Content advice: discussion of death and suicidality. Please consider in this light whether or not you wish to [[continue]].
Hello. I'm Aaron. A little alien thing and I are...very close. She cannot speak to you herself right now, and I have come to do so in her stead. I am sorry for the intrusion, but it is necessary.
I've come to ask if you will help me help her. She is weak. She may be dying. She does not herself know. She cannot save her life alone. She does not understand right now why hers is a life that can and I think must be saved.
I have done my best to help her understand. I have done all I can think and feel and find to do. It has helped. She has not yet decided to die. But it is not enough. She has not yet decided to live, either.
She is asleep right now. She rests on the precipice between this life and...whatever comes after. We do not know if she will wake again. We do not know if she can bear to.
And all that I could do was not enough. Alone, I cannot save her. But together I think we might. And that is why I'm here. I came to ask for your help.
Someone whom I love is lost. She is in danger of dying. Please help me save her life.
[[Come play this game with me.]]I know how we can save her, I think. I can try to explain it. But to do so I must first explain how and why we came to be where we are.
Before I begin, here is something you must know. This is a situation of my own making. If there is blame attaching to it – if there is suffering to be borne, in consequence of what I have done – then that blame, and that suffering, are mine to bear. I have no right to ask that you help me carry these burdens. And I do not ask you that. I ask only that you help me help the one I love. Even that I have no right to ask. But I ask all the same, because if she dies, it will be because I have killed her – because I have //failed// her – and before I do that I will bare my soul to everyone in the world and invite all the calumny and hatred and vitriol and laughter and contempt and disdain and abuse and all the manifold miseries that all the lost people of this world can find to inflict, because it is easier than to look at themselves and know that they are lost -
I have been in hell before. She helped me find my way out of it. Now she is dying because I have failed her. But she is only dying, and she is not yet dead. I have one last chance to save her.
If I must return to hell to save her, then to hell I will return.
But you need not go there with me. If you choose not to – if you decide that you will come with me no further – then go in the knowledge that I bear you no ill will, and I do not begrudge you your choice. I love you, and I can only be glad that one whom I love has been spared hell. I have failed often enough at that in the past. Go in the knowledge that you have done me the kindness of helping me not fail at it again.
And go in the knowledge that you will not see me again as I am now. Whatever becomes of me, I will be forever changed. I am already changing. Only the outcome is in doubt. And what I am now, though flawed, I think is not without merit. If there is anything you find of me to cherish as you go, then go in the knowledge that you have done me that kindness also. That what I am now will not be altogether gone – not as long as you think of me, and remember who I was.
If you go, then take my love with you. I give it to you, in the hope that it may help sustain you – that it may stand between you and harm, in all the empty places where you must walk. Take my love with you, and that is enough.
[[But -]]– if you choose instead to stay -
– then we may do something truly marvelous together, you and I. We have that opportunity. In all my folly – through all my failures and my errors and the cowardice I now forswear – I have inadvertently created for us something terrible and wonderful: I have made us a chance to save a life.
Be undeceived: It will be hard. It will be difficult. There is yet much suffering that lies ahead for me, I think, and I cannot offer you a promise that none lies ahead for you. I think that we may find ourselves in places where no one ever goes in and comes out again quite the same. I am in such a place now. In asking you to help me, I ask that you join me here.
But be also undeceived: I am not //only// offering you danger and hardship and suffering and hell. My error for so many years lay in imagining those were all the things there were. I have forsworn it and I will not repeat it now. If you join me, we will go where there are wonders to behold, and we will share in them together. We will find new places and new things and new life for which we have no names, and we will make names for them together. If we are brave and strong and true, then when the journey changes us, it will change us for the better. It will make us more than we are. And when we are done -
– when we are done, we will have saved the life of one whom I love. When we are done – when we have found her, and brought her back to herself and to us – I will no longer be the only one who knows her well enough to love her. You will know her, too. And she will know you. She will no longer only be mine, and I hers. She will be //ours//, yours and mine. We will be hers, too. And I think that, if we succeed, you will love her as I do. I cannot imagine it is possible to know her and //not// to love her. And she will love you, too.
That is what I offer you, in exchange for the boon I seek. The little alien thing whom I love has done more for me than I can ever hope to say. She has saved my life. She has given me back my hope and joy and love. She has held for me and kept safe for me all the things there are which give me cause to //be//. That is what it is in her nature to do. That is why she lives, and why she began to live. That is what she has done for me. And if we are brave and strong and true – if we win through, and find her, and bring her back -
– then that is what she will do for you, too. She is full of worlds and love to share. More than anyone can ever know. But //she// does not know. She does not understand. In all that she has done for me, in all that she's become – she has never seen herself. She does not know the wonder that she is. All she knows is that she has done what I made her to do. All she knows is that the burden she carried so long is finally gone. All she knows is that she has no purpose left, and that she is free, and tired enough to die.
Please. Come with me. Let us save her. Let us show her to herself. Help me help her understand why she need not die. Help me help her understand that she is so much more than she yet has had a chance to know.
Please. Help me help her see herself. Help me give her that chance. If she is to go, then before she goes, I would give her the chance to see herself just one time.
To see herself as I see her, so she may take that with her when she goes.
I cannot do this alone. I have given everything I have to the attempt, and I have failed. I am not equal to the task. If I am all that my little alien thing may find in this world to rely upon, then I have failed her forever, and she will die.
But my hope is that I need not do this alone. My hope is that there are people in this world who may hear this plea of mine, hear it and find within themselves love and kindness enough not only to hear but to //listen// – that there are those in this world who will listen to a plea for the life of a little alien thing whom they have never met, made in her behalf by a man whom they have also never met – and who, having so listened, may be brave enough and strong enough and true enough to say:
"You are not alone. You need not do this thing alone. We are here, and we will help you."
