can hurt each other"
CHARITY 🗨 "and it's just best for them to distance themselves"
CHARITY 🗨 "it was almost mutual by the end of it."
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I can understand."
RED 🗨 "It's not the kind of thing where you can blame each other."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, exactly."
RED 🗨 "Well, wait a minute..."
RED 🗨 "If that's the case,"
RED 🗨 "I think you've contradicted yourself..."
BLUE 🗨 "Hmm?"
CHARITY 🗨 "how is that?"
RED 🗨 "Well, you said before, right?"
RED 🗨 "If you're born in a minefield..."
RED 🗨 "...Something something blah... I don't remember exactly."
RED 🗨 "But you remember, right?"
RED 🗨 "You said that you take care of people no matter what."
RED 🗨 "That nobody else is going to do it, so..."
BLUE 🗨 "...Yeah. You did say that."
BLUE 🗨 "I don't think that's contradictory,"
BLUE 🗨 "But there's some tension there..."
CHARITY 🗨 "well..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i guess i would say"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's a good thing, to help people to that extent"
CHARITY 🗨 "but it's supererogatory"
RED 🗨 "...Suppository?"
BLUE 🗨 "-Err, it means something is good to do, but not morally necessary to do..."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, exactly."
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry, lol"
RED 🗨 "Ah."
RED 🗨 "...But that still seems... odd."
RED 🗨 "You consider this your duty, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah, i do."
RED 🗨 "In that case-"
RED 🗨 "Why is it your duty?"
RED 🗨 "Why aren't others obligated in the same way?"
CHARITY 🗨 "well..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's a path that i've chosen"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i wish more people would go down that path"
CHARITY 🗨 "it would be nice if angels could take care of each other"
CHARITY 🗨 "but i don't blame anyone for putting themselves first."
BLUE 🗨 "...I think I know what Red is really getting at."
BLUE 🗨 "You want to console people, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "well, people isn't the best wor-"
BLUE 🗨 "Yes, yes. There's great philosophical debate over whether angels are people."
BLUE 🗨 "Forget that for now."
BLUE 🗨 "The point is: you're always willing to listen to their troubles, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...as much as i can."
BLUE 🗨 "Now let's say someone felt like they were bothering you by asking for your help."
BLUE 🗨 "Would you feel bad?"
CHARITY 🗨 "of course i would feel bad..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i always try to reassure anyone who feels like a bother..."
BLUE 🗨 "Aha."
RED 🗨 "Here we go..."
BLUE 🗨 "Would you say the same about yourself?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what do you mean?"
RED 🗨 "...I bet you're the kind of person who doesn't like talking about their own problems."
BLUE 🗨 "-Hey, don't interrupt me."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "So, what is it?"
BLUE 🗨 "Are you really doing this out of some lofty, above-human ideal?"
BLUE 🗨 "Or do you just try not to burden others..."
BLUE 🗨 "While letting everyone else dump your problems on you?"
🙂
⏳ 1000
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🙂 blur
⏳ 1000
🎶 parting
CHARITY 🗨 "...haha"
CHARITY 🗨 "...yeah, i don't mind watching one more"
CHARITY 🗨 "this show is kinda fun"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "only if you want"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah! i do"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay then..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "is everything alright?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you seem kinda out of it"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i'm fine..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...are you sure sweetheart"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey, move over here"
CHARITY 🗨 "i can hold you for a while"
CHARITY 🗨 "if you want"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...no, i said i'm fine."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "can you. stop that"
CHARITY 🗨 "hmm?"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i don't know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "don't talk to me like that, i guess"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's uncomfortable"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i'm not your sister or daughter or whatever..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "it's getting kind of weird"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i don't know"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you're just sort of... getting too close"
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "what is it that you want from me?"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey, that's not it at all"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just care about you a lot"
CHARITY 🗨 "...and worry about you, too..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you don't need to worry about me, charity"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "sometimes"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "you remind me of my mom"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what?"
CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm not like that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'd never hurt you"
CHARITY 🗨 "you know that"
CHARITY 🗨 "and i've never... pitied you, or anything like that..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...i don't mean it in that way"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i mean more like..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "do you like having me around?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "someone you can confide in"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "message all the time"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "hold whenever you feel lonely"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...tell yourself you're doing a good thing..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...that's not it"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm your friend!"
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been nice to you, you know..."
CHARITY 🗨 "like, genuinely nice to you!"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...sometimes..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "but it still makes me feel weird..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...i'm not some kind of doll or something."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "i just feel so smothered sometimes..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "sorry"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "maybe it's best if you just leave me alone for a bit"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "of course."
CHARITY 🗨 "but"
CHARITY 🗨 "are you sure you're okay"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "...fuck, charity"
TEMPERANCE 🗨 "please don't worry about me"
🙂
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🎶 question
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'stars' })
DECEMBER 27th 2003
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☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'fully_connected' })
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'interviewer_room' })
BEGIN LOG
CHARITY 🗨 "...i don't remember."
BLUE 🗨 "Sorry..."
BLUE 🗨 "It's that busy time in the semester y'know?"
RED 🗨 "Yeah, sorry..."
RED 🗨 "Feels like we've been running in circles today..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i've been thinking"
CHARITY 🗨 "and"
CHARITY 🗨 "i kinda don't want to do this anymore"
RED 🗨 "Whaaaat"
BLUE 🗨 "Hey, come on now!"
RED 🗨 "We're just a bit distracted today, that's all."
RED 🗨 "Don't just leave 'cause of that!"
BLUE 🗨 "Plus, our advisor said you agreed to way more sessions..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...i know i said that but"
CHARITY 🗨 "...well."
CHARITY 🗨 "things are difficult for me right now"
CHARITY 🗨 "just some personal problems with friends"
CHARITY 🗨 "haven't spoken to one in a while"
BLUE 🗨 "Damn."
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "being analyzed by you two while all this goes on..."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's just not helping..."
BLUE 🗨 "Well, 'Analyze' seems kind of harsh."
CHARITY 🗨 "...your questions have gotten a bit personal"
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel less like i'm being interviewed or helping with research"
CHARITY 🗨 "...feels more like i'm being interrogated."
RED 🗨 "Well..."
RED 🗨 "You say a lot of strange things."
RED 🗨 "To be honest..."
RED 🗨 "I'm kinda disappointed."
BLUE 🗨 "...I wouldn't put it that way, but..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "You're not what I expected, that's all...!"
CHARITY 🗨 "well"
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry for not having the right experiences"
CHARITY 🗨 "or being the right person"
CHARITY 🗨 "what the fuck do you even want me to say?"
RED 🗨 "Dunno... but-"
CHARITY 🗨 "listen"
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm trying!"
CHARITY 🗨 "it's not easy"
CHARITY 🗨 "there's already so little i can do"
CHARITY 🗨 "there isn't a single day that goes by"
CHARITY 🗨 "without someone pleading for help"
CHARITY 🗨 "or hurting themselves"
CHARITY 🗨 "or disappearing"
CHARITY 🗨 "what am i supposed to do?!"
RED 🗨 "Well..."
BLUE 🗨 "I always thought that angels would be more rightenous, have more purpose..."
BLUE 🗨 "More of a sense of duty."
RED 🗨 "...More of a healthy understanding of what it means to help."
CHARITY 🗨 "you don't think i'm trying?"
BLUE 🗨 "You're definitely trying, but-"
RED 🗨 "I'm not sure *why* you're trying."
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah..."
BLUE 🗨 "It doesn't feel like it's a divine obligation."
BLUE 🗨 "More like... I don't know."
BLUE 🗨 "Maybe you want to be around them as a balm for your own loneliness."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "It's not uncommon for broken people to feel that way."
RED 🗨 "To try and give themselves to others."
RED 🗨 "It's self-harm at best. Narcissism at worst."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you."
CHARITY 🗨 "i already wasted enough of my life thinking i was broken"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "this is something that i can do."
