You stand alone, swaying on the deserted street, a marionette caught in the throes of an inebriated dance.
The world spins, a kaleidoscope of blurred lights and fragmented memories.
In your trembling hand, the phone becomes a lifeline to the one who stirs a tempest within your chest.
Each digit you press carries the weight of every unspoken word and unsatisfied <span style="font-weight:600;">[[yearning]].</span><script>var myDiv = document.getElementById('passages');
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<<if tags().includes('autosave')>><<notify 3s>>Autosaving...<</notify>><</if>><<cacheaudio "mainsong" "music/Heartbreaking.mp3">>It’s a desperate act, reaching out to the one who occupies your thoughts like a delicate, elusive apparition.
And as the call connects, a distant voice emerges, like a siren’s song beckoning you.
<span style="font-weight:600;">[[“Stay where you are.”]]</span>A glimmer of solace emerges—a respite from the ache that gnaws at your core.
Through the labyrinthine streets, they tread, an apparition weaving through the dimly lit alleys.
With each step they take, the distance between longing and fulfillment diminishes, yet the chasm of unrequited desires remains, <span style="font-weight:600;">[[unyielding and unforgiving]].</span>Together, you stumble through the threshold of your sanctuary, a haven filled with whispered secrets and faded echoes of lost hopes.
The familiarity of these walls wraps around you, offering a respite from the outside world.
As the door closes behind you, a hushed silence descends, punctuated only by the soft patter of rain against the windowpane. The dim glow of a single lamp casts ethereal shadows, painting the room in muted hues.
With gentle hands, they guide you to the worn couch that has borne witness to countless moments of vulnerability.
<span class="choice-normal"><span style="font-weight:600;">[[Thank them]]</span></span>.
<span class="choice-normal"><span style="font-weight:600;">[[Sit down]]</span></span>.“Thank you... for being here.”
Their eyes meet yours, and a flicker of warmth touches their gaze, <span style="font-weight:600;">[[“You called.”|Sit down]]</span>As you sink into the couch’s embrace, the weight of the night settles upon your weary shoulders.
Their presence lingers in the room, a tangible force that both soothes and unsettles.
Their eyes, once distant, now study you.
You catch fleeting glimpses of longing in their gaze, flickering like a dying flame.
They kneel before you, their touch tracing the curve of your cheek. Their fingertips, warm against your skin, ignite a spark of <span style="font-weight:600;">[[desire]]</span>.As they remove your boots, their gaze lingers, caught in a delicate dance between intimacy and distance.
The view of them on their knees, fixing your world while breaking your heart, momentarily softens the edges of your aching heart.
Your eyes meet, and in that fleeting moment, a universe of unspoken words passes between you.
It is a silent plea, a desperate question hanging in the air.
<span style="font-weight:600;">[[Can you and I ever be more than this?]]</span>In the stillness, memories rise like ghosts from the depths of your mind. The whispered conversations beneath moonlit skies, fragments of shared laughter and shared tears, all woven into the tapestry of your complicated connection.
Their hands, once hesitant, now trace delicate patterns along your skin, as if seeking solace in the contours of your existence.
Their lips part, as if on the verge of confession, but the words remain unspoken, lost amidst the tangled threads of desire and fear.
The air crackles with unspoken promises, woven into the very fabric of your being. In the delicate interplay of skin against skin, a fragile connection blossoms—a flicker of hope amidst the chaos of your <span style="font-weight:600;">[[emotions]]</span>.You yearn for clarity, for a glimpse into their true intentions, but the ambiguity persists like a fog that refuses to lift.
As they rise from their kneeling position, the distance between you grows. They retreat into themselves, withdrawing like the tides, leaving you adrift in a sea of unanswered feelings.
You yearn to bridge the gap, to unravel the complexities of their heart, but the walls they’ve built are <span style="font-weight:600;">[[out of your reach]]</span>.As the night wears on, exhaustion seeps into your bones, and the world outside fades into a distant murmur.
They tuck you in beneath the covers, their fingers lingering against your cheek, tracing invisible patterns of affection.
In the depths of darkness, your mind swirls with questions, a maelstrom of emotions that defy easy explanation.
What is the true nature of this bond you share? Is it love? Friendship? Or something that defies categorization?
<span class="choice-normal"><span style="font-weight:600;">[[Whisper their name]]</span></span>.
<span class="choice-normal"><span style="font-weight:600;">[[Watch them]].</span></span>The sound of their name lingers in the air, carrying with it the weight of unspoken yearning. Their eyes meet yours, a flicker of recognition sparking between you.
Yet, as swiftly as it emerges, the moment dissipates, leaving behind a bittersweet residue.
They respond with a gentle smile, a delicate gesture that stirs the depths of your <span style="font-weight:600;">[[soul|Watch them]].</span>They move around you, tending to your needs with a tenderness that leaves you yearning for more.
Their actions speak volumes, yet the silence between you remains palpable, like an unspoken agreement to tiptoe around the depths of your connection.
In the soft glow of the lamp, their eyes meet yours, and for a fleeting moment, you catch a glimpse of vulnerability flickering beneath their guarded facade.
It is a fragile vulnerability, fragile like the fragments of hope you hold onto, afraid to let go.
<span style="font-weight:600;">[[“Take care of yourself, alright?”]]</span>Wrapped in the cocoon of their absence, you drift into a restless slumber.
Dreams dance on the fringes of your consciousness, fragmented images of what could have been and what remains uncertain.
In the hazy landscape of your mind, you navigate a labyrinth of emotions, tracing the contours of desire and <span style="font-weight:600;">[[longing]].</span><<audio "mainsong" fadeoverto 15 0>><<run setTimeout(function () { $.wiki('<<audio "mainsong" stop>>'); }, 10000)>>As dawn breaks, casting a timid light through the cracks in the curtains, you find yourself alone in the hushed sanctuary of your home.
You close your eyes, seeking refuge in the fading fragments of shared moments. But they slip through your grasp like sand, leaving behind only traces of what could have been.
The remnants of their touch have faded, leaving you with a bittersweet ache, a yearning for something more.
The echoes of their presence linger, haunting the corners of your mind, as you question the choices that led you to this precipice.
The room, once filled with their aura, now reverberates with the hollowness of their departure.
All that remains is a bruise upon your heart, a lingering trace of <span style="font-weight:600;">[[affection|1]].</span><span style="font-size: xx-large;font-weight:500;text-align:center;letter-spacing:6px"><<link [[affection.|First Page]]>><<audio "mainsong" loop play>><</link>></span>
by <a href="https://www.tumblr.com/blog/coeluvr" target="_blank">coeluvr</a>