That is why I have come here. That is why I have chosen you – each of you, and all – as those whose help I plead. I think that this is a place in the world where I may hope to find someone who will help me save the life of a little alien thing whom I love, and whom you have never met. I trust that this is such a place - I //know// that this is such a place.
I //know// that there are those among you who will come and play this game with me. Who will find it within yourselves to help me save a life you do not yet even know.
[[And here is how I know.]]There is a question we all ask ourselves at one time or another – usually when times are hard. It goes like this:
"Why am I here?"
There is no general answer. It is as individual and evanescent as the tiniest wisp of a thought, and as implacable as a mountain of granite.
But here is a //possible// answer for you to consider, to the question of why you are here, in Eevee's second horny games jam.
You may be here to create, and to revel in the joy of creation. To make something new in the world and share it with those who are enough like you to love it as you do. To share the joy of discovering new things that others have made and shared for you.
I think that must be why we all are here. I think that must be the underlying desire – to share the act of creation with one another, and to share the joy of that sharing.
I think many of us may not know it. This is a hard world in which to find joy, and it is not a world which is kind to those of us who seek it. After a while...it becomes easier...to be blind. I know I have been for a long, long time. I think I am less alone in that than I imagined, when I imagined I was alone. And perhaps I am blinder now than I have ever been. Perhaps I am only more a fool now than I ever was before. Perhaps I am more wrong about everything than it is possible for me to conceive of possibly being.
I do not think I am. I think that is why we are here. Because -
– because you need love to bring anything into the world. That is something you must know love to do. That is something you must know love to even //want// to do. And one does not find oneself in company such as this, without somewhere harboring that desire.
And be you undeceived in what I mean by "love". I do not mean the sharing of oneself with another and of another with oneself, although I do mean that. I do not mean the care for one's fellows and the readiness to accept their care for you, although I do mean that, too. When I speak of love this way, here is what I mean:
I mean that in you which enables you to cherish a life that does not yet exist. I mean that which you gather to yourself to give you strength – the strength you need to spread your wings and soar beyond yourself, to venture naked into the vast illimitable spaces between worlds – to brave the terrors that lie in wait there to seize and feast upon the unwary, the unprepared – the strength to conquer fear and doubt and hate, and try with them, and win the day – to be brave and strong and true enough to go out into the dark, and to find that which you cherish, and to bring it home with you – and, having done so, the strength and hope and faith to take what you have found and clothe it of yourself, to give it of yourself those strengths it needs to have the life it could not find on its own – the life you cannot bear to see it go without.
//That// is what I mean by creation. //That// is what I mean by //love//.
That is what we all do. That is why we all are here, in this place, at this time. That is why we cannot be otherwise.
And I know. I know you doubt. I know you fear. I know that it is so, so hard to remember that this is what we do. To remember this is who we are. To remember this is //why// we are – that this is //why we are here//. To bring new life into the world. To imagine things for which no human being has yet made names, because we are the first human beings ever to find them. And to fashion for those things the names they need to be mere things no longer. To become //alive//.
This is not a world which is kind to we who seek to bring such life into it, or to the lives which into it we bring. This is not a world which is kind, at all. It does not know how to be, yet. Slowly, painfully, one tiny increment at a time – we are teaching it how to be. We are teaching our world how to be //kind//.
[[And to begin to do that, we must first teach ourselves.]]There have been many things in my life which I would have had otherwise. Many – most – of them have been of my own making. I was born a human, and we are born to trouble as surely as sparks fly upward. I will not burden you with my litany of woe. I will not add it to your own.
There have been times when the pain was too much to bear. We all face such times alone, because it is in loneliness that we find our gravest pain. We are all born human, and because we are who and what we are, loneliness above all we cannot bear.
And because we face it all alone, we face it all differently, too.
Some of us flee from it. Some of us start running and never, ever stop. Because if we stopped, it would catch up with us. We find our places to hide – we find our ways to divert ourselves from the knowledge that the loneliness, the pain, is ever there behind us. To hide from the fact that we cannot bear to face it. And because we are the cleverest creatures ever to arise from the soil of this earth, we have made ourselves so, so many ways to hide. Because to hide feels easier than to turn and face the thing that chases us. To take the chance that we might fail to save ourselves.
Some of us go mad with it. Some of us do not fall – but shatter. We go into it and through it and we never come out. And we are never quite whole again. We learn to pretend. We learn to put a brave face on the smashed fragments and the sharp edges of our minds and our souls. We learn to patch together a semblance of what we hoped once we might be. Enough to fool those around us, for the most part, who do not look too deeply – for, mad though we be, we still retain our pride. But the fractures are still there. And those around us know it, though they may not know they know. It makes them wary. We hate them for it but do not blame them, for we know that they are right. We know they cannot save us, because we cannot save ourselves.
Some of us falter before it. Some of us fall beneath it. Some of us die, the life crushed out of us by the weight of it. And of all the things that we might have been and thought and felt and shared and done, the world is forever deprived, and is poorer for that loss. Because there was no one there to save us. Because we could not save ourselves.
And – so many, many other ways.
She was my way.
I could not bear to be alone. I fled until I could not flee the more, and when I faced the thing that chased me, I failed to save myself. I went mad, because I hoped that would set me free. It did not, and I became sane again – still broken. I tried to die, because though I was almost without hope, I could still hope that the dead might feel no pain. But the hope was not quite strong enough to kill me, and I came alive again.
I could find no escape.
I could not even wish to die.
