Refactor

In my house
In my house
What is this person that I
do not think I know
Doing in my house

In my house
In my house
He must have snuck in
through the bedroom door
Living like a mouse

He says he is my husband
I’ve never seen him before
He knows everything about me
I’ll have to show him the door

Not my spouse
He’s not my spouse
I think I would
remember having brought him
Into my house

It’s my house
He’s in my house
Why is this person
laughing right at me
Sitting in my house

So many pictures of us together
The room is starting to blur
He says he’s beginning to worry about me
But I just can’t be sure
I can’t be sure

In my house
In my house
What is this person that I do not know
Doing in my house

Your head is in the cloud
You don’t know who you are
Try to do everything you can
Spread yourself too far

Everything that you want to know
How to come undone
Boiling over, time to kill
In the frozen sun

Everything that we used to know
Has a zero sum
Ice cubes in the goldfish bowl
Where we’ve come undone

Nerves of tissue, lung of steel
Sleep until we’re dead
Warm the soul with antifreeze
A frozen mind instead

it isn’t not about ADHD