CHARITY 🗨 "i don't have money or shelter to give out..."
CHARITY 🗨 "any chance i have to get even a little power is gone"
CHARITY 🗨 "all i can do is be a shoulder to cry on."
CHARITY 🗨 "...and even that i can barely do, it seems"
CHARITY 🗨 "sorry that i can't work miracles."
RED 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "Ah, don't be that cruel, Red."
BLUE 🗨 "It's not like she's being malicious."
BLUE 🗨 "I think... it's mostly part of her gender identity."
BLUE 🗨 "Like when kids play act family, or something."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you too."
CHARITY 🗨 "that's real fucking classic"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think i wanted to be like this?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think i want to feel the way i do?"
CHARITY 🗨 "all the family and friends around me..."
CHARITY 🗨 "they fucked me into their little meek helper-type"
CHARITY 🗨 "that's why i'm like this"
CHARITY 🗨 "their obedient machine"
CHARITY 🗨 "with never a tantrum"
CHARITY 🗨 "or a desire"
CHARITY 🗨 "or even a fucking thought"
CHARITY 🗨 "desexed faggot"
CHARITY 🗨 "...a fucking parody of a woman..."
CHARITY 🗨 "always making sure i took care of them"
CHARITY 🗨 "that i was always whatever they wanted"
CHARITY 🗨 "while they kept what i really wanted out of reach..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...you wanna blame me for that?"
CHARITY 🗨 "you think that's something i wanted?"
BLUE 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "don't fucking talk to me anymore!"
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck off!!"
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: '' })
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
⏳ 1000
RED 🗨 "..."
BLUE 🗨 "..."
RED 🗨 "...Oh dear."
BLUE 🗨 "...Yeah."
BLUE 🗨 "It's quite sad..."
BLUE 🗨 "This flock of angels is in a sorry state..."
BLUE 🗨 "Nothing noble, like the stories of old."
BLUE 🗨 "Instead..."
BLUE 🗨 "Little broken things,"
BLUE 🗨 "Comforting other broken things."
BLUE 🗨 "Searching desperately for something they need in someone else."
BLUE 🗨 "I hope God can bless their poor hearts with some sense..."
🙂
☕ endLog(6);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 log_select_3
🎶 basement
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'basement' })
🎮 game_choice VOICEMAIL.WAV | FUCK-FUCK-FUCK.VBS.TXT | basement.avi
⏭ $_
🚩 VOICEMAIL.WAV
🙂 blur
⏳ 1000
CHARITY 🗨 "...hey"
CHARITY 🗨 "i know you don't want to talk to me but"
CHARITY 🗨 "have you heard from patience at all"
CHARITY 🗨 "like recently?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please please let me know"
🙂
☕ endLog(7);
⏭ $log_position
🚩 FUCK-FUCK-FUCK.VBS.TXT 🏷 fuck
🙂 darkness
⏳ 1000
WHERE HAVE THE LITTLE THINGS GONE?
STILL HERE
RIGHT HERE
DIDN'T LOOK AWAY
FOR EVEN A SECOND
QUICK
ROUND THEM UP
LET'S COUNT TOGETHER
1, 2, 3, ...
LEAD THEM ALL BACK
OUT OF THE WILD
SAFE IN THE PASTURE
4, 5, 6, ...
CLOSE THE FENCE
HUDDLE TOGETHER
WAIT
7, 8... ???
MISSING ONE
COUNT AGAIN
BUT
WE'RE SORRY
THIS ACCOUNT DOESN'T EXIST
WE'RE SORRY
YOUR MESSAGE COULD NOT BE DELIVERED
FUCK
AND I CAN'T EVEN SEE HER FACE ANYMORE
PICTURES AND MEMORIES ROTTING AWAY
TRAPPED IN THE RECYCLE BIN
FUCK
SO I WAIT
STILL COUNTING
FUCK
COME BACK
I ONLY LOOKED AWAY
FOR A SECOND
🙂
☕ endLog(8);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 basement.avi 🏷 basement_1
🙂 carpet
⏳ 1000
🎶 cursed
it's dark
sitting here
the basement of an old house
cracked popcorn texture ceiling
taped up fireplace
musty carpeted floor
waiting for her
it's so, so dark
still
a little light comes in
cloudy sky
sunken sun
still
just a sliver
faded sunlight
from up the stairs
so
i climb up
...