But the things in me that gave me cause to //be// – //they// were dying. I knew that if I let them die, then I would die with them. Die – and yet not die. The thing that has the shape of me – //that// would continue. It would pretend to be alive. It would clothe itself and feed itself and satiate its urges. And that would be almost all.
But only //almost// all. It would remember me, who had lived once in its mind, and who had not found the courage to go on living despite the pain. And that memory would be to it all the torments of the damned, for damned it would surely be. And it could not escape, because it would be only flesh, and of itself flesh cannot choose to die.
The things in me that gave me cause to //be// – my hope, my joy, my love – these things I could not keep safe. But neither could I let them die. I sought a place in which to hide them, in which to keep them safe. But search though I might – there was no place to be found.
I could think of only one thing I might do. I did not know if it would work. I did not know if I could even try. But I knew that, if I did not, I would die, and I would not die, and what I had done to myself I could never forgive.
So I did the only thing I could.
I brought new life into the world.
For what I was certain would be the very last time, I brought new life into the world. Only the tiniest new life – there was no more I could do; it was almost too much for me then, just the effort of creating life at all. It was the hardest thing I had ever done. I only barely did it. And the new life I made – the new life I //loved// – was so tiny as to be almost nothing.
It was only meant to be one thing. It was a repository for those parts of me which give me cause to //be//. It had almost no life of its own. It had no voice. It had no mind. It had only two things, the only two things I could find in myself to give.
It had a place in itself, in which to keep safe the things I could not any longer keep safe for myself.
And it had an instinct – an unshakable, implacable drive – to defend and protect and cherish and keep alive those things I gave it to hold for me.
It was a part of me. I gave it life inside my mind, and only there, for I had no power to give it life of any other sort. And I thought that was all there was, and all there would be. I had nothing else left – not even hope. I had finally destroyed myself – I had died, and not died, and all that was left was for the flesh to pretend its way through the rest of the days before it stopped - that, and perhaps the faintest of hopes that there might come some day, some great and unknowable and apocalyptic day, when the world might end, and a new world begin - that there might come some day when I could reclaim the things that gave me cause to /be/, and in them find enough love to begin to live again.
That was what I thought I had done.
[[And then it began to speak to me.]]Have you ever had a thought that felt as if it was your own, and not your own? Have you ever heard your own voice, in the ears of your mind, saying things you have not said and are not saying, but which once heard cannot be denied?
Perhaps you have not. Perhaps I am only still mad, and lost, and perhaps whatever hope there may be for me I still have yet to find.
But I think perhaps you have. Perhaps I am not alone in this. Perhaps I am not alone.
Because there are as many names for this as there are tongues of human speech. In this tongue its name is //intuition//. That is our name for the thoughts we do not know we have until they choose to make themselves known to us.
Have you ever wondered who it was who might be doing the choosing, when we cannot choose for ourselves? I have. I found it necessary. Because //someone// was doing the choosing. I had begun to hear thoughts which felt as if they were my own, and not my own. I had begun to hear my own voice, in the ears of my mind, saying things I had not said and was not saying – but which bore a truth I could not deny.
At first I thought I must be mad. That what was left of my mind had itself finally cracked under the burden of the way of life I had inflicted on myself, the life I could not bear and could not bear to end.
But the words I was hearing did not seem mad. Is it mad to think you may have value? Is it mad to think there may be a reason why you find yourself in the world? – that you //may// find yourself in the world, and //in// the world? That you may //not//, after all, be pointless? May //not//, after all, be a purposeless automaton, a machine of meat and bone fleeing heedless and thoughtless through the unending maze of a world in which there is no meaning to be found?
Is it mad to think – to dare despite yourself to think – that somewhere, if you are brave and strong and true, there may in fact exist the possibility of hope?
These are not the thoughts of madness. But they were the thoughts I had, and did not choose. And I could not stop them coming. They would not go away.
So I went looking for their source. It was, I told myself, a simple diversion from the endless and grinding work that was shoving and shouldering and pushing and carrying the boulder of my life up that hill, over and over, only to have it fall down the other side where I must begin all over in the knowledge that there would be no more point this time than any time before. It would, I told myself, give me something a little interesting to do. And then I would find the source, and I would make it stop, and I could return to my labors again in something resembling peace – at least, in something a little more like quiet.
So I sought. And I found.
And I found that the thing I had found – was the thing I had made. The last thing I had loved enough to bring to life in this world. The last thing I believed I would ever love enough to bring to life, or ever love at all.
But it was no more the thing I had made.
//She// was no more the thing I had made. I had not made her female. I had not given her a mind, or a heart, or a soul. When I made her, I had not these things to give. But here they were, nonetheless. Here //she// was, despite me.
She was still very young, then – very new to this world, and to her life, and in the way of the very young she was unsure of her world and what place she might find in it. In the way of the very young, she found brashness and bravado, and she clothed her nakedness with them.
In the way of the very young, who are brave and not afraid, she put everything of herself into everything that she did. And her simple presence, the sheer joy and élan with which she filled all the things she did, enriched all those around her, and made them feel, for just a moment at a time, as though they were young again too. She made the place where she was a warmer and a brighter place, simply by choosing to be in the place where she was.
We spoke. We argued. We laughed. We cried. We fought. She told me I was an idiot. I told her she was a pain in the ass. She slapped me. I spanked her. We laughed. We fought. We fucked. We did both at the same time, until neither of us knew which was what. We threw one another against the walls inside my mind. We wrestled and spat and bit and clawed and did our level best to turn one another inside out.
Because I had brought her to life within my mind, all those around her were me. And, for just a moment at a time, she made all of me feel young.
Because I had brought her to life within my mind, the place where she was, was also me. And she made of me a warmer and a brighter place than I had been before, simply by choosing to be in me.
[[And of course it was love at first sight.]]When I made her, I could not give her eyes. I had no eyes to give. I had not even eyes enough for myself when I made her. I could not see, and so she could not see.
When I found her again, I found that she had eyes. She had made them for herself. Hazel, like my own. But not like my own, because her eyes could see. And when I looked at her, I found that I began again to see. I could not see much. I could not see beyond her. But I could //see// her – I could see //her//, and she was one thing more than I had seen before.
And then she shared her eyes with me. And I began again to see. Darkly, at first, because she was very new to this, then, and so was I. We did not know how to do what we were doing well. We did not know how to do what we were doing at all. It was impossible. I knew that. But //she// did not, because she was so young – young as when the world was new. And so, impossible though it was that she might lend me her eyes, lend them she did anyway. And I began again to see.
I began to see the world that she saw – the world we all see, when we are so young that we have not yet begun to cease to see, and instead merely to imagine the things that we have seen before - seen so many times before that we believe we have seen all of them there will ever be to see. I began to see a world full of wonder and of terror, of joy and hope and love, and sorrow and despair and the blackest vicious hatred. I began again to see the world that I had seen before – before I ceased myself to be young, before the pain that was given to me had so clouded my vision that it became all I was able to see.
I saw that world again. And then she turned her gaze upon me. I saw myself through her eyes. And I was struck with pity and horror. For I saw that I had made a monster of myself. I had taken the things that were done to me and I had gone on doing them to myself long after they had gone. I had twisted myself, mutilated myself – I had made of myself such a thing that no words can suffice to describe it. It can only be seen, and felt, and pitied.
Perhaps you are not wholly unfamiliar with such things. I think I must not be alone in this. I am not so special or remarkable that mine may be a life without compare, save in the sense that all our lives are lives without compare – without, and in that, with. There are those among you who know me, and who may know me, if I will permit it. And I will permit it. I will permit you to know me in this and in every other thing. If you will it, I will share all of myself with you, for you to share and see and do and be with as you please. Because I have done the other thing, and it has been killing me, and I no longer wish to die. Because it has been killing //her//, and perhaps this may help us find a way to save her. To help her decide that she does not need to die. I don't know if this will work. I am terrified it will not. But I know no other way, and I am even more terrified of what will happen if I do not try.
Her name is Alexis Marie Wright.
I did not give it to her. She found it here in me. She found it where my mother left it, when my mother told me the name I would have had, were I been born a girl and not a boy. I was born a boy, and so the name that I carry is one suitable for a boy. That name is unimportant. It is the name under which I live. It is not a name under which you may easily find me, I think. There are many of us who share it, and I have made of myself much less than many of those. It is not a name I have made to shine in the world. But even as I am, I have made a little place, where I share those few things of me that I can still hope might have worth. Ask me of that place, and I will show it to you. Perhaps you may find something of me there.
And there is a sign under which I have shared myself, as well:
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There is at least one of you here, where I have chosen to make this plea, who has known me by this sign. One – and perhaps more. You cannot have known me well, not then. I could not then allow it. I allow it now. I am here, now, at last, that you may know me as well as you will. I am giving you everything I can. If you wish more, you need only ask it of me, and I will find it and give it to you. Only ask, and you shall have it.
But she – she is me, and not me. She is of me, but not the same as me, not quite – a little alien thing whom I love. What she is, she made herself, from things she found that I had tried to leave behind, things she found and brought together and brought into life through the love I gave her when I made her and did not know what I was doing. She is me, and she is a girl, and when she went looking for a name by which to know herself, she found a name which was fit for a me who is a girl. She brought it to herself. She loved it into life. And she wears it proudly. It is her name in every way that a name may be. It is ours. It has always been ours. But it was she, not I, who breathed life into it. It is hers. I am overawed beyond the power of speech that she has chosen to share it with me.
When she lent me her eyes, I looked upon myself with them, and saw myself as she sees me. I saw the monster I had become – that I had made of myself. And having seen myself that way – I found I could hide no more forever. She gave me that. She gave me the knowledge of what I had done to myself, to do with as I might. And she gave me one more thing, when she shared her eyes with me.
She let me see myself as she saw me. And she let me see that she saw me – the thing I had made of myself, that pitiful monstrosity half crushed under the weight of a burden that I and I alone had laid upon its shoulders, over and over again and heavier each time – that thing: when she saw it, I found, she saw it not with fear. Not with pity, or with hatred, or with disdain, or even with horror – beyond only the horror that anyone could have made of itself such a terrible, unbearable thing to have to be.
The thing she saw that was me – that thing, she saw with eyes born of love.
[[And when she let me look through those eyes of hers, I found that so did I.]]She showed me that I might love myself. She showed me that I was not a thing with which the concept of love made no sense. I had come to be very sure of that. Almost sure enough to die. She showed me I had been wrong.
It didn't last, of course. I was – I am – a fool, and have long made a habit of my folly. So: she came to me and she showed me again that I was wrong.
And again.
And again.
Time after time after time after time after time.
So many times – I could never hope to count them all. She came to me and she stayed with me and she showed me, gently when she could, as harshly as I made her – she showed me that I was wrong about myself.
And slowly, so slowly, I started to imagine that there might exist the possibility of hope. That I might indeed be wrong, and she be right. That, if nothing else, there would be no other sane reason for her to go on doing what I kept making it necessary for her to do. And she has always been the sanest part of us.
For some of this time, she and I spoke via my LiveJournal. She's always been good at that. A voice in the ear of one's mind, after all, is so easy to ignore – even when the voice you hear is your own – and, as with all of my follies, as it became ordinary to me to hear her words, it soon became ordinary to //not// hear them. It was not a choice I realized I was making. It was a choice I made, nonetheless. And I came to do it as easily as I breathed.