still
it doesn't work
i'm back there
in the basement
again
climb up
...
again and again
...
trying to get up there
...
again and again
still
same shitty ceiling
same dusty fireplace
same disgusting floor
...
again
...
until
🚩 basement.avi_kitchen 🏷 basement_2
🙂 kitchen
⏳ 1000
black and white tile
broken stove
a little more light from the window
still dark
squint my eyes
he's there
(fucker)
but
he doesn't look right
(that fucker)
only an approximation
too much skin for a human
stretched
over his body
far too too too tightly
(i hate him)
beady inset eyes
sunken
but
i have the light now
(light in my hands)
i shine it in his face
his eyes wince
his body adjusts
donning a human shape
short
grey curly hair
he tries to look away
(guilty)
groaning
(can't escape me)
i look him in the eyes
and scream
what happened
what happened
what did you do to her
(all your fault)
he squirms
the light is so bright now
i yell again
light burning his fucking face
what happened to her
what did you do
(i'll kill him)
what the fuck did you do
he turns to look
jaw opens
slowly
HIM 🗨 "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?"
HIM 🗨 "DO YOU?"
⏳ 1000
🚩 basement.avi_kitchen 🏷 basement_3
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
...
heavy breathing
a plain, white ceiling
still
awake
...i'm awake.
🚩 basement_2
🎶
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel_dreamer' })
⏳ 1000
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck"
CHARITY 🗨 "what a horrible nightmare"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...where am i?"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "h-hello?"
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
⏳ 1500
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'judgement' })
⏳ 1500
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'dome' })
⏳ 1500
🎶 question
RED 🗨 "Hi hi!"
BLUE 🗨 "Wow"
BLUE 🗨 "It's finally time to say goodbye."
CHARITY 🗨 "wh... what are you two doing here?"
CHARITY 🗨 "what is this??"
CHARITY 🗨 "w-why can't i move..."
BLUE 🗨 "Can I just say, first of all,"
BLUE 🗨 "I'm so glad I could experience this"
BLUE 🗨 "All your interviews, I mean."
BLUE 🗨 "Stories like yours are so important."
CHARITY 🗨 "h-huh... what's going on..."
RED 🗨 "I thought it was... interesting, everything you got up to..."
RED 🗨 "Even if you were a bit strange at times,"
RED 🗨 "You were still fun to talk to. Thank you."
CHARITY 🗨 "please tell me what's happening!!"
RED 🗨 "Ah"
RED 🗨 "Well"
BLUE 🗨 "It turns out"
RED 🗨 "We, ah, worked something out with the University..."
RED 🗨 "They said it was unfair that you quit meeting with us."
RED 🗨 "So we get to see this, instead!"
BLUE 🗨 "Yeah!"
BLUE 🗨 "The final descension of an Angel."
BLUE 🗨 "It's sure to be highly educational!"
BLUE 🗨 "Ha."
CHARITY 🗨 "what the fuck..."
BLUE 🗨 "So..."
BLUE 🗨 "I've got some good and bad news for you."
BLUE 🗨 "The bad news is that... Patience is gone."
BLUE 🗨 "...Sorry."
CHARITY 🗨 "w...what?"
RED 🗨 "Yeah, I know. Really sad."
BLUE 🗨 "But the good news is- you're ready for something new!"
BLUE 🗨 "Something interesting!"
CHARITY 🗨 "...what the fuck are you talking about?!"
CHARITY 🗨 "where's patience... i want to see her..."
RED 🗨 "...She's dead."
RED 🗨 "...It was inevitable."
RED 🗨 "A necessary step for what comes next."
CHARITY 🗨 "...what..."