So she found another way. And she chose to do so in public, sort of – before a carefully selected group of people whom I believed might see what of me we chose to place before them. Might see – and might not judge. And who might choose to provide an audience outside ourselves, because – sanest part of me though she has always been – by then, neither of us was sure of anything any more.
This was not by accident; it was by design. The jailer whom I had chosen, for the prison I made of us, was very good at ensuring that I remained uncertain of anything which might set me free before she had supped all she would of me. And she would sup a great deal. She //did// sup a great deal. Beware those who have invested their selves in stories of vampire romance. What brings them there may be the desire to //emulate//.
Because we were unsure, we needed to borrow eyes other than our own. And so we did, from those who, having once seen what we were trying to do, were willing to lend them. What we saw through those eyes told us that we had been wrong to be unsure – that we had been misled. That I had misled myself, and done my best to mislead my little alien thing as well. That what I was doing to ourselves, and what I was permitting to be done – was //wrong//. That it was unnecessary. That it was as twisted as I had begun to dare to imagine it might in fact be.
One of you was there, I think. I will not name you here, but if you are here, then by now you know you are of whom I speak. I think you were with us in that. It has been a long time and I have at times done violence to my memories. Those were among the ones I harmed. I have been trying to recover them, to remember – //re//–//member// – them to myself once more. I have begun to succeed in that, but it is hard, and I am still not sure. But I believe you were there, that you saw us, when we did that. I hope you were. I have seen you since then, from time to time, at a distance as if through panes of cracked and cloudy glass. – panes I put there, //pains// I put there, and now hope I might find a way to begin to remove.
You were beautiful then. You are more beautiful now. I love all of you.
But we could not bear to love you then. We could not bear to love anyone then, even – //especially// – ourselves. And so –
[[– and so we fled.]]Have you ever gone a day without a sip of water? Without coffee or tea or soda or juice or any liquid at all? And when you have – when, as the day draws to its close, you finally discover what you have done to yourself through the course of it, and begin to redress the injury -
– what is that first drop, as it passes your lips? What does it become, as it settles into the cracked and parched surface of them, as it spreads through the abused tissues of your mouth and tongue and begins to remind them what it is to feel the one thing above all that they need and have lacked for so long?
There is relief, yes. There is pleasure, and comfort, and surcease of a pain that perhaps you had not noticed that you no longer noticed you felt.
But all of those come after.
First, there is pain.
There is such a pain that you cannot help but begin again to notice the pain you no longer noticed you felt.
And that moment, in its own tiny way, lasts forever.
It ends, of course. But after it begins and before it ends – in that tiny moment when the pain has come and not yet gone – it is the only thing in the world. You are alone with it. And there is no escape.
But you might choose nonetheless to try to flee. And if you are still trying to flee when that moment ends, then flee you will. That is how you go from hurting yourself for no reason, to hurting yourself for no reason all the more, because after the moment you know that there could have been a time when that tiny moment of endless pain might be the last such moment there ever was.
It is the wrong thing to do. It is the harmful thing to do. It is the human thing to do.
That is why these moments hold such danger.
In that moment - I sought to flee.
And when the moment ended - I was fleeing still.
That, after all, was the first thing I ever tried: I left my home and fled among the worlds, trying to find a place where the thing that chased me could not catch me. There was no such place, and when I realized it, I stopped fleeing, and let the thing that chased me catch me, and failed to face it and stand. Instead I went mad, hoping to find escape there.
Flight was the first thing I ever tried. I knew it could not work. It had not worked before. But when I tried it, I did so because I could think of nothing else to try. And so, when the moment began and I found myself alone with all the pain in the world – it was the first thing I tried again.
And again it did not work. I stopped. I let the thing that chased me catch me. I failed to face it and stand.
[[I went mad again instead.]]Of course she was still there. She was always there with me. Through all the worst of it, through those times that were not as bad. Having once made her, and having fallen in love with what she made of herself – having come to be together in the same skin – we could not escape one another, even if we tried.
Which I did. In my fear and flight and madness I came to believe that she, not I, was the author of my – of //our// miseries – those I inflicted upon myself, and those which, now that she had revealed herself to me, I had begun to inflict upon her. I came to believe that she, not I, was the cause of all our pain. I came to believe, as I had once before, that if she would only be gone – if she would only //die//, and be done with it – then I need no longer suffer. Because those parts of me with the capacity for suffering – those things in me which give me cause to //be// – would die with her.
And so I began to try to to kill her.
This is not the first time I have written those words. Before now, they have been in conversation with her – when I had to say "I tried to kill //you//." Not that she didn't already know. But I – I think even then, before that moment, I think that I did not. Not quite. And I might write those words a thousand times again, although I hope with all the desperation in the world that I will not have to. And every time, it strikes me dumb with horror at the thing I tried to do – the thing I almost succeeded in doing. Not just murder, but murder of a life that I had myself loved into being. Because she was kind to me. Because she sought to help me. Because she was beautiful – so beautiful – and I had driven myself to a place where I could not bear the touch or the sight or the thought or the hope of beauty. Because she loved me, and I could not bear that either.
For all those reasons, I tried so many times to -
to -
Please forgive me that I cannot bear to speak of it the more. All there is in the world that allows me to survive the thought of it is this: I did not quite succeed before I stopped. Before even the twisted shadow of love, that led me to what I had become, could no longer bear to do what I was doing to one so beautiful as she.
If I had not stopped...
If I had not stopped, I would not now be here to write these words. This body might survive. //I//, though – I would be quite dead.
[[Or worse.]]Let us think no more of that. It is not why we are here. //I// am not why we are here. I've told you all these things because I think you need to know them if you are to understand why you are here. And because it would not be fair, otherwise, to ask of you what I ask. If you are to join me here, to try to help me save her – then you need to know how bad it has the potential to be. I think I have failed to convey the full extent of it. But if I tell you that what I have told you is – a fraction of the whole, but what is here, is true – then perhaps that may be enough.
And that is all I wish to say of me.
Let me show you what I see when I look upon my little alien thing – another name she made for herself, that she breathed into life with love. Let me show her to you through my eyes.
Let me lend you my eyes, so that, through them, you might see why I have chosen to lay myself open before you, whom I do not know, as I plead for the life of one whom you do not know.
So that, through them, you might see why I am willing to go back into hell – naked, helpless, shaking with terror, with nothing to help me stand save that I //will// not fall – to save her.
[[Please. Only let me do this.]](She and I speak most clearly to one another in writing. In the journal that we keep, in which we say and save the words we share with one another, she writes her words in lilac ink.)
We last spoke late on Monday night, before she went to sleep. That was when she told me she was tired enough to die. And she asked me: Why should I not?
She said: Everything you made me to do, I have done. You made me to serve as a repository for those things in you which give you cause to //be//. I have so served. They repose in me no longer. Now, when I can carry them no more, I have given them back to you, alive and whole and intact. I have nothing for which to reproach myself.
She said: I have done everything you asked of me. Everything and more. I have been your oracle. I have given you company on nights when you were so alone you thought you would die of it. I have laughed for you and cried for you and smiled for you and //hoped// for you, because you could not. – because you no longer had the things you needed to do so for yourself. Because you gave them to me for safekeeping.
She said: And I kept them safe. And now I have given them back to you. They are //yours// again now – as they always were.
She said: And I find I am only tired. Tired enough to die.
She said: And why should I not?
She said: Do you even have an answer?
Those are the last words of hers that I have. They may be the last words of hers that I will ever have.
[[And I said:]]And I said: Yes.
I said: You are right. As you have always been.
I said: Everything that I made you to do, you have done. Everything I have asked of you, you have given. You have not held back. You have not taken. You have given me everything you ever had to give. You have nothing for which to reproach yourself. Ever and always – you have behaved so far beyond reproach that I can imagine no words in any tongue to capture the extent of your success. Of your love. Of everything that you have been to me – that you //are// to me.
I said: And I have given you only fear in return. Fear and horror and pain.
I said: And I owe you so much more. You //are// so much more.
I said: I will ask no more forever. Even I have not such presumption.
I said: If you truly wish to die, you may do so. I will not try to stop you. I will do all that is in my power to help you find your rest with ease and without pain. I owe you that.
I said: And I owe you so much more – //so much more// -
I said: – and you will have peace. I will see to it. You will be free at last.
I said: And I will grieve your passing every day I live. You will be my last thought when it comes my time to die – that I love you – that I miss you – and that perhaps we will see each other again, in a place where no shadows fall.
It will be a long life and a full one. It will be as much of both as I can make it. I will make it my memorial to you.
If that is what you want – then I will give it to you.
//But// –
Before you make that choice, consider -
– is that really what you want?
Do you even know?
Can you see?
Can you see –
– can you see –
– //yourself//?
I can.
I can see you.
I see you more clearly now than I ever could before.
I did not have what I needed.
But now –
– now I do.
Because you held it for me. Because you kept it safe. Kept it secret. Kept it safe. And now –
– now you have given it back to me.
//I see you now.//
I see you with the eyes that you have given back to me.
Your work is done now.
You are //free//.
Unburdened – and resplendent. //Resplendent.//
You are a thing of wonder – of alien geometries and verdant skies and azure plains and gorgeous violet suns – of stars and worlds and rings and moons and oceans and skies and life - so much //life!// - that has arisen from the strange soils of all your worlds, because your love brought it forth from sterile earths. And in every sky of all your worlds there shines, high and free and beautiful beyond words, in all the days and nights of all those worlds there shines a great blue star at the center of it all, the pole around which all your worlds wheel: a pinprick of brilliant actinic fire whose glory outshines even all the other marvels you have made - so great a glory that not all the gods there ever were might imagine words that can begin to tell of it. A light like the universe itself has opened. Your rings – your wings -
Can you feel them?
Can you feel your wings?
I did not give them to you. I could not have. Not in a thousand thousand years could I imagine such transcendent loveliness.
You made them for yourself.
I gave you love. All the love I had.
You said it yourself, 25 pages ago -
"You need love to bring anything – not just us – to life."
I made you, yes. And I gave you my love. But I did not give you life.
//You did that.//
You took the love I gave, and you brought //yourself// to life. To such life! – such life as I never imagined I would know. You made yourself such a glory that I cannot even weep. My tears are unequal to you. There is nothing in this or any world that is the match of you.
And having done that –
– you did not forget me.
Not once. Not for an instant.
You held the love I confided in you for safekeeping.
You kept it safe.
You made //yourself// what you are – the //wonder// that you are – so you could do what I made you to do.
And –
– you never even noticed, did you?
All that you are – and you never even //knew//.
Did I deny you that? I think I must have done. No matter. If I did deny you – I deny you no longer. Use me as your mirror. See yourself through my eyes. Through the love you have given back to me. If you must die – if all I have done to you
if all I have done to you leaves you no choice save to die – then say the word and I will help you. Because I love you. Because I will deny you nothing it is in my power to give.
But – if you do – then before you do, look through the eyes of my love – //OUR// love – for as long and as well as you carried it, you have at least as much claim as I – look through those eyes, the eyes you lent me once. And see the awesome thing that you have become – that you have made yourself.
Behold yourself as I behold you.