CHARITY 🗨 "you're lying..."
BLUE 🗨 "....She's not lying."
BLUE 🗨 "It's all the truth."
RED 🗨 "...Temperance has been doing pretty well for herself now, huh?"
RED 🗨 "Much more confident and self-assured than when you met her."
BLUE 🗨 "...But you can still sense a certain sadness in her."
BLUE 🗨 "Soon, she'll find her own toy to take care of."
BLUE 🗨 "And then, she'll get to be just like you!"
RED 🗨 "Heh."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck you."
RED 🗨 "Hey, it's not my fault."
BLUE 🗨 "...Don't worry. Temperance won't forget you."
BLUE 🗨 "You'll be the new Patience now, so she'll get to hold your burden in her heart as well."
RED 🗨 "You'll become a broken thing for her to pity, and dote over,"
RED 🗨 "...until she breaks in turn."
RED 🗨 "Just as you did."
BLUE 🗨 "Do you understand now?"
BLUE 🗨 "This is the self-sustaining lifecycle your kind has."
BLUE 🗨 "And we're lucky enough to witness the ending!"
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...fuck you."
CHARITY 🗨 "..fuck you!"
CHARITY 🗨 "that..."
CHARITY 🗨 "that wasn't the relationship i had..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...with either of them..."
CHARITY 🗨 "you could never understand"
CHARITY 🗨 "you could never ever understand..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i hate you... the both of you..."
CHARITY 🗨 "why can't you just leave me alone!"
CHARITY 🗨 "leave all of us alone!!"
RED 🗨 "Hehehe, I love this..."
RED 🗨 "It's fun watching them squirm."
BLUE 🗨 "Aw, shush now, sweetheart."
BLUE 🗨 "Stop thrashing against your restraints..."
RED 🗨 "You are fully bound. It's useless to resist."
CHARITY 🗨 "aaaaagh..."
BLUE 🗨 "You're just hurting yourself more, struggling about..."
BLUE 🗨 "And you've already hurt yourself so much..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please... don't you care?"
CHARITY 🗨 "why would you do this..."
CHARITY 🗨 "please get me out of these..."
BLUE 🗨 "Aaah ah ah, shush darling."
BLUE 🗨 "You're making such a mess."
RED 🗨 "This is getting pathetic, honestly."
BLUE 🗨 "Oh my dear..."
BLUE 🗨 "Your wrists are so bruised, and soaking with blood..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..please...help..."
BLUE 🗨 "Let me lick your wounds, beauty."
BLUE 🗨 "It'll ease the pain a little."
BLUE 🗨 "It's all I can do for you."
RED 🗨 "Heh, hey, are you even allowed to do that?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...get away from me get away get away..."
BLUE 🗨 "I'm sure nobody will notice..."
🚩 basement_3 🏷 drained
CHARITY 🗨 "aaaaaaaAAA aa eughhh uhh hh"
BLUE 🗨 "Aaaah..."
BLUE 🗨 "How heavenly."
BLUE 🗨 "I've always dreamt of doing this..."
CHARITY 🗨 "aaugh... aaah..."
BLUE 🗨 "Hehe."
RED 🗨 "...Disgusting."
CHARITY 🗨 "uuuh..."
BLUE 🗨 "...Goodbye, darling."
⏳ 2000
🙂
☕ endLog(9);
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏭ $log_position
🚩 log_select_4
🎶 cursed
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'basement' })
🎮 game_choice epilogue
🚩 epilogue
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'none' })
MAY 17th, 1999
☕ post('img_room', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'bus' })
⏳ 1000
☕ post('img2', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'patience' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "...finally...!"
⏳ 1000
☕ post('img1', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'angel_dreamer' })
CHARITY 🗨 "god, this bus always takes forever..."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
☕ post('img_connect', 'img', { type: 'img', message: 'disconnected' })
PATIENCE 🗨 "...you okay?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...can i rest my head on your shoulder"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aww"
PATIENCE 🗨 "of course"
PATIENCE 🗨 "are you cold?"