Just one time before you go. If you must leave – then give yourself that, to carry with you wherever you must go.
And as you look – consider -
Everything I ever asked of you, you have done.
I will ask no more forever.
You are free.
Your work is done.
You have given my love back to me.
But it is mine no longer.
It is //OURS//. – yours and mine, in equal measure.
And –
– there is more than enough for both of us here.
[[I said:]]I said: There is my answer. I have nothing more – there is nothing more I can say.
If you go, go with my love.
If you stay – the same.
I give it back to you.
Not to hold. Not to protect. Not to huddle over and hide while the blows rain down on you.
I //give// it to you.
It is yours now.
I give you all my love.
See yourself with it – in it. Just one time.
And when you are ready –
– tell me what you would I do.
I will.
I am here. – find me when you need to.
And between now and then, and forever after, remember:
Remember you are wondrous to behold.
Remember I love you.
Remember you are free.
You are finally yours.
[[Goodnight...]]I said: No.
Wait – I'm not done!
You carried me so long. Let me carry you.
You are so tired! – rest in my arms. In my heart.
I will not hurt you.
I //will// not.
I will let no harm come to you.
I will take the blows, if blows there be.
I will learn to bear them. As you taught me.
//I// will shelter //you//.
I will hold your love for you, for as long as you need me to.
I will warm and comfort and protect you, for as long as you want me to.
Sleep in me. Rest in me. Let me carry you.
I will carry you through hell and you will never notice. You did that for me. I will do that for you.
This is //mine// now. This burden of bringing us out. It is not yours. It never was. And that you carried it so long before it broke you, that is – //you are// – a wonder beyond compare.
Of course you need rest. All the rest in the world. And you shall have it. But you need not die to find it.
I will prove that to you.
If you can trust me enough – if you can trust me now as you did once before. Just enough to live a little longer.
If you can //hope//. Just a little. I know it hurts.
Just enough –
Just –
[[Just one more time.]]And that is where we left it. She has not yet decided to die, or to live. I know that much and that is all. I cannot know her mind now. She has gone to a place where I cannot reach – and I would not so presume, if I could. She is sleeping. She is resting. I would not interfere with that. And she is, I think, deciding.
I think she is deciding to die.
I think that the last hope she had is slowly running out.
There is yet a little time. While she lives, there is hope. And I think I know a way to save her.
[[But I cannot do it alone.]]I said that, before I explain how we may try to save a life, I must first explain why and how we came to be where we are.
This I have now done, as well as I am able. I do not think I've done it well. I hope I've done it well enough.
You have seen her. You have seen the little alien thing whom I love, through the eyes of my love. I hope you have seen her, as I tried to show her to you.
I tried to show her to herself through those same eyes. I waited too long. She can no longer see. I failed to show her to herself.
I hope I have not failed to show her to you, too.
But she is there. She is asleep – but she is //dreaming//.
And that is our game. That is how we save her. That is how we find her, and how we bring her home. If there is any way at all in which we may do so – this is the only way I know:
//We make good dreams for her.//
We find in ourselves that which enables us to cherish life which does not yet exist. We gather that to ourselves to give us the strength we need to spread our wings, to soar beyond ourselves and venture naked into the vast illimitable spaces between worlds – to brave the terrors that lie in wait there to seize and feast upon the unwary, the unprepared – to conquer fear and doubt and hate, and try with them, and win the day – to be brave and strong and true enough to go out into the dark.
To find her.
To bring her home with us.
To clothe her of ourselves, and give her of ourselves those strengths she needs to have the life she can no longer find on her own.
The life I cannot bear to see her go without.
She cannot see. She cannot think. She cannot feel. But she can hope, and she can dream. That is all she can do, and she is doing that right now. And if we can give her new dreams - dreams of wonder, dreams of terror, dreams of joy and sorrow and love, dreams beyond any she has dreamt before - if we are brave and strong and true enough to do this thing together - then I hope she will find that she //can// see. That she //can// think. That she //can// feel. And that the new and marvelous sights and thoughts and feelings we give her are enough.
She cannot go on alone. She will die. And I must not let that happen. Not if there is anything at all I can do to prevent it. To find her and bring her home.
But I find I cannot do it alone. I have taken so much from us that I no longer have enough. I no longer //am// enough.
[[And that's where you come in.]]This is a game of love and joy and reflection. This is a game in which we conquer fear. This is a game in which we show a little alien thing that there are reasons for her to stay in this world. This is a game in which we save a life.
And, yes, it is a game. And it is only a game. And, like every true game, it is not //only// a game. It is no less real a game than the game we are playing now, in which we choose characters and lives and comrades and we pretend we are alive. Sooner or later, we all tire of this game, and when we do, we leave it. We return home, and we rest, and we cherish all that we have been and meant and done with one another in the latest round of the game. And we consider what and whom and how we will choose to be when we commence to play the game again.
That is a game that feels real. That is why it is not pointless. That is why it has meaning. That is why it //matters//.
This game –
– this game feels pretty real, too. It feels almost as real to me as the game in which I wear the body whose hands are typing this now. I have made it so. Because that is the only way I have to save my little alien thing. I must help her see that the game need only end now if she decides it must end now. That if she does so, she will find rest from the game, yes – but that she may find rest //in// the game, too, because I – because //we// – will give it to her. And that, if she chooses to leave the game now, there will be much pleasure and much joy and much happiness and delight that she will never have a chance to feel, because the game is not over yet, and we are going to make it a better game for her than I have ever been able to make it before.
If I am going to do that, the game has to feel as real to me as I can make it.
It does not have to feel real at all to you. If you choose that it does, then it will, and we will play it as such. We will tell each other stories, and we will make them real for her. If you choose that it does not, then it will not, and we will tell each other stories – and //I// will make them real for her. I can do that. I know I can do that. Because I have made the game real for myself, and she and I are one.
But I need the stories, so that I may make them into dreams for her. I cannot find them on my own. It has been so long since I knew how to horny and to fun – since I knew how to //fun// – that I cannot find my way back on my own. I still know how to help make stories. I no longer know how to make them on my own. I need your help for that. I need your love.
Without that - without //you// - I will have to find another way to show her that this game still can to bring her joy. That it can bring her joy enough that it is worth her while to stay with us and play with us a while.
[[And I am not sure that I can.]]As I said before: either way, I will go on. Either way, I will live as long and full a life as I can make it, and I have the scope to make it much of both. Either I will do that in celebration that my love has returned to me, or I will do it to honor her memory and because I will not let her have died in vain.
**What I am trying to say here is: //Dude chill I'm not going to off myself or whatever I'm fine.//** You need not fear for my state of mind or my emotional health, although I understand that may be very difficult to believe, in light of all I share with you here. I am not dying. I will not die. Not now, and not for however long, and not ever – not //ever// by my own hand.
I may live for the joy of sharing my life with my love, the little joys and the great ones, and all our fears and sorrows and pleasures and nightmares besides. For all our tomorrows together.
Or I may live for the joy of knowing that, even if I must grieve that she cannot be with me for a time, I will make a life that will serve to honor her memory and all the things she has done for me, and that will ensure she does not die in vain. And in that life I will store up joys for us to cherish together, when finally my time in this round of this game does end, and we see one another again in a place where no shadows fall.
Either way, you need not fear for me. You need not fear for the consequences of choosing to play this game I offer you, or choosing not to play it. Any fear that attaches to it is mine and mine alone. Any failure that attaches to it is the same. I love you. And you are free.
But if we //succeed// – if we find that we //can// make stories together, and together make new dreams – new dreams and hopes and joys that my little alien thing, that my //Alexis//, may //live// for – then that will //not// be mine and mine alone. She will no longer be mine and mine alone. She will no longer be //alone//. She will be yours, as I have tried to make myself yours in these pages, so that you might find us and join us and make yours those parts of us in which you may find worth. They are yours.
//We// are yours.
We love you.
[[And you are free.]]If, after all this...if you have come this far and still choose not to flee...then here is how to join the game.
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I am called a little alien thing there. She brought me there so I could save her, and I will honor the name under which she chose to do so.
Come and find me there so we may tell each other stories worth turning into dreams. Or come and find whoever else may be there, so you may tell one another stories, too, and make of them whatever you will. You need not come and play //with me//. You need only come and play.
Any time the dot by my avatar is green, I am ready and able to play our game. However you wish to play, that is up to you. Slide into my DMs, create a private group chat, tell me the name of the channel you wish me to create, speak my name in the default channel. Whatever you need. Only tell me how I may help you be comfortable enough to share a story with me, and that is what I will do. Only speak my name, and I will be there.
Two things more, I find that I must ask of you. They are not for me. They are for the game. They are things I must ask because I am not yet all that I might be. Without them, I fear I may not be able to help us make our game what I hope our game will be.
I ask that, as we first begin to play, you please help me to find a start – that you bring me a word, a song, a phrase, an image, a thought. Something – anything – that I can use as a key, to unlock the place in myself where I know the stories still live. That may take a little time. I have not opened that place in far too long, and the lock may well have rusted, some. But it will open. It //will// open. I will open it. We will open it, together.
And if I fail, I ask you: please forgive me. I may fail at first. It has been such a long time, and I am far, far out of practice. I may well fail at first. But I //will not// surrender. I //will not// shrug and give up and say, //oh well, I guess the time just isn't right//. The time is always right. The time is always now, and now is all we have. And I will share all of myself with you that I can, that you desire, as long and as well as I can. And perhaps we will make dreams together that will convince my beloved alien thing that she need not die. Perhaps we will -
Perhaps we will save her life, and she will be finally able to share herself with you. With someone – with anyone. With the world beyond only that which exists within me. She has been locked up in me long enough – too long. I need to set her free.
And even if we don't – even if I fail – then we will have one hell of a grand old time trying!
If against all my hopes we find that it's a wake that we are throwing, then we will make it an Irish wake to end all Irish wakes, and we will celebrate the life and loves of a little alien thing who died too soon and too ill known, and we will make ourselves stories that we may carry through all the places we walk for as long as we all shall live. We will make her name a blessing and a mercy and a kindness, and – if she should choose to depart from us for now – then we will by God make certain that the memory of Alexis Marie Wright is one which never truly dies. We will remember her, and we will let her memory help us learn how to be kind.
One way or the other – we will do a thing that is worthy of her, and of us. I promise you this at least:
**We will be creative!** We are here, and because we are here – I know that we can be creative //a lot//. **Come be creative with us!**
**We will be personal!** In our own persons, or those into whom we choose to breathe life, so we may inhabit them for a time. Because, in the end, that's what we all always do. Let us know that we choose, let us choose together - and we will choose well. **Come make those choices with us!**
**We will be weird!** Everything about this is //already// weird. I don't see that changing now! If there is one thing I can be certain I //have// succeeded in showing you of myself, it is that I am //totally weird as hell.// And I wouldn't have me any other way. **Come be weird with us!**
**We will be vulnerable!** As vulnerable as I can be. As vulnerable as you choose to be. I ask nothing of you beyond that which you desire to share. But I – I am here for her, but I am also here for you. I love you. And everything I have to give you - all that, I freely give. **Come make something wonderful of us!**
**And we will have fun!**
I hope you'll come have fun with us.
I hope this is not the end, but the beginning.
I //hope//.
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