CHARITY 🗨 "not really, just..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "did you not have a good time today?"
CHARITY 🗨 "...i did"
CHARITY 🗨 "just"
PATIENCE 🗨 "is it that you have a crush on Dilligence..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "but you can't tell her..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "maybe i shouldn't have invited her..."
CHARITY 🗨 "shush"
CHARITY 🗨 "just let me talk"
CHARITY 🗨 "lol"
PATIENCE 🗨 "lol sorry"
CHARITY 🗨 "like i was saying"
CHARITY 🗨 "i just feel. kinda scared"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aw"
PATIENCE 🗨 "why's that"
CHARITY 🗨 "like..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i finally made it, right?"
CHARITY 🗨 "i finally feel some kind of peace"
CHARITY 🗨 "self-actualization"
CHARITY 🗨 "whatever you want to call it."
CHARITY 🗨 "it's not that i hated myself all the time before that, or anything"
CHARITY 🗨 "but back then"
CHARITY 🗨 "even when i thought things were okay,"
CHARITY 🗨 "i wasn't really happy"
PATIENCE 🗨 "mhm."
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel truly fulfilled right now."
CHARITY 🗨 "...in a way i've never felt before"
CHARITY 🗨 "and..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm just scared something could happen to take that all away"
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...yeah."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it makes sense to be scared."
CHARITY 🗨 "...huh."
CHARITY 🗨 "i didn't expect you to say that"
PATIENCE 🗨 "haha"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, if you wanted to be consoled, i can do that too..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "...but just look around"
PATIENCE 🗨 "feels like shit is falling apart"
CHARITY 🗨 "yeah..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "......"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to be strong now, charity."
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to be really, really strong."
PATIENCE 🗨 "nobody else is gonna do it."
CHARITY 🗨 "...huh?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "...i already worry about a few years from now..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "if i'll just be killed outright for being trans"
PATIENCE 🗨 "and that's assuming i don't get sick before that"
PATIENCE 🗨 "or my body fails me again"
PATIENCE 🗨 "or i run out of money..."
CHARITY 🗨 "hey..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "it's just the truth"
PATIENCE 🗨 "we've got to prepare for a life like that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "instability, violence, illness..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i just..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "try to be a little stronger every day"
PATIENCE 🗨 "look out for my friends"
PATIENCE 🗨 "take care of whoever i can"
PATIENCE 🗨 "that's all that we can do..."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "don't need to take the whole world on your shoulders, but...."
PATIENCE 🗨 "just try to help everyone,"
PATIENCE 🗨 "a little at a time."
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck"
CHARITY 🗨 "i really don't want you to die patience"
PATIENCE 🗨 "ppffft"
PATIENCE 🗨 "you're worried about me?"
PATIENCE 🗨 "why?"
CHARITY 🗨 "don't know..."
CHARITY 🗨 "i'm scared"
CHARITY 🗨 "i feel really anxious right now"
CHARITY 🗨 "fuck"
PATIENCE 🗨 "aww"
PATIENCE 🗨 "sweetheart"
PATIENCE 🗨 "hey"
PATIENCE 🗨 "nothing bad is gonna happen to me"
PATIENCE 🗨 "and if it does"
PATIENCE 🗨 "well, at least i helped everyone as much as i could"
PATIENCE 🗨 "i can rest easy knowing that."
PATIENCE 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i'm gonna be okay, though."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i promise."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "hey..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "come closer..."
PATIENCE 🗨 "i can hold you for a while"
PATIENCE 🗨 "...if you want."
CHARITY 🗨 "..."
CHARITY 🗨 "...okay."
🙂
⏳ 2000
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
⏳ 2000
click to log off
☕ broadcast({ type: 'clear' })
🚩 final 🏷 ending
🎶
🎵 shutdown
⏳ 4200
Thank you for reading.
☕ log('spectacles engine is by sean')
☕ log('music is by fotocopiadora')
☕ log('gifs are from gifcities')
☕ log('special thanks to test readers F. and G.')
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☕ log('bagenzo